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♪ OOH ♪
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♪ ALL YOU GOT TO KNO-O-W
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IS WHO YOU ARE ♪
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♪ OOH ♪
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♪ ULTIMATE...
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CONSCIOUSNESS ♪
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♪ OOH-OOH ♪
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♪ NOW YOU ARE JESUS ♪
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♪ AND I FEEL YOU'RE READY
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FOR THAT ♪
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ALL THAT STORY, MAN...
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♪ OOH-OOH ♪
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IS JUST DEAD.
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IT WAS NO ACCIDENT THAT THOSE
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PEOPLE SHOWED UP AND GATHERED
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AROUND JIM BAKER, FATHER YOD,
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YAHOWHA.
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THE SOURCE FAMILY WAS A GROUP
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OF PEOPLE WHO WERE DESTINED
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TO BE TOGETHER.
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AND NOBODY CAME TO FATHER.
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WE WERE ALL MAGNETICALLY DRAWN
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TO HIM.
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I WALKED OUT ON EVERYTHING,
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AND IT MEANT NOTHING BECAUSE
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WHAT I'M WAS GOING INTO WAS SO
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INCREDIBLE.
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ALL I DID WAS I LOOKED AT
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HIM, AND HIS EYES WERE LIKE
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BURNING INTO ME.
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AND IMMEDIATELY MY HEART
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STARTS POUNDING OUT OF MY CHEST.
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EVERYTHING TURNED WHITE
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AROUND HIS HEAD, AND IT WAS
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THE VOICE OF GOD SPEAKING
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DIRECTLY TO ME.
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AND I KNOW THIS SOUNDS
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INSANE, BUT I SAW LIGHTNING
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BOLTS COMING OUT OF HIS EARS.
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AS SOON AS YOU WANTED
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SOMETHING, IT WAS THERE.
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AND YOU WERE THERE WITH THE MOST
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BEAUTIFUL YOUNG WOMEN IN THE
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WORLD.
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IT WAS TRULY UTOPIAN.
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IT WAS LIKE WE WERE SPOILED.
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WE HAD THIS SUPERRICH FATHER
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THAT WAS THE SMARTEST GUY IN
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THE WORLD, THE STRONGEST GUY
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IN THE WORLD, THE MOST
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BENEVOLENT GUY IN THE WORLD
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AND TOTALLY LOVED US.
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IT WAS LIKE BEING IN THIS DREAM.
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IT WAS CLEARLY THE MOST
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INTERESTING GAME IN TOWN.
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THERE WAS NO QUESTION ABOUT
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THAT.
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IF YOU WANTED TO CREATE
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A SORT OF ARCHETYPE OF THE
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ULTIMATE EARLY '70's SOUTHERN
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CALIFORNIA SPIRITUAL CULT,
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YOU COULD DO NO BETTER THAN
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THE SOURCE FAMILY.
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IT WAS ALMOST LIKE A SURREAL
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EXPRESSION OF ALL THESE PECULIAR
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CURRENTS THAT WERE IN THIS
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PARTICULAR TIME AND PLACE...
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HEALTH FOOD, A MIXTURE OF
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EASTERN AND WESTERN MYSTICISM,
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A KIND OF HIGH, HEDONIC STYLE.
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THEY TRANSFORMED SEX, DRUGS,
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AND ROCK 'N' ROLL INTO A GENUINE
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RELIGIOUS FORMATION.
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IN THE FAMILY, I WAS KNOWN
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AS OM-NE THE AQUARIAN.
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MY NAME IS DAMIAN PAUL,
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ALSO KNOWN AS YAHOWHA #3.
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MY NAME WAS ZINARU IN
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THE FAMILY.
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MY NAME IS
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HARVEST MOON AQUARIAN.
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MY NAME IS OCTAVIUS AQUARIAN.
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I'M DJIN AQUARIAN.
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I WAS NAMED ORBIT...
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ORBIT THE AQUARIAN.
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GOSH, YOU GOT SUCH A GREAT NAME,
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AND I GOT A DORKY NAME... ORBIT.
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I WAS KNOWN AS GALAXY IN
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THE FAMILY.
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AND I'M ELECTRICITY AQUARIAN.
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I'M ISIS AQUARIAN.
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I FEEL THAT THAT'S MY ENERGY
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MORE THAN CHARLENE PETERS.
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I WAS MAGUS THE AQUARIAN
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IN THE SOURCE FAMILY.
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I'M A VERY CURIOUS PERSON.
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ANYTHING THAT SEEMED INTERESTING
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TO ME, I PURSUED.
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IT WAS 1965, AND I WAS AT
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HARVARD.
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IT WAS A PRETTY PHENOMENAL TIME.
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TIM LEARY AND DICK ALPERT,
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WHO BECAME BABA RAM DAS, WERE
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TWO OF MY PROFESSORS THERE.
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I WAS INTERESTED IN
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EXPERIMENTATIONS, AND I ACTUALLY
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WOUND UP GETTING KICKED OUT OF
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THERE THE FOLLOWING YEAR.
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AT THE TIME, THERE WAS THE
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ANTI-VIETNAM MOVEMENT, THERE WAS
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THE CIVIL RIGHTS MOVEMENT, AND
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I WAS STARTING TO GET INTERESTED
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IN THE SPIRITUAL MOVEMENT.
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I BOUGHT THIS BOOK CALLED
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"SPIRITUAL COMMUNITIES OF
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THE SOUTHWESTERN UNITED STATES,"
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AND ONE OF THEM TURNED OUT WAS
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WHERE RAM DAS HAD WOUND UP, AND
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THERE WAS THE 3HO, WHICH WAS
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YOGI BHAJAN, AND I GOT TURNED
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ON TO SWAMI SATCHIDANANDA.
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IT WAS LIKE BEING ON THIS
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MAGICAL RIDE OF GOING FROM PLACE
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TO PLACE, MEETING PERSON AFTER
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PERSON.
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AND WE DROVE OUT TO
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CALIFORNIA...
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AND WE STOPPED AT THIS PLACE
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CALLED THE SOURCE RESTAURANT,
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WHICH WAS SUPPOSED TO BE
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THE BIG, HAPPENING RESTAURANT
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IN LOS ANGELES.
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THERE WERE ALL THESE BEAUTIFUL
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YOUNG WOMEN THAT SURROUNDED US,
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AND THEY SAID, "NOW YOU HAVE TO
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COME AND YOU HAVE TO MEET
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FATHER."
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I CLIMBED UP THIS LADDER INTO
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THE ATTIC OF THE SOURCE
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RESTAURANT, AND DOWN AT THE END
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OF THIS LONG ROOM WAS THIS GUY.
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HE JUST LOOKED LIKE THE ULTIMATE
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GURU FATHER FIGURE.
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AND THE ONLY THING THAT I COULD
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THINK OF IS THAT IF YOU'RE IN
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FRONT OF A GURU, YOU KISS THEIR
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FEET, AND SO I BENT OVER, AND
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I KISSED HIS TOES, AND HE LOOKED
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DOWN AT ME, AND HE SAID,
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"FAR FUCKING OUT."
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♪ JUST ONE LOOK AT YOU ♪
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♪ AND I CAN SEE... ♪
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AND HE SAID, "YOU ARE MY SON,
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AND I AM YOUR FATHER."
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AND I SAID, "YES."
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♪ ...ALL ETERNITY ♪
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♪ BUT YOU NEVER CRIED JUST
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FOR YOURSELF ♪
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♪ YOU WERE LOOKING OUT FOR
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SOMEONE ELSE ♪
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♪ AND NOW YOU'RE FREE ♪
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THE SOURCE WAS NOT JUST
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SPIRITUAL PURSUIT.
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IT WAS A LOT OF YOUNG KIDS WHO
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NEED A FATHER AND A DISCIPLINE,
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AND AN EXAMPLE, AND, BOY, WAS
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HE.
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HE COULD KICK ANYBODY'S ASS.
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YO, HEY-UH, HEY.
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YO, HEY-UH, HEY.
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YO, HEY-UH, HEY.
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YO, HEY-UH, HEY.
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YO, HEY-UH, HEY.
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YO, HEY-UH, HEY.
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YO, HEY-UH, HEY.
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HE WAS A MILLIONAIRE MULTIPLE
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TIMES.
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HE SHOT AIRPLANES OUT OF
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THE SKY, HE KILLED PEOPLE.
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YA HO...
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JIM'S FATHER...
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LEFT WHEN HE WAS A BABY.
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AND SO HE LOOKED UPON MY FATHER
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FOR GUIDANCE.
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AND MY FATHER WAS PAUL BRAGG,
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THE ORIGINATOR OF
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HEALTH-FOOD STORES, AND DAD
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AND HE, THEY WOULD GO HIKING.
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THEY TALKED EVERYTHING OVER,
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AND MY FATHER WAS SO PROUD
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OF JIM BAKER.
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HE WAS AN EXTRAORDINARY KID
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THAT THE AGE OF 12, HE WAS NAMED
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AMERICA'S STRONGEST BOY.
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HE WAS A JUDO CHAMPION.
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HE HAD LIVED THROUGH
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WORLD WAR II.
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HE HAD DONE HAND-TO-HAND COMBAT.
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AND, YOU KNOW, HE WAS 6'4",
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SO HANDSOME.
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HE HAD A CHARISMA.
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THE WOMEN... OH, THE WOMEN.
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DID THEY LOVE HIM.
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JIM BAKER WAS A LEGEND IN
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HOLLYWOOD IN THE RESTAURANT
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BUSINESS.
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HE HAD OPENED THE AWARE INN
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RESTAURANT ON SUNSET BOULEVARD,
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WHICH WAS ONE OF THE FIRST
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NATURAL-FOOD RESTAURANTS IN
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THE UNITED STATES.
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HE HAD THE DISCOVERY INN
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IN TOPANGA.
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HE OPENED UP THE OLD WORLD
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RESTAURANT, WHICH BECAME A VERY
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SUCCESSFUL CHAIN.
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I WAS AT THE OLD WORLD.
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I WORKED THERE AS THE MANAGER
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DURING THE TIME THAT JIM HAD
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GONE TO JAIL.
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SO JIM HAD A BACKGROUND
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AS A KILLER.
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THERE WERE NEWS CLIPPINGS THAT
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HE HAD ACTUALLY KILLED TWO GUYS
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WITH HIS BARE HANDS.
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HE KNEW VIOLENCE.
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HE KNEW THE DARK SIDE OF
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HUMANITY.
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IN 1963, HE GOT INTO ANOTHER
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PROBLEM.
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IT WAS WITH A TV ACTRESS
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AND HER WEALTHY HUSBAND.
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JIM DISPATCHED HIM WITH TWO
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KARATE CHOPS TO THE THROAT
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AND A BULLET TO THE HEAD.
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FATHER TOLD US EVERYTHING ABOUT
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HIS LIFE NO MATTER HOW UGLY.
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HE TOLD US ALL ABOUT THE
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BANK ROBBERIES THAT FUNDED
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THE AWARE INN AND THE SOURCE.
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WE THINK HE ROBBED ANYWHERE
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BETWEEN 2 AND 11 BANKS.
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THE MUSIC, THE WHOLE HIPPIE
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LIFESTYLE KICKED IN.
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JIM ENDED UP MEETING A FRENCH
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GIRL NAMED DORA.
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HE STARTED DOING ACID.
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THERE WAS MARIJUANA, AND HE LOST
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A LOT OF HIS CONTROL.
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JIM DID END UP DOING A LOT
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OF SPEED... IN THOSE DAYS,
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IT WAS BLACK BEAUTIES...
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AND HE WOULDN'T SLEEP FOR DAYS.
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JIM WOULD COME IN AT NIGHT,
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EMPTY THE CASH REGISTERS, AND
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THEY HAD NO MONEY TO OPEN UP
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IN THE MORNING.
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AND IT JUST SPIRALED
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COMPLETELY OUT OF CONTROL
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AT THAT POINT.
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THE INVESTORS STEPPED IN, AND
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THEY AXED HIM RIGHT OUT OF HIS
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OWN RESTAURANT.
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AND I THINK THAT WHAT HE DID
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WAS TO SAY I HAVE TO DO
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SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE.
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HE STARTED TO THINK ABOUT
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HOW HE COULD BETTER HIMSELF.
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ON APRIL 1, 1969, HE OPENED
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UP THE SOURCE RESTAURANT.
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IT WAS A VEGETARIAN RESTAURANT
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ON SUNSET BOULEVARD, WHICH
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BECAME VERY SUCCESSFUL.
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♪ GOOD FOOD ♪
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♪ FOOD FOR THE HUNGRY CHILDREN ♪
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♪ WHO, WHO ♪
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♪ WHO WILL BE FED? ♪
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THE SOURCE RESTAURANT WAS ONE
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OF THE FIRST HEALTH-FOOD
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RESTAURANTS IN THE COUNTRY,
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AND AT ONE TIME, IT WAS WRITTEN
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UP IN THE TRADE MAGAZINES AS
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MAKING MORE MONEY PER SQUARE
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FOOT THAN ANY RESTAURANT IN
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THE COUNTRY.
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♪ ...FOR FEEDING ♪
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♪ WHO, WHO ♪
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♪ WHO WILL BE FED? ♪
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♪ GOOD FOOD ♪
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♪ FOOD FOR THE HUNGRY ♪
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AND THEY HAD THE BEST SALADS
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EVER.
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I MEAN, THAT WAS INCREDIBLE
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FOOD, AND ALL THE PEOPLE WERE,
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LIKE, GORGEOUS.
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♪ COME TO THE SOURCE
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FOR GOOD FOOD ♪
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YOU COULD BE IN THERE,
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AND THERE WAS GOLDIE HAWN.
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IT'S LIKE, OKAY, WHATEVER,
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ALTHOUGH WE WERE VERY AWARE
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THAT SHE WAS SITTING THERE
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EATING HER JONI MITCHELL.
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I CAN REMEMBER STEVE McQUEEN
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COMING IN ONE MORNING, AND HE
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SAID, "OH, YOU'RE NOT OPENED
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YET, " AND I SAID, " WELL, YOU CAN
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GO IN THE KITCHEN AND MAKE
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YOURSELF A SANDWICH."
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AND I SAT AT A TABLE WITH HIM
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'CAUSE I WANTED TO ASK HIM
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QUESTIONS ABOUT JIM BAKER 'CAUSE
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THEY WERE GOOD BUDDIES.
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♪ LA-LA-LA-LA, LA-LA-LA-LA ♪
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I REMEMBER ALL THE GUYS FROM
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THE GROUP YES PULLING UP INTO
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THE PARKING LOT IN FIVE SEPARATE
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LIMOUSINES.
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♪ LA, LA, LA ♪
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♪ LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA ♪
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♪ LA-LA-LA-LA ♪
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♪ LA-LA-LA-LA-LA ♪
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JOHN LENNON COMING IN TWO
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NIGHTS IN A ROW, AND I BROUGHT
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THEM OUT TWO HIGH-PROTEIN SALADS
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AND TWO HIGH-PROTEIN DRINKS WITH
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ORANGE JUICE.
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I'M GONNA... I'M GONNA HAVE
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THE ALFALFA SPROUTS AND A PLATE
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OF MASHED YEAST.
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YOU HAVE FROM THE MID '60s ON
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THIS KIND OF UNRAVELING OF
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CONVENTIONAL SOCIAL MODES.
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YOU HAVE PSYCHEDELICS ENTERING
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IN AND REWRITING PEOPLE'S MINDS.
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ALL OF THE POLITICAL TENSIONS
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OF THE TIME LEAD TO THIS
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EXPLOSIVE DIONYSIAN ENERGY.
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IT LEADS TO A LOT OF VERY
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PUZZLED, VERY CONFUSED, VERY
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LOST PEOPLE.
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AND WHEN YOU HIT THE EARLY '70s,
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AND, INDEED, THINGS ARE STARTING
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TO SPIRAL DOWN THE TOILET,
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PEOPLE START SEARCHING BIG TIME,
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WHICH IS WHY SO MANY PEOPLE TURN
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TO INTENSE FORMS OF RELIGIOUS
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AND SPIRITUAL PRACTICE.
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TO SOME, THE NEW SPIRITUAL
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INFLUENCE FROM THE EAST IS
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A THREATENING INTRUSION.
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THEY ARE ALARMED WHEN THEIR
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CHILDREN RENOUNCE THEIR WAY
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OF LIFE AND FOLLOW TEACHINGS
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WHICH SEEM SO ALIEN.
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COULD THEY HAVE BEEN
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BRAINWASHED?
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♪ HOW LONG IN TI-I-ME... ♪
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SO IT'S NO ACCIDENT THAT
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THE SOURCE FAMILY GROWS OUT
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OF THE SOURCE RESTAURANT, THIS
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EXPERIMENT IN HEALTHY, ORGANIC
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LIVING.
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THAT KIND OF LIFESTYLE CARRIED
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WITH IT A LIFE OF MORE CLARITY
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AND MORE PLEASURE AND MORE
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HEALING.
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♪ YOU KNOW YOU DON'T HAVE
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TO BE ♪
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I REALIZED THAT I HAD TO
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CHANGE MY LIFESTYLE BECAUSE
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I WAS GOING TO DIE IF I DIDN'T
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JUST LIKE SO MANY CASUALTIES
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OF THE '60s.
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I WAS ON THE ROAD FOR ABOUT
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FIVE YEARS WITH A BAND CALLED
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THE FIELDS.
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WORKING WITH THE DOORS AND
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LED ZEPPELIN, I FOUND MYSELF
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PRETTY BURNT OUT.
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I DECIDED TO QUIT THE BAND AND
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DEVOTE MYSELF TO BEING HEALTHY
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AND DOING YOGA AND GO TO WORK
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AT THE SOURCE RESTAURANT.
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♪ AND IT SEEMS LIKE A CHORE ♪
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♪ JUST TO HOLD THAT FROWN ♪
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♪ WELL, BABY... ♪
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A LOT OF THE CHILDREN OFF
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THE SUNSET STRIP, WHEN THEY
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CAME, THEY WERE VERY YOUNG.
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THEY WERE UNDERAGE, YOU KNOW,
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BUT IT WAS THE NATURE OF THE
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TIMES.
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♪ IT'S TIME TO MAKE THAT
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CHANGE ♪
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MY NAME IS NANCY HIRSCH,
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AND I WAS HEAVEN.
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I WAS 12 YEARS OLD AND LIVING
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IN LOS ANGELES, AND I WOULD
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SNEAK OUT AFTER SCHOOL AND JUST
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GO TO THE SOURCE AND WORK.
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♪ MM-MM-MM ♪
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♪ OOH ♪
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JIM BAKER WAS THIS
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BIGGER-THAN-LIFE MAN,
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CHARISMATIC, AND HIM AND ROBIN
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WERE HUSBAND AND WIFE, SO I WAS
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MESMERIZED BY THEIR ENERGY
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TOGETHER.
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♪ ...YOUR LIGHT AND
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SHI-I-NE ♪
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♪ STEP INTO... ♪
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ROBIN WAS 19 YEARS OLD AT
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THE TIME, JUST ABSOLUTELY,
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INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL, SPIRITUAL
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SOUL.
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♪ ...AND SHI-I-NE ♪
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MY NAME IS ROBIN BAKER,
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AND I WAS MOTHER AH-OM IN
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THE FAMILY.
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I NEVER EXPERIENCED LOVE IN
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MY LIFE LIKE I DID WITH
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JIM BAKER.
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♪ I WANT TO WAKE UP ♪
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I NEVER KNEW THAT ANYBODY
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COULD POSSIBLY LOVE A PERSON
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LIKE THAT.
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00:19:15,284 --> 00:19:17,591
HE OPENED ME UP TO A WORLD THAT
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WAS FILLED WITH LIGHT AND LOVE
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AND PROTECTION AND
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CONSCIOUSNESS.
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ROBIN LIVED IN MY BUILDING.
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HER MOTHER AND MY MOTHER WERE
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FRIENDS.
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ROBIN WAS ALWAYS SICK, AND SHE
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ALMOST DIED.
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BUT THEN WHEN SHE MET JIM BAKER,
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HE SAVED HER LIFE.
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HE PUT HER ON A REALLY GOOD
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DIET, AND SHE WAS REALLY DOING
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00:19:40,222 --> 00:19:43,138
WELL.
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00:19:43,225 --> 00:19:44,574
HE WAS MY NIGHT IN SHINING
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ARMOR.
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00:19:48,230 --> 00:19:50,145
AND HE TOLD ME EVERYTHING ABOUT
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HIMSELF... ABOUT HIS VIOLENT
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00:19:52,103 --> 00:19:54,062
NATURE AND HOW HE'D BECOME
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SPIRITUAL AND HOW THIS HAD SAVED
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HIM AND THAT HE WAS A DIFFERENT
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00:19:59,067 --> 00:20:03,985
PERSON NOW.
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♪ SWEET LI-I-GHT ♪
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00:20:10,165 --> 00:20:12,428
♪ FILL MY CUP FULL ♪
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I USED TO GO TO THE SOURCE
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ALL THE TIME, AND I'D SEE JIM
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THERE, AND IT'S WHEN A GOT A BIT
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FRIENDLY WITH HIM BECAUSE WE GOT
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00:20:18,739 --> 00:20:22,133
OUR POT FROM THE SAME DEALER.
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00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:24,701
BUT THEN HE MET YOGI BHAJAN...
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AND HE BECAME ENAMORED WITH
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YOGI BHAJAN.
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BHAJAN WAS MAKING A MARK FOR
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HIMSELF HERE.
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HE HAD HOUSE IN CHEVIOT HILLS
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THAT HAD A GARAGE FULL OF
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ROLLS-ROYCES.
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JIM HAD AN AWAKENING
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SPIRITUALLY THAT AFFECTED HIM
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IN EVERY WAY.
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HE BECAME SOFTER, GENTLER,
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AND HE SAID, "GREAT THINGS ARE
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HAPPENING IN MY LIFE, PATRICIA."
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ONE DAY WHEN I CAME IN, HE
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HAD A HUGE PICTURE OF
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YOGI BHAJAN OVER HIS FIREPLACE.
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I SAID, "SO WHEN ARE YOU GOING
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TO PUT YOUR PICTURE UP THERE
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INSTEAD?"
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AND HE SAID, "I WOULD NEVER DO
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A THING LIKE THAT.
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HE IS A GREAT GURU.
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I LEARN A LOT FROM HIM."
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SIX MONTHS LATER WHEN I CAME IN,
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THERE WAS HIS PICTURE.
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HE BEGAN TO BECOME THE
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EARTHLY SPIRITUAL FATHER.
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WE SAT TOGETHER IN FRONT OF ALL
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THESE MASTERS AND SAGES AND
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PEOPLE LIKE MANLY P. HALL AND
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ALAN WATTS AND KRISHNAMURTI.
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WE DECIDED TO PICK THE BEST OUT
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OF EVERY RELIGION, PHILOSOPHY,
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THEOLOGY, AND TURN IT INTO
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THE FOUNDATION OF OUR SPIRITUAL
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FAMILY.
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NEW YEAR'S EVE WAS MY TURNING
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POINT WITH EVERYTHING THAT I HAD
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PUT IN AND THE CONSCIOUSNESS
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THAT I HAD WORKED HARD TO
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ACHIEVE AND THE PROMISES THAT
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WERE MADE OF ILLUMINATION IN
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EVERYTHING ELSE.
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THE SUNSET STRIP WAS HORNS
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HONKING, PEOPLE WITH SHAVING
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CREAM.
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AND I WALKED UP TO THE FRONT
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DOOR OF THE SOURCE RESTAURANT,
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AND I WAS TO PICK UP JIM BAKER.
507
00:23:38,678 --> 00:23:40,462
WELL, HE WAS STANDING THERE WITH
508
00:23:40,549 --> 00:23:42,203
HIS EYES UP TO HIS THIRD EYE,
509
00:23:42,290 --> 00:23:43,552
AND HE WAS KIND OF WEAVING
510
00:23:43,639 --> 00:23:45,206
A LITTLE BIT, HAD HIS SHAWL
511
00:23:45,293 --> 00:23:46,642
AROUND HIM, AND I LOOKED UP
512
00:23:46,729 --> 00:23:48,644
AT HIM, AND I THOUGHT HE WAS
513
00:23:48,731 --> 00:23:50,690
WEAVING, SO I TOUCHED HIM ON
514
00:23:50,777 --> 00:23:52,692
THE SHOULDER, AND THE SECOND
515
00:23:52,779 --> 00:23:54,868
I TOUCHED HIM, MY KUNDALINI SHOT
516
00:23:54,955 --> 00:23:56,217
UP MY SPINE.
517
00:23:56,304 --> 00:23:58,785
♪ AWAKEN, AWAKEN, AWAKEN ♪
518
00:23:59,046 --> 00:24:00,613
I TURN AROUND, AND I LOOKED,
519
00:24:00,700 --> 00:24:05,618
AND IT ALL DISAPPEARED.
520
00:24:05,705 --> 00:24:06,619
THERE WAS NOTHING.
521
00:24:06,706 --> 00:24:07,924
THERE WAS NO SUNSET STRIP,
522
00:24:08,011 --> 00:24:09,360
THERE WAS NO RESTAURANT,
523
00:24:09,448 --> 00:24:13,364
THERE WAS NO NOTHING.
524
00:24:13,452 --> 00:24:15,628
ALL I SAW WAS CLOUDS AND ANGELS
525
00:24:15,715 --> 00:24:17,978
AND MUSIC OF THE SPHERES, AND MY
526
00:24:18,065 --> 00:24:20,415
EYES WERE WIDE OPEN LIKE THIS,
527
00:24:20,502 --> 00:24:24,550
AND I'M GOING...
528
00:24:24,637 --> 00:24:26,856
AND HE STARTED LAUGHING, AND HIS
529
00:24:26,943 --> 00:24:28,771
LAUGHTER WAS LIKE THUNDER
530
00:24:28,858 --> 00:24:30,251
ROLLING IN THE HEAVENS.
531
00:24:30,338 --> 00:24:31,339
♪ DON'T BE AFRAID TO FIND
532
00:24:31,426 --> 00:24:32,426
YOUR SOUL ♪
533
00:24:32,471 --> 00:24:33,341
♪ DON'T BE AFRAID TO FIND
534
00:24:33,428 --> 00:24:36,953
YOUR SOUL... ♪
535
00:24:37,040 --> 00:24:38,694
SO I KNEW AT THAT POINT THAT
536
00:24:38,781 --> 00:24:40,304
HE WAS MY EARTHLY SPIRITUAL
537
00:24:40,391 --> 00:24:41,741
FATHER.
538
00:24:41,828 --> 00:24:42,916
♪ AWAKEN, WAKEN FROM YOUR
539
00:24:43,003 --> 00:24:44,003
SLEEP ♪
540
00:24:44,047 --> 00:24:44,874
♪ AWAKEN, WAKEN FROM YOUR
541
00:24:44,961 --> 00:24:45,961
SLEEP ♪
542
00:24:46,006 --> 00:24:47,006
♪ AWAKEN, WAKEN FROM YOUR
543
00:24:47,050 --> 00:24:48,050
SLEEP ♪
544
00:24:48,095 --> 00:24:48,922
♪ AWAKEN, WAKEN FROM YOUR
545
00:24:49,009 --> 00:24:51,446
SLEEP ♪
546
00:24:51,533 --> 00:24:53,753
ROBIN PUT A BLACKBOARD IN
547
00:24:53,840 --> 00:24:56,016
FRONT OF THE RESTAURANT AND
548
00:24:56,103 --> 00:24:57,931
WROTE "THIS SUNDAY AT
549
00:24:58,018 --> 00:25:00,586
11:00 A.M., JIM BAKER WILL GIVE
550
00:25:00,673 --> 00:25:02,544
A CLASS IN MEDITATION.
551
00:25:02,805 --> 00:25:05,329
DON'T BE LATE!"
552
00:25:05,416 --> 00:25:08,463
AND I THOUGHT, "HMM. MEDITATION.
553
00:25:08,550 --> 00:25:11,727
I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO TRY THAT."
554
00:25:16,384 --> 00:25:17,951
SO I CAME THAT VERY FIRST
555
00:25:18,038 --> 00:25:19,953
SUNDAY, AND I WAS NOT ON LSD,
556
00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:21,781
BUT I HAD QUITE A SPIRITUAL
557
00:25:21,868 --> 00:25:23,347
EXPERIENCE.
558
00:25:26,612 --> 00:25:28,439
IT WAS A POWERFUL,
559
00:25:28,527 --> 00:25:30,398
PSYCHEDELIC EXPERIENCE
560
00:25:30,485 --> 00:25:32,313
IN A SPIRITUAL SENSE.
561
00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:34,402
RATHER THAN LOOKING AT HIM,
562
00:25:34,489 --> 00:25:37,405
I WAS LOOKING INTO HIM.
563
00:25:45,674 --> 00:25:46,719
FATHER SAID YOU CAN DO
564
00:25:46,806 --> 00:25:47,870
ANYTHING YOU WANT TO DO IN LIFE
565
00:25:47,894 --> 00:25:49,809
AS LONG AS YOU'RE KIND.
566
00:25:49,896 --> 00:25:51,462
AND THAT WAS THE LAW THAT WE
567
00:25:51,550 --> 00:25:52,638
LIVED BY.
568
00:26:16,575 --> 00:26:17,663
Both: ♪ IT'S GOOD TO BE
569
00:26:17,750 --> 00:26:18,881
HOME ♪
570
00:26:18,968 --> 00:26:21,492
♪ DIFFERENT PLACES, BUT FAMILIAR
571
00:26:21,580 --> 00:26:24,017
SOULS ♪
572
00:26:24,104 --> 00:26:27,020
♪ THIS FEELING GROWS ♪
573
00:26:27,107 --> 00:26:28,761
♪ ON ITS OWN ♪
574
00:26:28,848 --> 00:26:32,025
♪ WITH THE FLOW ♪
575
00:26:32,112 --> 00:26:34,984
♪ I'M RESTING INSIDE ♪
576
00:26:35,071 --> 00:26:36,769
♪ FROM THE CHANGES THAT HAVE
577
00:26:36,856 --> 00:26:40,120
RULED MY LIFE ♪
578
00:26:40,207 --> 00:26:42,818
♪ AT LAST I FOUND ME SOME PEACE
579
00:26:42,905 --> 00:26:46,561
IN THE BACK OF MY MIND ♪
580
00:26:46,648 --> 00:26:48,694
♪ I'VE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG
581
00:26:48,781 --> 00:26:50,913
FROM THIS PLACE I CALL HOME ♪
582
00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:52,698
PRETTY SOON, EVERY SUNDAY
583
00:26:52,785 --> 00:26:54,090
WAS SUCH A SPECIAL EVENT.
584
00:26:54,177 --> 00:26:55,657
Both: ♪ BUT THERE'S NONE
585
00:26:55,744 --> 00:26:56,832
IN THIS WORLD... ♪
586
00:26:56,919 --> 00:26:58,027
WE COULD TELL THAT THE PEOPLE
587
00:26:58,051 --> 00:26:59,052
THAT WERE COMING WERE ON
588
00:26:59,139 --> 00:27:00,401
THE PATH, SEEKING TO BECOME
589
00:27:00,488 --> 00:27:01,707
SPIRITUALLY ENLIGHTENED, SO WE
590
00:27:01,794 --> 00:27:02,945
STARTED TO HIRE A FEW OF THEM,
591
00:27:02,969 --> 00:27:04,144
AND THEY STARTED TO STAY, AND
592
00:27:04,231 --> 00:27:05,667
THESE WERE PEOPLE THAT WE COULD
593
00:27:05,754 --> 00:27:06,886
TRUST.
594
00:27:06,973 --> 00:27:07,626
Both: ♪ ...THROUGH THE SOUNDS
595
00:27:07,713 --> 00:27:08,801
OF MUSIC ♪
596
00:27:08,888 --> 00:27:11,760
♪ I COULD REACH YOUR MINDS ♪
597
00:27:25,687 --> 00:27:26,993
THEY WERE FISHING FOR PEOPLE
598
00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:28,603
TO BRING IN AND TO MAKE PART
599
00:27:28,690 --> 00:27:29,909
OF WHAT IT WAS THAT THEY WERE
600
00:27:29,996 --> 00:27:31,040
DOING.
601
00:27:39,832 --> 00:27:41,442
AND JIM INSISTED THAT THEY
602
00:27:41,529 --> 00:27:43,009
DIDN'T CALL HIM JIM ANYMORE,
603
00:27:43,096 --> 00:27:44,445
PEOPLE WHO KNEW HIM.
604
00:27:44,532 --> 00:27:45,315
I MEAN, COME ON.
605
00:27:45,402 --> 00:27:46,621
FATHER YOD?
606
00:27:46,708 --> 00:27:47,753
GIVE ME A BREAK.
607
00:27:47,840 --> 00:27:48,623
YOD?
608
00:27:48,710 --> 00:27:51,539
GIVE ME A BREAK.
609
00:28:04,204 --> 00:28:05,727
WE WERE LIVING IN VANS AND
610
00:28:05,814 --> 00:28:07,120
LITTLE APARTMENTS, AND ONE DAY
611
00:28:07,207 --> 00:28:08,556
FATHER SAID, "THAT'S IT."
612
00:28:08,643 --> 00:28:09,905
HE SAID, "YOU'RE SPENDING ALL
613
00:28:09,992 --> 00:28:11,820
THIS MONEY ON RENT EVERYWHERE.
614
00:28:12,081 --> 00:28:14,780
WE COULD TAKE THAT MONEY AND ALL
615
00:28:14,867 --> 00:28:17,086
LIVE TOGETHER," AND HE FOUND
616
00:28:17,173 --> 00:28:19,480
THE HOME THAT HAD BEEN THE
617
00:28:19,567 --> 00:28:21,874
ORIGINAL HOME OF THE CHANDLER
618
00:28:21,961 --> 00:28:23,179
FAMILY OF THE L.A. TIMES,
619
00:28:23,266 --> 00:28:26,095
AND WE MOVED IN THERE.
620
00:28:38,238 --> 00:28:39,674
♪ WE'VE GOT A NICE
621
00:28:39,761 --> 00:28:42,242
LITTLE PLACE WE CAN GO ♪
622
00:28:42,329 --> 00:28:44,679
♪ WHERE EVERYTHING FLOWS
623
00:28:44,766 --> 00:28:46,986
AND EVERYTHING GOES ♪
624
00:28:47,073 --> 00:28:48,901
♪ TAKE A DEEP BREATH ♪
625
00:28:48,988 --> 00:28:52,165
♪ DON'T YOU JUST KNOW ♪
626
00:28:52,252 --> 00:28:57,692
♪ IT'S HOME? ♪
627
00:28:57,779 --> 00:28:59,999
♪ WHAT FINER PLACE COULD THERE
628
00:29:00,086 --> 00:29:01,086
BE? ♪
629
00:29:01,130 --> 00:29:03,045
♪ SUN IN OUR EYES ♪
630
00:29:03,132 --> 00:29:05,744
♪ WE'LL LIVE IN THE TREES ♪
631
00:29:05,831 --> 00:29:08,007
♪ FATHER IS RIGHT ♪
632
00:29:08,094 --> 00:29:13,795
♪ LIFE IS A BREEZE AT HOME ♪
633
00:29:15,841 --> 00:29:17,190
I THINK THAT I HAD ALWAYS
634
00:29:17,277 --> 00:29:18,844
LONGED TO BE PART OF A REALLY
635
00:29:18,931 --> 00:29:20,541
CLOSE FAMILY WHERE EVERYBODY
636
00:29:20,628 --> 00:29:21,847
JUST LOVED EACH OTHER.
637
00:29:21,934 --> 00:29:23,014
SO I HAD ALL THESE BROTHERS
638
00:29:23,065 --> 00:29:23,936
AND SISTERS, AND I HAD A FATHER,
639
00:29:24,023 --> 00:29:26,025
AND I HAD A MOTHER.
640
00:29:26,112 --> 00:29:29,158
ROBIN, HIS WIFE, WAS OUR MOTHER.
641
00:29:38,254 --> 00:29:39,603
IT WAS JUST EVERYTHING JUST
642
00:29:39,690 --> 00:29:40,343
SEEMED MAGICAL.
643
00:29:40,430 --> 00:29:42,345
♪ HOME ♪
644
00:29:54,662 --> 00:29:55,702
PEOPLE WOULD JUST SHOW UP,
645
00:29:55,750 --> 00:29:56,814
AND YOU DIDN'T KNOW MUCH ABOUT
646
00:29:56,838 --> 00:29:57,883
THEIR BACKGROUNDS.
647
00:29:57,970 --> 00:29:59,077
PEOPLE COULD HAVE SHOWN UP THERE
648
00:29:59,101 --> 00:30:00,624
THAT WERE ON WITNESS PROTECTION
649
00:30:00,711 --> 00:30:02,061
PROGRAMS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT,
650
00:30:02,148 --> 00:30:03,584
AND YOU COULD JUST DISAPPEAR
651
00:30:03,671 --> 00:30:05,891
INTO THIS GROUP.
652
00:30:05,978 --> 00:30:07,675
SHORTLY AFTER WE MOVED IN
653
00:30:07,762 --> 00:30:09,198
THERE, THERE WAS A GREAT BIG
654
00:30:09,285 --> 00:30:10,896
PIANO IN THE FRONT ROOM, AND
655
00:30:10,983 --> 00:30:13,028
MUSICIANS STARTED TO COME.
656
00:30:20,166 --> 00:30:21,602
THERE WERE A LOT OF PEOPLE
657
00:30:21,689 --> 00:30:22,690
THAT CAME AND WENT.
658
00:30:22,777 --> 00:30:24,344
I THINK OUR NUMBERS LIST GOES
659
00:30:24,431 --> 00:30:27,913
INTO THE HUNDREDS.
660
00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:29,740
THERE WAS ANDRé PREVIN'S
661
00:30:29,828 --> 00:30:31,655
DAUGHTER, THE FAMOUS PRODUCER
662
00:30:31,742 --> 00:30:35,659
AND COMPOSER AND WRITER.
663
00:30:35,746 --> 00:30:37,792
SKY SAXON WAS A ROCK STAR,
664
00:30:37,879 --> 00:30:39,881
AND HE HAD A HIT SONG OR TWO
665
00:30:39,968 --> 00:30:42,057
IN THE SEEDS, AND GIRLS REALLY
666
00:30:42,144 --> 00:30:43,972
LIKED HIM.
667
00:30:44,233 --> 00:30:46,192
AND ADLA, WHO WAS THE NIECE
668
00:30:46,279 --> 00:30:48,150
OF TOM BRADLEY, THE MAYOR OF
669
00:30:48,237 --> 00:30:50,022
LOS ANGELES.
670
00:30:50,283 --> 00:30:52,154
MY FRIEND BUD CORT JOINED,
671
00:30:52,241 --> 00:30:53,939
AND HE WAS REALLY DEDICATED
672
00:30:54,026 --> 00:30:55,027
FOR A WHILE THERE.
673
00:30:55,114 --> 00:31:00,119
HE THOUGHT HE'D FOUND NIRVANA.
674
00:31:00,206 --> 00:31:02,295
WHEN I HIT L.A., I ENDED UP
675
00:31:02,382 --> 00:31:04,384
HANGING OUT IN THIS HOUSEHOLD
676
00:31:04,471 --> 00:31:06,038
WHERE ROB REINER AND
677
00:31:06,125 --> 00:31:07,953
RICHARD DREYFUSS LIVED IN
678
00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:10,085
LAUREL CANYON, AND I MET THIS
679
00:31:10,172 --> 00:31:11,782
VERY FAMOUS ROCK PHOTOGRAPHER,
680
00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:15,699
RON RAFFAELLI.
681
00:31:15,961 --> 00:31:17,266
AND THAT WAS THE START OF
682
00:31:17,353 --> 00:31:19,051
A THREE-YEAR LOVE AFFAIR THAT
683
00:31:19,138 --> 00:31:22,663
WAS VERY INTENSE.
684
00:31:22,750 --> 00:31:23,969
WE WERE ENGAGED, AND WE WERE
685
00:31:24,056 --> 00:31:25,361
GOING TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE
686
00:31:25,448 --> 00:31:27,015
KIDS.
687
00:31:27,102 --> 00:31:28,799
RON AND I WERE CASTING FOR
688
00:31:28,887 --> 00:31:30,323
A PHOTO SHOOT, AND HE SAID,
689
00:31:30,410 --> 00:31:31,977
"I NEED JESUS... LOTS OF
690
00:31:32,064 --> 00:31:34,153
JESUSES."
691
00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:36,242
I DROVE DOWN TO THE SOURCE, AND
692
00:31:36,329 --> 00:31:38,374
THERE'S ALL THESE GREAT-LOOKING
693
00:31:38,461 --> 00:31:40,376
MEN IN WHITE ROBES WITH THEIR
694
00:31:40,463 --> 00:31:42,813
LONG HAIR, AND I SAID,
695
00:31:42,901 --> 00:31:44,859
"IS JIM BAKER HERE?"
696
00:31:44,946 --> 00:31:52,946
SO OUT COMES THIS MAN...
697
00:31:53,955 --> 00:31:55,870
AND I JUST LOOKED AT HIM, AND
698
00:31:55,957 --> 00:31:59,787
I JUST WENT, "OH, MY GOD."
699
00:32:04,226 --> 00:32:08,839
AND HE JUST GAVE ME A BIG HUG.
700
00:32:08,927 --> 00:32:10,015
HE JUST SAID, "WELCOME.
701
00:32:10,102 --> 00:32:16,891
WELCOME HOME."
702
00:32:16,978 --> 00:32:20,199
WHAT I JUST SAW HELD MORE FOR ME
703
00:32:20,286 --> 00:32:23,289
THAN ANYTHING THAT I HAD, AND
704
00:32:23,376 --> 00:32:25,204
RON WOULD NOT COME WITH ME.
705
00:32:25,465 --> 00:32:27,206
AT THE TIME, I WAS SHOOTING
706
00:32:27,293 --> 00:32:28,903
GROUPS LIKE THE BEACH BOYS,
707
00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:30,035
LED ZEPPELIN,
708
00:32:30,122 --> 00:32:32,167
THE ROLLING STONES, THE DOORS,
709
00:32:32,254 --> 00:32:33,386
JEFFERSON AIRPLANE.
710
00:32:33,473 --> 00:32:36,302
AND YOU THINK I'M GOING TO GIVE
711
00:32:36,389 --> 00:32:41,916
UP MY CAREER AND MY ART AND WAIT
712
00:32:42,003 --> 00:32:47,139
ON TABLES?
713
00:32:47,400 --> 00:32:48,444
SHE HAD NOTHING.
714
00:32:48,531 --> 00:32:50,011
SHE DIDN'T HAVE A BANK ACCOUNT.
715
00:32:50,098 --> 00:32:51,491
SHE HAD GIVEN HIM EVERYTHING SHE
716
00:32:51,578 --> 00:32:53,493
OWNED!
717
00:32:53,580 --> 00:32:55,930
THEY WERE JUST ODD.
718
00:32:56,017 --> 00:32:58,063
THEY WERE LIKE LITTLE
719
00:32:58,150 --> 00:33:00,848
AUTOMATONS, ROBOTIC IN SOME
720
00:33:00,935 --> 00:33:03,894
RESPECT THAT THERE WAS SOMEBODY
721
00:33:03,982 --> 00:33:04,983
PULLING THE STRINGS.
722
00:33:05,070 --> 00:33:07,072
♪ WE ARE THE SAGES ♪
723
00:33:07,159 --> 00:33:09,161
♪ REINCARNATED ♪
724
00:33:09,248 --> 00:33:11,076
♪ UP TO OUR OLD TRICKS
725
00:33:11,163 --> 00:33:18,779
AGA-A-IN ♪
726
00:33:23,305 --> 00:33:26,047
IT WAS NO SECRET THAT IT WAS
727
00:33:26,134 --> 00:33:27,048
A CULT.
728
00:33:27,135 --> 00:33:31,096
♪ WE ARE HIS SOUL ♪
729
00:33:31,183 --> 00:33:35,404
♪ HIS SOUL AND OURS ARE ONE ♪
730
00:33:35,491 --> 00:33:37,319
♪ WE ARE... ♪
731
00:33:37,580 --> 00:33:41,062
I WAS 100% YES.
732
00:33:41,149 --> 00:33:42,411
IT'S LIKE I HAD JUMPED INTO
733
00:33:42,498 --> 00:33:44,109
A 25-FOOT POOL AND I COULDN'T
734
00:33:44,196 --> 00:33:44,979
SWIM.
735
00:33:45,066 --> 00:33:46,459
BUT I HAD JUMPED IN.
736
00:33:46,546 --> 00:33:49,114
I JUST... I WAS HUNGERING FOR
737
00:33:49,201 --> 00:33:50,201
IT.
738
00:33:53,901 --> 00:33:55,294
IT ALMOST FELT LIKE
739
00:33:55,381 --> 00:33:57,339
A CHANGELING, LIKE SOMEBODY HAD
740
00:33:57,426 --> 00:33:59,472
COME IN AND TAKEN MY SISTER AND
741
00:33:59,559 --> 00:34:01,387
REPLACED HER WITH A SLIGHTLY
742
00:34:01,474 --> 00:34:02,475
VACANT HIPPIE.
743
00:34:05,347 --> 00:34:06,914
MY DAD AND ELENA HAD A
744
00:34:07,001 --> 00:34:08,437
REALLY, REALLY, REALLY TOUGH
745
00:34:08,524 --> 00:34:10,135
RELATIONSHIP, AND HE WAS A
746
00:34:10,222 --> 00:34:12,398
HARD-ASS.
747
00:34:15,140 --> 00:34:17,490
AND THEN, SURPRISE, SURPRISE.
748
00:34:17,577 --> 00:34:19,840
SHE HAS A WONDERFUL, LOVING
749
00:34:19,927 --> 00:34:22,016
FATHER WHO ACCEPTS HER AND
750
00:34:22,103 --> 00:34:23,104
LOVES HER.
751
00:34:23,191 --> 00:34:24,255
YOU KNOW, I DON'T FEEL LIKE I
752
00:34:24,279 --> 00:34:25,846
HAD TO GET A GRADUATE DEGREE
753
00:34:25,933 --> 00:34:27,108
IN PSYCHOLOGY TO KNOW WHY
754
00:34:27,195 --> 00:34:28,588
THE SOURCE FAMILY WAS MEANINGFUL
755
00:34:28,675 --> 00:34:29,675
TO MY SISTER.
756
00:34:36,335 --> 00:34:38,337
IN THAT ERA, IT WAS COMMON
757
00:34:38,424 --> 00:34:40,861
TO NOT HAVE A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP
758
00:34:40,948 --> 00:34:43,037
WITH YOUR FATHER, AND I THINK
759
00:34:43,124 --> 00:34:45,039
MANY OF US CRAVED HAVING A
760
00:34:45,126 --> 00:34:48,477
LOVING, PATERNAL BEING TO REALLY
761
00:34:48,564 --> 00:34:53,352
SEE US FULLY FOR WHO WE WERE.
762
00:35:10,456 --> 00:35:15,025
♪ LITTLE BIRD, KEEP FLYING ♪
763
00:35:15,113 --> 00:35:18,159
♪ CAN'T YOU SEE I'M DYING? ♪
764
00:35:18,246 --> 00:35:20,030
WE LIQUIDATED A VICTORIAN
765
00:35:20,118 --> 00:35:21,641
FLAT COMPLETE WITH ANTIQUES
766
00:35:21,728 --> 00:35:25,123
FRONT TO BACK, FANTASTIC STEREO
767
00:35:25,210 --> 00:35:28,909
EQUIPMENT, THREE VEHICLES ALL
768
00:35:28,996 --> 00:35:30,389
IN THREE DAYS.
769
00:35:30,476 --> 00:35:32,391
AND THE NEXT NIGHT, I HAD MY NEW
770
00:35:32,478 --> 00:35:33,478
JOB.
771
00:35:33,522 --> 00:35:35,220
I WAS WASHING DISHES IN
772
00:35:35,307 --> 00:35:40,529
THE SOURCE RESTAURANT.
773
00:35:40,616 --> 00:35:42,575
WE WENT TO THE DEPARTMENT
774
00:35:42,662 --> 00:35:44,925
OF SOCIAL SECURITY, AND WE ALL
775
00:35:45,012 --> 00:35:46,579
APPLIED FOR NAMES AS THE
776
00:35:46,666 --> 00:35:49,103
AQUARIAN FAMILY, AND SO I WAS
777
00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:51,410
GONNA BE FROM THEN ON MAGUS,
778
00:35:51,497 --> 00:35:54,413
MIDDLE NAME "THE" AQUARIAN.
779
00:35:54,500 --> 00:35:57,285
♪ OHH ♪
780
00:35:57,372 --> 00:36:00,114
♪ OHHHHHHH ♪
781
00:36:00,201 --> 00:36:01,942
"LOVELY" PREVIN, HER FATHER
782
00:36:02,029 --> 00:36:03,596
WAS CONCERNED ABOUT HER BEING
783
00:36:03,683 --> 00:36:05,206
UNDERAGE, AND SO HE SENT
784
00:36:05,293 --> 00:36:06,947
THE POLICE TO PICK HER UP ON
785
00:36:07,034 --> 00:36:08,427
A COUPLE OF OCCASIONS, AND
786
00:36:08,514 --> 00:36:10,211
THE SOURCE FAMILY WAS GIVEN
787
00:36:10,298 --> 00:36:11,952
A WARNING SAYING, YOU KNOW,
788
00:36:12,039 --> 00:36:13,432
"YOU CAN'T HAVE MINOR WOMEN
789
00:36:13,519 --> 00:36:14,520
HERE.
790
00:36:14,607 --> 00:36:18,437
THERE'S STATUTORY RAPE LAWS."
791
00:36:18,524 --> 00:36:20,439
THE NEXT MORNING JIM DECIDED
792
00:36:20,526 --> 00:36:22,658
THAT ANY WOMAN THAT WAS UNDER 18
793
00:36:22,745 --> 00:36:25,008
WHO WAS PART OF THE FAMILY HAD
794
00:36:25,095 --> 00:36:29,665
TO GET MARRIED.
795
00:36:29,752 --> 00:36:31,667
SURE ENOUGH, SUNFLOWER AND I
796
00:36:31,754 --> 00:36:33,147
ENDED UP TOGETHER.
797
00:36:33,234 --> 00:36:34,627
MY PARENTS WEREN'T CRAZY ABOUT
798
00:36:34,714 --> 00:36:35,280
IT.
799
00:36:35,367 --> 00:36:37,543
I WAS 16.
800
00:36:53,602 --> 00:36:55,474
WHEN I CAME INTO THE FAMILY,
801
00:36:55,561 --> 00:36:57,476
I'D COME FROM A STUDIO, SO I HAD
802
00:36:57,563 --> 00:36:59,304
CAMERA EQUIPMENT, AND IT WAS
803
00:36:59,391 --> 00:37:01,131
JUST A NATURAL THING FOR ME
804
00:37:01,219 --> 00:37:02,481
TO DO TO START DOCUMENTING
805
00:37:02,568 --> 00:37:04,396
FATHER AND THE FAMILY.TING
806
00:37:04,483 --> 00:37:06,093
FATHER MADE ME THE FAMILY
807
00:37:06,180 --> 00:37:09,662
HISTORIAN AND THE TEMPLE KEEPER.
808
00:37:09,749 --> 00:37:12,230
I JUST TOOK MY CAMERA, MY TAPE
809
00:37:12,317 --> 00:37:14,493
RECORDER, AND WENT RIGHT INTO
810
00:37:14,580 --> 00:37:17,670
THE INNER CIRCLE...
811
00:37:17,757 --> 00:37:19,585
AND FOLLOWED HIM EVERYWHERE.
812
00:37:19,846 --> 00:37:21,674
MORNING MEDITATIONS... STARTED
813
00:37:21,761 --> 00:37:26,244
RECORDING MORNING CLASSES.
814
00:37:26,331 --> 00:37:28,115
THAT WAS LIKE REALLY INTENSE.
815
00:37:28,202 --> 00:37:30,030
EVERY MORNING, IT WAS THE SAME
816
00:37:30,117 --> 00:37:32,728
THING.
817
00:37:39,605 --> 00:37:41,084
WE WOULD GET UP AT 4:00 IN
818
00:37:41,171 --> 00:37:42,347
THE MORNING AND GO STAND IN
819
00:37:42,434 --> 00:37:43,739
THE SWIMMING POOL IN ICE-COLD
820
00:37:43,826 --> 00:37:44,697
WATER.
821
00:37:44,784 --> 00:37:47,090
HE USED TO CALL IT
822
00:37:47,177 --> 00:37:48,788
A SPIRITUAL BOOT CAMP.
823
00:37:49,267 --> 00:37:51,704
WE HAD A WHOLE EXERCISE REGIMEN
824
00:37:51,791 --> 00:37:54,359
THAT WE DID, INCLUDING DIPS,
825
00:37:54,446 --> 00:37:56,491
PULL-UPS, PUSH-UPS ON OUR
826
00:37:56,578 --> 00:37:58,406
FINGERTIPS.
827
00:38:08,242 --> 00:38:09,722
SO WE'D COME BACK AND HAVE
828
00:38:09,809 --> 00:38:12,464
BREAKFAST.
829
00:38:12,551 --> 00:38:15,205
WE WERE EATING RAW FOOD.
830
00:38:15,293 --> 00:38:17,251
WE WERE... BASICALLY IF IT WAS
831
00:38:17,338 --> 00:38:19,297
CUT WITHIN 15 MINUTES, IT WAS
832
00:38:19,384 --> 00:38:21,124
OKAY, BUT, OTHERWISE, THE
833
00:38:21,211 --> 00:38:22,430
LIFE-FORCE HAD DRAINED OUT
834
00:38:22,517 --> 00:38:27,609
OF IT.
835
00:38:27,696 --> 00:38:29,785
THAT WAS FOLLOWED BY THE
836
00:38:29,872 --> 00:38:32,266
SACRED HERB... ONE SIX-SECOND
837
00:38:32,353 --> 00:38:34,399
INHALATION OF MARIJUANA.
838
00:38:34,486 --> 00:38:36,270
♪ IT'S ALL IN THE BREATH ♪
839
00:38:36,357 --> 00:38:38,490
♪ IT'S ALL IN THE BREATH ♪
840
00:38:38,577 --> 00:38:40,796
♪ IT'S ALL IN THE BREATH ♪
841
00:38:40,883 --> 00:38:43,669
♪ IT'S ALL IN THE BREATH ♪
842
00:38:43,756 --> 00:38:45,410
♪ IT'S ALL IN THE BREATH ♪
843
00:38:45,497 --> 00:38:48,326
♪ IT'S ALL IN THE BREATH ♪
844
00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:43,468
AND THE HERB AT THAT TIME
845
00:39:43,555 --> 00:39:45,774
IN THE MORNING IN THAT SETTING,
846
00:39:45,861 --> 00:39:47,602
IT FELT LIKE LSD.
847
00:40:34,693 --> 00:40:36,651
I SAW MYSELF CHANGING IN
848
00:40:36,738 --> 00:40:38,261
A LOT OF GOOD WAYS.
849
00:40:38,348 --> 00:40:40,525
I DID FEEL THAT I WAS NO LONGER
850
00:40:40,612 --> 00:40:42,788
VERY CONDITIONED OR SUBJECTIVE
851
00:40:42,875 --> 00:40:45,312
OR THAT I WAS ROOTED IN ANY ONE
852
00:40:45,399 --> 00:40:46,966
PHILOSOPHY OR IDEOLOGY.
853
00:40:47,053 --> 00:40:48,489
WE KNEW WE WERE PART OF
854
00:40:48,576 --> 00:40:49,925
A DRAMATIC SOCIAL ADVENTURE
855
00:40:50,012 --> 00:40:51,536
AND SOMETHING THAT HADN'T
856
00:40:51,623 --> 00:40:52,711
HAPPENED BEFORE.
857
00:40:56,802 --> 00:40:58,717
WE WOULD SIT WITH THIS GUY,
858
00:40:58,804 --> 00:41:00,588
AND HE WOULD HAVE THESE WHAT
859
00:41:00,675 --> 00:41:02,634
WERE CALLED MEDITATIONS, BUT HE
860
00:41:02,721 --> 00:41:03,765
WOULD JUST RIFF.
861
00:41:03,852 --> 00:41:05,637
OH, MAN, WAS HE WAY UP THERE
862
00:41:05,724 --> 00:41:07,856
SOMEWHERE LAYING IT DOWN, DADDY!
863
00:41:09,945 --> 00:41:11,730
HE WAS KIND OF LIKE A
864
00:41:11,817 --> 00:41:13,688
COMBINATION OF LENNY BRUCE
865
00:41:13,775 --> 00:41:15,995
AND KRISHNAMURTI.
866
00:41:53,902 --> 00:41:56,775
♪ WE ARE GOD-MEN ♪
867
00:41:56,862 --> 00:41:59,995
♪ YOU ARE GOD-MEN ♪
868
00:42:00,082 --> 00:42:03,042
♪ WE ARE GOD-MEN ♪
869
00:42:03,129 --> 00:42:09,439
♪ YOU AR-R-E... ♪
870
00:42:09,527 --> 00:42:11,529
HE WAS PURSUING THIS IDEA
871
00:42:11,616 --> 00:42:13,748
THAT WE WERE A SPECIALLY CHOSEN
872
00:42:13,835 --> 00:42:15,881
GROUP OF PEOPLE, THAT WE'RE
873
00:42:15,968 --> 00:42:17,622
DESTINED TO USHER IN
874
00:42:17,709 --> 00:42:18,710
THE AQUARIAN AGE.
875
00:42:18,797 --> 00:42:21,974
♪ ...GOD MADE ♪
876
00:42:22,061 --> 00:42:24,324
AND THAT THE CHILDREN THAT WE
877
00:42:24,411 --> 00:42:26,326
WERE BRINGING INTO THE WORLD
878
00:42:26,413 --> 00:42:27,980
WERE THE SAINTS AND SAGES
879
00:42:28,067 --> 00:42:30,635
OF THIS NEW AGE.
880
00:42:44,736 --> 00:42:49,828
♪ YAHO... WHA ♪
881
00:42:49,915 --> 00:42:53,919
APRIL 7, 1972, I HAD JUST
882
00:42:54,006 --> 00:42:56,835
TURNED 16, AND SUNFLOWER WAS 28.
883
00:42:57,096 --> 00:43:01,448
♪ YAHO... WHA ♪
884
00:43:01,535 --> 00:43:02,667
AND THIS BEING THE FIRST
885
00:43:02,754 --> 00:43:03,834
CHILD OF MINE AND THE FIRST
886
00:43:03,885 --> 00:43:05,104
CHILD OF THE FAMILY, THERE HAD
887
00:43:05,191 --> 00:43:07,889
TO BE A LOT OF FAITH.
888
00:43:18,030 --> 00:43:24,906
♪ YAHO... WHA ♪
889
00:43:24,993 --> 00:43:26,647
NOW, AFTER 22 HOURS' LABOR,
890
00:43:26,734 --> 00:43:28,431
IT WAS GETTING A LITTLE INTENSE,
891
00:43:28,518 --> 00:43:29,694
AND WE WERE SENSING THAT
892
00:43:29,781 --> 00:43:32,522
SOMETHING WAS NOT RIGHT.
893
00:43:41,793 --> 00:43:43,446
THIS BABY WAS NOT COMING,
894
00:43:43,533 --> 00:43:44,883
AND FINALLY WHEN HE STARTED
895
00:43:44,970 --> 00:43:46,711
TO CROWN, THE HEAD CAME OUT, WE
896
00:43:46,798 --> 00:43:48,582
REALIZED THAT THE UMBILICAL CORD
897
00:43:48,669 --> 00:43:50,062
WAS WRAPPED AROUND HIS NECK
898
00:43:50,149 --> 00:43:52,064
THREE TIMES, AND HE WAS BORN
899
00:43:52,151 --> 00:43:55,067
DEAD.
900
00:43:55,154 --> 00:43:57,591
THERE WAS NO LIFE IN THIS CHILD.
901
00:43:57,678 --> 00:44:01,551
HE WAS STILLBORN.
902
00:44:05,991 --> 00:44:07,732
AND SO FATHER PICKED HIM UP, AND
903
00:44:07,819 --> 00:44:09,603
HE GOT DOWN ON HIS KNEES, AND HE
904
00:44:09,690 --> 00:44:11,170
SAID, "MY GOD," HE SAID, "IF YOU
905
00:44:11,257 --> 00:44:12,780
LET THIS CHILD LIVE, I WILL
906
00:44:12,867 --> 00:44:14,477
NEVER SPEAK ANYTHING BUT THE
907
00:44:14,564 --> 00:44:16,610
WORD OF GOD SO LONG AS I LIVE,"
908
00:44:16,697 --> 00:44:18,743
AND HE TOOK A DEEP BREATH AND HE
909
00:44:18,830 --> 00:44:20,614
BLEW IT INTO HIS MOUTH, AND
910
00:44:20,701 --> 00:44:22,572
WITHIN 5 SECONDS, HE CAME TO
911
00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:25,488
LIFE.
912
00:44:34,149 --> 00:44:35,847
FATHER YOD STOOD UP AND REACHED
913
00:44:35,934 --> 00:44:37,587
INTO HIS POCKET, AND HE SAID,
914
00:44:37,675 --> 00:44:38,676
"HERE'S HIS NAME."
915
00:44:38,763 --> 00:44:39,923
HE SAID, "I GIVE HIM THE NAME
916
00:44:39,981 --> 00:44:42,592
SOLOMON, GOD OF THE SUN."
917
00:44:42,680 --> 00:44:43,898
AND HE BECAME JUST A PERFECT
918
00:44:43,985 --> 00:44:44,985
CHILD.
919
00:44:45,030 --> 00:44:45,857
THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH
920
00:44:45,944 --> 00:44:47,772
HIM.
921
00:45:04,005 --> 00:45:06,486
THAT WAS THE BIGGEST MIRACLE
922
00:45:06,573 --> 00:45:08,662
I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE.
923
00:45:08,749 --> 00:45:09,857
THERE'S NO DOUBT ABOUT IT FOR
924
00:45:09,881 --> 00:45:10,901
ANYBODY THAT WAS IN THAT ROOM
925
00:45:10,925 --> 00:45:12,884
THAT THIS WAS A MIRACLE, SO...
926
00:45:12,971 --> 00:45:14,581
IT WAS ONE OF MANY THAT I SAW
927
00:45:14,668 --> 00:45:15,800
THROUGHOUT THE COURSE OF
928
00:45:15,887 --> 00:45:17,192
THE TIME THAT I SPENT WITH
929
00:45:17,279 --> 00:45:19,151
FATHER YOD.
930
00:45:54,316 --> 00:45:56,710
THROUGH MANY, MANY AGES OF
931
00:45:56,797 --> 00:45:59,017
DARKNESS, THERE WERE BRILLIANT
932
00:45:59,104 --> 00:46:01,149
MOMENTS OF SPIRITUAL GENIUS
933
00:46:01,236 --> 00:46:02,934
AMONGST THE DRUIDS OR
934
00:46:03,021 --> 00:46:04,849
THE NATIVE AMERICANS OR
935
00:46:04,936 --> 00:46:07,852
THE EGYPTIANS OR THE ATLANTEANS.
936
00:46:07,939 --> 00:46:09,810
FATHER WOULD START READING AND
937
00:46:09,897 --> 00:46:11,681
STUDYING THESE ERAS OF HISTORY
938
00:46:11,769 --> 00:46:13,858
AND BEGIN TO EMULATE THEIR
939
00:46:13,945 --> 00:46:16,556
PHILOSOPHY, AND WE WOULD BEGIN
940
00:46:16,643 --> 00:46:19,864
DRESSING LIKE INDIANS OR
941
00:46:19,951 --> 00:46:24,956
TEMPLARS.
942
00:46:25,043 --> 00:46:26,871
IT GOT INTO SOME VERY, VERY
943
00:46:26,958 --> 00:46:30,613
FAR-OUT STUFF...
944
00:46:30,700 --> 00:46:31,963
THE WAY WE ATE AND THE WAY WE
945
00:46:32,050 --> 00:46:33,312
BREATHED AND THE WAY WE WOULD
946
00:46:33,399 --> 00:46:34,879
SIT AND LOOK AT THE SUN UNTIL
947
00:46:34,966 --> 00:46:37,229
IT WOULD ALMOST FRY OUR EYES.
948
00:46:42,843 --> 00:46:44,584
AND WHEN WE GOT INTO
949
00:46:44,671 --> 00:46:46,238
CEREMONIAL MAGIC, WE JUST
950
00:46:46,325 --> 00:46:48,631
CREATED THIS RANT IN THE ASTRAL
951
00:46:48,718 --> 00:46:52,635
WORLD, AND PEOPLE SAW VAMPIRES
952
00:46:52,722 --> 00:46:55,987
WALKING DOWN THE OAK STAIRCASES.
953
00:47:03,342 --> 00:47:05,605
THOSE KINDS OF EXPERIENCES
954
00:47:05,692 --> 00:47:07,912
WERE AS REAL TO ME AS IT IS REAL
955
00:47:07,999 --> 00:47:09,914
SITTING HERE TALKING TO YOU
956
00:47:10,001 --> 00:47:11,002
RIGHT NOW.
957
00:47:11,089 --> 00:47:12,307
IT WASN'T LIKE I WAS THINKING
958
00:47:12,394 --> 00:47:13,918
I WAS HAVING A DAYDREAM OR
959
00:47:14,005 --> 00:47:14,919
A FANTASY.
960
00:47:15,006 --> 00:47:16,137
IT WAS REAL.
961
00:47:27,888 --> 00:47:33,067
♪ YOU CREA-A-TE ♪
962
00:47:33,154 --> 00:47:37,942
♪ JUST LIKE HIM ♪
963
00:47:38,029 --> 00:47:39,813
WE USED TO STAIR AT THE MOON
964
00:47:39,900 --> 00:47:41,728
UNTIL OUR EYES WOULD GET BLURRY,
965
00:47:41,815 --> 00:47:43,295
AND THEN WE'D CLOSE OUR EYES,
966
00:47:43,382 --> 00:47:45,123
AND WE'D BE STARING AT THE MOON
967
00:47:45,210 --> 00:47:49,127
INSIDE OF US.
968
00:47:49,214 --> 00:47:51,259
AND THEN WE WOULD SUDDENLY DROP
969
00:47:51,346 --> 00:47:53,305
INTO WHAT HE CALLED THE HALLS
970
00:47:53,392 --> 00:47:54,959
OF AMENTI.
971
00:47:55,046 --> 00:47:57,091
♪ NOW THOUGHTS... ♪
972
00:47:57,352 --> 00:47:59,311
AND THE HALLS OF AMENTI WAS
973
00:47:59,398 --> 00:48:01,400
THIS, LIKE, I THINK FICTIONAL,
974
00:48:01,487 --> 00:48:04,707
MYSTICAL PLACE THAT WAS DOWN
975
00:48:04,794 --> 00:48:06,100
IN THE CENTER OF THE EARTH.
976
00:48:06,187 --> 00:48:08,755
♪ IN THE HEAVENS ♪
977
00:48:08,842 --> 00:48:11,671
WELL, I NEVER WENT TO
978
00:48:11,758 --> 00:48:14,979
THE HALLS OF AMENTI.
979
00:48:15,066 --> 00:48:16,981
AND PEOPLE, NOT ONLY WOULD THEY
980
00:48:17,068 --> 00:48:18,983
GO IN THERE, BUT, LIKE, THIS ONE
981
00:48:19,070 --> 00:48:20,985
GUY, ABRAHAM, HE WOULD FALL DOWN
982
00:48:21,072 --> 00:48:22,987
ON THE GROUND, AND HE'D BE JUST
983
00:48:23,074 --> 00:48:24,945
GOING LIKE... HE'D BE FLOPPING
984
00:48:25,032 --> 00:48:27,817
AROUND LIKE A FISH.
985
00:48:27,905 --> 00:48:29,341
THIS STUFF REALLY STARTED TO
986
00:48:29,428 --> 00:48:30,995
SEEM CRAZY TO ME, AND I FELT
987
00:48:31,082 --> 00:48:32,953
LIKE MAYBE PEOPLE ARE JUST GOING
988
00:48:33,040 --> 00:48:35,086
FULLY CRAZY HERE.
989
00:48:45,923 --> 00:48:47,315
IF YOU COULD IMAGINE GOING ON
990
00:48:47,402 --> 00:48:48,795
THE HIGHEST ROLLER COASTER
991
00:48:48,882 --> 00:48:50,188
YOU'VE EVER BEEN ON AND GOING
992
00:48:50,275 --> 00:48:51,711
AS FAST AS HUMANLY POSSIBLY,
993
00:48:51,798 --> 00:48:53,147
THAT'S WHAT LIFE IN THE FAMILY
994
00:48:53,234 --> 00:48:54,018
FELT LIKE.
995
00:48:54,105 --> 00:48:59,197
♪ YE-E-E-AH ♪
996
00:48:59,284 --> 00:49:00,807
AND CHANGES HAPPENED SO FAST,
997
00:49:00,894 --> 00:49:02,069
AND IF YOU WEREN'T THERE, YOU
998
00:49:02,156 --> 00:49:03,984
DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON.
999
00:49:04,071 --> 00:49:08,902
♪ ANGE-E-LS ♪
1000
00:49:08,989 --> 00:49:13,037
♪ TO DELIVER YOU ♪
1001
00:49:23,961 --> 00:49:25,397
THE DAY THAT HE CAME HOME AND
1002
00:49:25,484 --> 00:49:27,051
ANNOUNCED THAT HE WAS GONNA HAVE
1003
00:49:27,138 --> 00:49:28,748
MORE THAN ONE WOMAN, MORE THAN
1004
00:49:28,835 --> 00:49:30,924
ONE WIFE, HE ASKED ME WHAT I
1005
00:49:31,011 --> 00:49:33,057
THOUGHT, AND I SAID, "I THINK
1006
00:49:33,144 --> 00:49:35,015
YOU'RE A DIRTY OLD MAN ON
1007
00:49:35,102 --> 00:49:36,102
A LUST TRIP.
1008
00:49:36,147 --> 00:49:40,151
THAT'S WHAT I THINK."
1009
00:49:40,238 --> 00:49:42,109
THE SIXTH COMMANDMENT, A MAN
1010
00:49:42,196 --> 00:49:43,806
AND HIS WOMAN ARE ONE.
1011
00:49:43,893 --> 00:49:46,244
LET NOTHING SEPARATE THEM.
1012
00:49:46,331 --> 00:49:50,074
OH, HE SO BLEW THAT COMMANDMENT.
1013
00:49:55,340 --> 00:49:56,863
ONE DAY FATHER YOD SAID,
1014
00:49:56,950 --> 00:49:58,299
"WELL, WOULD YOU WANT TO COME
1015
00:49:58,386 --> 00:49:59,387
AND LIVE WITH ME?"
1016
00:49:59,474 --> 00:50:01,085
AND I JUST LOOKED AT HIM AND
1017
00:50:01,172 --> 00:50:02,216
I SAID, "OH, YEAH."
1018
00:50:03,391 --> 00:50:05,480
I WAS JUST SHORT OF 17 AT THAT
1019
00:50:05,567 --> 00:50:06,351
POINT.
1020
00:50:06,438 --> 00:50:09,310
♪ OHH! YEAH ♪
1021
00:50:09,397 --> 00:50:11,095
♪ YEAH ♪
1022
00:50:11,182 --> 00:50:12,792
♪ UH-HUH ♪
1023
00:50:12,879 --> 00:50:15,099
SO HIS 13 WOMEN, WE WERE
1024
00:50:15,186 --> 00:50:16,491
DIFFERENT AGES.
1025
00:50:16,578 --> 00:50:19,103
WE ALL HAD A DIFFERENT ROLE.
1026
00:50:19,190 --> 00:50:20,974
♪ YEAH ♪
1027
00:50:26,066 --> 00:50:28,155
♪ OKAY, MAKE IT...
1028
00:50:28,242 --> 00:50:29,374
MAKE IT CRY ♪
1029
00:50:29,461 --> 00:50:30,461
♪ MAKE IT CRY ♪
1030
00:50:30,505 --> 00:50:32,290
I BECAME ON OF YAHO'S WOMEN
1031
00:50:32,377 --> 00:50:34,161
WHEN I WENT THROUGH THE PAIN
1032
00:50:34,248 --> 00:50:35,815
OF LOSING SUNFLOWER TO
1033
00:50:35,902 --> 00:50:37,512
AQUARIANA.
1034
00:50:37,599 --> 00:50:41,212
♪ OH! YEAH ♪
1035
00:50:41,299 --> 00:50:42,561
♪ YEAH ♪
1036
00:50:42,648 --> 00:50:44,258
♪ HERE WE GONNA GO ♪
1037
00:50:44,345 --> 00:50:45,564
THAT WAS REALLY DIFFICULT
1038
00:50:45,651 --> 00:50:47,087
FOR ME 'CAUSE SHE WAS MY BEST
1039
00:50:47,174 --> 00:50:48,871
FRIEND.
1040
00:50:48,958 --> 00:50:52,005
♪ OH! YEAH ♪
1041
00:50:52,092 --> 00:50:53,963
I HAD A LITTLE BIT OF
1042
00:50:54,051 --> 00:50:56,227
A LOYALTY TO ROBIN, SO IT FELT
1043
00:50:56,314 --> 00:50:58,533
LIKE BETRAYAL ON MY PART TO BE
1044
00:50:58,620 --> 00:51:01,319
WITH HIM, BUT, I MEAN, YOU JUST
1045
00:51:01,406 --> 00:51:03,234
CAN'T SAY NO TO HIM.
1046
00:51:03,495 --> 00:51:06,237
HE WOULD TEACH US HOW TO HAVE
1047
00:51:06,324 --> 00:51:08,500
SEX AND ENJOY OUR BODIES.
1048
00:51:08,587 --> 00:51:10,980
AND IT WAS INCREDIBLE.
1049
00:51:11,068 --> 00:51:13,505
HE TAUGHT ME A LOT, AND WE WERE
1050
00:51:13,592 --> 00:51:16,073
ALL VERY COMFORTABLE GIVING
1051
00:51:16,160 --> 00:51:18,510
THE OTHER ONE THEIR SPACE.
1052
00:51:18,597 --> 00:51:20,512
IF I WAS MAKING LOVE TO HIM,
1053
00:51:20,599 --> 00:51:23,036
IT WAS BASICALLY... YOU KNOW, WE
1054
00:51:23,123 --> 00:51:25,212
CALLED IT DIONISM, IT'S TANTRAS,
1055
00:51:25,299 --> 00:51:26,953
IT'S SEXUAL PRACTICE.
1056
00:51:27,040 --> 00:51:28,476
I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ANYBODY ELSE
1057
00:51:28,563 --> 00:51:29,303
WAS IN THE ROOM.
1058
00:51:29,390 --> 00:51:30,913
♪ YEAH ♪
1059
00:51:31,000 --> 00:51:32,915
♪ OHH! ♪
1060
00:51:33,002 --> 00:51:34,917
BUT THERE WAS NEVER, "I HAVE
1061
00:51:35,004 --> 00:51:37,006
TO BE ALONE OR YOU HAVE TO LEAVE
1062
00:51:37,094 --> 00:51:38,356
THE ROOM."
1063
00:51:38,443 --> 00:51:39,922
♪ YEAH ♪
1064
00:51:40,009 --> 00:51:41,533
♪ OH! YEAH ♪
1065
00:51:41,968 --> 00:51:43,926
HE WOULD BE WITH THESE YOUNG
1066
00:51:44,013 --> 00:51:45,537
GIRLS, AND, TO ME AT MY AGE
1067
00:51:45,624 --> 00:51:47,626
THEN, I MEAN, I KNEW BETTER THAT
1068
00:51:47,713 --> 00:51:49,889
YOU DON'T TRY TO SEDUCE A CHILD,
1069
00:51:49,976 --> 00:51:51,543
BECAUSE IT WAS OBVIOUS THAT
1070
00:51:51,630 --> 00:51:53,458
THESE WERE CHILDREN, AT LEAST
1071
00:51:53,545 --> 00:51:55,634
COMPARED TO ME AS A 30-YEAR-OLD,
1072
00:51:55,721 --> 00:51:57,984
AND HE'S A 50-YEAR-OLD, AND SO I
1073
00:51:58,071 --> 00:52:01,118
BEGAN TO LOSE RESPECT FOR HIM.
1074
00:52:01,379 --> 00:52:03,555
JIM BAKER HAD AN M.O. OF
1075
00:52:03,642 --> 00:52:06,297
LEAVING A PERSON WHEN IT SERVED
1076
00:52:06,384 --> 00:52:07,515
ITS PURPOSE.
1077
00:52:07,602 --> 00:52:09,430
HE HAD A WIFE AND CHILD IN OHIO
1078
00:52:09,517 --> 00:52:11,389
THAT HE JUST WALKED OUT ON, AND
1079
00:52:11,476 --> 00:52:13,347
THEN HE WAS REMARRIED, AND THEY
1080
00:52:13,434 --> 00:52:19,527
HAD THREE CHILDREN, AND HE LEFT.
1081
00:52:19,614 --> 00:52:22,008
HE TREATED ME LIKE I WAS
1082
00:52:22,095 --> 00:52:27,492
THE QUEEN OF HEAVEN AND EARTH.
1083
00:52:27,579 --> 00:52:29,450
AND THEN HE JUST, IN ONE
1084
00:52:29,537 --> 00:52:31,931
AFTERNOON, JUST STRIPPED THAT
1085
00:52:32,018 --> 00:52:33,106
AWAY FROM ME.
1086
00:52:33,193 --> 00:52:35,064
HE MIGHT AS WELL HAD SKINNED ME
1087
00:52:35,152 --> 00:52:36,370
ALIVE.
1088
00:52:36,457 --> 00:52:42,550
♪ A RENAISSANCE ♪
1089
00:52:43,029 --> 00:52:44,596
WE TOOK A COMMITMENT
1090
00:52:44,683 --> 00:52:46,511
OF MARRIAGE, AND IN THAT
1091
00:52:46,598 --> 00:52:48,643
COMMITMENT, WE DID NOT AGREE
1092
00:52:48,730 --> 00:52:50,515
TO CHEAT ON EACH OTHER.
1093
00:52:50,602 --> 00:52:52,560
WE DID NOT AGREE TO COMMIT
1094
00:52:52,647 --> 00:52:53,692
POLYGAMY.
1095
00:52:53,779 --> 00:52:55,607
WE DID NOT AGREE FOR HIM TO HAVE
1096
00:52:55,694 --> 00:52:57,696
SEX WITH UNDERAGED WOMEN.
1097
00:52:57,783 --> 00:52:59,698
WE DID NOT AGREE FOR HIM TO
1098
00:52:59,785 --> 00:53:01,482
IMPREGNATE OTHER WOMEN.
1099
00:53:01,569 --> 00:53:03,484
♪ PAST... ♪
1100
00:53:03,571 --> 00:53:05,486
SHE WAS MADLY IN LOVE WITH
1101
00:53:05,573 --> 00:53:07,445
HIM AND SHE ADORED HIM, SO,
1102
00:53:07,532 --> 00:53:09,447
OF COURSE, WHEN, YOU KNOW, HE
1103
00:53:09,534 --> 00:53:11,492
HAS MORE WOMEN, AND ESPECIALLY
1104
00:53:11,579 --> 00:53:14,103
WHEN HE'S SHOWING A FAVORITE,
1105
00:53:14,191 --> 00:53:17,498
WHICH HE DID WITH ME, IT WAS
1106
00:53:17,585 --> 00:53:19,718
HORRIFIC FOR HER.
1107
00:53:19,805 --> 00:53:22,068
I WAS MAKUSHLA IN THE SOURCE
1108
00:53:22,155 --> 00:53:24,157
FAMILY, AND I WAS YAHOWHA'S
1109
00:53:24,244 --> 00:53:27,726
MOTHER ANGEL.
1110
00:53:28,161 --> 00:53:29,641
♪ NEW EARS TO HEAR ♪
1111
00:53:29,728 --> 00:53:31,686
EVEN THOUGH HE WAS TWICE
1112
00:53:31,773 --> 00:53:36,169
MY AGE, HE SAW ME AS HIS MOTHER.
1113
00:53:39,346 --> 00:53:41,261
♪ A TRACE OF FEAR ♪
1114
00:53:41,348 --> 00:53:43,045
I ALWAYS FELT HONORED TO BE
1115
00:53:43,132 --> 00:53:45,309
IN THE ROLE.
1116
00:53:45,396 --> 00:53:47,311
I FELT LIKE I WOULD DO ANYTHING
1117
00:53:47,398 --> 00:53:50,227
JUST TO BE THERE NEAR HIM.
1118
00:53:55,754 --> 00:53:58,191
IT WAS VERY HARD ON ROBIN.
1119
00:53:58,278 --> 00:54:00,759
I THINK IT WAS EXTREMELY HARD
1120
00:54:00,846 --> 00:54:04,676
FOR HER TO FEEL SECURE.
1121
00:54:12,640 --> 00:54:13,685
I THINK
1122
00:54:13,772 --> 00:54:15,034
BECAUSE ALL WOMEN KNOW HOW
1123
00:54:15,121 --> 00:54:16,209
HORRIBLE THAT IS...
1124
00:54:18,516 --> 00:54:21,780
WHEN YOU'RE IN LOVE, AND YOUR
1125
00:54:21,867 --> 00:54:23,042
HEART IS BROKEN.
1126
00:54:27,351 --> 00:54:30,397
♪ WITHIN THE DARKEST NIGHT ♪
1127
00:54:30,484 --> 00:54:32,530
SHE WENT THROUGH THAT PERIOD
1128
00:54:32,617 --> 00:54:36,055
IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY.
1129
00:54:36,142 --> 00:54:38,536
♪ AND SETS ME FREE FROM
1130
00:54:38,623 --> 00:54:44,106
MY FE-E-ARS ♪
1131
00:54:44,193 --> 00:54:46,283
HE WALKED BY WITH HIS LITTLE
1132
00:54:46,370 --> 00:54:48,372
ENTOURAGE ONE DAY, AND I SAID,
1133
00:54:48,459 --> 00:54:49,503
"HEY, HONEY."
1134
00:54:49,590 --> 00:54:50,654
AND HE SAYS, "YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED
1135
00:54:50,678 --> 00:54:53,464
TO CALL ME HONEY ANYMORE.
1136
00:54:53,551 --> 00:54:56,205
I HAVE 13 WIVES NOW."
1137
00:55:03,517 --> 00:55:06,781
SO THE ONE MAN/ONE WOMAN LAW
1138
00:55:06,868 --> 00:55:08,261
CHANGED, AND, OF COURSE, FOR
1139
00:55:08,348 --> 00:55:09,480
THE PEOPLE THAT WERE LEGALLY
1140
00:55:09,567 --> 00:55:10,568
MARRIED OR HAD CHILDREN,
1141
00:55:10,655 --> 00:55:11,743
YOU KNOW, THIS WAS QUITE
1142
00:55:11,830 --> 00:55:14,398
A CHALLENGE.
1143
00:55:14,485 --> 00:55:16,269
SOME PEOPLE THREATENED TO LEAVE
1144
00:55:16,356 --> 00:55:17,662
THE FAMILY, SOME PEOPLE DID
1145
00:55:17,749 --> 00:55:22,231
LEAVE THE FAMILY.
1146
00:55:22,319 --> 00:55:23,798
IT WAS GETTING VERY, VERY
1147
00:55:23,885 --> 00:55:25,713
STRANGE THERE.
1148
00:55:30,892 --> 00:55:32,764
THE TEACHINGS ON HEALTH WERE,
1149
00:55:32,851 --> 00:55:34,635
IN MANY CASES, I THINK, VERY
1150
00:55:34,722 --> 00:55:36,594
PROGRESSIVE AND VERY ADVANCED.
1151
00:55:36,681 --> 00:55:37,832
SOME OF THEM, I THOUGHT, WERE
1152
00:55:37,856 --> 00:55:38,770
REALLY IRRESPONSIBLE.
1153
00:55:38,857 --> 00:55:40,641
FOR EXAMPLE, WE COMPLETELY
1154
00:55:40,728 --> 00:55:42,556
ABDICATED THE RIGHT TO USE
1155
00:55:42,643 --> 00:55:44,341
MEDICINE FOR ANY REASON
1156
00:55:44,428 --> 00:55:46,255
WHATSOEVER.
1157
00:55:46,517 --> 00:55:49,650
♪ HUSH, BABY ♪
1158
00:55:49,737 --> 00:55:51,609
I HAD A YOUNG BOY, AND HE
1159
00:55:51,696 --> 00:55:53,698
DEVELOPED A VERY, VERY SERIOUS
1160
00:55:53,785 --> 00:55:55,526
EAR INFECTION, AND HE WAS
1161
00:55:55,613 --> 00:55:57,441
RUNNING AN EXTRAORDINARILY
1162
00:55:57,528 --> 00:55:59,268
HIGH FEVER, LIKE 104, AND
1163
00:55:59,356 --> 00:56:01,140
I REALLY WANTED TO GET HIM
1164
00:56:01,227 --> 00:56:02,446
ANTIBIOTICS.
1165
00:56:02,533 --> 00:56:04,491
♪ AND THERE'S NO NEED
1166
00:56:04,578 --> 00:56:08,713
FOR KEEPING... ♪
1167
00:56:08,800 --> 00:56:10,367
I WAS SCARED SHITLESS THAT
1168
00:56:10,454 --> 00:56:11,498
MY KID WAS GONNA DIE.
1169
00:56:11,585 --> 00:56:14,327
♪ ...ANYTHING ♪
1170
00:56:14,414 --> 00:56:16,503
THEY'RE CHANTING AND THEY'RE
1171
00:56:16,590 --> 00:56:18,592
SHINING BLUE LIGHT AND GREEN
1172
00:56:18,679 --> 00:56:20,768
LIGHTS ONTO HIM, AND THERE WAS
1173
00:56:20,855 --> 00:56:25,643
SO MUCH PEER PRESSURE.
1174
00:56:25,730 --> 00:56:28,297
I KNEW I HAD TO GET THE HELL
1175
00:56:28,385 --> 00:56:30,517
OUT OF THERE, AND SO I JUST
1176
00:56:30,604 --> 00:56:31,604
LEFT.
1177
00:56:36,567 --> 00:56:39,265
I HAD THE FEELING THAT HE WAS
1178
00:56:39,352 --> 00:56:41,267
STARTING TO REALLY GO CRAZY.
1179
00:56:47,839 --> 00:56:49,667
IT SEEMED LIKE ANYTHING COULD
1180
00:56:49,754 --> 00:56:55,237
HAPPEN.
1181
00:57:09,904 --> 00:57:11,515
THE MOTHER HOUSE WAS
1182
00:57:11,602 --> 00:57:13,517
WONDERFUL, BUT THERE WAS A LOT
1183
00:57:13,604 --> 00:57:17,346
OF STRESS FROM THE NEIGHBORS
1184
00:57:17,434 --> 00:57:18,870
BECAUSE CHARLIE MANSON HAD
1185
00:57:18,957 --> 00:57:20,567
KILLED THE LaBIANCAS OVER
1186
00:57:20,654 --> 00:57:22,482
ON THE OTHER STREET A COUPLE
1187
00:57:22,569 --> 00:57:25,485
OF YEARS EARLIER.
1188
00:57:25,572 --> 00:57:26,704
THE NEIGHBORS PUT SO MUCH
1189
00:57:26,791 --> 00:57:28,357
PRESSURE ON THE OWNER, THAT SHE
1190
00:57:28,445 --> 00:57:29,707
ULTIMATELY BUCKLED AND SOLD IT
1191
00:57:29,794 --> 00:57:30,969
TO A VERY WEALTHY MEXICAN
1192
00:57:31,056 --> 00:57:33,319
PHYSICIAN, AND WE HAD TO MOVE.
1193
00:57:57,865 --> 00:58:00,912
THERE WERE 140 PEOPLE LIVING
1194
00:58:00,999 --> 00:58:03,915
IN A THREE-BEDROOM, THREE-BATH
1195
00:58:04,002 --> 00:58:06,831
HOUSE.
1196
00:58:06,918 --> 00:58:08,876
THAT WAS AN EXTREME SITUATION
1197
00:58:08,963 --> 00:58:10,835
FOR EVERYONE 'CAUSE NOW WE WERE
1198
00:58:10,922 --> 00:58:12,837
GONNA HAVE TO GIVE UP EVEN MORE
1199
00:58:12,924 --> 00:58:14,578
WHERE HE WANTED TO MAKE US
1200
00:58:14,665 --> 00:58:15,709
TIGHTER.
1201
00:58:27,547 --> 00:58:29,027
WE JUST TOOK CARE OF WHAT
1202
00:58:29,114 --> 00:58:30,855
NEEDED TO BE DONE, PUTTING 150
1203
00:58:30,942 --> 00:58:32,770
WHAT WE CALLED CUBBYHOLES UP IN
1204
00:58:32,857 --> 00:58:34,598
SOMEBODY'S HOUSE, AND THEY WERE
1205
00:58:34,685 --> 00:58:36,600
JUST LIKE BUNKS.
1206
00:59:00,493 --> 00:59:02,974
I WAS GIVEN $30,000 AND TOOK
1207
00:59:03,061 --> 00:59:05,672
ALL THE BAND MEMBERS OUT, AND
1208
00:59:05,759 --> 00:59:08,893
WE WENT AND BOUGHT EQUIPMENT.
1209
00:59:09,154 --> 00:59:11,591
WE HAD THE LATEST AND THE BEST.
1210
00:59:11,678 --> 00:59:13,898
THE STUDIO WAS A TWO-CAR GARAGE,
1211
00:59:13,985 --> 00:59:15,943
AND WE BUILT A SOUND ROOM,
1212
00:59:16,030 --> 00:59:17,989
AND IT WAS SOUNDPROOF, AND
1213
00:59:18,076 --> 00:59:22,907
WE COULD PLAY TO THE WALL.
1214
00:59:25,083 --> 00:59:26,867
THE WHOLE CREATIVE ENERGY
1215
00:59:26,954 --> 00:59:28,652
WAS REALLY INSPIRING FOR
1216
00:59:28,739 --> 00:59:33,004
EVERYONE, INCLUDING YAHOWHA.
1217
00:59:33,091 --> 00:59:35,528
♪ MM-MM-MM ♪
1218
00:59:35,615 --> 00:59:37,008
IT WAS A DIFFERENT KIND OF
1219
00:59:37,095 --> 00:59:38,792
MUSIC-MAKING THAN ANYTHING I HAD
1220
00:59:38,879 --> 00:59:39,880
EVER EXPERIENCED.
1221
00:59:39,967 --> 00:59:40,881
WE'D START OFF WITH SOMETHING
1222
00:59:40,968 --> 00:59:42,013
THAT WOULD BE GOING ALONG,
1223
00:59:42,100 --> 00:59:43,405
AND OCTAVIUS WOULD BE PLAYING
1224
00:59:43,492 --> 00:59:44,612
FAMILIAR BEATS, AND ALL OF A
1225
00:59:44,668 --> 00:59:45,906
SUDDEN FATHER WOULD COME IN WITH
1226
00:59:45,930 --> 00:59:48,541
BAM, BAM, BAM... OFFBEAT,
1227
00:59:48,628 --> 00:59:49,847
YOU KNOW, EVERYWHERE, WHATEVER
1228
00:59:49,934 --> 00:59:50,978
HE PLEASED, YELLING AND
1229
00:59:51,065 --> 00:59:52,458
SCREAMING, AND THAT, OF COURSE,
1230
00:59:52,545 --> 00:59:53,785
WOULD TAKE IT... IT WOULD BREAK
1231
00:59:53,851 --> 00:59:55,069
DOWN THE CONCEPT OF EVERYTHING
1232
00:59:55,156 --> 00:59:56,236
THAT YOU EVER THOUGHT MUSIC
1233
00:59:56,288 --> 00:59:57,439
SHOULD BE, AND IT WOULD TAKE IT
1234
00:59:57,463 --> 00:59:58,483
TO A PLACE WHERE YOU WERE LEFT
1235
00:59:58,507 --> 00:59:59,421
OUT THERE ON THE EDGE OF THE
1236
00:59:59,508 --> 01:00:00,118
CLIFF.
1237
01:00:00,205 --> 01:00:01,380
♪ BA ♪
1238
01:00:01,467 --> 01:00:03,382
♪ BA-DA-DA, DA-DA-BOOM ♪
1239
01:00:03,469 --> 01:00:05,079
♪ BA-DA-BOOM, BA-DA ♪
1240
01:00:05,166 --> 01:00:07,647
♪ BA-DA-DA-DA-DA-DA ♪
1241
01:00:07,734 --> 01:00:08,779
♪ BA-DA-BOOM ♪
1242
01:00:08,866 --> 01:00:10,041
AND EVERY MORNING AFTER
1243
01:00:10,128 --> 01:00:11,564
MEDITATION, WE WOULD GO INTO
1244
01:00:11,651 --> 01:00:12,651
THE RECORDING STUDIO.
1245
01:00:12,696 --> 01:00:14,915
WE RECORDED OVER 65 ALBUMS
1246
01:00:15,002 --> 01:00:15,873
SPONTANEOUSLY.
1247
01:00:15,960 --> 01:00:16,743
♪ BOOM ♪
1248
01:00:16,830 --> 01:00:17,701
♪ BA-DA-BOOM ♪
1249
01:00:17,788 --> 01:00:18,963
♪ BA-DA-BOOM ♪
1250
01:00:19,050 --> 01:00:20,834
♪ BA-DA-DA-DA ♪
1251
01:00:20,921 --> 01:00:22,009
♪ BA-DA-BOOM ♪
1252
01:00:22,096 --> 01:00:23,097
♪ BA-DA-BOOM ♪
1253
01:00:23,532 --> 01:00:25,622
THESE WERE SOME OF THE MOST
1254
01:00:25,709 --> 01:00:27,624
RARE AND COVETED ALBUMS FOR
1255
01:00:27,711 --> 01:00:29,408
AMERICAN COLLECTORS OF
1256
01:00:29,495 --> 01:00:31,584
PSYCHEDELIA.
1257
01:00:35,109 --> 01:00:37,111
"PENETRATION" SOUNDS LIKE
1258
01:00:37,198 --> 01:00:39,592
A RITUAL IN PROGRESS, AND IT'S
1259
01:00:39,679 --> 01:00:41,072
LIKE, WHAT IS THIS?
1260
01:00:41,159 --> 01:00:42,464
IS IT BLACK MAGIC?
1261
01:00:42,551 --> 01:00:44,075
IS IT WHITE MAGIC?
1262
01:00:44,162 --> 01:00:45,511
♪ DA-DA-HEY ♪C?
1263
01:00:45,598 --> 01:00:46,904
♪ GONNA RIDE-A, RIDE-A ♪
1264
01:00:46,991 --> 01:00:48,035
♪ BOOM-DA-DA-BOOM ♪
1265
01:00:48,122 --> 01:00:48,993
♪ DA-DA-HEY ♪
1266
01:00:49,080 --> 01:00:50,908
THERE WAS NO CONCERN FOR
1267
01:00:50,995 --> 01:00:52,997
COMMERCIAL SUCCESS, AND THE
1268
01:00:53,084 --> 01:00:55,521
FREEDOM AND THAT SPIRIT I THINK
1269
01:00:55,608 --> 01:00:57,088
IS WHAT SINGS TO PEOPLE.
1270
01:00:57,175 --> 01:00:58,480
♪ DA-DA-HEY ♪
1271
01:00:58,567 --> 01:01:02,789
♪ GONNA RIDE-A, RIDE-A ♪
1272
01:01:02,876 --> 01:01:04,922
IT WAS AN EMBRACE OF GOD
1273
01:01:05,009 --> 01:01:06,750
AND ROCK 'N' ROLL, AND YOU CAN
1274
01:01:06,837 --> 01:01:08,447
HEAR IT AND YOU CAN SEE IT.
1275
01:01:08,534 --> 01:01:09,753
AND WHEN YOU COME INTO CONTACT
1276
01:01:09,840 --> 01:01:10,971
WITH THE RESIDENT VIBRATION
1277
01:01:11,058 --> 01:01:12,494
OF THAT, YOU START TO
1278
01:01:12,581 --> 01:01:14,192
UNDERSTAND, LIKE, THAT IT'S WAY
1279
01:01:14,279 --> 01:01:16,063
HEAVIER, WAY MORE COMPLICATED,
1280
01:01:16,150 --> 01:01:17,674
WAY RICHER, AND IT CONTINUES
1281
01:01:17,761 --> 01:01:18,631
TO RESONATE.
1282
01:01:18,718 --> 01:01:19,763
♪ RIDE-A, RIDE-A ♪
1283
01:01:19,850 --> 01:01:23,114
♪ FOR... THE... HUMAN... RACE ♪
1284
01:01:23,201 --> 01:01:24,768
♪ NO PLACE ♪
1285
01:01:28,989 --> 01:01:30,774
♪ BA-DA-BOOM, DA-DA-HEY ♪
1286
01:01:30,861 --> 01:01:32,601
♪ GONNA RIDE-A, RIDE-A ♪
1287
01:01:32,689 --> 01:01:33,777
♪ BOOM ♪
1288
01:01:33,864 --> 01:01:35,735
HE USED TO SEND DJIN AND I
1289
01:01:35,822 --> 01:01:37,781
OUT TO THE RECORD LABELS, AND WE
1290
01:01:37,868 --> 01:01:39,652
WERE DENIED AT EVERY LABEL.
1291
01:01:39,739 --> 01:01:42,568
HENCE, THE NEXT GENERATION,
1292
01:01:42,655 --> 01:01:44,570
THE HIGH SCHOOLS.
1293
01:01:44,657 --> 01:01:45,658
WE HEARD THAT THIS WAS
1294
01:01:45,745 --> 01:01:46,746
THE HIGH SCHOOL WITH THE
1295
01:01:46,833 --> 01:01:48,487
CONSCIOUSNESS.
1296
01:01:48,574 --> 01:01:50,707
THAT'S THE FACT OF IT.
1297
01:01:53,666 --> 01:01:56,887
MY SONS GO OUT, AND THEY LOOK
1298
01:01:56,974 --> 01:01:59,193
AROUND, PICK UP ON THE
1299
01:01:59,280 --> 01:02:02,109
VIBRATIONS AND SAY, "FATHER,
1300
01:02:02,196 --> 01:02:04,808
OUR SOUND CAN BE HEARD AT
1301
01:02:04,895 --> 01:02:06,200
THAT SCHOOL.
1302
01:02:06,287 --> 01:02:07,985
I KNOW IT."
1303
01:02:08,072 --> 01:02:11,249
YEAH.
1304
01:02:11,336 --> 01:02:13,251
MM-HMM.
1305
01:02:13,338 --> 01:02:17,690
WE NUMBER ABOUT 140, GIVE OR
1306
01:02:17,777 --> 01:02:19,692
TAKE A FEW.
1307
01:02:19,779 --> 01:02:21,650
AND WE'RE LOOKING AROUND FOR
1308
01:02:21,738 --> 01:02:23,957
4,000 JUST LIKE YOU.
1309
01:02:26,612 --> 01:02:28,179
YEAH.
1310
01:02:28,266 --> 01:02:29,571
YEAH.
1311
01:02:29,658 --> 01:02:30,834
YOU BELIEVE IN REINCARNATION,
1312
01:02:30,921 --> 01:02:31,965
DON'T YOU?
1313
01:02:32,052 --> 01:02:33,924
YOU WILL COME AGAIN, WON'T YOU?
1314
01:02:34,011 --> 01:02:34,881
OH, YEAH.
1315
01:02:34,968 --> 01:02:38,798
YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN HERE.
1316
01:02:38,885 --> 01:02:41,018
YEAH, I'M THE FATHER YOU ALL
1317
01:02:41,105 --> 01:02:42,715
WANTED...
1318
01:02:42,802 --> 01:02:45,239
NEVER THOUGHT YOU HAD, BUT YOU
1319
01:02:45,326 --> 01:02:46,326
DO HAVE.
1320
01:02:58,383 --> 01:02:59,776
A LOT OF THOSE SHOWS, PEOPLE
1321
01:02:59,863 --> 01:03:01,014
CAME AND WANTED TO KNOW AFTER
1322
01:03:01,038 --> 01:03:02,039
THE SHOW WHAT'S GOING ON.
1323
01:03:02,126 --> 01:03:03,166
WE SAID, "YOU WANT TO KNOW
1324
01:03:03,214 --> 01:03:04,563
WHAT'S GOING ON, COME TO THE
1325
01:03:04,650 --> 01:03:05,651
MORNING MEDITATION," AND,
1326
01:03:05,738 --> 01:03:07,305
OF COURSE, A LOT OF THEM DID.
1327
01:03:07,784 --> 01:03:09,307
IT WAS KIND OF FATHER'S WAY
1328
01:03:09,394 --> 01:03:11,222
OF REACHING OUT JUST TO REACH
1329
01:03:11,309 --> 01:03:13,137
THE PEOPLE THAT YOU WERE
1330
01:03:13,224 --> 01:03:14,268
SEEKING.
1331
01:04:33,043 --> 01:04:35,872
YOU KNOW? THAT'S RIGHT.
1332
01:04:38,831 --> 01:04:40,789
IT WASN'T ALL PEACE AND LOVE.
1333
01:04:40,877 --> 01:04:42,356
THERE WERE THINGS THAT WERE
1334
01:04:42,443 --> 01:04:44,184
HAPPENING THAT WERE A LITTLE
1335
01:04:44,271 --> 01:04:45,925
OFF, AND THINGS THAT WERE
1336
01:04:46,012 --> 01:04:47,971
AGAINST WHAT I THOUGHT IT SHOULD
1337
01:04:48,058 --> 01:04:49,973
BE.
1338
01:04:50,060 --> 01:04:51,409
IT WAS ALL PRESENTED AS IF
1339
01:04:51,496 --> 01:04:53,106
THE WOMEN COULD CHOOSE TO BE
1340
01:04:53,193 --> 01:04:54,978
WITH WHOEVER THEY WANTED, BUT,
1341
01:04:55,065 --> 01:04:56,718
IN REALITY, IT KIND OF WASN'T
1342
01:04:56,805 --> 01:04:59,330
EXACTLY LIKE THAT.
1343
01:04:59,417 --> 01:05:01,027
ORBIT AND I WERE TOGETHER AT
1344
01:05:01,114 --> 01:05:02,899
THAT TIME.
1345
01:05:02,986 --> 01:05:04,204
I REMEMBER ONE TIME ISIS CAME
1346
01:05:04,291 --> 01:05:05,336
DOWN.
1347
01:05:05,423 --> 01:05:06,337
SHE SAYS, "YAHOWHA WANTS TO TALK
1348
01:05:06,424 --> 01:05:07,338
TO YOU RIGHT NOW.
1349
01:05:07,425 --> 01:05:08,339
HE WANTS TO SEE YOU
1350
01:05:08,426 --> 01:05:10,297
IMMEDIATELY."
1351
01:05:10,384 --> 01:05:11,777
AND MERCURY WAS THERE, AND I
1352
01:05:11,864 --> 01:05:13,104
CAME UP TO YAHOWHA AND HE SAID,
1353
01:05:13,170 --> 01:05:14,388
"I WANT YOU TO DO SOMETHING."
1354
01:05:14,475 --> 01:05:15,824
AND I SAID, "WHAT'S THAT?"
1355
01:05:15,912 --> 01:05:17,696
HE SAYS, "I WANT YOU TO BE
1356
01:05:17,783 --> 01:05:21,352
WITH MERCURY."
1357
01:05:21,439 --> 01:05:23,832
I WAS WITH MERCURY FROM THEN ON
1358
01:05:23,920 --> 01:05:25,878
UNTIL FURTHER DIRECTION WAS
1359
01:05:25,965 --> 01:05:30,883
GIVEN.
1360
01:05:30,970 --> 01:05:33,016
FATHER BECAME INTERESTED
1361
01:05:33,103 --> 01:05:34,974
IN SEXUAL MAGIC FROM THE
1362
01:05:35,061 --> 01:05:36,845
TEACHINGS OF THE ORDER
1363
01:05:36,933 --> 01:05:39,022
OF THE GOLDEN DAWN, WHICH WAS
1364
01:05:39,109 --> 01:05:41,241
AN OCCULT SOCIETY INTERESTED
1365
01:05:41,328 --> 01:05:43,809
IN CHANNELING SEXUAL ENERGY
1366
01:05:43,896 --> 01:05:47,030
FOR MAGICAL PURPOSES.
1367
01:05:47,117 --> 01:05:49,032
WELL, THAT'S WHAT EVERYBODY
1368
01:05:49,119 --> 01:05:50,990
WANTS TO KNOW ABOUT, AND THEY
1369
01:05:51,077 --> 01:05:52,731
SAY, "WOW, YOU KNOW, WHAT
1370
01:05:52,818 --> 01:05:54,037
HAPPENED BACK THEN?
1371
01:05:54,124 --> 01:05:55,299
YOU HAD TWO WIVES?
1372
01:05:55,386 --> 01:05:56,386
OH, MY GOD.
1373
01:05:56,430 --> 01:05:58,389
YOU MUST HAVE BEEN SCREWING
1374
01:05:58,476 --> 01:06:00,826
YOUR HEAD OFF AND, YOU KNOW,
1375
01:06:00,913 --> 01:06:03,046
DOING ALL OF THESE FANTASTIC
1376
01:06:03,133 --> 01:06:04,482
ORGIES AND STUFF."
1377
01:06:04,569 --> 01:06:07,398
NO, IT WASN'T THAT AT ALL.
1378
01:06:07,485 --> 01:06:09,791
THE SEX MAGIC WAS TO RAISE
1379
01:06:09,878 --> 01:06:12,229
YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS.
1380
01:06:12,316 --> 01:06:14,231
IT WAS DEFINITELY NOT ABOUT
1381
01:06:14,318 --> 01:06:16,189
LUST.
1382
01:06:18,148 --> 01:06:19,497
SO THIS WAS NOT SOMETHING
1383
01:06:19,584 --> 01:06:20,802
TO BE TAKEN LIGHTLY.
1384
01:06:20,889 --> 01:06:23,066
THIS WAS LIKE TAKING THE
1385
01:06:23,153 --> 01:06:25,329
HEAVIEST OF EVERYTHING.
1386
01:06:25,416 --> 01:06:27,418
THIS WAS THE HEAVIEST.
1387
01:06:29,507 --> 01:06:31,030
IT WAS NOT REVEALED TO
1388
01:06:31,117 --> 01:06:33,206
ANYBODY.
1389
01:06:33,293 --> 01:06:34,816
FOR A NUMBER OF PEOPLE,
1390
01:06:34,903 --> 01:06:36,253
THAT WAS WHERE THE LINE GOT
1391
01:06:36,340 --> 01:06:37,994
DRAWN AND WHERE PEOPLE BEGAN
1392
01:06:38,081 --> 01:06:39,517
TO THINK THIS HAS GONE TO THE
1393
01:06:39,604 --> 01:06:42,215
DARK SIDE AND WERE LEAVING.
1394
01:06:46,872 --> 01:06:51,137
THAT CEREMONY KEPT US BOUND
1395
01:06:51,224 --> 01:06:54,010
AT A VERY MOLECULAR LEVEL, AND
1396
01:06:54,097 --> 01:06:56,925
YOU HAD TO PARTICIPATE IN THAT.
1397
01:07:14,378 --> 01:07:16,902
I FINALLY GOT THE STRENGTH
1398
01:07:16,989 --> 01:07:19,296
AND THE COURAGE TO LEAVE, AND
1399
01:07:19,383 --> 01:07:24,562
THEN I GOT PREGNANT WITH TAU.
1400
01:07:24,997 --> 01:07:26,825
AFTER I GAVE BIRTH TO THIS
1401
01:07:26,912 --> 01:07:29,001
CHILD, I THOUGHT THAT POSSIBLY
1402
01:07:29,088 --> 01:07:34,485
HE WOULD COME TO HIS SENSES.
1403
01:07:34,572 --> 01:07:37,140
AND THEN THEY STARTED CALLING
1404
01:07:37,227 --> 01:07:38,141
HIM GOD.
1405
01:07:38,228 --> 01:07:41,492
♪ I SPEAK...
1406
01:07:41,579 --> 01:07:47,193
TO YOUR SO-O-O-U-UL ♪
1407
01:07:47,280 --> 01:07:49,413
FATHER YOD ENDED UP CHANGING
1408
01:07:49,500 --> 01:07:51,502
HIS NAME TO YAHOWHA, WHICH HE
1409
01:07:51,589 --> 01:07:54,331
SAID WAS THE NAME OF GOD.
1410
01:07:54,418 --> 01:07:56,159
HE DID THINK HE WAS GOD, WE
1411
01:07:56,246 --> 01:07:57,986
THOUGHT HE WAS GOD, AND HE
1412
01:07:58,074 --> 01:07:59,074
WAS GOD.
1413
01:08:37,722 --> 01:08:39,550
♪ I KNOW YOU ♪
1414
01:08:39,637 --> 01:08:44,990
♪ AND IT'S NOT THAT ♪
1415
01:08:45,077 --> 01:08:46,557
♪ AND I GOT YOUR NUMBER ♪
1416
01:08:46,992 --> 01:08:49,037
YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU'RE LIVING
1417
01:08:49,125 --> 01:08:51,127
IN LOS ANGELES, AND YOU'RE A BIG
1418
01:08:51,214 --> 01:08:52,954
GUY WITH WHITE HAIR AND A
1419
01:08:53,041 --> 01:08:55,000
FOLLOWING OF WOMEN AND DRIVING
1420
01:08:55,087 --> 01:08:56,915
A ROLLS-ROYCE, A LOT OF EYES
1421
01:08:57,002 --> 01:08:58,308
ARE ON YOU.
1422
01:08:58,569 --> 01:09:00,658
♪ I GOT YOUR NUMBER ♪
1423
01:09:09,232 --> 01:09:11,582
WE WERE OPPRESSED IN
1424
01:09:11,669 --> 01:09:13,236
LOS ANGELES.
1425
01:09:13,323 --> 01:09:14,628
THE BUILDING DEPARTMENT HATED
1426
01:09:14,715 --> 01:09:15,586
US.
1427
01:09:15,673 --> 01:09:17,240
♪ SEEKING AWAKE FROM
1428
01:09:17,327 --> 01:09:18,110
YOUR SLEEP ♪
1429
01:09:18,197 --> 01:09:20,112
CITY HALL HATED US.
1430
01:09:20,199 --> 01:09:21,635
WE WERE HOUNDED BY BUILDING
1431
01:09:21,722 --> 01:09:23,420
INSPECTORS, HEALTH INSPECTORS,
1432
01:09:23,507 --> 01:09:26,031
CHILD SERVICES.
1433
01:09:26,118 --> 01:09:29,034
♪ WANTS TO SEE HIS SON ♪
1434
01:09:29,121 --> 01:09:30,470
♪ LET'S GO ♪
1435
01:09:30,557 --> 01:09:33,691
♪ LET'S GO-OH-OH-OH-OH! ♪
1436
01:09:33,778 --> 01:09:36,041
♪ YA HO ♪
1437
01:09:36,302 --> 01:09:39,218
THERE WAS A DEFINITE SENSE
1438
01:09:39,305 --> 01:09:41,089
OF UNEASE.
1439
01:09:41,177 --> 01:09:43,962
♪ YA HO ♪
1440
01:09:44,049 --> 01:09:46,138
♪ YA HO ♪
1441
01:09:46,225 --> 01:09:47,531
IT SOUNDS A LITTLE STRANGE
1442
01:09:47,618 --> 01:09:49,054
WHEN I SAY THIS NOW, BUT WE
1443
01:09:49,141 --> 01:09:50,447
REALLY THOUGHT ARMAGEDDON WAS
1444
01:09:50,534 --> 01:09:51,622
COMING.
1445
01:09:51,709 --> 01:09:52,729
WE ARE NOW WARNED IN THE YEAR
1446
01:09:52,753 --> 01:09:55,669
1975, MAYBE '6, THERE WILL BE
1447
01:09:55,756 --> 01:09:58,542
A NUCLEAR WAR BETWEEN THREE
1448
01:09:58,629 --> 01:10:01,109
MIGHTY NATIONS.
1449
01:10:01,197 --> 01:10:04,112
♪ YA HO ♪
1450
01:10:04,200 --> 01:10:07,028
♪ YA HO ♪
1451
01:10:07,115 --> 01:10:09,509
WE SOLD OUR BUSINESS, WHICH
1452
01:10:09,596 --> 01:10:12,208
WAS MAKING TONS OF MONEY, AND
1453
01:10:12,295 --> 01:10:15,602
WE JUST PACKED UP AND LEFT.
1454
01:10:15,689 --> 01:10:19,476
♪ YA HO ♪
1455
01:10:19,563 --> 01:10:21,652
♪ YA HO ♪
1456
01:10:30,095 --> 01:10:32,358
FATHER ENVISIONED OUR WHOLE
1457
01:10:32,445 --> 01:10:34,665
LIFESTYLE BLOSSOMING INTO
1458
01:10:34,752 --> 01:10:37,189
HEALING CENTERS, SCHOOLS,
1459
01:10:37,276 --> 01:10:44,022
FARMS.
1460
01:10:44,109 --> 01:10:45,328
WE CAME THINKING THAT WE
1461
01:10:45,415 --> 01:10:47,025
WERE GONNA HAVE THIS WONDERFUL
1462
01:10:47,112 --> 01:10:48,374
HEALTH SPA ON THIS BEAUTIFUL
1463
01:10:48,461 --> 01:10:49,767
ACRES IN KAUAI, PEOPLE WERE
1464
01:10:49,854 --> 01:10:51,334
GONNA COME FROM THE MAINLAND
1465
01:10:51,421 --> 01:10:53,597
FOR RETREAT.
1466
01:10:53,858 --> 01:10:58,602
WE GOT THERE, IT WAS HELL.
1467
01:10:58,689 --> 01:11:03,171
WE WERE NOT WANTED ON KAUAI.
1468
01:11:03,259 --> 01:11:05,261
KAUAI HAD A FEELING TOWARD US
1469
01:11:05,348 --> 01:11:07,480
THAT SEEMED TO INSTILL MORE AND
1470
01:11:07,567 --> 01:11:10,788
MORE PARANOIA IN US.
1471
01:11:11,267 --> 01:11:13,225
PEOPLE ON KAUAI WERE ALREADY
1472
01:11:13,312 --> 01:11:15,227
A BIT GUN-SHY, YOU MIGHT SAY,
1473
01:11:15,314 --> 01:11:19,231
OF THE ENCROACHMENT OF SPIRITUAL
1474
01:11:19,318 --> 01:11:20,363
COMMUNES.
1475
01:11:20,450 --> 01:11:21,799
THERE WAS TAYLOR CAMP AND THEN
1476
01:11:21,886 --> 01:11:23,366
THERE WAS THE KRISHNA CAMP,
1477
01:11:23,453 --> 01:11:25,063
AND THERE WERE A LOT OF HIPPIES
1478
01:11:25,150 --> 01:11:29,546
ON WELFARE.
1479
01:11:29,633 --> 01:11:32,288
WHEN WE ARRIVED ON KAUAI,
1480
01:11:32,375 --> 01:11:35,073
WE WERE TAILED BY THE POLICE,
1481
01:11:35,160 --> 01:11:37,380
WHICH WAS AN INTIMIDATION
1482
01:11:37,467 --> 01:11:39,295
TACTIC.
1483
01:11:45,475 --> 01:11:48,260
NO ONE IN KAUAI WOULD HIRE
1484
01:11:48,347 --> 01:11:52,264
SOMEONE FROM THE SOURCE.
1485
01:11:52,351 --> 01:11:54,092
I MEAN, THEY MISSPENT THE MONEY,
1486
01:11:54,179 --> 01:11:55,093
TOO.
1487
01:11:55,180 --> 01:11:56,268
THEY BOUGHT A BIG BOAT FOR
1488
01:11:56,355 --> 01:11:57,835
FISHING AND THEY BOUGHT AN
1489
01:11:57,922 --> 01:12:01,142
AIRPLANE TO SPOT THE FISH.
1490
01:12:05,712 --> 01:12:07,801
SOMEONE WROTE A LETTER
1491
01:12:07,888 --> 01:12:10,238
TO THE NEWSPAPER AND SAID,
1492
01:12:10,326 --> 01:12:12,153
"WHO ARE THESE MANSON
1493
01:12:12,240 --> 01:12:13,807
FAMILY-TYPE PEOPLE?"
1494
01:12:13,894 --> 01:12:15,592
AND FATHER CALLED THE NEWSPAPER
1495
01:12:15,679 --> 01:12:17,376
AND SAID, "I WANT TO GIVE YOU
1496
01:12:17,463 --> 01:12:19,857
AN INTERVIEW."
1497
01:12:19,944 --> 01:12:22,425
HE SAID, "WE ARE NOT A MANSON
1498
01:12:22,512 --> 01:12:23,774
FAMILY."
1499
01:12:23,861 --> 01:12:25,428
WITHIN 24 HOURS, THEY WERE
1500
01:12:25,515 --> 01:12:27,212
SHOOTING BULLETS THROUGH THE
1501
01:12:27,299 --> 01:12:29,519
HOUSE.
1502
01:12:29,606 --> 01:12:31,129
YAHOWHA HAD THE SONS
1503
01:12:31,216 --> 01:12:32,565
STATIONED AT A GUARD POST
1504
01:12:32,652 --> 01:12:34,480
AT THE END OF THE LAND.
1505
01:12:58,896 --> 01:13:01,681
POW, POW, POW.
1506
01:13:01,768 --> 01:13:02,900
I'M NOT SURE HOW SUCCESSFUL
1507
01:13:02,987 --> 01:13:03,988
THAT WAS.
1508
01:13:04,075 --> 01:13:05,095
I WAS AN ARMED GUARD WITH TWO
1509
01:13:05,119 --> 01:13:06,199
WEAPONS IN THE DARK WITH NO
1510
01:13:06,251 --> 01:13:07,470
LIGHTS, AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW
1511
01:13:07,557 --> 01:13:08,677
THE WEAPONS, SO I WOULD HAVE
1512
01:13:08,732 --> 01:13:09,892
PROBABLY SHOT MYSELF IF I HAD
1513
01:13:09,950 --> 01:13:12,213
HAD TO TRY TO DEFEND US.
1514
01:13:20,657 --> 01:13:22,659
THAT WAS EXACTLY WHY I
1515
01:13:22,746 --> 01:13:24,835
AVOIDED THE VIETNAM DRAFT.
1516
01:13:24,922 --> 01:13:27,272
YOU KNOW, FOR ME, IT WAS LIKE,
1517
01:13:27,359 --> 01:13:29,492
WHAT'S GOING ON HERE?
1518
01:13:29,579 --> 01:13:31,363
IT WAS OUT OF CONTROL LIKE
1519
01:13:31,450 --> 01:13:33,844
A RUNAWAY TRAIN.
1520
01:13:33,931 --> 01:13:37,413
WHAT WE HAD ENVISIONED AND WHAT
1521
01:13:37,500 --> 01:13:40,633
BECAME OF THAT VISION WAS LIKE
1522
01:13:40,720 --> 01:13:44,724
CROSSING THE GRAND CANYON.
1523
01:13:44,811 --> 01:13:46,552
ALL OF THESE MEN, THEY GET
1524
01:13:46,639 --> 01:13:48,380
TO A CERTAIN POINT OF POWER,
1525
01:13:48,467 --> 01:13:49,512
AND THEY HAVE SUCH
1526
01:13:49,599 --> 01:13:51,514
RESPONSIBILITY, THEY DON'T HAVE
1527
01:13:51,601 --> 01:13:52,906
THE STRENGTH TO CARRY IT
1528
01:13:52,993 --> 01:13:54,473
THROUGH, AND IT STARTS
1529
01:13:54,560 --> 01:13:55,474
CRUMBLING.
1530
01:13:55,561 --> 01:13:56,736
YOU KNOW, JIM JONES GIVES
1531
01:13:56,823 --> 01:13:58,390
EVERYBODY KOOL-AID.
1532
01:13:58,651 --> 01:13:59,522
♪ IT'S A KNACK ♪
1533
01:13:59,609 --> 01:14:00,609
♪ IT'S A KNACK ♪
1534
01:14:00,653 --> 01:14:01,872
♪ IT'S A KNACK ♪
1535
01:14:01,959 --> 01:14:04,222
HE DID START QUESTIONING
1536
01:14:04,309 --> 01:14:05,615
WHAT DO WE DO NOW?
1537
01:14:05,702 --> 01:14:07,747
IT KIND OF CAME TO A POINT WHERE
1538
01:14:07,834 --> 01:14:09,706
WE WEREN'T MOVING FORWARD AS
1539
01:14:09,793 --> 01:14:10,794
A FAMILY.
1540
01:14:11,055 --> 01:14:14,711
♪ YEAH, I'VE COME ♪
1541
01:14:14,798 --> 01:14:19,585
♪ A LONG WAY ♪
1542
01:14:19,672 --> 01:14:27,672
♪ AND I'M NO-O-T HERE TO STAY ♪
1543
01:14:29,508 --> 01:14:30,683
HE WAS TIRED.
1544
01:14:30,770 --> 01:14:32,772
YOU KNOW, IF YOU WENT IN TO
1545
01:14:32,859 --> 01:14:35,253
SLEEP IN HIS ROOM, THERE WASN'T
1546
01:14:35,340 --> 01:14:36,167
SEX.
1547
01:14:36,254 --> 01:14:37,560
IT WAS ALL SPIRITUAL.
1548
01:14:37,647 --> 01:14:41,694
♪ SOON BE ON MY WAY ♪
1549
01:14:45,611 --> 01:14:48,309
THE MEDITATIONS DURING THAT
1550
01:14:48,396 --> 01:14:52,836
SUMMER WERE REALLY INTENSE.
1551
01:14:52,923 --> 01:14:55,578
YAHOWHA WENT FOR LONG PERIODS
1552
01:14:55,665 --> 01:14:58,494
OF JUST SILENCE.
1553
01:15:04,412 --> 01:15:06,502
AND HE WOULD JUST... HE'D BE
1554
01:15:06,589 --> 01:15:08,591
LIKE THIS, AND THEN HE'D COME
1555
01:15:08,678 --> 01:15:10,593
OUT OF IT AND BE LIKE, "I'VE
1556
01:15:10,680 --> 01:15:12,333
TAUGHT YOU EVERYTHING.
1557
01:15:12,420 --> 01:15:14,422
THERE'S NOTHING ELSE TO TEACH
1558
01:15:14,510 --> 01:15:16,337
YOU."
1559
01:15:22,866 --> 01:15:23,954
HE WAS LIKE, "OKAY,
1560
01:15:24,041 --> 01:15:24,955
LITTLE BIRDIES.
1561
01:15:25,042 --> 01:15:26,565
FLY OUT OF THE NEST."
1562
01:15:38,055 --> 01:15:40,057
AND SO ONE MORNING THEY HAD
1563
01:15:40,144 --> 01:15:41,972
ARRANGED A SPECIAL MORNING
1564
01:15:42,059 --> 01:15:43,843
MEDITATION, WHICH INCLUDED
1565
01:15:43,930 --> 01:15:47,499
A LARGE BOWL OF MAGIC MUSHROOMS
1566
01:15:47,586 --> 01:15:49,066
WITH SOURCE DRESSING, OF COURSE,
1567
01:15:49,153 --> 01:15:51,547
ON IT.
1568
01:15:51,634 --> 01:15:53,418
AFTER BEGINNING TO FEEL THE
1569
01:15:53,505 --> 01:15:55,420
EFFECTS, FATHER SUGGESTED THAT
1570
01:15:55,507 --> 01:15:57,465
WE GO UP AND TAKE A LITTLE WALK
1571
01:15:57,553 --> 01:16:01,339
OUTSIDE IN NATURE.
1572
01:16:01,426 --> 01:16:03,994
HE STARTED TO SPEAK, AND HE
1573
01:16:04,081 --> 01:16:08,041
SAID, "I'M NOT GOD.
1574
01:16:08,128 --> 01:16:09,434
I'M NOT GOD.
1575
01:16:09,521 --> 01:16:11,828
I'M JUST A MAN."
1576
01:16:43,990 --> 01:16:45,731
AND MAKUSHLA SAID, "Shh, Shh,
1577
01:16:45,818 --> 01:16:46,514
Shh.
1578
01:16:46,602 --> 01:16:47,472
DON'T SAY THAT.
1579
01:16:47,559 --> 01:16:48,386
YOU'RE GOD, YOU'RE GOD."
1580
01:16:48,473 --> 01:16:49,648
HE GOES, "NO, I'M NOT.
1581
01:16:49,735 --> 01:16:50,736
I'M A MAN.
1582
01:16:50,823 --> 01:16:53,870
I'M A MAN LIKE ANY OTHER MAN."
1583
01:16:53,957 --> 01:16:55,741
AND IT CHANGED MY RELATIONSHIP
1584
01:16:55,828 --> 01:16:57,700
TO HIM THAT DAY, AND I KNOW IT
1585
01:16:57,787 --> 01:16:59,397
CHANGED HIS RELATIONSHIP TO
1586
01:16:59,484 --> 01:17:00,833
HIMSELF AND TO THE WHOLE
1587
01:17:00,920 --> 01:17:04,010
PHENOMENON OF THE FAMILY.
1588
01:17:04,097 --> 01:17:06,056
I REALIZED THAT ANY RELATIONSHIP
1589
01:17:06,143 --> 01:17:07,797
WITH A TEACHER SHOULD BE
1590
01:17:07,884 --> 01:17:09,755
TEMPORARY, THAT, AT THE END OF
1591
01:17:09,842 --> 01:17:11,801
IT ALL, WE ARE OUR OWN TEACHER,
1592
01:17:11,888 --> 01:17:13,803
AND WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR
1593
01:17:13,890 --> 01:17:16,153
OWN EVOLUTION.
1594
01:17:16,240 --> 01:17:18,459
THE NEXT CHAPTER FOR ME INVOLVED
1595
01:17:18,546 --> 01:17:20,548
GOING OUT ON MY OWN, AND THAT'S
1596
01:17:20,636 --> 01:17:21,636
WHAT I DID.
1597
01:17:36,216 --> 01:17:39,002
AUGUST 25, 1975, THE MORNING
1598
01:17:39,089 --> 01:17:41,657
MEDITATION STARTED OUT LIKE
1599
01:17:41,744 --> 01:17:43,920
NORMAL, AND I WAS WEARING
1600
01:17:44,007 --> 01:17:46,574
A BLACK DRESS, AND I DIDN'T
1601
01:17:46,662 --> 01:17:48,968
USUALLY WEAR BLACK DRESSES.
1602
01:17:49,055 --> 01:17:53,146
I WORE A LOT OF WHITE.
1603
01:17:53,233 --> 01:17:54,233
AAH!
1604
01:17:55,627 --> 01:17:56,628
AND I SCREAMED.
1605
01:17:56,715 --> 01:17:58,195
I SCREAMED BECAUSE THERE WAS
1606
01:17:58,282 --> 01:18:00,110
JUST... IT JUST FELT LIKE THERE
1607
01:18:00,197 --> 01:18:01,241
WAS AN AIR.
1608
01:18:01,328 --> 01:18:02,721
IT FELT LIKE SOMETHING HAD COME
1609
01:18:02,808 --> 01:18:03,808
OVER HIM.
1610
01:18:17,997 --> 01:18:20,043
YAHOWHA.
1611
01:18:20,304 --> 01:18:21,871
HE SAID THAT HE WAS GONNA GO
1612
01:18:21,958 --> 01:18:22,828
HANG GLIDING.
1613
01:18:22,915 --> 01:18:24,090
HE WAS GONNA JUMP OFF OF
1614
01:18:24,177 --> 01:18:25,788
MAKAPU'U CLIFFS, AND MERCURY
1615
01:18:25,875 --> 01:18:27,703
WAS GOING TO LAUNCH HIM OFF.
1616
01:18:31,097 --> 01:18:31,663
YEAH.
1617
01:18:31,750 --> 01:18:32,664
AAH!
1618
01:18:32,751 --> 01:18:33,970
AND ALL THE WOMEN STARTED
1619
01:18:34,057 --> 01:18:35,580
SCREAMING AND YELLING,
1620
01:18:35,667 --> 01:18:37,538
"NO, YAHOWHA," AND YET EVERYONE
1621
01:18:37,625 --> 01:18:39,192
KNEW THAT WHAT YAHOWHA WANTED
1622
01:18:39,279 --> 01:18:41,978
TO DO THAT HE WAS GONNA DO IT.
1623
01:18:42,065 --> 01:18:44,981
AAH! AAH!
1624
01:18:45,068 --> 01:18:46,765
THERE WAS SOMEONE COMING UP
1625
01:18:46,852 --> 01:18:48,593
THE DRIVEWAY AS WE WERE LEAVING
1626
01:18:48,680 --> 01:18:49,942
TO GO TO MAKAPU'U CLIFFS,
1627
01:18:50,029 --> 01:18:51,639
AND YAHOWHA ROLLED DOWN HIS
1628
01:18:51,727 --> 01:18:53,076
WINDOW AND SAID TO HER...
1629
01:18:57,036 --> 01:18:58,995
WHICH MEANS "WE WHO ARE ABOUT
1630
01:18:59,082 --> 01:19:00,910
TO DIE SALUTE YOU."
1631
01:19:00,997 --> 01:19:04,652
♪ THE LA-A-ND...
1632
01:19:04,740 --> 01:19:08,526
OUTSIDE ♪
1633
01:19:08,613 --> 01:19:14,750
♪ IT'S LONELY THROUGH THE DAY ♪
1634
01:19:15,011 --> 01:19:18,666
AND THE WIND WAS INCREDIBLY,
1635
01:19:18,754 --> 01:19:22,540
INCREDIBLY POWERFUL.
1636
01:19:22,627 --> 01:19:25,978
♪ I'VE CRIED... ♪
1637
01:19:26,065 --> 01:19:28,981
♪ MY HEART OUT ♪
1638
01:19:29,068 --> 01:19:30,678
♪ IT'S GONE ♪
1639
01:19:30,766 --> 01:19:31,984
YOU KNOW, I WAS TELLING
1640
01:19:32,071 --> 01:19:33,071
YAHOWHA NOT TO GO.
1641
01:19:33,116 --> 01:19:36,728
♪ TO PRAY ♪
1642
01:19:36,815 --> 01:19:40,036
♪ WHAT DOES...
1643
01:19:40,123 --> 01:19:44,040
IT MATTER? ♪
1644
01:19:44,127 --> 01:19:48,871
♪ LE-E-T IT BREAK ♪
1645
01:19:58,228 --> 01:20:00,796
MERCURY LAUNCHED HIM OFF,
1646
01:20:00,883 --> 01:20:03,624
AND AS SOON AS YAHOWHA WENT OFF
1647
01:20:03,711 --> 01:20:06,062
THE CLIFF, THIS FEROCIOUS WIND
1648
01:20:06,149 --> 01:20:08,151
THAT HAD BEEN BLOWING SO
1649
01:20:08,238 --> 01:20:10,153
INCREDIBLY STRONG WAS LIKE
1650
01:20:10,240 --> 01:20:11,894
SOMEONE WENT, "CUT," AND THE
1651
01:20:11,981 --> 01:20:14,984
WIND JUST STOPPED.
1652
01:20:30,086 --> 01:20:32,262
AND THE KITE NOSE-DIVED, AND
1653
01:20:32,349 --> 01:20:34,655
HE PULLED OUT OF THE NOSEDIVE
1654
01:20:34,742 --> 01:20:36,832
AND RECOVERED AND CIRCLED OUT
1655
01:20:36,919 --> 01:20:39,095
OVER THE OCEAN, AND HE CAME BACK
1656
01:20:39,182 --> 01:20:41,619
IN AND LANDED IN A LITTLE CAMP
1657
01:20:41,706 --> 01:20:43,099
OF NATIVE HAWAIIANS.
1658
01:20:43,186 --> 01:20:44,883
WE RACED DOWN THE MOUNTAIN,
1659
01:20:44,970 --> 01:20:46,754
AND WHEN WE GOT THERE, THIS IS
1660
01:20:46,842 --> 01:20:47,930
WHAT HE LOOKED LIKE.
1661
01:20:48,017 --> 01:20:49,192
OHH!
1662
01:20:49,279 --> 01:20:51,063
OH, YAHOWHA.
1663
01:20:51,150 --> 01:20:52,717
YOU'RE GONNA TAKE IT HARD.
1664
01:20:52,804 --> 01:20:54,153
NOO.
1665
01:20:54,240 --> 01:20:55,240
OH, GOD.
1666
01:20:55,285 --> 01:20:57,635
HE'S OKAY, HE'S OKAY.
1667
01:20:57,722 --> 01:21:02,945
♪ OHH, OHH, OHH, OHH ♪
1668
01:21:06,383 --> 01:21:07,688
YOU WANT US TO CARRY YOU
1669
01:21:07,775 --> 01:21:08,559
HOME?
1670
01:21:08,646 --> 01:21:09,386
YOU WANT TO GET UP?
1671
01:21:09,473 --> 01:21:10,909
WE CAN CARRY YOU.
1672
01:21:10,996 --> 01:21:11,996
WE CANCARRY YOU, YAHOWHA.
1673
01:21:19,178 --> 01:21:21,964
YEAH, YAHOWHA.
1674
01:21:22,051 --> 01:21:23,313
EHH.
1675
01:21:23,400 --> 01:21:24,836
OHH.
1676
01:21:24,923 --> 01:21:26,969
OHH.
1677
01:21:27,056 --> 01:21:29,710
OH, YAHOWHA.
1678
01:21:29,797 --> 01:21:30,842
OH, YAHOWHA.
1679
01:21:30,929 --> 01:21:31,930
EHH.
1680
01:21:32,017 --> 01:21:33,149
OHH.
1681
01:21:33,236 --> 01:21:35,238
OHH.
1682
01:21:41,070 --> 01:21:42,375
WHAT DO YOU WANT US TO DO,
1683
01:21:42,462 --> 01:21:43,028
YAHOWHA?
1684
01:21:43,115 --> 01:21:44,421
OHH.
1685
01:21:44,508 --> 01:21:45,901
WHAT... WHAT CAN WE DO
1686
01:21:45,988 --> 01:21:51,863
TO HEAL IT?
1687
01:21:51,950 --> 01:21:54,170
"TRANSMUTE PAIN."
1688
01:21:54,257 --> 01:21:57,086
IT WILL HEAL, THOUGH, WON'T IT?
1689
01:22:03,179 --> 01:22:05,746
OH, YAHOWHA.
1690
01:22:14,842 --> 01:22:17,758
YAHOWHA ASKED IF HE SHOULD GO
1691
01:22:17,845 --> 01:22:20,718
TO THE HOSPITAL, AND I TOLD HIM
1692
01:22:20,805 --> 01:22:23,286
THAT HE COULD, BUT IF HE DID,
1693
01:22:23,373 --> 01:22:27,464
IT WOULD BE AGAINST HIS BELIEFS.
1694
01:22:27,551 --> 01:22:30,380
SO HE DECIDED NOT TO GO.
1695
01:22:39,041 --> 01:22:43,959
SO TIME HAD PASSED.
1696
01:22:44,046 --> 01:22:45,830
IT WAS THE AFTERNOON.
1697
01:22:45,917 --> 01:22:47,223
I GUESS IT WAS AROUND 5:00
1698
01:22:47,310 --> 01:22:49,007
IN THE AFTERNOON, AND YAHOWHA
1699
01:22:49,094 --> 01:22:51,879
WAS LYING ON THE FLOOR.
1700
01:22:51,967 --> 01:22:53,403
I WAS LOOKING AT YAHOWHA'S EYES,
1701
01:22:53,490 --> 01:22:55,057
AND HE WAS LOOKING INTO MINE,
1702
01:22:55,144 --> 01:22:58,060
AND THEN IT SEEMED LIKE ALL TIME
1703
01:22:58,147 --> 01:23:00,976
STOOD STILL.
1704
01:23:05,502 --> 01:23:10,986
AND I SAID, "YAHOWHA?"
1705
01:23:18,167 --> 01:23:21,083
HE HAD, IN THAT MOMENT, PASSED.
1706
01:23:29,047 --> 01:23:31,049
WE BELIEVED THEN THAT WHEN
1707
01:23:31,136 --> 01:23:33,269
SOMEONE DIED TO LEAVE THE BODY
1708
01:23:33,356 --> 01:23:35,314
IN A NATURAL STATE SO THAT
1709
01:23:35,401 --> 01:23:37,447
THE SOUL CAN VIEW ITS RIVER
1710
01:23:37,534 --> 01:23:39,362
OF LIFE TO PREPARE ITSELF
1711
01:23:39,449 --> 01:23:40,493
FOR ITS NEXT STEP.
1712
01:23:40,580 --> 01:23:42,495
SO THAT'S WHAT WE DID FOR HIM.
1713
01:23:42,582 --> 01:23:44,193
[ MELODIC WHISTLING
1714
01:23:44,280 --> 01:23:45,933
[ CONTINUES ]
1715
01:24:07,564 --> 01:24:09,131
ALMOST MY WHOLE ADVENTURE
1716
01:24:09,218 --> 01:24:10,958
WITH THE FAMILY WAS DONE THROUGH
1717
01:24:11,046 --> 01:24:12,482
THE LENS OF A CAMERA, INCLUDING
1718
01:24:12,569 --> 01:24:13,613
HIS DEATH.
1719
01:24:13,700 --> 01:24:15,006
I WITNESSED HIM LEAVING THE BODY
1720
01:24:15,093 --> 01:24:16,442
THROUGH THE LENS OF A CAMERA...
1721
01:24:23,188 --> 01:24:24,842
WHICH IS
1722
01:24:24,929 --> 01:24:28,324
PRETTY WEIRD.
1723
01:24:28,411 --> 01:24:31,327
BUT I JUST... THAT WAS MY ROLE.
1724
01:24:31,588 --> 01:24:33,285
THE CAUSE OF DEATH WAS LISTED
1725
01:24:33,372 --> 01:24:35,026
AS UNKNOWN WHEN THEY DID THE
1726
01:24:35,113 --> 01:24:36,027
AUTOPSY.
1727
01:24:36,114 --> 01:24:37,159
THERE WAS NO BROKEN BONES,
1728
01:24:37,246 --> 01:24:38,334
THERE WAS NO INTERNAL
1729
01:24:38,421 --> 01:24:40,031
HEMORRHAGE, THERE WAS NOTHING
1730
01:24:40,118 --> 01:24:41,424
'CAUSE HIS KUNDALINI WAS...
1731
01:24:41,511 --> 01:24:43,165
YOU KNOW, IT WAS RELEASED, AND
1732
01:24:43,252 --> 01:24:44,862
HE LEFT THE BODY SPIRITUALLY.
1733
01:24:44,949 --> 01:24:47,038
IT WAS JUST THE TIME FOR HIM
1734
01:24:47,125 --> 01:24:49,084
TO LEAVE THE BODY, AND SO THAT
1735
01:24:49,171 --> 01:24:50,607
WAS WHAT HAPPENED.
1736
01:25:05,448 --> 01:25:07,580
THE LOCAL NEWSPAPER SAID THAT
1737
01:25:07,667 --> 01:25:10,017
THE SOURCE LEADER, YAHOWHA, HAD
1738
01:25:10,105 --> 01:25:12,194
DIED IN A HANG-GLIDING ACCIDENT,
1739
01:25:12,281 --> 01:25:14,370
AND NEXT TO THAT ARTICLE, THERE
1740
01:25:14,457 --> 01:25:16,372
IS AN ARTICLE THAT THERE WAS
1741
01:25:16,459 --> 01:25:18,330
A NEW STAR IN THE SKY, AND
1742
01:25:18,417 --> 01:25:20,376
YAHOWHA RELATED VERY MUCH TO
1743
01:25:20,463 --> 01:25:22,421
THE COSMIC EVENTS, AND WE
1744
01:25:22,508 --> 01:25:24,902
THOUGHT THAT WAS A BEAUTIFUL
1745
01:25:24,989 --> 01:25:26,643
THING.
1746
01:25:34,477 --> 01:25:36,348
I THOUGHT WE WOULD ALWAYS BE
1747
01:25:36,435 --> 01:25:37,915
TOGETHER.
1748
01:25:38,002 --> 01:25:39,438
I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD CUT MY
1749
01:25:39,525 --> 01:25:40,918
HAIR OR CUT MY BEARD.
1750
01:25:41,005 --> 01:25:42,572
I THOUGHT I'D BE A VEGETARIAN
1751
01:25:42,659 --> 01:25:44,400
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, AND
1752
01:25:44,487 --> 01:25:46,228
WITHIN TWO YEARS, THE FAMILY
1753
01:25:46,315 --> 01:25:48,926
ALL WENT THEIR SEPARATE WAYS.
1754
01:26:01,330 --> 01:26:03,984
ONCE FATHER WAS DEAD, AND THE
1755
01:26:04,071 --> 01:26:06,378
FAMILY WAS DISPERSED, IT FELT,
1756
01:26:06,465 --> 01:26:08,946
TO ME, LIKE EVERYTHING THAT I
1757
01:26:09,033 --> 01:26:11,253
HAD EMBRACED AS AN IDEAL WAS
1758
01:26:11,340 --> 01:26:12,384
NOW STUPID.
1759
01:26:12,471 --> 01:26:14,952
THE PEOPLE WHO ONCE LOVED AND
1760
01:26:15,039 --> 01:26:17,259
ADMIRED US NOW THOUGHT WE WERE
1761
01:26:17,346 --> 01:26:18,347
FOOLS.
1762
01:26:19,348 --> 01:26:20,523
WELCOME TO THE
1763
01:26:20,610 --> 01:26:22,394
NATURAL CAUSES RESTAURANT.
1764
01:26:22,481 --> 01:26:24,396
I'M JASON AND THIS IS MY
1765
01:26:24,483 --> 01:26:26,529
OLD LADY, SUNSET.
1766
01:26:26,616 --> 01:26:28,139
SHE'S REALLY FAR OUT.
1767
01:26:29,358 --> 01:26:30,620
WELCOME TO OUR SPACE.
1768
01:26:30,707 --> 01:26:32,578
IT IS NO ACCIDENT THAT YOU HAVE
1769
01:26:32,665 --> 01:26:34,493
STUMBLED UPON OUR DOOR.
1770
01:26:34,754 --> 01:26:36,234
WHAT ARE YOUR SIGNS?
1771
01:26:36,321 --> 01:26:39,194
OH, GEMINI AND PISCES.
1772
01:26:39,281 --> 01:26:40,321
YOU'RE AT THE RIGHT TABLE.
1773
01:26:40,369 --> 01:26:41,239
IT'S PERFECT.
1774
01:26:41,326 --> 01:26:42,153
PERFECT FOR YOUR ENERGY.
1775
01:26:42,240 --> 01:26:44,329
OKAY, GEMINI, PISCES.
1776
01:26:44,416 --> 01:26:45,330
NO, NO.
1777
01:26:45,417 --> 01:26:46,070
IT'S THE OTHER WAY AROUND.
1778
01:26:46,157 --> 01:26:47,419
OH, I KNEW IT!
1779
01:26:47,506 --> 01:26:48,507
OH!
1780
01:26:48,594 --> 01:26:51,249
WE COULD NO LONGER BE
1781
01:26:51,336 --> 01:26:54,470
THE WIDE-EYED, INNOCENT HIPPIES
1782
01:26:54,557 --> 01:26:57,299
THAT WE HAD BEEN IN 1971.
1783
01:26:57,386 --> 01:27:00,693
THIS WAS AN UGLY WORLD, AND
1784
01:27:00,780 --> 01:27:05,002
EVERYONE DID WHAT THEY HAD TO DO
1785
01:27:05,089 --> 01:27:08,179
TO SURVIVE.
1786
01:27:08,266 --> 01:27:10,181
♪ JUST MOVING ON ♪
1787
01:27:10,268 --> 01:27:12,052
♪ YOU TRIED TO ♪
1788
01:27:12,139 --> 01:27:14,054
♪ LEAVE IT ALONE ♪
1789
01:27:14,141 --> 01:27:15,708
♪ YOU JUST CAN'T HIDE YOUR
1790
01:27:15,795 --> 01:27:17,275
LOVE AWAY ♪
1791
01:27:17,362 --> 01:27:18,624
♪ HEY, HEY ♪
1792
01:27:25,283 --> 01:27:26,719
I HAVE ALL THE PHOTO ALBUMS
1793
01:27:26,806 --> 01:27:28,504
AND THE DIARIES.
1794
01:27:28,591 --> 01:27:31,376
THE LEGACY IS ALL DOCUMENTED.
1795
01:27:31,463 --> 01:27:32,703
YOU KNOW, HE STILL TALKS TO ME,
1796
01:27:32,769 --> 01:27:34,249
AND HE SAYS, "I HAVEN'T RELEASED
1797
01:27:34,336 --> 01:27:37,382
YOU FROM YOUR DUTIES YET."
1798
01:27:37,469 --> 01:27:40,211
MY DESTINY BASICALLY AS A FAMILY
1799
01:27:40,298 --> 01:27:42,692
HISTORIAN HAS BEEN TO SAVE THE
1800
01:27:42,779 --> 01:27:45,782
LEGACY.
1801
01:27:49,568 --> 01:27:51,222
[ MELODIC WHISTLING
1802
01:27:51,309 --> 01:27:52,354
[ CONTINUES ]
1803
01:27:52,441 --> 01:27:56,271
I ORGANIZED FAMILY GATHERINGS.
1804
01:27:56,532 --> 01:27:57,750
HE'S STILL SAYING, "YOU KNOW,
1805
01:27:57,837 --> 01:28:00,231
YOU'RE NOT DONE YET.
1806
01:28:00,318 --> 01:28:03,365
YOU KNOW, WE ARE STILL DOING
1807
01:28:03,452 --> 01:28:05,280
THE WORK."
1808
01:28:17,466 --> 01:28:19,337
SO I'M CURRENTLY LIVING IN
1809
01:28:19,424 --> 01:28:20,425
HAWAII.
1810
01:28:20,512 --> 01:28:21,818
I BOUGHT 10 ACRES ADJACENT TO
1811
01:28:21,905 --> 01:28:23,733
OTHER SOURCE FAMILY MEMBERS.
1812
01:28:23,820 --> 01:28:26,126
I NOW HAVE A COMPLETELY GREEN
1813
01:28:26,213 --> 01:28:28,215
HOUSE BUILT OUT OF RECYCLED
1814
01:28:28,303 --> 01:28:29,347
MATERIALS.
1815
01:28:29,434 --> 01:28:30,714
I AM OFF THE GRID, SOLAR-POWERED
1816
01:28:30,783 --> 01:28:32,394
ELECTRICAL SYSTEM, AND ONE OF
1817
01:28:32,481 --> 01:28:33,786
THE GREATEST JOYS IS THAT MY
1818
01:28:33,873 --> 01:28:35,353
SON, SOLOMON, WHO WAS THE
1819
01:28:35,440 --> 01:28:37,094
FIRSTBORN IN THE SOURCE FAMILY,
1820
01:28:37,181 --> 01:28:38,574
HAS LAND ADJACENT TO ME,
1821
01:28:38,661 --> 01:28:40,445
27 ACRES ADJACENT TO ME, AND
1822
01:28:40,532 --> 01:28:42,360
HE'S ALSO HELPING, WORKING,
1823
01:28:42,447 --> 01:28:45,363
DOING THE SAME THING.
1824
01:28:45,450 --> 01:28:49,324
♪ COME ON, BABY, AND BOOGIE ♪
1825
01:28:49,411 --> 01:28:56,331
♪ DOWN BY THE OCEAN ♪
1826
01:28:56,418 --> 01:29:03,425
♪ COME ON, BABY, AND BOOGIE ♪
1827
01:29:03,512 --> 01:29:09,779
♪ DOWN BY THE OCEAN ♪
1828
01:29:09,866 --> 01:29:15,654
♪ AND WE'LL HAVE A PARTY ♪
1829
01:29:15,741 --> 01:29:21,878
♪ COME ON ♪
1830
01:29:22,313 --> 01:29:24,315
MY NAME IS CELESTE.
1831
01:29:24,402 --> 01:29:26,796
MY FAMILY NAME WAS TAU AQUARIAN.
1832
01:29:26,883 --> 01:29:28,841
I'M THE DAUGHTER OF JIM BAKER,
1833
01:29:28,928 --> 01:29:30,669
YAHOWHA, AND ROBIN BAKER,
1834
01:29:30,756 --> 01:29:31,757
AH-OM.
1835
01:29:32,236 --> 01:29:34,151
I DON'T THINK IT WAS A VERY
1836
01:29:34,238 --> 01:29:36,196
POSITIVE TIME FOR MY MOTHER.
1837
01:29:36,283 --> 01:29:39,722
I THINK IT TOOK HER YEARS TO GET
1838
01:29:39,809 --> 01:29:41,811
OVER THE FAMILY.
1839
01:29:41,898 --> 01:29:43,378
I DON'T THINK SHE EVER HAS.
1840
01:29:43,465 --> 01:29:47,164
I THINK IT WAS... I THINK IT
1841
01:29:47,251 --> 01:29:50,602
BROKE HER IN WAYS THAT ARE
1842
01:29:50,689 --> 01:29:52,343
UNIMAGINABLE TO ME.
1843
01:29:52,430 --> 01:29:54,389
YOU KNOW, SHE STRUGGLED TO MAKE
1844
01:29:54,476 --> 01:29:55,476
ENDS MEET.
1845
01:29:55,520 --> 01:29:57,392
MY MOTHER REALLY DID TRY TO
1846
01:29:57,479 --> 01:29:59,785
SUPPORT US, AND SHE WORKED A LOT
1847
01:29:59,872 --> 01:30:00,872
OF JOBS.
1848
01:30:00,917 --> 01:30:03,528
IT WAS JUST A DARK TIME.
1849
01:30:08,881 --> 01:30:10,187
I GOT SICK.
1850
01:30:10,274 --> 01:30:12,189
I'VE INHERITED A HORRIBLE
1851
01:30:12,276 --> 01:30:14,321
ILLNESS... A NUMBER OF THEM.
1852
01:30:14,409 --> 01:30:17,847
I'M CURRENTLY ON THIS MANY DRUGS
1853
01:30:17,934 --> 01:30:20,676
ON A DAILY BASIS.
1854
01:30:25,681 --> 01:30:28,466
TILL YOU'VE WALKED A MILE IN MY
1855
01:30:28,553 --> 01:30:31,208
MOCCASINS, YOU CAN'T POSSIBLY
1856
01:30:31,295 --> 01:30:33,689
UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS IS LIKE.
1857
01:30:53,622 --> 01:30:55,450
I DON'T CHOOSE TO LIVE IN
1858
01:30:55,537 --> 01:31:01,456
A CITY... OR IN TENUOUS PLACES.
1859
01:31:01,543 --> 01:31:04,502
SURVIVAL THROUGH THE COMING
1860
01:31:04,589 --> 01:31:06,373
YEARS MAY BE CHALLENGING.
1861
01:31:06,461 --> 01:31:08,637
I HAVE A WELL WHERE I CAN PUMP
1862
01:31:08,724 --> 01:31:10,421
MY OWN WATER WITHOUT
1863
01:31:10,508 --> 01:31:11,553
ELECTRICITY.
1864
01:31:11,640 --> 01:31:13,729
I HAVE TWO YEARS' WORTH OF FOOD
1865
01:31:13,816 --> 01:31:15,731
SQUIRRELED AWAY, AND I'M NOT
1866
01:31:15,818 --> 01:31:21,301
TELLING YOU WHERE.
1867
01:31:21,388 --> 01:31:22,781
WE ARE GOING TO BE IN
1868
01:31:22,868 --> 01:31:24,957
COMMUNICATION WITH GREAT RACES
1869
01:31:25,044 --> 01:31:29,266
OF WISDOM AND TECHNOLOGY, AND WE
1870
01:31:29,353 --> 01:31:33,009
HAVEN'T BEEN READY FOR THAT.
1871
01:31:44,020 --> 01:31:45,978
FOR YEARS I JUST DIDN'T TELL
1872
01:31:46,065 --> 01:31:47,371
PEOPLE ABOUT IT.
1873
01:31:47,458 --> 01:31:48,938
YOU KNOW, I WAS ABLE TO STEP
1874
01:31:49,025 --> 01:31:50,766
FROM ONE WORLD COMPLETELY INTO
1875
01:31:50,853 --> 01:31:52,594
ANOTHER ONE, AND PEOPLE ASK ME,
1876
01:31:52,681 --> 01:31:54,291
"OH, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?"
1877
01:31:54,378 --> 01:31:55,684
"OH, I LIVED IN HAWAII."
1878
01:31:55,771 --> 01:31:57,729
I DON'T THINK ANYBODY HAS
1879
01:31:57,816 --> 01:31:59,470
A RIGHT TO JUDGE ME.
1880
01:31:59,557 --> 01:32:01,516
I DON'T REGRET ANY OF IT.
1881
01:32:01,603 --> 01:32:03,605
YAHOWHA TAUGHT US TO LIVE IN
1882
01:32:03,692 --> 01:32:06,521
THE MOMENT AND TO KEEP CHANGING.
1883
01:32:11,438 --> 01:32:13,484
♪ WELL, ALL THESE WORDS
1884
01:32:13,571 --> 01:32:16,661
I SAY, YOU MUST BELIEVE,
1885
01:32:16,748 --> 01:32:17,836
MY FRIEND ♪
1886
01:32:17,923 --> 01:32:19,490
ONE OF THE THINGS THAT FATHER
1887
01:32:19,577 --> 01:32:20,752
OFTEN SAID WAS HEAVEN IS HERE
1888
01:32:20,839 --> 01:32:21,839
NOW.
1889
01:32:21,884 --> 01:32:22,754
IT'S UP TO YOU TO CREATE IT
1890
01:32:22,841 --> 01:32:23,973
IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW.
1891
01:32:24,060 --> 01:32:31,633
♪ WE ALL WILL MEET AGAIN ♪
1892
01:32:31,720 --> 01:32:32,982
WE HAD ALL THESE AMAZING
1893
01:32:33,069 --> 01:32:34,505
EXPERIENCES THAT I WOULDN'T
1894
01:32:34,592 --> 01:32:35,592
TRADE THE WORLD FOR.
1895
01:32:35,637 --> 01:32:36,638
WOULD I DO IT AGAIN?
1896
01:32:36,725 --> 01:32:38,814
NO WAY.
1897
01:32:38,901 --> 01:32:40,467
I DON'T EVEN LIKE HAVING
1898
01:32:40,555 --> 01:32:41,904
SOMEBODY SPEND THE NIGHT AT MY
1899
01:32:41,991 --> 01:32:43,035
HOUSE...
1900
01:32:43,122 --> 01:32:43,775
I'M NOT INTERESTED IN LIVING
1901
01:32:43,862 --> 01:32:44,733
IN A COMMUNE.
1902
01:32:44,820 --> 01:32:45,690
MUCH LESS SHARING MY
1903
01:32:45,777 --> 01:32:46,865
BATHROOM WITH 40 PEOPLE.
1904
01:32:46,952 --> 01:32:47,866
BEEN THERE, DONE THAT, I LIKE
1905
01:32:47,953 --> 01:32:49,041
MY OWN TOOTHBRUSH.
1906
01:32:49,128 --> 01:32:51,827
♪ LA-LA-LA-LA ♪
1907
01:32:51,914 --> 01:32:53,524
♪ LA-LA ♪
1908
01:32:53,611 --> 01:32:55,004
IT'S A BIG PART OF MY LIFE.
1909
01:32:55,091 --> 01:32:56,658
IT MADE ME A LOT OF WHO I AM
1910
01:32:56,745 --> 01:32:57,746
TODAY.
1911
01:32:57,833 --> 01:32:59,008
IT GAVE ME THE COURAGE TO TRY
1912
01:32:59,095 --> 01:33:00,923
TO DO THINGS THAT NORMAL PEOPLE
1913
01:33:01,010 --> 01:33:02,054
DON'T TRY TO DO.
1914
01:33:02,141 --> 01:33:04,840
I REALLY GOT THAT ONE TRAIT FROM
1915
01:33:04,927 --> 01:33:09,845
JIM BAKER WAS TO BE FEARLESS.
1916
01:33:09,932 --> 01:33:12,848
♪ DON'T REGRET WHAT YOU HAVE
1917
01:33:12,935 --> 01:33:17,026
LEFT BEHIND ♪
1918
01:33:17,113 --> 01:33:18,462
THERE'S SO MANY THINGS THAT
1919
01:33:18,549 --> 01:33:19,549
HAVE STAYED WITH ME FROM
1920
01:33:19,594 --> 01:33:20,638
THE SOURCE FAMILY.
1921
01:33:20,725 --> 01:33:22,031
THE WAY I RUN MY BUSINESS TODAY
1922
01:33:22,118 --> 01:33:23,859
IS BASICALLY THE WAY JIM BAKER
1923
01:33:23,946 --> 01:33:27,427
TRAINED ME BACK IN 1970, '71.
1924
01:33:27,514 --> 01:33:29,516
♪ ...LITTLE FURTHER DOWN
1925
01:33:29,604 --> 01:33:30,604
THE LINE ♪
1926
01:33:30,648 --> 01:33:34,478
♪ THEN YOU WILL SEE ♪
1927
01:33:34,565 --> 01:33:35,566
I FEEL LIKE I GAINED FROM
1928
01:33:35,653 --> 01:33:36,872
ALL OF IT.
1929
01:33:36,959 --> 01:33:38,569
I DON'T THINK I WOULD DO IT
1930
01:33:38,656 --> 01:33:40,397
AGAIN, BUT I WOULDN'T HAVE IT
1931
01:33:40,484 --> 01:33:42,399
HAVE BEEN ANY DIFFERENT FROM HOW
1932
01:33:42,486 --> 01:33:43,486
IT WAS.
1933
01:33:43,530 --> 01:33:44,706
♪ WELL, ALL THESE WORLDS
1934
01:33:44,793 --> 01:33:47,970
I SAY, YOU MUST BELIEVE,
1935
01:33:48,057 --> 01:33:51,538
MY FRIEND ♪
1936
01:33:51,626 --> 01:33:54,759
♪ THOUGH WE GO OUR SEPARATE
1937
01:33:54,846 --> 01:33:56,500
WAYS... ♪
1938
01:33:56,587 --> 01:33:58,415
AFTER BEING WITH YAHOWHA,
1939
01:33:58,502 --> 01:34:00,069
IT SEEMED LIKE AN IMPOSSIBLE
1940
01:34:00,156 --> 01:34:01,940
THING TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP
1941
01:34:02,027 --> 01:34:03,028
WITH ANYBODY.
1942
01:34:03,115 --> 01:34:04,900
I FEEL LIKE STILL TO THIS DAY
1943
01:34:04,987 --> 01:34:06,989
I WORK WITH NOT GIVING MY POWER
1944
01:34:07,076 --> 01:34:08,817
AWAY TO ANOTHER.
1945
01:34:08,904 --> 01:34:11,907
♪ OUR ROADS WILL FINALLY
1946
01:34:11,994 --> 01:34:13,648
END ♪
1947
01:34:13,735 --> 01:34:16,085
♪ THE SAME ♪
1948
01:34:16,172 --> 01:34:19,088
♪ AND THEN WE ALL WILL JOIN... ♪
1949
01:34:19,175 --> 01:34:21,090
FOR ME, IT REALLY GAVE ME
1950
01:34:21,177 --> 01:34:23,135
STABILITY IN A TIME THAT WAS
1951
01:34:23,222 --> 01:34:25,094
TOUGH FOR MY FAMILY, AND I
1952
01:34:25,181 --> 01:34:27,444
REALLY FEEL THAT IT'S ONLY MADE
1953
01:34:27,531 --> 01:34:28,575
ME BETTER TODAY.
1954
01:34:28,663 --> 01:34:31,970
♪ LA-LA-LA, LA-LA-LA-LA ♪
1955
01:34:32,057 --> 01:34:35,931
♪ LA-LA-LA ♪
1956
01:34:36,018 --> 01:34:39,456
♪ LA-LA-LA, LA-LA-LA-LA ♪
1957
01:34:39,543 --> 01:34:45,157
♪ LA-LA-LA-LA, LA-LA-LA ♪
1958
01:34:50,554 --> 01:34:51,816
NO ONE'S WRITING THE SCRIPT
1959
01:34:51,903 --> 01:34:53,557
FOR YOU.
1960
01:34:53,644 --> 01:34:55,037
YOU WRITE IT.
1961
01:34:55,124 --> 01:34:57,474
YOU WRITE IT FOR YOURSELF.
1962
01:35:01,565 --> 01:35:03,480
AND YOU CAN WRITE YOURSELF IN
1963
01:35:03,567 --> 01:35:06,526
AS A VICTIM OR AS A HERO.
1964
01:35:09,878 --> 01:35:12,489
YOU CAN BLAME OTHER PEOPLE, BUT,
1965
01:35:12,576 --> 01:35:16,014
YOU KNOW, YOU'RE DOING IT ALL
1966
01:35:16,101 --> 01:35:18,800
ALL THE TIME.
1967
01:35:18,887 --> 01:35:20,149
YOU CAN DO IT UNCONSCIOUSLY
1968
01:35:20,236 --> 01:35:25,981
OR YOU CAN DO IT CONSCIOUSLY.
1969
01:35:26,068 --> 01:35:28,157
GOD JUST LOVES YOU, THAT'S ALL.
1970
01:35:28,244 --> 01:35:30,246
HE MAKES EVERYTHING POSSIBLE.
1971
01:35:40,604 --> 01:35:42,606
♪ WE ARE THE MORIANS ♪
1972
01:35:42,693 --> 01:35:44,826
♪ REINCARNATED ♪
1973
01:35:44,913 --> 01:35:46,566
♪ UP TO OUR OLD TRICKS
1974
01:35:46,653 --> 01:35:52,747
AGA-A-IN ♪
1975
01:36:03,888 --> 01:36:07,762
♪ YA-A-HO-O-WHA-A ♪
1976
01:36:07,849 --> 01:36:12,636
♪ OHH ♪
1977
01:36:12,723 --> 01:36:16,945
♪ YA-A-HO-O-WHA-A ♪
1978
01:36:17,032 --> 01:36:21,863
♪ OHH ♪
1979
01:36:21,950 --> 01:36:25,997
♪ YA-A-HO-O-WHA-A ♪
1980
01:36:26,084 --> 01:36:27,172
♪ OHH ♪
1981
01:36:27,259 --> 01:36:29,131
TODAY IN HAWAII, WE PRESENT
1982
01:36:29,218 --> 01:36:32,134
THE SOURCE FAMILY, AND A SPECIAL
1983
01:36:32,221 --> 01:36:34,701
PRESENTATION OF BREATH.
1984
01:36:34,789 --> 01:36:37,879
ON VIOLIN IS LOVELY.
1985
01:36:37,966 --> 01:36:41,317
ON LEAD GUITAR, HONG.
1986
01:36:41,404 --> 01:36:45,712
BASE GUITAR, SUNFLOWER.
1987
01:36:45,800 --> 01:36:47,889
ON RHYTHM GUITAR, OR LEAD
1988
01:36:47,976 --> 01:36:49,238
GUITAR, IS RHYTHM.
1989
01:36:50,326 --> 01:36:52,981
AND ON DRUMS, MY BROTHER
1990
01:36:53,068 --> 01:36:55,331
OCTAVIUS.
1991
01:36:55,418 --> 01:36:56,288
BREATH IN
1992
01:36:56,375 --> 01:36:58,116
"WOMAN BEYOND THE SUN."
1993
01:37:10,389 --> 01:37:11,956
♪ THERE'S A WOMAN BEYOND
1994
01:37:12,043 --> 01:37:13,653
THE SUN ♪
1995
01:37:13,740 --> 01:37:15,960
♪ AND SHE'S CALLING ME TO COME
1996
01:37:16,047 --> 01:37:17,135
THERE ♪
1997
01:37:17,222 --> 01:37:20,617
♪ WHISPERING WORDS OF LOVE ♪
1998
01:37:20,704 --> 01:37:23,838
♪ WHISPERING EVERYWHERE ♪
1999
01:37:23,925 --> 01:37:25,187
♪ THERE'S A WOMAN BEYOND
2000
01:37:25,274 --> 01:37:26,753
THE SUN ♪
2001
01:37:26,841 --> 01:37:29,234
♪ AND SHE SAID SHE IS SECURE
2002
01:37:29,321 --> 01:37:30,409
THERE ♪
2003
01:37:30,496 --> 01:37:32,237
♪ SHE'S TELLING ME I MUST COME
2004
01:37:32,324 --> 01:37:33,804
QUICKLY ♪
2005
01:37:33,891 --> 01:37:36,241
♪ FOR SHE SAYS I WILL ENJOY
2006
01:37:36,328 --> 01:37:37,242
THERE ♪
2007
01:37:37,329 --> 01:37:38,940
Both: ♪ AND I'M COMING
2008
01:37:39,027 --> 01:37:43,292
AS FAST AS I CAN GO ♪
2009
01:37:43,379 --> 01:37:46,382
♪ AND I'M LEARNING AS MUCH
2010
01:37:46,469 --> 01:37:50,081
AS I CAN KNOW ♪
2011
01:37:50,168 --> 01:37:54,085
♪ OH, AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ♪
2012
01:37:54,172 --> 01:37:57,654
♪ THE SMILE WHEN I ARRIVE ♪
2013
01:37:57,741 --> 01:38:00,918
♪ AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ♪
2014
01:38:01,005 --> 01:38:08,404
♪ SUNLIGHT IN HER EY-Y-ES ♪
2015
01:38:15,977 --> 01:38:17,804
♪ THERE'S A WOMAN BEYOND
2016
01:38:17,892 --> 01:38:19,197
THE SUN ♪
2017
01:38:19,284 --> 01:38:21,025
♪ AND YOU KNOW I THINK
2018
01:38:21,112 --> 01:38:22,984
SHE LOVES ME ♪
2019
01:38:23,071 --> 01:38:24,768
♪ SHE'S TELLING ME I HAVE
2020
01:38:24,855 --> 01:38:26,770
TO COME THERE ♪
2021
01:38:26,857 --> 01:38:29,381
♪ BEFORE SHE'LL EVER HAVE ME ♪
2022
01:38:29,468 --> 01:38:32,297
♪ AND I'M COMING AS FAST
2023
01:38:32,384 --> 01:38:35,866
AS I CAN GO ♪
2024
01:38:35,953 --> 01:38:39,130
♪ AND I'M LEARNING AS MUCH
2025
01:38:39,217 --> 01:38:42,873
AS I CAN KNOW ♪
2026
01:38:42,960 --> 01:38:46,877
♪ OH, AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ♪
2027
01:38:46,964 --> 01:38:49,967
♪ THE SMILE WHEN I ARRIVE ♪
2028
01:38:50,054 --> 01:38:53,275
♪ AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE... ♪
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