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(Film reel ticking)
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(Gentle music)
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(Haunting music)
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(Gulls cawing) (Waves crashing)
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(Emma crying)
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(Emma sighing)
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(Waves crashing)
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(Gulls cawing)
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(Blue panting)
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- 0h hello.
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(Laughing) Hello.
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Who are you?
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- [Jude] Yeah?
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- Is this your dog?
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(Blue whining)
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- Sorry, what?
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- Is this your dog? (Laughing)
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What?
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- What?
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- You're smiling.
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- Oh, no, I didn't except your accent
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to be your voice, I mean.
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That's all.
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- What's wrong with it?
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- Nothing.
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- Hmm.
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I was so sad the day I met you.
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(Gentle music)
(Engines rumbling)
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(Sirens wailing)
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I can't remember why.
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(Sirens wailing)
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Just stop listening.
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Stop thinking.
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Tune it out.
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What's that thing you're
supposed to do, count sheep?
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One sheep,
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two sheep,
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(gentle music)
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Black sheep,
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blue sheep.
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(Blue whining)
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Blue.
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I wonder if blue ever worries.
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(Chuckling) Nah.
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Blue doesn't worry.
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All these little pieces.
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(Fireworks sizzling)
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So much to remember.
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(Muffled talking)
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That smoke smell in Jude's hair.
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Samantha telling stories of the road
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and Ben agonizing over the playlist.
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What was the song?
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I can't remember anymore.
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Focus on the important things.
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Jude Andrew Williams.
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We were married on October 14th, 2021.
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A Thursday.
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(Gentle music)
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(Sighing) I should be writing this down.
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(Switch clicking)
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(Paper rustling)
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J“ memoirs was at the brokenhearted j'
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j“ hennessy vision of bad bitches j“
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- [Emma] Everyone in, act
like you like each other.
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Pressed in tighter.
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Tighter, tighter, tighter.
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Everyone say cliche!
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- [Together] Cliche!
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- I got you a drink.
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- Oh, thank you.
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- Emma, get in here.
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- Okay, yeah, Tim, get in!
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- Okay.
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I what I'm fighting for, whatever is j“
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j“ used to vision me
and forever asked one I
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- oh.
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- Wait.
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- One, two, three, cheese!
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- [Together] Cheese!
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- Thank you, be right back.
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- Send that to me.
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- I'm sending it.
- Okay, good.
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J“ different liquors out of sight j“
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j“ and out mind with my niggas chillin' j'
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j“ records since I ever be go figure j“
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j” little me j“
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- you okay?
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- Yeah, all's good.
- (Phone ringing)
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Uh, I just got a work
thing, I'll be two seconds.
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(Tim sighing)
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(Phone ringing)
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Hello?
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- [Jude] Hey, it's Jude.
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- Are you calling me?
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- [Jude] Uh, yeah.
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Why, is this not a good time?
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- No, no, no, just that
cowards like me only text.
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- [Jude] Oh, well, well, I
did text, but then I realized
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I wasn't gonna get to hear
that cool accent again.
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So, uh.
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- (Laughing) Um, um.
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I'm at a Halloween party,
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so sorry if it's a little bit loud.
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- [Jude] Yeah, me too.
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How is yours?
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- Yeah, it's fine.
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Just a typical Halloween party.
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- [Jude] Cool, well, uh you
better get back to it then.
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- Actually it's a bag of wank.
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- [Jude] It's what?
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- It's just shit, it's
really shit. (Laughing)
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- [Jude] I bet you my Halloween
party is 10 times worse.
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- Prove it.
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(Upbeat music)
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- Can't it wait till tomorrow?
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- A dog might've been hit by a car,
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the details are unclear.
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- Do you want me to come with you?
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- No, no, no, no, you stay here.
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Have fun and I'll speak to you tomorrow.
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Are you George Washington?
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- (Laughs) No.
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No, I'm Claude bourgelat.
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- Who's Clark bergolo?
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Come on up, I'll buzz you.
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- Which way am I going?
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- Just that way.
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(Light music)
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(Door buzzing)
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Claude bourgelat,
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the French veterinary surgeon
who actually opened up
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the very first veterinary
practices in Lyon.
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Lyon.
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- Is your costume guy who googles things
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and pretends he already knew 'em?
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- (Laughing) That is my costume.
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Yeah, funny, you're
actually the only person
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to get it right.
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- Shall I, can I?
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- Yeah, come meet these clowns, come on.
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(Light music)
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Welcome.
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Come, come.
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Everybody, this is Emma.
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Emma, this is everybody.
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- [Emma] Jude Andrew Williams.
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He always had a camera in his hand
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and a photograph in his mind.
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- Ben, come on, man!
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- [Emma] He could seem guarded at first
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but if you ever needed to
know how he really felt,
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you could just look at his pictures.
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(Light music)
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(Camera clicking)
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(Muffled talking)
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It was hard to believe that
was only the beginning.
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(Light music)
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(Muffled talking)
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(Camera clicking)
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- Can I kiss you?
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- I'm not available.
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- Right.
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Tom.
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- Tim.
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That's even worse.
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(Emma laughing)
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So, do you love him?
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- No.
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- No?
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Then why are you with him?
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- It's just what's happening right now.
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- Yeah, but that's not even true
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'cause you're here right now.
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I, uh, I can respect that
you're doing your thing,
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just take note that I asked I guess.
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- Noted.
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- After you.
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(Light music)
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- That didn't happen!
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(Door creaking)
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It feels wrong to make this about us.
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It's bigger than that.
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(Gentle music)
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So much bigger.
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We'd hear stories from somewhere
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like the coast of Maryland or Florida.
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Always there,
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not here.
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Like the story of the
man stranded in the ocean
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picked up by a fishing boat.
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It turned out he was another fisherman,
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his boat washed up to
shore four days later.
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He said he couldn't
remember how to steer it
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so he decided to swim home.
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Or the woman in the marathon
who forgot to stop running.
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(Engine rumbling)
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(Siren wailing)
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There's something quite beautiful
to these stories at first.
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But then a pilot forgot how to fly.
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(Somber music)
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They call it Nia.
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Neuro-inflammatory affliction.
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It can affect anyone,
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and there's no cure.
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Ben was the first person
we knew to get sick.
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We say get sick, but that's not really it.
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Some people snap all at
once, other people fade away.
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I'm not really sure which one is worse.
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- S'up?
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- Nothing apparently.
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Fell asleep.
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(Light music)
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(Switch clicking)
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(Birds singing)
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Jude?
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- Yeah?
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- Hey, I'm going now.
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- All right.
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- [Emma] You good?
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- Yeah, just waking up.
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- All right, well, I'll see you later.
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- [Jude] All right, babe.
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- Bye, darling.
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- [Jude] Bye, bye, bye.
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(Dog whining)
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- Hey.
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- [Frank] Hey.
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- How many have we got today?
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We're already packed.
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- Just two.
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Come on, buddy, all right, come here.
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(Grunting) I got ya, all right.
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- Hello, you.
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All right, let's see if
we can find your family.
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Oh, yeah.
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Come here.
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(Emma grunting)
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- Oh, hey, I can get that.
- Oh, that's all right.
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- Yeah, all good.
- Oh okay.
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- All set.
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Thanks, frank.
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- Sure.
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Sorry, your name again?
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- Emma.
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- Emma, right!
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Right, right.
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Well, it's not to, uh, yeah, yeah.
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(Phone ringing)
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(Dog barking)
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(Horn honking)
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(Traffic humming)
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(Door thudding)
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-Jude?
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(Laughing) I thought that was you.
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- Naps.
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How's it going, man, you good?
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- Good, and you?
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- Yeah, good to see you man.
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- Yeah, it's been a while.
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- What brings you here?
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- I'm playing here tonight.
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- Here?
- Yeah.
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- No shit.
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- Yeah.
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- You're still at it.
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- That's right.
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- Awesome, that's awesome.
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- You should come.
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- Tonight?
- Yeah.
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- Well, I gotta check with my wife.
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- Wife?
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- Yeah, I got married.
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- Get the fuck outta here.
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Holy shit, man.
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Man, we gotta catch up.
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- Yeah.
278
00:14:39,046 --> 00:14:39,921
- You got a minute?
279
00:14:39,921 --> 00:14:40,756
- Yeah, I got a minute,
you need a hand or what?
280
00:14:40,757 --> 00:14:42,006
- Yeah, of course, come on.
281
00:14:42,007 --> 00:14:43,341
Are you still rolling with the same crew?
282
00:14:43,342 --> 00:14:45,009
- [Jude] Yeah, I still see 'em.
283
00:14:45,010 --> 00:14:46,260
Yeah, yeah, yeah, what happened?
284
00:14:46,261 --> 00:14:47,137
You playing solo or what?
285
00:14:47,138 --> 00:14:48,262
- [Naps] Hey, man, stop it.
286
00:14:48,263 --> 00:14:49,930
- What happened?
- Nothing.
287
00:14:49,931 --> 00:14:50,766
(Dog whining)
288
00:14:50,767 --> 00:14:53,268
(Dogs barking)
289
00:15:12,371 --> 00:15:14,831
(Light music)
290
00:15:43,443 --> 00:15:46,738
(Dog breathing heavily)
291
00:15:59,626 --> 00:16:01,043
(Somber music)
292
00:16:01,044 --> 00:16:03,922
(Lighter clicking)
293
00:16:21,064 --> 00:16:24,192
(Church bell ringing)
294
00:16:28,822 --> 00:16:30,948
- Gotta get by, sorry, sorry.
295
00:16:30,949 --> 00:16:33,743
(Guests chatting)
296
00:16:34,828 --> 00:16:36,120
Mr. Johnson.
297
00:16:36,121 --> 00:16:36,955
- Where the hell have you been?
298
00:16:36,956 --> 00:16:38,122
- Yeah, I'm so sorry, sir.
299
00:16:38,123 --> 00:16:39,707
- You were supposed to
be here an hour ago.
300
00:16:39,708 --> 00:16:41,041
- Yeah, I, there's no excuse, sir.
301
00:16:41,042 --> 00:16:42,626
- We wanted pictures of
the girls getting ready.
302
00:16:42,627 --> 00:16:44,420
We paid for pictures of
the girls getting ready.
303
00:16:44,421 --> 00:16:45,588
- Yeah, I understand, i-
304
00:16:45,589 --> 00:16:47,965
- no, no, I don't think you do understand.
305
00:16:47,966 --> 00:16:49,967
Those moments are gone,
we don't get those back.
306
00:16:49,968 --> 00:16:52,595
We had to get my nephew
here to take pictures.
307
00:16:52,596 --> 00:16:53,637
- Yeah, sorry, sir.
308
00:16:53,638 --> 00:16:55,473
I'll get a full deposit back to you.
309
00:16:55,474 --> 00:16:56,932
- Hey, hey.
310
00:16:56,933 --> 00:16:58,768
Just take some fucking pictures, okay?
311
00:17:04,649 --> 00:17:07,193
(Phone ringing)
312
00:17:07,194 --> 00:17:08,569
- [Jody] Hi, love.
313
00:17:08,570 --> 00:17:09,653
- Hiya, mom.
314
00:17:09,654 --> 00:17:10,614
- [Jody] How is it, then?
315
00:17:10,615 --> 00:17:12,031
- Yeah, fine.
316
00:17:12,032 --> 00:17:13,073
How was Germany?
317
00:17:13,074 --> 00:17:14,450
- [Jody] Oh, didn't I tell you?
318
00:17:14,451 --> 00:17:15,868
That trip got postponed.
319
00:17:15,869 --> 00:17:17,912
I'm still at home, but I'll
be going there in a few weeks.
320
00:17:17,913 --> 00:17:20,164
- Mom, you have to tell me these things,
321
00:17:20,165 --> 00:17:21,624
I'm coming to see you in a month.
322
00:17:21,625 --> 00:17:22,459
- Hun-
- will you be back by then?
323
00:17:22,460 --> 00:17:24,085
- [Jody] I thought I did tell ya.
324
00:17:25,212 --> 00:17:26,046
Didn't I?
325
00:17:26,047 --> 00:17:28,172
But don't worry, I'll be back.
326
00:17:28,173 --> 00:17:29,548
How are ya?
327
00:17:29,549 --> 00:17:30,549
- I'm okay.
328
00:17:30,550 --> 00:17:33,302
Work's getting stressful,
but I'm looking forward
329
00:17:33,303 --> 00:17:35,221
to coming and seeing ya.
330
00:17:35,222 --> 00:17:36,597
I wish they hadn't
grounded all those flights
331
00:17:36,598 --> 00:17:39,350
so I could come sooner,
but it's all right.
332
00:17:39,351 --> 00:17:42,478
- [Jody] Oh, remind me,
is David coming with ya?
333
00:17:42,479 --> 00:17:43,355
- [Emma] Jude?
334
00:17:43,356 --> 00:17:44,772
- [Jody] What?
335
00:17:44,773 --> 00:17:46,023
- [Emma] Jude.
336
00:17:46,024 --> 00:17:47,525
- [Jody] Oh, god, what did I say?
337
00:17:47,526 --> 00:17:49,360
Chris, Henry, David, Jude.
338
00:17:49,361 --> 00:17:51,654
You know I was never
good with names anyhow.
339
00:17:51,655 --> 00:17:53,280
(Tense music)
340
00:17:53,281 --> 00:17:57,368
- Mm, yeah, yeah, no, but
it's not the first time
341
00:17:57,369 --> 00:17:59,078
you've forgotten, mom.
342
00:17:59,079 --> 00:18:01,539
I know I told ya I could
only get the one ticket.
343
00:18:01,540 --> 00:18:02,998
- [Jody] Of course, that's right.
344
00:18:02,999 --> 00:18:05,334
Well, hug Jude for me, will ya?
345
00:18:05,335 --> 00:18:06,335
- Yeah.
346
00:18:10,048 --> 00:18:11,632
Mom.
347
00:18:11,633 --> 00:18:12,759
- [Jody] What?
348
00:18:13,927 --> 00:18:15,219
- Are you feeling okay?
349
00:18:15,220 --> 00:18:16,763
- [Jody] Yes, love, I'm great.
350
00:18:17,764 --> 00:18:19,558
You let me do the worrying over here.
351
00:18:28,191 --> 00:18:29,150
- You all right?
352
00:18:29,151 --> 00:18:30,568
- Yeah.
353
00:18:30,569 --> 00:18:31,569
You?
354
00:18:34,322 --> 00:18:35,948
- I'm not even a vet anymore,
I'm just an executioner,
355
00:18:35,949 --> 00:18:36,949
I hate it.
356
00:18:37,951 --> 00:18:39,660
I had to put down the
most beautiful pup today,
357
00:18:39,661 --> 00:18:41,287
she had the most expressive eyes.
358
00:18:41,288 --> 00:18:42,539
They were like human eyes.
359
00:18:44,541 --> 00:18:48,085
I was gonna call you and see
if I could take her home.
360
00:18:48,086 --> 00:18:49,086
- Let's,
361
00:18:49,921 --> 00:18:51,338
please let's not get into that again.
362
00:18:51,339 --> 00:18:53,465
- It's just one dog.
- No, but it's not just one.
363
00:18:53,466 --> 00:18:56,093
If we take one we'll probably take 17,
364
00:18:56,094 --> 00:18:58,388
and we already got blue,
we don't have room.
365
00:18:59,723 --> 00:19:01,600
You know that we can't.
366
00:19:10,692 --> 00:19:13,528
(Brakes squealing)
367
00:19:16,489 --> 00:19:18,657
- What's happening?
368
00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:21,243
(Suspenseful music)
369
00:19:21,244 --> 00:19:22,453
- [Passenger] Why are you stopping?
370
00:19:22,454 --> 00:19:25,956
(Passengers clamoring)
371
00:19:25,957 --> 00:19:29,961
- Yeah, I don't think this
bus is going anywhere.
372
00:19:36,551 --> 00:19:38,302
- [Announcer] Attention.
373
00:19:38,303 --> 00:19:40,888
If you are lost or need assistance,
374
00:19:40,889 --> 00:19:43,516
call 707 and have your ID ready.
375
00:19:45,143 --> 00:19:48,103
If someone you know is lost or missing,
376
00:19:48,104 --> 00:19:51,858
check the missing person
database or call 811.
377
00:20:00,033 --> 00:20:04,996
(Emma humming) (Siren wailing)
378
00:20:06,956 --> 00:20:10,251
(Jude and Emma humming)
379
00:20:20,845 --> 00:20:22,389
- Do you think anybody's immune?
380
00:20:23,306 --> 00:20:24,306
- Oh yeah.
381
00:20:24,307 --> 00:20:25,599
Me, for instance.
382
00:20:25,600 --> 00:20:28,852
- All right, so it doesn't
affect the geniuses amongst us.
383
00:20:28,853 --> 00:20:31,897
- (Gasping) What if the
only person who's immune
384
00:20:31,898 --> 00:20:33,107
already has Alzheimer's?
385
00:20:33,108 --> 00:20:33,942
- Ooh.
386
00:20:33,942 --> 00:20:34,776
- So you'd never know.
387
00:20:34,777 --> 00:20:36,652
- Ooh, yeah.
388
00:20:36,653 --> 00:20:39,154
That is so fucked up,
that's probably how it is.
389
00:20:39,155 --> 00:20:40,572
- Or what if this is just the next phase
390
00:20:40,573 --> 00:20:43,325
of human evolution and we
should just embrace it?
391
00:20:43,326 --> 00:20:44,285
We fucked everything up so badly
392
00:20:44,286 --> 00:20:45,661
that the only way to survive this
393
00:20:45,662 --> 00:20:47,705
is just by forgetting.
394
00:20:47,706 --> 00:20:50,708
- Mm hmm, yeah, I like that, too.
395
00:20:50,709 --> 00:20:52,668
(Blue barks)
396
00:20:52,669 --> 00:20:53,669
What about dogs?
397
00:20:53,670 --> 00:20:55,462
Do you think dogs are susceptible?
398
00:20:55,463 --> 00:20:56,339
- Unclear.
399
00:20:56,340 --> 00:20:58,382
They rely more on associative memories,
400
00:20:58,383 --> 00:21:00,926
so just don't change the way you smell
401
00:21:00,927 --> 00:21:02,219
and keep feeding him and you'll be fine.
402
00:21:02,220 --> 00:21:04,973
- Hey, don't you fucking
forget about me, blue!
403
00:21:06,766 --> 00:21:08,225
Oh, I'm sorry, bud.
404
00:21:08,226 --> 00:21:10,894
I didn't think you'd
take that so seriously.
405
00:21:10,895 --> 00:21:11,938
Yeah, I love you, too.
406
00:21:12,897 --> 00:21:14,315
Yeah, sorry, buddy.
407
00:21:16,151 --> 00:21:17,317
(Jude sighing)
408
00:21:17,318 --> 00:21:19,695
It's a shame we can't take some of them.
409
00:21:19,696 --> 00:21:20,738
The dogs.
410
00:21:20,739 --> 00:21:22,448
(Light music)
411
00:21:22,449 --> 00:21:24,576
They've been putting
down so many recently.
412
00:21:28,455 --> 00:21:29,913
- What?
413
00:21:29,914 --> 00:21:31,833
- Yeah, just like a puppy or something.
414
00:21:32,792 --> 00:21:34,169
I'm sure blue wouldn't mind.
415
00:21:36,212 --> 00:21:37,212
What?
416
00:21:38,631 --> 00:21:41,383
- You said we couldn't.
417
00:21:41,384 --> 00:21:43,093
- When?
418
00:21:43,094 --> 00:21:44,470
- We had an argument about this last week
419
00:21:44,471 --> 00:21:48,141
and then we were just about to
get into it again on the bus.
420
00:21:53,438 --> 00:21:55,981
(Jude chuckling)
421
00:21:55,982 --> 00:21:56,941
- Very good.
422
00:21:56,942 --> 00:21:58,150
- Jude, I'm... almost.
423
00:21:58,151 --> 00:22:00,527
- This is an ongoing argument
that we've been having,
424
00:22:00,528 --> 00:22:03,322
we were just about to get
into it half an hour ago.
425
00:22:03,323 --> 00:22:04,323
It was just now.
426
00:22:06,367 --> 00:22:08,160
- I don't remember that.
427
00:22:08,161 --> 00:22:09,161
- Oh my god.
428
00:22:14,834 --> 00:22:16,168
Did you know this was happening?
429
00:22:16,169 --> 00:22:18,879
- No, how am I gonna know I forgot?
430
00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:19,714
- Do you know who I am?
431
00:22:19,714 --> 00:22:20,632
- Yeah, you're my wife, Emma veta.
432
00:22:20,633 --> 00:22:21,882
- Where did we meet?
433
00:22:21,883 --> 00:22:22,883
What's your father's name?
434
00:22:22,884 --> 00:22:23,718
Where did you grow up?
435
00:22:23,718 --> 00:22:24,718
- Emma!
436
00:22:26,179 --> 00:22:28,640
(Light music)
437
00:22:32,185 --> 00:22:34,813
- This is gonna be like Ben, isn't it?
438
00:22:36,648 --> 00:22:39,192
(Pan sizzling)
439
00:22:46,783 --> 00:22:48,827
When your disaster is everyone's disaster,
440
00:22:50,161 --> 00:22:51,161
how do you grieve?
441
00:22:57,293 --> 00:22:59,753
When Ben first started losing his memory,
442
00:22:59,754 --> 00:23:02,714
he wanted us to record
every song he'd ever written
443
00:23:02,715 --> 00:23:03,967
before they were all gone.
444
00:23:07,804 --> 00:23:10,348
(Gentle music)
445
00:23:20,358 --> 00:23:22,819
(Sam humming)
446
00:23:24,863 --> 00:23:26,488
- [Sam] Wanna do it again?
447
00:23:26,489 --> 00:23:29,241
One, two, three, four.
448
00:23:29,242 --> 00:23:31,703
(Light music)
449
00:23:40,378 --> 00:23:41,628
You got this.
450
00:23:41,629 --> 00:23:44,047
Just relax, you got this.
451
00:23:44,048 --> 00:23:46,383
- It's not happening.
452
00:23:46,384 --> 00:23:47,343
It's not happening,
453
00:23:47,343 --> 00:23:48,177
it's just not happening.
454
00:23:48,178 --> 00:23:49,303
- You got it.
455
00:23:49,304 --> 00:23:53,557
If you want, we can just
record the guitar first
456
00:23:53,558 --> 00:23:56,894
and the vocals and then
I can open up the bass.
457
00:23:56,895 --> 00:23:59,021
- [Jude] Yeah, sounds good.
458
00:23:59,022 --> 00:24:00,022
- [Sam] Okay.
459
00:24:01,691 --> 00:24:03,734
(Bass clattering)
460
00:24:03,735 --> 00:24:06,195
(Amp hissing)
461
00:24:08,239 --> 00:24:09,073
(Door thudding)
462
00:24:09,074 --> 00:24:10,834
- [Emma] He tried so
hard not to seem scared.
463
00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:13,410
I guess we all did.
464
00:24:13,411 --> 00:24:14,953
- I got an idea.
465
00:24:14,954 --> 00:24:17,999
(Tattoo gun buzzing)
466
00:24:21,044 --> 00:24:23,588
(Gentle music)
467
00:24:51,407 --> 00:24:54,159
(Light music)
468
00:24:54,160 --> 00:24:57,120
J“ you get away j“
469
00:24:57,121 --> 00:25:02,085
j“ you always get away with everything I
470
00:25:03,419 --> 00:25:08,383
j“ look at all the fingerprints j"
471
00:25:09,217 --> 00:25:14,180
j“ you left all over my body j“
472
00:25:15,223 --> 00:25:20,186
j“ make it sacred, make it count j'
473
00:25:21,854 --> 00:25:26,818
j“ oh no, you're not easy to forget j“
474
00:25:30,321 --> 00:25:33,198
- [Emma] I can't tell
if I'm torturing myself,
475
00:25:33,199 --> 00:25:35,284
pretending like I'm gonna find the answer.
476
00:25:37,620 --> 00:25:39,372
I keep going back to the beginning.
477
00:25:40,999 --> 00:25:43,459
(Light music)
478
00:26:12,447 --> 00:26:15,033
(Phone ringing)
479
00:26:17,410 --> 00:26:18,744
- [Jody] This is Jody ryerson.
480
00:26:18,745 --> 00:26:20,620
Leave a message after the tone.
481
00:26:20,621 --> 00:26:21,456
- [Operator] The mailbox is full
482
00:26:21,457 --> 00:26:24,833
and cannot accept any new
messages at this time.
483
00:26:24,834 --> 00:26:25,834
Goodbye.
484
00:26:27,336 --> 00:26:30,131
(Traffic humming)
485
00:26:36,345 --> 00:26:39,140
(Muffled talking)
486
00:26:42,060 --> 00:26:44,686
- I need you over here.
487
00:26:44,687 --> 00:26:48,023
(Muffled talking)
488
00:26:48,024 --> 00:26:50,650
If you're here on behalf of someone else,
489
00:26:50,651 --> 00:26:53,862
please make a line to my right.
490
00:26:53,863 --> 00:26:55,781
Listen carefully.
491
00:26:55,782 --> 00:26:58,658
If you are experiencing Nia symptoms
492
00:26:58,659 --> 00:27:01,078
I need you over here.
493
00:27:01,079 --> 00:27:04,081
If you are here on behalf of someone else,
494
00:27:04,082 --> 00:27:06,541
please make a line to my right.
495
00:27:06,542 --> 00:27:09,169
If you were here yesterday
and did not get in,
496
00:27:09,170 --> 00:27:12,005
please have your tickets tubs ready.
497
00:27:12,006 --> 00:27:13,006
- [Woman] I dropped mine!
498
00:27:14,759 --> 00:27:15,759
- [Man] Excuse me!
499
00:27:15,760 --> 00:27:17,886
- [Doctor] On behalf of
someone else, over here.
500
00:27:17,887 --> 00:27:19,304
- Fill this out, sign the consent form,
501
00:27:19,305 --> 00:27:20,139
have your money ready.
502
00:27:20,140 --> 00:27:21,681
Fill this out, sign the consent form.
503
00:27:21,682 --> 00:27:23,562
- Gloria, over here!
- Okay, okay, okay, people.
504
00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:26,144
- [Doctor] Have your ticket stubs ready.
505
00:27:26,145 --> 00:27:29,231
I'm sorry, we can't
accept anyone under 25.
506
00:27:29,232 --> 00:27:30,816
- What do you mean?
507
00:27:30,817 --> 00:27:32,442
- [Doctor] The brain
isn't fully developed.
508
00:27:32,443 --> 00:27:35,571
If you are experiencing
Nia symptoms, over here.
509
00:27:37,073 --> 00:27:38,490
(Crowd clamoring)
510
00:27:38,491 --> 00:27:39,574
- Nurse?
- Over here.
511
00:27:39,575 --> 00:27:40,909
- [Man] The back of the line.
512
00:27:40,910 --> 00:27:41,744
- Can I help you?
513
00:27:41,744 --> 00:27:42,578
- Yes!
514
00:27:42,578 --> 00:27:43,578
- Excuse me.
515
00:27:44,497 --> 00:27:46,665
What is this? Have you found a cure or?
516
00:27:46,666 --> 00:27:48,750
- This is for the chance
to be in a clinical trial,
517
00:27:48,751 --> 00:27:49,585
it's a lottery.
518
00:27:49,586 --> 00:27:50,877
- Okay, but does it work?
519
00:27:50,878 --> 00:27:53,463
I mean, if you get into
the trial, does it work?
520
00:27:53,464 --> 00:27:55,382
- All I know is that it's a trial.
521
00:27:55,383 --> 00:27:57,300
Fill this out, turn it out
when you get to the door
522
00:27:57,301 --> 00:27:58,761
and have your money ready, okay?
523
00:28:00,930 --> 00:28:02,264
- [Man] I was here all day yesterday.
524
00:28:02,265 --> 00:28:03,723
- We have to wait in line
- all day today.
525
00:28:03,724 --> 00:28:04,891
- You can't jump ahead.
- I don't have to listen
526
00:28:04,892 --> 00:28:06,226
to you and I wanna go in.
527
00:28:06,227 --> 00:28:07,936
I don't care about anybody else.
528
00:28:07,937 --> 00:28:10,147
I'm talking about me.
529
00:28:10,148 --> 00:28:11,523
- [Girl] I don't know.
530
00:28:11,524 --> 00:28:13,984
I don't know, but my
dad, he's lost his ID.
531
00:28:13,985 --> 00:28:15,986
- [Man in line] Fine, fine!
532
00:28:15,987 --> 00:28:19,115
- [Woman in line] Guy pushed in front!
533
00:28:20,449 --> 00:28:23,244
(Crowd clamoring)
534
00:28:32,920 --> 00:28:35,464
(Door tapping)
535
00:28:36,424 --> 00:28:38,341
- Roses felt too easy,
536
00:28:38,342 --> 00:28:41,052
but I didn't know what you
liked so I got you daisies.
537
00:28:41,053 --> 00:28:42,762
- Aren't daisies weeds?
538
00:28:42,763 --> 00:28:43,598
- Huh?
539
00:28:43,598 --> 00:28:44,432
- Aren't daisies weeds?
540
00:28:44,433 --> 00:28:46,808
- Oh, well good to see you and goodnight.
541
00:28:46,809 --> 00:28:47,809
- I'm kidding!
542
00:28:47,810 --> 00:28:48,810
Come here.
543
00:28:50,980 --> 00:28:51,814
(Door thudding)
544
00:28:51,815 --> 00:28:53,899
Yeah, I think I'm gonna do a
couple more years as a vet tech
545
00:28:53,900 --> 00:28:56,985
to save up some money to go
back to school to study bio,
546
00:28:56,986 --> 00:29:00,322
eventually be in the labs
and maybe publish one day.
547
00:29:00,323 --> 00:29:01,323
We'll see.
548
00:29:01,991 --> 00:29:02,991
What about you?
549
00:29:04,368 --> 00:29:05,203
- What about me?
550
00:29:05,204 --> 00:29:06,953
- What are you doing?
551
00:29:06,954 --> 00:29:10,457
- Oh, well, I've been around
a lot with Ben and Sam,
552
00:29:10,458 --> 00:29:13,627
touring, taking pictures.
553
00:29:13,628 --> 00:29:14,462
- [Emma] Yeah.
554
00:29:14,463 --> 00:29:16,838
- For different bands,
different magazines.
555
00:29:16,839 --> 00:29:17,757
- [Emma] Oh, cool.
556
00:29:17,757 --> 00:29:18,591
- Yeah.
557
00:29:18,592 --> 00:29:19,799
I helped 'em record.
558
00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:21,927
It was a cool way to spend
the first half of my 20s,
559
00:29:21,928 --> 00:29:26,891
but things got a little
outta hand with drinking,
560
00:29:28,643 --> 00:29:29,643
drugs.
561
00:29:30,394 --> 00:29:32,062
Uh, Sam's parents were out here
562
00:29:32,063 --> 00:29:36,442
so we came here to dry out
and kinda never really left.
563
00:29:37,526 --> 00:29:39,069
- Is that why you don't drink anymore?
564
00:29:39,070 --> 00:29:40,195
- Yeah.
565
00:29:40,196 --> 00:29:44,200
- What was it that
happened to make you stop?
566
00:29:45,952 --> 00:29:49,747
- That's a pretty intense
second date question.
567
00:29:50,998 --> 00:29:51,998
- Sorry.
568
00:29:52,833 --> 00:29:54,209
I'm just being nosy.
569
00:29:54,210 --> 00:29:55,543
Just tell me to shut up.
570
00:29:55,544 --> 00:29:57,337
So, actually, do you want me to leave?
571
00:29:57,338 --> 00:29:58,172
- I'll go.
572
00:29:58,173 --> 00:29:59,506
- No, it's all right,
I'll go, you stay here.
573
00:29:59,507 --> 00:30:02,092
I'll just 90. (Both laughing)
574
00:30:02,093 --> 00:30:04,094
Anyway, you, it's not our second date.
575
00:30:04,095 --> 00:30:04,929
- It's not?
576
00:30:04,930 --> 00:30:06,888
The first one was Halloween.
577
00:30:06,889 --> 00:30:07,889
- Well, I definitely don't count that.
578
00:30:07,890 --> 00:30:09,766
- Because you can't count.
579
00:30:09,767 --> 00:30:11,309
- No, because you said it didn't happen.
580
00:30:11,310 --> 00:30:12,270
- What didn't happen?
581
00:30:12,270 --> 00:30:13,270
- This.
582
00:30:17,316 --> 00:30:18,858
Sorry.
583
00:30:18,859 --> 00:30:19,819
S - no! Orry, sorry.
584
00:30:19,820 --> 00:30:22,654
No, I thought it was
a smooth, cool moment,
585
00:30:22,655 --> 00:30:24,197
but if you're not uh-
586
00:30:24,198 --> 00:30:25,490
- no, no, don't be silly.
587
00:30:25,491 --> 00:30:27,534
Uh, I just,
588
00:30:27,535 --> 00:30:29,953
I'm just not very good at this.
589
00:30:29,954 --> 00:30:30,954
- What?
590
00:30:32,373 --> 00:30:33,915
- Do you wanna have sex?
591
00:30:33,916 --> 00:30:36,376
(Jude laughing)
592
00:30:36,377 --> 00:30:37,377
Don't laugh!
593
00:30:38,504 --> 00:30:40,672
I really need your fucking consent.
594
00:30:40,673 --> 00:30:42,216
- Oh my god, uh,
595
00:30:43,551 --> 00:30:44,551
yes.
596
00:30:45,720 --> 00:30:48,638
But I know you're going
through some shit with Tom,
597
00:30:48,639 --> 00:30:49,473
I don't wanna-
598
00:30:49,474 --> 00:30:51,100
- Tim.
599
00:30:52,226 --> 00:30:54,770
- Yeah, and he's just a friend.
600
00:30:56,814 --> 00:30:58,107
- Yeah, does he know that?
601
00:31:03,070 --> 00:31:04,989
- Not in those exact words.
602
00:31:07,867 --> 00:31:09,326
- Well, I get that.
603
00:31:09,327 --> 00:31:11,537
So, let's just wait.
604
00:31:14,957 --> 00:31:16,334
I'm not going anywhere.
605
00:31:18,336 --> 00:31:20,880
(Upbeat music)
606
00:31:28,179 --> 00:31:30,305
J“ I run after you j“
607
00:31:30,306 --> 00:31:32,265
j“ like a fool would do j“
608
00:31:32,266 --> 00:31:34,100
j“ but mama didn't raise no fools j“
609
00:31:34,101 --> 00:31:36,227
j“ and I should know j“
610
00:31:36,228 --> 00:31:40,231
j“ that baby you got it j“
611
00:31:40,232 --> 00:31:41,983
j“ that's all I can say for you j“
612
00:31:41,984 --> 00:31:43,777
j“ you got soul, too much soul j“
613
00:31:43,778 --> 00:31:45,862
j“ foxy clothes, the cutest nose j“
614
00:31:45,863 --> 00:31:49,240
j“ a groovy set, there's
nothing fake about you j“
615
00:31:49,241 --> 00:31:50,492
j“ baby you got it j“
616
00:31:50,493 --> 00:31:54,579
j“ people can be cruel, they
say I've lost my cool j“
617
00:31:54,580 --> 00:31:56,247
j“ but it's very hard to keep my cool j“
618
00:31:56,248 --> 00:31:58,458
j“ when I'm around you j“
619
00:31:58,459 --> 00:32:02,337
j“ 'cause baby you got it j“
620
00:32:02,338 --> 00:32:03,671
j“ that's all I can say for you j“
621
00:32:03,672 --> 00:32:05,882
j“ you got soul, too much soul j“
622
00:32:05,883 --> 00:32:08,093
j“ foxy clothed, the cutest nose j“
623
00:32:08,094 --> 00:32:11,429
j“ the mood is set, there's
nothing fake about you j“
624
00:32:11,430 --> 00:32:13,014
j“ baby you got it j“
625
00:32:13,015 --> 00:32:14,808
j“ I'm glad I found you j“
626
00:32:14,809 --> 00:32:17,185
j“ gonna cling to you j“
627
00:32:17,186 --> 00:32:21,022
j“ I'll give you love and
money, everything to you j“
628
00:32:21,023 --> 00:32:22,857
j“ no matter what they say j“
629
00:32:22,858 --> 00:32:25,402
j“ no matter what they do j“
630
00:32:25,403 --> 00:32:27,612
j“ I'm never gonna love
another girl like you j“
631
00:32:27,613 --> 00:32:29,197
(phone buzzing)
632
00:32:29,198 --> 00:32:33,076
J“ 'cause baby you got it j“
633
00:32:33,077 --> 00:32:36,913
j“ that's all I say for you j“
634
00:32:36,914 --> 00:32:37,748
- hello?
635
00:32:37,749 --> 00:32:39,499
- [Dr. Dormer] Jude Williams, please.
636
00:32:39,500 --> 00:32:41,584
- This is his wife, who's speaking?
637
00:32:41,585 --> 00:32:42,545
- [Dr. Dormer] I'm Dr. Dormer
638
00:32:42,546 --> 00:32:44,964
with dpc research development.
639
00:32:46,132 --> 00:32:47,133
The Nia trial.
640
00:32:49,135 --> 00:32:50,176
Hello?
641
00:32:50,177 --> 00:32:51,594
- Yeah, yeah, I'm here.
642
00:32:51,595 --> 00:32:54,139
- [Dr. Dormer] Can I
speak with your husband?
643
00:32:54,140 --> 00:32:58,059
- Um, it's probably best
that you just speak to me
644
00:32:58,060 --> 00:33:01,688
'cause I'm the one that
submitted the application.
645
00:33:01,689 --> 00:33:02,689
- [Dr. Dormer] Jude has been selected
646
00:33:02,690 --> 00:33:05,942
for the clinical trial
on an Nia suppressant.
647
00:33:05,943 --> 00:33:07,735
I see from the forms that were submitted
648
00:33:07,736 --> 00:33:10,114
that he's exhibiting
Nia symptoms, correct?
649
00:33:11,949 --> 00:33:12,825
Hello?
650
00:33:12,826 --> 00:33:14,033
- Yeah, sorry.
651
00:33:14,034 --> 00:33:16,161
Yeah, I'm here.
652
00:33:18,581 --> 00:33:19,706
So, he's gotten in?
653
00:33:19,707 --> 00:33:21,916
- [Dr. Dormer] He's been
accepted for an evaluation.
654
00:33:21,917 --> 00:33:24,252
If he passes he'll be
invited to participate
655
00:33:24,253 --> 00:33:26,171
in the actual trials.
656
00:33:26,172 --> 00:33:28,465
We're trying to move quickly here.
657
00:33:28,466 --> 00:33:31,342
Can we schedule an appointment
for him to come in tomorrow?
658
00:33:31,343 --> 00:33:32,594
(Gentle music)
659
00:33:32,595 --> 00:33:33,636
(Traffic blaring)
660
00:33:33,637 --> 00:33:36,556
- The government has the
cure, they have the true cure,
661
00:33:36,557 --> 00:33:39,350
not the one they're giving
us that doesn't work.
662
00:33:39,351 --> 00:33:41,352
They've been keeping Nia on the streets
663
00:33:41,353 --> 00:33:44,230
just like that fuck Reagan did with aids.
664
00:33:44,231 --> 00:33:46,191
And who's doing something about it?
665
00:33:46,192 --> 00:33:47,984
Are you? I am because I care.
666
00:33:47,985 --> 00:33:51,196
I don't want this sickness,
this population control.
667
00:33:51,197 --> 00:33:53,198
They're keeping us down.
668
00:33:53,199 --> 00:33:54,325
They have the true cure.
669
00:33:55,493 --> 00:33:58,204
(Haunting music)
670
00:34:20,434 --> 00:34:21,519
- Wear one of these
671
00:34:22,561 --> 00:34:24,604
and when you're done
filling this paperwork out,
672
00:34:24,605 --> 00:34:26,023
somebody will call your name.
673
00:34:27,733 --> 00:34:29,985
Keep your mask on and
fill this paperwork out.
674
00:34:35,950 --> 00:34:38,494
(Somber music)
675
00:34:42,206 --> 00:34:44,833
(Birds singing)
676
00:34:50,756 --> 00:34:51,756
- [Sam] Emma?
677
00:34:53,343 --> 00:34:54,425
- Oh my god, Sam.
678
00:34:54,426 --> 00:34:56,135
- (Laughing) Good to see you, hey.
679
00:34:56,136 --> 00:34:57,972
- Oh, it's good to see you.
680
00:34:59,723 --> 00:35:01,307
(Sam laughing)
It's been a minute.
681
00:35:01,308 --> 00:35:03,059
- Yeah, I know, yeah.
682
00:35:03,060 --> 00:35:06,312
I'm just here for the
day, just running errands.
683
00:35:06,313 --> 00:35:07,480
- Right.
684
00:35:07,481 --> 00:35:08,481
Right, yeah.
685
00:35:09,441 --> 00:35:10,900
Oh, it's good to see ya.
686
00:35:10,901 --> 00:35:11,735
- Yeah.
687
00:35:11,735 --> 00:35:12,570
- Are you all right?
688
00:35:12,570 --> 00:35:13,404
- I'm good, yeah, I'm good.
689
00:35:13,405 --> 00:35:14,989
- Yeah?
- Yeah, really, I'm just,
690
00:35:16,615 --> 00:35:17,699
how are you?
691
00:35:17,700 --> 00:35:19,784
- Yeah, no, yeah, same, just,
692
00:35:19,785 --> 00:35:22,663
just making phone calls
and all that stuff.
693
00:35:24,915 --> 00:35:26,041
Sorry I haven't called.
694
00:35:28,085 --> 00:35:28,919
- Yeah.
695
00:35:28,920 --> 00:35:30,379
Um, I'm, yeah, same. I'm,
696
00:35:31,297 --> 00:35:32,297
I wanted to.
697
00:35:34,508 --> 00:35:35,508
- Oh, darling.
698
00:35:37,052 --> 00:35:39,053
- You must think I'm the
biggest asshole on the planet.
699
00:35:39,054 --> 00:35:39,888
- No, I don't.
700
00:35:39,888 --> 00:35:40,723
No, I don't, that's ridiculous.
701
00:35:40,724 --> 00:35:42,391
I do not think that at all.
702
00:35:43,934 --> 00:35:45,351
- Sorry, I'm just, yeah, sorry.
703
00:35:45,352 --> 00:35:46,519
- It's okay.
704
00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:49,063
- Um, tell Jude I say hi, okay?
705
00:35:49,064 --> 00:35:50,231
- Yeah, I will.
706
00:35:50,232 --> 00:35:52,066
- It's good to see you.
- Good to see you.
707
00:35:52,067 --> 00:35:53,901
- I just wasn't expecting
to see you, that's all.
708
00:35:53,902 --> 00:35:55,194
- Yeah.
709
00:35:55,195 --> 00:35:56,654
Yeah, no worries.
710
00:35:56,655 --> 00:35:57,489
I'll give you a bell.
711
00:35:57,490 --> 00:35:59,198
- Okay.
712
00:35:59,199 --> 00:36:00,199
- Bye.
713
00:36:01,410 --> 00:36:03,954
(Somber music)
714
00:36:08,876 --> 00:36:10,585
- [Dr. Dormer] Any
history of heart disease?
715
00:36:10,586 --> 00:36:11,669
- Nope.
716
00:36:11,670 --> 00:36:13,004
- [Dr. Dormer] High cholesterol?
717
00:36:13,005 --> 00:36:14,172
- Nope.
718
00:36:14,173 --> 00:36:15,381
- [Dr. Dormer] Diabetes?
719
00:36:15,382 --> 00:36:16,883
- Nope.
720
00:36:16,884 --> 00:36:18,204
- [Dr. Dormer] Do you take drugs?
721
00:36:20,387 --> 00:36:21,221
- [Jude] What does that got to do with-
722
00:36:21,222 --> 00:36:23,806
- we'll find out either way,
so better to get it out now.
723
00:36:23,807 --> 00:36:24,642
- Oh, it's not gonna be a problem,
724
00:36:24,643 --> 00:36:27,978
I've been clean for five
years and nine months.
725
00:36:29,605 --> 00:36:30,813
- [Dr. Dormer] So, how long would you say
726
00:36:30,814 --> 00:36:32,900
you've been experiencing symptoms of Nia?
727
00:36:34,234 --> 00:36:35,735
- Like a month.
728
00:36:35,736 --> 00:36:37,070
I can remember some things,
729
00:36:37,071 --> 00:36:39,781
but other things are just gone.
730
00:36:39,782 --> 00:36:42,326
Like details, I can't do details.
731
00:36:43,285 --> 00:36:47,121
Like I can remember people, who they are,
732
00:36:47,122 --> 00:36:49,540
but I can't zero in.
733
00:36:49,541 --> 00:36:52,126
- Your brain may be
trying to bridge the gaps,
734
00:36:52,127 --> 00:36:53,711
taking other moments you still remember
735
00:36:53,712 --> 00:36:55,422
and merging with false memories.
736
00:36:56,924 --> 00:36:57,758
(File clattering)
737
00:36:57,759 --> 00:36:59,384
(Jude gasping)
738
00:36:59,385 --> 00:37:00,760
- So, the treatment.
739
00:37:00,761 --> 00:37:02,261
Is it like what?
740
00:37:02,262 --> 00:37:03,971
It's like a pill or?
741
00:37:03,972 --> 00:37:06,057
- We'll be doing an oral op.
742
00:37:06,058 --> 00:37:07,058
- Sorry, what?
743
00:37:07,851 --> 00:37:09,644
- [Dr. Dormer] An oral cranial puncture.
744
00:37:09,645 --> 00:37:12,313
Think of it as clearing a clogged pathway.
745
00:37:12,314 --> 00:37:15,608
The brain is separated
into four major lobes.
746
00:37:15,609 --> 00:37:19,612
The one most closely associated
with memory being temporal.
747
00:37:19,613 --> 00:37:22,824
Now, we remove the lateral,
through he roof of the mouth.
748
00:37:22,825 --> 00:37:24,992
(High pitched ringing)
749
00:37:24,993 --> 00:37:27,955
(Distorted talking)
750
00:37:40,926 --> 00:37:41,926
- Jude?
- Yeah.
751
00:37:43,429 --> 00:37:44,846
- Are you okay?
752
00:37:44,847 --> 00:37:45,847
- Yeah.
753
00:37:47,266 --> 00:37:49,559
But what are the risks?
754
00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:50,810
- [Dr. Dormer] We have some literature
755
00:37:50,811 --> 00:37:52,937
we can send home with you
that really walks you through
756
00:37:52,938 --> 00:37:54,605
the ins and outs of the procedure.
757
00:37:54,606 --> 00:37:57,984
It's not complicated, but
there are significant risks.
758
00:37:57,985 --> 00:37:59,152
We have a counselor on hand
759
00:37:59,153 --> 00:38:01,905
to help make sure you understand
what we're dealing with.
760
00:38:03,532 --> 00:38:05,993
(Light music)
761
00:38:06,994 --> 00:38:09,621
(Birds singing)
762
00:38:22,968 --> 00:38:24,510
- To identify a neuro-inflammation,
763
00:38:24,511 --> 00:38:26,513
begin by asking baseline questions.
764
00:38:29,641 --> 00:38:31,142
What's your name?
765
00:38:31,143 --> 00:38:32,143
How old are ya?
766
00:38:33,353 --> 00:38:34,646
What's your favorite color?
767
00:38:38,484 --> 00:38:40,651
This is all they've given ya?
768
00:38:40,652 --> 00:38:41,487
Brain teasers?
769
00:38:41,488 --> 00:38:43,905
I thought there was supposed
to be some sort of procedure.
770
00:38:43,906 --> 00:38:47,618
- Yeah, it's brain teasers and...
771
00:38:50,871 --> 00:38:51,871
- And?
772
00:38:53,165 --> 00:38:54,165
- Surgery.
773
00:38:56,877 --> 00:38:59,671
They take like a metal straw and...
774
00:39:02,174 --> 00:39:04,133
(Jude sighing)
775
00:39:04,134 --> 00:39:05,302
I don't wanna do it, em.
776
00:39:06,970 --> 00:39:08,054
- What'd the doctor say?
777
00:39:08,055 --> 00:39:09,597
- They don't even know if it's gonna work,
778
00:39:09,598 --> 00:39:11,016
it's like a trial.
779
00:39:12,017 --> 00:39:13,226
Let's see and find out,
780
00:39:13,227 --> 00:39:15,853
let's poke around in some dude's skull
781
00:39:15,854 --> 00:39:19,273
and hope we don't cripple
him and make him go blind.
782
00:39:19,274 --> 00:39:20,150
I'm not doing it, man.
783
00:39:20,151 --> 00:39:24,821
I could just wind up with no
memory, no legs, and no eyes.
784
00:39:24,822 --> 00:39:27,365
And if I'm gonna forget who I am
785
00:39:27,366 --> 00:39:30,035
then I'd at least like to be
able to see where I'm going.
786
00:39:31,870 --> 00:39:33,454
- So you made up your mind then.
787
00:39:33,455 --> 00:39:34,455
- Yeah.
788
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:38,125
- Do I not get a say in this?
789
00:39:38,126 --> 00:39:39,335
- Emma, you can't ask
me to sit there while-
790
00:39:39,336 --> 00:39:40,295
- but Jude, I am asking ya,
791
00:39:40,296 --> 00:39:42,088
I am asking ya, I have to ask ya.
792
00:39:42,089 --> 00:39:44,423
I get it, you don't wanna go
blind or end up in a wheelchair
793
00:39:44,424 --> 00:39:45,716
but if there's a chance
that we can stop it
794
00:39:45,717 --> 00:39:47,343
then I don't understand why you won't try.
795
00:39:47,344 --> 00:39:48,344
- I know you're upset-
796
00:39:48,345 --> 00:39:49,554
- I'm not fucking upset, Jude!
797
00:39:49,555 --> 00:39:51,849
- Well, you don't sound
very not fucking upset!
798
00:40:00,691 --> 00:40:02,067
- My mom's starting to fade.
799
00:40:06,530 --> 00:40:07,364
- Why didn't you tell me?
800
00:40:07,365 --> 00:40:10,032
- Because I can't do
anything about it, Jude.
801
00:40:10,033 --> 00:40:12,159
I've got a ticket that I can't
change for weeks from now
802
00:40:12,160 --> 00:40:14,078
and now I've got this, I've got you.
803
00:40:14,079 --> 00:40:14,913
So what am I supposed to do?
804
00:40:14,914 --> 00:40:16,455
Just go off to england while
my husband forgets about me?
805
00:40:16,456 --> 00:40:17,374
I'm not fucking doing that.
806
00:40:17,375 --> 00:40:19,500
I'm not losing my mom and my
husband in the same breath,
807
00:40:19,501 --> 00:40:20,918
so I need you to explain it to me.
808
00:40:20,919 --> 00:40:23,379
Can you explain it to me
why you won't do this?
809
00:40:23,380 --> 00:40:24,298
What, because you don't care?
810
00:40:24,299 --> 00:40:26,800
- No, of course I fucking care, Emma.
811
00:40:28,260 --> 00:40:29,678
This is happening to me.
812
00:40:30,846 --> 00:40:32,847
This is fucking scary for me, too.
813
00:40:32,848 --> 00:40:34,016
I'm scared.
814
00:40:38,353 --> 00:40:39,521
I'm fucking scared.
815
00:40:51,909 --> 00:40:54,536
(Emma sniffing)
816
00:41:05,255 --> 00:41:06,839
- Who am I?
817
00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:07,883
How old am I?
818
00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:09,968
What's my favorite color?
819
00:41:15,682 --> 00:41:16,682
Jude, please.
820
00:41:18,393 --> 00:41:19,393
I'm scared, too.
821
00:41:24,608 --> 00:41:27,193
(Jude sighing)
822
00:41:27,194 --> 00:41:31,656
- You're my wife, Emma
vita ryerson Williams.
823
00:41:31,657 --> 00:41:32,657
You're 28.
824
00:41:35,410 --> 00:41:40,332
Your favorite color is yellow.
825
00:41:40,916 --> 00:41:42,333
(Light music)
826
00:41:42,334 --> 00:41:44,377
- Describe a memory that took place
827
00:41:44,378 --> 00:41:45,878
in the room that you're in.
828
00:41:45,879 --> 00:41:49,131
(Emma gasping)
829
00:41:49,132 --> 00:41:49,967
You fucking-
830
00:41:49,967 --> 00:41:50,884
- whoa, easy, no, take it easy.
831
00:41:50,885 --> 00:41:52,134
(Emma laughing)
832
00:41:52,135 --> 00:41:53,803
Take it easy, easy.
833
00:41:53,804 --> 00:41:54,930
- You fucking!
834
00:41:56,098 --> 00:41:57,723
- Well, you didn't like
the gray walls in there,
835
00:41:57,724 --> 00:42:00,227
you said they reminded you
of rainy days back home.
836
00:42:02,020 --> 00:42:03,771
(Emma squealing)
837
00:42:03,772 --> 00:42:05,940
So you painted 'em yellow.
838
00:42:05,941 --> 00:42:08,568
(Both laughing)
839
00:42:13,573 --> 00:42:15,866
- [Emma] What time of year was it?
840
00:42:15,867 --> 00:42:16,867
- Summer.
841
00:42:17,869 --> 00:42:21,080
(Birds chirping)
842
00:42:21,081 --> 00:42:23,125
No, winter.
843
00:42:24,459 --> 00:42:27,170
(Wind whistling)
844
00:42:29,798 --> 00:42:32,883
(Jude sighing)
845
00:42:32,884 --> 00:42:35,928
(Sad music)
846
00:42:35,929 --> 00:42:37,180
We had just bought a fish.
847
00:42:38,598 --> 00:42:39,598
- What fish?
848
00:42:40,767 --> 00:42:42,268
- You called him ampersand.
849
00:42:42,269 --> 00:42:43,269
- Emma and Jude.
850
00:42:44,396 --> 00:42:46,397
- Emma and Jude.
851
00:42:46,398 --> 00:42:48,275
- Do you remember why we bought the fish?
852
00:42:49,860 --> 00:42:52,653
(Birds chirping)
853
00:42:52,654 --> 00:42:55,032
(Bell rings)
854
00:42:56,116 --> 00:42:58,827
(Birds chirping)
855
00:43:23,060 --> 00:43:25,604
(Gentle music)
856
00:43:38,366 --> 00:43:41,160
(Aquariums bubbling)
857
00:43:41,161 --> 00:43:43,288
- Look at this little guy.
858
00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:49,919
He doesn't have a clue
what's going on in the world.
859
00:43:49,920 --> 00:43:54,507
No Nia, no cancer, no crusades.
860
00:43:54,508 --> 00:43:56,759
Just gets to swim around
having a good time.
861
00:43:56,760 --> 00:43:57,928
- We should be so lucky.
862
00:43:59,471 --> 00:44:01,972
- That's what I feel
like when I'm with you.
863
00:44:01,973 --> 00:44:03,307
- Like a fish?
864
00:44:03,308 --> 00:44:06,018
- No, you know what I meant.
865
00:44:06,019 --> 00:44:08,188
- That's the nicest thing
you've ever said to me.
866
00:44:11,942 --> 00:44:13,568
- Let's get married.
867
00:44:16,279 --> 00:44:17,279
- Okay.
868
00:44:18,073 --> 00:44:19,074
- No, I'm not joking.
869
00:44:19,950 --> 00:44:20,784
- Me neither.
870
00:44:20,785 --> 00:44:22,451
- I wanna spend the rest
of my life with you.
871
00:44:22,452 --> 00:44:23,953
- I wanna fucking marry you.
- Yeah?
872
00:44:23,954 --> 00:44:25,496
- Yeah.
873
00:44:25,497 --> 00:44:28,041
(Gentle music)
874
00:44:41,179 --> 00:44:42,763
Shit.
875
00:44:42,764 --> 00:44:44,181
- Change your mind already?
876
00:44:44,182 --> 00:44:46,309
- No, I don't have a ring.
877
00:44:49,604 --> 00:44:51,438
- Then buy me a fish.
878
00:44:51,439 --> 00:44:52,439
- Yeah?
879
00:44:53,275 --> 00:44:54,275
- Mm hmm.
880
00:45:10,458 --> 00:45:14,044
Do you know that there's a type of memory
881
00:45:14,045 --> 00:45:16,506
exclusively tied to the touch?
882
00:45:17,674 --> 00:45:18,800
Haptic memory.
883
00:45:21,845 --> 00:45:22,845
- Haptic?
884
00:45:27,017 --> 00:45:29,561
Did you read that in your book?
885
00:45:41,573 --> 00:45:44,284
I haven't forgotten how you feel.
886
00:46:03,053 --> 00:46:04,679
- Will you touch me?
887
00:46:12,103 --> 00:46:14,564
(Light music)
888
00:47:07,784 --> 00:47:09,452
They say you can't forget feelings
889
00:47:11,579 --> 00:47:13,163
and I still believe that.
890
00:47:13,164 --> 00:47:15,499
(Helicopter whirring)
891
00:47:15,500 --> 00:47:16,500
Even after Ben.
892
00:47:22,257 --> 00:47:23,465
- Sam? (Clattering)
893
00:47:23,466 --> 00:47:25,509
What, what, what, what, what?
(Sam crying)
894
00:47:25,510 --> 00:47:26,719
- Are you all right?
- What the fuck happened?
895
00:47:26,720 --> 00:47:27,554
Darling, what's happened, what's happened?
896
00:47:27,555 --> 00:47:30,347
- He's just freaking out, Emma, I can't.
897
00:47:30,348 --> 00:47:31,765
- It'll be okay, it'll be okay.
898
00:47:31,766 --> 00:47:32,892
What the fuck!
899
00:47:33,768 --> 00:47:35,394
- [Ben] Get out!
900
00:47:35,395 --> 00:47:36,395
- Ben?
901
00:47:37,814 --> 00:47:39,356
Ben? (Ben crying)
902
00:47:39,357 --> 00:47:40,191
- Ben?
- Jude?
903
00:47:40,191 --> 00:47:41,151
- Yeah.
904
00:47:41,152 --> 00:47:42,192
(Ben breathing heavily)
905
00:47:42,193 --> 00:47:43,320
You all right?
906
00:47:45,280 --> 00:47:46,989
- [Ben] Jude.
907
00:47:46,990 --> 00:47:47,990
- Can I come in?
908
00:47:49,659 --> 00:47:50,701
- [Ben] I don't know.
909
00:47:50,702 --> 00:47:52,620
- I'm coming in, all right?
910
00:47:54,664 --> 00:47:57,041
(Ben sobbing)
911
00:47:57,042 --> 00:47:58,042
What's going on?
912
00:47:59,878 --> 00:48:00,712
- [Emma] Jude!
913
00:48:00,713 --> 00:48:01,920
- Yeah?
914
00:48:01,921 --> 00:48:02,756
Yeah, we're good.
915
00:48:02,757 --> 00:48:04,465
We're good, right? We're good.
916
00:48:04,466 --> 00:48:05,549
Yeah, we're okay.
917
00:48:05,550 --> 00:48:06,633
- He's, Emma.
918
00:48:06,634 --> 00:48:07,718
- Are you all right? Did he hurt you?
919
00:48:07,719 --> 00:48:08,595
- He just grabbed a knife
920
00:48:08,596 --> 00:48:11,055
and he doesn't even
remember my name right now.
921
00:48:11,056 --> 00:48:11,890
- Calm down.
922
00:48:11,890 --> 00:48:12,724
- I thought I was in my house, man,
923
00:48:12,725 --> 00:48:14,558
and then this fucking bitch just walks in.
924
00:48:14,559 --> 00:48:15,435
I don't fucking know her.
925
00:48:15,436 --> 00:48:16,935
I don't fucking know her!
926
00:48:16,936 --> 00:48:19,813
- No, no, no, this is your
house, this is your house.
927
00:48:19,814 --> 00:48:20,648
- It is, right?
928
00:48:20,649 --> 00:48:22,274
- Yeah, that's Samantha, Sam.
929
00:48:22,275 --> 00:48:23,525
- I don't know, I don't know Sam.
930
00:48:23,526 --> 00:48:24,818
- Man, you've been together for a while.
931
00:48:24,819 --> 00:48:27,946
Shit, you've known her
longer than you've known me.
932
00:48:27,947 --> 00:48:28,782
- I have?
933
00:48:28,782 --> 00:48:29,782
- Yeah.
934
00:48:30,784 --> 00:48:31,784
Look at your chest.
935
00:48:32,744 --> 00:48:34,370
Look, look, look, look.
936
00:48:34,371 --> 00:48:35,371
Here.
937
00:48:40,835 --> 00:48:41,835
You see?
938
00:48:42,670 --> 00:48:44,714
Ben, you're sick, man, you got Nia.
939
00:48:47,300 --> 00:48:49,844
You had it for a while,
it's making you forget shit.
940
00:48:51,596 --> 00:48:53,098
Sam's been helping you through.
941
00:48:55,141 --> 00:48:56,642
Yeah, you guys are great together, man.
942
00:48:56,643 --> 00:48:58,937
Shit, you make music
together, you're awesome.
943
00:49:04,401 --> 00:49:05,567
Hey! (Ben crying gently)
944
00:49:05,568 --> 00:49:06,778
It's not your fault, man.
945
00:49:09,030 --> 00:49:10,115
Can I take this?
946
00:49:12,283 --> 00:49:13,784
(Ben crying)
947
00:49:13,785 --> 00:49:15,327
Come on, man.
948
00:49:15,328 --> 00:49:20,250
(Knife thudding)
(Wall clattering)
949
00:49:21,251 --> 00:49:22,127
Okay.
950
00:49:22,128 --> 00:49:23,335
- Why the fuck me, man?
951
00:49:23,336 --> 00:49:24,628
- Just relax, bud.
952
00:49:24,629 --> 00:49:27,464
- Why the fuck me?
- Relax, it's not your fault.
953
00:49:27,465 --> 00:49:30,009
(Somber music)
954
00:49:33,221 --> 00:49:35,807
- [Emma] Ben Richards was
from hidalgo county, Texas.
955
00:49:37,100 --> 00:49:38,725
He's a songwriter,
956
00:49:38,726 --> 00:49:41,395
and like many, believed that
music would save the world.
957
00:49:41,396 --> 00:49:43,814
(Guitar strumming)
958
00:49:43,815 --> 00:49:44,982
- It's wrong.
959
00:49:44,983 --> 00:49:46,650
The ambiance is so,
960
00:49:46,651 --> 00:49:47,485
it's wrong.
961
00:49:47,485 --> 00:49:48,485
- Huh?
962
00:49:49,362 --> 00:49:51,071
- I'm gonna go record outside.
963
00:49:51,072 --> 00:49:51,906
(Birds chirping)
964
00:49:51,907 --> 00:49:53,450
It's all wrong, let's get outta here.
965
00:49:54,451 --> 00:49:55,701
Remember the counts?
966
00:49:55,702 --> 00:49:56,743
I can't remember.
967
00:49:56,744 --> 00:49:57,953
- [Jude] No, man.
968
00:49:57,954 --> 00:49:58,954
Why not?
969
00:50:01,499 --> 00:50:04,501
- [Emma] His mother was lizette
and his father was Dave,
970
00:50:04,502 --> 00:50:06,963
and since he moved away he
called them every Sunday.
971
00:50:14,804 --> 00:50:16,013
- We're trying to have a baby.
972
00:50:16,014 --> 00:50:16,848
- Sam!
973
00:50:16,849 --> 00:50:19,224
- [Sam] We've been together
for so long, it's about time.
974
00:50:19,225 --> 00:50:20,767
- [Emma] Sam, that's so exciting!
975
00:50:20,768 --> 00:50:21,768
- Yeah.
976
00:50:21,769 --> 00:50:23,187
- [Emma] When he first
started to lose his memory,
977
00:50:23,188 --> 00:50:24,439
Ben kept it a secret.
978
00:50:26,691 --> 00:50:28,568
Just like everyone did back then.
979
00:50:31,321 --> 00:50:35,199
(Tattoo gun buzzing)
980
00:50:35,200 --> 00:50:38,744
(Rain pattering)
981
00:50:38,745 --> 00:50:40,412
Ben could turn any room into a concert
982
00:50:40,413 --> 00:50:41,581
when he was inclined to.
983
00:50:43,166 --> 00:50:44,417
That was his gift.
984
00:50:47,754 --> 00:50:49,506
This is who we all remembered.
985
00:50:52,133 --> 00:50:54,427
Who we were clutching on to.
986
00:50:57,430 --> 00:50:59,974
(Gentle music)
987
00:51:04,187 --> 00:51:06,731
(Horn honking)
988
00:51:24,290 --> 00:51:25,832
- Don't fall in.
989
00:51:25,833 --> 00:51:26,833
- Don't.
990
00:51:26,834 --> 00:51:27,669
- What'll you do?
- Don't, Jude.
991
00:51:27,669 --> 00:51:28,503
- Honestly, Jude.
- Do not, do not
992
00:51:28,504 --> 00:51:29,836
- fall in.
- Don't you fucking dare.
993
00:51:29,837 --> 00:51:30,713
- Emma.
- This is so scary,
994
00:51:30,713 --> 00:51:31,589
- do not do that.
- Emma,
995
00:51:31,589 --> 00:51:32,423
Emma, no!
996
00:51:32,423 --> 00:51:33,383
- Stop, stop it, stop.
997
00:51:33,383 --> 00:51:34,342
You're gonna get us in trouble.
998
00:51:34,342 --> 00:51:35,176
- You jump, I jump!
999
00:51:35,177 --> 00:51:36,218
- Stop it.
1000
00:51:36,219 --> 00:51:38,845
Get off me, I'm trying to see the whales.
1001
00:51:38,846 --> 00:51:42,015
- Oh yeah, I got told
if we're gonna see one
1002
00:51:42,016 --> 00:51:43,100
it's gonna be right here.
1003
00:51:43,101 --> 00:51:44,142
- Oh yeah?
- Yeah.
1004
00:51:44,143 --> 00:51:45,143
- Okay.
1005
00:51:48,565 --> 00:51:49,399
- You all right?
1006
00:51:49,399 --> 00:51:50,233
Do you want anything?
1007
00:51:50,234 --> 00:51:51,733
- Um, I'll have a tea.
1008
00:51:51,734 --> 00:51:52,818
If they've got tea, black tea.
1009
00:51:52,819 --> 00:51:53,819
- Yeah? Okay.
1010
00:51:56,364 --> 00:51:58,198
If you see one, tell him to wait.
1011
00:51:58,199 --> 00:51:59,826
- I will just for you.
1012
00:52:05,373 --> 00:52:06,291
(Gasping) Jude!
1013
00:52:06,292 --> 00:52:07,583
- [Jude] Yeah, what?
1014
00:52:07,584 --> 00:52:08,584
- Nothing.
1015
00:52:09,294 --> 00:52:11,921
(Phone beeping)
1016
00:52:22,265 --> 00:52:23,099
- [Newsreader] All right,
1017
00:52:23,100 --> 00:52:24,808
we're just getting word
into the newsroom now.
1018
00:52:24,809 --> 00:52:27,352
Moments ago dpc issued a statement
1019
00:52:27,353 --> 00:52:29,104
indicating that the early results
1020
00:52:29,105 --> 00:52:31,857
of their controversial Nia treatments are,
1021
00:52:31,858 --> 00:52:34,359
quote, overwhelmingly positive.
1022
00:52:34,360 --> 00:52:35,569
Now, in that same statement,
1023
00:52:35,570 --> 00:52:38,280
they also say that due
to overwhelming demand
1024
00:52:38,281 --> 00:52:41,491
that they are not able to
accept any new applicants.
1025
00:52:41,492 --> 00:52:42,534
What do you make of that?
1026
00:52:42,535 --> 00:52:44,077
- [Interviewee] I guess if this treatment
1027
00:52:44,078 --> 00:52:47,247
is having some success,
that's wonderful news.
1028
00:52:47,248 --> 00:52:48,540
- [Newsreader] Overwhelmingly positive,
1029
00:52:48,541 --> 00:52:49,417
certainly sounds like they
might be onto something.
1030
00:52:49,418 --> 00:52:50,459
- [Server] What can I get you?
1031
00:52:50,460 --> 00:52:52,878
- [Interviewee] It does, but
they have already closed off
1032
00:52:52,879 --> 00:52:54,796
a very selective monitor
to the general public
1033
00:52:54,797 --> 00:52:58,175
and I assume that the fda has been-
1034
00:52:58,176 --> 00:52:59,217
- tea.
1035
00:52:59,218 --> 00:53:00,677
- [Interviewer] There are
people with loved ones
1036
00:53:00,678 --> 00:53:04,474
who are afflicted with
this who want a chance.
1037
00:53:06,851 --> 00:53:09,729
(People clamoring)
1038
00:53:15,318 --> 00:53:16,693
- [Man] Stop it!
1039
00:53:16,694 --> 00:53:18,528
- [Woman] Stop, turn the boat around!
1040
00:53:18,529 --> 00:53:19,364
Stop the boat!
1041
00:53:19,365 --> 00:53:21,698
We have to go back, we have to go back.
1042
00:53:21,699 --> 00:53:22,741
Stop!
1043
00:53:22,742 --> 00:53:24,786
I don't know who you are!
1044
00:53:25,703 --> 00:53:27,412
- Help!
- Stop her!
1045
00:53:27,413 --> 00:53:28,289
(Dramatic music)
1046
00:53:28,289 --> 00:53:29,165
- Stop her!
- Help me!
1047
00:53:29,166 --> 00:53:30,540
- Okay.
- Help me!
1048
00:53:30,541 --> 00:53:31,376
- What's happening?
1049
00:53:31,376 --> 00:53:32,210
- Help!
1050
00:53:32,210 --> 00:53:33,044
Turn the boat around!
1051
00:53:33,045 --> 00:53:34,795
No, stop touching me, please.
1052
00:53:34,796 --> 00:53:35,962
Just get away from me.
1053
00:53:35,963 --> 00:53:37,881
We have to go back, please!
1054
00:53:37,882 --> 00:53:39,675
Don't! Stop it!
1055
00:53:39,676 --> 00:53:42,010
- Back off, back up.
1056
00:53:42,011 --> 00:53:45,013
(Woman yelling)
1057
00:53:46,015 --> 00:53:47,641
- [Woman] Go back, we need to go back!
1058
00:53:48,476 --> 00:53:49,310
- Jude!
1059
00:53:49,311 --> 00:53:52,188
(People clamoring)
1060
00:53:53,106 --> 00:53:56,608
(People yelling)
1061
00:53:56,609 --> 00:53:59,861
(Water splashing)
1062
00:53:59,862 --> 00:54:00,655
- [Man] Hurry!
1063
00:54:00,656 --> 00:54:02,114
Throw it in!
1064
00:54:02,115 --> 00:54:03,825
Turn the boat around!
1065
00:54:04,701 --> 00:54:07,412
(Haunting music)
1066
00:54:10,415 --> 00:54:12,417
- [Emma] Overwhelmingly positive results.
1067
00:54:14,544 --> 00:54:17,504
The first sign of a cure
and they shut everyone out.
1068
00:54:17,505 --> 00:54:20,841
(People yelling) (Wood smashing)
1069
00:54:20,842 --> 00:54:23,553
It's no wonder people went crazy.
1070
00:54:25,680 --> 00:54:28,224
And while they went crazy,
all we could do was wait.
1071
00:54:30,309 --> 00:54:32,060
Wait to hear that we'd got an in.
1072
00:54:32,061 --> 00:54:34,604
Wait to hear that we were gonna be okay.
1073
00:54:34,605 --> 00:54:37,232
(Sirens wailing)
1074
00:54:37,233 --> 00:54:38,567
We're gonna be okay.
1075
00:54:38,568 --> 00:54:39,818
- This procedure works.
1076
00:54:39,819 --> 00:54:42,112
- A viral video is causing a stir today
1077
00:54:42,113 --> 00:54:46,408
of a Dr. Sam tomlin of
the dpc walking viewers
1078
00:54:46,409 --> 00:54:49,661
through a step-by-step
tutorial of the procedure
1079
00:54:49,662 --> 00:54:52,873
which supposedly puts
a halt to Nia symptoms.
1080
00:54:52,874 --> 00:54:53,708
(Sirens wailing)
1081
00:54:53,709 --> 00:54:56,334
Already we're getting reports
from local emergency rooms
1082
00:54:56,335 --> 00:54:58,170
of more than a dozen new patients
1083
00:54:58,171 --> 00:55:00,715
who've attempted the
procedure on themselves.
1084
00:55:02,675 --> 00:55:03,843
- [Emma] We're gonna be okay.
1085
00:55:05,178 --> 00:55:06,845
- We have increased police presence
1086
00:55:06,846 --> 00:55:10,098
and cannot stress enough,
this is not a proven cure.
1087
00:55:10,099 --> 00:55:11,600
- Step back now!
1088
00:55:11,601 --> 00:55:12,435
- [Reporter] It is, at best,
1089
00:55:12,436 --> 00:55:15,228
a promising lead in the road to a cure.
1090
00:55:15,229 --> 00:55:16,563
(Glass shattering)
1091
00:55:16,564 --> 00:55:18,440
We urge everyone to remain calm.
1092
00:55:18,441 --> 00:55:21,818
(Cars smashing)
1093
00:55:21,819 --> 00:55:24,863
- We're gonna be okay.
1094
00:55:24,864 --> 00:55:27,492
(Phone buzzing)
1095
00:55:30,453 --> 00:55:31,453
Hello?
1096
00:55:33,247 --> 00:55:34,247
Yeah, speaking.
1097
00:55:35,374 --> 00:55:37,919
(Emma sighing)
1098
00:55:41,464 --> 00:55:45,760
Wait, sorry, I thought, I
thought he was already in.
1099
00:55:47,637 --> 00:55:50,806
Yeah, that's, that's not possible.
1100
00:55:50,807 --> 00:55:53,518
Um, can I speak to Dr. Dormer please?
1101
00:55:57,522 --> 00:55:59,606
Well, can I talk to someone?
1102
00:55:59,607 --> 00:56:00,691
Who's your supervisor?
1103
00:56:02,443 --> 00:56:03,361
Yeah, but there's been a mistake
1104
00:56:03,362 --> 00:56:04,737
and you need to check again.
1105
00:56:07,448 --> 00:56:10,116
Or I need to someone who can sort it out.
1106
00:56:10,117 --> 00:56:11,368
Fine.
1107
00:56:11,369 --> 00:56:12,369
Yeah, fine.
1108
00:56:12,370 --> 00:56:14,579
(Tense music)
1109
00:56:14,580 --> 00:56:15,414
Fuck.
1110
00:56:15,414 --> 00:56:16,414
Jude.
1111
00:56:18,960 --> 00:56:19,794
They said they didn't take you
1112
00:56:19,795 --> 00:56:21,504
'cause you've got drugs in your system.
1113
00:56:22,380 --> 00:56:24,130
- What?
1114
00:56:24,131 --> 00:56:25,715
- [Emma] You know what
they're talking about?
1115
00:56:25,716 --> 00:56:26,967
- Nope.
1116
00:56:26,968 --> 00:56:28,426
- Jude, you can't lie
to me about this stuff.
1117
00:56:28,427 --> 00:56:31,137
- Emma, I swear to god, I've
been sober for five years.
1118
00:56:31,138 --> 00:56:33,265
You know that, I wouldn't
just fuck things up like that.
1119
00:56:33,266 --> 00:56:34,100
- So what, they're just lying?
1120
00:56:34,101 --> 00:56:35,851
- Unless it's a mistake.
1121
00:56:35,852 --> 00:56:36,852
What did they say?
1122
00:56:37,728 --> 00:56:40,564
- They said they found
cocaine in your system
1123
00:56:40,565 --> 00:56:42,316
and now you can't get the procedure done.
1124
00:56:43,901 --> 00:56:44,943
Is that true?
1125
00:56:44,944 --> 00:56:46,279
- No, it can't be true.
1126
00:56:49,657 --> 00:56:52,118
(Light music)
1127
00:56:52,994 --> 00:56:53,994
- [Emma] Jude.
1128
00:56:55,538 --> 00:56:56,538
- Fuck.
1129
00:56:57,874 --> 00:56:58,874
- What?
1130
00:57:00,084 --> 00:57:03,837
- I ran into an old friend from way back
1131
00:57:03,838 --> 00:57:05,756
and I used to party a lot with him.
1132
00:57:07,341 --> 00:57:09,551
I thought we just caught up.
1133
00:57:09,552 --> 00:57:12,596
(Sad music)
1134
00:57:12,597 --> 00:57:15,349
I don't remember, but that's
the only time I could've...
1135
00:57:19,312 --> 00:57:21,981
- So it's possible, then.
1136
00:57:23,983 --> 00:57:26,527
(Jude sighing)
1137
00:57:37,955 --> 00:57:40,665
(Emma clearing throat)
1138
00:57:40,666 --> 00:57:42,376
I just need a minute.
1139
00:57:49,216 --> 00:57:52,011
- (Sighing) Damn.
1140
00:57:53,387 --> 00:57:56,015
(Birds singing)
1141
00:58:12,949 --> 00:58:14,909
- [Sam] I can't do this.
1142
00:58:23,125 --> 00:58:24,834
- What do you mean?
1143
00:58:24,835 --> 00:58:29,464
- He's been forgetting pieces of himself
1144
00:58:29,465 --> 00:58:30,465
for the last six months.
1145
00:58:35,012 --> 00:58:37,806
Tonight he just forgot me.
1146
00:58:37,807 --> 00:58:39,391
- Oh, darling.
1147
00:58:39,392 --> 00:58:42,352
- This is going to get worse.
1148
00:58:42,353 --> 00:58:44,646
(Sam crying)
1149
00:58:44,647 --> 00:58:46,023
I love him, Emma.
1150
00:58:47,149 --> 00:58:48,693
I love him so much.
1151
00:58:53,072 --> 00:58:55,032
But it's a sinking ship.
1152
00:58:55,950 --> 00:58:59,286
I can either tie myself to
him and get dragged down
1153
00:59:00,871 --> 00:59:05,793
or cut loose and try to stay alive.
1154
00:59:10,131 --> 00:59:11,673
- I understand, but if it were-
1155
00:59:11,674 --> 00:59:13,883
- I don't think you understand, Emma.
1156
00:59:13,884 --> 00:59:17,762
I truly hope you never have to understand.
1157
00:59:17,763 --> 00:59:21,559
The man who promised he
was gonna love me forever,
1158
00:59:23,185 --> 00:59:26,730
he just tried to stab
me with a kitchen knife
1159
00:59:26,731 --> 00:59:27,982
that my mother gave him.
1160
00:59:29,400 --> 00:59:31,777
What the fuck am I
supposed to do right now?
1161
00:59:35,489 --> 00:59:36,615
- They lost each other.
1162
00:59:38,200 --> 00:59:40,911
(Birds chirping)
1163
00:59:42,538 --> 00:59:43,664
But I won't lose you.
1164
00:59:48,377 --> 00:59:50,421
Tell me about our first kiss.
1165
00:59:55,968 --> 00:59:56,968
Jude.
1166
01:00:02,141 --> 01:00:06,479
The walls, there were these black shapes.
1167
01:00:09,565 --> 01:00:12,109
(Somber music)
1168
01:00:14,278 --> 01:00:15,988
- Well, I don't remember the walls.
1169
01:00:18,199 --> 01:00:19,408
Can I kiss you?
1170
01:00:21,243 --> 01:00:23,496
- Our first kiss can't
be in line for the loo.
1171
01:00:24,955 --> 01:00:26,081
I didn't say that.
1172
01:00:26,082 --> 01:00:26,916
- [Jude] No?
1173
01:00:26,917 --> 01:00:28,417
- No, I said I'm not available.
1174
01:00:29,627 --> 01:00:31,294
- Right, Tim.
1175
01:00:31,295 --> 01:00:32,545
- [Emma] Tom.
1176
01:00:32,546 --> 01:00:33,630
- But I thought his name was Tim.
1177
01:00:33,631 --> 01:00:35,173
- Yeah, but you always called him Tom.
1178
01:00:35,174 --> 01:00:36,133
- Tom.
1179
01:00:36,134 --> 01:00:37,760
- Tim.
1180
01:00:39,053 --> 01:00:40,137
That's even worse.
1181
01:00:41,097 --> 01:00:42,014
So, do you love him?
1182
01:00:42,014 --> 01:00:42,848
- No.
1183
01:00:42,848 --> 01:00:43,766
- No?
1184
01:00:43,767 --> 01:00:45,975
You didn't even have to think about it.
1185
01:00:45,976 --> 01:00:47,185
- No, I didn't.
1186
01:00:47,186 --> 01:00:49,979
- [Jude] Yeah, just take not that I asked.
1187
01:00:49,980 --> 01:00:52,108
- Tell me about the walls.
1188
01:00:53,776 --> 01:00:55,319
- I don't remember the walls.
1189
01:00:56,445 --> 01:00:58,906
(Light music)
1190
01:01:11,043 --> 01:01:12,627
- What's this?
1191
01:01:12,628 --> 01:01:14,296
- [Jude] It's a picture of you.
1192
01:01:19,593 --> 01:01:20,593
- What's this?
1193
01:01:24,640 --> 01:01:26,099
Do you know who I am?
1194
01:01:26,100 --> 01:01:27,143
- [Jude] You're Emma.
1195
01:01:28,060 --> 01:01:30,436
- Then why'd you have to write this down?
1196
01:01:30,437 --> 01:01:31,689
- I'm doing my best.
1197
01:01:35,943 --> 01:01:37,361
- When were we married, Jude?
1198
01:01:38,904 --> 01:01:41,198
(Sad music)
1199
01:01:42,950 --> 01:01:44,450
- April.
1200
01:01:44,451 --> 01:01:46,953
No, uh, August.
1201
01:01:46,954 --> 01:01:47,954
August?
1202
01:01:49,165 --> 01:01:50,708
- When did we get married, Jude?
1203
01:01:52,793 --> 01:01:57,881
- Uh, it was a Wednesday in August.
1204
01:01:57,882 --> 01:01:59,007
- Just,
1205
01:01:59,008 --> 01:02:00,049
just focus on the details,
1206
01:02:00,050 --> 01:02:02,719
the memory has dozens of
threads to the other memories.
1207
01:02:02,720 --> 01:02:03,971
Was it in a church?
1208
01:02:12,479 --> 01:02:14,522
- I don't know.
1209
01:02:14,523 --> 01:02:16,400
- Was it a big wedding?
1210
01:02:20,571 --> 01:02:21,571
- Steps.
1211
01:02:22,323 --> 01:02:23,157
- Steps.
1212
01:02:23,158 --> 01:02:24,700
- Yeah, we kissed on some steps.
1213
01:02:25,910 --> 01:02:29,204
It was a Thursday, it was just us,
1214
01:02:29,205 --> 01:02:31,540
we decided we didn't
wanna wait until the date.
1215
01:02:32,541 --> 01:02:34,709
- [Emma] What color was the dress?
1216
01:02:34,710 --> 01:02:35,920
- [Jude] White.
1217
01:02:38,422 --> 01:02:39,422
- Blue.
1218
01:02:41,967 --> 01:02:44,428
Do you remember who was there?
1219
01:02:45,930 --> 01:02:48,474
(Gentle music)
1220
01:03:03,030 --> 01:03:04,489
- My god, Emma.
1221
01:03:04,490 --> 01:03:06,033
- Thank you.
- Ben.
1222
01:03:07,326 --> 01:03:08,743
Samantha.
1223
01:03:08,744 --> 01:03:10,204
- Congratulations.
1224
01:03:12,289 --> 01:03:14,249
- He played us a song.
1225
01:03:14,250 --> 01:03:15,416
- I wrote this for you.
1226
01:03:15,417 --> 01:03:18,629
- No, no, no, he gave us a song.
1227
01:03:20,464 --> 01:03:21,464
Our song.
1228
01:03:26,262 --> 01:03:28,722
(Light music)
1229
01:03:38,107 --> 01:03:43,070
J“ stay awake just to
burn you into my mind j“
1230
01:03:48,367 --> 01:03:53,330
J“ don't fall asleep till I
see you and I close my eyes j“
1231
01:03:59,336 --> 01:04:04,173
J“ pull you closer just
to feel you breathing j“
1232
01:04:04,174 --> 01:04:09,220
j“ blend your flesh to mine j“
1233
01:04:09,221 --> 01:04:10,930
- close your eyes.
1234
01:04:10,931 --> 01:04:11,765
- Why?
1235
01:04:11,766 --> 01:04:13,057
- Just close 'em.
1236
01:04:13,058 --> 01:04:18,022
J“ darkness when I close my eyes j“
1237
01:04:23,193 --> 01:04:25,571
- Do you remember meeting me?
1238
01:04:27,448 --> 01:04:30,242
(Water splashing)
1239
01:04:31,869 --> 01:04:32,995
- A waterpark.
1240
01:04:33,871 --> 01:04:35,164
I remember a waterpark
1241
01:04:36,582 --> 01:04:38,458
and it was October,
1242
01:04:38,459 --> 01:04:39,459
it was cold.
1243
01:04:41,920 --> 01:04:43,756
It was the day they shutdown the park.
1244
01:04:44,882 --> 01:04:46,382
Everything was going outta business,
1245
01:04:46,383 --> 01:04:48,594
every day was something's last day.
1246
01:04:51,513 --> 01:04:52,348
- We were the oldest people there.
1247
01:04:52,349 --> 01:04:54,391
- We were the only people there.
1248
01:04:57,561 --> 01:05:01,773
J“ I'll take you dancing
in the flickering lights j“
1249
01:05:01,774 --> 01:05:03,566
j“ I'll spin your hand j“
1250
01:05:03,567 --> 01:05:05,361
- I was so sad the day I met you.
1251
01:05:08,238 --> 01:05:09,822
- [Jude] Why?
1252
01:05:09,823 --> 01:05:11,200
- Can't remember.
1253
01:05:12,284 --> 01:05:15,245
I just know that after I saw
you, I wasn't sad anymore.
1254
01:05:18,415 --> 01:05:20,833
J“ just to see you dancing j“
1255
01:05:20,834 --> 01:05:23,629
(water splashing)
1256
01:05:24,630 --> 01:05:27,257
(Emma coughing)
1257
01:05:30,386 --> 01:05:32,805
- We were married October
14th of last year.
1258
01:05:33,764 --> 01:05:34,598
We didn't have a wedding,
1259
01:05:34,599 --> 01:05:36,767
we just went right to the courthouse.
1260
01:05:38,811 --> 01:05:40,561
Ben and Sam were there.
1261
01:05:40,562 --> 01:05:41,562
Your dad was there.
1262
01:05:42,523 --> 01:05:43,816
Your friends, my friends.
1263
01:05:45,567 --> 01:05:46,859
It was a mad dash with no warning
1264
01:05:46,860 --> 01:05:49,863
and still so many people made it.
1265
01:05:53,534 --> 01:05:55,536
- I'm so sorry I don't remember.
1266
01:05:58,664 --> 01:06:00,541
- It's not your fault, though.
1267
01:06:10,926 --> 01:06:14,095
(Light music)
1268
01:06:14,096 --> 01:06:16,807
- I haven't forgotten how I feel.
1269
01:06:24,481 --> 01:06:25,983
- [Emma] So much to remember.
1270
01:06:26,859 --> 01:06:28,277
All these little pieces.
1271
01:06:30,279 --> 01:06:32,197
For some people, Nia is a slow drip,
1272
01:06:33,407 --> 01:06:35,117
for others it's a stop all at once.
1273
01:06:36,660 --> 01:06:37,660
For you it's slow.
1274
01:06:44,751 --> 01:06:45,751
This can work.
1275
01:06:47,379 --> 01:06:48,963
(Rain pattering)
1276
01:06:48,964 --> 01:06:49,964
- Okay, left!
1277
01:06:51,467 --> 01:06:52,467
No, my left!
1278
01:06:54,470 --> 01:06:55,470
Keep going!
1279
01:06:56,555 --> 01:06:58,014
Perfect!
1280
01:06:58,015 --> 01:07:01,601
Pretty fucking cool, huh?
1281
01:07:01,602 --> 01:07:02,977
- [Emma] Yeah, it's cool!
1282
01:07:02,978 --> 01:07:03,978
- Hang on.
1283
01:07:05,939 --> 01:07:09,442
(Camera clicking)
1284
01:07:09,443 --> 01:07:10,776
- [Emma] Every day he
rediscovers the city.
1285
01:07:10,777 --> 01:07:12,445
- [Jude] Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck!
1286
01:07:12,446 --> 01:07:14,280
- [Emma] Places we had
known in special ways
1287
01:07:14,281 --> 01:07:16,240
were strange again.
1288
01:07:16,241 --> 01:07:17,783
- Move back.
1289
01:07:17,784 --> 01:07:18,784
All right.
1290
01:07:23,749 --> 01:07:24,583
I think it took.
1291
01:07:24,584 --> 01:07:26,001
- [Emma] Some things were easy.
1292
01:07:30,881 --> 01:07:32,298
- Hang on.
1293
01:07:32,299 --> 01:07:34,467
- [Emma] And some things are hard.
1294
01:07:34,468 --> 01:07:35,761
- Have we been here before?
1295
01:07:40,265 --> 01:07:41,682
- No.
1296
01:07:41,683 --> 01:07:42,683
No, we haven't.
1297
01:07:45,395 --> 01:07:47,523
- [Emma] Because his
losses were mine, too.
1298
01:07:50,943 --> 01:07:53,737
(Water trickling)
1299
01:07:55,072 --> 01:07:56,531
- What is this, a fish?
1300
01:07:56,532 --> 01:07:57,491
- Yeah.
1301
01:07:57,492 --> 01:07:58,951
I got it with you.
1302
01:07:59,910 --> 01:08:00,952
- Do you like it?
1303
01:08:00,953 --> 01:08:02,453
(Emma laughing)
1304
01:08:02,454 --> 01:08:04,539
What, what, what?
1305
01:08:04,540 --> 01:08:05,374
What?
1306
01:08:05,375 --> 01:08:06,416
- Oh, my god.
1307
01:08:07,960 --> 01:08:12,046
- No! (Emma laughing)
1308
01:08:12,047 --> 01:08:13,256
We got matching tats.
1309
01:08:13,257 --> 01:08:15,132
- [Emma] We did indeed.
1310
01:08:15,133 --> 01:08:18,010
Do I know you better
than you know yourself?
1311
01:08:18,011 --> 01:08:19,011
Right now,
1312
01:08:19,846 --> 01:08:21,389
maybe.
1313
01:08:21,390 --> 01:08:22,599
- Why did we tattoo fish?
1314
01:08:25,435 --> 01:08:28,187
(Haunting music)
1315
01:08:28,188 --> 01:08:30,439
(Door knocking)
1316
01:08:30,440 --> 01:08:31,566
Oh, thank god!
1317
01:08:31,567 --> 01:08:33,150
- [Emma] What?
1318
01:08:33,151 --> 01:08:33,986
(Jude sighing)
1319
01:08:33,987 --> 01:08:35,153
- Oh shit, I couldn't, uh,
1320
01:08:37,573 --> 01:08:40,116
I knew that we lived on
ormand but I couldn't remember
1321
01:08:40,117 --> 01:08:41,909
which door so I just knocked on 'em all
1322
01:08:41,910 --> 01:08:43,620
and nobody wanted to help me.
1323
01:08:44,705 --> 01:08:45,705
- Darling.
1324
01:08:46,873 --> 01:08:47,873
Here you go.
1325
01:08:50,752 --> 01:08:51,836
It's okay.
1326
01:08:51,837 --> 01:08:53,170
(Jude sighing)
1327
01:08:53,171 --> 01:08:55,172
I find myself wondering
how to build a future
1328
01:08:55,173 --> 01:08:57,134
if you keep having to rebuild the past.
1329
01:08:58,927 --> 01:09:00,219
- Yeah, it woulda been nice to know
1330
01:09:00,220 --> 01:09:02,930
that I fucking had this and I don't know.
1331
01:09:02,931 --> 01:09:05,475
(Dogs barking)
1332
01:09:06,893 --> 01:09:09,438
- Life goes forwards, not backwards.
1333
01:09:13,150 --> 01:09:15,652
I'm still reading about
the brain, taking notes.
1334
01:09:18,196 --> 01:09:21,908
I dunno, feeling like I'm doing something.
1335
01:09:23,493 --> 01:09:25,745
(Paper rustling)
1336
01:09:25,746 --> 01:09:28,539
(Phone buzzing)
1337
01:09:28,540 --> 01:09:31,667
(Sad music)
1338
01:09:31,668 --> 01:09:32,668
Mom?
1339
01:09:34,755 --> 01:09:37,548
- [Hospital orderly] Uh,
is this Emma ryerson?
1340
01:09:37,549 --> 01:09:39,300
- Oh my god, is she okay?
1341
01:09:39,301 --> 01:09:40,426
- [Hospital orderly] She's all right.
1342
01:09:40,427 --> 01:09:41,969
We identified her.
1343
01:09:41,970 --> 01:09:45,264
She's in the hospital now and
people are looking after her.
1344
01:09:45,265 --> 01:09:46,599
- Does she know who she is?
1345
01:09:46,600 --> 01:09:48,225
- She knows her first name.
1346
01:09:48,226 --> 01:09:49,226
Bits and pieces.
1347
01:09:51,855 --> 01:09:55,024
Could you tell her that Emma,
1348
01:09:55,025 --> 01:09:59,988
that her daughter loves her
and that I haven't forgotten
1349
01:10:00,322 --> 01:10:02,908
and that I'm gonna try and
be there as soon as I can.
1350
01:10:04,409 --> 01:10:06,161
Would you tell her that please?
1351
01:10:12,209 --> 01:10:14,753
(Gulls cawing)
1352
01:10:20,759 --> 01:10:22,386
What were we even trying to save?
1353
01:10:23,970 --> 01:10:25,430
Our experiences together?
1354
01:10:28,308 --> 01:10:30,894
Is that all I love about him?
1355
01:10:34,898 --> 01:10:37,567
I wish I could look at him and
just find what went missing.
1356
01:10:39,319 --> 01:10:40,986
But he looks the same.
1357
01:10:40,987 --> 01:10:43,699
(Waves crashing)
1358
01:10:45,200 --> 01:10:47,910
Jude, I'm so tired of this.
1359
01:10:47,911 --> 01:10:51,206
(Plane engine rumbling)
1360
01:10:53,750 --> 01:10:56,044
(Sad music)
1361
01:11:07,180 --> 01:11:10,516
- [Jude] I have to ask you something.
1362
01:11:10,517 --> 01:11:11,517
- Okay.
1363
01:11:13,437 --> 01:11:14,604
- I'm not sure how.
1364
01:11:16,106 --> 01:11:17,106
- Is it scary?
1365
01:11:19,276 --> 01:11:20,276
- Yeah.
1366
01:11:24,364 --> 01:11:28,117
I've been doing some
reading about the procedure
1367
01:11:28,118 --> 01:11:30,287
and what they were gonna do to me.
1368
01:11:31,538 --> 01:11:32,538
- Okay.
1369
01:11:33,790 --> 01:11:35,751
- And I was thinking we could do it.
1370
01:11:36,626 --> 01:11:37,461
- Do it?
1371
01:11:37,462 --> 01:11:38,879
- Yeah, or you could do it.
1372
01:11:40,172 --> 01:11:41,172
At work.
1373
01:11:42,758 --> 01:11:43,884
- Are you being serious?
1374
01:11:45,343 --> 01:11:46,886
- Yeah, I know it sounds crazy,
1375
01:11:46,887 --> 01:11:49,930
but they have these videos online
1376
01:11:49,931 --> 01:11:51,933
and they swear that it worked.
1377
01:11:52,934 --> 01:11:54,769
No, they swear that it worked.
1378
01:11:54,770 --> 01:11:57,938
You take this long needle
and you find this nerve
1379
01:11:57,939 --> 01:11:59,190
at the base of the brain.
1380
01:11:59,191 --> 01:12:00,274
- But you didn't wanna do it
1381
01:12:00,275 --> 01:12:01,692
when professionals were
gonna do it, Jude, I'm a vet.
1382
01:12:01,693 --> 01:12:03,361
- Yeah, I know, but I'm going, em.
1383
01:12:05,071 --> 01:12:06,822
We have to try, and I'm gonna feel better
1384
01:12:06,823 --> 01:12:07,823
knowing that it's you.
1385
01:12:07,824 --> 01:12:08,658
- No, you can't ask me to do that.
1386
01:12:08,659 --> 01:12:10,118
- No, but I am asking you.
1387
01:12:12,329 --> 01:12:14,330
- But what if, um,
1388
01:12:14,331 --> 01:12:16,373
what if something goes wrong or I hurt you
1389
01:12:16,374 --> 01:12:18,250
or I make it worse or
you get an infection?
1390
01:12:18,251 --> 01:12:19,585
- Well, I wouldn't've asked you
1391
01:12:19,586 --> 01:12:21,463
if I hadn't thought about all of that.
1392
01:12:23,048 --> 01:12:24,048
I trust you.
1393
01:12:26,510 --> 01:12:27,928
I don't know what else to do.
1394
01:12:34,392 --> 01:12:35,977
I don't know what else there is.
1395
01:12:40,023 --> 01:12:42,983
(Light dramatic music)
1396
01:12:42,984 --> 01:12:45,779
(Engine rumbling)
1397
01:12:58,500 --> 01:13:01,210
(Dog barking)
1398
01:13:01,211 --> 01:13:02,878
(Door clicking)
1399
01:13:02,879 --> 01:13:05,423
(Dogs barking)
1400
01:13:08,468 --> 01:13:11,220
(Door thudding)
1401
01:13:11,221 --> 01:13:13,807
- Stay here, I'm gonna go and check.
1402
01:13:14,766 --> 01:13:17,978
(Light dramatic music)
1403
01:13:33,368 --> 01:13:35,619
(Door clicking)
1404
01:13:35,620 --> 01:13:37,330
Okay, we're all safe.
1405
01:13:38,832 --> 01:13:41,250
- [Doctor] This Ridge should
soften into a membrane
1406
01:13:41,251 --> 01:13:42,751
that will give a little when you push it.
1407
01:13:42,752 --> 01:13:45,087
This area will be the puncture point.
1408
01:13:45,088 --> 01:13:46,297
- Okay.
1409
01:13:46,298 --> 01:13:49,049
Okay, this is what we
use to open dogs' mouths
1410
01:13:49,050 --> 01:13:50,968
when we clean the teeth.
1411
01:13:50,969 --> 01:13:53,471
It won't really fit, but it
will stop you from biting.
1412
01:13:54,890 --> 01:13:55,890
Wider.
1413
01:13:58,184 --> 01:13:59,184
How's that?
1414
01:13:59,185 --> 01:14:00,478
- How do I look?
1415
01:14:07,652 --> 01:14:10,196
(Dogs barking)
1416
01:14:15,744 --> 01:14:18,495
(Emma sighing)
1417
01:14:19,664 --> 01:14:20,956
Carfentanil could kill you
1418
01:14:20,957 --> 01:14:23,167
so I'm gonna give you
some telazol for the pain-
1419
01:14:23,168 --> 01:14:24,335
(Jude groaning)
1420
01:14:24,336 --> 01:14:25,253
Jude.
1421
01:14:25,254 --> 01:14:26,879
- No drugs, I gotta be, I wanna be-
1422
01:14:26,880 --> 01:14:27,963
- Jude.
- No, please,
1423
01:14:27,964 --> 01:14:29,090
fuck that shit, come on.
1424
01:14:31,259 --> 01:14:33,803
(Jude sighing)
1425
01:14:37,724 --> 01:14:40,726
(Dogs whining)
1426
01:14:40,727 --> 01:14:43,688
(Suspenseful music)
1427
01:14:46,483 --> 01:14:49,027
(Dogs barking)
1428
01:15:00,538 --> 01:15:01,997
(Jude sighing) You ready?
1429
01:15:01,998 --> 01:15:03,248
- Uh huh.
1430
01:15:03,249 --> 01:15:04,625
(Jude groaning)
1431
01:15:04,626 --> 01:15:06,419
I'm ready, yeah, yeah.
1432
01:15:08,129 --> 01:15:09,839
- Take a deep breath.
1433
01:15:10,799 --> 01:15:12,424
Deep breath.
1434
01:15:12,425 --> 01:15:14,677
(Suspenseful music)
1435
01:15:14,678 --> 01:15:15,678
Deep breath.
1436
01:15:17,055 --> 01:15:19,557
- Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
1437
01:15:23,561 --> 01:15:26,146
You all right?
1438
01:15:26,147 --> 01:15:28,065
Yeah, we got this, come on, come on.
1439
01:15:29,192 --> 01:15:30,651
(Dogs barking)
1440
01:15:30,652 --> 01:15:33,279
(Jude groaning)
1441
01:15:34,155 --> 01:15:35,990
All right, let's get it, come on.
1442
01:15:35,991 --> 01:15:36,825
- [Emma] Are you sure?
1443
01:15:36,826 --> 01:15:39,034
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, let's
go, let's go, let's go.
1444
01:15:39,035 --> 01:15:40,662
Here we 90, come on.
1445
01:15:42,497 --> 01:15:44,124
- Okay, deep breath.
1446
01:15:46,376 --> 01:15:48,293
(Tense music)
1447
01:15:48,294 --> 01:15:50,546
(Jude groaning)
Deep breath, deep breath,
1448
01:15:50,547 --> 01:15:51,588
deep breath, deep breath.
1449
01:15:51,589 --> 01:15:53,424
(Jude groaning)
1450
01:15:53,425 --> 01:15:56,844
Jude, I don't know.
(Jude groaning)
1451
01:15:56,845 --> 01:15:58,345
(Shoe squeaking)
(Jude screaming)
1452
01:15:58,346 --> 01:15:59,972
Jude, I don't know, I don't know.
1453
01:15:59,973 --> 01:16:03,517
(Jude screaming)
1454
01:16:03,518 --> 01:16:06,146
(Birds singing)
1455
01:16:09,983 --> 01:16:12,444
(Light music)
1456
01:16:14,362 --> 01:16:15,362
- Close your eyes.
1457
01:16:16,364 --> 01:16:17,198
- Why?
1458
01:16:17,198 --> 01:16:18,198
- Just close 'em.
1459
01:16:21,494 --> 01:16:23,413
All right, pretend we're somewhere hot.
1460
01:16:24,330 --> 01:16:25,123
- [Emma] Okay.
1461
01:16:25,123 --> 01:16:26,082
- Like the jungle.
1462
01:16:26,083 --> 01:16:27,541
- [Emma] No, Hawaii.
1463
01:16:27,542 --> 01:16:29,126
- Hawaii?
- Mm hmm.
1464
01:16:29,127 --> 01:16:31,712
- All right, so we're in Hawaii.
1465
01:16:31,713 --> 01:16:33,839
Let's pretend we just got married.
1466
01:16:33,840 --> 01:16:34,840
- [Emma] We did just get married.
1467
01:16:34,841 --> 01:16:35,842
- Oh yeah.
1468
01:16:37,343 --> 01:16:40,179
So, all right, it's our
honeymoon, we're in Hawaii,
1469
01:16:40,180 --> 01:16:44,558
and we're in the water
but you gotta stay close
1470
01:16:44,559 --> 01:16:49,521
because there's jellyfish and sharks.
1471
01:16:49,522 --> 01:16:50,898
- The water's dead clear
1472
01:16:50,899 --> 01:16:51,733
so I'll be able to spot 'em a mile off.
1473
01:16:51,734 --> 01:16:54,235
- No, but it's like
three am. So it's dark.
1474
01:16:56,696 --> 01:16:59,448
And if you look out onto the horizon
1475
01:16:59,449 --> 01:17:01,784
you can see like a lightening storm.
1476
01:17:01,785 --> 01:17:02,785
- Am I naked?
1477
01:17:02,786 --> 01:17:05,746
- Hell yeah, it's our honeymoon, always.
1478
01:17:05,747 --> 01:17:07,122
Me, too.
1479
01:17:07,123 --> 01:17:08,123
- Sounds perfect.
1480
01:17:09,042 --> 01:17:10,042
- Yeah.
1481
01:17:11,127 --> 01:17:13,629
- Perfect Hawaiian honeymoon.
1482
01:17:13,630 --> 01:17:15,507
- Don't ever forget it.
1483
01:17:17,133 --> 01:17:20,011
(Thunder rumbling)
1484
01:17:23,890 --> 01:17:24,890
- Easy.
1485
01:17:26,267 --> 01:17:27,267
Easy.
1486
01:17:29,479 --> 01:17:31,021
- What happened?
1487
01:17:31,022 --> 01:17:31,898
- You blacked out.
1488
01:17:31,898 --> 01:17:32,732
- I blacked out?
1489
01:17:32,732 --> 01:17:33,732
- Yeah.
1490
01:17:34,943 --> 01:17:36,194
Jude, slowly, slowly.
1491
01:17:43,409 --> 01:17:44,409
- Did we get it?
1492
01:17:45,120 --> 01:17:46,161
- I'm not sure.
1493
01:17:46,162 --> 01:17:47,913
- How long was I out for?
1494
01:17:47,914 --> 01:17:48,957
- 10 minutes.
1495
01:17:50,083 --> 01:17:51,583
(Sighing) Oh, for god's sake, Jude.
1496
01:17:51,584 --> 01:17:52,585
It was so scary.
1497
01:18:07,433 --> 01:18:08,560
Did I hurt ya?
1498
01:18:11,020 --> 01:18:12,521
Did I help ya?
1499
01:18:12,522 --> 01:18:14,983
(Tense music)
1500
01:18:19,612 --> 01:18:20,864
How long until we'll know?
1501
01:18:31,082 --> 01:18:33,877
(Zipper scraping)
1502
01:18:37,338 --> 01:18:39,883
(Bag rustling)
1503
01:18:46,764 --> 01:18:47,764
You going somewhere?
1504
01:18:49,934 --> 01:18:50,934
- Who are you?
1505
01:18:52,312 --> 01:18:53,312
- What?
1506
01:18:56,065 --> 01:18:56,900
Oh, fuck off.
1507
01:18:56,901 --> 01:18:58,567
Fuck off, Jude.
1508
01:18:58,568 --> 01:18:59,944
For fuck's sake!
1509
01:19:01,070 --> 01:19:02,279
That's so annoying!
1510
01:19:02,280 --> 01:19:03,488
- How could you tell?
1511
01:19:03,489 --> 01:19:04,615
- I could see your stupid lip
1512
01:19:04,616 --> 01:19:07,242
trying to do your stupid
smile, you stupid twat.
1513
01:19:07,243 --> 01:19:08,077
- Sorry.
1514
01:19:08,078 --> 01:19:09,078
- Oh, thank you.
1515
01:19:09,079 --> 01:19:10,288
- Good morning.
1516
01:19:15,919 --> 01:19:16,753
(Jude sighing)
1517
01:19:16,753 --> 01:19:17,670
Hey, can we take the car,
1518
01:19:17,671 --> 01:19:19,714
just go do like a road trip or something?
1519
01:19:20,840 --> 01:19:22,300
Put this guy in the back seat.
1520
01:19:24,219 --> 01:19:25,136
- Do you feel up for that?
1521
01:19:25,136 --> 01:19:26,136
- Yeah.
1522
01:19:26,888 --> 01:19:28,473
Yeah, I could use the air.
1523
01:19:34,229 --> 01:19:36,689
(Light music)
1524
01:19:46,783 --> 01:19:49,493
- Out of all the concerts
that you've been to,
1525
01:19:49,494 --> 01:19:51,037
what was the worst?
1526
01:19:52,580 --> 01:19:54,414
- Uh,
1527
01:19:54,415 --> 01:19:57,793
oh, I saw Courtney love in Vegas.
1528
01:19:57,794 --> 01:20:00,255
She came out, sang one line,
1529
01:20:01,422 --> 01:20:03,924
and got hit with a chocolate bar and left.
1530
01:20:03,925 --> 01:20:04,759
- (Laughing) No.
1531
01:20:04,760 --> 01:20:06,677
- She said, “fuck you, Las Vegas!"
1532
01:20:06,678 --> 01:20:08,428
(Both laughing)
1533
01:20:08,429 --> 01:20:09,429
And then she left.
1534
01:20:10,765 --> 01:20:12,182
What about you?
1535
01:20:12,183 --> 01:20:14,851
- Uh, you at karaoke last year.
1536
01:20:14,852 --> 01:20:19,398
Absolutely traumatic experience
for me and everyone around.
1537
01:20:19,399 --> 01:20:20,482
- Traumatic?
1538
01:20:20,483 --> 01:20:21,776
- Oh, completely tone deaf.
1539
01:20:22,777 --> 01:20:24,278
It's a good job you're handsome.
1540
01:20:24,279 --> 01:20:25,570
(Jude laughing)
1541
01:20:25,571 --> 01:20:28,532
Everything shuts down
when you start singing.
1542
01:20:28,533 --> 01:20:33,495
J“dodododoj“
1543
01:20:33,496 --> 01:20:34,955
jdobedobebej“
1544
01:20:34,956 --> 01:20:36,498
- it's the face that you do as well.
1545
01:20:36,499 --> 01:20:38,000
I can't even look at ya.
(Jude laughing)
1546
01:20:38,001 --> 01:20:39,459
(Light music)
1547
01:20:39,460 --> 01:20:42,212
I folded my ears in on
themselves 'cause I can't do it.
1548
01:20:42,213 --> 01:20:47,176
(Both laughing) (Gentle music)
1549
01:20:58,855 --> 01:21:01,273
(Camera clicking)
1550
01:21:01,274 --> 01:21:03,025
- Oh, is that fun?
- Blue!
1551
01:21:03,026 --> 01:21:03,943
- [Emma] Is that fun?
1552
01:21:03,943 --> 01:21:04,777
(Blue barking)
1553
01:21:04,778 --> 01:21:06,361
- Blue, blue!
- Catalog, blue.
1554
01:21:06,362 --> 01:21:07,946
- Blue!
- Yeah, boy.
1555
01:21:07,947 --> 01:21:09,239
- [Emma] Have you got the key?
1556
01:21:09,240 --> 01:21:10,824
- Huh?
1557
01:21:10,825 --> 01:21:12,451
- Have you got the key?
1558
01:21:12,452 --> 01:21:13,911
- Yeah, he said the mailbox.
1559
01:21:19,417 --> 01:21:22,295
(Metal screeching)
1560
01:21:24,213 --> 01:21:25,213
- No?
1561
01:21:28,634 --> 01:21:29,634
- Hang on.
1562
01:21:30,845 --> 01:21:33,473
(Birds singing)
1563
01:21:42,440 --> 01:21:43,607
(Keys jingling)
1564
01:21:43,608 --> 01:21:45,025
He must have forgot.
1565
01:21:45,026 --> 01:21:46,026
- Okay.
1566
01:21:47,945 --> 01:21:50,656
(Fire crackling)
1567
01:21:55,328 --> 01:21:57,788
I still have no news on my mom.
1568
01:21:57,789 --> 01:21:58,789
- Still?
1569
01:21:59,457 --> 01:22:01,333
Did you try your aunt?
1570
01:22:01,334 --> 01:22:02,752
- Yeah, I've tried her as well.
1571
01:22:17,850 --> 01:22:21,269
- Yeah, I got something
I need to say to you
1572
01:22:21,270 --> 01:22:23,189
but it doesn't feel like the right time.
1573
01:22:24,232 --> 01:22:25,817
But I don't feel like I can wait.
1574
01:22:26,859 --> 01:22:27,859
- Okay.
1575
01:22:30,279 --> 01:22:31,489
- Uh,
1576
01:22:32,740 --> 01:22:35,701
I wrote it down so I wouldn't mess it up.
1577
01:22:40,790 --> 01:22:43,334
(Jude sighing)
1578
01:22:50,216 --> 01:22:52,009
There's no easy way to say this,
1579
01:22:53,344 --> 01:22:54,387
but it didn't work.
1580
01:22:57,557 --> 01:23:00,101
(Gentle music)
1581
01:23:12,530 --> 01:23:14,991
I woke up this morning and
I didn't recognize you.
1582
01:23:29,422 --> 01:23:30,840
So it definitely didn't work.
1583
01:23:33,801 --> 01:23:36,095
And now I'm starting to forget even you.
1584
01:23:38,973 --> 01:23:41,684
(Paper rustling)
1585
01:23:43,227 --> 01:23:44,227
Dear Emma,
1586
01:23:45,438 --> 01:23:46,813
I wanted to write this to you,
1587
01:23:46,814 --> 01:23:48,440
I wanted to say this to you
1588
01:23:48,441 --> 01:23:50,985
while I still have as much of me as I do.
1589
01:23:53,154 --> 01:23:56,615
Every morning I wake up and
I have to look at polaroids
1590
01:23:56,616 --> 01:23:59,452
with names on 'em just so I
can remember that he's blue.
1591
01:24:00,745 --> 01:24:03,663
Or like this morning when we left,
1592
01:24:03,664 --> 01:24:05,207
I had to let you go out first
1593
01:24:05,208 --> 01:24:07,502
because I couldn't remember
which car was ours.
1594
01:24:12,465 --> 01:24:15,926
There's chaos all around us,
1595
01:24:15,927 --> 01:24:18,178
people freaking out looking for cures,
1596
01:24:18,179 --> 01:24:19,471
we're losing our friends,
1597
01:24:19,472 --> 01:24:20,765
you're losing your mom,
1598
01:24:21,891 --> 01:24:24,309
borders are sealed, flights are grounded,
1599
01:24:24,310 --> 01:24:27,313
and people are getting
lost on their own streets.
1600
01:24:28,898 --> 01:24:30,941
And in the middle of it,
it feels like it's just us
1601
01:24:30,942 --> 01:24:32,527
doing whatever the fuck we can.
1602
01:24:35,988 --> 01:24:38,658
So I wanted to come out
here while it's still quiet
1603
01:24:40,910 --> 01:24:42,620
so that I could look you in the eye
1604
01:24:43,746 --> 01:24:46,206
in case, before I'm all gone,
1605
01:24:46,207 --> 01:24:48,250
(gentle music)
1606
01:24:48,251 --> 01:24:50,586
And tell you that you
are the love of my life
1607
01:24:53,005 --> 01:24:54,923
because you make me laugh every day
1608
01:24:54,924 --> 01:24:56,759
and you make my life worth living
1609
01:24:57,718 --> 01:25:00,012
and you make me feel like I'm not alone.
1610
01:25:02,265 --> 01:25:03,516
And if things were normal,
1611
01:25:05,017 --> 01:25:08,436
then you'd be the person
that'd make it okay
1612
01:25:08,437 --> 01:25:10,730
that I gotta grow old and die someday
1613
01:25:10,731 --> 01:25:14,193
because at least I got to spend
some of that time with you.
1614
01:25:17,446 --> 01:25:19,240
But things aren't normal,
1615
01:25:21,200 --> 01:25:22,285
and so I guess
1616
01:25:23,995 --> 01:25:26,037
instead, or as well,
1617
01:25:26,038 --> 01:25:28,749
I love you because you stayed.
1618
01:25:30,001 --> 01:25:31,418
Because when things got scary,
1619
01:25:31,419 --> 01:25:33,588
you knuckled down and you stayed.
1620
01:25:36,716 --> 01:25:38,259
And you got me through each day.
1621
01:25:42,054 --> 01:25:43,597
And I hope I did the same for you,
1622
01:25:43,598 --> 01:25:48,561
or I hope that I can still
do the same for you somehow.
1623
01:26:05,703 --> 01:26:08,163
Yeah, yeah, I just had to,
1624
01:26:08,164 --> 01:26:09,748
because I feel we gotta be real.
1625
01:26:09,749 --> 01:26:11,041
- [Emma] Yeah.
1626
01:26:11,042 --> 01:26:13,586
(Gentle music)
1627
01:26:44,116 --> 01:26:45,367
- (Birds singing)
- Get up,
1628
01:26:45,368 --> 01:26:47,410
yeah, yeah, woo!
1629
01:26:47,411 --> 01:26:49,371
Come here, what's this?
1630
01:26:49,372 --> 01:26:51,831
(Blue barking)
1631
01:26:51,832 --> 01:26:52,832
Come on.
1632
01:26:53,751 --> 01:26:55,461
What's this? Come on.
1633
01:26:56,504 --> 01:26:58,505
(Jude whistling)
1634
01:26:58,506 --> 01:26:59,632
Oh, come here.
1635
01:27:01,467 --> 01:27:02,509
Yea h, yeah.
1636
01:27:02,510 --> 01:27:03,885
(Blue barking)
1637
01:27:03,886 --> 01:27:05,220
You can't get that stick.
1638
01:27:05,221 --> 01:27:07,348
You can't get there first.
1639
01:27:08,265 --> 01:27:11,184
You can't get that stick.
1640
01:27:12,104 --> 01:27:13,145
- [Emma] Hey.
1641
01:27:14,271 --> 01:27:15,481
- [Jude] This dog's cool.
1642
01:27:17,525 --> 01:27:19,109
- His name's blue.
1643
01:27:19,110 --> 01:27:20,236
- Oh, blue, yeah.
1644
01:27:22,113 --> 01:27:23,530
Yeah. (Blue barking)
1645
01:27:23,531 --> 01:27:24,739
Good boy, come on.
1646
01:27:24,740 --> 01:27:25,907
(Gentle music)
1647
01:27:25,908 --> 01:27:26,908
Come on.
1648
01:27:27,785 --> 01:27:28,993
What? (Clicking)
1649
01:27:28,994 --> 01:27:29,994
Come on.
1650
01:27:30,996 --> 01:27:33,832
(Engine rumbling)
1651
01:27:33,833 --> 01:27:36,293
(Light music)
1652
01:27:43,134 --> 01:27:45,176
- [Emma] Oh no, are
they turning us around?
1653
01:27:45,177 --> 01:27:47,095
- [Jude] Uh, I don't know.
1654
01:27:47,096 --> 01:27:49,724
(Siren beeping)
1655
01:27:50,725 --> 01:27:54,270
(Electric window whirring)
1656
01:27:56,772 --> 01:27:58,440
- [Officer] Ids please.
1657
01:27:58,441 --> 01:28:00,150
- Is this road closed, sir, or what?
1658
01:28:00,151 --> 01:28:01,443
- [Officer] Just the ids.
1659
01:28:01,444 --> 01:28:02,278
- Why?
1660
01:28:02,279 --> 01:28:04,070
- [Officer] Government mandated
1661
01:28:04,071 --> 01:28:06,364
for the missing persons database.
1662
01:28:06,365 --> 01:28:07,365
- We're not missing.
1663
01:28:09,577 --> 01:28:10,577
- Not yet.
1664
01:28:11,829 --> 01:28:13,122
Okay, go on through.
1665
01:28:17,001 --> 01:28:19,669
(Light dramatic music)
1666
01:28:19,670 --> 01:28:22,423
(Engine rumbling)
1667
01:28:28,429 --> 01:28:29,263
- How many today?
1668
01:28:29,264 --> 01:28:30,347
- Oh, just one.
1669
01:28:31,974 --> 01:28:33,850
Maybe people are remembering
to close their gates.
1670
01:28:33,851 --> 01:28:35,018
- Yeah, well, I've got that.
1671
01:28:35,019 --> 01:28:36,269
- Cheers.
1672
01:28:36,270 --> 01:28:37,271
Here you are.
1673
01:28:39,023 --> 01:28:40,190
- Here you go.
1674
01:28:40,191 --> 01:28:41,816
- Thank you.
1675
01:28:41,817 --> 01:28:44,361
(Dogs whining)
1676
01:28:45,571 --> 01:28:46,405
Here.
1677
01:28:46,405 --> 01:28:47,239
- Thank you much.
1678
01:28:47,240 --> 01:28:48,532
That'll take care of it.
1679
01:28:49,700 --> 01:28:51,534
Let me give you this.
1680
01:28:51,535 --> 01:28:52,535
- Thanks.
1681
01:28:53,829 --> 01:28:58,249
Hey, um, just wondering if
you know where frank is.
1682
01:28:58,250 --> 01:29:00,168
He's the guy that usually comes here.
1683
01:29:00,169 --> 01:29:01,169
He's called frank.
1684
01:29:02,463 --> 01:29:05,048
- [Annie] Frank hasn't been here in weeks.
1685
01:29:05,049 --> 01:29:06,049
I'm Annie.
1686
01:29:07,134 --> 01:29:08,384
Do you not remember me?
1687
01:29:08,385 --> 01:29:09,220
- No, of course I knew,
1688
01:29:09,221 --> 01:29:11,472
I was just wondering if
you've heard from frank.
1689
01:29:13,766 --> 01:29:15,600
- No, I haven't.
1690
01:29:15,601 --> 01:29:17,644
(Door slamming)
1691
01:29:17,645 --> 01:29:19,187
Sorry.
1692
01:29:19,188 --> 01:29:22,399
(Light dramatic music)
1693
01:29:24,109 --> 01:29:26,821
(Paper rustling)
1694
01:29:33,619 --> 01:29:36,788
(High pitched ringing)
1695
01:29:36,789 --> 01:29:39,250
(Light music)
1696
01:29:51,136 --> 01:29:53,681
(Blue panting)
1697
01:29:55,766 --> 01:29:57,934
- Where you off to?
1698
01:29:57,935 --> 01:29:58,935
- On the hike.
1699
01:30:00,104 --> 01:30:00,938
- Why do you wanna go on a hike?
1700
01:30:00,939 --> 01:30:02,063
It's winter, it'll be cold.
1701
01:30:02,064 --> 01:30:05,316
- I asked you last night, you
said we could go on a hike.
1702
01:30:05,317 --> 01:30:08,027
(Camera clicking)
1703
01:30:08,028 --> 01:30:09,195
- Yeah, you're right, I did say that,
1704
01:30:09,196 --> 01:30:11,489
I just didn't think you'd remember.
1705
01:30:11,490 --> 01:30:12,825
- Are you coming or?
1706
01:30:13,909 --> 01:30:15,159
- [Emma] Yeah.
1707
01:30:15,160 --> 01:30:16,619
(Camera clicking)
1708
01:30:16,620 --> 01:30:19,081
(Bird cawing)
1709
01:30:22,167 --> 01:30:24,461
(Sad music)
1710
01:30:41,186 --> 01:30:42,186
- Come on.
1711
01:30:53,574 --> 01:30:55,325
Beautiful, huh?
1712
01:30:55,326 --> 01:30:56,993
Come on, let's get it.
1713
01:30:56,994 --> 01:30:58,244
- What?
1714
01:30:58,245 --> 01:30:59,121
- Let's go, like-
1715
01:30:59,121 --> 01:31:00,121
- 0h, Jude.
1716
01:31:02,082 --> 01:31:03,375
- Just go like here.
1717
01:31:05,336 --> 01:31:06,377
Right there.
1718
01:31:06,378 --> 01:31:07,588
- [Emma] For fuck's sake.
1719
01:31:10,299 --> 01:31:12,091
What do you want me to do?
1720
01:31:12,092 --> 01:31:13,802
- You know, just do your thing.
1721
01:31:17,139 --> 01:31:18,057
- Oh, Jude, this is,
1722
01:31:18,058 --> 01:31:19,642
this is gonna look shit.
1723
01:31:21,518 --> 01:31:22,894
- Turn around.
1724
01:31:22,895 --> 01:31:23,854
- Nightmare.
1725
01:31:23,854 --> 01:31:24,854
- Look, whale.
1726
01:31:32,279 --> 01:31:34,990
(Waves crashing)
1727
01:31:36,951 --> 01:31:40,329
- Oh, Jude, I'm not in the mood for this.
1728
01:31:41,413 --> 01:31:42,247
- That's good.
- No.
1729
01:31:42,248 --> 01:31:43,706
- Yeah, walk towards me.
- Enough, enough.
1730
01:31:43,707 --> 01:31:44,832
- [Jude] Yeah, that's good,
1731
01:31:44,833 --> 01:31:45,668
- that's good, that's good.
- Come on.
1732
01:31:45,669 --> 01:31:47,377
- Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
1733
01:31:51,256 --> 01:31:53,968
(Waves crashing)
1734
01:31:55,803 --> 01:31:57,221
Oh shit, can I get one more?
1735
01:31:58,472 --> 01:31:59,472
Just here?
1736
01:32:00,557 --> 01:32:02,684
Yeah, yea h, yeah.
1737
01:32:02,685 --> 01:32:04,686
(Emma groaning)
1738
01:32:17,116 --> 01:32:19,910
(Camera clicking)
1739
01:32:27,835 --> 01:32:29,919
It's a nice camera.
1740
01:32:29,920 --> 01:32:30,963
I hope it turns out.
1741
01:32:34,299 --> 01:32:37,511
(Light dramatic music)
1742
01:32:41,265 --> 01:32:42,265
-Jude?
1743
01:32:48,731 --> 01:32:49,731
Jude.
1744
01:32:53,277 --> 01:32:54,485
- Jude.
- What?
1745
01:32:54,486 --> 01:32:55,737
- Everything okay?
- No, no, no.
1746
01:32:55,738 --> 01:32:57,447
- What?
- No, no, Jude.
1747
01:32:57,448 --> 01:32:58,948
- You all right?
1748
01:32:58,949 --> 01:32:59,783
- No.
1749
01:32:59,783 --> 01:33:00,617
- Is there a problem?
1750
01:33:00,617 --> 01:33:01,535
- Jude, who am I?
- Huh?
1751
01:33:01,535 --> 01:33:02,369
- Who am I?
1752
01:33:02,369 --> 01:33:03,203
- I don't know.
1753
01:33:03,204 --> 01:33:04,328
- Do not touch me, please.
- No, Jude, look at me,
1754
01:33:04,329 --> 01:33:05,872
- look at me.
- What, what, can I help?
1755
01:33:05,873 --> 01:33:06,707
- I'm your wife.
- Can I help?
1756
01:33:06,708 --> 01:33:08,041
- What?
- I'm your wife, Emma.
1757
01:33:08,042 --> 01:33:08,876
- All right, I can't do this.
1758
01:33:08,876 --> 01:33:09,710
- Jude, Jude.
1759
01:33:09,711 --> 01:33:10,960
- Jude, I'm your wife.
- Out of my personal
1760
01:33:10,961 --> 01:33:11,795
space here, can you-
- Jude, Jude,
1761
01:33:11,795 --> 01:33:12,713
I'm your wife, who am I?
1762
01:33:12,714 --> 01:33:15,006
- Jude, look at me, who am I?
- Whoa, don't touch me, man.
1763
01:33:15,007 --> 01:33:16,716
- Look, we left the
house this morning, Jude
1764
01:33:16,717 --> 01:33:18,134
- are you fucking crazy?
- We left the house
1765
01:33:18,135 --> 01:33:19,011
- this morning.
- All right, all right,
1766
01:33:19,011 --> 01:33:19,845
I don't... who am I
1767
01:33:19,846 --> 01:33:20,887
- and what's my favorite color?
- Are you deranged?
1768
01:33:20,888 --> 01:33:22,013
- Who am I, what's my favorite,
1769
01:33:22,014 --> 01:33:23,014
- Jude.
- Are you deranged?
1770
01:33:23,015 --> 01:33:24,223
- Jude, Jude, just relax.
- Will you not touch me?
1771
01:33:24,224 --> 01:33:25,224
- Just relax.
1772
01:33:25,225 --> 01:33:26,893
- Fuck, man.
- Jude.
1773
01:33:26,894 --> 01:33:28,061
- Please, we live together.
- Will you not touch me?
1774
01:33:28,062 --> 01:33:29,604
I just told you once.
1775
01:33:29,605 --> 01:33:31,522
- Jude, I'm not crazy.
1776
01:33:31,523 --> 01:33:32,399
Please, just look me.
1777
01:33:32,400 --> 01:33:33,691
Jude, look at me!
1778
01:33:33,692 --> 01:33:36,653
(Shingles rustling)
1779
01:33:37,738 --> 01:33:41,116
(Emma breathing heavily)
1780
01:33:44,411 --> 01:33:46,621
- Listen, I don't know
if you're a psychopath
1781
01:33:46,622 --> 01:33:48,081
or you're sick or what's going on
1782
01:33:48,082 --> 01:33:50,334
but it's got nothing to
do with me, all right?
1783
01:33:51,335 --> 01:33:52,419
I'm sorry I pushed you.
1784
01:33:58,133 --> 01:34:00,551
I'll see if I can get you some help.
1785
01:34:00,552 --> 01:34:03,263
(Waves crashing)
1786
01:34:06,809 --> 01:34:07,809
- Jude!
1787
01:34:18,028 --> 01:34:20,322
(Sad music)
1788
01:34:26,870 --> 01:34:27,870
Jude.
1789
01:34:39,091 --> 01:34:40,508
(Emma crying)
1790
01:34:40,509 --> 01:34:42,135
Jude.
1791
01:34:42,136 --> 01:34:44,429
(Sad music)
1792
01:34:48,350 --> 01:34:50,811
(Emma crying)
1793
01:35:39,193 --> 01:35:41,987
(Lights clicking)
1794
01:35:48,619 --> 01:35:50,537
I was so sad the day I met ya.
1795
01:35:51,455 --> 01:35:54,665
(Waves crashing)
1796
01:35:54,666 --> 01:35:57,251
Oh, hello.
1797
01:35:57,252 --> 01:35:58,753
(Laughing) Hello.
1798
01:35:58,754 --> 01:35:59,754
Who are you?
1799
01:36:04,843 --> 01:36:06,553
I can't remember why.
1800
01:36:10,891 --> 01:36:13,435
(Gentle music)
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