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Eric?
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Veronica?
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That's so sweet.
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Thanks, babe.
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Please follow me.
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So how was your journey?
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Pleasant, thanks.
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Was parking okay?
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I took the train.
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Do you have a car?
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An electric.
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I'm learning to drive myself.
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Late, I know.
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I try to take lessons on my day off
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but it's hard when you're taking
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a business management course as well.
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You're studying business?
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Part-time and I do it online but
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I'll have a degree at the end of it.
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This is us.
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Do you have something for me?
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Thank you for your... donation.
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What's that?
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What?
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A donation.
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Well, if you paid me for a service,
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that would make me a pro.
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You're just tipping me for my time.
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Shower's upstairs.
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Feel free to get cleaned
up before you leave.
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I'm sorry, I can't...
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Too soon?
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Are you nervous?
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A little.
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I like men who are shy.
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It's cute.
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Is this your first time?
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For what?
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Why don't you get comfortable
while I go freshen up a bit,
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and when I return we can
discuss how to settle you in?
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Sounds good.
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I'll be right back.
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I thought I'd slip into
something more comfy.
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Brandy or a prosecco?
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The merlot's run dry.
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Neither, I'll stick with
an orange juice, thanks.
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Let's make it for two then.
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Are you feeling more relaxed?
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The music's not too loud I hope.
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Considerably, and no.
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Good.
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I need you feeling limber
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if we're to live out your dreams,
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of which I'm sure you have many.
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Please, allow me.
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What a gentleman!
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You must be a stud with all the ladies.
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Care for a cookie?
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What kind do you have?
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Oatmeal or spritzgebäck?
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Are any gluten free?
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Come on, I'm not that niche.
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Neither am I, I just don't wanna fart
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in the middle of our session!
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I'll take oatmeal.
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Thanks.
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Let's get some ground
rules out of the way first.
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An experience with me
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will make full use of
our senses as we lose
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all knowledge of time
and reason to explore
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each other's bodies, and
extract intense pleasure
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from one another to
reach emotional heights.
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Now I'm no clock watcher
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but I do need to keep track of time
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which is why I've brought
my little friend here.
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You've paid for 60 minutes
so that's what I've set
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and when the hour is up
let's look back fondly
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at our time together and
not abuse its length.
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Agreed?
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Sounds fair.
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So how do you wanna start?
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With a promise that by
the end of our session
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neither of us are going to have sex.
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That's fine, I have clients
who are inclined like that.
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I can play with myself
while you watch or...
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I mean nothing R-rate.
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No oral, no finger-bang, handjob, blowjob,
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just quality conversation
between two people
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as one tries to convince
the other of a truth.
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What truth is that?
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That you're underselling yourself
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and I don't just mean price.
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You're too beautiful to
be in this line of work
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and I don't just mean looks.
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I fulfill men's fantasies
at a discounted cost,
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who loses out?
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Everyone.
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If you're not paying me for sex
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what do you want me for?
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There are 58 minutes and 56 seconds
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left on that clock.
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That means that's the time I have
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to convince you to quit your day job
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and pursue a new line of work.
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You're wasting your money.
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- And buying an opportunity.
- Why?
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The phrase 'Love at first sight'
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is a saying with romantic connotations
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which I've never fully understood,
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a line signifying our basic desires
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through attaching a romanticized
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notion to the idea that good looks
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are more important than any other trait,
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and that one's charm, wit,
or personality come second
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to wrinkle-free skin and a good selfie.
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You're making no sense at the moment,
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and did you really write
'selfie' in your speech?
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Bear with me, it's a work in progress.
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My understanding of the phrase
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changed a few weeks ago
when I was scouring the web
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and came across your profile.
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You were looking like
you are right now, calm,
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rosy, with just enough make-up on
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to accentuate your features.
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You have amazing eyes by the way.
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Thanks.
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But what drew me to your photo
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was the trait that won't lie, your smile.
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It was honest, pure, beautiful
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and that's when I realized
the meaning of the term
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which wasn't to romanticize
lust like I originally imagined
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but the ability to see beyond
the lens and appreciate
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the beauty others fail to address.
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So you see my beauty.
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You and every other guy.
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But with one major twist.
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There are three key attributes that define
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a man's attractiveness to a woman,
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money, status, power.
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Sure a guy can have good looks,
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strong abs, and nice hygiene
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but they don't hold nearly as much weight,
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otherwise Ryan Gosling would
be swimming in more tail
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than Bernie Sanders.
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You're saying Bernie Sanders has sex?
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The guy gets laid more
time than porn stars.
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So when a guy uses a
combination of all three,
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he does it in accordance
through a set of principles
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designed to lower her inhibitions
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and get her body into bed.
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Or wherever they decide
to have intercourse.
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Today I find myself in
the unusual position of
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not needing to jump through
hoops having already paid
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for the service to have sex with you.
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Correction, you paid for my time.
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The sex is inconsequential.
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Fair point.
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But when I tell you I'm
not looking to connect
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for a quick screw, you
know I'm telling the truth.
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Have you ever seen The Wizard of Oz?
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In black-and-white and color,
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what self-respecting a girl hasn't?
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I love that film.
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To me the movie was ahead of its time
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not least because of its frank depiction
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of homosexual life.
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Judy Garland was the lesbian.
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So was Dorothy Gale.
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The character was 12!
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Played by a seventeen year old,
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and if you've read the books you'll know
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she marries Princess Ozma at the end.
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Now with that info in mind
you start to re-evaluate
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the story in a completely different light.
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Dorothy was a teenager coming of age.
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She just found out she liked girls.
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The cowardly lion was
her fear of coming out,
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the brain-dead scarecrow
was her fear of being gay,
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and then the heartless
Tin-Man was her front
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for society to show that she didn't care.
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What about the Wicked Witch?
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The bad witch was condemnation,
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the good witch affirmation.
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Wait, are you calling me a dyke?
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No, I'm saying there's
a lack of disparities
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between faking being
straight and being an escort.
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It reminds me of the Tin Man
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because what's the use of
a body without a heart?
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If life is like The Wizard of Oz,
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let me be the wizard.
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I mean I talk bullshit most of the time
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and I stand behind a curtain,
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but I'll do everything in my power
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to grant you your wish.
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That sounds like a pick-up line.
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There's 55 minutes left on this clock
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and I'll be using every
one of those seconds
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not in pursuit of your
body but to win your heart,
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because that's worth fighting for.
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If you say you're in love with me,
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I can give you the girlfriend experience...
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The girlfriend experience
is designed to deluding fools
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into thinking there's
meaning where there's none.
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I want the real thing.
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No offense but you base your
opinion of me off a photo.
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Everything I am is a fantasy.
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I'd like to say as intuition.
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You paid for the hour so I'm
not gonna stop you wasting it
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but if you really want to win me over,
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you might want to start
somewhere besides discussing
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the homosexual undertones
of a children's book.
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What's your favorite color,
what movies do you like,
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where do you like to eat?
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I jumped the gun.
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You did, so what's your next play?
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This isn't a game.
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Everything's a game
when gender's involved,
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you just need to pick the right sport.
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What sport would you pick?
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Fantasy football.
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Or any sport that doesn't
require actual skill to win.
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I don't think fantasy
football counts as a sport...
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It's not.
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You're digressing.
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Would you mind if I changed
out of these clothes?
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It feels weird having this conversation
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when I'm dressed like a whore.
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Sure.
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Thanks.
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Have you ever considered the possibility
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I might like what I do?
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Why would you?
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Why wouldn't I?
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90% of people don't like their jobs,
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I'm just playing the odds.
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90% of people
don't cum for a living.
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When what you love becomes a job
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it can no longer be what you love.
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My father taught me that.
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Your father makes no sense.
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My father makes perfect sense.
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It sounds like a palindrome.
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Besides your dad and my dad
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sound like they wouldn't get along.
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How come?
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He believes
if you love what you do
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then it's never a chore
and if it's never a chore,
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you're always having fun.
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I don't think when he said it,
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he had escorting in mind.
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You have the
Richard Gere syndrome.
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What's that?
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A First Knight complex.
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The knight in shining armor
saves the damsel in distress.
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I'm a little lost.
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Whether Richard
Gere is playing a client
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in Pretty Woman or an
escort in American Gigolo,
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you'll still side with
him no matter what he does
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because he's just so
damn likeable doing it.
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The same couldn't be said
if he was played by a woman.
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You can't scream sexism
when he displays chivalry!
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Why not?
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It's misogyny at its finest!
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Why is it that if a
man cheats on his wife,
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screws his colleagues, and
generally acts like an asshole
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to others people desire him more,
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00:13:44,930 --> 00:13:46,668
whereas if a woman wants to be an escort,
269
00:13:46,670 --> 00:13:49,348
society condemns her for
the sole crime of liking
270
00:13:49,350 --> 00:13:50,628
to suck dick?
271
00:13:50,630 --> 00:13:54,130
You don't hear Don Draper
being scorned for his morals.
272
00:13:54,132 --> 00:13:55,358
I don't believe that.
273
00:13:55,360 --> 00:13:57,527
You don't
agree with society's views?
274
00:13:57,529 --> 00:13:58,979
That you like to suck dick.
275
00:13:59,890 --> 00:14:01,456
I'd be a pretty poor escort
276
00:14:01,458 --> 00:14:04,176
if I didn't enjoy giving blowjobs,
277
00:14:04,178 --> 00:14:06,998
what makes you think I
don't enjoy giving head?
278
00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:08,025
Easy.
279
00:14:08,027 --> 00:14:09,253
Your profile.
280
00:14:09,255 --> 00:14:10,772
I ticked
the box for fellatio.
281
00:14:10,774 --> 00:14:11,635
It doesn't matter.
282
00:14:11,637 --> 00:14:13,058
It's not your list of
do's that convinces me
283
00:14:13,060 --> 00:14:14,563
but how you describe yourself.
284
00:14:15,700 --> 00:14:17,278
Care to explain?
285
00:14:17,280 --> 00:14:18,738
Sure.
286
00:14:18,740 --> 00:14:21,768
Do you remember what you
wrote to describe yourself?
287
00:14:21,770 --> 00:14:24,188
You were flirtatious and erotic,
288
00:14:24,190 --> 00:14:26,900
using words typically found
to describe a fine wine
289
00:14:27,760 --> 00:14:29,988
with a touch of class
and a shroud of mystery
290
00:14:29,990 --> 00:14:32,640
designed to attract people
into wanting to know more.
291
00:14:34,246 --> 00:14:35,628
But then it came to your physical traits
292
00:14:35,630 --> 00:14:38,328
and class became crass as you described
293
00:14:38,330 --> 00:14:40,023
yourself in ways no-one should.
294
00:14:41,070 --> 00:14:41,913
Such as?
295
00:14:42,761 --> 00:14:44,711
Of your complexion you said you had...
296
00:14:47,030 --> 00:14:48,568
A fuckable face.
297
00:14:48,570 --> 00:14:51,068
And dick-sucking lips, and
I don't care if you need sex
298
00:14:51,070 --> 00:14:52,058
like fucking oxygen,
299
00:14:52,060 --> 00:14:54,110
no-one should demean themselves that way.
300
00:14:55,630 --> 00:14:58,148
Which is why I came to the
conclusion that a lot of alcohol
301
00:14:58,150 --> 00:15:00,950
and a touch of self-hate went
into writing that profile.
302
00:15:03,170 --> 00:15:04,113
What can I say?
303
00:15:05,620 --> 00:15:08,098
I advertise myself like an eBay listing.
304
00:15:08,100 --> 00:15:10,128
And if a guy's seeking an escort,
305
00:15:10,130 --> 00:15:11,888
he's not looking for class.
306
00:15:11,890 --> 00:15:13,708
- Companionship.
- Bullshit!
307
00:15:13,710 --> 00:15:15,188
That's what Rent-A-Friend is for!
308
00:15:15,190 --> 00:15:17,038
Guys don't wanna talk, they wanna bang,
309
00:15:17,040 --> 00:15:18,848
and they wanna do it the
way they see it in porn.
310
00:15:18,850 --> 00:15:21,828
You think they care about
someone's beauty or intellect?
311
00:15:21,830 --> 00:15:22,818
Bullshit!
312
00:15:22,820 --> 00:15:25,818
Asia Carrera was in Mensa,
Tera Patrick studied biology,
313
00:15:25,820 --> 00:15:27,378
who gives a shit?
314
00:15:27,380 --> 00:15:29,468
Guys just want someplace
to stick their dick into
315
00:15:29,470 --> 00:15:31,518
because Pornhub and
Brazzers desensitized them
316
00:15:31,520 --> 00:15:33,368
to what's normal and the flick of a wrist
317
00:15:33,370 --> 00:15:35,138
won't do it anymore.
318
00:15:35,140 --> 00:15:37,508
The easier we've made sex available to us
319
00:15:37,510 --> 00:15:38,928
the harder we've made it for us to enjoy.
320
00:15:38,930 --> 00:15:40,943
Now let's cut the subject and move on.
321
00:15:43,450 --> 00:15:45,638
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to...
322
00:15:45,640 --> 00:15:47,088
Yes you did!
323
00:15:47,090 --> 00:15:49,358
And criticizing someone
for their choice of work
324
00:15:49,360 --> 00:15:50,698
isn't gonna help them quit.
325
00:15:50,700 --> 00:15:52,668
If you don't like what you
do then why do you do it?
326
00:15:52,670 --> 00:15:56,618
The same reason as
your 90%, to get paid.
327
00:15:56,620 --> 00:15:57,451
Become a waitress.
328
00:15:57,453 --> 00:15:59,298
And earn an income at
minimum wage while your company
329
00:15:59,300 --> 00:16:00,683
takes most of my tips?
330
00:16:01,560 --> 00:16:02,603
No thanks!
331
00:16:02,605 --> 00:16:03,436
There must be another way.
332
00:16:03,438 --> 00:16:05,723
There will be, once I
get my business degree.
333
00:16:07,550 --> 00:16:10,308
You keep treating me as
if I'm some kind of victim
334
00:16:10,310 --> 00:16:11,298
and I'm not.
335
00:16:11,300 --> 00:16:14,078
The real victims are the thousands
of people earning minimum
336
00:16:14,080 --> 00:16:16,328
wage who can't afford
to put food on the table
337
00:16:16,330 --> 00:16:18,328
because they've paid it all in rent.
338
00:16:18,330 --> 00:16:19,488
The landlords get richer,
339
00:16:19,490 --> 00:16:20,768
the tenants go to food banks,
340
00:16:20,770 --> 00:16:22,448
and the government won't lift a finger
341
00:16:22,450 --> 00:16:24,663
because unemployment figures are low.
342
00:16:25,810 --> 00:16:28,770
You guys just lie there
while you take it up the ass.
343
00:16:29,736 --> 00:16:30,778
If somebody wants to fuck me in the ass
344
00:16:30,780 --> 00:16:32,333
at least I charge extra.
345
00:16:36,487 --> 00:16:37,318
I'm sorry,
346
00:16:37,320 --> 00:16:38,468
- I didn't expect to...
- No!
347
00:16:38,470 --> 00:16:39,678
You don't get to do that!
348
00:16:39,680 --> 00:16:42,908
You don't get to waltz in
here and condescend my work
349
00:16:42,910 --> 00:16:45,283
and then apologize for being a prick!
350
00:16:46,270 --> 00:16:49,217
You based your opinion
of me off of a photo?!
351
00:16:51,020 --> 00:16:52,563
Let me tell you what I see.
352
00:16:54,220 --> 00:16:56,218
Your collar's sweet scented with a strand
353
00:16:56,220 --> 00:16:57,598
of graying brown hair.
354
00:16:57,600 --> 00:16:59,708
It's too long to be yours
and it certainly isn't mine
355
00:16:59,710 --> 00:17:01,938
so it must belong to someone else.
356
00:17:01,940 --> 00:17:04,438
Noting your proclivities
don't include cougar prowling
357
00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:06,408
I'm betting it's your mum's.
358
00:17:06,410 --> 00:17:08,528
Round your feet, cat fur from
when one nuzzled your leg,
359
00:17:08,530 --> 00:17:10,618
likely a pet because
it's also on your suit.
360
00:17:10,620 --> 00:17:12,468
Cymric or Chausie?
361
00:17:12,470 --> 00:17:13,301
Snowshoe.
362
00:17:13,303 --> 00:17:15,018
An American cat, huh.
363
00:17:15,020 --> 00:17:17,868
Your jacket, cashmere
implies you come from wealth,
364
00:17:17,870 --> 00:17:19,398
the silk lining suggests
you have a lot of it.
365
00:17:19,400 --> 00:17:21,528
Do you want me to continue?
366
00:17:21,530 --> 00:17:22,361
Veronica, I...
367
00:17:22,363 --> 00:17:23,505
Veronica's not my name, it's Kimberly!
368
00:17:23,507 --> 00:17:25,289
Kimberly, I'm sorry.
369
00:17:25,291 --> 00:17:27,038
- I shouldn't have...
- No, you shouldn't.
370
00:17:27,040 --> 00:17:29,238
You're polite with your words
but not with your actions
371
00:17:29,240 --> 00:17:32,458
having failed to rise both
times I entered the room,
372
00:17:32,460 --> 00:17:35,018
and though you claim to
be here to win my heart
373
00:17:35,020 --> 00:17:37,638
the fact you're pressed against
the other end of the sofa
374
00:17:37,640 --> 00:17:40,138
suggests you're afraid
and couldn't be further
375
00:17:40,140 --> 00:17:40,971
from the truth.
376
00:17:40,973 --> 00:17:43,208
Which makes me think you're a virgin.
377
00:17:43,210 --> 00:17:45,398
A virgin who browses escort's websites
378
00:17:45,400 --> 00:17:46,778
instead of searching for love on Tinder
379
00:17:46,780 --> 00:17:48,578
says you're either
eager to pop your cherry
380
00:17:48,580 --> 00:17:49,788
or you're the biggest creep of all,
381
00:17:49,790 --> 00:17:52,238
because you know what you're
doing is morally wrong,
382
00:17:52,240 --> 00:17:54,178
but as long as you
pretend you're saving me,
383
00:17:54,180 --> 00:17:55,998
you don't have to give a damn.
384
00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:59,805
Am I right about any of this
you sanctimonious prick?
385
00:17:59,807 --> 00:18:00,638
Bang on.
386
00:18:00,640 --> 00:18:01,473
Of course I am.
387
00:18:02,840 --> 00:18:04,203
I know your secrets.
388
00:18:05,970 --> 00:18:09,158
Every fantasy you've kept from your wife,
389
00:18:09,160 --> 00:18:11,868
every lie you've told your child,
390
00:18:11,870 --> 00:18:13,608
I know where you've been
and where you'll go,
391
00:18:13,610 --> 00:18:15,588
how to build you up or break you down.
392
00:18:15,590 --> 00:18:17,898
I know this because I am an escort.
393
00:18:17,900 --> 00:18:20,710
Now do you have any other questions of me
394
00:18:22,070 --> 00:18:23,770
or shall we agree to call it time?
395
00:18:40,720 --> 00:18:41,988
That's why we stayed apart.
396
00:18:41,990 --> 00:18:43,608
My last client had a cream fetish.
397
00:18:43,610 --> 00:18:44,618
It's something...
398
00:18:44,620 --> 00:18:46,898
I don't care whether it's cream or cum,
399
00:18:46,900 --> 00:18:49,298
you shouldn't have to
degrade yourself in that way.
400
00:18:49,300 --> 00:18:50,543
You're better than this.
401
00:18:54,740 --> 00:18:56,128
You left your coat.
402
00:18:56,130 --> 00:18:57,530
I'm going to the bathroom.
403
00:19:48,404 --> 00:19:50,242
Can I come in?
404
00:19:50,244 --> 00:19:51,394
I'll be out in a sec!
405
00:19:52,470 --> 00:19:54,463
I'm sorry about what I said.
406
00:19:55,815 --> 00:19:57,648
No, you were right to get angry.
407
00:19:57,650 --> 00:19:59,138
Still, I shouldn't have
408
00:19:59,140 --> 00:20:00,390
confronted you like that.
409
00:20:01,684 --> 00:20:03,190
I insulted you in your home.
410
00:20:03,192 --> 00:20:05,418
You have every right to feel offended.
411
00:20:05,420 --> 00:20:07,068
Why are you being
so nice about all of this?
412
00:20:07,070 --> 00:20:08,743
And why pick me?
413
00:20:10,010 --> 00:20:10,863
You know why.
414
00:20:12,413 --> 00:20:15,073
And it's my job to convince
you to ignore the why not.
415
00:20:16,298 --> 00:20:18,148
As for picking you over someone else,
416
00:20:20,020 --> 00:20:21,920
let's just call it serendipitous fate.
417
00:20:25,540 --> 00:20:26,678
This isn't the type of conversation
418
00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:27,511
we should have through a door.
419
00:20:27,513 --> 00:20:28,908
I thought I locked it.
420
00:20:28,910 --> 00:20:30,660
Maybe your mind's playing tricks.
421
00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:33,013
Why are you here?
422
00:20:34,010 --> 00:20:34,841
Freshening up.
423
00:20:34,843 --> 00:20:35,674
Gathering my thoughts.
424
00:20:35,676 --> 00:20:36,638
Does it matter?
425
00:20:36,640 --> 00:20:38,038
Just because you lost the first round
426
00:20:38,040 --> 00:20:39,298
doesn't mean you can't make the second.
427
00:20:39,300 --> 00:20:40,993
Now cheer up and let's try again.
428
00:20:43,510 --> 00:20:44,343
I'm Kimberly.
429
00:20:47,170 --> 00:20:48,848
I'm a paradox.
430
00:20:48,850 --> 00:20:49,681
Really?!
431
00:20:49,683 --> 00:20:51,018
One false move and you turn Emo on me.
432
00:20:51,020 --> 00:20:52,698
It's the first time that counts.
433
00:20:52,700 --> 00:20:54,548
Anything more is just
the waste of an hour.
434
00:20:54,550 --> 00:20:55,788
I didn't kick you out, did I?
435
00:20:55,790 --> 00:20:57,713
So I'm saying there's a chance.
436
00:20:59,050 --> 00:21:00,818
Tell me about yourself.
437
00:21:00,820 --> 00:21:02,143
Help me fall in love.
438
00:21:09,380 --> 00:21:10,213
Fine.
439
00:21:11,670 --> 00:21:13,020
Tell me something Kimberly.
440
00:21:14,010 --> 00:21:15,110
Do you like Christmas?
441
00:21:16,120 --> 00:21:16,951
I don't think you're
442
00:21:16,953 --> 00:21:18,598
getting second chances down-pat.
443
00:21:18,600 --> 00:21:20,773
I mean it, do you like Christmas?
444
00:21:21,780 --> 00:21:24,908
Santa Claus, mistletoe,
getting drunk on eggnog,
445
00:21:24,910 --> 00:21:25,973
high on good cheer.
446
00:21:27,080 --> 00:21:28,358
The Grinch?
447
00:21:28,360 --> 00:21:30,348
Sure, everyone loves Christmas.
448
00:21:30,350 --> 00:21:31,628
Do you celebrate?
449
00:21:31,630 --> 00:21:33,008
Not religiously but yeah,
450
00:21:33,010 --> 00:21:35,518
I like to give and take gifts.
451
00:21:35,520 --> 00:21:37,058
Why?
452
00:21:37,060 --> 00:21:38,798
I love Christmas.
453
00:21:38,800 --> 00:21:40,478
To me there's nothing
more magical than those
454
00:21:40,480 --> 00:21:42,238
24 hours that bring people together.
455
00:21:42,240 --> 00:21:43,928
What about New Year's?
456
00:21:43,930 --> 00:21:45,398
A New Year in America
457
00:21:45,400 --> 00:21:47,988
is different to a New Year in China.
458
00:21:47,990 --> 00:21:50,018
No, forget its pagan origins
459
00:21:50,020 --> 00:21:51,728
and Christmas is the one festivity
460
00:21:51,730 --> 00:21:53,830
people can get behind regardless of faith.
461
00:21:55,717 --> 00:21:57,843
Do you know what I like
most about Christmas?
462
00:21:58,720 --> 00:21:59,553
The run-up.
463
00:22:01,200 --> 00:22:03,928
Christmas cards, advent
calendars, candy canes,
464
00:22:03,930 --> 00:22:06,168
and Coca Cola's Santa campaign,
465
00:22:06,170 --> 00:22:07,548
there's so much activity going on.
466
00:22:07,550 --> 00:22:09,803
It's almost as joyous
as the big day itself.
467
00:22:10,850 --> 00:22:12,398
Carol singers don't go out on Christmas,
468
00:22:12,400 --> 00:22:14,173
and Santa's grotto isn't open,
469
00:22:15,590 --> 00:22:18,118
but you know what happens
when it's all over?
470
00:22:18,120 --> 00:22:19,698
Good TV returns.
471
00:22:19,700 --> 00:22:22,798
The food's been eaten,
the gifts are unwrapped,
472
00:22:22,800 --> 00:22:24,600
and you're just left with a hangover
473
00:22:25,450 --> 00:22:27,023
and a huge mess to clean.
474
00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:29,610
The same could be said about sex.
475
00:22:33,300 --> 00:22:34,173
I'm not innocent,
476
00:22:35,620 --> 00:22:36,903
in this century who is?
477
00:22:38,480 --> 00:22:40,280
I haven't cum in over two years
478
00:22:41,180 --> 00:22:43,608
and I don't stick my dick in a hole.
479
00:22:43,610 --> 00:22:46,218
Easy buster, you're upping
the creep factor to 11!
480
00:22:46,220 --> 00:22:47,720
There's a point to all this.
481
00:22:48,610 --> 00:22:51,248
I prefer foreplay, but being a virgin
482
00:22:51,250 --> 00:22:54,233
and being inexperienced
aren't always the same thing.
483
00:22:55,390 --> 00:22:59,148
You asked me why I went to
those sites and the truth is
484
00:22:59,150 --> 00:23:00,958
it was to find an escort,
485
00:23:00,960 --> 00:23:04,173
but my vice isn't food
porn or dogging or pain.
486
00:23:05,410 --> 00:23:08,288
It's a sensual massage
and what that entails.
487
00:23:08,290 --> 00:23:09,798
Not with you though,
488
00:23:09,800 --> 00:23:10,843
never with you.
489
00:23:12,110 --> 00:23:13,793
Thanks, I guess.
490
00:23:21,190 --> 00:23:23,563
Imagine the year is
represented by a circle.
491
00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:27,200
And Christmas makes up less
than one degree of that.
492
00:23:28,380 --> 00:23:29,948
That leaves the rest of the year
493
00:23:29,950 --> 00:23:32,583
to indulge in the
excitement and the build-up.
494
00:23:34,530 --> 00:23:36,563
That's what a body massage feels like,
495
00:23:37,440 --> 00:23:38,893
regardless of the approach.
496
00:23:41,260 --> 00:23:42,878
I'm tainted Kimberly.
497
00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:45,323
I've done everything short of penetration,
498
00:23:46,210 --> 00:23:47,388
I've practiced every kink
499
00:23:47,390 --> 00:23:49,103
that doesn't involve 4th base.
500
00:23:50,890 --> 00:23:55,038
I'm a living proof that being
a sexually active virgin
501
00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:56,023
isn't an oxymoron.
502
00:23:56,990 --> 00:23:58,978
But I'm past all that now,
503
00:23:58,980 --> 00:24:02,633
and my intentions for
you are nothing but pure.
504
00:24:05,070 --> 00:24:06,033
How many women?
505
00:24:08,185 --> 00:24:09,657
18.
506
00:24:09,659 --> 00:24:12,483
And what makes me so different?
507
00:24:12,485 --> 00:24:14,858
Because you're perfect,
508
00:24:14,860 --> 00:24:17,093
and it saddens me to be
the only one who sees it.
509
00:24:22,841 --> 00:24:24,068
Bullshit!
510
00:24:24,070 --> 00:24:26,723
That's fuckin' bullshit!
511
00:24:26,725 --> 00:24:29,154
You're not a virgin!
512
00:24:29,156 --> 00:24:29,987
I could be.
513
00:24:29,989 --> 00:24:30,978
You said so yourself.
514
00:24:30,980 --> 00:24:32,558
I was being mean.
515
00:24:32,560 --> 00:24:34,098
You're being perceptive.
516
00:24:34,100 --> 00:24:35,748
If you've gone so long
without getting any.
517
00:24:35,750 --> 00:24:37,938
Did you ever consider you might be gay?
518
00:24:37,940 --> 00:24:39,078
- You should try out Grindr...
- I'm straight,
519
00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:40,278
thanks for asking.
520
00:24:40,280 --> 00:24:41,578
I'm just saying.
521
00:24:41,580 --> 00:24:43,238
I could be celibate, though.
522
00:24:43,240 --> 00:24:46,568
While getting lingam massages
from Taiwanese hookers!
523
00:24:46,570 --> 00:24:47,793
I prefer Romanians.
524
00:24:49,430 --> 00:24:51,110
Let's head back downstairs.
525
00:24:56,840 --> 00:24:58,322
Do you want a bite to eat?
526
00:24:58,324 --> 00:24:59,155
I ate already.
527
00:24:59,157 --> 00:25:00,368
An ice-cream then.
528
00:25:00,370 --> 00:25:01,578
I'm lactose intolerant.
529
00:25:01,580 --> 00:25:02,915
You're talking shit, aren't you?
530
00:25:02,917 --> 00:25:03,748
It's a real thing.
531
00:25:03,750 --> 00:25:06,528
I know but I can tell when
you don't want to share.
532
00:25:06,530 --> 00:25:08,404
I don't have any cooties
that I'm aware of.
533
00:25:08,406 --> 00:25:09,237
I might.
534
00:25:09,239 --> 00:25:10,070
Suit yourself.
535
00:25:10,072 --> 00:25:11,773
I guess it means more ice-cream for me.
536
00:25:26,690 --> 00:25:27,523
So...
537
00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:30,848
What's on your mind?
538
00:25:30,850 --> 00:25:32,598
There might be a way
for you to get paid doing
539
00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:34,992
what you do without having to
sell your body if you do it.
540
00:25:34,994 --> 00:25:36,278
You're not going to
suggest webcams, are you?
541
00:25:36,280 --> 00:25:38,438
No, but at least you won't get pawed
542
00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:40,198
by some fifty-year old overweight guy.
543
00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:41,338
I like my privacy.
544
00:25:41,340 --> 00:25:42,608
You fuck strangers for a living.
545
00:25:42,610 --> 00:25:44,881
So does every twenty-something year old.
546
00:25:44,883 --> 00:25:46,578
Just because a guy can
stick his dick up my ass
547
00:25:46,580 --> 00:25:49,538
doesn't give him the right
to take screenshots of it.
548
00:25:49,540 --> 00:25:50,828
I want to be in control.
549
00:25:50,830 --> 00:25:53,148
But your pictures are already
on adult sites anyway.
550
00:25:53,150 --> 00:25:55,815
Non-nude, I can handle that.
551
00:25:55,817 --> 00:25:58,228
So if it's not webcams what's your idea?
552
00:25:58,230 --> 00:25:59,108
Dating.
553
00:25:59,110 --> 00:26:00,488
Literal dating.
554
00:26:00,490 --> 00:26:02,738
Bring back the meaning of the term escort
555
00:26:02,740 --> 00:26:05,458
as a guide rather than a
euphemism of some sort.
556
00:26:05,460 --> 00:26:07,628
Dating guys for a free meal
557
00:26:07,630 --> 00:26:09,578
doesn't sound like much of a career.
558
00:26:09,580 --> 00:26:10,568
And escorting is?
559
00:26:10,570 --> 00:26:12,318
Hey, people love sex.
560
00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:13,898
It's the oldest profession for a reason.
561
00:26:13,900 --> 00:26:16,438
So's slavery but you don't
see that on people's resumes.
562
00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:18,128
Non-transferrable skills.
563
00:26:18,130 --> 00:26:22,598
Why didn't you try Pay For
a Date or What's Your Price?
564
00:26:22,600 --> 00:26:25,498
You might get paid dating
guys you actually like.
565
00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:27,198
The reason I don't do online dating
566
00:26:27,200 --> 00:26:29,348
is because when guys pay me
they know what they're getting.
567
00:26:29,350 --> 00:26:31,548
There's no lies, no deceit, no notion.
568
00:26:31,550 --> 00:26:33,418
It's something more than it's not.
569
00:26:33,420 --> 00:26:35,153
It's a straightforward transaction.
570
00:26:37,360 --> 00:26:38,952
Have you ever felt
anything for a client?
571
00:26:38,954 --> 00:26:39,787
No.
572
00:26:42,150 --> 00:26:43,148
I don't get it.
573
00:26:43,150 --> 00:26:45,718
To me sex is the most
intimate experience two people
574
00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:47,608
can have, am I right?
575
00:26:47,610 --> 00:26:49,088
Sure.
576
00:26:49,090 --> 00:26:51,040
How does it not muddle your feelings?
577
00:26:52,480 --> 00:26:54,349
Because it's not me
they're not sleeping with.
578
00:26:54,351 --> 00:26:55,518
If their cocks are in your pussy,
579
00:26:55,520 --> 00:26:56,688
it's you they're sleeping with.
580
00:26:56,690 --> 00:26:57,964
No, they're fucking me.
581
00:26:57,966 --> 00:26:58,797
There's a difference?!
582
00:26:58,799 --> 00:26:59,632
A technical one.
583
00:27:07,770 --> 00:27:08,683
Who I am,
584
00:27:10,570 --> 00:27:11,740
who I really am
585
00:27:13,620 --> 00:27:15,323
is a business student and a girl.
586
00:27:17,150 --> 00:27:21,228
I like art, good books, French brie,
587
00:27:21,230 --> 00:27:23,453
and playing Tetris on my own.
588
00:27:25,130 --> 00:27:27,828
I am shy and romantic and
don't sleep with married men.
589
00:27:27,830 --> 00:27:29,478
Veronica was created to be the whore
590
00:27:29,480 --> 00:27:31,194
so I don't have to.
591
00:27:31,196 --> 00:27:33,548
But you are Veronica!
592
00:27:33,550 --> 00:27:34,888
It's your lips that do the talking,
593
00:27:34,890 --> 00:27:36,108
your pussy that takes a pounding,
594
00:27:36,110 --> 00:27:38,508
how can you not take ownership of that?
595
00:27:38,510 --> 00:27:40,948
Do all teachers like kids?
596
00:27:40,950 --> 00:27:44,098
What I think and what I do
aren't always the same thing.
597
00:27:44,100 --> 00:27:45,660
- It's different with them.
- How?
598
00:27:45,662 --> 00:27:46,511
It's their profession.
599
00:27:46,513 --> 00:27:47,818
Mine too.
600
00:27:47,820 --> 00:27:49,638
Plus at least mine's in the dictionary
601
00:27:49,640 --> 00:27:52,409
which is more than I can say
for a Pizza Entrepreneur.
602
00:27:52,411 --> 00:27:53,648
Their words are echoing the company's.
603
00:27:53,650 --> 00:27:55,344
And no CEO's ever lied before?
604
00:27:55,346 --> 00:27:56,738
What you do, it's unethical!
605
00:27:56,740 --> 00:27:58,288
So's being a lobbyist for tobacco
606
00:27:58,290 --> 00:27:59,698
but I don't see you picketing them.
607
00:27:59,700 --> 00:28:00,908
You sleep with married men
608
00:28:00,910 --> 00:28:02,708
and destroy their families.
609
00:28:02,710 --> 00:28:04,488
How can you separate yourself from that?
610
00:28:04,490 --> 00:28:05,943
Easily, I'm not at fault.
611
00:28:07,130 --> 00:28:08,764
You're kidding me.
612
00:28:08,766 --> 00:28:09,730
If they're coming to see me,
613
00:28:09,732 --> 00:28:10,898
their marriage is already on the line.
614
00:28:10,900 --> 00:28:12,598
I'm just the catalyst that
tips it over the edge.
615
00:28:12,600 --> 00:28:14,458
But you're not giving them
the chance to make amends.
616
00:28:14,460 --> 00:28:15,318
What's to amend?
617
00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:16,868
Sex isn't chemistry, it's biology
618
00:28:16,870 --> 00:28:18,828
and men were programmed to mate.
619
00:28:18,830 --> 00:28:20,738
I wouldn't blame a man for
stepping out on his wife
620
00:28:20,740 --> 00:28:23,090
any more than I would a
cat for eating a mouse.
621
00:28:25,842 --> 00:28:27,308
I'd really hate to think
you actually believe that.
622
00:28:27,310 --> 00:28:28,143
Why not?
623
00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:31,350
Because it means you're a lost cause.
624
00:28:35,840 --> 00:28:36,990
Don't worry, I'm not.
625
00:28:39,269 --> 00:28:40,869
It was Veronica's turn to speak.
626
00:28:48,710 --> 00:28:50,833
Out of sheer curiosity,
627
00:28:51,830 --> 00:28:55,268
do the spouses keep their ring
on when they pay you a call?
628
00:28:55,270 --> 00:28:56,738
Most do.
629
00:28:56,740 --> 00:28:59,848
Some don't, but you can
always tell by the indent.
630
00:28:59,850 --> 00:29:01,098
So they're consciously aware
631
00:29:01,100 --> 00:29:03,748
of what they're doing is wrong
either visually or sensually,
632
00:29:03,750 --> 00:29:05,688
which makes you temptation.
633
00:29:05,690 --> 00:29:07,958
And if you aren't there,
if escorts aren't there,
634
00:29:07,960 --> 00:29:09,048
then they'd be no one to cheat with.
635
00:29:09,050 --> 00:29:11,488
Save for neighbors, friends,
in-laws, and strangers.
636
00:29:11,490 --> 00:29:13,528
And when an emotional attachment develops,
637
00:29:13,530 --> 00:29:15,193
then they'd be really screwed.
638
00:29:16,170 --> 00:29:17,608
I'm a sex doll with a heartbeat.
639
00:29:17,610 --> 00:29:19,660
The only meaning I bring is with my body
640
00:29:20,580 --> 00:29:22,439
that's why I'm the safest bet.
641
00:29:22,441 --> 00:29:23,272
But you're being used.
642
00:29:23,274 --> 00:29:24,712
I'm not!
643
00:29:24,714 --> 00:29:26,148
By your own admission, you're being paid
644
00:29:26,150 --> 00:29:27,568
to be someone's cum bucket.
645
00:29:27,570 --> 00:29:28,401
What do you call that?
646
00:29:28,403 --> 00:29:29,708
- Feminism.
- Bullshit!
647
00:29:29,710 --> 00:29:31,868
You're saying a woman can't enjoy sex
648
00:29:31,870 --> 00:29:33,528
without losing her feminist card?
649
00:29:33,530 --> 00:29:34,548
I'm saying you lost your card
650
00:29:34,550 --> 00:29:37,078
the moment you decided to
get abused for a few bucks.
651
00:29:37,080 --> 00:29:38,430
Post-millennial feminism.
652
00:29:39,824 --> 00:29:40,655
I'm still the one in control.
653
00:29:40,657 --> 00:29:43,188
Exploiting your body isn't empowerment.
654
00:29:43,190 --> 00:29:44,668
And just because you charge for services
655
00:29:44,670 --> 00:29:46,118
doesn't make you in charge.
656
00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:48,323
It does, depending on what you do.
657
00:29:50,840 --> 00:29:53,853
Do you know what I love
most about being an escort?
658
00:29:53,855 --> 00:29:54,688
What?
659
00:29:56,740 --> 00:29:58,183
Being a dominatrix.
660
00:29:59,320 --> 00:30:00,923
Take a look at this.
661
00:30:15,810 --> 00:30:17,201
How many clients do you have?
662
00:30:17,203 --> 00:30:18,148
I see five a day.
663
00:30:18,150 --> 00:30:19,268
I'm saving for a trip.
664
00:30:19,270 --> 00:30:20,570
- Where to?
- Disneyland.
665
00:30:21,770 --> 00:30:22,603
Here.
666
00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:28,280
How may I serve you, my queen?
667
00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:32,588
Clients like him who pay to be my slave.
668
00:30:32,590 --> 00:30:35,843
Drive me around, buy me
gifts, carry my shopping,
669
00:30:37,437 --> 00:30:38,818
and some even became my friends.
670
00:30:38,820 --> 00:30:40,276
If a man pays for your company,
671
00:30:40,278 --> 00:30:41,228
he can never be your friend.
672
00:30:41,230 --> 00:30:43,208
Being a domme is liberating.
673
00:30:43,210 --> 00:30:44,048
The pay is good.
674
00:30:44,050 --> 00:30:46,718
I don't sleep with my clients,
plus there's the added bonus
675
00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:48,570
of getting to kick guys in the balls.
676
00:30:52,431 --> 00:30:53,262
What if they turn violent?
677
00:30:53,264 --> 00:30:55,068
That's why I always
look through the peephole
678
00:30:55,070 --> 00:30:56,798
before every appointment
679
00:30:56,800 --> 00:30:58,723
to check they're not drunk
before letting them in.
680
00:31:02,300 --> 00:31:03,733
Besides, I have a boyfriend.
681
00:31:04,665 --> 00:31:06,010
Wait, you have a boyfriend?
682
00:31:06,012 --> 00:31:06,843
Uh-huh.
683
00:31:06,845 --> 00:31:07,958
And you didn't think to tell me?
684
00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:09,141
Why ruin the moment?
685
00:31:09,143 --> 00:31:12,658
It's the best girlfriend
experience I've done in months.
686
00:31:12,660 --> 00:31:13,648
What's his name?
687
00:31:13,650 --> 00:31:14,481
Does that matter?
688
00:31:14,483 --> 00:31:15,623
In my shoes, it does.
689
00:31:16,690 --> 00:31:17,618
Dov.
690
00:31:17,620 --> 00:31:19,148
Does Dov work?
691
00:31:19,150 --> 00:31:19,981
He does.
692
00:31:19,983 --> 00:31:20,948
He's between jobs.
693
00:31:20,950 --> 00:31:22,550
But happy to share the spoils.
694
00:31:24,560 --> 00:31:25,688
He is.
695
00:31:25,690 --> 00:31:28,448
Does Dov spend a lot of
time on the couch watching TV?
696
00:31:28,450 --> 00:31:29,281
- Don't do that.
- What?
697
00:31:29,283 --> 00:31:30,788
Insinuate I'm being used.
698
00:31:30,790 --> 00:31:31,958
It's too catty for you.
699
00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:34,698
I guess I'd rather be
a bitch than his ass.
700
00:31:34,700 --> 00:31:35,883
This was a mistake.
701
00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:38,788
Fucking Dov or fooling me?
702
00:31:38,790 --> 00:31:40,148
Debating with you.
703
00:31:40,150 --> 00:31:41,443
You said you're in love,
704
00:31:41,445 --> 00:31:42,898
but you're just like every other guy.
705
00:31:42,900 --> 00:31:45,108
Judgmental and a hypocrite.
706
00:31:45,110 --> 00:31:47,708
The reason I'm with Dov is
because he's comfortable
707
00:31:47,710 --> 00:31:49,228
with what I do.
708
00:31:49,230 --> 00:31:51,158
And while most men can't bear the thought
709
00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:52,298
of their partners cheating on them,
710
00:31:52,300 --> 00:31:53,888
he's confident enough to trust me
711
00:31:53,890 --> 00:31:55,218
in the choices I make.
712
00:31:55,220 --> 00:31:57,356
But not smart enough to
challenge the shitty ones.
713
00:31:57,358 --> 00:31:58,408
Get out of my flat!
714
00:32:00,730 --> 00:32:01,561
I'm sorry for what I said.
715
00:32:01,563 --> 00:32:02,758
No you're not.
716
00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:03,591
If we keep going back and forth,
717
00:32:03,593 --> 00:32:04,838
we're gonna end up in the same place.
718
00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:06,211
Help me understand why you like this man.
719
00:32:06,213 --> 00:32:08,488
I said I was with him,
not that I like him.
720
00:32:08,490 --> 00:32:09,388
But your heart belongs to him.
721
00:32:09,390 --> 00:32:10,758
It's an expression.
722
00:32:10,760 --> 00:32:11,718
In a Hallmark card.
723
00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:12,948
I'm not having this discussion with you.
724
00:32:12,950 --> 00:32:14,093
Please leave.
725
00:32:14,095 --> 00:32:14,926
No, no, no.
726
00:32:14,928 --> 00:32:15,759
Look, I'm sorry.
727
00:32:15,761 --> 00:32:16,678
You gave me a chance and I blew it.
728
00:32:16,680 --> 00:32:17,511
I apologize.
729
00:32:17,513 --> 00:32:18,398
You gave me another and I blew that.
730
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:19,908
Just, let's veer away from the topic
731
00:32:19,910 --> 00:32:20,864
and talk about something else.
732
00:32:20,866 --> 00:32:21,697
Just so you can repeat yourself.
733
00:32:21,699 --> 00:32:24,310
My heart's been toyed with
one too many times already.
734
00:32:25,150 --> 00:32:27,738
There are guys I refuse because
they wanna defecate on me
735
00:32:27,740 --> 00:32:30,728
who make me feel less shitty
than you did just now.
736
00:32:30,730 --> 00:32:33,733
Now, leave, before I have
my flatmate throw you out.
737
00:32:37,420 --> 00:32:38,820
I'll go because you asked,
738
00:32:40,348 --> 00:32:42,078
but let's not make talking
through a door our thing.
739
00:32:42,080 --> 00:32:44,623
Trust me, I won't.
740
00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:48,590
I won't give up on us!
741
00:32:50,670 --> 00:32:51,713
Go away!
742
00:33:19,900 --> 00:33:22,350
The man you'll send to
kick me onto the street,
743
00:33:23,380 --> 00:33:24,342
is he Dov?
744
00:33:24,344 --> 00:33:25,838
Yes!
745
00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:27,419
I'd like to meet him.
746
00:33:27,421 --> 00:33:28,338
Fuck you!
747
00:33:36,510 --> 00:33:37,528
I'm guessing he protects you
748
00:33:37,530 --> 00:33:38,708
in case you get harassed.
749
00:33:38,710 --> 00:33:39,708
Am I right?
750
00:33:39,710 --> 00:33:40,808
Every night!
751
00:33:40,810 --> 00:33:42,058
Then he must
wait in the other room
752
00:33:42,060 --> 00:33:45,033
in case you sound the alarm and listens.
753
00:33:46,150 --> 00:33:47,368
How you can protect a guy
754
00:33:47,370 --> 00:33:49,998
who lets other men abuse
his girl is beyond me?
755
00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:51,958
I mean, call me old-fashioned,
but I believe monogamy
756
00:33:51,960 --> 00:33:53,713
still has a place in the world.
757
00:33:54,987 --> 00:33:56,748
Where is your boyfriend anyhow?
758
00:33:56,750 --> 00:33:58,988
He oughtta have kicked my ass by now.
759
00:33:58,990 --> 00:33:59,823
Stop it!
760
00:34:56,920 --> 00:35:01,393
There's a guy I once knew, Mike Atkins.
761
00:35:02,330 --> 00:35:04,548
My best friend since childhood.
762
00:35:04,550 --> 00:35:06,488
And if you can support
each other through puberty,
763
00:35:06,490 --> 00:35:08,493
you can help each other with anything.
764
00:35:09,820 --> 00:35:12,488
Anyway, Mike has a vice.
765
00:35:12,490 --> 00:35:14,628
It's his craving for meat.
766
00:35:14,630 --> 00:35:18,008
And like most junkies, he
doesn't realize he's obsessed.
767
00:35:18,010 --> 00:35:19,988
His family try talking him out of it,
768
00:35:19,990 --> 00:35:22,958
I try to talk some sense
in, but Mike doesn't listen
769
00:35:22,960 --> 00:35:25,148
until eventually, that's all he eats.
770
00:35:25,150 --> 00:35:27,518
I still remember the last time I saw Mike.
771
00:35:27,520 --> 00:35:29,808
We're at my place binge watching TV
772
00:35:29,810 --> 00:35:32,498
when he up and tells me
he's going to Taiwan.
773
00:35:32,500 --> 00:35:34,418
Why the fuck not, I say.
774
00:35:34,420 --> 00:35:35,958
It's only a million miles away.
775
00:35:35,960 --> 00:35:38,318
But Mike, ever the pragmatist,
776
00:35:38,320 --> 00:35:40,008
decides to answer my question.
777
00:35:40,010 --> 00:35:42,427
He tells me that he's met a girl
778
00:35:42,429 --> 00:35:44,267
and that he's fallen in love.
779
00:35:44,269 --> 00:35:47,288
He wants to relocate to spend
the rest of his life with her.
780
00:35:47,290 --> 00:35:48,718
How long, I asked.
781
00:35:48,720 --> 00:35:50,418
Six months, he says,
782
00:35:50,420 --> 00:35:53,508
mainly online through MeetMe and MeowChat
783
00:35:53,510 --> 00:35:56,488
with occasional encounters
on Second Life as well.
784
00:35:56,490 --> 00:35:58,708
What the fuck I'm thinking to myself.
785
00:35:58,710 --> 00:36:01,210
This is more terrifying
than an arranged marriage.
786
00:36:02,090 --> 00:36:04,538
Then Mike tells me the following words,
787
00:36:04,540 --> 00:36:06,403
which I'll never forget.
788
00:36:07,600 --> 00:36:11,348
He says, love isn't reflected
by a person, but a symbol
789
00:36:11,350 --> 00:36:13,558
measured by the sacrifices
we're willing to make
790
00:36:13,560 --> 00:36:15,038
to keep it in our hearts.
791
00:36:15,040 --> 00:36:17,090
At first, I didn't wanna believe him, but
792
00:36:18,158 --> 00:36:21,148
when Mike tells me he's
turned vegan for her,
793
00:36:21,150 --> 00:36:23,008
that's sealed the deal.
794
00:36:23,010 --> 00:36:24,578
Great, I tell him.
795
00:36:24,580 --> 00:36:28,808
I'm sure the cows are delighted
to hear it, but why Taiwan?
796
00:36:28,810 --> 00:36:29,960
Why not bring her here?
797
00:36:31,410 --> 00:36:33,373
Temptation was his response.
798
00:36:34,240 --> 00:36:37,658
You tried to change my ways,
so did everyone I love,
799
00:36:37,660 --> 00:36:38,568
but look at you.
800
00:36:38,570 --> 00:36:41,168
You love Turkish food,
you order sirloin steak.
801
00:36:41,170 --> 00:36:43,998
You're the one who takes me to meat fests.
802
00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:47,598
And as long as I stay with
you, I'm never going to change.
803
00:36:47,600 --> 00:36:52,208
Mike left the following day
and took his baggage with him.
804
00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:55,358
He's getting married next
April with a baby on the way.
805
00:36:55,360 --> 00:36:57,698
Now, I don't know Dov.
806
00:36:57,700 --> 00:37:00,458
For all intents, he could
be a real-life saint,
807
00:37:00,460 --> 00:37:02,828
but if staying with him means
you'll end up like this,
808
00:37:02,830 --> 00:37:05,128
then the guy is as bad as gluten
809
00:37:05,130 --> 00:37:06,723
and you need a detox from him.
810
00:37:09,240 --> 00:37:11,792
As for me, I know we've only just met
811
00:37:11,794 --> 00:37:14,878
and I know it sounds crazy
to profess my love like that,
812
00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:18,738
but you're the symbol
I've been searching for.
813
00:37:18,740 --> 00:37:20,358
The woman I'm willing to compromise
814
00:37:20,360 --> 00:37:21,823
my principles to be with.
815
00:37:22,880 --> 00:37:24,558
And I wanna spend what time I have left
816
00:37:24,560 --> 00:37:25,780
trying to enrich yours
817
00:37:27,310 --> 00:37:29,017
because I love you and...
818
00:37:41,418 --> 00:37:42,585
Come inside.
819
00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:21,148
Thank you for giving me another chance.
820
00:38:21,150 --> 00:38:23,000
I didn't want my landlord involved.
821
00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:26,024
Does he know what you do?
822
00:38:26,026 --> 00:38:27,508
It's an unspoken rule.
823
00:38:27,510 --> 00:38:29,683
Everyone on my floor are escorts.
824
00:38:35,030 --> 00:38:37,893
So, what next?
825
00:38:44,449 --> 00:38:48,968
You still have a few
minutes left on the clock.
826
00:38:48,970 --> 00:38:50,317
What do you wanna do?
827
00:38:54,788 --> 00:38:56,848
You can start by telling me your name.
828
00:38:56,850 --> 00:38:57,900
I told you my name.
829
00:38:58,870 --> 00:38:59,703
Your real one.
830
00:39:00,884 --> 00:39:01,988
You told me it's not Veronica
831
00:39:01,990 --> 00:39:03,916
and you don't look like a Kimberly,
832
00:39:03,918 --> 00:39:05,513
so what is it?
833
00:39:09,830 --> 00:39:10,663
Janice.
834
00:39:17,940 --> 00:39:20,200
It's a pleasure to meet you, Janice.
835
00:39:29,420 --> 00:39:31,853
We can sit here and talk if you'd like.
836
00:39:32,870 --> 00:39:35,088
Talking is what got me into this mess.
837
00:39:35,090 --> 00:39:37,513
I think I'll be wise and
hold my tongue for a bit.
838
00:39:39,210 --> 00:39:40,360
What do you wanna do?
839
00:39:42,122 --> 00:39:43,539
It's up to you.
840
00:39:44,514 --> 00:39:45,988
It's usually the
clients who make demands.
841
00:39:45,990 --> 00:39:48,951
That's kinda how escorting works.
842
00:39:48,953 --> 00:39:53,953
But let's see what happens
if we change the rules.
843
00:39:55,170 --> 00:39:57,233
We can listen to music if you'd like.
844
00:39:58,310 --> 00:39:59,368
I've got Bluetooth on my stereo.
845
00:39:59,370 --> 00:40:01,797
Why don't you sync your phone
so you can play me a track?
846
00:40:01,799 --> 00:40:02,630
Why not one of yours?
847
00:40:02,632 --> 00:40:05,093
I know my taste, I'm
curious to see yours.
848
00:40:10,732 --> 00:40:12,855
What sort of music do you like?
849
00:40:12,857 --> 00:40:15,389
Choose something we can dance to.
850
00:40:15,391 --> 00:40:17,240
Dancing is my kryptonite.
851
00:40:17,242 --> 00:40:18,516
You have two left feet?
852
00:40:18,518 --> 00:40:19,663
More like no feet at all.
853
00:40:19,665 --> 00:40:20,496
It's fine.
854
00:40:20,498 --> 00:40:23,175
Pick a song you know the
lyrics to and follow my lead.
855
00:40:23,177 --> 00:40:24,923
The beat will do the rest.
856
00:41:46,254 --> 00:41:48,484
Do you wanna see the other room?
857
00:42:33,650 --> 00:42:34,483
Eric,
858
00:42:37,441 --> 00:42:39,308
now that you remember
what I do for a living,
859
00:42:39,310 --> 00:42:41,007
what do you think of me?
860
00:42:48,079 --> 00:42:50,579
I feel sorry for you.
861
00:42:53,904 --> 00:42:54,821
Sit down.
862
00:43:08,240 --> 00:43:12,303
This is where the lady becomes a whore.
863
00:43:13,940 --> 00:43:14,778
Why are you telling me all this?
864
00:43:14,780 --> 00:43:16,988
Because it's what clients wanna hear.
865
00:43:16,990 --> 00:43:17,823
I don't.
866
00:43:21,120 --> 00:43:23,092
Do you remember your first time?
867
00:43:23,094 --> 00:43:24,228
I told you, there's never been a first.
868
00:43:24,230 --> 00:43:26,048
I mean, your first time with an escort.
869
00:43:26,050 --> 00:43:28,828
Whether it'd be a lingam
massage or full-blown sex.
870
00:43:28,830 --> 00:43:32,023
Everyone remembers their first
and it's always about loss.
871
00:43:32,863 --> 00:43:33,694
It's part of growing up.
872
00:43:33,696 --> 00:43:35,063
But not on your terms.
873
00:43:36,470 --> 00:43:38,978
Can I tell you what my
first time was like?
874
00:43:38,980 --> 00:43:39,813
Please.
875
00:43:41,600 --> 00:43:43,853
Like a Russian doll.
876
00:43:45,200 --> 00:43:48,618
Layers unveiled until your
inner child is exposed
877
00:43:48,620 --> 00:43:50,023
for strangers to touch.
878
00:43:51,590 --> 00:43:54,508
Then why did you do it?
879
00:43:54,510 --> 00:43:55,343
The money.
880
00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:57,380
It's always the money.
881
00:43:58,810 --> 00:44:01,291
You could've done
anything else in the world.
882
00:44:01,293 --> 00:44:02,863
You didn't have to take this path.
883
00:44:05,230 --> 00:44:07,130
There wasn't any other path to take.
884
00:44:08,980 --> 00:44:09,933
Here's a story.
885
00:44:10,970 --> 00:44:12,670
Tell me if you've heard it before.
886
00:44:14,630 --> 00:44:17,623
A country girl moves to
the city to make it big.
887
00:44:18,650 --> 00:44:20,968
Unable to break into the music industry,
888
00:44:20,970 --> 00:44:23,818
she becomes a bartender to make ends meet.
889
00:44:23,820 --> 00:44:26,928
But property prices move up
and the landlords get greedy
890
00:44:26,930 --> 00:44:30,063
and soon, the young girl
is priced out of the city.
891
00:44:31,460 --> 00:44:33,498
Only she doesn't leave.
892
00:44:33,500 --> 00:44:35,828
Her brother looks up to
her and her father is sick
893
00:44:35,830 --> 00:44:39,463
and she's the only chance they
have of keeping their home.
894
00:44:41,110 --> 00:44:44,208
So she goes back to work,
taking two jobs to pay for rent
895
00:44:44,210 --> 00:44:47,193
and using vouchers and food
stamps to keep costs low.
896
00:44:48,860 --> 00:44:50,008
But the saving she's made
897
00:44:50,010 --> 00:44:51,798
is outweighed by the rises in price.
898
00:44:51,800 --> 00:44:54,708
And three months later,
she's back where she was.
899
00:44:54,710 --> 00:44:57,438
Now, this young girl has a flatmate
900
00:44:57,440 --> 00:45:00,328
who never leaves her room
and every week, seems to have
901
00:45:00,330 --> 00:45:02,143
a new pair of Louboutin shoes.
902
00:45:03,720 --> 00:45:06,168
And on the eve of her eviction,
903
00:45:06,170 --> 00:45:08,203
she decides to ask for advice.
904
00:45:10,500 --> 00:45:12,693
Become an escort, her flatmate says.
905
00:45:14,460 --> 00:45:15,918
Suck and fuck for bucks.
906
00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:20,058
And at first, the girl
is morally outraged,
907
00:45:20,060 --> 00:45:24,038
but three hours and two whiskeys later
908
00:45:24,040 --> 00:45:25,828
and she's set up a profile on Adult Work
909
00:45:25,830 --> 00:45:27,483
and is awaiting her first client.
910
00:45:28,921 --> 00:45:30,004
Hey,
911
00:45:31,248 --> 00:45:32,867
you don't have to tell me the
rest if you don't want to.
912
00:45:32,869 --> 00:45:33,786
But I do.
913
00:45:42,010 --> 00:45:43,573
His name was Mr. Singh,
914
00:45:44,530 --> 00:45:47,418
though his driving license read otherwise.
915
00:45:47,420 --> 00:45:50,218
50, bald, sweating like a
pregnant nun with a face for radio
916
00:45:50,220 --> 00:45:51,683
and a voice for silent film.
917
00:45:53,450 --> 00:45:57,620
There was no talk, no
chemistry, just business
918
00:45:58,720 --> 00:46:02,678
as he sat on my couch and pulled
out his tiny, bulbous penis
919
00:46:02,680 --> 00:46:04,658
from a pair of crust-infested undies,
920
00:46:04,660 --> 00:46:07,773
the most revolting I'll ever see.
921
00:46:16,110 --> 00:46:17,433
And then told me to suck.
922
00:46:21,640 --> 00:46:25,758
Giving oral to that bean
while his flabby stomach
923
00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:26,688
rubbed against my head
924
00:46:26,690 --> 00:46:29,693
was the most sickening
experience I'd ever felt.
925
00:46:36,630 --> 00:46:40,563
Until moments later when
he violated me with it.
926
00:46:43,650 --> 00:46:46,703
By the end of the night, I was
curled up in a ball, crying.
927
00:46:49,070 --> 00:46:50,008
Wanting to Skype my mother
928
00:46:50,010 --> 00:46:51,913
and beg to come home, but I didn't.
929
00:46:55,504 --> 00:46:57,604
And the next day, I did it again and again
930
00:46:58,828 --> 00:47:00,248
until I numbed to it.
931
00:47:00,250 --> 00:47:02,350
My pain stopped mattering anymore.
932
00:47:08,330 --> 00:47:10,330
Money has a way of doing that to people.
933
00:47:17,559 --> 00:47:19,158
You know something's
gone wrong with your life
934
00:47:19,160 --> 00:47:23,253
when the movie that best
describes it is fuckin' showgirls.
935
00:47:29,050 --> 00:47:30,900
What does your family think you do?
936
00:47:32,604 --> 00:47:34,704
That I'm a waitress who makes good tips.
937
00:47:37,230 --> 00:47:38,423
Don't you lie to yours?
938
00:47:39,510 --> 00:47:40,343
Why would I?
939
00:47:41,680 --> 00:47:43,378
To account for all the
times you're being milked
940
00:47:43,380 --> 00:47:44,763
by Romanian girls.
941
00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:47,214
Not really.
942
00:47:47,216 --> 00:47:48,716
They don't care at this point.
943
00:47:50,300 --> 00:47:53,613
Do you mind if we let some light in?
944
00:47:54,522 --> 00:47:57,279
I kinda feel like I'm
drowning in the '80s.
945
00:47:57,281 --> 00:47:59,031
That's a bad thing?
946
00:48:01,421 --> 00:48:04,508
It is if you're black and
living in South Africa.
947
00:48:04,510 --> 00:48:06,898
Or if you're black living in America.
948
00:48:06,900 --> 00:48:07,953
Or if you're black.
949
00:48:08,970 --> 00:48:10,448
I didn't think we could make jokes
950
00:48:10,450 --> 00:48:12,098
about the Apartheid just yet.
951
00:48:12,100 --> 00:48:14,448
We can't, but it's a
representation of the '80s
952
00:48:14,450 --> 00:48:16,698
like Dry Ice or Gleaming the Cube.
953
00:48:16,700 --> 00:48:18,618
I like Dry Ice.
954
00:48:18,620 --> 00:48:19,558
But in small doses,
955
00:48:19,560 --> 00:48:21,588
otherwise, you risk being
in a scene from Flash dance.
956
00:48:21,590 --> 00:48:22,518
I like Flash dance.
957
00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:23,351
Who doesn't?
958
00:48:23,353 --> 00:48:25,438
But if we're comparing '80s dance flicks,
959
00:48:25,440 --> 00:48:27,343
then Footloose takes the cake.
960
00:48:29,320 --> 00:48:31,808
At risk of running this
conversation on dead,
961
00:48:31,810 --> 00:48:34,278
didn't the Berlin Wall
come down in the '80s?
962
00:48:34,280 --> 00:48:37,488
'89 and Empire Strikes
Back came out in 1980,
963
00:48:37,490 --> 00:48:40,522
so two tail ends of the decade, yeah.
964
00:48:40,524 --> 00:48:41,724
Then it's not all bad.
965
00:48:42,560 --> 00:48:45,258
Two success stories in
a brain fart of a decade
966
00:48:45,260 --> 00:48:48,125
hardly constitutes as
a cultural renaissance.
967
00:48:48,127 --> 00:48:50,467
But it did give us
Schwarzenegger and Stallone
968
00:48:50,469 --> 00:48:54,076
and that makes the '80s a glorious gem.
969
00:48:54,078 --> 00:48:55,359
I can agree with that.
970
00:49:10,075 --> 00:49:11,857
We're running out of time.
971
00:49:11,859 --> 00:49:14,814
And you're nowhere
nearer than when you began.
972
00:49:14,816 --> 00:49:17,566
I asked too many questions
and made a fool of myself,
973
00:49:18,707 --> 00:49:20,453
so for now, I'll just like to listen.
974
00:49:22,170 --> 00:49:23,003
Good.
975
00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:25,320
I have a question of my own.
976
00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:27,033
Shoot.
977
00:49:33,110 --> 00:49:34,460
You're dying, aren't you?
978
00:49:38,500 --> 00:49:39,930
That's why we stayed apart.
979
00:49:39,932 --> 00:49:41,595
My last
client had a cream fetish.
980
00:49:41,597 --> 00:49:42,930
It's some lotion.
981
00:49:42,932 --> 00:49:45,218
I don't care
if it's cream or cum.
982
00:49:45,220 --> 00:49:47,838
You shouldn't degrade
yourself in that way.
983
00:49:47,840 --> 00:49:49,040
You're better than this.
984
00:49:53,015 --> 00:49:54,303
You left your coat.
985
00:49:54,305 --> 00:49:56,454
I'm going to the bathroom.
986
00:50:28,130 --> 00:50:30,105
What's AZT?
987
00:50:30,107 --> 00:50:30,938
What?
988
00:50:30,940 --> 00:50:32,228
I ask what you say it is.
989
00:50:32,230 --> 00:50:33,847
What's AZT?
990
00:50:33,849 --> 00:50:34,680
Azidothymidine.
991
00:50:34,682 --> 00:50:36,348
I know, I can read the label.
992
00:50:36,350 --> 00:50:37,183
What is it?
993
00:50:38,355 --> 00:50:39,788
If you've got the vial,
you must've Googled the word,
994
00:50:39,790 --> 00:50:41,505
you know exactly what it does.
995
00:51:19,290 --> 00:51:21,428
Please, just tell me.
996
00:51:21,430 --> 00:51:22,261
It's a drug.
997
00:51:22,263 --> 00:51:23,238
What for?
998
00:51:23,240 --> 00:51:24,250
To treat disease.
999
00:51:24,252 --> 00:51:26,169
What kind of disease?
1000
00:51:27,761 --> 00:51:28,911
I'm HIV positive.
1001
00:51:35,489 --> 00:51:37,359
Can I come in?
1002
00:51:37,361 --> 00:51:38,585
I'll be out in a sec.
1003
00:51:38,587 --> 00:51:40,663
I'm sorry about what I said.
1004
00:51:42,220 --> 00:51:44,208
No, you were right to get angry.
1005
00:51:44,210 --> 00:51:45,531
What, you have AIDS?
1006
00:51:45,533 --> 00:51:48,065
I don't have AIDS, I'm HIV positive.
1007
00:51:48,067 --> 00:51:48,928
There's a difference.
1008
00:51:48,930 --> 00:51:51,208
There's a virus
swimming around your body
1009
00:51:51,210 --> 00:51:52,338
that gives people AIDS.
1010
00:51:52,340 --> 00:51:54,626
Ergo, you have fucking AIDS!
1011
00:51:54,628 --> 00:51:56,056
I'm sorry.
1012
00:51:56,058 --> 00:51:56,889
How'd you catch it?
1013
00:51:56,891 --> 00:51:58,424
I thought you were a virgin.
1014
00:51:58,426 --> 00:52:00,048
You don't need to have
sex to get infected.
1015
00:52:00,050 --> 00:52:00,920
Are you gay?
1016
00:52:00,922 --> 00:52:01,753
No!
1017
00:52:01,755 --> 00:52:04,558
And linking homosexuality
to HIV is a misconception.
1018
00:52:04,560 --> 00:52:05,391
You ought to know better.
1019
00:52:05,393 --> 00:52:07,568
Well, fuck you and your disappointment
1020
00:52:07,570 --> 00:52:09,948
and you had no right to keep this from me.
1021
00:52:09,950 --> 00:52:11,168
But we weren't gonna have sex.
1022
00:52:11,170 --> 00:52:12,798
I wasn't even gonna let you kiss me.
1023
00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:14,118
You should've told me.
1024
00:52:14,120 --> 00:52:15,238
But why?
1025
00:52:15,240 --> 00:52:16,144
You took my prescription.
1026
00:52:16,146 --> 00:52:16,977
You knew what I had.
1027
00:52:16,979 --> 00:52:17,810
Why get angry now?
1028
00:52:17,812 --> 00:52:20,033
Because I needed to be wrong.
1029
00:52:21,278 --> 00:52:22,111
Fuck!
1030
00:52:26,064 --> 00:52:28,778
I have no more words to say.
1031
00:52:28,780 --> 00:52:30,208
Janice, wait!
1032
00:52:30,210 --> 00:52:31,043
Janice!
1033
00:52:33,020 --> 00:52:35,570
Still, I shouldn't have
confronted you like that.
1034
00:52:36,903 --> 00:52:38,648
I insulted you in your home.
1035
00:52:38,650 --> 00:52:40,418
You have every right to feel offended.
1036
00:52:40,420 --> 00:52:42,088
Why are you being so
nice about all of this?
1037
00:52:42,090 --> 00:52:44,143
And why pick me?
1038
00:52:45,975 --> 00:52:47,363
You know why,
1039
00:52:47,365 --> 00:52:49,937
and it's my job to convince
you to ignore the why not.
1040
00:52:50,818 --> 00:52:53,891
As for picking you over someone else,
1041
00:52:53,893 --> 00:52:56,351
let's just call it serendipitous fate.
1042
00:53:00,950 --> 00:53:02,088
This isn't the kind of conversation
1043
00:53:02,090 --> 00:53:03,590
we should have through a door.
1044
00:53:05,884 --> 00:53:08,128
I don't know if what you're
doing is a joyride or a crusade,
1045
00:53:08,130 --> 00:53:10,138
but you need to stop, Eric.
1046
00:53:10,140 --> 00:53:13,648
You need serious mental help.
1047
00:53:13,650 --> 00:53:15,036
I have reasons for my actions.
1048
00:53:15,038 --> 00:53:15,869
What are they?
1049
00:53:15,871 --> 00:53:17,643
I'm just trying to
save your life, Rachel.
1050
00:53:20,340 --> 00:53:22,168
What did you just say?
1051
00:53:22,170 --> 00:53:26,118
Janice, Kimberly, Veronica, Rachel.
1052
00:53:26,120 --> 00:53:28,168
They're all aliases created by you,
1053
00:53:28,170 --> 00:53:30,088
but only one of them is real.
1054
00:53:30,090 --> 00:53:31,527
You're mistaking me for someone...
1055
00:53:31,529 --> 00:53:32,414
Else?
1056
00:53:32,416 --> 00:53:34,866
Take a look at the letter on the counter.
1057
00:53:34,868 --> 00:53:37,208
R. Childs, Rachel Childs.
1058
00:53:37,210 --> 00:53:38,578
You might've changed
your name on Facebook,
1059
00:53:38,580 --> 00:53:40,208
but the world knows exactly who you are.
1060
00:53:40,210 --> 00:53:41,041
And who are you?
1061
00:53:41,043 --> 00:53:42,808
You know who I am, I
never lied about that.
1062
00:53:42,810 --> 00:53:44,828
The real question is why am I here?
1063
00:53:44,830 --> 00:53:46,521
You wanted me to quit.
1064
00:53:46,523 --> 00:53:47,354
That's my purpose.
1065
00:53:47,356 --> 00:53:48,187
But what's my motive?
1066
00:53:48,189 --> 00:53:49,723
To be pretty fucking creepy.
1067
00:53:51,390 --> 00:53:52,221
You have AIDs.
1068
00:53:52,223 --> 00:53:53,728
HIV, there's a difference, you know.
1069
00:53:53,730 --> 00:53:55,365
You like erotic massage.
1070
00:53:55,367 --> 00:53:56,198
Lingam, and that's right.
1071
00:53:56,200 --> 00:53:57,188
You hate the '80s.
1072
00:53:57,190 --> 00:53:58,840
Wrong train of thought.
1073
00:53:59,961 --> 00:54:01,411
And you're in love with me.
1074
00:54:04,056 --> 00:54:04,888
But why is that?
1075
00:54:04,890 --> 00:54:05,721
I don't know.
1076
00:54:05,723 --> 00:54:07,078
We've only just met.
1077
00:54:07,080 --> 00:54:08,265
First time in person, yeah,
1078
00:54:08,267 --> 00:54:10,233
but how can I be so sure about you?
1079
00:54:12,690 --> 00:54:14,138
Because you follow my Twitter?
1080
00:54:14,140 --> 00:54:15,517
And Pinterest and Instagram.
1081
00:54:15,519 --> 00:54:16,468
Let's not dwell on details.
1082
00:54:16,470 --> 00:54:17,758
It's the details that count.
1083
00:54:17,760 --> 00:54:19,288
That's how you know if
a guy is prince charming
1084
00:54:19,290 --> 00:54:21,458
or a complete psycho stalker.
1085
00:54:21,460 --> 00:54:22,658
For the sake of this exercise,
1086
00:54:22,660 --> 00:54:23,948
let's say I'm not Norman Bates,
1087
00:54:23,950 --> 00:54:24,988
what next?
1088
00:54:24,990 --> 00:54:26,188
You followed me on social media,
1089
00:54:26,190 --> 00:54:27,718
that's when you fell in love.
1090
00:54:27,720 --> 00:54:29,558
We market ourselves on social media.
1091
00:54:29,560 --> 00:54:32,458
It's not your brand I'm
interested in, it's you.
1092
00:54:32,460 --> 00:54:33,888
Why can't you just tell me?
1093
00:54:33,890 --> 00:54:36,798
Because if I tell you, I
would have failed in my goal.
1094
00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:37,985
You're so close to the end, Rachel,
1095
00:54:37,987 --> 00:54:40,630
you just need to connect the dots.
1096
00:54:48,820 --> 00:54:50,948
You had the disease before you met me.
1097
00:54:50,950 --> 00:54:52,298
Before you found me on Twitter,
1098
00:54:52,300 --> 00:54:54,038
so you knew we could never be together,
1099
00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:55,798
not physically at least.
1100
00:54:55,800 --> 00:54:57,593
Right path, wrong logic.
1101
00:54:57,595 --> 00:54:58,928
You're so close.
1102
00:55:02,571 --> 00:55:05,571
If your feelings grew organically,
1103
00:55:09,546 --> 00:55:12,785
someone must've told you about me.
1104
00:55:12,787 --> 00:55:15,159
Like Kyle Reese in The Terminator,
1105
00:55:15,161 --> 00:55:17,183
I didn't have to meet
you to know how I'd feel.
1106
00:55:20,190 --> 00:55:21,240
My mother sent you.
1107
00:55:27,960 --> 00:55:29,023
Come home, Rachel.
1108
00:55:31,910 --> 00:55:33,838
How did she know?
1109
00:55:33,840 --> 00:55:35,478
You've engaged with enough
clients in your office
1110
00:55:35,480 --> 00:55:36,473
for word to spread.
1111
00:55:38,470 --> 00:55:40,128
Go back to her.
1112
00:55:40,130 --> 00:55:42,053
See your family again.
1113
00:55:48,480 --> 00:55:51,013
Rachel, everybody has a past,
1114
00:55:52,191 --> 00:55:54,291
but it's the future that's yours to shape.
1115
00:55:57,810 --> 00:55:58,643
May I?
1116
00:56:04,924 --> 00:56:07,218
Do you wanna know how I got involved?
1117
00:56:07,220 --> 00:56:08,163
Eating pussy.
1118
00:56:09,780 --> 00:56:12,598
Like I said, I'm a virgin,
but I've been abound.
1119
00:56:12,600 --> 00:56:14,388
My tongue has been in
and out of so many holes
1120
00:56:14,390 --> 00:56:15,928
it practically needs a condom of its own.
1121
00:56:15,930 --> 00:56:17,348
Please stop, you're not helping.
1122
00:56:17,350 --> 00:56:18,978
I'm serious!
1123
00:56:18,980 --> 00:56:20,200
Rachel, I'm a cliche
1124
00:56:21,070 --> 00:56:22,553
and evidently, a karmic joke.
1125
00:56:23,447 --> 00:56:26,313
But I'm here now to make sure
others don't follow suit.
1126
00:56:27,160 --> 00:56:28,828
Getting AIDs through carpet munching.
1127
00:56:28,830 --> 00:56:30,328
It's a niche market.
1128
00:56:30,330 --> 00:56:31,538
Making a vlog won't work.
1129
00:56:31,540 --> 00:56:34,748
And if you warn people about
the dangers of disease,
1130
00:56:34,750 --> 00:56:36,500
just gets met with a passive shrug.
1131
00:56:37,560 --> 00:56:38,858
If you wanna make a difference,
1132
00:56:38,860 --> 00:56:41,468
you have to hit people
with a sledgehammer,
1133
00:56:41,470 --> 00:56:43,270
then you'll have a platform to talk.
1134
00:56:44,240 --> 00:56:46,878
When Grindr and Tinder made
easy sex the cultural norm,
1135
00:56:46,880 --> 00:56:48,980
what chance did I have to change anything?
1136
00:56:49,920 --> 00:56:51,858
But then I thought of something.
1137
00:56:51,860 --> 00:56:53,738
You don't ask a vegan to convince somebody
1138
00:56:53,740 --> 00:56:55,328
to stop eating meat.
1139
00:56:55,330 --> 00:56:56,918
Not with education anyway.
1140
00:56:56,920 --> 00:56:59,148
They'll berate them with
words, pseudo-philosophy
1141
00:56:59,150 --> 00:57:00,428
and show them images of cruelty,
1142
00:57:00,430 --> 00:57:02,528
and the most you can hope for
1143
00:57:02,530 --> 00:57:04,080
is self-loathing when they eat.
1144
00:57:05,730 --> 00:57:08,668
If you wanna persuade
someone to stop eating meat,
1145
00:57:08,670 --> 00:57:09,663
get them a cow.
1146
00:57:11,110 --> 00:57:12,948
Watch them nurture him, feed him,
1147
00:57:12,950 --> 00:57:15,088
raise him like one of their own.
1148
00:57:15,090 --> 00:57:16,628
And when the cow comes of age,
1149
00:57:16,630 --> 00:57:18,988
you slaughter him right in front of them.
1150
00:57:18,990 --> 00:57:20,390
That'll have them convinced.
1151
00:57:21,230 --> 00:57:23,313
You make them fall in love.
1152
00:57:24,660 --> 00:57:25,858
That's what happened with Mike Atkins
1153
00:57:25,860 --> 00:57:27,963
and that's what can
happen with others too.
1154
00:57:29,150 --> 00:57:31,298
So I took a shot and visited escorts,
1155
00:57:31,300 --> 00:57:34,098
only this time, I didn't
declare what I had.
1156
00:57:34,100 --> 00:57:35,588
I let them draw their own conclusions
1157
00:57:35,590 --> 00:57:37,968
to see what could happen
to someone they liked
1158
00:57:37,970 --> 00:57:41,343
and how close they'd come to
market themselves to death.
1159
00:57:41,345 --> 00:57:42,546
Did it work?
1160
00:57:42,548 --> 00:57:44,138
Yeah,
1161
00:57:44,140 --> 00:57:45,490
but it's different with you
1162
00:57:46,847 --> 00:57:49,033
'cause I genuinely love you this time.
1163
00:57:59,730 --> 00:58:02,468
Rachel, your mother saw
one of my YouTube videos
1164
00:58:02,470 --> 00:58:03,393
and got in touch.
1165
00:58:05,010 --> 00:58:06,510
She told me about your plight.
1166
00:58:07,570 --> 00:58:08,638
The more I learned about you,
1167
00:58:08,640 --> 00:58:11,741
the more I fell for what you represent.
1168
00:58:11,743 --> 00:58:13,255
What do I represent?
1169
00:58:13,257 --> 00:58:14,703
Purity in chaos.
1170
00:58:20,410 --> 00:58:22,660
The reason you think
you're in love with me
1171
00:58:24,080 --> 00:58:26,618
is 'cause you're attracted to pain.
1172
00:58:26,620 --> 00:58:27,798
Your parents, my parents,
1173
00:58:27,800 --> 00:58:29,638
you're saying they never fell in love?
1174
00:58:29,640 --> 00:58:32,248
They made the mistake
of believing, fucking,
1175
00:58:32,250 --> 00:58:34,218
and making love to be mutually exclusive
1176
00:58:34,220 --> 00:58:36,223
when the only difference is the tempo.
1177
00:58:37,086 --> 00:58:38,092
You really think that?
1178
00:58:38,094 --> 00:58:39,668
I told you,
1179
00:58:39,670 --> 00:58:41,620
the only difference is a technical one.
1180
00:58:44,720 --> 00:58:46,170
Now, can I ask you something?
1181
00:58:47,380 --> 00:58:48,297
Anything.
1182
00:58:50,510 --> 00:58:51,660
Why are you a virgin?
1183
00:58:58,560 --> 00:59:01,408
I wanted to give meaning to
an action where there is none.
1184
00:59:01,410 --> 00:59:03,288
There's plenty of meaning
to popping your cherry.
1185
00:59:03,290 --> 00:59:04,988
For a woman maybe.
1186
00:59:04,990 --> 00:59:07,428
For a guy playing Pattycake
or Flog the Bishop's,
1187
00:59:07,430 --> 00:59:08,868
all the same.
1188
00:59:08,870 --> 00:59:11,238
So I needed to distinguish between
1189
00:59:11,240 --> 00:59:12,690
when I actually fell in love.
1190
00:59:14,560 --> 00:59:16,921
Not that it's gonna happen now.
1191
00:59:16,923 --> 00:59:19,808
I didn't put you down
for the religious type.
1192
00:59:19,810 --> 00:59:21,753
I'm not, I just like the concept.
1193
00:59:23,350 --> 00:59:26,638
Now, you're willing to lose
your glass slipper to me?
1194
00:59:26,640 --> 00:59:27,473
Yes,
1195
00:59:28,814 --> 00:59:30,713
but it's a love I'd never
be able to consummate.
1196
00:59:31,640 --> 00:59:32,668
Should it matter?
1197
00:59:32,670 --> 00:59:34,721
No, but I'd like to know what it felt
1198
00:59:34,723 --> 00:59:36,148
like just once.
1199
00:59:36,150 --> 00:59:38,350
Try sticking your
dick in jelly and cream.
1200
00:59:42,660 --> 00:59:44,808
I don't think wanting to
be celibate's your problem,
1201
00:59:44,810 --> 00:59:47,460
otherwise the Jonas Brothers
would be guilty as well.
1202
00:59:52,297 --> 00:59:54,297
What I really wanna know
1203
00:59:56,197 --> 00:59:58,453
is why you like escorts so much?
1204
01:00:01,540 --> 01:00:02,828
Sorry, I'm still stuck
1205
01:00:02,830 --> 01:00:04,280
on the jelly and creams part.
1206
01:00:06,290 --> 01:00:08,528
Your addiction to escorts
fits a void in your life
1207
01:00:08,530 --> 01:00:10,778
which having a girlfriend
won't accomplish.
1208
01:00:10,780 --> 01:00:12,188
Don't bother trying to psychoanalyze me.
1209
01:00:12,190 --> 01:00:13,021
This session is about you.
1210
01:00:13,023 --> 01:00:15,388
No, it's about your
inability to have sex
1211
01:00:15,390 --> 01:00:17,678
because you still believe in fairytales.
1212
01:00:17,680 --> 01:00:18,658
Please, don't shut me out.
1213
01:00:18,660 --> 01:00:19,493
I'm not.
1214
01:00:20,460 --> 01:00:21,888
You're gonna walk out of here yourself
1215
01:00:21,890 --> 01:00:25,398
when you come to terms with
the reality of your plight.
1216
01:00:25,400 --> 01:00:26,263
You're a failure.
1217
01:00:27,620 --> 01:00:29,548
You're a person trying
to seek human connection
1218
01:00:29,550 --> 01:00:31,478
in an industry where there is none.
1219
01:00:31,480 --> 01:00:34,948
Mistaking lust for love
and foreplay for intimacy,
1220
01:00:34,950 --> 01:00:38,158
which is strange because
we're a nation built on sex.
1221
01:00:38,160 --> 01:00:40,058
In our ads, in our
mags, in the way we walk
1222
01:00:40,060 --> 01:00:41,338
and the way we talk.
1223
01:00:41,340 --> 01:00:44,068
And I don't blame you for who you are.
1224
01:00:44,070 --> 01:00:45,858
You're like this because
you were raised that way,
1225
01:00:45,860 --> 01:00:47,563
and I don't mean by your parents.
1226
01:00:48,930 --> 01:00:50,353
We're a nation confused,
1227
01:00:51,640 --> 01:00:53,708
sending clients like
you to escorts like me
1228
01:00:53,710 --> 01:00:56,218
because your sex-ed was learned in porn.
1229
01:00:56,220 --> 01:00:58,858
Your CNN is Playboy,
your Reddit is Bang Bus,
1230
01:00:58,860 --> 01:01:01,573
and your role model is Sasha Grey.
1231
01:01:02,700 --> 01:01:06,068
If life is about sex
and sex is about power,
1232
01:01:06,070 --> 01:01:08,398
then being an escort is
the relinquishment of it
1233
01:01:08,400 --> 01:01:09,958
and being a virgin means never having it
1234
01:01:09,960 --> 01:01:11,910
and that's why we'll never make it out.
1235
01:01:20,760 --> 01:01:21,593
Time's up.
1236
01:01:23,584 --> 01:01:25,008
I thought you weren't a clock-watcher.
1237
01:01:25,010 --> 01:01:25,843
I lied.
1238
01:01:28,460 --> 01:01:29,291
Can I say one thing?
1239
01:01:29,293 --> 01:01:30,126
No.
1240
01:01:45,100 --> 01:01:45,933
What?
1241
01:01:52,383 --> 01:01:57,068
I had another friend
besides Mike, Chrissy Hart.
1242
01:01:57,070 --> 01:02:00,168
Which wasn't a stage name,
but her Christian one.
1243
01:02:00,170 --> 01:02:02,838
Although, she did end up doing porn.
1244
01:02:02,840 --> 01:02:06,028
Chrissy was raised Catholic
and she's the religious type.
1245
01:02:06,030 --> 01:02:09,428
Went to communion on the
Sunday, took part in the choir.
1246
01:02:09,430 --> 01:02:11,418
She would even take offense
if people made jokes
1247
01:02:11,420 --> 01:02:13,003
about other Catholic priests.
1248
01:02:14,300 --> 01:02:16,148
So Chrissy goes off to college
1249
01:02:16,150 --> 01:02:18,150
where she mixes in with the wrong crowd.
1250
01:02:19,030 --> 01:02:20,808
Girls telling her way she can make money
1251
01:02:20,810 --> 01:02:22,693
without compromising her beliefs.
1252
01:02:23,750 --> 01:02:25,208
Financial domination, it's called,
1253
01:02:25,210 --> 01:02:27,768
where you text a guy
orders and get pampered
1254
01:02:27,770 --> 01:02:29,828
without having to lift a finger.
1255
01:02:29,830 --> 01:02:31,980
You're probably familiar
with that already.
1256
01:02:34,160 --> 01:02:35,668
But her friends are
making more money than her
1257
01:02:35,670 --> 01:02:37,323
and she soon finds out why.
1258
01:02:38,840 --> 01:02:40,058
They're selling their undies.
1259
01:02:40,060 --> 01:02:42,513
The more soiled, the
better for guys to sniff.
1260
01:02:43,720 --> 01:02:46,463
She sees no harm in it, so joins the team.
1261
01:02:48,570 --> 01:02:50,203
The first compromise is made.
1262
01:02:52,430 --> 01:02:53,778
Then she sees there's money to be made
1263
01:02:53,780 --> 01:02:55,828
selling pictures of yourself.
1264
01:02:55,830 --> 01:02:57,248
And if God created her body,
1265
01:02:57,250 --> 01:02:59,573
who is she to deny the
world of her beauty?
1266
01:03:02,630 --> 01:03:04,343
The second compromise is made.
1267
01:03:06,870 --> 01:03:09,008
Chrissy soon webcamming in her dorm room,
1268
01:03:09,010 --> 01:03:10,710
strutting her stuff for easy cash
1269
01:03:11,950 --> 01:03:13,145
till a fellow student reports her
1270
01:03:13,147 --> 01:03:14,943
and she gets kicked out of college.
1271
01:03:17,200 --> 01:03:18,950
Not before being offered to do porn
1272
01:03:20,290 --> 01:03:21,208
and she's gone this far.
1273
01:03:21,210 --> 01:03:22,300
So why not accept
1274
01:03:26,050 --> 01:03:27,433
compromise number three?
1275
01:03:29,990 --> 01:03:31,718
Now, porn is a tough act to break into
1276
01:03:31,720 --> 01:03:33,668
as ironic as that might sound.
1277
01:03:33,670 --> 01:03:36,120
A few people make it, but
most quickly leave, and
1278
01:03:38,400 --> 01:03:40,800
Chrissy wasn't one of
those who succeeded in it.
1279
01:03:43,670 --> 01:03:45,743
After few high profile gigs, she,
1280
01:03:47,080 --> 01:03:48,980
she ends up falling into fetish sites,
1281
01:03:50,210 --> 01:03:52,933
where she's slapped and
abused for guys to enjoy.
1282
01:03:56,760 --> 01:03:58,193
So she decides to come home,
1283
01:04:00,650 --> 01:04:02,906
but her parents have disowned her.
1284
01:04:02,908 --> 01:04:06,218
Her friends want nothing to do
with her, and I take her in.
1285
01:04:06,220 --> 01:04:07,743
I know nothing more than pity.
1286
01:04:12,370 --> 01:04:14,280
Chrissy tries to rebuild her life
1287
01:04:15,370 --> 01:04:17,410
volunteering at a homeless shelter and
1288
01:04:19,780 --> 01:04:20,668
over the next few weeks,
1289
01:04:20,670 --> 01:04:23,120
it looks like she's getting
things back on track.
1290
01:04:29,824 --> 01:04:32,407
But it just wasn't meant to be.
1291
01:04:34,408 --> 01:04:37,740
The woman I knew isn't
the same who came home.
1292
01:04:39,750 --> 01:04:41,808
She was so screwed up from her experiences
1293
01:04:41,810 --> 01:04:44,913
that the only thing
she understood was sex.
1294
01:04:48,200 --> 01:04:50,800
As I later found out, she
was escorting on the side.
1295
01:04:54,740 --> 01:04:56,990
She caught the disease
of one of her clients
1296
01:04:58,000 --> 01:04:59,723
and six months later, she died.
1297
01:05:01,650 --> 01:05:04,600
That's about the same time I
started seeing escorts myself.
1298
01:05:06,660 --> 01:05:08,810
I thought I'd be stronger than her,
1299
01:05:08,812 --> 01:05:10,853
I'd be smarter, I'd be safe.
1300
01:05:12,070 --> 01:05:14,120
I thought I'd meet someone like her, but,
1301
01:05:15,060 --> 01:05:17,463
well, you know the rest.
1302
01:05:19,820 --> 01:05:21,480
I guess what I'm trying to say is
1303
01:05:22,960 --> 01:05:25,523
life is a series of
compromises and chances.
1304
01:05:27,290 --> 01:05:29,208
The less you make of the former,
1305
01:05:29,210 --> 01:05:31,010
the more you can make of the latter.
1306
01:05:35,200 --> 01:05:36,700
Don't be Chrissy Hart, Rachel.
1307
01:05:39,290 --> 01:05:40,430
You're better than her
1308
01:05:43,203 --> 01:05:44,813
because you're better than me.
1309
01:06:59,308 --> 01:07:04,308
Wait!
1310
01:07:32,925 --> 01:07:37,925
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