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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:07,441 --> 00:00:12,441 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 2 00:00:24,550 --> 00:00:25,778 Eric? 3 00:00:25,780 --> 00:00:26,613 Veronica? 4 00:00:28,210 --> 00:00:29,041 That's so sweet. 5 00:00:29,043 --> 00:00:30,218 Thanks, babe. 6 00:00:30,220 --> 00:00:31,403 Please follow me. 7 00:00:38,586 --> 00:00:39,458 So how was your journey? 8 00:00:39,460 --> 00:00:40,291 Pleasant, thanks. 9 00:00:40,293 --> 00:00:41,153 Was parking okay? 10 00:00:41,155 --> 00:00:41,986 I took the train. 11 00:00:41,988 --> 00:00:42,883 Do you have a car? 12 00:00:42,885 --> 00:00:43,803 An electric. 13 00:00:43,805 --> 00:00:44,728 I'm learning to drive myself. 14 00:00:44,730 --> 00:00:45,778 Late, I know. 15 00:00:45,780 --> 00:00:47,108 I try to take lessons on my day off 16 00:00:47,110 --> 00:00:48,104 but it's hard when you're taking 17 00:00:48,106 --> 00:00:49,864 a business management course as well. 18 00:00:49,866 --> 00:00:51,013 You're studying business? 19 00:00:51,015 --> 00:00:53,010 Part-time and I do it online but 20 00:00:53,012 --> 00:00:54,481 I'll have a degree at the end of it. 21 00:00:54,483 --> 00:00:55,400 This is us. 22 00:01:08,440 --> 00:01:10,857 Do you have something for me? 23 00:01:29,960 --> 00:01:32,167 Thank you for your... donation. 24 00:01:33,558 --> 00:01:34,389 What's that? 25 00:01:34,391 --> 00:01:35,389 What? 26 00:01:35,391 --> 00:01:36,348 A donation. 27 00:01:36,350 --> 00:01:38,248 Well, if you paid me for a service, 28 00:01:38,250 --> 00:01:39,081 that would make me a pro. 29 00:01:39,083 --> 00:01:40,820 You're just tipping me for my time. 30 00:01:42,810 --> 00:01:43,838 Shower's upstairs. 31 00:01:43,840 --> 00:01:46,090 Feel free to get cleaned up before you leave. 32 00:01:48,510 --> 00:01:52,348 I'm sorry, I can't... 33 00:01:52,350 --> 00:01:53,183 Too soon? 34 00:01:56,241 --> 00:01:57,074 Are you nervous? 35 00:01:58,208 --> 00:01:59,468 A little. 36 00:01:59,470 --> 00:02:00,498 I like men who are shy. 37 00:02:00,500 --> 00:02:01,333 It's cute. 38 00:02:02,490 --> 00:02:04,427 Is this your first time? 39 00:02:04,429 --> 00:02:05,346 For what? 40 00:02:07,150 --> 00:02:09,175 Why don't you get comfortable while I go freshen up a bit, 41 00:02:09,177 --> 00:02:12,973 and when I return we can discuss how to settle you in? 42 00:02:14,430 --> 00:02:15,263 Sounds good. 43 00:02:20,800 --> 00:02:23,120 I'll be right back. 44 00:04:46,963 --> 00:04:49,253 I thought I'd slip into something more comfy. 45 00:04:50,470 --> 00:04:51,788 Brandy or a prosecco? 46 00:04:51,790 --> 00:04:53,428 The merlot's run dry. 47 00:04:53,430 --> 00:04:55,788 Neither, I'll stick with an orange juice, thanks. 48 00:04:55,790 --> 00:04:57,240 Let's make it for two then. 49 00:04:58,594 --> 00:05:00,048 Are you feeling more relaxed? 50 00:05:00,050 --> 00:05:01,700 The music's not too loud I hope. 51 00:05:01,702 --> 00:05:04,087 Considerably, and no. 52 00:05:04,089 --> 00:05:04,922 Good. 53 00:05:05,820 --> 00:05:06,888 I need you feeling limber 54 00:05:06,890 --> 00:05:08,540 if we're to live out your dreams, 55 00:05:10,010 --> 00:05:11,823 of which I'm sure you have many. 56 00:05:14,130 --> 00:05:15,858 Please, allow me. 57 00:05:15,860 --> 00:05:17,068 What a gentleman! 58 00:05:17,070 --> 00:05:19,020 You must be a stud with all the ladies. 59 00:05:22,370 --> 00:05:23,270 Care for a cookie? 60 00:05:24,400 --> 00:05:25,588 What kind do you have? 61 00:05:25,590 --> 00:05:27,347 Oatmeal or spritzgebäck? 62 00:05:28,885 --> 00:05:30,111 Are any gluten free? 63 00:05:30,113 --> 00:05:31,268 Come on, I'm not that niche. 64 00:05:31,270 --> 00:05:32,698 Neither am I, I just don't wanna fart 65 00:05:32,700 --> 00:05:34,528 in the middle of our session! 66 00:05:34,530 --> 00:05:35,710 I'll take oatmeal. 67 00:05:38,780 --> 00:05:39,613 Thanks. 68 00:05:44,660 --> 00:05:47,503 Let's get some ground rules out of the way first. 69 00:05:49,310 --> 00:05:50,720 An experience with me 70 00:05:51,690 --> 00:05:54,018 will make full use of our senses as we lose 71 00:05:54,020 --> 00:05:56,238 all knowledge of time and reason to explore 72 00:05:56,240 --> 00:05:59,258 each other's bodies, and extract intense pleasure 73 00:05:59,260 --> 00:06:01,573 from one another to reach emotional heights. 74 00:06:03,240 --> 00:06:04,288 Now I'm no clock watcher 75 00:06:04,290 --> 00:06:06,688 but I do need to keep track of time 76 00:06:06,690 --> 00:06:09,258 which is why I've brought my little friend here. 77 00:06:09,260 --> 00:06:11,358 You've paid for 60 minutes so that's what I've set 78 00:06:11,360 --> 00:06:13,718 and when the hour is up let's look back fondly 79 00:06:13,720 --> 00:06:16,538 at our time together and not abuse its length. 80 00:06:16,540 --> 00:06:17,373 Agreed? 81 00:06:20,220 --> 00:06:21,053 Sounds fair. 82 00:06:26,770 --> 00:06:31,770 So how do you wanna start? 83 00:06:36,030 --> 00:06:38,308 With a promise that by the end of our session 84 00:06:38,310 --> 00:06:40,110 neither of us are going to have sex. 85 00:06:41,710 --> 00:06:43,838 That's fine, I have clients who are inclined like that. 86 00:06:43,840 --> 00:06:45,999 I can play with myself while you watch or... 87 00:06:46,001 --> 00:06:46,832 I mean nothing R-rate. 88 00:06:46,834 --> 00:06:49,538 No oral, no finger-bang, handjob, blowjob, 89 00:06:49,540 --> 00:06:53,468 just quality conversation between two people 90 00:06:53,470 --> 00:06:55,770 as one tries to convince the other of a truth. 91 00:06:57,117 --> 00:06:59,591 What truth is that? 92 00:06:59,593 --> 00:07:01,288 That you're underselling yourself 93 00:07:01,290 --> 00:07:02,693 and I don't just mean price. 94 00:07:03,560 --> 00:07:06,158 You're too beautiful to be in this line of work 95 00:07:06,160 --> 00:07:07,603 and I don't just mean looks. 96 00:07:08,510 --> 00:07:11,358 I fulfill men's fantasies at a discounted cost, 97 00:07:11,360 --> 00:07:12,958 who loses out? 98 00:07:12,960 --> 00:07:13,988 Everyone. 99 00:07:13,990 --> 00:07:15,068 If you're not paying me for sex 100 00:07:15,070 --> 00:07:16,270 what do you want me for? 101 00:07:18,532 --> 00:07:20,228 There are 58 minutes and 56 seconds 102 00:07:20,230 --> 00:07:21,958 left on that clock. 103 00:07:21,960 --> 00:07:23,238 That means that's the time I have 104 00:07:23,240 --> 00:07:25,288 to convince you to quit your day job 105 00:07:25,290 --> 00:07:27,298 and pursue a new line of work. 106 00:07:27,300 --> 00:07:28,558 You're wasting your money. 107 00:07:28,560 --> 00:07:30,473 - And buying an opportunity. - Why? 108 00:07:41,210 --> 00:07:42,588 The phrase 'Love at first sight' 109 00:07:42,590 --> 00:07:44,598 is a saying with romantic connotations 110 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:46,738 which I've never fully understood, 111 00:07:46,740 --> 00:07:48,938 a line signifying our basic desires 112 00:07:48,940 --> 00:07:50,378 through attaching a romanticized 113 00:07:50,380 --> 00:07:52,238 notion to the idea that good looks 114 00:07:52,240 --> 00:07:54,088 are more important than any other trait, 115 00:07:54,090 --> 00:07:57,548 and that one's charm, wit, or personality come second 116 00:07:57,550 --> 00:07:59,955 to wrinkle-free skin and a good selfie. 117 00:07:59,957 --> 00:08:02,170 You're making no sense at the moment, 118 00:08:02,172 --> 00:08:04,238 and did you really write 'selfie' in your speech? 119 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:06,568 Bear with me, it's a work in progress. 120 00:08:06,570 --> 00:08:07,838 My understanding of the phrase 121 00:08:07,840 --> 00:08:10,958 changed a few weeks ago when I was scouring the web 122 00:08:10,960 --> 00:08:12,658 and came across your profile. 123 00:08:12,660 --> 00:08:15,508 You were looking like you are right now, calm, 124 00:08:15,510 --> 00:08:17,298 rosy, with just enough make-up on 125 00:08:17,300 --> 00:08:18,743 to accentuate your features. 126 00:08:19,720 --> 00:08:21,418 You have amazing eyes by the way. 127 00:08:21,420 --> 00:08:22,478 Thanks. 128 00:08:22,480 --> 00:08:24,248 But what drew me to your photo 129 00:08:24,250 --> 00:08:27,563 was the trait that won't lie, your smile. 130 00:08:28,760 --> 00:08:32,030 It was honest, pure, beautiful 131 00:08:33,030 --> 00:08:35,078 and that's when I realized the meaning of the term 132 00:08:35,080 --> 00:08:38,578 which wasn't to romanticize lust like I originally imagined 133 00:08:38,580 --> 00:08:40,898 but the ability to see beyond the lens and appreciate 134 00:08:40,900 --> 00:08:43,198 the beauty others fail to address. 135 00:08:43,200 --> 00:08:44,888 So you see my beauty. 136 00:08:44,890 --> 00:08:46,648 You and every other guy. 137 00:08:46,650 --> 00:08:48,323 But with one major twist. 138 00:08:49,430 --> 00:08:51,548 There are three key attributes that define 139 00:08:51,550 --> 00:08:53,658 a man's attractiveness to a woman, 140 00:08:53,660 --> 00:08:56,648 money, status, power. 141 00:08:56,650 --> 00:08:58,198 Sure a guy can have good looks, 142 00:08:58,200 --> 00:09:00,178 strong abs, and nice hygiene 143 00:09:00,180 --> 00:09:02,518 but they don't hold nearly as much weight, 144 00:09:02,520 --> 00:09:04,808 otherwise Ryan Gosling would be swimming in more tail 145 00:09:04,810 --> 00:09:06,378 than Bernie Sanders. 146 00:09:06,380 --> 00:09:08,558 You're saying Bernie Sanders has sex? 147 00:09:08,560 --> 00:09:11,528 The guy gets laid more time than porn stars. 148 00:09:11,530 --> 00:09:13,848 So when a guy uses a combination of all three, 149 00:09:13,850 --> 00:09:16,578 he does it in accordance through a set of principles 150 00:09:16,580 --> 00:09:18,698 designed to lower her inhibitions 151 00:09:18,700 --> 00:09:20,438 and get her body into bed. 152 00:09:20,440 --> 00:09:23,318 Or wherever they decide to have intercourse. 153 00:09:23,320 --> 00:09:26,018 Today I find myself in the unusual position of 154 00:09:26,020 --> 00:09:28,468 not needing to jump through hoops having already paid 155 00:09:28,470 --> 00:09:29,978 for the service to have sex with you. 156 00:09:29,980 --> 00:09:31,978 Correction, you paid for my time. 157 00:09:31,980 --> 00:09:33,748 The sex is inconsequential. 158 00:09:33,750 --> 00:09:35,268 Fair point. 159 00:09:35,270 --> 00:09:36,878 But when I tell you I'm not looking to connect 160 00:09:36,880 --> 00:09:39,883 for a quick screw, you know I'm telling the truth. 161 00:09:42,470 --> 00:09:44,438 Have you ever seen The Wizard of Oz? 162 00:09:44,440 --> 00:09:46,648 In black-and-white and color, 163 00:09:46,650 --> 00:09:48,828 what self-respecting a girl hasn't? 164 00:09:48,830 --> 00:09:50,548 I love that film. 165 00:09:50,550 --> 00:09:52,808 To me the movie was ahead of its time 166 00:09:52,810 --> 00:09:54,338 not least because of its frank depiction 167 00:09:54,340 --> 00:09:55,788 of homosexual life. 168 00:09:55,790 --> 00:09:57,448 Judy Garland was the lesbian. 169 00:09:57,450 --> 00:09:58,778 So was Dorothy Gale. 170 00:09:58,780 --> 00:09:59,908 The character was 12! 171 00:09:59,910 --> 00:10:01,798 Played by a seventeen year old, 172 00:10:01,800 --> 00:10:02,978 and if you've read the books you'll know 173 00:10:02,980 --> 00:10:05,208 she marries Princess Ozma at the end. 174 00:10:05,210 --> 00:10:07,798 Now with that info in mind you start to re-evaluate 175 00:10:07,800 --> 00:10:09,808 the story in a completely different light. 176 00:10:09,810 --> 00:10:12,398 Dorothy was a teenager coming of age. 177 00:10:12,400 --> 00:10:14,378 She just found out she liked girls. 178 00:10:14,380 --> 00:10:16,738 The cowardly lion was her fear of coming out, 179 00:10:16,740 --> 00:10:18,828 the brain-dead scarecrow was her fear of being gay, 180 00:10:18,830 --> 00:10:20,398 and then the heartless Tin-Man was her front 181 00:10:20,400 --> 00:10:23,008 for society to show that she didn't care. 182 00:10:23,010 --> 00:10:25,198 What about the Wicked Witch? 183 00:10:25,200 --> 00:10:26,338 The bad witch was condemnation, 184 00:10:26,340 --> 00:10:28,138 the good witch affirmation. 185 00:10:28,140 --> 00:10:29,605 Wait, are you calling me a dyke? 186 00:10:29,607 --> 00:10:31,538 No, I'm saying there's a lack of disparities 187 00:10:31,540 --> 00:10:34,628 between faking being straight and being an escort. 188 00:10:34,630 --> 00:10:35,828 It reminds me of the Tin Man 189 00:10:35,830 --> 00:10:39,543 because what's the use of a body without a heart? 190 00:10:41,640 --> 00:10:43,693 If life is like The Wizard of Oz, 191 00:10:44,600 --> 00:10:46,488 let me be the wizard. 192 00:10:46,490 --> 00:10:48,688 I mean I talk bullshit most of the time 193 00:10:48,690 --> 00:10:50,193 and I stand behind a curtain, 194 00:10:51,490 --> 00:10:52,858 but I'll do everything in my power 195 00:10:52,860 --> 00:10:54,263 to grant you your wish. 196 00:10:57,440 --> 00:10:59,944 That sounds like a pick-up line. 197 00:10:59,946 --> 00:11:02,168 There's 55 minutes left on this clock 198 00:11:02,170 --> 00:11:04,008 and I'll be using every one of those seconds 199 00:11:04,010 --> 00:11:07,158 not in pursuit of your body but to win your heart, 200 00:11:07,160 --> 00:11:09,053 because that's worth fighting for. 201 00:11:11,379 --> 00:11:12,210 If you say you're in love with me, 202 00:11:12,212 --> 00:11:13,835 I can give you the girlfriend experience... 203 00:11:13,837 --> 00:11:16,278 The girlfriend experience is designed to deluding fools 204 00:11:16,280 --> 00:11:19,035 into thinking there's meaning where there's none. 205 00:11:19,037 --> 00:11:21,018 I want the real thing. 206 00:11:21,020 --> 00:11:25,143 No offense but you base your opinion of me off a photo. 207 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:29,633 Everything I am is a fantasy. 208 00:11:33,430 --> 00:11:34,980 I'd like to say as intuition. 209 00:11:38,660 --> 00:11:41,788 You paid for the hour so I'm not gonna stop you wasting it 210 00:11:41,790 --> 00:11:44,338 but if you really want to win me over, 211 00:11:44,340 --> 00:11:46,488 you might want to start somewhere besides discussing 212 00:11:46,490 --> 00:11:49,463 the homosexual undertones of a children's book. 213 00:11:50,700 --> 00:11:53,868 What's your favorite color, what movies do you like, 214 00:11:53,870 --> 00:11:55,120 where do you like to eat? 215 00:11:57,183 --> 00:11:58,155 I jumped the gun. 216 00:11:58,157 --> 00:12:01,208 You did, so what's your next play? 217 00:12:01,210 --> 00:12:02,498 This isn't a game. 218 00:12:02,500 --> 00:12:04,278 Everything's a game when gender's involved, 219 00:12:04,280 --> 00:12:05,991 you just need to pick the right sport. 220 00:12:05,993 --> 00:12:07,868 What sport would you pick? 221 00:12:07,870 --> 00:12:08,978 Fantasy football. 222 00:12:08,980 --> 00:12:12,698 Or any sport that doesn't require actual skill to win. 223 00:12:12,700 --> 00:12:15,178 I don't think fantasy football counts as a sport... 224 00:12:15,180 --> 00:12:16,458 It's not. 225 00:12:16,460 --> 00:12:17,373 You're digressing. 226 00:12:19,779 --> 00:12:21,278 Would you mind if I changed out of these clothes? 227 00:12:21,280 --> 00:12:22,958 It feels weird having this conversation 228 00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:24,460 when I'm dressed like a whore. 229 00:12:25,570 --> 00:12:26,658 Sure. 230 00:12:26,660 --> 00:12:27,973 Thanks. 231 00:12:33,190 --> 00:12:34,820 Have you ever considered the possibility 232 00:12:34,822 --> 00:12:36,739 I might like what I do? 233 00:12:40,540 --> 00:12:41,578 Why would you? 234 00:12:41,580 --> 00:12:43,078 Why wouldn't I? 235 00:12:43,080 --> 00:12:44,798 90% of people don't like their jobs, 236 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:45,929 I'm just playing the odds. 237 00:12:45,931 --> 00:12:48,687 90% of people don't cum for a living. 238 00:12:48,689 --> 00:12:49,658 When what you love becomes a job 239 00:12:49,660 --> 00:12:51,058 it can no longer be what you love. 240 00:12:51,060 --> 00:12:51,891 My father taught me that. 241 00:12:51,893 --> 00:12:53,788 Your father makes no sense. 242 00:12:53,790 --> 00:12:55,228 My father makes perfect sense. 243 00:12:55,230 --> 00:12:56,728 It sounds like a palindrome. 244 00:12:56,730 --> 00:12:58,068 Besides your dad and my dad 245 00:12:58,070 --> 00:13:00,128 sound like they wouldn't get along. 246 00:13:00,130 --> 00:13:00,961 How come? 247 00:13:00,963 --> 00:13:02,328 He believes if you love what you do 248 00:13:02,330 --> 00:13:04,168 then it's never a chore and if it's never a chore, 249 00:13:04,170 --> 00:13:06,238 you're always having fun. 250 00:13:06,240 --> 00:13:07,722 I don't think when he said it, 251 00:13:07,724 --> 00:13:09,817 he had escorting in mind. 252 00:13:09,819 --> 00:13:12,568 You have the Richard Gere syndrome. 253 00:13:12,570 --> 00:13:13,408 What's that? 254 00:13:13,410 --> 00:13:15,068 A First Knight complex. 255 00:13:15,070 --> 00:13:18,573 The knight in shining armor saves the damsel in distress. 256 00:13:19,500 --> 00:13:21,346 I'm a little lost. 257 00:13:21,348 --> 00:13:22,698 Whether Richard Gere is playing a client 258 00:13:22,700 --> 00:13:25,608 in Pretty Woman or an escort in American Gigolo, 259 00:13:25,610 --> 00:13:27,817 you'll still side with him no matter what he does 260 00:13:27,819 --> 00:13:30,578 because he's just so damn likeable doing it. 261 00:13:30,580 --> 00:13:32,518 The same couldn't be said if he was played by a woman. 262 00:13:32,520 --> 00:13:35,518 You can't scream sexism when he displays chivalry! 263 00:13:35,520 --> 00:13:36,351 Why not? 264 00:13:36,353 --> 00:13:38,258 It's misogyny at its finest! 265 00:13:38,260 --> 00:13:40,338 Why is it that if a man cheats on his wife, 266 00:13:40,340 --> 00:13:42,708 screws his colleagues, and generally acts like an asshole 267 00:13:42,710 --> 00:13:44,928 to others people desire him more, 268 00:13:44,930 --> 00:13:46,668 whereas if a woman wants to be an escort, 269 00:13:46,670 --> 00:13:49,348 society condemns her for the sole crime of liking 270 00:13:49,350 --> 00:13:50,628 to suck dick? 271 00:13:50,630 --> 00:13:54,130 You don't hear Don Draper being scorned for his morals. 272 00:13:54,132 --> 00:13:55,358 I don't believe that. 273 00:13:55,360 --> 00:13:57,527 You don't agree with society's views? 274 00:13:57,529 --> 00:13:58,979 That you like to suck dick. 275 00:13:59,890 --> 00:14:01,456 I'd be a pretty poor escort 276 00:14:01,458 --> 00:14:04,176 if I didn't enjoy giving blowjobs, 277 00:14:04,178 --> 00:14:06,998 what makes you think I don't enjoy giving head? 278 00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:08,025 Easy. 279 00:14:08,027 --> 00:14:09,253 Your profile. 280 00:14:09,255 --> 00:14:10,772 I ticked the box for fellatio. 281 00:14:10,774 --> 00:14:11,635 It doesn't matter. 282 00:14:11,637 --> 00:14:13,058 It's not your list of do's that convinces me 283 00:14:13,060 --> 00:14:14,563 but how you describe yourself. 284 00:14:15,700 --> 00:14:17,278 Care to explain? 285 00:14:17,280 --> 00:14:18,738 Sure. 286 00:14:18,740 --> 00:14:21,768 Do you remember what you wrote to describe yourself? 287 00:14:21,770 --> 00:14:24,188 You were flirtatious and erotic, 288 00:14:24,190 --> 00:14:26,900 using words typically found to describe a fine wine 289 00:14:27,760 --> 00:14:29,988 with a touch of class and a shroud of mystery 290 00:14:29,990 --> 00:14:32,640 designed to attract people into wanting to know more. 291 00:14:34,246 --> 00:14:35,628 But then it came to your physical traits 292 00:14:35,630 --> 00:14:38,328 and class became crass as you described 293 00:14:38,330 --> 00:14:40,023 yourself in ways no-one should. 294 00:14:41,070 --> 00:14:41,913 Such as? 295 00:14:42,761 --> 00:14:44,711 Of your complexion you said you had... 296 00:14:47,030 --> 00:14:48,568 A fuckable face. 297 00:14:48,570 --> 00:14:51,068 And dick-sucking lips, and I don't care if you need sex 298 00:14:51,070 --> 00:14:52,058 like fucking oxygen, 299 00:14:52,060 --> 00:14:54,110 no-one should demean themselves that way. 300 00:14:55,630 --> 00:14:58,148 Which is why I came to the conclusion that a lot of alcohol 301 00:14:58,150 --> 00:15:00,950 and a touch of self-hate went into writing that profile. 302 00:15:03,170 --> 00:15:04,113 What can I say? 303 00:15:05,620 --> 00:15:08,098 I advertise myself like an eBay listing. 304 00:15:08,100 --> 00:15:10,128 And if a guy's seeking an escort, 305 00:15:10,130 --> 00:15:11,888 he's not looking for class. 306 00:15:11,890 --> 00:15:13,708 - Companionship. - Bullshit! 307 00:15:13,710 --> 00:15:15,188 That's what Rent-A-Friend is for! 308 00:15:15,190 --> 00:15:17,038 Guys don't wanna talk, they wanna bang, 309 00:15:17,040 --> 00:15:18,848 and they wanna do it the way they see it in porn. 310 00:15:18,850 --> 00:15:21,828 You think they care about someone's beauty or intellect? 311 00:15:21,830 --> 00:15:22,818 Bullshit! 312 00:15:22,820 --> 00:15:25,818 Asia Carrera was in Mensa, Tera Patrick studied biology, 313 00:15:25,820 --> 00:15:27,378 who gives a shit? 314 00:15:27,380 --> 00:15:29,468 Guys just want someplace to stick their dick into 315 00:15:29,470 --> 00:15:31,518 because Pornhub and Brazzers desensitized them 316 00:15:31,520 --> 00:15:33,368 to what's normal and the flick of a wrist 317 00:15:33,370 --> 00:15:35,138 won't do it anymore. 318 00:15:35,140 --> 00:15:37,508 The easier we've made sex available to us 319 00:15:37,510 --> 00:15:38,928 the harder we've made it for us to enjoy. 320 00:15:38,930 --> 00:15:40,943 Now let's cut the subject and move on. 321 00:15:43,450 --> 00:15:45,638 I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... 322 00:15:45,640 --> 00:15:47,088 Yes you did! 323 00:15:47,090 --> 00:15:49,358 And criticizing someone for their choice of work 324 00:15:49,360 --> 00:15:50,698 isn't gonna help them quit. 325 00:15:50,700 --> 00:15:52,668 If you don't like what you do then why do you do it? 326 00:15:52,670 --> 00:15:56,618 The same reason as your 90%, to get paid. 327 00:15:56,620 --> 00:15:57,451 Become a waitress. 328 00:15:57,453 --> 00:15:59,298 And earn an income at minimum wage while your company 329 00:15:59,300 --> 00:16:00,683 takes most of my tips? 330 00:16:01,560 --> 00:16:02,603 No thanks! 331 00:16:02,605 --> 00:16:03,436 There must be another way. 332 00:16:03,438 --> 00:16:05,723 There will be, once I get my business degree. 333 00:16:07,550 --> 00:16:10,308 You keep treating me as if I'm some kind of victim 334 00:16:10,310 --> 00:16:11,298 and I'm not. 335 00:16:11,300 --> 00:16:14,078 The real victims are the thousands of people earning minimum 336 00:16:14,080 --> 00:16:16,328 wage who can't afford to put food on the table 337 00:16:16,330 --> 00:16:18,328 because they've paid it all in rent. 338 00:16:18,330 --> 00:16:19,488 The landlords get richer, 339 00:16:19,490 --> 00:16:20,768 the tenants go to food banks, 340 00:16:20,770 --> 00:16:22,448 and the government won't lift a finger 341 00:16:22,450 --> 00:16:24,663 because unemployment figures are low. 342 00:16:25,810 --> 00:16:28,770 You guys just lie there while you take it up the ass. 343 00:16:29,736 --> 00:16:30,778 If somebody wants to fuck me in the ass 344 00:16:30,780 --> 00:16:32,333 at least I charge extra. 345 00:16:36,487 --> 00:16:37,318 I'm sorry, 346 00:16:37,320 --> 00:16:38,468 - I didn't expect to... - No! 347 00:16:38,470 --> 00:16:39,678 You don't get to do that! 348 00:16:39,680 --> 00:16:42,908 You don't get to waltz in here and condescend my work 349 00:16:42,910 --> 00:16:45,283 and then apologize for being a prick! 350 00:16:46,270 --> 00:16:49,217 You based your opinion of me off of a photo?! 351 00:16:51,020 --> 00:16:52,563 Let me tell you what I see. 352 00:16:54,220 --> 00:16:56,218 Your collar's sweet scented with a strand 353 00:16:56,220 --> 00:16:57,598 of graying brown hair. 354 00:16:57,600 --> 00:16:59,708 It's too long to be yours and it certainly isn't mine 355 00:16:59,710 --> 00:17:01,938 so it must belong to someone else. 356 00:17:01,940 --> 00:17:04,438 Noting your proclivities don't include cougar prowling 357 00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:06,408 I'm betting it's your mum's. 358 00:17:06,410 --> 00:17:08,528 Round your feet, cat fur from when one nuzzled your leg, 359 00:17:08,530 --> 00:17:10,618 likely a pet because it's also on your suit. 360 00:17:10,620 --> 00:17:12,468 Cymric or Chausie? 361 00:17:12,470 --> 00:17:13,301 Snowshoe. 362 00:17:13,303 --> 00:17:15,018 An American cat, huh. 363 00:17:15,020 --> 00:17:17,868 Your jacket, cashmere implies you come from wealth, 364 00:17:17,870 --> 00:17:19,398 the silk lining suggests you have a lot of it. 365 00:17:19,400 --> 00:17:21,528 Do you want me to continue? 366 00:17:21,530 --> 00:17:22,361 Veronica, I... 367 00:17:22,363 --> 00:17:23,505 Veronica's not my name, it's Kimberly! 368 00:17:23,507 --> 00:17:25,289 Kimberly, I'm sorry. 369 00:17:25,291 --> 00:17:27,038 - I shouldn't have... - No, you shouldn't. 370 00:17:27,040 --> 00:17:29,238 You're polite with your words but not with your actions 371 00:17:29,240 --> 00:17:32,458 having failed to rise both times I entered the room, 372 00:17:32,460 --> 00:17:35,018 and though you claim to be here to win my heart 373 00:17:35,020 --> 00:17:37,638 the fact you're pressed against the other end of the sofa 374 00:17:37,640 --> 00:17:40,138 suggests you're afraid and couldn't be further 375 00:17:40,140 --> 00:17:40,971 from the truth. 376 00:17:40,973 --> 00:17:43,208 Which makes me think you're a virgin. 377 00:17:43,210 --> 00:17:45,398 A virgin who browses escort's websites 378 00:17:45,400 --> 00:17:46,778 instead of searching for love on Tinder 379 00:17:46,780 --> 00:17:48,578 says you're either eager to pop your cherry 380 00:17:48,580 --> 00:17:49,788 or you're the biggest creep of all, 381 00:17:49,790 --> 00:17:52,238 because you know what you're doing is morally wrong, 382 00:17:52,240 --> 00:17:54,178 but as long as you pretend you're saving me, 383 00:17:54,180 --> 00:17:55,998 you don't have to give a damn. 384 00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:59,805 Am I right about any of this you sanctimonious prick? 385 00:17:59,807 --> 00:18:00,638 Bang on. 386 00:18:00,640 --> 00:18:01,473 Of course I am. 387 00:18:02,840 --> 00:18:04,203 I know your secrets. 388 00:18:05,970 --> 00:18:09,158 Every fantasy you've kept from your wife, 389 00:18:09,160 --> 00:18:11,868 every lie you've told your child, 390 00:18:11,870 --> 00:18:13,608 I know where you've been and where you'll go, 391 00:18:13,610 --> 00:18:15,588 how to build you up or break you down. 392 00:18:15,590 --> 00:18:17,898 I know this because I am an escort. 393 00:18:17,900 --> 00:18:20,710 Now do you have any other questions of me 394 00:18:22,070 --> 00:18:23,770 or shall we agree to call it time? 395 00:18:40,720 --> 00:18:41,988 That's why we stayed apart. 396 00:18:41,990 --> 00:18:43,608 My last client had a cream fetish. 397 00:18:43,610 --> 00:18:44,618 It's something... 398 00:18:44,620 --> 00:18:46,898 I don't care whether it's cream or cum, 399 00:18:46,900 --> 00:18:49,298 you shouldn't have to degrade yourself in that way. 400 00:18:49,300 --> 00:18:50,543 You're better than this. 401 00:18:54,740 --> 00:18:56,128 You left your coat. 402 00:18:56,130 --> 00:18:57,530 I'm going to the bathroom. 403 00:19:48,404 --> 00:19:50,242 Can I come in? 404 00:19:50,244 --> 00:19:51,394 I'll be out in a sec! 405 00:19:52,470 --> 00:19:54,463 I'm sorry about what I said. 406 00:19:55,815 --> 00:19:57,648 No, you were right to get angry. 407 00:19:57,650 --> 00:19:59,138 Still, I shouldn't have 408 00:19:59,140 --> 00:20:00,390 confronted you like that. 409 00:20:01,684 --> 00:20:03,190 I insulted you in your home. 410 00:20:03,192 --> 00:20:05,418 You have every right to feel offended. 411 00:20:05,420 --> 00:20:07,068 Why are you being so nice about all of this? 412 00:20:07,070 --> 00:20:08,743 And why pick me? 413 00:20:10,010 --> 00:20:10,863 You know why. 414 00:20:12,413 --> 00:20:15,073 And it's my job to convince you to ignore the why not. 415 00:20:16,298 --> 00:20:18,148 As for picking you over someone else, 416 00:20:20,020 --> 00:20:21,920 let's just call it serendipitous fate. 417 00:20:25,540 --> 00:20:26,678 This isn't the type of conversation 418 00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:27,511 we should have through a door. 419 00:20:27,513 --> 00:20:28,908 I thought I locked it. 420 00:20:28,910 --> 00:20:30,660 Maybe your mind's playing tricks. 421 00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:33,013 Why are you here? 422 00:20:34,010 --> 00:20:34,841 Freshening up. 423 00:20:34,843 --> 00:20:35,674 Gathering my thoughts. 424 00:20:35,676 --> 00:20:36,638 Does it matter? 425 00:20:36,640 --> 00:20:38,038 Just because you lost the first round 426 00:20:38,040 --> 00:20:39,298 doesn't mean you can't make the second. 427 00:20:39,300 --> 00:20:40,993 Now cheer up and let's try again. 428 00:20:43,510 --> 00:20:44,343 I'm Kimberly. 429 00:20:47,170 --> 00:20:48,848 I'm a paradox. 430 00:20:48,850 --> 00:20:49,681 Really?! 431 00:20:49,683 --> 00:20:51,018 One false move and you turn Emo on me. 432 00:20:51,020 --> 00:20:52,698 It's the first time that counts. 433 00:20:52,700 --> 00:20:54,548 Anything more is just the waste of an hour. 434 00:20:54,550 --> 00:20:55,788 I didn't kick you out, did I? 435 00:20:55,790 --> 00:20:57,713 So I'm saying there's a chance. 436 00:20:59,050 --> 00:21:00,818 Tell me about yourself. 437 00:21:00,820 --> 00:21:02,143 Help me fall in love. 438 00:21:09,380 --> 00:21:10,213 Fine. 439 00:21:11,670 --> 00:21:13,020 Tell me something Kimberly. 440 00:21:14,010 --> 00:21:15,110 Do you like Christmas? 441 00:21:16,120 --> 00:21:16,951 I don't think you're 442 00:21:16,953 --> 00:21:18,598 getting second chances down-pat. 443 00:21:18,600 --> 00:21:20,773 I mean it, do you like Christmas? 444 00:21:21,780 --> 00:21:24,908 Santa Claus, mistletoe, getting drunk on eggnog, 445 00:21:24,910 --> 00:21:25,973 high on good cheer. 446 00:21:27,080 --> 00:21:28,358 The Grinch? 447 00:21:28,360 --> 00:21:30,348 Sure, everyone loves Christmas. 448 00:21:30,350 --> 00:21:31,628 Do you celebrate? 449 00:21:31,630 --> 00:21:33,008 Not religiously but yeah, 450 00:21:33,010 --> 00:21:35,518 I like to give and take gifts. 451 00:21:35,520 --> 00:21:37,058 Why? 452 00:21:37,060 --> 00:21:38,798 I love Christmas. 453 00:21:38,800 --> 00:21:40,478 To me there's nothing more magical than those 454 00:21:40,480 --> 00:21:42,238 24 hours that bring people together. 455 00:21:42,240 --> 00:21:43,928 What about New Year's? 456 00:21:43,930 --> 00:21:45,398 A New Year in America 457 00:21:45,400 --> 00:21:47,988 is different to a New Year in China. 458 00:21:47,990 --> 00:21:50,018 No, forget its pagan origins 459 00:21:50,020 --> 00:21:51,728 and Christmas is the one festivity 460 00:21:51,730 --> 00:21:53,830 people can get behind regardless of faith. 461 00:21:55,717 --> 00:21:57,843 Do you know what I like most about Christmas? 462 00:21:58,720 --> 00:21:59,553 The run-up. 463 00:22:01,200 --> 00:22:03,928 Christmas cards, advent calendars, candy canes, 464 00:22:03,930 --> 00:22:06,168 and Coca Cola's Santa campaign, 465 00:22:06,170 --> 00:22:07,548 there's so much activity going on. 466 00:22:07,550 --> 00:22:09,803 It's almost as joyous as the big day itself. 467 00:22:10,850 --> 00:22:12,398 Carol singers don't go out on Christmas, 468 00:22:12,400 --> 00:22:14,173 and Santa's grotto isn't open, 469 00:22:15,590 --> 00:22:18,118 but you know what happens when it's all over? 470 00:22:18,120 --> 00:22:19,698 Good TV returns. 471 00:22:19,700 --> 00:22:22,798 The food's been eaten, the gifts are unwrapped, 472 00:22:22,800 --> 00:22:24,600 and you're just left with a hangover 473 00:22:25,450 --> 00:22:27,023 and a huge mess to clean. 474 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:29,610 The same could be said about sex. 475 00:22:33,300 --> 00:22:34,173 I'm not innocent, 476 00:22:35,620 --> 00:22:36,903 in this century who is? 477 00:22:38,480 --> 00:22:40,280 I haven't cum in over two years 478 00:22:41,180 --> 00:22:43,608 and I don't stick my dick in a hole. 479 00:22:43,610 --> 00:22:46,218 Easy buster, you're upping the creep factor to 11! 480 00:22:46,220 --> 00:22:47,720 There's a point to all this. 481 00:22:48,610 --> 00:22:51,248 I prefer foreplay, but being a virgin 482 00:22:51,250 --> 00:22:54,233 and being inexperienced aren't always the same thing. 483 00:22:55,390 --> 00:22:59,148 You asked me why I went to those sites and the truth is 484 00:22:59,150 --> 00:23:00,958 it was to find an escort, 485 00:23:00,960 --> 00:23:04,173 but my vice isn't food porn or dogging or pain. 486 00:23:05,410 --> 00:23:08,288 It's a sensual massage and what that entails. 487 00:23:08,290 --> 00:23:09,798 Not with you though, 488 00:23:09,800 --> 00:23:10,843 never with you. 489 00:23:12,110 --> 00:23:13,793 Thanks, I guess. 490 00:23:21,190 --> 00:23:23,563 Imagine the year is represented by a circle. 491 00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:27,200 And Christmas makes up less than one degree of that. 492 00:23:28,380 --> 00:23:29,948 That leaves the rest of the year 493 00:23:29,950 --> 00:23:32,583 to indulge in the excitement and the build-up. 494 00:23:34,530 --> 00:23:36,563 That's what a body massage feels like, 495 00:23:37,440 --> 00:23:38,893 regardless of the approach. 496 00:23:41,260 --> 00:23:42,878 I'm tainted Kimberly. 497 00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:45,323 I've done everything short of penetration, 498 00:23:46,210 --> 00:23:47,388 I've practiced every kink 499 00:23:47,390 --> 00:23:49,103 that doesn't involve 4th base. 500 00:23:50,890 --> 00:23:55,038 I'm a living proof that being a sexually active virgin 501 00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:56,023 isn't an oxymoron. 502 00:23:56,990 --> 00:23:58,978 But I'm past all that now, 503 00:23:58,980 --> 00:24:02,633 and my intentions for you are nothing but pure. 504 00:24:05,070 --> 00:24:06,033 How many women? 505 00:24:08,185 --> 00:24:09,657 18. 506 00:24:09,659 --> 00:24:12,483 And what makes me so different? 507 00:24:12,485 --> 00:24:14,858 Because you're perfect, 508 00:24:14,860 --> 00:24:17,093 and it saddens me to be the only one who sees it. 509 00:24:22,841 --> 00:24:24,068 Bullshit! 510 00:24:24,070 --> 00:24:26,723 That's fuckin' bullshit! 511 00:24:26,725 --> 00:24:29,154 You're not a virgin! 512 00:24:29,156 --> 00:24:29,987 I could be. 513 00:24:29,989 --> 00:24:30,978 You said so yourself. 514 00:24:30,980 --> 00:24:32,558 I was being mean. 515 00:24:32,560 --> 00:24:34,098 You're being perceptive. 516 00:24:34,100 --> 00:24:35,748 If you've gone so long without getting any. 517 00:24:35,750 --> 00:24:37,938 Did you ever consider you might be gay? 518 00:24:37,940 --> 00:24:39,078 - You should try out Grindr... - I'm straight, 519 00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:40,278 thanks for asking. 520 00:24:40,280 --> 00:24:41,578 I'm just saying. 521 00:24:41,580 --> 00:24:43,238 I could be celibate, though. 522 00:24:43,240 --> 00:24:46,568 While getting lingam massages from Taiwanese hookers! 523 00:24:46,570 --> 00:24:47,793 I prefer Romanians. 524 00:24:49,430 --> 00:24:51,110 Let's head back downstairs. 525 00:24:56,840 --> 00:24:58,322 Do you want a bite to eat? 526 00:24:58,324 --> 00:24:59,155 I ate already. 527 00:24:59,157 --> 00:25:00,368 An ice-cream then. 528 00:25:00,370 --> 00:25:01,578 I'm lactose intolerant. 529 00:25:01,580 --> 00:25:02,915 You're talking shit, aren't you? 530 00:25:02,917 --> 00:25:03,748 It's a real thing. 531 00:25:03,750 --> 00:25:06,528 I know but I can tell when you don't want to share. 532 00:25:06,530 --> 00:25:08,404 I don't have any cooties that I'm aware of. 533 00:25:08,406 --> 00:25:09,237 I might. 534 00:25:09,239 --> 00:25:10,070 Suit yourself. 535 00:25:10,072 --> 00:25:11,773 I guess it means more ice-cream for me. 536 00:25:26,690 --> 00:25:27,523 So... 537 00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:30,848 What's on your mind? 538 00:25:30,850 --> 00:25:32,598 There might be a way for you to get paid doing 539 00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:34,992 what you do without having to sell your body if you do it. 540 00:25:34,994 --> 00:25:36,278 You're not going to suggest webcams, are you? 541 00:25:36,280 --> 00:25:38,438 No, but at least you won't get pawed 542 00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:40,198 by some fifty-year old overweight guy. 543 00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:41,338 I like my privacy. 544 00:25:41,340 --> 00:25:42,608 You fuck strangers for a living. 545 00:25:42,610 --> 00:25:44,881 So does every twenty-something year old. 546 00:25:44,883 --> 00:25:46,578 Just because a guy can stick his dick up my ass 547 00:25:46,580 --> 00:25:49,538 doesn't give him the right to take screenshots of it. 548 00:25:49,540 --> 00:25:50,828 I want to be in control. 549 00:25:50,830 --> 00:25:53,148 But your pictures are already on adult sites anyway. 550 00:25:53,150 --> 00:25:55,815 Non-nude, I can handle that. 551 00:25:55,817 --> 00:25:58,228 So if it's not webcams what's your idea? 552 00:25:58,230 --> 00:25:59,108 Dating. 553 00:25:59,110 --> 00:26:00,488 Literal dating. 554 00:26:00,490 --> 00:26:02,738 Bring back the meaning of the term escort 555 00:26:02,740 --> 00:26:05,458 as a guide rather than a euphemism of some sort. 556 00:26:05,460 --> 00:26:07,628 Dating guys for a free meal 557 00:26:07,630 --> 00:26:09,578 doesn't sound like much of a career. 558 00:26:09,580 --> 00:26:10,568 And escorting is? 559 00:26:10,570 --> 00:26:12,318 Hey, people love sex. 560 00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:13,898 It's the oldest profession for a reason. 561 00:26:13,900 --> 00:26:16,438 So's slavery but you don't see that on people's resumes. 562 00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:18,128 Non-transferrable skills. 563 00:26:18,130 --> 00:26:22,598 Why didn't you try Pay For a Date or What's Your Price? 564 00:26:22,600 --> 00:26:25,498 You might get paid dating guys you actually like. 565 00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:27,198 The reason I don't do online dating 566 00:26:27,200 --> 00:26:29,348 is because when guys pay me they know what they're getting. 567 00:26:29,350 --> 00:26:31,548 There's no lies, no deceit, no notion. 568 00:26:31,550 --> 00:26:33,418 It's something more than it's not. 569 00:26:33,420 --> 00:26:35,153 It's a straightforward transaction. 570 00:26:37,360 --> 00:26:38,952 Have you ever felt anything for a client? 571 00:26:38,954 --> 00:26:39,787 No. 572 00:26:42,150 --> 00:26:43,148 I don't get it. 573 00:26:43,150 --> 00:26:45,718 To me sex is the most intimate experience two people 574 00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:47,608 can have, am I right? 575 00:26:47,610 --> 00:26:49,088 Sure. 576 00:26:49,090 --> 00:26:51,040 How does it not muddle your feelings? 577 00:26:52,480 --> 00:26:54,349 Because it's not me they're not sleeping with. 578 00:26:54,351 --> 00:26:55,518 If their cocks are in your pussy, 579 00:26:55,520 --> 00:26:56,688 it's you they're sleeping with. 580 00:26:56,690 --> 00:26:57,964 No, they're fucking me. 581 00:26:57,966 --> 00:26:58,797 There's a difference?! 582 00:26:58,799 --> 00:26:59,632 A technical one. 583 00:27:07,770 --> 00:27:08,683 Who I am, 584 00:27:10,570 --> 00:27:11,740 who I really am 585 00:27:13,620 --> 00:27:15,323 is a business student and a girl. 586 00:27:17,150 --> 00:27:21,228 I like art, good books, French brie, 587 00:27:21,230 --> 00:27:23,453 and playing Tetris on my own. 588 00:27:25,130 --> 00:27:27,828 I am shy and romantic and don't sleep with married men. 589 00:27:27,830 --> 00:27:29,478 Veronica was created to be the whore 590 00:27:29,480 --> 00:27:31,194 so I don't have to. 591 00:27:31,196 --> 00:27:33,548 But you are Veronica! 592 00:27:33,550 --> 00:27:34,888 It's your lips that do the talking, 593 00:27:34,890 --> 00:27:36,108 your pussy that takes a pounding, 594 00:27:36,110 --> 00:27:38,508 how can you not take ownership of that? 595 00:27:38,510 --> 00:27:40,948 Do all teachers like kids? 596 00:27:40,950 --> 00:27:44,098 What I think and what I do aren't always the same thing. 597 00:27:44,100 --> 00:27:45,660 - It's different with them. - How? 598 00:27:45,662 --> 00:27:46,511 It's their profession. 599 00:27:46,513 --> 00:27:47,818 Mine too. 600 00:27:47,820 --> 00:27:49,638 Plus at least mine's in the dictionary 601 00:27:49,640 --> 00:27:52,409 which is more than I can say for a Pizza Entrepreneur. 602 00:27:52,411 --> 00:27:53,648 Their words are echoing the company's. 603 00:27:53,650 --> 00:27:55,344 And no CEO's ever lied before? 604 00:27:55,346 --> 00:27:56,738 What you do, it's unethical! 605 00:27:56,740 --> 00:27:58,288 So's being a lobbyist for tobacco 606 00:27:58,290 --> 00:27:59,698 but I don't see you picketing them. 607 00:27:59,700 --> 00:28:00,908 You sleep with married men 608 00:28:00,910 --> 00:28:02,708 and destroy their families. 609 00:28:02,710 --> 00:28:04,488 How can you separate yourself from that? 610 00:28:04,490 --> 00:28:05,943 Easily, I'm not at fault. 611 00:28:07,130 --> 00:28:08,764 You're kidding me. 612 00:28:08,766 --> 00:28:09,730 If they're coming to see me, 613 00:28:09,732 --> 00:28:10,898 their marriage is already on the line. 614 00:28:10,900 --> 00:28:12,598 I'm just the catalyst that tips it over the edge. 615 00:28:12,600 --> 00:28:14,458 But you're not giving them the chance to make amends. 616 00:28:14,460 --> 00:28:15,318 What's to amend? 617 00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:16,868 Sex isn't chemistry, it's biology 618 00:28:16,870 --> 00:28:18,828 and men were programmed to mate. 619 00:28:18,830 --> 00:28:20,738 I wouldn't blame a man for stepping out on his wife 620 00:28:20,740 --> 00:28:23,090 any more than I would a cat for eating a mouse. 621 00:28:25,842 --> 00:28:27,308 I'd really hate to think you actually believe that. 622 00:28:27,310 --> 00:28:28,143 Why not? 623 00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:31,350 Because it means you're a lost cause. 624 00:28:35,840 --> 00:28:36,990 Don't worry, I'm not. 625 00:28:39,269 --> 00:28:40,869 It was Veronica's turn to speak. 626 00:28:48,710 --> 00:28:50,833 Out of sheer curiosity, 627 00:28:51,830 --> 00:28:55,268 do the spouses keep their ring on when they pay you a call? 628 00:28:55,270 --> 00:28:56,738 Most do. 629 00:28:56,740 --> 00:28:59,848 Some don't, but you can always tell by the indent. 630 00:28:59,850 --> 00:29:01,098 So they're consciously aware 631 00:29:01,100 --> 00:29:03,748 of what they're doing is wrong either visually or sensually, 632 00:29:03,750 --> 00:29:05,688 which makes you temptation. 633 00:29:05,690 --> 00:29:07,958 And if you aren't there, if escorts aren't there, 634 00:29:07,960 --> 00:29:09,048 then they'd be no one to cheat with. 635 00:29:09,050 --> 00:29:11,488 Save for neighbors, friends, in-laws, and strangers. 636 00:29:11,490 --> 00:29:13,528 And when an emotional attachment develops, 637 00:29:13,530 --> 00:29:15,193 then they'd be really screwed. 638 00:29:16,170 --> 00:29:17,608 I'm a sex doll with a heartbeat. 639 00:29:17,610 --> 00:29:19,660 The only meaning I bring is with my body 640 00:29:20,580 --> 00:29:22,439 that's why I'm the safest bet. 641 00:29:22,441 --> 00:29:23,272 But you're being used. 642 00:29:23,274 --> 00:29:24,712 I'm not! 643 00:29:24,714 --> 00:29:26,148 By your own admission, you're being paid 644 00:29:26,150 --> 00:29:27,568 to be someone's cum bucket. 645 00:29:27,570 --> 00:29:28,401 What do you call that? 646 00:29:28,403 --> 00:29:29,708 - Feminism. - Bullshit! 647 00:29:29,710 --> 00:29:31,868 You're saying a woman can't enjoy sex 648 00:29:31,870 --> 00:29:33,528 without losing her feminist card? 649 00:29:33,530 --> 00:29:34,548 I'm saying you lost your card 650 00:29:34,550 --> 00:29:37,078 the moment you decided to get abused for a few bucks. 651 00:29:37,080 --> 00:29:38,430 Post-millennial feminism. 652 00:29:39,824 --> 00:29:40,655 I'm still the one in control. 653 00:29:40,657 --> 00:29:43,188 Exploiting your body isn't empowerment. 654 00:29:43,190 --> 00:29:44,668 And just because you charge for services 655 00:29:44,670 --> 00:29:46,118 doesn't make you in charge. 656 00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:48,323 It does, depending on what you do. 657 00:29:50,840 --> 00:29:53,853 Do you know what I love most about being an escort? 658 00:29:53,855 --> 00:29:54,688 What? 659 00:29:56,740 --> 00:29:58,183 Being a dominatrix. 660 00:29:59,320 --> 00:30:00,923 Take a look at this. 661 00:30:15,810 --> 00:30:17,201 How many clients do you have? 662 00:30:17,203 --> 00:30:18,148 I see five a day. 663 00:30:18,150 --> 00:30:19,268 I'm saving for a trip. 664 00:30:19,270 --> 00:30:20,570 - Where to? - Disneyland. 665 00:30:21,770 --> 00:30:22,603 Here. 666 00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:28,280 How may I serve you, my queen? 667 00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:32,588 Clients like him who pay to be my slave. 668 00:30:32,590 --> 00:30:35,843 Drive me around, buy me gifts, carry my shopping, 669 00:30:37,437 --> 00:30:38,818 and some even became my friends. 670 00:30:38,820 --> 00:30:40,276 If a man pays for your company, 671 00:30:40,278 --> 00:30:41,228 he can never be your friend. 672 00:30:41,230 --> 00:30:43,208 Being a domme is liberating. 673 00:30:43,210 --> 00:30:44,048 The pay is good. 674 00:30:44,050 --> 00:30:46,718 I don't sleep with my clients, plus there's the added bonus 675 00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:48,570 of getting to kick guys in the balls. 676 00:30:52,431 --> 00:30:53,262 What if they turn violent? 677 00:30:53,264 --> 00:30:55,068 That's why I always look through the peephole 678 00:30:55,070 --> 00:30:56,798 before every appointment 679 00:30:56,800 --> 00:30:58,723 to check they're not drunk before letting them in. 680 00:31:02,300 --> 00:31:03,733 Besides, I have a boyfriend. 681 00:31:04,665 --> 00:31:06,010 Wait, you have a boyfriend? 682 00:31:06,012 --> 00:31:06,843 Uh-huh. 683 00:31:06,845 --> 00:31:07,958 And you didn't think to tell me? 684 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:09,141 Why ruin the moment? 685 00:31:09,143 --> 00:31:12,658 It's the best girlfriend experience I've done in months. 686 00:31:12,660 --> 00:31:13,648 What's his name? 687 00:31:13,650 --> 00:31:14,481 Does that matter? 688 00:31:14,483 --> 00:31:15,623 In my shoes, it does. 689 00:31:16,690 --> 00:31:17,618 Dov. 690 00:31:17,620 --> 00:31:19,148 Does Dov work? 691 00:31:19,150 --> 00:31:19,981 He does. 692 00:31:19,983 --> 00:31:20,948 He's between jobs. 693 00:31:20,950 --> 00:31:22,550 But happy to share the spoils. 694 00:31:24,560 --> 00:31:25,688 He is. 695 00:31:25,690 --> 00:31:28,448 Does Dov spend a lot of time on the couch watching TV? 696 00:31:28,450 --> 00:31:29,281 - Don't do that. - What? 697 00:31:29,283 --> 00:31:30,788 Insinuate I'm being used. 698 00:31:30,790 --> 00:31:31,958 It's too catty for you. 699 00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:34,698 I guess I'd rather be a bitch than his ass. 700 00:31:34,700 --> 00:31:35,883 This was a mistake. 701 00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:38,788 Fucking Dov or fooling me? 702 00:31:38,790 --> 00:31:40,148 Debating with you. 703 00:31:40,150 --> 00:31:41,443 You said you're in love, 704 00:31:41,445 --> 00:31:42,898 but you're just like every other guy. 705 00:31:42,900 --> 00:31:45,108 Judgmental and a hypocrite. 706 00:31:45,110 --> 00:31:47,708 The reason I'm with Dov is because he's comfortable 707 00:31:47,710 --> 00:31:49,228 with what I do. 708 00:31:49,230 --> 00:31:51,158 And while most men can't bear the thought 709 00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:52,298 of their partners cheating on them, 710 00:31:52,300 --> 00:31:53,888 he's confident enough to trust me 711 00:31:53,890 --> 00:31:55,218 in the choices I make. 712 00:31:55,220 --> 00:31:57,356 But not smart enough to challenge the shitty ones. 713 00:31:57,358 --> 00:31:58,408 Get out of my flat! 714 00:32:00,730 --> 00:32:01,561 I'm sorry for what I said. 715 00:32:01,563 --> 00:32:02,758 No you're not. 716 00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:03,591 If we keep going back and forth, 717 00:32:03,593 --> 00:32:04,838 we're gonna end up in the same place. 718 00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:06,211 Help me understand why you like this man. 719 00:32:06,213 --> 00:32:08,488 I said I was with him, not that I like him. 720 00:32:08,490 --> 00:32:09,388 But your heart belongs to him. 721 00:32:09,390 --> 00:32:10,758 It's an expression. 722 00:32:10,760 --> 00:32:11,718 In a Hallmark card. 723 00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:12,948 I'm not having this discussion with you. 724 00:32:12,950 --> 00:32:14,093 Please leave. 725 00:32:14,095 --> 00:32:14,926 No, no, no. 726 00:32:14,928 --> 00:32:15,759 Look, I'm sorry. 727 00:32:15,761 --> 00:32:16,678 You gave me a chance and I blew it. 728 00:32:16,680 --> 00:32:17,511 I apologize. 729 00:32:17,513 --> 00:32:18,398 You gave me another and I blew that. 730 00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:19,908 Just, let's veer away from the topic 731 00:32:19,910 --> 00:32:20,864 and talk about something else. 732 00:32:20,866 --> 00:32:21,697 Just so you can repeat yourself. 733 00:32:21,699 --> 00:32:24,310 My heart's been toyed with one too many times already. 734 00:32:25,150 --> 00:32:27,738 There are guys I refuse because they wanna defecate on me 735 00:32:27,740 --> 00:32:30,728 who make me feel less shitty than you did just now. 736 00:32:30,730 --> 00:32:33,733 Now, leave, before I have my flatmate throw you out. 737 00:32:37,420 --> 00:32:38,820 I'll go because you asked, 738 00:32:40,348 --> 00:32:42,078 but let's not make talking through a door our thing. 739 00:32:42,080 --> 00:32:44,623 Trust me, I won't. 740 00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:48,590 I won't give up on us! 741 00:32:50,670 --> 00:32:51,713 Go away! 742 00:33:19,900 --> 00:33:22,350 The man you'll send to kick me onto the street, 743 00:33:23,380 --> 00:33:24,342 is he Dov? 744 00:33:24,344 --> 00:33:25,838 Yes! 745 00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:27,419 I'd like to meet him. 746 00:33:27,421 --> 00:33:28,338 Fuck you! 747 00:33:36,510 --> 00:33:37,528 I'm guessing he protects you 748 00:33:37,530 --> 00:33:38,708 in case you get harassed. 749 00:33:38,710 --> 00:33:39,708 Am I right? 750 00:33:39,710 --> 00:33:40,808 Every night! 751 00:33:40,810 --> 00:33:42,058 Then he must wait in the other room 752 00:33:42,060 --> 00:33:45,033 in case you sound the alarm and listens. 753 00:33:46,150 --> 00:33:47,368 How you can protect a guy 754 00:33:47,370 --> 00:33:49,998 who lets other men abuse his girl is beyond me? 755 00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:51,958 I mean, call me old-fashioned, but I believe monogamy 756 00:33:51,960 --> 00:33:53,713 still has a place in the world. 757 00:33:54,987 --> 00:33:56,748 Where is your boyfriend anyhow? 758 00:33:56,750 --> 00:33:58,988 He oughtta have kicked my ass by now. 759 00:33:58,990 --> 00:33:59,823 Stop it! 760 00:34:56,920 --> 00:35:01,393 There's a guy I once knew, Mike Atkins. 761 00:35:02,330 --> 00:35:04,548 My best friend since childhood. 762 00:35:04,550 --> 00:35:06,488 And if you can support each other through puberty, 763 00:35:06,490 --> 00:35:08,493 you can help each other with anything. 764 00:35:09,820 --> 00:35:12,488 Anyway, Mike has a vice. 765 00:35:12,490 --> 00:35:14,628 It's his craving for meat. 766 00:35:14,630 --> 00:35:18,008 And like most junkies, he doesn't realize he's obsessed. 767 00:35:18,010 --> 00:35:19,988 His family try talking him out of it, 768 00:35:19,990 --> 00:35:22,958 I try to talk some sense in, but Mike doesn't listen 769 00:35:22,960 --> 00:35:25,148 until eventually, that's all he eats. 770 00:35:25,150 --> 00:35:27,518 I still remember the last time I saw Mike. 771 00:35:27,520 --> 00:35:29,808 We're at my place binge watching TV 772 00:35:29,810 --> 00:35:32,498 when he up and tells me he's going to Taiwan. 773 00:35:32,500 --> 00:35:34,418 Why the fuck not, I say. 774 00:35:34,420 --> 00:35:35,958 It's only a million miles away. 775 00:35:35,960 --> 00:35:38,318 But Mike, ever the pragmatist, 776 00:35:38,320 --> 00:35:40,008 decides to answer my question. 777 00:35:40,010 --> 00:35:42,427 He tells me that he's met a girl 778 00:35:42,429 --> 00:35:44,267 and that he's fallen in love. 779 00:35:44,269 --> 00:35:47,288 He wants to relocate to spend the rest of his life with her. 780 00:35:47,290 --> 00:35:48,718 How long, I asked. 781 00:35:48,720 --> 00:35:50,418 Six months, he says, 782 00:35:50,420 --> 00:35:53,508 mainly online through MeetMe and MeowChat 783 00:35:53,510 --> 00:35:56,488 with occasional encounters on Second Life as well. 784 00:35:56,490 --> 00:35:58,708 What the fuck I'm thinking to myself. 785 00:35:58,710 --> 00:36:01,210 This is more terrifying than an arranged marriage. 786 00:36:02,090 --> 00:36:04,538 Then Mike tells me the following words, 787 00:36:04,540 --> 00:36:06,403 which I'll never forget. 788 00:36:07,600 --> 00:36:11,348 He says, love isn't reflected by a person, but a symbol 789 00:36:11,350 --> 00:36:13,558 measured by the sacrifices we're willing to make 790 00:36:13,560 --> 00:36:15,038 to keep it in our hearts. 791 00:36:15,040 --> 00:36:17,090 At first, I didn't wanna believe him, but 792 00:36:18,158 --> 00:36:21,148 when Mike tells me he's turned vegan for her, 793 00:36:21,150 --> 00:36:23,008 that's sealed the deal. 794 00:36:23,010 --> 00:36:24,578 Great, I tell him. 795 00:36:24,580 --> 00:36:28,808 I'm sure the cows are delighted to hear it, but why Taiwan? 796 00:36:28,810 --> 00:36:29,960 Why not bring her here? 797 00:36:31,410 --> 00:36:33,373 Temptation was his response. 798 00:36:34,240 --> 00:36:37,658 You tried to change my ways, so did everyone I love, 799 00:36:37,660 --> 00:36:38,568 but look at you. 800 00:36:38,570 --> 00:36:41,168 You love Turkish food, you order sirloin steak. 801 00:36:41,170 --> 00:36:43,998 You're the one who takes me to meat fests. 802 00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:47,598 And as long as I stay with you, I'm never going to change. 803 00:36:47,600 --> 00:36:52,208 Mike left the following day and took his baggage with him. 804 00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:55,358 He's getting married next April with a baby on the way. 805 00:36:55,360 --> 00:36:57,698 Now, I don't know Dov. 806 00:36:57,700 --> 00:37:00,458 For all intents, he could be a real-life saint, 807 00:37:00,460 --> 00:37:02,828 but if staying with him means you'll end up like this, 808 00:37:02,830 --> 00:37:05,128 then the guy is as bad as gluten 809 00:37:05,130 --> 00:37:06,723 and you need a detox from him. 810 00:37:09,240 --> 00:37:11,792 As for me, I know we've only just met 811 00:37:11,794 --> 00:37:14,878 and I know it sounds crazy to profess my love like that, 812 00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:18,738 but you're the symbol I've been searching for. 813 00:37:18,740 --> 00:37:20,358 The woman I'm willing to compromise 814 00:37:20,360 --> 00:37:21,823 my principles to be with. 815 00:37:22,880 --> 00:37:24,558 And I wanna spend what time I have left 816 00:37:24,560 --> 00:37:25,780 trying to enrich yours 817 00:37:27,310 --> 00:37:29,017 because I love you and... 818 00:37:41,418 --> 00:37:42,585 Come inside. 819 00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:21,148 Thank you for giving me another chance. 820 00:38:21,150 --> 00:38:23,000 I didn't want my landlord involved. 821 00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:26,024 Does he know what you do? 822 00:38:26,026 --> 00:38:27,508 It's an unspoken rule. 823 00:38:27,510 --> 00:38:29,683 Everyone on my floor are escorts. 824 00:38:35,030 --> 00:38:37,893 So, what next? 825 00:38:44,449 --> 00:38:48,968 You still have a few minutes left on the clock. 826 00:38:48,970 --> 00:38:50,317 What do you wanna do? 827 00:38:54,788 --> 00:38:56,848 You can start by telling me your name. 828 00:38:56,850 --> 00:38:57,900 I told you my name. 829 00:38:58,870 --> 00:38:59,703 Your real one. 830 00:39:00,884 --> 00:39:01,988 You told me it's not Veronica 831 00:39:01,990 --> 00:39:03,916 and you don't look like a Kimberly, 832 00:39:03,918 --> 00:39:05,513 so what is it? 833 00:39:09,830 --> 00:39:10,663 Janice. 834 00:39:17,940 --> 00:39:20,200 It's a pleasure to meet you, Janice. 835 00:39:29,420 --> 00:39:31,853 We can sit here and talk if you'd like. 836 00:39:32,870 --> 00:39:35,088 Talking is what got me into this mess. 837 00:39:35,090 --> 00:39:37,513 I think I'll be wise and hold my tongue for a bit. 838 00:39:39,210 --> 00:39:40,360 What do you wanna do? 839 00:39:42,122 --> 00:39:43,539 It's up to you. 840 00:39:44,514 --> 00:39:45,988 It's usually the clients who make demands. 841 00:39:45,990 --> 00:39:48,951 That's kinda how escorting works. 842 00:39:48,953 --> 00:39:53,953 But let's see what happens if we change the rules. 843 00:39:55,170 --> 00:39:57,233 We can listen to music if you'd like. 844 00:39:58,310 --> 00:39:59,368 I've got Bluetooth on my stereo. 845 00:39:59,370 --> 00:40:01,797 Why don't you sync your phone so you can play me a track? 846 00:40:01,799 --> 00:40:02,630 Why not one of yours? 847 00:40:02,632 --> 00:40:05,093 I know my taste, I'm curious to see yours. 848 00:40:10,732 --> 00:40:12,855 What sort of music do you like? 849 00:40:12,857 --> 00:40:15,389 Choose something we can dance to. 850 00:40:15,391 --> 00:40:17,240 Dancing is my kryptonite. 851 00:40:17,242 --> 00:40:18,516 You have two left feet? 852 00:40:18,518 --> 00:40:19,663 More like no feet at all. 853 00:40:19,665 --> 00:40:20,496 It's fine. 854 00:40:20,498 --> 00:40:23,175 Pick a song you know the lyrics to and follow my lead. 855 00:40:23,177 --> 00:40:24,923 The beat will do the rest. 856 00:41:46,254 --> 00:41:48,484 Do you wanna see the other room? 857 00:42:33,650 --> 00:42:34,483 Eric, 858 00:42:37,441 --> 00:42:39,308 now that you remember what I do for a living, 859 00:42:39,310 --> 00:42:41,007 what do you think of me? 860 00:42:48,079 --> 00:42:50,579 I feel sorry for you. 861 00:42:53,904 --> 00:42:54,821 Sit down. 862 00:43:08,240 --> 00:43:12,303 This is where the lady becomes a whore. 863 00:43:13,940 --> 00:43:14,778 Why are you telling me all this? 864 00:43:14,780 --> 00:43:16,988 Because it's what clients wanna hear. 865 00:43:16,990 --> 00:43:17,823 I don't. 866 00:43:21,120 --> 00:43:23,092 Do you remember your first time? 867 00:43:23,094 --> 00:43:24,228 I told you, there's never been a first. 868 00:43:24,230 --> 00:43:26,048 I mean, your first time with an escort. 869 00:43:26,050 --> 00:43:28,828 Whether it'd be a lingam massage or full-blown sex. 870 00:43:28,830 --> 00:43:32,023 Everyone remembers their first and it's always about loss. 871 00:43:32,863 --> 00:43:33,694 It's part of growing up. 872 00:43:33,696 --> 00:43:35,063 But not on your terms. 873 00:43:36,470 --> 00:43:38,978 Can I tell you what my first time was like? 874 00:43:38,980 --> 00:43:39,813 Please. 875 00:43:41,600 --> 00:43:43,853 Like a Russian doll. 876 00:43:45,200 --> 00:43:48,618 Layers unveiled until your inner child is exposed 877 00:43:48,620 --> 00:43:50,023 for strangers to touch. 878 00:43:51,590 --> 00:43:54,508 Then why did you do it? 879 00:43:54,510 --> 00:43:55,343 The money. 880 00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:57,380 It's always the money. 881 00:43:58,810 --> 00:44:01,291 You could've done anything else in the world. 882 00:44:01,293 --> 00:44:02,863 You didn't have to take this path. 883 00:44:05,230 --> 00:44:07,130 There wasn't any other path to take. 884 00:44:08,980 --> 00:44:09,933 Here's a story. 885 00:44:10,970 --> 00:44:12,670 Tell me if you've heard it before. 886 00:44:14,630 --> 00:44:17,623 A country girl moves to the city to make it big. 887 00:44:18,650 --> 00:44:20,968 Unable to break into the music industry, 888 00:44:20,970 --> 00:44:23,818 she becomes a bartender to make ends meet. 889 00:44:23,820 --> 00:44:26,928 But property prices move up and the landlords get greedy 890 00:44:26,930 --> 00:44:30,063 and soon, the young girl is priced out of the city. 891 00:44:31,460 --> 00:44:33,498 Only she doesn't leave. 892 00:44:33,500 --> 00:44:35,828 Her brother looks up to her and her father is sick 893 00:44:35,830 --> 00:44:39,463 and she's the only chance they have of keeping their home. 894 00:44:41,110 --> 00:44:44,208 So she goes back to work, taking two jobs to pay for rent 895 00:44:44,210 --> 00:44:47,193 and using vouchers and food stamps to keep costs low. 896 00:44:48,860 --> 00:44:50,008 But the saving she's made 897 00:44:50,010 --> 00:44:51,798 is outweighed by the rises in price. 898 00:44:51,800 --> 00:44:54,708 And three months later, she's back where she was. 899 00:44:54,710 --> 00:44:57,438 Now, this young girl has a flatmate 900 00:44:57,440 --> 00:45:00,328 who never leaves her room and every week, seems to have 901 00:45:00,330 --> 00:45:02,143 a new pair of Louboutin shoes. 902 00:45:03,720 --> 00:45:06,168 And on the eve of her eviction, 903 00:45:06,170 --> 00:45:08,203 she decides to ask for advice. 904 00:45:10,500 --> 00:45:12,693 Become an escort, her flatmate says. 905 00:45:14,460 --> 00:45:15,918 Suck and fuck for bucks. 906 00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:20,058 And at first, the girl is morally outraged, 907 00:45:20,060 --> 00:45:24,038 but three hours and two whiskeys later 908 00:45:24,040 --> 00:45:25,828 and she's set up a profile on Adult Work 909 00:45:25,830 --> 00:45:27,483 and is awaiting her first client. 910 00:45:28,921 --> 00:45:30,004 Hey, 911 00:45:31,248 --> 00:45:32,867 you don't have to tell me the rest if you don't want to. 912 00:45:32,869 --> 00:45:33,786 But I do. 913 00:45:42,010 --> 00:45:43,573 His name was Mr. Singh, 914 00:45:44,530 --> 00:45:47,418 though his driving license read otherwise. 915 00:45:47,420 --> 00:45:50,218 50, bald, sweating like a pregnant nun with a face for radio 916 00:45:50,220 --> 00:45:51,683 and a voice for silent film. 917 00:45:53,450 --> 00:45:57,620 There was no talk, no chemistry, just business 918 00:45:58,720 --> 00:46:02,678 as he sat on my couch and pulled out his tiny, bulbous penis 919 00:46:02,680 --> 00:46:04,658 from a pair of crust-infested undies, 920 00:46:04,660 --> 00:46:07,773 the most revolting I'll ever see. 921 00:46:16,110 --> 00:46:17,433 And then told me to suck. 922 00:46:21,640 --> 00:46:25,758 Giving oral to that bean while his flabby stomach 923 00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:26,688 rubbed against my head 924 00:46:26,690 --> 00:46:29,693 was the most sickening experience I'd ever felt. 925 00:46:36,630 --> 00:46:40,563 Until moments later when he violated me with it. 926 00:46:43,650 --> 00:46:46,703 By the end of the night, I was curled up in a ball, crying. 927 00:46:49,070 --> 00:46:50,008 Wanting to Skype my mother 928 00:46:50,010 --> 00:46:51,913 and beg to come home, but I didn't. 929 00:46:55,504 --> 00:46:57,604 And the next day, I did it again and again 930 00:46:58,828 --> 00:47:00,248 until I numbed to it. 931 00:47:00,250 --> 00:47:02,350 My pain stopped mattering anymore. 932 00:47:08,330 --> 00:47:10,330 Money has a way of doing that to people. 933 00:47:17,559 --> 00:47:19,158 You know something's gone wrong with your life 934 00:47:19,160 --> 00:47:23,253 when the movie that best describes it is fuckin' showgirls. 935 00:47:29,050 --> 00:47:30,900 What does your family think you do? 936 00:47:32,604 --> 00:47:34,704 That I'm a waitress who makes good tips. 937 00:47:37,230 --> 00:47:38,423 Don't you lie to yours? 938 00:47:39,510 --> 00:47:40,343 Why would I? 939 00:47:41,680 --> 00:47:43,378 To account for all the times you're being milked 940 00:47:43,380 --> 00:47:44,763 by Romanian girls. 941 00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:47,214 Not really. 942 00:47:47,216 --> 00:47:48,716 They don't care at this point. 943 00:47:50,300 --> 00:47:53,613 Do you mind if we let some light in? 944 00:47:54,522 --> 00:47:57,279 I kinda feel like I'm drowning in the '80s. 945 00:47:57,281 --> 00:47:59,031 That's a bad thing? 946 00:48:01,421 --> 00:48:04,508 It is if you're black and living in South Africa. 947 00:48:04,510 --> 00:48:06,898 Or if you're black living in America. 948 00:48:06,900 --> 00:48:07,953 Or if you're black. 949 00:48:08,970 --> 00:48:10,448 I didn't think we could make jokes 950 00:48:10,450 --> 00:48:12,098 about the Apartheid just yet. 951 00:48:12,100 --> 00:48:14,448 We can't, but it's a representation of the '80s 952 00:48:14,450 --> 00:48:16,698 like Dry Ice or Gleaming the Cube. 953 00:48:16,700 --> 00:48:18,618 I like Dry Ice. 954 00:48:18,620 --> 00:48:19,558 But in small doses, 955 00:48:19,560 --> 00:48:21,588 otherwise, you risk being in a scene from Flash dance. 956 00:48:21,590 --> 00:48:22,518 I like Flash dance. 957 00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:23,351 Who doesn't? 958 00:48:23,353 --> 00:48:25,438 But if we're comparing '80s dance flicks, 959 00:48:25,440 --> 00:48:27,343 then Footloose takes the cake. 960 00:48:29,320 --> 00:48:31,808 At risk of running this conversation on dead, 961 00:48:31,810 --> 00:48:34,278 didn't the Berlin Wall come down in the '80s? 962 00:48:34,280 --> 00:48:37,488 '89 and Empire Strikes Back came out in 1980, 963 00:48:37,490 --> 00:48:40,522 so two tail ends of the decade, yeah. 964 00:48:40,524 --> 00:48:41,724 Then it's not all bad. 965 00:48:42,560 --> 00:48:45,258 Two success stories in a brain fart of a decade 966 00:48:45,260 --> 00:48:48,125 hardly constitutes as a cultural renaissance. 967 00:48:48,127 --> 00:48:50,467 But it did give us Schwarzenegger and Stallone 968 00:48:50,469 --> 00:48:54,076 and that makes the '80s a glorious gem. 969 00:48:54,078 --> 00:48:55,359 I can agree with that. 970 00:49:10,075 --> 00:49:11,857 We're running out of time. 971 00:49:11,859 --> 00:49:14,814 And you're nowhere nearer than when you began. 972 00:49:14,816 --> 00:49:17,566 I asked too many questions and made a fool of myself, 973 00:49:18,707 --> 00:49:20,453 so for now, I'll just like to listen. 974 00:49:22,170 --> 00:49:23,003 Good. 975 00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:25,320 I have a question of my own. 976 00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:27,033 Shoot. 977 00:49:33,110 --> 00:49:34,460 You're dying, aren't you? 978 00:49:38,500 --> 00:49:39,930 That's why we stayed apart. 979 00:49:39,932 --> 00:49:41,595 My last client had a cream fetish. 980 00:49:41,597 --> 00:49:42,930 It's some lotion. 981 00:49:42,932 --> 00:49:45,218 I don't care if it's cream or cum. 982 00:49:45,220 --> 00:49:47,838 You shouldn't degrade yourself in that way. 983 00:49:47,840 --> 00:49:49,040 You're better than this. 984 00:49:53,015 --> 00:49:54,303 You left your coat. 985 00:49:54,305 --> 00:49:56,454 I'm going to the bathroom. 986 00:50:28,130 --> 00:50:30,105 What's AZT? 987 00:50:30,107 --> 00:50:30,938 What? 988 00:50:30,940 --> 00:50:32,228 I ask what you say it is. 989 00:50:32,230 --> 00:50:33,847 What's AZT? 990 00:50:33,849 --> 00:50:34,680 Azidothymidine. 991 00:50:34,682 --> 00:50:36,348 I know, I can read the label. 992 00:50:36,350 --> 00:50:37,183 What is it? 993 00:50:38,355 --> 00:50:39,788 If you've got the vial, you must've Googled the word, 994 00:50:39,790 --> 00:50:41,505 you know exactly what it does. 995 00:51:19,290 --> 00:51:21,428 Please, just tell me. 996 00:51:21,430 --> 00:51:22,261 It's a drug. 997 00:51:22,263 --> 00:51:23,238 What for? 998 00:51:23,240 --> 00:51:24,250 To treat disease. 999 00:51:24,252 --> 00:51:26,169 What kind of disease? 1000 00:51:27,761 --> 00:51:28,911 I'm HIV positive. 1001 00:51:35,489 --> 00:51:37,359 Can I come in? 1002 00:51:37,361 --> 00:51:38,585 I'll be out in a sec. 1003 00:51:38,587 --> 00:51:40,663 I'm sorry about what I said. 1004 00:51:42,220 --> 00:51:44,208 No, you were right to get angry. 1005 00:51:44,210 --> 00:51:45,531 What, you have AIDS? 1006 00:51:45,533 --> 00:51:48,065 I don't have AIDS, I'm HIV positive. 1007 00:51:48,067 --> 00:51:48,928 There's a difference. 1008 00:51:48,930 --> 00:51:51,208 There's a virus swimming around your body 1009 00:51:51,210 --> 00:51:52,338 that gives people AIDS. 1010 00:51:52,340 --> 00:51:54,626 Ergo, you have fucking AIDS! 1011 00:51:54,628 --> 00:51:56,056 I'm sorry. 1012 00:51:56,058 --> 00:51:56,889 How'd you catch it? 1013 00:51:56,891 --> 00:51:58,424 I thought you were a virgin. 1014 00:51:58,426 --> 00:52:00,048 You don't need to have sex to get infected. 1015 00:52:00,050 --> 00:52:00,920 Are you gay? 1016 00:52:00,922 --> 00:52:01,753 No! 1017 00:52:01,755 --> 00:52:04,558 And linking homosexuality to HIV is a misconception. 1018 00:52:04,560 --> 00:52:05,391 You ought to know better. 1019 00:52:05,393 --> 00:52:07,568 Well, fuck you and your disappointment 1020 00:52:07,570 --> 00:52:09,948 and you had no right to keep this from me. 1021 00:52:09,950 --> 00:52:11,168 But we weren't gonna have sex. 1022 00:52:11,170 --> 00:52:12,798 I wasn't even gonna let you kiss me. 1023 00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:14,118 You should've told me. 1024 00:52:14,120 --> 00:52:15,238 But why? 1025 00:52:15,240 --> 00:52:16,144 You took my prescription. 1026 00:52:16,146 --> 00:52:16,977 You knew what I had. 1027 00:52:16,979 --> 00:52:17,810 Why get angry now? 1028 00:52:17,812 --> 00:52:20,033 Because I needed to be wrong. 1029 00:52:21,278 --> 00:52:22,111 Fuck! 1030 00:52:26,064 --> 00:52:28,778 I have no more words to say. 1031 00:52:28,780 --> 00:52:30,208 Janice, wait! 1032 00:52:30,210 --> 00:52:31,043 Janice! 1033 00:52:33,020 --> 00:52:35,570 Still, I shouldn't have confronted you like that. 1034 00:52:36,903 --> 00:52:38,648 I insulted you in your home. 1035 00:52:38,650 --> 00:52:40,418 You have every right to feel offended. 1036 00:52:40,420 --> 00:52:42,088 Why are you being so nice about all of this? 1037 00:52:42,090 --> 00:52:44,143 And why pick me? 1038 00:52:45,975 --> 00:52:47,363 You know why, 1039 00:52:47,365 --> 00:52:49,937 and it's my job to convince you to ignore the why not. 1040 00:52:50,818 --> 00:52:53,891 As for picking you over someone else, 1041 00:52:53,893 --> 00:52:56,351 let's just call it serendipitous fate. 1042 00:53:00,950 --> 00:53:02,088 This isn't the kind of conversation 1043 00:53:02,090 --> 00:53:03,590 we should have through a door. 1044 00:53:05,884 --> 00:53:08,128 I don't know if what you're doing is a joyride or a crusade, 1045 00:53:08,130 --> 00:53:10,138 but you need to stop, Eric. 1046 00:53:10,140 --> 00:53:13,648 You need serious mental help. 1047 00:53:13,650 --> 00:53:15,036 I have reasons for my actions. 1048 00:53:15,038 --> 00:53:15,869 What are they? 1049 00:53:15,871 --> 00:53:17,643 I'm just trying to save your life, Rachel. 1050 00:53:20,340 --> 00:53:22,168 What did you just say? 1051 00:53:22,170 --> 00:53:26,118 Janice, Kimberly, Veronica, Rachel. 1052 00:53:26,120 --> 00:53:28,168 They're all aliases created by you, 1053 00:53:28,170 --> 00:53:30,088 but only one of them is real. 1054 00:53:30,090 --> 00:53:31,527 You're mistaking me for someone... 1055 00:53:31,529 --> 00:53:32,414 Else? 1056 00:53:32,416 --> 00:53:34,866 Take a look at the letter on the counter. 1057 00:53:34,868 --> 00:53:37,208 R. Childs, Rachel Childs. 1058 00:53:37,210 --> 00:53:38,578 You might've changed your name on Facebook, 1059 00:53:38,580 --> 00:53:40,208 but the world knows exactly who you are. 1060 00:53:40,210 --> 00:53:41,041 And who are you? 1061 00:53:41,043 --> 00:53:42,808 You know who I am, I never lied about that. 1062 00:53:42,810 --> 00:53:44,828 The real question is why am I here? 1063 00:53:44,830 --> 00:53:46,521 You wanted me to quit. 1064 00:53:46,523 --> 00:53:47,354 That's my purpose. 1065 00:53:47,356 --> 00:53:48,187 But what's my motive? 1066 00:53:48,189 --> 00:53:49,723 To be pretty fucking creepy. 1067 00:53:51,390 --> 00:53:52,221 You have AIDs. 1068 00:53:52,223 --> 00:53:53,728 HIV, there's a difference, you know. 1069 00:53:53,730 --> 00:53:55,365 You like erotic massage. 1070 00:53:55,367 --> 00:53:56,198 Lingam, and that's right. 1071 00:53:56,200 --> 00:53:57,188 You hate the '80s. 1072 00:53:57,190 --> 00:53:58,840 Wrong train of thought. 1073 00:53:59,961 --> 00:54:01,411 And you're in love with me. 1074 00:54:04,056 --> 00:54:04,888 But why is that? 1075 00:54:04,890 --> 00:54:05,721 I don't know. 1076 00:54:05,723 --> 00:54:07,078 We've only just met. 1077 00:54:07,080 --> 00:54:08,265 First time in person, yeah, 1078 00:54:08,267 --> 00:54:10,233 but how can I be so sure about you? 1079 00:54:12,690 --> 00:54:14,138 Because you follow my Twitter? 1080 00:54:14,140 --> 00:54:15,517 And Pinterest and Instagram. 1081 00:54:15,519 --> 00:54:16,468 Let's not dwell on details. 1082 00:54:16,470 --> 00:54:17,758 It's the details that count. 1083 00:54:17,760 --> 00:54:19,288 That's how you know if a guy is prince charming 1084 00:54:19,290 --> 00:54:21,458 or a complete psycho stalker. 1085 00:54:21,460 --> 00:54:22,658 For the sake of this exercise, 1086 00:54:22,660 --> 00:54:23,948 let's say I'm not Norman Bates, 1087 00:54:23,950 --> 00:54:24,988 what next? 1088 00:54:24,990 --> 00:54:26,188 You followed me on social media, 1089 00:54:26,190 --> 00:54:27,718 that's when you fell in love. 1090 00:54:27,720 --> 00:54:29,558 We market ourselves on social media. 1091 00:54:29,560 --> 00:54:32,458 It's not your brand I'm interested in, it's you. 1092 00:54:32,460 --> 00:54:33,888 Why can't you just tell me? 1093 00:54:33,890 --> 00:54:36,798 Because if I tell you, I would have failed in my goal. 1094 00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:37,985 You're so close to the end, Rachel, 1095 00:54:37,987 --> 00:54:40,630 you just need to connect the dots. 1096 00:54:48,820 --> 00:54:50,948 You had the disease before you met me. 1097 00:54:50,950 --> 00:54:52,298 Before you found me on Twitter, 1098 00:54:52,300 --> 00:54:54,038 so you knew we could never be together, 1099 00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:55,798 not physically at least. 1100 00:54:55,800 --> 00:54:57,593 Right path, wrong logic. 1101 00:54:57,595 --> 00:54:58,928 You're so close. 1102 00:55:02,571 --> 00:55:05,571 If your feelings grew organically, 1103 00:55:09,546 --> 00:55:12,785 someone must've told you about me. 1104 00:55:12,787 --> 00:55:15,159 Like Kyle Reese in The Terminator, 1105 00:55:15,161 --> 00:55:17,183 I didn't have to meet you to know how I'd feel. 1106 00:55:20,190 --> 00:55:21,240 My mother sent you. 1107 00:55:27,960 --> 00:55:29,023 Come home, Rachel. 1108 00:55:31,910 --> 00:55:33,838 How did she know? 1109 00:55:33,840 --> 00:55:35,478 You've engaged with enough clients in your office 1110 00:55:35,480 --> 00:55:36,473 for word to spread. 1111 00:55:38,470 --> 00:55:40,128 Go back to her. 1112 00:55:40,130 --> 00:55:42,053 See your family again. 1113 00:55:48,480 --> 00:55:51,013 Rachel, everybody has a past, 1114 00:55:52,191 --> 00:55:54,291 but it's the future that's yours to shape. 1115 00:55:57,810 --> 00:55:58,643 May I? 1116 00:56:04,924 --> 00:56:07,218 Do you wanna know how I got involved? 1117 00:56:07,220 --> 00:56:08,163 Eating pussy. 1118 00:56:09,780 --> 00:56:12,598 Like I said, I'm a virgin, but I've been abound. 1119 00:56:12,600 --> 00:56:14,388 My tongue has been in and out of so many holes 1120 00:56:14,390 --> 00:56:15,928 it practically needs a condom of its own. 1121 00:56:15,930 --> 00:56:17,348 Please stop, you're not helping. 1122 00:56:17,350 --> 00:56:18,978 I'm serious! 1123 00:56:18,980 --> 00:56:20,200 Rachel, I'm a cliche 1124 00:56:21,070 --> 00:56:22,553 and evidently, a karmic joke. 1125 00:56:23,447 --> 00:56:26,313 But I'm here now to make sure others don't follow suit. 1126 00:56:27,160 --> 00:56:28,828 Getting AIDs through carpet munching. 1127 00:56:28,830 --> 00:56:30,328 It's a niche market. 1128 00:56:30,330 --> 00:56:31,538 Making a vlog won't work. 1129 00:56:31,540 --> 00:56:34,748 And if you warn people about the dangers of disease, 1130 00:56:34,750 --> 00:56:36,500 just gets met with a passive shrug. 1131 00:56:37,560 --> 00:56:38,858 If you wanna make a difference, 1132 00:56:38,860 --> 00:56:41,468 you have to hit people with a sledgehammer, 1133 00:56:41,470 --> 00:56:43,270 then you'll have a platform to talk. 1134 00:56:44,240 --> 00:56:46,878 When Grindr and Tinder made easy sex the cultural norm, 1135 00:56:46,880 --> 00:56:48,980 what chance did I have to change anything? 1136 00:56:49,920 --> 00:56:51,858 But then I thought of something. 1137 00:56:51,860 --> 00:56:53,738 You don't ask a vegan to convince somebody 1138 00:56:53,740 --> 00:56:55,328 to stop eating meat. 1139 00:56:55,330 --> 00:56:56,918 Not with education anyway. 1140 00:56:56,920 --> 00:56:59,148 They'll berate them with words, pseudo-philosophy 1141 00:56:59,150 --> 00:57:00,428 and show them images of cruelty, 1142 00:57:00,430 --> 00:57:02,528 and the most you can hope for 1143 00:57:02,530 --> 00:57:04,080 is self-loathing when they eat. 1144 00:57:05,730 --> 00:57:08,668 If you wanna persuade someone to stop eating meat, 1145 00:57:08,670 --> 00:57:09,663 get them a cow. 1146 00:57:11,110 --> 00:57:12,948 Watch them nurture him, feed him, 1147 00:57:12,950 --> 00:57:15,088 raise him like one of their own. 1148 00:57:15,090 --> 00:57:16,628 And when the cow comes of age, 1149 00:57:16,630 --> 00:57:18,988 you slaughter him right in front of them. 1150 00:57:18,990 --> 00:57:20,390 That'll have them convinced. 1151 00:57:21,230 --> 00:57:23,313 You make them fall in love. 1152 00:57:24,660 --> 00:57:25,858 That's what happened with Mike Atkins 1153 00:57:25,860 --> 00:57:27,963 and that's what can happen with others too. 1154 00:57:29,150 --> 00:57:31,298 So I took a shot and visited escorts, 1155 00:57:31,300 --> 00:57:34,098 only this time, I didn't declare what I had. 1156 00:57:34,100 --> 00:57:35,588 I let them draw their own conclusions 1157 00:57:35,590 --> 00:57:37,968 to see what could happen to someone they liked 1158 00:57:37,970 --> 00:57:41,343 and how close they'd come to market themselves to death. 1159 00:57:41,345 --> 00:57:42,546 Did it work? 1160 00:57:42,548 --> 00:57:44,138 Yeah, 1161 00:57:44,140 --> 00:57:45,490 but it's different with you 1162 00:57:46,847 --> 00:57:49,033 'cause I genuinely love you this time. 1163 00:57:59,730 --> 00:58:02,468 Rachel, your mother saw one of my YouTube videos 1164 00:58:02,470 --> 00:58:03,393 and got in touch. 1165 00:58:05,010 --> 00:58:06,510 She told me about your plight. 1166 00:58:07,570 --> 00:58:08,638 The more I learned about you, 1167 00:58:08,640 --> 00:58:11,741 the more I fell for what you represent. 1168 00:58:11,743 --> 00:58:13,255 What do I represent? 1169 00:58:13,257 --> 00:58:14,703 Purity in chaos. 1170 00:58:20,410 --> 00:58:22,660 The reason you think you're in love with me 1171 00:58:24,080 --> 00:58:26,618 is 'cause you're attracted to pain. 1172 00:58:26,620 --> 00:58:27,798 Your parents, my parents, 1173 00:58:27,800 --> 00:58:29,638 you're saying they never fell in love? 1174 00:58:29,640 --> 00:58:32,248 They made the mistake of believing, fucking, 1175 00:58:32,250 --> 00:58:34,218 and making love to be mutually exclusive 1176 00:58:34,220 --> 00:58:36,223 when the only difference is the tempo. 1177 00:58:37,086 --> 00:58:38,092 You really think that? 1178 00:58:38,094 --> 00:58:39,668 I told you, 1179 00:58:39,670 --> 00:58:41,620 the only difference is a technical one. 1180 00:58:44,720 --> 00:58:46,170 Now, can I ask you something? 1181 00:58:47,380 --> 00:58:48,297 Anything. 1182 00:58:50,510 --> 00:58:51,660 Why are you a virgin? 1183 00:58:58,560 --> 00:59:01,408 I wanted to give meaning to an action where there is none. 1184 00:59:01,410 --> 00:59:03,288 There's plenty of meaning to popping your cherry. 1185 00:59:03,290 --> 00:59:04,988 For a woman maybe. 1186 00:59:04,990 --> 00:59:07,428 For a guy playing Pattycake or Flog the Bishop's, 1187 00:59:07,430 --> 00:59:08,868 all the same. 1188 00:59:08,870 --> 00:59:11,238 So I needed to distinguish between 1189 00:59:11,240 --> 00:59:12,690 when I actually fell in love. 1190 00:59:14,560 --> 00:59:16,921 Not that it's gonna happen now. 1191 00:59:16,923 --> 00:59:19,808 I didn't put you down for the religious type. 1192 00:59:19,810 --> 00:59:21,753 I'm not, I just like the concept. 1193 00:59:23,350 --> 00:59:26,638 Now, you're willing to lose your glass slipper to me? 1194 00:59:26,640 --> 00:59:27,473 Yes, 1195 00:59:28,814 --> 00:59:30,713 but it's a love I'd never be able to consummate. 1196 00:59:31,640 --> 00:59:32,668 Should it matter? 1197 00:59:32,670 --> 00:59:34,721 No, but I'd like to know what it felt 1198 00:59:34,723 --> 00:59:36,148 like just once. 1199 00:59:36,150 --> 00:59:38,350 Try sticking your dick in jelly and cream. 1200 00:59:42,660 --> 00:59:44,808 I don't think wanting to be celibate's your problem, 1201 00:59:44,810 --> 00:59:47,460 otherwise the Jonas Brothers would be guilty as well. 1202 00:59:52,297 --> 00:59:54,297 What I really wanna know 1203 00:59:56,197 --> 00:59:58,453 is why you like escorts so much? 1204 01:00:01,540 --> 01:00:02,828 Sorry, I'm still stuck 1205 01:00:02,830 --> 01:00:04,280 on the jelly and creams part. 1206 01:00:06,290 --> 01:00:08,528 Your addiction to escorts fits a void in your life 1207 01:00:08,530 --> 01:00:10,778 which having a girlfriend won't accomplish. 1208 01:00:10,780 --> 01:00:12,188 Don't bother trying to psychoanalyze me. 1209 01:00:12,190 --> 01:00:13,021 This session is about you. 1210 01:00:13,023 --> 01:00:15,388 No, it's about your inability to have sex 1211 01:00:15,390 --> 01:00:17,678 because you still believe in fairytales. 1212 01:00:17,680 --> 01:00:18,658 Please, don't shut me out. 1213 01:00:18,660 --> 01:00:19,493 I'm not. 1214 01:00:20,460 --> 01:00:21,888 You're gonna walk out of here yourself 1215 01:00:21,890 --> 01:00:25,398 when you come to terms with the reality of your plight. 1216 01:00:25,400 --> 01:00:26,263 You're a failure. 1217 01:00:27,620 --> 01:00:29,548 You're a person trying to seek human connection 1218 01:00:29,550 --> 01:00:31,478 in an industry where there is none. 1219 01:00:31,480 --> 01:00:34,948 Mistaking lust for love and foreplay for intimacy, 1220 01:00:34,950 --> 01:00:38,158 which is strange because we're a nation built on sex. 1221 01:00:38,160 --> 01:00:40,058 In our ads, in our mags, in the way we walk 1222 01:00:40,060 --> 01:00:41,338 and the way we talk. 1223 01:00:41,340 --> 01:00:44,068 And I don't blame you for who you are. 1224 01:00:44,070 --> 01:00:45,858 You're like this because you were raised that way, 1225 01:00:45,860 --> 01:00:47,563 and I don't mean by your parents. 1226 01:00:48,930 --> 01:00:50,353 We're a nation confused, 1227 01:00:51,640 --> 01:00:53,708 sending clients like you to escorts like me 1228 01:00:53,710 --> 01:00:56,218 because your sex-ed was learned in porn. 1229 01:00:56,220 --> 01:00:58,858 Your CNN is Playboy, your Reddit is Bang Bus, 1230 01:00:58,860 --> 01:01:01,573 and your role model is Sasha Grey. 1231 01:01:02,700 --> 01:01:06,068 If life is about sex and sex is about power, 1232 01:01:06,070 --> 01:01:08,398 then being an escort is the relinquishment of it 1233 01:01:08,400 --> 01:01:09,958 and being a virgin means never having it 1234 01:01:09,960 --> 01:01:11,910 and that's why we'll never make it out. 1235 01:01:20,760 --> 01:01:21,593 Time's up. 1236 01:01:23,584 --> 01:01:25,008 I thought you weren't a clock-watcher. 1237 01:01:25,010 --> 01:01:25,843 I lied. 1238 01:01:28,460 --> 01:01:29,291 Can I say one thing? 1239 01:01:29,293 --> 01:01:30,126 No. 1240 01:01:45,100 --> 01:01:45,933 What? 1241 01:01:52,383 --> 01:01:57,068 I had another friend besides Mike, Chrissy Hart. 1242 01:01:57,070 --> 01:02:00,168 Which wasn't a stage name, but her Christian one. 1243 01:02:00,170 --> 01:02:02,838 Although, she did end up doing porn. 1244 01:02:02,840 --> 01:02:06,028 Chrissy was raised Catholic and she's the religious type. 1245 01:02:06,030 --> 01:02:09,428 Went to communion on the Sunday, took part in the choir. 1246 01:02:09,430 --> 01:02:11,418 She would even take offense if people made jokes 1247 01:02:11,420 --> 01:02:13,003 about other Catholic priests. 1248 01:02:14,300 --> 01:02:16,148 So Chrissy goes off to college 1249 01:02:16,150 --> 01:02:18,150 where she mixes in with the wrong crowd. 1250 01:02:19,030 --> 01:02:20,808 Girls telling her way she can make money 1251 01:02:20,810 --> 01:02:22,693 without compromising her beliefs. 1252 01:02:23,750 --> 01:02:25,208 Financial domination, it's called, 1253 01:02:25,210 --> 01:02:27,768 where you text a guy orders and get pampered 1254 01:02:27,770 --> 01:02:29,828 without having to lift a finger. 1255 01:02:29,830 --> 01:02:31,980 You're probably familiar with that already. 1256 01:02:34,160 --> 01:02:35,668 But her friends are making more money than her 1257 01:02:35,670 --> 01:02:37,323 and she soon finds out why. 1258 01:02:38,840 --> 01:02:40,058 They're selling their undies. 1259 01:02:40,060 --> 01:02:42,513 The more soiled, the better for guys to sniff. 1260 01:02:43,720 --> 01:02:46,463 She sees no harm in it, so joins the team. 1261 01:02:48,570 --> 01:02:50,203 The first compromise is made. 1262 01:02:52,430 --> 01:02:53,778 Then she sees there's money to be made 1263 01:02:53,780 --> 01:02:55,828 selling pictures of yourself. 1264 01:02:55,830 --> 01:02:57,248 And if God created her body, 1265 01:02:57,250 --> 01:02:59,573 who is she to deny the world of her beauty? 1266 01:03:02,630 --> 01:03:04,343 The second compromise is made. 1267 01:03:06,870 --> 01:03:09,008 Chrissy soon webcamming in her dorm room, 1268 01:03:09,010 --> 01:03:10,710 strutting her stuff for easy cash 1269 01:03:11,950 --> 01:03:13,145 till a fellow student reports her 1270 01:03:13,147 --> 01:03:14,943 and she gets kicked out of college. 1271 01:03:17,200 --> 01:03:18,950 Not before being offered to do porn 1272 01:03:20,290 --> 01:03:21,208 and she's gone this far. 1273 01:03:21,210 --> 01:03:22,300 So why not accept 1274 01:03:26,050 --> 01:03:27,433 compromise number three? 1275 01:03:29,990 --> 01:03:31,718 Now, porn is a tough act to break into 1276 01:03:31,720 --> 01:03:33,668 as ironic as that might sound. 1277 01:03:33,670 --> 01:03:36,120 A few people make it, but most quickly leave, and 1278 01:03:38,400 --> 01:03:40,800 Chrissy wasn't one of those who succeeded in it. 1279 01:03:43,670 --> 01:03:45,743 After few high profile gigs, she, 1280 01:03:47,080 --> 01:03:48,980 she ends up falling into fetish sites, 1281 01:03:50,210 --> 01:03:52,933 where she's slapped and abused for guys to enjoy. 1282 01:03:56,760 --> 01:03:58,193 So she decides to come home, 1283 01:04:00,650 --> 01:04:02,906 but her parents have disowned her. 1284 01:04:02,908 --> 01:04:06,218 Her friends want nothing to do with her, and I take her in. 1285 01:04:06,220 --> 01:04:07,743 I know nothing more than pity. 1286 01:04:12,370 --> 01:04:14,280 Chrissy tries to rebuild her life 1287 01:04:15,370 --> 01:04:17,410 volunteering at a homeless shelter and 1288 01:04:19,780 --> 01:04:20,668 over the next few weeks, 1289 01:04:20,670 --> 01:04:23,120 it looks like she's getting things back on track. 1290 01:04:29,824 --> 01:04:32,407 But it just wasn't meant to be. 1291 01:04:34,408 --> 01:04:37,740 The woman I knew isn't the same who came home. 1292 01:04:39,750 --> 01:04:41,808 She was so screwed up from her experiences 1293 01:04:41,810 --> 01:04:44,913 that the only thing she understood was sex. 1294 01:04:48,200 --> 01:04:50,800 As I later found out, she was escorting on the side. 1295 01:04:54,740 --> 01:04:56,990 She caught the disease of one of her clients 1296 01:04:58,000 --> 01:04:59,723 and six months later, she died. 1297 01:05:01,650 --> 01:05:04,600 That's about the same time I started seeing escorts myself. 1298 01:05:06,660 --> 01:05:08,810 I thought I'd be stronger than her, 1299 01:05:08,812 --> 01:05:10,853 I'd be smarter, I'd be safe. 1300 01:05:12,070 --> 01:05:14,120 I thought I'd meet someone like her, but, 1301 01:05:15,060 --> 01:05:17,463 well, you know the rest. 1302 01:05:19,820 --> 01:05:21,480 I guess what I'm trying to say is 1303 01:05:22,960 --> 01:05:25,523 life is a series of compromises and chances. 1304 01:05:27,290 --> 01:05:29,208 The less you make of the former, 1305 01:05:29,210 --> 01:05:31,010 the more you can make of the latter. 1306 01:05:35,200 --> 01:05:36,700 Don't be Chrissy Hart, Rachel. 1307 01:05:39,290 --> 01:05:40,430 You're better than her 1308 01:05:43,203 --> 01:05:44,813 because you're better than me. 1309 01:06:59,308 --> 01:07:04,308 Wait! 1310 01:07:32,925 --> 01:07:37,925 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 95131

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