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Previously on The Resident...
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Why are you here?
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- I'm not here to see you.
- I know this is hard,
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but I can't have you
in my life right now.
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What's your beef with Dr. Sutton?
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She's my mother.
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She gave birth to me
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and then wanted nothing to do with me.
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The defining experience
in your life is abandonment.
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Conrad Hawkins,
there's been an accident.
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Nicolette Nevin. Single-car collision.
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Significant intrusion
on the driver's side.
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Her brain is herniating.
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Nic won't recover from this, Conrad.
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Open the tunnel.
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Open the tunnel. Oh, there it is.
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Hey.
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Hold still.
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You know, you've been
visiting the crash site
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every morning for the past two weeks.
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You never come home feeling better or...
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more informed than when you left.
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I'm just wondering
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if this might be doing you
more harm than good.
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Just something I need to do, Dad.
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There had to have been a
medical cause for the accident.
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Cops believe she was alone on the road.
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It wasn't dark.
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No skid marks.
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She could have fallen asleep.
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Nah, unlikely. When she was driving,
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she always had a thermos
of coffee with her.
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It was her thing.
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Maybe she was texting.
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She wouldn't do that.
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The car could have caused her to swerve.
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Kid on a bike.
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Deer. Raccoon. Who knows?
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Whenever we went on trips,
she always wanted to drive.
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She hated the way I drove.
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She was a great driver.
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Just doesn't make sense.
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I know the answer's
in her medical records.
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I know.
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I, uh, think I'm gonna
take GiGi to the park.
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Let ball, please.
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Let's take a minute?
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You know, Dr. Devi showed me
a real slick way
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to tack down hernia mesh
laparoscopically.
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The intern Devi?
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Have you managed to get
Kit Voss into bed yet?
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Next question, Dr. Kranepool.
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You're taking instruction
from children, for God's sakes.
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You can't close on the boss.
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I showed you how to be
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an unrelenting master of the universe.
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- The hell happened?
- Serve the ball, tough guy.
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They see your confidence
is gone, it's over.
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Yeah, well, my universe is a
little smaller than it once was,
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but my confidence...
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is fine.
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Eh...
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Yeah, I'm needed in the OR.
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We'll finish this up tonight,
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if you're not too bushed.
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Now, with all the fibrous
tissue removed,
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what is the critical anatomical region
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we're looking at, Dr. Devi?
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- The hepatocystic triangle.
- Good.
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Now, zoom in with the camera.
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More.
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Until I tell you to stop, Doctor.
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Yes. Finally.
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That's good.
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Could you talk me through the advantages
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of operating at such a high
magnification, Dr. Kranepool?
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I've only read that the field of view
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should be kept at a wide angle.
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Well, if you're lucky, you'll
reach a point in your career
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where you don't need books to remind you
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of basic anatomy...
though I have my doubts.
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I know the location of every structure
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in and out of my field of vision.
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Blood keeps pooling,
and the source is outside
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of our field of vision.
I'm zooming out, Doctor.
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Do not zoom out.
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Point the camera inferiorly.
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More.
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Now to the right.
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- I'm losing orientation, Doctor.
- Then suction faster.
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I have to pull back.
I can't see anything.
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My way or the highway, Dr. Snowflake.
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BP's falling.
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Good save, Dr. Devi.
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If you'd still like
to widen your view, Doctor,
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feel free to watch from the hallway.
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Hey, thanks for meeting me.
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- Why did you call me?
- Something you said to me
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keeps coming back.
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- Yeah? What?
- I'm not interested
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in that cliché-filled lecture
you're itching to deliver
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about bad choices
and unmet potential served up...
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You are dangerously close
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to putting me off of
my favorite breakfast burrito.
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The defining experience
of my life is abandonment.
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That's what you said.
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You disagree?
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I don't think that's true.
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Let me help you out.
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Do you surround yourself
with lower companions?
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Huh? Half-bright stoners
who won't ever leave
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because you make them
feel special by association?
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Do you gravitate toward
emotionally withholding women
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who reflect your false sense
of your own worthlessness?
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When you can't draw ego
sustenance from your acolytes,
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do you have grandiose fantasies
about who you might become
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to show your bio mom Billie
what a mistake she's made?
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If you've answered yes
to any of those questions,
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the defining experience
in your life is abandonment.
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So, Trevor, what do you know
about your birth father?
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All she told me about
my biological father
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was that he was
three years older than her,
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teenage ladies' man,
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- football stud.
- Mm.
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So, two careless high school kids, huh?
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- No, no, put that back.
- Are you kidding?
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- We got to record what happens.
- Trevor, listen to me. Stop.
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Okay, this is how it's gonna go.
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You only speak when spoken to.
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It's only "Yes, sir" or "No, sir",
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and keep your hands
in plain sight at all times.
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This is not a request.
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Morning, Officer.
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Sir, are you aware that
your right taillight is out?
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Yes, sir. I'm sorry about that, Officer.
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I ordered the part from Germany.
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It should be here tomorrow.
You know, it's kind of hard
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to track down European
vintage car parts locally.
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- License and registration, please?
- Sure.
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And then I'm gonna need you both
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to step out of the car, gentlemen.
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Easy, all right?
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Just easy.
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Keep your hands on the car
where I can see 'em, gentlemen.
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Oh, I cannot wait
till your pasty ass finds out
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- what he does for a living.
- Hey, Trevor, chill.
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What was that?
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I mean, all you see is
two Black men in a car
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that's a little too nice,
so it must be stolen, right?
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Or we must be into something illegal.
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- Trevor, easy. Trevor...
- And once you run the plates,
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- Trevor! Trevor!
- and they're clean,
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suddenly you'll remember that we fit
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the description of a wanted Black man
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wearing a shirt and pants,
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- between five-one and six-eight.
- You might want to calm down, son.
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- Oh, I'm not your son.
- Son, put your hands on that vehicle.
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- Stop calling me "son". - Officer...
- Get your hands on the car!
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Trevor, back up!
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Call 911.
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911. What's your emergency?
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A cop got hit by a scooter.
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We're on Rose, just west
of Nelson Boulevard.
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- Ambulance is five minutes out.
- He won't make it that long.
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His airway's flooded with blood.
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In my glove box, there's a black
bag with a scalpel and pen.
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Grab it.
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You just helped save a man's life.
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I've been able to rule out a lot
of things based on these labs.
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- They're, they're all normal.
- Okay. That's progress.
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Yeah, but a problem with her heart
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is still a distinct possibility.
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Well, what exactly are you looking for?
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I need to know why she crashed.
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Telemetry strip gives me a window
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into her cardiac rhythm while
she was in the hospital, but...
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maybe we missed
an underlying arrhythmia.
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- Sure, that is a possibility, but...
- But...
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what?
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But it is unlikely, right?
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"Unlikely" is not definitive.
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We'll have a better sense of things
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if I measure every peak and valley
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on this damn strip.
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We find a run of PVCs,
we're onto something.
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I have another pair of calipers
in the box.
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You want to grab a strip?
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Sure. Yeah.
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Conrad said he wants everything in here.
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Yeah, I'll bring it to him
when I do my check-in.
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Well, he is deep down
a rabbit hole right now.
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A medical mystery tour.
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I'm not sure I like it.
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Nic's dead. Nothing's gonna change that.
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So let him tilt at windmills.
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It's not hurting you.
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If he doesn't find
what he wants, then what?
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You'll be there for him.
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We all will.
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Are we absolutely sure
that Nic couldn't have...
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Are we absolutely sure that Nic
couldn't have had a seizure
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or an ischemic stroke?
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I know by the time we did the scan,
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her brain was swollen, so...
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it might have been hard
to see something like that.
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You know, we've been through all
of her labs and her tox screen.
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Nothing suggests she was predisposed
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to a seizure or a stroke.
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You're absolutely certain?
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Having a hard time
connecting the dots here.
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Yeah, I get that.
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And you are a very formidable
diagnostician...
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Oh, don't humor me, Billie.
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Listen, but whatever you're looking for,
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it didn't happen in Nic's brain.
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I'm sorry.
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Nic was mine.
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I was hers. It was us.
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There was no me.
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Now the only thing I recognize
about myself
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is that I'm a doctor.
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After my mom died,
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my dad was finally able
to remember to hang up his towel
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instead of tossing it on the bed,
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which drove her crazy.
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I just kept telling him
how proud she'd be.
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And I'll say the same to you.
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Did Nic ever feel faint
or pass out as a kid,
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like when you guys were playing
sports or something?
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Not that I can remember.
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Sorry.
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He could have lost the patient.
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He would have lost the patient
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if it weren't for Dr. Devi.
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And then he told me to go stand
in the hallway.
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What would you do?
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You know that Kranepool and Bell
are super tight, right?
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They've been besties
since we used leeches.
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I'm aware of that.
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Also, the Hippocratic oath is:
"Do no harm".
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"Stop an old white guy
who could destroy your career
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from maybe doing harm".
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I'm also aware of that.
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But if his skills are diminished
and he wrecks a patient,
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I would never forgive myself
for doing nothing.
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I get that.
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If you do decide to make
your concerns known,
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just find a way to do it
without leaving a paper trail
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or saying anything
that could be quoted, all right?
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What am I supposed to do?
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Communicate them
with an interpretive dance?
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I would pay to see that.
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You're not being helpful.
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All right, I'm sorry. I'm just...
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I'm just too tired to think right now.
257
00:13:56,904 --> 00:13:58,934
Well, maybe Conrad will be back soon,
258
00:13:58,939 --> 00:14:00,969
and you won't have
to keep covering his shifts.
259
00:14:00,974 --> 00:14:03,609
He is on his own schedule.
260
00:14:05,345 --> 00:14:07,042
But I miss you.
261
00:14:07,047 --> 00:14:08,748
I miss you, too.
262
00:14:09,550 --> 00:14:11,547
I'm gonna have to force myself to eat
263
00:14:11,552 --> 00:14:14,316
before my next surgery with Kranepool.
264
00:14:14,321 --> 00:14:17,853
40-ish male versus scooter. High speed.
265
00:14:17,858 --> 00:14:20,522
Airway secured during the field.
Level-1 trauma now.
266
00:14:20,527 --> 00:14:21,794
Bay Ten.
267
00:14:23,030 --> 00:14:25,898
Let's go, fellas.
268
00:14:30,370 --> 00:14:31,767
All right, on my count.
269
00:14:31,772 --> 00:14:35,074
One, two, three.
270
00:14:35,943 --> 00:14:38,711
All right, I'm starting
the primary survey.
271
00:14:39,947 --> 00:14:41,210
Crackles bilaterally.
272
00:14:41,215 --> 00:14:43,046
He's tachy to the 150s.
Let's get him on a vent.
273
00:14:43,050 --> 00:14:44,847
Let's get a vent in here!
274
00:14:45,252 --> 00:14:47,215
The field cric is perfectly done.
275
00:14:47,220 --> 00:14:49,789
- This your work?
- Me and the kid.
276
00:14:55,295 --> 00:14:58,326
Aortic regurgitation due
to severely damaged valve.
277
00:14:58,331 --> 00:15:00,061
He's in rapid heart failure.
278
00:15:00,066 --> 00:15:03,303
Call to the OR.
Book an emergency sternotomy.
279
00:15:05,772 --> 00:15:07,870
- Hey, AJ.
- Yeah?
280
00:15:07,875 --> 00:15:10,472
- Were you at the scene of the accident?
- Oh, yeah.
281
00:15:10,477 --> 00:15:13,008
Officer Winnaker pulled us over
and out of the car
282
00:15:13,013 --> 00:15:15,577
for driving-while-Black,
then he pulled his gun out
283
00:15:15,582 --> 00:15:17,646
and he got hit by the scooter.
284
00:15:17,651 --> 00:15:19,181
- His gun?
- Yeah.
285
00:15:19,186 --> 00:15:22,184
Are you sure you're in the right
headspace to work on him?
286
00:15:22,189 --> 00:15:24,453
Pravesh, I saved
the guy's life once already.
287
00:15:24,458 --> 00:15:27,589
I am not gonna lower
my batting average to .500,
288
00:15:27,594 --> 00:15:30,563
patient's bad intentions
notwithstanding.
289
00:15:36,403 --> 00:15:38,137
Thank you.
290
00:15:52,686 --> 00:15:54,754
Hello, Dr. Devi.
291
00:15:55,789 --> 00:15:58,052
I have cried twice this morning
292
00:15:58,057 --> 00:16:00,593
trying to choose a replacement for Nic.
293
00:16:05,832 --> 00:16:07,596
Are you all right?
294
00:16:07,601 --> 00:16:09,765
Say something, dear.
295
00:16:12,339 --> 00:16:15,308
There's something
you need to communicate to me?
296
00:16:19,012 --> 00:16:22,048
Oh... you wish to remain anonymous.
297
00:16:23,850 --> 00:16:25,447
Clever girl.
298
00:16:25,452 --> 00:16:28,483
So, uh, does this concern
another doctor at the hospital?
299
00:16:29,790 --> 00:16:32,655
A surgeon you've worked with?
300
00:16:33,861 --> 00:16:37,893
Someone in whose OR
you've recently been?
301
00:16:41,735 --> 00:16:43,269
Dr. Kranepool?
302
00:16:45,772 --> 00:16:47,135
Oh.
303
00:16:47,140 --> 00:16:49,538
Crunch no more. I'll look into it.
304
00:16:49,543 --> 00:16:51,240
Oh, one more question.
305
00:16:51,245 --> 00:16:53,446
Can I have one of those?
306
00:16:54,548 --> 00:16:56,045
Aaron Kranepool?
307
00:16:56,050 --> 00:16:59,181
- That's ridiculous.
- I've poked around.
308
00:16:59,186 --> 00:17:01,850
- His stats are declining precipitously.
- Oh, come on, Kit,
309
00:17:01,855 --> 00:17:02,885
the guy's a machine.
310
00:17:02,890 --> 00:17:04,587
He's only a couple of years
older than me...
311
00:17:04,591 --> 00:17:06,855
- he still beats me at squash.
- You told me he cheats.
312
00:17:06,860 --> 00:17:10,726
Well, no, I think what I said
was he's highly competitive.
313
00:17:10,731 --> 00:17:13,895
I understand he's a good friend
and he's important to you.
314
00:17:13,900 --> 00:17:15,197
No, it's-it's more than that.
315
00:17:15,202 --> 00:17:16,965
He was a resident when I was an intern,
316
00:17:16,970 --> 00:17:18,600
and an attending when I was a resident,
317
00:17:18,605 --> 00:17:21,837
and he was... he was my example.
318
00:17:21,842 --> 00:17:24,106
I'm sure he was a damn good one,
319
00:17:24,111 --> 00:17:26,041
but it appears things have changed.
320
00:17:26,046 --> 00:17:28,443
Now, wasn't he just down at Hopkins
321
00:17:28,448 --> 00:17:30,145
for their in-depth skills assessment?
322
00:17:30,150 --> 00:17:32,548
You know self-reporting poor results
323
00:17:32,553 --> 00:17:34,183
for the Hopkins assessment is optional.
324
00:17:34,188 --> 00:17:36,384
The only person who sees it
is the doctor being tested.
325
00:17:36,389 --> 00:17:38,887
Yeah, okay, okay.
So somebody reported him.
326
00:17:38,892 --> 00:17:41,423
I don't need to know who, just...
327
00:17:41,428 --> 00:17:44,297
what exactly was said.
328
00:17:45,399 --> 00:17:49,465
I couldn't possibly repeat
verbatim what was told to me.
329
00:17:49,470 --> 00:17:50,866
Why not?
330
00:17:51,571 --> 00:17:53,868
You are an exemplary surgeon.
331
00:17:53,873 --> 00:17:56,405
I know you can't imagine entering an OR
332
00:17:56,410 --> 00:17:59,307
without being in perfect mental
and physical shape.
333
00:17:59,312 --> 00:18:01,677
It would be anathema to you.
334
00:18:03,150 --> 00:18:06,648
Uh... well, exemplary, I don't know.
335
00:18:06,653 --> 00:18:08,150
I need to know
336
00:18:08,155 --> 00:18:09,685
if there's even a small chance
337
00:18:09,690 --> 00:18:11,654
that Kranepool could injure a patient.
338
00:18:11,659 --> 00:18:13,055
What do you need me to do?
339
00:18:13,060 --> 00:18:15,591
He has a surgery this afternoon.
340
00:18:15,596 --> 00:18:17,125
I'd like you to observe.
341
00:18:17,130 --> 00:18:20,329
Fine. I'm-I'm sure whatever
was said is overblown.
342
00:18:20,334 --> 00:18:21,801
Let's hope so.
343
00:18:23,003 --> 00:18:25,901
And you're absolutely sure
your hands were visible
344
00:18:25,906 --> 00:18:26,935
the entire time?
345
00:18:26,940 --> 00:18:29,438
Oh, my God, for the third time, yes...
346
00:18:29,443 --> 00:18:30,973
sir.
347
00:18:30,978 --> 00:18:33,042
We just want to make sure
we have an accurate account.
348
00:18:33,046 --> 00:18:34,776
Now, it's a natural reaction to be angry
349
00:18:34,781 --> 00:18:35,844
when you're pulled over.
350
00:18:35,849 --> 00:18:37,849
Maybe you raised your voice, took a step
351
00:18:37,854 --> 00:18:40,320
- towards Officer Winnaker...
- How do you guys do this with a straight face, huh?
352
00:18:40,324 --> 00:18:42,522
I mean, if we were white,
we'd never be hands on the hood
353
00:18:42,526 --> 00:18:45,124
- for a damn taillight.
- Easy, now. That's a serious accusation.
354
00:18:45,129 --> 00:18:47,455
Okay, I'm done answering
your transparent,
355
00:18:47,460 --> 00:18:50,025
- insulting questions.
- Excuse me, officers.
356
00:18:50,030 --> 00:18:52,594
I'm pretty sure you have all you need.
357
00:18:52,599 --> 00:18:54,095
You have our phone numbers.
358
00:18:54,100 --> 00:18:55,430
If you need any more information,
359
00:18:55,435 --> 00:18:57,599
you know how to contact us.
360
00:18:57,604 --> 00:18:58,867
We'll be in touch.
361
00:18:58,872 --> 00:19:01,107
- Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.
362
00:19:07,214 --> 00:19:10,550
You want to watch me operate
on Officer Winnaker?
363
00:19:11,752 --> 00:19:14,116
Yeah, I'm a little busy, so...
364
00:19:14,121 --> 00:19:15,350
I'll pass.
365
00:19:15,355 --> 00:19:16,985
Oh, yeah?
366
00:19:16,990 --> 00:19:19,559
What, you got to go home
and cook up some Molly?
367
00:19:21,061 --> 00:19:23,358
Go to the admin office
on the second floor.
368
00:19:23,363 --> 00:19:25,932
You have to fill out some paperwork.
369
00:19:34,274 --> 00:19:36,509
What is going on with you and Trevor?
370
00:19:38,111 --> 00:19:40,509
He called me this morning
and we had breakfast.
371
00:19:40,514 --> 00:19:42,611
Okay, I told you, this is
very complicated for me.
372
00:19:42,616 --> 00:19:44,713
And with Nic gone,
I'm already pretty ragged.
373
00:19:44,718 --> 00:19:47,582
- I don't need this, AJ.
- I get it, I get it. I'm sorry.
374
00:19:47,587 --> 00:19:49,951
Bringing him here
was not part of the plan.
375
00:19:49,956 --> 00:19:52,821
But then there seemed
to be a lesson in there
376
00:19:52,826 --> 00:19:55,857
- that the kid could learn...
- Wait, who asked you to give life lessons
377
00:19:55,862 --> 00:19:57,897
to the kid I gave up?
378
00:20:00,667 --> 00:20:02,902
Why are you so angry with him?
379
00:20:03,703 --> 00:20:05,400
Huh?
380
00:20:05,405 --> 00:20:07,502
He's curious about his genes.
381
00:20:07,507 --> 00:20:10,738
He has a suspicion that nature
has a bigger hand in who he is
382
00:20:10,743 --> 00:20:12,974
than nurture,
and those kind of questions
383
00:20:12,979 --> 00:20:14,810
can torture a kid.
384
00:20:14,815 --> 00:20:16,244
They tortured me.
385
00:20:16,249 --> 00:20:18,246
You're overstepping,
386
00:20:18,251 --> 00:20:20,352
and you need to stop.
387
00:20:29,300 --> 00:20:31,100
What did I tell you?
388
00:20:32,105 --> 00:20:34,174
Look at this run of PVCs.
389
00:20:35,843 --> 00:20:36,873
Yeah, but it's...
390
00:20:36,878 --> 00:20:39,042
I know she had a significant
brain injury at the time,
391
00:20:39,047 --> 00:20:42,112
but before you say
anything else, look at this.
392
00:20:42,816 --> 00:20:45,214
From when Nic got stabbed. Her EKGs.
393
00:20:45,219 --> 00:20:46,716
Okay.
394
00:20:46,721 --> 00:20:48,551
Multiple PVCs.
395
00:20:48,556 --> 00:20:52,555
This could be the answer
to something, but...
396
00:20:52,560 --> 00:20:54,256
I don't know what.
397
00:20:54,261 --> 00:20:57,026
Uh, she could have had
a genetic heart condition.
398
00:20:57,031 --> 00:20:59,262
Her mother died young... maybe
that's what happened to Nic.
399
00:20:59,266 --> 00:21:01,797
Did GiGi inherit it?
400
00:21:01,802 --> 00:21:04,003
If I know, I can address it.
401
00:21:09,410 --> 00:21:12,441
When my father died, you
let me do what I needed to do,
402
00:21:12,446 --> 00:21:15,281
and I want to repay
that kindness to you.
403
00:21:15,983 --> 00:21:17,079
But what you found
404
00:21:17,084 --> 00:21:19,248
are a few premature
ventricular contractions,
405
00:21:19,253 --> 00:21:21,450
all when Nic was sick, post-stabbing,
406
00:21:21,455 --> 00:21:24,691
or with, ultimately,
a fatal brain injury.
407
00:21:26,293 --> 00:21:30,025
Do you honestly...
408
00:21:30,030 --> 00:21:32,232
find this significant?
409
00:21:34,268 --> 00:21:35,498
Because...
410
00:21:35,503 --> 00:21:37,333
I know it's not meaningful,
and I know that
411
00:21:37,338 --> 00:21:39,506
because of what you taught me.
412
00:21:49,350 --> 00:21:51,585
Bearing the Unbearable.
413
00:21:52,786 --> 00:21:55,684
The Other Side of Sadness.
414
00:21:58,125 --> 00:22:01,624
How to Go On Living
When Someone You Love Dies.
415
00:22:02,697 --> 00:22:04,394
Those books don't have the answer I need
416
00:22:04,399 --> 00:22:06,668
when GiGi asks me how her mother died.
417
00:22:16,977 --> 00:22:19,074
The heart is exposed.
418
00:22:19,079 --> 00:22:21,247
Prepare the bypass catheters.
419
00:22:22,183 --> 00:22:23,412
Oh.
420
00:22:23,417 --> 00:22:26,115
- Well, that could be a problem.
- Dr. Austin?
421
00:22:26,120 --> 00:22:29,152
The proximal aorta was
damaged in the trauma.
422
00:22:29,157 --> 00:22:32,288
People, we have to work quickly
if we don't want...
423
00:22:35,629 --> 00:22:37,726
Ruptured aorta.
424
00:22:37,731 --> 00:22:40,329
All right, everybody, listen up,
there's a new plan.
425
00:22:40,334 --> 00:22:41,764
All eyes on me.
426
00:22:41,769 --> 00:22:43,833
We're gonna have to crash on pump.
427
00:22:43,838 --> 00:22:45,634
You two cannulate the femoral artery.
428
00:22:45,639 --> 00:22:48,404
I will cannulate the IVC
through the right atrium.
429
00:22:48,409 --> 00:22:50,439
Be ready to start bypass on my order.
430
00:22:50,444 --> 00:22:52,141
We are against the clock, people,
431
00:22:52,146 --> 00:22:54,014
so let's move fast.
432
00:23:07,294 --> 00:23:09,329
All right, clamp number one.
433
00:23:12,900 --> 00:23:14,801
Scalpel.
434
00:23:21,842 --> 00:23:24,043
Catheter.
435
00:23:27,614 --> 00:23:30,113
BP 87/48 and dropping.
436
00:23:30,118 --> 00:23:33,687
Let's start the bypass. Cool
the blood to 18 degrees Celsius.
437
00:23:36,590 --> 00:23:38,420
Did we do it, Dr. Austin?
438
00:23:38,425 --> 00:23:40,689
You did great.
But don't get too excited.
439
00:23:40,694 --> 00:23:43,392
That was just step one
in keeping this man alive.
440
00:23:43,397 --> 00:23:46,128
Once his temperature cools
to 18 degrees,
441
00:23:46,133 --> 00:23:48,764
we will drain all the blood
out of his body.
442
00:23:48,769 --> 00:23:50,799
- The hell?
- And then we will perform
443
00:23:50,804 --> 00:23:54,237
a two-hour repair in 20 minutes
to give him his blood back
444
00:23:54,242 --> 00:23:56,310
before he goes brain-dead.
445
00:23:59,313 --> 00:24:01,143
Devi, where you headed?
446
00:24:01,148 --> 00:24:03,045
OR One, Kranepool.
447
00:24:03,050 --> 00:24:04,446
Hear he's a disaster.
448
00:24:04,451 --> 00:24:06,148
It's our second dance of the day.
449
00:24:06,153 --> 00:24:08,951
He almost killed a patient
and then threatened to exile me.
450
00:24:08,956 --> 00:24:10,385
I've been anxious all morning
451
00:24:10,390 --> 00:24:11,920
at the thought of returning to his OR.
452
00:24:11,925 --> 00:24:14,189
I'm about to do battle
with a wicked spinal GBM.
453
00:24:14,194 --> 00:24:15,991
- Love to have you with me.
- I wish I could.
454
00:24:15,996 --> 00:24:18,193
Now let's hope I don't pass out
from the stress.
455
00:24:26,974 --> 00:24:28,470
- Hey.
- Hey.
456
00:24:28,475 --> 00:24:30,706
You asked me if Nic ever
passed out playing sports...
457
00:24:30,711 --> 00:24:33,942
and she didn't... but she
did faint a few times at school.
458
00:24:33,947 --> 00:24:36,678
Mm, when and what were
the circumstances?
459
00:24:36,683 --> 00:24:37,913
Like, right before a big test.
460
00:24:37,918 --> 00:24:39,915
You know, midterm or a final.
461
00:24:39,920 --> 00:24:42,017
It's probably nothing,
but I thought you should know.
462
00:24:42,022 --> 00:24:44,553
- Can you do me a favor?
- Name it.
463
00:24:44,558 --> 00:24:46,388
I-I need you to call Kyle.
464
00:24:46,393 --> 00:24:48,023
He's-he's not speaking to me.
465
00:24:48,028 --> 00:24:50,027
Just, you can make up some
excuse why you're calling him,
466
00:24:50,031 --> 00:24:52,227
and then, I don't know, I just...
467
00:24:52,232 --> 00:24:55,765
I need you to ask him if Nic's
mom had a history of fainting.
468
00:24:55,770 --> 00:24:57,537
Will do.
469
00:25:10,784 --> 00:25:14,016
Did your med school teach you
to assist the attending
470
00:25:14,021 --> 00:25:16,055
or get in his way?
471
00:25:16,857 --> 00:25:18,725
To assist, Dr. Kranepool.
472
00:25:24,365 --> 00:25:26,261
Are you deaf and blind?
473
00:25:26,266 --> 00:25:28,697
No. I don't have
either of those disabilities.
474
00:25:28,702 --> 00:25:30,699
I've had enough. You need to scrub out,
475
00:25:30,704 --> 00:25:32,201
get your eyes and ears checked. Now.
476
00:25:32,206 --> 00:25:34,370
- I'm sorry, Dr. Kranepool.
- Get out!
477
00:25:34,375 --> 00:25:35,609
Now.
478
00:25:42,850 --> 00:25:45,084
Patient is tachy to the 170s.
479
00:25:47,621 --> 00:25:50,456
I need suction over here.
480
00:25:55,229 --> 00:25:56,658
Gloves, please.
481
00:25:56,663 --> 00:25:58,293
Thank you.
482
00:25:58,298 --> 00:26:00,629
Randolph, what the hell?
483
00:26:00,634 --> 00:26:01,897
I was watching upstairs.
484
00:26:01,902 --> 00:26:03,698
Just looked like you could use a hand.
485
00:26:03,703 --> 00:26:05,300
You were babysitting me?
486
00:26:05,305 --> 00:26:06,602
Suction.
487
00:26:06,607 --> 00:26:07,836
Lap pad.
488
00:26:13,747 --> 00:26:16,011
And clamp.
489
00:26:21,990 --> 00:26:23,580
You crossed a line.
490
00:26:23,585 --> 00:26:25,126
Look, you shouldn't even have
been in the neighborhood
491
00:26:25,130 --> 00:26:26,656
of the right hepatic,
then you blew through it
492
00:26:26,660 --> 00:26:28,361
and you couldn't find it while
your patient was bleeding out.
493
00:26:28,365 --> 00:26:29,705
You didn't leave me any choice.
494
00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:46,800
You've got a set of balls on you.
495
00:26:46,805 --> 00:26:49,269
Hey, we need to have
an honest conversation
496
00:26:49,274 --> 00:26:50,875
about your fitness for surgery.
497
00:26:51,677 --> 00:26:53,807
- Are you for real?
- Oh, come on, Aaron,
498
00:26:53,812 --> 00:26:55,762
what happened in there was
very problematic.
499
00:26:55,767 --> 00:26:58,011
Oh, please. You put on your cape
500
00:26:58,016 --> 00:27:00,147
and flew in for a minor miscue.
501
00:27:00,152 --> 00:27:01,582
You're a nervous Nellie.
502
00:27:01,587 --> 00:27:03,621
You should be embarrassed.
503
00:27:05,558 --> 00:27:08,760
Will you show me the
results of your Hopkins tests?
504
00:27:09,928 --> 00:27:12,159
When did you become so sanctimonious?
505
00:27:12,164 --> 00:27:13,793
Surgery is rarely flawless.
506
00:27:13,798 --> 00:27:15,063
- There are always complications.
- You used to be
507
00:27:15,067 --> 00:27:17,064
the closest thing to flawless
I've ever seen.
508
00:27:17,069 --> 00:27:22,369
I recall an appendectomy
you performed a few years back.
509
00:27:22,374 --> 00:27:24,304
Your patient died on your table.
510
00:27:24,309 --> 00:27:26,373
I didn't come knocking
on your door, did I?
511
00:27:26,378 --> 00:27:28,108
But you should have.
512
00:27:28,113 --> 00:27:30,378
I'm not the same man I was
four years ago.
513
00:27:30,383 --> 00:27:32,415
- You got that right.
- It's the greatest regret of my life,
514
00:27:32,419 --> 00:27:34,248
putting my own self-interest
ahead of my patients'.
515
00:27:34,252 --> 00:27:35,550
And if you want to hold me accountable
516
00:27:35,554 --> 00:27:37,451
for the appendectomy,
I will take what comes.
517
00:27:37,456 --> 00:27:40,391
Good God, you've lost your way.
518
00:27:41,427 --> 00:27:43,023
For the sake of our friendship,
519
00:27:43,028 --> 00:27:45,526
don't mention my surgical skills again.
520
00:27:45,531 --> 00:27:47,628
I'll see you on the squash
court tonight.
521
00:27:47,633 --> 00:27:49,496
A good, old-fashioned drubbing
522
00:27:49,501 --> 00:27:53,037
will put your feet back
on the ground where they belong.
523
00:27:58,744 --> 00:28:01,041
Right now he's an enormous liability.
524
00:28:01,046 --> 00:28:02,843
I wish I could fire him,
but we both know
525
00:28:02,848 --> 00:28:06,013
- how difficult that is.
- That's like firing a tenured professor.
526
00:28:06,018 --> 00:28:08,315
Plus, he's an icon.
527
00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:10,818
And he's entitled to due process.
528
00:28:10,823 --> 00:28:12,419
Well, it's a moot point.
529
00:28:12,424 --> 00:28:14,821
We don't have
the necessary documentation
530
00:28:14,826 --> 00:28:17,124
- to prove he's dangerous.
- True.
531
00:28:17,129 --> 00:28:18,992
And most of his patients' complications
532
00:28:18,997 --> 00:28:21,495
fall under "acceptable" risks
of surgery.
533
00:28:21,500 --> 00:28:23,768
Oh, the system doesn't work.
534
00:28:25,504 --> 00:28:26,934
Yeah, well...
535
00:28:26,939 --> 00:28:29,269
we've been allowed
to build too high a wall
536
00:28:29,274 --> 00:28:30,904
to protect ourselves.
537
00:28:30,909 --> 00:28:34,074
Bottom line, Kranepool is a time bomb,
538
00:28:34,079 --> 00:28:37,348
and I don't want him
exploding on my watch.
539
00:28:39,718 --> 00:28:40,718
Yeah.
540
00:28:40,723 --> 00:28:42,720
We're getting close, kiddo.
541
00:28:43,322 --> 00:28:46,086
Grandpa Kyle told Aunt Billie
542
00:28:46,091 --> 00:28:49,956
that Mama and her mama both fainted
543
00:28:49,961 --> 00:28:52,161
a few times over the years.
544
00:28:52,166 --> 00:28:54,728
Yeah. Yeah.
545
00:28:54,733 --> 00:28:57,602
Always in the summer.
546
00:28:58,403 --> 00:28:59,800
I know.
547
00:28:59,805 --> 00:29:01,802
Always in the summer, when it's hot
548
00:29:01,807 --> 00:29:03,837
and they were dehydrated.
549
00:29:03,842 --> 00:29:06,540
They didn't think
it was significant back then,
550
00:29:06,545 --> 00:29:08,242
but now...
551
00:29:08,247 --> 00:29:11,145
I think... it is very...
552
00:29:11,150 --> 00:29:13,747
very significant.
553
00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:17,718
We got a couple more things
we need to do.
554
00:29:17,723 --> 00:29:19,653
Okay? Oh?
555
00:29:19,658 --> 00:29:21,188
Yeah, you like that?
556
00:29:21,193 --> 00:29:24,591
Couple more pieces
to complete our puzzle.
557
00:29:24,596 --> 00:29:26,960
But I promise you,
558
00:29:26,965 --> 00:29:30,468
I promise you I won't stop until
we have all the answers we need.
559
00:29:36,108 --> 00:29:38,172
Hey, Conrad.
560
00:29:38,177 --> 00:29:40,440
- Listen, about today...
- Ah, forget it.
561
00:29:40,445 --> 00:29:42,042
I think I've figured it out.
562
00:29:42,047 --> 00:29:45,746
- Okay.
- Nic has a family history of early death,
563
00:29:45,751 --> 00:29:47,214
starting with her mom.
564
00:29:47,219 --> 00:29:48,916
They both had fainting spells.
565
00:29:48,921 --> 00:29:51,018
Nic had PVCs on the monitor.
566
00:29:51,023 --> 00:29:53,498
Yes, but she had a normal echo
and a normal EKG.
567
00:29:53,503 --> 00:29:54,503
Which proves my point.
568
00:29:54,508 --> 00:29:56,057
Everything we're talking about
is characteristic
569
00:29:56,061 --> 00:29:58,292
of catecholaminergic polymorphic VT.
570
00:29:59,531 --> 00:30:01,195
Listen.
571
00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:03,931
Are you serious?
572
00:30:03,936 --> 00:30:05,766
Do you know how rare that is?
573
00:30:05,771 --> 00:30:07,668
But it makes perfect sense.
574
00:30:07,673 --> 00:30:10,308
A genetic form
of sudden cardiac failure.
575
00:30:11,410 --> 00:30:12,610
Conrad...
576
00:30:13,712 --> 00:30:16,581
You can have a normal
resting heart function.
577
00:30:18,116 --> 00:30:21,848
But stress and physical exertion
can cause serious arrhythmia.
578
00:30:21,853 --> 00:30:24,284
You can pass out, even die.
579
00:30:24,289 --> 00:30:26,286
Fine. I mean, that is possible.
580
00:30:26,291 --> 00:30:28,088
All the panic attacks Nic had,
581
00:30:28,093 --> 00:30:30,324
everything that we thought
was the thyroid,
582
00:30:30,329 --> 00:30:32,363
that could have been CPVT.
583
00:30:33,932 --> 00:30:35,262
Yes, it's a compelling theory...
584
00:30:35,267 --> 00:30:36,864
She's stressed out on the drive home,
585
00:30:36,869 --> 00:30:38,232
rushing to get back to us.
586
00:30:38,237 --> 00:30:40,067
That could have sparked the arrhythmia.
587
00:30:40,072 --> 00:30:41,906
Wait a second.
588
00:30:44,476 --> 00:30:47,541
But it is a theory without evidence.
589
00:30:47,546 --> 00:30:49,676
That's why I brought GiGi in.
590
00:30:49,681 --> 00:30:52,684
I'm gonna have her tested
for the CPVT gene.
591
00:30:55,153 --> 00:30:56,354
Then I'll know.
592
00:31:03,495 --> 00:31:07,527
So, um, how many times did
that cop almost die in there?
593
00:31:07,532 --> 00:31:10,731
- Mm, by my count, three.
- Right, right.
594
00:31:10,736 --> 00:31:13,333
So, um, why'd you go above and beyond
595
00:31:13,338 --> 00:31:15,035
and give this guy the chance to destroy
596
00:31:15,040 --> 00:31:16,837
a few more brothers down the road?
597
00:31:16,842 --> 00:31:19,039
Look, the best I can do
598
00:31:19,044 --> 00:31:21,708
in the face of ignorance is be better.
599
00:31:21,713 --> 00:31:24,111
My excellence is the best revenge.
600
00:31:24,116 --> 00:31:28,148
So you think this guy
is gonna change his worldview
601
00:31:28,153 --> 00:31:32,085
because a Black doctor saved
his life with his "excellence"?
602
00:31:32,090 --> 00:31:34,121
Come on, man, that's naive.
603
00:31:34,126 --> 00:31:35,893
Whoa, hold up, slow your roll.
604
00:31:36,695 --> 00:31:40,027
It's not about the cop, Sherlock.
605
00:31:40,032 --> 00:31:42,129
It's about me.
606
00:31:42,134 --> 00:31:43,664
Saint or sinner,
607
00:31:43,669 --> 00:31:46,366
they all get treated the same
underneath my knife.
608
00:31:46,371 --> 00:31:48,268
In the sanctity of my OR,
609
00:31:48,273 --> 00:31:50,908
there is no place for moral relativism.
610
00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:54,608
When the world around me
is irredeemable,
611
00:31:54,613 --> 00:31:57,014
I am a righteous man.
612
00:31:58,950 --> 00:32:01,719
What kind of man do you want to be?
613
00:32:13,700 --> 00:32:16,515
I have an early surgery
tomorrow, so let's not dawdle.
614
00:32:16,520 --> 00:32:17,520
I believe it's my serve.
615
00:32:17,525 --> 00:32:19,023
You served the ball
out of bounds this morning,
616
00:32:19,027 --> 00:32:20,352
so it's actually my serve.
617
00:32:20,357 --> 00:32:21,958
No.
618
00:32:21,963 --> 00:32:23,593
If we're gonna settle this on the court,
619
00:32:23,598 --> 00:32:24,923
we got to play by the same rules.
620
00:32:24,928 --> 00:32:26,996
The hell is that supposed to mean?
621
00:32:45,816 --> 00:32:47,650
One-zero.
622
00:33:29,492 --> 00:33:31,089
Seven-nothing.
623
00:33:34,296 --> 00:33:36,898
I've been letting you win
for the past year.
624
00:33:38,101 --> 00:33:39,698
You're not good enough.
625
00:33:39,703 --> 00:33:41,700
Look, you taught me
how to play the game.
626
00:33:41,705 --> 00:33:43,469
I could see how unbearable
it was for you to lose,
627
00:33:43,473 --> 00:33:45,073
so I've just been ignoring
the bad calls.
628
00:33:45,078 --> 00:33:46,845
Serve the damn ball.
629
00:33:56,453 --> 00:34:00,222
No, I'm all right... fine.
630
00:34:06,630 --> 00:34:09,198
It's your peripheral vision.
We both know that.
631
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:13,702
I can put the ball where
you can't find it every time.
632
00:34:14,704 --> 00:34:16,972
Serve the ball.
633
00:34:37,327 --> 00:34:40,462
I take no joy in this, A.K.
634
00:34:41,798 --> 00:34:43,662
People are getting hurt.
635
00:34:43,667 --> 00:34:46,430
This is your exit ramp.
Just-just take it.
636
00:34:46,435 --> 00:34:48,838
Rest on your laurels
before you destroy them.
637
00:34:51,040 --> 00:34:53,471
I have no hobbies and three alimonies.
638
00:34:53,476 --> 00:34:55,308
What the hell am I supposed
to do with the rest of my life?
639
00:34:55,312 --> 00:34:57,476
I don't know.
640
00:34:57,481 --> 00:35:00,316
But you got to find a new game.
641
00:35:49,265 --> 00:35:51,195
To answer your question,
642
00:35:51,200 --> 00:35:52,664
I'm not angry at him.
643
00:35:52,669 --> 00:35:54,866
I'm trying to protect him.
644
00:35:54,871 --> 00:35:55,934
From you?
645
00:35:55,939 --> 00:35:58,069
He's not the product of first love.
646
00:35:58,074 --> 00:35:59,537
I was raped.
647
00:35:59,542 --> 00:36:01,306
By our neighbor.
648
00:36:01,311 --> 00:36:03,879
I was 13. He was a grown man.
649
00:36:04,748 --> 00:36:05,877
Billie...
650
00:36:05,882 --> 00:36:08,713
Trevor wants to know who his father is.
651
00:36:08,718 --> 00:36:11,587
Is that an answer anyone needs?
652
00:36:13,223 --> 00:36:15,224
Damn.
653
00:36:17,227 --> 00:36:19,557
I can't even...
654
00:36:19,562 --> 00:36:23,699
begin to understand that kind of pain.
655
00:36:25,035 --> 00:36:29,267
And I can only imagine how hard
it is to even say those words.
656
00:36:29,272 --> 00:36:32,537
So I'm honored that
you shared that with me.
657
00:36:32,542 --> 00:36:34,539
- And, Billie, I am so...
- AJ,
658
00:36:34,544 --> 00:36:36,875
don't say you're sorry.
659
00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:39,244
You're a good man.
660
00:36:39,249 --> 00:36:41,283
Just stay in your lane.
661
00:36:58,902 --> 00:37:01,236
You get the results?
662
00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:06,237
Uh...
663
00:37:06,242 --> 00:37:07,739
negative.
664
00:37:07,744 --> 00:37:09,407
She doesn't have it.
665
00:37:09,412 --> 00:37:11,009
And...
666
00:37:11,014 --> 00:37:13,282
Nic probably didn't, either.
667
00:37:15,852 --> 00:37:18,116
A million things happen every second
668
00:37:18,121 --> 00:37:20,622
to every single person on the planet.
669
00:37:24,094 --> 00:37:26,991
Some are joyful,
670
00:37:26,996 --> 00:37:29,494
most are inconsequential,
671
00:37:29,499 --> 00:37:30,962
and a few...
672
00:37:30,967 --> 00:37:34,002
Are unbearable.
673
00:37:36,639 --> 00:37:39,208
Those are the hardest ones to explain.
674
00:37:43,146 --> 00:37:46,246
Can you make peace with that?
675
00:37:58,400 --> 00:38:00,400
You've been talking at me
nonstop all day.
676
00:38:00,405 --> 00:38:04,204
What happened, you, uh, you
run out of words or something?
677
00:38:05,811 --> 00:38:07,174
Not possible.
678
00:38:07,179 --> 00:38:10,114
Yeah, I didn't think so.
679
00:38:11,216 --> 00:38:13,881
Hey, so would it be cool
if I come back to watch
680
00:38:13,886 --> 00:38:15,582
some more of your surgeries?
681
00:38:15,587 --> 00:38:17,822
Look, Trevor, um...
682
00:38:19,057 --> 00:38:21,088
Look, we can keep meeting up, right?
683
00:38:21,093 --> 00:38:23,090
You know, grab something
to eat, chop it up.
684
00:38:23,095 --> 00:38:25,192
- Yeah.
- But, um...
685
00:38:25,197 --> 00:38:29,033
we're gonna have to
steer clear of Chastain.
686
00:38:31,736 --> 00:38:34,434
She, uh, she told you
not to bring me around?
687
00:38:34,439 --> 00:38:35,940
Yeah.
688
00:38:44,483 --> 00:38:46,680
What the hell did I ever do to her?
689
00:38:46,685 --> 00:38:47,848
Nothing.
690
00:38:47,853 --> 00:38:49,449
Now, this is not on you.
691
00:38:49,454 --> 00:38:52,252
This is no reflection
of your worth, Trevor.
692
00:38:52,257 --> 00:38:54,855
This is about Billie.
693
00:38:54,860 --> 00:38:57,124
All right? You haven't
done anything wrong.
694
00:38:57,129 --> 00:38:59,393
Yeah, it doesn't feel like that, man.
695
00:38:59,398 --> 00:39:01,428
I know. I know, man.
696
00:39:01,433 --> 00:39:06,233
And I know in the moment
you may feel... disposable.
697
00:39:06,238 --> 00:39:07,934
But you are not.
698
00:39:07,939 --> 00:39:10,103
Billie's got her own story, man.
699
00:39:10,108 --> 00:39:13,410
She... she's got her own damage.
700
00:39:14,279 --> 00:39:16,781
You're just caught up in the crossfire.
701
00:39:18,750 --> 00:39:20,747
You hear me?
702
00:39:20,752 --> 00:39:22,682
Yeah.
703
00:39:22,687 --> 00:39:24,922
Yeah, I hear you.
704
00:39:26,224 --> 00:39:28,059
All right.
705
00:39:35,199 --> 00:39:38,431
I'm embarrassed to admit it,
but I'm still not even sure
706
00:39:38,436 --> 00:39:40,538
I did the right thing
reporting Kranepool.
707
00:39:41,540 --> 00:39:43,570
Look, Kranepool almost killed someone
708
00:39:43,575 --> 00:39:45,171
after he banned you from his OR.
709
00:39:45,176 --> 00:39:47,802
If you hadn't told Kit,
Bell wouldn't have been in there
710
00:39:47,807 --> 00:39:49,501
to save the patient's life.
711
00:39:51,650 --> 00:39:53,280
Thank you.
712
00:39:53,285 --> 00:39:55,082
For what?
713
00:39:55,087 --> 00:39:57,851
For confirming what I believe.
714
00:39:57,856 --> 00:39:59,519
That people deserve the truth,
715
00:39:59,524 --> 00:40:02,560
no matter how complicated
or painful it can be.
716
00:40:03,862 --> 00:40:06,230
To friends, old and new.
717
00:40:11,369 --> 00:40:13,904
Everything hurts.
718
00:40:14,873 --> 00:40:18,939
Well, not to minimize your discomfort...
719
00:40:18,944 --> 00:40:21,808
but it was worth it.
720
00:40:21,813 --> 00:40:24,578
Aaron Kranepool has retired.
721
00:40:31,423 --> 00:40:33,153
Well...
722
00:40:33,158 --> 00:40:36,623
I'm relieved, but...
723
00:40:36,628 --> 00:40:38,425
maybe a little heartbroken.
724
00:40:38,430 --> 00:40:41,128
You've saved who knows how many lives.
725
00:40:41,133 --> 00:40:43,597
I lost an old friend in the bargain.
726
00:40:44,102 --> 00:40:46,399
You've done him a great service as well.
727
00:40:46,404 --> 00:40:48,401
Perhaps one day he'll figure that out.
728
00:40:48,406 --> 00:40:49,703
Oh, come on, look,
729
00:40:49,708 --> 00:40:52,676
your posture cannot be helping
your discomfort. Scooch down.
730
00:40:55,847 --> 00:40:57,611
Wait, wait, wait.
731
00:40:59,384 --> 00:41:01,281
- How does that feel?
- Good, really...
732
00:41:01,286 --> 00:41:03,150
That's good.
733
00:41:03,155 --> 00:41:04,784
Just promise me
734
00:41:04,789 --> 00:41:07,821
when it's time for me to hang up
my squash racket, you'll...
735
00:41:07,826 --> 00:41:09,289
just-just tell me
736
00:41:09,294 --> 00:41:11,625
- in no uncertain terms.
- Oh, you know I will.
737
00:41:11,630 --> 00:41:13,059
No, I do know that.
738
00:41:13,064 --> 00:41:15,299
It gives me great comfort.
739
00:41:18,637 --> 00:41:22,903
Should we have that dinner
we've been trying to have?
740
00:41:22,908 --> 00:41:24,942
I'd like that.
741
00:41:28,747 --> 00:41:32,312
You know, Kit,
apropos of so many things,
742
00:41:32,317 --> 00:41:35,452
there's-there's no one's opinion
of me that matters more...
743
00:41:36,454 --> 00:41:37,584
... than yours.
54551
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