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♪ Silver sea across the plain
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♪ Clouds dissolve and melt away
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♪ Close your eyes and wander backwards
through the days
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♪ We're just sleepwalking
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♪ Sleepwalking
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♪ Living in a daze
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♪ Wandering in a maze
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♪ Thinking that we're seeing
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♪ But never really being
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♪ Poised between the future and the past
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♪ Pretending that we know
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♪ Where there is to go that really lasts
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♪ We're just sleepwalking
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♪ Sleepwalking
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♪ Frightened to awake
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♪ Wondering what's at stake if we let go
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♪ And surrender
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♪ To the river's flow
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♪ Just these strangers in the world
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♪ See the planets in the sky
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♪ Nothing we can buy
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♪ Heart it hears a sound
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♪ And the mind it reasons why
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♪ And again the moment's nearly passed
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♪ And they try to grasp again
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♪ Wandering in the maze again
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♪ Hungry for the bliss
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♪ That we keep losing
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♪ By choosing
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♪ This is what I really want
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♪ That is who I really love
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♪ This is what I think I really need
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MAN: Over.
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2ND MAN: Your message received.
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♪ Purple sea across the plain
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♪ Evening chorus sounds again
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♪ Another spider's web complete
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♪ And we keep hoping
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♪ Hoping, hoping
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♪ One more problem to be solved
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♪ One more question to be asked
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♪ And another moment's passed
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♪ Thinking that we're seeing
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♪ Never really being
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♪ Pretending that we know
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♪ Where there is to go that really lasts
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♪ Frightened to awake
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♪ Wondering what's at stake if we let go
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♪ And surrender...
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♪ To the river's flow...
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SAPHA: This is my anxiety
survival broadcast...
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ensuring a past-future programming.
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My brain is recreating a
negative repeat pattern.
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Hello, Radio Olympia. This is direct television
from the studios at Alexandra Palace.
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(Shouts in German)
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Our army is maintained
solely for the preservation of peace
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or for the restoration of peace
after it has been lost by others.
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(Lively classical music)
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(Gunfire)
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WOMAN: ♪ I'm for you a hundred per cent...
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MAN. New evidence of communist activities
in government circles
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is promised by the House Committee
on Un-American...
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If I should ever find a rotten apple
in any barrel given to my care,
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it won't take me three and a half years
to get rid of it.
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And who knows but that millions more
of innocent people
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may pay the price of your treason.
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(High-pitched whining)
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WOMAN: Professor JD Zanov's lecture
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on negative energy, incest
and the probability of an event
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will commence in three minutes.
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(Beep)
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(Speaks Russian)
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There is no doubt as to where
a real communist's loyalty rests.
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Their allegiance is to Russia,
not the United States.
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(Blast of car horn)
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(Engines droning)
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(Gunfire)
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...end of the Communist regime,
Stalin's place as leader was
taken by Georgy Malenkov.
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(Static hiss)
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Sir Winston Churchill
returned from the South of France
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on the same day that Mr Eden
came back from the Mediterranean.
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You have been touring the Mau Mau areas.
How did you find things when you left?
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Yes, that's right. I went on a short tour
of about four days.
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As you probably know,
there's not trouble all over Kenya.
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There's a large part of Kenya
where there's no trouble at all.
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(Whimsical tune)
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When I got back to England, I saw a fella
walking down the street, a Jewish friend,
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with a roll of cloth under his arm.
I said, 'Where are you going?'
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(Explosions)
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MAN: Now you too can enjoy
all the security and protection...
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EISENHOWER: We have learned that
the free world cannot indefinitely remain
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in a posture of paralysed tension.
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(Laughter)
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ZANOV: We have files
on most people we think we know...
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...and talking tapes to fit categories of types
we Call characters.
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We love to say, 'I like him',
or 'I didn't like her',
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as though it has some kind of relevance.
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Some of us have very sophisticated files...
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...In which we think we recognise behaviour
that fits theories on the human personality.
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Next time you are
handed a file on character...
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...put it aside.
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Imagine you have one minute together
before the apocalypse.
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Facing annihilation...
does help to suspend judgment.
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(Man shouting merged
with operatic singing)
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(Gunshots)
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(Gunshots)
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SAPHA: Dream three.
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Zanov is speaking to me through a radio.
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But it doesn't wake me.
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ZANOV: The human personality
is not the result of our life and times,
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cause and effect.
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But a massive evolutionary coding...
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SAPHA: At this point
everything went dead on the radio.
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MAN: Happy birthday, Mother.
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The present is terrifying
because It is irrevocable.
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Hello. Good morning, Sir.
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(Faint operatic music in background)
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(Clink of crockery)
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WOMAN: Name? Name?
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Would you please sign the bill, sir?
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ZANOV: Try to think.
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Try to think.
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Do you notice anything unusual?
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SAPHA: Nothing. Except I'm very, very tired.
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ZANOV: Try to think.
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Why are you in this room?
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SAPHA: I kept hearing this noise in my ears,
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like some kind of interference on a radio.
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Billions of tiny threads
seemed to be drawing me to one event.
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...tiny threads...
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Billions of tiny threads...
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...tiny threads...
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...one event.
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...one event.
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...one event.
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...one event. ..one event.
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...one event. ..one event.
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...one event. ..one event.
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(Beeping)
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(Faint music under man speaking Russian)
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Thanks a lot, sir. Thank you.
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SAPHA: ..one event.
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...one event.
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...one event.
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...one event.
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...one event.
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...one event.
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...one event.
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(Phone ringing)
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ZANOV: The clock is a
key object in your habits.
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Goals keep you mobile.
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Your relation with money
operates at a primary level...
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...and interlocks with time.
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...Interlocks with time.
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...with time. ..with time.
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(Echoing speech fades out)
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(Phone continues ringing)
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(Faint opera music and muffled speech)
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(Phone stops ringing)
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THERAPIST: ..visualise this first item
from the hierarchy?
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For this exercise I'd like you to focus
about six feet ahead of you...
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...on the floor.
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And I'd like you to see every detail,
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every colour,
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shape...
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...every texture.
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ZANOV: The key object... The key object...
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THERAPIST: And at the same time
I'd like you to focus inside
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to that place
where the bottom of your breathing is.
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And breathe.
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Don't try to see.
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Just let yourself see.
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Remember, we are only trying to be aware.
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We are not trying to change anything.
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The way of reaching it is not trying.
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Somewhere inside your
mind there's a switch.
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SAPHA: It is impossible for me to
understand space if I have no idea of time.
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It is impossible for me to understand time
if I have no idea of eternity.
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THERAPIST: The meter is saying to you...
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...that it's very easy to go away,
to go into a quiet place.
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And that's a beautiful quiet place.
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Now, there is a danger
that you could be using that to run away,
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to not see what's in the world.
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WOMAN: Now you see with the eyes closed,
with the attention turned inward,
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he was producing alpha.
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And that's the large...
the large brainwave here.
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THERAPIST: We want to use the meters now
in just the opposite direction.
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That is to bring you in touch more
with the world that we're in.
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It's very easy for us to lose conscious...
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...Of.. today.
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Of here and now, of this minute.
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The object of bio-feedback
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is complete emotional freedom.
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SAPHA. The infinite sphere by which
we represent the universe to ourselves
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is constantly changing.
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...constantly changing.
..constantly changing.
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The infinite sphere... The infinite sphere...
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...constantly changing.
..constantly changing.
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(Voices overlap and become muffled)
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- Victor Two. Over.
- Victor Two, your message received. Out.
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Victor One-One, did you receive
my Two-Two-Three-Zero?
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SAPHA: First of all I must affirm
I cannot feel the plane on which I live.
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It's 1:38 and the truth is,
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that I travel on a journey
that was accomplished before I set out.
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This street is already a foregone conclusion.
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But I'm always too late to understand it.
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At each moment of turning the corner...
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...1 catch a glimpse of the eternal process.
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But I am forever a half a second too late.
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MALE VOICE: Sex?
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Female.
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Height: five feet four.
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Weight: 112 pounds.
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Age: 29.
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No erotic zones.
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They died under attack.
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SAPHA: I'm not in the room.
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THERAPIST: See the place very clearly.
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Are you outside?
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SAPHA: It is irrelevant to answer
that I am with her...
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(Echoing) .."cos I have never left her.
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The primary imprint remains.
The primary imprint...
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THERAPIST: Who's with you?
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Make sure you keep breathing.
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WOMAN: I live with my mother.
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She's a depressive.
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She failed to function in a world
that admired nothing else.
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The recommended treatment was shock.
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You see, it was fashionable in 1954 to
recommend insulin for disobedient women.
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Non-conformist ladies
were either 'dykes' or 'frigid bitches'.
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Now... orgasm has become a social necessity.
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You see, my mother wasn't very successful
at placating men.
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It's a genetic flaw.
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It runs in the family.
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It's a genetic flaw. It runs in the family.
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...in the family.
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(High-pitched beep)
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WOMAN: Yes, I was married.
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He was a scientist.
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A rational thinker.
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Men hate need.
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He wanted submission...
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...without need.
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And I was the lunatic
that wouldn't be lobotomised.
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SAPHA: The primary imprint remains.
The primary imprint remains.
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The primary imprint...
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WOMAN: It's a genetic flaw.
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It's a genetic flaw.
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It runs in the family.
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WOMAN: Name?
MAN: Sapha.
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Joseph Dimitri.
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- Date of birth?
- 29th of May, 1953.
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- Occupation?
- Gambler.
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- Project number?
- Seven.
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WOMAN: Subjects: Negative energy, incest,
and the probability of an event.
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Unit Director, JD Zanov.
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At the centre of our
universe is a puzzle picture.
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And the laws that govern this cosmology...
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...are self, plus event fantasies.
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You see, our whole life has been structured
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by naming and defining...
on preferences and disinclinations -
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on things that gratify and things that repel.
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But the origin of these assessments
is a puzzle picture.
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(Echoing) ..puzzle-picture...
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...puzzle... puzzle...
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SAPHA: 1:44.
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I'm going forward like a blind man...
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...who feels the paving stones
and the walls of the houses with his stick...
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...and believes in the existence
of that which he touches.
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That which has gone has disappeared...
and will never return.
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But I can see nothing...
because I am a blind man.
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(Indistinct two-way radio speech)
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SAPHA: I sense the route
which I have travelled...
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...and expect that the
way ahead will continue.
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I grope my way for I cannot see.
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To say that I can see would only be possible
should I know the past and the future.
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In order for this to happen it
would be necessary for me to
liberate myself from matter.
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(Indistinct two-way radio speech)
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SAPHA: It's 1:40.
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The square is bleak and cold...
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...and ahead of me I can see the hotel.
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In three minutes,
I am due for my third interview with Zanov.
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ZANOV: Can you remember yesterday?
Last Wednesday?
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The summer before last?
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Do you believe in luck?
286
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Do you think you have choices?
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(Speaks Japanese)
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(Replies)
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(Woman speaks Russian)
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(Replies)
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So...
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if the precognition subject...
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By this I mean he or she
who perceives time ahead of time,
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what we normally call the future.
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If the precognition subject
has a different perspective on reality,
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or put it this way,
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he or she sees the happening
from a wider view.
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This is my reality here.
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These two glasses.
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The precognition subject
sees these two glasses and also this glass.
301
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He has a wider perspective on reality.
302
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He sees these two
glasses and also this glass,
303
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as though witnessing life
from the top of a high building.
304
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Witnessing events at
the far end of the street.
305
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Whereas you or I with our average vision,
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see only our limited surroundings -
these two glasses.
307
00:26:30,417 --> 00:26:36,417
The precognition subject
sees these two glasses and also this glass.
308
00:26:36,583 --> 00:26:38,458
Now...
309
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whether he or she can
prevent the happening
- the car accident he witnesses,
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or, if you like, predicts -
is quite another matter.
311
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It would entail reshaping
massive energy structures
312
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which are inter-connected
with everything and everyone.
313
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In fact, incredibly,
314
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each most minute action is interlinked
with every atom in the universe.
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SAPHA: I toy with the idea of choices.
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But I know I operate on automatic control.
317
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If I ever believed I had a will,
318
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this illusion has been taken from me.
319
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And so my thoughts create my forms...
320
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...and my past actions
a perpetual labyrinth, a web.
321
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...a perpetual labyrinth, a web.
322
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(Siren wails)
323
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(Muffled overlapping voices)
324
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WOMAN: Professor JD Zanov's
lecture on negative energy,
and the probability of an event
325
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will commence in five minutes.
326
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(Overlapping voices continue)
327
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SAPHA: You see,
my brain can only keep in focus,
328
00:29:27,875 --> 00:29:33,292
like my eye, one small segment of reality.
329
00:29:38,042 --> 00:29:40,125
(Indistinct low conversation)
330
00:29:48,750 --> 00:29:50,375
(Engine idling)
331
00:29:50,542 --> 00:29:52,417
(Engine revs)
332
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SAPHA: At a sub-atomic level
there is no time or space.
333
00:30:15,792 --> 00:30:19,500
PHYSICIST: It began with a paradox.
But this is the paradox.
334
00:30:19,667 --> 00:30:23,250
Here is a light wave coming towards you.
335
00:30:23,417 --> 00:30:25,458
It passes you at a certain speed.
336
00:30:25,625 --> 00:30:28,583
Now, if you move towards the light wave,
337
00:30:28,750 --> 00:30:32,333
then it passes you at
exactly the same speed.
338
00:30:32,500 --> 00:30:34,375
This is the paradox.
339
00:30:34,542 --> 00:30:40,542
Suppose we agree that we can never tell
if we are in motion or at rest.
340
00:30:41,292 --> 00:30:46,250
Then we have to give up
a certain idea about time.
341
00:30:46,958 --> 00:30:48,917
The fact is, you and I,
342
00:30:49,083 --> 00:30:53,167
neither of us,
can decide which is really moving or not.
343
00:30:53,333 --> 00:30:59,000
And therefore when I say two things happen
simultaneously, you say they do not,
344
00:30:59,167 --> 00:31:01,042
we are both right.
345
00:31:01,208 --> 00:31:04,500
Nothing can move faster than light.
346
00:31:05,208 --> 00:31:08,333
Things get heavier as they move past you.
347
00:31:09,083 --> 00:31:12,750
If a clock moves past you it goes slower.
348
00:31:13,833 --> 00:31:16,500
Time is not what we thought it was.
349
00:31:17,583 --> 00:31:19,292
E = MC-squared.
350
00:31:22,125 --> 00:31:26,167
SAPHA: And somewhere beyond my shadow
lies anti-clock.
351
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The potentiality of an event.
352
00:31:34,125 --> 00:31:37,958
Or, rather, the source of
the potentiality of an event...
353
00:31:38,125 --> 00:31:42,375
forks out and stretches back
beyond my mole vision.
354
00:31:44,083 --> 00:31:50,833
And therefore, responsibility,
or the notion of it, becomes absurd.
355
00:31:52,875 --> 00:31:56,042
(Thunderous explosive boom)
356
00:32:03,708 --> 00:32:06,583
SAPHA: I'm merely
a mental snapshot of myself.
357
00:32:09,375 --> 00:32:11,875
(Shipping forecast on radio)
358
00:32:18,333 --> 00:32:20,917
(Overlapping voices on electronic media)
359
00:32:26,667 --> 00:32:29,792
MAN: The probability of an event
is the square of something.
360
00:32:29,958 --> 00:32:33,167
When an event can occur
in several alternative ways,
361
00:32:33,333 --> 00:32:37,833
the probability amplitude - this 'A' number -
is the sum of the 'A's
362
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:40,375
for each of the various alternatives.
363
00:32:41,125 --> 00:32:44,167
We are not averse
to using the theory of probability,
364
00:32:44,333 --> 00:32:47,500
that is calculating odds,
when a Situation's very complicated.
365
00:32:47,667 --> 00:32:50,792
If you throw up a die and
it spins so many times,
366
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and the air with the various resistance
and atoms and all this complicated business
367
00:32:55,458 --> 00:33:00,042
that we're perfectly willing to allow,
that we don't know enough details...
368
00:33:00,208 --> 00:33:01,792
And so we calculate the odds.
369
00:33:01,958 --> 00:33:06,708
So it's 50-50 probability
because, like a die, it's set sort of at random.
370
00:33:06,875 --> 00:33:10,583
It seems to be in some sense intrinsic.
Someone has said it this way.
371
00:33:10,750 --> 00:33:15,417
'Nature herself doesn't know
which way the electron is going to go.'
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00:33:15,583 --> 00:33:18,833
The future, in other words, is unpredictable.
373
00:33:20,917 --> 00:33:26,625
But here what we're proposing, is it not,
is that there be probability all the way back
374
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at the fundamental laws.
375
00:33:29,667 --> 00:33:33,833
That in the fundamental laws of physics
there are... (Voice distorts)
376
00:33:38,833 --> 00:33:46,000
(Woman singing softly)
Who are those figures in white?
377
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♪ Are they the angels of light?
378
00:33:57,417 --> 00:34:03,833
- Or are they spiders on the wall
379
00:34:04,542 --> 00:34:13,042
£ About to fall... on me?
380
00:34:15,625 --> 00:34:21,083
- Is that a table or a chair?
381
00:34:22,458 --> 00:34:24,750
I Is it there?
382
00:34:26,792 --> 00:34:30,583
- - Or are we atoms
383
00:34:31,792 --> 00:34:37,000
- Whirling round in space?
384
00:34:38,042 --> 00:34:45,417
2 Is that a kindly face'?
385
00:34:47,417 --> 00:34:56,333
♪ Who are those figures in white?
386
00:34:59,042 --> 00:35:01,125
(Channels changing on radio)
387
00:35:02,167 --> 00:35:05,708
...the gentleman is quite likely to have it
on the fold of their stomach...
388
00:35:06,542 --> 00:35:08,167
...West Ham have Bobby Ferguson...
389
00:35:08,333 --> 00:35:10,417
(Short burst of music)
390
00:35:12,125 --> 00:35:15,250
- I have a gun. Hurry up.
- A voice print.
391
00:35:16,375 --> 00:35:18,667
I have a gun. Hurry up. I have a gun.
392
00:35:18,833 --> 00:35:20,292
Hurry up.
393
00:35:20,458 --> 00:35:22,542
I have a gun. Hurry up.
394
00:35:23,875 --> 00:35:27,458
MAN: I found the segment of the tape
I want to analyse and I've clamped it on.
395
00:35:27,625 --> 00:35:30,208
It's 2.4 seconds long around this drum.
396
00:35:30,375 --> 00:35:34,125
I'll put the paper - spectrogram paper -
on the marking drum.
397
00:35:38,042 --> 00:35:39,792
And prepare to analyse...
398
00:35:39,958 --> 00:35:44,625
And 80 seconds later, all of the information
found on this segment of the tape
399
00:35:44,792 --> 00:35:49,000
will be recorded on this piece of paper,
time versus frequency.
400
00:35:49,708 --> 00:35:54,000
ANOTHER MAN: But the real bit came
when the electroencephalogram...
401
00:35:54,875 --> 00:35:56,958
...was being used as a Clinical tool.
402
00:35:57,667 --> 00:36:01,917
And they saw small
50-microvolt changes in the brain.
403
00:36:02,625 --> 00:36:06,167
Could read it out, moment to moment.
Second by second.
404
00:36:06,333 --> 00:36:09,917
SCIENTIST: We know there are these
peculiar faculties of the psyche,
405
00:36:10,083 --> 00:36:14,542
that it isn't entirely
confined to space and time.
406
00:36:15,208 --> 00:36:18,750
You can have dreams
or visions of the future.
407
00:36:18,917 --> 00:36:20,708
You can see around corners.
408
00:36:20,875 --> 00:36:24,250
MAN: What do you think of Prohibition,
Professor?
409
00:36:24,417 --> 00:36:27,083
(Professor replies in German)
410
00:36:27,250 --> 00:36:28,542
(Laughter)
411
00:36:28,708 --> 00:36:31,375
MAN: The minute doses of alkaloids
Sap your will.
412
00:36:31,542 --> 00:36:33,625
2 Little Man You've Had A Busy Day
413
00:36:36,917 --> 00:36:41,667
♪ Time to stop your scheming,
time your day was through
414
00:36:41,833 --> 00:36:46,292
♪ Can't you hear the bugles softly say?
415
00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:49,667
Time you should be dreaming
416
00:36:49,833 --> 00:36:53,000
♪ Little man, you've had a busy day...
417
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:05,458
SAPHA: And so the mirror game
had begun again.
418
00:37:07,583 --> 00:37:09,667
Switching itself on and off.
419
00:37:12,458 --> 00:37:16,083
And now the process of waking
is hardly different from sleeping.
420
00:37:18,750 --> 00:37:23,250
And everything that happened
seemed quite uninvited by my will.
421
00:37:25,625 --> 00:37:27,375
ZANOV: Well, Sapha,
422
00:37:28,625 --> 00:37:32,458
either the future is
waiting for you, or it's not.
423
00:37:33,208 --> 00:37:36,833
Either you control your destiny or you don't.
424
00:37:39,667 --> 00:37:43,083
Can a pattern form itself other than it will?
425
00:37:52,500 --> 00:37:55,000
Do you remember... your dreams?
426
00:37:56,667 --> 00:37:58,000
Sometimes.
427
00:37:59,542 --> 00:38:03,583
Do you have much fear of arousing hostility?
428
00:38:05,083 --> 00:38:07,083
Survival fears?
429
00:38:07,833 --> 00:38:09,917
SAPHA: One or two.
430
00:38:14,125 --> 00:38:16,125
You eat till you die, Sapha.
431
00:38:16,875 --> 00:38:18,958
Then you don't eat any more.
432
00:38:25,167 --> 00:38:27,250
2 Little Man You've Had A Busy Day
433
00:38:41,500 --> 00:38:44,625
(Prolonged drum roll)
434
00:38:49,542 --> 00:38:51,500
(Cymbals crash)
435
00:38:51,667 --> 00:38:53,750
(Smattering of applause)
436
00:39:00,292 --> 00:39:02,208
(Applause)
437
00:39:21,250 --> 00:39:27,083
MC: Now, the management proudly presents
Mr Joseph Sapha, thought reader.
438
00:39:27,250 --> 00:39:29,333
(Performer laughs)
439
00:39:30,292 --> 00:39:32,375
(Prolonged drum roll)
440
00:39:36,833 --> 00:39:38,917
(Cymbals crash)
441
00:39:41,042 --> 00:39:43,125
(Smattering of applause)
442
00:39:46,667 --> 00:39:49,542
(Laughs)
443
00:39:50,333 --> 00:39:52,250
Good evening, ladies and gentlemen.
444
00:39:53,792 --> 00:39:58,583
Tonight it is my very great privilege
to read your thoughts.
445
00:39:58,750 --> 00:40:04,000
First of all I must affirm
I cannot feel the plane on which I live.
446
00:40:06,542 --> 00:40:10,167
It's 1:38. Now, for the rational -
447
00:40:12,792 --> 00:40:18,875
that is, those who believe or want to
establish the difference between in and out,
448
00:40:19,042 --> 00:40:21,958
then and now, real and illusory -
449
00:40:24,292 --> 00:40:26,667
I'm going to blindfold myself.
450
00:40:28,042 --> 00:40:31,458
This room is full of your thoughts,
ladies and gentlemen.
451
00:40:32,333 --> 00:40:34,875
And not just your thoughts...
452
00:40:35,750 --> 00:40:39,750
...but last night's thoughts,
last week's thoughts.
453
00:40:40,500 --> 00:40:42,208
Endless thoughts.
454
00:40:44,500 --> 00:40:48,292
Thoughts hang around for a very long time
indeed, ladies and gentlemen.
455
00:40:49,417 --> 00:40:51,500
To be precise, for ever.
456
00:40:54,125 --> 00:40:57,042
The name of the eternal
reality of all thoughts...
457
00:40:58,083 --> 00:40:59,875
...Is the akashic record.
458
00:41:03,792 --> 00:41:06,167
Now, for the doubters and the sceptics,
459
00:41:06,333 --> 00:41:10,167
and those who like to think of space
as somewhere new to go,
460
00:41:10,333 --> 00:41:12,458
I'm going to blindfold myself.
461
00:41:33,208 --> 00:41:37,917
This way, I'll be unable to decode any clues
trapped in your facial expressions.
462
00:41:40,708 --> 00:41:42,792
I'm blind.
463
00:41:43,625 --> 00:41:47,375
Therefore, I have no sensory contact
with my subject whatsoever.
464
00:41:47,542 --> 00:41:49,500
(Distant air-raid siren)
465
00:41:49,667 --> 00:41:55,292
MAN: Headquarters have just issued
communique number one.
466
00:41:55,458 --> 00:41:57,625
In a few seconds, I will read it to you.
467
00:42:05,167 --> 00:42:07,125
Communique number one.
468
00:42:07,292 --> 00:42:09,250
Right, I'm picking up something.
469
00:42:09,417 --> 00:42:11,500
(Air-raid siren continues)
470
00:42:13,958 --> 00:42:15,917
It's not difficult to hear.
471
00:42:16,083 --> 00:42:18,167
Just hard to find the right station.
472
00:42:25,583 --> 00:42:27,667
I'm receiving someone.
473
00:42:29,417 --> 00:42:32,292
A woman. Yes, it's definitely a woman.
474
00:42:39,000 --> 00:42:40,458
About...
475
00:42:42,083 --> 00:42:44,167
five...
476
00:42:45,833 --> 00:42:47,792
...seven rows back.
477
00:42:47,958 --> 00:42:50,042
I'm receiving a woman.
478
00:42:52,833 --> 00:42:54,375
You, madam.
479
00:43:04,375 --> 00:43:06,458
(Gunshots)
480
00:43:06,625 --> 00:43:08,583
(Officer barks command)
481
00:43:08,750 --> 00:43:10,833
WOMAN: Three minutes.
482
00:43:20,458 --> 00:43:22,542
(Officer barks command)
483
00:43:24,417 --> 00:43:25,917
WOMAN: Two minutes.
484
00:43:38,542 --> 00:43:40,500
MAN: Gentlemen, gentlemen!
485
00:43:40,667 --> 00:43:43,875
Gentlemen! I said, gentlemen!
486
00:43:44,042 --> 00:43:46,125
So...
487
00:43:46,875 --> 00:43:49,500
...how well would you
have to understand history...
488
00:43:50,458 --> 00:43:52,542
...to affect one thread in the web?
489
00:43:55,042 --> 00:43:59,792
Events are merely collisions
occasioned in the stratosphere.
490
00:44:01,708 --> 00:44:04,417
But the unfolding of that event...
491
00:44:06,042 --> 00:44:08,125
...leads back to the source.
492
00:44:10,125 --> 00:44:12,500
Are you reading my thoughts?
493
00:44:15,417 --> 00:44:19,500
SAPHA: Suddenly I noticed that among
the words which he was saying...
494
00:44:20,792 --> 00:44:23,000
...were thoughts being directed at me.
495
00:44:24,917 --> 00:44:26,875
He was smiling,
496
00:44:27,042 --> 00:44:29,750
but he was provoking in me
a very strong emotion.
497
00:44:29,917 --> 00:44:32,000
(Phone rings)
498
00:44:36,917 --> 00:44:39,000
(Gunshot echoes)
499
00:44:42,375 --> 00:44:44,250
Stonewalling you.
500
00:44:44,417 --> 00:44:47,667
I'm trying to make you feel you don't exist.
501
00:44:50,708 --> 00:44:52,667
No acknowledgment.
502
00:44:52,833 --> 00:44:55,125
It's a very effective torture.
503
00:44:57,208 --> 00:44:59,167
A small dose weakens the will,
504
00:44:59,917 --> 00:45:03,750
and deflects the opponent long enough
to give one the ascendency.
505
00:45:03,917 --> 00:45:06,000
Stonewalling.
506
00:45:11,917 --> 00:45:15,458
Larger doses can paralyse the life force
completely.
507
00:45:17,583 --> 00:45:20,458
Do you know, with all the...
508
00:45:20,625 --> 00:45:24,167
SAPHA: Something began to formulate itself
inside my head.
509
00:45:26,958 --> 00:45:29,750
But just as I tried to
translate these thoughts,
510
00:45:30,542 --> 00:45:32,625
everything disappeared.
511
00:45:34,833 --> 00:45:39,000
Only love can tell me
what is the breadth, length,
512
00:45:39,167 --> 00:45:41,250
depth and height.
513
00:45:43,792 --> 00:45:45,875
When the heart dies,
514
00:45:46,958 --> 00:45:48,917
the door to reality closes.
515
00:45:49,083 --> 00:45:51,667
THERAPIST: What would happen
if you felt angry?
516
00:45:54,792 --> 00:45:56,875
Just keep feeling that anger.
517
00:45:58,167 --> 00:46:01,375
Enumerate inside what would happen
if you felt angry.
518
00:46:03,750 --> 00:46:06,542
SAPHA: Deep in my molecules
were memories...
519
00:46:08,208 --> 00:46:10,292
...unscreamed screams...
520
00:46:12,125 --> 00:46:14,500
...soured with years of non-expression.
521
00:46:14,667 --> 00:46:16,625
THERAPIST: ..why you're angry,
522
00:46:16,792 --> 00:46:18,875
who you're angry with,
523
00:46:19,792 --> 00:46:21,333
what have they done?
524
00:46:21,500 --> 00:46:23,583
I can't...
525
00:46:25,542 --> 00:46:27,500
...remember.
526
00:46:27,667 --> 00:46:30,125
I was drilled to stifle pain.
527
00:46:32,167 --> 00:46:34,250
And in stifling pain,
528
00:46:35,542 --> 00:46:37,625
I held my breath against joy.
529
00:46:40,083 --> 00:46:44,167
The fear of feeling had armoured me
against my life's essence.
530
00:46:44,333 --> 00:46:48,750
I can't remember.
531
00:46:53,917 --> 00:46:56,333
(Slowed-down) No memories.
532
00:46:56,500 --> 00:46:58,583
Fear is my cohesion.
533
00:47:00,583 --> 00:47:03,250
Letting that go might shatter my existence.
534
00:47:03,958 --> 00:47:06,042
No memory.
535
00:47:09,667 --> 00:47:11,625
(Laughs)
536
00:47:11,792 --> 00:47:14,167
2 In the good old days gone by
537
00:47:14,333 --> 00:47:16,292
2 Do you remember'?
- Oh, I remember.
538
00:47:16,458 --> 00:47:20,125
Well, of course you do, dearie,
you're much younger than I
539
00:47:20,292 --> 00:47:22,500
- Do you remember? Do you remember?
540
00:47:22,667 --> 00:47:25,042
- Do you remember? (Repeats)
541
00:47:32,958 --> 00:47:36,042
(Goebbels addresses rally in German)
542
00:47:49,875 --> 00:47:51,833
What are you doing?
543
00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:53,667
ZANOV: Listen to your programmes.
544
00:47:54,333 --> 00:47:56,167
Listen to your programmes.
545
00:47:56,875 --> 00:47:59,000
Listen to your programmes.
..programmes.
546
00:47:59,167 --> 00:48:01,625
(Rapturous cheering and applause)
547
00:48:02,375 --> 00:48:05,750
ZANOV: ..programmes. ..programmes...
548
00:48:11,958 --> 00:48:13,917
MAN: ..this witness be recommended for
549
00:48:14,083 --> 00:48:16,458
indictment for contempt of the Committee,
550
00:48:16,625 --> 00:48:18,417
then come before the Senate as a whole...
551
00:48:18,583 --> 00:48:20,542
Who pulls the strings?
552
00:48:20,708 --> 00:48:22,792
The government...
553
00:48:23,875 --> 00:48:25,833
...God...
554
00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:28,125
your mother...
555
00:48:28,292 --> 00:48:29,667
the state?
556
00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:34,083
Do you understand words?
557
00:48:36,208 --> 00:48:38,292
What is a word?
558
00:48:40,125 --> 00:48:42,208
What do you believe in?
559
00:48:42,958 --> 00:48:45,000
What is a belief?
560
00:48:45,167 --> 00:48:46,875
Who gave it to you?
561
00:48:47,042 --> 00:48:50,333
Oh, I can't remember!
562
00:48:51,083 --> 00:48:54,083
THERAPIST: I want you to go back in time,
563
00:48:55,542 --> 00:48:57,625
and see a scene...
564
00:49:02,792 --> 00:49:04,875
...that made you very, very angry.
565
00:49:07,208 --> 00:49:10,667
MALE VOICES: I think circumstances
at the time it was committed...
566
00:49:11,125 --> 00:49:13,083
...savaged internal relations...
567
00:49:13,250 --> 00:49:15,208
Remember!
568
00:49:15,375 --> 00:49:19,375
...second factor, sort of X is hereditary, Y is...
569
00:49:19,542 --> 00:49:21,417
(Explosion)
570
00:49:29,083 --> 00:49:31,167
THERAPIST: Begin visualising it now.
571
00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:35,958
I see you went into red.
572
00:49:36,125 --> 00:49:41,542
So what we'll do is turn on the feedback,
which is his signal to relax,
and terminate the scene.
573
00:49:42,667 --> 00:49:44,625
MAN: Queen and country.
574
00:49:44,792 --> 00:49:46,875
THERAPIST: That's it, just relax again.
575
00:49:47,833 --> 00:49:49,583
MAN: Check his arse! Check his arse!
576
00:49:49,750 --> 00:49:52,125
THERAPIST: OK, relax. Forget that scene.
577
00:49:52,292 --> 00:49:54,250
See, the response is very rapid that time.
578
00:49:54,417 --> 00:49:58,583
That's often the case as you get down
toward the end of the hierarchy.
579
00:49:58,750 --> 00:50:00,292
What's your name, chummy?
580
00:50:00,458 --> 00:50:02,208
Sapha, Joseph Dmitri.
581
00:50:02,375 --> 00:50:04,333
What's this, uncle?
582
00:50:04,500 --> 00:50:06,458
Shit and snow?
583
00:50:06,625 --> 00:50:08,583
Our chummy's a pusher.
584
00:50:08,750 --> 00:50:10,708
Our chummy pushes shit and snow.
585
00:50:10,875 --> 00:50:12,958
These your samples, chummy?
586
00:50:13,833 --> 00:50:15,583
Had a good night, have you?
587
00:50:15,750 --> 00:50:18,333
Where's the shit, chummy - the big pile?
588
00:50:19,333 --> 00:50:21,792
- Running from your mouth.
- Cut!
589
00:50:23,083 --> 00:50:26,042
MAN: ..it will probably take several repeats
of that scene
590
00:50:26,208 --> 00:50:29,667
in order to accomplish
the desensitisation at that point.
591
00:50:30,625 --> 00:50:32,708
(Beep)
592
00:50:33,833 --> 00:50:35,458
(Beep)
593
00:50:36,750 --> 00:50:38,833
(Beep)
594
00:50:40,500 --> 00:50:42,458
...your three dots.
595
00:50:42,625 --> 00:50:44,500
(Beep)
596
00:50:47,667 --> 00:50:49,500
(Beep)
597
00:50:53,208 --> 00:50:55,292
(Beep)
598
00:51:01,250 --> 00:51:03,333
(Beep)
599
00:51:07,375 --> 00:51:11,417
THERAPIST: Eventually we hope to have him
visualise all the items in the hierarchy,
600
00:51:11,583 --> 00:51:14,292
while keeping lights
green for the most part -
601
00:51:14,458 --> 00:51:20,000
that is, keeping them out of
the red region which indicates a
high tension, high anxiety level.
602
00:51:21,208 --> 00:51:23,292
(Breathes heavily)
603
00:51:45,500 --> 00:51:49,833
THERAPIST: Do not restrict your breathing
under any circumstances,
604
00:51:50,000 --> 00:51:52,083
no matter what that means.
605
00:51:54,917 --> 00:51:57,000
Where are you now?
606
00:52:03,125 --> 00:52:06,333
SAPHA: 11:35...
THERAPIST: See the people in the room.
607
00:52:06,500 --> 00:52:10,042
SAPHA: His aged, bony face
comes back around the light bulb.
608
00:52:11,667 --> 00:52:13,750
THERAPIST: What room are you in?
609
00:52:27,500 --> 00:52:30,875
SAPHA: I pour my tea
and wait for the game to commence.
610
00:52:32,917 --> 00:52:35,833
He pours a little of his
liquid comfort into a glass
611
00:52:36,708 --> 00:52:38,667
and looks down at his very few chips
612
00:52:38,833 --> 00:52:40,792
and touches them,
613
00:52:40,958 --> 00:52:42,917
almost tenderly.
614
00:52:44,333 --> 00:52:49,625
Opposite me, the dealer is spilling his energy
by moving his chips into piles,
615
00:52:51,167 --> 00:52:53,667
perhaps hoping to magnetise them.
616
00:52:54,708 --> 00:52:56,792
I drink my tea...
617
00:52:58,083 --> 00:53:00,167
...and wait for the game to commence.
618
00:53:15,958 --> 00:53:17,917
It's five-card stud.
619
00:53:18,083 --> 00:53:20,167
It's £100 to play.
620
00:53:21,542 --> 00:53:23,625
(Speaks Cantonese)
621
00:53:44,250 --> 00:53:46,333
THERAPIST: You are thinking.
622
00:53:48,750 --> 00:53:54,333
SAPHA: And I prepare myself to move
through the gap in the laws of probability.
623
00:53:57,042 --> 00:54:00,000
I snatch his thought as
he examines his card.
624
00:54:02,417 --> 00:54:04,375
Ten...
625
00:54:04,542 --> 00:54:06,625
of clubs.
626
00:54:09,125 --> 00:54:12,250
Somehow, he knows something
has been taken from him.
627
00:54:22,750 --> 00:54:24,833
Bullet to bet.
628
00:54:44,417 --> 00:54:46,375
Ace, four.
629
00:54:46,542 --> 00:54:48,500
Seven, two.
630
00:54:48,667 --> 00:54:50,750
Two eights.
631
00:54:51,625 --> 00:54:53,542
Jack.
632
00:54:53,708 --> 00:54:55,667
Queen, ten.
633
00:54:55,833 --> 00:54:57,917
Eights to bet.
634
00:55:12,958 --> 00:55:16,500
SAPHA: The table's energy focuses
on the old man's dilemma.
635
00:55:18,500 --> 00:55:20,583
Forlorn as a child,
636
00:55:21,458 --> 00:55:23,542
his skin is taut and strained.
637
00:55:25,458 --> 00:55:28,917
And he touches his chips as though
trying to give them life.
638
00:55:30,625 --> 00:55:35,208
Then, and in final recognition
of the emptiness swallowing him,
639
00:55:36,667 --> 00:55:39,750
he rises like a sleepwalker from his chair.
640
00:55:55,292 --> 00:55:58,417
ZANOV:
To trace the origin of the simplest event...
641
00:55:59,917 --> 00:56:02,000
...we must slow down...
642
00:56:02,875 --> 00:56:05,125
...and observe...
643
00:56:05,583 --> 00:56:07,292
...without judgment.
644
00:56:10,458 --> 00:56:13,042
SAPHA: I light a cigarette and close my eyes.
645
00:56:18,208 --> 00:56:21,208
And the vision of precognition
manifests before me.
646
00:56:21,375 --> 00:56:23,458
WOMAN: All right, close your eyes.
647
00:56:25,083 --> 00:56:27,042
Close your eyes again.
648
00:56:27,208 --> 00:56:29,417
SAPHA: We are each other's murderers.
649
00:56:31,208 --> 00:56:35,542
And across the table,
the dealer throws a wreath upon my grave.
650
00:56:39,042 --> 00:56:41,125
Two sevens.
651
00:56:42,042 --> 00:56:44,125
No improvement.
652
00:56:44,875 --> 00:56:46,958
Same possible.
653
00:56:52,375 --> 00:56:54,208
Two little ladies.
654
00:56:55,792 --> 00:56:57,875
Bet's 200.
655
00:57:03,958 --> 00:57:06,042
(Chips clink)
656
00:57:09,792 --> 00:57:11,750
Ladies, two...
657
00:57:11,917 --> 00:57:13,875
with one.
658
00:57:14,042 --> 00:57:17,917
SAPHA: As I watch... the insolent boy,
too eager to win,
659
00:57:19,417 --> 00:57:21,500
the other, blind with greed,
660
00:57:23,167 --> 00:57:25,250
I feel my hunger rising.
661
00:57:27,042 --> 00:57:30,167
(They speak Cantonese)
662
00:57:48,042 --> 00:57:50,125
Three sevens.
663
00:57:52,167 --> 00:57:54,250
No joy.
664
00:57:57,917 --> 00:58:00,000
(Speaks Cantonese)
665
00:58:02,167 --> 00:58:05,333
SAPHA: Confrontation with disaster
is etched on his face.
666
00:58:07,458 --> 00:58:10,333
And called on by a powerful opponent,
667
00:58:10,500 --> 00:58:12,833
he will limp towards his doom.
668
00:58:13,000 --> 00:58:14,875
The ladies have the power...
669
00:58:15,042 --> 00:58:17,042
for 500.
670
00:58:19,792 --> 00:58:22,167
SAPHA: I move my chips
to the centre of the table.
671
00:58:23,042 --> 00:58:25,125
The climax ts in sight.
672
00:58:27,875 --> 00:58:29,958
With 1,000.
673
00:58:40,667 --> 00:58:42,750
SAPHA: Three down.
674
00:58:43,792 --> 00:58:45,875
One to go.
675
00:59:00,583 --> 00:59:04,125
And he reaches in his back pocket
for the last of his capital.
676
00:59:07,042 --> 00:59:09,333
He feels his collateral draining away.
677
00:59:11,292 --> 00:59:13,375
Accusation is written on his face.
678
00:59:14,458 --> 00:59:16,542
I'll take a look at it.
679
00:59:18,875 --> 00:59:22,458
SAPHA: I turn the hidden card
to reveal the fourth seven.
680
00:59:23,833 --> 00:59:24,750
You...
681
00:59:24,917 --> 00:59:27,208
- He halts me with his hands.
- ..on drugs?
682
00:59:27,375 --> 00:59:29,500
And his words are like stones in his mouth.
683
00:59:29,667 --> 00:59:31,125
The hard stuff?
684
00:59:36,042 --> 00:59:38,875
The name of the eternal
reality of all thoughts...
685
00:59:40,708 --> 00:59:42,792
...Is the akashic record.
686
00:59:48,292 --> 00:59:50,583
Now, for the doubters and the sceptics,
687
00:59:51,750 --> 00:59:55,667
and those who like to think of space
as somewhere new to go,
688
00:59:57,250 --> 00:59:59,333
I'm going to blindfold myself.
689
01:00:17,542 --> 01:00:22,250
This way, I'll be unable to decode any clues
trapped in your facial expressions.
690
01:00:23,833 --> 01:00:25,917
I'm blind.
691
01:00:27,875 --> 01:00:31,708
Therefore I have no sensory contact
with my subject whatsoever.
692
01:00:32,583 --> 01:00:36,042
WOMAN: He is training you
as his time travellers.
693
01:00:36,875 --> 01:00:42,958
Not across the linear earth,
or the moon, Mars or Jupiter...
694
01:00:43,125 --> 01:00:44,667
but to the soul...
695
01:00:44,833 --> 01:00:46,708
Right, I'm picking up something.
696
01:00:46,875 --> 01:00:51,167
...ease your way through
the barriers of the clock.
697
01:00:53,875 --> 01:00:55,958
It's not difficult to hear.
698
01:00:59,375 --> 01:01:02,792
- He is training you...
- Just hard to find the right station.
699
01:01:02,958 --> 01:01:08,750
Not across the linear earth,
or the moon, Mars or Jupiter...
700
01:01:08,917 --> 01:01:11,000
I'm receiving someone.
701
01:01:11,750 --> 01:01:16,125
...SO you can ease your way through
the barriers...
702
01:01:16,292 --> 01:01:19,458
A woman. Yes, it's definitely a woman.
703
01:01:21,500 --> 01:01:23,458
- What time is it?
SAPHA: I don't know.
704
01:01:23,625 --> 01:01:27,292
- It is impossible for me
to understand space...
- My watch has stopped.
705
01:01:27,458 --> 01:01:30,375
- You haven't got a watch.
- If I have no idea of time...
706
01:01:30,542 --> 01:01:32,333
I'm thirsty.
707
01:01:33,042 --> 01:01:35,708
...It is impossible for me to understand time.
708
01:01:38,292 --> 01:01:40,250
If I have no idea of eternity...
709
01:01:40,417 --> 01:01:42,500
(Faint operatic singing)
710
01:01:46,875 --> 01:01:49,042
...despite the splitting of the atom...
711
01:01:50,125 --> 01:01:52,083
What's wrong?
712
01:01:52,250 --> 01:01:54,000
Nothing.
713
01:01:54,167 --> 01:01:56,250
...I am trapped.
714
01:01:58,000 --> 01:02:00,083
I had a funny dream.
715
01:02:02,458 --> 01:02:04,542
What was it?
716
01:02:06,958 --> 01:02:09,042
I was in a shop window.
717
01:02:10,917 --> 01:02:14,500
...trapped. ..I am trapped.
718
01:02:15,458 --> 01:02:17,417
I had no clothes on.
719
01:02:17,583 --> 01:02:19,667
...I am trapped.
720
01:02:20,375 --> 01:02:22,458
I couldn't move.
721
01:02:24,958 --> 01:02:26,917
Hold me.
722
01:02:27,083 --> 01:02:29,208
...I am trapped.
723
01:02:35,417 --> 01:02:37,417
Do you love me, Joe?
724
01:02:38,750 --> 01:02:40,458
Do you love me?
725
01:02:42,458 --> 01:02:44,333
SAPHA: Dream two.
726
01:02:45,208 --> 01:02:47,292
The calling bird is telling me
727
01:02:48,292 --> 01:02:50,917
that this life, that I believe to be outside,
728
01:02:52,708 --> 01:02:55,625
is simply a reflection in
my own distorted mirror.
729
01:02:57,917 --> 01:03:00,000
I have fallen asleep in a prison,
730
01:03:01,042 --> 01:03:03,208
drugged with fixed ideas,
731
01:03:03,375 --> 01:03:05,833
automatic responses and blind beliefs.
732
01:03:06,000 --> 01:03:08,083
(Echoing) Automatic responses...
733
01:03:14,125 --> 01:03:17,250
(Echoing) Automatic responses...
..blind beliefs.
734
01:03:25,583 --> 01:03:27,458
(Applause)
735
01:03:31,125 --> 01:03:34,000
SAPHA: Dream one: synchronicity.
736
01:03:35,208 --> 01:03:38,417
Both kinds of connection exist
in the selfsame event.
737
01:03:39,792 --> 01:03:42,792
These coincidences
are connected in such a way...
738
01:03:43,833 --> 01:03:45,792
...that I cannot possibly explain them...
739
01:03:45,958 --> 01:03:47,417
(Drum roll drowns speech)
740
01:03:47,583 --> 01:03:49,667
Very good, Ethel.
741
01:03:50,917 --> 01:03:52,417
Smile, Ethel.
742
01:03:52,583 --> 01:03:54,458
(Laughter)
743
01:03:55,625 --> 01:03:57,583
Smile at the nice people.
744
01:03:57,750 --> 01:03:59,833
(Laughter)
745
01:04:05,958 --> 01:04:10,708
Now... what were we learning
about yesterday, Ethel?
746
01:04:12,125 --> 01:04:13,625
I can't remember, Victor.
747
01:04:13,792 --> 01:04:16,500
- Yes, you do, Ethel.
- No, I don't, Victor.
748
01:04:17,792 --> 01:04:19,375
Yes, you do, Ethel.
749
01:04:19,542 --> 01:04:21,333
I don't. I don't remember.
750
01:04:22,042 --> 01:04:24,125
We were learning about...
751
01:04:25,000 --> 01:04:26,417
...femininity.
752
01:04:26,583 --> 01:04:28,792
(Woman laughs)
753
01:04:28,958 --> 01:04:32,625
Fem-i-nin-ity.
754
01:04:34,458 --> 01:04:37,208
Fem-i-nin...
755
01:04:37,375 --> 01:04:39,458
- Good!
- ..Ity.
756
01:04:40,667 --> 01:04:42,625
Fem-i-nin...
757
01:04:42,792 --> 01:04:44,875
Very good!
758
01:04:47,917 --> 01:04:50,917
Now, what does the word 'femininity' mean,
Ethel?
759
01:04:51,917 --> 01:04:54,667
- I don't remember, Victor.
- Yes, you do, Ethel.
760
01:04:54,833 --> 01:04:56,917
No, I don't, Victor.
761
01:04:57,625 --> 01:04:59,583
Femininity means...
762
01:04:59,750 --> 01:05:01,833
une femme du monde...
763
01:05:03,958 --> 01:05:06,042
...a lady of charme.
764
01:05:06,833 --> 01:05:09,333
And what does a lady of charme do, Ethel?
765
01:05:10,375 --> 01:05:12,333
Lie through her fucking teeth!
766
01:05:12,500 --> 01:05:14,583
(Laughter and some applause)
767
01:05:16,917 --> 01:05:19,333
You haven't learned your lesson, Ethel.
768
01:05:19,500 --> 01:05:21,583
Sorry, Victor.
769
01:05:24,250 --> 01:05:26,125
Never mind.
770
01:05:27,208 --> 01:05:29,458
I'm going to take you to a cocktail party.
771
01:05:29,625 --> 01:05:31,750
To a cocktail party?
772
01:05:31,917 --> 01:05:34,792
I'm going to a cocktail party!
773
01:05:34,958 --> 01:05:36,917
And you're going to meet this man.
774
01:05:37,083 --> 01:05:39,167
What kind of a man?
775
01:05:39,917 --> 01:05:41,667
Just a man.
776
01:05:41,833 --> 01:05:43,917
OK, OK, don't be cross, Victor.
777
01:05:44,875 --> 01:05:46,833
Now, where was I?
778
01:05:47,000 --> 01:05:48,958
I was meeting this man.
779
01:05:49,125 --> 01:05:51,208
Right. This man.
780
01:05:53,917 --> 01:05:58,500
He puts his wet, greasy hand on your...
781
01:06:03,542 --> 01:06:05,500
And what do you do, Ethel?
782
01:06:05,667 --> 01:06:07,750
Smack him! Ha-ha-ha-ha!
783
01:06:11,125 --> 01:06:15,125
No... no... no.
784
01:06:15,292 --> 01:06:17,000
Sorry, Victor.
785
01:06:17,167 --> 01:06:19,250
It just popped out.
786
01:06:21,625 --> 01:06:23,583
Why was it the wrong answer, Ethel?
787
01:06:23,750 --> 01:06:26,083
I don't know, Victor.
788
01:06:27,667 --> 01:06:29,250
Because...
789
01:06:30,292 --> 01:06:32,250
...If you insult this nice man...
790
01:06:32,417 --> 01:06:35,792
If I insult this nice man,
791
01:06:35,958 --> 01:06:38,583
I'll fracture his ego!
792
01:06:38,750 --> 01:06:41,333
And he won't be able to
go out into this world.
793
01:06:42,333 --> 01:06:44,292
And build a nice house
794
01:06:44,458 --> 01:06:50,542
where he can put his wet,
greasy hand on me any time he likes.
795
01:06:50,708 --> 01:06:52,042
(Cymbals crash)
796
01:06:52,292 --> 01:06:53,958
(Siren blares)
797
01:06:54,125 --> 01:06:56,083
MAN: Check his arse! Check his arse!
798
01:06:56,250 --> 01:06:58,000
FEMALE THERAPIST: Name?
799
01:06:58,167 --> 01:07:00,750
SAPHA: Sapha, Joseph Dmitri.
800
01:07:00,917 --> 01:07:02,750
MAN: Queen and country!
801
01:07:02,917 --> 01:07:07,125
- Date of birth?
- 29th of May, 1953.
802
01:07:08,292 --> 01:07:12,750
Subjects: Negative energy, incest,
and the probability of an event.
803
01:07:12,917 --> 01:07:17,833
- Date of birth?
- 29th May, 1953.
804
01:07:19,958 --> 01:07:21,917
Not the first time, Joe.
805
01:07:22,083 --> 01:07:23,667
Not the first time.
806
01:07:23,833 --> 01:07:26,708
1.9 grammes of hash
- a piss on the highway.
807
01:07:27,875 --> 01:07:29,417
Pretty small stuff.
808
01:07:29,583 --> 01:07:31,083
This time, it's not.
809
01:07:31,250 --> 01:07:33,292
- What's not?
- Small stuff.
810
01:07:33,458 --> 01:07:35,542
This time it's not small stuff.
811
01:07:39,333 --> 01:07:41,292
Where did you sleep last night?
812
01:07:41,458 --> 01:07:42,500
Room 209.
813
01:07:43,250 --> 01:07:45,208
THERAPIST: Begin visualising it now.
814
01:07:45,375 --> 01:07:47,333
SAPHA: Dream four.
815
01:07:47,500 --> 01:07:49,458
I'm in the video room.
816
01:07:49,625 --> 01:07:51,708
And someone gives me a code word.
817
01:07:54,208 --> 01:07:56,375
I believe this word to be 'scrutiny'.
818
01:07:58,667 --> 01:08:00,625
I'm told that I can unlock it,
819
01:08:00,792 --> 01:08:03,500
if I can focus with enough
mind concentration.
820
01:08:05,875 --> 01:08:08,250
Later, the hidden word is revealed to me.
821
01:08:09,958 --> 01:08:12,042
It is 'spy'.
822
01:08:13,417 --> 01:08:16,000
This tells me I must look into my secret self.
823
01:08:18,000 --> 01:08:19,958
Dream four:
824
01:08:20,125 --> 01:08:24,417
the transmutation of electromagnetic
energy into future predictions.
825
01:08:25,292 --> 01:08:27,375
There is no time or space.
826
01:08:30,042 --> 01:08:32,125
There is no time or space.
827
01:08:35,750 --> 01:08:37,833
...time or space.
828
01:08:46,625 --> 01:08:48,167
...space.
829
01:08:49,417 --> 01:08:51,042
When I got back to England...
830
01:08:53,958 --> 01:08:56,833
Where do you get your living, Joe -
honest livelihood?
831
01:08:57,000 --> 01:08:59,083
I manufacture Valium and gin.
832
01:09:00,458 --> 01:09:02,208
And as a sideline,
833
01:09:02,375 --> 01:09:04,750
I sell reject birth pills to the Far East.
834
01:09:05,625 --> 01:09:07,375
It's legal -
835
01:09:07,542 --> 01:09:09,042
100 per cent.
836
01:09:09,208 --> 01:09:11,958
- Where did you get the gun?
- From a Christmas cracker.
837
01:09:12,125 --> 01:09:15,667
- Look, laddie, this is a lot of money.
- What's a lot?
838
01:09:15,833 --> 01:09:18,750
£6,000 isn't loose change.
839
01:09:18,917 --> 01:09:22,208
It depends... who's carrying it.
840
01:09:23,167 --> 01:09:25,375
Where's the gun, Joe? Where's the gun?
841
01:09:27,042 --> 01:09:29,417
Lodged... in your brain.
842
01:09:29,583 --> 01:09:31,667
See this pencil?
843
01:09:32,542 --> 01:09:34,625
How did it get on this desk?
844
01:09:36,625 --> 01:09:38,292
Take it back...
845
01:09:39,333 --> 01:09:42,208
...right back to when it was a tree.
846
01:09:42,917 --> 01:09:45,000
It was a tree.
847
01:09:47,292 --> 01:09:49,667
But the difference between you and me...
848
01:09:51,208 --> 01:09:53,167
...Is you think it arrived as a pencil.
849
01:09:53,333 --> 01:09:56,667
- So plead insanity.
- What's the crime?
850
01:09:56,833 --> 01:09:59,625
Subversion. I know you, Joe.
851
01:09:59,792 --> 01:10:01,375
You stink.
852
01:10:01,542 --> 01:10:03,292
You want it all to fall.
853
01:10:03,458 --> 01:10:05,417
...the fucking Jew boy anarchist.
854
01:10:05,583 --> 01:10:06,750
Without me...
855
01:10:06,917 --> 01:10:10,833
THERAPIST: So what we'll do is turn on
the feedback, which is his signal to relax,
856
01:10:11,000 --> 01:10:12,958
and terminate the scene.
857
01:10:13,125 --> 01:10:14,792
(Equipment whines)
858
01:10:15,625 --> 01:10:17,583
OK, that's it. Just relax again.
859
01:10:17,750 --> 01:10:19,625
Where do you live, Joe?
860
01:10:19,792 --> 01:10:21,542
Where I find myself -
861
01:10:21,708 --> 01:10:23,625
with you.
862
01:10:23,792 --> 01:10:25,750
Where are your possessions?
863
01:10:25,917 --> 01:10:27,375
In the bag.
864
01:10:27,542 --> 01:10:30,500
- Where's your family?
- I'm a world citizen.
865
01:10:31,250 --> 01:10:33,625
You have some bad feeling towards me, Joe.
866
01:10:34,750 --> 01:10:38,000
It's against my religion
to tell people what I feel.
867
01:10:41,667 --> 01:10:43,750
(Equipment whines)
868
01:10:45,417 --> 01:10:47,708
THERAPIST: OK, relax. Forget that scene.
869
01:10:48,917 --> 01:10:51,708
Now let's take it right
back from the beginning.
870
01:10:52,292 --> 01:10:54,250
You like a smoke, right?
871
01:10:54,417 --> 01:10:55,958
I like a drink.
872
01:10:56,125 --> 01:10:58,083
We're the same, Joe.
873
01:10:58,250 --> 01:11:00,333
We're the same, right?
874
01:11:03,250 --> 01:11:05,875
- How do you get a living?
- I'm a thought reader.
875
01:11:06,042 --> 01:11:08,000
Where did you get the money?
876
01:11:08,167 --> 01:11:10,667
- From my mother.
- Mother? Where's your mother?
877
01:11:10,833 --> 01:11:12,708
In Bolivia. Untraceable.
878
01:11:13,500 --> 01:11:18,167
THERAPIST: OK, would you visualise
this first item from the hierarchy? Begin now.
879
01:12:05,708 --> 01:12:09,167
SAPHA. It is easy for me to accept
that this world is moving,
880
01:12:10,125 --> 01:12:13,542
flowing, drifting particles of energy.
881
01:12:15,583 --> 01:12:17,875
It is myself, as transient as raindrops,
882
01:12:18,958 --> 01:12:21,125
flowing into preordained patterns,
883
01:12:22,375 --> 01:12:24,458
that is hard to accept.
884
01:12:29,542 --> 01:12:32,792
Life, from the first,
is bound up with transformation,
885
01:12:33,708 --> 01:12:35,792
to be separated and reunited,
886
01:12:36,667 --> 01:12:38,750
change form and condition,
887
01:12:39,542 --> 01:12:41,625
die and be reborn,
888
01:12:43,083 --> 01:12:46,125
act, cease, wait,
889
01:12:47,000 --> 01:12:49,083
rest and act again.
890
01:12:50,583 --> 01:12:53,833
That is the universal condition
of being in this world.
891
01:13:05,750 --> 01:13:07,583
You know,
892
01:13:08,417 --> 01:13:11,750
finding out about me
isn't going to be difficult.
893
01:13:13,833 --> 01:13:16,167
I'm not hiding.
894
01:13:17,250 --> 01:13:19,583
I've owned up,
895
01:13:19,750 --> 01:13:21,708
lost face,
896
01:13:21,875 --> 01:13:23,833
or whatever you want to call it.
897
01:13:24,000 --> 01:13:26,083
SAPHA: Which one?
898
01:13:26,833 --> 01:13:28,917
All of them -
899
01:13:30,583 --> 01:13:32,750
colluders,
900
01:13:32,917 --> 01:13:35,542
flatterers,
901
01:13:35,708 --> 01:13:37,792
controllers,
902
01:13:39,292 --> 01:13:41,375
consolers.
903
01:13:49,042 --> 01:13:51,125
What do you say you hate most?
904
01:13:56,458 --> 01:13:58,542
Cross-examination.
905
01:14:02,000 --> 01:14:03,667
(Sighs)
906
01:14:05,875 --> 01:14:07,958
Being vulnerable...
907
01:14:09,125 --> 01:14:11,208
...exposed...
908
01:14:12,792 --> 01:14:14,875
...open to attack.
909
01:14:15,958 --> 01:14:18,042
Is there a war?
910
01:14:25,167 --> 01:14:27,250
I've forgotten.
911
01:14:29,417 --> 01:14:31,500
(Static interference)
912
01:14:34,958 --> 01:14:37,792
My biorhythms were disconnected
at an early age.
913
01:14:51,333 --> 01:14:53,417
You come into this room...
914
01:14:55,708 --> 01:14:57,792
...-and there's this man.
915
01:14:59,833 --> 01:15:01,917
Is he lying down or standing up?
916
01:15:06,458 --> 01:15:08,542
He's lying down.
917
01:15:09,500 --> 01:15:11,583
What's he wearing?
918
01:15:16,458 --> 01:15:18,542
White.
919
01:15:21,250 --> 01:15:24,375
Are his eyes open or closed?
920
01:15:28,750 --> 01:15:31,375
- His eyes are closed.
- Why are they closed?
921
01:15:31,625 --> 01:15:33,625
(Beeping)
922
01:15:54,333 --> 01:15:58,292
ZANOV: Begin by dismantling illusions...
923
01:15:59,333 --> 01:16:01,833
...that cling around self-event puzzles.
924
01:16:04,625 --> 01:16:06,708
It's a foul habit.
925
01:16:08,708 --> 01:16:10,958
And lethal.
926
01:16:11,125 --> 01:16:15,667
ZANOV: Watch promises
and fulfillment of desire bargains.
927
01:16:17,250 --> 01:16:19,333
Desires are never fulfilled.
928
01:16:22,708 --> 01:16:24,792
Yeah. Habits are lethal.
929
01:16:29,375 --> 01:16:31,875
So, what do you hate most?
930
01:16:35,917 --> 01:16:37,833
Security,
931
01:16:38,000 --> 01:16:39,667
comfort,
932
01:16:39,833 --> 01:16:41,708
property.
933
01:16:41,875 --> 01:16:43,042
The con.
934
01:16:43,208 --> 01:16:46,208
ZANOV: As soon as you arrive
at what seems like fulfillment...
935
01:16:46,375 --> 01:16:47,833
And the coolers,
936
01:16:48,000 --> 01:16:51,000
employed to persuade you
you haven't been conned.
937
01:16:52,750 --> 01:16:54,833
And the sex educators.
938
01:16:56,250 --> 01:16:57,917
And the love teachers.
939
01:16:58,083 --> 01:17:00,958
ZANOV: You are being urged on
to the next craving.
940
01:17:02,333 --> 01:17:06,583
Craving stops by letting go of craving.
941
01:17:07,958 --> 01:17:10,042
So what do you want?
942
01:17:12,667 --> 01:17:14,625
Now,
943
01:17:14,792 --> 01:17:16,875
if I can find it.
944
01:17:18,833 --> 01:17:20,917
Where is it?
945
01:17:22,125 --> 01:17:23,833
Squeezed...
946
01:17:24,958 --> 01:17:27,042
...between the future and the past.
947
01:17:28,667 --> 01:17:30,750
(Forced, harsh breaths)
948
01:17:36,625 --> 01:17:40,083
THERAPIST: OK, don't control the breath
with your mouth. Just let it come.
949
01:17:40,250 --> 01:17:42,500
- (Breathing becomes ragged)
- Angry type.
950
01:17:42,667 --> 01:17:44,750
(Repetitive saw-like breaths)
951
01:17:52,833 --> 01:17:54,917
(Breaths tightening)
952
01:17:57,375 --> 01:18:00,292
OK, go back to your normal breathing
for a moment.
953
01:18:02,333 --> 01:18:04,625
Feel the state that you're in right now.
954
01:18:11,292 --> 01:18:15,167
Now, it's very important
to continue breathing,
955
01:18:15,333 --> 01:18:19,542
so keep part of your attention
at the bottom of your breath...
956
01:18:21,250 --> 01:18:24,958
...and breathe very deeply and very clearly
through your mouth.
957
01:18:30,000 --> 01:18:32,083
Visualise that symbol.
958
01:18:34,917 --> 01:18:38,958
OK, visualise a specific scene of anger.
959
01:18:39,667 --> 01:18:41,750
I'll take you down into something.
960
01:18:45,333 --> 01:18:47,417
Relax.
961
01:18:51,875 --> 01:18:53,208
SAPHA: These imprints,
962
01:18:53,375 --> 01:18:55,792
these duplicated
programmes in my cortex...
963
01:19:03,083 --> 01:19:05,583
...these concerns, false ideals,
964
01:19:05,750 --> 01:19:07,833
and half-remembered phrases.
965
01:19:15,042 --> 01:19:17,125
Small lies, big lies.
966
01:19:22,292 --> 01:19:24,375
Told.
967
01:19:25,000 --> 01:19:26,583
WOMAN: Breathe deeply.
968
01:19:26,750 --> 01:19:27,792
SAPHA: Censored.
969
01:19:27,958 --> 01:19:29,500
WOMAN: Relax. Relax.
970
01:19:29,667 --> 01:19:31,542
SAPHA: Retold.
971
01:19:32,375 --> 01:19:34,458
(Muffled voice of woman)
972
01:19:37,708 --> 01:19:40,292
SAPHA: Falsifications, identifications...
973
01:19:41,708 --> 01:19:46,292
...that have made of life
dead convictions and concepts.
974
01:19:53,708 --> 01:19:55,750
While I have been spinning
these thought webs,
975
01:19:55,917 --> 01:20:01,417
I have been as unconscious
as in the state I call asleep.
976
01:20:01,583 --> 01:20:05,417
I have been clinging to
the phantom called survival.
977
01:20:32,458 --> 01:20:33,917
WOMAN: Being vulnerable.
978
01:20:34,083 --> 01:20:36,167
Exposed.
979
01:20:37,125 --> 01:20:39,208
Being vulnerable.
980
01:20:40,292 --> 01:20:41,875
Exposed.
981
01:20:42,042 --> 01:20:43,708
Exposed.
982
01:20:43,875 --> 01:20:46,375
Exposed. Exposed.
983
01:20:46,542 --> 01:20:48,333
No erotic zones.
984
01:20:49,083 --> 01:20:51,042
No erotic zones.
985
01:20:51,750 --> 01:20:53,833
No erotic zones.
986
01:20:54,708 --> 01:20:56,792
(Fading) No erotic zones.
987
01:20:57,250 --> 01:20:59,458
No erotic zones...
988
01:21:16,875 --> 01:21:18,958
(Birdsong)
989
01:21:24,042 --> 01:21:30,042
ZANOV: All sex techniques are manufactured
and broadcasted regularly by the network.
990
01:21:30,917 --> 01:21:35,750
Message: how to put some feeling
into a dead organism,
991
01:21:35,917 --> 01:21:38,000
without actually waking it up.
992
01:21:39,167 --> 01:21:44,333
How to get some satisfaction,
without stumbling on the incest nightmares.
993
01:21:46,000 --> 01:21:48,917
Mummy and Daddy
ghosts haunt your bedside.
994
01:21:49,792 --> 01:21:55,875
So you must learn to get the better of them,
and yet suck your thumb at the same time.
995
01:21:58,208 --> 01:21:59,375
(Bell tolls)
996
01:21:59,542 --> 01:22:01,417
WOMAN: 7] remember'...
997
01:22:01,583 --> 01:22:04,167
seems to us like the past.
998
01:22:04,917 --> 01:22:08,375
That is, if we are running
along a straight line.
999
01:22:09,542 --> 01:22:14,000
But try and imagine circles, infinite circles.
1000
01:22:14,708 --> 01:22:17,167
Then we could be anywhere
1001
01:22:17,333 --> 01:22:19,292
in an eternal present.
1002
01:22:19,458 --> 01:22:21,542
(Bell continues tolling)
1003
01:22:25,333 --> 01:22:27,042
What time is it?
1004
01:22:36,750 --> 01:22:38,833
Mother.
1005
01:22:41,083 --> 01:22:43,167
Mm?
1006
01:22:43,333 --> 01:22:45,792
I don't know.
My watch has stopped.
1007
01:22:51,708 --> 01:22:54,708
Why did you say those things about Father?
1008
01:22:59,333 --> 01:23:01,250
Things?
1009
01:23:01,417 --> 01:23:03,500
What things?
1010
01:23:05,917 --> 01:23:08,000
Why did you say them?
1011
01:23:16,625 --> 01:23:18,708
I'm tired, Joseph.
1012
01:23:21,000 --> 01:23:23,083
I don't want to talk any more.
1013
01:23:30,333 --> 01:23:32,417
You're not tired.
1014
01:23:35,583 --> 01:23:37,458
You're lonely.
1015
01:23:37,625 --> 01:23:41,292
THERAPIST: Just a minute ago,
you were in a very lovely place.
1016
01:23:41,458 --> 01:23:43,292
Where was it?
1017
01:23:43,458 --> 01:23:45,125
It's coming back now.
1018
01:23:45,292 --> 01:23:47,375
Strengthen it.
1019
01:23:47,750 --> 01:23:49,583
Mm-hm. That one.
1020
01:23:49,750 --> 01:23:50,667
Yeah.
1021
01:23:50,833 --> 01:23:52,917
See it more clearly. Stay with that.
1022
01:23:56,458 --> 01:23:58,917
Does that place feel uncomfortable?
1023
01:23:59,083 --> 01:24:01,167
I just told you, I'm tired.
1024
01:24:09,208 --> 01:24:11,292
JOSEPH: You're glad he's dead.
1025
01:24:13,500 --> 01:24:15,583
You mustn't say things like that.
1026
01:24:17,333 --> 01:24:19,417
Not ever.
1027
01:24:24,375 --> 01:24:26,333
JOSEPH: Why must we pretend?
1028
01:24:26,500 --> 01:24:27,875
MAN: You're a bitch!
1029
01:24:28,042 --> 01:24:29,750
A fucking bitch!
1030
01:24:29,917 --> 01:24:32,000
I don't know.
1031
01:24:33,542 --> 01:24:35,625
But we must.
1032
01:24:39,500 --> 01:24:41,583
He's your father, Joseph.
1033
01:24:43,292 --> 01:24:45,375
He's inside you.
1034
01:24:48,917 --> 01:24:51,625
He's inside you for ever.
1035
01:24:51,792 --> 01:24:53,875
(Gunshots echoing)
1036
01:24:59,667 --> 01:25:01,750
Come on, boy, keep up.
1037
01:25:03,417 --> 01:25:05,500
(Dog barks)
1038
01:25:07,083 --> 01:25:09,167
ZANOV: What causes an event?
1039
01:25:10,458 --> 01:25:13,750
How many factors are involved?
1040
01:25:13,917 --> 01:25:17,458
MAN. It is not due to lack of
detailed knowledge that we
cannot make the prediction.
1041
01:25:17,625 --> 01:25:21,500
If I didn't turn on the light,
I should get this interference pattern.
1042
01:25:21,667 --> 01:25:24,667
If I have a circumstance
in which I get that interference pattern,
1043
01:25:24,833 --> 01:25:29,458
then it is impossible to analyse it
in terms of saying it goes to here or here.
1044
01:25:35,875 --> 01:25:37,958
(Dog barking)
1045
01:25:45,000 --> 01:25:49,167
MAN: The future,
in other words, is unpredictable.
1046
01:25:50,292 --> 01:25:51,750
(Continued gunshots)
1047
01:25:51,917 --> 01:25:54,000
ZANOV: ..interlocks with time.
1048
01:25:54,750 --> 01:25:56,833
...Interlocks with time.
1049
01:25:57,542 --> 01:25:59,625
...Interlocks with time.
1050
01:26:00,167 --> 01:26:02,125
...Interlocks with time.
1051
01:26:02,917 --> 01:26:04,417
...Interlocks with time.
1052
01:26:04,583 --> 01:26:05,708
...Puzzle.
1053
01:26:05,875 --> 01:26:07,542
. Interlocks with time. ..puzzle.
1054
01:26:07,708 --> 01:26:10,750
...puzzle. ..interlocks with time. ..puzzle.
1055
01:26:10,917 --> 01:26:12,583
MAN: We're perfectly willing to allow
1056
01:26:12,750 --> 01:26:14,542
that we don't know enough detail,
1057
01:26:14,708 --> 01:26:19,583
and so we Calculate the odds that the
thing will come this way or that way.
1058
01:26:20,583 --> 01:26:23,750
But here, what we're proposing, is it not,
1059
01:26:23,917 --> 01:26:28,000
is that there be probability all the way back
at the fundamental laws.
1060
01:26:28,333 --> 01:26:29,250
(Interference)
1061
01:26:29,417 --> 01:26:33,083
That in the fundamental laws of physics
there are odds.
1062
01:26:33,833 --> 01:26:35,917
Now, open your eyes.
1063
01:26:37,167 --> 01:26:38,625
Open them.
1064
01:26:38,792 --> 01:26:40,917
They are open.
1065
01:26:42,333 --> 01:26:44,750
Then why can't you see?
1066
01:26:45,958 --> 01:26:47,583
Because I can't remember.
1067
01:26:47,750 --> 01:26:51,417
You can't remember
because you are sleepwalking.
1068
01:26:53,375 --> 01:26:56,750
Our decisions are not
made with our thoughts
1069
01:26:56,917 --> 01:26:59,542
but with our memories.
1070
01:26:59,708 --> 01:27:06,750
It is as though one spot of your embryonic
essence has been magnetised...
1071
01:27:07,875 --> 01:27:10,167
and is dragging you into another orbit.
1072
01:27:11,375 --> 01:27:14,042
...is dragging you into another orbit.
1073
01:27:14,833 --> 01:27:18,667
...Is dragging you into another orbit. ..orbit.
1074
01:27:18,833 --> 01:27:21,958
...orbit. ..orbit.
1075
01:27:22,125 --> 01:27:23,375
...orbit.
1076
01:27:23,542 --> 01:27:28,542
SAPHA: I began to be aware
that the patterns inside me
were beginning to disconnect.
1077
01:27:29,792 --> 01:27:36,208
By patterns, I mean those cycles
or spirals of thought or behaviour
1078
01:27:36,375 --> 01:27:38,250
which I have been taught to call myself.
1079
01:27:39,583 --> 01:27:41,667
That deadly enemy of the life pulse.
1080
01:27:44,083 --> 01:27:46,375
- And it descends upon me...
- (Static)
1081
01:27:46,542 --> 01:27:48,625
...the realisation...
1082
01:27:49,417 --> 01:27:51,500
...that |am not my emotions,
1083
01:27:51,667 --> 01:27:52,792
thoughts,
1084
01:27:52,958 --> 01:27:55,042
perceptions or beliefs.
1085
01:27:56,667 --> 01:27:58,750
I am not what I have done right or wrong...
1086
01:27:58,917 --> 01:28:00,250
His eyes are closed.
1087
01:28:00,417 --> 01:28:03,250
...-achieved or failed to achieve.
1088
01:28:04,625 --> 01:28:05,792
His eyes are closed.
1089
01:28:05,958 --> 01:28:10,583
I am not a conglomerate of voices of
instruction, education, doubt or derision.
1090
01:28:10,750 --> 01:28:13,458
His eyes are closed
because he doesn't want to look at me.
1091
01:28:13,625 --> 01:28:18,875
- But this 'I'... is simply space.
- He doesn't want to look at me.
1092
01:28:19,042 --> 01:28:19,958
(Static)
1093
01:28:20,125 --> 01:28:23,667
- He doesn't want to look at me.
- And where the strands of energy cross...
1094
01:28:23,833 --> 01:28:25,458
...Is a dot.
1095
01:28:26,542 --> 01:28:28,625
- And this dot...
- I want to kill him.
1096
01:28:28,792 --> 01:28:30,958
- ...Is the delusion...
- I want to kill him.
1097
01:28:31,125 --> 01:28:33,208
...called my identity.
1098
01:28:33,917 --> 01:28:35,917
(Slowed-down speech)
- His eyes are closed
1099
01:28:36,083 --> 01:28:38,500
because he doesn't want to look at me.
1100
01:28:38,667 --> 01:28:41,167
- He doesn't want to look at me.
- (Slowed-down speech)
1101
01:28:41,333 --> 01:28:43,417
I want to kill him.
1102
01:28:44,083 --> 01:28:46,500
- I want to kill him.
- (Distorted speech)
1103
01:28:51,417 --> 01:28:55,625
His eyes are closed...
..because he doesn't want to look at me.
1104
01:28:57,375 --> 01:29:01,167
His eyes are closed...
..because he doesn't want to look at me.
1105
01:29:01,333 --> 01:29:03,042
...he doesn't want to look at me.
1106
01:29:03,208 --> 01:29:06,958
His eyes are closed
because he doesn't want to look at me.
1107
01:29:07,125 --> 01:29:11,000
SAPHA: This is my anxiety
survival broadcast...
- ..he doesn't want to look at me.
1108
01:29:11,167 --> 01:29:15,042
-.Ensuring a past-future programming.
- ..he doesn't want to look at me.
1109
01:29:15,208 --> 01:29:19,375
My brain is recreating a
negative repeat pattern.
1110
01:29:19,542 --> 01:29:20,708
I want to kill him.
1111
01:29:20,875 --> 01:29:24,208
- This is my anxiety survival broadcast...
- I want to kill him.
1112
01:29:24,375 --> 01:29:25,958
...survival broadcast...
1113
01:29:26,125 --> 01:29:29,250
...broadcast... .. my
anxiety survival broadcast...
1114
01:29:29,417 --> 01:29:30,417
...broadcast...
1115
01:29:30,583 --> 01:29:34,833
My brain is recreating a
negative repeat pattern.
1116
01:29:35,000 --> 01:29:36,125
...repeat pattern.
1117
01:29:36,292 --> 01:29:38,333
...pattern. ..pattern.
1118
01:29:38,500 --> 01:29:41,667
My brain is recreating a negative repeat...
1119
01:29:41,833 --> 01:29:43,125
...repeat...
1120
01:29:43,292 --> 01:29:45,042
...repeat pattern.
1121
01:29:45,208 --> 01:29:47,167
ZANOV: ..because you are sleepwalking.
1122
01:29:47,333 --> 01:29:49,917
Would she be committed in a crisis?
1123
01:29:50,083 --> 01:29:52,042
In a crisis?
1124
01:29:52,208 --> 01:29:53,792
Would she be committed in a crisis?
1125
01:29:53,958 --> 01:29:55,583
...you are sleepwalking.
1126
01:29:55,750 --> 01:29:58,125
- Tell me about this woman...
- (Sobs)
1127
01:29:58,292 --> 01:29:59,917
...you are sleepwalking.
1128
01:30:00,083 --> 01:30:02,083
Would she be committed in a crisis?
1129
01:30:02,250 --> 01:30:05,208
MAN: It is now 20 years since
the execution of... -.in a crisis?
1130
01:30:05,375 --> 01:30:08,208
Tell me about this woman...
..you are sleepwalking.
1131
01:30:08,375 --> 01:30:09,833
Look into this mirror.
1132
01:30:10,000 --> 01:30:12,917
...because you are sleepwalking.
Tell me about this woman.
1133
01:30:13,083 --> 01:30:14,833
Look into this mirror.
1134
01:30:15,000 --> 01:30:17,917
...because you are sleepwalking.
Tell me about this woman.
1135
01:30:18,083 --> 01:30:20,208
Would she be committed in a crisis?
1136
01:30:20,833 --> 01:30:22,708
In a crisis.
1137
01:30:22,875 --> 01:30:25,292
...because you are sleepwalking...
..mirror.
1138
01:30:25,458 --> 01:30:27,958
Would she be committed in a crisis?
..this woman.
1139
01:30:28,292 --> 01:30:29,333
In a crisis.
1140
01:30:29,500 --> 01:30:32,750
Would she be committed in a crisis?
..because you are sleepwalking.
1141
01:30:32,917 --> 01:30:36,917
Would she be committed in a crisis?
..because you are sleepwalking. ..crisis?
1142
01:30:37,083 --> 01:30:39,458
Tell me about this woman.
You can't remember...
1143
01:30:39,625 --> 01:30:41,375
because you are sleepwalking.
1144
01:30:41,542 --> 01:30:43,750
(Zanov's words continue to resonate)
1145
01:30:51,708 --> 01:30:54,792
Your organism can regulate itself.
1146
01:30:54,958 --> 01:30:57,792
And your ill-educated
censor must be retrained.
1147
01:31:02,208 --> 01:31:07,667
Life force cannot be controlled
by your little brain machine.
1148
01:31:10,958 --> 01:31:14,208
So, the radionic camera
1149
01:31:14,375 --> 01:31:17,167
and diagnostic instruments
1150
01:31:17,333 --> 01:31:21,625
have shown that blood retains,
photographically,
1151
01:31:21,792 --> 01:31:27,500
energy structures from the hosts
from which they have been removed.
1152
01:31:31,958 --> 01:31:38,708
There is a continuum
which links all living things together...
1153
01:31:39,667 --> 01:31:44,000
...so that the smallest cell does not pulsate
1154
01:31:44,167 --> 01:31:47,042
without its effect being felt
1155
01:31:47,208 --> 01:31:51,667
in the furthest reaches of the solar system.
1156
01:31:54,083 --> 01:32:01,125
So, everything being one
is not some romantic ideal...
1157
01:32:01,292 --> 01:32:05,875
but an indisputable scientific reality.
1158
01:32:08,333 --> 01:32:13,417
When this information
seeps into our consciousness,
1159
01:32:14,500 --> 01:32:19,333
it must change the moral
structure of society...
1160
01:32:20,375 --> 01:32:26,292
...and destroy the value system
of the rational world.
1161
01:32:34,042 --> 01:32:37,042
ZANOV: Is your broadcast
controlled by the network?
1162
01:32:38,292 --> 01:32:40,375
Listen to your programmes.
1163
01:32:41,292 --> 01:32:45,333
Observe how much they are automatic
or mechanical.
1164
01:32:46,958 --> 01:32:50,458
If your responses are out of your control,
1165
01:32:51,708 --> 01:32:54,500
then perhaps the whole world is.
1166
01:32:54,667 --> 01:32:56,875
Stop thinking about what you believe...
1167
01:32:58,708 --> 01:33:02,167
...and be aware of what energies
you are transmitting.
1168
01:33:04,000 --> 01:33:08,583
...really commands a
punctuated clock training
1169
01:33:08,750 --> 01:33:11,167
that started you running towards the future.
1170
01:33:12,292 --> 01:33:15,083
The future's a very real
place where you suffer.
1171
01:33:16,042 --> 01:33:19,708
Where you constantly hope,
with more effort,
1172
01:33:19,875 --> 01:33:21,958
you will arrive.
1173
01:33:22,583 --> 01:33:30,750
SAPHA: At each moment
of turning the corner,
I catch a glimpse of the eternal process.
1174
01:33:30,917 --> 01:33:33,875
But I am for ever a half a second too late.
1175
01:33:34,042 --> 01:33:36,125
...a half a second too late.
1176
01:33:36,750 --> 01:33:38,833
(Birdsong)
1177
01:33:40,083 --> 01:33:42,250
...too late. ..a half a second too late.
1178
01:33:43,958 --> 01:33:48,333
But we have penetrated an equation
that must move us towards the infinite.
1179
01:33:50,125 --> 01:33:52,208
And to 'Who am I?"...
1180
01:33:53,250 --> 01:33:56,333
...I reply, 'lam here.'
1181
01:33:57,417 --> 01:34:00,750
THERAPIST: OK, would you visualise
this first item from the hierarchy?
1182
01:34:00,917 --> 01:34:03,000
Begin now.
1183
01:34:08,083 --> 01:34:11,083
And bring yourself back into the room.
1184
01:34:11,250 --> 01:34:13,125
Open your eyes slowly.
1185
01:34:13,958 --> 01:34:15,917
Try and retain that state.
1186
01:34:16,083 --> 01:34:18,042
Don't work at it.
1187
01:34:18,208 --> 01:34:20,292
Just let it stay.
1188
01:34:28,833 --> 01:34:32,875
SAPHA: It has been my whole life's will
to decode this puzzle,
1189
01:34:35,083 --> 01:34:38,583
as though, inside the
answer to this equation,
1190
01:34:39,625 --> 01:34:43,042
was the insurance of that peace of mind
that had eluded me.
1191
01:34:45,500 --> 01:34:47,583
But there is no puzzle.
1192
01:34:48,917 --> 01:34:51,000
And the mind is never peaceful.
1193
01:34:52,375 --> 01:34:55,667
And dawn's already here as the stars appear.
1194
01:35:00,500 --> 01:35:02,458
(Applause)
1195
01:35:02,625 --> 01:35:04,708
- Do you remember when...
1196
01:35:20,917 --> 01:35:24,708
THERAPIST: Open your mind's eye
and see that scene very, very clearly.
1197
01:35:34,833 --> 01:35:37,333
See that scene clearly.
1198
01:35:37,500 --> 01:35:39,833
See what the people were wearing.
1199
01:35:40,000 --> 01:35:42,083
SAPHA: There aren't any people.
1200
01:35:44,750 --> 01:35:46,833
THERAPIST: You're alone?
84034
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