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See?
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Ready?
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Oh! Shit!
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Goddamn it!
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#Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah #
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#I was a teenage anarchist #
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#Looking for a revolution #
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#I had the style
I had the ambition #
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#Read all the authors
I knew the right slogans #
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# There was no war
but the class war #
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#I was ready
to set the world on fire #
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#I was a teenage anarchist #
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#Looking for a revolution #
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#Do #
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# You remember #
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# When you were young
and you wanted to set the world on fire? #
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Hello, there. Pennywise from Hermosa
Beach, California. How you doin'?
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You can take a garbage can
and throw it through a car window,
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and someone will say, "What the hell
are you doing?" You know, it's punk.
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You can do...
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And just say "I'm punk. "
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It's just that kind of willfulness with a bit
of insanity thrown in, a whole ton of"Fuck you. "
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Goin' against the grain when everyone
else tells you no, that's punk rock.
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Punk rock was supposed to be about no responsibility,
no rules. I'm gonna to do things my way.
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In your face. Whaaa!
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We're at The Wiltern an hour before
Social Distortion is gonna go on,
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and Betsy calls me, my wife, she goes,
"My water broke. I'm having a baby. "
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And I'm just like, "Oh, God.
I don't know what to do. "
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You're gonna be the proud father
of a little girl.
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I remember at that point
it was like everything went silent.
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Some of the guys were like,
"What, you're gonna have a kid?"
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Having a baby changed everything.
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And you hear that. You hear that.
And it totally did.
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Wade, don't hit him
with a stick, please. Thank you.
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I was on the street from a real
young age. I was headed for trouble.
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Our dads weren't there, man.
And so, fuck you.
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There's nothing really in the punk rock
ethos that prepares you for being a dad.
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#Do you remember #
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# When you were young
and you wanted to set the world on fire? #
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# When you were young ##
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This picture was taken
on the day we got to Hawaii,
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and I was playing in, uh,
Washington, D.C.
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It was my birthday.
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And I flew home and got in at midnight.
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And then woke up the next morning...
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and got my kids and packed them up
and got on a plane and went to Hawaii.
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And then we got there and that
was like the first day of vacation...
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after I'd been gone for like three weeks.
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So, it was, like, "Yay! Everyone's back
and it's normal time with Dad around again. "
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Are you giving me a doll... a Barbie
doll to take with me on the road? Yes!
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I don't think she'd be very happy
on the road.
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She might get in trouble
on the tour bus.
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I've been doing this for 20 years,
being a singer for a punk band.
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Rock belt. That's where
the magic happens.
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Um, I'm not even sure
that these are clean.
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I just found these, but, you know...
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You want me to get you
a different pair?
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We have a big album coming out.
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You know, a lot of touring
in front of us.
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Got open house at school,
I'll be in Myrtle Beach.
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Got a birthday party,
I'll be in West Palm Beach.
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My anniversary,
I'll be in St. Petersburg.
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Sometimes I'll be here,
sometimes I'll be gone.
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No, I can't take 20 Barbies.
I'll take one.
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For the first time, my oldest daughter
said, "I hate it when you leave.
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You know, I really don't like it. "
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It's heartbreaking.
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Twenty years on, Pennywise is still rockin'
with a new album coming out.
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And, of course, Reason To Believe
is what that's called.
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You're leaving right after the Key Club Show. Aren't you heading
toJapan and then down to Australia, and you're gonna do it all.
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This is the ever-important shave kit.
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Everything in there. Everything
I need to keep movin' on the road.
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Antacids. Super important,
'cause you eat like shit.
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Pennywise is like
one of the pillars of punk.
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Certainly in the punk of my generation, they are a
band that really stayed the course for so many years.
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Shake hands all day.
Gotta get hand sanitizer.
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The hair dye.
Gotta keep the dream alive.
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Keep people thinking that I'm 20,
when I'm twice that age.
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Pennywise took us on our
first Australian tour ever.
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Right then, Pennywise was breaking
in Australia. Huge in Australia.
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And Blink was nobody back then.
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They were like mentors to us.
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Trimmer, 'cause now you're starting
to get hairs in weird places.
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Bunch of hats to hide the "receda. "
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Receding hairline has
to be hidden from view.
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That's okay, guys. I got it.
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# I say #
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# We're gonna open your eyes #
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# Frustration, domination #
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# Feel the rage of a new generation #
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#We're livin', we're dyin' #
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#And we're never gonna stop #
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# Stop tryin' #
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# Stop tryin' #
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# Stop tryin' #
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#Stop tryin'##
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I have my first two daughters' names
tattooed, but, um, I don't have the third yet.
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It's taken a long time,
and now they're kinda fighting...
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over who gets Kate's name
on their side.
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You're a rose.
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And what am I?
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I could make you a rhinoceros.
What do you want?
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I don't know.
An armadillo.
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No!
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Nope.
A unicorn.
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Unicorn?
A butterfly. A butterfly.
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Unicorn, I don't know. I think those
tattoos have kinda gone out of style.
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I want to be a butterfly.
You want to be a butterfly?
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These are all very girlie tattoos.
You got to remember I'm a dude, so...
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All right, we have to go. We're
gonna be late for this thing anyways.
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Bye. Okay. Love you
girls. Have them go to bed.
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Homework, bath, bed.
American Idol. American Idol.
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American Idol, bath,
bed. Okay, love you. Bye.
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I told her this morning...
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Uh, I go, "Kate, I'm getting your name
tattooed tonight. " And she was so excited.
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I think she even wanted to share it
at school today during her "share"thing.
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Other kids are sharing, like, their dolls...
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and mine's sharing that her dad's
getting her name tattooed.
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#Destination unknown #
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#Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby Soho #
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#Destination unknown #
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#Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby Soho #
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#He's singing #
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#And she's there to lend a hand #
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#He's seen his name on the marquee,
but she will never understand #
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I think a lot of the guys in the scene
are feeling the same way.
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Before, I think, when we were younger, we were all very
nihilistic and didn't care. Live for today, live fast.
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You know, uh, do whatever you want.
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I don't think any of these guys
expected to be around this long.
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#Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby Soho #
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Beautiful. Baby Kate.
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I'm stoked.
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We grew up at a...
during a different time.
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We were kinda left
to our own devices.
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I didn't have
a male role model.
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Male role models in my life
were my dad, who left, right?
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Didn't-Didn't pay
child support.
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Didn't, um, own up
to his responsibilities.
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I used to have to salute him.
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"Jack Grisham reporting for
inspection, sir," when he got home.
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My dad once told me, uh, if I ever
get my ears pierced, he'd yank 'em out.
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My dad hated me.
He hated me.
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I don't know what it is,
but your thinking changes.
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You're that guy that tied a screw out of
your neck, and you become Ward Cleaver.
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And Ward Cleaver's a prick.
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You march right back upstairs,
young man, and put on a clean shirt.
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All right, homie, I think we're gonna get
ready and go to dinner. You got your stuff?
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I was doing my chores
and I was washing my dad's truck,
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and I was listening to a
Descendents's song, and he walked out.
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It was a song
called "Parents. "
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And, uh, the, uh...
the hook of the song is...
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"Parents, why won't they shut
up? Parents, they're so f'ed up. "
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And, uh, he walked out right when that
was playing, didn't like that song.
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And I remember
he ejected the cassette...
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and took it and threw it in the bucket
of water I was washing his car with.
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# Shit, piss, fuck, cunt,
cocksucker, motherfucker #
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#Tits, fart, dirty twat #
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# Shit, piss, fuck, cunt,
cocksucker, motherfucker #
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#Tits, fart, dirty twat #
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I mean, punk rock, in general,
is really nihilistic.
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It was just about doing
whatever you want.
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And usually whatever you want
meant causing a lot of trouble...
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and doing everything that your parents
didn't want you to do.
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#Tits, fart, dirty twat #
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# I fucked your mom ##
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Thank you.
Thank you so very, very much.
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How did we go from rebelling against your
own parents to become parents ourselves?
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I just remember going out on the blacktop
in kindergarten the first time...
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and just having all those kids look at me
like, "There's something wrong with you,"
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and, like, looking at me strange.
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And this one guy looked at me and said,
"Oh, yeah. You do that.
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You make that funny face
and we'll go scare the girls. "
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I was born totally cross-eyed.
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So it'd be like someone who's like
with irregular faces scaring kids.
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It, you know, had a weird effect on me.
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From an early age, I started acting out
and acting like a total freak...
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just to have people
look past my eye condition.
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And so right when I entered junior high
and I was getting in trouble all the time,
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it was right then when this big musical
bomb dropped on the cultural landscape...
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and altered music forever.
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I was 12 years old in 1977.
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It was a really important time
for me musically,
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because that's really when music
becomes a huge part of your life.
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I started playing with Fear,
I guess in 1980 or 1981?
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Punk rock had already been going
for, like, three or four years or something.
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You have to be the perfect stereotypical
California teenager.
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And if that's not you, you better stand
out in some way or else you're a loser.
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So, like, for me, it was, like,
well, I better find something.
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Thank God I got the guitar
and started playing it.
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I think the L.A. Scene...
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I think it was less about fashion
than New York or London.
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L.A. 's a funny city, you know.
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It's just a big, sprawling thing,
and people get really lonely here.
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L.A. Was more
like these kind oflike...
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desolate people, kind of desperate
people, all kind of coming together.
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It was a real feeling of bonding.
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And a real feeling of community.
And a real feeling of belonging.
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#I love livin'in the city #
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#I love livin'in the city #
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#My house smells just like the zoo #
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#It's chock full of shit and puke #
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Punk rock, when it started,
there weren't so many of us.
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So when you were driving down the street,
if you saw somebody with purple hair,
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you'd pull over and go,
"Hey, what are you into, man?"
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And it was that instant kinship
which was really cool.
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It wasn't cool to be a punk rocker. Like you
walk down the street, people yelled at you.
207
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They made fun of you. They beat
you up. They threw shit at you.
208
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You can't look like you're fitting in to
society if you don't want to fit in society.
209
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I used to get beat up every day
for having green hair.
210
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And it was a bunch of misfits who all
came from the same kind ofbackground.
211
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And you felt like you fit in finally.
212
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You were, like, "Whoa! Where the fuck did this
come from? Why didn't I find this last year?"
213
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Here's this group of people that will definitely
accept me, no matter how screwed up I am.
214
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And, you know, that was a feeling they couldn't
get at home, they couldn't get anywhere else.
215
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And it was important to find that in
life, or else you just feel cast out.
216
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I think in Hermosa Beach back then,
it was a very strange place to grow up.
217
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Even though we're at the beach and everything's nice and
it's clean and with everything we could possibly want,
218
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the underbelly of it all is rotting.
219
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You had this huge military
defense complex surrounding you.
220
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You realized that your mom worked for Air Research
and your dad worked for TRWworking on satellites.
221
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All these things you read about in the paper are
being built, you know, two blocks from your house.
222
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The attacks slashed at North Vietnam
with renewed fury.
223
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In our generation, our first images
of politicians...
224
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was President Nixon resigning.
225
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I shall resign the presidency
effective at noon tomorrow.
226
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You had this spiraling
divorce rate in the '70s.
227
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So a lot of broken homes, a lot of anger
that couldn't be expressed anywhere else.
228
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It was supposed to be Ozzie and Harriet and the
Nelson family, and the perfect little family.
229
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But Vietnam and Nixon and all that
came along and ruined it.
230
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It's almost like you're promised the
American dream, and you got the nightmare.
231
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But in reality, what can people do?
232
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Do you go throw rocks at windows
or do you...
233
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A lot of people decided to play music that
sounded like a rock going through a window.
234
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It was like a powder keg
ready to explode, and it did.
235
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In all of L.A., a lot of really influential bands
came from this area,
236
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but three of the biggest... Black Flag, CircleJerks
and Descendents... came from one tiny town.
237
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And you'd see these guys
walking around.
238
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But you'd also see their flyers, and they had these
really, really aggressive, really dark flyers...
239
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from Raymond Pettibon,
that were really subversive.
240
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A lot of them had pretty
hard core images on them...
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that were against everything in society that
we supposedly hold dear... religion, politics.
242
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#Die young #
243
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#Live fast, die young ##
244
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I was part of the Black Flag fan club.
245
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I remember bringing home Jealous Again,
the yellow album.
246
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That was the best music I'd ever heard
in my life, but especially the voice.
247
00:17:01,904 --> 00:17:03,929
Ron had a very expressive voice.
248
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For me, even to this day, it's the most
explosive, genuine, raw album there is.
249
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# I don't care what you think #
250
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#I don't care what you think #
251
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#I don't care what you say #
252
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That was exactly it...
"I don't care what you think. "
253
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And I felt that way so deeply.
254
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Like, I don't care what you think.
255
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And to hear that just come right out
of those speakers,
256
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it was just like, yeah!
257
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#No, no, no, no, no values #
258
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#No, no, no values ##
259
00:17:39,575 --> 00:17:42,669
I rented a place in this place
called The Church.
260
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And it became kind of the mecca
for the South Bay punk rock scene...
261
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that emerged in my living room.
262
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When I was about 15 years old,
this guy hired me and my friend to work here.
263
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And it was across the street
from The Church.
264
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In fact, that's why I took the job.
I really didn't want to work at all.
265
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It was huge for me. It was like a little kid
having Led Zeppelin living across the street.
266
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So we kind of created this scene
out of, like, our rehearsal space.
267
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Everybody was doing
everything that you can imagine.
268
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#I was a fuck-up ## That's the one
difference from the New York scene...
269
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and the London scene that I saw a lot.
270
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I mean, yeah, they were violent there,
but in California it was super violent.
271
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- #I was out of my head #
- Black Flag always made me want to go out and drink beer and smash stuff up.
272
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Like, it scared me, but it also gave me like
a boner at the same time, you know what I mean?
273
00:18:58,287 --> 00:19:00,346
Just the troublemaking
is what attracted me.
274
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#I was so jacked up
I was so drunk up #
275
00:19:02,191 --> 00:19:04,989
#I was so knocked out
I was out of my head #
276
00:19:05,060 --> 00:19:10,965
#I was so wasted
I was wasted ##
277
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And I went to go see, like, Black Flag,
and it was really violent.
278
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And people were getting beat up
for having the wrong hair.
279
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And I mean beat up, not just like punched.
I mean, like, hospitalized.
280
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And, like, constant. It was, like, ambulances
taking people away from shows all the time.
281
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We had a lot of friends
die along the way.
282
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Some died of an overdose,
lot of psychological problems.
283
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So, you know, and obviously, um, the
bass player for our band died later on.
284
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And, you know, you saw that happening
all the time. So it was like...
285
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We knew the dangers were there.
286
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And that's what a lot of our songs
became about, you know...
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is, uh, you know, living every day
like it's your last, because it could be.
288
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It was angry. It was...
289
00:20:07,990 --> 00:20:12,654
The lyrics spoke to me. The music
was loud and abrasive and fast.
290
00:20:12,728 --> 00:20:15,959
The people that I went to school with
hated it. They hated me, I hated them.
291
00:20:16,031 --> 00:20:18,727
It was perfect.
It was beautiful.
292
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It was beautiful.
It was everything I needed.
293
00:20:21,603 --> 00:20:26,199
# Whoa, oh, oh, oh #
294
00:20:27,342 --> 00:20:31,472
# Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh #
295
00:20:32,481 --> 00:20:37,180
# Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh #
296
00:20:37,252 --> 00:20:42,713
# Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ##
297
00:20:42,791 --> 00:20:44,656
I thought we were gonna
change the world.
298
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The whole thing boggles the
mind. It's, like, I don't know.
299
00:20:53,602 --> 00:20:57,003
You might say, hey, maybe punk
rock was never meant to grow up.
300
00:20:57,072 --> 00:20:59,802
But it did. So too bad.
301
00:20:59,875 --> 00:21:03,641
You know, it's like we're
in uncharted territory, you know.
302
00:21:09,751 --> 00:21:14,484
#Happy birthday, dear Brighton #
303
00:21:14,556 --> 00:21:19,050
# Happy birthday to you ##
304
00:21:23,165 --> 00:21:25,258
Hey, don't get so excited, Brighton.
305
00:21:25,334 --> 00:21:28,770
That's it, darling.
You can do it.
306
00:21:28,837 --> 00:21:34,707
You can do it.
Yay! Yes!
307
00:21:36,178 --> 00:21:40,512
#We are not men
We are DEVO #
308
00:21:40,582 --> 00:21:42,140
# D-E-V-O #
309
00:21:42,217 --> 00:21:44,344
# Ba, ba, ba, ba,
ba, ba, ba, ba #
310
00:21:44,419 --> 00:21:50,289
It's tough to be a punk rock hero and still be a good
authority figure for your kids. It's almost impossible.
311
00:21:52,828 --> 00:21:56,491
When my wife and I decided to have a kid,
we made kind of a pact.
312
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Said we're not gonna change our life.
313
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We'll have a good time with the kid.
We'll bring this child into our life.
314
00:22:03,105 --> 00:22:07,041
But we're not gonna be...
We're not changing.
315
00:22:07,109 --> 00:22:09,304
It pretty much
changes everything.
316
00:22:09,378 --> 00:22:10,868
I get up a lot earlier now.
317
00:22:10,946 --> 00:22:14,245
#I never thought about the universe
It made me feel small #
318
00:22:14,316 --> 00:22:17,808
#Never thought about the problems
of this planet at all #
319
00:22:17,886 --> 00:22:19,410
#Global warming #
320
00:22:20,922 --> 00:22:22,583
I know you're tired.
321
00:22:23,925 --> 00:22:25,722
'Cause it's early.
322
00:22:29,398 --> 00:22:32,731
Can I carry you there?
323
00:22:32,801 --> 00:22:34,496
Yeah, I'll carry you.
324
00:22:36,004 --> 00:22:37,232
You're welcome.
325
00:22:37,305 --> 00:22:40,240
# Why think of all the bad things
when life is so good? #
326
00:22:40,308 --> 00:22:43,505
# Why help with an "am"
when there's always a "could"? #
327
00:22:43,578 --> 00:22:46,445
#Let the whales worry
about the poisons in the sea #
328
00:22:46,515 --> 00:22:49,780
#Outside of California,
it's foreign policy #
329
00:22:49,851 --> 00:22:53,014
#I don't want changes
I have no reactions #
330
00:22:53,088 --> 00:22:56,421
# Your dilemmas are my distractions #
331
00:22:56,491 --> 00:22:59,824
# That's no way to go,
Franco Un-American #
332
00:22:59,895 --> 00:23:02,762
#No way to go, Franco Un-American #
333
00:23:02,831 --> 00:23:05,994
#No way to go, Franco Un-American #
334
00:23:06,067 --> 00:23:09,298
#No way to go, Franco
Franco Un-American ##
335
00:23:12,407 --> 00:23:15,342
Got to wait for the toast.
336
00:23:15,410 --> 00:23:18,402
There's no gettin' around that.
337
00:23:50,445 --> 00:23:52,242
There you go, buddy.
338
00:23:56,485 --> 00:23:58,146
# That's no way to go,
Franco Un-American #
339
00:23:58,220 --> 00:24:02,589
Our drug use and our sexual perversities...
340
00:24:02,657 --> 00:24:04,887
you know, it's all out there
for the public to see.
341
00:24:04,960 --> 00:24:08,191
The two dominatrices on my arm?
342
00:24:08,263 --> 00:24:12,063
The one tied up with the ball gag? I don't
know. How do you explain that to a four-year-old?
343
00:24:12,133 --> 00:24:15,364
#Or hang down low
with the nice Australians #
344
00:24:15,437 --> 00:24:17,234
#I don't want to be another
I- don't-care-ican #
345
00:24:17,305 --> 00:24:18,602
Never.
346
00:24:18,673 --> 00:24:20,732
Never.
347
00:24:20,809 --> 00:24:22,674
#Franco Un-American ##
348
00:24:22,744 --> 00:24:25,144
One bite.
349
00:24:25,213 --> 00:24:27,272
Never.
Never.
350
00:24:27,349 --> 00:24:30,182
You will never get a bite.
351
00:24:32,220 --> 00:24:34,120
I think that when you're in a band,
352
00:24:34,189 --> 00:24:36,680
it extends your adolescence
through the rest of your life.
353
00:24:39,461 --> 00:24:41,588
The cool thing about
what I do for a living...
354
00:24:41,663 --> 00:24:46,396
is that the expectation of me
as a father is so fucking low.
355
00:24:53,208 --> 00:24:56,143
I play in a band,
and a punk rock band,
356
00:24:56,211 --> 00:25:00,841
and, you know, people see videos and we're
running around naked and we're cursing or whatever.
357
00:25:00,916 --> 00:25:04,818
The expectations of me
as a parent is flat.
358
00:25:04,886 --> 00:25:06,410
The bar couldn't be any lower.
359
00:25:06,488 --> 00:25:10,549
Because I play in a band, people think
that I'm just gonna be this, you know...
360
00:25:10,625 --> 00:25:13,685
I guess, stumble in drunk...
361
00:25:13,762 --> 00:25:16,060
To kindergarten graduation
with a cigarette and a hooker.
362
00:25:16,131 --> 00:25:20,329
Um, this is my son Keegan.
He is almost eight.
363
00:25:20,402 --> 00:25:23,428
Um, this is Spencer. He's 10. Hi.
364
00:25:23,505 --> 00:25:26,531
And this is Kady, who is nine months old.
365
00:25:26,608 --> 00:25:28,974
Oh, no!
366
00:25:31,112 --> 00:25:32,136
Whoo!
367
00:25:32,213 --> 00:25:35,080
Skaters themselves identified
with the punk rock movement.
368
00:25:35,150 --> 00:25:36,640
#Go #
369
00:25:40,722 --> 00:25:46,126
Do it yourself and doing things that are different
that maybe the mainstream didn't accept as well.
370
00:25:46,194 --> 00:25:50,756
Um, and it just forced... I don't know,
there was a synergy that was pretty obvious...
371
00:25:50,832 --> 00:25:53,995
that-that most of the skaters
identify with punk rock.
372
00:25:54,069 --> 00:25:57,061
Bye, Kady. Bye.
#Kids in a fast lane livin'for today #
373
00:25:57,138 --> 00:25:59,834
#No rules to abide by
and no one to obey #
374
00:26:02,844 --> 00:26:07,008
It is hard to be home
and to turn that element off.
375
00:26:07,082 --> 00:26:09,812
It's the biggest challenge of my life,
for sure.
376
00:26:09,884 --> 00:26:12,352
#Kids of the black hole ##
377
00:26:13,421 --> 00:26:15,150
Hot on your trail.
378
00:26:24,165 --> 00:26:26,827
I wondered when
you were gonna do that.
379
00:26:26,901 --> 00:26:28,596
I thought you
were gonna do a fakie.
380
00:26:28,670 --> 00:26:31,798
# Wheels on the bus
go round and round #
381
00:26:31,873 --> 00:26:34,933
# Round and round
Round and round #
382
00:26:35,010 --> 00:26:38,377
#The wheels on the bus
go round and round #
383
00:26:38,446 --> 00:26:41,847
#All through the town ##
384
00:26:41,916 --> 00:26:45,647
I grew up in a family
full of yellers, you know.
385
00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:49,986
So people screaming and chaos going
on, I feel right at home in it.
386
00:26:50,058 --> 00:26:54,119
Whereas it makes
my partners crazy.
387
00:26:54,195 --> 00:26:56,356
And I'm... I-I have to...
388
00:26:56,431 --> 00:27:00,629
I've really worked on myself with anger
management to not be as much of a yeller.
389
00:27:00,702 --> 00:27:02,465
I try to save that for stage.
390
00:27:02,537 --> 00:27:06,906
#Yeah, whoo, ohh, ohh #
391
00:27:06,975 --> 00:27:09,637
#Yeah, yeah #
392
00:27:09,711 --> 00:27:11,008
# Whoo, ohh, ohh #
393
00:27:11,079 --> 00:27:15,072
I got a little girl, Natalie,
that is 21 months.
394
00:27:15,150 --> 00:27:17,846
And I got a son on the way
right when I get off tour.
395
00:27:17,919 --> 00:27:20,752
# Yeah, yeah #
396
00:27:20,822 --> 00:27:22,983
Oh, shit.
397
00:27:23,058 --> 00:27:26,255
Don't cry. Don't cry.
Don't cry. You're okay.
398
00:27:26,327 --> 00:27:28,386
You're okay. You slipped out
of my hand. You're all right.
399
00:27:28,463 --> 00:27:31,023
I know. You're okay.
400
00:27:32,867 --> 00:27:35,631
Look... Ah, that really hurt you.
You're smiling.
401
00:27:35,704 --> 00:27:37,467
Ah.
402
00:27:37,539 --> 00:27:39,302
Yeah, all daddies mess up.
403
00:27:40,475 --> 00:27:41,669
Daddy!
404
00:27:44,579 --> 00:27:46,570
Oh, I mean, shoot! Shoot!
405
00:27:48,216 --> 00:27:49,649
Shoot.
Shoot.
406
00:27:49,718 --> 00:27:51,583
Shoot.
407
00:27:51,653 --> 00:27:54,451
The other day I was driving
my son and his friend,
408
00:27:54,522 --> 00:27:56,717
and they were
in the car seats in the back.
409
00:27:56,791 --> 00:27:59,225
Jack turned to his friend and said,
"You know those bad words?"
410
00:27:59,294 --> 00:28:00,989
His friend said,
"What do you mean?"
411
00:28:01,062 --> 00:28:05,123
He said, "Well, words like hate
and shit and fuck and fucking...
412
00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:07,464
and fuck you and shut up...
413
00:28:07,535 --> 00:28:09,560
you're not supposed to
say those things. "
414
00:28:09,637 --> 00:28:13,573
And I just smiled like,
that's my kid.
415
00:28:13,641 --> 00:28:17,099
Like, it's all good.
416
00:28:17,178 --> 00:28:18,509
Stop!
417
00:28:18,580 --> 00:28:21,572
It never dawned on my that
at one point I'd be a father...
418
00:28:21,649 --> 00:28:26,985
and have to buy the clean version
of my albums to play in the car.
419
00:28:27,055 --> 00:28:30,218
Um, yeah. That's a pickle.
420
00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:37,796
There's certain words that we try not to
encourage her to be a part ofher vocabulary.
421
00:28:37,866 --> 00:28:40,198
Those words will inevitably become
a part of her vocabulary for sure,
422
00:28:40,268 --> 00:28:44,830
but in the interim, we can at
least do our best to, you know...
423
00:28:44,906 --> 00:28:48,967
I don't know, put your finger in the
dike and hope that it holds for a while.
424
00:28:49,043 --> 00:28:53,070
How am I supposed to shelter
the F-word?
425
00:28:54,149 --> 00:28:57,641
Okay, let's cross this way. Wait,
wait. Aren't we gonna do the corner?
426
00:28:57,719 --> 00:29:00,950
Yeah. No, we're goin' straight
then across.
427
00:29:01,022 --> 00:29:04,150
Teaching my kids to do the right thing
is incredibly difficult.
428
00:29:04,225 --> 00:29:07,820
Hey, Brighton, what did I say?
429
00:29:07,896 --> 00:29:10,558
Okay, Kate, you know how
to use your brakes. Yeah.
430
00:29:10,632 --> 00:29:13,965
Okay.
Those are very important.
431
00:29:15,036 --> 00:29:19,564
Hey, Brighton Rose,
what's that all about?
432
00:29:19,641 --> 00:29:21,575
I said
we're going diagonal.
433
00:29:21,643 --> 00:29:25,079
Okay. Well, I'm not sure
if that was cool.
434
00:29:39,527 --> 00:29:41,859
#Can't buy you a Cadillac,
a diamond ring #
435
00:29:41,930 --> 00:29:44,524
# There's no dough
in the ghetto #
436
00:29:44,599 --> 00:29:46,794
#A 9:00 to 9:00
Got a barmy life #
437
00:29:46,868 --> 00:29:48,768
#And I broke all the windows #
438
00:29:48,837 --> 00:29:51,965
I don't want to be
one of those guys where you're...
439
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:57,034
pointing the hose at the kids goin',
"Get the hell off my yard. " No way.
440
00:29:57,111 --> 00:29:59,841
# We're gonna run, run, run ##
441
00:29:59,914 --> 00:30:02,041
I try to be a good dad.
442
00:30:02,116 --> 00:30:05,711
Fake seat belt.
443
00:30:05,787 --> 00:30:07,880
Still a rebel.
444
00:30:11,526 --> 00:30:14,461
How about this one?
The pink one?
445
00:30:16,431 --> 00:30:18,490
I don't see that pink one.
Oh.
446
00:30:20,802 --> 00:30:25,466
Oh, how about this one? This one's
like cool hearts and skulls. Look. Hey.
447
00:30:32,881 --> 00:30:34,781
Yeah, let's take my van.
448
00:30:39,654 --> 00:30:41,178
It's cold.
449
00:30:42,190 --> 00:30:43,680
Listen to this.
450
00:30:43,758 --> 00:30:47,956
Ohh! I farted.
451
00:30:48,029 --> 00:30:50,691
Now it's gonna be
real stinky in here.
452
00:30:55,136 --> 00:30:57,536
That was a good one.
453
00:30:57,605 --> 00:30:59,539
Oh, she's in a hoity-toity
private school.
454
00:30:59,607 --> 00:31:02,041
You can jump from there. Go.
455
00:31:02,110 --> 00:31:06,774
Uh, I don't know, we hang out with her friends'parents,
and you know, they're nice enough to us.
456
00:31:09,117 --> 00:31:11,984
They're just all so boring though. Wow!
457
00:31:12,053 --> 00:31:13,884
Hey, wait up, man.
458
00:31:13,955 --> 00:31:16,719
Like, really? That's your... That's the
story you're gonna tell me? That was it?
459
00:31:16,791 --> 00:31:20,056
Wow. That was your story. Boy.
460
00:31:20,128 --> 00:31:23,222
Morning.
See you later.
461
00:31:27,702 --> 00:31:29,567
I went to volunteer
at the school one time.
462
00:31:29,637 --> 00:31:35,507
I went up to the school for something and had no idea I
was wearing a shirt that said, "Fuck the police" on it.
463
00:31:35,576 --> 00:31:37,567
Like I was just that clueless.
464
00:31:37,645 --> 00:31:39,078
Um, that was embarrassing.
465
00:31:39,147 --> 00:31:42,116
That definitely was kinda like
a "What are you doing, Dad?
466
00:31:42,183 --> 00:31:45,675
You're in the principal's office
with a shirt with profanity. "
467
00:31:45,753 --> 00:31:48,221
One, two, three,
one, two, three.
468
00:31:52,593 --> 00:31:56,188
I remember one time I was in a
ballet class. I was like 12 or 13.
469
00:31:56,264 --> 00:32:00,701
We're like going through our class, and one
girl went to go to the bathroom or something,
470
00:32:00,768 --> 00:32:03,760
and she came back and she was like,
"Elizabeth"... that was my teacher's name...
471
00:32:03,838 --> 00:32:07,103
She was like, "Elizabeth, there's this really
weird guy in the hall. I'm really freaked out. "
472
00:32:07,175 --> 00:32:10,406
And everyone looked out and my dad...
I think he had a Mohawk or something.
473
00:32:10,478 --> 00:32:12,878
Was wearing like bondage pants
and everyone was like,
474
00:32:12,947 --> 00:32:14,608
"Oh, my God. It's okay.
Just stay in there. "
475
00:32:14,682 --> 00:32:16,479
I look and I was like,
"Oh, fuck. It's my dad. "
476
00:32:24,692 --> 00:32:27,160
You know, sometimes you
think about, like, you know,
477
00:32:27,228 --> 00:32:30,823
"Oh, shit. Should I have
tattooed my forehead?" You know.
478
00:32:34,102 --> 00:32:35,694
Park.
479
00:32:35,770 --> 00:32:38,068
We better get there
before they shut it down.
480
00:32:38,139 --> 00:32:40,573
But, you know, that lasts
about two seconds.
481
00:32:40,641 --> 00:32:42,734
Because, to be honest,
I am who I am.
482
00:32:42,810 --> 00:32:48,271
And hopefully, I will instill in my son
that you respect people on their merit,
483
00:32:48,349 --> 00:32:49,907
not on the way that they look.
484
00:32:49,984 --> 00:32:53,511
#Said, who would've thought
the dreams come true? #
485
00:32:53,588 --> 00:32:56,216
#And who would've thought
I ended up with you? #
486
00:32:56,290 --> 00:32:59,157
What's working is that
I live in San Francisco.
487
00:32:59,227 --> 00:33:03,664
So you got to basically be naked on fire before
somebody's even going to bat an eye at you.
488
00:33:03,731 --> 00:33:07,497
So, I mean, I'm stoked.
489
00:33:08,569 --> 00:33:12,505
What are you doing? And I'm pretty sure
there's a lot more open-minded people here.
490
00:33:12,573 --> 00:33:16,873
It's not like I'm in, uh,
Little Rock, Arkansas, right now.
491
00:33:18,279 --> 00:33:20,304
Hey, you guys want to know
how to clear out a park?
492
00:33:20,381 --> 00:33:22,076
That sounds great, yeah.
493
00:33:22,150 --> 00:33:23,811
Bring the punker...
Turn on the camera.
494
00:33:23,885 --> 00:33:26,183
Yeah, bring a punker
and the camera.
495
00:33:26,254 --> 00:33:29,985
Get this place to ourselves.
High five, pal. High five.
496
00:33:31,426 --> 00:33:33,621
Let's go. Come on.
Let's go down the slide.
497
00:33:34,662 --> 00:33:39,656
Lookin'like this, tryin'to raise a kid,
that might be a little tougher, you know.
498
00:33:39,734 --> 00:33:40,758
Crazy.
499
00:33:42,103 --> 00:33:44,867
You don't want to do
anything that's gonna...
500
00:33:44,939 --> 00:33:48,966
inhibit your child's progression
in life.
501
00:33:49,043 --> 00:33:53,241
Because it's the most important
thing in my life is this kid now.
502
00:33:53,314 --> 00:33:58,013
I kind of choose not to take on, like, could of,
would of, should of, or what will be or whatever.
503
00:33:58,086 --> 00:34:00,179
I kind of just like
try to stay in the moment.
504
00:34:00,254 --> 00:34:05,487
And, um, you know,
if I can win over her family...
505
00:34:05,560 --> 00:34:08,654
I can win over a fucking school teacher.
506
00:34:10,298 --> 00:34:12,232
You know what I mean? So...
507
00:34:14,235 --> 00:34:15,600
Ohh!
508
00:34:18,906 --> 00:34:21,067
Look, he's eating a poo
right in front of you.
509
00:34:21,142 --> 00:34:24,339
How's that taste, dog? Dude.
510
00:34:24,412 --> 00:34:27,643
This lady told me that
any bad habits your dog has,
511
00:34:27,715 --> 00:34:31,014
it's actually your fault
for not training him right.
512
00:34:31,085 --> 00:34:34,782
So, when he lays a turd,
you put some Tabasco on it.
513
00:34:34,856 --> 00:34:40,089
I can imagine my neighbor looking over and seeing me putting
Tabasco on a turd and wondering what the hell I'm doing.
514
00:34:40,161 --> 00:34:43,858
Poop's on.
515
00:34:43,931 --> 00:34:47,526
There you go. Try that on for
size. See how you like that.
516
00:34:58,613 --> 00:35:02,743
Just the other day I was talking to my kid
and I was saying something...
517
00:35:02,817 --> 00:35:05,650
and she looked at me and went like...
518
00:35:05,720 --> 00:35:08,018
And I could tell she had just turned off.
519
00:35:08,089 --> 00:35:12,549
You know, she wasn't listening to me anymore and,
like, was giving me like a, "Oh, yeah, sure, Dad. "
520
00:35:12,627 --> 00:35:17,360
And right in the middle I go, "Don't give me
that look. That's... I invented that look. "
521
00:35:22,837 --> 00:35:27,672
If you want... If you want to request a Pennywise
song, you got to add a "fucking" in there.
522
00:35:27,742 --> 00:35:31,007
In the middle.
Like "Every Single Fucking Day. "
523
00:35:31,078 --> 00:35:33,205
Or "Living for Fucking Today. "
524
00:35:33,281 --> 00:35:35,772
"Peaceful Fucking Day. "
"Peaceful Fucking Day. "
525
00:35:35,850 --> 00:35:37,442
"My Own Fucking Country. "
526
00:35:37,518 --> 00:35:40,385
"My Own Fucking Way of Life. "
"My Own Fucking Way of Life. "
527
00:35:40,454 --> 00:35:42,388
"Wouldn't It Be Fucking Nice?"
528
00:35:42,456 --> 00:35:45,323
You got... You got
the fucking picture?
529
00:35:45,393 --> 00:35:47,725
Penny-fucking-wise.
530
00:35:52,900 --> 00:35:56,768
Emma, I'm not gonna warn
you again, honey, okay?
531
00:35:56,837 --> 00:35:59,328
Then you're gonna stay home
from Allison's.
532
00:36:00,675 --> 00:36:05,476
It's like you're supposed to be a, uh...
a model citizen for your little kid...
533
00:36:05,546 --> 00:36:07,537
and show them
the right thing to do.
534
00:36:07,615 --> 00:36:09,708
Whereas, you know,
I'm the exact opposite of that.
535
00:36:11,652 --> 00:36:13,085
# Fuck 'em all ##
536
00:36:15,489 --> 00:36:20,119
In the beginning, I probably let her do what
she wanted, but now I discipline her, for sure.
537
00:36:20,194 --> 00:36:24,062
I never hit her. I never
spank her. I pinch her.
538
00:36:25,299 --> 00:36:27,267
Do you want one of these?
539
00:36:27,335 --> 00:36:29,860
Do you want one of these?
No!
540
00:36:29,937 --> 00:36:33,566
I just give her, like, the little
good pinch on her arm and she goes...
541
00:36:33,641 --> 00:36:36,701
'Cause I don't have the heart to
smack her on her hands or her butt.
542
00:36:36,777 --> 00:36:42,079
But, like, I just figure I'll pinch her
and she'll get the point, you know?
543
00:36:44,318 --> 00:36:48,015
Ready?
#Twinkle #
544
00:36:48,089 --> 00:36:50,216
Hey, I just turned that off.
545
00:36:50,291 --> 00:36:53,089
Hey, I'm turning it off, okay?
No.
546
00:36:57,098 --> 00:36:59,032
You know this one, right?
547
00:36:59,100 --> 00:37:01,330
Not all of it.
548
00:37:01,402 --> 00:37:03,836
Sing a part that you know.
549
00:37:03,904 --> 00:37:05,838
I don't know all of it.
550
00:37:07,508 --> 00:37:09,066
You know how it goes?
551
00:37:09,143 --> 00:37:12,579
I'll start it.
# Now I'm standing on a... #
552
00:37:12,647 --> 00:37:14,547
# Rooftop #
553
00:37:14,615 --> 00:37:16,446
# Ready to fall #
554
00:37:16,517 --> 00:37:18,007
# I think I'm at the... #
555
00:37:18,085 --> 00:37:19,814
# Edge now #
556
00:37:19,887 --> 00:37:22,412
# But I could be... #
#Wrong #
557
00:37:22,490 --> 00:37:23,855
# Now I'm standing on a... #
558
00:37:23,924 --> 00:37:25,619
That's all I know.
That's all you know?
559
00:37:25,693 --> 00:37:26,751
# Ready #
560
00:37:26,827 --> 00:37:30,786
# I'm standing on the rooftop
ready to fall #
561
00:37:30,865 --> 00:37:34,164
# I think I'm at the edge now,
but I could be wrong #
562
00:37:34,235 --> 00:37:39,605
# I'm standing on the rooftop
ready to fall #
563
00:37:39,674 --> 00:37:41,039
# Look out #
564
00:37:41,108 --> 00:37:43,975
# Now I'm standing on the rooftop
ready to fall #
565
00:37:44,045 --> 00:37:48,607
Now we have to put it in the oven. The
oven? We're not putting this in the oven.
566
00:37:48,683 --> 00:37:50,742
I've never microwaved
peanut butter before.
567
00:37:50,818 --> 00:37:53,378
What if it... explodes?
568
00:37:53,454 --> 00:37:55,684
You scared me.
569
00:37:55,756 --> 00:37:58,156
#... won't take me #
570
00:37:58,225 --> 00:38:01,319
# Heights don't phase me #
571
00:38:01,395 --> 00:38:04,159
# So take a step #
572
00:38:04,231 --> 00:38:09,032
# But don't look down
Take a step #
573
00:38:09,103 --> 00:38:12,937
# I'm standing on the rooftop
ready to fall #
574
00:38:17,511 --> 00:38:20,071
I think Mom and Dad
make the rules.
575
00:38:20,147 --> 00:38:22,342
I think that's how it goes.
Right?
576
00:38:25,753 --> 00:38:27,687
You're in charge of
your playhouse? Mm-hmm.
577
00:38:27,755 --> 00:38:28,813
Okay.
578
00:38:30,257 --> 00:38:33,385
How many playhouses do you have?
Are you a playhouse tycoon?
579
00:38:34,995 --> 00:38:37,088
Right now, Boston!
580
00:38:37,164 --> 00:38:39,132
We got to take care
of each other!
581
00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:42,135
We'll see you next time! Peace!
582
00:38:59,086 --> 00:39:01,145
Ron, can you show us
where you live, please?
583
00:39:01,222 --> 00:39:05,750
You mean, like, specifically,
like where I sleep? Yeah.
584
00:39:05,826 --> 00:39:08,556
Okay, well, this room is where I live.
585
00:39:11,132 --> 00:39:14,329
This is... This is a two-room apartment
here, right? Yeah, this is a...
586
00:39:16,470 --> 00:39:19,405
I can't rent a house because
I owe the gas company money.
587
00:39:19,473 --> 00:39:23,375
I owe the electrical company money.
I owe the telephone company money.
588
00:39:23,444 --> 00:39:26,811
So I can't rent a house under my name.
589
00:39:26,881 --> 00:39:30,977
So I might as well live in a fucking closet
for $ 16.00 a month, you know.
590
00:39:36,657 --> 00:39:39,785
I think what's happening is, like,
with me, I'm noticing that actually...
591
00:39:39,860 --> 00:39:42,761
I've turned a little bit more
into my dad...
592
00:39:43,464 --> 00:39:45,932
than I would have ever thought
I would have.
593
00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:47,490
Let's go inside.
594
00:39:51,372 --> 00:39:54,933
Oh, no. Oh, no? What
do you mean, oh, no?
595
00:39:55,009 --> 00:39:58,968
This is a great record. I wonder if
they have the first Blondie record?
596
00:39:59,046 --> 00:40:00,479
Um...
597
00:40:00,548 --> 00:40:03,016
I would go for this one...
Dirty Deeds...
598
00:40:03,083 --> 00:40:06,211
because it's got my favorite AC/DC
song on it. It has my favorite.
599
00:40:06,287 --> 00:40:08,118
"Ride On. "
It has "Rocker" on it.
600
00:40:08,189 --> 00:40:09,679
Okay, so there you go.
601
00:40:09,757 --> 00:40:11,520
This one has your dad on it.
602
00:40:11,592 --> 00:40:15,358
This was recorded in Hermosa Beach where we
used to live. Where I used to live, of course.
603
00:40:15,429 --> 00:40:18,193
So, um, yeah, what a trip.
604
00:40:18,265 --> 00:40:24,261
Me and Jessica Mclntryre looked up
you on Wikipedia and we found...
605
00:40:24,338 --> 00:40:26,363
a bunch of stuff.
606
00:40:26,440 --> 00:40:27,930
That's hilarious.
607
00:40:39,653 --> 00:40:41,245
When Di and I had kids,
608
00:40:41,322 --> 00:40:45,053
we tried hanging on
to some of that, you know.
609
00:40:45,125 --> 00:40:50,085
Going out, going to gigs,
getting a little bit wasted...
610
00:40:50,164 --> 00:40:55,158
and coming back and, like, you know,
trying to breast-feed and change diapers.
611
00:40:55,236 --> 00:40:58,171
And it just... It doesn't work.
612
00:40:58,239 --> 00:41:00,901
And God bless anybody
who's made it work.
613
00:41:00,975 --> 00:41:04,376
But for us, it was like,
"This is not gonna work. "
614
00:41:04,445 --> 00:41:09,576
I don't know if it was a conscious thing. We didn't sit down
one day and say, "Hey, let's not be punk rockers anymore. "
615
00:41:09,650 --> 00:41:14,451
But there was a definite, uh,
switch in priorities as far as our life priorities.
616
00:41:14,522 --> 00:41:18,117
And it became more like, "Well, because, you
know, I actually have to pay for these diapers. "
617
00:41:27,167 --> 00:41:29,567
#A guitar #
618
00:41:29,637 --> 00:41:32,538
#Collects dust like his heart #
619
00:41:32,606 --> 00:41:35,871
#Soundless and still #
620
00:41:35,943 --> 00:41:38,036
#A girl collapses on her bed #
621
00:41:38,112 --> 00:41:41,741
You get some kids and you realize
they need to have their diapers changed,
622
00:41:41,815 --> 00:41:44,340
they need to go to the doctor,
you need health insurance.
623
00:41:44,418 --> 00:41:48,115
And then you need a house for them and then
you need clothes and you have a mortgage.
624
00:41:48,188 --> 00:41:52,056
And then all of a sudden the system that
you are fighting against or trying to change,
625
00:41:52,126 --> 00:41:54,117
you become part of that system.
626
00:41:54,194 --> 00:41:59,154
# We walk alone
with our troubled minds #
627
00:42:01,268 --> 00:42:03,532
#A guitar #
628
00:42:03,604 --> 00:42:05,094
#Strikes a chord #
629
00:42:05,172 --> 00:42:09,268
#Hits a misery so hard, so bold #
630
00:42:09,343 --> 00:42:13,712
Everybody who has high ideals
at some point has a crisis,
631
00:42:13,781 --> 00:42:17,911
you know, when they have to actually get food
on the table and take care of other people.
632
00:42:17,985 --> 00:42:22,513
No one joined Pennywise to make money.
No one joined Rancid to make money.
633
00:42:22,590 --> 00:42:26,026
No one, uh... We didn't start
the Vandals to make money.
634
00:42:26,093 --> 00:42:29,961
It kind of slowly became a job
and what we did for a living.
635
00:42:30,030 --> 00:42:31,725
We're a working-class band.
636
00:42:31,799 --> 00:42:34,529
It's not like we have Learjets
picking us up...
637
00:42:34,602 --> 00:42:37,969
or, you know, manservants
doing stuff for us.
638
00:42:38,038 --> 00:42:41,269
Are you really supposed to make money
from, uh... from rock music?
639
00:42:41,342 --> 00:42:45,870
Do you deserve an income from rock music,
especially if you want to have kids too?
640
00:42:45,946 --> 00:42:49,404
Isn't rock music
for the wild, rambling guy...
641
00:42:49,483 --> 00:42:52,646
who maybe has kids he doesn't
know about in each town?
642
00:42:52,720 --> 00:42:56,588
And doesn't pay his taxes.
And has a drug problem.
643
00:42:56,657 --> 00:43:00,218
And dies when he's 34, 35.
644
00:43:00,294 --> 00:43:03,593
#It's time to bring it back ##
645
00:43:05,132 --> 00:43:10,160
Your life goes through stages, and I don't
think any of us when we started punk rock,
646
00:43:10,237 --> 00:43:14,037
uh, looked at punk rock
as a career decision...
647
00:43:14,108 --> 00:43:17,669
with a long-term, uh, career path
and a pension plan.
648
00:43:19,313 --> 00:43:24,046
It's funny in the punk scene, because, you
know, I try to always instill that Pennywises,
649
00:43:24,118 --> 00:43:25,915
the Bad Religions,
the NOFX's,
650
00:43:25,986 --> 00:43:29,513
the bands are starting to go on
their 20, 25 years of existence.
651
00:43:29,590 --> 00:43:33,651
And it's not been that meteoric
rise and fall of these bands.
652
00:43:33,727 --> 00:43:37,686
It's just been a steady...
how do you make this a steady business?
653
00:43:37,831 --> 00:43:39,924
Oh, God, it's killing everybody, dude.
654
00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:42,127
How long do you think
you can keep doing it...
655
00:43:42,202 --> 00:43:46,229
and, you know, supporting your
kid and helping out with the...
656
00:43:46,306 --> 00:43:51,801
I mean, as far you want to count
on record sales, it's over, man.
657
00:43:51,879 --> 00:43:53,369
I mean, right now it is.
658
00:43:53,447 --> 00:43:56,712
I mean, there's no way we're gonna make
any money on record sales.
659
00:43:56,784 --> 00:44:00,720
For a long time,
we stayed on an independent label,
660
00:44:00,788 --> 00:44:02,847
but it just... this last album...
661
00:44:02,923 --> 00:44:06,586
it just got to the point where that's
not gonna be viable for us anymore.
662
00:44:06,660 --> 00:44:08,855
Everybody, it's Fletcher from Pennywise.
663
00:44:08,929 --> 00:44:11,227
I've been meaning to ask...
the new record,
664
00:44:11,298 --> 00:44:13,732
it's been put out on
Myspace for two weeks, right?
665
00:44:13,801 --> 00:44:17,464
You guys feel good about this new
chapter in the Pennywise history?
666
00:44:17,538 --> 00:44:22,237
I mean, yeah. Obviously we've been on Epitaph
for about 16 years or something like that.
667
00:44:22,309 --> 00:44:24,470
It's probably the greatest
independent label in the world.
668
00:44:24,545 --> 00:44:29,039
Uh, like a family to us. And just can't
say anything but good things about Epitaph.
669
00:44:29,116 --> 00:44:32,745
But with the way the music industry's
been over the last couple of years,
670
00:44:32,820 --> 00:44:36,187
and people not buying records anymore
and record stores closing,
671
00:44:36,256 --> 00:44:37,951
we just wanted to change it up
a little bit.
672
00:44:38,025 --> 00:44:41,153
I've never judged them for it
for one second, you know.
673
00:44:41,228 --> 00:44:45,460
I think a band... it's-it's difficult
to make a living as a musician.
674
00:44:45,532 --> 00:44:48,092
And a band's gotta do what they
gotta do to get paid out there.
675
00:44:48,168 --> 00:44:51,695
Something I read, put a lot of thought
into, that entity is owned by...
676
00:44:51,772 --> 00:44:55,003
a huge, multinational conglomerate,
677
00:44:55,075 --> 00:44:58,340
which is probably the worst words
you can mention in the punk arena.
678
00:44:58,412 --> 00:45:01,472
Just the other day I went there
for the first time for a meeting...
679
00:45:01,548 --> 00:45:05,075
and walked into the lobby,
and literally the hairs on my back stood up.
680
00:45:05,152 --> 00:45:07,518
And I'm just like, "Oh, my God.
I'm in the monster. "
681
00:45:07,588 --> 00:45:11,991
I'm standing in the lobby of the monster,
and there's Fox News on the wall.
682
00:45:13,727 --> 00:45:18,027
Well, at this point, everything with meaning
in this world better be prepared to be a brand.
683
00:45:18,098 --> 00:45:21,693
I always joke there's this place
called Hot Topic at malls.
684
00:45:21,769 --> 00:45:25,671
I always call it the big church
of the commodification of subculture.
685
00:45:25,739 --> 00:45:28,003
Because it's where, like,
686
00:45:28,075 --> 00:45:33,172
every bizarre subculture
can be friends at the mall.
687
00:45:33,247 --> 00:45:36,410
So you've got your, like,
Sex Pistols baby T's,
688
00:45:36,483 --> 00:45:38,212
you've got your anarchist's bracelets,
689
00:45:38,285 --> 00:45:41,846
your, like, little Goth chokers, you know,
690
00:45:41,922 --> 00:45:46,256
your Tim Burton ephemera, your Slip Knot,
your speed metal, your surfer, whatever.
691
00:45:46,326 --> 00:45:48,351
They're all friends.
They're cheap.
692
00:45:48,428 --> 00:45:52,387
You know, this is corporate culture
eating everything that exists up.
693
00:45:52,466 --> 00:45:57,904
#Let me take you to the herding ground #
694
00:45:59,540 --> 00:46:04,842
# Where all good men
are trampled down #
695
00:46:06,613 --> 00:46:08,843
#Just to settle a bet #
696
00:46:08,916 --> 00:46:10,747
The Pennywise deal that we did,
697
00:46:10,818 --> 00:46:13,514
we worked with Pennywise to
give their album away for free,
698
00:46:13,587 --> 00:46:18,286
and we found a sponsor to make sure that
Pennywise, um, was able to get paid for their art.
699
00:46:18,358 --> 00:46:21,452
Now what was the... what was
the rationale behind giving it away?
700
00:46:21,528 --> 00:46:24,429
We thought it would be a cool way
to give back to the fans.
701
00:46:24,498 --> 00:46:26,591
We figured if we...
if we don't sell any records,
702
00:46:26,667 --> 00:46:29,295
then, uh, we'll be cool with
just getting some new fans.
703
00:46:29,369 --> 00:46:33,465
#And there will be sorrow #
704
00:46:33,540 --> 00:46:37,977
Some people compare the digital
revolution, the Web revolution...
705
00:46:38,045 --> 00:46:39,672
to the industrial revolution.
706
00:46:39,746 --> 00:46:42,579
It's really more significant
than that.
707
00:46:42,649 --> 00:46:45,117
Stores are no longer necessary.
708
00:46:45,185 --> 00:46:47,380
Little shiny disks
are no longer necessary.
709
00:46:47,454 --> 00:46:52,084
The trucks that ship the content
back and forth are no longer necessary.
710
00:46:52,159 --> 00:46:54,457
The warehouses are no longer necessary.
711
00:46:54,528 --> 00:46:59,056
And probably the record companies
themselves are no longer necessary.
712
00:46:59,132 --> 00:47:05,799
# There will be sorrow no more #
713
00:47:05,873 --> 00:47:09,309
#No more ##
714
00:47:11,011 --> 00:47:15,710
I think for some reason rock musicians
are judged on a much stricter standard...
715
00:47:15,782 --> 00:47:18,182
than anyone else in our society...
I have no idea why.
716
00:47:18,252 --> 00:47:21,517
You make one wrong turn, they call
you a sellout or something like that.
717
00:47:21,588 --> 00:47:26,321
You know, you sell an MP3 for 99 cents
and they think you're ripping someone off.
718
00:47:26,393 --> 00:47:27,951
You know, where they have no problem,
719
00:47:28,028 --> 00:47:33,989
you know, paying $3.99 for a crappy coffee at
Starbucks, and it's not even a free-trade product.
720
00:47:34,067 --> 00:47:38,629
You know, it's like exploiting some...
some peasant in Nicaragua.
721
00:47:38,705 --> 00:47:40,969
You know what I mean?
They'll go down there and chug it...
722
00:47:41,041 --> 00:47:43,407
and then they'll fill up their car
with Shell Oil, right?
723
00:47:43,477 --> 00:47:47,004
And then they'll get mad at a band...
724
00:47:47,080 --> 00:47:52,518
for being in a, uh... in a Nike commercial...
having their music in a Nike commercial...
725
00:47:52,586 --> 00:47:54,349
when they're fucking wearing Nikes.
726
00:47:54,421 --> 00:47:56,855
Forget punk.
Just ask yourself as a person...
727
00:47:56,924 --> 00:48:01,418
Is it... How is one supposed to
operate ethically in this world...
728
00:48:01,495 --> 00:48:03,622
while at the same time pay your way?
729
00:48:03,697 --> 00:48:07,633
And the reality of having to make money
and keep your family supported...
730
00:48:07,701 --> 00:48:11,034
and then being home, there's this
huge kind of sacrifice on both ends.
731
00:48:11,104 --> 00:48:14,335
The wife and the husband
trying to figure out that balance.
732
00:48:14,408 --> 00:48:18,367
What are we paying for?
What are these checks for?
733
00:48:18,445 --> 00:48:22,404
P.E. Clothes, yearbook, planner,
734
00:48:22,482 --> 00:48:26,509
P.T.A. Membership and foundation.
735
00:48:26,586 --> 00:48:28,918
P.E. Clothes?
Did I have to pay for P.E. Clothes?
736
00:48:28,989 --> 00:48:30,479
You know what?
737
00:48:30,557 --> 00:48:35,722
I mean, Pennywise,
to make a living, have to work.
738
00:48:35,796 --> 00:48:38,526
And Pennywise work means...
739
00:48:38,598 --> 00:48:40,657
getting up on stage...
740
00:48:40,734 --> 00:48:45,899
and entertaining those who are willing
to pay money to see them do so.
741
00:48:45,973 --> 00:48:49,101
They just got to learn to kick ass live,
that's what it's all about.
742
00:48:49,176 --> 00:48:52,043
You got to really know how to play music.
743
00:48:52,112 --> 00:48:56,446
Well, now what you may
have noticed is, uh, bands that,
744
00:48:56,516 --> 00:49:01,249
you know, would tour once a year,
are now coming home once a year.
745
00:49:01,321 --> 00:49:04,154
Um, I'm sorry I have to
miss your thing tonight,
746
00:49:04,224 --> 00:49:06,954
but I want you to do
really good, okay? Okay.
747
00:49:12,833 --> 00:49:14,232
Buckle up.
748
00:49:14,301 --> 00:49:16,633
#All my bags are packed
and ready to go #
749
00:49:16,703 --> 00:49:19,194
#I'm standin'here outside the door #
750
00:49:19,272 --> 00:49:24,300
#I hate to wake you up to say good-bye # Okay,
everyone, be super good to Mom while I'm gone, right?
751
00:49:24,378 --> 00:49:26,608
#But the dawn is breakin'
It's early morn #
752
00:49:26,680 --> 00:49:29,240
# The taxi's waitin' He's
blowin'his horn # Love you.
753
00:49:29,316 --> 00:49:33,844
#Already I'm so lonesome I could die #
754
00:49:33,920 --> 00:49:37,048
# 'Cause I'm leavin'on a jet plane #
755
00:49:37,124 --> 00:49:39,752
#Don't know
when I'll be back again #
756
00:49:39,826 --> 00:49:44,263
#Oh, babe, I hate to go #
757
00:49:45,766 --> 00:49:47,961
Then you have a good tour
and it's easy to keep going.
758
00:49:48,035 --> 00:49:52,802
I love everything about Pennywise... their
sound, their aggression on stage. Just everything.
759
00:49:52,873 --> 00:49:55,808
Pennywise is sick.
Pennywise is great.
760
00:49:55,876 --> 00:49:59,209
I just like the basic beat and, like,
the singer. I like everything about it.
761
00:49:59,279 --> 00:50:01,975
It's this sick, fast-paced punk band.
762
00:50:02,049 --> 00:50:05,541
Explosiveness, like when
they're singing on stage.
763
00:50:05,619 --> 00:50:08,850
I mean, there's Black Flag, there's,
you know, all kinds of good stuff.
764
00:50:08,922 --> 00:50:10,685
But Pennywise will always,
765
00:50:10,757 --> 00:50:16,525
always be in the top category
of any punk rock bands, period.
766
00:50:17,431 --> 00:50:20,491
# 'Cause I'm leavin'
on a jet plane #
767
00:50:20,567 --> 00:50:23,195
#Don't know
when I'll be back again #
768
00:50:23,270 --> 00:50:25,261
#Oh, babe, I hate to go #
769
00:50:25,338 --> 00:50:26,999
Right now I feel happy about it.
770
00:50:27,074 --> 00:50:30,601
I understand that we're goin'out there
to play music and do somethin'for our fans,
771
00:50:30,677 --> 00:50:32,702
and I think we're still
playing good music...
772
00:50:32,779 --> 00:50:35,009
and stoking our fans out,
which is what it's all about.
773
00:50:35,082 --> 00:50:39,519
As long as we're doing that, I'll keep doing it...
well, for a little while longer.
774
00:50:39,653 --> 00:50:42,144
As long as they keep
their live show...
775
00:50:42,222 --> 00:50:45,851
as much fun
and as good as it is,
776
00:50:45,926 --> 00:50:47,951
I think, you know,
777
00:50:48,028 --> 00:50:50,997
no reason they can't go
another 10 or 20 years.
778
00:50:51,064 --> 00:50:53,760
#Oh, kiss me and smile for me #
779
00:50:53,834 --> 00:50:55,893
# Tell me that you'll wait for me #
780
00:50:55,969 --> 00:50:59,268
#Hold me like you'll never let me #
781
00:50:59,339 --> 00:51:01,170
# You'll never let me go #
782
00:51:01,241 --> 00:51:04,369
# 'Cause I'm leaving
on a jet plane #
783
00:51:04,444 --> 00:51:07,004
#Don't know
when I'll be back again #
784
00:51:07,080 --> 00:51:11,881
#Oh, babe, I hate to go ##
785
00:51:11,952 --> 00:51:15,615
Well, I just checked in
to my hotel in, uh, Austria.
786
00:51:15,689 --> 00:51:17,350
- Bologna, Italy.
- Hamburg.
787
00:51:17,424 --> 00:51:18,686
- Milan.
- Sardinia.
788
00:51:18,758 --> 00:51:19,747
Landau, Germany.
789
00:51:23,196 --> 00:51:25,187
8:00 in the morning...
790
00:51:25,265 --> 00:51:28,098
on a flight back to Milan.
791
00:51:28,168 --> 00:51:31,228
Vocals shot, as usual.
792
00:51:32,372 --> 00:51:35,034
#Hey, where have you gone? #
793
00:51:35,108 --> 00:51:37,702
# You used to be the one #
794
00:51:37,777 --> 00:51:39,711
# That we looked up to #
795
00:51:40,847 --> 00:51:44,578
#Seemed like nothing
could get you down #
796
00:51:45,986 --> 00:51:48,011
#How high was your price #
797
00:51:48,088 --> 00:51:49,817
#And was it worth it? #
798
00:51:50,991 --> 00:51:52,652
Write an "R."
799
00:51:58,165 --> 00:52:00,133
#From the start #
800
00:52:00,200 --> 00:52:02,498
#In the end #
801
00:52:02,569 --> 00:52:06,130
#It's all a question ofheart #
802
00:52:06,206 --> 00:52:08,504
#Hey, where have you gone? #
803
00:52:08,575 --> 00:52:12,841
# You used to be the one
that we looked up to #
804
00:52:13,980 --> 00:52:18,076
#Seemed like nothing
could bring you down #
805
00:52:18,151 --> 00:52:22,520
#How high was the price
and was it worth it? #
806
00:52:22,589 --> 00:52:26,753
Kids sense an intrinsic value
to a live performance.
807
00:52:26,826 --> 00:52:28,589
It's something that they're part of.
808
00:52:28,662 --> 00:52:31,495
It's something that's only gonna happen
right then and there,
809
00:52:31,565 --> 00:52:33,192
for that moment,
and then it's gone.
810
00:52:33,266 --> 00:52:35,427
And so they put a value on it,
811
00:52:35,502 --> 00:52:39,336
and that's one of the places
where artists can make money now.
812
00:52:39,406 --> 00:52:42,807
That's, like, maybe the main place
for most bands.
813
00:52:46,546 --> 00:52:48,776
#Hey, where did it go? #
814
00:52:48,848 --> 00:52:50,839
#Everything we fought for #
815
00:52:50,917 --> 00:52:53,147
#And everything it meant #
816
00:52:53,220 --> 00:52:57,680
Touring is really something for people
that are in their 20s to do anyhow.
817
00:52:57,757 --> 00:53:00,726
# Who I am, who I was #
818
00:53:00,794 --> 00:53:03,262
# Who I wanna be ##
819
00:53:03,330 --> 00:53:06,891
The idea of touring at my age...
820
00:53:09,035 --> 00:53:11,526
is hard work.
821
00:53:11,605 --> 00:53:14,233
I'm not in a band
that's at a level...
822
00:53:14,307 --> 00:53:18,209
that comfort is always... there.
823
00:53:20,547 --> 00:53:23,482
As the bands get older, you know,
824
00:53:23,550 --> 00:53:25,950
it's like,
"Boy, this isn't for me, you know.
825
00:53:26,019 --> 00:53:28,647
I want a hotel. "
They deserve it.
826
00:53:33,026 --> 00:53:35,187
But I'm still trying.
827
00:53:35,262 --> 00:53:37,594
Oh, yeah? What's the hotel?
The Econo Lodge.
828
00:53:37,664 --> 00:53:39,188
The Econo Lodge.
829
00:53:46,106 --> 00:53:48,700
#Everyday I convince myself #
830
00:53:48,775 --> 00:53:51,471
#Of everything I can and can't believe #
831
00:53:52,479 --> 00:53:56,643
#Abused, confused #
832
00:53:58,818 --> 00:54:01,378
#Everyday you get a little bit older #
833
00:54:01,454 --> 00:54:04,855
#And everything gets hard
You wonder why #
834
00:54:04,924 --> 00:54:08,917
#Afraid, deranged #
835
00:54:11,064 --> 00:54:12,998
#Hold on to your promise #
836
00:54:13,066 --> 00:54:15,626
# You can use it for a crutch #
837
00:54:17,337 --> 00:54:20,135
It doesn't matter who the band is,
it's all Spinal Tap.
838
00:54:20,206 --> 00:54:23,107
Everybody... No matter what you say, you
know, you're playing the same kind of venues,
839
00:54:23,176 --> 00:54:26,771
and you have the same kind of crews
and the same kind of flights...
840
00:54:26,846 --> 00:54:29,144
and the same kind
ofbad hotel food...
841
00:54:29,215 --> 00:54:31,080
and bad hotel experiences.
842
00:54:31,151 --> 00:54:33,642
Okay.
Let's see what we got here.
843
00:54:34,721 --> 00:54:37,019
We got a chicken sandwich,
but...
844
00:54:38,525 --> 00:54:41,653
the bread has, like, weird pimentos.
845
00:54:41,728 --> 00:54:44,060
Oh, man!
846
00:54:46,066 --> 00:54:48,796
What the hell is this?
Look at this stuff.
847
00:54:48,868 --> 00:54:51,462
This is what I'm talkin' about.
Like, what is that?
848
00:54:51,538 --> 00:54:53,438
I don't even know what that is.
849
00:54:53,506 --> 00:54:57,237
It looks like a huge,
flattened booger.
850
00:54:59,145 --> 00:55:00,942
I don't know what to do with that.
851
00:55:01,014 --> 00:55:04,814
#Afraid, deranged #
852
00:55:07,087 --> 00:55:09,612
#Hold on to your promise #
853
00:55:09,689 --> 00:55:12,317
- # You can use it for a crutch #
- My earl
854
00:55:13,360 --> 00:55:16,955
#Stand by while all your dreams
get trampled into dust ##
855
00:55:17,030 --> 00:55:19,965
This is the bunk area
where everyone sleeps.
856
00:55:20,033 --> 00:55:22,467
Usually when we're rollin' down the road,
857
00:55:22,535 --> 00:55:25,197
there's anywhere from 10 to 12 guys...
858
00:55:25,271 --> 00:55:26,898
sleeping in here at once.
859
00:55:26,973 --> 00:55:30,500
So it smells like a combination...
860
00:55:30,577 --> 00:55:34,707
of ass, farts, feet...
861
00:55:34,781 --> 00:55:39,047
and, um, a hint of balls
in there too.
862
00:55:50,797 --> 00:55:53,527
I don't know where he is sometimes,
863
00:55:53,600 --> 00:55:56,763
and I don't know where he is
right now.
864
00:55:58,905 --> 00:56:00,964
I think he's going to
lots of different places.
865
00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:04,100
Yeah. Once he went to Texas.
866
00:56:23,163 --> 00:56:25,324
Stay on the bus.
867
00:56:30,336 --> 00:56:33,134
Right now I'm starting to realize,
868
00:56:33,206 --> 00:56:35,197
like, I don't wanna
do it this way anymore.
869
00:56:35,275 --> 00:56:37,436
You know, I don't wanna
sell the band out...
870
00:56:37,510 --> 00:56:39,808
at every possible opportunity.
871
00:56:39,879 --> 00:56:44,509
I wanna... I want to just play to our fans
at the place that we wanna play.
872
00:56:44,584 --> 00:56:46,779
I don't wanna do a bunch ofhype.
873
00:56:46,853 --> 00:56:52,086
I don't want to do all these things that people
think you have to do to make a band successful.
874
00:56:52,158 --> 00:56:54,592
Oh, that's pretty bad.
875
00:56:58,198 --> 00:57:00,860
Oh, fuckin' right,
it's great to be here.
876
00:57:02,869 --> 00:57:06,669
What happens to a lot of guys...
You get up there and you're just sarcastic.
877
00:57:06,739 --> 00:57:09,674
"Hey, Chicago. How you doin'?
Who gives a fuck?
878
00:57:09,742 --> 00:57:12,973
All right. What's goin'on
today? How you feelin'?"
879
00:57:13,046 --> 00:57:15,879
And then you're, like,
"I'm a dildo. I'm just...
880
00:57:15,949 --> 00:57:18,440
I'm not the real thing, you know?
881
00:57:18,518 --> 00:57:20,452
I'm just up here. "
882
00:57:20,520 --> 00:57:24,012
You know, insert "Milwaukee"
where "Chicago" was.
883
00:57:24,090 --> 00:57:27,924
Oh, it's great to be here tonight.
Have I said that yet?
884
00:57:27,994 --> 00:57:30,690
I'm just being honest,
'cause a lot of guys won't tell you this.
885
00:57:30,763 --> 00:57:34,756
They'll go up there and be, like,
"No, the show last night was rockin'."
886
00:57:34,834 --> 00:57:37,132
But they won't tell you
they have hemorrhoids...
887
00:57:37,203 --> 00:57:41,037
and their liver's fallin'apart because they
had to drink, you know, a pint of whiskey...
888
00:57:41,107 --> 00:57:44,406
to get into their personality
for the show.
889
00:57:44,477 --> 00:57:46,968
And they're a frickin' mess, you know.
890
00:57:47,046 --> 00:57:50,106
Or they're like me...
They're on Ambien and, you know, hair dye.
891
00:57:57,423 --> 00:58:01,086
In Japan I was so sick
from the night before...
892
00:58:01,160 --> 00:58:03,185
because everyone wanted
to party with me.
893
00:58:03,263 --> 00:58:05,322
I started feeling nauseous in the van.
894
00:58:05,398 --> 00:58:07,457
I was, like, "Oh, my God.
I feel nauseous, dude. "
895
00:58:07,534 --> 00:58:09,695
I was, like,
"I gotta puke. I gotta puke. "
896
00:58:09,769 --> 00:58:14,672
They opened up the fucking sliding door,
and the guy's holding me down.
897
00:58:14,741 --> 00:58:19,769
I'm throwing up out on the side
of the freeway, dude. Like...
898
00:58:19,846 --> 00:58:23,976
I saw Fletcher one time
throw up in the crowd one time.
899
00:58:24,050 --> 00:58:26,951
Yeah, that's great.
I saw him go... He's all...
900
00:58:27,020 --> 00:58:30,421
You know...
Throw-up flies out of his mouth, dude.
901
00:58:30,490 --> 00:58:34,722
It turns out...
Like pictures like crazy of him.
902
00:58:34,794 --> 00:58:37,695
Throw-up coming right out of his mouth,
guitar in his hand, dude. He's, like...
903
00:58:37,764 --> 00:58:40,255
He's an artist.
He's a vomit artist.
904
00:58:42,602 --> 00:58:45,230
When I'm on tour,
I'm drunk every day.
905
00:58:45,305 --> 00:58:48,035
For sure. I will not play sober.
906
00:58:49,509 --> 00:58:53,240
And I'm not one of those guys
who has a couple drinks before a show.
907
00:58:53,313 --> 00:58:56,714
You know, I will have four
vodka drinks and maybe a Valium.
908
00:58:56,783 --> 00:58:58,978
Let's just get this one thing straight...
909
00:58:59,052 --> 00:59:01,612
MichaelJackson...
wow, he wrote some good songs,
910
00:59:01,688 --> 00:59:04,248
but he was a fucking child molester,
so fuck him.
911
00:59:05,992 --> 00:59:08,051
This song is for MichaelJackson...
912
00:59:08,127 --> 00:59:12,291
because this was actually
the theme song of Neverland.
913
00:59:12,365 --> 00:59:15,266
Here we go.
It's called "Fuck Da Kids. "
914
00:59:15,335 --> 00:59:18,168
# Fuck da kids, fuck da kids #
915
00:59:18,237 --> 00:59:20,967
# Fuck da kids, fuck, yeah, yeah ##
916
00:59:21,040 --> 00:59:24,532
Every road guy, to me, is an actor.
917
00:59:24,611 --> 00:59:27,671
I mean, you have to make them think
that this song...
918
00:59:27,747 --> 00:59:30,648
you fucking hate now,
you hate playing it,
919
00:59:30,717 --> 00:59:33,117
you don't even listen to it anymore,
920
00:59:33,186 --> 00:59:35,051
but you are playing it.
921
00:59:35,121 --> 00:59:38,955
To this person,
it fucking means the world to them.
922
00:59:39,025 --> 00:59:42,188
He can't believe you're singing this
right in front of him,
923
00:59:42,261 --> 00:59:46,027
and it's his one night out
and your 900th night out.
924
00:59:46,099 --> 00:59:48,363
You're looking at your watch.
"How you doin'?"
925
00:59:48,434 --> 00:59:50,095
I got three days left.
926
00:59:50,169 --> 00:59:53,297
# I named this Randy
With a can I am handy #
927
00:59:53,373 --> 00:59:56,206
#Watch what I can do
Fuck all of you ##
928
00:59:57,477 --> 01:00:00,878
If you're touring with your band,
the pettiness of traveling on the road...
929
01:00:00,947 --> 01:00:02,938
is ridiculous at times.
930
01:00:03,016 --> 01:00:06,076
# My name is Randy
I look likeJamie Foxx #
931
01:00:06,152 --> 01:00:09,144
Let me hear ya. # If you ask me what
I like, I'll tell you I like cocks #
932
01:00:09,222 --> 01:00:10,951
Okay. Here it is.
933
01:00:11,024 --> 01:00:14,255
# My name is Fletcher
and I am real big #
934
01:00:14,327 --> 01:00:17,990
# I cannot see my penis,
but I sure can find a fork #
935
01:00:22,101 --> 01:00:25,002
The other guys, I mean,
especially Fletcher, man,
936
01:00:25,071 --> 01:00:27,767
he wants to just keep
doing this forever, you know.
937
01:00:27,840 --> 01:00:29,501
At least I don't have hemorrhoids.
938
01:00:29,575 --> 01:00:32,009
At least I don't come back from
the bathroom, fuckin' talkin' about,
939
01:00:32,078 --> 01:00:36,139
"Oh, my God. That outhouse... code red.
You don't wanna see what happened in there. "
940
01:00:37,216 --> 01:00:40,743
Well, at least
I don't pee in the sink.
941
01:00:40,820 --> 01:00:43,414
Hey, the sink's a perfect height.
# Fletcher pees in the sink #
942
01:00:43,489 --> 01:00:45,320
Sink's a perfect height.
#What do you think? #
943
01:00:45,391 --> 01:00:47,882
Yeah. Big fuckin' deal.
944
01:00:47,960 --> 01:00:51,794
I'm fuckin' drunk again.
Goddamn it.
945
01:00:51,864 --> 01:00:54,196
Couple of the other guys in the band
don't have kids,
946
01:00:54,267 --> 01:00:56,758
and, um, you know,
they wanna keep going.
947
01:00:56,836 --> 01:00:58,861
They wanna go out there and rage...
948
01:00:58,938 --> 01:01:01,498
and go out and party every night
and play shows.
949
01:01:01,574 --> 01:01:03,235
That's totally fine. That's great.
950
01:01:03,309 --> 01:01:06,710
If you don't have kids to consider,
that's an easy decision.
951
01:01:06,779 --> 01:01:08,940
When you'reJimmy
from Pennywise,
952
01:01:09,015 --> 01:01:12,849
and you're drawing anywhere
from 1,500 to 5,000 kids,
953
01:01:12,919 --> 01:01:17,720
and that's anywhere... not in the
state, country-slash-the world...
954
01:01:17,790 --> 01:01:22,750
and you've got three other people that
are counting on you to keep it going,
955
01:01:22,829 --> 01:01:25,024
no longer are you just like...
you're the singer.
956
01:01:25,098 --> 01:01:28,192
Like you can't go, "Oh, yeah, dude.
Pennywise withoutJimmy, that's cool. "
957
01:01:28,267 --> 01:01:31,862
You know, it's like no one can
replace the singer. It doesn't work.
958
01:01:33,406 --> 01:01:36,898
This band was fuckin' built
on fuckin' backyard parties...
959
01:01:36,976 --> 01:01:38,910
and fuckin' Budweiser,
960
01:01:38,978 --> 01:01:41,310
and we're never gonna stop...
961
01:01:42,315 --> 01:01:44,249
until I have to get a liver transplant,
962
01:01:44,317 --> 01:01:47,878
and then I'm gonna fuckin' slow down
for, like, a couple weeks.
963
01:01:47,954 --> 01:01:51,412
Punk rock singers should be up there
bleeding and drunk...
964
01:01:51,491 --> 01:01:53,755
and, you know...
How we doin' up there?
965
01:01:53,826 --> 01:01:55,521
Off their tree every night.
966
01:01:55,595 --> 01:01:57,256
That's who they want you to be.
967
01:01:57,330 --> 01:02:00,026
They want you to be the tragic figure...
968
01:02:00,099 --> 01:02:02,590
of Darby Crash or Sid Vicious...
969
01:02:02,668 --> 01:02:05,000
and, you know, get on heroin
and get drunk...
970
01:02:05,071 --> 01:02:08,438
and play totally fucked up
and break bottles over your head.
971
01:02:08,508 --> 01:02:11,500
Who wants to be that every day?
You'll be dead by the time you're 30.
972
01:02:11,577 --> 01:02:14,307
It's like, you know,
you write a song when you're 18,
973
01:02:14,380 --> 01:02:17,975
like "Fuck the world.
I'm gonna die before I get old. "
974
01:02:18,050 --> 01:02:21,451
But then you get old,
and you don't wanna die.
975
01:02:21,521 --> 01:02:23,921
Dyeing the goatee a little bit.
976
01:02:25,658 --> 01:02:28,456
Gettin' a little gray.
Don't wanna disappoint the kids,
977
01:02:29,462 --> 01:02:31,453
let 'em think I'm gettin' old.
978
01:02:32,598 --> 01:02:34,691
So,
979
01:02:34,767 --> 01:02:37,235
a little hair dye on the old beard.
980
01:02:38,437 --> 01:02:40,371
Look young again.
981
01:02:42,208 --> 01:02:44,267
Don't tell anyone
I'm doin' it though.
982
01:02:45,545 --> 01:02:47,479
Don't want the secret to get out.
983
01:02:47,547 --> 01:02:50,880
We were going through the set for the
next Blink tour that starts this summer,
984
01:02:50,950 --> 01:02:53,783
and, uh, there was
a couple songs that got cut...
985
01:02:53,853 --> 01:02:58,153
'cause I'm, like, "Look, I'm 37.
I'm not singin' about jerking off...
986
01:02:58,224 --> 01:03:01,091
Right now. "
987
01:03:01,160 --> 01:03:02,991
Yeah, sometimes you feel
like a birthday clown.
988
01:03:03,062 --> 01:03:05,530
There's definitely
that element in there.
989
01:03:05,598 --> 01:03:09,090
It's, like, "All right. These are
little kids, and you're entertaining 'em.
990
01:03:10,503 --> 01:03:13,131
Why not make a balloon animal, you know?
They'd probably like that too. "
991
01:03:13,206 --> 01:03:15,766
Live fast, die, uh, a little bit older.
992
01:03:15,842 --> 01:03:21,178
I don't wear boots and go do random
acts of nihilistic destruction.
993
01:03:21,247 --> 01:03:23,738
Even though
I thoroughly enjoyed doing so...
994
01:03:23,816 --> 01:03:26,751
as a teenager, right?
995
01:03:26,819 --> 01:03:29,617
I think that's probably
the right time to be doing it, you know.
996
01:03:29,689 --> 01:03:31,987
If you do it at my age,
you're a terrorist.
997
01:03:32,124 --> 01:03:36,026
Here, let's play catch with that diaper
behind your head. There's a dirty diaper.
998
01:03:36,095 --> 01:03:39,496
Throw it to me. Come on!
Let's have some fun.
999
01:03:40,733 --> 01:03:43,429
I've been touring a lot in the last
three years with Nine Inch Nails.
1000
01:03:43,502 --> 01:03:45,231
It's tough finding the balance,
1001
01:03:45,304 --> 01:03:48,432
and I consciously work at that
because I work a lot.
1002
01:03:59,585 --> 01:04:02,179
What do you think's in there...
one or two?
1003
01:04:02,255 --> 01:04:04,917
Throw it, we'll figure it out.
You know, I think it's two actually.
1004
01:04:04,991 --> 01:04:06,982
Just go ahead,
throw it to me.
1005
01:04:07,059 --> 01:04:10,620
#So fresh, so clean #
Whoa!
1006
01:04:10,696 --> 01:04:14,154
I don't know. It's questionable.
It's kinda heavy.
1007
01:04:14,233 --> 01:04:16,701
Oh, gee! You gotta catch it.
1008
01:04:16,769 --> 01:04:19,260
This was his to begin with.
Here.
1009
01:04:19,338 --> 01:04:21,602
Can you play catch?
Yeah.
1010
01:04:21,674 --> 01:04:24,905
This isn't even the most screwed-up part of the
whole thing, playing catch with a dirty diaper.
1011
01:04:24,977 --> 01:04:28,140
As my oldest son gets older,
it's getting harder.
1012
01:04:28,214 --> 01:04:30,205
You know, the more
he turns into his own person,
1013
01:04:30,283 --> 01:04:35,016
the more he and I have this bond
that continues to get stronger and stronger,
1014
01:04:35,087 --> 01:04:37,214
and he's turning
into a little boy,
1015
01:04:37,290 --> 01:04:39,656
it's just tough being gone,
and now we've got this newborn.
1016
01:04:43,429 --> 01:04:45,090
Go!
1017
01:04:49,735 --> 01:04:51,066
Go, Augie.
1018
01:04:51,137 --> 01:04:54,072
It's the late-night phone calls where he's
sad, or asking me when I'm gonna come home.
1019
01:04:54,140 --> 01:04:55,630
That's the worst part.
1020
01:04:56,676 --> 01:04:59,645
The rate and the volume
that Nine Inch Nail's been touring,
1021
01:04:59,712 --> 01:05:03,170
I just couldn't keep up with it right now.
You know what I mean?
1022
01:05:03,249 --> 01:05:04,807
Augie.
1023
01:05:04,884 --> 01:05:09,218
You know, I left the band
strictly because of that.
1024
01:05:09,288 --> 01:05:12,883
Uh, because, uh,
I needed to be around more.
1025
01:05:12,959 --> 01:05:14,893
Yeah, there's the "wa-wa. "
1026
01:05:15,895 --> 01:05:17,886
No, we're not walking
down to it though.
1027
01:05:17,964 --> 01:05:20,432
We can look at it
from across the street.
1028
01:05:20,499 --> 01:05:23,297
All right. We're running a little
bit late, okay, so let's keep going.
1029
01:05:23,369 --> 01:05:25,360
All right. Jacket off.
1030
01:05:25,438 --> 01:05:28,669
I need to go to the bathroom. We'll get your
jacket off, and we'll go to the bathroom.
1031
01:05:28,741 --> 01:05:31,505
My child is five years old.
I've never been home for a Halloween.
1032
01:05:31,577 --> 01:05:34,045
You know, I've never seen her
on Halloween day...
1033
01:05:34,113 --> 01:05:35,774
or with her trick-or-treating.
1034
01:05:35,848 --> 01:05:40,285
It's little things like that... that sort of... that
are sad moments that you miss, that you sacrifice.
1035
01:05:40,353 --> 01:05:42,378
That's the hard part for me,
1036
01:05:42,455 --> 01:05:45,356
is knowing that there's things
I wanna be present for.
1037
01:05:45,424 --> 01:05:46,914
Okay, go jump in the car.
1038
01:05:46,993 --> 01:05:49,188
I missed the first day of school
for my kid this year...
1039
01:05:49,261 --> 01:05:52,424
to go to Europe and do extra shows
that I didn't wanna play,
1040
01:05:52,498 --> 01:05:56,400
but the guys really wanted to do 'em
and thought they were important.
1041
01:05:56,469 --> 01:05:59,632
I hope my kids understand one day
that the reason I went on tour...
1042
01:05:59,705 --> 01:06:01,832
is so I can give them everything.
1043
01:06:04,543 --> 01:06:07,239
Is that gonna... Oh, ballpoint
pen. Okay. You got it.
1044
01:06:07,313 --> 01:06:10,476
Should we go see if Brighton's
coming up the street yet?
1045
01:06:10,549 --> 01:06:14,781
It's only exactly 3:00, so I'd be
surprised if she made it home yet, but...
1046
01:06:23,929 --> 01:06:26,864
So how was the first day, you guys?
Good.
1047
01:06:26,932 --> 01:06:30,424
Was it fun? Did you guys
have a good time? Yeah.
1048
01:06:30,503 --> 01:06:33,495
Ready, get together.
One, two.
1049
01:06:33,572 --> 01:06:36,564
One more. One, two.
Emma, stop it.
1050
01:06:36,642 --> 01:06:38,872
Okay. One more.
One, two.
1051
01:06:38,944 --> 01:06:41,174
Hello.
1052
01:06:41,247 --> 01:06:43,238
Hi. We can't see you.
Yes.
1053
01:06:44,617 --> 01:06:48,075
Can you see me?
Daddy! Lookit. There he is.
1054
01:06:48,154 --> 01:06:49,883
Hi!
I fixed it.
1055
01:06:49,955 --> 01:06:51,616
# I am DEVO #
Are they there?
1056
01:06:51,690 --> 01:06:56,650
And Kelly was here, and we went
school shopping. # I am DEVO, hoo-hoo #
1057
01:06:56,729 --> 01:07:00,688
Oh, you went school shopping with, uh, my
sister? Kelly. We went to go get supplies.
1058
01:07:00,766 --> 01:07:02,427
Uh-huh.
Where are you?
1059
01:07:02,501 --> 01:07:04,435
There you are.
How come you can see us?
1060
01:07:04,503 --> 01:07:07,563
I don't know. You just had me, and
now I'm gone. Uh-oh. Get yourself back.
1061
01:07:07,640 --> 01:07:10,200
It's not quite the same unless
we can see you. I'll try.
1062
01:07:10,276 --> 01:07:14,042
Daddy, let me tell you
about my day, all righty?
1063
01:07:14,113 --> 01:07:17,605
Okay. How was it? Kate's trying to be
in front of me, so I'm gonna wait till...
1064
01:07:17,683 --> 01:07:19,583
Good confetti.
Okay. Go ahead.
1065
01:07:19,652 --> 01:07:23,713
Okay, Dad. So do you want to hear
about my whole entire actual live day?
1066
01:07:23,789 --> 01:07:25,484
Yeah. Let's hear it.
1067
01:07:26,358 --> 01:07:28,349
Dad?
1068
01:07:38,971 --> 01:07:42,964
Growing up, my dad was a salesman
and had to wine and dine clients,
1069
01:07:43,042 --> 01:07:44,976
you know, after work.
1070
01:07:45,044 --> 01:07:47,877
And he missed out on baseball games
and stufflike that.
1071
01:07:47,947 --> 01:07:50,848
I'll never forget this one game
that I pitched, and I got...
1072
01:07:50,916 --> 01:07:52,941
I pitched a two-hitter
and we won the game.
1073
01:07:53,018 --> 01:07:56,181
After the game, I, you know,
wanted my dad to be proud of me.
1074
01:07:56,255 --> 01:07:59,952
I came out, and he showed up
at the end of the game and missed it all.
1075
01:08:00,025 --> 01:08:03,791
Even though I love my dad and stuff, I was,
"How could you miss that and not be there for me?
1076
01:08:03,863 --> 01:08:07,094
Like, that was such an important thing,
and I wanted you to be proud of me.
1077
01:08:07,166 --> 01:08:09,726
I won the game,
and everyone cheered for me. "
1078
01:08:09,802 --> 01:08:12,930
Even though it was a long time ago,
it still sticks with me,
1079
01:08:13,005 --> 01:08:15,405
and I don't want to do that
to my kid, you know.
1080
01:08:15,474 --> 01:08:18,102
It's, like, I don't want them
ever to be, like, "Where were you?"
1081
01:08:19,078 --> 01:08:21,410
When I had my daughter,
1082
01:08:21,480 --> 01:08:24,677
that's when I started to
really get angry at my dad.
1083
01:08:28,721 --> 01:08:32,054
I didn't go to the park with my dad.
I never went to a game with my dad.
1084
01:08:32,124 --> 01:08:33,785
I never did anything with him.
1085
01:08:33,859 --> 01:08:38,296
I was asking him about it. He was, like, "Yeah,
yeah. Your mom used to make me take you on weekends,
1086
01:08:38,364 --> 01:08:41,197
you know, twice a month,
but I didn't want you around. "
1087
01:08:41,267 --> 01:08:46,603
And he would, uh... he would be at the pool
at his adults-only apartment building,
1088
01:08:46,672 --> 01:08:48,799
and I'd be inside, watching TV.
1089
01:08:51,043 --> 01:08:56,709
I don't understand why they would
let me just roam the streets as a kid.
1090
01:08:56,782 --> 01:08:59,842
When I was growing up,
came home from school,
1091
01:08:59,919 --> 01:09:02,888
and, you know,
when the streetlights come on,
1092
01:09:02,955 --> 01:09:05,048
it's time to come home.
1093
01:09:05,124 --> 01:09:07,183
So that's a solid, like,
three or four hours...
1094
01:09:07,259 --> 01:09:09,625
where they just had no clue
where I was or anything.
1095
01:09:09,695 --> 01:09:11,560
That is wheels off.
1096
01:09:11,630 --> 01:09:15,623
And they'd just drop us off at the park.
"All right. We'll come back in two hours.
1097
01:09:15,701 --> 01:09:18,033
You guys have fun. "
1098
01:09:18,103 --> 01:09:19,968
And that was normal.
1099
01:09:20,973 --> 01:09:24,409
For the first 10 years of my life,
I was raised...
1100
01:09:24,476 --> 01:09:26,137
from a single parent.
1101
01:09:26,212 --> 01:09:28,271
My mom was a single parent.
1102
01:09:28,347 --> 01:09:30,440
My dad left when I was real young.
1103
01:09:30,516 --> 01:09:34,043
I had a stepdad who had a lot
of major substance abuse problems.
1104
01:09:34,119 --> 01:09:38,351
My mom was a full-time worker
and didn't really have time...
1105
01:09:38,424 --> 01:09:40,358
and wouldn't know what I was doing.
1106
01:09:41,460 --> 01:09:43,121
I once asked my dad...
1107
01:09:43,195 --> 01:09:46,460
what the difference between
a Republican and a Democrat is,
1108
01:09:46,532 --> 01:09:49,023
and his answer was,
"We're Republicans, Son. "
1109
01:09:51,503 --> 01:09:53,471
So I don't know if that tells you.
1110
01:09:53,539 --> 01:09:57,600
I just was not happy
with my family life.
1111
01:09:57,676 --> 01:09:59,473
I just didn't like my whole thing.
1112
01:09:59,545 --> 01:10:02,105
My mom was so overboard Christian,
1113
01:10:02,181 --> 01:10:04,843
and my dad was a gun fanatic.
1114
01:10:04,917 --> 01:10:06,782
He trashed my place.
1115
01:10:06,852 --> 01:10:10,151
He ripped off my posters
and broke my records.
1116
01:10:10,222 --> 01:10:12,918
And I ran away from home.
1117
01:10:12,992 --> 01:10:15,552
My parents divorced at nine...
1118
01:10:15,628 --> 01:10:18,290
when I was nine,
so I had to be dad.
1119
01:10:18,364 --> 01:10:22,130
My father left
when I was four, five.
1120
01:10:22,201 --> 01:10:26,103
You know, took that walk for the
cigarettes and didn't come back.
1121
01:10:26,171 --> 01:10:29,504
So we ended up on the welfare thing,
eatin' the welfare food...
1122
01:10:29,575 --> 01:10:32,806
Velveeta and the big cans
and all that shit.
1123
01:10:32,878 --> 01:10:35,972
The police would come and knock
on my window and sneak us out...
1124
01:10:36,048 --> 01:10:39,950
because my stepfather was in
another part of the house with a gun,
1125
01:10:40,019 --> 01:10:41,782
threatening to shoot
everybody in the house.
1126
01:10:44,857 --> 01:10:47,348
But it's made me
want to be a better dad.
1127
01:10:47,426 --> 01:10:50,452
I try to catch myself
when I see my dad coming through.
1128
01:10:50,529 --> 01:10:53,794
I learned something about my father...
1129
01:10:53,866 --> 01:10:56,926
and every other man
that's walked out on their kids.
1130
01:10:57,002 --> 01:11:00,563
I learned that there are some people
in the world that don't deserve children,
1131
01:11:00,639 --> 01:11:04,268
and, um, that they really don't
deserve them.
1132
01:11:04,343 --> 01:11:07,471
I mean, because my parents
just didn't really do it.
1133
01:11:07,546 --> 01:11:11,243
They weren't really present,
and, you know,
1134
01:11:11,317 --> 01:11:13,717
um,
1135
01:11:13,786 --> 01:11:17,119
I don't think that they were really
focused on the job at hand.
1136
01:11:17,189 --> 01:11:19,919
I don't think that they knew,
you know?
1137
01:11:19,992 --> 01:11:24,053
And I just, like, for me,
I saw this little girl that I loved so much,
1138
01:11:24,129 --> 01:11:29,089
and I wanted to be there for her
at all times and to be there...
1139
01:11:29,168 --> 01:11:31,898
You know, when she was real young,
like, I stopped doing everything.
1140
01:11:31,970 --> 01:11:34,131
I stopped drugs, and I stopped drinking.
1141
01:11:34,206 --> 01:11:37,767
I stopped smoking weed.
It was, like, "I'm gonna be here for you. "
1142
01:11:37,843 --> 01:11:40,437
And whether I'm
on the other side of the world,
1143
01:11:40,512 --> 01:11:43,310
when you talk to me on the phone,
I'm gonna be present, you know?"
1144
01:11:43,382 --> 01:11:44,872
And, like...
1145
01:11:47,820 --> 01:11:50,050
That's what parents
are supposed to do, you know.
1146
01:11:50,122 --> 01:11:53,614
So I guess it's like I feel sad
because I just feel like, you know,
1147
01:11:53,692 --> 01:11:55,853
that my parents...
it's kind of sad to me...
1148
01:11:55,928 --> 01:11:59,056
'cause they just never understood that.
1149
01:12:01,767 --> 01:12:04,065
# Father of mine #
1150
01:12:04,136 --> 01:12:06,969
#Tell me where have you been #
1151
01:12:07,039 --> 01:12:09,667
#Just close my eyes #
1152
01:12:09,742 --> 01:12:12,973
# My whole world disappeared #
1153
01:12:13,045 --> 01:12:15,172
I just remember being
a really sweet boy...
1154
01:12:15,247 --> 01:12:18,808
that wanted everybody
to just behave.
1155
01:12:18,884 --> 01:12:23,048
I wanted my daddy would be my daddy
and my mama to be my mom.
1156
01:12:23,122 --> 01:12:27,718
And when I was six,
my dad split to Florida.
1157
01:12:27,793 --> 01:12:29,454
He didn't pay child support.
1158
01:12:34,166 --> 01:12:36,430
# Father of mine #
1159
01:12:36,502 --> 01:12:39,164
#Take me back to the day #
1160
01:12:39,238 --> 01:12:41,570
#Yeah, when I was still
your golden boy #
1161
01:12:41,640 --> 01:12:43,904
# Back before you went away #
1162
01:12:43,976 --> 01:12:46,911
# I was 10 years old #
1163
01:12:46,979 --> 01:12:50,142
#Doing all that I could #
1164
01:12:50,215 --> 01:12:52,877
#Wasn't easy for me
to be a scared white boy #
1165
01:12:52,951 --> 01:12:55,419
# In a black neighborhood #
1166
01:12:56,989 --> 01:13:02,655
I was... I was abused. I was sexually
raped by older boys in the neighborhood...
1167
01:13:02,728 --> 01:13:04,719
when I was living
in the projects.
1168
01:13:06,999 --> 01:13:09,365
#Never be safe #
1169
01:13:09,435 --> 01:13:12,233
# I will never be sane #
1170
01:13:12,304 --> 01:13:15,137
# I will always be weird inside #
1171
01:13:15,207 --> 01:13:17,801
# I will always be lame #
1172
01:13:17,876 --> 01:13:20,106
One of the things
of the therapy I'm in right now,
1173
01:13:20,179 --> 01:13:23,512
I'm dealing with a lot of the trauma
that happened to me as a kid,
1174
01:13:23,582 --> 01:13:25,675
as I go back as an adult...
1175
01:13:25,751 --> 01:13:28,242
and comfort me as a child.
1176
01:13:29,354 --> 01:13:31,618
# Father of mine #
1177
01:13:31,690 --> 01:13:34,488
#Tell me how do you sleep #
1178
01:13:34,560 --> 01:13:37,290
#With the children you abandoned #
1179
01:13:37,362 --> 01:13:40,331
#And the wife I saw you beat #
1180
01:13:40,399 --> 01:13:44,096
When my daughter Anna was born,
I remember...
1181
01:13:44,169 --> 01:13:47,696
she was born in the early afternoon.
1182
01:13:47,773 --> 01:13:50,207
I remember sitting down
on the couch...
1183
01:13:50,275 --> 01:13:51,867
in our apartment...
1184
01:13:51,944 --> 01:13:54,879
and feeling this weight,
physical weight on me,
1185
01:13:54,947 --> 01:13:57,780
like I had never felt.
1186
01:13:57,850 --> 01:14:02,651
It just felt like an elephant
was sitting on my chest.
1187
01:14:02,721 --> 01:14:06,350
I had no idea how to do this.
I can barely take care of myself.
1188
01:14:07,459 --> 01:14:09,893
#I'm a grown man #
1189
01:14:09,962 --> 01:14:12,522
# With a child of my own #
1190
01:14:12,598 --> 01:14:15,658
#And I'll swear
I'm not gonna let her know #
1191
01:14:15,734 --> 01:14:18,567
#All the pain I have known #
1192
01:14:20,973 --> 01:14:23,942
# Daddy gave me a name #
1193
01:14:26,612 --> 01:14:29,843
#Daddy gave me a name #
1194
01:14:29,915 --> 01:14:32,349
# Then he walked away #
1195
01:14:32,417 --> 01:14:35,409
#Daddy gave me a name #
1196
01:14:35,487 --> 01:14:37,978
# Then he walked away #
1197
01:14:38,056 --> 01:14:41,184
#Daddy gave me his name #
1198
01:14:41,260 --> 01:14:43,660
#Then he walked away #
1199
01:14:43,729 --> 01:14:46,425
#Then he walked away #
1200
01:14:46,498 --> 01:14:48,591
#Then he walked away, yeah ##
1201
01:15:00,612 --> 01:15:04,946
Okay, I'm gonna go outside and work.
You wanna work on the tomatoes?
1202
01:15:05,017 --> 01:15:06,917
Plant that stuff?
I am.
1203
01:15:06,985 --> 01:15:09,044
Dari, you wanna help me?
No? All right.
1204
01:15:09,121 --> 01:15:11,146
Come on, Nico. Let's do it.
1205
01:15:11,223 --> 01:15:14,454
You got the directions?
Do you have the seeds?
1206
01:15:16,628 --> 01:15:18,562
Let's do these over here.
1207
01:15:21,133 --> 01:15:24,296
We're gonna test natural selection
is what we're gonna do.
1208
01:15:24,369 --> 01:15:28,271
Then we'll have to pull out the strong...
keep the stronger ones.
1209
01:15:28,340 --> 01:15:30,831
'Cause those are gonna be the ones
that'll make the tomatoes.
1210
01:15:30,909 --> 01:15:34,811
It's really hard growing something from a seed.
I'll be impressed if this actually happens.
1211
01:15:37,983 --> 01:15:41,248
When Mary and I got married,
we wanted to have children.
1212
01:15:41,320 --> 01:15:44,050
That was in the plan.
1213
01:15:44,122 --> 01:15:47,091
And the pregnancy
went really well.
1214
01:15:47,159 --> 01:15:51,960
But then something went wrong,
and she had a stillbirth.
1215
01:15:52,798 --> 01:15:56,029
And, um, I said,
"Can I see the baby?
1216
01:15:56,101 --> 01:15:59,434
You know, bring me the baby. "
1217
01:15:59,504 --> 01:16:03,065
They'd wrapped her up and sat and let
me hold her and let me sit with her.
1218
01:16:03,141 --> 01:16:06,235
I talked to her
and read her a story.
1219
01:16:06,311 --> 01:16:09,439
Just... Just tried not to lose my mind.
1220
01:16:09,514 --> 01:16:13,974
So I can still see that baby.
I can still see Anabella, you know.
1221
01:16:14,052 --> 01:16:16,714
I can still see her face.
1222
01:16:16,788 --> 01:16:19,188
She looked just like her mother.
1223
01:16:20,626 --> 01:16:22,890
These kids need you, man.
1224
01:16:22,961 --> 01:16:25,828
"Cat's in the Cradle" is so real.
1225
01:16:25,897 --> 01:16:28,024
You know, that song?
1226
01:16:28,100 --> 01:16:31,592
You know, promisin'the kid,
"And we'll get together then, Son. "
1227
01:16:31,670 --> 01:16:33,604
You know,
"We'll have a good time then. "
1228
01:16:33,672 --> 01:16:37,369
That's him when he was young,
1229
01:16:37,442 --> 01:16:40,309
him and his brother sleepin', you know.
1230
01:16:41,213 --> 01:16:44,114
Just stuff... a lot of stuff
when I wasn't there,
1231
01:16:44,182 --> 01:16:45,843
like what he was doin'.
1232
01:16:45,917 --> 01:16:48,181
Those were his shoes
he was wearin',
1233
01:16:48,253 --> 01:16:50,084
his last cup.
1234
01:16:50,155 --> 01:16:54,353
This is his little thing
when he was nine.
1235
01:16:54,426 --> 01:16:56,087
That was him.
1236
01:16:56,161 --> 01:16:59,255
He just got this, his first tattoo.
"Peters. "
1237
01:16:59,331 --> 01:17:02,823
So all the nephews and brother...
1238
01:17:02,901 --> 01:17:05,392
and everybody's got...
I even got one.
1239
01:17:07,139 --> 01:17:08,970
Can you see it?
1240
01:17:21,053 --> 01:17:24,386
#My son, you're gone #
1241
01:17:24,456 --> 01:17:26,924
#Had a little fun #
1242
01:17:26,992 --> 01:17:31,088
#Good-bye
My God, I'm numb #
1243
01:17:31,163 --> 01:17:33,461
#Now you're gone #
1244
01:17:33,532 --> 01:17:38,492
My kid was comin' down a street
that was just about to get on to the freeway.
1245
01:17:38,570 --> 01:17:43,064
This guy couldn't wait, and he went to
make a left right in front of my son,
1246
01:17:43,141 --> 01:17:45,939
and my son, in front,
instead of hittin' him,
1247
01:17:46,011 --> 01:17:47,740
tried to... he veered.
1248
01:17:47,813 --> 01:17:50,281
He didn't go to the hospital or nothin'.
1249
01:17:50,348 --> 01:17:54,250
He was in the worst car crash
the towing company had seen in 10 years.
1250
01:17:54,319 --> 01:17:57,220
The car was split in two,
wrapped around a pole.
1251
01:17:57,289 --> 01:17:59,223
They had to take two trucks to...
1252
01:17:59,291 --> 01:18:01,122
He was killed instantly.
1253
01:18:01,193 --> 01:18:04,128
It was just so gnarly.
It was, like, where was he?
1254
01:18:04,196 --> 01:18:06,790
It was so gnarly in this thing.
1255
01:18:06,865 --> 01:18:10,357
#My boy, I see you smile #
1256
01:18:11,770 --> 01:18:16,332
#Can feel you right beside me #
1257
01:18:16,408 --> 01:18:19,172
#My sweet child #
1258
01:18:20,746 --> 01:18:23,408
#I miss the games #
1259
01:18:23,482 --> 01:18:26,883
#I miss the school plays ##
1260
01:18:28,086 --> 01:18:30,020
My first parental instinct...
1261
01:18:30,088 --> 01:18:33,216
when I heard my kid was killed...
1262
01:18:33,291 --> 01:18:35,851
Ah, got an answer. Got a gun.
1263
01:18:35,927 --> 01:18:39,488
Running to the gun.
Half-ass suicide.
1264
01:18:39,564 --> 01:18:42,556
Aaah. Do I really wanna...
blah, blah, blah.
1265
01:18:42,634 --> 01:18:44,966
Whoa, it's kinda gnarly.
1266
01:18:45,036 --> 01:18:47,266
Blah, blah, blah.
This was the answer.
1267
01:18:47,339 --> 01:18:50,797
My kid needs a jacket.
1268
01:18:50,876 --> 01:18:54,368
Uh, warm... somethin' to eat.
1269
01:18:54,446 --> 01:18:56,277
You know what I mean?
1270
01:18:56,348 --> 01:18:58,077
This is a gnarly trip.
1271
01:18:58,150 --> 01:19:01,608
I gotta go find him
before he gets too far away.
1272
01:19:01,686 --> 01:19:04,154
And I was just running
to go get my gun.
1273
01:19:04,222 --> 01:19:06,622
I was almost happy, kind of,
1274
01:19:06,691 --> 01:19:09,854
and there was not gonna
be any hesitation.
1275
01:19:09,928 --> 01:19:13,159
And in a matter of a second,
1276
01:19:13,231 --> 01:19:16,257
my, uh, other two boys came up,
1277
01:19:16,334 --> 01:19:20,236
and I got so fuckin' bummed,
I collapsed...
1278
01:19:20,305 --> 01:19:23,297
and totally seized up and shit.
1279
01:19:23,375 --> 01:19:25,809
So I couldn't go nowhere.
1280
01:19:25,877 --> 01:19:28,971
You know? I can't go nowhere.
1281
01:19:33,885 --> 01:19:36,115
We've been through a lot,
1282
01:19:36,188 --> 01:19:40,215
and, uh, this is the most important job
a person can have...
1283
01:19:40,292 --> 01:19:42,283
is that of a parent.
1284
01:19:43,495 --> 01:19:47,158
And anybody who's lucky enough
to have children needs to understand that.
1285
01:19:47,232 --> 01:19:49,359
This has to be everything.
1286
01:19:55,473 --> 01:19:59,170
It's funny, you always hear about
people saying, like, uh...
1287
01:19:59,244 --> 01:20:02,042
That thing, the classic parent attitude
of, like, to a kid,
1288
01:20:02,113 --> 01:20:05,674
like, "I brought you into this world!
I gave you life, you know!"
1289
01:20:05,750 --> 01:20:07,684
Like, I think completely opposite.
1290
01:20:07,752 --> 01:20:10,653
Like, my kids gave me life.
You know?
1291
01:20:10,722 --> 01:20:12,713
They gave me a reason.
1292
01:20:38,950 --> 01:20:43,114
To become a real parent,
whether you're a father or a mother,
1293
01:20:43,188 --> 01:20:48,023
you have to... there has to be
this almost physiological change,
1294
01:20:48,093 --> 01:20:51,824
definitely a psychological
and spiritual change.
1295
01:20:51,897 --> 01:20:55,833
There's a... There's a couple of kids
in the back of that wagon.
1296
01:20:55,901 --> 01:20:58,768
The baby in the back... that's mine.
1297
01:20:59,971 --> 01:21:01,632
This is Arizona.
1298
01:21:05,343 --> 01:21:07,004
Mmm.
1299
01:21:07,078 --> 01:21:11,071
The transition that I was talking about,
I think once it happened for one child,
1300
01:21:11,149 --> 01:21:15,085
it was kinda in for,
not just any other child I have,
1301
01:21:15,153 --> 01:21:17,621
but for any child I ever see.
1302
01:21:17,689 --> 01:21:21,181
I'm the kind of person, that if a
kid's running loose at the airport,
1303
01:21:21,259 --> 01:21:22,988
I'll pick 'em up.
1304
01:21:23,061 --> 01:21:25,757
Of course I'm sure I've freaked
a lot of parents out.
1305
01:21:25,830 --> 01:21:28,060
You know, "Where's my baby?
1306
01:21:28,133 --> 01:21:31,899
Oh, that blond man with the tattoos
and earrings is carrying her.
1307
01:21:31,970 --> 01:21:33,961
Oh, that's... that's cool.
1308
01:21:34,039 --> 01:21:35,768
That's kind of scary. "
1309
01:21:35,840 --> 01:21:40,140
But I think once they meet me
and they see the way I hold a baby,
1310
01:21:40,211 --> 01:21:43,476
they know that I'm a dad
because kids know that I'm a dad.
1311
01:21:44,516 --> 01:21:48,008
I want to be present for my children,
mentally and physically,
1312
01:21:48,086 --> 01:21:52,250
and being gone all the time
just doesn't work into that.
1313
01:21:52,324 --> 01:21:54,485
What, what, what,
what, what, what?
1314
01:21:54,559 --> 01:21:58,359
Being home for a day or two
here and there...
1315
01:21:58,430 --> 01:22:01,593
really doesn't give you
that bonding that you need.
1316
01:22:01,666 --> 01:22:04,692
Being a parent is such
an indescribable thing...
1317
01:22:04,769 --> 01:22:08,603
that when you talk to people...
friends who don't have kids...
1318
01:22:08,673 --> 01:22:13,167
and are maybe thinking about it or maybe,
like, a friend whose wife is pregnant,
1319
01:22:13,244 --> 01:22:15,405
they're, like, "Oh, man, what's coming?
What's gonna happen?"
1320
01:22:15,480 --> 01:22:19,314
And you're, like, "I'm gonna tell you this. It's
gonna change every single thing in your entire world,
1321
01:22:19,384 --> 01:22:24,515
and I tell you that right now, but it'll
be 10 times that when it actually happens. "
1322
01:22:24,589 --> 01:22:27,558
It just really is like, uh...
1323
01:22:27,625 --> 01:22:30,253
It's like red matter
from Star Trek, you know?
1324
01:22:30,328 --> 01:22:34,094
It just sucks everything in, and
your whole world just becomes...
1325
01:22:34,165 --> 01:22:35,826
this right here,
1326
01:22:35,900 --> 01:22:38,164
and it's the most
amazing thing ever.
1327
01:22:39,738 --> 01:22:43,469
My family comes first,
regardless of anything,
1328
01:22:43,541 --> 01:22:45,702
and that's the beautiful thing
about Rancid...
1329
01:22:45,777 --> 01:22:49,269
is that, like, me and Matt
both have kids.
1330
01:22:49,347 --> 01:22:52,339
I'm real lucky 'cause I've got guys
that I work with are super-involved...
1331
01:22:52,417 --> 01:22:56,581
and super, um...
1332
01:22:56,654 --> 01:22:58,884
I mean, they get it.
They understand.
1333
01:22:58,957 --> 01:23:00,891
They love those kids too.
1334
01:23:00,959 --> 01:23:03,427
So I've been really lucky with that.
1335
01:23:03,495 --> 01:23:05,486
Okay, give me your foot.
1336
01:23:14,873 --> 01:23:23,042
#Happy birthday to you #
1337
01:23:23,114 --> 01:23:25,105
I love you.
I love you.
1338
01:23:26,351 --> 01:23:28,285
Thank you very much, girls.
1339
01:23:28,353 --> 01:23:30,480
Daddy, guess what?
What?
1340
01:23:30,555 --> 01:23:34,548
You get to a certain point in your life...
What have I done and where am I going?
1341
01:23:34,626 --> 01:23:37,857
And I think guys, girls, women, men...
1342
01:23:37,929 --> 01:23:40,420
They end up going through it
at this time, you start saying,
1343
01:23:40,498 --> 01:23:44,628
"Do I like who I am, and do I want to
continue being this person?"
1344
01:23:45,770 --> 01:23:48,739
What I'm getting at is,
this is a midlife crisis.
1345
01:23:48,807 --> 01:23:51,640
You know, spelled out in a band.
1346
01:24:01,753 --> 01:24:04,381
- Hi, Dad.
- Hey, kiddo. What are you doin'?
1347
01:24:05,857 --> 01:24:09,987
Dad, I did my guitar
every day.
1348
01:24:10,061 --> 01:24:11,995
You practiced your guitar
every day?
1349
01:24:12,063 --> 01:24:14,827
Yup.
Every day?
1350
01:24:14,899 --> 01:24:16,457
Yeah.
Even today?
1351
01:24:17,836 --> 01:24:19,929
Yeah.
Yeah?
1352
01:24:20,004 --> 01:24:22,336
Awesome, B.
I'm so proud of you.
1353
01:24:34,018 --> 01:24:35,849
#Am I loud and clear #
1354
01:24:35,920 --> 01:24:38,115
# Or am I breakin' up #
1355
01:24:38,189 --> 01:24:41,158
You look out the window,
and you have a lot of time...
1356
01:24:41,226 --> 01:24:44,787
of thinking about your family
and your kids getting older.
1357
01:24:44,863 --> 01:24:49,357
# Or are we just getting more lost #
1358
01:24:49,434 --> 01:24:53,131
Then all of a sudden you find yourself...
the years start going by quicker,
1359
01:24:53,204 --> 01:24:56,571
and you need to find
how you get off the road.
1360
01:24:57,308 --> 01:25:01,938
I moved some dates around,
so I'm flying home from Texas...
1361
01:25:02,013 --> 01:25:03,981
for the father-daughter dance.
1362
01:25:04,048 --> 01:25:05,982
But the band doesn't know that.
1363
01:25:06,050 --> 01:25:09,281
I'm sure when they find out why I switched
the shows, they're all gonna be pissed.
1364
01:25:09,354 --> 01:25:13,518
# We live on front porches
and swing life away #
1365
01:25:13,591 --> 01:25:18,119
# We get by just fine here
on minimum wage #
1366
01:25:18,196 --> 01:25:21,632
My middle daughter has never had
just me alone for the father-daughter dance.
1367
01:25:21,699 --> 01:25:24,065
She's always had to share me
with her older sister.
1368
01:25:24,135 --> 01:25:27,036
And I have to go to the dance
and dance with two of'em at once.
1369
01:25:28,173 --> 01:25:30,334
Beautiful.
1370
01:25:31,342 --> 01:25:36,507
My middle daughter definitely likes
having just me and just my attention,
1371
01:25:36,581 --> 01:25:39,516
so this is the one year
that she will have that.
1372
01:25:39,584 --> 01:25:43,987
# We live on front porches
and swing life away #
1373
01:25:44,055 --> 01:25:48,890
# We get by just fine here
on minimum wage #
1374
01:25:48,960 --> 01:25:52,691
#Iflove is a labor,
I'll slave till the end #
1375
01:25:52,764 --> 01:25:58,430
#I won't cross these streets
until you hold my hand #
1376
01:25:59,604 --> 01:26:02,664
#Swing life away #
1377
01:26:03,908 --> 01:26:07,071
#Swing life away #
1378
01:26:08,413 --> 01:26:12,873
#Swing life away ##
1379
01:26:12,951 --> 01:26:16,546
I'm willing to piss everyone off
to make my daughter happy.
1380
01:26:36,307 --> 01:26:39,276
The other day I get a five-page letter
from the band...
1381
01:26:39,344 --> 01:26:42,142
saying that I don't appreciate
what we have...
1382
01:26:42,213 --> 01:26:45,671
and, you know, basically, that I'm an
asshole because I won't tour enough...
1383
01:26:45,750 --> 01:26:49,151
and won't tour as much
as they want, you know.
1384
01:26:49,220 --> 01:26:52,280
I feel like this year
I've toured twice as much.
1385
01:26:54,759 --> 01:26:59,958
Just looks like every other downtown city I've
been in in the last frickin' month and a half.
1386
01:27:00,965 --> 01:27:05,265
I added it up...
We did, like, 115 shows this year.
1387
01:27:05,336 --> 01:27:07,770
I'm definitely burnt out
from playing shows...
1388
01:27:07,839 --> 01:27:09,397
and just need a little break.
1389
01:27:09,474 --> 01:27:11,135
Fuck.
# I need a Red Bull #
1390
01:27:12,010 --> 01:27:15,104
This isn't something
that has a lot of precedent.
1391
01:27:15,179 --> 01:27:17,773
If you're a big rock star,
you know, it's no question.
1392
01:27:17,849 --> 01:27:20,010
You go on tour,
you make millions of dollars.
1393
01:27:20,084 --> 01:27:25,420
And then if you're a small band, people know that
you can't continue to do it past a certain age.
1394
01:27:28,359 --> 01:27:31,351
I'm, uh... You have a list
for Club Nokia?
1395
01:27:31,429 --> 01:27:34,227
When you're right in the middle
like this, it's kind of difficult.
1396
01:27:34,299 --> 01:27:37,757
Last name: Lindberg.
L- I-N-D-B-E-R-G.
1397
01:27:39,904 --> 01:27:42,429
Do you have Fletcher Dragge, Byron...
1398
01:27:42,507 --> 01:27:43,997
Lindberg.
1399
01:27:44,075 --> 01:27:45,372
James orJim.
1400
01:27:45,443 --> 01:27:47,434
Yeah. Yeah.
1401
01:27:50,782 --> 01:27:54,445
Motherfucking Pennywisel
1402
01:28:05,296 --> 01:28:08,697
Los Angeles, we are Pennywise
from Hermosa Beach.
1403
01:28:08,766 --> 01:28:11,030
How you doin'?
1404
01:28:11,102 --> 01:28:12,763
Whoo-hoo!
1405
01:28:15,006 --> 01:28:16,997
Are you ready?
1406
01:28:19,377 --> 01:28:21,368
Let's do this shit.
1407
01:28:27,418 --> 01:28:30,910
All right.
Let me hear you scream!
1408
01:28:32,490 --> 01:28:34,151
We got to see the world.
1409
01:28:34,225 --> 01:28:36,887
We made a lot of great fans,
and we had a good time doing it.
1410
01:28:36,961 --> 01:28:39,930
But I'm up there trying to be a good
lead singer of a band... Are you ready?
1411
01:28:39,997 --> 01:28:41,988
And a good dad at the same time.
Are you ready?
1412
01:28:42,066 --> 01:28:45,729
And you start to worry
if you're doing a bad job at both.
1413
01:28:45,803 --> 01:28:47,464
Oh, shit.
1414
01:28:48,339 --> 01:28:49,829
Oh, thank God.
Are you ready?
1415
01:28:49,907 --> 01:28:52,569
I have, you know, been in places
where there's that fan...
1416
01:28:52,643 --> 01:28:55,476
and the adulation and stuff
like that, and it's huge.
1417
01:28:55,546 --> 01:28:59,312
You know what? I got an ego just like
anyone else, and I like that. It feels good.
1418
01:29:10,061 --> 01:29:13,155
But you know what? Still, you know,
you come home, and... "Hey, Dad. "
1419
01:29:14,232 --> 01:29:17,565
I got a house full of teenagers,
and they're still here,
1420
01:29:17,635 --> 01:29:20,297
and they haven't moved out.
1421
01:29:20,371 --> 01:29:23,772
And, you know, to me,
that's just the crown... for me.
1422
01:29:23,841 --> 01:29:25,638
I just love that.
That's awesome.
1423
01:29:25,710 --> 01:29:28,941
Growing up here in Hermosa Beach,
I learned from bands like Black Flag...
1424
01:29:29,013 --> 01:29:31,072
and the CircleJerks
and the Descendents.
1425
01:29:31,149 --> 01:29:33,743
You don't have to kill yourself,
you know,
1426
01:29:33,818 --> 01:29:36,651
playing a different show every night
for months and months and months.
1427
01:29:36,721 --> 01:29:39,747
You do it as much as you can
and still live your life and be happy.
1428
01:29:39,824 --> 01:29:41,815
We got one more song.
1429
01:29:45,229 --> 01:29:47,390
Before this song happens,
1430
01:29:47,465 --> 01:29:49,729
I'm gonna invite
fuckin' our band up here.
1431
01:29:49,801 --> 01:29:53,259
This has never happened in the fuckin'
history 'cause it's kind of fuckin' gay,
1432
01:29:53,337 --> 01:29:55,305
but we're doin'
a group hug up here.
1433
01:29:55,373 --> 01:29:58,831
Randy, get your ass over here.
Byron, get your ass out here.
1434
01:29:58,910 --> 01:30:01,208
Don't make me drag you
from behind that kit.
1435
01:30:01,279 --> 01:30:04,043
What? Group hug.
1436
01:30:04,115 --> 01:30:06,913
I don't know what.
Byron, come here.
1437
01:30:06,984 --> 01:30:09,452
Pennywise, motherfuckers.
Let's hear it for us.
1438
01:30:09,520 --> 01:30:12,284
This is a fuckin' family up here,
motherfuckers!
1439
01:30:12,356 --> 01:30:14,347
This shit don't happen.
1440
01:30:17,061 --> 01:30:18,551
I love you guys.
1441
01:30:18,629 --> 01:30:20,119
I love you guys!
1442
01:30:20,198 --> 01:30:23,690
I guess it's part of us
getting to a certain age,
1443
01:30:23,768 --> 01:30:25,759
but our drummer's mom passed away,
1444
01:30:25,837 --> 01:30:28,499
and then Fletcher's brother
passed away.
1445
01:30:28,573 --> 01:30:30,837
You know, we had Jason.
1446
01:30:30,908 --> 01:30:33,035
Pennywise! Pennywise!
1447
01:30:33,110 --> 01:30:34,771
You know, we're all men.
1448
01:30:34,846 --> 01:30:38,509
It's hard to sit there
and pour your heart out to each other.
1449
01:30:41,853 --> 01:30:44,048
L.A., I love you!
Here we go!
1450
01:30:44,121 --> 01:30:48,057
#Whoa, oh, oh, oh #
1451
01:30:50,361 --> 01:30:52,420
Everyone here, let me hear you.
1452
01:30:52,497 --> 01:30:55,625
#Whoa, oh, oh, oh #
1453
01:30:55,700 --> 01:30:58,999
#Whoa, oh, oh, oh #
1454
01:31:09,180 --> 01:31:10,408
Let's hear it!
1455
01:31:18,589 --> 01:31:20,079
Yeah, to you!
1456
01:31:20,157 --> 01:31:24,491
#Whoa, oh, oh, oh #
1457
01:31:24,562 --> 01:31:29,465
#Whoa, oh, oh, oh #
1458
01:31:29,534 --> 01:31:33,630
#Whoa, oh, oh, oh #
1459
01:31:33,704 --> 01:31:40,132
#Whoa, oh, oh, oh ##
1460
01:31:51,956 --> 01:31:55,221
Thank you, L. A! We're Pennywise!
We'll see you next time!
1461
01:32:11,442 --> 01:32:13,433
We did something and it was great,
1462
01:32:13,511 --> 01:32:15,570
and it was filled with
all the drama oflife...
1463
01:32:15,646 --> 01:32:19,673
the tragedy, the success,
the fun times, the not-so-fun times.
1464
01:32:20,885 --> 01:32:24,821
It's time to just put
the final chapter on it.
1465
01:32:27,892 --> 01:32:30,554
Kind of made the decision
in, like, the last few hours...
1466
01:32:30,628 --> 01:32:33,893
that I'm gonna tell the guys
that I don't wanna do it anymore.
1467
01:32:33,965 --> 01:32:36,695
It's a crazy day.
I quit Pennywise today.
1468
01:32:38,069 --> 01:32:39,559
Yeah.
1469
01:32:41,172 --> 01:32:46,667
It's official. I told Randy and Byron, but Fletcher
won't answer my phone calls for the last three days.
1470
01:32:48,012 --> 01:32:50,845
I didn't want to be sitting
in a hotel in Pittsburgh...
1471
01:32:50,915 --> 01:32:54,715
and missing the soccer game
and the piano recital.
1472
01:32:54,785 --> 01:32:56,980
I didn't want to miss out
on some important thing...
1473
01:32:57,054 --> 01:32:58,851
that I needed to be there for
for my kids...
1474
01:32:58,923 --> 01:33:01,892
or miss some lessons
that they needed to be taught...
1475
01:33:01,959 --> 01:33:04,655
that I wasn't there for.
1476
01:33:06,263 --> 01:33:09,892
Now is a great opportunity
to try different things with writing...
1477
01:33:09,967 --> 01:33:11,867
or other types of music...
1478
01:33:11,936 --> 01:33:13,870
or doing soundtrack stuff.
1479
01:33:13,938 --> 01:33:17,931
But at the same time, I'm not above
anything to take a regular job.
1480
01:33:19,043 --> 01:33:21,307
The, uh, statement came down on Friday.
1481
01:33:21,379 --> 01:33:23,313
Let me read this,
and then we'll discuss.
1482
01:33:23,381 --> 01:33:27,647
"After 19 years with Pennywise, Jim Lindberg
has decided to step down as lead singer,
1483
01:33:27,718 --> 01:33:30,585
and we wish Jim the best luck
in his new ventures, whatever they may be. "
1484
01:33:30,655 --> 01:33:32,987
But "F"him, it says here.
I don't think it...
1485
01:33:33,057 --> 01:33:34,718
I'm sorry. That was an ad lib.
1486
01:33:34,792 --> 01:33:36,589
He's got a family,
and he wants to...
1487
01:33:36,661 --> 01:33:40,461
He's a punk-rock dad, for God's sakes. He wants
to be more dad and less punk rock, it sounds like.
1488
01:33:40,531 --> 01:33:43,193
Um, you said that.
I didn't say that.
1489
01:33:43,267 --> 01:33:47,328
I mean, like, we gotta respect the fact that
he wants to spend more time with his family,
1490
01:33:47,405 --> 01:33:50,169
and he doesn't want to tour as much.
1491
01:33:58,249 --> 01:34:01,912
You don't take risks and you
don't gamble with your children.
1492
01:34:01,986 --> 01:34:07,288
You can take risks for yourself. I don't think
we have the right to take risks with our children.
1493
01:34:07,358 --> 01:34:12,091
There's one thing to be an individual. There's another thing
to be an individual at the cost of the people around you.
1494
01:34:12,163 --> 01:34:17,100
I'm tired of watchin' my life go by
like a fuckin' really fast movie.
1495
01:34:17,168 --> 01:34:19,864
It's like a fuckin' bad Twilight Zone.
1496
01:34:19,937 --> 01:34:22,929
I'm raising my kid...
1497
01:34:23,007 --> 01:34:24,998
the way I wish I had been raised.
1498
01:34:25,076 --> 01:34:27,169
I think that's what
we're all doing.
1499
01:34:28,345 --> 01:34:32,338
Someone said the other day to me,
"Man, I wish you were my father. "
1500
01:34:32,416 --> 01:34:34,543
I go, "Me too.
1501
01:34:35,553 --> 01:34:38,215
I wish I was my father too. "
1502
01:34:38,289 --> 01:34:40,951
I know there's kids out there
that might be watching this...
1503
01:34:41,025 --> 01:34:43,516
or can relate
that are from broken homes,
1504
01:34:43,594 --> 01:34:45,789
and that you've clung to that anger.
1505
01:34:45,863 --> 01:34:48,764
But you learn over time,
you learn to take the anger...
1506
01:34:48,833 --> 01:34:50,960
and make it something positive.
1507
01:34:51,035 --> 01:34:54,232
You take a negative to positive,
which is gonna put you on top,
1508
01:34:54,305 --> 01:34:57,900
which is another whole type oflevel
of punk rock feeling...
1509
01:34:57,975 --> 01:35:00,102
oflike flippin'a switch.
1510
01:35:00,177 --> 01:35:02,668
I just felt there was a better world
out there,
1511
01:35:02,747 --> 01:35:04,977
that with a little bit of unity
and cooperation,
1512
01:35:05,049 --> 01:35:07,040
we could all
make this place better.
1513
01:35:07,118 --> 01:35:11,145
And it's very idealistic, it's a very
young person's way oflooking at the world.
1514
01:35:11,222 --> 01:35:14,020
But I think once you get older,
you get a little more realistic,
1515
01:35:14,091 --> 01:35:16,753
but that's what I wanna have,
that's what I wanna hold on to...
1516
01:35:16,827 --> 01:35:19,318
is that feeling
that we can make a change out there.
1517
01:35:19,396 --> 01:35:23,730
Maybe the way we change the world
is by raising better kids...
1518
01:35:23,801 --> 01:35:26,065
and being more attentive
to those kids.
1519
01:35:26,137 --> 01:35:29,072
And, um, maybe that's how
we change the world...
1520
01:35:29,140 --> 01:35:33,270
Instead ofby writing a punk rock song,
maybe we just be better parents.
1521
01:35:38,916 --> 01:35:42,909
I wanna be around for my kids.
I wanna be, um...
1522
01:35:42,987 --> 01:35:45,478
I wanna be there
when they want me to be there,
1523
01:35:45,556 --> 01:35:48,548
and I think that's
the punkest thing of all.
1524
01:36:02,673 --> 01:36:04,766
#Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah #
1525
01:36:04,842 --> 01:36:08,710
#I was a teenage anarchist #
1526
01:36:08,779 --> 01:36:11,179
#Looking for a revolution #
1527
01:36:11,248 --> 01:36:14,115
#I had the style
I had the ambition #
1528
01:36:14,185 --> 01:36:17,484
#Read all the authors
I knew the right slogans #
1529
01:36:17,555 --> 01:36:20,183
# There was no war
but the class war #
1530
01:36:20,257 --> 01:36:23,658
#I was ready
to set the world on fire #
1531
01:36:23,727 --> 01:36:27,060
#I was a teenage anarchist #
1532
01:36:27,131 --> 01:36:30,589
#Looking for a revolution #
1533
01:36:30,668 --> 01:36:32,829
#Do #
1534
01:36:32,903 --> 01:36:35,064
# You remember #
1535
01:36:36,140 --> 01:36:41,544
# When you were young
and you wanted to set the world on fire? #
1536
01:36:43,180 --> 01:36:48,641
#Do you remember #
1537
01:36:48,719 --> 01:36:54,316
# When you were young
and you wanted to set the world on fire? #
1538
01:36:55,292 --> 01:36:58,284
#I was a teenage anarchist #
1539
01:36:58,362 --> 01:37:01,354
#But the politics
were too convenient #
1540
01:37:01,432 --> 01:37:04,526
#In the depths of their humanity #
1541
01:37:04,602 --> 01:37:07,594
#All I saw was bloodless ideology #
1542
01:37:07,671 --> 01:37:10,663
# With freedom as a doctrine #
1543
01:37:10,741 --> 01:37:13,904
#Guess who was the new authority #
1544
01:37:13,978 --> 01:37:17,038
#I was a teenage anarchist #
1545
01:37:17,114 --> 01:37:20,845
#But the politics
were too convenient #
1546
01:37:20,918 --> 01:37:26,185
#Do you remember #
1547
01:37:26,257 --> 01:37:31,923
# When you were young
and you wanted to set the world on fire? #
1548
01:37:33,397 --> 01:37:38,061
#Do you remember #
1549
01:37:38,903 --> 01:37:44,535
# When you were young
and you wanted to set the world on fire? #
1550
01:37:45,209 --> 01:37:50,841
# When you were young
and you wanted to set the world on fire? #
1551
01:37:52,349 --> 01:37:54,579
She wants us
to start a swear jar.
1552
01:37:54,652 --> 01:37:57,120
But I think all the
money's gonna go to her.
1553
01:37:57,187 --> 01:37:59,121
So it's, you know...
She'll call you out on it.
1554
01:37:59,189 --> 01:38:01,180
You'll be, like, "Damn it. "
And she's, like, "Daddy. "
1555
01:38:01,258 --> 01:38:03,488
I mean, crap!
"Crap" is like a quarter.
1556
01:38:03,560 --> 01:38:05,790
I'm, like, crap is... No,
"crap" is in the dictionary.
1557
01:38:05,863 --> 01:38:08,627
Does anybody really get
offended by the word "fuck"?
1558
01:38:08,699 --> 01:38:10,929
Anybody? Really?
I don't think so.
1559
01:38:11,001 --> 01:38:13,936
But yet, when we're around people
that we don't know that well,
1560
01:38:14,004 --> 01:38:16,063
we don't say it.
1561
01:38:16,140 --> 01:38:19,200
Let's bring down these
walls between people.
1562
01:38:19,276 --> 01:38:22,905
The word "fuck" can being
us together as humans.
1563
01:38:23,547 --> 01:38:25,811
Fuck the neighbors.
1564
01:38:25,883 --> 01:38:28,909
Why? I don't know. They're close by.
1565
01:38:28,986 --> 01:38:30,613
I don't know
what's going on.
1566
01:38:30,688 --> 01:38:32,679
Sounds like
that cat's dying.
1567
01:38:32,756 --> 01:38:34,656
I'm not a cat guy.
1568
01:38:34,725 --> 01:38:38,286
It was the first time I had to, uh,
actually lay down the law as a dad,
1569
01:38:38,362 --> 01:38:40,296
and it was not easy.
1570
01:38:42,833 --> 01:38:44,767
The thing I can't give him
is orange juice.
1571
01:38:44,835 --> 01:38:46,962
There's just a blowout
after that, man.
1572
01:38:47,037 --> 01:38:50,165
It's just like you're running
around with a bucket behind him.
1573
01:38:50,240 --> 01:38:52,401
The craziest colors come
out. You know what I mean?
1574
01:38:52,476 --> 01:38:55,445
You're like, "What kind of
fuckin' shade of green is that?"
1575
01:38:55,512 --> 01:38:57,503
I wish I could get
my hair that color.
1576
01:38:57,581 --> 01:38:59,344
I'll never be
as old as DEVO.
1577
01:38:59,416 --> 01:39:02,214
I keep
telling myself that.
1578
01:39:02,286 --> 01:39:04,550
Can I ask how old you
are? Is that okay? Yeah.
1579
01:39:04,621 --> 01:39:06,612
How old are you?
Thirty-eight.
1580
01:39:06,690 --> 01:39:10,387
No, 58. I know I had you
fooled there for a second.
1581
01:39:10,461 --> 01:39:12,895
#I was a teenage anarchist ##
1582
01:39:12,963 --> 01:39:14,954
Ah, it's not too bad.
1583
01:39:15,032 --> 01:39:17,592
All right. Let's go
before I get in trouble.
1584
01:39:19,269 --> 01:39:21,328
Shit!
1585
01:39:21,405 --> 01:39:23,066
Let's go.
1586
01:39:26,477 --> 01:39:28,001
Goddamn it.
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