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The Diary Of A Teenage Girl [2015]
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I had sex today.
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Holy shit.
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My name is Minnie Goetze.
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I'm a 15-year-old living in
San Francisco, California,
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recording this onto a cassette tape
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because my life has gotten
really crazy of late,
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and I need to tell someone about it.
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If you're listening to this
without my permission, please stop now.
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Just stop. Okay?
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So...
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I don't remember being born.
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I was a very ugly child.
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My appearance has not improved,
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so I suppose it was a lucky break
when he was attracted by my youthfulness.
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Hey, Domino, you stupid cat, I love you.
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Hey, Domino, do I look different
than I did yesterday?
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In all matter of factuality,
it happened like this...
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I was wearing a ratty old nightgown,
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which is embarrassing when I think about it,
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but I'm not gonna change that detail
'cause it's the truth.
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My mother was married for a long time
to my stepdad Pascal.
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He's a science-y guy. A PhD.
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He has a lot of ideas
about how the world works.
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Doesn't think women should drink or smoke.
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Mom! You're so gross.
I can't even watch TV without you...
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Maybe that's why
she isn't married to him anymore.
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Wait.
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She's looser now.
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-You really...
-Cocaine.
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What's his last name?
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I thought you were gonna...
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Monroe is her boyfriend,
but they aren't possessive.
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I'm going to bed. I'm tired.
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I'm crashing, you guys.
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All right. Good night.
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-Good night.
-Good night.
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I know it seems weird,
but I had this strangely calming feeling
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that even if he meant to touch my tit,
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it's probably all right,
because he's a good guy,
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and he knows how it goes and I don't.
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But I wonder if my breast felt small.
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Monroe. Pitter-pat.
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You touched my tit. How was that?
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Can I just say
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touching your breasts was...
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I can't even say it.
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They're really great, Minnie.
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Fantastic breasts. Just perfect.
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Weirdo.
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It feels so good to imagine that
he might be thinking about me.
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Not that I love him or anything.
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I'm not stupid.
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-You about ready, steady?
-No, I don't think I wanna go.
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I'm already in my skivvies.
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It's two-for-one Tuesdays.
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We're gonna watch
Little House on the Prairie.
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-Yeah.
-No, no, no, come on. You promised.
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I know. I'm sorry, baby.
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-Just for a couple of drinks.
-No.
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I need to get out.
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I will make it up to you, I promise. I'm sorry.
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Come on.
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Why don't you take Minnie?
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What?
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-Yeah.
-No.
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Minnie will go. Won't you, Min?
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-She doesn't want to go.
-Yeah, I do. Where?
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See? Told ya.
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Worthless.
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It was good.
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It was not good. This is good.
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Man. I got it.
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I got it.
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Shut up. Shut up.
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Gosh, you're such a lightweight.
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No.
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-That doesn't hurt?
-What are you trying to do?
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You're not even biting me.
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I'm gonna bite you so fucking hard.
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Are you even biting down? I'm not feeling it.
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-You're drunk.
-No, I'm not drunk.
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I'm just really strong,
and my fists are made of steel, that's why.
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I feel nothing. Nothing.
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You're not even biting.
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You're far away.
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You just gave me a hard-on.
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I did?
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Yeah, I'm hard.
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You don't believe me?
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It's hard.
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See?
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It didn't feel too hard to me. It was still skin.
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I want you to fuck me.
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All right. You're shit-faced, Minnie.
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Come on.
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I can't believe you said
you want me to fuck you.
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Do you really want me to fuck you?
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None of your fucking business.
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You really do want me to fuck you,
don't you?
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You really fucking want me to
fucking fuck you.
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I didn't know if I wanted him
or anyone else to fuck me,
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but I was afraid to pass up the chance
'cause I may never get another.
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The inside of his mouth was all smooth.
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I tried giving him a blow job in the car.
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He said he wants to fuck me,
but we can't tonight.
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Oh, my God.
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Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
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Is this what it feels like
for someone to love you?
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Somebody wants me.
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Somebody wants to have sex with me.
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Hey-
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You gonna get in trouble
for skipping school?
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No.
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-You feel like sandwiches?
-Yeah.
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What?
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I didn't know you were a virgin.
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You look good.
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Will you take my picture?
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Why?
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Please. I just wanna see.
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No, no, no. Are you crazy?
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You better not show that to anyone.
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Can't even see where I am.
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Ms. Hearst is still being examined by
Dr. William Sargent, a brainwash expert
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flown in from London
at her parents' expense.
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Findings had no bearing...
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Minnie, Minnie, come watch with us.
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Yeah, it's history in the making.
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...by a bank camera
taking part in an armed robbery...
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She's not mentally ill. Fuck this guy.
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Just because she left her bourgeois family
to start over.
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I know how you feel, Patty.
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What kind of person falls in love
with the people who kidnap them?
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...move her trial date back.
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But when her trial does begin in January,
there's a good possibility
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Dr. Sargent will then be called...
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Is that what you wore today?
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Mom.
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I'm just saying it wouldn't kill you
to show off your waist a little bit.
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Geez.
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I had sex today. Holy shit.
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That was about an hour ago,
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and now I can't believe
I've actually said it out loud.
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I think this makes me officially an adult.
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Right?
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All right, tell me.
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I can't tell you, you have to guess.
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You fucked somebody.
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What? How did you know?
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I'm so happy. Who was it?
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Guess. Gretel is listening.
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I am not. You're so full of yourself.
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Wait. Was it that guy that works
at the liquor store, the cute one?
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No.
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Was it someone I know?
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Yes.
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Wait a minute. It's not Monroe, is it?
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My God, Minnie, that is so sick.
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Don't you think he's kind of cute?
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No, I do not think he's cute. He's so old.
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Minnie, he sleeps with your mom.
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Only 'cause he has to,
otherwise she'll suspect something.
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I don't know, Minnie.
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Don't you kind of feel like
he's taking advantage of you or something?
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I mean, you're so much younger than him.
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Minnie?
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I'm gonna kill you!
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Minnie, don't!
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Quit spying on me!
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What were you talking about?
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Hey-
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Hey-
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-ls your mom home?
-No.
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Why? Did you come to see her?
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No. I came to see you, silly.
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You got a pretty good arm.
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Wanna box?
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-Yeah.
-Well...
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Really? Come on then.
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What were you doing before I got here?
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-Nothing.
-Were you thinking about me?
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-No.
-No?
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-Min, I think you were.
-Hello!
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Hey. There you are.
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Let me get those.
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Thank you. Hey, you look cute.
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-Hey.
-Hi.
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What's the point of living
if nobody loves you?
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Nobody sees you.
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Nobody touches you.
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I wish I were older than I am.
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I'm so alone.
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It feels like there are little weights
hanging from my heart
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that swing and tug every time I move,
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every time the wind blows.
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I want someone to be
so totally in love with me
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that they would feel like they would die
if I were gone.
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Maybe Monroe could love me like that.
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What's your favorite color?
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I don't know.
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Blue.
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Why are you asking me
such stupid questions?
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Or maybe not.
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I am so warm all over.
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I want a body pressed up next to me
so that I know that I'm really here.
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Mom and Andrea got some coke
from Michael Cocaine
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and it gave them the energy
to clean the whole house today.
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Hi. We're making dinner right now.
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So far, we've got peas that are cooking.
Do you want me to make you some pasta?
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What kind of pasta do you like? I forget.
Macaroni.
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Do you want me to make you
a little bit of macaroni? Okay.
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My mother's friend, Martin Chong,
wrote her a poem.
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He's one of the many men
who's in love with her.
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Waiting in line with a number in their hand
like at the deli counter.
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He wrote it on a lacy purple
piece of rice paper
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that I found crumpled in the trash.
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I think it's beautiful.
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"It would've been better to
have slept and dreamed
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"than to watch the night pass
and the slow moon sink."
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I wonder if Monroe is masturbating
thinking about me tonight.
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Monroe says I exude sexuality.
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Sometimes, I look in the mirror
and I can't believe what I see.
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I just realized I've had breasts
for three full years now.
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He's fucked me seven times now.
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All I can think about is the fucking.
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Monroe is a good lay
from what I know in my limited knowledge.
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He is very tall and strong
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and has two strong muscular thighs
and a big manly chest.
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As for myself, I'm not really attractive at all.
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But I do think I look different now.
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Probably my aura.
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And I think people are noticing.
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But what do we make of the moment
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when he touches Holden's forehead
while he slept?
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Holden's attitudes about homosexuality
come into question
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as do his ability of perception.
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Is there something questionable going on,
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or is that all in Holden's mind?
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Even if she knew
what she was doing in the bank,
242
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she was a prisoner.
243
00:23:12,480 --> 00:23:15,768
Kidnapped, raped. Come on, she's a victim.
244
00:23:17,520 --> 00:23:18,885
I don't know.
245
00:23:19,960 --> 00:23:23,009
I guess it does seem kind of
counter-progressive or something.
246
00:23:23,520 --> 00:23:27,923
It's bullshit.
it's fascist, misogynistic bullshit.
247
00:23:31,560 --> 00:23:34,131
You know, you should really pay attention
to this kind of stuff.
248
00:23:34,200 --> 00:23:36,089
Read a newspaper once in a while.
249
00:23:36,160 --> 00:23:37,685
Yeah, you've said that.
250
00:23:42,520 --> 00:23:44,363
I'm gonna get some ice.
251
00:24:04,960 --> 00:24:06,689
Your mom's really gorgeous.
252
00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:09,522
I don't know. I guess.
253
00:24:11,080 --> 00:24:13,606
Aren't you afraid she's gonna find out
about you and Monroe?
254
00:24:13,720 --> 00:24:15,848
What if they get married? It's so sick.
255
00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:18,560
Obviously, I can't tell her about, you know...
256
00:24:18,640 --> 00:24:22,725
I mean, what am I supposed to say?
Mom, I'm sleeping with your boyfriend.
257
00:24:24,280 --> 00:24:25,281
Yeah.
258
00:24:25,640 --> 00:24:27,847
Maybe I'll tell her
when we're both old and gray,
259
00:24:27,920 --> 00:24:30,571
and Monroe is cold in his grave. You know?
260
00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:34,728
Do you think I should start
ironing my hair straight?
261
00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:36,529
Or is it sort of classic like this?
262
00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:43,401
Kimmie's kind of white trash,
don't you think?
263
00:24:43,480 --> 00:24:44,641
She is not.
264
00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:48,247
No, I mean it in a good way.
You know, she's like down-to-earth.
265
00:24:49,120 --> 00:24:52,761
I love her Farrah Fawcett hairdo.
It's so a Ia mode.
266
00:24:53,320 --> 00:24:57,689
I mean, I'm glad your hair's not like that.
I'm just saying it looks cute on her.
267
00:24:58,200 --> 00:24:59,611
Boys love Kimmie.
268
00:25:01,160 --> 00:25:02,161
Really?
269
00:25:05,440 --> 00:25:06,441
I don't know.
270
00:25:07,840 --> 00:25:11,083
I mean, I think she looks better in pants
than she does in skirts.
271
00:25:11,160 --> 00:25:13,128
Her ankles are sort of thick, I think.
272
00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:14,681
Mom.
273
00:25:17,240 --> 00:25:22,087
I don't want to brag, but I was quite a piece
when I was your age.
274
00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:28,283
I don't know what's wrong with you.
I'd think you'd be more into boys.
275
00:25:28,360 --> 00:25:30,124
Even Gretel has a boyfriend.
276
00:25:30,360 --> 00:25:33,603
I mean, he's just a weird, little Italian boy
in her class, but still.
277
00:25:35,040 --> 00:25:36,451
Don't you like anybody?
278
00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:39,446
You can tell me.
279
00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:44,087
-No.
-No?
280
00:25:48,640 --> 00:25:53,202
When I was in high school,
well, boys were all over me.
281
00:25:55,160 --> 00:25:56,650
Like my dad?
282
00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:00,207
Yeah.
283
00:26:01,320 --> 00:26:03,482
Yeah, your dad and I
were crazy about each other.
284
00:26:04,800 --> 00:26:06,484
He wasn't messed up then.
285
00:26:08,360 --> 00:26:14,322
I mean, he was just a wannabe artist
with a fuck-the-world attitude.
286
00:26:15,840 --> 00:26:18,491
And he rode a Triumph Blackbird.
287
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:21,803
Have I ever told you that?
Fuck, it was fantastic.
288
00:26:23,200 --> 00:26:25,601
And my parents hated him. It was so hot.
289
00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:33,365
You know, you're not gonna have
that bod forever, Min.
290
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:36,440
I know that's not very feminist of me to say,
291
00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:39,444
but you might be happier
if you put it out there a little bit, you know?
292
00:26:39,520 --> 00:26:41,966
Wear some makeup?
Wear a skirt once in a while?
293
00:26:42,040 --> 00:26:45,203
Jesus. Get some attention.
294
00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:50,367
You have a kind of power, you know.
You just...
295
00:26:51,280 --> 00:26:52,964
You don't know it yet.
296
00:27:01,200 --> 00:27:03,328
No, no, no, no, no. Keep going.
297
00:27:03,880 --> 00:27:06,008
Keep going. Keep going.
298
00:27:06,560 --> 00:27:08,369
Come on. Come on.
299
00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:16,524
We have to stop this.
300
00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:21,004
Why would you say that?
301
00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:24,210
Do you think I'm fat?
302
00:27:27,120 --> 00:27:32,081
You're so fucking confusing
with your adult codes and bullshit.
303
00:27:32,240 --> 00:27:33,241
Minnie.
304
00:27:33,320 --> 00:27:36,563
I'm used to the more honest means
of communication used between children.
305
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:38,483
You know, I'm almost still a child.
You know?
306
00:27:38,560 --> 00:27:40,005
Yeah, I know that.
307
00:27:40,840 --> 00:27:42,842
That's why I said we have to stop.
308
00:27:46,120 --> 00:27:50,091
I don't know what it is.
You have some kind of hold on me.
309
00:27:52,800 --> 00:27:54,484
But I don't want it to stop.
310
00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:07,602
Maybe I should just ignore everything.
311
00:28:08,960 --> 00:28:12,487
But I like sex. I wanna get laid right now.
312
00:28:19,600 --> 00:28:21,489
I really like getting fucked.
313
00:28:21,760 --> 00:28:24,127
Does everyone think about fucking
as much as I do?
314
00:28:29,880 --> 00:28:31,484
That's Aline Kominsky, man.
315
00:28:34,640 --> 00:28:35,801
It's good shit.
316
00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:39,963
Check it out, Girl Scout. Expand your mind.
317
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:52,764
I've decided, Aline Kominsky
is my favorite cartoonist.
318
00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:57,850
She must be beautiful and work all the time
at a little drawing table
319
00:28:57,960 --> 00:29:00,361
with R. Crumb nearby at his drawing table.
320
00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:03,484
And they discuss their drawings
and their pens.
321
00:29:08,200 --> 00:29:09,884
I imagine they're happy.
322
00:29:10,960 --> 00:29:13,122
I wish I knew someone who was happy.
323
00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:44,646
I feel like all of Monroe's
excuses not to come here,
324
00:29:44,760 --> 00:29:46,250
are excuses not to see me.
325
00:29:46,920 --> 00:29:48,888
My mom thinks it's about her.
326
00:29:53,360 --> 00:29:55,886
"Dear Monroe, I know you think I'm fat.
327
00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:57,689
"But I don't care, because I know that
328
00:29:57,760 --> 00:30:01,003
"black guys, the world over,
and also Italian construction workers
329
00:30:01,080 --> 00:30:04,721
"and wetbacks and old men
and also some lesbians like fat girls,
330
00:30:04,800 --> 00:30:06,802
"even if you don't, so there.
331
00:30:06,880 --> 00:30:08,450
"Love, Little Minnie."
332
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:54,289
-Hello?
-Minnie.
333
00:30:55,400 --> 00:30:56,481
Pascal.
334
00:30:56,560 --> 00:30:59,245
-Don't sound so excited.
-Sony.
335
00:30:59,920 --> 00:31:01,763
You get that biology test back?
336
00:31:03,080 --> 00:31:04,320
B-minus.
337
00:31:05,040 --> 00:31:06,883
And are we happy with that?
338
00:31:08,000 --> 00:31:09,445
How's New York?
339
00:31:09,560 --> 00:31:11,767
You would love it here.
340
00:31:12,960 --> 00:31:15,964
The libraries alone
elevate it far above San Francisco.
341
00:31:17,240 --> 00:31:18,526
Sounds cool.
342
00:31:19,040 --> 00:31:22,886
New York City, it's such a great place
for a young lady.
343
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:24,644
You could live with me.
344
00:31:26,280 --> 00:31:27,884
I was your surrogate father for years,
and, you know,
345
00:31:27,960 --> 00:31:30,645
that doesn't end just because your mother
and I are no longer legally bound.
346
00:31:33,320 --> 00:31:36,483
I am gonna send you a book on flies.
347
00:31:39,760 --> 00:31:40,966
Where's your mother?
348
00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:43,168
I don't know. She's not back from work yet.
349
00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:45,644
Is she coming home today?
350
00:31:46,440 --> 00:31:48,568
I guess. She didn't say she wasn't.
351
00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:51,849
She usually finishes at the library
around 6:00.
352
00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:54,124
So, who's she going out with these days?
353
00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:58,770
I didn't say she was going out with anyone.
You don't even listen to me, Pascal.
354
00:31:58,840 --> 00:32:00,490
That's not true, Minnie.
355
00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:05,210
Besides, Mom isn't even really partying.
She's like a monk or a nun or whatever.
356
00:32:06,760 --> 00:32:08,683
Well, don't tell her I was asking about her,
okay?
357
00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:11,570
It'd just complicate things between she and I.
358
00:32:11,840 --> 00:32:14,241
I just finished The Final Days.
359
00:32:18,360 --> 00:32:21,045
"Dear Aline Kominsky. Hello.
360
00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:24,329
"My name is Minnie Goetze,
and I'm an aspiring cartoonist.
361
00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:26,084
"I'm a huge fan of yours.
362
00:32:26,160 --> 00:32:30,802
"Most cartoons don't amuse me at all,
but I absolutely love yours.
363
00:32:31,360 --> 00:32:34,807
"I just completed my first real comic.
It's only one page.
364
00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:37,042
"It's about walking around in the city.
365
00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:42,367
"I used India ink,
but I wasn't sure what kind of paper to use.
366
00:32:42,480 --> 00:32:46,041
"What do you use?
With admiration, Minnie Goetze."
367
00:32:50,840 --> 00:32:53,411
it stirs up a kind of
frustrated passion in my heart
368
00:32:53,480 --> 00:32:55,323
to think about Monroe sometimes.
369
00:32:55,400 --> 00:32:57,721
To think about him out with my mother.
370
00:33:08,720 --> 00:33:10,688
-Careful.
-Fine.
371
00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:13,281
Where're you going?
372
00:33:13,360 --> 00:33:14,521
Just one, sir.
373
00:33:15,920 --> 00:33:19,606
No. No, no, no. Don't be such a drag.
374
00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:21,689
We haven't even sung to you yet.
375
00:33:21,760 --> 00:33:23,000
-I'm tired.
-Come on.
376
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:24,491
No, I'm good, I'm good, I'm good.
377
00:33:24,560 --> 00:33:29,691
All right, I'm gonna make another toast,
toast from... For his birthday.
378
00:33:30,960 --> 00:33:33,691
To Monroe's birthday.
379
00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:37,369
It will never get better than this.
380
00:33:38,840 --> 00:33:39,921
What?
381
00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:43,604
It's never gonna get any better than 35.
382
00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:45,120
Kill me.
383
00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:52,249
-Happy birthday.
-No. Happy birthday.
384
00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:56,408
-It's not my birthday.
-No? But it's your...
385
00:33:57,960 --> 00:34:00,247
You're such a fucking good woman.
386
00:34:01,160 --> 00:34:03,640
There aren't enough women like you
in California.
387
00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:05,290
-Thank you.
-Right, Burt?
388
00:34:05,360 --> 00:34:07,522
-Right, Burt? Right, Burt?
-That's right.
389
00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:14,922
Minnie! Guys, Minnie's here!
390
00:34:18,320 --> 00:34:20,482
Such a good little shit.
391
00:34:22,760 --> 00:34:24,091
Minnie, come.
392
00:34:25,400 --> 00:34:27,084
It's my birthday.
393
00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:34,961
To Minnie.
394
00:34:36,320 --> 00:34:39,483
She's such a great kid.
395
00:34:41,160 --> 00:34:43,447
-To Minnie.
-To Minnie.
396
00:35:02,600 --> 00:35:05,444
I wonder if anybody loves me
who I don't know about.
397
00:35:13,040 --> 00:35:15,122
-Hey, Minnie.
-Hey, Chuck.
398
00:35:16,360 --> 00:35:20,763
I heard you got put on academic probation.
You might get kicked out.
399
00:35:21,520 --> 00:35:22,521
Yeah.
400
00:35:23,080 --> 00:35:24,081
Bogue.
401
00:35:24,520 --> 00:35:25,885
I don't care.
402
00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:31,047
I wanna be an artist, anyway,
so school is essentially pointless for me.
403
00:35:33,520 --> 00:35:35,045
I'll be right back.
404
00:35:40,720 --> 00:35:41,721
Slut.
405
00:35:45,600 --> 00:35:47,204
If it isn't, Mon Chéri.
406
00:35:48,240 --> 00:35:49,890
What are you doing right now?
407
00:35:57,080 --> 00:36:00,084
What are you waiting for? Don't be scared.
408
00:36:15,040 --> 00:36:16,041
Hold on.
409
00:36:16,160 --> 00:36:19,004
Let's turn over. Turn. Just turn.
410
00:36:19,080 --> 00:36:20,081
Okay.
411
00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:33,448
See? See, slower.
412
00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:23,560
Come on, fat ass.
413
00:37:34,000 --> 00:37:35,843
Are we gonna go to your place?
414
00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:37,729
I thought you wanted to
look at boats with me.
415
00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:39,848
Well, yeah, I do.
416
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:42,641
But then are we gonna go to your place?
417
00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:45,526
What are you?
Some kind of nympho or something?
418
00:37:45,720 --> 00:37:49,202
No. Fuck you. You're so disgusting.
419
00:37:49,960 --> 00:37:52,327
I don't even know why you brought me here.
420
00:37:53,280 --> 00:37:54,281
Come on.
421
00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:59,006
Don't get nervous in the service, okay?
422
00:37:59,120 --> 00:38:01,361
We're just gonna look at this boat real quick.
423
00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:04,686
You look nice today.
424
00:38:05,720 --> 00:38:06,721
What?
425
00:38:07,120 --> 00:38:08,281
You look pretty.
426
00:38:09,800 --> 00:38:11,131
And you're not fat.
427
00:38:12,360 --> 00:38:14,283
You know, you have a great body.
428
00:38:14,720 --> 00:38:15,960
I do not.
429
00:38:16,680 --> 00:38:19,126
Come on aboard, take a look around.
430
00:38:19,720 --> 00:38:21,484
-I'll wait for you up on the dock.
-Thank you, sir.
431
00:38:21,560 --> 00:38:23,005
-Thanks.
-You're welcome.
432
00:38:28,520 --> 00:38:29,885
Freeport style!
433
00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:33,563
-I dig it. It's nice, huh?
-I guess.
434
00:38:37,400 --> 00:38:39,323
-Here you go.
-Thanks.
435
00:38:44,240 --> 00:38:45,605
So, you wanna take a trip around the world?
436
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:49,490
You can be my first mate.
437
00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:51,561
Like Gilligan?
438
00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:54,046
Like Gilligan.
439
00:38:54,880 --> 00:38:58,168
I'll put you to work in the galley.
Get a little cat for the ship.
440
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:00,490
It's like a little house.
441
00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:03,764
Are you really gonna get it?
442
00:39:05,800 --> 00:39:07,564
I kind of wish it was blue.
443
00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:10,965
Yeah, me, too.
444
00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:14,201
Yeah, but I really am gonna
get a boat, though.
445
00:39:14,280 --> 00:39:16,886
I just have to wait
till my vitamin business takes off.
446
00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:19,760
See, I'm gonna build up
this mail order empire.
447
00:39:21,120 --> 00:39:24,647
And then I'll retire when I'm 45, just sell it all.
448
00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:27,201
Get my boat.
449
00:39:29,640 --> 00:39:31,802
Become the captain of my own destiny.
450
00:39:34,200 --> 00:39:36,089
-Wait. Minnie, Minnie.
-What?
451
00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:37,730
We gotta lay low.
452
00:39:38,280 --> 00:39:40,248
You draw too much attention to us.
453
00:39:41,160 --> 00:39:43,322
-I can do what I want.
-No.
454
00:39:46,560 --> 00:39:47,561
Stop it.
455
00:39:47,840 --> 00:39:50,571
-You afraid the sailor is gonna hear us?
-No.
456
00:39:50,640 --> 00:39:51,641
You chicken?
457
00:39:53,480 --> 00:39:54,481
I warned you.
458
00:39:57,720 --> 00:39:59,802
Someone is asking for it, huh?
459
00:40:00,160 --> 00:40:02,481
You need to be
460
00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:05,166
restrained!
461
00:40:06,200 --> 00:40:08,282
Don't touch me, you big, fat lout!
462
00:40:15,680 --> 00:40:19,890
You're getting feisty! Stop wiggling, woman!
463
00:40:21,520 --> 00:40:22,521
God!
464
00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:27,931
Yeah? Is this what you want?
465
00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:30,651
Help! Help, I'm being raped!
466
00:41:21,760 --> 00:41:24,366
I don't think you should
show these to anyone.
467
00:41:26,240 --> 00:41:27,366
Why?
468
00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:33,202
Well, they're gonna weird people out.
469
00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:36,565
They're kind of freaky.
470
00:41:39,080 --> 00:41:41,003
Are these supposed to be sexy?
471
00:41:48,720 --> 00:41:50,609
All right, I gotta take you home.
472
00:41:51,440 --> 00:41:53,488
-No.
-Yes.
473
00:41:53,560 --> 00:41:56,245
No. No, no, no. I don't wanna go yet.
474
00:41:56,320 --> 00:41:57,731
Well, it's time.
475
00:41:59,360 --> 00:42:00,361
Come on.
476
00:42:04,560 --> 00:42:06,528
Why are you trying to get rid of me?
477
00:42:07,640 --> 00:42:09,324
Oh, my God.
478
00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:13,011
It's not fair.
479
00:42:14,360 --> 00:42:16,203
I never see you.
480
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:26,167
I am gonna run outside completely naked.
481
00:42:26,320 --> 00:42:28,322
I bet your neighbor will see me.
482
00:42:28,800 --> 00:42:30,723
Stop. It's not funny.
483
00:42:38,320 --> 00:42:39,321
No.
484
00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:41,767
Yes.
485
00:42:41,840 --> 00:42:44,844
Will you tell me about your parents?
486
00:42:45,320 --> 00:42:47,129
-No.
-Please.
487
00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:49,567
You tell my mother everything
about your life.
488
00:42:49,640 --> 00:42:51,449
Minnie, you're fucking hyper.
489
00:42:52,480 --> 00:42:55,484
I gotta take you home. It's late.
490
00:42:56,560 --> 00:42:59,484
Hey. Come back here.
491
00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:02,481
Hey!
492
00:43:06,920 --> 00:43:09,924
I think we need to
talk about our relationship.
493
00:43:12,360 --> 00:43:13,566
Really?
494
00:43:14,640 --> 00:43:16,005
I'm serious.
495
00:43:16,480 --> 00:43:17,447
Well, I know you are.
496
00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:21,047
-Don't laugh at me.
-I'm not laughing.
497
00:43:21,160 --> 00:43:22,844
-Don't!
-I'm not.
498
00:43:23,040 --> 00:43:26,601
Don't... Get your hands off me.
Get your hands off me or...
499
00:43:26,680 --> 00:43:29,331
-Or what?
-Or I'm gonna tell my mother!
500
00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:38,120
Get dressed.
501
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:42,201
You can't take it?
502
00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:44,487
-Get dressed, I'm taking you home.
-No!
503
00:43:44,600 --> 00:43:46,602
You ruined it, Minnie!
504
00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:50,003
You're a fucking child!
505
00:43:50,880 --> 00:43:53,042
I should tell your mother!
506
00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:55,330
You want that?
507
00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:58,004
You're manipulating me!
508
00:43:58,440 --> 00:44:00,169
Well, I'm not having it!
509
00:44:44,720 --> 00:44:46,245
I hate you.
510
00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:52,964
Yeah, well, I like you.
511
00:45:07,240 --> 00:45:10,164
Fuck Monroe. He's just a dirty old man.
512
00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:49,610
Minnie, look at me. Look.
513
00:45:49,960 --> 00:45:50,961
Oh, my God.
514
00:45:51,280 --> 00:45:53,851
I swear I feel Iggy Pop's dick.
You have to try this.
515
00:45:54,360 --> 00:45:56,567
Okay. All right.
516
00:45:58,760 --> 00:46:01,127
It does feel like he has a tiny dick in there!
517
00:46:01,920 --> 00:46:03,843
And it's hard, too.
518
00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:10,244
I would suck Iggy Pop's dick.
519
00:46:11,760 --> 00:46:12,761
Too gay-
520
00:46:12,840 --> 00:46:15,161
No, he's androgynous. It's hot.
521
00:46:16,040 --> 00:46:19,010
Hey, you know that mixed couple
I babysit for?
522
00:46:19,760 --> 00:46:22,001
Well, anyway, the dad, Marcus, he's black.
523
00:46:22,520 --> 00:46:23,965
God, I love black guys.
524
00:46:24,040 --> 00:46:27,169
They always look so tough
and smell so gutsy.
525
00:46:27,920 --> 00:46:30,207
I give him blowjobs all the time.
526
00:46:31,080 --> 00:46:32,320
-No way.
-Yeah.
527
00:46:32,440 --> 00:46:33,885
He comes home early from bowling
528
00:46:33,960 --> 00:46:36,281
while his skinny white wife
is still out with her girlfriends,
529
00:46:36,360 --> 00:46:39,443
and I suck his dick
until tears come to my eyes.
530
00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:42,490
I have to rub Vaseline all over my lips,
because his dick is so big,
531
00:46:42,560 --> 00:46:45,086
it feels like my mouth is gonna rip
at the corners.
532
00:46:46,720 --> 00:46:50,850
What? Wait. How big is it, really?
533
00:46:54,280 --> 00:46:56,567
He wants to screw me,
but I'm way too scared.
534
00:46:59,760 --> 00:47:03,287
And now, the making of a harlot.
535
00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:08,724
She was a young girl driven astray
by the lustful lure of the flesh.
536
00:47:12,240 --> 00:47:15,005
She looked every bit the harlot
she was bound to become.
537
00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:17,162
With her brassiere straps exposed,
538
00:47:17,240 --> 00:47:20,608
her tight pants rode up snugly at the crotch,
almost like a horse,
539
00:47:20,680 --> 00:47:22,682
when viewed from behind.
540
00:47:26,920 --> 00:47:31,608
He was a beautiful junior,
rich and famous in high school.
541
00:47:31,680 --> 00:47:34,206
His name? Ricky Wasserman.
542
00:47:39,080 --> 00:47:40,286
What?
543
00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:45,405
It's just so intense.
544
00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:51,771
I mean, there's something
about having sex with you, Minnie,
545
00:47:53,080 --> 00:47:54,809
kind of scares me.
546
00:47:55,240 --> 00:47:57,004
Look, you're just so passionate.
547
00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:03,967
I mean, I've just never experienced
someone who has sex like that.
548
00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:06,961
No!
549
00:48:13,720 --> 00:48:14,801
Mom!
550
00:48:15,440 --> 00:48:16,646
Mom?
551
00:48:17,920 --> 00:48:20,571
Minnie. Minnie's home.
552
00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:25,368
Come here. My girl. My girl, girl, girl.
553
00:48:26,920 --> 00:48:29,685
-Andrea, look how pretty she is.
-Yeah.
554
00:48:30,320 --> 00:48:32,322
She's like a little doll.
555
00:48:33,920 --> 00:48:36,526
My mother doesn't touch me
if she can avoid it.
556
00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:41,648
She used to touch me a lot,
in a motherly way, when I was little.
557
00:48:42,200 --> 00:48:43,247
But then...
558
00:48:44,880 --> 00:48:49,442
There's something sexual
559
00:48:49,520 --> 00:48:52,683
about Minnie's need
for physical affection from you.
560
00:48:55,600 --> 00:48:57,125
It's not natural.
561
00:48:59,720 --> 00:49:01,722
Hey! Come on, lazy bones!
562
00:49:06,120 --> 00:49:07,281
Help me.
563
00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:17,370
Come on, Minnie.
I wanna dance with you, too.
564
00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:35,524
We should send Minnie out
to go get us some more wine.
565
00:49:35,600 --> 00:49:37,090
We're out of it already?
566
00:49:37,520 --> 00:49:40,808
How long have you been home?
I thought you were working late.
567
00:49:47,720 --> 00:49:50,724
I got fired from the library,
that's why I'm not working late.
568
00:49:51,400 --> 00:49:52,447
Okay?
569
00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:54,451
Does that make you happy?
570
00:49:58,160 --> 00:50:00,640
Don't worry about it, honey. It's not you.
571
00:50:28,040 --> 00:50:31,681
Miss Thing! You girls look so elegant.
I love your eyes.
572
00:50:31,760 --> 00:50:32,886
Kimmie did us both.
573
00:50:32,960 --> 00:50:35,122
I'll do you, Frankie. You'll look so hot.
574
00:50:35,200 --> 00:50:36,247
What about you, Chuck?
575
00:50:36,320 --> 00:50:38,800
-Do you wanna get a makeover?
-No.
576
00:50:39,280 --> 00:50:40,964
Is Frankie your boyfriend?
577
00:50:41,240 --> 00:50:42,651
I wouldn't blame you.
578
00:50:43,040 --> 00:50:47,125
-Bitch, you are looking foxy.
-Thanks, baby.
579
00:50:56,120 --> 00:50:57,246
Hey-
580
00:51:05,520 --> 00:51:06,806
You're tough.
581
00:51:07,360 --> 00:51:09,727
What are you, a truck driver or something?
582
00:51:38,600 --> 00:51:42,730
I can't believe you smoked pot with Tabatha.
She's so disgusting.
583
00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:45,167
You don't know her. She's cool.
584
00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:48,365
Hey, boys.
585
00:51:51,320 --> 00:51:52,606
They're cute.
586
00:51:53,240 --> 00:51:55,242
I want them to buy me another drink.
587
00:51:55,560 --> 00:51:59,531
Do you think that they would think
that we're prostitutes?
588
00:52:02,040 --> 00:52:03,804
That would be amazing.
589
00:52:04,040 --> 00:52:06,884
Hookers have all the fucking power.
Everybody knows that.
590
00:52:07,040 --> 00:52:09,520
I've been practicing my prostitute walk.
591
00:52:09,640 --> 00:52:11,085
-Watch.
-Okay.
592
00:52:31,480 --> 00:52:32,481
What happened?
593
00:52:32,560 --> 00:52:34,528
I said it was five bucks
for us to suck their dicks.
594
00:52:34,600 --> 00:52:36,967
Fifteen for the fuck of their fucking lives.
595
00:52:37,040 --> 00:52:38,565
They're counting their money.
596
00:52:56,840 --> 00:52:59,002
I don't think we should have done that.
597
00:52:59,920 --> 00:53:02,287
Yeah, I was just thinking the same thing.
598
00:53:03,280 --> 00:53:05,681
I feel weird and creepy about it.
599
00:53:07,960 --> 00:53:09,928
Yeah. I do, too.
600
00:53:11,160 --> 00:53:14,687
Maybe we should promise each other
never to do anything like that again.
601
00:53:16,040 --> 00:53:17,246
Agreed.
602
00:53:30,920 --> 00:53:33,924
-Bonjour.
-Bonjour, Pascal.
603
00:53:34,800 --> 00:53:37,201
No, don't you remember
how I taught you how to shake hands?
604
00:53:37,280 --> 00:53:39,328
Come on. You do it firmly.
605
00:53:39,760 --> 00:53:42,923
You look directly in the other man's eyes,
thinking to yourself,
606
00:53:43,160 --> 00:53:45,208
I'm better than you, you son of a bitch.
607
00:53:47,920 --> 00:53:48,921
Let me try.
608
00:53:51,960 --> 00:53:54,042
Bravo, bravissima.
609
00:53:54,320 --> 00:53:56,163
Sit, sit, sit.
610
00:53:57,400 --> 00:53:59,880
I got you espressos. Yours is decaf.
611
00:54:02,000 --> 00:54:03,411
I don't get to see you two enough.
612
00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:06,290
Just so you know, Pascal,
I have to be at my friend's house by 3:00.
613
00:54:06,360 --> 00:54:08,681
Gretel, call me Dad, please.
614
00:54:09,160 --> 00:54:10,446
Geez, okay.
615
00:54:12,360 --> 00:54:14,681
Look at you young ladies,
you look so much older.
616
00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:17,204
-How's school?
-Fine.
617
00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:22,240
How's your mother?
618
00:54:22,360 --> 00:54:24,044
-She's doing really...
-She got fired.
619
00:54:24,120 --> 00:54:26,122
-Gretel!
-What?
620
00:54:27,520 --> 00:54:28,567
She what?
621
00:54:29,240 --> 00:54:31,720
She got laid off. it wasn't her fault.
622
00:54:34,640 --> 00:54:36,051
Okay, you know,
623
00:54:39,120 --> 00:54:42,806
what you girls may not understand
about your mother
624
00:54:42,880 --> 00:54:48,603
is she is, and has always been, incapable
of taking responsibility for her own life.
625
00:54:48,720 --> 00:54:50,961
Don't talk about our mom like that, please.
626
00:54:51,040 --> 00:54:52,280
Yeah, Pascal,
don't talk about our mom like that.
627
00:54:52,360 --> 00:54:54,283
Dad. It's Dad.
628
00:54:54,360 --> 00:54:57,045
And, okay, fine,
just stop with the inquisition.
629
00:54:57,200 --> 00:54:59,885
I'm gonna go see if they have iced tea.
I hate coffee.
630
00:55:00,080 --> 00:55:01,366
It's espresso.
631
00:55:04,000 --> 00:55:05,843
You know, I'm not the bad guy here.
632
00:55:06,360 --> 00:55:08,647
Just because your mother and I
no longer share a marital bed...
633
00:55:08,720 --> 00:55:10,961
Oh, my God. Gross.
634
00:55:11,040 --> 00:55:12,121
You have to understand,
635
00:55:12,360 --> 00:55:14,089
it's difficult to go from raising you
and your sister
636
00:55:14,160 --> 00:55:16,481
to barely having a say
in any of your decisions.
637
00:55:16,560 --> 00:55:18,005
Whose choice was that?
638
00:55:18,080 --> 00:55:19,923
Well, if you must know, it was your mother's.
639
00:55:21,400 --> 00:55:23,607
And that is not to say I was without fault,
640
00:55:24,920 --> 00:55:28,208
but she became increasingly frightening
to me in some sense.
641
00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:32,126
She does not live life
according to rules I understand.
642
00:55:32,840 --> 00:55:35,320
Pascal, do you really want to help?
643
00:55:35,400 --> 00:55:37,004
Yes, I do. Of course I do.
644
00:55:37,400 --> 00:55:41,610
Morn doesn't have a job anymore.
She's looking for another one.
645
00:55:43,600 --> 00:55:45,967
But we kind of don't have any money.
646
00:55:47,080 --> 00:55:48,764
She doesn't know I'm asking you.
647
00:55:48,840 --> 00:55:52,242
I get it. You're just trying to help. But...
648
00:55:54,000 --> 00:55:56,526
You know, Minnie, neither of us can help her.
649
00:55:56,880 --> 00:55:59,690
That's bullshit.
You could help if you cared about us.
650
00:55:59,760 --> 00:56:03,526
I care about you, Minnie.
I care about your well-being.
651
00:56:03,600 --> 00:56:06,365
Why do you think it's me who's paying
for that rich, hippy school of yours?
652
00:56:06,440 --> 00:56:07,601
'Cause you just want everyone to think
653
00:56:07,680 --> 00:56:09,125
that your step-kid is good at science,
or something.
654
00:56:09,200 --> 00:56:11,202
You don't really care about me.
655
00:56:11,280 --> 00:56:14,124
Okay, this conversation is closed.
You're getting emotional.
656
00:56:14,200 --> 00:56:15,440
Fine.
657
00:56:15,760 --> 00:56:16,841
Fine.
658
00:56:18,240 --> 00:56:21,164
If your mom wants something from me,
she needs to ask me herself.
659
00:56:21,240 --> 00:56:23,607
-Ask you what, Pascal?
-Dad! For fuck's sake!
660
00:56:30,280 --> 00:56:31,850
What are you doing here?
661
00:56:32,440 --> 00:56:33,521
You forgot this.
662
00:56:48,200 --> 00:56:49,804
Is Charlotte here?
663
00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:51,971
No, sir.
664
00:56:54,720 --> 00:56:59,169
You have something she wants,
and she can be pretty grabby.
665
00:57:00,800 --> 00:57:02,564
Well, I'll be horn-swaggled.
666
00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:06,406
A solid gold talking flute
with a diamond skin condition.
667
00:57:07,360 --> 00:57:09,203
-Have her call me.
-Yes, sir.
668
00:57:09,480 --> 00:57:13,326
We better go see Dr. Blinky.
He's a man of great knowledge.
669
00:57:13,400 --> 00:57:17,849
Also, head of my anti-smog, pollution
and witch committee.
670
00:57:27,400 --> 00:57:30,609
I feel so awkward and ugly
and naive and lonely.
671
00:57:30,680 --> 00:57:32,284
I know how you feel.
672
00:57:32,680 --> 00:57:36,287
I have no friends.
I don't want to go to school ever again.
673
00:57:36,680 --> 00:57:38,205
Nobody loves me.
674
00:57:38,520 --> 00:57:40,124
Maybe I should kill myself.
675
00:57:40,200 --> 00:57:42,646
No. Alienation is good for your art.
676
00:57:42,720 --> 00:57:46,202
Maybe I should paint a picture.
I should paint a picture.
677
00:57:46,680 --> 00:57:49,843
It doesn't matter what kind of art you do,
you just have to do it.
678
00:57:51,400 --> 00:57:56,406
I wanna discipline myself to draw every day.
That's what I have to do, right?
679
00:57:57,520 --> 00:57:59,648
I get distracted sometimes.
680
00:57:59,720 --> 00:58:03,247
I'm overwhelmed by my all-consuming
thoughts about sex and men.
681
00:58:04,120 --> 00:58:05,963
I always wanna be touched.
682
00:58:07,080 --> 00:58:08,809
I don't know what's wrong with me.
683
00:58:08,920 --> 00:58:09,921
I don't know either.
684
00:58:10,440 --> 00:58:13,887
Maybe you're a nympho.
I'm fucking with your head.
685
00:58:13,960 --> 00:58:15,803
Everybody wants to be touched.
686
00:58:16,200 --> 00:58:19,044
I bet I'll listen to these tapes
in a decade or so.
687
00:58:19,120 --> 00:58:20,724
If I'm still alive.
688
00:58:21,320 --> 00:58:23,971
Reminiscing over my wild teenage-hood.
689
00:58:24,600 --> 00:58:29,242
Maybe I'll even let my husband hear.
But he may get too jealous.
690
01:00:12,160 --> 01:00:15,846
What we did gets me sick.
It was so pornographic.
691
01:00:34,280 --> 01:00:38,046
The sexual nature of Kimmie Minter
is a viscous cervical mucus
692
01:00:38,200 --> 01:00:40,328
that always welcomes mating.
693
01:00:40,400 --> 01:00:41,561
She didn't bring my waffles yet?
694
01:00:42,840 --> 01:00:44,842
-Not yet.
-I'm starving.
695
01:00:47,920 --> 01:00:50,002
So, where'd Monroe go this morning?
696
01:00:50,520 --> 01:00:51,885
EST.
697
01:00:52,000 --> 01:00:57,245
It's this personal growth workshop thing
he's doing in Sacramento.
698
01:00:57,920 --> 01:00:59,410
That's hilarious.
699
01:01:00,040 --> 01:01:03,203
He's trying to better himself.
I think it's noble.
700
01:01:04,080 --> 01:01:06,321
-You don't understand him.
-Minnie...
701
01:01:06,400 --> 01:01:07,970
You don't. It's not your fault.
702
01:01:08,040 --> 01:01:11,169
I mean, I know you try,
but he's tough to get to know.
703
01:01:11,240 --> 01:01:12,685
He doesn't let many people in.
704
01:01:12,760 --> 01:01:14,649
Look, you don't have to be worried.
705
01:01:14,920 --> 01:01:17,241
It's just a one-time experience,
it's no big deal.
706
01:01:18,640 --> 01:01:19,846
I know.
707
01:01:21,680 --> 01:01:23,728
It's not like I love him or anything.
708
01:01:23,920 --> 01:01:25,445
I mean, not that you do.
709
01:01:35,440 --> 01:01:36,965
I love Monroe.
710
01:01:41,960 --> 01:01:43,086
I do.
711
01:01:44,240 --> 01:01:45,401
Okay.
712
01:02:01,840 --> 01:02:02,966
Hello?
713
01:02:03,480 --> 01:02:04,606
Minnie.
714
01:02:04,960 --> 01:02:07,440
-It's me.
Monroe.
715
01:02:08,560 --> 01:02:09,607
How's EST?
716
01:02:10,680 --> 01:02:13,081
I kind of got arrested for drunk driving.
717
01:02:13,160 --> 01:02:14,889
-What?
-Yeah.
718
01:02:15,440 --> 01:02:17,568
And I didn't have any shoes on.
719
01:02:18,600 --> 01:02:20,682
And I didn't have my wallet.
720
01:02:21,480 --> 01:02:23,687
Don't worry, it's fine.
721
01:02:23,800 --> 01:02:29,091
'Cause, the cop was...
He was really, really nice
722
01:02:29,680 --> 01:02:35,005
and he let me ride around in his car all night,
723
01:02:35,400 --> 01:02:37,971
chasing bad guys until I sobered up.
724
01:02:42,480 --> 01:02:44,130
Isn't that pretty wild?
725
01:02:45,160 --> 01:02:46,525
Yeah.
726
01:02:47,640 --> 01:02:50,371
I don't know.
I just wanted to tell you about it.
727
01:02:54,440 --> 01:02:55,885
And, you know,
728
01:02:56,000 --> 01:02:58,401
I knew that you would be the only one
who'd appreciate it.
729
01:03:00,640 --> 01:03:02,210
Hey, could you just talk?
730
01:03:02,600 --> 01:03:04,284
He loves me.
731
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:09,528
-Well, have you!
-Are you crazy?
732
01:03:10,040 --> 01:03:11,121
She's just a kid.
733
01:03:11,200 --> 01:03:13,726
Yeah, she may just be a kid,
but she's still got tits and ass.
734
01:03:13,800 --> 01:03:16,087
I think you can see that as well as I can.
735
01:03:16,160 --> 01:03:18,288
Pascal needs to have the fucking shit
kicked out of him.
736
01:03:19,240 --> 01:03:22,005
Why do you think he would say
something like that?
737
01:03:22,680 --> 01:03:24,330
Because he doesn't want you to be happy.
738
01:03:24,400 --> 01:03:27,802
He can't deal with the fact
that you've moved on, and he hasn't.
739
01:03:27,880 --> 01:03:29,689
You are so full of shit, Monroe!
740
01:03:29,760 --> 01:03:32,047
I've seen you staring at her tits!
741
01:03:32,720 --> 01:03:36,247
My God, are you... What are you saying?
742
01:03:36,320 --> 01:03:39,642
I don't even know if she has tits. No.
743
01:03:39,720 --> 01:03:41,882
I don't. Maybe she does, maybe she doesn't.
744
01:03:41,960 --> 01:03:43,689
How would I know? I don't look.
745
01:03:43,760 --> 01:03:46,491
I was probably looking at your tits,
and you got confused.
746
01:03:46,560 --> 01:03:48,801
-Jesus Christ.
-Honey, come sit.
747
01:03:48,880 --> 01:03:51,087
Sit down, sit down, sit down.
748
01:03:51,840 --> 01:03:52,841
Breathe.
749
01:03:54,720 --> 01:03:57,166
Okay, okay, okay. Have a little sip of this.
750
01:04:00,840 --> 01:04:03,605
Don't let Mr. PhD manipulate you like this.
751
01:04:05,320 --> 01:04:08,881
You're an independent woman.
You don't take shit from anyone.
752
01:04:09,680 --> 01:04:10,841
Right?
753
01:04:11,440 --> 01:04:12,601
Yeah.
754
01:04:14,240 --> 01:04:15,480
Look at you.
755
01:04:16,760 --> 01:04:19,001
What else could I possibly want?
756
01:04:21,200 --> 01:04:22,565
Nothing.
757
01:04:26,600 --> 01:04:29,001
I guess it is kind of crazy.
758
01:04:29,080 --> 01:04:32,289
-It's just that Pascal said that...
-I don't want to hear his name.
759
01:04:33,840 --> 01:04:36,127
It's all in here.
760
01:04:40,640 --> 01:04:41,641
Is it?
761
01:04:43,880 --> 01:04:45,006
Yes.
762
01:04:53,600 --> 01:04:55,045
Hello.
763
01:04:56,560 --> 01:04:58,528
Yeah, there they are.
764
01:05:01,760 --> 01:05:03,683
She's beginning to suspect.
765
01:05:07,320 --> 01:05:09,243
You make it so obvious.
766
01:05:13,520 --> 01:05:14,851
I'm only human,
767
01:05:16,320 --> 01:05:18,561
whether you realize it or not.
768
01:05:19,000 --> 01:05:20,843
And I have feelings, too, you know?
769
01:05:21,880 --> 01:05:26,522
But I know how to keep things in check,
not let it go too far.
770
01:05:28,080 --> 01:05:29,809
And you, you don't.
771
01:05:34,200 --> 01:05:37,170
I'm afraid you're gonna end up getting hurt.
772
01:05:39,560 --> 01:05:41,562
I think it's better to end it now.
773
01:05:47,200 --> 01:05:50,124
Everything is so loveless and mediocre.
774
01:05:52,040 --> 01:05:55,010
I know how you feel. Trust me.
775
01:05:56,560 --> 01:05:58,369
I've been in love once myself.
776
01:06:32,720 --> 01:06:34,085
I hate men.
777
01:06:37,400 --> 01:06:40,847
I hate men, but I fuck them hard,
hard, hard and thoughtlessly,
778
01:06:40,920 --> 01:06:42,809
because I hate them so much.
779
01:06:44,400 --> 01:06:47,768
-Minnie, are you okay?
-Leave me alone, fuck face!
780
01:07:16,560 --> 01:07:17,971
I hate myself.
781
01:07:18,680 --> 01:07:20,125
I fucking hate myself.
782
01:08:16,440 --> 01:08:17,805
What's wrong?
783
01:08:20,440 --> 01:08:21,646
Nothing.
784
01:08:24,200 --> 01:08:25,611
Can I do anything?
785
01:08:41,360 --> 01:08:46,890
Actually, do you still have that acid
you got from your brother?
786
01:08:57,720 --> 01:09:00,087
I'm going insane, and it's your fault!
787
01:09:00,960 --> 01:09:04,248
Can we just take a little nap for a second?
I didn't sleep last night.
788
01:09:04,320 --> 01:09:06,288
It's not just up to you to say this is over.
789
01:09:06,360 --> 01:09:08,089
I have a say in this, too.
790
01:09:08,520 --> 01:09:10,522
I hate seeing you like this.
791
01:09:11,320 --> 01:09:15,644
We are gonna have a talk.
I want... I want... I want us to talk.
792
01:09:17,920 --> 01:09:19,843
Why don't you just let me sleep
for half an hour first?
793
01:09:19,920 --> 01:09:22,321
-No.
-I didn't sleep last night at all.
794
01:09:23,240 --> 01:09:27,245
Half an hour and then
we'll talk about everything.
795
01:09:28,640 --> 01:09:30,290
-Just a half an hour.
-That's it.
796
01:09:34,360 --> 01:09:37,091
Just sleep, I swear. Come on.
797
01:09:41,920 --> 01:09:43,843
-This is my life.
-Yeah.
798
01:10:15,960 --> 01:10:18,247
So, did you fuck anyone this week?
799
01:10:23,080 --> 01:10:24,684
Why do you care?
800
01:10:26,480 --> 01:10:30,326
You haven't been calling,
so you must be getting it from somewhere.
801
01:10:33,720 --> 01:10:35,085
Well...
802
01:10:36,800 --> 01:10:38,962
I did meet this guy at the movies.
803
01:10:40,320 --> 01:10:44,928
This black guy with a huge dick.
804
01:10:51,000 --> 01:10:52,001
Yeah?
805
01:10:55,400 --> 01:10:57,004
Well, what happened?
806
01:11:01,000 --> 01:11:03,162
He fucked me in the back of his car.
807
01:11:05,360 --> 01:11:06,361
Really?
808
01:11:08,320 --> 01:11:09,560
Just like that, huh?
809
01:11:13,720 --> 01:11:15,131
Yeah.
810
01:11:18,920 --> 01:11:20,331
I wanted it.
811
01:11:22,480 --> 01:11:25,006
So, some stranger comes up to you
who wants to fuck you,
812
01:11:25,080 --> 01:11:26,889
and you say, "Yes."
813
01:11:29,920 --> 01:11:33,003
You gotta be a bit more careful, Little Minnie.
814
01:11:34,360 --> 01:11:38,331
You could end up fucking some weirdo
or a killer.
815
01:11:59,720 --> 01:12:00,926
Okay.
816
01:12:02,560 --> 01:12:05,530
If we made love, would it screw you up?
817
01:12:07,000 --> 01:12:08,445
Honestly?
818
01:12:09,120 --> 01:12:12,920
I won't get attached. I promise.
819
01:12:54,800 --> 01:12:57,849
This is incredible.
820
01:12:57,920 --> 01:13:00,241
I see...
821
01:13:00,760 --> 01:13:02,728
Everything.
822
01:13:27,040 --> 01:13:29,042
I knew it.
823
01:13:56,440 --> 01:13:57,441
No, don't do that!
824
01:14:02,080 --> 01:14:03,320
Fuck.
825
01:14:13,520 --> 01:14:14,885
No.
826
01:14:17,320 --> 01:14:19,891
Get off the bed. Get off the bed now!
827
01:14:21,160 --> 01:14:24,687
It's level with the windows.
It's gonna kill you.
828
01:14:24,760 --> 01:14:26,762
Get off the bed now.
829
01:14:26,840 --> 01:14:27,807
Minnie.
830
01:14:27,880 --> 01:14:30,724
-I like the bed.
-They're gonna see you.
831
01:14:31,120 --> 01:14:32,929
Why won't you listen to me?
832
01:14:33,560 --> 01:14:34,971
Get off the bed.
833
01:14:35,040 --> 01:14:38,601
Quietly. Quietly, get off the bed.
Get off the bed, now. Come here.
834
01:14:39,360 --> 01:14:41,567
Come here, that one. Come!
835
01:14:43,040 --> 01:14:44,883
Why won't you listen to me?
836
01:14:46,640 --> 01:14:49,166
Minnie, get off the bed now!
837
01:14:51,880 --> 01:14:53,245
Be quiet, be quiet.
838
01:14:54,080 --> 01:14:55,445
Get off the bed.
839
01:14:55,520 --> 01:14:57,488
Stay low, stay low.
840
01:14:58,760 --> 01:14:59,886
Good.
841
01:15:01,360 --> 01:15:04,967
Good. I think we're safe.
842
01:15:06,120 --> 01:15:07,565
Why is this happening?
843
01:15:09,920 --> 01:15:11,968
I need you, Minnie.
844
01:15:18,640 --> 01:15:21,120
I need you to take care of me now.
845
01:15:25,280 --> 01:15:26,441
I love you.
846
01:15:29,000 --> 01:15:30,206
What?
847
01:15:32,880 --> 01:15:34,325
I love you.
848
01:15:36,960 --> 01:15:38,610
You don't love me?
849
01:15:40,280 --> 01:15:41,520
I do.
850
01:15:43,960 --> 01:15:45,803
You don't love me.
851
01:15:45,880 --> 01:15:48,406
-L...
-No! No, no, you don't love me.
852
01:15:48,520 --> 01:15:49,806
I love you.
853
01:15:51,960 --> 01:15:53,291
I love you.
854
01:15:59,680 --> 01:16:01,444
I love you so much.
855
01:16:02,480 --> 01:16:03,811
I love you.
856
01:16:05,320 --> 01:16:06,560
I love you.
857
01:16:06,640 --> 01:16:07,687
No.
858
01:16:08,400 --> 01:16:10,084
No, you don't.
859
01:16:11,120 --> 01:16:12,770
I love you.
860
01:16:14,080 --> 01:16:15,525
I love you.
861
01:16:21,600 --> 01:16:25,241
I love you.
862
01:16:25,320 --> 01:16:27,448
He was vulnerable and weak.
863
01:16:28,720 --> 01:16:33,123
It was all I'd ever wanted,
and now I had no desire for it.
864
01:16:38,040 --> 01:16:40,168
You know, I was thinking,
865
01:16:40,840 --> 01:16:44,925
if you can keep it together,
we could really date when you turn 18.
866
01:16:45,560 --> 01:16:48,211
I mean, it's not that far away.
867
01:16:48,280 --> 01:16:50,282
I might even have my boat by then.
868
01:16:51,200 --> 01:16:54,409
I've already received my first shipment
of the vitamin power tabs.
869
01:16:55,600 --> 01:16:58,444
Fucking far out, by the way.
870
01:17:21,880 --> 01:17:24,645
I refuse to be some sniveling cry-baby.
871
01:17:24,720 --> 01:17:27,929
I'm a fucking woman, and this is my life.
872
01:18:16,280 --> 01:18:17,441
Hi.
873
01:18:19,280 --> 01:18:20,441
Hey-
874
01:18:29,680 --> 01:18:30,886
Your hand is hot.
875
01:18:32,760 --> 01:18:34,649
It means you're alive.
876
01:18:34,960 --> 01:18:36,769
You've got blood in your veins.
877
01:18:40,280 --> 01:18:41,725
You scared?
878
01:18:43,160 --> 01:18:44,685
To try it?
879
01:18:45,320 --> 01:18:46,651
No.
880
01:18:47,920 --> 01:18:50,002
I'm not afraid of anything.
881
01:18:51,560 --> 01:18:53,289
-No?
-No.
882
01:18:53,360 --> 01:18:56,170
I'm not afraid of knives or guns,
883
01:18:56,240 --> 01:18:59,164
or fire or poison,
884
01:18:59,440 --> 01:19:01,169
rape,
885
01:19:01,680 --> 01:19:03,603
or being kidnapped and tortured,
886
01:19:03,680 --> 01:19:07,446
or brainwashed, hypnotized
like that Patty Hearst girl.
887
01:19:16,080 --> 01:19:17,764
Are you afraid of me?
888
01:19:20,080 --> 01:19:21,366
A little.
889
01:19:34,440 --> 01:19:37,489
...like they would die if I were gone.
890
01:19:39,600 --> 01:19:41,887
Maybe Monroe could love me like that.
891
01:19:49,880 --> 01:19:52,201
How long has this been going on?
892
01:19:53,360 --> 01:19:54,885
What?
893
01:19:57,320 --> 01:19:58,731
When did this start?
894
01:20:00,800 --> 01:20:01,926
Mom...
895
01:20:06,200 --> 01:20:08,726
How long, Minnie?
896
01:20:09,680 --> 01:20:11,170
How long?
897
01:20:15,360 --> 01:20:18,762
Mom? What's happening?
898
01:20:20,160 --> 01:20:22,561
Minnie? Mom?
899
01:20:22,880 --> 01:20:24,405
Gretel, out!
900
01:20:27,080 --> 01:20:28,889
Who started it, you?
901
01:20:32,920 --> 01:20:34,445
I knew it.
902
01:20:35,640 --> 01:20:38,007
I knew it. I fucking knew it.
903
01:20:38,080 --> 01:20:42,847
And he made me feel
like I was fucking crazy, and I knew it!
904
01:20:42,920 --> 01:20:46,367
Mom. Mom, I wanted to tell you.
905
01:20:51,040 --> 01:20:53,771
I can't fucking look at you.
906
01:20:56,920 --> 01:20:58,763
Stay here.
907
01:21:16,920 --> 01:21:19,651
Fuck!No!
908
01:21:22,640 --> 01:21:23,721
No.
909
01:21:24,800 --> 01:21:26,450
Mom?
910
01:21:50,800 --> 01:21:52,370
There she is.
911
01:21:52,840 --> 01:21:54,604
How you doin', kiddo?
912
01:21:57,400 --> 01:21:59,926
Minnie, Monroe's got something
he has to tell you.
913
01:22:01,360 --> 01:22:04,011
-Sit down.
-Let's just all relax, you know?
914
01:22:04,160 --> 01:22:07,004
-Take it easy for a minute.
-No, let's just get into it.
915
01:22:07,120 --> 01:22:08,963
Let's get right to it. Right?
916
01:22:09,720 --> 01:22:10,926
Isn't that what people do?
917
01:22:11,000 --> 01:22:13,526
Okay. Minnie...
918
01:22:14,360 --> 01:22:16,089
Your mother and I, we've been talking,
919
01:22:16,200 --> 01:22:19,522
and she, or we, thought that
920
01:22:22,520 --> 01:22:24,363
maybe you and I should get married.
921
01:22:26,600 --> 01:22:27,681
You're drunk.
922
01:22:28,680 --> 01:22:30,011
I'm not drunk.
923
01:22:30,680 --> 01:22:34,287
I mean, we get along pretty well.
Don't you think? I think we do.
924
01:22:34,360 --> 01:22:36,761
That's not the point,
that you get along with her.
925
01:22:36,840 --> 01:22:37,841
That's not the point.
926
01:22:37,920 --> 01:22:40,890
The point is that you fucked my daughter,
927
01:22:40,960 --> 01:22:43,122
and so you're gonna marry her.
That's the point.
928
01:22:43,200 --> 01:22:44,201
Mom.
929
01:22:44,880 --> 01:22:45,881
What?
930
01:22:47,080 --> 01:22:49,606
It's true, right? He porked you?
931
01:22:50,960 --> 01:22:54,601
He porked you,
and so now he's gotta marry you!
932
01:22:54,680 --> 01:22:57,286
-People are staring.
-Who cares? Fuck you.
933
01:22:57,960 --> 01:22:59,610
What, are you embarrassed?
934
01:23:00,200 --> 01:23:02,282
You embarrassed
that you porked my daughter?
935
01:23:02,400 --> 01:23:04,402
Are you crazy? Stop saying "pork."
936
01:23:05,080 --> 01:23:07,003
Do not talk to me like that.
937
01:23:07,680 --> 01:23:09,250
Not right now.
938
01:23:17,040 --> 01:23:19,930
I got married when I was around your age,
it's not so bad.
939
01:23:20,920 --> 01:23:22,445
I said I would marry her.
940
01:23:23,800 --> 01:23:25,086
And I will.
941
01:23:26,200 --> 01:23:27,486
I'm a man of my word.
942
01:23:28,880 --> 01:23:30,245
All right, then.
943
01:23:31,360 --> 01:23:34,443
Great. You can marry her,
and then you can fuck her any time you want.
944
01:23:34,520 --> 01:23:36,090
Yeah.
945
01:23:37,000 --> 01:23:39,446
-Minnie.
-Just let her go.
946
01:23:51,040 --> 01:23:52,690
Hey, truck driver.
947
01:24:55,400 --> 01:24:58,927
It's not a lit-up streetlight hazy darkness
like most nights.
948
01:24:59,000 --> 01:25:02,561
It is a black crisp night
and my eyes are like headlights.
949
01:25:06,400 --> 01:25:09,131
I've become nothing, finally.
950
01:25:09,920 --> 01:25:13,447
No home, no school, no money.
951
01:25:22,520 --> 01:25:25,967
I haven't been home in days.
I don't know how it happened, really.
952
01:25:34,800 --> 01:25:36,609
Who's Mike again?
953
01:25:37,040 --> 01:25:38,485
My friend.
954
01:25:38,960 --> 01:25:41,167
You met him last night. He's cool.
955
01:25:41,280 --> 01:25:43,521
He has so many stairs.
956
01:25:44,520 --> 01:25:46,488
I wanna go back to bed.
957
01:25:46,560 --> 01:25:47,607
We Will.
958
01:25:48,400 --> 01:25:53,247
We just gotta make this one stop first, okay?
Like we talked about?
959
01:25:54,680 --> 01:25:56,762
Mike's been asking about you.
960
01:25:57,280 --> 01:25:59,362
So, I told him I'd come by.
961
01:25:59,640 --> 01:26:01,768
He's got really good 'ludes.
962
01:26:01,840 --> 01:26:03,001
Right.
963
01:26:03,080 --> 01:26:07,642
You like that, don't you?
Don't I know how to take care of my girl?
964
01:26:07,960 --> 01:26:10,088
I'm hungry, though.
965
01:26:11,080 --> 01:26:13,401
Everybody thinks you're so sexy.
966
01:26:14,360 --> 01:26:17,569
Those eyes and that ass.
967
01:26:18,440 --> 01:26:20,681
It's a good thing I'm not insecure,
968
01:26:21,280 --> 01:26:24,409
otherwise I might be getting
all possessive and shit.
969
01:26:25,960 --> 01:26:27,883
Possessive of me?
970
01:26:28,640 --> 01:26:31,007
With guys like Mike lusting after you.
971
01:26:31,960 --> 01:26:33,450
But it's not a big deal.
972
01:26:34,960 --> 01:26:37,122
I'm not uptight,
and you're not uptight, right?
973
01:26:39,960 --> 01:26:42,088
What's not a big deal?
974
01:26:44,440 --> 01:26:48,286
It'll be very quick.
He only takes a few minutes.
975
01:26:52,440 --> 01:26:54,442
I need you to do this for me, okay?
976
01:26:55,480 --> 01:26:57,482
You gonna do this for me, baby?
977
01:26:57,560 --> 01:26:58,766
Yeah.
978
01:27:00,120 --> 01:27:01,565
Good.
979
01:27:02,320 --> 01:27:05,085
Good. You're doing good.
980
01:27:15,920 --> 01:27:19,561
Baby, you hungry?
We're making grilled cheese.
981
01:27:41,400 --> 01:27:43,482
Yeah, she's real young. You like that?
982
01:29:17,880 --> 01:29:19,484
Minnie?
983
01:29:32,520 --> 01:29:34,170
God damn it, Minnie.
984
01:29:34,840 --> 01:29:36,080
Sorry.
985
01:29:43,840 --> 01:29:45,808
Are you okay?
986
01:29:47,000 --> 01:29:48,411
Are you okay?
987
01:29:48,640 --> 01:29:50,847
-Yeah.
-Oh, my God, we were so worried about you.
988
01:29:50,920 --> 01:29:53,241
-I looked everywhere for you.
-You did?
989
01:29:53,320 --> 01:29:54,685
Of course.
990
01:29:55,600 --> 01:29:58,729
I've been looking all night.
I've looked every single night since you left.
991
01:29:58,800 --> 01:30:00,450
I was so afraid...
992
01:30:03,760 --> 01:30:05,967
-I'm so sorry.
-it's okay.
993
01:30:06,200 --> 01:30:07,486
I'm sorry.
994
01:30:10,520 --> 01:30:12,761
-I wanted to tell you about Monroe.
-No.
995
01:30:12,840 --> 01:30:14,330
-I really did. I just...
-Stop.
996
01:30:14,400 --> 01:30:15,401
-...didn't know how to tell you.
-No, please.
997
01:30:15,480 --> 01:30:17,528
-And I knew that you would be...
-Don't.
998
01:30:18,800 --> 01:30:20,165
Okay?
999
01:30:23,680 --> 01:30:25,808
I can't talk about that.
1000
01:30:28,080 --> 01:30:29,844
Ever. Okay?
1001
01:30:39,920 --> 01:30:41,524
-OK.
-OK.
1002
01:32:01,440 --> 01:32:04,284
"Dear Minnie, thank you for your letter.
1003
01:32:04,360 --> 01:32:06,442
"It is refreshing to receive a letter from a girl,
1004
01:32:06,520 --> 01:32:09,205
"because most letters I get
are from greasy fan boys
1005
01:32:09,280 --> 01:32:11,044
"who think that I'm cute.
1006
01:32:11,120 --> 01:32:14,681
"Keep drawing those comics.
Keep drawing anything you can.
1007
01:32:14,760 --> 01:32:16,524
"Just keep drawing.
1008
01:32:16,600 --> 01:32:19,251
"Oh, and I use Indian ink as well.
1009
01:32:19,400 --> 01:32:21,323
"Love, Aline Kominsky."
1010
01:32:37,320 --> 01:32:40,005
Did you ever go back to your preschool
once you had gotten big,
1011
01:32:40,080 --> 01:32:41,411
and everything looked miniature,
1012
01:32:42,720 --> 01:32:44,370
like the chairs and the monkey bars,
1013
01:32:44,720 --> 01:32:47,200
just much smaller than you remembered?
1014
01:32:50,160 --> 01:32:52,242
I know nothing's changed,
1015
01:32:52,320 --> 01:32:55,005
but everything looks
totally different to me now.
1016
01:33:03,320 --> 01:33:05,049
It's 50 cents.
1017
01:33:05,120 --> 01:33:06,645
Thanks.
1018
01:33:16,120 --> 01:33:17,963
-Hey.
-Hi.
1019
01:33:18,520 --> 01:33:19,760
Hey-
1020
01:33:22,000 --> 01:33:23,331
You're alone, or...
1021
01:33:23,400 --> 01:33:27,530
No, Gretel's with me.
She went to find a bathroom.
1022
01:33:31,040 --> 01:33:32,201
She had to pee.
1023
01:33:33,760 --> 01:33:35,000
Yeah.
1024
01:33:39,240 --> 01:33:41,208
So, you wanna buy a drawing?
1025
01:33:42,120 --> 01:33:43,531
Or a 'zine?
1026
01:33:45,920 --> 01:33:48,048
I have no money, you know?
1027
01:33:49,080 --> 01:33:50,730
Jogging shorts and all.
1028
01:33:50,800 --> 01:33:52,962
Here, take this one.
1029
01:33:53,040 --> 01:33:56,249
You can give the 50 cents to my mom
the next time you see her.
1030
01:34:01,600 --> 01:34:03,045
Thank you.
1031
01:34:08,760 --> 01:34:10,888
Goodbye, Monroe.
1032
01:34:13,640 --> 01:34:15,290
Goodbye, Minnie.
1033
01:34:16,760 --> 01:34:19,843
I'm better than you, you son of a bitch.
1034
01:34:45,080 --> 01:34:48,402
I always thought
I wanted to be exactly like my mom.
1035
01:34:52,760 --> 01:34:55,366
But she thinks she needs a man to be happy.
1036
01:34:56,760 --> 01:34:58,091
I don't.
1037
01:35:03,480 --> 01:35:05,642
If anyone asks, we're sisters.
1038
01:35:13,960 --> 01:35:16,327
So, maybe nobody loves me.
1039
01:35:17,120 --> 01:35:19,441
Maybe nobody will ever love me.
1040
01:35:21,120 --> 01:35:24,522
But maybe it's not about
being loved by somebody else.
1041
01:35:50,400 --> 01:35:53,404
This is for all the girls
when they have grown.
1042
01:35:53,480 --> 01:35:56,609
Signing off, trusty diary.
1043
01:35:57,840 --> 01:36:01,162
Love, Minnie Goetze.76351