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If you were going to move
to another country,

you wouldn't tell me at a party, right?

You still upset?

Not that they're together.

I mean, that part could not
have taken any longer.

But moving to London?

What about the hospital?

Max is the glue. He holds us together.

New Amsterdam survived before him.

It'll survive after him.

Plus, they have
a new deputy chair of surgery

who's kicking ass.

You know he was the first
person there to believe in me?

You know, I've never said
this out loud before, but...

he's kind of my hero.

- He's not dying.
- Feels like he is.

- And Helen...
- She was always there

whenever I needed a friend.

- First Vijay, now this?
- What's next, Gladys?

It's oh... God, I can't
even... that's not...

It's too much, too fast.

What if the new
medical director goes back

to the way it was? I mean, do I quit?

I just... I don't know.

Stop talking.

Yes, ma'am.

I think I can help.

How am I gonna survive
five days without you?

Relax.

They don't need your anxiety,
they need your support.

Just be happy for them.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Why should they be the only ones having

- exciting new sex, right?
- Right.

? This is the morning song!
Sing along. Come on. ?

- It's Miss Abigail.
- But is she in the apartment?

Just on YouTube.

I think we're fine.
I think we have five minutes.

? Let's get this day started
with today is... ?

? Waffle, waffle, waffle. ?

- Oh, dear God.
- One sec.

? Waffle, waffle, waffle. ?

You want waffles? Who wants waffles?

- Me.
- You do?

Do you want extra gooey syrup?

I think so. Let's get some.

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www.addic7ed.com

- Looking for the six?
- I'm... I'm sorry, what?

It's all good.
Tourists always get confused,

but this isn't a subway entrance.

- It's actually a hospital.
- You don't say.

Guessing you already knew that.

Well, it was the hundreds of
people walking around in scrubs

that kind of tipped me off.

Do you happen to know where
there's a Dr. Max Goodwin?

You know what? He's off campus today.

But I can take you up to his assistant.

Oh no need. No need, Dr.?

- Reynolds.
- Dr. Reynolds.

Besides, I think it best that
Max not be here for this.

Welcome to the NovaCo
Five-Borough Science Fair.

I'm Ron Elgin, chief
advancement officer for NovaCo.

And I'd like to introduce
our judge for the festivities.

Let's give a warm welcome
to Dr. Max Goodwin.

Thank you guys.

Thanks for having me.

Thank you to Ron and to NovaCo
for putting this together.

This is amazing.

When I was your age,
I built a can crusher

for my science fair,
and it was not the coolest.

I didn't win, but it did crush
cans like nobody's business.

So I'm very excited to see

what neat things you guys
have come up with.

Let's judge.

It's about automated segmentation

for color quantification
in African cichlid fish.

Interesting.

Should I still be the judge

if the only word I got there was fish?

I got a college lab to let me use

- their 3-D printer for accuracy.
- Oh. Good for you.

Looks expensive. Sorry.

Wow, even the old volcano guy
is crushing it.

This is amazing. Smoke and everything.

Even dinosaurs. Very cool.

Picking a winner won't be easy.

Yeah, what about a 14-way tie?

Is that a turnip?

- I grew it myself.
- Not the flashiest entry.

You'll change your mind when
I tell you how this turnip's

- gonna fix the world.
- Okay.

Imani Moore, bring it on.

So this is a smart suture.

It's what most American hospitals use.

It's coated with sensors that
are like tiny thermometers.

Infection raises temperature,

so when your wound's heat goes up,

it uses smartphone technology
to alert your doctor.

We have these at our hospital.
They're super cool, right?

Unless you live in a place where

your doctors can't afford smartphones.

Then the smart suture's
a dumb piece of thread

that knows you might die
but can't tell anybody.

Yeah, that does seem less cool now.

Suture number two:
No sensors, no thermometers.

Made from a common turnip. And it knows

if you have an infection
just as fast as the fancy one.

Infection doesn't just change
a wound's temperature.

It also changes its pH.
And the natural pH level

of a turnip-infused suture

will, upon infection, change color.

So when it does, you go to the doctor.

See, smart sutures need phones,
high-speed Internet,

1,800 microscopic thermometers.
I just need a root vegetable.

Imani, this could save lives.

How did you come up with this?

I'm a first generation
immigrant, Dr. Goodwin.

Surgical site infections
in impoverished countries

are nine times higher than in America.

That's some ripe you-know-what,
so I'm gonna fix it.

P.S., if I win, I plan to use
the prize money to help pay

for Banneker Medical School,

which would get me a big step
closer to my goal.

And what is that?

Like I said, I'm gonna fix the world.

Oh.

Any new life-changing announcements

- I should brace myself for?
- Mm-hmm.

Yeah, I just spent
my first full night at Max's.

And it was eye-opening.

Okay, if you think I can be bought off

by salacious gossip...

The man snores.

I'm on, like, zero sleep right now.

It's not just the snoring. He's messy.

He's really messy.
Like, Luna is the clean one.

And he's disorganized.
His place is cramped.

My closet is bigger
than his entire apartment.

But to be fair, your closet...
It's amazing.

And to top it all off,
he was out of toilet paper.

I mean, is this my life now? My God.

At least you're not freaking
out about the little things.

I was so busy falling in love,

I forgot that being together
actually meant living together.

Maybe you should dump him.

At least then we get to keep
at least one of you.

It's just a thought.

Here is your medal for first place.

And perhaps better yet,
your check for $50,000.

I can't believe this is happening.

It's about to get better. Follow me.

Ron, I'd like to introduce you

to the future, Miss Imani Moore.

Great project. Congratulations.

- Thank you.
- And because NovaCo's

underwriting all of this, they
can make your idea a reality.

And New Amsterdam wants in.
We'd like to preorder

$35,000 worth. How does that sound?

I gotta call my parents.

Max, NovaCo already produces

a chemically based smart suture.

Yeah, but this is totally different.

I mean, it uses turnips.

And after all of the R&D
that went into our sutures,

they'll never cannibalize those
margins with a similar product.

But you own her concept.

So what are you going
to do with her research?

To be honest? Shelve it.

Shelve it?

She still won, Max.

It's a great honor.
She should be very proud.

Dr. Wandy Agliar in the house.

- Look out now.
- Are you always this peppy?

Yes, I am.

What are you gonna do about it, huh?

So how's my star resident today?

What... what are you doing?
You out there mending hearts?

- Changing lives?
- Actually I'm only a modernist

on the surface.

Deep down,
I'm really just Jung at heart.

Oh no you didn't. Oh, my God.

You know you get extra points,
for puns in this department, right?

- I didn't know there were points.
- I have a chart in my office.

You have a point chart?

- Yeah.
- Sorry, Gladys, is Dr. Agliar

our powerhouse or what?

Sorry it's actually about one
of your patients,

Olivia Torres.

Olivia? I just saw her yesterday.

Why? What happened?

She committed suicide.

Tyler Grace, 35, penetrating
gunshot wound to his shoulder.

Shooting at a supermarket near 123rd.

- The guy had an AR-15.
- You're about to be swamped.

Okay trauma one, let's pull
Leyla and Roxana to assist.

On it. Roxana, Leyla.

Incoming. Male, 40s, GSW to the abdomen.

- Walsh.
- On it.

- Go with him.
- Let's go.

Female, 52, GSW to both legs.

Okay, keep her moving. Keep her moving.

14-year-old male,
single GSW lower left leg.

I need the ED cleared.
Let's move him in there.

I need surgery down here now.

- Another shooting?
- We're getting slammed.

When does it end?

I need to take this one up
for a CT scan for a CTA.

Dr. Bloom, we can't get
the patient ventilated.

You're with me.

- What's the problem?
- The bullet...

The bullet shattered
the scapula, the ribs,

- and the clavicle.
- And dropped the lung.

We're having difficulty oxygenating him.

Move.

Okay, let's place a chest tube
and get him to the OR.

Floyd, what is it?

I know him.

So because I won, NovaCo's
just gonna bury my research.

I know, I know, but hey,
50 grand for med school.

- That's a big deal.
- For myself.

How can I feel good about that
when I was trying to foster

global health equity
for millions of others?

Look, this sucks.
If you're trying to break

the system, you're gonna run
into this feeling a lot.

Trust me.

But ask anyone who's changed the world.

They'll tell you the same thing.
You got to be bold.

It's not about when they say no.

It's about what you do next.

Hmm, you're right, Dr. Goodwin.

Oh, that's very bold.

I was kind of thinking maybe
you just had another idea.

I'm in the world-changing business.

So let's be bold together.

How can I help?

- Oh!
- Oh, my... Sorry.

- Pardon me.
- No, I'm sorry.

Helen, I just heard the news.

London. Wow. Big change.

Oh, um, yes, well it, um, it was time.

Wait, so is the oncology department

really in that much trouble?

No, of course not.
The department is fine.

I have to apologize.
Do we know each other?

No, no, no, no.

I'm the one who needs to apologize

because you don't know me from Adam.

Oh good.

I know everything about you, though.

- Excuse me?
- Dr. Helen?

From the telly.

- I'm sure it's really bad but...
- Course.

But I have a question.

I couldn't help but connect the dots.

So Max is moving to London,
and you're moving to London.

- So the two of you...
- Yes.

Well, that's good. That's good, then,

that you're both leaving.

Really? And why is that?

Well I mean, because
he's clearly your superior...

At work I mean.

And that could get you into
a lot of trouble with HR, so...

Excuse me? I didn't catch your name.

Well, the flood of
patients has finally subsided.

We're back under control.

Hey, how did Leyla do back there?

This my life now?

Spying on your girlfriend for you?

Obviously. Spill it.

What can I say?
She has excellent technique.

Her experience shows.

Okay, don't test me, Casey.
I will break you.

Details.

- Who ran the trauma?
- Roxana.

And who attempted
the initial intubation?

That was also Roxana.

So Leyla's just gonna fade back?

Let everyone else shine? No way.

No, she has to step it up.

Glad you dating a resident

hasn't made things weird around here.

Today was rough. You know, I remember

losing a patient my first
year out of med school.

Gabriel Amato.

I still remember our last session.

Just leveled me all the way down.

I had to take an entire week off.

So anyway, I wanted to let
you know that I read

your SOAP notes
from your sessions, and it is

so abundantly clear that you knew

your patient's underlying issues

and you were treating
her conditions, all of them.

Wandy, you did... you
did everything right.

I know.

Oh you... oh, you do.

I mean I wrote my thesis on
cognitive behavioral therapy.

No no, I know.

Yeah, I read it. I just, um...

- Losing a patient is, um...
- Tragic.

- Yeah.
- Yes, but as they say,

you can be the best
cardiologist in the world,

and you'll still lose
some patients to heart attacks.

Yeah, that's not
the comparison I would make.

We're clinicians, Dr. Frome.
We're not their friends.

Intellectually, it's a loss,
certainly, but...

I still have a full afternoon

of other patients
who still need my help.

Are we done here?

Oh, yeah, okay. Yeah, yeah.

- Thank you.
- No problem.

Picture it: Turnips as far
as the eye can see.

By the way, how many do you
think you're gonna need?

Around 95,000.

Wow, okay.

We may have to find some more balconies.

- And there they are.
- Mom, Dad, this is so cool.

These are your folks?

Wow I'm Max Goodwin, medical director.

It is an honor to meet
the people who created this

incredible, passionate,
talented, young woman.

Have you come to
check out her new venture?

No they're here because of this,

curtesy of NovaCo Pharmaceuticals.

Turns out they also heard
about your little venture,

and now they're suing
for breach of contract,

$550 million.

Wow. Well, we'll just see what

our legal department has
to say about this.

They aren't suing
your hospital, Dr. Goodwin.

They're only suing our daughter.

Heads up. Make a hole.

Coming through.

Come on, come on. Come on.

Patient with a GSW to the right thorax.

Here for a thoracotomy with a subsequent

vascular and chest wall reconstruction.

We're gonna lift on three.

Ready. One, two, three.

Wait, this... this...

Dr. Reynolds,

when you're done scrubbing in,
we'll be ready to go.

Yeah.

They have a strong case.

This morning, our daughter
was valedictorian.

She won the biggest
science fair in the state

with a cash prize that would
help pay for med school.

And then you encourage a child
to throw her life away.

I'm not a child.

And if NovaCo wants to sue,
let's go to court.

You're not going anywhere.
You're grounded.

What I'd give to be able
to ground you, too.

I'm sure you would. Listen,
we're gonna figure this out.

Okay? I can call
Banneker Med School right now.

I promise you they're not gonna care

about some ridiculous lawsuit.

Dr. Goodwin, NovaCo's
on the board at Banekker.

Really?

Wish I had that information

before I said that. Um...

There are a lot of other great schools.

And NovaCo's on the board
of just about all of them.

They're gonna make sure our
daughter never gets in anywhere.

She's not from generational wealth.

This was her shot. This.

All I can say is that
until I make this right,

I'm gonna be by your daughter's side.

No, you'll be by her side
for the next five weeks,

and then you're leaving the country.

We do business with NovaCo.
I know their top people.

I can get them to back off,
but only if Imani agrees

to leave her turnip sutures
back at the science fair.

- Let it go.
- She will.

- Thank you.
- Hold up.

Dad, I'm 18.

This is my decision. This is my life.

Look, making the world better's
hard but I learned it's not

about when they say no.
It's about what you do next.

Whatever you think I should do
next, Dr. G, I'll do it.

I hope you don't think
I'm being too forward.

I do not. I'm glad
you're speaking right now.

I hate elevator silence more
than anything in the world.

You're Dr. Ignatius Frome,
chair of behavioral health,

- right?
- Yeah, yeah.

So much for being incognito.

Um, I couldn't help but notice that

your nurse-to-patient ratio on your ward

is very disconcerting.

Yeah, it is. I know, right?

But, I'm sorry, what's your name?
I didn't catch it.

13-to-1 ratio, to be exact.

- You counted.
- I did, yeah.

Unfortunately, those numbers
puts your department

at the bottom of most
of the New York State

public hospitals.

- So...
- Yeah. Why...

Yeah, you know, I've written HCC,

and I've petitioned the board,
and at this point

I would do anything to get them
to take me seriously.

- Anything?
- Yeah.

Yeah, anything within reason, you know.

Well, you know, I used
to work at this hospital

that, for legal reasons,
I can't really name.

But we had
the exact same nursing shortage

on our psych ward,
and we fixed it overnight.

Overnight? How did you find the nurses?

Oh, no, we didn't.

We cut the patients.

Oh, this is me. Very nice to meet you.

Yeah, yeah, you too. Take care.

You, too.

- You paged me?
- What?

Yes. Yeah I did.

Um, I need you... I need you to reassign

all of Wandy's cases. Clear the decks.

- All of them?
- Yes. Do it, please.

Thank you.

Thank you.

- Hey.
- Hey.

Why you letting the other residents

take the lead on every procedure?

Are you spying on me?

You are the most
skilled resident in my ED,

but you don't act like it.

It's like you're stepping up
to the plate

and you're gonna strike out looking.

Okay, you gotta take some cuts.
Give the ball a ride.

- Is that basketball?
- Baseball.

- Hmm.
- Never mind.

Look, I was like Roxana
when I was a resident.

Cutthroat, driven.

She's gonna take
every advantage she can,

which is why you need to show everyone

just how capable you are.

I mean, where's the woman who pulled off

a renegade needle decompression?

Where's the woman who pinned me
down in bed this morning?

She's right here.

Well, then show them.

Stop keeping how amazing
you are all to yourself.

Okay. Okay, I will.

I will ride the ball or whatever.

Maybe you're more of a hockey person.

We assume you've come
to comply with our demands.

Sign this,

and the suture matter will be settled.

No, thank you.

So you're choosing a trial
against the fourth largest

pharmaceutical company in the country?

No, absolutely not.
That sounds terrifying.

No, we'd like door number three.

That's the one where we don't fight

because we're working together.

You could sue this 18-year-old
girl for half a billion dollars

that she doesn't have,
or you could walk out of here

with a vast, new, untapped market:

The entire developing world.
Think about it.

There are over 100 countries
that can't afford

your smart sutures,
but they can afford turnips.

You can improve health care
for half the planet

and turn a profit while doing it.

I don't know how you could
say no to that.

We'll see you in court.

Wait, wait, wait. Um, don't do this.

This could change the world.

And this is the clause
in the science fair application

which states that NovaCo owns
the winner's IP.

We can sell it, sit on it,
we can put it in a cookbook.

And that's Imani's signature.

Next time, read the fine print.

Bullet's out.

Blood pressure's dropping.

- Bleeder?
- I don't see it.

Well, it must be something else.

Myocardial infarction?

I was thinking adrenal crisis.

Could be a renal... There, look.

Piece of the bone fragment
from the scapula must have

penetrated the diaphragm
and lodged into the abdomen.

- Like a small dagger.
- Yeah.

- Hang a unit of blood.
- And push calcium chloride

to help the clotting.

Wait, stop.

Would you rather go with TXA?

Sorry, no. No, no, no. Just, um...

Push the calcium chloride. Sorry.

Okay. I'm gonna go and
grab Dr. Hartman to assist.

- Not now.
- It's important.

Like your love of kickboxing important

or like a patient is coding important?

If I'm forced to choose,
somewhere right in the middle.

That woman has been hanging around

- our ED for the last half hour.
- She with a patient?

Nope, just walking around,

taking notes
like that dude in "Moneyball."

Hey.

You. What the hell you doing here?

You know what? I don't even care. Okay?

You're a walking
HIPPA violation, and maybe

you've been living
on a desert island or a...

I don't know... the
International Space Station?

But, uh, here on Earth,
we've been dealing

with a mass global pandemic,

so we don't really take
too kindly to strangers just

hanging around the emergency department

of a public hospital.

So take your failed screenplay,

or whatever the hell it is
you're writing, and, uh,

get the hell out of here

before I have my bouncers throw you out.

You must be Dr. Bloom.

Thank you.

When were you going to tell me?

Uh, Karen, listen...

Were you waiting to give
a pedestrian two weeks' notice

or just shoot me an email
when you and Max

were somewhere over the Atlantic?

I wanted to tell you,
but it was never 100%.

So instead you just blindsided me

in front of the whole hospital.

- That was selfish.
- Damn right, it was selfish.

And incredibly romantic.

I'd throw flowers at you myself
if I wasn't so pissed.

Well, if it's
any consolation, I have no idea

how I'm gonna live with the man.

He is chaos personified.

A whirling dervish
of unbridled optimism.

Always overreaching

but, more often than one might expect,

somehow making the world
just a little bit better.

And yet never quite remembering
to cap the toothpaste.

I don't know. Everything just seems...

It seems so out of control.

There's a thousand reasons you two

shouldn't move in together,
and a thousand more

why you shouldn't move to London.

But only one reason to do any of it.

So if you're thinking about
how he squeezes the toothpaste

this early on,

maybe it's because
you know it's a mistake.

For what it's worth,

I'll take him off your hands
in a heartbeat.

So that's it, then?

They win? It's over?

Yeah.

Oh, but I did get something.
Might cheer you up.

What is this?

One share of NovaCo stock in your name.

It's worth exactly $17.10.

- Okay?
- You're officially

disqualified from the Five
Borough's Science Fair.

Students are prohibited
from having any kind

of financial relationship

with NovaCo or its subsidiaries.

You gotta read the fine print.

- So that... that means?
- Volcano guy won.

And you get your idea back.

You get your ide... No? It's great news.

Why? No one's ever gonna buy it.

I could create
50 game-changing innovations,

but no big pharma
company's gonna sign on

to make less money.

How can I fix the world

when the people in charge
want it to stay broken?

Well, you could, you know, go rogue.

Do it indie style together.

I mean come on, the roofs
of New Amsterdam are calling.

Are you really leaving in five weeks?

Uh... Yeah.

And can you promise me
that the next medical director

will keep my turnip farm going?

No.

You know, you taught me
something important,

Dr. Goodwin.

When someone says
they can change the world,

don't listen.

Cardiogenic shock,

likely anterior wall
myocardial infarction.

Sending labs including
troponin and paging cardiology.

Placing central line in case
we need pressors.

- Okay.
- Use ultrasound guidance.

Don't need it.

Your patient is hypotensive,
Dr. Shinwari.

That's a tough placement,
you're gonna need it.

I actually won't.

Okay, that wasn't a suggestion.

I said use ultrasound guidance.

Yes, and I disagreed
with your assessment.

- So I'm doing it my way.
- And risk a pneumothorax?

There's always a risk, and you know it,

even with ultrasound.

But it is less of a risk.

We have the technology for a reason.

- Use it.
- You can use it

with your patient, but
I'm not using it with mine.

Okay, that is it.

Dr. Shinwari, step away
from the patient.

Quiet. I need to focus.

Leyla, this is not what I...

Got it. Hand me the introducer.

I trained in Kashmir when the killing

of a Hizbul Mujahideen militant

caused an uprising,
and we had to learn to do

every procedure in the dark
or during a mortar attack.

So all of this technology,
all of these crutches,

they only get in my way.

Bone fragment lacerated
multiple arteries.

As soon as I suture one,
another bleeder breaks loose.

Where the hell's my backup?

artery. Not lacerating.

Lin? What are you doing here?

- Where's Hartman?
- Hartman? Why?

I'm here to remove a bullet fragment

from a patient's uterus.

What the hell?

Is something wrong?

I'm just...

Give me a second.

You okay, Floyd?

Sorry, it's just...

Okay, I'm good.

You benched me?

Uh, we can discuss
my decision if you calm down.

I did everything right, Dr. Frome.

Those were your exact words.

And now... now I'm being
penalized for it?

You lost a patient today,

and I'm concerned that you are
not processing your grief.

Why, because I'm not reacting
to it the same way you would?

Taking a week off, wallowing in it?

You are one of the brightest residents

I have ever worked with,

but if you can't be honest
about your feelings,

how can you be there for your patients?

So... so what, you... you want me

to say that what happened today
freaked me out?

Sounds good. Let's start there.

Okay, it did. Of course it did,
but I can't let that in.

- I can't let it even get close.
- All right.

I want to try something, okay?

- An exercise.
- Dr. Frome...

- Just an exercise.
- Dr. Frome,

- I'm not your patient.
- Listen, close your eyes.

Close your eyes.

Good. Okay.

Now take a deep breath in.

And then slowly exhale.

Okay.

Now, just for a moment,

I want you to acknowledge what happened.

Actually let it in.

Is this what you wanted?

Wandy, these are your feelings.

So what?

I can't feel like this

every time a patient has a setback.

What in the world would make
you think this way is better?

God.

This has been going on for a week.

One mass shooting after another.

I don't know how he handled it.

This has been going on for a week.

Gladys, can you put these cases

back on my rotation, please?

Sure. Who should I assign them to?

- Wandy.
- I see.

You helped her.

You worked your Iggy magic on her.

No. No magic.

- So what changed?
- Nothing.

Not a thing.
I just... I can't expect her

to have all the answers when
I don't have them myself.

- Oh shoot.
- What?

I didn't know that having all
the answers was required of us.

Maybe I should pack my bags

and go knit with my retired
aunts in Tallahassee.

That's a really
strange alternative, but okay.

And I know Raul doesn't
have all the answers,

so he should probably stop
training the nurses.

Okay.

Clever, thank you. I get it.

I mean,

you didn't actually think
you had all the answers,

did you?

Uh, yes, I did.

Did Wandy think she had all the answers?

Yeah, I think she did.

Then it seems like a lot changed today.

Or...

I could assign these cases to a
really wonderful shrink I know.

No.

Wandy's ready.

Dr. Rahul Nagendran and I go way back.

And I'm telling you,
the guy just loves it

when I show up out of the blue
and just rock his world.

He sure didn't see happy to see you.

No he didn't. Uh, excuse me.

Is that aloo tikki? Thank you very much.

Oh wow, that's so good. Holy moly.

You know, I hate to admit it,
Max, but you were right.

This proposal is phenomenal.

It's exactly what we look for
in our students.

I forgot to mention,
Dr. Nagendran is the dean

of Columbia's college
of arts and sciences.

Imani, I'd like to offer you
a full scholarship.

Shut up. Are... are you serious?

In addition to our thorough
science curriculum,

we offer classes in microfinance,

entrepreneurship, and even marketing.

Now, if you'll excuse me,

I probably should get back
to my daughter's wedding.

Of course. Um, Rahul...

- Yes.
- Thank you.

You did all this for me?

You earned it.

Now you learn how to take your
idea to market all on your own.

And then, and I truly believe this,

you're gonna fix the world.

There was so many this week.

I couldn't keep them all
straight in my head.

I mean the nightclub shooting
after the...

high school shooting and then the...

warehouse shooting.

And Monday was that shooter

at the grocery store near my place.

I see him around
my neighborhood all the time

with his wife and his two girls.

He was just picking up groceries,

just living his life.

It could've been you.

It could've been me.

It's everywhere.

I used to feel...

outrage.

You know what?

I used to think
it didn't have to be like this.

We don't have to live like this.

But now,

it's like we traded
one pandemic in for another.

Here's an idea:

Your place tonight.

I wish...

But it's not my night.

So we make an exception.

Meet me downstairs.

You.

In here.

Whoa, wait, whoa.

That was so freaking hot,
I can barely contain myself.

You're not mad?

That's the woman I fell in love with.

Okay, here's
a baseball reference for you.

When we get home later,

you're not gonna be striking out.

It's just that tonight, I have plans

with Roxana, believe it or not.

After I stood up to you,

she invited me out
with the other residents.

I just had to show them who I am.

Thank you.

Well, I guess were just gonna
have to make do here.

But if you ever do that again in my ED,

war-torn Kashmir will feel
like a vacation

compared to the hellfire
I will bring down upon you.

But more of that in private, please.

How are you?

Your place or mine?

- You're scaring me.
- Okay, can I, um...

- I just have to say...
- Mm-hmm.

That all day, I have been

thinking about our living situation.

Situation does not sound great.

No, that's because it's not great.

Your place is just so, um...

It's, uh, it's... it's cramped.

And don't take this the wrong way,

but you're not exactly a neat freak.

Plus, there's all of Luna's things

perched everywhere you look.
There's no privacy.

Our London flat wouldn't be any larger,

which means something has to change.

Um...

I have made a unilateral decision.

We have to get used to this.
I am moving in with you.

Kind of thought that was
going in a different direction.

I'd be lying if I said that
wasn't somewhat intentional.

Well done, 'cause you kind of nailed me.

- Thank you.
- Are you moving in?

Yes, but there will be tidying.

Yes. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry,

I'm a little emotional.
I'm sorry, this is...

I'm just so damn happy
for you guys, and I'm...

- I'm gonna miss you both.
- Get in here.

Just get in here. Bring it in.
Bring it in.

I'm glad you all are here.

Oh, because you want to...
You want to bring it in.

No, because I'd like
to introduce you all

to the new medical director
of New Amsterdam.

Veronica.

No.

Really?

You hired her?

Good to see you, too.

We go way back.

Don't we, Max?