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[Previously on "Dear Diary"]

I told you.

Everything has its time.

If they wish to return to the ancient land,

on the night of the blood moon,

a sacrifice ritual must be held

on the sacred mountain.

Someone

must pay the price of blood.

I won't let anyone hurt her.

I'd rather disappear than going along with your plan.

What about them? Will they make the same decision?

If it's like what you said,

their disappearance means death!

We can't just stand by and watch them die!

This was a dream from your childhood.

It's time to wake up.

I will disappear with those who have hurt me.

I won't let them return.

Let me ask you.

Do you guys make blood oaths?

Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady.

I will swear an oath with you.

You must return to Babylon with your enemies

and continue to be your Hittite princess.

Don't go.

It doesn't matter if you take the diary.

I care for you more than others.

I'll explain to them.

It doesn't matter that we're not from the same world.

I don't mind.

Stop acting like this.

You used to be a cool woman.

I have never cried for anything

because my tears are destined to be shed for you.

Chen Mei Ru.

If someone must sacrifice

between he and you,

it has to be you.

Since you were 12,

you have been wishing for

a grand heartbroken love relation.

Now, everything has been granted.

What's there to complain about?

I promised to change Dragon's fate

that she won't lose her true love and spend the rest of her life alone.

[Dear Diary]

[This story is purely fictitious.]

[Episode 21]

If you have heard of the Hittite princess's story,

you wouldn't have wanted me to return.

The moment she was born,

raging wind and drought have been haunting the country.

Everyone saw her as a demon.

Her only value

was to be married off to another country.

A marriage in exchange for peace.

She had no family or friends.

She had never felt warmth and love.

The place she would end up in

would either be the bloodthirsty prince's bedroom

or a pitch-black cell.

Nobody cared if she was dead or alive.

That's what it is.

Now, do you still want me to return?

I still do.

Why?

Because I want you to live.

No matter how much you hate them.

I scorn to associate with them.

You don't need to trust them.

They need you if they wish to return.

This kind of alliance is stronger than anything.

Return?

I have no emotional attachment to anyone.

I do not have a place to go back to.

You still have yourself.

There is hope as long as you are alive.

Put this on.

No matter where you go,

how much time has passed,

how far apart we are,

as long as I know you are still alive,

I will have this belief

that I can always find you.

It's impossible.

How can you find me?

I hope the days that you spent with me

have taught you to believe,

not hate.

When I was 12,

I believed that I would meet the Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady one day

and I really did.

So you should believe

that as long as we are alive,

we will meet again.

You're the only one I trust.

And now you are lying to me?

You know it is impossible.

So believe in me again.

Live for me.

Because only if you are alive

will I have the courage to live.

I need this belief

to live through the rest of my days.

I will believe in you.

No matter how many people have lied to you

and used you,

you only need one person that you can believe in.

Just one is enough.

Remember that one good thing

and leave the bad things behind.

Then, you will be able to live a good life.

Remember what I said.

Don't revenge.

Don't hate.

Be the Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady that I know.

That is the real you.

I thought of

going through all kinds of hardships with you.

But in the end,

I can only send you off

and I'll never be able to catch up with you.

Is this some kind of surprise?

This is the best place to stargaze.

The stars are going to twinkle.

Keep your eyes on them.

I really hope this twinkle

can stop time at this moment

and chase away all the bad things.

You will stay.

We will remain as we are forever.

For you,

the stars might be something romantic.

But for me,

for the tribe I used to belong to,

they mean survival.

We could find water by observing

the changes of stars.

Once the stars gave us the indicators,

we would pack our things and move

because we could always find clean water with abundant resources.

Our tribe

had always lived in peace and joy

until...

a prince from Babylon came.

He is bloodthirsty and loves battles.

He killed our men

and abducted the women and children.

But he spared the son of the chief.

That was me.

He kept me as his guard

to work for him.

So...

you were a prince, too.

I'm just a loser who couldn't protect his people.

The winner takes it all.

It looks like

there isn't a place for me in history.

So

do you know why I can't stay now?

I know this is hard.

But we can think of something together.

You still don't understand.

I chose...

not to stay.

Why?

I have to avenge my tribe and my family.

I need to stay alive for my people.

If they can live,

I'm willing to pay any price.

And the price

includes me.

Yes.

As his guard

and a captive,

I am used to bearing with humiliation

and serving others.

So don't assume

that I've done something incredible for you.

I'm just used to doing so.

Used to doing so?

Not out of love?

I have no freedom.

I don't have a heart.

How am I supposed to love?

I mean nothing to you.

That is why

you didn't even take me into consideration.

That's right.

I like being with you

because I thought we were the same kind of person.

We are both heartless.

But you are not cool anymore.

That's bad.

You're saying

people lose themselves once they start loving.

Once they lose themselves, they become unimportant and less attractive.

What is this?

Losing you

or Mei Ru

will cause me great pain that will never fade.

Has it ever occurred to you that

I am cool but I have feelings too?

There are many things

that you can't do in this world.

Live for yourself.

Forget about me.

Just forget about me.

You were so good to me.

Why are you being so cruel now?

I can lose myself. You can leave me behind.

But I can't just watch you disappear.

I can't just watch Mei Ru get hurt either.

I can't choose. I don't know how to choose.

I...

(There's nothing wrong with money itself.)

(Its meaning lies in that it can make you happy.)

(Just enjoy the stage and leave the rest to me.)

(I'm going up on stage.)

(I miss you. I just want to see you.)

(I really hope...)

(I hope I am Ouyang Wen Shan.)

Why are you so cruel to me?

This grassland

and this sky are what you have left me.

From now on every night

I lift my head,

I will still think of you.

(Hey, Zhen.)

(I'm home.)

(What? Where are you?)

Oh, dear.

I can't believe this day

would happen to you.

Your tear ducts are working just fine.

You're even in the mood of making fun of me?

Jiang Hui Zhen.

You are never wrong.

You always make the right decisions.

Those who make you cry are all jerks.

That makes you a jerk, too.

I'm one myself.

We wrote a diary filled with curses.

It takes away all that matters to us.

But you are not like yourself in the diary anymore.

"Jiang Hui Zhen is super cool."

"She has the clearest and purest soul, kindest and angelic eyes of all."

"That's why she dreams always and has a free spirit."

Whether it's me leaving or Wenshan,

you have to remain cool.

Chen Mei Ru, what are you talking about?

What do you mean you are leaving?

My story

has been set in the diary.

"The fate of the female lead is always full of struggles."

(I fell in love)

(and experienced its joy and pain.)

(But danger is always lurking around.)

(There will also be unpredictable challenges.)

(The fate of great love)

(is not being afraid to sacrifice.)

Can you stop reciting already?

It's all nonsense.

I won't allow it.

I won't allow you to try anything dangerous.

"My prince"

"lighted up my life"

"and created a new history."

The blood moon will occur tomorrow night.

I want him to live.

I want him to return to his homeland.

I'm bringing him to Wushan.

I will arrange a sweet and unforgettable ritual.

Chen Mei Ru.

Listen here.

I don't care if Murong can make it.

I want you to be safe.

Just stay home.

Or I'm going to tie you up.

Zhen.

I love him.

This is what I want.

Encountering them

is the best life that we can ask for.

We have witnessed miracles.

Chen Mei Ru!

What are you thinking?

Can you just listen to me?

Just this once.

Chen Mei Ru.

Zhen.

I'm sorry.

I'm going even if you disagree.

All you guys can do is apologizing?

All of you are just going to leave like that.

You turn your back on me as if I'm nothing.

I acted like I didn't care

so all of you chose to leave me when it's time.

Nobody cares what I feel.

All of you have to look at the big picture.

All of you have to play heroes!

Zhen.

You will understand.

You are the only one who will understand me.

No.

Not this time.

Mei Ru.

I just want you to be happy.

Growing up,

I just want you to be happy.

Chen Mei Ru!

Mei Ru...

Where did you go early in the morning?

And where are you going?

I was going to look for you.

Great. I'll bring you somewhere interesting.

Pack your things. We will leave soon.

[Wushan Primary School]

So this is where you used to go to school?

Yes.

Also where I read the diary out loud.

Where you announced my existence

which made you upset.

Not anymore.

Now I know

if written by a sincere heart,

words will possess magical power.

It might bring you sorrow and misery

but the more it gives you are joy and courage.

[New day, new beginning]

"In the magnificent ancient land,"

"he and I met for the first time."

"He is a half-blood prince"

"surrounded by saint light."

"In the rushing crowd,"

"we only have eyes for each other."

If I knew you were going to come true,

I would have thought of

a less embarrassing name.

I like this name.

"The half-blood prince, Murong Jie Lun,"

"is wild and handsome. His eyelashes long and thick."

"He is great in battles"

"but before me, he melts like ice."

"My charm"

"has a fatal attraction to Prince Murong."

"The attraction is like the world's most accurate radar."

"He can always show up in front of me unexpectedly."

"He is born to love me."

"He confesses in every word he said."

"His every touch feels warm."

"The way he looks into my eyes."

"With just a gentle pull, I fall into his arms."

All I remember is

"We will head to Wushan when our love is the deepest."

Mei Ru.

You never told me

our ending

in the diary.

"The king of Babylon is destined to destroy everything."

"If the story between Murong Jie Lun and Mei Ru has come to an end,"

"they will not regret."

"As the fate of great love is not being afraid to sacrifice."

"I will marry my prince."

But you hate getting married.

That depends on whom I marry.

[Happily married ever after]

In this vast world with millions of people,

we met.

From today onwards,

you and I

will have each other

and support each other.

In good times or bad,

in poverty or wealth,

in illness or health,

we will love each other

and cherish each other

till death do us part.

Until we are parted by death.

Mei Ru.

We will get married.

We'll be in a monogamous relationship

and I'll never leave you.

Tomorrow night.

On Wushan.

Our wedding

has to be special.

I wrote you down on the night of blood moon.

I will give myself to you

on the night of blood moon, too.

Yes.

Tomorrow night.

The night of the blood moon.

We will get married.

I look forward to it.

Me, too.

All right.

According to modern marriage rules,

we can't see each other

before the wedding.

So,

I'm going back to my home.

You should go to Wushan and get prepared.

See you tomorrow.

Be good.

Hurry up and go.

(To our listeners,)

(we'll be able to witness)

(the supermoon that occurs once in a hundred years.)

(Most importantly, it is a very rare red moon.)

(It is also called "blood moon".)

(Myths say that there will be a catastrophe when the moon changes color.)

(Records in history also stated)

("When the blood moon occurs, the air will run out as if we've fallen into hell.")

(But the blood moon is just a rare astronomical phenomenon.)

(It usually appears during the full moon.)

(It's not as scary as what is stated in the myth.)

(In fact, you may watch this romantic sight)

(with your lover.)

[Mei Ru, I'm marrying you.]

[We'll be in a monogamous relationship]

[and I'll never leave you.]

♪The cold first quarter moon illuminates that page of the diary♪

♪Looking forward to a bright story♪

♪I'm always thinking of you, and it's what fills my heart♪

♪Imagination runs wild, and the fantasy moment appears at the best time♪

♪You've come to me♪

♪The moment the dream comes true seems to be an illusion♪

♪It connects the two worlds, and my mind is sleepless♪

♪The starlight is greeting, and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way more when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us appreciate each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment, don't let go of our hands♪

♪Imagination runs wild, and the fantasy moment appears at the best time♪

♪You've come to me♪

♪The moment the dream comes true seems to be an illusion♪

♪It connects the two worlds, and my mind is sleepless♪

♪The starlight is greeting, and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us appreciate each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment, don't let go of our hands♪

♪The starlight is greeting, and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way more when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us appreciate each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment, don't let go of our hands♪