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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:10,360 --> 00:00:13,581 A passing is not an ending. 2 00:00:13,624 --> 00:00:16,758 In the words of the "Bhagavad Gita"... 3 00:00:16,801 --> 00:00:19,500 "The soul cannot be cut down by any weapon 4 00:00:19,543 --> 00:00:22,154 "nor burnt by fire, drenched by water, 5 00:00:22,198 --> 00:00:23,895 "nor withered by the wind. 6 00:00:23,939 --> 00:00:27,769 "We are not slain when our bodies are slain. 7 00:00:27,812 --> 00:00:29,721 We have never not existed." 8 00:00:30,632 --> 00:00:33,461 Some of you, many of you, probably don't know about Vijay 9 00:00:33,505 --> 00:00:37,465 is that he was born before the separation 10 00:00:37,509 --> 00:00:39,989 of Pakistan and India, which led him 11 00:00:40,033 --> 00:00:43,776 to become an officer in the military, a soldier... 12 00:00:46,431 --> 00:00:48,302 A soldier who became a healer. 13 00:00:48,907 --> 00:00:51,131 - The healer who became... - So slow. 14 00:00:51,175 --> 00:00:55,091 And when I say slow, I mean the man was practically glacial, 15 00:00:55,135 --> 00:00:58,747 but those methods extended to his bedside manner. 16 00:00:58,791 --> 00:01:01,663 He would talk to his patients, take his time, 17 00:01:02,045 --> 00:01:05,624 and not because he was slow but because he... 18 00:01:05,667 --> 00:01:10,498 Listened, and he taught me that, uh... 19 00:01:10,542 --> 00:01:13,849 you can search and search for the answers, but sometimes, 20 00:01:13,893 --> 00:01:17,129 sometimes all you need to do is just be still 21 00:01:17,173 --> 00:01:20,595 and be ready to receive the answers, 22 00:01:20,639 --> 00:01:22,031 to... 23 00:01:22,075 --> 00:01:24,860 to catch them out of the air. 24 00:01:24,904 --> 00:01:27,820 Like that fly ball that hit him right in the face. 25 00:01:27,863 --> 00:01:29,952 Vijay was the absolute 26 00:01:29,996 --> 00:01:33,826 worst softball player in our league, 27 00:01:33,869 --> 00:01:36,655 but, man, Vijay running bases... 28 00:01:36,698 --> 00:01:38,439 maybe it was from playing cricket 29 00:01:38,483 --> 00:01:40,876 back in the day, but the old dude... 30 00:01:40,920 --> 00:01:45,229 Was the only doctor to say "hello" to me 31 00:01:45,272 --> 00:01:47,187 on my first day at New Amsterdam. 32 00:01:47,231 --> 00:01:50,277 I think that he knew what it was like 33 00:01:50,321 --> 00:01:54,097 to be a new physician in a new country. 34 00:01:54,586 --> 00:01:56,327 It was a simple gesture, really, 35 00:01:56,370 --> 00:01:58,991 but it meant the world to me to be seen, and I suspect... 36 00:01:59,015 --> 00:02:00,668 Karen Brantley, you might want to leave the room 37 00:02:00,712 --> 00:02:02,192 for this one, but... 38 00:02:02,235 --> 00:02:06,065 Vijay and I once snuck a patient into another hospital... 39 00:02:06,109 --> 00:02:09,547 Yeah... to get him the care that he needed. 40 00:02:11,592 --> 00:02:13,420 And then we had to sneak him back. 41 00:02:14,813 --> 00:02:17,120 I didn't realize that instead of ignoring me 42 00:02:17,163 --> 00:02:20,514 when I wanted answers... 43 00:02:20,558 --> 00:02:25,171 he was actually preparing me... 44 00:02:25,587 --> 00:02:29,132 leading me to not need him at all. 45 00:02:31,612 --> 00:02:32,918 I just, uh... 46 00:02:36,617 --> 00:02:38,489 Oh, God. 47 00:02:38,532 --> 00:02:40,269 I, um... 48 00:02:41,348 --> 00:02:44,115 Light and love to you. 49 00:02:44,140 --> 00:02:45,556 You'll be forever in our hearts. 50 00:02:45,581 --> 00:02:48,366 - I'm gonna miss your wisdom. - Thank you for blessing us. 51 00:02:53,939 --> 00:02:55,375 Goodbye, Vijay. 52 00:02:56,788 --> 00:03:00,685 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 53 00:03:27,190 --> 00:03:28,592 You know, he's still here. 54 00:03:30,323 --> 00:03:34,031 We all carry him inside of us everywhere we go. 55 00:03:35,907 --> 00:03:39,115 You can still honor him if you need to. 56 00:03:40,464 --> 00:03:42,789 Got any prayers you recommend? 57 00:03:43,380 --> 00:03:45,626 I was thinking lunch. 58 00:03:46,627 --> 00:03:49,647 The Hindu mourning tradition's a beautiful gesture. 59 00:03:49,690 --> 00:03:53,216 By feeding others, we feed our own grieving souls. 60 00:03:55,392 --> 00:03:56,784 There you go. 61 00:03:56,828 --> 00:03:58,482 Hey, what about the other chaplains? 62 00:03:58,525 --> 00:04:00,962 Oh, what other chaplains? I'm all that's left. 63 00:04:01,006 --> 00:04:02,268 What? What do you mean? 64 00:04:02,312 --> 00:04:04,270 What about Reverend Salazar or Rabbi Cohen? 65 00:04:04,314 --> 00:04:05,880 Reverend Salazar 66 00:04:05,924 --> 00:04:08,187 was so overworked by the pandemic, she resigned. 67 00:04:08,231 --> 00:04:09,536 She did? 68 00:04:09,580 --> 00:04:13,279 Rabbi Cohen passed away while helping others. 69 00:04:13,323 --> 00:04:16,587 - Here you go. - But I do what I can. 70 00:04:16,630 --> 00:04:18,806 What else can we do, right? 71 00:04:18,850 --> 00:04:20,982 - Ooh. - You okay? 72 00:04:21,026 --> 00:04:22,288 Yeah, enough about that. 73 00:04:22,332 --> 00:04:23,897 Tell me about jolly old England. 74 00:04:23,940 --> 00:04:25,900 England. 75 00:04:25,944 --> 00:04:28,773 England is, uh... it's great. 76 00:04:28,816 --> 00:04:30,992 It's everything I hoped it would be, you know? 77 00:04:31,036 --> 00:04:33,647 And more, if I'm being honest. 78 00:04:34,107 --> 00:04:35,475 I feel kind of guilty saying that, 79 00:04:35,519 --> 00:04:37,608 especially today, especially here. 80 00:04:37,651 --> 00:04:41,177 Never apologize for embracing what life shows us, Max, 81 00:04:41,640 --> 00:04:43,309 especially joy. 82 00:04:43,353 --> 00:04:46,269 I think that Vijay would approve. 83 00:04:46,645 --> 00:04:48,358 I hope so. 84 00:04:48,897 --> 00:04:50,664 I think I'm doing everything Vijay would've wanted. 85 00:04:50,708 --> 00:04:53,667 You know, I'm slowing things down a little bit, 86 00:04:53,711 --> 00:04:57,193 spending more time with Luna, reading in the park, 87 00:04:57,602 --> 00:04:59,778 feeling the grass under our... 88 00:05:00,848 --> 00:05:02,589 Be right back. 89 00:05:05,331 --> 00:05:07,507 Hey, hey, you all right? 90 00:05:07,551 --> 00:05:09,292 Would you like a sandwich? 91 00:05:09,335 --> 00:05:11,010 - Thank you. - Sure. 92 00:05:11,054 --> 00:05:12,860 Help! Someone help! 93 00:05:14,862 --> 00:05:17,038 Chaplain Alpert. 94 00:05:17,082 --> 00:05:19,824 - What happened? - I don't know. He just fell. 95 00:05:22,566 --> 00:05:25,351 Male, 30s, no ID. 96 00:05:25,395 --> 00:05:27,701 Blood pressure is 210 over 135. 97 00:05:27,745 --> 00:05:29,747 We pushed six milligrams of Ativan and got nothing. 98 00:05:32,793 --> 00:05:35,231 - Okay, okay. - Uh, Walsh, Turan, trauma one. 99 00:05:35,274 --> 00:05:36,945 Turn him around. 100 00:05:38,103 --> 00:05:40,366 One, two, and... 101 00:05:44,370 --> 00:05:45,719 Push two milligrams of Ativan. 102 00:05:45,763 --> 00:05:47,852 - Were maxed out. - Levetiracetam? 103 00:05:47,895 --> 00:05:51,508 - Loading dose in. - Starting a continuous drip. 104 00:05:54,254 --> 00:05:56,426 - Okay, up his Phenytoin drip? - Last time the paramedics 105 00:05:56,469 --> 00:05:57,775 did that, his blood pressure crashed. 106 00:05:57,818 --> 00:05:59,516 He won't survive another hypotensive episode. 107 00:05:59,559 --> 00:06:01,474 Okay, I'm running out of options here, guys. 108 00:06:06,174 --> 00:06:08,346 - Load Phenobarb. - Seriously? 109 00:06:08,390 --> 00:06:10,091 - You want to induce a coma? - I don't see another option. 110 00:06:10,135 --> 00:06:11,397 On it. 111 00:06:15,401 --> 00:06:17,142 You know him? 112 00:06:17,185 --> 00:06:20,493 It's Rohan, Dr. Kapoor's son. 113 00:06:25,905 --> 00:06:27,516 Incoming! Help. 114 00:06:27,559 --> 00:06:29,431 - Excuse me? - I got a 58-year-old. 115 00:06:29,474 --> 00:06:30,780 Post collapse in the field. He's stable for now. 116 00:06:30,823 --> 00:06:32,390 Okay, triage this way. 117 00:06:33,059 --> 00:06:34,610 Oh, uh, is Dr. Bloom on? I can... 118 00:06:34,653 --> 00:06:36,671 Triage this way. 119 00:06:37,308 --> 00:06:38,831 Okay. 120 00:06:43,619 --> 00:06:45,795 This is not triage. This is a waiting room. 121 00:06:45,838 --> 00:06:47,318 Brand-new. 122 00:06:47,362 --> 00:06:48,928 I'm sorry. This is Chaplain Alpert. 123 00:06:48,972 --> 00:06:50,887 He needs a full workup, heart monitor, oxygen... 124 00:06:50,930 --> 00:06:52,279 Okay, please use our automatic kiosk, 125 00:06:52,323 --> 00:06:53,933 where you can enter your insurance information, 126 00:06:53,977 --> 00:06:55,239 credit application, 127 00:06:55,282 --> 00:06:57,372 and an optional patient satisfaction survey. 128 00:06:57,415 --> 00:06:59,374 Once we have all your information, 129 00:06:59,417 --> 00:07:01,245 we'll call your number based on a personalized 130 00:07:01,288 --> 00:07:03,378 seven-point evaluation. Okay? 131 00:07:08,731 --> 00:07:10,210 So where did they, uh... 132 00:07:10,254 --> 00:07:12,749 Where did they move the chemo lounge to? 133 00:07:13,026 --> 00:07:15,289 They didn't. It was eliminated. 134 00:07:15,393 --> 00:07:16,782 Eliminated? 135 00:07:17,632 --> 00:07:19,429 But the patients loved that lounge. 136 00:07:19,472 --> 00:07:21,213 They used to play cards in there, 137 00:07:21,257 --> 00:07:23,868 listen to music, laugh even. 138 00:07:23,912 --> 00:07:26,654 Dr. Fuentes thought the room took up prime floor space. 139 00:07:26,697 --> 00:07:29,569 Prime floor space? For what? 140 00:07:29,613 --> 00:07:32,747 - This... - Top-of-the-line surgical suite. 141 00:07:32,790 --> 00:07:35,271 This used to be our hematological research lab. 142 00:07:35,314 --> 00:07:37,186 And now it's a surgical suite. 143 00:07:37,229 --> 00:07:39,275 Okay, so where did they put Dr. Shaffer? 144 00:07:39,318 --> 00:07:41,625 Dr. Shaffer got let go... 145 00:07:41,669 --> 00:07:44,323 since we stopped all of our stem cell trials. 146 00:07:44,367 --> 00:07:46,848 How did any of this get past Dr. Wilder? 147 00:07:46,891 --> 00:07:48,153 Dr. Wilder? 148 00:07:48,197 --> 00:07:49,938 She's been signing these changes away 149 00:07:49,981 --> 00:07:51,679 with a smile on her face. 150 00:07:53,376 --> 00:07:55,160 I want to give you the benefit of the doubt, 151 00:07:55,204 --> 00:07:56,553 and I want to be respectful, 152 00:07:56,596 --> 00:07:58,120 but I'm not going to stand idly by 153 00:07:58,163 --> 00:08:01,210 while you gut the department that I built and love and... 154 00:08:01,253 --> 00:08:04,953 And is still here, all of it, 155 00:08:04,996 --> 00:08:07,681 just hidden from view. 156 00:08:07,724 --> 00:08:09,566 What do you mean? 157 00:08:09,609 --> 00:08:12,395 Welcome to the resistance. 158 00:08:14,005 --> 00:08:15,659 Shut the door. 159 00:08:24,450 --> 00:08:26,975 - Mr. Ehrlich? - Inside. 160 00:08:31,849 --> 00:08:33,198 Oh. 161 00:08:33,242 --> 00:08:35,040 Hi. 162 00:08:35,999 --> 00:08:37,681 I used to have one of these when I was a kid, 163 00:08:37,725 --> 00:08:40,462 but I remember it being more fun. 164 00:08:41,206 --> 00:08:43,295 You're, uh... You're Jack Ehrlich? 165 00:08:43,339 --> 00:08:45,428 Yeah, your 11:00. 166 00:08:45,471 --> 00:08:47,996 - Where are your parents? - Did you... did you bring them? 167 00:08:48,039 --> 00:08:50,520 They drove me, but I told them to grab a coffee. 168 00:08:50,563 --> 00:08:52,174 They can be a little oppressive. 169 00:08:52,217 --> 00:08:53,392 Oppressive? 170 00:08:53,436 --> 00:08:55,090 I really need your help, Doctor. 171 00:08:55,133 --> 00:08:56,853 Okay. 172 00:08:57,979 --> 00:09:00,225 Okay, what seems to be the problem? 173 00:09:00,269 --> 00:09:02,817 - I want to be emancipated. - Huh. 174 00:09:03,944 --> 00:09:05,187 - How old are you? - Almost nine. 175 00:09:05,230 --> 00:09:06,362 Which is eight. 176 00:09:06,405 --> 00:09:07,972 Okay, sure, but hear me out. 177 00:09:08,016 --> 00:09:10,192 I'm a straight-A student, spelling bee champ. 178 00:09:10,235 --> 00:09:13,369 I've been playing the piano since I was two, so I'm ready. 179 00:09:17,895 --> 00:09:21,420 Wouldn't living on your own require an income? 180 00:09:21,464 --> 00:09:24,423 No, because if you get emancipated before you're 18, 181 00:09:24,467 --> 00:09:26,469 your parents have to pay child support. 182 00:09:26,841 --> 00:09:29,733 - That's, uh... - I Googled it. 183 00:09:29,777 --> 00:09:31,221 Right. 184 00:09:32,083 --> 00:09:34,390 So you would buy your own clothes, 185 00:09:34,433 --> 00:09:35,957 your own food, do your own laundry. 186 00:09:36,000 --> 00:09:37,785 I'd live close enough to my folks so they could help. 187 00:09:37,828 --> 00:09:39,830 My mom would still do my laundry, 188 00:09:39,874 --> 00:09:41,745 and my dad could still cook me dinner. 189 00:09:41,789 --> 00:09:45,140 I'm eight. I'm not crazy. 190 00:09:45,183 --> 00:09:46,445 Hmm. 191 00:09:49,114 --> 00:09:51,408 You know, there's coffee inside? 192 00:09:52,060 --> 00:09:53,670 Uh, yeah. 193 00:09:53,932 --> 00:09:56,022 Yeah, I just wanted to get some fresh air. 194 00:09:57,325 --> 00:09:59,849 You're trying to avoid me. 195 00:10:00,808 --> 00:10:02,113 Isn't that what you wanted? 196 00:10:02,157 --> 00:10:04,507 Us aside, what I don't want 197 00:10:04,550 --> 00:10:06,552 is for you to leave this hospital because of me. 198 00:10:07,090 --> 00:10:09,077 This ED depends on you. 199 00:10:09,120 --> 00:10:12,994 If you leave, this department and your patients will suffer. 200 00:10:14,473 --> 00:10:16,519 I've been through breakups before. 201 00:10:16,562 --> 00:10:20,131 I can handle you being here, us working together. 202 00:10:20,175 --> 00:10:21,916 I have issues with you, 203 00:10:21,959 --> 00:10:23,526 but the way you run an ED isn't one of them. 204 00:10:23,569 --> 00:10:25,658 Why are you doing this? 205 00:10:25,702 --> 00:10:29,097 Because I'm not gonna be your reason for leaving. 206 00:10:29,399 --> 00:10:32,098 You're not. It's me. 207 00:10:33,449 --> 00:10:35,451 Stop. 208 00:10:35,494 --> 00:10:38,062 I'm not gonna let you quit, okay? 209 00:10:38,106 --> 00:10:41,718 I'll reapply for my residency. I will find another hospital. 210 00:10:41,761 --> 00:10:43,001 No. 211 00:10:43,960 --> 00:10:45,287 Then stay. 212 00:10:53,643 --> 00:10:55,819 - What about Spotify? - No. 213 00:10:55,863 --> 00:10:59,344 - Pandora? - Uh, let's get through this. 214 00:10:59,388 --> 00:11:01,346 All right, there, the graft is holding. 215 00:11:01,390 --> 00:11:03,479 Let's close up Mr. Wilson. 216 00:11:03,522 --> 00:11:04,959 This is Mr. Villa. 217 00:11:05,002 --> 00:11:06,874 Mr. Wilson was three patients ago. 218 00:11:06,917 --> 00:11:09,659 - Sorry, everyone. - Cut yourself some slack. 219 00:11:09,702 --> 00:11:11,530 Thanks to Veronica, I'm starting to feel 220 00:11:11,574 --> 00:11:13,271 like I'm on the line at a GM plant. 221 00:11:13,315 --> 00:11:15,926 You know, I wouldn't mind if we got to do anything else, 222 00:11:15,970 --> 00:11:20,497 you know, like remove a tumor, stabilize a spine. 223 00:11:20,888 --> 00:11:23,803 - Who do we got next? - Uh, Jason Forbes. 224 00:11:24,565 --> 00:11:25,980 63... 225 00:11:26,544 --> 00:11:29,331 - Don't say it. - CABG surgery. 226 00:11:29,374 --> 00:11:31,463 Oh, come on. 227 00:11:31,507 --> 00:11:33,074 Maybe you should talk to Veronica? 228 00:11:33,117 --> 00:11:34,423 And say what? 229 00:11:34,466 --> 00:11:35,728 That these symptoms could've been managed 230 00:11:35,772 --> 00:11:37,556 by low-cost medication, 231 00:11:37,600 --> 00:11:40,516 but, no, instead they're referring them to us 232 00:11:40,559 --> 00:11:43,475 for needless and expensive surgeries? 233 00:11:43,519 --> 00:11:45,173 That'd be a start. 234 00:11:48,263 --> 00:11:50,193 Forceps. 235 00:11:54,269 --> 00:11:56,140 58-year-old man, 236 00:11:56,184 --> 00:11:59,317 status post-cardiac arrest and resuscitation in the field. 237 00:11:59,843 --> 00:12:01,319 Max? 238 00:12:01,363 --> 00:12:02,930 Chaplain Alpert needs our help. 239 00:12:03,331 --> 00:12:06,281 Uh, Walsh, take the Chaplain to curtains for a full eval. 240 00:12:06,751 --> 00:12:08,413 - What's with the jacket? - What's with the waiting room? 241 00:12:08,457 --> 00:12:10,850 The very first thing you ever said to me was get rid of it. 242 00:12:10,894 --> 00:12:12,287 Veronica. 243 00:12:12,330 --> 00:12:15,420 I was forced to reinstate it when she slashed pay. 244 00:12:15,718 --> 00:12:18,597 Staff naturally left, and then Veronica cut the number of beds 245 00:12:18,641 --> 00:12:20,338 to match the decreased staffing levels. 246 00:12:20,382 --> 00:12:21,992 Let me guess... time to care went through the roof, 247 00:12:22,036 --> 00:12:23,559 so you had to put in a waiting room. 248 00:12:23,602 --> 00:12:25,474 Then, ironically, I had to hire more people to staff it 249 00:12:25,517 --> 00:12:27,780 and, tragically, not the people that I fired. 250 00:12:27,824 --> 00:12:29,695 So I ended up spending more time 251 00:12:29,739 --> 00:12:32,046 - and more money on training... - Why didn't you tell me? 252 00:12:32,443 --> 00:12:34,483 Max, why would I? 253 00:12:34,863 --> 00:12:36,447 You're not here. 254 00:12:40,750 --> 00:12:42,752 The Chaplain has severe carotid stenosis 255 00:12:42,795 --> 00:12:44,145 - with right-sided heart failure. - Okay. 256 00:12:44,188 --> 00:12:46,234 - Let's get surgery down here. - I already called them. 257 00:12:46,277 --> 00:12:48,279 - Hey, if you need anything... - We're good. 258 00:12:48,323 --> 00:12:50,383 It's good to see, Max, really. 259 00:12:52,153 --> 00:12:53,850 - All right, what's the latest? - Scans and labs 260 00:12:53,893 --> 00:12:57,071 showed no sign of a brain bleed or multi-organ failure. 261 00:12:57,120 --> 00:12:58,177 Okay. 262 00:12:58,214 --> 00:13:00,030 His BUN and creatinine levels, however, 263 00:13:00,074 --> 00:13:01,771 are through the roof with a bicarb of 18. 264 00:13:01,814 --> 00:13:04,730 - Okay, let's correct that. - Bicarb, right away. 265 00:13:53,809 --> 00:13:57,020 All right, so emancipation. 266 00:13:57,045 --> 00:13:58,438 Yes, and I'd prefer 267 00:13:58,481 --> 00:14:00,048 if you didn't try to talk me out of it. 268 00:14:00,091 --> 00:14:03,181 Oh, no, no, not trying to. Not my job, 269 00:14:03,225 --> 00:14:05,967 just trying to understand. 270 00:14:06,010 --> 00:14:08,012 Come on, hit me back. 271 00:14:11,167 --> 00:14:14,722 So, uh, were your parents abusive at all? 272 00:14:14,747 --> 00:14:16,879 - No. - Okay. 273 00:14:16,923 --> 00:14:18,489 Do you feel unsafe or threatened? 274 00:14:18,533 --> 00:14:19,810 Nope. 275 00:14:19,853 --> 00:14:22,310 Any other member of your family make you feel unsafe? 276 00:14:22,353 --> 00:14:24,974 You're on the wrong track, Dr. Frome. 277 00:14:26,802 --> 00:14:29,022 Thanks for that. 278 00:14:29,065 --> 00:14:33,111 Um, okay, pivot... Do you love your parents? 279 00:14:33,135 --> 00:14:34,441 Yep. 280 00:14:34,485 --> 00:14:35,834 And they know that you want to leave? 281 00:14:35,877 --> 00:14:37,183 - They do. - How do they feel about that? 282 00:14:37,226 --> 00:14:39,620 You're on the wrong track again, Dr. Frome. 283 00:14:39,664 --> 00:14:41,927 All right, okay, I'm starting to get that. 284 00:14:41,970 --> 00:14:45,060 Maybe you can steer me in the right direction? 285 00:14:45,104 --> 00:14:47,541 I'm not here to talk about my problems. 286 00:14:47,585 --> 00:14:50,370 I'm here because on advice of counsel. 287 00:14:50,413 --> 00:14:53,155 - You have a lawyer? - Two and they're total sharks. 288 00:14:53,199 --> 00:14:55,157 They're gonna file a motion for emancipation 289 00:14:55,201 --> 00:14:57,769 in conjunction with my child-support action. 290 00:14:57,812 --> 00:15:00,293 And they want a shrink to support their claim. 291 00:15:00,336 --> 00:15:02,034 - I see. - So, if I sense 292 00:15:02,077 --> 00:15:04,471 you're trying to steer me away from my stated goal, 293 00:15:04,515 --> 00:15:07,300 I'll shut down and run out the clock. 294 00:15:07,343 --> 00:15:09,694 - You'd do that? - Try me. 295 00:15:17,136 --> 00:15:18,920 The narrowing of his carotid arteries 296 00:15:18,964 --> 00:15:20,922 is obstructing the blood flow to his brain. 297 00:15:20,966 --> 00:15:23,098 - Endarterectomy? - That's what he needs. 298 00:15:23,142 --> 00:15:25,231 - So when can we schedule it? - I can't. 299 00:15:25,274 --> 00:15:28,341 - I don't do them anymore. - What... since when? 300 00:15:28,385 --> 00:15:30,279 - Chaplain Alpert has been here... - I know, for a long time. 301 00:15:30,323 --> 00:15:32,020 And he's helped us through some of our darkest days. 302 00:15:32,064 --> 00:15:33,761 He has, and now it's our turn to help him. 303 00:15:33,805 --> 00:15:35,553 I want to, but it's out of my hands. 304 00:15:35,596 --> 00:15:38,070 - Out of your ha... - Floyd, you head the department. 305 00:15:38,113 --> 00:15:40,028 - Are you seriously telling me... - I'm telling you this. 306 00:15:40,072 --> 00:15:42,291 I'm doing the best I can under the impossible circumstances 307 00:15:42,335 --> 00:15:44,816 to keep even the most basic procedures in this hospital... 308 00:15:44,859 --> 00:15:46,600 If we don't act now, he's gonna die. 309 00:15:46,644 --> 00:15:47,906 Well, then send him to Baptist. 310 00:15:47,949 --> 00:15:49,326 - Baptist? - Baptist... they'll do it, 311 00:15:49,350 --> 00:15:51,352 - and they'll do a good job. - Baptist is a private hospital. 312 00:15:51,396 --> 00:15:53,713 A surgery like this is gonna cost 100 grand... you know that. 313 00:15:53,757 --> 00:15:56,044 Even with insurance, he will never be able to afford it. 314 00:15:56,088 --> 00:15:58,133 And if we can't take care of our own, then who the hell can? 315 00:15:58,177 --> 00:16:00,614 There is no "we" anymore, Max. 316 00:16:01,876 --> 00:16:03,748 That's how it works around here now... 317 00:16:06,446 --> 00:16:08,491 If it even works at all. 318 00:16:10,711 --> 00:16:12,914 You're better than this. 319 00:16:14,435 --> 00:16:15,741 Am I? 320 00:16:28,207 --> 00:16:29,730 - What the hell happened? - BP spiked. 321 00:16:29,774 --> 00:16:31,993 He's going into SVT, Pushing beta blockers now. 322 00:16:32,037 --> 00:16:33,299 No, wait. 323 00:16:33,342 --> 00:16:34,648 - He can't wait. - He'll go into heart failure... 324 00:16:34,692 --> 00:16:36,345 Push six milligrams of adenosine instead. 325 00:16:36,389 --> 00:16:38,347 - Why? - Just do it. 326 00:16:38,391 --> 00:16:39,653 Copy. 327 00:16:58,106 --> 00:17:00,795 - I got your tox screen. - Thanks. 328 00:17:01,327 --> 00:17:04,112 There's a significant increase of amphetamines. 329 00:17:04,757 --> 00:17:06,462 Apparent overdose. 330 00:17:06,759 --> 00:17:09,770 If we had pushed beta blockers, we would've killed him. 331 00:17:11,563 --> 00:17:13,478 Good call, Dr. Bloom. 332 00:17:15,602 --> 00:17:17,778 Yeah, good call. 333 00:17:20,128 --> 00:17:22,967 So you're basically running a shadow hospital? 334 00:17:23,359 --> 00:17:24,872 Bingo. 335 00:17:24,916 --> 00:17:27,396 What about our research lab? 336 00:17:27,440 --> 00:17:31,009 - Oh, it's not gone. - It's just, uh, moved offsite. 337 00:17:31,052 --> 00:17:32,750 Secretly folded into another lab 338 00:17:32,793 --> 00:17:34,750 that we outsource our biopsies to. 339 00:17:34,794 --> 00:17:37,367 Look at you, you little rebel rouser. 340 00:17:37,411 --> 00:17:40,035 I didn't know you'd be so clandestine. 341 00:17:40,060 --> 00:17:41,626 Hey, we're just continuing 342 00:17:41,670 --> 00:17:44,046 the tradition that you and Max started. 343 00:17:45,084 --> 00:17:46,912 How can I help? 344 00:17:47,110 --> 00:17:49,373 Chaplain Alpert needs an endarterectomy 345 00:17:49,417 --> 00:17:51,158 to save his life, but guess what... 346 00:17:51,201 --> 00:17:52,768 - We don't do those anymore. - You got my text. 347 00:17:52,811 --> 00:17:54,596 You know, he's given everything to this hospital, 348 00:17:54,639 --> 00:17:56,206 and we can't give it back to him? 349 00:17:56,250 --> 00:17:57,659 We can't give him the dignity, the... the... 350 00:17:57,702 --> 00:17:59,233 Why are we in the morgue? 351 00:17:59,276 --> 00:18:01,820 Because we're gonna save the Chaplain's life. 352 00:18:01,864 --> 00:18:03,170 We are? 353 00:18:03,213 --> 00:18:05,041 Welcome to the resistance. 354 00:18:13,267 --> 00:18:16,871 Oh, there's my holistic-wellness chieftess. 355 00:18:17,314 --> 00:18:20,578 - Please, have a seat. - Thank you. 356 00:18:20,622 --> 00:18:22,058 You saw my request. 357 00:18:22,102 --> 00:18:24,365 How could I miss it, 358 00:18:24,408 --> 00:18:27,411 being as large and inflated as it is? 359 00:18:27,455 --> 00:18:29,239 I prefer to think of it as aspirational. 360 00:18:29,283 --> 00:18:31,415 Well, wanting an entire floor 361 00:18:31,459 --> 00:18:33,983 of the hospital certainly qualifies. 362 00:18:34,027 --> 00:18:35,985 What's wrong with your current situation? 363 00:18:36,029 --> 00:18:40,468 "Low ceilings and tiny rooms cramp the soul and the mind." 364 00:18:40,511 --> 00:18:42,146 Dostoevsky. 365 00:18:42,470 --> 00:18:45,429 Yes, wow. Um, oh, my gosh. 366 00:18:45,473 --> 00:18:48,041 People usually just think I'm quoting Deepak Chopra. 367 00:18:48,084 --> 00:18:49,346 Not me. 368 00:18:49,390 --> 00:18:51,280 That's why I hired you. 369 00:18:51,874 --> 00:18:54,877 So you want more space for acupuncture 370 00:18:54,902 --> 00:18:57,121 and for meditation. 371 00:18:58,576 --> 00:19:00,623 That's a pretty big ask, 372 00:19:01,082 --> 00:19:03,649 but I think I can make that happen. 373 00:19:03,926 --> 00:19:05,580 Really? 374 00:19:05,623 --> 00:19:07,922 Why ask if you didn't think I could? 375 00:19:08,037 --> 00:19:12,259 - I... no, I'm... - Wow, wow, that's... that's great. 376 00:19:12,284 --> 00:19:15,635 This is, um... thank you. This is a dream manifesting. 377 00:19:15,660 --> 00:19:18,097 Good, good. 378 00:19:18,122 --> 00:19:21,473 Now, while that's gonna help your department, 379 00:19:21,726 --> 00:19:23,685 I'm gonna ask a little something of you 380 00:19:23,728 --> 00:19:25,469 that's gonna help the whole hospital. 381 00:19:25,513 --> 00:19:27,297 Yeah. No, anything I can do 382 00:19:27,341 --> 00:19:30,278 to help push that rock up the mountain. 383 00:19:30,672 --> 00:19:33,544 So what do you know about the so-called resistance? 384 00:19:39,004 --> 00:19:42,225 Yeah, it's funny that you should ask about that. 385 00:19:46,158 --> 00:19:48,725 - You got the faster car, man. - This isn't fair. 386 00:19:49,171 --> 00:19:50,597 Come on, come on. 387 00:19:50,640 --> 00:19:53,165 - Come on. No! - Yes! 388 00:19:53,208 --> 00:19:54,775 Die, purple loser! 389 00:19:54,818 --> 00:19:57,604 That was very unkind. 390 00:19:57,930 --> 00:20:01,782 - But it was fun. - Yeah, yeah, it was fun. 391 00:20:01,825 --> 00:20:03,653 Do your, uh... do your parents let you play video games? 392 00:20:03,697 --> 00:20:05,481 Yeah, they're not monsters, 393 00:20:05,525 --> 00:20:07,657 but they think I'm wasting my time. 394 00:20:07,701 --> 00:20:09,616 What would they rather you be doing? 395 00:20:09,659 --> 00:20:11,661 I don't know. Accomplish things, I guess. 396 00:20:11,705 --> 00:20:13,402 - You are accomplished. - Not enough. 397 00:20:13,446 --> 00:20:15,361 They're always worried about my future. 398 00:20:15,404 --> 00:20:16,623 It's not like we're rich, you know? 399 00:20:16,666 --> 00:20:18,451 They want me to skip grades, 400 00:20:18,494 --> 00:20:20,801 be in the same class as 12-year-olds. 401 00:20:20,844 --> 00:20:23,543 - 12-year-olds are weird. - That's got to suck... 402 00:20:23,586 --> 00:20:24,805 Feeling like you're giving it your all, 403 00:20:24,848 --> 00:20:26,502 but you're still not enough. 404 00:20:26,546 --> 00:20:29,157 Which is why I figure it's better just to get out... 405 00:20:29,629 --> 00:20:33,205 Better for me and better for my parents. 406 00:20:33,591 --> 00:20:35,946 - Oh, you have a lot of games. - Yeah, I do. 407 00:20:35,990 --> 00:20:39,472 In fact, how would you feel about coming back next week 408 00:20:39,515 --> 00:20:41,182 and giving me another butt kicking? 409 00:20:42,214 --> 00:20:44,172 I see what you're doing, Dr. Frome. 410 00:20:44,216 --> 00:20:45,565 We're just talking. 411 00:20:45,608 --> 00:20:48,176 You're building a therapeutic alliance, 412 00:20:48,220 --> 00:20:51,179 hoping to lean me away from my desire to be emancipated. 413 00:20:51,223 --> 00:20:53,225 Well, that is very astute, Jack, 414 00:20:53,268 --> 00:20:55,052 but you are dead wrong, all right? 415 00:20:55,096 --> 00:20:57,620 If we meet, I won't be leading you anywhere. 416 00:20:57,664 --> 00:20:58,665 Whatever we do in here, 417 00:20:58,708 --> 00:21:00,145 whatever you want to play, we play. 418 00:21:00,188 --> 00:21:02,190 Whatever you want to talk about, we'll talk about. 419 00:21:02,234 --> 00:21:03,887 It's your time, not mine. 420 00:21:03,931 --> 00:21:05,759 But what if nothing changes? 421 00:21:05,802 --> 00:21:08,501 There's no epiphany, no breakthrough? 422 00:21:08,918 --> 00:21:11,591 - Yeah, sometimes there isn't. - Then it's just wasted time. 423 00:21:11,634 --> 00:21:13,636 Who feels the need to accomplish now, 424 00:21:13,680 --> 00:21:15,595 you or your parents? 425 00:21:19,762 --> 00:21:21,296 One hour a week? 426 00:21:21,340 --> 00:21:24,100 One hour a week, just... 427 00:21:24,892 --> 00:21:26,560 wasting time. 428 00:21:27,812 --> 00:21:30,044 That's gonna be very challenging. 429 00:21:30,087 --> 00:21:31,219 I know, right? 430 00:21:44,920 --> 00:21:47,009 - Hey. - Hi. 431 00:21:48,280 --> 00:21:50,630 How's Rohan doing? 432 00:21:50,673 --> 00:21:52,211 Better. 433 00:21:52,762 --> 00:21:54,895 Yeah, he's gonna make a full recovery. 434 00:21:54,938 --> 00:21:56,636 It's just a matter of time. 435 00:21:59,427 --> 00:22:01,031 And how's Lauren? 436 00:22:03,911 --> 00:22:05,434 The truth? 437 00:22:07,347 --> 00:22:08,783 Preferably. 438 00:22:22,700 --> 00:22:24,577 What are these? 439 00:22:24,620 --> 00:22:26,666 They are black beauties. 440 00:22:28,596 --> 00:22:30,119 Amphetamines. 441 00:22:31,486 --> 00:22:33,043 It's Rohan's. 442 00:22:34,587 --> 00:22:36,763 - I didn't. - Okay. 443 00:22:37,312 --> 00:22:39,184 Okay, all right. 444 00:22:43,160 --> 00:22:45,467 This whole place 445 00:22:45,511 --> 00:22:48,427 is like a trigger for me, you know? 446 00:22:48,768 --> 00:22:52,039 And not even my sobriety. It's like my sanity. 447 00:22:54,356 --> 00:22:56,192 I want to leave. 448 00:22:57,485 --> 00:22:59,220 I mean, I need to leave. 449 00:23:00,988 --> 00:23:02,528 But Leyla... 450 00:23:04,325 --> 00:23:06,488 Leyla said that she would 451 00:23:06,532 --> 00:23:09,752 basically quit if I left... 452 00:23:09,796 --> 00:23:12,625 that the ED needs me, 453 00:23:12,669 --> 00:23:14,960 New Amsterdam needs me. 454 00:23:15,889 --> 00:23:18,756 Well, that... that doesn't seem very fair. 455 00:23:20,110 --> 00:23:21,460 Fair. 456 00:23:24,419 --> 00:23:26,595 Who says I deserve fair? 457 00:23:32,384 --> 00:23:37,212 Lauren, whatever you've done, you've got to let that go. 458 00:23:37,256 --> 00:23:39,478 You have to forgive yourself. 459 00:23:41,480 --> 00:23:42,742 I can't. 460 00:23:45,353 --> 00:23:46,742 I don't want to. 461 00:23:47,868 --> 00:23:51,403 So you just want to keep punishing yourself, do you? 462 00:23:53,100 --> 00:23:54,928 Because that's what I deserve. 463 00:24:03,850 --> 00:24:05,344 Lauren... 464 00:24:06,505 --> 00:24:07,636 look at me. 465 00:24:14,730 --> 00:24:17,516 Come here, sweetheart. Come here. 466 00:24:20,780 --> 00:24:23,391 Now, you listen to me. 467 00:24:24,154 --> 00:24:28,396 If you need to leave for your sobriety 468 00:24:28,440 --> 00:24:30,572 and for your sanity, 469 00:24:30,616 --> 00:24:32,788 then you go. 470 00:24:33,401 --> 00:24:34,794 Do you understand? 471 00:24:37,753 --> 00:24:40,669 Because nothing is more important. 472 00:24:48,895 --> 00:24:52,115 - Clamp. - Hemostat. 473 00:24:52,159 --> 00:24:53,943 What am I doing here? 474 00:24:53,987 --> 00:24:56,250 A CABG procedure on Ellen Greenfield? 475 00:24:56,293 --> 00:24:58,644 I'll make sure not to tell her you asked. 476 00:24:58,687 --> 00:25:00,080 Meanwhile, Chaplain Alpert 477 00:25:00,123 --> 00:25:02,735 needs a surgery that I can do in my sleep. 478 00:25:02,778 --> 00:25:05,041 - You did what you could. - Did I? 479 00:25:05,085 --> 00:25:07,304 For every CABG we do, there are ten patients 480 00:25:07,348 --> 00:25:11,265 like Chaplain Alpert that get either transferred or ignored. 481 00:25:11,660 --> 00:25:14,455 That's the definition of a bad system. 482 00:25:14,747 --> 00:25:17,706 - It needs to stop. - So stop it. 483 00:25:17,750 --> 00:25:19,491 You're the chair of surgery, right? 484 00:25:19,534 --> 00:25:22,929 You don't think I've tried? Sponge. 485 00:25:22,972 --> 00:25:26,454 World-class facility, resources, 486 00:25:26,498 --> 00:25:29,370 experience, and for what? 487 00:25:29,845 --> 00:25:32,373 So people can do jerry-rigged procedures 488 00:25:32,417 --> 00:25:35,202 in whatever empty room they can find? 489 00:25:36,508 --> 00:25:39,859 That's not really happening, is it? 490 00:25:44,211 --> 00:25:47,606 Forget I said anything. I'm sorry, I got riled up. 491 00:25:47,649 --> 00:25:50,957 Floyd, patients could get hurt. 492 00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:52,611 Patients could die. 493 00:25:55,004 --> 00:25:56,615 Unless we help them. 494 00:26:14,371 --> 00:26:17,331 Kind of feels like you've done this before. 495 00:26:17,935 --> 00:26:21,422 We have, but never a procedure this risky. 496 00:26:24,556 --> 00:26:26,514 Uh, everyone, look at me, please. 497 00:26:26,558 --> 00:26:29,343 I need you all to consent to the following. 498 00:26:29,386 --> 00:26:31,084 You're all here of your own free will. 499 00:26:31,127 --> 00:26:34,566 You are aware of the medical risks of this procedure. 500 00:26:34,609 --> 00:26:38,570 And you know by performing surgery in this place 501 00:26:38,613 --> 00:26:40,049 under these circumstances, 502 00:26:40,093 --> 00:26:42,922 we are all putting our jobs on the line. 503 00:26:45,011 --> 00:26:48,038 But every one of us here 504 00:26:48,516 --> 00:26:51,670 feels a duty to save this man's life. 505 00:27:00,548 --> 00:27:02,271 Let's get him intubated. 506 00:27:08,121 --> 00:27:11,488 It's okay. It's Reynolds. 507 00:27:12,255 --> 00:27:13,996 - How do you know for sure? - I know him. 508 00:27:14,040 --> 00:27:15,041 He's here to help. 509 00:27:19,088 --> 00:27:21,569 Thought you were gone. 510 00:27:27,183 --> 00:27:29,925 When I heard the resistance was in the morgue, 511 00:27:29,969 --> 00:27:31,492 I thought, "Isn't that poetic?" 512 00:27:31,536 --> 00:27:34,451 And I just had to come and see it for myself. 513 00:27:38,151 --> 00:27:39,631 And here you are. 514 00:27:39,674 --> 00:27:43,678 How does that saying go? Uh, "Liberte. Egalite..." 515 00:27:43,722 --> 00:27:45,854 What's the other one? 516 00:27:48,509 --> 00:27:49,818 Busted? 517 00:27:54,632 --> 00:27:56,416 Welcome back, Chaplain. 518 00:27:56,460 --> 00:27:57,504 How you feeling? 519 00:27:59,811 --> 00:28:01,769 I'm feeling... 520 00:28:01,813 --> 00:28:05,425 like I just had surgery. 521 00:28:05,469 --> 00:28:08,254 It's 'cause you did. 522 00:28:08,754 --> 00:28:11,039 A very successful one. 523 00:28:12,302 --> 00:28:13,955 I'll give you both some privacy. 524 00:28:13,999 --> 00:28:15,566 Thank you, Dr. Morgan. 525 00:28:17,959 --> 00:28:19,918 Ah, nearly 30 years, 526 00:28:19,961 --> 00:28:22,442 you'd think I'd know every doctor in New Amsterdam. 527 00:28:22,486 --> 00:28:24,140 - Well, you do. - This isn't New Amsterdam. 528 00:28:24,183 --> 00:28:25,706 This is Baptist. 529 00:28:27,230 --> 00:28:28,840 You mean...? 530 00:28:28,883 --> 00:28:31,799 You needed help that, uh... 531 00:28:31,843 --> 00:28:33,801 we weren't able to give you. 532 00:28:33,845 --> 00:28:37,065 I thought I could make it happen, 533 00:28:37,109 --> 00:28:39,285 but, um... 534 00:28:39,329 --> 00:28:41,328 my hope for New Amsterdam was... 535 00:28:43,594 --> 00:28:46,125 You needed the best care possible, and I got in the way. 536 00:28:47,119 --> 00:28:48,669 Sorry. 537 00:28:49,339 --> 00:28:51,993 Come on, it'd be sorry if I had died. 538 00:28:53,517 --> 00:28:55,127 Then again, maybe I have, huh? 539 00:28:55,171 --> 00:28:57,094 This view... 540 00:28:58,739 --> 00:29:01,265 And this bill... 541 00:29:02,874 --> 00:29:04,092 No bill. 542 00:29:07,226 --> 00:29:08,662 Excuse me? 543 00:29:08,706 --> 00:29:10,055 Baptist... 544 00:29:10,098 --> 00:29:12,013 They started a fund for medical professionals... 545 00:29:12,057 --> 00:29:13,189 Anyone who works in health care 546 00:29:13,232 --> 00:29:14,842 that can't get the care they need 547 00:29:14,886 --> 00:29:19,195 at their own hospital, which is systemic, unfortunately. 548 00:29:19,238 --> 00:29:22,241 But this hospital... They stepped up. 549 00:29:27,072 --> 00:29:28,639 Max, thank you. 550 00:29:29,944 --> 00:29:33,252 Now go live your life. 551 00:29:36,121 --> 00:29:38,562 Embrace the blessings when they come. 552 00:29:44,641 --> 00:29:46,345 Time to go home, Max. 553 00:30:00,584 --> 00:30:02,117 Hey. 554 00:30:02,542 --> 00:30:04,152 How you feeling? 555 00:30:07,547 --> 00:30:09,208 Ashamed. 556 00:30:09,680 --> 00:30:11,210 Mm-hmm. 557 00:30:11,638 --> 00:30:14,250 You know, part of me thinks you should feel that way. 558 00:30:17,688 --> 00:30:19,843 This was a day about your father. 559 00:30:20,692 --> 00:30:22,651 You made it about you. 560 00:30:24,912 --> 00:30:26,305 Was that your intention? 561 00:30:32,268 --> 00:30:34,226 - No. - Okay. 562 00:30:37,925 --> 00:30:40,668 Then I, uh, have to ask you a hard question. 563 00:30:44,804 --> 00:30:46,717 Were you trying to end your life? 564 00:30:48,806 --> 00:30:50,457 Does it matter? 565 00:30:51,591 --> 00:30:54,681 - It does. - Why? 566 00:30:56,640 --> 00:30:59,341 Nothing about me was good enough for him. 567 00:31:00,383 --> 00:31:02,761 And... 568 00:31:03,124 --> 00:31:04,691 he was right. 569 00:31:06,606 --> 00:31:08,347 I was desperate for his love, 570 00:31:08,391 --> 00:31:10,784 and all I could do was disappoint. 571 00:31:14,135 --> 00:31:16,191 He loved you very much. 572 00:31:17,443 --> 00:31:20,112 No, he did. He loved you. 573 00:31:20,851 --> 00:31:23,201 It was just his... 574 00:31:26,017 --> 00:31:28,019 It was his expectations 575 00:31:28,062 --> 00:31:30,247 that prevented him from showing it. 576 00:31:31,414 --> 00:31:33,546 Showing it the way that you needed him to. 577 00:31:46,124 --> 00:31:47,734 I miss him. 578 00:31:49,736 --> 00:31:50,998 I know. 579 00:31:57,222 --> 00:31:58,745 I know you do. 580 00:32:03,943 --> 00:32:06,119 But I really do believe... 581 00:32:08,152 --> 00:32:10,589 That if he had lived a little bit longer... 582 00:32:12,629 --> 00:32:15,459 You two would've found your way back to each other. 583 00:32:16,714 --> 00:32:18,629 I believe that, Rohan. 584 00:32:20,071 --> 00:32:21,464 Well... 585 00:32:23,727 --> 00:32:26,179 We'll never know, now, will we? 586 00:32:29,602 --> 00:32:31,996 I think that's up to you. 587 00:32:33,911 --> 00:32:35,042 How? 588 00:32:39,569 --> 00:32:42,659 Everything your father was, 589 00:32:43,320 --> 00:32:45,530 everything that he could be... 590 00:32:47,240 --> 00:32:48,665 that's in you. 591 00:32:50,449 --> 00:32:52,495 No, it is. It's inside of you. 592 00:32:52,538 --> 00:32:54,790 His life is in yours. 593 00:32:56,673 --> 00:32:58,326 How are you gonna live it? 594 00:33:24,875 --> 00:33:26,790 Sorry I'm late. 595 00:33:32,491 --> 00:33:34,704 The "resistance." 596 00:33:36,234 --> 00:33:38,458 The resistance. 597 00:33:40,717 --> 00:33:44,404 Ignoring mandates, conducting illicit surgeries, 598 00:33:44,447 --> 00:33:47,114 risking the accreditation of this hospital... 599 00:33:47,158 --> 00:33:48,551 It was me! 600 00:33:50,640 --> 00:33:53,077 I authorized the Chaplain's surgery, 601 00:33:53,120 --> 00:33:54,557 and I was going to lead it, 602 00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:58,103 so you do not need to punish anyone else here. 603 00:34:02,434 --> 00:34:04,610 Please accept my resignation. 604 00:34:04,654 --> 00:34:07,787 No, Dr. Wilder, I do not accept your resignation, 605 00:34:07,831 --> 00:34:11,530 because, unfortunately, your surgeries generate 606 00:34:11,574 --> 00:34:14,703 a staggering amount of revenue for this hospital. 607 00:34:16,013 --> 00:34:18,494 Yeah, but I will not stay here under these conditions. 608 00:34:18,537 --> 00:34:20,626 Well, actually, I think you might. 609 00:34:20,670 --> 00:34:22,498 Otherwise, I'll have to report you 610 00:34:22,541 --> 00:34:24,064 to the AMA for what you did, 611 00:34:24,108 --> 00:34:25,805 and then they'll strip you of your license, 612 00:34:25,849 --> 00:34:27,633 and it will get very, very messy indeed. 613 00:34:27,677 --> 00:34:29,113 No, no, that's enough. 614 00:34:29,156 --> 00:34:31,637 Hey, you are entitled to call us out, that's fine, 615 00:34:31,681 --> 00:34:35,249 - but you don't get to - I don't get to what, Dr. Frome? 616 00:34:35,293 --> 00:34:36,512 Do my job? 617 00:34:36,555 --> 00:34:38,252 Which unlike you, Dr. Frome, 618 00:34:38,296 --> 00:34:40,341 I happen to take very seriously. 619 00:34:40,385 --> 00:34:41,511 Oh, do you? 620 00:34:41,555 --> 00:34:44,563 And, actually, while I have you, let me ask you this. 621 00:34:44,607 --> 00:34:47,000 How many scheduled patients did you see today? 622 00:34:47,319 --> 00:34:50,221 Um, scheduled? 623 00:34:50,264 --> 00:34:52,528 - Scheduled, yes, mm-hmm. - One. 624 00:34:52,571 --> 00:34:54,051 Well, actually, I know that, 625 00:34:54,094 --> 00:34:56,662 because while you were playing video games, 626 00:34:56,706 --> 00:34:58,534 the other five were rescheduled. 627 00:34:58,577 --> 00:35:00,536 That's revenue straight out the door. 628 00:35:00,579 --> 00:35:05,018 I just don't know how much longer I can drag you 629 00:35:05,062 --> 00:35:07,543 by the ear before I see some semblance 630 00:35:07,586 --> 00:35:09,066 of professional behavior from you. 631 00:35:09,109 --> 00:35:11,198 I called each of those patients, 632 00:35:11,242 --> 00:35:12,678 and I rescheduled them. 633 00:35:12,722 --> 00:35:15,055 As of now, you are no longer chair of your department. 634 00:35:16,116 --> 00:35:18,205 Sorry, has to be done. 635 00:35:18,249 --> 00:35:20,251 No, what? What? 636 00:35:20,294 --> 00:35:24,472 Dr. Bloom, you were going to resign today as well. 637 00:35:24,516 --> 00:35:25,604 Is that correct? 638 00:35:28,564 --> 00:35:30,362 I was going to... 639 00:35:31,610 --> 00:35:34,787 but after everything I've seen today... 640 00:35:36,528 --> 00:35:38,095 I'm staying. 641 00:35:38,495 --> 00:35:41,838 Well, unfortunately, that's not your decision to make. 642 00:35:42,541 --> 00:35:45,989 So I happily accept your resignation, 643 00:35:46,014 --> 00:35:47,798 and I sincerely thank you 644 00:35:47,823 --> 00:35:50,178 for everything that you've done for New Amsterdam. 645 00:35:54,981 --> 00:35:56,635 Mia.. 646 00:35:56,679 --> 00:35:58,724 Mia, Mia... 647 00:35:58,768 --> 00:36:01,205 If you weren't the sole practitioner 648 00:36:01,248 --> 00:36:03,642 of holistic medicine, I would have no choice 649 00:36:03,686 --> 00:36:06,606 but to relieve you of your duties as well. 650 00:36:07,124 --> 00:36:09,256 You had the chance to come to me 651 00:36:09,300 --> 00:36:11,236 and to tell me the truth. 652 00:36:11,737 --> 00:36:13,652 And you chose not to. 653 00:36:16,133 --> 00:36:18,577 But I'm going to give you a second chance, 654 00:36:18,918 --> 00:36:20,877 against my better judgment. 655 00:36:22,922 --> 00:36:24,924 But I certainly hope you follow the lead 656 00:36:24,968 --> 00:36:26,665 of Dr. Reynolds in the future. 657 00:36:30,538 --> 00:36:33,498 You had the courage to come forward 658 00:36:33,541 --> 00:36:36,022 and to alert me about the resistance. 659 00:36:37,894 --> 00:36:39,852 Not just for your patients, 660 00:36:39,896 --> 00:36:42,812 but for all the patients at New Amsterdam 661 00:36:42,855 --> 00:36:44,814 because you saw that there was a possibility 662 00:36:44,857 --> 00:36:48,165 of doing them harm, and our oath states 663 00:36:48,208 --> 00:36:53,039 that we must protect them at all costs. 664 00:36:55,101 --> 00:36:57,016 And for that, I'm grateful. 665 00:36:58,436 --> 00:36:59,524 So please send me a list 666 00:36:59,567 --> 00:37:01,221 of the surgeries you would like restored. 667 00:37:01,265 --> 00:37:04,289 And let's certainly hope this never happens again. 668 00:37:06,333 --> 00:37:09,708 And if you'll excuse me, I have a hospital to run. 669 00:37:19,457 --> 00:37:20,847 Uh... 670 00:37:42,785 --> 00:37:44,308 ? Flight of stairs... 671 00:37:58,801 --> 00:38:00,977 - Hey. - Floyd, have you seen Ma... 672 00:38:24,087 --> 00:38:27,743 Out of the night that covers me. 673 00:38:27,786 --> 00:38:30,441 Black as the pit from pole to pole. 674 00:38:34,053 --> 00:38:38,797 Thank whatever gods may be... 675 00:38:38,841 --> 00:38:41,408 for my unconquerable soul. 676 00:38:43,933 --> 00:38:47,110 In the fell clutch of circumstance, 677 00:38:47,153 --> 00:38:50,417 I have not winced nor cried aloud. 678 00:38:53,333 --> 00:38:56,902 Under the bludgeonings of chance... 679 00:38:56,946 --> 00:38:59,818 my head is bloody but unbowed. 680 00:39:00,950 --> 00:39:02,952 Beyond this place of wrath and tears 681 00:39:02,995 --> 00:39:05,693 looms but the horror of the shade. 682 00:39:07,783 --> 00:39:10,128 And yet, diminished of the years 683 00:39:11,134 --> 00:39:14,043 finds and shall find me unafraid. 684 00:39:14,964 --> 00:39:17,314 In matters not how straight the gate, 685 00:39:17,357 --> 00:39:19,925 how charged with punishments the scroll. 686 00:39:19,969 --> 00:39:23,624 I am the master of my fate. 687 00:39:23,668 --> 00:39:26,584 I am the captain of my soul. 688 00:39:50,566 --> 00:39:54,265 - Heard about the meeting? - From everyone. 689 00:39:56,353 --> 00:39:58,963 I keep thinking there's something I should do, but... 690 00:40:00,543 --> 00:40:03,384 I try to remember that it's just not my fight anymore. 691 00:40:04,361 --> 00:40:05,405 No? 692 00:40:09,981 --> 00:40:11,809 Let's grab Luna and go. 693 00:40:18,357 --> 00:40:19,984 What is it? 694 00:40:22,988 --> 00:40:24,468 I can't let you. 695 00:40:26,658 --> 00:40:28,576 I can't let you leave. 696 00:40:29,212 --> 00:40:31,954 - Helen... - Because you're wrong, Max. 697 00:40:31,997 --> 00:40:34,374 Of course this is your fight. 698 00:40:35,124 --> 00:40:37,394 After what I saw today... 699 00:40:37,752 --> 00:40:40,129 This place... 700 00:40:40,919 --> 00:40:44,634 these patients, our friends... 701 00:40:45,619 --> 00:40:47,554 they're all losing. 702 00:40:48,622 --> 00:40:52,100 They're fighting back, and they are losing... 703 00:40:52,800 --> 00:40:54,367 because you're not here. 704 00:40:54,411 --> 00:40:57,196 I did everything I could, Helen. 705 00:40:57,240 --> 00:40:59,851 I did everything I could, and so did you 706 00:40:59,895 --> 00:41:03,194 to try to leave this place better when we... 707 00:41:03,681 --> 00:41:05,378 And it didn't work out. 708 00:41:07,951 --> 00:41:09,556 And I have to make peace with that. 709 00:41:09,600 --> 00:41:11,732 No. No, forget peace. 710 00:41:11,776 --> 00:41:13,517 This is war. 711 00:41:13,560 --> 00:41:16,433 So you need to stay here, and you need to fight. 712 00:41:16,476 --> 00:41:19,218 You need to fight alongside our friends. 713 00:41:19,262 --> 00:41:20,959 You need to fight for this hospital. 714 00:41:21,003 --> 00:41:23,744 You have to fight for my legacy and yours. 715 00:41:23,788 --> 00:41:25,508 And when you win... 716 00:41:26,356 --> 00:41:28,553 and you will win... 717 00:41:29,141 --> 00:41:31,056 then you get your ass on a plane, 718 00:41:31,100 --> 00:41:34,059 and you come back to me, do you understand? 719 00:41:35,974 --> 00:41:37,497 What if I lose you? 720 00:41:43,808 --> 00:41:45,766 Losing me is impossible. 721 00:41:51,033 --> 00:41:53,411 Now you get in there... 722 00:41:54,787 --> 00:41:57,865 and you show them what you're made of. 52189

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