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♪ Music
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(Indistinct)
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But where would be a good place to start?
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For you?
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Yes for me
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The law of moses?
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The prophecies of Isaiah,
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The wisdom of Solomon
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(Women talking excitedly)
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For you I think, Songs of David
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Good start
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Im ready
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For example
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If you require a mastery of Song of David
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If I ascend to heaven
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You are there
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If I make my bed in the depths
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You are there
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And?
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Just that
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Just a few moments. Thank you for your patience
Thank you
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But Im not planning on ascending to heaving
or making my bed deep in the depths
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You asked for a passage
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Yes, but one that could help me understand
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How you and everyone else knows more
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That's what I know and what
you must come to believe
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If you want to make any meaningful
study of Torah
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I don't understand
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Excuse me!
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Yes
- Can you tell me what happened with Jesus?
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(Shakily)He healed me
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You have what?
- I have epilepsy
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Yes and how long have...
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Say it back to me
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If I ascend to heaven, you are there
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If I make my bed deep in the depths,
you are there
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There's nowhere you can go
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No heights you can climb in your intellectual mind
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No depths you can reach in your soul
where God is not with you
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Did you get it?
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I think so
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No amount of learning
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Can bring you closer to God
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Or make you more or less precious to Him
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He is always right here, right now
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With you, for you
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I dont feel it
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The feeling doesn't always come first.
Sometimes you have to believe first
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Believing thing doesn't make it true
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That is wisdom but
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These are not just any words
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hey are David's scripture
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But how do you know whether David was only talking...
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About himself and not everyone else?
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He did say "if I ascend", not if people ascend
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That almost sounds like you don't want it to be true
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Excuse me, can you please tell me what happened with Jesus?
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Are you with Him?
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Yes, yes. We are his students
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(Rejoicing)
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Are you ok?
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Im fine
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So what the passage of David
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Im just trying to understand
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The trying IS the thing
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Meditate on it for a few days
and come back to me
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You're always writing things down
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Try writing it down several times
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Something about writing it down
that goes a long way
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Thats what I say too
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Matthew
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I think we've only just begun to know
all you can know
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Thaddeus!
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Little James
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You're up
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(People rejoicing in the background)
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Hows the line?
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Its getting longer
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I'll come back soon and help you.
I wont take my full break
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Wheres Nathaniel?
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Its my turn to replace him
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He'll be staying through.
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Doesn't want to stop his shift
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Philip. Take my place.
See if you can make some headway
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You're scary good
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There have been over 60 people already with
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50 waiting in line currently not...
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Counting lepers and others
who are still in line
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You say over 50 in the line right now?
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Yes
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How long is this going to last?
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Well it depends on each encounter
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... you have
- Never mind I get it
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Matthew
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Yes?
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Did you get some idea from Torah?
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Yes c
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From the Songs of David
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The passage to study before we learn more
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If I ascend to heaven
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You are there
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If I make my bed deep in the depths you are there
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You're bleeding!
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What?
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Is that from the firewood from before?
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Yes
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And then when I push back the men
that was rushing the line,
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I cut it more on his back
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Hand me that rag
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The same man you speak of bumped
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Into me on his way out
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After Jesus healed his wife
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I believe he is one of the men
who arrived here last night
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Almost a 4 hour walk this morning
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And we didn't even have a moment to settle in
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I mean it great what he is doing obviously,
but I wish
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It would have happened tomorrow
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What is happening?
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What are we a part of?
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Is it wrong to say I have no idea?
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No, it makes me feel better
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I think that I haven't had time to think about it
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All this time I had inside, just now I hate it
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Other than that, Thomas and I would
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Get our answers from the rest of you
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The word is already spreading so fast
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Didn't think about that
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Have you thought about the fame from all of this?
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I wouldn't mind being famous
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Im not surprised
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Its not as fun as you might think
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I cannot remember a time I did not think
about the Messiah at least once a week
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My whole life I prayed
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And prayed that he would come during this time
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And I just hoped I would at least get to see him
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But to be close to him like this
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A nobody like me
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Whats not fun about that?
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You call today fun?
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Maybe not fun, but good
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With this fame comes enemies
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You'll be hated too
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Im used to that
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While you are protected
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And your enemies weren't powerful
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Speaking of enemies
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If someone had told you growing up,
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That you would be a student of the Messiah
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You,
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You would be close to him
and you will help him in his mission,
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What would you have thought?
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I would have said, 'Sorry, Im a girl'
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Ask my brother
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Fair enough
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But really, Thomas?
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What would you have thought?
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I would've thought,
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I don't have military training
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Thats still a problem.
- Actually
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Exactly
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When I was a child
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I used to think how amazing it would be to
see Messiah kill all the Romans
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On my street and I wanted to help him
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I trained everyday with a wooden sword
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Yes and I have this scar that proves he
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was pretty good
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I used to imagine that the Romans would
break into our home
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And I would be hiding under the bed with a knife
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And just when they came to get me,
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Mesisiah would rescue me at the last moment
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Didn't think we would be spending
our time healing
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Well, watching him heal
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And they'll never stop
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The people come the more they hear about it
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And we are going to be doing
this the next 5 years
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And we'll never get to the fighting part
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Eager to bring out that wooden sword
of yours are you?
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Do you honestly not know what Im talking about?
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I guess I haven't had any expectations
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Probably why its a little easier for me
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I can remember as a little girl hearing about how someone would save us someday, but
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I don't remember much about it
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Why did you expect a warrior?
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Zechariah
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"For I will gather all the nations against
Jerusalem to battle"
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"And the city will be captured"
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"Then The Lord will go forth and
fight against those nations"
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"As when he fights on a day of battle"
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"On that day,"
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"His feet will stand on the Mount of Olives which"
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"is in front of Jerusalem on the east"
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Yes, yes yes, the Mount of Olives
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"Will be split in 2 from east to west"
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"And half of it will move" and this craziness but we don't even know when this is going to be
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If its even in this lifetime
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It is also what I do not understaand
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Isn't that Messiah supposed to come at a time when
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All is holy?
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Thats at least what you have been telling me
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What is that from?
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Even a prophetic poem
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From Rabbis not so long ago
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"And there shall be no unrighteousness"
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"In them on His day"
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"For they shall all be holy"
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"And their King shall be the Lord Messiah"
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This is the reason the Pharisees
do not think he is the one Mary
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You have to help clean up the Red Quarter first
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(Laughing)
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Don't think he is waiting for us to be holy
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I think He is here because we cant be holy without Him
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Wow
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Thats good
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The Baptizer will want to use that
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Hey James
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They need you to help with crowd control
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The people are bickering and getting physical and
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I cant help much in that department
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Are you serious?
- Yes
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Then I have to use my sword on them
before the Romans
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(Laughs)
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So y
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Lets see
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How are we doing?
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Well, how do I put this
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Are you serious?
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I more soft than I was
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Yes, yes you are
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I thought you said you were good at this
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I thought I was
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I cant get out of this now
- Sorry James
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So what is everyone talking about?
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Not much. Just prophecy, arguing
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Fame, the Messiah healing diseases
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Instead of overthrowing the Romans
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Small topics like that
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Well Im not sorry I missed it
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Im ready for this day to be over
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What about out there?
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Anything happen in your short shift?
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Same as all day
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One thing that is annoying me though is
these people... they are
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Believing in Him and praising Him and
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Don't get me wrong, that's great but
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Its because he is healing them
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The Samaritans
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That's pretty much what he said
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Its all they needed
- I know
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I don't know how many of them would
believe in Him if he wasn't healing them
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So I have to ask
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I think I can guess
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I have 2 questions
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Forgive me but I speak plainly
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What is your malady?
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Forgive me but I dont mean to offend
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Its fine, its
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A form of paralysis
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Its caused problems since birth
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Its almost time for evening meal,
Are you hungry?
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So then why?
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I mean
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Why hasn't he healed you?
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How many he's healed today?
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Doesn't it bother you?
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Fair questions
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Im still trying to figure out
how I feel about all of this
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I mean suppose one big thing is that I haven't asked
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Why not?
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I dont know
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If I had your...
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Struggle
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And I was watching what
was happening today
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I'd demand it
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I don't know if I should
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It just doesn't feel right
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I mean I suppose I've just been grateful
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That he called me to follow him inspite of it but,
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Its never come up. Not even once
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Im just afraid if I mentioned it to him, it will
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He'll change his mind about me
or something
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(Laughs)
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I'm pretty sure he knows your situation
283
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Its not like if you pointed out
he'll be surprised
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Mary
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Shalom,
Good to see you
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We thought you were coming tomorrow
287
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Well some friends were able to come with me
288
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Earlier, so they dropped me off today
289
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And they are seeing some family in the area
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You'll be with us for a little while yes? a
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Till the feast and then we'll see
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Oh Philip
293
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Shalom, what are you doing here?
Im with your son now
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Is John alright?
I haven't spoken to him in a while
295
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John is fine
But he said the time was now, so
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Here I am trying to make myself useful
297
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Mary, this is Matthew.
He wasnt with us at the wedding
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Shalom Matthew
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Welcome
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Oh look
301
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Thats fine clothing
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Thank you
- Well what do you do?
303
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I dont ... I
- He's a new student. Jesus called him
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Lovely. Well Im sure you're someone special
305
00:14:20,168 --> 00:14:24,648
So was today a very long day?
I saw a lot of people
306
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Simon told be to come back here
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Do we know when Jesus will be finished?
308
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We walked here from Phillipi this morning
and he hasn't stopped since then
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He has always been a worker.
He gets that from his father
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Both of them I suppose
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Speaking of work, I see the food
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You look exhausted
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Im here to help
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We' be ready very, very soon
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♪ Music
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Andrew I need a mental break
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Do one of your meaningless question games
318
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They're not meaningless
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They're interesting
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And I've got one I've been thinking about lately
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What would you do, for unlimited money?
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For...
- What would you give up?
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Have all the money you could ever want
for the rest of your life
324
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Meaning, would I do something painful?
- Yes, or crazy
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Would you run to the marketplace
with no clothes on, screaming?
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Of course not
327
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You'd be killed by a soldier
328
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It would be immodest. It'd be a sin
329
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Fine. Something that wasn't a sin
330
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You'd give up your left hand if you're
rich for the rest of your life?
331
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Maybe not a full hand but
332
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Couple of fingers sure n
333
00:16:27,644 --> 00:16:29,460
What about love?
334
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Would you give up ever getting married?
335
00:16:32,897 --> 00:16:36,648
I don't know. Simon?
Is it worth it?
336
00:16:37,235 --> 00:16:38,640
Absolutely, but
337
00:16:39,386 --> 00:16:42,577
You'll never be so lucky to
find someone like Eden, so
338
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Take the money
339
00:16:45,448 --> 00:16:47,493
Ive never had much money in my whole life
340
00:16:47,786 --> 00:16:49,490
And Ive been happy
341
00:16:49,795 --> 00:16:52,773
I don't expect we'll have much money
for as long as we are following him
342
00:16:52,924 --> 00:16:56,453
But you've had some money before, yes?
343
00:16:56,728 --> 00:17:01,573
Are you happier now, or then?
- Ask Matthew
344
00:17:02,871 --> 00:17:05,493
John
- What?
345
00:17:05,813 --> 00:17:07,217
That was a bad question? i
346
00:17:07,644 --> 00:17:10,088
You brought up money.
Matthew's had it, we have not
347
00:17:11,235 --> 00:17:12,746
I feel better now
348
00:17:13,306 --> 00:17:14,933
I dont know if that means happy
349
00:17:15,795 --> 00:17:18,106
Its not polite to talk about personal money
350
00:17:18,100 --> 00:17:19,777
Just a question
351
00:17:23,697 --> 00:17:26,151
I think about it, sometimes
352
00:17:27,928 --> 00:17:29,635
Then I feel guilty
353
00:17:30,577 --> 00:17:31,630
For what?
354
00:17:33,271 --> 00:17:36,142
For thinking about things I shouldn't
355
00:17:37,031 --> 00:17:39,582
For wanting things I shouldn't
care so much about
356
00:17:45,315 --> 00:17:47,431
Sometimes I feel like
357
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Im living someone else's life
358
00:17:54,044 --> 00:17:55,048
Like
359
00:17:58,311 --> 00:18:00,702
I look at myself from the outside
360
00:18:02,915 --> 00:18:05,066
Doesn't always feel like me
361
00:18:07,022 --> 00:18:08,684
Feels like someone's
362
00:18:10,062 --> 00:18:12,853
Trying to live up to the heroes of our history
363
00:18:15,190 --> 00:18:17,377
Like I have to do something great
364
00:18:19,946 --> 00:18:21,706
But I know Im not great
365
00:18:24,010 --> 00:18:27,484
Not even more now, being with him
366
00:18:28,568 --> 00:18:30,257
I understand
367
00:18:31,706 --> 00:18:35,626
I feel like I need to not make any more mistakes
368
00:18:36,782 --> 00:18:38,168
What do you think I've had?
369
00:18:38,853 --> 00:18:41,635
You must feel that everyday, no?
370
00:18:42,231 --> 00:18:43,777
Not any more
371
00:18:44,337 --> 00:18:46,035
He always reassured me
372
00:18:46,186 --> 00:18:49,964
And God always made me feel like
I shouldn't be burdened
373
00:18:51,733 --> 00:18:54,800
So how did you feel when that happened?
374
00:18:55,235 --> 00:18:56,515
When what happened?
375
00:18:56,746 --> 00:18:57,955
His birth
376
00:18:58,968 --> 00:19:01,351
Even before that
377
00:19:01,884 --> 00:19:05,217
How did you know, when did you know,
who he was?
378
00:19:07,164 --> 00:19:08,426
I dont know
379
00:19:09,697 --> 00:19:12,364
We are all tired.
Do you really want to hear all that?
380
00:19:12,515 --> 00:19:13,777
(All together) Yes!!
381
00:19:13,770 --> 00:19:16,417
(All laughs)
382
00:19:19,795 --> 00:19:20,586
Well
383
00:19:23,217 --> 00:19:26,328
Nothing about it was easy.
I can tell you that
384
00:19:27,360 --> 00:19:29,360
It wasnt in my home town
385
00:19:30,151 --> 00:19:31,813
My mother wasn't there
386
00:19:32,311 --> 00:19:33,810
We had no mid wife
387
00:19:34,871 --> 00:19:37,413
I dont know if Im ready to give all the details
388
00:19:37,760 --> 00:19:39,410
Maybe some other time
389
00:19:40,391 --> 00:19:42,951
But I do remember this
390
00:19:43,484 --> 00:19:45,973
When Joseph handed Him to me,
391
00:19:47,555 --> 00:19:50,248
It was like nothing I expected
392
00:19:51,600 --> 00:19:55,484
It was like everything I've heard
about having a baby but
393
00:19:55,875 --> 00:19:58,551
I thought this would be completely different
394
00:19:59,644 --> 00:20:01,244
What do you mean?
395
00:20:01,697 --> 00:20:04,017
I had to clean Him off
396
00:20:04,773 --> 00:20:06,871
He was covered in...
397
00:20:09,431 --> 00:20:13,040
I'll be polite. He needed to be cleaned
398
00:20:16,764 --> 00:20:19,111
And He was cold
399
00:20:19,857 --> 00:20:21,582
But he was crying
400
00:20:23,244 --> 00:20:24,675
And...
401
00:20:26,044 --> 00:20:27,706
He needed my help
402
00:20:28,871 --> 00:20:30,026
My help
403
00:20:30,960 --> 00:20:32,960
A teenager from Nazareth
404
00:20:37,946 --> 00:20:41,253
It actually made me think for one moment
405
00:20:42,080 --> 00:20:44,657
Is this really Son of God?
406
00:20:47,395 --> 00:20:50,995
And Joseph later told me
he briefly though the same thing
407
00:20:54,880 --> 00:20:56,782
But we know He was
408
00:21:00,533 --> 00:21:02,524
I dont know what I expected
409
00:21:05,671 --> 00:21:08,026
But he was crying and he needed me
410
00:21:10,346 --> 00:21:12,817
And I wondered how long that would last
411
00:21:18,462 --> 00:21:20,044
He doesn't need me anymore
412
00:21:20,124 --> 00:21:23,253
Not since we've taught him how to walk and eat
413
00:21:25,377 --> 00:21:28,000
Hasn't needed me for a long time, I suppose
414
00:21:31,022 --> 00:21:32,942
And after Joseph passed
415
00:21:33,226 --> 00:21:34,940
May he rest in peace
416
00:21:35,813 --> 00:21:37,777
He grew up even quicker
417
00:21:39,137 --> 00:21:41,706
And I wish I could say that made me happy
418
00:21:41,982 --> 00:21:45,884
Of course as a Jew Im excited to see
everything He does for our people
419
00:21:45,880 --> 00:21:47,751
And Im proud of Him
420
00:21:50,844 --> 00:21:52,746
But
421
00:21:53,902 --> 00:21:55,546
As a mom
422
00:21:58,746 --> 00:22:01,351
It makes me a little sad sometimes
423
00:22:07,724 --> 00:22:09,920
So its good to be with all of you for a bit
424
00:22:10,293 --> 00:22:11,920
I can find ways to help
425
00:22:13,075 --> 00:22:14,213
We will take it
426
00:22:20,044 --> 00:22:21,866
Simon, when you were just with Him,
427
00:22:22,204 --> 00:22:24,960
Did it seem it would go for very long?.
428
00:22:25,191 --> 00:22:26,960
Its tough to tell
429
00:22:27,271 --> 00:22:29,333
Line was dying down but
430
00:22:30,604 --> 00:22:33,013
He won't send anyone away anyway, so
431
00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:36,142
We'll see n
432
00:22:39,306 --> 00:22:40,311
I'll go check on them
433
00:22:47,608 --> 00:22:50,568
May I take your plate?
- Yes. Thank you
434
00:23:01,928 --> 00:23:03,644
I didnt know he lost his father
435
00:23:06,462 --> 00:23:08,595
I lost mine several years ago
436
00:23:09,893 --> 00:23:11,653
I have to ask Him about that
437
00:23:16,168 --> 00:23:17,502
Has anyone else lost a parent?
438
00:23:20,177 --> 00:23:20,977
Hmm
439
00:23:23,217 --> 00:23:24,151
Im sorry
440
00:23:26,168 --> 00:23:27,040
Was it recent?
441
00:23:27,591 --> 00:23:30,595
No, no. It was when I was a little girl
442
00:23:31,546 --> 00:23:32,590
Its painful
443
00:23:33,475 --> 00:23:34,871
Sorry
444
00:23:35,431 --> 00:23:37,920
Thank you. It was
445
00:23:39,813 --> 00:23:42,880
I didn't fully understand it right away, but
446
00:23:44,035 --> 00:23:47,768
Eventually it made me, really angry
447
00:23:49,644 --> 00:23:50,844
And
448
00:23:52,408 --> 00:23:54,302
I left when I was young
449
00:23:55,377 --> 00:23:57,351
Left home?
- Left everything
450
00:23:59,244 --> 00:24:00,382
Everything
451
00:24:02,026 --> 00:24:03,582
I...
452
00:24:04,906 --> 00:24:07,457
I tried to stop acting like a Jew
453
00:24:09,102 --> 00:24:11,377
I tried to stop being myself
454
00:24:13,751 --> 00:24:16,782
And then later, I was d
455
00:24:16,995 --> 00:24:22,515
Some of the people from our town including
some of you knew about
456
00:24:23,768 --> 00:24:25,991
Worse things happened
457
00:24:28,444 --> 00:24:30,791
Most of it is a blur
458
00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:35,662
But I forgot so much of everything
I learned as a little girl
459
00:24:37,884 --> 00:24:39,697
But now you can catch up
460
00:24:43,617 --> 00:24:44,151
Yes
461
00:24:46,151 --> 00:24:47,324
I hope
462
00:24:48,942 --> 00:24:50,346
With Matthew and Ramah
463
00:24:52,115 --> 00:24:56,524
You all are so far ahead
and you're so good at all of this
464
00:24:57,608 --> 00:25:00,320
We are not as good as you think
465
00:25:00,666 --> 00:25:01,840
Yeah most of us
466
00:25:02,480 --> 00:25:05,288
But you're the one with your nose in the writings.
Still are
467
00:25:05,484 --> 00:25:07,457
A little. Not as...
468
00:25:08,008 --> 00:25:09,280
Good as others
469
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:13,271
Oh cmon. You can recite half
of Torah if you had to
470
00:25:14,142 --> 00:25:16,426
May be...
- Maybe
471
00:25:16,648 --> 00:25:18,240
Still going
472
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:22,933
I couldn't do any more but they said they got it
473
00:25:26,160 --> 00:25:28,488
I really want to be a good student
474
00:25:28,480 --> 00:25:31,306
I don't think any of went to beth midrash or
475
00:25:31,671 --> 00:25:33,493
Did much study after school
476
00:25:34,350 --> 00:25:36,213
Whats so surprising about all this?
477
00:25:37,004 --> 00:25:38,020
Thomas, did you?
478
00:25:38,915 --> 00:25:42,337
No, I was in the family business
the day after I graduated
479
00:25:43,528 --> 00:25:47,688
13 years old, and I was preparing
and serving food at weddings
480
00:25:47,893 --> 00:25:50,506
I was not a student at all. Believe me
481
00:25:50,684 --> 00:25:53,537
Hey I wasnt even good at praying until recently
482
00:25:54,008 --> 00:25:55,297
I would get bored with it
483
00:25:55,422 --> 00:25:57,760
You know the same thing over and over
484
00:25:58,453 --> 00:26:00,542
I learned to love it as I got older
485
00:26:01,368 --> 00:26:04,435
I wasn't great at any of it when I was a student
- I wasn't either
486
00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:06,186
I didn't like all the rules
487
00:26:06,560 --> 00:26:08,180
I never struggled with it i
488
00:26:08,773 --> 00:26:11,564
I do what Im told
- Yes Im the same
489
00:26:12,168 --> 00:26:14,080
Ive always been a rule follower
490
00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:16,524
I always loved the history
491
00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:19,742
The stories, I always loved the rules too
492
00:26:23,768 --> 00:26:24,702
Simon
493
00:26:27,511 --> 00:26:28,720
I had my moments
494
00:26:29,253 --> 00:26:32,391
(Chuckling)
495
00:26:33,111 --> 00:26:36,497
One time when my parents were asleep
496
00:26:37,084 --> 00:26:38,817
I had meat with cheese
497
00:26:39,235 --> 00:26:40,810
Just to see what I was missing
498
00:26:42,142 --> 00:26:43,573
Have you ever done that?
- No
499
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:46,755
I'd feel too guilty.
- You feel guilty about everything
500
00:26:47,013 --> 00:26:50,222
Right after you were born, you said sorry
to eema for causing her pain
501
00:26:51,333 --> 00:26:52,220
Forget the guilt
502
00:26:52,613 --> 00:26:53,902
I was sick for days
503
00:26:54,231 --> 00:26:56,506
I haven't violated a single food rule since
504
00:26:56,506 --> 00:26:58,500
I tried pork once
505
00:26:58,500 --> 00:26:58,995
How
506
00:26:58,990 --> 00:27:02,604
Well we were traveling and we
were in a gentile market place
507
00:27:02,817 --> 00:27:04,391
And I just grabbed a piece
508
00:27:04,897 --> 00:27:06,290
Really
509
00:27:06,290 --> 00:27:08,290
It was marvelous
510
00:27:09,724 --> 00:27:13,528
One time on the boat we were approaching a Shabbat sunset
511
00:27:14,008 --> 00:27:16,435
Abba and John had finished their tasks
512
00:27:16,586 --> 00:27:20,364
And I still had to put my fish in the barrels
because I had so many
513
00:27:20,364 --> 00:27:22,360
No. Its because you were going too slow
514
00:27:22,360 --> 00:27:25,982
Because you're too careful
- No it was because I had so many
515
00:27:27,697 --> 00:27:29,800
So you have to put them away obviously
516
00:27:29,920 --> 00:27:30,942
Before the sun sets
517
00:27:30,940 --> 00:27:34,124
Or they'll rot the next day, and you cant
clean them during Sabbath, so
518
00:27:34,488 --> 00:27:36,120
I start yelling to the others
519
00:27:36,120 --> 00:27:38,120
"Hey, cmon help me"
520
00:27:38,568 --> 00:27:42,124
No, and they just laughed at me and walked home
521
00:27:42,426 --> 00:27:47,840
I had to work so hard and so fast, I ended up
spilling some of the fish back in the water
522
00:27:48,613 --> 00:27:51,164
But I finished just in time
523
00:27:52,106 --> 00:27:55,902
And I was breathing so hard, I vomited on the shore
524
00:27:56,062 --> 00:27:59,493
It took me 2 whole days to clean it up
525
00:28:00,328 --> 00:28:01,490
Oh.. uh, sorry
526
00:28:03,688 --> 00:28:05,448
Ive grown to love being Jewish
527
00:28:05,857 --> 00:28:08,737
And Ive grown to love following the law but
528
00:28:09,315 --> 00:28:10,524
It can be exhausting
529
00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:13,057
Following the law or being Jewish
- Both
530
00:28:13,742 --> 00:28:15,050
It always has been
531
00:28:15,848 --> 00:28:17,680
Even before the occupation
532
00:28:18,311 --> 00:28:20,773
Yes, but aren't we used to it by now?
533
00:28:21,448 --> 00:28:22,770
Hasn't it made us stronger?
534
00:28:24,906 --> 00:28:26,657
I don't get it if Im honest
535
00:28:29,128 --> 00:28:31,591
I don't know why God has allowed the occupation
536
00:28:34,151 --> 00:28:36,302
I'd love to ask him more about that
537
00:28:37,413 --> 00:28:39,697
Why this has been allowed for so long
538
00:28:44,035 --> 00:28:46,026
Hard to feel like the chosen people
539
00:28:47,057 --> 00:28:48,020
Ive been there
540
00:28:49,280 --> 00:28:51,422
But its all worth it now, yes? d
541
00:28:52,977 --> 00:28:54,471
The wait is over
542
00:29:07,875 --> 00:29:09,066
What about you?
543
00:29:11,555 --> 00:29:12,568
What do you mean?
544
00:29:13,466 --> 00:29:16,942
Has it been difficult for you all this time?
545
00:29:17,288 --> 00:29:20,435
The occupation, following Jewish law,
546
00:29:21,724 --> 00:29:23,422
My life has not been easy
547
00:29:24,142 --> 00:29:25,420
Oh it hasn't?
548
00:29:25,706 --> 00:29:27,893
What was more painful for you?
549
00:29:28,613 --> 00:29:31,777
Escaping Roman persecution by working for them or
550
00:29:31,928 --> 00:29:34,080
Or escaping all the guilt with all your money?
551
00:29:34,497 --> 00:29:38,613
And now you are catching up on Torah
and wanting to follow the law
552
00:29:38,755 --> 00:29:40,610
Why now, all of a sudden?
553
00:29:40,791 --> 00:29:42,444
Why not all the other times when you had the chance?
554
00:29:42,551 --> 00:29:44,440
Simon.
- No no John, I want to know
555
00:29:45,288 --> 00:29:49,253
Mary had horrible trauma.
She didn't choose all that happened to her
556
00:29:49,795 --> 00:29:51,250
Whats your excuse?
557
00:29:52,693 --> 00:29:54,133
What do you want me to say?
558
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:56,595
I don't know what you want from me
559
00:29:56,817 --> 00:29:58,130
One, apology
560
00:29:58,320 --> 00:29:58,817
What?
561
00:30:01,075 --> 00:30:02,417
Simon's not wrong
562
00:30:03,057 --> 00:30:04,410
He could be more
563
00:30:04,888 --> 00:30:06,410
Delicate about it but
564
00:30:07,635 --> 00:30:09,368
You did choose to work for them
565
00:30:10,760 --> 00:30:13,564
And you made my life even harder
than it already was
566
00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:15,760
And you have to apologize
567
00:30:18,220 --> 00:30:20,426
No dont say it. I dont want you to apologize
568
00:30:20,426 --> 00:30:21,170
It doesn't matter
569
00:30:21,170 --> 00:30:23,848
What would him saying sorry do?
I wont forgive it any way
570
00:30:23,875 --> 00:30:25,840
What keeps putting you in authority?
571
00:30:26,364 --> 00:30:28,248
Who are you to forgive or not to forgive?
572
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:30,160
What you are on his side now?
- No of course not
573
00:30:30,160 --> 00:30:31,751
But you've got your own problems too
574
00:30:31,973 --> 00:30:34,764
What about apologizing for what
you almost did to us
575
00:30:34,850 --> 00:30:36,977
With the Romans?
- I didn't go through with it
576
00:30:37,137 --> 00:30:39,351
I was trying to save my families life and
577
00:30:39,386 --> 00:30:42,293
I love you John, but that's not something
you have to worry about
578
00:30:42,290 --> 00:30:44,755
When Zeb and Salome are looking out for you
579
00:30:45,635 --> 00:30:47,466
But you put me in a desperate position e
580
00:30:47,460 --> 00:30:50,097
Where I did things I would never
have done otherwise
581
00:30:50,320 --> 00:30:53,066
And I have repented for them and
John and James, I am sorry
582
00:30:53,060 --> 00:30:54,604
But I didnt go though with it
583
00:30:56,195 --> 00:30:57,706
What is your excuse?
584
00:30:59,022 --> 00:31:00,684
I was a successful businessman and yet
585
00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:02,817
I was always behind
- He wasn't your tax collector
586
00:31:02,862 --> 00:31:04,595
Quit defending him, I want an answer
587
00:31:04,622 --> 00:31:06,590
Hey, you're new
588
00:31:08,906 --> 00:31:11,795
Do you even know what its like to be Jewish?
589
00:31:12,382 --> 00:31:17,351
To suffer for centuries and centuries because
of it, but to still commit to it?
590
00:31:18,035 --> 00:31:21,288
To protect our heritage even though
it never stops being painful
591
00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:23,155
Because the one comfort we have,
592
00:31:23,480 --> 00:31:25,386
Is to know we are doing it together
593
00:31:25,555 --> 00:31:27,982
That we are all suffering together
594
00:31:27,980 --> 00:31:30,604
But if we just wait a little longer,
595
00:31:30,915 --> 00:31:36,044
If hold tight just a little more, we'll have rescue
because we're chosen - All of us!
596
00:31:36,853 --> 00:31:39,688
And you betrayed that, and you spit on it
597
00:31:40,088 --> 00:31:43,111
I cant forgive it... I'll never forgive it
- Alright!
598
00:31:44,195 --> 00:31:45,920
You said what you needed to say
599
00:31:47,155 --> 00:31:50,017
Sit down Simon.
- You sit down first!
600
00:31:50,577 --> 00:31:58,542
(Footsteps)
601
00:32:00,106 --> 00:32:11,610
(Heavy breathing)
602
00:32:14,026 --> 00:32:14,702
Good night
603
00:32:37,911 --> 00:32:38,782
Uhhh...
604
00:32:52,391 --> 00:32:53,075
Eema!
605
00:32:55,057 --> 00:32:56,231
Thank you
606
00:33:25,010 --> 00:33:34,168
♪Music
607
00:33:44,480 --> 00:33:46,160
You got blood on your hands
608
00:33:51,555 --> 00:33:52,391
One more
609
00:33:52,942 --> 00:33:53,724
There you go
610
00:34:00,595 --> 00:34:02,675
What would I do without you eema?
611
00:34:03,960 --> 00:34:04,906
Get some sleep
612
00:34:05,084 --> 00:34:05,857
Ok
613
00:34:06,755 --> 00:34:07,850
Im so tired
614
00:34:18,260 --> 00:34:23,786
Blessed are you O Lord or God. King of the Universe
615
00:34:23,857 --> 00:34:29,875
Who brings sleeps to my eyes
and slumber to my eyelids
616
00:34:30,186 --> 00:34:35,777
Make me Holy, Lord my God.
God of my ancestors
617
00:34:36,737 --> 00:34:38,675
...That I lie down in peace
618
00:34:39,377 --> 00:34:40,670
And that I arise
619
00:34:40,670 --> 00:34:42,670
In peace
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