All language subtitles for American.Crime.S01E09.1080p.WEB-DL.DD5.1.H.264-KiNGS_track1_und

I was thinking that
maybe i could help fix up

Matt and gwen's place
in exchange for staying there.

You want to sleep in the house
where matt was killed?

Are you sure
you want to...Stay here?
Yeah.

I do.

Sibila: You said
you'd send for us.

You're too busy hustling
to be there for me,

For your own daughter?

Hector: You want me
to talk on carter?

I'm not saying nothing
until i know you're for real.

What kind of gesture?

Get me someplace
i'm protected.

Juvie ain't nothing.

Hang close, do how i do,

And you'll be out of here
in no time.

Hello, mom.
It's "mom" now, hmm?

Your father -- god bless him --
is an enabler. I'm not.

I've never tolerated
the things that you've done.

I need you to get this
to somebody.

[ chuckles ]

The prosecutor
making this a hate crime

Was punitive, not real.

You want confrontation.
We want a fair examination.

Man: What do we want?
Justice!

When do we want it?
Now!

What do we want?
Justice!

Man: [ amplified ]
you are unlawfully assembled.

Disperse immediately!
Now! Justice!

[ explosion ]
surge!

[ women screaming ]

Go, go, go, go!

Barb:
I think i want a gun.

Ben:
For what purpose?

[ sighs ]
self-protection.

Try this one.
It's a revolver.

[ trigger clicks ]

I'll take it.

Remember,

Finger off the trigger
till you're ready to shoot.

W-whoa, whoa.

Always keep it
pointed downrange.

Position.

Remember, front sight.

Center of mass.

Press the weapon
into the target.

Lean just a little bit.

All right,
trigger when ready.

Press smoothly
to the rear.

Yeah.

Keep going.

[ gunshots ]

[ gun clicks ]

[ gun thuds ]

You want to see
how you did?

All the shots to the head
and the body are kill shots.

That's good, right?

Well, if your intention
was to shoot to kill,

That's very good.

Want to do it again?

Yeah.

Won't forget!

Never forget!

[ indistinct shouting ]
timothy: The prosecution
has to prove

That likely your brother did
what he's been accused of.

And if they can't,
the case is dismissed.

Yes.

Now, they do have
compelling evidence --

Mr. Tontz's testimony.

They have the gun now.
A gun, not carter's gun.

They can't put a gun
in his hand.
That works for us.

So do the mistakes they made
with the dna evidence,

A lack of an eyewitness
to the crime.

There's as good
of a chance

The judge will dismiss the case
as carry it forward.

The rally put a lot of pressure
on these people.

Never forget!

[ indistinct shouting
in distance ]

[ buzzer ]

[ birds chirping ]

[ blade snaps ]

[ sighs ]

[ inhales deeply ]

[ clattering ]

[ clatter ]

[ sighs ]

Hmm.

[ ignition clicks, gas hisses ]

[ strumming off-key chords ]
¶ don't call me kevin ¶

¶ dude, my name be devon ¶

[ laughter ]

¶ i come from wisconsin ¶

¶ but i ain't got no johnson ¶

[ laughter ]
devon: All right, edgar.
That's enough.

Come on.
Hey, i'm releasing
my frustration.

I'm "inspired."

[ laughter ]

Hey,
don't grudge him, man.

Hey, what rhymes with, uh,
"devon got no..."?

"devon think he slick."

"devon got no chick."

Both: 'cause devon got no...

[ laughter ]
nelson: Hey, settle down.

Devon: I've got it.
That's enough, all right?

Hey...Off, man.
You need to settle down.

Come on. That's enough.
Just -- just give --

[ murmuring ]

Yo,
you better stay back!

Take a knee. Put it down.
Take a knee.

Man: Hey,
put it down right now!

Man #2: Come on, man.
Come on.

Let it go.
Oh, you want to play, too?

[ indistinct shouting ]
try me!

All right.
Put the guitar down!

No, try me! Try --
hey!

Stay back!
Clear the room!
Clear the room now!

Get them out of here!

[ grunting ]

Get them out!

Tony: Stop.

[ indistinct shouting ]

Stop!
[ indistinct shouting ]

Get them out of here!

Turn him. Turn him.
Let's go.

1, 2, 3.

First time i came in here,
i wasn't supposed to be here.

People knew that.

They treated me
like a punk.

Treated me like that
'cause i was one.

And second time i came here,
i wasn't a punk no more.

Felt good.

Ain't lying.

People look at me, 16,
like i am respect.

I've always
respected you.

You were proud.
That's different.

So i got respect.

[ scoffs ]
i earned my respect.

You're my son, antonio.

And you will always
be my son.

I love you
no matter what.

So you -- y-you can
push me away,

But i'm not going away.

I'm here.

Papi,
i need you to get me out.

Papi, i ain't gonna
make it here.

They killed edgar.
Who?

I'm not gonna make it
if they send me to jail.

I'm talking to the lawyer.

I'm trying to get them
to review the case.

Do something else!

What? What can i do?

I need you to do more.

Ohh.

[ siren wailing in distance ]

[ knock on door ]

[ train whistle blows
in distance ]

Hector: Adela.

Es papi.

Está bien, adela.
Es papi.

Adela. Ven.

Mija. Ven.

¿siempre te dejan
salir así?

Lo hacen porque necesitan
mi testimonio.

Oyes mija,
tu papi es alguien importante.

[ chuckles ]

Nunca me contestaste.

¿de qué?

You want to talk about america,
talk in english.

Adela doesn't need
to hear it.

We could be together,
you know.

I could get a job.

What kind?

Technology.

[ chuckles ]
what? I-i can.

I-i'm not gonna fail
this time.

You didn't fail before.
You just gave up.

What about
getting married?

I mean, we get married,

You guys could come with me --
you and adela.

It would take us seven years
for us to get our citizenship.

It's all gonna work out.

It's been five years
since you ran off.

Now i'm supposed to
wait around seven more?

W-well, we --

We'll get some place
in the mountains. I mean, us.

Get a place in the mountains
and get married

And you get
a technology job...

Can it ever be regular
for you?

This is regular.

No. No.

It's regular
for other people.

Regular for you would be staying
out of trouble for six months.

Regular for you would be
buying a decent shirt

And going to work
on the first day.

Why you always
trying to make it so big?

Why can't you
just please try

To do some regular...
Okay?

It's all gonna work.

It's all
gonna work out.

Come on, papi.

Eat it.

[ chuckles ]
[ inhales deeply ]

[ gulps ]
[ giggles ]

[ indistinct conversations ]

[ door opens, closes ]

Ruth:
I came here because

You and i actually
have a lot in common.

We do?

We both want what's best
for our families.

I-i know we have
competing agendas --

That doesn't even begin
to describe what's --

I know. I know that.
But i...

Is there someplace
we can talk in private?

No.

[ inhales deeply ]

I think it would be good
if my daughter

And your brother
weren't involved.

Are we working
from the same place?

This is not some bad date
they're on.

It isn't.
I-i know that.

This is...
[ stammers ]

I -- [ sighs ]

A-as much as i love aubry,
she's...

Time after time,
i think,

"okay,
she's hit bottom.

She'll change."

And then something else happens,
something worse.

I mean --
from what i see,

Your daughter is a drug addict
and a habitual liar.

And your brother is a thief
and an enabler.

[ sighs ]
however it is, it's a bad mix.

For either of them to survive
this, it has to change.

If you're talking about
some sort

Of family intervention,
now is not the time.

No, this is the time.

If your brother walks away
after this hearing, then what?

What happens if the two of them
can be together?

This is not about counseling
or therapy.

I need...

I want you to help me get in
to see your brother.

To do what?

To try t--

To try something.

[ sighs ]

Mr. Hayes.

Hayes: Oh, was tony
willing to offer up testimony

In the carter nix case?
He didn't know anything.

I can talk to your son
next week.

No,
he needs help now.

And i just picked up
two more cases this morning.

I have to get my son
out of here, mr. Hayes.

He's hurting.

He's scare--
i'm talking to you!

He's a good kid.

I'm gonna give you
some advice.

And this
is off the record.

Get yourself
a private defense attorney,

Someone who can focus
on your son's case.

You're
representing him.

I represent a lot
of kids.

I'm supposed to carry a max
of 15 cases.

I have 28.

You need someone
who can put in the hours.

I can't afford that.

That costs money.
I don't have that kind of money.

He's your son.

Get it.

[ birds chirping ]

Barb: She was
the only other person up here

Who was anything
like a friend.

And in few hours,

I go from finding out
she's a raging bigot

To her bleeding
on the street.

That's me.
No, you're not the same.

I --
if i close my eyes,

I see myself on the ground,
bleeding.

You feel what you feel
for a reason,

Not because god told you
we need to segregate.

That's perverted.

If it's perverted --
it -- it is.

...Well,
what difference does it make

How you end up there?

Y-you know
what the difference is?

I'm in the same place
she was.

At least you care
how you feel.

At least it bothers you.

And knowing that,
knowing where you are,

It's going to do things
to you.

You just have to hold on through
the preliminary examination.

Why can't
we just go to trial?

Ugh.
It's another step.

It has been
four months!

I say that
like it's forever.

But it's just been four months
since i lost matt.

I...

I...Was tired
when this whole thing began.

I'm exhausted now.

I'm starting to not even care
what happens anymore.
[ liquid pours ]

I just --
i want something to happen.

It's for
my own protection.

What is?

It's registered.
I have a license.

It's my legal right.

Forget it.
I'm sorry. It's just --

Someone threw a brick
at my car...

While i was in it.

You're right.
I'm here to support you.

I know how to use it.

Good. I'm glad.

Nurse:
All right, gwen.

So, today, we're gonna go ahead
and take out the catheter.

You're gonna feel just
a little bit of sensation.

So take
a deep breath in...

[ gwen inhales deeply ]
...And go ahead and blow out.

[ exhales deeply ]

Good. Good, good, good.
That's all done.

So, now,
when you take her home,

You can go ahead
and use adult diapers

Or a brief, all right?
Okay.

If you guys want to help?
Sure.

[ tom clears throat ]

Okay. All right.

Now, let her do
what she can by herself.

Okay.
Good.

Very good, gwen.

Now, she will need help
in the bathroom,

So let's go into there

And let's practice
a few times, okay?

Yeah.

Eve: We both need
to learn how to do this.

I mean, it's not like
when she was a baby.

Diapers?
I can't do this alone, tom.

T-there's
nothing more i want

Than to have her home,
to have her with us.

I know.
But i-i-i need more time.

There isn't any more time.
She's ready to come home.

[ sighs ]

The things that happened,
do they really matter now?

I mean it.
Do they matter?

That's not
what bothers me.

No, the past is past.

And you can
really say that?

I say it, i mean it.

I just need to figure out
what we're all about

So that the same bad choices
are not repeated.

Well, there really isn't
any math for that.

So whatever
we need to figure out,

Let's do it.

But we need to get gwen
out of this city.

We need to
get her home.

You brought her here?

You know her?

Never met her.

Will you talk to her?

Why?

Because she has something
to say.

I wouldn't bring her here
if i didn't feel her truth.

I got nothing to say
to her.

Then just listen.
Let her talk.

Fine.

Hello.

How's aubry?

She's alive.

Does she ask about me?

Tell her,
w-when all this is over,

It's gonna be
me and her again.

I-i-i'm gonna take care
of her.

The way you took care
of her this time?

I called help for her.
I gave myself up for her.

And you feel good
about that?

You called 911
after she was overdosing,

After you got into a fight
with drug dealers.

You do the little bit you can
and you're proud of yourself?

The way you two are,

Is any of this normal
or good?

She's good with me.

W-when we're together,
we're --

You're almost dead
in a cheap motel.

That's what you were.

But you felt
like a hero.

You felt you did what
you had to do to save her,

And it felt right
trading your life for hers.

You say you love her.

Look,
it's not just talk.

Then let her go.

Be without her.

She's my girl.

She's my daughter.

My little girl is dying.

The girl you say you love
is dying.

Please,
help me save her.

Alonzo: The, uh -- the ceilings,
they're -- they're 12 foot high.

Raul: Lot size?

17,000.

So you're asking for $5,
$6 per?

Yes.
Customer base?

100, 200 regulars.
I-i don't have an exact count.

If i take over a business
that's up and running,

I want that verified.

I'm happy
to share the books.

Not past customers.
Current.

I know about the problems
you've had recently.

My customers are loyal.

Looks pretty slow to me.

It's a slow day.

I'll take it off your hands
for $50,000.

I'm asking $90,000.

As a hardworking "illegal,"
$50,000's the best i can do.

[ train whistle blowing
in distance ]

Could you go $85,000?

You want to sell it fast,
i'll buy it fast.

$50,000, cash.

Don't worry.
It's not drug money.

[ engine turns over ]

[ tv chatter ]

[ chuckles ]

Oscar:
So, you want some tea?

Uh, a beer
would be all right.

Sure.

I made some calls today.

A private defense attorney
is $300 an hour

Plus an up-front retainer
of $10,000

For investigators
and interviews.

So, they give you an idea
what the total would be?

Well, if antonio's case
is resolved quickly,

It could be $15,000,
$20,000.

It could be $50,000, $100,000.
I don't even know.

[ dog barks in distance ]

I showed raul seravia
my shop today.

What?
Yeah.

Did he make you an offer?
Yeah. Yeah.

But not a good one.

I need the money.

God, i...Up.

[ sighs ]

No, carnal.

Y-you just did what you thought
was right for tony.

But it didn't help him.

I didn't save him.

Look, let me talk to raul,
all right?

I mean,
he's a good businessman,

But he's a good man,
too.

And...

There's some lawyers that we do
some advocacy work with.

They might not charge you
so much up front.

[ speaks spanish ]

Okay,
you can talk to him.

[ indistinct conversations ]

[ indistinct shouting ]

[ crowd chanting
"free carter nix!" ]

[ metal detectors beeping ]

[ crowd chanting
"justice for all!" ]

Bailiff: All rise.

The honorable
judge days presiding.

Please be seated.

Where's mark?

Judge days:
This is the time and place set

For the preliminary examination
in the case

Of the state of california
vs. Carter nix,

Case number a154231.

Mr. Nix is present.

Are all counsel
ready to proceed?

Yes, your honor.
Yes, your honor.

I would like for it
to be understood

That these proceedings
are to determine

Whether probable cause exists
to bind mr. Nix

For trial for capital murder.

Based on the tangled route
this case has traveled,

Both the prosecution
and the defense

Have a lot to prove.

Although both sides
would clearly like

A speedy resolution
to this hearing,

Because of the profile
of this case,

I intend to take my time
in weighing the evidence.

Is that clear?

Yes, your honor.
Yes, your honor.

Call your first witness.

[ man coughs ]

The people
call hector tontz.

[ door opens, closes ]

[ man coughs ]

You do solemnly swear

That the testimony
you are about to give

In the matter now pending
before this court

Shall be the truth,
the whole truth,

And nothing but the truth,
so help you god?

Yes, ma'am.

Please take the stand
and be seated.

State your full name

And spell your last name
for the record, please.

Hector tontz.

T-o-n-t-z.

Rick: Mr. Tontz,
on september 15th of last year

At 11:45 in the evening,
were you in the location

Of 5608 lombard avenue
in modesto?

Yes.

I was cruising around
that night

And...I got a text
from carter nix.

And what did
that text say?

[ heart beating ]

[ buzzer ]

[ door opens ]

[ door closes ]

Ms. Taylor.

Who are you?

Tim little,
carter's attorney.

How is he?

He does all right.

Uh, w-w-what happened
at that hearing thing?

He asked me
to hand-deliver this to you.

[ paper slides ]

What is this bull...
I'm sorry.

I want to see him.
No, i-i want to see carter.

Stop.
He would never do this!

Hands off!
He -- he promised!

Calm down. Calm down.
Please! Please!

You made him do this.

Calm down.
No, you can't!

[ door opens ]
get off me! Aah!

[ grunts ]
calm down! Hey, just relax!

[ breathing heavily ]
carter.

[ insects chirping ]

Russ:
F-forgive the mess.

Mm-hmm.

[ breathes deeply ]

It's really
coming along.

Yeah. I'm, uh...
I'm getting there.

Um...Is there --

I-is there any indication
at all from the judge?

No, she meant
what she said.

She's gonna take
her time with it.
Mm.

[ sighs ]

What?

Did you know
barb bought a gun?

A gun? No.

Really?

[ stammers ]

If there's one person
in the world

Who should not have a gun,
it's barb.

When this all plays out,
carter could be released.

Oh, i doubt, uh, that.
It's possible.

Barb, she's --
she's an intense person,

But barb -- i mean,
she'd never shoot anybody.

No, no, no.
I mean, she just --
she wouldn't.

I'm not worried about her
shooting someone else.

Well...

I mean, no,
obviously she's upset,

But...

She's -- i mean,
she's not like that.

Well, i never thought
i was like that, either.

When the man
who killed my daughter

Got that joke
of a sentence,

I bought a gun,
taught myself how to use it.

To kill?

I picked out a spot
where my husband

Wouldn't be
the first person to find me,

Somewhere outside
where i wouldn't make a mess.

Had music on my ipod.

I really,
uh -- i-i set it up good.

I can't see you
as that kind of person.

What's the type?

What's the type,
except you can't stand

What you're going through
anymore?

You know,
it w-- it was so easy

To put that gun up
to my chin,

Easy right up
to pulling the trigger.

But you have to be strong
to do that.

I wasn't. Barb is.

Have you, um...

H-have you talked
to barb about this?

No.

Uh, you should.

I don't think
it's my place.

Our, um...

Our lives
weren't always this bad.

S-s-she should
remember that.

Then maybe
you should remind her.

You're doing
a good thing here.

Hmm.

Aubry:
Just get carter's lawyer.

Ruth: No.
I just need a few minutes
with him.

I won't do it.
Where's dad?

Oh, "dad."
when you need him, it's "dad."

And when you don't --
please.

I need carter to tell me
why he tore the picture.

Why do you think?
I need him to tell me why.

He's done with you.

I'll never ask you
for anything ever again.

I swear to god.
It's not healthy.

Please.
I believe that, your father,
carter's sister...

You talked to aliyah?

Did you talk to carter?

You talked to carter,
and he did this.

It's for the best.

I want to talk
to my lawyer.

He will not facilitate
any communication

Between you and carter
whatsoever.

I'm gonna send carter
a message.

I want to see someone
from the d.A.'s office

And that detective.

Bring them all
in here.

We appreciate you wanting
to work with us.

But based
on your prior exhibitions,

We would like to get directly
to your testimony.

If the things you tell us
have value,

Then we'd still be open
to a plea agreement.

This is the gun used
to kill matt skokie.

Hector tontz testified

That carter nix had it
in his possession.

Did carter use this
to murder matt skokie?

That's the gun.

But carter didn't use it.

I used it.

I shot matt.
I shot his wife.

Ohh.
H-hold on.

Michael:
What are you doing?
I shot them.

Stop it. Stop this.

I need a moment alone
with my client.

Ruth: She's lying.
I'm not lying.

Listen to me.
Let me help you, please.

She's an habitual liar.
This is what she does.

Rick: No, no, no.
Get somethig to record this.

Michael: Aubry, stop it.
Aubry, please.

I'm telling them
what i'm telling them.

Warren: I advise you not to.
I don't care
what you advise.

I'm telling them
what i'm telling them.

If you do this,
i am done with you.

I mean it. I'm done.
Oh, then go.

My client
is obviously distraught.

Just give us two minutes
alone to discuss --

Can i fire him?
Ruth: You're being foolish.

Oh, you can go, too.
Rick: He works for you.

You're fired.

You're done. Get out.

[ sighs ]
just go.

Michael.
[ sighs ]

[ inhales deeply ]
i'm staying.

[ door closes ]

[ beep ]

[ clears throat ]

The statement of aubry taylor
is taking place

At the stanislaus county
psychiatric center.

Present are deputy
district attorney soderbergh

And myself,
detective quinn.

Aubry taylor's mother...
Ruth.

...Ruth is also a witness.

Ms. Taylor has previously been
advised of her rights

And has waived the right
to have counsel present.

Is that correct,
ms. Taylor?

Yes.

All right, aubry,
let's start at the beginning.

You have specific information
to share with us

Regarding the events
of september 15th of last year.

Yes.

Carter nix went to
this one dealer's house.

The dealer's name?
Matt skokie.

Do you know his address?

Somewhere on lombard.
5608 lombard avenue?

I guess.

Mm-hmm. For what reason
did mr. Nix go to this address?

Carter went
to score drugs.

And hector tontz
drove him.

I guess.

What happened?

Tried to negotiate,
got hectic.

Carter was short on funds,

So skokie told him he'd give him
drugs if i...

Carter was like...That.

Stole some cash, credit cards,
took off.

But you weren't there?

No.

Hmm.
What happened next?

Carter comes back,

Tells me how matt skokie
was all "nigger this"

And "nigger that,"
"nigger...Your white bitch."

Carter
didn't do anything.

He's too cool to care.

He tells me what
this racist bastard's saying,

So i went to settle.

You went
to 5608 lombard avenue?

Whatever the address was,
it was skokie's place.

At what time?

11:45 -- around there.

Alone? On foot?

You couldn't have made it
from your place

To the crime scene to fire
a shot in that time frame.

Weren't at our place.

We were shacking the night
with this dude, everett.

Everett's got some pieces
laying around.

Him,
carter are passed out.

I'm like, "i'm gonna go
get some business handled."

I took the gun.
Carter's gun.

Everett's gun.
Rick:
Where do we find everett?

Hell if i know.
The guy floats.

If you find him,
i can i.D. Him.

Did you take this gun
with you

With the intent to shoot
either mr. Skokie or his wife?

Only for protection.
That guy was violent.

I wanted it if things
got out of hand,

Which they did,
big time.

Keep going.

I swapped sex for drugs
with matt before,

So i used that
to get back in.

Mr. Skokie let you back
into his home?

Yeah.

His wife wasn't putting out --
not for him, anyway --

So he was always
pretty hard up.

An easy play.

Matt and me started negotiating
all over again.

Was there
sexual contact?

Was there...?
That the question?

Yeah, he was for sure
trying to get some.

Then his wife came in,
screaming her head off.

This was gwen skokie?

Matt was real rough
with her.

Practically
wrung her arm off

Flinging her back
into the bedroom.

Bruised her arms up.

Mm, i hate seeing guys
do women like that.

I've been on the bad end
of enough of that.

So i tried to split.

Matt wouldn't let me.

He wouldn't
let you leave?

[ voice breaking ] no.

He wrung my arm,
just like he did with her.

When i fought back,
h-he punched me,

Shoved me down, s-started
tearing my clothes off.

[ scoffs ]

It was like my brother
and his friends

Attacking me
all over again.

So i fought back
the only way i could.

Which was how?

I shot him in the face.

I didn't mean to do it.
It was self-defense.

When his wife
heard the shot,

She came running out
of the bedroom at me

With something
in her hands.

Do you know
what that was?

All i knew was it was big
and gnarly enough to kill me,

So i...

I shot her, too.

Then i split.

Took the gun,
threw it in the merced river.

That's where you found it --
somewhere around there, right?

[ breathes deeply ]

Went to a liquor store,
got a pbr.

They probably got a video
of me or something.

[ sighs ]

[ beep ]

[ knock on door ]

Hey.
What?

Uh, can i come in
for a minute?

You know
where this goes.

Just for a minute.

I found some photos
at matt's house

I want to show you.

It's like looking at pictures
of somebody else's family.

It wasn't all bad.

No.

Part of my 12-step
for my gambling addiction

Was to admit fault
for the mistakes i made.

Okay.
Can you ever accept that?

I can't even
understand it.

You're the one
that started me gambling.

F-first time i ever gambled
with you --

Quarters at video poker at
the california hotel in vegas.

Yes.

And from that dollar,
i got you addicted.

No. Well, i-i was sitting there
with you all night.

You could take $20 and turn it
into eight hours of gambling.

It was just meant
to be fun.

It's always fun
when you're winning.

You never understood
how to play the machines.

You'd get
these random draws,

And you'd always
hold the kicker.

You can't play
a double-double bonus

Like it was
a deuces wild.

That's the barb
i love.

Video poker
and an all-night buffet --

That's all she needed.

Oh,
we could have had fun.

But you got greedy
with your gambling.

Not greedy.
Yeah, you were greedy.

You wanted to win
all the time.

That's not how
gambling addiction works.

It's not about the money.

You lost enough of it.
You stole enough.

You know, i'm at the tables --
forget video poker.

I'm at the tables and
the dealer's got an ace showing.

You're supposed to play like
he's got a face in the hole.

I just know
i can bust him

Or watch him turn a 7,
then draw a 3

On the crap pair
of 8s i'm holding

And collect.

I'm sitting there,
money on the felt,

And i know i can do it --
same with roulette.

Every other sucker's
placing wide,

I lay the action numbers.

And i can make the ball
land winner.

Make it land.

Now they're sliding over
my chips.

Don't matter if it's $10
or $10 million.

I did that.

The universe, the odds,

Everything that said
it couldn't happen --

I made it happen.

Control.
Mm.

No-good russ skokie has
all the power in the universe

To make the ball
drop black 13.

And i felt that way
before i got sober.

You can't control
the universe.

You can't even control
what's going on here.

Matt needed you,
and you weren't here.

And i have to live
with that.

We all have to live
with the things we've done.

We got to live, barb.

I'm grateful for all you did
for matt and mark.

I know it wasn't easy --

All the tough choices
you had to make.

But whatever good things
the boys had,

They had because of you.

Remember that.

[ door opens, closes ]