All language subtitles for Sort of s01e04 Stable.eng

(jazzy vocals)

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah oh yeah ♪

(phone ringing)

(glass breaking)

(phone ringing)

(man crying)

Hey, are you crying?

What's happening?

I don't know.

Maybe it's 'cause I'm at
the end of my Saturn returns.

You're way too old for
your Saturn returns.

Uh, Saturn returns hits
in your late 20s

but its impact is felt
in your early 30s.

Okay? You know that.

Lewis-

Are you calling me
from inside the house?

Lewis:
(sobbing) Maybe.

(Lewis sobs)

You need space.

Lewis:
I feel like you don't see me.

Like who I really am.

Mackenzie:
What?

No, I see you Lew-Lew.

I know you and I have
always accepted you

even when you need
to be exploring boys

or other girls or
other combinations-

What, do you think I
want to be like this?

It's constant
turmoil in here.

Okay, just answer
one question:

Is this about Sabi?

(dance music)

♪ Blast those
lights into my eyes

♪ I'm ready to go ♪

♪ I'm ready to go ♪

♪ I'm ready ♪

Sabi:
Hiiii, Deenzie.

How you doing?

Oh, sweet coffee cake.

Come to papamama.

(chuckling)

I just keep thinking about

all that you're doing
for that family.

Stop hugging now.

Look, I, um, I've
brought the extra key.

I-I know you're gonna
be fine without me.

So...

This is actually harder
than I thought it would be.

You will never regret
the sacrifices you make

to help people.

Berlin? It's not
going anywhere.

You're not upset
about Berlin are ya?

Nope!
- Oh!

Deenzie:
It's an amazing town.

I got pregnant there.

(phone clicking)

(phone whooshing)

(phone chiming)

(phone clicking)

(phone whooshing)

(phone chiming)

Henry:
Did something happen to mom?

Paul:
No, buddy, no.

She, uh, I-I was with her
for a big chunk of the day.

She's-she's good.

Is she awake?

Paul:
No.

But stable,
but unconscious.

Why are you weird?

Am I?

Yeah.

'Cause, I don't know,
everything's weird.

Okay, back to bed,
come on,

it's a school night.

Let's go, let's go.

Let's go!

Why?

Why is this still foamy?

Sometimes there's a kink in the
line or the pressure's off.

Here, let me.

Always a helper.

How is everyone?

Ah, well, Bessy just
had brain surgery

so there's that.

Ah, details!

Like surgery details?

Yes, please!

Okay, they cut a
piece of her skull

to allow brain swelling.

Fascinating.

And where do they
keep the skull piece?

Mm, not sure how I
would know that?

It must be in the
refrigerator I'm sure.

But she's okay?

Sabi:
She's stable.

Deenzie:
Still in a coma?

Mm hmm.

How are the kids?
-Solid.

Paul?
-Struggling.

You?

I am getting used to doing more,
like, domestic-mommy stuff.

You know, making dinners,
grocery shopping, vacuuming.

Mm.

Look at me.

Career, family.

I can have it all.

Oh, I just remembered that I
set up interviews tomorrow

for a new you,

but the bank called
about loan stuff.

Do you think you could
jam in a window?

Bank or interviews?

Interviews, noon.

Replace yourself.

That's twisted.

I'm into it.

Wunderbar.

(jazzy music)

(clack)

Lewis:
Sabi!

Sabi!

What do you want, Coldplay?!

Oh, so funny, is a
white-guy joke, hilarious.

I thought that was
Sabi's window.

Aqsa:
Send a text like a normal human!

Sabi:
Chill!

What?

I broke up with Mackenzie.

And?

I'm so good for you.

I'm seriously speechless.

Oh my gosh,
I can't do this.

Morning!

I'm going to the
hospital now.

Trying to go twice a day.

Hey, how were the kids on
the way to school today?

Okay?

As okay as they can be?

Henry didn't even try
to make eye contact.

Oh, and Violet called
her teacher an oligarch.

Good for her for
knowing what that means.

Sabi:
Mm hmm.

(phone chiming)

You're not still
pretending to be Bessy?

(scuffling)

"Hey babe, call
me when you can."

Yikes. This is so screwed up.

I'm just surprised by how
well Bessy hid this woman.

Look, I-I know you
must be hurt by this

and you must
be confused.

But I think what
you're doing here

isn't good for you or for
whoever this person is.

(phone clicking)

(phone whooshing)

(slow hip-hop music)

How long he's been nanny?

Not sure.

Wow, you're really
going at that kulfi.

What flavour did you get?

Mango.

I should have never let
you two move to the city.

Well, that's the problem
with raising your kids

in a free country,

they might not choose the
life you tell them to choose.

I mean, is it possible

that it's not just
Sabi being a nanny

that's bothering you?

What else?

Aqsa:
Why are you pretending that you don't know

people like Sabi exist?

Dad's not around.

You can start thinking
your own thoughts now.

You're really grossing
me out with that.

Why? You don't like kulfi?

Just talk to Sabi!

How can I talk to him if
he won't answer phone?

Mackenzie:
You need to know that there is a special place in hell

for women who don't
help other women.

Even if they are
different kinds of women.

Um, hi, Mackenzie.

Mackenzie:
I need you to stay away from Lewis.

Me and him have
been together since

way before you were
in the picture

and it would kill me

if everything I've forced
myself to be open to for him

was for naught.

Totally. I-I-I get it.

Right. Of course
you get it

'cause it's so easy
to be gracious

when the whole
world looks at you

like you're so cool
and interesting.

Like what do
I get to be?

A boring white girl?

A basic Becky?

Yeah, you and I are
not that different.

You are a Becky.

You're just a basic
fucking brown Becky.

(gentle quirky music)

(upbeat dance music)

(door bell dings)

(upbeat dance music)

Hey.
-Hey, you must be Sauren.

Yes. She/her.

Welcome. Have a seat.

Oh, um, in a
space like this

I think I'd like
to try they/them.

Because my gender studies
prof is constantly

imploring us to
dismantle the binary.

Awesome.

Um, I'm going to
be leaving the bar

and we're looking for
someone who can take over.

So, ah, can you tell me what
about working at Bar Bu

specifically interests you?

Totally. This place is so
cool but also so dangerous.

Oh, in-in what ways
are we dangerous?

You're after-hour
dungeon nights,

you're breaking a
bunch of fire codes.

It's really intense.

That's not us.

Yeah, it is.
-No, it's not

Right, I get it.

You don't want the fire
department to know.

Cool, it's cool.

So Sunny, um,
it says here

that you have volunteered
at "My Library".

Okay, can you tell me

which one that was and
what you did there?

Um, there was books.

Sauren:
In some ways Bar Bu itself,

being at the intersection of
literary culture and bar culture

demonstrates the
concentric spheres

of temporal intersectionality.

Totally.

Do you know how
to tap a keg?

Consuelo:
Yeah, all queer spaces are the same, right?

It's all about bringing
communities together.

OhmyGod and you guys can
do that like reading

or like spanking.

You can build community
through spanking?

Yes. Spanking, choking,
flogging, spitting,

ah feet.

Have you ever worked
at a bar before?

When?

Before, like, now.

Like as a job?

Yes.

No.

Have you worked
anywhere before?

(humming)

Ah!

Nice bike.

Yeah it is.

(playing children)

Man:
Oh!

(phone clicks)

(phone whooshes)

(phone chimes)

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(phone whooshes)

(phone chimes)

(phone clicks)

(phone whooshes)

(phone chimes)

(phone clicks)

(phone whooshes)

(phone chimes)

(awkward tense music)

Ahhh.

Oh my God.
-Oh my God, hey.

Why are you creeping
on me like that?

No, I wasn't
creeping on you.

You know, I got
you a present.

See?

Clever. A bag of noodles.

Yeah, you know,
'cause of when we-

Yeah, yeah, I know.

I was wrong.
I fucked up with you.

What we have is real,
it's super real.

You know what is real?

You not getting what you
want when you want it.

Welcome to how the rest
of the non-cis-white-male

universe lives.

But I love you.

Look, I made a mistake.

I know. I know I did.

You love me?

Yes.

Kiss me.

What?

Right here. Right now.

In front of all
these people.

And I'll give you
a second chance.

And not a polite kiss.

A deep, wet,
giving-each-other-mono kiss.

Yeah, You may love me but
you're ashamed of loving me.

So that's not love.

♪ Only want the
best for you ♪

♪ Only want the
best for you ♪

♪ Only want the
best for you ♪

I'm taking the noodles.

♪ Only want the
best for you ♪

♪ Only want the
best for you ♪

Sabi:
Mom said what?

Aqsa:
I don't know.

You just need to
talk to her yourself.

Sabi:
Aqsa, I can't.

I'm like
exhausted already.

Aqsa:
Well she's going to be getting in touch with you soon.

So just be ready to answer the
phone or see her or whatever.

Okay, gotta go. Bye!

Seriously.

Aqsa told me the address.

Sabi:
Hiiii.

Raffo:
Nice to see you.

(quirky awkward music)

All right, let's go.

Hi, kiddies!

Nice to see you too.

Hi, Mrs. Mehboob.

Hi, Sabi's mom!

Okay, go get your
homework started.

I'll bring snack
in a second, okay.

What are you
doing here, Mom?

Raffo:
You don't answer your phone.

And I don't know
what you expect,

that maybe I'll never
speak to you again

because maybe you think I
can't understand things.

Sabi:
Snacks!

Okay, let me know if
you need any help.

If it's history,
you're on your own,

and devices only
after dinner.

Can I get you anything?

I didn't raise
you in this way

so how did you
become like this?

Do we have to do this?

This job,

you're a servant
to children,

to a man.

Is this speech about
your life choices or mine?

Sabi:
I would think then, as a parent,

you'd be happy that your
kid has more freedom

than you did,

to be who they
want to be.

I have to make dinner.

You want to be this?

(sighs) I'm figuring it out.

It's taken me this long

to even feel the slightest
bit okay about myself.

Oh!

Do you remember

when we brought Violet
home from the hospital.

We cried solidly for,
God, for hours.

Uh, you cried.

(Paul laughs)

Bessy:
We kept driving by people

and you'd look at them
and you'd be like,

"that person was a baby,
and that person was a baby.

"Everybody was a baby!"

(laughing)

(emotive music)

♪

You're such a fucking
hot little thing.

Why couldn't you
tell me about him?

I mean, I-I understand
why you didn't.

But you could have.

(heart monitor beeps)

Sabi:
Are you just gonna keep watching me?

What are you making?

Sabi:
Fish Curry.

Aqsa taught me a recipe.

Slice nahi karo,

you have to dice
the tomato.

And don't make it too
spicy for the kiddies.

It's good you're
a terrible cook

like normal
Pakistani man.

Oh my God!

If you want to do it,
go ahead.

Aqsa can't even
do this, see?

(laughing)

Hey.

Paul:
Why are they on devices?

Um, they finished their
homework and already ate so.

Hi, Mrs. Mehboob.

Raffo:
I hope you don't mind me being in your home.

I just needed to
talk with my son.

I was leaving.

How is your wife?

Bye, kiddies!

(in unison) Bye, Sabi's mom!

Bye.

(soft dreamy music)

♪

Sabi:
Officially folded everyone's laundry for the first time.

Super informative.

Paul:
I didn't mean to freak out your mom,

but I met Penny.

Also known as
"Oki Penn".

Oh.

Yeah, he's a guy.

A child guy.

Oh wow.

What happened?

Paul:
He called it an emotional affair.

It was ridiculous.

He knew her love language.

He made it sound like
Bessy leaned on him

when she was
losing her mom.

And she-she was completely
shut down with me about it.

I seriously wish they
were just fucking.

(Paul sighs)

(Paul sighs)

Seriously.

Raffo:
Main wait kar rahi thi to see if you need a ride home.

I was worried.

About what?

He reminds me
of your father.

Remember when he
would come home

and bring his
mood with him.

Paul is not like Dad.

Okay.

You wear makeup and bangles,
and care for children.

If you're not a girl,
what are you?

Gender binary?

(laughs)

Did ya look that up?

I have to
understand everything

if I'm going
to accept it.

Nobody asked you
to accept it.

And you know what?

My job has nothing to
do with my gender.

And that family's going
through a terrible time

and I'm helping them.

I don't think
that's a bad thing.

One terrible time leads
to another terrible time,

and before you know it

you give up your own
happiness for someone else's.

Oh my God.

I don't know everything
but I know some things.

Don't give
everything away.

Keep at least one
thing in your life

that is yours.

(car starts)

(Indian music)

(engine roars)

(door bell dings)

Hiiii.

Deenzie:
Hi.

How did the
bank stuff go?

Well, we haven't
gone bankrupt.

And that is great news.

Isn't it?

Uh huh.

How'd the interviews go?

Who'd you like?

I liked me.

And what does that mean?

If it's okay with you

I'd like to try to
make my hours work.

Do you think you
can handle it

with everything
that's on your plate?

Ya ya.

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