All language subtitles for Insecure s05e02 Growth, Okay.eng

("Sunbathe" by
Tainy & Miguel playing)

♪ I wanna bathe in your light ♪

♪ All day and all night ♪

♪ Yeah, oh sunshine ♪

♪ If you throw it in the air ♪

♪ I couldn't help but stare ♪

♪ Yeah ♪

(phone ringing)

("Get Me Some" by
TOKiMONSTA playing)

♪ ♪

(vibrating)

♪ Shake it, break it ♪

♪ Make it touch the floor ♪

♪ C'mon, move it, do it ♪

♪ Make me lose control ♪

Ohh, The BLOCC is hot,
The BLOCC is hot. Heh, heh.

The BLOCC is hot.
The BLOCC is hot. Heh, heh.

Kelly Rowland:
We can't always change what's happening around us,

but we can always change
what's happening within us.

I'mma embrace it,
Kelly Rowland.

♪ ♪

-I know!
-Ah! Girl, you are early.

Oh, girl.
I had to get out the house.

My roommate and her man
be fuckin' too loud.

(laughs)
My roommate is my Mama,

and her man is my Daddy.
Plate or bag?

Bag, duh.
Thank you.

(loud laughter)

-Tort puns be funny.
-I aim to please.

Oh, all right.
Look, before we close out,

I need help spearheading
the rebranding presentation

-at the retreat.
-Oh, um, I can do it.

Great.

♪ Like the way you, mmh ♪

♪ I just gotta get me some ♪

♪ Girl, I like your, ooh ♪

♪ Can I just,
I just get a touch ♪

Thanks. Hope you enjoy.

I love comin' to these.

The last few you
did was so good.

Thank you.
I'm so glad to hear that.

You saved my life.

Ah.

♪ Hold on, wait,
wait, just wait, wait ♪

-(smacks)
-Wake up! You missin' it.

That's crazy. What?

-Girl, I'm tired.
-Mmm.

I think I'm gonna go lay down.

-You got me my own pillow?
-Yeah.

If you're gon' keep
spendin' the night,

I want you
to be comfortable.

Aww.

Also, your head
kept deflatin' mine.

You couldn't just
do a nice thing?

(both laughing)

-Thank you.
-Mm-hm.

Both:
Goodnight.

(sings)
You're my best friend...

Issa: Shh.
That's not how it goes.

("Freeze" by Kari Faux ft.
Ymtk & Amal Marie playing)

♪ Feel it in your toes
when I fill it in my throat ♪

♪ Run and tell yo friends
tryna brag on the Faux ♪

♪ Not your lover Billie Jean
but I'm billy like the goat ♪

So, we want it
to be just like

that last event
you did here.

Issa:
Oh, the coding workshop.

So you all want iPads
and loose cables everywhere?

Nah, I mean, there
were a bunch of people.

(chuckles)
That's what we want.

But not too
many people

because we already got
a whole bunch of RSVPs.

Oh, well, about that...

Are y'all sold on havin'
the one-year here?

'Cause you could get
more bang for your buck

in a bigger,
more open location.

Hey, I got a hookup
at a car wash parkin' lot.

You just gotta
work one shift.

Y'all still talkin'
'bout this party?

Aric, your client is hot.

Okay? He been waitin',

his wife just went into labor,

and he need to shape up
real quick.

-So, what's up?
-Labor? That's what he's sayin'?

Come do your job.

(laughing)

So, about these locations,

what you thinking,
'cause we gotta stay within this budget.

Uh, well, normally when
I'm working with a client,

they make sure
that I'm well fed

'cause my best ideas
require sustenance.

Oh, well, I'm glad I'm not
one of them clients

'cause, you know, you gotta
set your expectations lower.

-Oh, okay. Cheap clients.
-Wow. Okay.

♪ ♪

You have
a lot of options.

You can try
Ladera Park or Hermosa Beach.

Or the church on Adams
has a parking lot that's super spacious.

-Okay, you know this party
'bout to get unholy. -(scoffs)

But I could--
I could check out the other two though.

-Okay.
-How you feel about tomorrow?

I feel good.

It took like six months
of me wooin' Nadia,

and then another
two months to convince

the Nothing But Water team,

but... it's all
finally happenin'.

All right. I see you.

-Entrepreneur shit.
-Entrepre-noire.

(laughing)

Oh, they're tryin' to
set a mood up in here.

It looks like it's working.

(laughs)

-Damn.
-(both laugh)

So what else do you
have goin' on tonight?

Um, I got plans downtown later.

Oh, those kinda plans?

(both laughing)

What about you?

Hangin' with Molly.
It's freaky Friday,

so we're gonna watch
"Any Given Sunday."

That's what makes it so freaky.

-Okay.
-(laughing)

(funky music playing)

Hey! So y'all can do
all this renovation work,

and you still can't call
the estate planner that I connected you with?

See, we knew you
were gonna ask, so...

There you go.

Molly:
Y'all wrote your will in pencil?

Well, I had to erase
a few things because

(softly):
Jerome pissed me off.

Mom, Dad, this limp,
loose leaf of paper

does not qualify
as estate planning.

You actually have
to go through lawyers--

Herbert:
Hey, Molly.

Hi.

Molly, you
remember Herbert.

You know,
Herbert from church, Herbert.

Herbert, that became
a deacon at 15, Herbert?

You remember.

Carol:
We were at choir rehearsal,

and I told him that
you two should connect.

Herbert plays the organ
and you listen to music, so.

Sometimes, I try to play
songs that the kids can really connect to.

I rework trap songs
for the Lord.

What?
I'm just tryin' to get you back in circulation.

Okay. So, Mom,

I'm really not pressed
to be dating right now.

I'm actually just
focusing on me.

Well, don't focus too long.

I mean, you still gotta
meet a man, date him.

That's two more years,
could be more.

Then me and your Daddy gotta
save up for a big wedding.

That's at least
two more years.

Could be more.

I mean, by the time
you're married,

maybe, your Daddy could
roll ya down the aisle

because he'll
be in a wheelchair.

Because he'll be old, Molly.

I'm just saying that,
in this situation,

-I would rather--
-Hey, Molly. Found one of the songs.

(choir singing):
♪ Jesus gang, Jesus gang, Jesus gang ♪

♪ Jesus gang,
Jesus gang, Jesus gang ♪

♪ Getting on the cross
on Friday ♪

♪ Got the game on Sunday ♪

♪ Jesus gang, Jesus gang,
Jesus gang ♪

(awkward laugh)

And this is the framework
of Crenshawn's show

as he highlights how he got
into fashion while incarcerated.

As you can see,
Quoia is already rockin'

one of Crenshawn's designs.

You can take it
from day to night with a blazer.

I mean, it's day
right now,

but it'll be night later.

That makes sense.

And Crenshawn actually
hires former inmates,

so that they can
get the experience

to find jobs
on the outside.

Thank you.

(applause)

-Wow.
-Wow.

Wow.
What you and Shawn

have come up
with is incredible.

And his story?
So inspiring.

You really blew us away
like (imitates explosion).

(laughs)
Thank you so much. That means a lot.

I'm so excited that
this is all finally comin' together.

Oh, agreed.
Agreed.

Um, I'm-- I'm
a little concerned

that this show
might be a bit

big for Crenshawn's
level of experience.

-What do you mean?
-Uh, well, it's pretty long,

it's at the high end
of our budget,

and I noticed
in the presentation,

there's supposed to be,
um, a group of drummers,

interpretive dancers,
uh, multimedia,

and people
on lowrider bicycles?

Yeah, I don't know
how you show perseverance without lowriders.

(chuckles)

I mean, this is what
we talked about from the beginning.

Yeah, I know
it's last minute,

but we have
some relationships with a few artists

that are on the same
vibe as Shawn...

but they're a bit more...

established and experienced.

Yeah, artists like
Blue Parrot, Renaissance, Edikt.

Yeah, I'm familiar,
but none of them

are from the community,
like Crenshawn is.

Yeah, well, um, there's
a lot of great options,

so think about it.

Great work.

♪ I ♪

♪ Do know that
you're leading me ♪

♪ ♪

-(knocking at door)
-It's open!

Issa:
No, I get it.

The week before
an event is always

stressful, Nathan.

You'll figure it out.

You better
Carpe that Diem,

okay?
(laughs)

Nah, I don't know
what that means.

All right, bye.

-Hey!
-Hey!

So you two are
actually friends?

Girl, I could
never be friends

with somebody whose
dick I've seen.

(laughs)
We're helping each other out.

Plus, he seein' someone,

and he probably got
a bevy of bitches.

-How many bitches make a bevy?
-Seven.

Then I bit my tongue
a bevy of times today.

(laughs)
Oh, how did the presentation go?

I see you with your
power suit on.

This that Takeover Teal.

(both laughing)

I mean, I killed it,
but now Seth is saying

he doesn't think Crenshawn
has enough experience.

They love saying that.

But how's we gonna
get experience

if we're never given
the opportunity?

That is the same shit
I was goin' through with The BLOCC.

Like, at least with NBW,
I can point to something

and say, "See? Experience."

And now you've got
a bevy of experience.

I don't know 'cause Seth
talkin' about replacin' him

with other artists
who've been at it longer,

and I'm just worried
the whole thing's gonna turn out--

-White-friendly?
-Yeah, that.

Well, listen.
Every boss got a boss.

So why don't you
just hit up Nadia?

You smart and I think
she might be in town, too.

-Great idea.
-(phone chimes)

Ahh, come on.

My Mom needs
to stop with these damn pictures.

You talkin' 'bout Herbert?

-Yes.
-He can't look that old.

His Daddy cute. Show me him.

I said, his Daddy cute.
Show me him, Molly.

Show me him.

♪ ♪

♪ So tell me ♪

♪ Tell me why ♪

Okay.

Mm! Ow!

Oh, let's do it.
Damn.

"Looking for serious partners.

"Must be successful, fit,
one degree, two preferred,

"with no kids,
and if you're not that,

please swipe left."

Damn, I was
doin' the most. (chuckles)

(sighs)
What are you looking for?

But I thought you
were feelin' Jared.

I am, but, girl,
these League niggas have been vetted,

and Jared didn't
even go to college.

So, what happened
with The League?

Molly (over phone):
Girl, I'm over them niggas.

Like, they look good on paper,
but they on some bullshit.

I've dated outside
my race before,

but I know I wanna
end up with a Black man,

so what is the point?

Okay, um.

Uh, dating me is like...

Oh, okay.
Well, you know, I just wanted to know

that you got home safely.
That's all.

And don't take
this the wrong way,

you really needed a win.

Look, I'm tired.

Molly, you literally
never let shit go.

♪ ♪

Oh my god.
This is so good.

Yup. Nice big breakfast steak.

Right?
Oh god, I love steak.

So, I wanted to talk
about the event.

There's something
I wanted to, um-- ooh, another steak?

Who, uh--

Hey!

Seth: Hey.

Nadia:
When you told me you had some concerns

about the direction
of the event, I invited Seth,

and figured we
could all get on the same page.

That was
a great idea.

Yeah, that's why
you're you. (chuckles)

And to be clear,
workin' with Seth has been amazing.

He's so smart.

Whip-smart.
(imitates whip cracking)

Um, and I understand

Seth's concerns
about Crenshawn

having a lack
of experience,

but no one else
has the authenticity that he does.

I get that... but this
just feels ambitious.

We're a young company.

The moves we make
now are important.

If this doesn't go well,
it could cost us.

(softly):
But we orderin' breakfast steaks?

I'm not trying
to be difficult.

This is a big deal for us.

No-- it's a big deal
for me, too.

And, I understand it's a risk,

but...

when this goes well,

NBW gets to say that
they discovered Crenshawn.

(indistinct whispering)

If we're gonna go with him,
we'll have some notes.

Great!
Notes are my favorite.

Thank you notes,
love notes,

notebooks,
"The Notebook."

Great movie, sad ending.
We have got to find a cure.

("Make Em Mad" by
Big Boss Vette playing)

♪ Just ran up a check ♪

♪ Pussy drippin' on his neck ♪

♪ He like can I take you out ♪

♪ I'm like nah
we can't do that ♪

♪ My other niggas
gon' get mad ♪

Crenshawn:
Sup, Keenan?

Aight, I ain't
no snitch...

Tarik is eatin'
snacks on the job.

(chuckles)

Well, you can eat
snacks, too, bro.

You a free man now.

-Word.
-Aight.

Can't be snack snitchin'.

-You feel me.
-(laughing)

So, I met with the team...

-Word.
-...and great news, we're good to go.

Oh, shit!

-Word?
-Yeah.

Yo, that's what's up!

I knew you'd get
that shit done.

-I appreciate that.
-No, thank you.

-I'm really excited--
-I'm 'bout to change

-the game
on these niggas, boy. -Ahh.

Yo,
I'm talkin' straight flex mode, nigga.

-Okay.
-Yo, you know that little art

performance piece
I was talkin' about?

-Uh-huh.
-We gotta dial that up

a whole notch now.

I'm finna go crazy.

Issa:
Absolutely.

Uh, well, NBW did have
a couple of notes.

Crenshawn:
Notes?

What you mean "notes"?

Well, they, um, they just

requested to simplify
the show a bit.

Simplify?
What you mean by simplify?

They think it's ambitious,

but they just want
you to be successful.

Huh.

For example, they...

want to cut the section
on perseverance.

That's one of the dopest
parts of the show.

Iss, I'm not
tryna cut that.

I know, the lowriders.
I love them too.

What else they sayin'?

Mmm.

You know, it's funny.
Earlier you had said

you wanted to double down
on the performance element.

(laughs)
They wanna lose that, too.

Damn.
Maybe they not seein' the vision.

-This might not be the move.
-No!

Crenshawn,
I gotta say I still think

this is a great
opportunity.

And I still think
you're the perfect person for the job.

I know how good you are.

And, honestly, takin'
a couple of notes

is miles better than
the other artists

they were tryin'
to bring into this.

-(Issa chuckles)
-Other artists?

(scoffs)

But-- but I talked
them out of that.

Look, they-- they
love your vision,

they love your passion,

they just... wanna make
sure that it works.

Maybe we just gotta
wait for somebody who really get the vision.

Notes are normal for where
we're at right now.

Look, starting over
would be a waste

of the six months
we spent tryin' to get here.

It's all part
of the game.

And I'm just tryin'
to win with you.

I was hype as fuck
about this shit, too.

Me too.

Fuck it.

-Let's get it.
-Yes!

We got this.
I got you.

I won't let you down.

Aight.

Crenshawn:
Keenan?

Just eat
the sandwich, nigga.

(line ringing)

-Carol (on phone): Hello?
-Hey, Mom!

Oh, hey!
Baby, just a second.

I am making spaghetti squash.

Now, did you know that
there's no spaghetti in it?

Yeah.

Hey, I, I just
wanted to apologize

for bein' so hard on you
about the estate stuff.

I know I can be

oh, too tight
about things, and so,

when I feel it,
I wanna address it.

Well, you don't owe me a sorry.

I know you want
what's best for us.

I just have to push through
my fear... and do it.

Molly:
No, I get it.

Believe me.

That is not easy.

Well, I'm gonna call
the estate planner tomorrow.

And maybe you
can give Herbert a call.

You know, I saw him when
we had beach day at the church.

Jesus, be a thigh.

Oh, I'm hangin' up, Mom.

("You Gotta" by
Larry June playing)

♪ You gotta know
what you want ♪

♪ You gotta push that line ♪

♪ You gotta stay on your toes ♪

-Hey, girl!
-Hi--

Uhh, bitch,
have you lost your mind?

Dasani?
We NBW gang now.

Oh, my bad.
I ain't know.

So we got colors,
is there a hand sign,

is there a dance?

(laughing)

So what do you think?

Aw, girl.
I know you been puttin' in work,

but this... this is it!

-This is amazing.
-Thank you, girl.

Okay.
So, all the gift bags are all set up.

And Crenshawn
just arrived,

so I'm gonna see
if he needs any additional help.

And god damn!
Why ex-cons gotta be so fine?

I mean, I knew,
but I didn't know-know.

I mean, lock me up
and send me to his jail.

-Okay?
-Quoia, please. Keep it cool.

-Hi, Quoia.
-(Quoia chuckles)

-(buzzing)
-Just checkin'.

She still thinks I brought
a gun to the block party?

I mean, you did.

(laughs)

Mmm. Another
Issa Dee event.

Time for an interview?

Uh, yeah,
I don't have time.

If you don't make time,
I'll have to do an exposé

on what you're hiding here.

The BLOCC
is super excited

to be spotlighting
Crenshawn,

a local
Black designer,

who has such a pertinent
point of view

on the flaws
in our prison system.

Wow.
This is an event

with an actual impact
on the community.

I see you've been
taking my notes.

Shannon:
Is there a problem?

No, no, no. That's just
a special cheer

that we do when everything's
going as it should be.

-(Issa laughs)
-Yeah.

-Ooh, look at you.
-Yeah.

Issa:
Yeah, okay.

(laughing)

What's goin' on?

It's about Crenshawn.

(drums playing)

-What the fuck?!
-I, I know.

That's why I was
wavin' so crazy.

(drums playing)

Hey, Crenshawn.

This looks like all
the stuff that we cut from the show.

What's up?

It wasn't
feelin' right, so...

put the pieces back in.

But we're a team.

Why would you do
that five minutes

before the show
without tellin' me?

'Cause...

I knew you'd try and
talk me out of it, right?

Yeah, you're damn right I would.
This is outta pocket.

We have a brand
to answer to--

Ay, nah, you got
a brand to answer to.

Okay.
Maybe we should start using "I" statements.

Okay.
I feel like you're being really unprofessional.

And I feel like
your support for me is just a bunch of talk.

You can't support
me halfway, Issa.

Do you have any idea
what I even had to do to get you here?

Now, you hear yourself?
You're not my savior, bro.

Look, I was doin'
just fine without you.

I refuse to be a sellout.

-What're you tryin' to say?
-I'm not takin' notes

from people who
want me to be like

a bunch of wack artists
I don't respect.

You said you love
my passion, right?

Here it is.

And sound check in five!

Model:
Thank you, five.

(indistinct chatter)

So he just went rogue?

Like in X-Men,
bitch.

("Moving Fast" by
DOM KENNEDY playing)

♪ The money look good ♪

♪ Skyloft how I play ♪

♪ If it smell good,
let me get it ♪

♪ If it smell good ♪

♪ If it smell good,
let me get it ♪

♪ Leimert Park ♪

Well, this doesn't
seem so bad.

-♪ Huh! We out ♪
-♪ Other people's money ♪

(siren wailing)

Both:
Oh, shit.

(audience chatter)

(shouts):
Did all my invisible niggas go to heaven?

-(models shouting)
-I said...

-Did all my invisible
niggas go to heaven? -Oh. Oh.

-(models shouting)
-Did all my invisible niggas go to heaven?

(rhythmic drumming)

Did all my invisible
niggas go to heaven?

They're gonna fire me.
I'm never gonna work in this town again.

I'mma have to go
back to drivin' Lyft.

Why did I take
my sticker off?

("Out the Window"
by ICECOLDBISHOP playing)

♪ Bitch I rep my gang, my turf,
my hood, my squad, my set ♪

♪ Heard you want me dead
but you ain't came and touch me yet ♪

♪ Choppa fuck your hood
and then your bitch gon' fuck me next ♪

Issa:
Oh my god. Look at him.

He-- It literally hurts
him to watch this.

♪ ♪

(funky music playing)

Don't stress,
I'm gonna take care of it. Okay?

I already got somebody on that.

I was looking for you.

-Yes, hey!
-Hey.

Um, I know the show was
a little bit different.

Yeah, you didn't
take the notes.

No, the-- um, I actually
did talk to Crenshawn,

but he's an artist,
little bit of a loose cannon--

Loose cannon? (laughs)
Uh, he's more like a missile.

That... blew me away.

(imitates explosion)

Wait, what?
Thank you, huh?

Sometimes, when
you're starting out, you can get so...

nervous about everything
going right, and then...

you meet people
like you and Crenshawn

who trust their gut.

Thanks for pushing us.

Yeah, thank you.

Well, I should get home.
I...

had a very aggressive
massage the other day,

and it's killing me, um,

but let's talk soon.

I'd love to hear
the other projects you're passionate about,

and get you
more funding, too.

-Yeah, yeah.
-Yeah?

-Sounds good. Thanks.
-Okay.

Issa:
All right, see you. Feel better.

Man:
Best of luck, bro.

-Be good, bro.
-Peace.

Reporter:
Great job, Crenshawn.

'ppreciate that.
'ppreciate that.

Anything else
comin' up after this?

Crenshawn:
More clothes, more shows.

("Movin' On" by
India Shawn playing)

♪ ♪

♪ I'm in my bag,
sometimes it's like that ♪

♪ Get yourself out
of them blues ♪

♪ You gotta give it to you ♪

♪ Ain't nobody got
you like you ♪

♪ Let it show ♪

♪ We gon' shine
like gods today ♪

♪ Look down on the stars,
look what we made ♪

♪ When you've been so low ♪

♪ There's only one way to go,
one way to go ♪

♪ Diamonds on my wristwatch ♪

♪ Twenty-four gold heart ♪

♪ Shining on you so hard ♪

♪ When you've been down
so long, one way to go ♪

♪ Switching on you,
crisscross ♪

Embrace the change.
Embrace the change. Embrace the change.

♪ Movin' on like I should ♪

♪ I just wanna feel good ♪

I mean, it seemed
like it went well,

and that's all
that matters.

Yeah, I guess.

C'mon.

You can't
be everything to everybody.

I stay tryin'
to learn how to braid,

and it's like, fuck it.
That's not your gift.

(chuckles)

You look like
you fallin' asleep. I'm about to head out.

What? No, I--
I've been chillin'.

(mumbles)
You been braidin' everybody.

Nah, it's all good.

I'mma just
catch this Lyft.

Well, why don't you just
spend the night?

Oh.

Aight.

("Lay" by bLAck pARty playing)

Thanks for comin' through.

I feel so much better.

Of course.

♪ ♪

♪ Where are you at, baby,
can you come over to me ♪

♪ I hate sleepin' alone ♪

(crying)

-Um, okay. Uh, you okay?
-Mm-hm.

I'm fine. I'm sorry.

Uh, maybe we shouldn't--
we shouldn't do this.

Fuck.
I'm all cryin' in your mouth.

Ah, it-- it's okay.
I mean, it happens.

I'm sorry.

I thought I was...

I thought I was ready.

(cries)

(door closes)

("Icarus" by Fana Hues playing)

♪ Oh, how the feels
fill the room ♪

♪ I could melt to touch ♪

♪ And all that I ever need
is right here between us ♪

♪ You're so cruel ♪

♪ I fade to blue ♪

♪ How did I get so close ♪

♪ Probably God only knows ♪

♪ Saw the signs, still I go ♪

♪ Done it all on my own ♪

♪ How did I ♪

♪ Mama told me,
don't you never ♪

♪ Ever give yourself away ♪

♪ But that's just ♪

♪ How shit flows ♪

♪ That's how shit flows ♪

♪ Mmm ♪

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