All language subtitles for station.19.s05e16.720p.web.hevc.x265

Judge: Andrea Herrera, you've
been charged with manslaughter

in the first degree in the death
of Jeremy Benanti.

How do you plead?Not guilty, Your Honor.

Trial date is May 17th.

Bail is set for $100,000.

♪♪

[ Sirens wailing ]

♪ So I hear what you're
calling me ♪

♪ But what you're saying won't
change me ♪

Hey.

♪ And still I'm

♪ Waking up to my own dreams

♪ And the city won't save me

♪ I'm steady running from hard
times, losing my breath ♪

[ Cellphone chimes ]

♪ And I've been fighting for
a piece of mind ♪

♪ It's all I got left

♪ I said I wanna go home

♪ Home ♪ I said I wanna go home

♪ Home ♪ I said I wanna go home

♪ Home ♪ I said I wanna go home

♪ Home [ Grunts ] Ready? Down. Okay.

Whoa.

♪ Oh

♪ Oh

♪ A lost soul on the wrong end

♪ And you know that
you're falling ♪

♪ From the things that you're
caught in ♪

♪ And you don't even know where
your heart is ♪

♪ I know where we begin

♪ I know where we're going

♪ I know time waits for no man

♪ I'm steady running from hard
times, losing my breath ♪

[ Cellphone chimes ]

♪ And I've been fighting for
a piece of mind ♪

♪ It's all I got left

♪ I said I wanna go home ♪ Home

♪ I said I wanna go home ♪ Home

♪ I said I wanna go home ♪ Home

♪ I said I wanna go home ♪ Home

♪ Whoa, oh

♪ Oh, oh, oh

♪ Fighting for a piece of mind,
it's all I got left ♪

♪ I'm steady running from hard
times, losing my breath ♪

♪ And I've been fighting for
a piece of mind ♪

♪ It's all I got left

♪ I said I wanna go home

♪ Home ♪ I said I wanna go home

♪ Home

♪♪

[ Cellphone chimes ]

Don't, don't, don't, don't.

You've been doom-scrolling
all week.

I deserve to know what's being
said about me.

Okay, well, none of it's true,
so just...

Just stop babysitting me....stop.

I'm fine.Okay. Okay.

"I'm fine" -- yeah, as
the inventor of "I'm fine",

I'm just gonna stay, okay?

A few more days,
at least until you stop

punching me in your sleep.

I'm still doing that?Yeah.

I mean, but do you have to
sleep in my bed?

And how else am I gonna know
that you're still punching?

Ah.
Everything hurts.

And that's cause you're holding
a lot in your body.

Come on.
Come on.

I'm finally meeting with
Chief Ross today.

Theo -- Theo still hasn't gotten
his assignment either, right?

What?
Do you know something?

No, I know nothing.

Yeah, and "I'm fine".

Okay, um...

yeah, he got assigned
to 19.

He starts today.

Andy, I'm sure that's
why Chief Ross called
you in, though.

Right. Right, because she always
gives out assignments in person,

at the start of a shift.

[ Sighs ]
She's gonna suspend me.

I know it.

I'm sorry, Andy.

Ugh!

♪♪

Can I have the phone back?No.

Please?Never.

Please.

[ Indistinct talking on TV ]

I just can't believe you're
actually here.

I know.
It's nice, right?

Mm-hmm. Mm?
Yeah.

Yeah?We gotta -- We gotta --

Man: A little bit later
in the day, about 3:00,

you see here the winds will
pick up to about

eight miles an hour...[ Clears throat ]

He's been on laundry duty since
the night of a thousand springs.

Yeah?
Yeah.

Gentlemen, may I present to you

Lieutenant Theodore Ruiz
of Station 19!

Yeah! Boo!Boo!

No, no, stop it!

Vic, you do know that Theo's
full name is not Theodore?

You sure?Oh, yeah.

Little known fact, Theo is named
after his abuela, Teodora.

[ Laughs ]

Well, welcome to the team,
Teodora.

Thank you.Hey, hey, hey, hey.

No touching in the firehouse,
you two.

You know we don't have to touch
to make you uncomfortable, Trav.

See?
No touching.

No touching.I'm in hell.

No touching. No touching.
No touching.

Hey, uh, hey.
Guys.

Come here.

Man on TV: Seriously, though,
it's clear that Seattle needs

new leadership, someone to put
this broken city back together.

No.
This is real?

All he needs now is a mustache
he can twirl.

[ Scoffs ]

I understand this great city in
a 360 way,

and as your mayor, I'm going to
clean up Seattle,

and I'm going to lead us to
a brighter,

more prosperous,
and safer future.

[ Applause ]Okay, wait, so which is it?

Is it a broken city
or is it a great city?

There is no way we live in a
world where Herrera gets charged

with murder and that guy
is our mayor.

-Right.
-As your mayor...

-It's dark days.
-He can't win, right?

Dixon can't win.

Well, the crowd seems to
like him.

Where are
Bishop and Gibson?

Personal days.

I know firsthand how hard
the police in this city...

Both of them? ...work to do just that,

and I'm gonna make sure that
they continue to serve

and protect...That's your father-in-law.

♪♪

[ Winces ]

♪♪

[ Groans ]

Maya: Carina?
Huh?

Carina, I need your help.
I'm burning the waffles.

[ Groans ]

[ Drums on counter ]

Coming!

[ Clattering ]

Oh.
Are you okay?

I'm okay.

I think I'm a little more
nervous than I realized.

Oh, you're nervous.
I'm the one getting

turkey baster-ed.Yeah, but you've done this

before, you're a doctor who
literally specializes in it.

Yeah, but today, I'm the patient
who's full of a month's worth of

fertility drugs and the hormones
from last night's trigger shot.

Do you want to reschedule?No, because otherwise,

we're gonna have to wait for
another whole month.

I mean, it's okay.
It's okay. No rush.

No rush? Okay.
Ha-ha.

Then why did we expedite
the genetic testing

and the hormone shots and --
and -- and everything?

Because we are excited.Exactly.

So, we have to
do this today.

We want to do this today,
right?

Because I'm tired of waiting,
waiting, waiting,

waiting, waiting, waiting
for everything.

My green card appointment
hasn't been set yet,

but this
we have control over.

This -- we want to do this
today, you know?

Yeah.Nerves are not a bad thing.

No.
[ Sighs ]

Hi.

Uh, I brought you some, uh,
flowers.

Which, now that I think about
it, is kind of just a weird

metaphor for planting the seed.

Should I?

Yes.
Sorry.

Come in.

♪♪

[ Indistinct talking ]

♪♪

♪♪

Fun.

See he's got you on spit-shine
duty now.

It's...
Yeah.

For what it's worth, I don't
blame you for reporting him.

Well, you might be the only one
in this building.

Um, hey, when you went back in
for the detectives,

was it --
was it, like, weird?

Weird?
Well, I don't know.

I just -- I told them
everything, but it still felt

like they were, I don't know,
reading my aura or, like,

looking for lies or --[ Laughs ]

I mean...You know, police interrogation

is not supposed to feel like
a spa day.

Yeah, but it's not supposed to
feel like a witch hunt, either.

I mean, we're witnesses,
not suspects.

Do you think they questioned
Bishop the same way?

Hmm?

Yeah.[ Scoffs ] Yeah.

Hey, how's Andy?Oh, I'm getting the impression

she doesn't love me sharing
her bed anymore.

[ Laughter ]

You know, I can remember that
feeling very well.

[ Chuckles ]

I'm sorry, did you just --
did you just make

a self-deprecating joke?
Is that what that was?

You didn't think I had
a sense of humor?

No.
I-I didn't.

[ Chuckles ]What?

Okay, are we friends now?

Is this how this is gonna be?

Okay. Hmm.Hey, um,

I'm glad Andy's not alone
right now.

Well, yeah.I th--

Can I help you?

Yeah. Hi.

I'm looking for
Andrea Herrera.

Okay, well, uh, sorry,
if you're a reporter,

you need to go through FD.No.

We can't --No, I'm not a reporter.

Uh, I'm just, uh --
I just want to talk to her.

Well, I'm -- I'm sorry, but she
doesn't work here anymore.

Did she get transferred?

Not yet, but we're still waiting
on a reassignment.

I see.Mm-hmm.

Do either of you know how I can
get in touch with her?

You know we can't share that
information with the public.

No. I'm not the public.
I'm actually...

her mother.
Elena.

♪♪

Okay, we have to call Andy.

Do you think she can handle
this right now?

Do you think it's your job to
make that decision?

Okay, well, you call her,
and I'll --

I'll talk to Zombie Mom.

Well, she did come back
from the dead.

Oh, no, I got it, I got it.
I just cannot believe that came

out of your mouth.What? I'm -- I'm funny.

This place must have changed
a lot

since you were
last here, huh?

Yeah, Andy told me stories.

Ah.
So, you know thestory?

I do. Or at least the parts
that Andy knows.

I'm sure there's
a lot more to it.

[ Chuckles ]
Pruitt would be devastated

if he thought
everyone here knew.

Not everyone.

You know, A-shift,
we're close.

And Andy and I,
we were...

You dated.
You can say.

Hmm.
Married.

Oh, wow.

[ Exhales sharply ]

I didn't even know she got
married.

Yeah, it was fast.
Mm.

Right before Pruitt, um...

But we're
not together anymore.

So...I-I shouldn't have come.

I didn't even call my sister.

I-I saw the news stories,
and I just got on a plane.

I'm sorry.
I-I should just never --

Elena.
Look, I-I can't tell you or Andy

what to do, but she's been
through a lot,

and I'm not sure you being here
will have the effect

you're hoping for.I'm not hoping for anything.

I just want to make sure that
my baby girl is okay.

[ Klaxons sound ] Aid car 19, Engine 19...

I'm sorry.
You have to go.

...and Ladder 19 requested to
632 Bellomy Road.

Listen, um, we'll call her,
okay?

We'll let her know you're here.
That's all I can do.

Thank you.
I appreciate it.

♪♪

Did you get ahold of her?

Voicemail.

[ Siren wailing ]

♪♪

[ Exhales deeply ]

Don't tell me you're habitually
early like me.

Our meeting's not for an hour.No, I'm just antsy, I guess.

Well, come on up.
Okay.

Uh, so,
y-you like being chief?

Is that a goal of yours?Oof.

My whole life, I've dreamed of
becoming captain of 19,

but it --
it always ends there.

It's like those dreams where you
win the lottery,

but then you wake up
right after.

Yeah, but you win
the lottery.

When you become captain of 19,
you will have worked for it

and earned it; certainly seems
like you're on your way there.

Sully has good things to say.
Aquino, too.

Sullivan and my dad decided
I wasn't ready to be captain

of 19 because they thought
I would be too emotional

after a friend died.

I mean, how do you think
this situation's going
to be used against me?

Well, no.
We won't let that happen.

Men have this way of really
overconcerning themselves

with my life.

That's endemic.

In FD, in the military.

I mean, ask the cashier
at the grocery store.

My entire career, two
industries, multiple cities,

and, uh, it's the same thing.

It's why it's taken me this long
to get this far.

And -- And we're just fine
with that?

Well, you can waste your time
figuring out

how to fight the system.
"Fighting in the doorway"

is what I call it;
or know what you're dealing with

and win from the inside.

Practicality moves the needle.

Idealism -- it just
covers it in diamonds

you'll probably never get
to own.

[ Cellphone chimes ]We look at the world

very differently.[ Sighs ] Crap.

I was supposed to stop by 42
on the way in,

and I totally forgot.Well, w-what about our meeting?

Well, you can ride over
to 42 with me.

We'll talk in the car.
Come on.

Come on.

[ Siren wailing ]

Yeah, I think Vic is staying
at Andy's again.

You wanna hit
the batting cages?

-[ Sighs ]
-No? Okay.

Ah. Strip club.
[ Chuckles ]

Those are the only options?
And neither has food.

What is the point of anything we
do when this stupid city

in this absurd country
in this broken world

seems to be
just fine with Dixons.

Ah. So this isn't about
the little Dixon.

This is about the big one.He could be the next mayor
of Seattle.

-No chance.
-Giant chance.

Okay, there's always gonna be an
audience for guys like Dixon.

Yeah, an audience, sure, but we
keep giving them platforms

and power
and government positions.

Well, we're not.But isn't --

isn't not trying to stop it kind
of like giving him a platform?

So try and stop him.

How?
[ Chuckles ]

I don't know, man.
I-I thought

you were just bummed about
breakup stuff.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Horn honking ]

Khalidi: Dispatch, this is
incident command.

We got multiple units in this
complex on fire,

and I don't have enough manpower
for search and rescue.

19 should be rolling up on you
right now.

Deck gun, C side structure.

Get over there.

[ Siren wailing ]

Khalidi.Beckett.

Good to see you.
What's the status?

We've secured the exterior.
19, I need you inside

on evac as soon as my team
gets access.

Nobody's been inside yet?

No one's been on the C side of
the structure.

Alright.
19, search and rescue.

Suit up.

C side of the building.

Let's go.

[ Sighs ]Ba-dum!

[ Chuckles ]

[ Whale song playing ]

Oh, sorry. I usually coach
patients through this process,

but I've never been on this side
of things.

And we weren't sure if you
needed porn.

Nope. No.
I got my phone.

Okay.This is nice! This is nice.

This is really good.

Okay. I'm gonna switch to
my doctor's voice so we can move

past this moment -- so, first,
please sanitize your hands well.

Yep.

And this is the specimen cup, in
which you will put --

Yeah, no, I got that.Okay, great.

We're gonna be in the next
bedroom, uh, preparing...

The receptacle?

Yeah.No, yeah.

And I'll be turning on my wife

so that her cervix opens up,
uh, in fact.

See?
Who needs porn?

Sorry.
[ Clears throat ]

[ Whale song crescendos ]Well, that's not gonna help.

Oh. Yeah.

Okay?Okay.

Okay.[ Chuckles ]

Generally, I do this
without an audience.

Yes!Right! Sorry.

We're gonna leave.
Have fun.

Oh, wait, wait. No.
That --

Yeah. Sorry.Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.
[ Clears throat ]

Okay, we're out.
Have fun.

I'm not into weird porn,
by the way.

Yeah, no, I'm just saying that
I-I, um -- your baby --

gonna be made with the most
normal --

Jack.Yeah. Sorry.

Go ahead.
[ Clears throat ]

[ Cellphone buzzing ]

Whoa, whoa!

The, uh -- the genetic testing
app just alerted me.

Is there a problem?I don't think so.

♪♪

It says I have a brother.

♪♪

Seattle Fire! Anyone in here?
Check the doors. Hello?

Anyone here?
Hughes, to the left.

Anyone in here?

[ Grunting ]Over here! We got one!

Quick, quick, quick!

[ Coughing ]

Incident Command, this is
Sullivan, one civilian found.

Starting evac.Copy, Sullivan.

Are there others?We're looking now.

Ugh.
Muscle memory.

I just -- I turned it off so I
would stop reading the comments

on the news stories.Never read the comments.

[ Sighs ] It's like
first I survive the thing,

and then I survive
the aftermath of the thing,

and now I have to survive
the entire Internet's opinion

of the thing.Sounds like a lot.

I'm fine. It's a lifetime of
practice compartmentalizing.

You know, I don't know that this
is something that you need to

or that you really should
compartmentalize.

No, I know.
I just -- it --

I just -- I really want to
get back to work.

It's the thing that makes me
feel the most me.

I get that.

Which is why I'm so anxious to
hear about my re-assignment.

Hmm.

You're not re-assigning me,
are you?

It's the policy of the
department that firefighters

charged with a felony are to be
suspended --

It's not like I robbed a bank.No, you killed a man.

Accidental or not,
it doesn't matter --

I-It wasn't accidental.
It was self-defense.

I hope you didn't tell
the police that.

Ooh, Herrera, I know it's not
right and it's not fair,

but truthfully, I wouldn't put
you back in the field right now,

even if there was a way around
all this red tape.

This case is too public,
and you're still too raw.

I -- You know, Miller
and Sullivan went to work

the day after they were
arrested.

They weren't arrested
for manslaughter.

No, they were arrested for being
Black and out of uniform.

Exactly. Which is why you need
to take a breath and realize

that you are lucky, as a woman
of color, to have this

department looking out
for you right now.

I am awaiting trial for
manslaughter.

My name's all over local news
next to the word "killer,"

and now you just fired me.
How is that looking out for me?

And -- And the fact that my luck
is being discussed in relation

to my being a woman of color,
by the way, kind of highlights

how messed up
the whole system is, no?

I'm not firing you.
You are on temporary suspension

pending the outcome
of a trial.

[ Radio clicks ] Involved fire at Bellomy Road.

Requesting additional units.
88 and 19 on scene.

That means I have to make
an appearance.

You can just drop me right here.Oh, no, no, no, no.

We have a conversation
to finish.

[ Siren wailing ]

Jack:
And it's a full, full match.
That means we have the same

bio parents, right?
So, that means -

Mm.That's what that means, right?

That's what that means?It is what that means.

That is what that means. Okay.
So, my parents had another kid,

who --
What if we're twins, huh?

Like, we got, like,
separated at birth.

Like -- is that legal?
That can't be legal, right?

Jack. Jack, Jack, Jack, Jack.
Slow down.

Okay.Where does he live?

There's no address.
It's just, uh...

Okay....e-mail handle.

Uh, dadjokes2013.

He's a dad.Oh.

Whoa.He's a dad.

So you're...an uncle.

No, no, not really.
I mean,

I don't know the guy, so --But -- But they sent you
his e-mail.

That means that he checked
the box saying he consents
to be contacted.

So, you could --No, okay, we're not doing this!

Today.
We're not doing this today.

Okay, but you said --I know what I said, but that was

before I found out that he has
a brother who is a father.

What does that have to do
with anything?

Well, you're distracted, and I
am annoyed, and you, Maya,

confabulations,
you get another delay!

But I don't --Whoo!

I don't want...

[ Sirens wailing,
horns honking ]

[ Coughing ]Sir, can you tell us

if anyone else is inside?
Sir, can you hear me?

Travis, I think he's trying to
tell us something.

Door.Pablo, Pablo!

Pablo. Pablo, are you alright?
What happened?

Sir, please, I'm gonna need you
to step aside.

I own this property.
What's going on?

What happened?You tell us. What is this place?

I-It's, uh -- It's just property
I haven't redeveloped yet.

Okay, why do you have a security
guard in there, then?

Because otherwise,
we'd get squatters.

Oh, my God.
This is a nightmare.

Okay, so are there squatters
in there?

Okay, sir, I'm gonna ask you
one last time.

Is there anybody else
in that building?

I told you, no!
Now, are you gonna stand here

interrogating me, or are you
gonna go put out that fire?

Losing containment of the fire
on the north side of

the building.
-I'm so sorry.

-Hey, Captain.
-We need to complete search

and evacuate
before the fire spreads.

It looks like some kind of
sweatshop in there.

Owner's being real dicey about
who else could be inside.

Sir! I need you to back away
from this area.

You're interfering with our care
of this patient.

I'm not doing --I need you to stand over there.

I'm not gonna ask you again.

Pablo. Hey, hey.
What can you tell us?

Is there anyone else inside
that building?

He can't
do anything to you.

Pablo, you're not in trouble,

but if you're holding
anything back, you will be.

♪♪

There's a hidden room
on the second floor.

There are people in there.

Hughes, Montgomery, go.

Incident Command, this is
Beckett, we have new intel.

We do have folks
in the building.

Clyde, Wiggins, set up triage.

Sullivan, heads up,
we're coming in looking
for several civilians.

Sullivan: We've searched
both levels. It's clear.

It's a hidden room.Montgomery, what's your 20?

Pablo's gonna talk you to it.

We've reached the C-wall.

Pablo: The stairs in the back
that lead to the second floor --

that's where the room is.

♪ For too long I've carried

♪ All my woes

♪ Scrutinized them

♪ And held them close

♪ All the missteps

♪ And mistakes

♪ I've let them linger

♪ Taking up too much space

♪ Until you took the weight
and you set me free ♪

♪ Oh, you came along
and you held the key ♪

♪ To my

♪ Beautiful box of regrets

♪ It's time to change

♪ It's time to forget [ Coughing ]

♪ For too long I've cried to

♪ Looked at my life through [ Coughing ]

♪ My beautiful box of regrets

♪ It was painted with my pain

♪ Held a mirror
when I fell from grace ♪

♪ The strangest comfort,
familiar hurt ♪

♪ Useless treasure,
all I was ever worth ♪

♪ Until you took the weight
and set me free ♪

Khalidi:
Good work, 19.

Thank you,
but that was all Montgomery.

♪ You held the key

♪ To my beautiful...

Oh, you've gotta be kidding me.

Oh, my God.

[ Scoffs ]
Of course. Of course.

I want to listen to your lungs
for a second, is that okay?

Okay.Can you tell me your name?

Okay. Okay. You don't have to
if you don't want to.

Alright?I'm sorry.

They don't mean to be rude.
We're just all very frightened.

It's okay.

I'm Mai.Hi, Mai.

I'm Travis.

What's going to happen to us?
Are we in trouble?

No, no, no. Mai, we are only
here to help, okay?

We are not gonna let anything
happen to you.

[ Speaking Thai ]

Are you sure we aren't
in trouble?

I am sure.

Hey, Mai, when did you get this
scar on your hand?

Oh.I'm just --

I'm just trying to understand
so I can help you.

It was an accident.

About three years ago,
back when I was new.

My hand slipped and got caught
in the sewing machine.

I'm sorry, did you see a doctor?No, no, no.

They stitched it up inside.

Inside?
In there?

Yes. We --

[ Sighs ]

We don't go past the gates.

You don't go past the gates
because you don't want to,

or they won't let you?

Mai, Mai, we are not gonna get
you into trouble, okay?

I promise, okay?

They say we go outside,
there will be trouble.

If the police got us, it would
be much more than in here.

They have our passports.
We can't leave.

We thought it would be different
when we came.

We didn't know it would be
like this. We --

This is wrong.
What they did to us is wrong.

We didn't know! We --

♪♪

[ Loud slamming ]

Carina, I'm -- I'm sorry.
I-I didn't mean for my thing

to take over --It didn't.

Okay. Uh, well, then, we don't
need to reschedule.

Yeah, yeah. We're all here.
We're all ready.

E-Except the person whose body
it's happening to, which is me.

You're not ready?

Ah!

Is she gonna be like this
the whole pregnancy?

I don't hang out with pregnant
people, I don't know.

I didn't even like you!
Not one bit!

And then -- And then you had to
make me like you,

and now we're maybe making
a baby together!

Okay, uh, Carina, I just don't
understand why me having

a brother changes things.
Why is that --

Why? Because you had no one,
and now you do!

Okay, so, uh, you're saying that
you're doing this with me

because I'm an orphan and don't
have a family, basically?

No! No!Yeah.

Oh, nothing's coming out right!
Okay.

Never. Mind.

I think I'm gonna go.Both: No!

I mean, you can, if you want to,
but we still want to do this

if you do, right? Right?If you do.

[ Laughs ]
No, if you do.

How many times do I need to tell
you that I do?

Oh, now you do! Now that you are
trying to avoid your

work problems by throwing
yourself into the baby making,

now you do.[ Groans ] Oh, my God, Carina,

when are you gonna finally trust
me when I say I want to do this?

When our child is going away
to college?

'Cause you were not sure
you wanted to have kids.

And you didn't know if you
wanted to get married,

but I'm not questioning every
day if you're gonna leave me.

Yeah, g-guys, this isn't really
helping my situation.

Sorry. You go do your thing,
we'll do ours, okay?

Okay.
[ Clears throat ]

You guys sure that --

Both: Yes!Yeah, cool.

Awesome.
[ Clears throat ]

[ Door closes ]Fine.

Okay.
Come on.

[ Sighs ]

Oh, no, Herrera.
You can't get near the scene.

You're still a civilian for now.I'm a trained paramedic.

I'm sorry, Herrera.Uh --

Hey. Take over for me?Montgomery.

Hey, Chief Ross,
there's a situation
you need to know about.

Chief Ross.
Nice to finally meet you.

Michael Dixon.
-Yeah, I know who you are.

What's the situation
Montgomery's worried about?

Chief Ross, can we please
have a minute?

Thank you, Beckett,
I got it handled.

Okay, that man has been
trafficking those women,

forcing them to work in
his sweatshop.

He confiscated their papers --
-Montgomery, thank you
for your concern,

but a proper investigation needs
to be conducted

before jumping to conclusions.Jumping to conclusions?

They are terrified, okay,
he wasn't even gonna tell us

they were inside.
He was gonna let them burn.

He's essentially holding them
hostage, okay?

-They are employees.
-Against their will.

They are indentured servants!
And you're protecting them

because he's your pal,
and that's what you do.

Of course, those women deserve
to tell their side of the story,

the same as Mr. Phillips
deserves to tell his side.

His side? His side?If you're not gonna do anything

to keep your men in check,
then I'm gonna have to --

What are you gonna do?
You gonna throw your unearned
weight around, Dixon?

You are a liar and a poison,

and people are gonna
find out about it!

-Alright, alright!
-Enough. Enough.

It's out of our hands now.
Walk away.

[ Siren wailing ]

♪♪

Let's take a walk. Come on.What -- What --

What? We good?No. We're gonna handle this.

♪♪

Hey! Herrera,
I said to stay in the car.

I'm not a child, Chief.I'm not the one
you should be angry with.

I'm on your side.You're on my side?

I mean, you may talk like it,
but deep down, you're just like

all the rest of them -- what,
so, I-I'm not mentally ready

to come back to work after I
fought off my attacker

and saved my own ass?

What, I still have work to do
to earn a captain's seat,

when I've been literally
doing the job, and
excelling at it, at that?

What, so I can do the job
when it's convenient for you,

I just can't have it,
right?

No, that's not what I'm saying.Ah, for the longest time, I --

I thought --
I thought it was me.

I thought something was wrong
with me, that --

that things just kept not
working out,

and I think I just realized
it's all of you,

knowing, prescribing
what's best for me.

It was the guy in the parking
lot who decided he knew better

when I said I didn't want things
to go any further.

I-It -- It was my dad when
the idea of seeing his daughter

take over would have been
too big of a sign for him

to know that he was done.

I-It was Sullivan when -- when
he wanted to keep me in my place

because his life was a mess,
and it's you trying to make this

as slow and hard and painful
as possible for me,

because if you had to come up
this way, the hard way,

then so do I.You have been through a trauma,
alright?

It's this whole screwed-up
system.

Th-- The one that tells women of
color that we should be grateful

for even the smallest thing
we're given.

Even if we've earned it.

Even if it's less than
we deserve.

Even if it's an open secret that
the expectations on us

are higher and the rewards
always lower,

because we should know
our place, right?

Because we're lucky to get
anything to begin with.

[ Exhales sharply ]

Hey, hey.

I can give you a ride.I don't need your help.

Vic:
Mai told them everything,

and they're still
taking them in?

It's one jail to the next.

Nah, I'm sure they're not
locking them up.

They're just gonna get their
stories.

You sure about that?

They're taking them to Seattle
Pres to get checked out.

I called an immigration attorney
I know to meet them there,

take up their cause, work on
getting them S-Visas

and financial compensation.Yeah, they still don't have to

cart them off like that, Chief.

And the security guard --
was he just gonna

let those women die
to save himself?

It's not his fault.
He's just as scared about

what was gonna happen to him as
the women were.

It's a circle of oppression.But the owner --

Is already being questioned
by the police.

By the police, or his buddy,
Dixon?

You know he's gonna get away
with this.

Look, we can't fix everything,
but whenever

it's in my purview,
I do whatever I can.

Not enough is in our purview.

I mean, this was modern-day
slavery in our city.

If there wasn't a fire --Montgomery, look,

it's horrendous and it's
devastating, and it's not

the first or the last time
something like this is

gonna happen.
You're right to be upset,

but you can either put yourself
in a position

to do something about it
or don't complain.

So, because I'm not
a lieutenant,

I don't get to have opinions
about the world?

No, you can.

It's just --
It's kinda pointless.

[ Whimpers ]Okay. Okay.

We're stopping.No, no, no. Keep going.

You are literally
crying in my mouth.

[ Sobbing ]
Hey.

I just don't want our baby to be
made like this.

Well, technically,
they can't be made like this.

I made a mess.

Hmm?I need to go apologize to Jack.

I was such a --Hey -- Oh!

[ Clatters ]

Oh.Oh, my God.

Ah. Yeah.

[ Sobbing ]

No. No, no, no. No, no.
I-I --

I can just go make more.I got it. I got it.

I got it.My brother is gone!

[ Sobbing ]

And you're so infuriating,

just like him, and I-I-I don't
know what's happening to me.

It's the hormones.I see this happening
all the time,

but I didn't think it was gonna
happen to me, and it is.

Yeah.
No, it really is, babe.

[ Sobbing ]
I'm a -- I'm a hormonal wreck!

[ Chuckles ]
You really are.

[ Laughs ]
Oh.

Oh. Okay. I don't want this
disaster of a day

to be how I make a family.

I kind of think it's the perfect
way to make a family.

Eh, it kind of feels like
we already are.

[ Laughs ]

Okay, what about this
new brother of yours?

What if you fall in love with
his kids and you decide

that you want to move closer to
them so you don't miss birthdays

and soccer games
and broken bones?

Mm. Even if that does happen,
I'm still

Uncle Jack to this kid, right?
I'm not going anywhere.

Okay.
Okay. Okay. Hey,

let's do this
next month, okay?

When we've all had time to think
this through and...

No. No.
No?

Today is the day.
Today is perfect.

Yeah?

Yes, yeah. Mmm.

No.

Thank you.

No, thank you.

♪♪

Okay. Now, go make us
another cup of sperm.

You got it. One -- One cup of --
One cup of Jack seed, c--

Gross. Yeah. Sorry.
I just kinda didn't -- Yeah.

Are you sure?
Are you sure?

Yeah.
Okay.

Okay.

Hey.
We're on a scene.

Well, Montgomery did well
today, right?

It's unbelievable how somebody
like him is rank and file,

while Beckett -- Beckett is
where Beckett is.

It's a flaw in the system,
if you ask me.

I didn't.

Ask you.

[ Chuckles ]
Everything alright?

I need you to stop talking to me
about Beckett,

or anyone else
for that matter.

Moving forward, if I'd like
information about any of

your co-workers, I'll ask.

And if there's anything that
needs to be flagged beyond that,

there are formal ways to lodge
concerns to the department,

and it's not texting
or calling me.

I'm capable of distinguishing
the line

between professional
and personal.

Are you?

Nice job today, everyone.

♪♪

[ Keys jingle ]

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

♪♪

I called Sandra.

She gave me your address.

I'm sorry.

I tried calling your phone,
but...

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

[ Sobbing ]

♪♪

♪♪

[ Moaning ]

♪♪

[ Knock on door ]Uh, it's ready.

I got the...spe-- stuff.

And, uh, I'm knocking,
so no sudden movements.

I forgot we needed him.

I can keep going.No, go get it.

Okay.♪ Oh, no

♪ Come on and hit me
with your best shot ♪

Oh. Hey. Yeah.
I got the --

Yeah. Thank you.You're -- You're welcome.

Has she -- She's good?
She's good to go?

That's absolutely none of
your business.That is none of my business.

Go play music. Loudly.I'm gonna go play music loudly.

♪ Oh, no, come on and hit me
with your best shot ♪

Ooh.♪ You think I'm scared?

♪ Got no fear,
it won't make me stop ♪

You ready?Here we go.

Here we go.♪ Come on

♪ Is that all you got?

♪ Is that
all you got? ♪

We saved 12 women today.

12 women and a security guard,

and it still didn't feel
like enough.

Because Dixon and the Dixons of
the world just --

[ Music stops ]

It's okay. I'm okay.

Okay, dude,
snake in the saw.

What?My mom was all about these

animal stories when I was a kid
to teach me stuff, alright?

Here it is: One night, a snake
sneaks into a barn.

He's slithering around, he clips
himself on a saw on the ground.

The snake freaks and instantly
snaps at the saw,

and cuts his mouth up, which
makes him even more pissed.

So, then the snake wraps
his body around the saw,

thinking it'll suffocate it
and kill it that way.

Of course that doesn't work.

He ends up killing himself,
coiling around a blade.

The snake's rage --Yeah, man, I got it, okay?

Cool fable, bro -- you're saying
that me carrying around

all this anger for Dixon is only
gonna end up hurting me.

[ Sighs ]I got it.

No, that's...

No, what I'm saying is, snapping
at it's not gonna beat it.

Strangling it's
not gonna beat it.

The only thing that can take
down a saw is...

Rust?Right.

So now,
think of a realistic way

to beat the thing that
you're fighting.

Rain on Dixon, man.

What am I supposed to do?

Run against him?Maybe.

You got, like,
a million pizzas.

[ Chuckles ] You got bigger
things to worry about

than me over-ordering pizza.

[ Sighs ]

Any word on, uh, Andy's mom
tracking her down?

No.
Straight to voicemail.

[ Sighs ]

[ Door opens ]Alright.

Yo. So, Ruiz is trying to win
you all over with pizza.

Oh!Yeah, well...

It's working.Alright!

Dig in, y'all.

Alright, alright.Look at you.

-Voila.
-Oh, yes!

Hold on.
Did everyone wash their hands?

Alright, alright.

♪♪

It happened to me, too.

In the academy.

We were friendly, but we
didn't know each other.

Just smiles in the hall.

One day, I was waiting
for a bus,

and he offered me a ride.

It happened in his car.

One minute, he was asking me
why I joined FD,

and the next...

I'm glad
you fought that man off.

I'm glad he's dead.

And I know
I shouldn't say that,

but I am.

Thank you.

For making sure that I knew
how to defend myself.

Did you tell anyone
at the department?

There was nobody running FD that
cared about stuff like this.

I told a few people in my work
group, but they said that

it would only make me look bad,
make women in FD look bad.

It would only prove that maybe
it wasn't a good idea

integrating.

[ Sighs ]

Wow.

Um, as much as things
have changed,

they really haven't.

Wait, but I thought you had
a female fire chief now.

Yeah, well, does that matter
if she's just doing the job

like a man?
It does.

Now, look, maybe you don't see
it, but things have changed.

A lot.I mean, with these charges,

I-I might never be
a firefighter again.

There are other paths.

Yeah, well, not for me.

Not -- Not --
Not if I'm in jail.

I mean, be-- being on leave,
it feels like --

like an admission of guilt,

like -- like the --
like the judge has already

given a verdict.

Hey.

Thanks for coming, Mami.

Thank you for letting me in.

Okay.

Enough with the tears, okay?

[ Sighs ]

[ Soffy Martinez's
"Semilla De Odio" playing ]

♪♪

Come on.

You need to move.

Mami, I'm exhausted.

No.
Come on.

What did I teach you, huh?

The only way to get out of your
head and back into your body

is --Is to dance.

That's right.
Come on.

♪ Tú solo fuiste el culpable

♪ Que en mi naciera el rencor

♪ Aunque vengas a mi puerta

♪ Desesperado a llamar

♪ Por la cruz, yo te lo juro

♪ Que no te abriré jamás

♪ No, no

♪ No te puedo perdonar

♪ No, no

♪ No te puedo perdonar

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪