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Maggie, I'm calling
about some of your mail.
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You may have a stalker.
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Previously on
"A Million Little Things"...
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My depression...
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it's back.
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Come here.
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You are a fraud,
Maggie Bloom.
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Because of you,
my son is dead.
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There was this girl
in my high school.
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Greta Strobe.
We were best friends.
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When I found out she was gay,
I didn't know what to say.
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Does he know
I was in prison?
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I'm sorry, but I can't
work here anymore.
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I really need
to talk to her face-to-face.
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I know I can help her.
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If you're so worried that
I'm gonna destroy your car,
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you might as well just
drive me there yourself.
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I'm in.
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♪♪
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Alright.
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You don't even
know how stupid you sound.
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Oh, my God. I-I'm telling
you, it's "Ahh-ba."
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And you lost your credibility
when you claimed it was
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pronounced David "Bao-ie",
when everyone on the planet
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knows it's "Bow-ie."
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Okay, which one of us
lived in Oxford?
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You, for almost
two weeks.
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Trust me.
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The first order of business
when you get to England
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is they teach you
the correct pronunciation
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for Bowie and ABBA.
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It's a requirement
when you land at Heathrow.
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Don't you mean "Heath-rao"?
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Ohh. How do you
sleep at night?
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Oh. It's right here.
Oh. It's your boyfriend.
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Oh. Um, I'll call
him back later.
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Maggie?
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Hey!
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How's it going?
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Fine. Just thought
I'd try you while I can
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before this press conference.
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Who were you
just talking to?
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Uh, it's me...Gare.
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G-- It's Gary Mendez.
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Oh. Hey, man.
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Uh, he's driving me
to Albany.
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Turns out the -- the car
came with the driver.
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Yeah, dude, uh, it's been
a lifelong goal of mine
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to -- to visit
all the state capitals.
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So, 1 down, 49 to go.
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I just really needed
some moral support,
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and he's so precious
with his car.
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Totally get it.
I'm glad he's there for you.
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Makes me feel better knowing
you've got muscle backing you
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if your meeting with
this woman goes south.
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Okay, Bruce, coming!
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Looks like we're starting.
I gotta run.
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I love you.
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I love you, too.
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I meant that for Gary.
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Love you more, dude.
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Wow.
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Didn't realize you two were
dropping the L-word.
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Yeah. Sorry if that
was weird for you.
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No. No, no, no.
I'm happy for you.
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I'm even happier now
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because you have to love
the Bruins as much as I do.
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GPS says
we'll be there in an hour.
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What time is Mrs. Bates
expecting us?
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Uh, she's not.
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I...
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She doesn't know
we're coming.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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Babe?
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You gonna get up,
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or do you want to
sleep some more?
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I'm getting up.
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Do you want me to make
chocolate chip pancakes?
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I'm not hungry.
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Then can I show you
some mime skills
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Shanice taught me on set?
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Not sure I would've
laughed at that
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even if I wasn't depressed.
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Hey, that killed
with the assistant director.
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Oh, man.
Dad again?
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Uh-huh.
Yeah.
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He's like a teenage girl.
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He has called me
every day this week.
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He wants to fly up from Miami
for a visit.
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Well, now that Angie's
filed for divorce,
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he needs a distraction.
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I'm sorry.
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I mean, it'd be nice
if you'd let the nagging voice
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of self-doubt in the back of
my head speak for itself,
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but you are right.
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So, what are your plans
for today?
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Well, Katherine hooked me up
with her contact at the DMV,
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and I got the address where
Valerie's car is registered.
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I'm gonna go give her
her last week's pay,
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and then beg for
forgiveness.
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Maybe I should just
stay here with you.
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No, no, no, no.
Please go.
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I don't want to feel guilty
for keeping you trapped
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in the house,
and this is not like before.
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I'm not thinking about
hurting myself.
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Look, look, I'm already
putting on my house shoes.
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And I'm gonna call Dr. Heller,
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make an appointment.
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Okay.
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I'll be back in an hour.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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Kiana sent me these shells
from the Gulf of Mexico,
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so I have to find something
good to put in my letter.
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How about glitter?
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Glitter's cancelled, Mom.
It's a micro plastic.
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It ends up in the fish,
then it ends up in you.
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Uh, paper confetti?
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Cool!
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Why don't I just send
her a picture of me
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standing in what used to
be a rainforest?
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Okay, what about an origami
heart made from old newspaper?
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Nailed it.
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Thanks.
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If you want, I can make one for
you to give to your boyfriend.
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My -- My boyfriend?
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You had a date the other day,
didn't you?
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You were wearing
your special perfume.
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Oh. Um, you got me.
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I, um -- I went out
with someone, um...
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but they're not
my boyfriend.
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Oh.
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So, how are you
with all that?
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I'm okay with it.
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I mean, I want you
to be happy.
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Does Dad know?
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Not yet.
It was just a first date.
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Well, if you like him,
I hope there's a second.
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Uh, hello, let me in.
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I have very important things
to discuss.
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Hey, what are
you doing here?
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I have a big update
on the Strobe case.
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T, why don't you
head upstairs
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and get folding while
we talk business?
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S'up, Carter?
Looking fly.
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Well, thank you.
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Um, the judge approved
a motion for you to,
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um, bump up
the court date.
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The defense
has no grounds,
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and the evidence is,
um...mounting.
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Okay, drop the code.
What'd you find on Greta?
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Turns out your former BFF
is living the best revenge,
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if being basically a celebrity
tattoo artist is revenge,
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which it certainly is
in my book.
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Wow.
She looks so cool.
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Except for apparently
how much she hates me.
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I'm sure she doesn't
hate you.
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She's just ignoring
your DMs because she's busy
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being hot
and sought after.
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No, I think she might
really hate me.
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What happened
with you guys?
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We were best friends
all through middle school.
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She stayed over at my house
almost every weekend.
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One time, I was sick,
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and she got up and went
to the doughnut shop
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to help my parents out
with the weekend rush,
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and then she ate
too many crullers
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and then she got
really sick,
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and then we spent the rest
of the weekend
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watching Miyazaki films.
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Well,
I like her already.
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And then sophomore year,
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she asked me to go to
the homecoming dance.
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What did you say?
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I said I was waiting for
John Hatcher to ask me,
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and I didn't want to just
go with a friend.
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Well, that's not so bad.
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And then she said, "I'm not
asking you as a friend."
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Oh, my God.
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This is like "One Tree Hill",
but with gay stuff.
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I just laughed it off
like she was joking,
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but I knew she wasn't,
and she knew I knew.
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Uh, things were just awkward
after that,
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and, um,
I kind of avoided her,
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and we haven't talked
since graduation.
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Mm, well, there's only
one way to find out
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if she's still
mad about it.
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File an injunction against her
for a fictitious reason
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and be like,
"Ha-ha, just kidding"?
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Or you could go
to Strobe Lights.
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That's the name of
her tattoo parlor.
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Act like you're there
as a customer,
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and then you'll have
your chance to apologize.
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I'm definitely not
getting a tattoo.
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You don't have
to get a tat.
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You just have to look like
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you're thinking about
getting a tat.
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But that's a lie.
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Oh, my God. Have you even seen
"One Tree Hill"?
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If you want to apologize,
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contact must be made
by any means necessary.
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Rise and shine,
sleepyhead.
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What are you
doing here?
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I talked to Gina.
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She called, and she told me
what was going on.
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She shouldn't have, man.
I'm fine.
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Really? Because it is 11:30,
and you are still in bed.
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Yeah, 'cause I'm working
on the visualization techniques
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Dr. Heller taught me.
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Right now, I'm lying
on a beach in Maui
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sipping on
a fruity umbrella drink.
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The cabana boy's about
to bring me a burger.
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Maui? Okay.
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Come on.
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You're going for a ride.
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I promised Regina
I'd keep an eye on you,
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and I've got
a whole day planned.
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I took a risk there.
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I've never been so happy
to see pants.
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I'm not getting out
of this bed, man.
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Fine.
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If you're not getting out,
I am coming in.
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You want to be big spoon
or little spoon?
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Neither.Little spoon it is.
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Oh, Rome,
your bald head smells great.
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Bro, take your spoon
and fork off. Seriously.
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I didn't want to
have to do this,
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but I'm about to roll out
the sweet nothings.
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Alright. Okay.
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Alright.
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Aw, man.
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I take it you're
not into ASMR?
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Dude, you know I hate
that stuff.
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Sends chills
up my spine, man.
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Well, at least one of us can
still feel chills in his spine.
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Fine.
You can text Gina
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and tell her you've
got eyes on me.
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But let her know
it's a hostage situation.
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Let's go have some fun!
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I know this whole
thing seems crazy,
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but I really have no other way
of getting in touch with her.
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♪ We've been waiting♪
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Well, how did I not know
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that you lost a client
to suicide?
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♪♪
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Because I never
told anyone.
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Justin was actually one
of my first clients
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in my private practice,
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and he was referred to me
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to help with his anxiety.
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His brother had
cystic fibrosis
255
00:11:15,805 --> 00:11:17,938
and didn't make it
to high school.
256
00:11:17,981 --> 00:11:19,940
♪ Here we are♪
257
00:11:19,983 --> 00:11:22,420
Well, I certainly get
why you wanted to help.
258
00:11:22,464 --> 00:11:24,074
Yeah, and I think I did.
259
00:11:24,118 --> 00:11:25,510
At first.
260
00:11:25,554 --> 00:11:28,078
I loved that.
261
00:11:28,122 --> 00:11:30,907
But when I realized that
Justin was developing
262
00:11:30,951 --> 00:11:34,215
feelings for me, I tried
to talk to him about it.
263
00:11:34,258 --> 00:11:35,738
And he wouldn't.
264
00:11:35,782 --> 00:11:38,959
So, I referred him
to another therapist.
265
00:11:39,002 --> 00:11:42,005
When I heard that
he had taken his life,
266
00:11:42,049 --> 00:11:45,095
I was devastated.
267
00:11:45,139 --> 00:11:46,793
Not long after that,
I moved to Boston.
268
00:11:46,836 --> 00:11:48,620
♪ This is our place♪
269
00:11:48,664 --> 00:11:50,144
Well,
that's why you knew
270
00:11:50,187 --> 00:11:53,887
so much about what John
was going through.
271
00:11:53,930 --> 00:11:58,674
That whole analogy about
JFK Jr. and his plane.
272
00:11:58,718 --> 00:12:01,764
Yeah. Justin lost sight
of the horizon.
273
00:12:04,027 --> 00:12:06,421
But he wasn't your client
when he died.
274
00:12:06,464 --> 00:12:09,772
So, why is his mother
blaming you?
275
00:12:09,816 --> 00:12:11,513
I mean, you saw
the journal entries.
276
00:12:11,556 --> 00:12:15,909
His feelings for me
didn't end with our therapy.
277
00:12:15,952 --> 00:12:19,347
So...what?
278
00:12:19,390 --> 00:12:21,044
You want to go
set the record straight?
279
00:12:21,088 --> 00:12:22,567
No. No.
280
00:12:22,611 --> 00:12:24,613
It's -- That's not what
this is about.
281
00:12:24,656 --> 00:12:26,484
I heard the pain
in her voice.
282
00:12:26,528 --> 00:12:28,878
This woman has lost
two children.
283
00:12:28,922 --> 00:12:31,794
I just hate the idea that she
might not be getting the help
284
00:12:31,838 --> 00:12:34,579
that she so clearly needs
because of mistakes I made.
285
00:12:34,623 --> 00:12:36,407
What mistakes?
286
00:12:36,451 --> 00:12:38,453
What mistake did you make?
287
00:12:38,496 --> 00:12:42,326
I mean, m-mistakes
she thinks I made.
288
00:12:42,370 --> 00:12:45,025
♪♪
289
00:12:45,068 --> 00:12:47,288
Ugh, I love this song!
290
00:12:47,331 --> 00:12:48,680
Oh.
291
00:12:49,681 --> 00:12:51,379
Oh, yeah.
292
00:12:57,080 --> 00:12:59,648
Hi. I'm looking for
Valerie Sandoval.
293
00:12:59,691 --> 00:13:01,824
I'm Valerie.
294
00:13:03,086 --> 00:13:04,653
Oh.
295
00:13:04,696 --> 00:13:05,872
You're looking
for my mom.
296
00:13:07,395 --> 00:13:12,617
Oh. Um, just want to talk
to her about job stuff.
297
00:13:12,661 --> 00:13:13,880
Is she home?
298
00:13:13,923 --> 00:13:15,838
She doesn't live here.
299
00:13:15,882 --> 00:13:17,840
Oh.
300
00:13:17,884 --> 00:13:19,842
Do you have any idea
where she is?
301
00:13:19,886 --> 00:13:23,063
♪♪
302
00:13:23,106 --> 00:13:24,368
I thought you said
we were gonna have fun?
303
00:13:24,412 --> 00:13:26,022
And we are.
304
00:13:26,066 --> 00:13:27,763
Today's actually
a big day for me.
305
00:13:27,807 --> 00:13:30,592
I am seven rides away from
Mov'n Groov'n status.
306
00:13:32,463 --> 00:13:34,030
Come on.
307
00:13:34,074 --> 00:13:35,597
You'll be Goose,
I'll be Maverick.
308
00:13:35,640 --> 00:13:39,383
I handle the road, you handle
music and climate control.
309
00:13:39,427 --> 00:13:42,212
But remember, be polite.
I have a 4.9 rating.
310
00:13:42,256 --> 00:13:44,519
If I get a 5,
they send me a hat.
311
00:13:47,087 --> 00:13:48,436
Hey, there.
312
00:13:48,479 --> 00:13:49,872
Alright. Joey C.?
313
00:13:49,916 --> 00:13:51,047
Yeah.Great.
314
00:13:51,091 --> 00:13:54,311
Let's find out where
we're headed today.
315
00:13:55,573 --> 00:13:57,880
The airport. Good.
316
00:13:57,924 --> 00:13:59,708
We will have you
there in...
317
00:14:00,578 --> 00:14:02,276
...52 minutes.
318
00:14:04,104 --> 00:14:05,583
Hmm.
319
00:14:05,627 --> 00:14:10,850
♪♪
320
00:14:10,893 --> 00:14:12,764
Hey, Adam.
So good to see you.
321
00:14:12,808 --> 00:14:15,985
♪♪
322
00:14:16,029 --> 00:14:17,726
Hi.
323
00:14:17,769 --> 00:14:19,032
Cool place.
324
00:14:19,075 --> 00:14:23,863
Just, uh, really like
the artwork,
325
00:14:23,906 --> 00:14:27,431
especially
the single needle designs.
326
00:14:27,475 --> 00:14:28,041
Wondering if --
327
00:14:28,084 --> 00:14:29,346
Name?
328
00:14:29,390 --> 00:14:31,958
Oh, uh, Katherine.
329
00:14:32,001 --> 00:14:33,698
But I don't have
an appointment.
330
00:14:35,352 --> 00:14:36,788
You're kidding.
331
00:14:36,832 --> 00:14:38,138
No.
332
00:14:38,181 --> 00:14:41,010
I thought Greta might
be able to squeeze me in,
333
00:14:41,054 --> 00:14:43,143
get some ink.
334
00:14:43,186 --> 00:14:45,014
Some "ink"?
335
00:14:45,058 --> 00:14:46,276
Let's see.
336
00:14:46,320 --> 00:14:49,627
Greta's next opening
is in three weeks.
337
00:14:49,671 --> 00:14:50,890
Do you want to take it?
338
00:14:50,933 --> 00:14:53,718
Oh. Uh, no.
No, that's okay.
339
00:14:53,762 --> 00:14:56,504
Um, I mean,
maybe I might,
340
00:14:56,547 --> 00:14:59,376
but, uh, I just have to check
my schedule and call back.
341
00:14:59,420 --> 00:15:00,943
Great.
342
00:15:00,987 --> 00:15:04,077
♪ Why would I say
what I would want? ♪
343
00:15:04,120 --> 00:15:07,384
♪♪
344
00:15:07,428 --> 00:15:09,778
Okay.
345
00:15:09,821 --> 00:15:10,910
Bye, then.
346
00:15:12,433 --> 00:15:15,479
Uh...
347
00:15:15,523 --> 00:15:16,611
bye.
348
00:15:20,920 --> 00:15:21,746
Katherine?
349
00:15:23,705 --> 00:15:26,664
Uh, hey, yeah. I-It's me.
350
00:15:26,708 --> 00:15:29,058
I'm here to
make an appointment.
351
00:15:29,102 --> 00:15:30,973
Um,
but you're very busy,
352
00:15:31,017 --> 00:15:32,975
so I'll just
come back another --
353
00:15:33,019 --> 00:15:34,498
No, no.
I-I'm almost done here.
354
00:15:34,542 --> 00:15:36,848
Just hang on a sec.
355
00:15:36,892 --> 00:15:39,112
Hey, Meetra,
can you push the rest
356
00:15:39,155 --> 00:15:41,679
of my appointments
for today?
357
00:15:41,723 --> 00:15:44,595
My good friend Katherine
wants a tattoo.
358
00:15:44,639 --> 00:15:48,208
♪ In the heart
359
00:15:48,251 --> 00:15:51,602
You have arrived
at your destination.
360
00:15:51,646 --> 00:15:55,824
♪ You could see♪
361
00:16:00,046 --> 00:16:01,830
You know, you don't
have to do this.
362
00:16:03,658 --> 00:16:05,790
Maybe we just went
for a long drive.
363
00:16:05,834 --> 00:16:07,836
Took a bit of a detour
through Albany
364
00:16:07,879 --> 00:16:09,359
on our way to
Boston Public Market
365
00:16:09,403 --> 00:16:11,057
for Q's Nuts,
366
00:16:11,100 --> 00:16:14,582
which was a missed opportunity
to name it D's Nuts.
367
00:16:14,625 --> 00:16:16,932
My point is, just because
we came all this way
368
00:16:16,976 --> 00:16:19,108
doesn't mean you have to go
through with it.
369
00:16:19,152 --> 00:16:20,980
Yes, I do.
370
00:16:22,546 --> 00:16:24,026
Can I ask you something?
371
00:16:25,593 --> 00:16:28,509
How is this any different
from you telling Sophie
372
00:16:28,552 --> 00:16:31,642
not to go visit the Gregorys
and her doing it anyway?
373
00:16:31,686 --> 00:16:34,036
Because unlike Sophie,
374
00:16:34,080 --> 00:16:37,213
I'm not here to
try to get answers.
375
00:16:37,257 --> 00:16:40,347
I'm here to help Meredith
get the help she needs.
376
00:16:42,479 --> 00:16:43,698
Okay.
377
00:16:44,873 --> 00:16:47,093
What?
What?
378
00:16:47,136 --> 00:16:51,140
You're trying to fix someone
that hasn't asked for it.
379
00:16:51,184 --> 00:16:53,012
And the only reason I know
that's a problem
380
00:16:53,055 --> 00:16:54,665
is because you've been
telling me that
381
00:16:54,709 --> 00:16:56,276
ever since
I've known you.
382
00:16:56,319 --> 00:16:57,929
Okay. You know what?
383
00:16:57,973 --> 00:17:00,715
Two weeks of therapy with
Dr. Jessica does not make you
384
00:17:00,758 --> 00:17:02,760
an expert
in human behavior.
385
00:17:04,849 --> 00:17:06,547
You're right.
386
00:17:08,462 --> 00:17:12,292
I just know that if I could
go back to Peter's doorstep
387
00:17:12,335 --> 00:17:14,076
and stop myself
from going inside,
388
00:17:14,120 --> 00:17:16,078
that is exactly
what I would do.
389
00:17:16,122 --> 00:17:21,518
♪♪
390
00:17:21,562 --> 00:17:24,086
Maggie.
391
00:17:24,130 --> 00:17:25,740
It's me.
392
00:17:27,785 --> 00:17:29,787
What are
we really doing here?
393
00:17:29,831 --> 00:17:35,097
♪♪
394
00:17:35,141 --> 00:17:36,794
We...
395
00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:42,104
I'm here
to say I'm sorry.
396
00:17:42,148 --> 00:17:45,716
♪♪
397
00:17:50,156 --> 00:17:54,203
So, you probably
saw my DMs.
398
00:17:54,247 --> 00:17:56,597
Oh, no. Um, my assistant
runs my socials.
399
00:17:56,640 --> 00:17:58,164
You sent me a message?
400
00:17:59,774 --> 00:18:04,083
Just that I've been considering
getting a tat for a while,
401
00:18:04,126 --> 00:18:05,693
and, uh...
402
00:18:05,736 --> 00:18:07,651
I heard you're one of
the best artists in town.
403
00:18:07,695 --> 00:18:08,913
Hmm.
404
00:18:08,957 --> 00:18:10,698
What kind of
a tattoo do you want?
405
00:18:10,741 --> 00:18:13,092
Oh. Um...
406
00:18:13,135 --> 00:18:18,140
maybe something around Theo,
my son,
407
00:18:18,184 --> 00:18:22,101
or, I don't know...
personal empowerment?
408
00:18:22,144 --> 00:18:25,278
♪ I can't forget, I can't
forget, I can't forget ♪
409
00:18:25,321 --> 00:18:26,801
Okay, I'm lying.
410
00:18:26,844 --> 00:18:28,759
I didn't really come here
to get a tattoo.
411
00:18:28,803 --> 00:18:32,154
I...I came here
to apologize.
412
00:18:32,198 --> 00:18:34,765
♪ You dripping in sugar
and gold ♪
413
00:18:34,809 --> 00:18:36,941
For what?
414
00:18:36,985 --> 00:18:39,118
For that day
on the beach.
415
00:18:40,641 --> 00:18:45,559
For being so weird when
you asked me to homecoming.
416
00:18:45,602 --> 00:18:48,257
♪ Driving me mango
417
00:18:48,301 --> 00:18:51,391
That was a long time ago.
I-I've let it go.
418
00:18:51,434 --> 00:18:53,784
♪ Driving me mango, mango
419
00:18:53,828 --> 00:18:56,439
It mostly just sucked
losing my best friend.
420
00:18:58,311 --> 00:19:00,617
I know.
421
00:19:00,661 --> 00:19:04,578
I can't imagine what
that was like
422
00:19:04,621 --> 00:19:07,624
to finally reveal your truth
to someone you really care about
423
00:19:07,668 --> 00:19:10,497
and have them
just disappear.
424
00:19:12,063 --> 00:19:14,022
I'm so sorry.
425
00:19:15,328 --> 00:19:17,895
♪ Your hands in my hair
426
00:19:17,939 --> 00:19:19,114
♪ Your hands everywhere
427
00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:20,985
You know, I skipped
the homecoming dance,
428
00:19:21,029 --> 00:19:23,510
and I got my first tattoo
that night.
429
00:19:24,467 --> 00:19:27,035
It was a little Totoro.
430
00:19:27,078 --> 00:19:29,255
Shockingly, the college ladies
didn't love that,
431
00:19:29,298 --> 00:19:31,170
so I got it
covered with this.
432
00:19:34,347 --> 00:19:35,696
I guess in some ways,
433
00:19:35,739 --> 00:19:38,351
I have you to thank
for making me what I am.
434
00:19:40,657 --> 00:19:44,748
Well, I don't know
if this will help or hurt,
435
00:19:44,792 --> 00:19:49,927
but I recently realized
why -- why I pushed you away.
436
00:19:49,971 --> 00:19:52,278
Yeah, you didn't want to be
associated with the queer girl.
437
00:19:52,321 --> 00:19:53,192
I g-- I get it.
438
00:19:53,235 --> 00:19:55,106
No.
439
00:19:55,150 --> 00:19:58,893
It's because I had
feelings for you.
440
00:19:58,936 --> 00:20:02,288
I just didn't realize it
at the time.
441
00:20:02,331 --> 00:20:03,811
I think I was too scared.
442
00:20:03,854 --> 00:20:06,248
Uh-huh. Sure.
443
00:20:07,075 --> 00:20:08,685
Really.
444
00:20:08,729 --> 00:20:12,559
I, um -- I recently got
divorced,
445
00:20:12,602 --> 00:20:17,128
and, um, a lot of stuff
has come up for me,
446
00:20:17,172 --> 00:20:21,437
stuff I think I wasn't ready
to admit back then.
447
00:20:21,481 --> 00:20:22,917
Wow.
448
00:20:22,960 --> 00:20:25,485
♪ Driving me mad,
driving me mango ♪
449
00:20:25,528 --> 00:20:27,878
♪ Driving me mad,
driving me mango ♪
450
00:20:27,922 --> 00:20:29,532
How about this?
451
00:20:30,707 --> 00:20:32,187
You always
loved the water.
452
00:20:32,231 --> 00:20:35,103
Waves are pretty powerful.
453
00:20:35,146 --> 00:20:36,496
Plus, sometimes,
it takes a minute for them
454
00:20:36,539 --> 00:20:38,846
to catch up to themselves.
455
00:20:42,719 --> 00:20:44,460
Dude, I can't believe
he got mad at you
456
00:20:44,504 --> 00:20:45,766
for calling him
Al Pacino.
457
00:20:45,809 --> 00:20:47,550
"Hoo-ah!"
458
00:20:49,509 --> 00:20:51,075
There you go. See?
459
00:20:51,119 --> 00:20:54,383
I knew we could put a smile
on your face today.
460
00:20:54,427 --> 00:20:56,342
Ed, I appreciate what
you're doing, man,
461
00:20:56,385 --> 00:20:58,953
but I-I don't need
a babysitter.
462
00:20:58,996 --> 00:21:00,781
I'm pretty sure I've said
the same thing a few times
463
00:21:00,824 --> 00:21:02,783
over the years,
but no matter what,
464
00:21:02,826 --> 00:21:04,524
you're always
looking out for me.
465
00:21:04,567 --> 00:21:07,266
I can't lose that.
466
00:21:13,054 --> 00:21:17,493
There's a difference between
what I'm feeling now --
467
00:21:17,537 --> 00:21:19,060
like I can't
get out of bed --
468
00:21:19,103 --> 00:21:21,802
and what I was feeling
the last time --
469
00:21:21,845 --> 00:21:24,892
like I couldn't
keep going.
470
00:21:24,935 --> 00:21:27,329
Do you know
what triggered it?
471
00:21:27,373 --> 00:21:29,070
I don't know.
472
00:21:29,113 --> 00:21:32,247
I mean, taking my film
on the road was amazing,
473
00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:33,553
seeing how
it affected people,
474
00:21:33,596 --> 00:21:37,818
but afterwards,
there'd be these conversations.
475
00:21:37,861 --> 00:21:39,994
Everyone needed me
to just hear their own stories
476
00:21:40,037 --> 00:21:41,909
of what it was like
being Black in America,
477
00:21:41,952 --> 00:21:44,477
and I think
it just started sinking in.
478
00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:45,956
Carrying that with me,
479
00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:48,785
feeling like there was only
so much I could do to help.
480
00:21:48,829 --> 00:21:51,310
That makes sense.
481
00:21:51,353 --> 00:21:53,964
Add to that...
482
00:21:54,008 --> 00:21:55,531
waking up
every morning alone
483
00:21:55,575 --> 00:21:57,446
with Gina being gone
for so long.
484
00:21:57,490 --> 00:21:59,361
Have you told her that?
485
00:21:59,405 --> 00:22:00,493
No.
486
00:22:00,536 --> 00:22:01,581
I'm not gonna put that
on her, man.
487
00:22:01,624 --> 00:22:03,452
She needs to live
her life.
488
00:22:03,496 --> 00:22:07,413
She needs to hear
what's going on in your head,
489
00:22:07,456 --> 00:22:10,546
because what was going on
in hers was probably way worse.
490
00:22:12,113 --> 00:22:13,854
Ooh!
491
00:22:13,897 --> 00:22:15,246
Buckle up.
492
00:22:15,290 --> 00:22:16,422
Celtics game
just got out.
493
00:22:16,465 --> 00:22:17,988
Oh, no.
494
00:22:18,032 --> 00:22:19,120
Not doing that.
495
00:22:19,163 --> 00:22:20,687
It's okay.
496
00:22:20,730 --> 00:22:22,906
We have someplace else
we need to be anyway.
497
00:22:22,950 --> 00:22:25,256
Small confession.
498
00:22:25,300 --> 00:22:27,171
This wasn't just about
teaching you the intricacies
499
00:22:27,215 --> 00:22:28,434
of my hustle.
500
00:22:28,477 --> 00:22:30,131
It was a stall tactic.
501
00:22:33,613 --> 00:22:37,007
When I got my diagnosis,
my supervisor suggested
502
00:22:37,051 --> 00:22:39,053
that I put my practice
on hold,
503
00:22:39,096 --> 00:22:41,838
but I kept seeing
a few clients.
504
00:22:41,882 --> 00:22:43,449
You weren't gonna let
cancer win.
505
00:22:43,492 --> 00:22:45,929
No, exactly.
506
00:22:45,973 --> 00:22:47,801
And I really thought
that I could help Justin.
507
00:22:47,844 --> 00:22:51,021
He was processing so much grief
over his brother,
508
00:22:51,065 --> 00:22:54,024
and he was confused
about his feelings for me,
509
00:22:54,068 --> 00:22:57,419
and I was trying to address
all of that at our last session.
510
00:22:57,463 --> 00:23:02,424
And I-I-I reached up
to tuck my hair behind my ear,
511
00:23:02,468 --> 00:23:06,472
and...
512
00:23:06,515 --> 00:23:10,998
a huge chunk of it
came out in my hand.
513
00:23:14,001 --> 00:23:16,612
I started treatment
so quickly.
514
00:23:16,656 --> 00:23:21,661
It was the first time that it --
it hit me that I had cancer.
515
00:23:21,704 --> 00:23:24,054
After that,
I just lost it.
516
00:23:24,098 --> 00:23:26,143
I started crying.
517
00:23:27,710 --> 00:23:31,932
And he came over
to hand me a tissue,
518
00:23:31,975 --> 00:23:36,589
and when I looked up
to thank him...
519
00:23:36,632 --> 00:23:41,376
♪♪
520
00:23:41,420 --> 00:23:43,465
Whatever it is,
521
00:23:43,509 --> 00:23:45,380
you can tell me.
522
00:23:47,469 --> 00:23:49,819
He kissed me.
523
00:23:51,865 --> 00:23:54,737
It was happening
before I even realized it,
524
00:23:54,781 --> 00:23:58,306
and I-I pulled away.
525
00:23:58,349 --> 00:24:01,614
But maybe -- maybe I didn't
pull away as soon as I could've,
526
00:24:01,657 --> 00:24:05,661
but in that moment, I think
I really needed the attention.
527
00:24:07,141 --> 00:24:10,100
I told him that kissing me
was inappropriate,
528
00:24:10,144 --> 00:24:11,754
and that as much
as he was trying to help me,
529
00:24:11,798 --> 00:24:13,713
that our sessions really
needed to be
530
00:24:13,756 --> 00:24:15,671
about me being there
for him.
531
00:24:18,065 --> 00:24:20,720
And then our time was up.
532
00:24:20,763 --> 00:24:24,332
And, uh, he left.
533
00:24:24,375 --> 00:24:27,248
The next day,
534
00:24:27,291 --> 00:24:30,643
got an e-mail that he was
canceling our next session.
535
00:24:32,558 --> 00:24:38,172
I tried to follow up, but after
that, it was just...silence.
536
00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:43,830
But, Maggie, you didn't ask
for that kiss.
537
00:24:43,873 --> 00:24:45,222
That's not on you.
538
00:24:45,266 --> 00:24:48,312
No, but I should have
reported it to my supervisor.
539
00:24:48,356 --> 00:24:49,618
That is protocol.
540
00:24:50,924 --> 00:24:51,968
I was just too scared.
541
00:24:53,230 --> 00:24:55,494
He would've looked into
the case.
542
00:24:55,537 --> 00:24:58,671
My license
could've been suspended.
543
00:25:01,848 --> 00:25:03,545
And when I found out
he died,
544
00:25:03,589 --> 00:25:06,026
I tried to put
as much distance as I could
545
00:25:06,069 --> 00:25:08,419
between me and Chicago.
546
00:25:08,463 --> 00:25:11,205
But...
547
00:25:11,248 --> 00:25:14,295
It wasn't until
I saw those journal entries
548
00:25:14,338 --> 00:25:16,515
and the drawing
he made of me
549
00:25:16,558 --> 00:25:18,778
that I realized
how obsessed he was.
550
00:25:18,821 --> 00:25:21,563
Meredith wasn't wrong.
551
00:25:22,999 --> 00:25:24,697
I failed him.
552
00:25:34,445 --> 00:25:38,188
As someone once told me...
553
00:25:38,232 --> 00:25:42,802
when I was blaming myself
for Jon's death,
554
00:25:42,845 --> 00:25:45,108
it is never
just one thing.
555
00:25:47,981 --> 00:25:50,374
Justin lost sight
of the horizon.
556
00:25:51,811 --> 00:25:53,726
Yeah, he lost sight
of the horizon.
557
00:25:56,337 --> 00:25:58,469
But I was
the storm cloud.
558
00:26:01,647 --> 00:26:04,171
So, what's your move,
Bloom?
559
00:26:05,607 --> 00:26:07,827
'Cause I'm guessing
that'syour stalker.
560
00:26:07,870 --> 00:26:12,919
♪♪
561
00:26:17,401 --> 00:26:19,273
I don't know.
I don't know what to do.
562
00:26:19,316 --> 00:26:21,101
My head is so scrambled
right now.
563
00:26:21,144 --> 00:26:23,843
Look, if walking over there
and apologizing to that woman
564
00:26:23,886 --> 00:26:25,845
is gonna make you feel better,
then by all means.
565
00:26:25,888 --> 00:26:27,890
Don't let me stop you.
566
00:26:30,240 --> 00:26:31,633
No, that's exactly it.
567
00:26:31,677 --> 00:26:33,461
I...
568
00:26:33,504 --> 00:26:36,029
I'm here to ask
for forgiveness,
569
00:26:36,072 --> 00:26:39,249
but that's to make me
feel better.
570
00:26:39,293 --> 00:26:41,730
Maybe...
571
00:26:41,774 --> 00:26:43,950
Maybe she needs to blame me
for this
572
00:26:43,993 --> 00:26:46,561
so that she doesn't
have to blame herself.
573
00:26:50,696 --> 00:26:54,482
Wow, Dr. Jessica
has got nothing on you.
574
00:26:54,525 --> 00:26:55,831
Don't tell her
I said that
575
00:26:55,875 --> 00:26:58,442
in your secret
therapist chatroom,
576
00:26:58,486 --> 00:27:00,706
which I know exists.
577
00:27:04,579 --> 00:27:07,669
So, what do we do?
578
00:27:07,713 --> 00:27:10,324
We go find
some comfort food?
579
00:27:10,367 --> 00:27:12,935
The Albany equivalent
of Q's Nuts?
580
00:27:12,979 --> 00:27:15,851
No.
581
00:27:15,895 --> 00:27:17,418
No, I need to get back
to Boston.
582
00:27:17,461 --> 00:27:18,419
I need to go on the air.
583
00:27:22,336 --> 00:27:25,556
So, this is
the surprise?
584
00:27:25,600 --> 00:27:27,863
The smell of chlorine
and old socks
585
00:27:27,907 --> 00:27:29,691
supposed to treat
depression?
586
00:27:29,735 --> 00:27:31,693
My trainer Russ works here
on Tuesdays.
587
00:27:31,737 --> 00:27:33,869
He said
we could hang out,
588
00:27:33,913 --> 00:27:36,872
but the pool's
only part of it.
589
00:27:36,916 --> 00:27:37,699
Check it out.
590
00:27:42,748 --> 00:27:45,359
It's not the beach on Maui
you were visualizing earlier,
591
00:27:45,402 --> 00:27:46,447
but it's the best
we could do
592
00:27:46,490 --> 00:27:48,841
in the middle of winter
in Boston.
593
00:27:48,884 --> 00:27:51,495
This guy Russ
must really like you.
594
00:27:51,539 --> 00:27:52,714
He does.
595
00:27:52,758 --> 00:27:54,498
But not as much
as Sophie likes you.
596
00:27:54,542 --> 00:27:56,892
She did all of this.
597
00:27:56,936 --> 00:27:59,503
Said she owed you for
helping her when she
was in a bad place.
598
00:28:01,636 --> 00:28:03,856
It's her way
of saying thanks.
599
00:28:03,899 --> 00:28:10,427
♪♪
600
00:28:10,471 --> 00:28:17,173
♪♪
601
00:28:19,219 --> 00:28:23,745
♪♪
602
00:28:26,443 --> 00:28:28,663
You're a pretty hard woman
to track down.
603
00:28:30,186 --> 00:28:32,406
My new landlord
lives on the second floor.
604
00:28:32,449 --> 00:28:34,756
If you want, you can tell him
all about my criminal record
605
00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:36,149
and then he can raise
the rent on me
606
00:28:36,192 --> 00:28:38,760
just 'cause he knows
he can.
607
00:28:38,804 --> 00:28:41,067
Alright, I deserve that.
608
00:28:41,110 --> 00:28:44,592
I messed up in Miami.
I'm sorry.
609
00:28:44,635 --> 00:28:46,115
Apology accepted.
610
00:28:46,159 --> 00:28:48,552
Now you can stop calling
and texting me every day.
611
00:28:51,425 --> 00:28:53,906
Got this for you.
612
00:28:53,949 --> 00:28:55,559
I forced them to do
more vanilla pumps
613
00:28:55,603 --> 00:28:57,736
than anyone's comfortable with,
just how you like it.
614
00:29:02,436 --> 00:29:04,917
This is also for you --
your last paycheck.
615
00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:08,007
You don't have to pay me.
I didn't work.
616
00:29:08,050 --> 00:29:10,313
You didn't work
because of me.
617
00:29:10,357 --> 00:29:11,662
That's for you.
618
00:29:16,102 --> 00:29:18,844
I don't expect you
to actually forgive me,
619
00:29:18,887 --> 00:29:21,411
but...
620
00:29:21,455 --> 00:29:23,936
at least I was honest
with you.
621
00:29:23,979 --> 00:29:27,809
We spent every day together
for six months.
622
00:29:27,853 --> 00:29:29,028
Why didn't you tell me
you have a daughter?
623
00:29:30,681 --> 00:29:32,335
How do you know that?
624
00:29:32,379 --> 00:29:33,815
Because I met her.
625
00:29:35,077 --> 00:29:36,992
I went to your mom's house
to try to find you
626
00:29:37,036 --> 00:29:38,472
so that I could pay you.
627
00:29:38,515 --> 00:29:40,779
Regina, that's like
five steps too far.
628
00:29:40,822 --> 00:29:41,736
You totally crossed
the line.
629
00:29:41,780 --> 00:29:44,434
She looks
so much like you.
630
00:29:45,914 --> 00:29:47,742
You really think so?
631
00:29:52,878 --> 00:29:55,619
Wait, do you remember
Nathan Moretty?
632
00:29:55,663 --> 00:29:57,839
Oh, my God,
how could I forget?
633
00:29:57,883 --> 00:30:00,276
He badgered me for months
wanting to take me
634
00:30:00,320 --> 00:30:03,323
on this, like, dream date
to a place he described as,
635
00:30:03,366 --> 00:30:04,628
"A place so amazing
636
00:30:04,672 --> 00:30:07,109
I couldn't possibly imagine
how magical it was."
637
00:30:07,153 --> 00:30:08,328
Oh, no.
638
00:30:08,371 --> 00:30:10,286
It was the wax museum.
639
00:30:10,330 --> 00:30:12,854
And then when I finally caved
and we went there,
640
00:30:12,898 --> 00:30:14,508
I think it clicked for him
641
00:30:14,551 --> 00:30:16,858
that we were not going to
end up together
642
00:30:16,902 --> 00:30:19,643
because I would not
stop staring
643
00:30:19,687 --> 00:30:21,210
at the Drew Barrymore
figure.
644
00:30:22,516 --> 00:30:23,647
He was so disappointed.
645
00:30:23,691 --> 00:30:25,998
Wait a minute.
646
00:30:26,041 --> 00:30:27,390
He asked youout
after that.
647
00:30:27,434 --> 00:30:30,393
Twice, but to be fair,
648
00:30:30,437 --> 00:30:34,093
he asked the whole school,
so I guess he just lost track.
649
00:30:34,136 --> 00:30:35,834
Will you stand for me?
650
00:30:38,358 --> 00:30:41,622
Yeah, or he just
really wanted to go out with
651
00:30:41,665 --> 00:30:43,493
the cutest girl
in our class.
652
00:30:43,537 --> 00:30:45,844
Hardly.
653
00:30:45,887 --> 00:30:50,022
♪ Until another day
654
00:30:50,065 --> 00:30:55,070
♪ Oh, I'm seeing stars
655
00:30:55,114 --> 00:30:59,683
♪♪
656
00:30:59,727 --> 00:31:04,993
♪ Years come down
657
00:31:05,037 --> 00:31:07,256
♪ Cut like an arrow
658
00:31:07,300 --> 00:31:09,780
♪ Through the heart
and bone ♪
659
00:31:11,913 --> 00:31:14,481
♪ I'm dragging behind
660
00:31:14,524 --> 00:31:17,919
♪ Oh, my God
661
00:31:17,963 --> 00:31:19,355
Oh, wow.
662
00:31:19,399 --> 00:31:21,053
♪ Get up, get up
663
00:31:21,096 --> 00:31:22,141
I love it.
664
00:31:23,316 --> 00:31:25,796
Okay, let's do it.
665
00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:27,711
Ah, sleep on it
for a few days.
666
00:31:27,755 --> 00:31:30,497
I don't need
to sleep on it.
667
00:31:30,540 --> 00:31:32,020
I get a lot of
recently divorced women in here
668
00:31:32,064 --> 00:31:33,935
making impulsive decisions.
669
00:31:33,979 --> 00:31:36,068
That stencil will last
a week.
670
00:31:36,111 --> 00:31:37,939
You owe it to yourself
671
00:31:37,983 --> 00:31:41,856
to see if this whole thing
is just a phase.
672
00:31:41,900 --> 00:31:44,946
Well, too bad for them,
but this is not just a phase.
673
00:31:46,252 --> 00:31:47,514
I want it.
674
00:31:49,777 --> 00:31:51,953
Now.
675
00:31:51,997 --> 00:31:55,565
♪ Oh, oh
676
00:31:57,872 --> 00:32:00,222
♪ Hey, one more time
677
00:32:00,266 --> 00:32:01,920
♪ Back in the ring
678
00:32:04,183 --> 00:32:05,749
♪ Hey, hey
679
00:32:05,793 --> 00:32:09,188
♪ One more time
back in the ring ♪
680
00:32:11,494 --> 00:32:12,843
♪ Hey, hey
681
00:32:12,887 --> 00:32:16,369
♪ One more time
back in the ring ♪
682
00:32:19,850 --> 00:32:25,334
♪ Ooooh, ooh
683
00:32:30,818 --> 00:32:32,080
Vali's dad
was out of the picture
684
00:32:32,124 --> 00:32:35,083
as soon as that pregnancy test
was positive,
685
00:32:35,127 --> 00:32:37,825
but I knew I could manage
raising her alone,
686
00:32:37,868 --> 00:32:40,001
and that's what I did.
687
00:32:40,045 --> 00:32:43,874
Things were good,
but then I got greedy.
688
00:32:43,918 --> 00:32:47,269
Someone taught me how to clone
credit-card numbers.
689
00:32:47,313 --> 00:32:49,445
$10 here, $15 there.
690
00:32:49,489 --> 00:32:50,969
It added up.
691
00:32:51,012 --> 00:32:53,058
I told myself
I was doing it for Vali,
692
00:32:53,101 --> 00:32:57,888
but the truth is
it doesn't really matter why.
693
00:32:59,281 --> 00:33:02,763
I was wrong,
and I got caught.
694
00:33:02,806 --> 00:33:04,895
I was in
for three years.
695
00:33:04,939 --> 00:33:07,463
Three years?
For stolen credit cards?
696
00:33:07,507 --> 00:33:09,988
I was originally sentenced
to two and a half.
697
00:33:10,031 --> 00:33:13,382
I promised Vali I'd be out
for her 13th birthday.
698
00:33:13,426 --> 00:33:16,298
And then my mom said Vali was
getting in trouble at school.
699
00:33:16,342 --> 00:33:18,866
When I heard that,
I got desperate.
700
00:33:18,909 --> 00:33:20,824
I got ahold
of a burner phone
701
00:33:20,868 --> 00:33:22,870
so that I could talk to her
every night.
702
00:33:22,913 --> 00:33:24,219
I mean,
she needed her mom.
703
00:33:24,263 --> 00:33:25,699
Of course she did.
704
00:33:25,742 --> 00:33:29,529
When they found it in my cell,
I got six more months.
705
00:33:31,792 --> 00:33:33,750
I didn't make it out
for her birthday.
706
00:33:33,794 --> 00:33:36,231
And when I finally
did get out,
707
00:33:36,275 --> 00:33:39,278
she made it clear she didn't
want me in her life anymore.
708
00:33:39,321 --> 00:33:42,629
And who could blame her?
709
00:33:42,672 --> 00:33:44,500
I mean,
I'd missed everything.
710
00:33:44,544 --> 00:33:47,677
Her first dance,
her first kiss.
711
00:33:48,722 --> 00:33:50,637
How do you get that back?
712
00:33:52,769 --> 00:33:54,684
You don't.
713
00:33:55,946 --> 00:34:00,690
But as someone
who has pushed away a parent,
714
00:34:00,734 --> 00:34:03,954
I feel confident saying that
you should do whatever you can
715
00:34:03,998 --> 00:34:05,391
to make sure
you don't lose any more.
716
00:34:06,870 --> 00:34:08,133
It's too far gone.
717
00:34:08,176 --> 00:34:10,309
Besides, I could never
give her the life
718
00:34:10,352 --> 00:34:11,310
my parents are giving her.
719
00:34:11,353 --> 00:34:13,355
I can't even get a job
right now.
720
00:34:15,836 --> 00:34:17,359
For a minute in Miami,
721
00:34:17,403 --> 00:34:21,276
I thought I was doing something
that might make Vali proud.
722
00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:24,714
But instead,
I screwed that up, too.
723
00:34:24,758 --> 00:34:26,151
Mnh-mnh,
you didn't screw it up.
724
00:34:26,194 --> 00:34:27,500
I did.
725
00:34:27,543 --> 00:34:32,766
♪♪
726
00:34:32,809 --> 00:34:35,029
I'm sorry
I iced you out.
727
00:34:35,073 --> 00:34:36,900
Hey, it's okay.
728
00:34:39,033 --> 00:34:42,210
I just -- I appreciate
you giving me a second chance.
729
00:34:42,254 --> 00:34:44,212
We all deserve them,
right?
730
00:34:52,655 --> 00:34:54,570
Thank you
for doing this.
731
00:34:56,920 --> 00:34:59,009
I know
it's not gonna fix anything,
732
00:34:59,053 --> 00:35:00,968
but I just wanted to give you
a good day.
733
00:35:07,496 --> 00:35:09,194
Talk to me, Goose.
734
00:35:09,237 --> 00:35:12,414
Did I tell you they're gonna
air my film on PBS?
735
00:35:12,458 --> 00:35:14,808
Dude!
Congratulations, man!
736
00:35:14,851 --> 00:35:17,202
That's so cool.Yes, it is.
737
00:35:17,245 --> 00:35:19,682
And the depression's
still here.
738
00:35:22,816 --> 00:35:25,166
It's why this time
I'm realizing
739
00:35:25,210 --> 00:35:27,908
it's gonna be like this
my whole life.
740
00:35:29,910 --> 00:35:32,478
It's never gonna go away
forever.
741
00:35:34,480 --> 00:35:36,090
I get that.
742
00:35:37,309 --> 00:35:40,703
But I just think
743
00:35:40,747 --> 00:35:42,052
it's about getting up
every day
744
00:35:42,096 --> 00:35:44,011
and doing
what you have to do,
745
00:35:44,054 --> 00:35:46,056
even if it's harder now.
746
00:35:52,889 --> 00:35:54,413
You are absolutely right,
bro.
747
00:35:54,456 --> 00:35:55,675
What's happening?
748
00:35:58,591 --> 00:35:59,548
What are you doing?
749
00:35:59,592 --> 00:36:00,854
Oh,
we're going swimming.
750
00:36:00,897 --> 00:36:02,508
No, Rome,
I'm serious, man.
751
00:36:02,551 --> 00:36:03,596
I don't know if I can swim
like this, come on.
752
00:36:03,639 --> 00:36:04,945
Well,
you said it yourself.
753
00:36:04,988 --> 00:36:07,469
You got to do
what you got to do,
754
00:36:07,513 --> 00:36:09,471
even if it's harder now.
755
00:36:09,515 --> 00:36:18,654
♪♪
756
00:36:18,698 --> 00:36:27,881
♪♪
757
00:36:27,924 --> 00:36:37,064
♪♪
758
00:36:37,107 --> 00:36:46,247
♪♪
759
00:36:46,291 --> 00:36:55,213
♪♪
760
00:36:58,955 --> 00:37:01,349
How's it feel?
761
00:37:03,960 --> 00:37:05,745
Feels amazing.
762
00:37:10,315 --> 00:37:12,142
Oh, my God.
763
00:37:18,061 --> 00:37:19,628
Dude!
764
00:37:19,672 --> 00:37:21,587
I think I'm standing!
765
00:37:25,721 --> 00:37:28,768
Whoo!
Oh-ho!
766
00:37:31,379 --> 00:37:32,946
Bro!
767
00:37:32,989 --> 00:37:34,643
I forgot how tall
you are.
768
00:37:34,687 --> 00:37:36,166
Even in the chair,
I'm taller than you.
769
00:37:36,210 --> 00:37:37,646
Is that right, huh?
770
00:37:37,690 --> 00:37:38,908
Is that really?
771
00:37:45,654 --> 00:37:47,177
Well, that was
quite a journey.
772
00:37:47,221 --> 00:37:50,093
Put some clicks
on the old odometer,
773
00:37:50,137 --> 00:37:52,835
worked through
some complicated stuff.
774
00:37:52,879 --> 00:37:55,273
Finally agreed
that Agnetha Faltskog,
775
00:37:55,316 --> 00:37:58,101
Anni-Frid Lyngstad,
Bjorn Ulvaeus,
776
00:37:58,145 --> 00:38:03,368
and Benny Andersson make up
the supergroup ABBA.
777
00:38:03,411 --> 00:38:06,371
Ah, thank you
for coming with me.
778
00:38:06,414 --> 00:38:09,287
And thank you for telling me
what I needed to hear
779
00:38:09,330 --> 00:38:11,506
and not
what I wanted to hear.
780
00:38:14,030 --> 00:38:19,253
I hope you know that no matter
what happened in the past,
781
00:38:19,297 --> 00:38:20,646
you're a really good
human.
782
00:38:21,908 --> 00:38:23,257
I mean it.
783
00:38:25,433 --> 00:38:26,608
You're the best.
784
00:38:28,871 --> 00:38:30,917
Big sports
news out of Pittsburgh tonight.
785
00:38:30,960 --> 00:38:33,093
Camden Lamoureux
of the Boston Bruins
786
00:38:33,136 --> 00:38:35,008
got off the ice
after the second period
787
00:38:35,051 --> 00:38:37,184
and didn't return
for the third.
788
00:38:37,227 --> 00:38:39,229
Word is
it's an ankle injury.
789
00:38:41,014 --> 00:38:43,277
Hey, it's me.
I just heard the news.
790
00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:46,019
Are you okay?
Call me back.
791
00:38:46,062 --> 00:38:48,369
Wha-- Hey.
Hey.
792
00:38:48,413 --> 00:38:51,067
Oh, my God, I was just --
wait, is your ankle okay?
793
00:38:51,111 --> 00:38:53,200
Oh.
794
00:38:53,243 --> 00:38:54,419
It's fine.
795
00:38:54,462 --> 00:38:56,159
Don't tell ESPN.
796
00:38:56,203 --> 00:38:59,119
When you texted me that
you were going live on the air,
797
00:38:59,162 --> 00:39:00,425
I wanted to be here
with you.
798
00:39:00,468 --> 00:39:02,122
But, Cam, your game.
799
00:39:02,165 --> 00:39:03,993
Eh, so I miss
the last period.
800
00:39:04,037 --> 00:39:05,517
Those guys need the workout,
trust me.
801
00:39:07,475 --> 00:39:09,303
I'm so glad you're here.
802
00:39:10,522 --> 00:39:13,742
Maggie, I should've gone
to Albany with you.
803
00:39:13,786 --> 00:39:15,483
I want that to be my job
from now on.
804
00:39:16,484 --> 00:39:17,833
Maggie.
805
00:39:17,877 --> 00:39:19,531
You're on the air
in five.
806
00:39:19,574 --> 00:39:21,010
When Jane comes to kill me,
807
00:39:21,054 --> 00:39:23,056
I'm gonna tell her you tied me
up with a mic cable.
808
00:39:23,099 --> 00:39:25,580
Cam, come with me.Yeah. Good luck.
809
00:39:28,757 --> 00:39:32,065
♪♪
810
00:39:32,108 --> 00:39:34,937
Welcome to
"In the Room with Dr. Bloom."
811
00:39:37,592 --> 00:39:40,943
Tonight, I want to talk about
holding ourselves accountable
812
00:39:40,987 --> 00:39:42,945
for mistakes
when we make them.
813
00:39:44,251 --> 00:39:46,427
Hey, Dad, it's me.
814
00:39:46,471 --> 00:39:49,474
I was thinking,
you should come up next weekend.
815
00:39:49,517 --> 00:39:52,215
I'd love to catch a game
with you.
816
00:39:52,259 --> 00:39:54,914
I also want to
talk about forgiveness
817
00:39:54,957 --> 00:39:58,091
and second chances
818
00:39:58,134 --> 00:40:00,180
and to contemplate
what it means
819
00:40:00,223 --> 00:40:05,098
to learn from
and let go of the past
820
00:40:05,141 --> 00:40:10,016
and find a new path forward,
821
00:40:10,059 --> 00:40:12,453
with all of the lessons
we've learned along the way
822
00:40:12,497 --> 00:40:14,194
as our guide.
823
00:40:14,237 --> 00:40:18,024
Hey, Dr. Heller.
824
00:40:18,067 --> 00:40:19,068
Rome Howard.
825
00:40:19,112 --> 00:40:20,896
Yeah.
826
00:40:20,940 --> 00:40:22,942
Yeah, I-I wanted to make
an appointment
827
00:40:22,985 --> 00:40:24,813
if you have anything
for tomorrow.
828
00:40:26,424 --> 00:40:28,121
O-Okay.
829
00:40:28,164 --> 00:40:29,209
Great.
830
00:40:29,252 --> 00:40:31,559
Y-Yeah, I'll --
I'll see you then.
831
00:40:31,603 --> 00:40:33,169
Because those lessons,
832
00:40:33,213 --> 00:40:36,564
while sometimes painful
to experience,
833
00:40:36,608 --> 00:40:39,001
will hopefully make things
a little easier
834
00:40:39,045 --> 00:40:40,742
as we go forward.
835
00:40:40,786 --> 00:40:43,310
You told Eddie about
my depression being back?
836
00:40:45,225 --> 00:40:47,140
Yes, I did.
837
00:40:48,794 --> 00:40:50,317
Thank you.
838
00:40:52,232 --> 00:40:53,842
Come here.
839
00:40:55,931 --> 00:40:59,979
And if things
still seem impossible,
840
00:41:00,022 --> 00:41:02,808
just know that leaning on
your loved ones and friends
841
00:41:02,851 --> 00:41:04,723
can help bridge that gap.
842
00:41:08,378 --> 00:41:11,643
You're my favorite spoon.
843
00:41:11,686 --> 00:41:13,819
You may have heard a caller
the other day,
844
00:41:13,862 --> 00:41:16,604
one that was very angry
at me
845
00:41:16,648 --> 00:41:21,217
because of the loss and pain
that she's feeling.
846
00:41:21,261 --> 00:41:24,307
Meredith, if you are listening,
and I hope you are,
847
00:41:24,351 --> 00:41:26,527
I'm sorry that
you've been through so much,
848
00:41:26,571 --> 00:41:28,964
and I hope that
your anger at me
849
00:41:29,008 --> 00:41:32,054
does not stop you from seeking
the help you deserve.
850
00:41:32,098 --> 00:41:35,057
But please just be gentle
with yourself,
851
00:41:35,101 --> 00:41:36,842
because the weight
you are carrying
852
00:41:36,885 --> 00:41:39,627
would crush
even the strongest of us.
853
00:41:41,847 --> 00:41:44,023
And on a personal note,
854
00:41:44,066 --> 00:41:49,289
I also want to thank someone
I leaned on today,
855
00:41:49,332 --> 00:41:54,250
someone who went to great
lengths to be there for me.
856
00:41:54,294 --> 00:41:56,296
Someone I love.
857
00:41:56,339 --> 00:42:01,823
♪♪
858
00:42:01,867 --> 00:42:07,525
♪♪
859
00:42:09,570 --> 00:42:17,230
♪♪
860
00:42:17,273 --> 00:42:24,933
♪♪
861
00:42:30,765 --> 00:42:40,079
♪♪
862
00:42:40,122 --> 00:42:49,654
♪♪
863
00:42:49,697 --> 00:42:59,054
♪♪
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