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♪ OHHH OHHH OHHH ♪
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(Addison) I THINK I'M DONE
WITH THERAPY.
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I MEAN, I AM...
SO, SO...
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SO GRATEFUL,
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YOU KNOW,
BUT I HAVE...
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EVERYTHING I'VE EVER WANTED.
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I MEAN, ISN'T THAT
THE POINT OF THERAPY,
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TO MAKE YOUR LIFE INTO
WHAT YOU WANT IT TO BE?
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I HAVE EVERYTHING.
I HAVE IT ALL.
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(man) ♪ I'M A SEEKER ♪
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♪ TRUE BELIEVER ♪
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♪ A LONG TIME AGO ♪
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WHAT ARE WE, UH,
WHAT ARE WE DOING?
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WE'RE MAKING OUT.
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THE SAME THING
THAT WE HAVE BEEN DOING--
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JUST MAKING OUT.
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MM.
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♪♪♪
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I SHOULD PROBABLY
CLOSE THE BLINDS.
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♪♪♪
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(sighs)
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(clatters)
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OKAY.
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TO BE CONTINUED.
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(people speaking indistinctly)
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(people speaking indistinctly)
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HI.
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(door closes)
HI.
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I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER YOU.
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OH, YOU'RE NOT
BOTHERING...
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ARE YOU OKAY?
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I'M HAVING A BABY
WITH NO BRAIN.
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I'M FINE. I'M GREAT.
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I'M... HORRIBLE.
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I'M DEVASTATED...
BUT OKAY.
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WE TALKED ABOUT THIS.
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IT'S TRAUMATIC.
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AND SO IT'S PERFECTLY NATURAL,
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IN THE WEEKS
PRIOR TO YOUR DUE DATE,
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TO... DEVELOP FEELINGS
OF--OF FEAR AND DESPAIR...
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NO.
AND--
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I'M--I'M HAVING
THE BABY RIGHT NOW.
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I'M IN LABOR, JAKE.
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I DON'T NEED
TO BE HERE YET.
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I'M BARELY DILATED.
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I COULD WAIT IT OUT
AT HOME--
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ACTUALLY, YOU, UH,
YOU DO NEED TO BE HERE.
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YOU PAGED THEM?
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YEP.
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AND WHAT DID THEY SAY?
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I'M GOING TO GO TALK TO THEM
AS SOON AS I LEAVE YOU.
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OKAY.
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NO DRUGS.
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NO EPIDURAL, NO PAIN MEDS,
NO SEDATIVES.
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I MEAN IT.
OKAY.
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I WANT YOU TO MOVE ME
OFF THE O.B. FLOOR
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THE MINUTE
I'M DONE DELIVERING.
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I-I DON'T WANT TO BE
ON THIS FLOOR.
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OKAY.
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AND WRAP HIS HEAD
RIGHT AWAY.
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I DON'T WANT TO SEE IT.
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OKAY.
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JUST TAKE HIM AWAY...
BEFORE I CAN SEE HIM.
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I-I DON'T WANT
TO HEAR HIM CRY.
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JUST--BEFORE HE CRIES.
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AMELIA...
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RIGHT.
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A BABY WITHOUT A FRONTAL LOBE
CAN'T CRY.
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I SAW ONE ONCE
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WHEN I WAS AN INTERN.
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THEY MAKE THIS KIND OF
SQUEAKING NOISE.
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BRAINLESS BABIES SQUEAK.
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I MEAN, IT'S THE ONLY WAY
YOU CAN DESCRIBE
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THE NOISE THEY MAKE,
BUT...
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I MEAN, YOU'D THINK THAT
IT WOULD BE AWFUL,
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BUT ACTUALLY,
IT'S KINDA...
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LIFE WILL OUT, YOU KNOW?
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I KNOW.
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ANYWAY...
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TAKE HIM AWAY
BEFORE HE SQUEAKS.
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(Sheldon)
SO PETE'S JUST GONNA ADMIT
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THAT HE TOOK HIS PATIENT
OFF THE VENTILATOR?
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YEP, HE'S CONVINCED
HE DID THE RIGHT THING.
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IT'S GONNA MAKE IT HARD
FOR HIS LAWYER.
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WHAT'S GOING ON? IS SOMETHING
WRONG WITH PETE?
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NO.
AMELIA'S IN LABOR.
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OH, GOD.
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OKAY, I-I'M GONNA GO SEE--
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JAKE SAYS WE SHOULD
ALL STAY HERE.
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WELL, HE MIGHT NEED A CONSULT.
AMELIA MADE IT CLEAR THAT SHE
DOESN'T WANT YOU IN THERE, SO--
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REALLY, SAM?
HEY, HEY.
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IS SHE IN LABOR?
YEAH.
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WHERE'S COOP?
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(sighs) HE'S WITH VIOLET.
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WOMAN NEARLY BROKE DOWN OUR DOOR
AT THE CRACK OF DAWN,
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WANTING TO SCREAM
ABOUT PETE.
HOW IS SHE?
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HOW DO YOU THINK
SHE IS?
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TERRIFIED,
BLAMING EVERYONE BUT PETE.
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JAKE...
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JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE.
(clears throat)
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OKAY, FIRST I WANT TO SAY,
THAT AS AMELIA'S DOCTOR,
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NO ONE GOES NEAR HER
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UNLESS YOU'RE SURE
YOU CAN BE SUPPORTIVE.
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WHY WOULDN'T
WE BE SUPPORTIVE?
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JAKE, WHAT ARE YOU
TALKING ABOUT?
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AMELIA WANTS TO DONATE
HER BABY'S ORGANS.
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HOW LONG HAVE YOU
KNOWN ABOUT THIS?
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SINCE SHE CHOSE ME
AS HER O.B.
THAT'S MURDER.
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SAM, PLEASE, DO NOT GET
RELIGIOUS ON ME HERE.
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THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO
WITH RELIGION.
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THE AMERICAN ACADEMY
OF PEDIATRICS STATES...
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I KNOW WHAT IT STATES.
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THAT A DECLARATION OF
BRAIN DEATH HAS TO BE MADE
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BEFORE PROCURING THE ORGANS.
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AND SINCE THERE'S NO BRAIN
IN A CHILD THAT'S ANENCEPHALIC--
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AND STILL MEDICAL ETHICISTS
ARE SPLIT
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ON WHETHER IT'S ACCEPTABLE
TO RETRIEVE ORGANS FROM THEM.
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WHY NOT JUST WAIT
TILL THE BABY DIES?
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(Addison) BECAUSE BY THEN,
IT'LL BE TOO LATE.
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THE ORGANS WILL DETERIORATE,
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AND THEY WILL NO LONGER
BE VIABLE FOR TRANSPLANT.
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I NEED TO GO CONSULT
OUR LAWYER.
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CHARLOTTE,
CHARLOTTE...
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WE'RE TALKING ABOUT
AMELIA HERE.
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I KNOW IT'S AMELIA,
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WHICH IS WHY I'M NOT REVOKING
YOUR PRIVILEGES
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AND THROWING YOU OUT OF HERE.
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THIS IS A PERSON I LOVE.
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I NEED TO CONSULT THE LAWYERS
THAT REPRESENT THIS HOSPITAL
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TO SEE WHAT THEY THINK,
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BECAUSE I THINK
THIS IS KILLING A BABY.
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(buzzer sounds)
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(indistinct conversations)
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(woman) CALLING THE CASE
OF PETER WILDER.
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COUNSELORS.
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(man) THE STATE CONTENDS
THAT DR. WILDER SHOWED
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RECKLESS DISREGARD BOTH FOR
THE LIFE OF HIS PATIENT
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AND FOR THE LAWS OF THIS STATE
WHEN HE INTENTIONALLY--
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HE PULLED A KEVORKIAN?
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MY CLIENT FOLLOWED
THE INSTRUCTIONS--
A KEVORKIAN? ARE YOU SERIOUS?
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PETE.
DR. WILDER.
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MY PATIENT DID NOT WANT TO BE
KEPT ALIVE BY LIFE SUPPORT.
STOP TALKING.
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YOUR CLIENT KILLED A GUY.
HE DOESN'T LOOK TOO SORRY.
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YOUR HONOR, IF YOU--
I'M NOT SORRY.
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OH, PETE.
I AM NOT SORRY.
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GOOD. YOU MADE THIS EASY.
BAIL IS DENIED.
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(gallery murmuring indistinctly)
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(knock on door)
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(people speaking indistinctly)
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YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY
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OR ARE YOU
JUST GONNA WATCH ME?
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'CAUSE THIS GOWN IS BACKLESS,
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SO WHEN I TURN AROUND
TO GO THAT WAY,
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YOU'RE GONNA GET A REALLY GREAT
VIEW OF MY MATERNITY PANTIES.
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THAT WAS QUITE A BOMBSHELL
JAKE DROPPED ON US TODAY
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ABOUT YOU DONATING
THE BABY'S ORGANS.
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I'M LIKE THAT...
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ALL BOMBSHELL-Y.
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I WAS WONDERING HOW YOU
CAME TO YOUR DECISION.
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TO MY DECISION?
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MY DECISION TO DONATE
THE ORGANS
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OF MY BRAINLESS BABY?
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(gasps)
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AMELIA.
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(exhales)
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(panting) I'M... HAVING...
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A CONTRACTION.
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IS THERE...
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CAN I DO ANYTHING?
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IT HURTS.
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(groans)
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DON'T TOUCH ME.
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(pants and sniffles)
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(panting)
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ARE YOU ALL RIGHT?
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I'M FINE.
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CONTRACTIONS COME AND GO.
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THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS
WHEN YOU'RE HAVING A BABY,
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EVEN A UNICORN BABY.
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A UNICORN BABY?
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WELL, THAT'S AN INTERESTING
CHOICE OF WORDS.
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SHELDON, I'M DOING
A THING HERE.
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WHAT DO YOU WANT?
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SOMETIMES PEOPLE THINK THEY CAN
CIRCUMVENT THE GRIEVING PROCESS
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BY FOCUSING ON
AN EXTERNAL GOAL.
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AND... WHILE CONCENTRATING
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ON THE BENEFITS
OF ORGAN DONATION
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IS A PERFECTLY VALID
SHORT-TERM COPING MECHANISM,
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IT CAN'T REPLACE THE WORK
YOU NEED TO DO
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TO DEAL WITH YOUR OWN
PROFOUND LOSS.
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THE WORK I NEED TO DO?
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THE...
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ARE YOU FREAKIN' KIDDING ME?
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LOOK AT ME.
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THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE
THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE.
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I'M HAVING A BABY.
I'M IN LABOR.
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YAY. I AM DEALING
WITH MY LOSS, SHELDON.
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I AM SWIMMING IN IT.
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I JUST WANTED TO MAKE SURE
YOU THOUGHT THIS THROUGH.
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I... I JUST WANT
TO HELP YOU--
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NO, YOU JUST DON'T WANT
TO FEEL GUILTY.
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GET OUT. PLEASE.
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HOW DO YOU EVEN DECLARE
BRAIN DEATH
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IN AN ANENCEPHALIC CHILD?
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LACK OF REFLEXES,
PUPILLARY RESPONSES.
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NO. THOSE CRITERIA
DON'T APPLY HERE.
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THEY INDICATE AN ABSENCE
OF BRAIN STEM ACTIVITY.
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AMELIA'S BABY HAS
A RUDIMENTARY BRAIN STEM.
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IT'LL NEVER
GAIN CONSCIOUSNESS.
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(Jake) EXACTLY.
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THERE IS ZERO CHANCE
IT WILL EVER HAVE
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ANY KIND OF MEANINGFUL LIFE.
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WILL YOU STOP SAYING "IT"?
(sighs)
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BECAUSE THE BABY
WILL BE ALIVE.
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IT'S NOT A LIFE I'D WANT,
BUT IT'S NOT A LIFE I'D KILL.
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STOP SAYING "IT."
SAY "HE."
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SAY "HIM."
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YOU HAVE TO KILL HIM
TO RECOVER THE ORGANS.
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LOOK, SAM, I NEED YOUR HELP
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TO HARVEST THE HEART
AND THE LUNGS.
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AMELIA NEEDS YOUR HELP.
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(door closes)
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I WANT TO HELP,
AND I-I DON'T KNOW HOW.
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SHOULD I CALL DEREK?
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NO, SHE EXPRESSLY ASKED ME
NOT TO CALL HER FAMILY.
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SHE WANTS TO DO THIS
ON HER OWN.
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WELL, I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING.
I CAN'T JUST--
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I-I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING.
YOU WANT TO HELP?
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SAM IS THE BEST CARDIO GUY
AT ST. AMBROSE.
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GET HIM TO HARVEST
THE HEART AND LUNGS.
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(indistinct conversations)
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(sighs) DO YOU NEED ANYTHING?
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NO.
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I MADE MY CELL MATE MY BITCH,
SO I'M GOOD. (chuckles)
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(indistinct conversations
continue)
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00:09:24,667 --> 00:09:27,000
LITTLE PRISON HUMOR.
SORRY.
237
00:09:28,333 --> 00:09:30,041
ROBERTA'S GONNA APPEAL
THE JUDGE'S DECISION.
238
00:09:30,083 --> 00:09:31,500
SHE SAYS YOU SHOULD GET BAIL.
239
00:09:31,542 --> 00:09:33,667
SHE SAID THAT THE JUDGE
WAS PREJUDICED.
240
00:09:33,709 --> 00:09:35,208
THAT JUDGE WAS AN ASS.
241
00:09:35,250 --> 00:09:37,041
HEY, PETE, I'M FREAKING OUT
HERE, OKAY?
242
00:09:37,083 --> 00:09:38,417
I'M FREAKING OUT. I--
OKAY, OKAY.
243
00:09:39,959 --> 00:09:41,333
HEY.
244
00:09:43,291 --> 00:09:45,041
I LOVE YOU.
245
00:09:45,083 --> 00:09:46,583
(buzzer sounds)
246
00:09:46,625 --> 00:09:49,417
(indistinct conversations
continue)
247
00:09:49,458 --> 00:09:50,709
HOW'S LUCAS?
248
00:09:50,750 --> 00:09:52,542
HE'S GOOD.
HE MISSES YOU.
249
00:09:52,583 --> 00:09:54,917
I TOLD HIM THAT YOU WERE
OUT OF TOWN FOR A WHILE.
250
00:09:54,959 --> 00:09:58,917
WE SHOULDN'T LIE.
251
00:09:58,959 --> 00:10:00,083
WE SHOULDN'T LIE?
252
00:10:00,125 --> 00:10:02,125
WHAT SHOULD I TELL HIM,
PETE?
253
00:10:02,166 --> 00:10:03,709
REALLY, WHAT?
254
00:10:03,750 --> 00:10:05,417
DADDY'S IN JAIL BECAUSE THAT'S
WHERE THEY PUT...
255
00:10:05,458 --> 00:10:06,625
(whispers)
ACCUSED MURDERERS?
256
00:10:06,667 --> 00:10:08,041
I DID THE RIGHT THING.
257
00:10:08,083 --> 00:10:09,250
(normal voice) YOU DID THE RIGHT
THING BY YOUR PATIENT.
258
00:10:09,291 --> 00:10:11,750
YOU DID NOT DO THE RIGHT THING
BY OUR FAMILY.
259
00:10:11,792 --> 00:10:14,458
YOU DID NOT DO THE RIGHT THING
BY OUR SON.
260
00:10:18,250 --> 00:10:19,834
YOU NEED TO COOPERATE.
261
00:10:19,875 --> 00:10:21,959
I WILL NOT SAY
THAT I'M SORRY.
262
00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:23,375
PETE, I GET
THAT YOU'RE NOT SORRY.
263
00:10:23,417 --> 00:10:26,041
I DON'T NEED YOU TO BE SORRY.
I NEED YOU TO NOT BE IN PRISON.
264
00:10:26,083 --> 00:10:28,041
SO PLEASE SAY WHATEVER
YOU HAVE TO SAY.
265
00:10:28,083 --> 00:10:29,583
COOPERATE.
266
00:10:32,208 --> 00:10:34,375
(Addison)
BAIL WAS DENIED ENTIRELY?
267
00:10:34,417 --> 00:10:36,291
YEAH, ENTIRELY.
BUT THEY'RE APPEALING THAT,
RIGHT? THEY CAN APPEAL THAT.
268
00:10:36,333 --> 00:10:38,709
THEY ARE.
BECAUSE IT SEEMS
A LITTLE EXTREME.
269
00:10:38,750 --> 00:10:40,000
WELL, HE DID KILL SOMEONE.
270
00:10:40,041 --> 00:10:41,875
S-SOMEONE WHO WASN'T
GOING TO RECOVER,
271
00:10:41,917 --> 00:10:43,542
SOMEONE WHO'S PARTNER
HAD ASKED HIM TO--
272
00:10:43,583 --> 00:10:44,959
PETE KNEW THE LAW.
HE BROKE THE LAW.
273
00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:46,166
AND HE PUT HIMSELF
274
00:10:46,208 --> 00:10:47,500
AND THE HOSPITAL AT RISK
WHEN HE DID IT.
275
00:10:47,542 --> 00:10:49,667
THIS IS NOT HELPFUL.
CAN WE NOT--
276
00:10:49,709 --> 00:10:52,875
CAN WE JUST NOT...
DEBATE IT FOR ONCE?
277
00:10:52,917 --> 00:10:54,041
THIS IS A MISTAKE.
278
00:10:54,083 --> 00:10:56,041
AMELIA'S IN A VERY BAD PLACE.
279
00:10:56,083 --> 00:10:57,542
DID YOU JUST SEE HER?
280
00:10:57,583 --> 00:10:59,208
I COULDN'T STAY AWAY
EVEN THOUGH IT'S JUST POSSIBLE
281
00:10:59,250 --> 00:11:01,125
THAT SHE HATES ME
ENOUGH TO KILL ME.
YEAH, IF I DON'T DO IT FIRST.
282
00:11:01,166 --> 00:11:04,083
I TOLD YOU NOT TO GO SEE HER
IF YOU COULDN'T BE SUPPORTIVE.
283
00:11:04,125 --> 00:11:06,709
I WAS SUPPORTING HER.
(Charlotte) THE ARGUMENT
IS POINTLESS.
284
00:11:06,750 --> 00:11:08,834
THE HOSPITAL STILL HASN'T SIGNED
OFF ON THE ORGAN PROCUREMENT.
285
00:11:08,875 --> 00:11:10,125
AND THEY SHOULDN'T.
286
00:11:10,166 --> 00:11:11,542
(Cooper) DO YOU KNOW
HOW MANY BABIES DIE EVER YEAR
287
00:11:11,583 --> 00:11:13,333
WAITING FOR ORGAN TRANSPLANTS?
(Jake) CHARLOTTE,
288
00:11:13,375 --> 00:11:15,041
YOU HAVE TO FIGHT HERE.
289
00:11:15,083 --> 00:11:17,959
WHO THINKS THIS IS
A GOOD IDEA?
290
00:11:18,000 --> 00:11:20,041
WHO'S AGAINST?
291
00:11:20,083 --> 00:11:22,041
WE KNOW HOW SAM FEELS.
292
00:11:22,083 --> 00:11:23,542
WE'RE SPLIT
RIGHT DOWN THE MIDDLE.
293
00:11:23,583 --> 00:11:26,333
AREN'T WE A MICROCOSM
OF THE MEDICAL COMMUNITY?
294
00:11:26,375 --> 00:11:29,208
I HATE MY JOB.
295
00:11:38,500 --> 00:11:41,667
SAM, THIS ORGAN PROCUREMENT
HAS TO BE FLAWLESS.
296
00:11:41,709 --> 00:11:43,583
EVERY SURGERY
HAS TO BE FLAWLESS.
297
00:11:43,625 --> 00:11:45,125
I KNOW. IT'S JUST...
298
00:11:45,166 --> 00:11:47,041
IT'S HER BABY'S HEART.
299
00:11:47,083 --> 00:11:51,375
IT'S A BABY'S HEART,
AND WHEN WE GET ONE...
300
00:11:51,417 --> 00:11:53,041
LOOK, IF IT WERE ME,
301
00:11:53,083 --> 00:11:55,959
THERE'S NO ONE I'D RATHER HAVE
HOLDING THE SCALPEL THAN YOU.
302
00:11:56,000 --> 00:11:58,041
WELL, IT'S A GOOD THING
IT ISN'T YOU, THEN, ISN'T IT?
OH, SAM.
303
00:11:58,083 --> 00:12:01,542
LOOK, AMELIA'S SITUATION
IS TRAGIC.
304
00:12:01,583 --> 00:12:04,375
BUT JUST BECAUSE HER BABY'S
GOING TO DIE
305
00:12:04,417 --> 00:12:06,166
DOESN'T MEAN THAT IT'S OKAY
FOR ME TO...
306
00:12:06,208 --> 00:12:07,792
RUSH THE PROCESS.
307
00:12:07,834 --> 00:12:10,917
SAM, I KNOW I'M ASKING YOU
TO DO THE HARD THING HERE,
308
00:12:10,959 --> 00:12:13,041
BUT WHEN PEOPLE WE LOVE
NEED US,
309
00:12:13,083 --> 00:12:14,834
SOMETIMES
WE HAVE TO COMPROMISE.
310
00:12:14,875 --> 00:12:16,375
TODAY'S LECTURE'S
ON COMPROMISE?
311
00:12:16,417 --> 00:12:18,583
BECAUSE I REMEMBER
THE LAST ONE,
312
00:12:18,625 --> 00:12:20,667
YOU SAID, UH,
IF I WASN'T ALL IN,
313
00:12:20,709 --> 00:12:22,250
THEN I HAD TO JUST WALK AWAY.
314
00:12:22,291 --> 00:12:24,166
SO WHICH ONE IS IT, ADDISON?
315
00:12:24,208 --> 00:12:26,041
I KNOW YOU SAW
ME AND JAKE,
316
00:12:26,083 --> 00:12:27,500
AND I PROBABLY OWE YOU
AN EXPLANATION--
317
00:12:27,542 --> 00:12:29,500
NO, NO, YOU DON'T
HAVE TO EXPLAIN
318
00:12:29,542 --> 00:12:31,709
WHY YOU GAVE AN ULTIMATUM,
319
00:12:31,750 --> 00:12:35,041
AND WHEN I COULDN'T ANSWER
FOR FIVE SECONDS,
320
00:12:35,083 --> 00:12:38,041
YOU IMMEDIATELY MOVED ON
TO SOMEONE ELSE.
321
00:12:38,083 --> 00:12:41,208
THAT DEFINITELY, DEFINITELY
DOESN'T DEMAND AN EXPLANATION.
322
00:12:41,250 --> 00:12:43,208
YOUR INABILITY TO ANSWER,
SAM,
323
00:12:43,250 --> 00:12:44,750
THAT WAS MY ANSWER.
324
00:12:44,792 --> 00:12:46,041
LOOK,
I DON'T WANT TO TALK--
325
00:12:46,083 --> 00:12:47,542
I WILL RECOMMEND
326
00:12:47,583 --> 00:12:50,041
SEVERAL EXCELLENT
CARDIAC SURGEONS TO JAKE.
327
00:12:50,083 --> 00:12:52,834
BUT BEYOND THAT,
I CAN'T BE A PART OF THIS.
328
00:12:52,875 --> 00:12:55,542
I CAN'T.
329
00:12:55,583 --> 00:12:58,709
(Lost in the Trees)
♪ WAS ONCE DONE TO ME ♪
330
00:12:58,750 --> 00:13:02,250
♪ SUCH A WICKED, WICKED ♪
331
00:13:02,291 --> 00:13:04,291
HEY, HANDSOME.
332
00:13:04,333 --> 00:13:05,959
HOW WAS PLAY PRACTICE?
333
00:13:06,000 --> 00:13:08,625
♪♪♪
334
00:13:08,667 --> 00:13:10,041
WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT?
335
00:13:10,083 --> 00:13:12,709
THERE WAS A MOTHER'S DAY
LUNCH AT SCHOOL.
336
00:13:12,750 --> 00:13:14,250
ALL THE MOMS CAME IN,
THE KIDS GAVE 'EM
337
00:13:14,291 --> 00:13:15,667
THESE SCRAPBOOKS
THAT THEY MADE.
338
00:13:15,709 --> 00:13:17,166
YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME.
339
00:13:17,208 --> 00:13:19,000
WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?
I WOULDA GONE.
I DIDN'T KNOW.
340
00:13:19,041 --> 00:13:21,291
WELL,
WE SPOKE TO HIS TEACHER.
341
00:13:21,333 --> 00:13:22,709
SHE SHOULDA SAID SOMETHING.
342
00:13:22,750 --> 00:13:25,709
SHE SENT AN INVITATION
WITH A NOTE ON IT.
343
00:13:25,750 --> 00:13:27,041
MASON NEVER GAVE IT
TO US.
344
00:13:27,083 --> 00:13:28,667
HE THREW IT OUT.
345
00:13:28,709 --> 00:13:32,000
♪ I WATCH YOU FALL AWAY ♪
346
00:13:32,041 --> 00:13:35,291
♪ FALL AWAY ♪
347
00:13:35,333 --> 00:13:38,667
(panting)
348
00:13:38,709 --> 00:13:40,542
I'M NOT PRAYING.
349
00:13:40,583 --> 00:13:43,333
THIS IS THE ONLY POSITION
THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME INSANE.
350
00:13:43,375 --> 00:13:47,041
WHOEVER DECIDED A BABY
IS SUPPOSED TO TUNNEL ITS WAY
351
00:13:47,083 --> 00:13:49,125
OUT OF MY BODY
THROUGH MY VAGINA,
352
00:13:49,166 --> 00:13:51,166
I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE A SERIOUS
CONVERSATION WITH THEM.
353
00:13:51,208 --> 00:13:53,041
I THINK THE ONLY WAY TO
ACTUALLY HAVE THAT CONVERSATION
354
00:13:53,083 --> 00:13:54,625
IS IN FACT BY PRAYING.
355
00:13:54,667 --> 00:13:58,041
(exhales)
DON'T BE A WISEASS.
356
00:13:58,083 --> 00:14:00,500
AMELIA, YOU UNDERSTAND THAT
WITHOUT ANY DRUGS,
357
00:14:00,542 --> 00:14:03,291
ANY INTERVENTION, YOU..
358
00:14:03,333 --> 00:14:06,917
YOU COULD BE IN LABOR
FOR ANOTHER 20, EVEN 30 HOURS?
359
00:14:06,959 --> 00:14:08,959
♪ THE DARKEST STAIRCASE ♪
360
00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:10,041
AT LEAST LET ME HELP YOU.
361
00:14:10,083 --> 00:14:11,500
(grunts)
362
00:14:11,542 --> 00:14:12,709
(gasps)
363
00:14:12,750 --> 00:14:14,083
RIGHT THERE?
364
00:14:14,125 --> 00:14:15,959
♪♪♪
365
00:14:16,041 --> 00:14:17,750
NO. STOP.
366
00:14:17,792 --> 00:14:19,375
DON'T TOUCH ME.
367
00:14:19,417 --> 00:14:21,959
(sniffles)
368
00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:23,041
AMELIA--
369
00:14:23,083 --> 00:14:25,041
IF YOU TOUCH ME,
I WILL CRY.
370
00:14:25,083 --> 00:14:26,875
I KNOW I WILL.
371
00:14:26,917 --> 00:14:29,625
IT'S STUPID AND IT'S WEAK,
BUT I CAN'T HELP IT,
372
00:14:29,667 --> 00:14:33,250
AND IF I START CRYING...
373
00:14:33,291 --> 00:14:36,458
I WANT TO BE STRONG.
374
00:14:36,500 --> 00:14:38,166
I WANT TO BE STRONG
375
00:14:38,208 --> 00:14:41,000
AND I WANT
TO GET THROUGH THIS
376
00:14:41,041 --> 00:14:44,208
AND I DON'T WANT
TO FEEL TOO MUCH.
377
00:14:44,250 --> 00:14:46,375
I DON'T WANT TO CRY.
378
00:14:46,417 --> 00:14:49,041
YOU'RE IN PAIN.
379
00:14:49,083 --> 00:14:51,875
(exhales)
PLEASE, JUST DON'T.
380
00:14:51,917 --> 00:14:55,709
♪♪♪
381
00:14:55,750 --> 00:14:57,667
(groans)
382
00:14:57,709 --> 00:15:00,375
(inhales sharply and gasps)
383
00:15:00,417 --> 00:15:02,083
OHH.
384
00:15:02,125 --> 00:15:05,208
(exhales)
385
00:15:05,250 --> 00:15:09,041
♪♪♪
386
00:15:09,083 --> 00:15:10,041
AAH.
387
00:15:10,083 --> 00:15:12,583
SCREW IT. CRY, AMELIA.
388
00:15:12,625 --> 00:15:14,000
(voice breaks) NO.
389
00:15:14,041 --> 00:15:17,208
I'M NOT LETTING GO.
I'VE GOT YOU.
390
00:15:17,250 --> 00:15:18,834
(crying)
391
00:15:18,875 --> 00:15:20,500
I'VE GOT YOU.
392
00:15:20,542 --> 00:15:24,041
♪ AM I HOPELESS? I TRUST YOU,
BUT WHERE ARE YOU ♪
393
00:15:24,083 --> 00:15:25,208
IT'S OKAY.
394
00:15:25,250 --> 00:15:26,625
♪ WALKING TO? ♪
395
00:15:47,709 --> 00:15:51,125
(lowered voice) I'M SHOCKED.
396
00:15:51,166 --> 00:15:55,041
I'M SHOCKED.
GENUINELY JUST...
397
00:15:55,083 --> 00:15:58,959
JUST SHOCKED BY HOW MUCH
I LOVE HIM.
398
00:16:01,375 --> 00:16:03,375
I WANT TO TAKE HIS PAIN AWAY.
399
00:16:03,417 --> 00:16:05,375
(voice breaking)
AND I KNOW I CAN'T.
400
00:16:05,417 --> 00:16:08,542
AND IT KILLS ME.
IT JUST...
401
00:16:08,583 --> 00:16:11,000
IT KILLS ME.
402
00:16:13,500 --> 00:16:14,667
(exhales)
403
00:16:14,709 --> 00:16:16,166
(lowered voice)
YOU TAKE MY PAIN AWAY.
404
00:16:34,166 --> 00:16:37,000
AW. I REMEMBER KISSING,
405
00:16:37,041 --> 00:16:40,041
BACK FROM WHEN MY HUSBAND WASN'T
SEPARATED FROM ME BY GLASS.
406
00:16:40,083 --> 00:16:42,333
MM. ANY NEWS FROM THE LAWYER?
407
00:16:42,375 --> 00:16:43,542
UH, YEAH.
408
00:16:43,583 --> 00:16:45,041
THE LAWYER'S TRYING
THE BEST SHE CAN.
409
00:16:45,083 --> 00:16:47,208
BUT PETE IS...
I DON'T KNOW.
410
00:16:47,250 --> 00:16:49,208
I'M AFRAID HE'S GONNA
DESTROY HIMSELF.
411
00:16:49,250 --> 00:16:51,500
I MEAN, HE'S STUBBORN.
HE'S SO STUBBORN.
412
00:16:51,542 --> 00:16:53,583
I'M AFRAID HE'S GONNA STUBBORN
HIMSELF INTO A LIFE SENTENCE.
413
00:16:53,625 --> 00:16:55,041
HE'LL COME AROUND.
414
00:16:55,083 --> 00:16:56,625
WELL, HIS MOTHER
WENT TO PRISON.
415
00:16:56,667 --> 00:16:58,959
I MEAN, FAMILIES
PERPETUATE PATTERNS.
416
00:16:59,000 --> 00:17:01,458
UNINTENTIONALLY, UNCONSCIOUSLY,
WE REPEAT PATTERNS.
417
00:17:03,083 --> 00:17:04,875
WHAT AM I GONNA TELL MY SON?
418
00:17:04,917 --> 00:17:07,041
(people speak indistinctly)
419
00:17:07,083 --> 00:17:10,291
(people speaking indistinctly)
420
00:17:12,083 --> 00:17:13,125
HEY.
421
00:17:13,166 --> 00:17:14,542
HEY.
422
00:17:14,583 --> 00:17:15,750
ADDISON.
423
00:17:15,792 --> 00:17:16,959
HMM?
424
00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,458
STOP TRYING TO READ
AMELIA'S CHART.
425
00:17:18,500 --> 00:17:21,458
HOW IS SHE?
426
00:17:21,500 --> 00:17:23,542
SHE HAVE ANY DECELS
ON THE FETAL MONITOR?
427
00:17:23,583 --> 00:17:25,041
IS SHE PROGRESSING?
428
00:17:25,083 --> 00:17:26,125
I KNOW SHE SAYS SHE DOESN'T
WANT DRUGS, BUT I THINK--
429
00:17:26,166 --> 00:17:27,417
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
I'M ASKING.
430
00:17:27,458 --> 00:17:29,041
YOU KNOW
I CAN'T TELL YOU ANYTHING.
431
00:17:29,083 --> 00:17:30,208
I JUST WANT TO HELP HER.
432
00:17:30,250 --> 00:17:31,834
I TOLD YOU,
YOU WANT TO HELP HER,
433
00:17:31,875 --> 00:17:33,208
GET SAM TO HARVEST
THE HEART AND THE LUNGS.
434
00:17:33,250 --> 00:17:34,417
SAM SAID NO.
435
00:17:34,458 --> 00:17:36,041
I TRIED.
436
00:17:36,083 --> 00:17:38,041
BUT HE SAID NO.
437
00:17:38,083 --> 00:17:39,792
OH.
438
00:17:39,834 --> 00:17:41,041
WHAT?
439
00:17:41,083 --> 00:17:44,083
THERE ARE NINE CARDIOTHORACIC
SURGEONS IN THE AREA
440
00:17:44,125 --> 00:17:47,041
CERTIFIED TO DO THIS KIND
OF PEDIATRIC PROCEDURE.
441
00:17:47,083 --> 00:17:49,041
I'VE BEEN REJECTED
BY EIGHT OF THEM.
442
00:17:49,083 --> 00:17:51,291
SAM MAKES NINE.
443
00:17:51,333 --> 00:17:53,625
I'VE BEEN CALLING SURGEONS
ALL DAY LONG.
444
00:17:53,667 --> 00:17:55,291
NOBODY WANTS TO DO THIS
BECAUSE THEY'RE COWARDS
445
00:17:55,333 --> 00:17:57,208
OR THEY'RE...
I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS.
446
00:17:57,250 --> 00:17:58,625
BUT I SAID THAT I WOULD.
447
00:17:58,667 --> 00:18:00,917
I TOLD HER I WOULD DO THIS
FOR HER.
448
00:18:00,959 --> 00:18:02,208
DAMN IT. SHE'S IN THERE
449
00:18:02,250 --> 00:18:05,458
DOING THE HARDEST THING
I'VE EVER SEEN, AND I...
450
00:18:05,500 --> 00:18:07,834
I PROMISED HER.
451
00:18:07,875 --> 00:18:10,375
(elevator bell dings)
452
00:18:10,417 --> 00:18:13,417
(woman speaking indistinctly
over p.a.)
453
00:18:20,083 --> 00:18:23,000
(people speaking indistinctly)
454
00:18:26,750 --> 00:18:29,458
YOU BEEN IN
TO SEE HER YET?
455
00:18:29,500 --> 00:18:30,834
SHE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE ME.
456
00:18:30,875 --> 00:18:32,041
HUH.
457
00:18:32,083 --> 00:18:33,750
WHAT?
458
00:18:33,792 --> 00:18:35,709
THE ADDISON I KNOW
IS A PUSHY BITCH
459
00:18:35,750 --> 00:18:38,083
WHO WOULD'VE GIVEN
THAT FANCY-PANTS, SNOOTY,
460
00:18:38,125 --> 00:18:40,709
"DOUBLE BOARD CERTIFIED
NEONATAL SURGEON" SPEECH
461
00:18:40,750 --> 00:18:42,041
AS AN EXCUSE
462
00:18:42,083 --> 00:18:43,709
AND SHOVED HER WAY INTO
THAT ROOM NO MATTER WHAT.
463
00:18:43,750 --> 00:18:46,041
I JUST--I JUST...
464
00:18:46,083 --> 00:18:47,500
EVERY TIME I TRY--
465
00:18:47,542 --> 00:18:51,250
I MEAN, I'VE DEALT WITH CASES
SO MUCH WORSE THAN THIS, BUT...
466
00:18:51,291 --> 00:18:53,250
EVERY TIME I TRY
TO GO IN THERE, I JUST--
467
00:18:53,291 --> 00:18:55,792
I JUST...
468
00:18:55,834 --> 00:18:57,875
CAN'T GET MYSELF TO DO IT.
469
00:18:57,917 --> 00:19:00,000
I CAN'T DO IT EITHER.
470
00:19:01,333 --> 00:19:03,875
BEEN AVOIDING IT.
471
00:19:03,917 --> 00:19:06,375
I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY,
AND THEN...
472
00:19:06,417 --> 00:19:09,000
(sighs) THIS MORNING,
473
00:19:09,041 --> 00:19:12,375
I WAS LOOKING AT MASON,
AND I REALIZED--
474
00:19:12,417 --> 00:19:15,500
YOU'RE A MOTHER.
475
00:19:15,542 --> 00:19:18,041
WE CAN'T GO IN THERE
BECAUSE WE'RE MOTHERS.
476
00:19:18,083 --> 00:19:20,750
MASON'S CHANGED ME.
477
00:19:20,792 --> 00:19:23,959
HENRY'S CHANGED YOU.
478
00:19:24,000 --> 00:19:27,709
WE'RE SOFTER. (chuckles)
479
00:19:27,750 --> 00:19:29,083
(chuckles)
480
00:19:29,125 --> 00:19:31,041
I JUST REALIZED, THIS PAST YEAR,
THAT YOU AND I
481
00:19:31,083 --> 00:19:32,417
BOTH BECAME MOTHERS
482
00:19:32,458 --> 00:19:36,041
WITHOUT EVER GIVING BIRTH.
483
00:19:36,083 --> 00:19:38,041
AND SHE'S GONNA GIVE BIRTH...
484
00:19:38,083 --> 00:19:40,000
NOT GET TO BE A MOTHER.
485
00:19:44,083 --> 00:19:45,208
DID VIOLET SEND YOU TO TELL ME
TO COOPERATE?
486
00:19:45,250 --> 00:19:47,041
NO.
TO TELL ME
TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT...
487
00:19:47,083 --> 00:19:48,166
NO.
OR BETTER YET,
TO TELL ME TO APOLOGIZE?
488
00:19:48,208 --> 00:19:51,041
MY SON'S MOTHER DIED.
489
00:19:51,083 --> 00:19:53,041
(indistinct conversations)
490
00:19:53,083 --> 00:19:54,250
(exhales)
491
00:19:54,291 --> 00:19:56,041
I KNOW. I-I WAS THERE.
492
00:19:56,083 --> 00:19:58,417
SHE DOESN'T GET TO GO TO
ANY SPECIAL LUNCHES AT SCHOOL,
493
00:19:58,458 --> 00:20:00,417
OR SEE THE SCIENCE PROJECTS
HE BRINGS HOME,
494
00:20:00,458 --> 00:20:04,041
OR SEE HIM IN THE SCHOOL PLAY,
OR DROP HIM OFF AT BOY SCOUTS.
495
00:20:04,083 --> 00:20:06,000
AND WHAT DO YOU THINK
SHE'D DO
496
00:20:06,041 --> 00:20:07,959
JUST FOR A CHANCE
TO BE THERE,
497
00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:09,041
TO SEE ALL THAT?
498
00:20:09,083 --> 00:20:11,834
YOU THINK MAYBE
SHE'D SWALLOW HER PRIDE?
499
00:20:11,875 --> 00:20:13,041
DO YOU THINK
SHE'D KEEP HER MOUTH SHUT?
500
00:20:13,083 --> 00:20:15,834
DO YOU THINK
MAYBE SHE'D EVEN APOLOGIZE
501
00:20:15,875 --> 00:20:18,625
EVEN THOUGH SHE DOESN'T THINK
SHE DID ANYTHING WRONG?
502
00:20:18,667 --> 00:20:21,166
(sighs) I HEAR THAT,
COOPER, BUT--
503
00:20:21,208 --> 00:20:22,792
THERE'S NO BUTS, PETE.
504
00:20:22,834 --> 00:20:24,041
THE--
505
00:20:24,083 --> 00:20:26,041
I GET YOU.
506
00:20:26,083 --> 00:20:27,458
I AM YOU.
507
00:20:27,500 --> 00:20:29,041
I'M PROUD TO A FAULT,
I'M STUBBORN AS HELL,
508
00:20:29,083 --> 00:20:30,875
I'M WILLING TO DO THE WRONG
THING FOR THE RIGHT REASON.
509
00:20:30,917 --> 00:20:34,041
I GET YOU, MOSTLY.
510
00:20:34,083 --> 00:20:37,041
BUT... (sighs)
511
00:20:37,083 --> 00:20:39,041
YOU HAVE A WIFE
WHO LOVES YOU
512
00:20:39,083 --> 00:20:40,875
AND A SON WHO NEEDS YOU,
513
00:20:40,917 --> 00:20:43,000
AND YOU HAVE A CHANCE
TO BE THERE
514
00:20:43,041 --> 00:20:45,750
WITH THEM, FOR THEM.
515
00:20:47,083 --> 00:20:50,834
I DON'T GET YOU THROWING AWAY
THAT CHANCE.
516
00:20:50,875 --> 00:20:52,625
♪♪♪
517
00:20:52,667 --> 00:20:55,917
DON'T THROW THEM AWAY.
518
00:20:55,959 --> 00:20:59,250
♪♪♪
519
00:20:59,291 --> 00:21:02,041
HOW MUCH TIME DO I HAVE?
520
00:21:02,083 --> 00:21:03,917
YOU'RE GOING TO HELP?
521
00:21:03,959 --> 00:21:05,750
I'M GONNA PULL IN SOME FAVORS
AND GET YOU SOME SURGEONS.
522
00:21:05,792 --> 00:21:08,041
I'M GONNA FIGHT THE LAWYERS,
BUT I CAN'T PROMISE ANYTHING.
523
00:21:08,083 --> 00:21:09,333
(sighs) THANK YOU.
524
00:21:09,375 --> 00:21:11,041
YOU STILL NEED
A CARDIOTHORACIC SURGEON.
525
00:21:11,083 --> 00:21:13,500
YOU STILL NEED SAM BEFORE I CAN
DECLARE A FULL TRANSPLANT TEAM.
526
00:21:13,542 --> 00:21:15,458
OKAY.
LAWYERS MAY STILL SAY NO.
527
00:21:15,500 --> 00:21:17,041
BUT YOU ARE GOING TO FIGHT?
528
00:21:17,083 --> 00:21:19,750
BUT I AM GONNA FIGHT.
529
00:21:19,792 --> 00:21:23,709
(man) ♪ I DON'T WANNA BE
YOUR BUDDY ♪
530
00:21:23,750 --> 00:21:25,500
♪ I MAY COME AROUND AGAIN ♪
531
00:21:25,542 --> 00:21:27,959
SO I JUST WANT YOU
TO UNDERSTAND WHY...
532
00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:31,041
WHY I CAN'T BE A PART
OF YOUR TRANSPLANT TEAM.
533
00:21:31,083 --> 00:21:32,875
I UNDERSTAND.
534
00:21:32,917 --> 00:21:34,792
OKAY, BECAUSE, UM--
535
00:21:34,834 --> 00:21:36,458
YOU'RE GONNA SAY
IT'S BECAUSE, TECHNICALLY,
536
00:21:36,500 --> 00:21:38,250
A CHILD
WITH A WORKING BRAIN STEM
537
00:21:38,291 --> 00:21:40,041
CAN'T BE DECLARED BRAIN DEAD
538
00:21:40,083 --> 00:21:42,125
EVEN THOUGH HE'LL NEVER
WALK OR TALK
539
00:21:42,166 --> 00:21:43,959
OR MOVE OR EAT,
540
00:21:44,000 --> 00:21:46,041
EVEN THOUGH HE'S MISSING
THE PARTS OF HIS BRAIN
541
00:21:46,083 --> 00:21:49,250
THAT HE NEEDS TO HAVE A LIFE.
542
00:21:49,291 --> 00:21:52,500
NOT JUST BE ALIVE,
BUT HAVE A LIFE...
543
00:21:52,542 --> 00:21:55,041
TO LOVE,
544
00:21:55,083 --> 00:21:56,959
TO THINK,
545
00:21:57,000 --> 00:21:59,041
TO KNOW WORDS
AND FEELINGS,
546
00:21:59,083 --> 00:22:01,458
TO BE CONSCIOUS.
547
00:22:01,500 --> 00:22:03,792
YOU'RE GONNA TALK TO ME ABOUT
MEDICINE AND TECHNICALITIES
548
00:22:03,834 --> 00:22:06,375
AND THE FAILINGS OF SCIENCE.
549
00:22:08,083 --> 00:22:10,041
YEAH.
550
00:22:10,083 --> 00:22:12,333
BUT THE THING IS, THAT'S NOT
WHY YOU WON'T DO THE HARVEST.
551
00:22:12,375 --> 00:22:15,125
WELL, UNTIL WE KNOW,
UH, WITH...
552
00:22:15,166 --> 00:22:16,625
MEDICAL CERTAINTY,
553
00:22:16,667 --> 00:22:18,041
YOU KNOW, UNTIL THE LAW--
554
00:22:18,083 --> 00:22:19,375
IT'S BECAUSE
IT'S UNIMAGINABLE.
555
00:22:21,333 --> 00:22:26,041
WHAT I'M ASKING YOU TO DO
IS UNIMAGINABLE.
556
00:22:26,083 --> 00:22:29,208
IT'S HORRIBLE.
IT'S EXCRUCIATING.
557
00:22:29,250 --> 00:22:34,000
I'M ASKING YOU TO HELP
DISMANTLE MY BABY FOR PARTS.
558
00:22:36,125 --> 00:22:38,125
AND THERE'S NO PIECE
OF ANYONE'S SOUL
559
00:22:38,166 --> 00:22:41,041
THAT CAN HOLD THAT
AND FEEL OKAY.
560
00:22:41,083 --> 00:22:45,041
BUT I'M ASKING.
561
00:22:45,083 --> 00:22:48,667
I'M ASKING YOU.
562
00:22:48,709 --> 00:22:51,041
I'M HIS MOTHER.
563
00:22:51,083 --> 00:22:53,875
AND I'M ASKING YOU
TO DO THIS.
564
00:22:55,875 --> 00:22:58,041
AND YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY?
565
00:23:00,333 --> 00:23:02,834
IT'S BECAUSE I DID
A LITTLE RESEARCH, SAM.
566
00:23:02,875 --> 00:23:05,000
(sighs) SCIENCE.
567
00:23:05,041 --> 00:23:07,375
IN CHICAGO, THERE'S THIS
BABY GIRL, 6 WEEKS OLD,
568
00:23:07,417 --> 00:23:11,041
WITH PULMONARY HYPERTENSION
WHO NEEDS NEW LUNGS.
569
00:23:11,083 --> 00:23:13,166
OUTSIDE DETROIT THERE IS
A 10-DAY-OLD BOY
570
00:23:13,208 --> 00:23:16,291
WHO WAS BORN BLIND, BUT COULD
SEE IF HE HAD NEW CORNEAS.
571
00:23:16,333 --> 00:23:18,458
I READ THIS BLOG ABOUT
572
00:23:18,500 --> 00:23:21,875
THIS 14-MONTH-OLD KID
NAMED GIDEON IN SAN DIEGO
573
00:23:21,917 --> 00:23:23,875
WHO'S BEEN ON
A HEART-LUNG MACHINE FOR MONTHS
574
00:23:23,917 --> 00:23:26,250
BECAUSE HE NEEDS
ONE TINY VALVE IN HIS HEART.
575
00:23:26,291 --> 00:23:29,041
THERE'S BURNED BABIES
WHO NEED SKIN.
576
00:23:29,083 --> 00:23:30,834
THERE'S INFANTS
WHO NEED LIVERS,
577
00:23:30,875 --> 00:23:32,709
AND TODDLERS
WHO NEED KIDNEYS,
578
00:23:32,750 --> 00:23:35,291
AND THERE'S EVEN THIS ONE
4-MONTH-OLD GIRL NAMED LULU
579
00:23:35,333 --> 00:23:37,959
WHO NEEDS
A MULTIPLE-ORGAN TRANSPLANT.
580
00:23:40,458 --> 00:23:42,417
MY BABY...
581
00:23:42,458 --> 00:23:44,667
COULD SAVE
ALL OF THOSE BABIES.
582
00:23:44,709 --> 00:23:47,417
HE COULD BE RESPONSIBLE
FOR KIDS LEAVING THE HOSPITAL
583
00:23:47,458 --> 00:23:49,875
AND GOING HOME
AND GROWING UP
584
00:23:49,917 --> 00:23:52,250
AND FALLING IN LOVE
AND HAVING SEX
585
00:23:52,291 --> 00:23:53,875
AND ARGUING
WITH THEIR BOYFRIENDS
586
00:23:53,917 --> 00:23:56,125
AND MAKING MISTAKES
AND LIVING
587
00:23:56,166 --> 00:23:59,125
AND MAYBE NOT RUINING
THEIR LIVES WITH DRUGS.
588
00:23:59,166 --> 00:24:01,875
WHAT I'M ASKING YOU TO DO
589
00:24:01,917 --> 00:24:04,542
IS UNIMAGINABLE.
590
00:24:06,083 --> 00:24:07,417
BUT IT'S ALSO EVERYTHING
591
00:24:07,458 --> 00:24:10,083
THOSE OTHER MOTHERS
COULD EVER IMAGINE.
592
00:24:13,333 --> 00:24:15,333
I'M HIS MOM.
593
00:24:15,375 --> 00:24:18,250
AND I'M ASKING YOU
TO DO THIS.
594
00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:24,041
IF I CAN GET THERE,
WHY CAN'T YOU?
595
00:24:29,750 --> 00:24:32,333
(footsteps approach)
596
00:24:34,125 --> 00:24:36,041
I MEAN,
DOES IT OCCUR TO YOU
597
00:24:36,083 --> 00:24:37,875
THAT SOMEBODY ELSE
MIGHT WANT SOME OF THOSE?
598
00:24:37,917 --> 00:24:41,166
NO. I MEAN, THE HAND TO
THE MOUTH TO THE BOX, IT'S...
599
00:24:41,208 --> 00:24:42,709
ANY NEWS--
BABIES, BAIL?
600
00:24:42,750 --> 00:24:44,583
YOU THINK WE'D BE STANDING HERE
IF THERE WAS ANY NEWS?
601
00:24:44,625 --> 00:24:47,125
AMELIA'S STILL IN LABOR,
PETE'S STILL IN JAIL.
602
00:24:47,166 --> 00:24:48,583
OH, COOKIES
FOR BREAKFAST?
603
00:24:48,625 --> 00:24:50,041
(mouth full)
IT WAS HIS IDEA.
604
00:24:50,083 --> 00:24:51,458
HEY.
605
00:24:51,500 --> 00:24:53,166
HEY.
606
00:24:53,208 --> 00:24:55,083
(cell phone chirps)
607
00:24:55,125 --> 00:24:56,709
IS THAT YOURS, ADDISON?
NO.
608
00:24:56,750 --> 00:24:58,500
NO, THAT'S ME.
VIOLET?
609
00:24:58,542 --> 00:25:01,583
CHARLOTTE. AMELIA'S
6 CENTIMETERS DILATED.
610
00:25:01,625 --> 00:25:03,000
BABY'S ON THE WAY.
611
00:25:04,875 --> 00:25:06,458
ARE YOU COMING?
612
00:25:08,875 --> 00:25:11,208
THE HOSPITAL LAWYERS HAVEN'T
SIGNED OFF ON THIS YET.
613
00:25:11,250 --> 00:25:12,834
I CAN STILL DO
THE DELIVERY.
614
00:25:12,875 --> 00:25:14,834
(sighs) I'M JUST SAYING,
YOU CAN'T HARVEST ANY ORGANS
615
00:25:14,875 --> 00:25:16,208
UNTIL WE GET
EXPLICIT PERMISSION.
616
00:25:16,250 --> 00:25:17,625
FINE.
617
00:25:17,667 --> 00:25:19,041
SO YOU'RE NOT
GONNA DO ANYTHING--
618
00:25:19,083 --> 00:25:20,417
CHARLOTTE, I HEARD YOU.
619
00:25:20,458 --> 00:25:22,542
JAKE, I WANT TO GO IN
WITH YOU.
620
00:25:22,583 --> 00:25:23,959
NO.
JAKE--
621
00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:25,875
UNTIL SHE ASKS FOR YOU,
THE ANSWER IS NO.
622
00:25:25,917 --> 00:25:29,000
SORRY, ADDISON.
623
00:25:29,041 --> 00:25:30,375
(Amelia inhales deeply)
624
00:25:30,417 --> 00:25:33,166
(exhales)
625
00:25:33,208 --> 00:25:36,041
(inhales)
626
00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:37,333
JAKE.
627
00:25:37,375 --> 00:25:38,792
I'M RIGHT HERE.
628
00:25:38,834 --> 00:25:41,375
JAKE. (pants)
629
00:25:41,417 --> 00:25:42,959
AAH!
630
00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:44,041
AH!
631
00:25:44,083 --> 00:25:47,041
(woman speaking indistinctly
over p.a.)
632
00:25:47,083 --> 00:25:48,125
OH, WELL, WE SHOULD
CALL VIOLET,
633
00:25:48,166 --> 00:25:50,000
LET HER KNOW
WHAT'S GOING ON.
634
00:25:50,041 --> 00:25:53,417
YEAH.
635
00:25:53,458 --> 00:25:56,542
(sighs)
636
00:25:56,583 --> 00:25:58,041
YOU KNOW,
WOMEN WHO USE COCAINE
637
00:25:58,083 --> 00:26:00,041
ARE AT GREATER RISK
THAN THE REST OF THE POPULATION
638
00:26:00,083 --> 00:26:02,041
FOR ALL SORTS
OF COMPLICATIONS.
639
00:26:02,083 --> 00:26:03,291
YOU KNOW,
THERE'S PLACENTAL ABRUPTION,
640
00:26:03,333 --> 00:26:06,458
AND--AND--AND...
641
00:26:06,500 --> 00:26:09,250
WHY DO YOU KNOW THAT?
642
00:26:09,291 --> 00:26:10,667
I DID A LOT OF RESEARCH
643
00:26:10,709 --> 00:26:12,375
AFTER AMELIA TOLD ME
SHE WAS PREGNANT.
OH.
644
00:26:12,417 --> 00:26:14,917
IT WAS MY WAY
OF BEING SUPPORTIVE.
645
00:26:14,959 --> 00:26:17,458
NOT THAT SHE WANTS
MY SUPPORT ANYMORE.
646
00:26:17,500 --> 00:26:20,041
MM.
647
00:26:20,083 --> 00:26:21,625
IT WAS OXY.
648
00:26:21,667 --> 00:26:23,041
WHAT?
649
00:26:23,083 --> 00:26:24,625
AMELIA'S DRUG OF CHOICE...
650
00:26:24,667 --> 00:26:26,417
SHE WAS DOING OXY,
NOT COCAINE.
651
00:26:26,458 --> 00:26:27,709
SO?
652
00:26:27,750 --> 00:26:31,208
SO MAYBE EVERYTHING
WILL TURN OUT ALL RIGHT.
653
00:26:31,250 --> 00:26:36,041
WELL, SURE, BECAUSE OXY'S
LIKE A PRENATAL VITAMIN.
654
00:26:36,083 --> 00:26:39,000
PRENATAL-- (laughing)
655
00:26:46,875 --> 00:26:48,458
(clears throat)
656
00:26:48,500 --> 00:26:50,333
(sighs)
657
00:26:50,375 --> 00:26:53,041
SOMEBODY REALLY SHOULD
REDECORATE THIS WAITING ROOM,
658
00:26:53,083 --> 00:26:55,125
YOU KNOW?
659
00:26:55,166 --> 00:26:57,291
COME HERE.
(groans)
660
00:26:57,333 --> 00:26:59,667
(chuckles)
661
00:26:59,709 --> 00:27:01,500
I'M SORRY
YOU HAVE TO BE HERE.
662
00:27:01,542 --> 00:27:03,417
I DON'T MIND.
663
00:27:03,458 --> 00:27:06,959
♪♪♪
664
00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:08,542
(Amelia) OH, GOD!
665
00:27:08,583 --> 00:27:10,333
OH, MAKE IT STOP!
666
00:27:10,375 --> 00:27:12,542
NO, I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS.
667
00:27:12,583 --> 00:27:14,041
I DON'T WANT
TO DO THIS ANYMORE.
668
00:27:14,083 --> 00:27:15,166
YOU'RE DOING GREAT, OKAY?
669
00:27:15,208 --> 00:27:17,041
BUT I-I NEED YOU
TO STOP PUSHING FOR A WHILE.
670
00:27:17,083 --> 00:27:19,000
I HAVE TO. IF I DON'T PUSH,
IT HURTS TOO MUCH.
671
00:27:19,041 --> 00:27:21,542
(pants) THIS IS A UNICORN BABY.
672
00:27:21,583 --> 00:27:23,583
I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DO THIS
WITH A UNICORN BABY.
673
00:27:23,625 --> 00:27:24,875
I WANT THIS TO BE OVER.
674
00:27:24,917 --> 00:27:26,041
RYAN SHOULD BE HERE.
I WANT RYAN.
675
00:27:26,083 --> 00:27:27,959
AMELIA,
YOU'RE ALMOST THERE.
676
00:27:28,041 --> 00:27:29,041
NO.
677
00:27:29,083 --> 00:27:30,750
NO, THIS IS TOO HARD.
I HAVE TO PUSH.
678
00:27:30,792 --> 00:27:32,166
NO, NO, NO. NOT YET.
NOT YET.
679
00:27:32,208 --> 00:27:34,166
OH, GOD! IT HURTS!
I WANT SOME DRUGS.
680
00:27:34,208 --> 00:27:35,709
HANG IN THERE.
I CAN'T.
681
00:27:35,750 --> 00:27:37,125
I CAN'T DO THIS.
YES, YOU CAN.
682
00:27:37,166 --> 00:27:38,333
ADDISON--
683
00:27:38,375 --> 00:27:39,834
I DON'T WANT HER HERE.
684
00:27:39,875 --> 00:27:41,333
YES, YOU DO.
685
00:27:41,375 --> 00:27:43,834
I DON'T. I DON'T.
I DON'T WANT YOU HERE.
686
00:27:43,875 --> 00:27:45,166
YES, YOU DO, AMELIA.
687
00:27:45,208 --> 00:27:48,041
♪♪♪
688
00:27:48,083 --> 00:27:50,917
ADDIE...
689
00:27:50,959 --> 00:27:52,917
ADDIE... (crying)
690
00:27:52,959 --> 00:27:54,750
MY BABY'S GONNA DIE.
691
00:27:54,792 --> 00:27:56,166
I KNOW.
692
00:27:56,208 --> 00:27:59,208
I AM SO, SO SORRY.
693
00:27:59,250 --> 00:28:01,500
I'M CALLING HIM
A UNICORN BABY.
694
00:28:01,542 --> 00:28:03,333
YOU ARE?
695
00:28:03,375 --> 00:28:05,041
THAT'S GREAT.
696
00:28:05,083 --> 00:28:06,500
(sniffles)
697
00:28:06,542 --> 00:28:08,542
I HAVE TO PUSH. IF I DON'T PUSH,
IT HURTS TOO MUCH.
698
00:28:08,583 --> 00:28:10,083
WE NEED TO CONTROL
HER LABOR.
699
00:28:10,125 --> 00:28:12,041
OKAY, AMELIA, LOOK, I KNOW
THAT YOU WANT TO PUSH,
700
00:28:12,083 --> 00:28:13,375
BUT YOU HAVE TO WAIT.
701
00:28:13,417 --> 00:28:14,625
NO.
AMELIA, YES.
702
00:28:14,667 --> 00:28:16,041
OHH!
HOLD ON TO ME.
703
00:28:16,083 --> 00:28:18,625
(cries) ADDIE...
704
00:28:18,667 --> 00:28:20,041
ADDIE, I WANT TO PUSH.
I KNOW.
705
00:28:20,083 --> 00:28:21,208
I WANT TO PUSH.
I WANT TO PUSH.
JUST WAIT.
706
00:28:21,250 --> 00:28:22,417
WAIT.
707
00:28:22,458 --> 00:28:23,625
(sobs)
708
00:28:23,667 --> 00:28:25,333
WAIT. SHH. WAIT.
709
00:28:25,375 --> 00:28:28,041
OKAY, NOW, AMELIA.
PUSH.
710
00:28:28,083 --> 00:28:30,125
AAH! AAH.
PUSH.
711
00:28:30,166 --> 00:28:34,041
♪♪♪
712
00:28:34,083 --> 00:28:36,041
(knock on door)
713
00:28:36,083 --> 00:28:38,834
(man) ♪ WITH THE WORLD OUTSIDE ♪
714
00:28:38,875 --> 00:28:41,208
♪ INTO ARMS SO WIDE ♪
715
00:28:41,250 --> 00:28:43,458
OH, MY GOD.
716
00:28:43,500 --> 00:28:44,875
HOW DID YOU--
WHY AREN'T YOU--
717
00:28:44,917 --> 00:28:46,250
BAIL. I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT.
718
00:28:46,291 --> 00:28:47,709
I COOPERATED.
719
00:28:47,750 --> 00:28:49,041
♪♪♪
720
00:28:49,083 --> 00:28:52,709
♪ I KNEW YOU ♪
721
00:28:52,750 --> 00:28:56,917
♪ I KNEW YOU ♪
722
00:29:00,792 --> 00:29:02,250
YOU DID A GOOD JOB.
723
00:29:02,291 --> 00:29:05,041
IS HE...
724
00:29:05,083 --> 00:29:07,041
HOW IS HE?
725
00:29:07,083 --> 00:29:08,291
HE'S OKAY.
726
00:29:08,333 --> 00:29:09,917
WE'RE GOING TO TAKE HIM NOW.
727
00:29:09,959 --> 00:29:11,291
AND I'M GOING TO MOVE YOU
OFF THE OBSTETRICS FLOOR
728
00:29:11,333 --> 00:29:12,917
AS FAST
AS I CAN MANAGE IT, OKAY?
729
00:29:12,959 --> 00:29:14,417
WAIT.
730
00:29:14,458 --> 00:29:16,208
I WANT TO SEE HIM.
731
00:29:16,250 --> 00:29:18,417
ARE YOU SURE?
732
00:29:18,458 --> 00:29:21,041
I WANT TO SEE HIM.
733
00:29:21,083 --> 00:29:24,041
(Foy Vance's "Be the Song"
playing)
734
00:29:34,583 --> 00:29:37,500
ARE YOU READY?
735
00:29:37,542 --> 00:29:39,041
YEAH.
736
00:29:39,083 --> 00:29:43,333
♪ KEEP YOU AWAKE ♪
737
00:29:43,375 --> 00:29:48,333
♪ BABY, CLOSE YOUR EYES ♪
738
00:29:48,375 --> 00:29:51,875
♪ I'LL TAKE THE WEIGHT ♪
739
00:29:51,917 --> 00:29:54,083
HE'S BEAUTIFUL.
740
00:29:54,125 --> 00:29:57,041
♪ IF I GO TO SPEAK ♪
741
00:29:57,083 --> 00:30:01,667
♪ I WILL REFRAIN ♪
742
00:30:01,709 --> 00:30:06,083
♪ AND BE THE SONG ♪
743
00:30:06,125 --> 00:30:11,041
♪ JUST BE THE SONG ♪
744
00:30:11,083 --> 00:30:13,250
♪ WHEN INNER SCARS ♪
745
00:30:13,291 --> 00:30:16,458
HE'S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BABY
I'VE EVER SEEN.
746
00:30:16,500 --> 00:30:18,792
♪ SHOW ON YOUR FACE ♪
747
00:30:18,834 --> 00:30:20,166
(baby squeaking)
748
00:30:20,208 --> 00:30:22,041
SHH.
749
00:30:22,083 --> 00:30:24,375
IT'S OKAY.
750
00:30:24,417 --> 00:30:26,375
IT'S OKAY.
751
00:30:26,417 --> 00:30:29,208
♪ YOUR SENSE OF PLACE ♪
752
00:30:29,250 --> 00:30:31,000
(door opens)
753
00:30:31,041 --> 00:30:33,125
HEY.
754
00:30:33,166 --> 00:30:34,959
ARE YOU...
755
00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:37,625
UH, WAITING FOR CHARLOTTE,
JUST LIKE YOU ARE.
756
00:30:37,667 --> 00:30:40,083
WHAT CHANGED YOUR MIND?
757
00:30:40,125 --> 00:30:41,709
I DON'T KNOW.
758
00:30:41,750 --> 00:30:44,041
I JUST...
I GOT THERE.
759
00:30:44,083 --> 00:30:45,792
HEY, CHARLOTTE.
760
00:30:45,834 --> 00:30:47,834
DID THEY SAY--
DID THEY AGREE TO DO IT?
761
00:30:47,875 --> 00:30:49,500
NO.
YOU'RE KIDDING ME.
762
00:30:49,542 --> 00:30:51,041
I'M NOT.
763
00:30:51,083 --> 00:30:53,625
SCREW IT.
WE'RE GONNA DO IT ANYWAY.
764
00:30:53,667 --> 00:30:56,583
♪ INNER SCARS ♪
765
00:30:56,625 --> 00:31:00,500
♪ SHOW ON YOUR FACE ♪
766
00:31:00,542 --> 00:31:03,166
♪ AND DARKNESS HIDES ♪
767
00:31:03,208 --> 00:31:05,250
THIS IS MY SON.
768
00:31:05,291 --> 00:31:07,000
♪ YOUR SENSE OF PLACE ♪
769
00:31:07,041 --> 00:31:08,875
(labored breathing)
770
00:31:08,917 --> 00:31:11,041
WHAT'S HAPPENING?
WHAT--WHAT'S WRONG?
771
00:31:11,083 --> 00:31:13,583
HE'S IN RESPIRATORY DISTRESS.
772
00:31:13,625 --> 00:31:17,625
(voice breaks) NO.
NOT YET. I'M NOT READY.
773
00:31:17,667 --> 00:31:19,041
(labored breathing continues)
774
00:31:19,083 --> 00:31:22,041
IT'S OKAY
TO CHANGE YOUR MIND.
775
00:31:22,083 --> 00:31:24,208
IF YOU WANT TO JUST HOLD
YOUR BOY FOR AS LONG AS HE HAS,
776
00:31:24,250 --> 00:31:26,834
WE'LL DO THAT.
777
00:31:26,875 --> 00:31:29,041
IF NOT, WE, UH,
778
00:31:29,083 --> 00:31:31,875
WE NEED TO GIVE HIM TO
THE TRANSPLANT TEAM RIGHT NOW.
779
00:31:31,917 --> 00:31:34,041
♪ FLOW DOWN ALL MY MOUNTAINS ♪
780
00:31:34,083 --> 00:31:36,041
♪ DARLIN' ♪
781
00:31:36,083 --> 00:31:38,458
♪ FILL MY VALLEYS ♪
782
00:31:38,500 --> 00:31:40,792
♪ FLOW DOWN... ♪
783
00:31:40,834 --> 00:31:43,917
YOUR FATHER'S WAITING
FOR YOU.
784
00:31:43,959 --> 00:31:46,041
HIS NAME IS RYAN,
AND HE'S WAITING FOR YOU.
785
00:31:46,083 --> 00:31:48,041
SO YOU WON'T BE LONELY.
786
00:31:48,083 --> 00:31:52,166
♪ FLOW DOWN ALL MY MOUNTAINS ♪
787
00:31:52,208 --> 00:31:54,083
♪ DARLIN' ♪
788
00:31:54,125 --> 00:31:59,875
♪ FILL MY VALLEYS ♪
789
00:32:05,083 --> 00:32:09,709
♪ AND WHEN YOU RUN ♪
790
00:32:09,750 --> 00:32:14,291
♪ FAR FROM MY EYES ♪
791
00:32:14,333 --> 00:32:18,250
♪ THEN I WILL COME ♪
792
00:32:18,291 --> 00:32:20,458
THIS IS FOR SACRAMENTO.
793
00:32:20,500 --> 00:32:22,041
SACRAMENTO.
794
00:32:22,083 --> 00:32:23,667
SACRAMENTO.
795
00:32:23,709 --> 00:32:25,041
♪ BUT I WON'T SPEAK ♪
796
00:32:25,083 --> 00:32:27,917
(woman)
THIS ONE'S FOR SAN DIEGO.
797
00:32:27,959 --> 00:32:29,750
(man) SAN DIEGO.
798
00:32:29,792 --> 00:32:31,041
(man) SAN DIEGO.
799
00:32:31,083 --> 00:32:32,917
♪ LIGHT ♪
800
00:32:32,959 --> 00:32:36,083
(man)
THIS IS FOR BOSTON.
801
00:32:36,125 --> 00:32:37,500
(woman) BOSTON.
802
00:32:37,542 --> 00:32:40,125
(woman) BOSTON.
803
00:32:40,166 --> 00:32:43,000
♪ SONG ♪
804
00:32:43,041 --> 00:32:47,125
♪ FLOW DOWN ALL MY MOUNTAINS ♪
805
00:32:47,166 --> 00:32:48,792
(Sam) SYRINGE.
806
00:32:48,834 --> 00:32:52,041
♪ DARLIN', FILL MY VALLEYS ♪
807
00:32:52,083 --> 00:32:54,041
♪ FLOW DOWN ♪
808
00:32:54,083 --> 00:32:56,458
♪ ALL MY MOUNTAINS ♪
809
00:32:56,500 --> 00:32:58,041
(monitor emits
continuous tone)
TURN THAT THING OFF.
810
00:32:58,083 --> 00:33:01,041
♪ FILL MY VALLEYS ♪
811
00:33:01,083 --> 00:33:03,125
♪ FLOW DOWN ♪
812
00:33:03,166 --> 00:33:05,709
♪ ALL MY MOUNTAINS ♪
813
00:33:05,750 --> 00:33:08,000
♪ DARLIN' ♪
814
00:33:08,041 --> 00:33:09,792
♪ FILL MY VALLEYS ♪
815
00:33:09,834 --> 00:33:11,500
♪ FLOW DOWN ♪
816
00:33:11,542 --> 00:33:13,041
THAT'S FOR CHICAGO.
817
00:33:13,083 --> 00:33:15,041
(man) CHICAGO.
818
00:33:15,083 --> 00:33:16,542
(man) CHICAGO.
819
00:33:16,583 --> 00:33:19,417
♪ FILL MY VALLEYS ♪
820
00:33:19,458 --> 00:33:21,208
WE SHOULD TELL AMELIA.
821
00:33:21,250 --> 00:33:22,417
WE SHOULD STAY--
822
00:33:22,458 --> 00:33:24,041
NO, I GOT THIS.
823
00:33:24,083 --> 00:33:26,166
♪ DARLIN' ♪
824
00:33:26,208 --> 00:33:27,625
THANK YOU.
825
00:33:27,667 --> 00:33:28,834
♪ VALLEYS ♪
826
00:33:28,875 --> 00:33:32,417
♪ FLOW DOWN ALL MY MOUNTAINS ♪
827
00:33:32,458 --> 00:33:35,000
♪ DARLIN' ♪
828
00:33:35,041 --> 00:33:37,417
♪ FILL MY VALLEYS ♪
829
00:33:37,458 --> 00:33:41,583
♪ FLOW DOWN
ALL MY MOUNTAINS ♪
830
00:33:41,625 --> 00:33:43,375
♪ DARLIN' ♪
831
00:33:43,417 --> 00:33:45,000
(sighs deeply)
832
00:33:45,041 --> 00:33:46,166
THANK YOU.
833
00:33:46,208 --> 00:33:48,875
♪ FLOW DOWN ♪
834
00:33:48,917 --> 00:33:51,000
♪ ALL MY MOUNTAINS ♪
835
00:33:51,041 --> 00:33:55,000
♪ DARLIN' ♪
836
00:33:57,250 --> 00:34:00,333
(panting)
837
00:34:03,875 --> 00:34:08,041
♪♪♪
838
00:34:08,083 --> 00:34:11,375
(voice breaking)
I JUST WANT TO GO HOME...
839
00:34:11,417 --> 00:34:14,041
AND HUG MY KID.
840
00:34:14,083 --> 00:34:16,041
YEAH.
841
00:34:16,083 --> 00:34:17,125
(crying)
842
00:34:17,166 --> 00:34:19,959
YOU--YOU KNEW WHAT SHE MEANT
WHEN SHE, UH,
843
00:34:20,000 --> 00:34:22,917
WHEN SHE CALLED IT
A-A UNICORN BABY?
844
00:34:22,959 --> 00:34:24,458
(sniffles)
845
00:34:24,500 --> 00:34:26,709
WHEN SHE WAS 12 YEARS OLD,
SHE WAS...
846
00:34:26,750 --> 00:34:29,208
SHE WAS OBSESSED WITH UNICORNS
BECAUSE THEY WERE MAGICAL
847
00:34:29,250 --> 00:34:31,417
AND THEY COULD DO
GREAT THINGS, YOU KNOW?
848
00:34:31,458 --> 00:34:34,625
THIS BABY, ITS, UH...
(sniffles)
849
00:34:34,667 --> 00:34:38,041
ITS ORGANS ARE GONNA GO
ALL OVER THE COUNTRY
850
00:34:38,083 --> 00:34:39,375
AND DO GREAT THINGS.
851
00:34:39,417 --> 00:34:41,250
IT'S--IT'S MAGICAL.
IT'S...
852
00:34:43,083 --> 00:34:45,417
IT'S HER UNICORN BABY.
853
00:34:45,458 --> 00:34:48,458
(crying)
854
00:34:51,041 --> 00:34:54,000
♪♪♪
855
00:35:24,083 --> 00:35:26,917
SO YOU, UM...
856
00:35:26,959 --> 00:35:28,375
YOU MAYBE WANNA...
857
00:35:28,417 --> 00:35:30,000
YOU WANNA
GET SOMETHING TO EAT?
858
00:35:30,041 --> 00:35:33,208
I MEAN...
IF YOU'RE HUNGRY.
859
00:35:35,375 --> 00:35:37,333
YEAH, I AM.
860
00:35:37,375 --> 00:35:39,041
UM...
861
00:35:39,083 --> 00:35:40,375
I HAVE TO GET BACK
862
00:35:40,417 --> 00:35:42,041
TO SEE HENRY
AND RELIEVE MY NANNY.
863
00:35:42,083 --> 00:35:44,041
YEAH, I HAVE SOME STUFF
I CAN TAKE CARE OF HERE, TOO,
864
00:35:44,083 --> 00:35:47,083
BUT, UM...
865
00:35:47,125 --> 00:35:51,041
I CAN, UH, I CAN
MEET AT YOUR PLACE.
866
00:35:51,083 --> 00:35:54,125
SAY AN HOUR AND A HALF,
BRING CHINESE?
867
00:35:54,166 --> 00:35:55,834
YEAH, I'D LIKE THAT.
868
00:36:05,083 --> 00:36:06,625
(door opens)
869
00:36:06,667 --> 00:36:08,417
(babies crying)
870
00:36:08,458 --> 00:36:10,625
DID YOUR DAD TELL YOU
WHAT WAS GOING ON?
871
00:36:10,667 --> 00:36:15,375
HE SAID A BABY
WAS BEING BORN MOSTLY DEAD.
872
00:36:15,417 --> 00:36:19,000
SO THEY'RE DONATING HIS ORGANS
SO OTHER BABIES CAN LIVE.
873
00:36:19,041 --> 00:36:21,041
THAT'S RIGHT.
874
00:36:21,083 --> 00:36:24,417
THAT BABY OVER THERE,
SHE WAS BORN SO PREMATURE,
875
00:36:24,458 --> 00:36:27,959
HER LUNGS NEVER HAD A CHANCE
TO FORM PROPERLY.
876
00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:31,000
AND BECAUSE OF SCIENCE,
BECAUSE OF MEDICINE,
877
00:36:31,041 --> 00:36:32,375
SHE GOT SOME NEW LUNGS,
878
00:36:32,417 --> 00:36:35,125
AND NOW SHE'S GONNA LIVE
A WHOLE LIFE.
879
00:36:35,166 --> 00:36:38,041
SHE SHOULDA BEEN DEAD.
880
00:36:38,083 --> 00:36:40,417
IF SHE WAS BORN TEN YEARS AGO,
SHE WOULD'VE BEEN DEAD.
881
00:36:40,458 --> 00:36:42,041
(people speaking indistinctly)
882
00:36:42,083 --> 00:36:44,959
AND NOW SHE'S ALIVE.
883
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:48,041
(sighs) MIRACLE.
884
00:36:48,083 --> 00:36:51,041
YOU THINK IF MY MOM GOT SICK
TEN YEARS FROM NOW,
885
00:36:51,083 --> 00:36:52,792
SHE'D STILL BE ALIVE?
886
00:36:52,834 --> 00:36:55,125
I DON'T KNOW.
887
00:36:55,166 --> 00:36:57,834
BUT I THINK THAT IDEA'S
WHAT MIGHT MAKE YOU
888
00:36:57,875 --> 00:36:59,542
AN INCREDIBLE DOCTOR
ONE DAY.
889
00:36:59,583 --> 00:37:01,667
(chuckles) YOU THINK
I COULD BE A DOCTOR?
890
00:37:01,709 --> 00:37:03,375
I KNOW YOU COULD.
891
00:37:03,417 --> 00:37:05,166
(chuckles)
892
00:37:05,208 --> 00:37:09,041
(crying continues)
893
00:37:09,083 --> 00:37:12,083
I'M NOT GOOD WITH NATURE
OR SOCCER
894
00:37:12,125 --> 00:37:13,667
THE WAY YOUR MAMA WAS.
895
00:37:13,709 --> 00:37:15,667
BUT YOU'RE A GOOD DOCTOR.
896
00:37:15,709 --> 00:37:17,000
I AM.
897
00:37:19,083 --> 00:37:22,709
IS THIS WEIRD THAT I TOOK YOU
TO SEE THE SICK BABIES?
898
00:37:22,750 --> 00:37:25,000
NO, IT'S NOT WEIRD.
899
00:37:27,333 --> 00:37:30,041
I DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO CALL YOU.
900
00:37:30,083 --> 00:37:31,917
I ALREADY HAVE A MOM.
901
00:37:31,959 --> 00:37:36,417
AND I DON'T WANT TO TAKE
YOUR MAMA'S PLACE, MASON.
902
00:37:36,458 --> 00:37:38,417
BUT I AM HAPPY
TO STAND IN FOR HER
903
00:37:38,458 --> 00:37:41,750
ANY TIME YOU WANT TO LET ME.
904
00:37:43,750 --> 00:37:46,041
HOW ABOUT MAMA?
905
00:37:46,083 --> 00:37:48,041
WHAT'S THAT?
906
00:37:48,083 --> 00:37:49,417
I ALREADY HAVE A MOM,
907
00:37:49,458 --> 00:37:52,041
BUT HOW ABOUT
I CALL YOU MAMA,
908
00:37:52,083 --> 00:37:55,041
LIKE YOU CALL YOUR MOM?
909
00:37:55,083 --> 00:37:58,500
(voice breaking)
THAT SOUNDS, UH...
910
00:37:58,542 --> 00:38:00,417
YEAH.
911
00:38:00,458 --> 00:38:02,000
OKAY.
912
00:38:02,041 --> 00:38:04,041
ALL RIGHT.
913
00:38:04,083 --> 00:38:06,417
(Bahamas) ♪ TO TAKE ME ♪
914
00:38:06,458 --> 00:38:09,667
♪ TO TAKE ME, TOO ♪
915
00:38:11,083 --> 00:38:13,542
♪ AFTER SO MANY WORDS ♪
916
00:38:13,583 --> 00:38:14,750
HEY.
917
00:38:14,792 --> 00:38:16,458
♪ STILL NOTHING'S HEARD ♪
918
00:38:16,500 --> 00:38:18,125
WHAT TIME IS IT?
919
00:38:18,166 --> 00:38:23,000
UH, IT'S...
IT'S ABOUT 9:00.
920
00:38:23,041 --> 00:38:25,041
♪ SO IF SOMEONE
CAN SEE ME NOW ♪
921
00:38:25,083 --> 00:38:28,250
♪ LET THEM SEE YOU ♪
922
00:38:28,291 --> 00:38:30,041
YOU KNOW,
I'VE BEEN HERE ALL DAY,
923
00:38:30,083 --> 00:38:32,875
JUST IN CASE
YOU WERE WONDERING.
924
00:38:32,917 --> 00:38:34,542
WORRYING ABOUT ME?
925
00:38:34,583 --> 00:38:36,041
WELL, YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND,
926
00:38:36,083 --> 00:38:38,792
WHICH IS SAD,
BECAUSE YOU'RE 8 YEARS OLD
927
00:38:38,834 --> 00:38:42,041
AND... YOU DON'T RETURN
MY AFFECTIONS,
928
00:38:42,083 --> 00:38:45,291
BUT AH, WELL, THERE IT IS.
929
00:38:45,333 --> 00:38:47,875
YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND.
930
00:38:47,917 --> 00:38:49,625
(chuckles)
931
00:38:49,667 --> 00:38:51,208
(sniffles)
932
00:38:51,250 --> 00:38:53,625
(chuckles)
IT'S OKAY TO LAUGH.
933
00:38:53,667 --> 00:38:56,625
IT HAPPENS.
934
00:38:56,667 --> 00:38:59,834
♪ SO IF SOMEONE
COULD HELP ME NOW ♪
935
00:38:59,875 --> 00:39:02,041
I HAD A BABY, SHELDON.
936
00:39:02,083 --> 00:39:04,041
♪ MM ♪
937
00:39:04,083 --> 00:39:07,542
FOR A FEW MINUTES THERE...
938
00:39:07,583 --> 00:39:09,834
I WAS SOMEONE'S MOM.
939
00:39:09,875 --> 00:39:11,208
♪ SEE YOU THROUGH ♪
940
00:39:11,250 --> 00:39:13,125
YOU'RE STILL SOMEONE'S MOM.
941
00:39:13,166 --> 00:39:15,417
HE'S JUST NOT--
NOT HERE ANYMORE.
942
00:39:15,458 --> 00:39:19,166
♪ WE'VE ALL GOTTA DO ♪
943
00:39:19,208 --> 00:39:21,041
I MISSED YOU.
944
00:39:21,083 --> 00:39:22,333
♪ OOH ♪
945
00:39:22,375 --> 00:39:26,041
♪ AND SO YOU WOULDN'T
BE WRONG ♪
946
00:39:26,083 --> 00:39:27,834
♪ BEIN' FREE, YOU AND ME ♪
947
00:39:27,875 --> 00:39:30,041
IT'S OKAY TO CRY.
948
00:39:30,083 --> 00:39:31,625
IT HAPPENS.
949
00:39:31,667 --> 00:39:34,750
(crying)
950
00:39:34,792 --> 00:39:38,417
♪ MM-MM ♪
951
00:39:38,458 --> 00:39:41,667
♪ MM-MM ♪
952
00:39:43,583 --> 00:39:44,959
♪ AH ♪
953
00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:46,417
ARE YOU OKAY?
954
00:39:46,458 --> 00:39:49,208
♪ OHH ♪
955
00:39:49,250 --> 00:39:50,542
WHAT IF I BLEW IT?
956
00:39:50,583 --> 00:39:52,834
♪ AH-AH, AHH ♪
957
00:39:52,875 --> 00:39:55,500
WHAT IF I HAVE TO GO
BACK TO PRISON...
958
00:39:55,542 --> 00:39:58,458
LIKE, FOR A LONG TIME?
959
00:39:58,500 --> 00:40:00,458
♪ MM-MM, MM-MM ♪
960
00:40:00,500 --> 00:40:03,291
♪ MM-MM ♪
961
00:40:03,333 --> 00:40:05,417
WHAT IF I BLEW IT, VIOLET?
962
00:40:05,458 --> 00:40:07,208
♪ MM-MM ♪
963
00:40:07,250 --> 00:40:09,333
(jangles keys)
964
00:40:12,125 --> 00:40:13,625
HEY.
965
00:40:13,667 --> 00:40:15,041
HEY.
966
00:40:15,083 --> 00:40:16,417
WHERE'S KEISHA?
967
00:40:16,458 --> 00:40:17,709
I SENT HER HOME.
968
00:40:17,750 --> 00:40:19,083
WHY?
969
00:40:19,125 --> 00:40:20,917
BECAUSE AFTER THE KIND OF
DAY THAT I HAD--
970
00:40:20,959 --> 00:40:22,083
THAT WE'VE HAD...
971
00:40:22,125 --> 00:40:23,834
(Henry babbles)
HI, BABY.
972
00:40:23,875 --> 00:40:25,208
YOU WANT TO SEE YOUR KID.
973
00:40:25,250 --> 00:40:26,875
WELL, HE'S NOT YOUR KID,
REMEMBER?
974
00:40:26,917 --> 00:40:29,041
OOH, BOY.
YOU ARE GONNA MAKE THIS
975
00:40:29,083 --> 00:40:31,041
AS DIFFICULT AS POSSIBLE,
AREN'T YOU?
976
00:40:31,083 --> 00:40:32,875
YOU KNOW WHAT?
WE'RE BOTH EXHAUSTED, SAM.
977
00:40:32,917 --> 00:40:34,041
IT'S BEEN A REALLY LONG DAY,
978
00:40:34,083 --> 00:40:35,667
AND I DON'T HAVE THE ENERGY
TO FIGHT.
979
00:40:35,709 --> 00:40:36,875
WELL, I DO.
SAM--
980
00:40:36,917 --> 00:40:39,041
ALL RIGHT, I HAVE THE ENERGY
TO FIGHT FOR YOU.
981
00:40:39,083 --> 00:40:41,125
I'M--I'M FIGHTING FOR YOU
RIGHT NOW.
982
00:40:41,166 --> 00:40:42,458
WHAT?
983
00:40:42,500 --> 00:40:44,041
WHEN YOU ASKED ME IF--
IF I WAS ALL IN,
984
00:40:44,083 --> 00:40:45,458
I-I SHOULD'VE SAID YES,
985
00:40:45,500 --> 00:40:47,291
SO I'M--I'M SAYING YES NOW.
986
00:40:47,333 --> 00:40:49,041
WELL, IT'S TOO LATE.
I LOVE YOU.
987
00:40:49,083 --> 00:40:50,542
YOU KNOW, I JUST TOLD YOU,
IT'S TOO LATE.
988
00:40:50,583 --> 00:40:52,625
I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU.
IT'S NOT TOO LATE.
NO--
989
00:40:52,667 --> 00:40:54,041
IT'S NEVER TOO LATE.
990
00:40:54,083 --> 00:40:55,333
WHEN YOU HAD THE CHANCE,
YOU DIDN'T WANT ME,
991
00:40:55,375 --> 00:40:56,542
YOU DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE
A FAMILY,
992
00:40:56,583 --> 00:40:57,750
BUT THEN YOU SEE ME
WITH JAKE, AND THEN--
993
00:40:57,792 --> 00:40:58,959
I DON'T CARE ABOUT JAKE.
994
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:00,041
YOU'VE BEEN WITH HIM,
WHAT, TWO MINUTES?
995
00:41:00,083 --> 00:41:01,208
LOOK, YOU WERE RIGHT.
996
00:41:01,250 --> 00:41:02,959
I... I DIDN'T WANT A BABY.
997
00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:06,291
AND I DON'T.
I DON'T WANT A BABY.
998
00:41:06,333 --> 00:41:08,875
I WANT THIS BABY.
(sighs)
999
00:41:08,917 --> 00:41:10,041
I WANT HENRY.
1000
00:41:10,083 --> 00:41:11,750
AND... I WANT YOU
1001
00:41:11,792 --> 00:41:14,166
AND ME AND HENRY
TO BE A FAMILY.
1002
00:41:14,208 --> 00:41:16,709
I WAS AFRAID OF THAT BEFORE.
I JUST--
1003
00:41:16,750 --> 00:41:18,750
I COULDN'T IMAGINE
BEING A NEW FATHER
1004
00:41:18,792 --> 00:41:21,166
AND HAVING A WHOLE NEW FAMILY.
1005
00:41:21,208 --> 00:41:23,750
IT WAS UNIMAGINABLE,
BUT...
1006
00:41:23,792 --> 00:41:25,250
(Bahamas) ♪ I LET 'EM IN ♪
1007
00:41:25,291 --> 00:41:27,875
BUT I CAN IMAGINE IT NOW.
1008
00:41:27,917 --> 00:41:30,333
I CAN SEE IT.
1009
00:41:30,375 --> 00:41:31,917
SO...
1010
00:41:31,959 --> 00:41:33,291
I'M ALL IN.
1011
00:41:33,333 --> 00:41:35,250
I'M ALL IN
AND I'M FIGHTING FOR YOU.
1012
00:41:35,291 --> 00:41:38,041
LOOK...
I KNOW THAT THIS IS, UH--
1013
00:41:38,083 --> 00:41:39,208
SAM, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
1014
00:41:39,250 --> 00:41:40,917
WAIT. WAIT A MINUTE.
1015
00:41:40,959 --> 00:41:43,041
THIS IS NOT,
AS, UH, TRADITIONAL,
1016
00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:44,291
BUT FOR NOW...
1017
00:41:44,333 --> 00:41:46,041
(coos)
1018
00:41:46,083 --> 00:41:48,041
(laughs)
1019
00:41:48,083 --> 00:41:50,834
UH, ADDISON FORBES MONTGOMERY,
1020
00:41:50,875 --> 00:41:53,041
I LOVE YOU.
1021
00:41:53,083 --> 00:41:55,208
WILL YOU MARRY ME?
1022
00:41:55,250 --> 00:41:59,166
(coos)
1023
00:41:59,208 --> 00:42:02,875
(laughs)
1024
00:42:23,083 --> 00:42:26,041
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