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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:05,132 --> 00:00:06,790 Well, I did it for love. 2 00:00:06,830 --> 00:00:08,270 I left behind a dream job 3 00:00:08,310 --> 00:00:11,230 and 7-Elevens, the Yankees... The things we do, right? 4 00:00:11,270 --> 00:00:13,100 But, really, living in London has just been 5 00:00:13,140 --> 00:00:14,710 the absolute best, truly. 6 00:00:14,750 --> 00:00:16,320 That's great to hear, Dr. Goodwin. 7 00:00:16,360 --> 00:00:20,775 And I just got my medical license in the UK. 8 00:00:20,825 --> 00:00:22,365 Not in the U.S. Had that one already. 9 00:00:22,405 --> 00:00:24,899 So I'm ready to go back to work. 10 00:00:24,924 --> 00:00:26,262 You just say the word. 11 00:00:26,286 --> 00:00:28,896 We're looking for a urologist. 12 00:00:28,936 --> 00:00:31,076 Not the word I was hoping for. 13 00:00:33,246 --> 00:00:34,726 Get your head in the game. 14 00:00:34,776 --> 00:00:37,386 Tell me about your most recent employment. 15 00:00:37,426 --> 00:00:39,126 NHS Hampstead. 16 00:00:39,166 --> 00:00:41,866 Ah, yes. In what capacity? 17 00:00:41,906 --> 00:00:43,996 - Receptionist. - Receptionist? 18 00:00:44,046 --> 00:00:46,086 - Mm-hmm. - And the reason you left? 19 00:00:46,126 --> 00:00:48,176 Ha. Kind of a funny story. 20 00:00:48,216 --> 00:00:50,759 I got fired by my girlfriend 21 00:00:50,783 --> 00:00:53,603 for starting an insurrection. 22 00:00:53,653 --> 00:00:55,213 That sounds worse than it is. 23 00:00:55,263 --> 00:00:57,573 Here we go. 24 00:00:57,613 --> 00:00:59,573 For six years where I specialized 25 00:00:59,613 --> 00:01:01,223 in the study of infectious diseases. 26 00:01:01,263 --> 00:01:03,883 That is one incredible CV, Dr. Goodwin. 27 00:01:03,923 --> 00:01:05,313 Well, those are just the highlights. 28 00:01:05,363 --> 00:01:07,583 The full reel would really knock your socks off. 29 00:01:07,623 --> 00:01:08,623 Well, you certainly are qualified. 30 00:01:08,663 --> 00:01:09,713 Thank you. 31 00:01:09,753 --> 00:01:11,933 One might say overly qualified. 32 00:01:11,973 --> 00:01:14,363 - Really? Who would say that? - Uh, I would not say that. 33 00:01:14,413 --> 00:01:16,633 I would say I'm just exactly... 34 00:01:16,673 --> 00:01:17,933 The right level of qualified. 35 00:01:17,983 --> 00:01:20,283 Hiring someone who could so easily replace me 36 00:01:20,333 --> 00:01:22,333 doesn't sound like the wisest of ideas. 37 00:01:22,373 --> 00:01:26,123 And before that, you were medical director 38 00:01:26,163 --> 00:01:28,863 of New Amsterdam in New York City. 39 00:01:28,903 --> 00:01:30,643 Perhaps you should have led with that. 40 00:01:30,693 --> 00:01:33,253 I, uh... ha ha... note taken. 41 00:01:33,303 --> 00:01:36,693 May we reach out to the current medical director, 42 00:01:36,733 --> 00:01:39,263 Veronica Fuentes, for a reference? 43 00:01:39,303 --> 00:01:41,303 I'd really rather you didn't. 44 00:01:42,173 --> 00:01:44,223 It's gonna work out. 45 00:01:44,263 --> 00:01:47,053 Look, I-I know there are a million reasons 46 00:01:47,093 --> 00:01:48,923 not to hire me, but-but I need this. 47 00:01:48,963 --> 00:01:50,103 I mean, I love this. 48 00:01:50,143 --> 00:01:52,013 This is what I was trained to do... 49 00:01:52,053 --> 00:01:53,803 provide care, healing, helping people. 50 00:01:53,843 --> 00:01:56,193 I don't care if I have to see patients in some back alley... 51 00:01:56,233 --> 00:02:00,023 I will do it. I-I just... I'm begging you. 52 00:02:00,063 --> 00:02:01,933 Please. 53 00:02:01,983 --> 00:02:04,943 Just... put me back to work. 54 00:02:04,983 --> 00:02:06,423 - It's a no. - No. 55 00:02:06,463 --> 00:02:08,773 Apologies... but no. 56 00:02:08,813 --> 00:02:10,943 We just don't have a position for you, 57 00:02:10,993 --> 00:02:14,733 but I have no doubt you'll land some place wonderful. 58 00:02:14,773 --> 00:02:15,953 - It's a no. - No. 59 00:02:15,993 --> 00:02:16,953 - No. - No. 60 00:02:16,993 --> 00:02:18,253 No... no... 61 00:02:19,188 --> 00:02:22,709 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 62 00:02:23,833 --> 00:02:25,963 How is she? She still spotting? 63 00:02:26,003 --> 00:02:27,923 All good there, but, you know, being on bed rest 64 00:02:27,963 --> 00:02:29,313 for 23 hours a day 65 00:02:29,353 --> 00:02:32,273 is working her last nerve, as am I. 66 00:02:32,313 --> 00:02:33,793 Yeah, I guess we're both in the doghouse. 67 00:02:33,843 --> 00:02:36,013 Yeah. But, hey, thanks for covering for me, man. 68 00:02:36,053 --> 00:02:38,193 I got a few job interviews. If she needs anything... 69 00:02:38,233 --> 00:02:39,933 Of course, I'm happy to help. 70 00:02:39,973 --> 00:02:42,283 Okay. All right. Yeah. 71 00:02:42,323 --> 00:02:43,933 - Just... 'scuse me. - Sorry. Yes. 72 00:02:43,983 --> 00:02:46,817 Hey, Floyd, um... 73 00:02:48,853 --> 00:02:50,983 do you know your way around? 74 00:02:51,033 --> 00:02:52,163 No. No, no, no. 75 00:02:52,203 --> 00:02:53,993 I've never been inside here. 76 00:02:54,033 --> 00:02:57,033 I... ha... haven't been anywhere. 77 00:02:58,123 --> 00:03:00,343 Okay, um... bedroom's upstairs. 78 00:03:00,383 --> 00:03:03,213 - Right. - Okay. Yeah. 79 00:03:09,313 --> 00:03:10,500 The lab called. 80 00:03:10,525 --> 00:03:13,053 They want all blood cultures sent in duplicate. 81 00:03:13,093 --> 00:03:17,233 Also, for the love of God, please stop ordering SED rates. 82 00:03:19,103 --> 00:03:21,193 And, uh... 83 00:03:21,233 --> 00:03:23,323 obviously, Dr. Shinwari 84 00:03:23,363 --> 00:03:25,193 dropped out of the residency program, 85 00:03:25,233 --> 00:03:28,853 but she failed to fill out some exit paperwork 86 00:03:28,893 --> 00:03:31,943 and she didn't leave any forwarding information. 87 00:03:33,853 --> 00:03:37,163 Somebody here must know where she is, right? 88 00:03:40,113 --> 00:03:42,153 It's for official paperwork, okay? 89 00:03:42,178 --> 00:03:46,148 You wouldn't be betraying any trust or anything like that. 90 00:03:48,263 --> 00:03:50,743 Look, I know that one of you knows where she is, okay? 91 00:03:50,783 --> 00:03:52,393 So just... 92 00:03:52,443 --> 00:03:55,836 Nico Jerrino, 33, unconscious, massive contusion. 93 00:03:55,860 --> 00:03:58,130 Hit his head on the stairs at Madison square garden. 94 00:03:58,170 --> 00:03:59,910 - All right. - Let's get him to Trauma One. 95 00:03:59,960 --> 00:04:02,740 Secondary survey, clear his spine and order head CT. 96 00:04:02,780 --> 00:04:04,530 You know the drill. 97 00:04:10,920 --> 00:04:13,620 No, it's personal. 98 00:04:13,670 --> 00:04:16,490 And I'm only here in a professional capacity. 99 00:04:20,110 --> 00:04:22,890 Okay. Maybe I will tell you 100 00:04:22,940 --> 00:04:24,850 after our insurrectionist meeting, 101 00:04:24,890 --> 00:04:27,810 which, by the way, is highly unprofessional. 102 00:04:27,850 --> 00:04:29,510 Hi. 103 00:04:30,290 --> 00:04:31,940 - Hi. - Hi. 104 00:04:31,990 --> 00:04:33,950 What are you doing here? 105 00:04:34,950 --> 00:04:36,170 - Nothing. - Uh, nothing. 106 00:04:36,210 --> 00:04:38,210 I like to... come here and think. 107 00:04:38,250 --> 00:04:40,820 - I get that. - Dead bodies are pretty quiet. 108 00:04:40,870 --> 00:04:42,740 Although if you listen with your root chakra, 109 00:04:42,780 --> 00:04:45,310 you can hear them from the other side. 110 00:04:45,783 --> 00:04:47,263 Uh... 111 00:04:47,288 --> 00:04:48,530 It's a joke. 112 00:04:48,570 --> 00:04:50,090 I'm not crazy, remember? 113 00:04:50,140 --> 00:04:53,880 - Right. Totally. - So you were looking for me. 114 00:04:53,920 --> 00:04:56,660 Yes. Veronica placed me in the oncology department. 115 00:04:56,710 --> 00:04:58,840 So I wanted to reach out and connect. 116 00:04:59,620 --> 00:05:00,930 She did? Why? 117 00:05:00,970 --> 00:05:02,930 Well, my work can be very helpful with patients 118 00:05:02,980 --> 00:05:04,980 who are going through chemo and radiation 119 00:05:05,020 --> 00:05:06,980 and, you know, we're both new here. 120 00:05:07,020 --> 00:05:09,240 So I thought we could work together, 121 00:05:09,290 --> 00:05:11,712 show each other where the bodies are buried. 122 00:05:12,590 --> 00:05:13,860 Pun intended. 123 00:05:15,380 --> 00:05:16,550 And accomplished. 124 00:05:16,600 --> 00:05:18,600 So I guess I'll see you around. 125 00:05:18,640 --> 00:05:20,210 Great. 126 00:05:36,750 --> 00:05:38,840 Are your sessions always this action-packed? 127 00:05:38,880 --> 00:05:40,930 No, this one's the wildest. 128 00:05:40,970 --> 00:05:43,060 Well, like I've said, this is your time, so... 129 00:05:43,100 --> 00:05:44,890 Pssh. Not really. 130 00:05:44,930 --> 00:05:47,670 These check-ins are mandated by the higher-ups, aren't they? 131 00:05:47,720 --> 00:05:49,110 Yeah. That's right. 132 00:05:49,150 --> 00:05:50,720 So I'll be checking in with all of your coworkers 133 00:05:50,760 --> 00:05:52,150 over the course of the year. 134 00:05:52,200 --> 00:05:54,110 Job's fine. Marriage is fine. 135 00:05:54,160 --> 00:05:56,900 You don't wanna be doing better than fine? 136 00:05:56,940 --> 00:05:58,120 Well, at the end of a shift, 137 00:05:58,160 --> 00:05:59,810 I'm too tired for much excitement. 138 00:06:00,218 --> 00:06:01,690 What's that look like? The fatigue. 139 00:06:01,730 --> 00:06:03,120 Tell me about that. 140 00:06:03,472 --> 00:06:05,650 I lay down on the couch, grab a couple cold ones. 141 00:06:05,690 --> 00:06:07,170 Turn the TV on. 142 00:06:07,210 --> 00:06:09,820 My wife asks me questions about my day, 143 00:06:09,870 --> 00:06:11,780 which I don't wanna talk about. 144 00:06:12,105 --> 00:06:14,350 She gets mad. I get defensive. 145 00:06:14,390 --> 00:06:16,000 Typical marriage, right? 146 00:06:16,050 --> 00:06:19,180 But you used to interact more, right, with your wife? 147 00:06:20,710 --> 00:06:22,320 Why'd you stop? 148 00:06:24,750 --> 00:06:27,100 Like I said, I'm tired. 149 00:06:27,609 --> 00:06:29,649 When did this start? 150 00:06:32,330 --> 00:06:33,940 Time to go to work. 151 00:06:33,980 --> 00:06:35,890 - Great talk. - Yeah. Okay. 152 00:06:35,940 --> 00:06:37,770 Now, remember, as per your employer, 153 00:06:37,810 --> 00:06:41,290 I will be observing you for the rest of the day, so... 154 00:06:41,605 --> 00:06:43,175 Yeah. 155 00:06:49,596 --> 00:06:51,376 Let's roll. 156 00:06:57,960 --> 00:07:01,400 Mr. Jerrino. Hi, I'm Dr. Bloom. 157 00:07:01,440 --> 00:07:03,920 You're at New Amsterdam Hospital. 158 00:07:03,970 --> 00:07:05,660 You remember hitting your head? 159 00:07:05,710 --> 00:07:07,710 Who won the game? 160 00:07:07,750 --> 00:07:08,930 Excuse me? 161 00:07:08,970 --> 00:07:10,800 Knicks. Who won? 162 00:07:10,840 --> 00:07:13,800 - Oh, uh, I don't know. - I can ask around later. 163 00:07:13,850 --> 00:07:15,720 Can you check, please? Now? 164 00:07:15,760 --> 00:07:17,200 It's really important. Super important. 165 00:07:17,240 --> 00:07:19,150 I was wearing my lucky jersey, and we were up by 10, 166 00:07:19,200 --> 00:07:20,330 - and I think this could be the... - Okay. 167 00:07:20,370 --> 00:07:21,850 - Okay. - Oh, wait. 168 00:07:21,900 --> 00:07:23,120 Wh-where is my jersey? 169 00:07:23,160 --> 00:07:24,749 All your belongings are in that bag 170 00:07:24,799 --> 00:07:26,340 - at the foot of the bed. - Oh, thank God. 171 00:07:26,380 --> 00:07:27,820 Some people think it's trashy 172 00:07:27,860 --> 00:07:30,340 'cause I only wash it when they win. 173 00:07:30,380 --> 00:07:34,170 Like a cleanse, you know? But it's getting kinda... 174 00:07:34,210 --> 00:07:36,740 99-96. Knicks lost. 175 00:07:36,780 --> 00:07:39,317 No, impossible. Can I see? 176 00:07:41,050 --> 00:07:42,960 Damn it! They blew it. 177 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:45,400 No D. They threw it away. 178 00:07:45,440 --> 00:07:48,880 Out-rebounded again. And dumb fouls. 179 00:07:48,920 --> 00:07:51,000 God, they suck! 180 00:07:51,040 --> 00:07:52,270 What a waste. 181 00:07:54,930 --> 00:07:56,020 I feel nauseous. 182 00:07:56,060 --> 00:07:58,320 Um... metaphorically? 183 00:07:58,370 --> 00:08:01,460 I can't... I can't get enough air. 184 00:08:01,500 --> 00:08:03,817 Your oxygen levels are good. 185 00:08:06,990 --> 00:08:09,222 Let's get a crash cart over here now. 186 00:08:11,279 --> 00:08:13,459 Hey. Yeah, it's me. Just got here. 187 00:08:13,499 --> 00:08:16,719 Um, interviews went, uh, really great. 188 00:08:16,769 --> 00:08:19,459 Yeah. A lot of good opportunities, so... 189 00:08:19,509 --> 00:08:22,029 - it's gonna be hard to, uh... - Me leg's killing me. 190 00:08:22,079 --> 00:08:23,729 - There are no cancellations. - To pick one. 191 00:08:23,769 --> 00:08:25,129 - We'll see you in four weeks. - Just hold tight. 192 00:08:25,169 --> 00:08:27,649 Anyways, I'll, uh, wait around for a little bit. 193 00:08:27,689 --> 00:08:31,219 And, uh, if you're, uh, too busy, 194 00:08:31,259 --> 00:08:33,479 I'll just, um... I'll see you at home. 195 00:08:33,519 --> 00:08:35,179 - Love you. - Would you like 196 00:08:35,219 --> 00:08:37,309 if I unscrew me leg, then, and leave it here? 197 00:08:37,349 --> 00:08:38,659 It's not doing me any good, you know. 198 00:08:38,699 --> 00:08:40,089 We'll see you in a month, Mr. Chiltern. 199 00:08:40,139 --> 00:08:42,439 - What's that? - Some information. 200 00:08:42,489 --> 00:08:44,049 Number 37. 201 00:08:49,539 --> 00:08:52,319 Uh... Mr. Chiltern, 202 00:08:52,369 --> 00:08:54,559 I'm Dr. Max Goodwin. 203 00:08:55,369 --> 00:08:57,062 How can I help? 204 00:09:00,310 --> 00:09:03,010 Médecins Sans Frontières on the Afghan border? 205 00:09:03,050 --> 00:09:04,376 Oh my gosh... what a powerful experience 206 00:09:04,416 --> 00:09:05,456 that must have been. 207 00:09:05,506 --> 00:09:07,949 It got me to understand how much we doctors can do 208 00:09:07,989 --> 00:09:09,509 with very few resources. 209 00:09:09,559 --> 00:09:11,129 I know Hampstead's on a slim budget, 210 00:09:11,169 --> 00:09:13,209 but there's so much to be done with what's at hand. 211 00:09:13,259 --> 00:09:15,649 - I couldn't agree more. - When I became medical director, 212 00:09:15,689 --> 00:09:17,909 I had this overwhelming responsibility 213 00:09:17,959 --> 00:09:20,583 that I had to impart the best of myself to this institution, 214 00:09:20,607 --> 00:09:22,607 knowing that it was a direct reflection of me, 215 00:09:22,647 --> 00:09:24,737 of my values, my principles. 216 00:09:24,777 --> 00:09:26,397 "Do not follow where the path may lead. 217 00:09:26,437 --> 00:09:28,747 Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." 218 00:09:28,787 --> 00:09:30,047 Emerson. 219 00:09:30,087 --> 00:09:31,877 It was a pleasure meeting you, Dr. Sharpe. 220 00:09:32,323 --> 00:09:34,182 Likewise, Dr. Vaishya. 221 00:09:37,747 --> 00:09:39,967 I think I just found my number two. 222 00:09:40,017 --> 00:09:41,977 Ah. He's lovely, I'm sure. 223 00:09:42,017 --> 00:09:43,977 He's devoted his life to those in need. 224 00:09:44,017 --> 00:09:46,847 And he quoted Emerson. Now, if that's not sign... 225 00:09:46,887 --> 00:09:48,677 I'm not sure how things are in America, 226 00:09:48,717 --> 00:09:50,767 but we don't see many female hospital directors 227 00:09:50,807 --> 00:09:52,857 in our corner of the world. 228 00:09:52,897 --> 00:09:54,337 Go on. 229 00:09:54,377 --> 00:09:55,857 Well, you've been given the rare opportunity 230 00:09:55,897 --> 00:09:58,597 to really start changing the face of the NHS. 231 00:09:59,040 --> 00:10:00,777 A female deputy could pay dividends 232 00:10:00,817 --> 00:10:02,467 for generations to come. 233 00:10:02,517 --> 00:10:05,647 Otherwise, who's gonna train the next you? 234 00:10:06,214 --> 00:10:08,517 Right. I hadn't thought of it that way. 235 00:10:08,567 --> 00:10:10,737 Well, hiring a woman could be a shot across the bow, 236 00:10:10,787 --> 00:10:12,787 but it's your decision, of course. 237 00:10:16,917 --> 00:10:19,797 Hmm. Well, that is a nasty bump. 238 00:10:20,186 --> 00:10:21,667 Yeah, I could have told you that. 239 00:10:21,707 --> 00:10:23,147 Don't make you a doctor, does it, mate? 240 00:10:23,187 --> 00:10:25,627 Ow! Ow. 241 00:10:25,667 --> 00:10:29,677 Sorry. Uh, this is osteoarthritis. 242 00:10:29,717 --> 00:10:31,977 - That doesn't sound good. - Well, it's not that bad. 243 00:10:32,027 --> 00:10:33,767 I can get a needle, drain this fluid, 244 00:10:33,807 --> 00:10:35,677 and the swelling should go down 245 00:10:35,727 --> 00:10:37,897 and you should feel better pretty immediately. 246 00:10:37,947 --> 00:10:40,027 You sure you're actually a doctor? 247 00:10:40,874 --> 00:10:42,907 Actually, I, uh, 248 00:10:42,947 --> 00:10:45,719 used to run America's oldest public hospital. 249 00:10:45,759 --> 00:10:48,517 Ha ha ha ha! Yeah, sure you did. 250 00:10:49,777 --> 00:10:51,867 Yeah. So, uh, you stay here, 251 00:10:51,917 --> 00:10:53,737 and, uh, I'm gonna grab some medical supplies. 252 00:10:53,787 --> 00:10:55,555 We'll be right back. 253 00:11:03,537 --> 00:11:04,939 Hey, Priscilla. 254 00:11:06,627 --> 00:11:08,797 Hi there. I was out getting some snacks for my beloved 255 00:11:08,847 --> 00:11:09,887 and I thought you might like one. 256 00:11:09,927 --> 00:11:11,107 Oh, what a prince. Give it here. 257 00:11:11,147 --> 00:11:12,587 I'll give it to her straight away. 258 00:11:12,627 --> 00:11:14,457 You know what? I was actually thinking 259 00:11:14,497 --> 00:11:16,027 I might give it to her myself. 260 00:11:16,067 --> 00:11:17,767 - Sure. Yeah, of course. - Is that okay? 261 00:11:17,807 --> 00:11:18,767 Awesome. It's nice to see you. 262 00:11:18,807 --> 00:11:19,767 - You too. - You look great. 263 00:11:19,807 --> 00:11:20,937 Thank you. 264 00:11:41,917 --> 00:11:45,097 On call pediatric nurse, station 5. 265 00:11:45,137 --> 00:11:48,747 On call pediatric nurse, station 5. 266 00:11:50,017 --> 00:11:51,757 What the hell happened to me? 267 00:11:51,797 --> 00:11:54,330 - You had a heart attack. - Full on? 268 00:11:54,370 --> 00:11:55,587 And then some. 269 00:11:55,627 --> 00:11:57,627 A stress-induced cardiomyopathy, 270 00:11:57,677 --> 00:11:59,767 which has left you with an aortic aneurysm. 271 00:11:59,807 --> 00:12:00,897 Tch. Are you kidding? 272 00:12:00,937 --> 00:12:03,197 My dad runs marathons every year. 273 00:12:03,247 --> 00:12:05,117 My grandpa's still kicking at 93. 274 00:12:05,157 --> 00:12:06,687 And, well, you... 275 00:12:06,727 --> 00:12:08,907 you've got an aneurysm that could blow at any minute. 276 00:12:09,295 --> 00:12:11,557 Look, cardiology's gonna come down here for a consult, 277 00:12:11,597 --> 00:12:12,997 but I'm pretty sure 278 00:12:13,037 --> 00:12:15,087 they're gonna recommend open heart surgery. 279 00:12:15,510 --> 00:12:18,827 - I-I don't get it. - I take good care of myself. 280 00:12:18,867 --> 00:12:21,827 I drink smoothies every morning with real kale. 281 00:12:22,267 --> 00:12:25,487 I go on hour-long walks. I eat good. 282 00:12:25,527 --> 00:12:26,837 Well, how long you been a Knicks fan? 283 00:12:26,877 --> 00:12:28,137 I never wasn't one. Why? 284 00:12:28,187 --> 00:12:30,667 Okay. Well, according to this ultrasound, 285 00:12:30,707 --> 00:12:32,577 you got the heart of an 80-year-old. 286 00:12:32,617 --> 00:12:35,187 That's stress, adrenaline, fluctuating heart rate 287 00:12:35,237 --> 00:12:37,147 based on who wins and who loses. 288 00:12:37,187 --> 00:12:38,750 What are you trying to say, Doc? 289 00:12:38,790 --> 00:12:41,937 Nico, the Knicks are literally killing you. 290 00:12:46,287 --> 00:12:49,687 - Willow, thanks for coming. - Can I get you anything? 291 00:12:50,211 --> 00:12:52,907 Yeah, less cancer would be great. 292 00:12:54,215 --> 00:12:55,947 That's what all we're all hoping for. 293 00:12:55,997 --> 00:12:58,087 Now, you have lost a few pounds 294 00:12:58,127 --> 00:13:00,607 since your appointment a few weeks ago. 295 00:13:00,647 --> 00:13:03,827 My high school self would be jumping for joy. 296 00:13:04,095 --> 00:13:05,535 How's your appetite? 297 00:13:05,560 --> 00:13:09,307 Nothing looks good or smells good. 298 00:13:09,357 --> 00:13:12,617 Just talking about my appetite is making me feel sick. 299 00:13:12,657 --> 00:13:15,617 So let's just not, okay? 300 00:13:18,837 --> 00:13:21,927 Willow, many patients who are in remission 301 00:13:21,977 --> 00:13:27,096 and have a recurrence feel angry, anxious. 302 00:13:27,498 --> 00:13:29,027 But this regimen... 303 00:13:29,067 --> 00:13:32,677 Etoposide, cisplatin, cytarabine... 304 00:13:32,727 --> 00:13:34,207 Is still your best shot. 305 00:13:34,247 --> 00:13:36,727 But I am concerned about the side effects. 306 00:13:36,777 --> 00:13:38,727 Yeah, me too. 307 00:13:38,777 --> 00:13:41,777 But I have an idea how to fix them. 308 00:13:42,388 --> 00:13:43,867 That's wonderful. 309 00:13:43,907 --> 00:13:47,787 I wanna stop all the treatment. 310 00:13:47,994 --> 00:13:49,514 I give up. 311 00:13:51,387 --> 00:13:53,047 No, wait. 312 00:13:55,097 --> 00:13:58,707 Don't go in my head. Get out, get out. 313 00:13:58,747 --> 00:14:02,147 - Hey, lady, you can't be here. - This is a place of business. 314 00:14:02,784 --> 00:14:04,757 Hey, you think I don't know what you want? 315 00:14:04,797 --> 00:14:06,757 Ha ha ha ha! I know. 316 00:14:06,807 --> 00:14:08,237 You're trying to hide in the internet, 317 00:14:08,287 --> 00:14:11,807 but I get a special text when you're trying to find me. 318 00:14:11,847 --> 00:14:13,197 Yep. Yep. Sure. Sure. 319 00:14:13,247 --> 00:14:16,247 All right. Move it along. Move it along. 320 00:14:16,287 --> 00:14:18,727 Don't you touch me. Get away from me. 321 00:14:18,767 --> 00:14:22,947 Ma'am, I'm gonna repeat this, okay? You need to move now. 322 00:14:22,997 --> 00:14:24,297 - Get away from me! - Okay. 323 00:14:24,347 --> 00:14:26,127 You know what? You were warned. 324 00:14:26,167 --> 00:14:28,257 You're moving... now. Let's go. 325 00:14:28,307 --> 00:14:30,127 Let's go. Don't fight me. 326 00:14:31,397 --> 00:14:33,827 There you go. Okay? 327 00:14:38,317 --> 00:14:41,187 Watch out for all these cops here! 328 00:14:45,837 --> 00:14:48,147 As exciting as it looks in the movies? 329 00:14:48,197 --> 00:14:50,407 - Yeah. - You can't just stand there! 330 00:14:50,457 --> 00:14:53,107 So, um, I think I know why 331 00:14:53,157 --> 00:14:55,197 you're so tired all the time. 332 00:14:55,247 --> 00:14:57,117 What are you talking about? 333 00:14:57,157 --> 00:15:01,727 Aya, I believe you are suffering from PTSD. 334 00:15:13,697 --> 00:15:15,697 I'll admit, I was so excited 335 00:15:15,737 --> 00:15:17,657 to learn that you were also at Cambridge. 336 00:15:17,697 --> 00:15:19,307 I can't believe I just missed you. 337 00:15:19,357 --> 00:15:21,397 I know. And reestablishing our ties 338 00:15:21,447 --> 00:15:24,227 with the university is gonna be such a coup for Hampstead. 339 00:15:24,267 --> 00:15:26,757 And having you as a mentor would be life-altering. 340 00:15:26,797 --> 00:15:30,367 Well, it was such a pleasure to meet you, Dr. Stewart. 341 00:15:30,407 --> 00:15:31,667 - I'll be in touch. - Sure. 342 00:15:31,717 --> 00:15:33,277 Thank you. 343 00:15:33,327 --> 00:15:35,457 - Can you sign these? - Yeah, of course. 344 00:15:35,497 --> 00:15:37,327 I think I just found my number two. 345 00:15:37,367 --> 00:15:40,807 Very exciting. A powerful woman. 346 00:15:40,857 --> 00:15:43,767 Just thinking about Hampstead's Muslim population. 347 00:15:43,817 --> 00:15:46,297 - Okay. - It's big and growing. 348 00:15:46,337 --> 00:15:48,817 Why not have more clinic staff that looks like our patients? 349 00:15:49,343 --> 00:15:51,427 Well, I come from a Muslim background myself. 350 00:15:51,477 --> 00:15:54,297 You do? You never mentioned it on television. 351 00:15:54,347 --> 00:15:56,867 - Well, I meant my father was. - That's okay. 352 00:15:56,917 --> 00:15:58,657 It's not front and center for you. 353 00:15:58,697 --> 00:16:00,657 But for many of our patients, it is. 354 00:16:00,697 --> 00:16:02,877 And statistically, being treated by physicians 355 00:16:02,917 --> 00:16:04,617 who look like you and understands 356 00:16:04,657 --> 00:16:07,227 where you're coming from, leads to better outcomes. 357 00:16:07,267 --> 00:16:08,967 Yes. That's absolutely true. 358 00:16:09,007 --> 00:16:10,667 I know you'll make the right decision. 359 00:16:10,707 --> 00:16:12,237 You always do. 360 00:16:17,017 --> 00:16:19,717 You done yet? Can I look now? 361 00:16:19,757 --> 00:16:21,897 Uh... not just yet. 362 00:16:21,937 --> 00:16:24,857 I am repositioning 363 00:16:24,897 --> 00:16:26,857 so I can draw the fluid out. 364 00:16:26,897 --> 00:16:28,987 I don't wanna know the details, man. 365 00:16:29,027 --> 00:16:30,507 - Right. - Needles. 366 00:16:30,557 --> 00:16:34,517 Of course. So how long have you been driving a cab? 367 00:16:35,269 --> 00:16:38,370 Oh, since I was 18, I was one-a the knowledge boys. 368 00:16:38,410 --> 00:16:41,957 Memorized the blue book till I knew this city inside out. 369 00:16:41,997 --> 00:16:43,397 Hmm. 370 00:16:43,437 --> 00:16:45,747 Always knew this is where I wanted to be... 371 00:16:45,787 --> 00:16:47,527 Behind a wheel. 372 00:16:47,577 --> 00:16:48,787 Never wanted to do anything else. 373 00:16:48,837 --> 00:16:51,447 - Do you believe that? - Hmm. 374 00:16:51,487 --> 00:16:56,407 I cannot imagine not being able to drive anymore. 375 00:16:56,447 --> 00:16:58,627 I know the feeling. 376 00:16:58,960 --> 00:17:02,887 All right. Let's not, uh, stop the meter just yet. 377 00:17:02,937 --> 00:17:06,507 - Oh, King Ada! - Mate, that needle really hurts. 378 00:17:06,547 --> 00:17:07,507 No, no, that's not the needle. 379 00:17:07,547 --> 00:17:08,727 That's something else. 380 00:17:08,767 --> 00:17:10,637 Oh, easy, tiger. Easy. 381 00:17:11,897 --> 00:17:13,817 Have you been doing a lot of work on your knees, 382 00:17:13,857 --> 00:17:16,337 sanding floors and things like that? 383 00:17:16,387 --> 00:17:17,867 - Lino. - Lino? 384 00:17:17,907 --> 00:17:19,517 Linoleum? Yeah. 385 00:17:19,557 --> 00:17:21,777 Just done my daughter's flat. How do you know? 386 00:17:21,827 --> 00:17:23,737 I think the lino work 387 00:17:23,787 --> 00:17:26,567 has created a new fusion here just above the kneecap. 388 00:17:26,607 --> 00:17:28,787 Well, I'm glad I kept that appointment for next month. 389 00:17:28,827 --> 00:17:30,707 - No need to wait a month. - I can fix it right now. 390 00:17:30,747 --> 00:17:32,137 Let's see your hand. 391 00:17:32,177 --> 00:17:34,267 Just put some pressure right here and I'll be back. 392 00:17:34,317 --> 00:17:36,407 I'm gonna grab one more thing. 393 00:17:41,497 --> 00:17:42,717 Hey there. 394 00:17:44,457 --> 00:17:46,547 The only thing that woman loves more than surprises 395 00:17:46,587 --> 00:17:47,847 is biscuits. 396 00:17:47,897 --> 00:17:50,027 Honestly, you and Dr. Sharpe are adorable. 397 00:17:50,067 --> 00:17:51,987 - Off you go. - Okay. 398 00:18:04,387 --> 00:18:06,087 Nico, I got great news. 399 00:18:06,127 --> 00:18:09,437 - K.D. blew out his knee? - No, I got you a spot. 400 00:18:09,477 --> 00:18:12,527 The OR miraculously carved out a spot for your heart surgery. 401 00:18:12,567 --> 00:18:13,837 So we're good to go. 402 00:18:13,877 --> 00:18:15,487 - I gotta push it a day. - My guy's got a game. 403 00:18:15,527 --> 00:18:16,787 It's a can't miss. 404 00:18:16,837 --> 00:18:19,667 Okay, Nico, your surgery is the can't miss. 405 00:18:19,707 --> 00:18:21,447 Can I wear my lucky jersey? 406 00:18:21,497 --> 00:18:24,773 No. They're gonna cut open your chest. 407 00:18:24,823 --> 00:18:28,417 - Then no can do. - My guys need me, Dr. Bloom. 408 00:18:28,457 --> 00:18:30,457 Nico, listen to me, okay? 409 00:18:30,497 --> 00:18:32,327 You're gonna die. 410 00:18:32,377 --> 00:18:35,937 How are the Knicks losing again more important than your life? 411 00:18:37,857 --> 00:18:40,077 They are my life. 412 00:18:41,857 --> 00:18:44,427 Look, I don't have a girlfriend. 413 00:18:44,467 --> 00:18:46,477 I don't have a job I love. 414 00:18:46,517 --> 00:18:48,611 I don't have... 415 00:18:50,780 --> 00:18:52,047 a lot. 416 00:18:53,137 --> 00:18:54,909 But these games, 417 00:18:55,487 --> 00:18:58,007 the past games, the draft, 418 00:18:58,871 --> 00:19:00,797 the die-hards like me... 419 00:19:02,187 --> 00:19:03,918 They're my everything. 420 00:19:08,339 --> 00:19:10,587 I think I have a solution... 421 00:19:10,967 --> 00:19:12,847 and I hate it. 422 00:19:34,240 --> 00:19:35,720 Floyd? 423 00:19:37,723 --> 00:19:38,943 You're awake. 424 00:19:38,995 --> 00:19:43,527 - And you're in my kitchen. - Where's Claude? 425 00:19:43,577 --> 00:19:46,447 Well, he had a few interviews he couldn't postpone, 426 00:19:46,487 --> 00:19:50,977 so he asked me to look after you. 427 00:19:51,017 --> 00:19:52,667 Tag teaming? 428 00:19:52,717 --> 00:19:55,017 Mm... I prefer not to call it that. 429 00:19:57,627 --> 00:19:59,067 You hungry? 430 00:19:59,107 --> 00:20:00,547 Yes. I'm starving. 431 00:20:00,587 --> 00:20:03,947 I'm craving those pierogies on the Lower East side. 432 00:20:03,987 --> 00:20:05,557 Yeah. 433 00:20:05,597 --> 00:20:08,467 But soup works for now. 434 00:20:08,517 --> 00:20:10,467 Okay. I'll make you some. 435 00:20:17,957 --> 00:20:20,047 Going through pictures? 436 00:20:20,369 --> 00:20:22,087 You guys look so young. 437 00:20:22,137 --> 00:20:23,706 We were. 438 00:20:25,660 --> 00:20:27,084 And happy. 439 00:20:30,927 --> 00:20:32,667 We were. 440 00:20:43,893 --> 00:20:45,027 It's the hospital. 441 00:20:45,603 --> 00:20:48,947 - Oh, go. Go, go, go. - I'll be fine by myself. 442 00:20:49,857 --> 00:20:51,025 Yeah? 443 00:21:08,877 --> 00:21:10,137 Thank you for waiting. 444 00:21:10,187 --> 00:21:13,617 I would eventually like to go home. 445 00:21:14,882 --> 00:21:17,187 I wanna propose an experimental surgery. 446 00:21:17,237 --> 00:21:19,277 It's shown promise in several trials, 447 00:21:19,317 --> 00:21:21,497 and I can apply for compassionate use. 448 00:21:21,537 --> 00:21:22,757 It is not without risk, 449 00:21:22,807 --> 00:21:25,637 but we can get the cancer out in one go. 450 00:21:25,990 --> 00:21:28,340 Am I supposed to light up at this news? 451 00:21:29,547 --> 00:21:30,947 Let me send you home 452 00:21:30,987 --> 00:21:34,207 with some information about the trials. Okay? 453 00:21:37,597 --> 00:21:39,817 Take your time. Think about it. 454 00:21:39,867 --> 00:21:41,827 If you have any questions, I am here. 455 00:21:41,867 --> 00:21:43,827 I don't need to think about it. 456 00:21:43,867 --> 00:21:45,567 The answer's no. 457 00:21:46,083 --> 00:21:47,433 It's a big decision, Willow. 458 00:21:47,483 --> 00:21:48,877 We can talk about this tomorrow. 459 00:21:48,917 --> 00:21:52,707 - I don't wanna talk to you. - I wanna talk to Dr. Sharpe. 460 00:21:53,787 --> 00:21:55,057 I am sorry, Willow. 461 00:21:55,097 --> 00:21:56,267 I know that these transitions can... 462 00:21:56,317 --> 00:21:59,667 Transitions? This is my life. 463 00:22:00,013 --> 00:22:04,063 I don't know you, and I don't trust you. 464 00:22:05,558 --> 00:22:07,351 Can I go now? 465 00:22:10,271 --> 00:22:14,157 I'm not remembering some, like, trauma. 466 00:22:14,207 --> 00:22:16,687 No. People with PTSD aren't remembering trauma. 467 00:22:16,727 --> 00:22:18,297 They're re-experiencing it. 468 00:22:18,738 --> 00:22:20,597 They're responding to stimulus from an event from the past, 469 00:22:20,647 --> 00:22:22,647 not from what's happening right in front of them. 470 00:22:22,687 --> 00:22:24,217 Today on the streets with that homeless woman, 471 00:22:24,257 --> 00:22:27,217 you were responding to something that wasn't there. 472 00:22:27,257 --> 00:22:29,127 What I was responding to 473 00:22:29,177 --> 00:22:31,047 was a screaming nut case in front of me. 474 00:22:31,087 --> 00:22:32,307 Well, why'd you raise your voice? 475 00:22:32,347 --> 00:22:34,047 Because she was screaming. 476 00:22:34,097 --> 00:22:36,097 Yeah. At the visions in her head not at you. 477 00:22:36,137 --> 00:22:37,577 She barely even looked at you. 478 00:22:37,617 --> 00:22:39,227 And then you... and then you grabbed her. 479 00:22:39,267 --> 00:22:41,057 You went straight to physical force 480 00:22:41,097 --> 00:22:43,227 with a person who wasn't displaying any violence, 481 00:22:43,277 --> 00:22:46,147 who may not have even been aware you were there. Why? 482 00:22:46,187 --> 00:22:48,984 You know how many reprimands I've gotten for undue force? 483 00:22:49,024 --> 00:22:51,367 Zero. So you saying I'm out here being cruel? 484 00:22:51,417 --> 00:22:52,677 I didn't say cruel. 485 00:22:52,717 --> 00:22:54,857 Or subconsciously freaking out or whatever. 486 00:22:54,897 --> 00:22:57,377 You're wrong. I do what I was trained to do. 487 00:22:57,417 --> 00:23:00,727 What you saw... that wasn't trauma. 488 00:23:00,767 --> 00:23:04,167 That wasn't even intense. That was a normal day. 489 00:23:05,451 --> 00:23:06,907 You're sweating a lot for someone 490 00:23:06,947 --> 00:23:08,496 who just went through normal. 491 00:23:09,427 --> 00:23:11,787 How long you had the towel? 492 00:23:11,827 --> 00:23:13,217 Colombo with the towel over here. 493 00:23:13,257 --> 00:23:14,607 How about cold ones? 494 00:23:14,657 --> 00:23:16,137 How many cold ones you drink on the couch? 495 00:23:16,177 --> 00:23:18,097 Oh my God. 496 00:23:18,137 --> 00:23:20,877 - You're not drinking to relax. - You're drinking to suppress. 497 00:23:20,917 --> 00:23:22,667 Tell me I'm wrong. 498 00:23:23,511 --> 00:23:24,967 Leave it alone. 499 00:23:25,017 --> 00:23:26,967 I can't. 500 00:23:27,264 --> 00:23:29,107 Whatever it is that you are suppressing 501 00:23:29,147 --> 00:23:30,717 has made you aggressive. 502 00:23:30,757 --> 00:23:32,977 And that means we're not just talking about your marriage. 503 00:23:33,017 --> 00:23:35,523 In your line of work, people could get killed. 504 00:23:36,027 --> 00:23:37,717 10-13 at 48th and 9th. 505 00:23:37,767 --> 00:23:40,117 Suspect possibly armed and dangerous. 506 00:23:40,157 --> 00:23:42,157 2-7 Adam, 10-4. En route. 507 00:23:42,207 --> 00:23:43,767 Crime in progress. 508 00:23:43,817 --> 00:23:46,207 You wanna see me at work? Get in. 509 00:23:50,693 --> 00:23:52,913 When I saw way too many people 510 00:23:52,953 --> 00:23:54,992 that looked like my parents, cousins and aunties 511 00:23:55,017 --> 00:23:56,641 coming through the hospital doors 512 00:23:56,757 --> 00:23:59,463 with chronic illnesses too late for us to treat, 513 00:23:59,536 --> 00:24:01,626 I knew I needed to change that. 514 00:24:01,847 --> 00:24:03,497 So I began Healthy Habibi. 515 00:24:03,547 --> 00:24:06,900 It's part pop-up clinic, part lively street team. 516 00:24:06,924 --> 00:24:08,274 We've been able to create 517 00:24:08,314 --> 00:24:10,624 some successful preventative medicine initiatives 518 00:24:10,664 --> 00:24:11,884 all around Hampstead. 519 00:24:12,351 --> 00:24:14,194 Oh my God. You're fantastic. 520 00:24:15,371 --> 00:24:17,764 I'm sorry. Is that a bad thing? 521 00:24:17,804 --> 00:24:20,804 No, no, of course it's not. 522 00:24:20,854 --> 00:24:23,334 It's just I have, um... 523 00:24:23,374 --> 00:24:25,294 I have a tough and impossible 524 00:24:25,334 --> 00:24:26,984 and debilitating decision to make, 525 00:24:27,034 --> 00:24:28,994 and you are so incredible. 526 00:24:29,034 --> 00:24:31,287 You've just made it even harder. 527 00:24:31,814 --> 00:24:34,734 Honestly, I'm at a complete loss. 528 00:24:35,291 --> 00:24:37,383 I shouldn't even be burdening you with any of this but... 529 00:24:37,423 --> 00:24:38,914 Yep. 530 00:24:38,954 --> 00:24:40,484 Sorry to bother, ma'am, 531 00:24:40,524 --> 00:24:42,694 but I caught this one trying to steal medical supplies. 532 00:24:42,744 --> 00:24:43,874 Hey, babe. 533 00:24:52,182 --> 00:24:54,584 Hey, thanks for coming out on your day off. 534 00:24:54,977 --> 00:24:57,364 Well, I spent the day trying and failing 535 00:24:57,980 --> 00:25:00,284 to take care of my pregnant girlfriend 536 00:25:00,324 --> 00:25:03,724 at the behest of her husband in their house. 537 00:25:03,764 --> 00:25:06,244 You know, I marvel at how quickly 538 00:25:06,284 --> 00:25:08,024 your life became this fascinating. 539 00:25:08,074 --> 00:25:10,594 Know what? I'm nowhere in there. 540 00:25:10,644 --> 00:25:12,774 But why should I be? I mean, it's not like 541 00:25:12,814 --> 00:25:15,436 they're gonna add a picture of me to the bookshelf, 542 00:25:15,476 --> 00:25:17,774 especially when I'm making everything more complicated. 543 00:25:17,824 --> 00:25:19,954 - All right. - You signed up for this. Yeah? 544 00:25:20,794 --> 00:25:21,784 Yeah. 545 00:25:21,824 --> 00:25:25,524 - Then quit being so passive. - I mean, show her you care. 546 00:25:25,564 --> 00:25:27,964 You gotta get in the game, make some plays. 547 00:25:28,004 --> 00:25:30,794 Not for Baptiste, but for you. 548 00:25:30,834 --> 00:25:33,794 It's the only way you're gonna stay in this. 549 00:25:33,834 --> 00:25:35,794 - Uh, what-what do you... - What the hell is this? 550 00:25:35,834 --> 00:25:39,714 You think you got a secret? 551 00:25:39,754 --> 00:25:42,364 If anybody finds out about this, 552 00:25:42,414 --> 00:25:45,284 I am gonna kill you with my bare hands. 553 00:25:45,653 --> 00:25:47,464 Okay. 554 00:25:56,514 --> 00:25:58,644 I'd like to press charges for kidnapping. 555 00:25:58,684 --> 00:26:00,994 Okay. I'll let Dr. Wilder know. 556 00:26:01,034 --> 00:26:02,514 You know where she's taking me? 557 00:26:02,564 --> 00:26:06,394 I do, and, uh, I have to say I'm a little surprised. 558 00:26:17,054 --> 00:26:19,104 Willow, this is Dr. Mia Castries. 559 00:26:19,144 --> 00:26:21,104 She's the chair of Holistic Medicine. 560 00:26:21,144 --> 00:26:23,404 Hi, Willow. It's nice to meet you. 561 00:26:23,454 --> 00:26:24,994 Where are the wind chimes? 562 00:26:25,044 --> 00:26:28,454 My bamboo chimes are at home, but I appreciate the humor. 563 00:26:28,504 --> 00:26:31,504 I'm here all week. Maybe. 564 00:26:34,894 --> 00:26:37,074 I need to give you a reason to trust me. 565 00:26:37,538 --> 00:26:39,684 I don't know Dr. Castries, 566 00:26:39,724 --> 00:26:42,124 but she comes highly recommended. 567 00:26:42,164 --> 00:26:44,694 I don't trust Dr. Castries 568 00:26:44,734 --> 00:26:46,864 because I don't give away my trust easily. 569 00:26:46,914 --> 00:26:48,864 Does that sound familiar? 570 00:26:48,914 --> 00:26:52,914 But I am willing to put all that aside if she can help you. 571 00:26:52,964 --> 00:26:54,484 Will you let her try? 572 00:27:05,733 --> 00:27:07,754 Can I take your hand? 573 00:27:08,584 --> 00:27:11,584 Okay. 574 00:27:13,532 --> 00:27:15,724 This is called acupressure. 575 00:27:16,035 --> 00:27:17,554 It's not invasive. 576 00:27:17,594 --> 00:27:19,997 It's what we call good touch. 577 00:27:20,554 --> 00:27:24,034 This is pressure point P6. 578 00:27:24,074 --> 00:27:26,864 Its meridian pathway travels up your arm into your chest, 579 00:27:26,904 --> 00:27:28,164 into your upper abdomen. 580 00:27:28,214 --> 00:27:29,644 It's okay if it's a little bit achy, 581 00:27:29,694 --> 00:27:31,604 but it shouldn't be painful. 582 00:27:31,654 --> 00:27:33,914 It's... not. 583 00:27:33,954 --> 00:27:35,084 Okay. 584 00:27:35,134 --> 00:27:36,694 So I'm gonna take your other hand, 585 00:27:36,744 --> 00:27:39,484 and I need you to do one thing for me. 586 00:27:39,524 --> 00:27:44,794 Can you say, "I accept healing touch." 587 00:27:44,834 --> 00:27:46,144 With a straight face? 588 00:27:46,184 --> 00:27:49,104 Energetically speaking, that is not required. 589 00:27:54,154 --> 00:27:58,804 I accept... healing touch. 590 00:28:01,114 --> 00:28:05,034 I... accept 591 00:28:05,434 --> 00:28:08,264 healing touch. 592 00:28:10,164 --> 00:28:13,954 I accept... 593 00:28:13,994 --> 00:28:16,134 healing touch. 594 00:28:18,694 --> 00:28:20,224 I accept. 595 00:28:22,744 --> 00:28:24,484 What are you feeling? 596 00:28:26,004 --> 00:28:29,234 Extremely self-conscious. 597 00:28:30,054 --> 00:28:31,714 Anything else? 598 00:28:35,561 --> 00:28:36,781 Hunger. 599 00:28:47,294 --> 00:28:49,164 - Get the hell outta here. - Stay in the car. 600 00:28:49,204 --> 00:28:50,814 Sir, get back inside. 601 00:28:50,864 --> 00:28:52,214 He's costing me customers, breaking everything. 602 00:28:52,254 --> 00:28:53,734 Sir, inside now. 603 00:28:53,774 --> 00:28:55,164 Get away from me! 604 00:28:55,676 --> 00:28:57,174 Hey, hey, anyone get hurt? 605 00:28:57,214 --> 00:28:58,604 Guy's a live wire. 606 00:28:58,654 --> 00:29:00,004 - Sir. Sir. Look at me. - Back off! 607 00:29:00,044 --> 00:29:01,484 I don't want any more trouble outta you. 608 00:29:01,524 --> 00:29:03,264 You hear me? I'm not telling you again. 609 00:29:03,304 --> 00:29:05,744 You're gonna move your ass down the street. 610 00:29:05,784 --> 00:29:08,134 You want us to take you in? Move it along. 611 00:29:08,184 --> 00:29:10,754 In three, two... 612 00:29:10,794 --> 00:29:13,014 Hey, don't even think about it. Hands where I can see 'em! 613 00:29:13,054 --> 00:29:15,664 Whoa, whoa, whoa, hey, whoa! 614 00:29:15,714 --> 00:29:16,714 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 615 00:29:16,754 --> 00:29:18,144 Dr. Frome, get back in the car. 616 00:29:18,194 --> 00:29:20,194 - Get away from me, man! - What the hell you doing? 617 00:29:20,234 --> 00:29:22,154 - Get back in the car. - I will. I will. 618 00:29:22,194 --> 00:29:23,544 One sec, one second. 619 00:29:23,584 --> 00:29:24,984 I just wanna talk to our friend here. 620 00:29:25,024 --> 00:29:26,944 Leave me alone! All of you! 621 00:29:26,984 --> 00:29:29,164 You and you and you. 622 00:29:29,204 --> 00:29:31,854 Can we please have him carted off? 623 00:29:31,904 --> 00:29:35,248 - Please, please, please. - I just wanna talk. 624 00:29:35,288 --> 00:29:38,564 Can we do that for a sec? That's all I wanna do. 625 00:29:38,604 --> 00:29:41,864 I'm Iggy, by the way. It's nice to meet you. 626 00:29:41,914 --> 00:29:43,084 What's your name again? 627 00:29:43,640 --> 00:29:45,214 Erman. 628 00:29:45,264 --> 00:29:48,524 Erman. It's a solid name. 629 00:29:48,574 --> 00:29:49,704 Love that name. 630 00:29:49,744 --> 00:29:53,054 So what Erman and I can agree on here 631 00:29:53,094 --> 00:29:55,144 is that when you're having a day like today, 632 00:29:55,184 --> 00:29:56,624 raising your voice 633 00:29:56,664 --> 00:29:59,534 is kind like the worst thing we can do, right? 634 00:29:59,584 --> 00:30:01,844 No one likes to raised voices, do they, Erman? 635 00:30:01,884 --> 00:30:03,153 No. 636 00:30:03,193 --> 00:30:04,634 - No. - No. 637 00:30:04,674 --> 00:30:07,634 But you do... you do like it here, right? 638 00:30:07,674 --> 00:30:09,724 I mean, you chose this spot for a particular reason. 639 00:30:09,764 --> 00:30:12,244 I'm assuming it wasn't the bistro lighting. 640 00:30:13,061 --> 00:30:14,114 It's cold. 641 00:30:14,164 --> 00:30:17,074 The heat lamps. Yeah. It's cold out here, huh? 642 00:30:17,124 --> 00:30:20,294 - Yeah. - What about a, uh, hot coffee? 643 00:30:20,761 --> 00:30:22,254 Erman, you want... you want a hot cup of joe? 644 00:30:22,304 --> 00:30:24,254 Can I get you that? 645 00:30:24,304 --> 00:30:26,564 Can we make that happen? Can we get a hot cup of coffee? 646 00:30:26,604 --> 00:30:27,744 And now you want me to give you coffee? 647 00:30:27,784 --> 00:30:29,354 I'll cover it. I'll cover it. 648 00:30:29,394 --> 00:30:31,264 Thank you. It's on me. Okay, Erman? 649 00:30:31,304 --> 00:30:34,924 - Things are... confusing. - Yeah. 650 00:30:34,964 --> 00:30:38,924 I bet. It's scary. Hey, Erman. 651 00:30:38,964 --> 00:30:42,014 There's a church up the block with a heater in the back. 652 00:30:42,054 --> 00:30:43,534 Did you know that? 653 00:30:43,584 --> 00:30:46,284 - You gotta push me away? - No, no, no, no. Not pushing. 654 00:30:46,324 --> 00:30:48,764 Just helping, just helping. 655 00:30:48,804 --> 00:30:50,984 This ain't yours, and it ain't his. 656 00:30:51,024 --> 00:30:54,280 - No, of course not. - It's just a lot quieter there. 657 00:30:54,320 --> 00:30:57,904 Okay? And between you and me, the coffee at the church 658 00:30:57,944 --> 00:30:59,814 is better than the stuff they serve here, 659 00:30:59,854 --> 00:31:01,254 but that's our little secret, all right? 660 00:31:01,294 --> 00:31:04,164 Thank you. Here you go. 661 00:31:04,214 --> 00:31:06,694 But, you know, things are gonna get better. 662 00:31:07,057 --> 00:31:08,914 Okay? I promise you. 663 00:31:11,344 --> 00:31:12,874 Come on, let's walk. 664 00:31:17,134 --> 00:31:19,314 Let 'em through. 665 00:31:33,208 --> 00:31:34,724 Hey. 666 00:31:34,764 --> 00:31:36,194 Hey. 667 00:31:36,244 --> 00:31:38,414 - Do you mind? - No. 668 00:31:38,464 --> 00:31:39,764 Thank you. 669 00:31:41,244 --> 00:31:43,294 Yeah. Good old St. Joe's. 670 00:31:44,464 --> 00:31:47,424 They allow the unhoused to hang out out back. 671 00:31:47,848 --> 00:31:49,694 I wish I could say Erman's situation was okay, 672 00:31:49,734 --> 00:31:52,564 but at least he's not in danger, you know? 673 00:31:55,424 --> 00:31:58,434 - That's good. - Mm-hmm. Yeah, it is. 674 00:32:02,224 --> 00:32:04,404 Last year, um... 675 00:32:06,664 --> 00:32:09,584 I had a terrible call. 676 00:32:09,624 --> 00:32:11,324 Kid getting beaten. 677 00:32:13,457 --> 00:32:15,959 We're supposed to compartmentalize. 678 00:32:16,324 --> 00:32:19,244 Anyway, another call comes in. 679 00:32:19,284 --> 00:32:22,594 Garden-variety street crazy causing a scene. 680 00:32:22,634 --> 00:32:24,774 I go to move her, 681 00:32:25,052 --> 00:32:26,904 but when I touch her, 682 00:32:26,944 --> 00:32:28,814 she freaks out. 683 00:32:28,864 --> 00:32:31,514 She fights back. She's scared. 684 00:32:31,554 --> 00:32:35,384 And I'm doing this hold we learn. 685 00:32:35,434 --> 00:32:39,816 It's what we're supposed to do to minimize the danger. 686 00:32:40,824 --> 00:32:43,153 But this hold they teach us... 687 00:32:44,314 --> 00:32:46,865 it's so easy to just... 688 00:32:47,444 --> 00:32:49,444 crack their shoulder. 689 00:32:51,884 --> 00:32:53,714 And I did. 690 00:32:54,494 --> 00:32:56,324 She starts screaming. 691 00:32:58,234 --> 00:33:00,337 It was so messed up, 692 00:33:01,504 --> 00:33:03,504 'cause I didn't feel sorry for her 693 00:33:03,544 --> 00:33:08,684 or regret or anything like a decent human being. 694 00:33:08,724 --> 00:33:11,944 I fractured her shoulder in three places, 695 00:33:11,994 --> 00:33:14,994 and all I felt was... 696 00:33:15,034 --> 00:33:17,145 - Angry. - Yeah. 697 00:33:19,981 --> 00:33:21,604 You know, people with PTSD, 698 00:33:21,654 --> 00:33:24,694 they often freeze out the ones they love. 699 00:33:26,484 --> 00:33:28,865 It's like with you and your wife... 700 00:33:29,444 --> 00:33:31,884 you pull back because you're afraid if you don't, 701 00:33:31,924 --> 00:33:34,746 she's gonna see that you're bad person. 702 00:33:35,872 --> 00:33:38,454 But that's not the truth. You're not a bad person. 703 00:33:39,668 --> 00:33:41,800 You said it yourself. You're doing your job. 704 00:33:41,850 --> 00:33:43,934 You're doing what you're supposed to do. 705 00:33:44,984 --> 00:33:47,302 But officers are not equipped 706 00:33:48,374 --> 00:33:50,894 to handle a mentally unstable person who isn't committing a crime. 707 00:33:50,944 --> 00:33:54,034 That's not your job. That's my job. 708 00:33:54,074 --> 00:33:56,254 That's a social worker's job. 709 00:33:56,726 --> 00:33:58,734 What about the next time? 710 00:33:58,774 --> 00:34:01,564 Well, I teach doctors and nurses 711 00:34:01,604 --> 00:34:04,044 how to deescalate psychosis all the time. 712 00:34:04,359 --> 00:34:07,484 I'd be more than happy to teach you. 713 00:34:07,654 --> 00:34:09,964 Everything I do has to be sanctioned, 714 00:34:10,365 --> 00:34:14,614 approved by the committee, union reps, training. 715 00:34:14,664 --> 00:34:18,206 There's no going rogue even if it helps. 716 00:34:20,125 --> 00:34:22,919 Well, then maybe I'll just have to make it official. 717 00:34:23,795 --> 00:34:25,934 Teach the whole NYPD? 718 00:34:25,974 --> 00:34:28,633 Heck yeah. Why not? 719 00:34:28,984 --> 00:34:30,594 That's crazy. 720 00:34:31,374 --> 00:34:33,984 Okay. But we don't use that word anymore. 721 00:34:34,764 --> 00:34:37,774 Bananas. I will accept bananas. 722 00:34:38,814 --> 00:34:40,255 - All right. - All right? 723 00:34:40,295 --> 00:34:42,272 That's bananas. 724 00:34:44,816 --> 00:34:46,084 How's that feel? 725 00:34:46,124 --> 00:34:49,874 - It's a world of difference. - You are legitimate then, eh? 726 00:34:49,914 --> 00:34:52,304 On my better days. 727 00:34:52,354 --> 00:34:54,159 Well, I'll wager this is one of them. 728 00:34:54,951 --> 00:34:56,651 - Thanks, Doc. - Yeah. 729 00:34:58,246 --> 00:35:00,624 Hey, you know, I didn't even get your first name. 730 00:35:00,664 --> 00:35:03,014 - Sid. - Max. 731 00:35:03,054 --> 00:35:04,844 Be good. 732 00:35:06,584 --> 00:35:08,414 It's a bit smaller than New Amsterdam, 733 00:35:08,454 --> 00:35:10,104 but at least it's outdoors. 734 00:35:15,305 --> 00:35:16,984 No one would hire me. 735 00:35:17,349 --> 00:35:20,514 And I... just wanted to feel useful. 736 00:35:23,514 --> 00:35:25,994 I thought you said that the interviews were going well. 737 00:35:26,034 --> 00:35:29,694 Yeah, I did say that, but I was lying to you. 738 00:35:29,734 --> 00:35:32,134 I was either overqualified or underqualified 739 00:35:32,174 --> 00:35:36,484 or just the right qualified with the wrong references. 740 00:35:36,524 --> 00:35:38,484 Oh, you'll find the right spot. 741 00:35:38,524 --> 00:35:39,704 I know you will. 742 00:35:39,744 --> 00:35:41,964 That makes one of us. How's your day? 743 00:35:42,014 --> 00:35:43,404 It's not much better. 744 00:35:43,444 --> 00:35:44,704 - No? - No. 745 00:35:44,754 --> 00:35:46,104 - Interviews no good? - Quite the opposite. 746 00:35:46,144 --> 00:35:48,014 The candidates are remarkable, 747 00:35:48,064 --> 00:35:50,974 but they're just somehow not quite enough. 748 00:35:51,014 --> 00:35:53,504 Every community needs representation, 749 00:35:53,544 --> 00:35:56,504 and hiring one means eliminating the other. 750 00:35:56,544 --> 00:35:59,024 So it looks like whoever I hire, 751 00:35:59,074 --> 00:36:01,464 I'm gonna be letting down some part of this place. 752 00:36:01,504 --> 00:36:03,814 - Hmm. - Some part of myself. 753 00:36:03,854 --> 00:36:06,164 Shame you can't just hire another you. 754 00:36:09,644 --> 00:36:11,384 Oh wait. That's brilliant. 755 00:36:11,434 --> 00:36:13,084 - What? - Thank you. 756 00:36:13,124 --> 00:36:15,434 Of course, glad I could help? 757 00:36:16,654 --> 00:36:19,574 Transport team to unit 7 please. 758 00:36:19,614 --> 00:36:21,574 Transport team to unit 7. 759 00:36:23,081 --> 00:36:24,834 Dr. Bloom? 760 00:36:24,874 --> 00:36:26,704 Yeah, I'm right here. 761 00:36:26,754 --> 00:36:29,054 Yeah. How did it go? 762 00:36:29,421 --> 00:36:31,104 Okay. So there were some complications 763 00:36:31,144 --> 00:36:33,624 with your procedure, but Dr. Reynolds and his team... 764 00:36:33,674 --> 00:36:35,024 I meant the game. 765 00:36:35,427 --> 00:36:37,064 Did we win? 766 00:36:37,637 --> 00:36:39,724 - Nico... - Just lay it on me, Doc. 767 00:36:39,764 --> 00:36:40,894 They got slaughtered. 768 00:36:40,934 --> 00:36:42,350 Ah. 769 00:36:43,114 --> 00:36:44,944 Total blowout. 770 00:36:46,271 --> 00:36:47,594 And you wore the jersey. 771 00:36:48,148 --> 00:36:50,554 Nico, I just told you that you almost died 772 00:36:50,604 --> 00:36:52,214 and you're asking me about a jersey. 773 00:36:52,254 --> 00:36:53,644 Why? 774 00:36:53,694 --> 00:36:55,434 Because I'm a Knicks fan. 775 00:36:55,474 --> 00:36:56,864 Because you're an addict. 776 00:36:57,240 --> 00:36:59,214 What? 777 00:36:59,264 --> 00:37:01,564 The very definition of addiction 778 00:37:01,614 --> 00:37:03,004 is the compulsive engagement 779 00:37:03,044 --> 00:37:05,964 in rewarding stimuli despite adverse consequences. 780 00:37:06,004 --> 00:37:08,004 Tell me, which part doesn't apply to you? 781 00:37:08,251 --> 00:37:09,834 Your body is screaming at you 782 00:37:09,884 --> 00:37:12,624 that your engagement with the Knicks isn't healthy 783 00:37:12,664 --> 00:37:14,549 and you're just not listening. 784 00:37:15,144 --> 00:37:17,104 I did wear the jersey, okay? 785 00:37:17,144 --> 00:37:20,805 But if I'm being honest, I kind of wish I hadn't. 786 00:37:25,024 --> 00:37:29,204 - I need more calm in my life. - Yeah. I'll say. 787 00:37:29,648 --> 00:37:33,034 - Less anticipation of failure. - Exactly. 788 00:37:36,164 --> 00:37:39,124 No more obsessing over the Knicks. 789 00:37:41,824 --> 00:37:43,264 Good. 790 00:37:45,564 --> 00:37:47,874 Well, because baseball's starting up spring training. 791 00:37:47,914 --> 00:37:49,264 Nico, come on. 792 00:37:49,314 --> 00:37:52,224 Let's go, Mets. Let's go, Mets. 793 00:37:52,274 --> 00:37:54,014 - You best be kidding. - I'm not kidding. 794 00:37:54,054 --> 00:37:56,014 I just heard we got Max Scherzer. 795 00:37:56,299 --> 00:37:57,974 I think we'll make playoffs this year. 796 00:37:58,014 --> 00:37:59,844 You did wonders for Willow today. Thank you. 797 00:37:59,884 --> 00:38:01,754 And if we continue our sessions together, 798 00:38:01,804 --> 00:38:05,714 I can help manage her pain and her nausea as well. 799 00:38:06,142 --> 00:38:08,504 But if you want to do more and help more people, 800 00:38:08,544 --> 00:38:09,814 we have a way to do that. 801 00:38:09,854 --> 00:38:13,814 But Veronica can't know. 802 00:38:14,651 --> 00:38:16,124 Are you in? 803 00:38:16,653 --> 00:38:18,164 Are you asking the holistic doctor 804 00:38:18,214 --> 00:38:21,694 if she'll say yes to something mysterious and unusual? 805 00:38:22,367 --> 00:38:25,564 Welcome to the resistance. Hmm. 806 00:38:34,744 --> 00:38:35,924 What is this? 807 00:38:35,964 --> 00:38:37,704 Pierogi Platter from First Avenue Deli. 808 00:38:37,754 --> 00:38:39,884 Flowers from Sherene's Garden. 809 00:38:40,923 --> 00:38:43,793 Who sent all this? 810 00:38:50,064 --> 00:38:51,764 Hey Floyd. How'd it go? 811 00:38:51,804 --> 00:38:54,983 All good. Yeah. 812 00:38:55,594 --> 00:38:58,774 Hey listen, when you get home and Lyn thanks you 813 00:38:58,814 --> 00:39:03,214 for everything you got her, just say you're welcome. 814 00:39:03,616 --> 00:39:06,084 Okay. But wait, I didn't get her anything. 815 00:39:06,536 --> 00:39:11,914 You have a beautiful home, Claude, a beautiful life. 816 00:39:13,134 --> 00:39:15,587 Just say you're welcome. Yeah? 817 00:39:30,324 --> 00:39:32,479 Spit it out, Zamaya. 818 00:39:33,284 --> 00:39:35,944 I'm here about a theoretical situation. 819 00:39:40,528 --> 00:39:41,814 I'm listening. 820 00:39:41,854 --> 00:39:44,164 What if a few friends of another friend 821 00:39:44,204 --> 00:39:47,774 were worried about that friend throwing their future away? 822 00:39:47,824 --> 00:39:49,784 But the friends that are worried about the other friend 823 00:39:49,824 --> 00:39:51,304 are also worried about their futures 824 00:39:51,344 --> 00:39:55,602 due to certain retribution? 825 00:39:56,961 --> 00:39:58,630 Is she safe? 826 00:40:00,256 --> 00:40:02,664 Please. Is she okay? 827 00:40:19,150 --> 00:40:23,114 As I met with you, Narin, I thought this person 828 00:40:23,164 --> 00:40:26,814 really has something special to offer our community. 829 00:40:28,034 --> 00:40:32,824 And when I met with you, Rahul, I felt the same thing. 830 00:40:34,457 --> 00:40:37,134 And again, with you, Charmaine. 831 00:40:38,127 --> 00:40:40,834 This hospital's second in command 832 00:40:40,874 --> 00:40:43,654 who might one day be its medical director 833 00:40:43,704 --> 00:40:47,094 has to represent our multidimensional community. 834 00:40:48,704 --> 00:40:50,924 So Charmaine, I'm hiring you. 835 00:40:50,974 --> 00:40:52,976 Thank you. 836 00:40:53,804 --> 00:40:56,064 And Narin, I'm hiring you. 837 00:40:56,104 --> 00:40:57,414 Oh, that's wonderful. 838 00:40:57,454 --> 00:41:01,934 - And Rahul you're hired too. - Thank God. 839 00:41:01,984 --> 00:41:04,724 - You're all hired. - Now, let's get to work. 840 00:41:04,764 --> 00:41:08,174 Shall we? 841 00:41:22,004 --> 00:41:24,004 Oi, oi. Maxie. 842 00:41:24,044 --> 00:41:25,354 - Hey. - All right? 843 00:41:25,394 --> 00:41:29,004 - Yeah. - So I hope you don't mind, 844 00:41:29,054 --> 00:41:31,354 but, uh, I've told a few mates about you. 845 00:41:31,404 --> 00:41:34,184 - Y-you have? - Yeah, I know it's late, 846 00:41:34,234 --> 00:41:37,064 but all these fellas have got appointments months away 847 00:41:37,104 --> 00:41:39,194 and they all need to keep working. 848 00:41:39,234 --> 00:41:41,364 The thing is, we don't know why you're doing this, 849 00:41:41,414 --> 00:41:43,154 but we don't care. 850 00:41:43,194 --> 00:41:45,787 And they don't mind my little clinic in the alley. 851 00:41:45,827 --> 00:41:47,984 Well, you think they need somewhere posh? 852 00:41:48,615 --> 00:41:50,533 They just need help. 853 00:41:52,785 --> 00:41:54,464 That I can do. 854 00:41:56,294 --> 00:41:59,214 - So this is Ken. - Hey. Nice to meet you. 855 00:41:59,254 --> 00:42:00,864 - Matthew. - Hey, pleasure. 856 00:42:00,914 --> 00:42:02,474 - Eric. - Nice to meet you. 857 00:42:02,524 --> 00:42:04,874 - Dennis. - How are you? 858 00:42:04,914 --> 00:42:06,434 - Yeah, we got time for this? - Yeah, sure. 859 00:42:06,484 --> 00:42:07,834 All right, sweet. 62455

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