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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:41,691 --> 00:00:43,022 See? 2 00:00:45,228 --> 00:00:46,718 Ready? 3 00:00:53,303 --> 00:00:57,103 Oh! Shit! 4 00:00:57,173 --> 00:00:58,504 Goddamn it! 5 00:01:01,845 --> 00:01:03,938 #Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah # 6 00:01:04,013 --> 00:01:07,540 #I was a teenage anarchist # 7 00:01:07,617 --> 00:01:09,881 #Looking for a revolution # 8 00:01:09,953 --> 00:01:13,013 #I had the style I had the ambition # 9 00:01:13,089 --> 00:01:16,354 #Read all the authors I knew the right slogans # 10 00:01:16,426 --> 00:01:19,088 # There was no war but the class war # 11 00:01:19,162 --> 00:01:22,654 #I was ready to set the world on fire # 12 00:01:22,732 --> 00:01:26,293 #I was a teenage anarchist # 13 00:01:26,369 --> 00:01:29,634 #Looking for a revolution # 14 00:01:29,706 --> 00:01:31,697 #Do # 15 00:01:31,774 --> 00:01:34,743 # You remember # 16 00:01:34,811 --> 00:01:38,269 # When you were young and you wanted to set the world on fire? # 17 00:01:38,348 --> 00:01:42,216 Hello, there. Pennywise from Hermosa Beach, California. How you doin'? 18 00:01:45,288 --> 00:01:48,621 You can take a garbage can and throw it through a car window, 19 00:01:48,691 --> 00:01:51,558 and someone will say, "What the hell are you doing?" You know, it's punk. 20 00:01:51,628 --> 00:01:53,425 You can do... 21 00:01:53,496 --> 00:01:55,623 And just say "I'm punk. " 22 00:01:57,567 --> 00:02:02,504 It's just that kind of willfulness with a bit of insanity thrown in, a whole ton of"Fuck you. " 23 00:02:03,806 --> 00:02:06,570 Goin' against the grain when everyone else tells you no, that's punk rock. 24 00:02:06,643 --> 00:02:10,943 Punk rock was supposed to be about no responsibility, no rules. I'm gonna to do things my way. 25 00:02:11,014 --> 00:02:12,504 In your face. Whaaa! 26 00:02:15,351 --> 00:02:19,310 We're at The Wiltern an hour before Social Distortion is gonna go on, 27 00:02:19,389 --> 00:02:22,552 and Betsy calls me, my wife, she goes, "My water broke. I'm having a baby. " 28 00:02:22,625 --> 00:02:24,616 And I'm just like, "Oh, God. I don't know what to do. " 29 00:02:27,764 --> 00:02:30,028 You're gonna be the proud father of a little girl. 30 00:02:31,267 --> 00:02:33,360 I remember at that point it was like everything went silent. 31 00:02:35,872 --> 00:02:37,703 Some of the guys were like, "What, you're gonna have a kid?" 32 00:02:40,476 --> 00:02:42,103 Having a baby changed everything. 33 00:02:42,178 --> 00:02:45,705 And you hear that. You hear that. And it totally did. 34 00:02:45,782 --> 00:02:48,842 Wade, don't hit him with a stick, please. Thank you. 35 00:02:50,987 --> 00:02:54,787 I was on the street from a real young age. I was headed for trouble. 36 00:02:54,857 --> 00:02:58,384 Our dads weren't there, man. And so, fuck you. 37 00:03:00,763 --> 00:03:05,200 There's nothing really in the punk rock ethos that prepares you for being a dad. 38 00:03:05,935 --> 00:03:11,430 #Do you remember # 39 00:03:11,507 --> 00:03:17,707 # When you were young and you wanted to set the world on fire? # 40 00:03:17,780 --> 00:03:19,372 # When you were young ## 41 00:03:26,322 --> 00:03:29,416 This picture was taken on the day we got to Hawaii, 42 00:03:29,492 --> 00:03:33,588 and I was playing in, uh, Washington, D.C. 43 00:03:33,663 --> 00:03:35,153 It was my birthday. 44 00:03:35,231 --> 00:03:38,394 And I flew home and got in at midnight. 45 00:03:38,468 --> 00:03:41,232 And then woke up the next morning... 46 00:03:41,304 --> 00:03:45,673 and got my kids and packed them up and got on a plane and went to Hawaii. 47 00:03:45,742 --> 00:03:48,336 And then we got there and that was like the first day of vacation... 48 00:03:48,411 --> 00:03:50,140 after I'd been gone for like three weeks. 49 00:03:50,213 --> 00:03:54,673 So, it was, like, "Yay! Everyone's back and it's normal time with Dad around again. " 50 00:03:56,886 --> 00:04:00,788 Are you giving me a doll... a Barbie doll to take with me on the road? Yes! 51 00:04:00,857 --> 00:04:03,155 I don't think she'd be very happy on the road. 52 00:04:03,226 --> 00:04:06,354 She might get in trouble on the tour bus. 53 00:04:06,429 --> 00:04:10,559 I've been doing this for 20 years, being a singer for a punk band. 54 00:04:12,635 --> 00:04:15,627 Rock belt. That's where the magic happens. 55 00:04:16,639 --> 00:04:19,107 Um, I'm not even sure that these are clean. 56 00:04:19,175 --> 00:04:21,200 I just found these, but, you know... 57 00:04:21,778 --> 00:04:23,575 You want me to get you a different pair? 58 00:04:23,646 --> 00:04:25,273 We have a big album coming out. 59 00:04:25,348 --> 00:04:27,714 You know, a lot of touring in front of us. 60 00:04:27,784 --> 00:04:30,947 Got open house at school, I'll be in Myrtle Beach. 61 00:04:31,020 --> 00:04:34,148 Got a birthday party, I'll be in West Palm Beach. 62 00:04:34,223 --> 00:04:37,556 My anniversary, I'll be in St. Petersburg. 63 00:04:37,627 --> 00:04:40,494 Sometimes I'll be here, sometimes I'll be gone. 64 00:04:40,563 --> 00:04:44,761 No, I can't take 20 Barbies. I'll take one. 65 00:04:44,834 --> 00:04:48,133 For the first time, my oldest daughter said, "I hate it when you leave. 66 00:04:48,204 --> 00:04:50,798 You know, I really don't like it. " 67 00:04:50,873 --> 00:04:52,306 It's heartbreaking. 68 00:04:55,478 --> 00:04:59,107 Twenty years on, Pennywise is still rockin' with a new album coming out. 69 00:04:59,182 --> 00:05:01,116 And, of course, Reason To Believe is what that's called. 70 00:05:01,184 --> 00:05:06,781 You're leaving right after the Key Club Show. Aren't you heading toJapan and then down to Australia, and you're gonna do it all. 71 00:05:16,599 --> 00:05:19,295 This is the ever-important shave kit. 72 00:05:19,369 --> 00:05:22,532 Everything in there. Everything I need to keep movin' on the road. 73 00:05:26,109 --> 00:05:28,873 Antacids. Super important, 'cause you eat like shit. 74 00:05:31,514 --> 00:05:35,780 Pennywise is like one of the pillars of punk. 75 00:05:38,388 --> 00:05:44,224 Certainly in the punk of my generation, they are a band that really stayed the course for so many years. 76 00:05:45,762 --> 00:05:47,957 Shake hands all day. Gotta get hand sanitizer. 77 00:05:52,068 --> 00:05:55,037 The hair dye. Gotta keep the dream alive. 78 00:05:56,839 --> 00:05:59,740 Keep people thinking that I'm 20, when I'm twice that age. 79 00:05:59,809 --> 00:06:04,644 Pennywise took us on our first Australian tour ever. 80 00:06:04,714 --> 00:06:08,047 Right then, Pennywise was breaking in Australia. Huge in Australia. 81 00:06:08,117 --> 00:06:10,711 And Blink was nobody back then. 82 00:06:10,787 --> 00:06:12,516 They were like mentors to us. 83 00:06:12,588 --> 00:06:15,682 Trimmer, 'cause now you're starting to get hairs in weird places. 84 00:06:16,893 --> 00:06:19,361 Bunch of hats to hide the "receda. " 85 00:06:19,429 --> 00:06:22,193 Receding hairline has to be hidden from view. 86 00:06:27,804 --> 00:06:30,295 That's okay, guys. I got it. 87 00:06:46,022 --> 00:06:48,582 # I say # 88 00:07:03,005 --> 00:07:05,701 # We're gonna open your eyes # 89 00:07:05,775 --> 00:07:08,073 # Frustration, domination # 90 00:07:08,144 --> 00:07:10,476 # Feel the rage of a new generation # 91 00:07:10,546 --> 00:07:12,707 #We're livin', we're dyin' # 92 00:07:12,782 --> 00:07:14,477 #And we're never gonna stop # 93 00:07:14,550 --> 00:07:16,711 # Stop tryin' # 94 00:07:16,786 --> 00:07:19,050 # Stop tryin' # 95 00:07:19,121 --> 00:07:21,419 # Stop tryin' # 96 00:07:21,491 --> 00:07:23,482 #Stop tryin'## 97 00:07:27,129 --> 00:07:32,533 I have my first two daughters' names tattooed, but, um, I don't have the third yet. 98 00:07:32,602 --> 00:07:35,002 It's taken a long time, and now they're kinda fighting... 99 00:07:35,071 --> 00:07:39,337 over who gets Kate's name on their side. 100 00:07:43,746 --> 00:07:45,236 You're a rose. 101 00:07:45,314 --> 00:07:47,282 And what am I? 102 00:07:47,350 --> 00:07:50,478 I could make you a rhinoceros. What do you want? 103 00:07:50,553 --> 00:07:52,817 I don't know. An armadillo. 104 00:07:52,889 --> 00:07:55,016 No! 105 00:07:55,091 --> 00:07:56,490 Nope. A unicorn. 106 00:07:56,559 --> 00:07:58,186 Unicorn? A butterfly. A butterfly. 107 00:07:58,261 --> 00:08:01,321 Unicorn, I don't know. I think those tattoos have kinda gone out of style. 108 00:08:01,397 --> 00:08:03,797 I want to be a butterfly. You want to be a butterfly? 109 00:08:03,866 --> 00:08:08,360 These are all very girlie tattoos. You got to remember I'm a dude, so... 110 00:08:08,437 --> 00:08:11,463 All right, we have to go. We're gonna be late for this thing anyways. 111 00:08:11,541 --> 00:08:15,807 Bye. Okay. Love you girls. Have them go to bed. 112 00:08:15,878 --> 00:08:19,507 Homework, bath, bed. American Idol. American Idol. 113 00:08:19,582 --> 00:08:23,279 American Idol, bath, bed. Okay, love you. Bye. 114 00:08:31,394 --> 00:08:33,624 I told her this morning... 115 00:08:33,696 --> 00:08:37,689 Uh, I go, "Kate, I'm getting your name tattooed tonight. " And she was so excited. 116 00:08:37,767 --> 00:08:41,203 I think she even wanted to share it at school today during her "share"thing. 117 00:08:41,270 --> 00:08:43,329 Other kids are sharing, like, their dolls... 118 00:08:43,406 --> 00:08:47,399 and mine's sharing that her dad's getting her name tattooed. 119 00:08:47,476 --> 00:08:50,775 #Destination unknown # 120 00:08:50,846 --> 00:08:53,747 #Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby Soho # 121 00:08:53,816 --> 00:08:56,649 #Destination unknown # 122 00:08:56,719 --> 00:08:59,586 #Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby Soho # 123 00:08:59,655 --> 00:09:02,283 #He's singing # 124 00:09:02,358 --> 00:09:06,055 #And she's there to lend a hand # 125 00:09:06,128 --> 00:09:09,928 #He's seen his name on the marquee, but she will never understand # 126 00:09:09,999 --> 00:09:12,866 I think a lot of the guys in the scene are feeling the same way. 127 00:09:12,935 --> 00:09:17,963 Before, I think, when we were younger, we were all very nihilistic and didn't care. Live for today, live fast. 128 00:09:18,040 --> 00:09:20,099 You know, uh, do whatever you want. 129 00:09:20,176 --> 00:09:23,043 I don't think any of these guys expected to be around this long. 130 00:09:23,112 --> 00:09:26,411 #Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby Soho # 131 00:09:32,421 --> 00:09:34,889 Beautiful. Baby Kate. 132 00:09:34,957 --> 00:09:36,788 I'm stoked. 133 00:09:40,229 --> 00:09:43,255 We grew up at a... during a different time. 134 00:09:43,332 --> 00:09:44,924 We were kinda left to our own devices. 135 00:09:45,001 --> 00:09:46,730 I didn't have a male role model. 136 00:09:46,802 --> 00:09:50,294 Male role models in my life were my dad, who left, right? 137 00:09:50,373 --> 00:09:52,238 Didn't-Didn't pay child support. 138 00:09:52,308 --> 00:09:56,108 Didn't, um, own up to his responsibilities. 139 00:09:56,178 --> 00:09:58,078 I used to have to salute him. 140 00:09:58,147 --> 00:10:01,139 "Jack Grisham reporting for inspection, sir," when he got home. 141 00:10:01,217 --> 00:10:05,745 My dad once told me, uh, if I ever get my ears pierced, he'd yank 'em out. 142 00:10:05,821 --> 00:10:07,812 My dad hated me. He hated me. 143 00:10:07,890 --> 00:10:10,859 I don't know what it is, but your thinking changes. 144 00:10:10,926 --> 00:10:15,625 You're that guy that tied a screw out of your neck, and you become Ward Cleaver. 145 00:10:15,698 --> 00:10:17,290 And Ward Cleaver's a prick. 146 00:10:17,366 --> 00:10:20,233 You march right back upstairs, young man, and put on a clean shirt. 147 00:10:21,303 --> 00:10:25,262 All right, homie, I think we're gonna get ready and go to dinner. You got your stuff? 148 00:10:25,341 --> 00:10:28,606 I was doing my chores and I was washing my dad's truck, 149 00:10:28,678 --> 00:10:31,306 and I was listening to a Descendents's song, and he walked out. 150 00:10:31,380 --> 00:10:33,143 It was a song called "Parents. " 151 00:10:33,215 --> 00:10:36,946 And, uh, the, uh... the hook of the song is... 152 00:10:37,019 --> 00:10:41,285 "Parents, why won't they shut up? Parents, they're so f'ed up. " 153 00:10:41,357 --> 00:10:45,191 And, uh, he walked out right when that was playing, didn't like that song. 154 00:10:45,261 --> 00:10:47,024 And I remember he ejected the cassette... 155 00:10:47,096 --> 00:10:51,032 and took it and threw it in the bucket of water I was washing his car with. 156 00:10:52,768 --> 00:10:55,464 # Shit, piss, fuck, cunt, cocksucker, motherfucker # 157 00:10:55,538 --> 00:10:58,302 #Tits, fart, dirty twat # 158 00:10:58,374 --> 00:11:01,343 # Shit, piss, fuck, cunt, cocksucker, motherfucker # 159 00:11:01,410 --> 00:11:03,469 #Tits, fart, dirty twat # 160 00:11:03,546 --> 00:11:05,946 I mean, punk rock, in general, is really nihilistic. 161 00:11:06,015 --> 00:11:07,676 It was just about doing whatever you want. 162 00:11:07,750 --> 00:11:10,651 And usually whatever you want meant causing a lot of trouble... 163 00:11:10,720 --> 00:11:13,382 and doing everything that your parents didn't want you to do. 164 00:11:13,456 --> 00:11:15,356 #Tits, fart, dirty twat # 165 00:11:15,424 --> 00:11:18,052 # I fucked your mom ## 166 00:11:20,563 --> 00:11:25,330 Thank you. Thank you so very, very much. 167 00:11:25,401 --> 00:11:31,636 How did we go from rebelling against your own parents to become parents ourselves? 168 00:11:39,048 --> 00:11:42,484 I just remember going out on the blacktop in kindergarten the first time... 169 00:11:42,551 --> 00:11:45,782 and just having all those kids look at me like, "There's something wrong with you," 170 00:11:45,855 --> 00:11:47,618 and, like, looking at me strange. 171 00:11:49,091 --> 00:11:52,060 And this one guy looked at me and said, "Oh, yeah. You do that. 172 00:11:52,128 --> 00:11:55,154 You make that funny face and we'll go scare the girls. " 173 00:11:55,231 --> 00:11:56,698 I was born totally cross-eyed. 174 00:11:59,502 --> 00:12:03,871 So it'd be like someone who's like with irregular faces scaring kids. 175 00:12:03,939 --> 00:12:05,873 It, you know, had a weird effect on me. 176 00:12:05,941 --> 00:12:09,741 From an early age, I started acting out and acting like a total freak... 177 00:12:09,812 --> 00:12:12,474 just to have people look past my eye condition. 178 00:12:12,548 --> 00:12:15,676 And so right when I entered junior high and I was getting in trouble all the time, 179 00:12:15,751 --> 00:12:21,246 it was right then when this big musical bomb dropped on the cultural landscape... 180 00:12:21,323 --> 00:12:23,086 and altered music forever. 181 00:12:34,069 --> 00:12:36,435 I was 12 years old in 1977. 182 00:12:36,505 --> 00:12:38,996 It was a really important time for me musically, 183 00:12:39,074 --> 00:12:43,135 because that's really when music becomes a huge part of your life. 184 00:12:43,212 --> 00:12:47,478 I started playing with Fear, I guess in 1980 or 1981? 185 00:12:47,550 --> 00:12:50,713 Punk rock had already been going for, like, three or four years or something. 186 00:12:50,786 --> 00:12:53,721 You have to be the perfect stereotypical California teenager. 187 00:12:53,789 --> 00:12:57,555 And if that's not you, you better stand out in some way or else you're a loser. 188 00:12:57,626 --> 00:13:00,356 So, like, for me, it was, like, well, I better find something. 189 00:13:00,429 --> 00:13:03,489 Thank God I got the guitar and started playing it. 190 00:13:12,842 --> 00:13:14,503 I think the L.A. Scene... 191 00:13:14,577 --> 00:13:18,536 I think it was less about fashion than New York or London. 192 00:13:18,614 --> 00:13:20,946 L.A. 's a funny city, you know. 193 00:13:21,016 --> 00:13:25,953 It's just a big, sprawling thing, and people get really lonely here. 194 00:13:26,021 --> 00:13:30,822 L.A. Was more like these kind oflike... 195 00:13:30,893 --> 00:13:34,624 desolate people, kind of desperate people, all kind of coming together. 196 00:13:34,697 --> 00:13:36,631 It was a real feeling of bonding. 197 00:13:36,699 --> 00:13:40,499 And a real feeling of community. And a real feeling of belonging. 198 00:13:44,640 --> 00:13:47,837 #I love livin'in the city # 199 00:13:49,778 --> 00:13:52,838 #I love livin'in the city # 200 00:13:56,819 --> 00:13:59,652 #My house smells just like the zoo # 201 00:13:59,722 --> 00:14:02,748 #It's chock full of shit and puke # 202 00:14:02,825 --> 00:14:05,316 Punk rock, when it started, there weren't so many of us. 203 00:14:05,394 --> 00:14:08,420 So when you were driving down the street, if you saw somebody with purple hair, 204 00:14:08,497 --> 00:14:10,590 you'd pull over and go, "Hey, what are you into, man?" 205 00:14:10,666 --> 00:14:14,261 And it was that instant kinship which was really cool. 206 00:14:14,336 --> 00:14:17,635 It wasn't cool to be a punk rocker. Like you walk down the street, people yelled at you. 207 00:14:17,706 --> 00:14:20,436 They made fun of you. They beat you up. They threw shit at you. 208 00:14:20,509 --> 00:14:24,570 You can't look like you're fitting in to society if you don't want to fit in society. 209 00:14:24,647 --> 00:14:27,343 I used to get beat up every day for having green hair. 210 00:14:27,416 --> 00:14:31,375 And it was a bunch of misfits who all came from the same kind ofbackground. 211 00:14:31,453 --> 00:14:33,148 And you felt like you fit in finally. 212 00:14:33,222 --> 00:14:38,353 You were, like, "Whoa! Where the fuck did this come from? Why didn't I find this last year?" 213 00:14:40,596 --> 00:14:44,362 Here's this group of people that will definitely accept me, no matter how screwed up I am. 214 00:14:44,433 --> 00:14:47,664 And, you know, that was a feeling they couldn't get at home, they couldn't get anywhere else. 215 00:14:47,736 --> 00:14:52,366 And it was important to find that in life, or else you just feel cast out. 216 00:15:00,149 --> 00:15:04,108 I think in Hermosa Beach back then, it was a very strange place to grow up. 217 00:15:04,186 --> 00:15:08,646 Even though we're at the beach and everything's nice and it's clean and with everything we could possibly want, 218 00:15:08,724 --> 00:15:11,625 the underbelly of it all is rotting. 219 00:15:19,168 --> 00:15:23,935 You had this huge military defense complex surrounding you. 220 00:15:24,006 --> 00:15:29,740 You realized that your mom worked for Air Research and your dad worked for TRWworking on satellites. 221 00:15:29,812 --> 00:15:33,839 All these things you read about in the paper are being built, you know, two blocks from your house. 222 00:15:33,916 --> 00:15:37,044 The attacks slashed at North Vietnam with renewed fury. 223 00:15:37,119 --> 00:15:41,055 In our generation, our first images of politicians... 224 00:15:41,123 --> 00:15:43,023 was President Nixon resigning. 225 00:15:43,092 --> 00:15:46,084 I shall resign the presidency effective at noon tomorrow. 226 00:15:46,161 --> 00:15:49,324 You had this spiraling divorce rate in the '70s. 227 00:15:49,398 --> 00:15:53,027 So a lot of broken homes, a lot of anger that couldn't be expressed anywhere else. 228 00:15:53,102 --> 00:15:58,631 It was supposed to be Ozzie and Harriet and the Nelson family, and the perfect little family. 229 00:15:58,707 --> 00:16:02,734 But Vietnam and Nixon and all that came along and ruined it. 230 00:16:02,811 --> 00:16:06,076 It's almost like you're promised the American dream, and you got the nightmare. 231 00:16:06,148 --> 00:16:07,809 But in reality, what can people do? 232 00:16:07,883 --> 00:16:09,976 Do you go throw rocks at windows or do you... 233 00:16:10,052 --> 00:16:13,715 A lot of people decided to play music that sounded like a rock going through a window. 234 00:16:15,824 --> 00:16:18,850 It was like a powder keg ready to explode, and it did. 235 00:16:18,927 --> 00:16:22,192 In all of L.A., a lot of really influential bands came from this area, 236 00:16:22,264 --> 00:16:26,928 but three of the biggest... Black Flag, CircleJerks and Descendents... came from one tiny town. 237 00:16:27,002 --> 00:16:28,833 And you'd see these guys walking around. 238 00:16:28,904 --> 00:16:33,739 But you'd also see their flyers, and they had these really, really aggressive, really dark flyers... 239 00:16:33,809 --> 00:16:37,176 from Raymond Pettibon, that were really subversive. 240 00:16:37,246 --> 00:16:39,806 A lot of them had pretty hard core images on them... 241 00:16:39,882 --> 00:16:44,512 that were against everything in society that we supposedly hold dear... religion, politics. 242 00:16:47,089 --> 00:16:49,114 #Die young # 243 00:16:49,191 --> 00:16:51,352 #Live fast, die young ## 244 00:16:51,427 --> 00:16:54,362 I was part of the Black Flag fan club. 245 00:16:54,430 --> 00:16:57,331 I remember bringing home Jealous Again, the yellow album. 246 00:16:57,399 --> 00:17:01,836 That was the best music I'd ever heard in my life, but especially the voice. 247 00:17:01,904 --> 00:17:03,929 Ron had a very expressive voice. 248 00:17:04,006 --> 00:17:10,241 For me, even to this day, it's the most explosive, genuine, raw album there is. 249 00:17:10,312 --> 00:17:12,405 # I don't care what you think # 250 00:17:12,481 --> 00:17:15,006 #I don't care what you think # 251 00:17:16,718 --> 00:17:19,186 #I don't care what you say # 252 00:17:22,024 --> 00:17:24,390 That was exactly it... "I don't care what you think. " 253 00:17:24,460 --> 00:17:26,928 And I felt that way so deeply. 254 00:17:26,995 --> 00:17:28,792 Like, I don't care what you think. 255 00:17:28,864 --> 00:17:31,628 And to hear that just come right out of those speakers, 256 00:17:31,700 --> 00:17:33,224 it was just like, yeah! 257 00:17:33,302 --> 00:17:35,293 #No, no, no, no, no values # 258 00:17:35,370 --> 00:17:37,895 #No, no, no values ## 259 00:17:39,575 --> 00:17:42,669 I rented a place in this place called The Church. 260 00:17:42,744 --> 00:17:47,738 And it became kind of the mecca for the South Bay punk rock scene... 261 00:17:47,816 --> 00:17:49,807 that emerged in my living room. 262 00:17:54,857 --> 00:17:58,725 When I was about 15 years old, this guy hired me and my friend to work here. 263 00:17:58,794 --> 00:18:02,355 And it was across the street from The Church. 264 00:18:02,431 --> 00:18:05,161 In fact, that's why I took the job. I really didn't want to work at all. 265 00:18:06,869 --> 00:18:11,738 It was huge for me. It was like a little kid having Led Zeppelin living across the street. 266 00:18:11,807 --> 00:18:15,504 So we kind of created this scene out of, like, our rehearsal space. 267 00:18:15,577 --> 00:18:17,511 Everybody was doing everything that you can imagine. 268 00:18:38,901 --> 00:18:42,234 #I was a fuck-up ## That's the one difference from the New York scene... 269 00:18:42,304 --> 00:18:44,204 and the London scene that I saw a lot. 270 00:18:44,273 --> 00:18:47,936 I mean, yeah, they were violent there, but in California it was super violent. 271 00:18:48,010 --> 00:18:54,006 - #I was out of my head # - Black Flag always made me want to go out and drink beer and smash stuff up. 272 00:18:54,082 --> 00:18:58,212 Like, it scared me, but it also gave me like a boner at the same time, you know what I mean? 273 00:18:58,287 --> 00:19:00,346 Just the troublemaking is what attracted me. 274 00:19:00,422 --> 00:19:02,117 #I was so jacked up I was so drunk up # 275 00:19:02,191 --> 00:19:04,989 #I was so knocked out I was out of my head # 276 00:19:05,060 --> 00:19:10,965 #I was so wasted I was wasted ## 277 00:19:12,267 --> 00:19:15,202 And I went to go see, like, Black Flag, and it was really violent. 278 00:19:15,270 --> 00:19:18,262 And people were getting beat up for having the wrong hair. 279 00:19:18,340 --> 00:19:21,537 And I mean beat up, not just like punched. I mean, like, hospitalized. 280 00:19:21,610 --> 00:19:26,206 And, like, constant. It was, like, ambulances taking people away from shows all the time. 281 00:19:31,286 --> 00:19:33,220 We had a lot of friends die along the way. 282 00:19:33,288 --> 00:19:36,724 Some died of an overdose, lot of psychological problems. 283 00:19:36,792 --> 00:19:41,559 So, you know, and obviously, um, the bass player for our band died later on. 284 00:19:41,630 --> 00:19:45,532 And, you know, you saw that happening all the time. So it was like... 285 00:19:46,935 --> 00:19:49,335 We knew the dangers were there. 286 00:19:51,573 --> 00:19:54,371 And that's what a lot of our songs became about, you know... 287 00:19:54,443 --> 00:19:59,881 is, uh, you know, living every day like it's your last, because it could be. 288 00:20:05,754 --> 00:20:07,915 It was angry. It was... 289 00:20:07,990 --> 00:20:12,654 The lyrics spoke to me. The music was loud and abrasive and fast. 290 00:20:12,728 --> 00:20:15,959 The people that I went to school with hated it. They hated me, I hated them. 291 00:20:16,031 --> 00:20:18,727 It was perfect. It was beautiful. 292 00:20:18,800 --> 00:20:21,530 It was beautiful. It was everything I needed. 293 00:20:21,603 --> 00:20:26,199 # Whoa, oh, oh, oh # 294 00:20:27,342 --> 00:20:31,472 # Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh # 295 00:20:32,481 --> 00:20:37,180 # Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh # 296 00:20:37,252 --> 00:20:42,713 # Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ## 297 00:20:42,791 --> 00:20:44,656 I thought we were gonna change the world. 298 00:20:51,233 --> 00:20:53,531 The whole thing boggles the mind. It's, like, I don't know. 299 00:20:53,602 --> 00:20:57,003 You might say, hey, maybe punk rock was never meant to grow up. 300 00:20:57,072 --> 00:20:59,802 But it did. So too bad. 301 00:20:59,875 --> 00:21:03,641 You know, it's like we're in uncharted territory, you know. 302 00:21:09,751 --> 00:21:14,484 #Happy birthday, dear Brighton # 303 00:21:14,556 --> 00:21:19,050 # Happy birthday to you ## 304 00:21:23,165 --> 00:21:25,258 Hey, don't get so excited, Brighton. 305 00:21:25,334 --> 00:21:28,770 That's it, darling. You can do it. 306 00:21:28,837 --> 00:21:34,707 You can do it. Yay! Yes! 307 00:21:36,178 --> 00:21:40,512 #We are not men We are DEVO # 308 00:21:40,582 --> 00:21:42,140 # D-E-V-O # 309 00:21:42,217 --> 00:21:44,344 # Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba # 310 00:21:44,419 --> 00:21:50,289 It's tough to be a punk rock hero and still be a good authority figure for your kids. It's almost impossible. 311 00:21:52,828 --> 00:21:56,491 When my wife and I decided to have a kid, we made kind of a pact. 312 00:21:56,565 --> 00:21:59,033 Said we're not gonna change our life. 313 00:21:59,101 --> 00:22:03,037 We'll have a good time with the kid. We'll bring this child into our life. 314 00:22:03,105 --> 00:22:07,041 But we're not gonna be... We're not changing. 315 00:22:07,109 --> 00:22:09,304 It pretty much changes everything. 316 00:22:09,378 --> 00:22:10,868 I get up a lot earlier now. 317 00:22:10,946 --> 00:22:14,245 #I never thought about the universe It made me feel small # 318 00:22:14,316 --> 00:22:17,808 #Never thought about the problems of this planet at all # 319 00:22:17,886 --> 00:22:19,410 #Global warming # 320 00:22:20,922 --> 00:22:22,583 I know you're tired. 321 00:22:23,925 --> 00:22:25,722 'Cause it's early. 322 00:22:29,398 --> 00:22:32,731 Can I carry you there? 323 00:22:32,801 --> 00:22:34,496 Yeah, I'll carry you. 324 00:22:36,004 --> 00:22:37,232 You're welcome. 325 00:22:37,305 --> 00:22:40,240 # Why think of all the bad things when life is so good? # 326 00:22:40,308 --> 00:22:43,505 # Why help with an "am" when there's always a "could"? # 327 00:22:43,578 --> 00:22:46,445 #Let the whales worry about the poisons in the sea # 328 00:22:46,515 --> 00:22:49,780 #Outside of California, it's foreign policy # 329 00:22:49,851 --> 00:22:53,014 #I don't want changes I have no reactions # 330 00:22:53,088 --> 00:22:56,421 # Your dilemmas are my distractions # 331 00:22:56,491 --> 00:22:59,824 # That's no way to go, Franco Un-American # 332 00:22:59,895 --> 00:23:02,762 #No way to go, Franco Un-American # 333 00:23:02,831 --> 00:23:05,994 #No way to go, Franco Un-American # 334 00:23:06,067 --> 00:23:09,298 #No way to go, Franco Franco Un-American ## 335 00:23:12,407 --> 00:23:15,342 Got to wait for the toast. 336 00:23:15,410 --> 00:23:18,402 There's no gettin' around that. 337 00:23:50,445 --> 00:23:52,242 There you go, buddy. 338 00:23:56,485 --> 00:23:58,146 # That's no way to go, Franco Un-American # 339 00:23:58,220 --> 00:24:02,589 Our drug use and our sexual perversities... 340 00:24:02,657 --> 00:24:04,887 you know, it's all out there for the public to see. 341 00:24:04,960 --> 00:24:08,191 The two dominatrices on my arm? 342 00:24:08,263 --> 00:24:12,063 The one tied up with the ball gag? I don't know. How do you explain that to a four-year-old? 343 00:24:12,133 --> 00:24:15,364 #Or hang down low with the nice Australians # 344 00:24:15,437 --> 00:24:17,234 #I don't want to be another I- don't-care-ican # 345 00:24:17,305 --> 00:24:18,602 Never. 346 00:24:18,673 --> 00:24:20,732 Never. 347 00:24:20,809 --> 00:24:22,674 #Franco Un-American ## 348 00:24:22,744 --> 00:24:25,144 One bite. 349 00:24:25,213 --> 00:24:27,272 Never. Never. 350 00:24:27,349 --> 00:24:30,182 You will never get a bite. 351 00:24:32,220 --> 00:24:34,120 I think that when you're in a band, 352 00:24:34,189 --> 00:24:36,680 it extends your adolescence through the rest of your life. 353 00:24:39,461 --> 00:24:41,588 The cool thing about what I do for a living... 354 00:24:41,663 --> 00:24:46,396 is that the expectation of me as a father is so fucking low. 355 00:24:53,208 --> 00:24:56,143 I play in a band, and a punk rock band, 356 00:24:56,211 --> 00:25:00,841 and, you know, people see videos and we're running around naked and we're cursing or whatever. 357 00:25:00,916 --> 00:25:04,818 The expectations of me as a parent is flat. 358 00:25:04,886 --> 00:25:06,410 The bar couldn't be any lower. 359 00:25:06,488 --> 00:25:10,549 Because I play in a band, people think that I'm just gonna be this, you know... 360 00:25:10,625 --> 00:25:13,685 I guess, stumble in drunk... 361 00:25:13,762 --> 00:25:16,060 To kindergarten graduation with a cigarette and a hooker. 362 00:25:16,131 --> 00:25:20,329 Um, this is my son Keegan. He is almost eight. 363 00:25:20,402 --> 00:25:23,428 Um, this is Spencer. He's 10. Hi. 364 00:25:23,505 --> 00:25:26,531 And this is Kady, who is nine months old. 365 00:25:26,608 --> 00:25:28,974 Oh, no! 366 00:25:31,112 --> 00:25:32,136 Whoo! 367 00:25:32,213 --> 00:25:35,080 Skaters themselves identified with the punk rock movement. 368 00:25:35,150 --> 00:25:36,640 #Go # 369 00:25:40,722 --> 00:25:46,126 Do it yourself and doing things that are different that maybe the mainstream didn't accept as well. 370 00:25:46,194 --> 00:25:50,756 Um, and it just forced... I don't know, there was a synergy that was pretty obvious... 371 00:25:50,832 --> 00:25:53,995 that-that most of the skaters identify with punk rock. 372 00:25:54,069 --> 00:25:57,061 Bye, Kady. Bye. #Kids in a fast lane livin'for today # 373 00:25:57,138 --> 00:25:59,834 #No rules to abide by and no one to obey # 374 00:26:02,844 --> 00:26:07,008 It is hard to be home and to turn that element off. 375 00:26:07,082 --> 00:26:09,812 It's the biggest challenge of my life, for sure. 376 00:26:09,884 --> 00:26:12,352 #Kids of the black hole ## 377 00:26:13,421 --> 00:26:15,150 Hot on your trail. 378 00:26:24,165 --> 00:26:26,827 I wondered when you were gonna do that. 379 00:26:26,901 --> 00:26:28,596 I thought you were gonna do a fakie. 380 00:26:28,670 --> 00:26:31,798 # Wheels on the bus go round and round # 381 00:26:31,873 --> 00:26:34,933 # Round and round Round and round # 382 00:26:35,010 --> 00:26:38,377 #The wheels on the bus go round and round # 383 00:26:38,446 --> 00:26:41,847 #All through the town ## 384 00:26:41,916 --> 00:26:45,647 I grew up in a family full of yellers, you know. 385 00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:49,986 So people screaming and chaos going on, I feel right at home in it. 386 00:26:50,058 --> 00:26:54,119 Whereas it makes my partners crazy. 387 00:26:54,195 --> 00:26:56,356 And I'm... I-I have to... 388 00:26:56,431 --> 00:27:00,629 I've really worked on myself with anger management to not be as much of a yeller. 389 00:27:00,702 --> 00:27:02,465 I try to save that for stage. 390 00:27:02,537 --> 00:27:06,906 #Yeah, whoo, ohh, ohh # 391 00:27:06,975 --> 00:27:09,637 #Yeah, yeah # 392 00:27:09,711 --> 00:27:11,008 # Whoo, ohh, ohh # 393 00:27:11,079 --> 00:27:15,072 I got a little girl, Natalie, that is 21 months. 394 00:27:15,150 --> 00:27:17,846 And I got a son on the way right when I get off tour. 395 00:27:17,919 --> 00:27:20,752 # Yeah, yeah # 396 00:27:20,822 --> 00:27:22,983 Oh, shit. 397 00:27:23,058 --> 00:27:26,255 Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry. You're okay. 398 00:27:26,327 --> 00:27:28,386 You're okay. You slipped out of my hand. You're all right. 399 00:27:28,463 --> 00:27:31,023 I know. You're okay. 400 00:27:32,867 --> 00:27:35,631 Look... Ah, that really hurt you. You're smiling. 401 00:27:35,704 --> 00:27:37,467 Ah. 402 00:27:37,539 --> 00:27:39,302 Yeah, all daddies mess up. 403 00:27:40,475 --> 00:27:41,669 Daddy! 404 00:27:44,579 --> 00:27:46,570 Oh, I mean, shoot! Shoot! 405 00:27:48,216 --> 00:27:49,649 Shoot. Shoot. 406 00:27:49,718 --> 00:27:51,583 Shoot. 407 00:27:51,653 --> 00:27:54,451 The other day I was driving my son and his friend, 408 00:27:54,522 --> 00:27:56,717 and they were in the car seats in the back. 409 00:27:56,791 --> 00:27:59,225 Jack turned to his friend and said, "You know those bad words?" 410 00:27:59,294 --> 00:28:00,989 His friend said, "What do you mean?" 411 00:28:01,062 --> 00:28:05,123 He said, "Well, words like hate and shit and fuck and fucking... 412 00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:07,464 and fuck you and shut up... 413 00:28:07,535 --> 00:28:09,560 you're not supposed to say those things. " 414 00:28:09,637 --> 00:28:13,573 And I just smiled like, that's my kid. 415 00:28:13,641 --> 00:28:17,099 Like, it's all good. 416 00:28:17,178 --> 00:28:18,509 Stop! 417 00:28:18,580 --> 00:28:21,572 It never dawned on my that at one point I'd be a father... 418 00:28:21,649 --> 00:28:26,985 and have to buy the clean version of my albums to play in the car. 419 00:28:27,055 --> 00:28:30,218 Um, yeah. That's a pickle. 420 00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:37,796 There's certain words that we try not to encourage her to be a part ofher vocabulary. 421 00:28:37,866 --> 00:28:40,198 Those words will inevitably become a part of her vocabulary for sure, 422 00:28:40,268 --> 00:28:44,830 but in the interim, we can at least do our best to, you know... 423 00:28:44,906 --> 00:28:48,967 I don't know, put your finger in the dike and hope that it holds for a while. 424 00:28:49,043 --> 00:28:53,070 How am I supposed to shelter the F-word? 425 00:28:54,149 --> 00:28:57,641 Okay, let's cross this way. Wait, wait. Aren't we gonna do the corner? 426 00:28:57,719 --> 00:29:00,950 Yeah. No, we're goin' straight then across. 427 00:29:01,022 --> 00:29:04,150 Teaching my kids to do the right thing is incredibly difficult. 428 00:29:04,225 --> 00:29:07,820 Hey, Brighton, what did I say? 429 00:29:07,896 --> 00:29:10,558 Okay, Kate, you know how to use your brakes. Yeah. 430 00:29:10,632 --> 00:29:13,965 Okay. Those are very important. 431 00:29:15,036 --> 00:29:19,564 Hey, Brighton Rose, what's that all about? 432 00:29:19,641 --> 00:29:21,575 I said we're going diagonal. 433 00:29:21,643 --> 00:29:25,079 Okay. Well, I'm not sure if that was cool. 434 00:29:39,527 --> 00:29:41,859 #Can't buy you a Cadillac, a diamond ring # 435 00:29:41,930 --> 00:29:44,524 # There's no dough in the ghetto # 436 00:29:44,599 --> 00:29:46,794 #A 9:00 to 9:00 Got a barmy life # 437 00:29:46,868 --> 00:29:48,768 #And I broke all the windows # 438 00:29:48,837 --> 00:29:51,965 I don't want to be one of those guys where you're... 439 00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:57,034 pointing the hose at the kids goin', "Get the hell off my yard. " No way. 440 00:29:57,111 --> 00:29:59,841 # We're gonna run, run, run ## 441 00:29:59,914 --> 00:30:02,041 I try to be a good dad. 442 00:30:02,116 --> 00:30:05,711 Fake seat belt. 443 00:30:05,787 --> 00:30:07,880 Still a rebel. 444 00:30:11,526 --> 00:30:14,461 How about this one? The pink one? 445 00:30:16,431 --> 00:30:18,490 I don't see that pink one. Oh. 446 00:30:20,802 --> 00:30:25,466 Oh, how about this one? This one's like cool hearts and skulls. Look. Hey. 447 00:30:32,881 --> 00:30:34,781 Yeah, let's take my van. 448 00:30:39,654 --> 00:30:41,178 It's cold. 449 00:30:42,190 --> 00:30:43,680 Listen to this. 450 00:30:43,758 --> 00:30:47,956 Ohh! I farted. 451 00:30:48,029 --> 00:30:50,691 Now it's gonna be real stinky in here. 452 00:30:55,136 --> 00:30:57,536 That was a good one. 453 00:30:57,605 --> 00:30:59,539 Oh, she's in a hoity-toity private school. 454 00:30:59,607 --> 00:31:02,041 You can jump from there. Go. 455 00:31:02,110 --> 00:31:06,774 Uh, I don't know, we hang out with her friends'parents, and you know, they're nice enough to us. 456 00:31:09,117 --> 00:31:11,984 They're just all so boring though. Wow! 457 00:31:12,053 --> 00:31:13,884 Hey, wait up, man. 458 00:31:13,955 --> 00:31:16,719 Like, really? That's your... That's the story you're gonna tell me? That was it? 459 00:31:16,791 --> 00:31:20,056 Wow. That was your story. Boy. 460 00:31:20,128 --> 00:31:23,222 Morning. See you later. 461 00:31:27,702 --> 00:31:29,567 I went to volunteer at the school one time. 462 00:31:29,637 --> 00:31:35,507 I went up to the school for something and had no idea I was wearing a shirt that said, "Fuck the police" on it. 463 00:31:35,576 --> 00:31:37,567 Like I was just that clueless. 464 00:31:37,645 --> 00:31:39,078 Um, that was embarrassing. 465 00:31:39,147 --> 00:31:42,116 That definitely was kinda like a "What are you doing, Dad? 466 00:31:42,183 --> 00:31:45,675 You're in the principal's office with a shirt with profanity. " 467 00:31:45,753 --> 00:31:48,221 One, two, three, one, two, three. 468 00:31:52,593 --> 00:31:56,188 I remember one time I was in a ballet class. I was like 12 or 13. 469 00:31:56,264 --> 00:32:00,701 We're like going through our class, and one girl went to go to the bathroom or something, 470 00:32:00,768 --> 00:32:03,760 and she came back and she was like, "Elizabeth"... that was my teacher's name... 471 00:32:03,838 --> 00:32:07,103 She was like, "Elizabeth, there's this really weird guy in the hall. I'm really freaked out. " 472 00:32:07,175 --> 00:32:10,406 And everyone looked out and my dad... I think he had a Mohawk or something. 473 00:32:10,478 --> 00:32:12,878 Was wearing like bondage pants and everyone was like, 474 00:32:12,947 --> 00:32:14,608 "Oh, my God. It's okay. Just stay in there. " 475 00:32:14,682 --> 00:32:16,479 I look and I was like, "Oh, fuck. It's my dad. " 476 00:32:24,692 --> 00:32:27,160 You know, sometimes you think about, like, you know, 477 00:32:27,228 --> 00:32:30,823 "Oh, shit. Should I have tattooed my forehead?" You know. 478 00:32:34,102 --> 00:32:35,694 Park. 479 00:32:35,770 --> 00:32:38,068 We better get there before they shut it down. 480 00:32:38,139 --> 00:32:40,573 But, you know, that lasts about two seconds. 481 00:32:40,641 --> 00:32:42,734 Because, to be honest, I am who I am. 482 00:32:42,810 --> 00:32:48,271 And hopefully, I will instill in my son that you respect people on their merit, 483 00:32:48,349 --> 00:32:49,907 not on the way that they look. 484 00:32:49,984 --> 00:32:53,511 #Said, who would've thought the dreams come true? # 485 00:32:53,588 --> 00:32:56,216 #And who would've thought I ended up with you? # 486 00:32:56,290 --> 00:32:59,157 What's working is that I live in San Francisco. 487 00:32:59,227 --> 00:33:03,664 So you got to basically be naked on fire before somebody's even going to bat an eye at you. 488 00:33:03,731 --> 00:33:07,497 So, I mean, I'm stoked. 489 00:33:08,569 --> 00:33:12,505 What are you doing? And I'm pretty sure there's a lot more open-minded people here. 490 00:33:12,573 --> 00:33:16,873 It's not like I'm in, uh, Little Rock, Arkansas, right now. 491 00:33:18,279 --> 00:33:20,304 Hey, you guys want to know how to clear out a park? 492 00:33:20,381 --> 00:33:22,076 That sounds great, yeah. 493 00:33:22,150 --> 00:33:23,811 Bring the punker... Turn on the camera. 494 00:33:23,885 --> 00:33:26,183 Yeah, bring a punker and the camera. 495 00:33:26,254 --> 00:33:29,985 Get this place to ourselves. High five, pal. High five. 496 00:33:31,426 --> 00:33:33,621 Let's go. Come on. Let's go down the slide. 497 00:33:34,662 --> 00:33:39,656 Lookin'like this, tryin'to raise a kid, that might be a little tougher, you know. 498 00:33:39,734 --> 00:33:40,758 Crazy. 499 00:33:42,103 --> 00:33:44,867 You don't want to do anything that's gonna... 500 00:33:44,939 --> 00:33:48,966 inhibit your child's progression in life. 501 00:33:49,043 --> 00:33:53,241 Because it's the most important thing in my life is this kid now. 502 00:33:53,314 --> 00:33:58,013 I kind of choose not to take on, like, could of, would of, should of, or what will be or whatever. 503 00:33:58,086 --> 00:34:00,179 I kind of just like try to stay in the moment. 504 00:34:00,254 --> 00:34:05,487 And, um, you know, if I can win over her family... 505 00:34:05,560 --> 00:34:08,654 I can win over a fucking school teacher. 506 00:34:10,298 --> 00:34:12,232 You know what I mean? So... 507 00:34:14,235 --> 00:34:15,600 Ohh! 508 00:34:18,906 --> 00:34:21,067 Look, he's eating a poo right in front of you. 509 00:34:21,142 --> 00:34:24,339 How's that taste, dog? Dude. 510 00:34:24,412 --> 00:34:27,643 This lady told me that any bad habits your dog has, 511 00:34:27,715 --> 00:34:31,014 it's actually your fault for not training him right. 512 00:34:31,085 --> 00:34:34,782 So, when he lays a turd, you put some Tabasco on it. 513 00:34:34,856 --> 00:34:40,089 I can imagine my neighbor looking over and seeing me putting Tabasco on a turd and wondering what the hell I'm doing. 514 00:34:40,161 --> 00:34:43,858 Poop's on. 515 00:34:43,931 --> 00:34:47,526 There you go. Try that on for size. See how you like that. 516 00:34:58,613 --> 00:35:02,743 Just the other day I was talking to my kid and I was saying something... 517 00:35:02,817 --> 00:35:05,650 and she looked at me and went like... 518 00:35:05,720 --> 00:35:08,018 And I could tell she had just turned off. 519 00:35:08,089 --> 00:35:12,549 You know, she wasn't listening to me anymore and, like, was giving me like a, "Oh, yeah, sure, Dad. " 520 00:35:12,627 --> 00:35:17,360 And right in the middle I go, "Don't give me that look. That's... I invented that look. " 521 00:35:22,837 --> 00:35:27,672 If you want... If you want to request a Pennywise song, you got to add a "fucking" in there. 522 00:35:27,742 --> 00:35:31,007 In the middle. Like "Every Single Fucking Day. " 523 00:35:31,078 --> 00:35:33,205 Or "Living for Fucking Today. " 524 00:35:33,281 --> 00:35:35,772 "Peaceful Fucking Day. " "Peaceful Fucking Day. " 525 00:35:35,850 --> 00:35:37,442 "My Own Fucking Country. " 526 00:35:37,518 --> 00:35:40,385 "My Own Fucking Way of Life. " "My Own Fucking Way of Life. " 527 00:35:40,454 --> 00:35:42,388 "Wouldn't It Be Fucking Nice?" 528 00:35:42,456 --> 00:35:45,323 You got... You got the fucking picture? 529 00:35:45,393 --> 00:35:47,725 Penny-fucking-wise. 530 00:35:52,900 --> 00:35:56,768 Emma, I'm not gonna warn you again, honey, okay? 531 00:35:56,837 --> 00:35:59,328 Then you're gonna stay home from Allison's. 532 00:36:00,675 --> 00:36:05,476 It's like you're supposed to be a, uh... a model citizen for your little kid... 533 00:36:05,546 --> 00:36:07,537 and show them the right thing to do. 534 00:36:07,615 --> 00:36:09,708 Whereas, you know, I'm the exact opposite of that. 535 00:36:11,652 --> 00:36:13,085 # Fuck 'em all ## 536 00:36:15,489 --> 00:36:20,119 In the beginning, I probably let her do what she wanted, but now I discipline her, for sure. 537 00:36:20,194 --> 00:36:24,062 I never hit her. I never spank her. I pinch her. 538 00:36:25,299 --> 00:36:27,267 Do you want one of these? 539 00:36:27,335 --> 00:36:29,860 Do you want one of these? No! 540 00:36:29,937 --> 00:36:33,566 I just give her, like, the little good pinch on her arm and she goes... 541 00:36:33,641 --> 00:36:36,701 'Cause I don't have the heart to smack her on her hands or her butt. 542 00:36:36,777 --> 00:36:42,079 But, like, I just figure I'll pinch her and she'll get the point, you know? 543 00:36:44,318 --> 00:36:48,015 Ready? #Twinkle # 544 00:36:48,089 --> 00:36:50,216 Hey, I just turned that off. 545 00:36:50,291 --> 00:36:53,089 Hey, I'm turning it off, okay? No. 546 00:36:57,098 --> 00:36:59,032 You know this one, right? 547 00:36:59,100 --> 00:37:01,330 Not all of it. 548 00:37:01,402 --> 00:37:03,836 Sing a part that you know. 549 00:37:03,904 --> 00:37:05,838 I don't know all of it. 550 00:37:07,508 --> 00:37:09,066 You know how it goes? 551 00:37:09,143 --> 00:37:12,579 I'll start it. # Now I'm standing on a... # 552 00:37:12,647 --> 00:37:14,547 # Rooftop # 553 00:37:14,615 --> 00:37:16,446 # Ready to fall # 554 00:37:16,517 --> 00:37:18,007 # I think I'm at the... # 555 00:37:18,085 --> 00:37:19,814 # Edge now # 556 00:37:19,887 --> 00:37:22,412 # But I could be... # #Wrong # 557 00:37:22,490 --> 00:37:23,855 # Now I'm standing on a... # 558 00:37:23,924 --> 00:37:25,619 That's all I know. That's all you know? 559 00:37:25,693 --> 00:37:26,751 # Ready # 560 00:37:26,827 --> 00:37:30,786 # I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall # 561 00:37:30,865 --> 00:37:34,164 # I think I'm at the edge now, but I could be wrong # 562 00:37:34,235 --> 00:37:39,605 # I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall # 563 00:37:39,674 --> 00:37:41,039 # Look out # 564 00:37:41,108 --> 00:37:43,975 # Now I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall # 565 00:37:44,045 --> 00:37:48,607 Now we have to put it in the oven. The oven? We're not putting this in the oven. 566 00:37:48,683 --> 00:37:50,742 I've never microwaved peanut butter before. 567 00:37:50,818 --> 00:37:53,378 What if it... explodes? 568 00:37:53,454 --> 00:37:55,684 You scared me. 569 00:37:55,756 --> 00:37:58,156 #... won't take me # 570 00:37:58,225 --> 00:38:01,319 # Heights don't phase me # 571 00:38:01,395 --> 00:38:04,159 # So take a step # 572 00:38:04,231 --> 00:38:09,032 # But don't look down Take a step # 573 00:38:09,103 --> 00:38:12,937 # I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall # 574 00:38:17,511 --> 00:38:20,071 I think Mom and Dad make the rules. 575 00:38:20,147 --> 00:38:22,342 I think that's how it goes. Right? 576 00:38:25,753 --> 00:38:27,687 You're in charge of your playhouse? Mm-hmm. 577 00:38:27,755 --> 00:38:28,813 Okay. 578 00:38:30,257 --> 00:38:33,385 How many playhouses do you have? Are you a playhouse tycoon? 579 00:38:34,995 --> 00:38:37,088 Right now, Boston! 580 00:38:37,164 --> 00:38:39,132 We got to take care of each other! 581 00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:42,135 We'll see you next time! Peace! 582 00:38:59,086 --> 00:39:01,145 Ron, can you show us where you live, please? 583 00:39:01,222 --> 00:39:05,750 You mean, like, specifically, like where I sleep? Yeah. 584 00:39:05,826 --> 00:39:08,556 Okay, well, this room is where I live. 585 00:39:11,132 --> 00:39:14,329 This is... This is a two-room apartment here, right? Yeah, this is a... 586 00:39:16,470 --> 00:39:19,405 I can't rent a house because I owe the gas company money. 587 00:39:19,473 --> 00:39:23,375 I owe the electrical company money. I owe the telephone company money. 588 00:39:23,444 --> 00:39:26,811 So I can't rent a house under my name. 589 00:39:26,881 --> 00:39:30,977 So I might as well live in a fucking closet for $ 16.00 a month, you know. 590 00:39:36,657 --> 00:39:39,785 I think what's happening is, like, with me, I'm noticing that actually... 591 00:39:39,860 --> 00:39:42,761 I've turned a little bit more into my dad... 592 00:39:43,464 --> 00:39:45,932 than I would have ever thought I would have. 593 00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:47,490 Let's go inside. 594 00:39:51,372 --> 00:39:54,933 Oh, no. Oh, no? What do you mean, oh, no? 595 00:39:55,009 --> 00:39:58,968 This is a great record. I wonder if they have the first Blondie record? 596 00:39:59,046 --> 00:40:00,479 Um... 597 00:40:00,548 --> 00:40:03,016 I would go for this one... Dirty Deeds... 598 00:40:03,083 --> 00:40:06,211 because it's got my favorite AC/DC song on it. It has my favorite. 599 00:40:06,287 --> 00:40:08,118 "Ride On. " It has "Rocker" on it. 600 00:40:08,189 --> 00:40:09,679 Okay, so there you go. 601 00:40:09,757 --> 00:40:11,520 This one has your dad on it. 602 00:40:11,592 --> 00:40:15,358 This was recorded in Hermosa Beach where we used to live. Where I used to live, of course. 603 00:40:15,429 --> 00:40:18,193 So, um, yeah, what a trip. 604 00:40:18,265 --> 00:40:24,261 Me and Jessica Mclntryre looked up you on Wikipedia and we found... 605 00:40:24,338 --> 00:40:26,363 a bunch of stuff. 606 00:40:26,440 --> 00:40:27,930 That's hilarious. 607 00:40:39,653 --> 00:40:41,245 When Di and I had kids, 608 00:40:41,322 --> 00:40:45,053 we tried hanging on to some of that, you know. 609 00:40:45,125 --> 00:40:50,085 Going out, going to gigs, getting a little bit wasted... 610 00:40:50,164 --> 00:40:55,158 and coming back and, like, you know, trying to breast-feed and change diapers. 611 00:40:55,236 --> 00:40:58,171 And it just... It doesn't work. 612 00:40:58,239 --> 00:41:00,901 And God bless anybody who's made it work. 613 00:41:00,975 --> 00:41:04,376 But for us, it was like, "This is not gonna work. " 614 00:41:04,445 --> 00:41:09,576 I don't know if it was a conscious thing. We didn't sit down one day and say, "Hey, let's not be punk rockers anymore. " 615 00:41:09,650 --> 00:41:14,451 But there was a definite, uh, switch in priorities as far as our life priorities. 616 00:41:14,522 --> 00:41:18,117 And it became more like, "Well, because, you know, I actually have to pay for these diapers. " 617 00:41:27,167 --> 00:41:29,567 #A guitar # 618 00:41:29,637 --> 00:41:32,538 #Collects dust like his heart # 619 00:41:32,606 --> 00:41:35,871 #Soundless and still # 620 00:41:35,943 --> 00:41:38,036 #A girl collapses on her bed # 621 00:41:38,112 --> 00:41:41,741 You get some kids and you realize they need to have their diapers changed, 622 00:41:41,815 --> 00:41:44,340 they need to go to the doctor, you need health insurance. 623 00:41:44,418 --> 00:41:48,115 And then you need a house for them and then you need clothes and you have a mortgage. 624 00:41:48,188 --> 00:41:52,056 And then all of a sudden the system that you are fighting against or trying to change, 625 00:41:52,126 --> 00:41:54,117 you become part of that system. 626 00:41:54,194 --> 00:41:59,154 # We walk alone with our troubled minds # 627 00:42:01,268 --> 00:42:03,532 #A guitar # 628 00:42:03,604 --> 00:42:05,094 #Strikes a chord # 629 00:42:05,172 --> 00:42:09,268 #Hits a misery so hard, so bold # 630 00:42:09,343 --> 00:42:13,712 Everybody who has high ideals at some point has a crisis, 631 00:42:13,781 --> 00:42:17,911 you know, when they have to actually get food on the table and take care of other people. 632 00:42:17,985 --> 00:42:22,513 No one joined Pennywise to make money. No one joined Rancid to make money. 633 00:42:22,590 --> 00:42:26,026 No one, uh... We didn't start the Vandals to make money. 634 00:42:26,093 --> 00:42:29,961 It kind of slowly became a job and what we did for a living. 635 00:42:30,030 --> 00:42:31,725 We're a working-class band. 636 00:42:31,799 --> 00:42:34,529 It's not like we have Learjets picking us up... 637 00:42:34,602 --> 00:42:37,969 or, you know, manservants doing stuff for us. 638 00:42:38,038 --> 00:42:41,269 Are you really supposed to make money from, uh... from rock music? 639 00:42:41,342 --> 00:42:45,870 Do you deserve an income from rock music, especially if you want to have kids too? 640 00:42:45,946 --> 00:42:49,404 Isn't rock music for the wild, rambling guy... 641 00:42:49,483 --> 00:42:52,646 who maybe has kids he doesn't know about in each town? 642 00:42:52,720 --> 00:42:56,588 And doesn't pay his taxes. And has a drug problem. 643 00:42:56,657 --> 00:43:00,218 And dies when he's 34, 35. 644 00:43:00,294 --> 00:43:03,593 #It's time to bring it back ## 645 00:43:05,132 --> 00:43:10,160 Your life goes through stages, and I don't think any of us when we started punk rock, 646 00:43:10,237 --> 00:43:14,037 uh, looked at punk rock as a career decision... 647 00:43:14,108 --> 00:43:17,669 with a long-term, uh, career path and a pension plan. 648 00:43:19,313 --> 00:43:24,046 It's funny in the punk scene, because, you know, I try to always instill that Pennywises, 649 00:43:24,118 --> 00:43:25,915 the Bad Religions, the NOFX's, 650 00:43:25,986 --> 00:43:29,513 the bands are starting to go on their 20, 25 years of existence. 651 00:43:29,590 --> 00:43:33,651 And it's not been that meteoric rise and fall of these bands. 652 00:43:33,727 --> 00:43:37,686 It's just been a steady... how do you make this a steady business? 653 00:43:37,831 --> 00:43:39,924 Oh, God, it's killing everybody, dude. 654 00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:42,127 How long do you think you can keep doing it... 655 00:43:42,202 --> 00:43:46,229 and, you know, supporting your kid and helping out with the... 656 00:43:46,306 --> 00:43:51,801 I mean, as far you want to count on record sales, it's over, man. 657 00:43:51,879 --> 00:43:53,369 I mean, right now it is. 658 00:43:53,447 --> 00:43:56,712 I mean, there's no way we're gonna make any money on record sales. 659 00:43:56,784 --> 00:44:00,720 For a long time, we stayed on an independent label, 660 00:44:00,788 --> 00:44:02,847 but it just... this last album... 661 00:44:02,923 --> 00:44:06,586 it just got to the point where that's not gonna be viable for us anymore. 662 00:44:06,660 --> 00:44:08,855 Everybody, it's Fletcher from Pennywise. 663 00:44:08,929 --> 00:44:11,227 I've been meaning to ask... the new record, 664 00:44:11,298 --> 00:44:13,732 it's been put out on Myspace for two weeks, right? 665 00:44:13,801 --> 00:44:17,464 You guys feel good about this new chapter in the Pennywise history? 666 00:44:17,538 --> 00:44:22,237 I mean, yeah. Obviously we've been on Epitaph for about 16 years or something like that. 667 00:44:22,309 --> 00:44:24,470 It's probably the greatest independent label in the world. 668 00:44:24,545 --> 00:44:29,039 Uh, like a family to us. And just can't say anything but good things about Epitaph. 669 00:44:29,116 --> 00:44:32,745 But with the way the music industry's been over the last couple of years, 670 00:44:32,820 --> 00:44:36,187 and people not buying records anymore and record stores closing, 671 00:44:36,256 --> 00:44:37,951 we just wanted to change it up a little bit. 672 00:44:38,025 --> 00:44:41,153 I've never judged them for it for one second, you know. 673 00:44:41,228 --> 00:44:45,460 I think a band... it's-it's difficult to make a living as a musician. 674 00:44:45,532 --> 00:44:48,092 And a band's gotta do what they gotta do to get paid out there. 675 00:44:48,168 --> 00:44:51,695 Something I read, put a lot of thought into, that entity is owned by... 676 00:44:51,772 --> 00:44:55,003 a huge, multinational conglomerate, 677 00:44:55,075 --> 00:44:58,340 which is probably the worst words you can mention in the punk arena. 678 00:44:58,412 --> 00:45:01,472 Just the other day I went there for the first time for a meeting... 679 00:45:01,548 --> 00:45:05,075 and walked into the lobby, and literally the hairs on my back stood up. 680 00:45:05,152 --> 00:45:07,518 And I'm just like, "Oh, my God. I'm in the monster. " 681 00:45:07,588 --> 00:45:11,991 I'm standing in the lobby of the monster, and there's Fox News on the wall. 682 00:45:13,727 --> 00:45:18,027 Well, at this point, everything with meaning in this world better be prepared to be a brand. 683 00:45:18,098 --> 00:45:21,693 I always joke there's this place called Hot Topic at malls. 684 00:45:21,769 --> 00:45:25,671 I always call it the big church of the commodification of subculture. 685 00:45:25,739 --> 00:45:28,003 Because it's where, like, 686 00:45:28,075 --> 00:45:33,172 every bizarre subculture can be friends at the mall. 687 00:45:33,247 --> 00:45:36,410 So you've got your, like, Sex Pistols baby T's, 688 00:45:36,483 --> 00:45:38,212 you've got your anarchist's bracelets, 689 00:45:38,285 --> 00:45:41,846 your, like, little Goth chokers, you know, 690 00:45:41,922 --> 00:45:46,256 your Tim Burton ephemera, your Slip Knot, your speed metal, your surfer, whatever. 691 00:45:46,326 --> 00:45:48,351 They're all friends. They're cheap. 692 00:45:48,428 --> 00:45:52,387 You know, this is corporate culture eating everything that exists up. 693 00:45:52,466 --> 00:45:57,904 #Let me take you to the herding ground # 694 00:45:59,540 --> 00:46:04,842 # Where all good men are trampled down # 695 00:46:06,613 --> 00:46:08,843 #Just to settle a bet # 696 00:46:08,916 --> 00:46:10,747 The Pennywise deal that we did, 697 00:46:10,818 --> 00:46:13,514 we worked with Pennywise to give their album away for free, 698 00:46:13,587 --> 00:46:18,286 and we found a sponsor to make sure that Pennywise, um, was able to get paid for their art. 699 00:46:18,358 --> 00:46:21,452 Now what was the... what was the rationale behind giving it away? 700 00:46:21,528 --> 00:46:24,429 We thought it would be a cool way to give back to the fans. 701 00:46:24,498 --> 00:46:26,591 We figured if we... if we don't sell any records, 702 00:46:26,667 --> 00:46:29,295 then, uh, we'll be cool with just getting some new fans. 703 00:46:29,369 --> 00:46:33,465 #And there will be sorrow # 704 00:46:33,540 --> 00:46:37,977 Some people compare the digital revolution, the Web revolution... 705 00:46:38,045 --> 00:46:39,672 to the industrial revolution. 706 00:46:39,746 --> 00:46:42,579 It's really more significant than that. 707 00:46:42,649 --> 00:46:45,117 Stores are no longer necessary. 708 00:46:45,185 --> 00:46:47,380 Little shiny disks are no longer necessary. 709 00:46:47,454 --> 00:46:52,084 The trucks that ship the content back and forth are no longer necessary. 710 00:46:52,159 --> 00:46:54,457 The warehouses are no longer necessary. 711 00:46:54,528 --> 00:46:59,056 And probably the record companies themselves are no longer necessary. 712 00:46:59,132 --> 00:47:05,799 # There will be sorrow no more # 713 00:47:05,873 --> 00:47:09,309 #No more ## 714 00:47:11,011 --> 00:47:15,710 I think for some reason rock musicians are judged on a much stricter standard... 715 00:47:15,782 --> 00:47:18,182 than anyone else in our society... I have no idea why. 716 00:47:18,252 --> 00:47:21,517 You make one wrong turn, they call you a sellout or something like that. 717 00:47:21,588 --> 00:47:26,321 You know, you sell an MP3 for 99 cents and they think you're ripping someone off. 718 00:47:26,393 --> 00:47:27,951 You know, where they have no problem, 719 00:47:28,028 --> 00:47:33,989 you know, paying $3.99 for a crappy coffee at Starbucks, and it's not even a free-trade product. 720 00:47:34,067 --> 00:47:38,629 You know, it's like exploiting some... some peasant in Nicaragua. 721 00:47:38,705 --> 00:47:40,969 You know what I mean? They'll go down there and chug it... 722 00:47:41,041 --> 00:47:43,407 and then they'll fill up their car with Shell Oil, right? 723 00:47:43,477 --> 00:47:47,004 And then they'll get mad at a band... 724 00:47:47,080 --> 00:47:52,518 for being in a, uh... in a Nike commercial... having their music in a Nike commercial... 725 00:47:52,586 --> 00:47:54,349 when they're fucking wearing Nikes. 726 00:47:54,421 --> 00:47:56,855 Forget punk. Just ask yourself as a person... 727 00:47:56,924 --> 00:48:01,418 Is it... How is one supposed to operate ethically in this world... 728 00:48:01,495 --> 00:48:03,622 while at the same time pay your way? 729 00:48:03,697 --> 00:48:07,633 And the reality of having to make money and keep your family supported... 730 00:48:07,701 --> 00:48:11,034 and then being home, there's this huge kind of sacrifice on both ends. 731 00:48:11,104 --> 00:48:14,335 The wife and the husband trying to figure out that balance. 732 00:48:14,408 --> 00:48:18,367 What are we paying for? What are these checks for? 733 00:48:18,445 --> 00:48:22,404 P.E. Clothes, yearbook, planner, 734 00:48:22,482 --> 00:48:26,509 P.T.A. Membership and foundation. 735 00:48:26,586 --> 00:48:28,918 P.E. Clothes? Did I have to pay for P.E. Clothes? 736 00:48:28,989 --> 00:48:30,479 You know what? 737 00:48:30,557 --> 00:48:35,722 I mean, Pennywise, to make a living, have to work. 738 00:48:35,796 --> 00:48:38,526 And Pennywise work means... 739 00:48:38,598 --> 00:48:40,657 getting up on stage... 740 00:48:40,734 --> 00:48:45,899 and entertaining those who are willing to pay money to see them do so. 741 00:48:45,973 --> 00:48:49,101 They just got to learn to kick ass live, that's what it's all about. 742 00:48:49,176 --> 00:48:52,043 You got to really know how to play music. 743 00:48:52,112 --> 00:48:56,446 Well, now what you may have noticed is, uh, bands that, 744 00:48:56,516 --> 00:49:01,249 you know, would tour once a year, are now coming home once a year. 745 00:49:01,321 --> 00:49:04,154 Um, I'm sorry I have to miss your thing tonight, 746 00:49:04,224 --> 00:49:06,954 but I want you to do really good, okay? Okay. 747 00:49:12,833 --> 00:49:14,232 Buckle up. 748 00:49:14,301 --> 00:49:16,633 #All my bags are packed and ready to go # 749 00:49:16,703 --> 00:49:19,194 #I'm standin'here outside the door # 750 00:49:19,272 --> 00:49:24,300 #I hate to wake you up to say good-bye # Okay, everyone, be super good to Mom while I'm gone, right? 751 00:49:24,378 --> 00:49:26,608 #But the dawn is breakin' It's early morn # 752 00:49:26,680 --> 00:49:29,240 # The taxi's waitin' He's blowin'his horn # Love you. 753 00:49:29,316 --> 00:49:33,844 #Already I'm so lonesome I could die # 754 00:49:33,920 --> 00:49:37,048 # 'Cause I'm leavin'on a jet plane # 755 00:49:37,124 --> 00:49:39,752 #Don't know when I'll be back again # 756 00:49:39,826 --> 00:49:44,263 #Oh, babe, I hate to go # 757 00:49:45,766 --> 00:49:47,961 Then you have a good tour and it's easy to keep going. 758 00:49:48,035 --> 00:49:52,802 I love everything about Pennywise... their sound, their aggression on stage. Just everything. 759 00:49:52,873 --> 00:49:55,808 Pennywise is sick. Pennywise is great. 760 00:49:55,876 --> 00:49:59,209 I just like the basic beat and, like, the singer. I like everything about it. 761 00:49:59,279 --> 00:50:01,975 It's this sick, fast-paced punk band. 762 00:50:02,049 --> 00:50:05,541 Explosiveness, like when they're singing on stage. 763 00:50:05,619 --> 00:50:08,850 I mean, there's Black Flag, there's, you know, all kinds of good stuff. 764 00:50:08,922 --> 00:50:10,685 But Pennywise will always, 765 00:50:10,757 --> 00:50:16,525 always be in the top category of any punk rock bands, period. 766 00:50:17,431 --> 00:50:20,491 # 'Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane # 767 00:50:20,567 --> 00:50:23,195 #Don't know when I'll be back again # 768 00:50:23,270 --> 00:50:25,261 #Oh, babe, I hate to go # 769 00:50:25,338 --> 00:50:26,999 Right now I feel happy about it. 770 00:50:27,074 --> 00:50:30,601 I understand that we're goin'out there to play music and do somethin'for our fans, 771 00:50:30,677 --> 00:50:32,702 and I think we're still playing good music... 772 00:50:32,779 --> 00:50:35,009 and stoking our fans out, which is what it's all about. 773 00:50:35,082 --> 00:50:39,519 As long as we're doing that, I'll keep doing it... well, for a little while longer. 774 00:50:39,653 --> 00:50:42,144 As long as they keep their live show... 775 00:50:42,222 --> 00:50:45,851 as much fun and as good as it is, 776 00:50:45,926 --> 00:50:47,951 I think, you know, 777 00:50:48,028 --> 00:50:50,997 no reason they can't go another 10 or 20 years. 778 00:50:51,064 --> 00:50:53,760 #Oh, kiss me and smile for me # 779 00:50:53,834 --> 00:50:55,893 # Tell me that you'll wait for me # 780 00:50:55,969 --> 00:50:59,268 #Hold me like you'll never let me # 781 00:50:59,339 --> 00:51:01,170 # You'll never let me go # 782 00:51:01,241 --> 00:51:04,369 # 'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane # 783 00:51:04,444 --> 00:51:07,004 #Don't know when I'll be back again # 784 00:51:07,080 --> 00:51:11,881 #Oh, babe, I hate to go ## 785 00:51:11,952 --> 00:51:15,615 Well, I just checked in to my hotel in, uh, Austria. 786 00:51:15,689 --> 00:51:17,350 - Bologna, Italy. - Hamburg. 787 00:51:17,424 --> 00:51:18,686 - Milan. - Sardinia. 788 00:51:18,758 --> 00:51:19,747 Landau, Germany. 789 00:51:23,196 --> 00:51:25,187 8:00 in the morning... 790 00:51:25,265 --> 00:51:28,098 on a flight back to Milan. 791 00:51:28,168 --> 00:51:31,228 Vocals shot, as usual. 792 00:51:32,372 --> 00:51:35,034 #Hey, where have you gone? # 793 00:51:35,108 --> 00:51:37,702 # You used to be the one # 794 00:51:37,777 --> 00:51:39,711 # That we looked up to # 795 00:51:40,847 --> 00:51:44,578 #Seemed like nothing could get you down # 796 00:51:45,986 --> 00:51:48,011 #How high was your price # 797 00:51:48,088 --> 00:51:49,817 #And was it worth it? # 798 00:51:50,991 --> 00:51:52,652 Write an "R." 799 00:51:58,165 --> 00:52:00,133 #From the start # 800 00:52:00,200 --> 00:52:02,498 #In the end # 801 00:52:02,569 --> 00:52:06,130 #It's all a question ofheart # 802 00:52:06,206 --> 00:52:08,504 #Hey, where have you gone? # 803 00:52:08,575 --> 00:52:12,841 # You used to be the one that we looked up to # 804 00:52:13,980 --> 00:52:18,076 #Seemed like nothing could bring you down # 805 00:52:18,151 --> 00:52:22,520 #How high was the price and was it worth it? # 806 00:52:22,589 --> 00:52:26,753 Kids sense an intrinsic value to a live performance. 807 00:52:26,826 --> 00:52:28,589 It's something that they're part of. 808 00:52:28,662 --> 00:52:31,495 It's something that's only gonna happen right then and there, 809 00:52:31,565 --> 00:52:33,192 for that moment, and then it's gone. 810 00:52:33,266 --> 00:52:35,427 And so they put a value on it, 811 00:52:35,502 --> 00:52:39,336 and that's one of the places where artists can make money now. 812 00:52:39,406 --> 00:52:42,807 That's, like, maybe the main place for most bands. 813 00:52:46,546 --> 00:52:48,776 #Hey, where did it go? # 814 00:52:48,848 --> 00:52:50,839 #Everything we fought for # 815 00:52:50,917 --> 00:52:53,147 #And everything it meant # 816 00:52:53,220 --> 00:52:57,680 Touring is really something for people that are in their 20s to do anyhow. 817 00:52:57,757 --> 00:53:00,726 # Who I am, who I was # 818 00:53:00,794 --> 00:53:03,262 # Who I wanna be ## 819 00:53:03,330 --> 00:53:06,891 The idea of touring at my age... 820 00:53:09,035 --> 00:53:11,526 is hard work. 821 00:53:11,605 --> 00:53:14,233 I'm not in a band that's at a level... 822 00:53:14,307 --> 00:53:18,209 that comfort is always... there. 823 00:53:20,547 --> 00:53:23,482 As the bands get older, you know, 824 00:53:23,550 --> 00:53:25,950 it's like, "Boy, this isn't for me, you know. 825 00:53:26,019 --> 00:53:28,647 I want a hotel. " They deserve it. 826 00:53:33,026 --> 00:53:35,187 But I'm still trying. 827 00:53:35,262 --> 00:53:37,594 Oh, yeah? What's the hotel? The Econo Lodge. 828 00:53:37,664 --> 00:53:39,188 The Econo Lodge. 829 00:53:46,106 --> 00:53:48,700 #Everyday I convince myself # 830 00:53:48,775 --> 00:53:51,471 #Of everything I can and can't believe # 831 00:53:52,479 --> 00:53:56,643 #Abused, confused # 832 00:53:58,818 --> 00:54:01,378 #Everyday you get a little bit older # 833 00:54:01,454 --> 00:54:04,855 #And everything gets hard You wonder why # 834 00:54:04,924 --> 00:54:08,917 #Afraid, deranged # 835 00:54:11,064 --> 00:54:12,998 #Hold on to your promise # 836 00:54:13,066 --> 00:54:15,626 # You can use it for a crutch # 837 00:54:17,337 --> 00:54:20,135 It doesn't matter who the band is, it's all Spinal Tap. 838 00:54:20,206 --> 00:54:23,107 Everybody... No matter what you say, you know, you're playing the same kind of venues, 839 00:54:23,176 --> 00:54:26,771 and you have the same kind of crews and the same kind of flights... 840 00:54:26,846 --> 00:54:29,144 and the same kind ofbad hotel food... 841 00:54:29,215 --> 00:54:31,080 and bad hotel experiences. 842 00:54:31,151 --> 00:54:33,642 Okay. Let's see what we got here. 843 00:54:34,721 --> 00:54:37,019 We got a chicken sandwich, but... 844 00:54:38,525 --> 00:54:41,653 the bread has, like, weird pimentos. 845 00:54:41,728 --> 00:54:44,060 Oh, man! 846 00:54:46,066 --> 00:54:48,796 What the hell is this? Look at this stuff. 847 00:54:48,868 --> 00:54:51,462 This is what I'm talkin' about. Like, what is that? 848 00:54:51,538 --> 00:54:53,438 I don't even know what that is. 849 00:54:53,506 --> 00:54:57,237 It looks like a huge, flattened booger. 850 00:54:59,145 --> 00:55:00,942 I don't know what to do with that. 851 00:55:01,014 --> 00:55:04,814 #Afraid, deranged # 852 00:55:07,087 --> 00:55:09,612 #Hold on to your promise # 853 00:55:09,689 --> 00:55:12,317 - # You can use it for a crutch # - My earl 854 00:55:13,360 --> 00:55:16,955 #Stand by while all your dreams get trampled into dust ## 855 00:55:17,030 --> 00:55:19,965 This is the bunk area where everyone sleeps. 856 00:55:20,033 --> 00:55:22,467 Usually when we're rollin' down the road, 857 00:55:22,535 --> 00:55:25,197 there's anywhere from 10 to 12 guys... 858 00:55:25,271 --> 00:55:26,898 sleeping in here at once. 859 00:55:26,973 --> 00:55:30,500 So it smells like a combination... 860 00:55:30,577 --> 00:55:34,707 of ass, farts, feet... 861 00:55:34,781 --> 00:55:39,047 and, um, a hint of balls in there too. 862 00:55:50,797 --> 00:55:53,527 I don't know where he is sometimes, 863 00:55:53,600 --> 00:55:56,763 and I don't know where he is right now. 864 00:55:58,905 --> 00:56:00,964 I think he's going to lots of different places. 865 00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:04,100 Yeah. Once he went to Texas. 866 00:56:23,163 --> 00:56:25,324 Stay on the bus. 867 00:56:30,336 --> 00:56:33,134 Right now I'm starting to realize, 868 00:56:33,206 --> 00:56:35,197 like, I don't wanna do it this way anymore. 869 00:56:35,275 --> 00:56:37,436 You know, I don't wanna sell the band out... 870 00:56:37,510 --> 00:56:39,808 at every possible opportunity. 871 00:56:39,879 --> 00:56:44,509 I wanna... I want to just play to our fans at the place that we wanna play. 872 00:56:44,584 --> 00:56:46,779 I don't wanna do a bunch ofhype. 873 00:56:46,853 --> 00:56:52,086 I don't want to do all these things that people think you have to do to make a band successful. 874 00:56:52,158 --> 00:56:54,592 Oh, that's pretty bad. 875 00:56:58,198 --> 00:57:00,860 Oh, fuckin' right, it's great to be here. 876 00:57:02,869 --> 00:57:06,669 What happens to a lot of guys... You get up there and you're just sarcastic. 877 00:57:06,739 --> 00:57:09,674 "Hey, Chicago. How you doin'? Who gives a fuck? 878 00:57:09,742 --> 00:57:12,973 All right. What's goin'on today? How you feelin'?" 879 00:57:13,046 --> 00:57:15,879 And then you're, like, "I'm a dildo. I'm just... 880 00:57:15,949 --> 00:57:18,440 I'm not the real thing, you know? 881 00:57:18,518 --> 00:57:20,452 I'm just up here. " 882 00:57:20,520 --> 00:57:24,012 You know, insert "Milwaukee" where "Chicago" was. 883 00:57:24,090 --> 00:57:27,924 Oh, it's great to be here tonight. Have I said that yet? 884 00:57:27,994 --> 00:57:30,690 I'm just being honest, 'cause a lot of guys won't tell you this. 885 00:57:30,763 --> 00:57:34,756 They'll go up there and be, like, "No, the show last night was rockin'." 886 00:57:34,834 --> 00:57:37,132 But they won't tell you they have hemorrhoids... 887 00:57:37,203 --> 00:57:41,037 and their liver's fallin'apart because they had to drink, you know, a pint of whiskey... 888 00:57:41,107 --> 00:57:44,406 to get into their personality for the show. 889 00:57:44,477 --> 00:57:46,968 And they're a frickin' mess, you know. 890 00:57:47,046 --> 00:57:50,106 Or they're like me... They're on Ambien and, you know, hair dye. 891 00:57:57,423 --> 00:58:01,086 In Japan I was so sick from the night before... 892 00:58:01,160 --> 00:58:03,185 because everyone wanted to party with me. 893 00:58:03,263 --> 00:58:05,322 I started feeling nauseous in the van. 894 00:58:05,398 --> 00:58:07,457 I was, like, "Oh, my God. I feel nauseous, dude. " 895 00:58:07,534 --> 00:58:09,695 I was, like, "I gotta puke. I gotta puke. " 896 00:58:09,769 --> 00:58:14,672 They opened up the fucking sliding door, and the guy's holding me down. 897 00:58:14,741 --> 00:58:19,769 I'm throwing up out on the side of the freeway, dude. Like... 898 00:58:19,846 --> 00:58:23,976 I saw Fletcher one time throw up in the crowd one time. 899 00:58:24,050 --> 00:58:26,951 Yeah, that's great. I saw him go... He's all... 900 00:58:27,020 --> 00:58:30,421 You know... Throw-up flies out of his mouth, dude. 901 00:58:30,490 --> 00:58:34,722 It turns out... Like pictures like crazy of him. 902 00:58:34,794 --> 00:58:37,695 Throw-up coming right out of his mouth, guitar in his hand, dude. He's, like... 903 00:58:37,764 --> 00:58:40,255 He's an artist. He's a vomit artist. 904 00:58:42,602 --> 00:58:45,230 When I'm on tour, I'm drunk every day. 905 00:58:45,305 --> 00:58:48,035 For sure. I will not play sober. 906 00:58:49,509 --> 00:58:53,240 And I'm not one of those guys who has a couple drinks before a show. 907 00:58:53,313 --> 00:58:56,714 You know, I will have four vodka drinks and maybe a Valium. 908 00:58:56,783 --> 00:58:58,978 Let's just get this one thing straight... 909 00:58:59,052 --> 00:59:01,612 MichaelJackson... wow, he wrote some good songs, 910 00:59:01,688 --> 00:59:04,248 but he was a fucking child molester, so fuck him. 911 00:59:05,992 --> 00:59:08,051 This song is for MichaelJackson... 912 00:59:08,127 --> 00:59:12,291 because this was actually the theme song of Neverland. 913 00:59:12,365 --> 00:59:15,266 Here we go. It's called "Fuck Da Kids. " 914 00:59:15,335 --> 00:59:18,168 # Fuck da kids, fuck da kids # 915 00:59:18,237 --> 00:59:20,967 # Fuck da kids, fuck, yeah, yeah ## 916 00:59:21,040 --> 00:59:24,532 Every road guy, to me, is an actor. 917 00:59:24,611 --> 00:59:27,671 I mean, you have to make them think that this song... 918 00:59:27,747 --> 00:59:30,648 you fucking hate now, you hate playing it, 919 00:59:30,717 --> 00:59:33,117 you don't even listen to it anymore, 920 00:59:33,186 --> 00:59:35,051 but you are playing it. 921 00:59:35,121 --> 00:59:38,955 To this person, it fucking means the world to them. 922 00:59:39,025 --> 00:59:42,188 He can't believe you're singing this right in front of him, 923 00:59:42,261 --> 00:59:46,027 and it's his one night out and your 900th night out. 924 00:59:46,099 --> 00:59:48,363 You're looking at your watch. "How you doin'?" 925 00:59:48,434 --> 00:59:50,095 I got three days left. 926 00:59:50,169 --> 00:59:53,297 # I named this Randy With a can I am handy # 927 00:59:53,373 --> 00:59:56,206 #Watch what I can do Fuck all of you ## 928 00:59:57,477 --> 01:00:00,878 If you're touring with your band, the pettiness of traveling on the road... 929 01:00:00,947 --> 01:00:02,938 is ridiculous at times. 930 01:00:03,016 --> 01:00:06,076 # My name is Randy I look likeJamie Foxx # 931 01:00:06,152 --> 01:00:09,144 Let me hear ya. # If you ask me what I like, I'll tell you I like cocks # 932 01:00:09,222 --> 01:00:10,951 Okay. Here it is. 933 01:00:11,024 --> 01:00:14,255 # My name is Fletcher and I am real big # 934 01:00:14,327 --> 01:00:17,990 # I cannot see my penis, but I sure can find a fork # 935 01:00:22,101 --> 01:00:25,002 The other guys, I mean, especially Fletcher, man, 936 01:00:25,071 --> 01:00:27,767 he wants to just keep doing this forever, you know. 937 01:00:27,840 --> 01:00:29,501 At least I don't have hemorrhoids. 938 01:00:29,575 --> 01:00:32,009 At least I don't come back from the bathroom, fuckin' talkin' about, 939 01:00:32,078 --> 01:00:36,139 "Oh, my God. That outhouse... code red. You don't wanna see what happened in there. " 940 01:00:37,216 --> 01:00:40,743 Well, at least I don't pee in the sink. 941 01:00:40,820 --> 01:00:43,414 Hey, the sink's a perfect height. # Fletcher pees in the sink # 942 01:00:43,489 --> 01:00:45,320 Sink's a perfect height. #What do you think? # 943 01:00:45,391 --> 01:00:47,882 Yeah. Big fuckin' deal. 944 01:00:47,960 --> 01:00:51,794 I'm fuckin' drunk again. Goddamn it. 945 01:00:51,864 --> 01:00:54,196 Couple of the other guys in the band don't have kids, 946 01:00:54,267 --> 01:00:56,758 and, um, you know, they wanna keep going. 947 01:00:56,836 --> 01:00:58,861 They wanna go out there and rage... 948 01:00:58,938 --> 01:01:01,498 and go out and party every night and play shows. 949 01:01:01,574 --> 01:01:03,235 That's totally fine. That's great. 950 01:01:03,309 --> 01:01:06,710 If you don't have kids to consider, that's an easy decision. 951 01:01:06,779 --> 01:01:08,940 When you'reJimmy from Pennywise, 952 01:01:09,015 --> 01:01:12,849 and you're drawing anywhere from 1,500 to 5,000 kids, 953 01:01:12,919 --> 01:01:17,720 and that's anywhere... not in the state, country-slash-the world... 954 01:01:17,790 --> 01:01:22,750 and you've got three other people that are counting on you to keep it going, 955 01:01:22,829 --> 01:01:25,024 no longer are you just like... you're the singer. 956 01:01:25,098 --> 01:01:28,192 Like you can't go, "Oh, yeah, dude. Pennywise withoutJimmy, that's cool. " 957 01:01:28,267 --> 01:01:31,862 You know, it's like no one can replace the singer. It doesn't work. 958 01:01:33,406 --> 01:01:36,898 This band was fuckin' built on fuckin' backyard parties... 959 01:01:36,976 --> 01:01:38,910 and fuckin' Budweiser, 960 01:01:38,978 --> 01:01:41,310 and we're never gonna stop... 961 01:01:42,315 --> 01:01:44,249 until I have to get a liver transplant, 962 01:01:44,317 --> 01:01:47,878 and then I'm gonna fuckin' slow down for, like, a couple weeks. 963 01:01:47,954 --> 01:01:51,412 Punk rock singers should be up there bleeding and drunk... 964 01:01:51,491 --> 01:01:53,755 and, you know... How we doin' up there? 965 01:01:53,826 --> 01:01:55,521 Off their tree every night. 966 01:01:55,595 --> 01:01:57,256 That's who they want you to be. 967 01:01:57,330 --> 01:02:00,026 They want you to be the tragic figure... 968 01:02:00,099 --> 01:02:02,590 of Darby Crash or Sid Vicious... 969 01:02:02,668 --> 01:02:05,000 and, you know, get on heroin and get drunk... 970 01:02:05,071 --> 01:02:08,438 and play totally fucked up and break bottles over your head. 971 01:02:08,508 --> 01:02:11,500 Who wants to be that every day? You'll be dead by the time you're 30. 972 01:02:11,577 --> 01:02:14,307 It's like, you know, you write a song when you're 18, 973 01:02:14,380 --> 01:02:17,975 like "Fuck the world. I'm gonna die before I get old. " 974 01:02:18,050 --> 01:02:21,451 But then you get old, and you don't wanna die. 975 01:02:21,521 --> 01:02:23,921 Dyeing the goatee a little bit. 976 01:02:25,658 --> 01:02:28,456 Gettin' a little gray. Don't wanna disappoint the kids, 977 01:02:29,462 --> 01:02:31,453 let 'em think I'm gettin' old. 978 01:02:32,598 --> 01:02:34,691 So, 979 01:02:34,767 --> 01:02:37,235 a little hair dye on the old beard. 980 01:02:38,437 --> 01:02:40,371 Look young again. 981 01:02:42,208 --> 01:02:44,267 Don't tell anyone I'm doin' it though. 982 01:02:45,545 --> 01:02:47,479 Don't want the secret to get out. 983 01:02:47,547 --> 01:02:50,880 We were going through the set for the next Blink tour that starts this summer, 984 01:02:50,950 --> 01:02:53,783 and, uh, there was a couple songs that got cut... 985 01:02:53,853 --> 01:02:58,153 'cause I'm, like, "Look, I'm 37. I'm not singin' about jerking off... 986 01:02:58,224 --> 01:03:01,091 Right now. " 987 01:03:01,160 --> 01:03:02,991 Yeah, sometimes you feel like a birthday clown. 988 01:03:03,062 --> 01:03:05,530 There's definitely that element in there. 989 01:03:05,598 --> 01:03:09,090 It's, like, "All right. These are little kids, and you're entertaining 'em. 990 01:03:10,503 --> 01:03:13,131 Why not make a balloon animal, you know? They'd probably like that too. " 991 01:03:13,206 --> 01:03:15,766 Live fast, die, uh, a little bit older. 992 01:03:15,842 --> 01:03:21,178 I don't wear boots and go do random acts of nihilistic destruction. 993 01:03:21,247 --> 01:03:23,738 Even though I thoroughly enjoyed doing so... 994 01:03:23,816 --> 01:03:26,751 as a teenager, right? 995 01:03:26,819 --> 01:03:29,617 I think that's probably the right time to be doing it, you know. 996 01:03:29,689 --> 01:03:31,987 If you do it at my age, you're a terrorist. 997 01:03:32,124 --> 01:03:36,026 Here, let's play catch with that diaper behind your head. There's a dirty diaper. 998 01:03:36,095 --> 01:03:39,496 Throw it to me. Come on! Let's have some fun. 999 01:03:40,733 --> 01:03:43,429 I've been touring a lot in the last three years with Nine Inch Nails. 1000 01:03:43,502 --> 01:03:45,231 It's tough finding the balance, 1001 01:03:45,304 --> 01:03:48,432 and I consciously work at that because I work a lot. 1002 01:03:59,585 --> 01:04:02,179 What do you think's in there... one or two? 1003 01:04:02,255 --> 01:04:04,917 Throw it, we'll figure it out. You know, I think it's two actually. 1004 01:04:04,991 --> 01:04:06,982 Just go ahead, throw it to me. 1005 01:04:07,059 --> 01:04:10,620 #So fresh, so clean # Whoa! 1006 01:04:10,696 --> 01:04:14,154 I don't know. It's questionable. It's kinda heavy. 1007 01:04:14,233 --> 01:04:16,701 Oh, gee! You gotta catch it. 1008 01:04:16,769 --> 01:04:19,260 This was his to begin with. Here. 1009 01:04:19,338 --> 01:04:21,602 Can you play catch? Yeah. 1010 01:04:21,674 --> 01:04:24,905 This isn't even the most screwed-up part of the whole thing, playing catch with a dirty diaper. 1011 01:04:24,977 --> 01:04:28,140 As my oldest son gets older, it's getting harder. 1012 01:04:28,214 --> 01:04:30,205 You know, the more he turns into his own person, 1013 01:04:30,283 --> 01:04:35,016 the more he and I have this bond that continues to get stronger and stronger, 1014 01:04:35,087 --> 01:04:37,214 and he's turning into a little boy, 1015 01:04:37,290 --> 01:04:39,656 it's just tough being gone, and now we've got this newborn. 1016 01:04:43,429 --> 01:04:45,090 Go! 1017 01:04:49,735 --> 01:04:51,066 Go, Augie. 1018 01:04:51,137 --> 01:04:54,072 It's the late-night phone calls where he's sad, or asking me when I'm gonna come home. 1019 01:04:54,140 --> 01:04:55,630 That's the worst part. 1020 01:04:56,676 --> 01:04:59,645 The rate and the volume that Nine Inch Nail's been touring, 1021 01:04:59,712 --> 01:05:03,170 I just couldn't keep up with it right now. You know what I mean? 1022 01:05:03,249 --> 01:05:04,807 Augie. 1023 01:05:04,884 --> 01:05:09,218 You know, I left the band strictly because of that. 1024 01:05:09,288 --> 01:05:12,883 Uh, because, uh, I needed to be around more. 1025 01:05:12,959 --> 01:05:14,893 Yeah, there's the "wa-wa. " 1026 01:05:15,895 --> 01:05:17,886 No, we're not walking down to it though. 1027 01:05:17,964 --> 01:05:20,432 We can look at it from across the street. 1028 01:05:20,499 --> 01:05:23,297 All right. We're running a little bit late, okay, so let's keep going. 1029 01:05:23,369 --> 01:05:25,360 All right. Jacket off. 1030 01:05:25,438 --> 01:05:28,669 I need to go to the bathroom. We'll get your jacket off, and we'll go to the bathroom. 1031 01:05:28,741 --> 01:05:31,505 My child is five years old. I've never been home for a Halloween. 1032 01:05:31,577 --> 01:05:34,045 You know, I've never seen her on Halloween day... 1033 01:05:34,113 --> 01:05:35,774 or with her trick-or-treating. 1034 01:05:35,848 --> 01:05:40,285 It's little things like that... that sort of... that are sad moments that you miss, that you sacrifice. 1035 01:05:40,353 --> 01:05:42,378 That's the hard part for me, 1036 01:05:42,455 --> 01:05:45,356 is knowing that there's things I wanna be present for. 1037 01:05:45,424 --> 01:05:46,914 Okay, go jump in the car. 1038 01:05:46,993 --> 01:05:49,188 I missed the first day of school for my kid this year... 1039 01:05:49,261 --> 01:05:52,424 to go to Europe and do extra shows that I didn't wanna play, 1040 01:05:52,498 --> 01:05:56,400 but the guys really wanted to do 'em and thought they were important. 1041 01:05:56,469 --> 01:05:59,632 I hope my kids understand one day that the reason I went on tour... 1042 01:05:59,705 --> 01:06:01,832 is so I can give them everything. 1043 01:06:04,543 --> 01:06:07,239 Is that gonna... Oh, ballpoint pen. Okay. You got it. 1044 01:06:07,313 --> 01:06:10,476 Should we go see if Brighton's coming up the street yet? 1045 01:06:10,549 --> 01:06:14,781 It's only exactly 3:00, so I'd be surprised if she made it home yet, but... 1046 01:06:23,929 --> 01:06:26,864 So how was the first day, you guys? Good. 1047 01:06:26,932 --> 01:06:30,424 Was it fun? Did you guys have a good time? Yeah. 1048 01:06:30,503 --> 01:06:33,495 Ready, get together. One, two. 1049 01:06:33,572 --> 01:06:36,564 One more. One, two. Emma, stop it. 1050 01:06:36,642 --> 01:06:38,872 Okay. One more. One, two. 1051 01:06:38,944 --> 01:06:41,174 Hello. 1052 01:06:41,247 --> 01:06:43,238 Hi. We can't see you. Yes. 1053 01:06:44,617 --> 01:06:48,075 Can you see me? Daddy! Lookit. There he is. 1054 01:06:48,154 --> 01:06:49,883 Hi! I fixed it. 1055 01:06:49,955 --> 01:06:51,616 # I am DEVO # Are they there? 1056 01:06:51,690 --> 01:06:56,650 And Kelly was here, and we went school shopping. # I am DEVO, hoo-hoo # 1057 01:06:56,729 --> 01:07:00,688 Oh, you went school shopping with, uh, my sister? Kelly. We went to go get supplies. 1058 01:07:00,766 --> 01:07:02,427 Uh-huh. Where are you? 1059 01:07:02,501 --> 01:07:04,435 There you are. How come you can see us? 1060 01:07:04,503 --> 01:07:07,563 I don't know. You just had me, and now I'm gone. Uh-oh. Get yourself back. 1061 01:07:07,640 --> 01:07:10,200 It's not quite the same unless we can see you. I'll try. 1062 01:07:10,276 --> 01:07:14,042 Daddy, let me tell you about my day, all righty? 1063 01:07:14,113 --> 01:07:17,605 Okay. How was it? Kate's trying to be in front of me, so I'm gonna wait till... 1064 01:07:17,683 --> 01:07:19,583 Good confetti. Okay. Go ahead. 1065 01:07:19,652 --> 01:07:23,713 Okay, Dad. So do you want to hear about my whole entire actual live day? 1066 01:07:23,789 --> 01:07:25,484 Yeah. Let's hear it. 1067 01:07:26,358 --> 01:07:28,349 Dad? 1068 01:07:38,971 --> 01:07:42,964 Growing up, my dad was a salesman and had to wine and dine clients, 1069 01:07:43,042 --> 01:07:44,976 you know, after work. 1070 01:07:45,044 --> 01:07:47,877 And he missed out on baseball games and stufflike that. 1071 01:07:47,947 --> 01:07:50,848 I'll never forget this one game that I pitched, and I got... 1072 01:07:50,916 --> 01:07:52,941 I pitched a two-hitter and we won the game. 1073 01:07:53,018 --> 01:07:56,181 After the game, I, you know, wanted my dad to be proud of me. 1074 01:07:56,255 --> 01:07:59,952 I came out, and he showed up at the end of the game and missed it all. 1075 01:08:00,025 --> 01:08:03,791 Even though I love my dad and stuff, I was, "How could you miss that and not be there for me? 1076 01:08:03,863 --> 01:08:07,094 Like, that was such an important thing, and I wanted you to be proud of me. 1077 01:08:07,166 --> 01:08:09,726 I won the game, and everyone cheered for me. " 1078 01:08:09,802 --> 01:08:12,930 Even though it was a long time ago, it still sticks with me, 1079 01:08:13,005 --> 01:08:15,405 and I don't want to do that to my kid, you know. 1080 01:08:15,474 --> 01:08:18,102 It's, like, I don't want them ever to be, like, "Where were you?" 1081 01:08:19,078 --> 01:08:21,410 When I had my daughter, 1082 01:08:21,480 --> 01:08:24,677 that's when I started to really get angry at my dad. 1083 01:08:28,721 --> 01:08:32,054 I didn't go to the park with my dad. I never went to a game with my dad. 1084 01:08:32,124 --> 01:08:33,785 I never did anything with him. 1085 01:08:33,859 --> 01:08:38,296 I was asking him about it. He was, like, "Yeah, yeah. Your mom used to make me take you on weekends, 1086 01:08:38,364 --> 01:08:41,197 you know, twice a month, but I didn't want you around. " 1087 01:08:41,267 --> 01:08:46,603 And he would, uh... he would be at the pool at his adults-only apartment building, 1088 01:08:46,672 --> 01:08:48,799 and I'd be inside, watching TV. 1089 01:08:51,043 --> 01:08:56,709 I don't understand why they would let me just roam the streets as a kid. 1090 01:08:56,782 --> 01:08:59,842 When I was growing up, came home from school, 1091 01:08:59,919 --> 01:09:02,888 and, you know, when the streetlights come on, 1092 01:09:02,955 --> 01:09:05,048 it's time to come home. 1093 01:09:05,124 --> 01:09:07,183 So that's a solid, like, three or four hours... 1094 01:09:07,259 --> 01:09:09,625 where they just had no clue where I was or anything. 1095 01:09:09,695 --> 01:09:11,560 That is wheels off. 1096 01:09:11,630 --> 01:09:15,623 And they'd just drop us off at the park. "All right. We'll come back in two hours. 1097 01:09:15,701 --> 01:09:18,033 You guys have fun. " 1098 01:09:18,103 --> 01:09:19,968 And that was normal. 1099 01:09:20,973 --> 01:09:24,409 For the first 10 years of my life, I was raised... 1100 01:09:24,476 --> 01:09:26,137 from a single parent. 1101 01:09:26,212 --> 01:09:28,271 My mom was a single parent. 1102 01:09:28,347 --> 01:09:30,440 My dad left when I was real young. 1103 01:09:30,516 --> 01:09:34,043 I had a stepdad who had a lot of major substance abuse problems. 1104 01:09:34,119 --> 01:09:38,351 My mom was a full-time worker and didn't really have time... 1105 01:09:38,424 --> 01:09:40,358 and wouldn't know what I was doing. 1106 01:09:41,460 --> 01:09:43,121 I once asked my dad... 1107 01:09:43,195 --> 01:09:46,460 what the difference between a Republican and a Democrat is, 1108 01:09:46,532 --> 01:09:49,023 and his answer was, "We're Republicans, Son. " 1109 01:09:51,503 --> 01:09:53,471 So I don't know if that tells you. 1110 01:09:53,539 --> 01:09:57,600 I just was not happy with my family life. 1111 01:09:57,676 --> 01:09:59,473 I just didn't like my whole thing. 1112 01:09:59,545 --> 01:10:02,105 My mom was so overboard Christian, 1113 01:10:02,181 --> 01:10:04,843 and my dad was a gun fanatic. 1114 01:10:04,917 --> 01:10:06,782 He trashed my place. 1115 01:10:06,852 --> 01:10:10,151 He ripped off my posters and broke my records. 1116 01:10:10,222 --> 01:10:12,918 And I ran away from home. 1117 01:10:12,992 --> 01:10:15,552 My parents divorced at nine... 1118 01:10:15,628 --> 01:10:18,290 when I was nine, so I had to be dad. 1119 01:10:18,364 --> 01:10:22,130 My father left when I was four, five. 1120 01:10:22,201 --> 01:10:26,103 You know, took that walk for the cigarettes and didn't come back. 1121 01:10:26,171 --> 01:10:29,504 So we ended up on the welfare thing, eatin' the welfare food... 1122 01:10:29,575 --> 01:10:32,806 Velveeta and the big cans and all that shit. 1123 01:10:32,878 --> 01:10:35,972 The police would come and knock on my window and sneak us out... 1124 01:10:36,048 --> 01:10:39,950 because my stepfather was in another part of the house with a gun, 1125 01:10:40,019 --> 01:10:41,782 threatening to shoot everybody in the house. 1126 01:10:44,857 --> 01:10:47,348 But it's made me want to be a better dad. 1127 01:10:47,426 --> 01:10:50,452 I try to catch myself when I see my dad coming through. 1128 01:10:50,529 --> 01:10:53,794 I learned something about my father... 1129 01:10:53,866 --> 01:10:56,926 and every other man that's walked out on their kids. 1130 01:10:57,002 --> 01:11:00,563 I learned that there are some people in the world that don't deserve children, 1131 01:11:00,639 --> 01:11:04,268 and, um, that they really don't deserve them. 1132 01:11:04,343 --> 01:11:07,471 I mean, because my parents just didn't really do it. 1133 01:11:07,546 --> 01:11:11,243 They weren't really present, and, you know, 1134 01:11:11,317 --> 01:11:13,717 um, 1135 01:11:13,786 --> 01:11:17,119 I don't think that they were really focused on the job at hand. 1136 01:11:17,189 --> 01:11:19,919 I don't think that they knew, you know? 1137 01:11:19,992 --> 01:11:24,053 And I just, like, for me, I saw this little girl that I loved so much, 1138 01:11:24,129 --> 01:11:29,089 and I wanted to be there for her at all times and to be there... 1139 01:11:29,168 --> 01:11:31,898 You know, when she was real young, like, I stopped doing everything. 1140 01:11:31,970 --> 01:11:34,131 I stopped drugs, and I stopped drinking. 1141 01:11:34,206 --> 01:11:37,767 I stopped smoking weed. It was, like, "I'm gonna be here for you. " 1142 01:11:37,843 --> 01:11:40,437 And whether I'm on the other side of the world, 1143 01:11:40,512 --> 01:11:43,310 when you talk to me on the phone, I'm gonna be present, you know?" 1144 01:11:43,382 --> 01:11:44,872 And, like... 1145 01:11:47,820 --> 01:11:50,050 That's what parents are supposed to do, you know. 1146 01:11:50,122 --> 01:11:53,614 So I guess it's like I feel sad because I just feel like, you know, 1147 01:11:53,692 --> 01:11:55,853 that my parents... it's kind of sad to me... 1148 01:11:55,928 --> 01:11:59,056 'cause they just never understood that. 1149 01:12:01,767 --> 01:12:04,065 # Father of mine # 1150 01:12:04,136 --> 01:12:06,969 #Tell me where have you been # 1151 01:12:07,039 --> 01:12:09,667 #Just close my eyes # 1152 01:12:09,742 --> 01:12:12,973 # My whole world disappeared # 1153 01:12:13,045 --> 01:12:15,172 I just remember being a really sweet boy... 1154 01:12:15,247 --> 01:12:18,808 that wanted everybody to just behave. 1155 01:12:18,884 --> 01:12:23,048 I wanted my daddy would be my daddy and my mama to be my mom. 1156 01:12:23,122 --> 01:12:27,718 And when I was six, my dad split to Florida. 1157 01:12:27,793 --> 01:12:29,454 He didn't pay child support. 1158 01:12:34,166 --> 01:12:36,430 # Father of mine # 1159 01:12:36,502 --> 01:12:39,164 #Take me back to the day # 1160 01:12:39,238 --> 01:12:41,570 #Yeah, when I was still your golden boy # 1161 01:12:41,640 --> 01:12:43,904 # Back before you went away # 1162 01:12:43,976 --> 01:12:46,911 # I was 10 years old # 1163 01:12:46,979 --> 01:12:50,142 #Doing all that I could # 1164 01:12:50,215 --> 01:12:52,877 #Wasn't easy for me to be a scared white boy # 1165 01:12:52,951 --> 01:12:55,419 # In a black neighborhood # 1166 01:12:56,989 --> 01:13:02,655 I was... I was abused. I was sexually raped by older boys in the neighborhood... 1167 01:13:02,728 --> 01:13:04,719 when I was living in the projects. 1168 01:13:06,999 --> 01:13:09,365 #Never be safe # 1169 01:13:09,435 --> 01:13:12,233 # I will never be sane # 1170 01:13:12,304 --> 01:13:15,137 # I will always be weird inside # 1171 01:13:15,207 --> 01:13:17,801 # I will always be lame # 1172 01:13:17,876 --> 01:13:20,106 One of the things of the therapy I'm in right now, 1173 01:13:20,179 --> 01:13:23,512 I'm dealing with a lot of the trauma that happened to me as a kid, 1174 01:13:23,582 --> 01:13:25,675 as I go back as an adult... 1175 01:13:25,751 --> 01:13:28,242 and comfort me as a child. 1176 01:13:29,354 --> 01:13:31,618 # Father of mine # 1177 01:13:31,690 --> 01:13:34,488 #Tell me how do you sleep # 1178 01:13:34,560 --> 01:13:37,290 #With the children you abandoned # 1179 01:13:37,362 --> 01:13:40,331 #And the wife I saw you beat # 1180 01:13:40,399 --> 01:13:44,096 When my daughter Anna was born, I remember... 1181 01:13:44,169 --> 01:13:47,696 she was born in the early afternoon. 1182 01:13:47,773 --> 01:13:50,207 I remember sitting down on the couch... 1183 01:13:50,275 --> 01:13:51,867 in our apartment... 1184 01:13:51,944 --> 01:13:54,879 and feeling this weight, physical weight on me, 1185 01:13:54,947 --> 01:13:57,780 like I had never felt. 1186 01:13:57,850 --> 01:14:02,651 It just felt like an elephant was sitting on my chest. 1187 01:14:02,721 --> 01:14:06,350 I had no idea how to do this. I can barely take care of myself. 1188 01:14:07,459 --> 01:14:09,893 #I'm a grown man # 1189 01:14:09,962 --> 01:14:12,522 # With a child of my own # 1190 01:14:12,598 --> 01:14:15,658 #And I'll swear I'm not gonna let her know # 1191 01:14:15,734 --> 01:14:18,567 #All the pain I have known # 1192 01:14:20,973 --> 01:14:23,942 # Daddy gave me a name # 1193 01:14:26,612 --> 01:14:29,843 #Daddy gave me a name # 1194 01:14:29,915 --> 01:14:32,349 # Then he walked away # 1195 01:14:32,417 --> 01:14:35,409 #Daddy gave me a name # 1196 01:14:35,487 --> 01:14:37,978 # Then he walked away # 1197 01:14:38,056 --> 01:14:41,184 #Daddy gave me his name # 1198 01:14:41,260 --> 01:14:43,660 #Then he walked away # 1199 01:14:43,729 --> 01:14:46,425 #Then he walked away # 1200 01:14:46,498 --> 01:14:48,591 #Then he walked away, yeah ## 1201 01:15:00,612 --> 01:15:04,946 Okay, I'm gonna go outside and work. You wanna work on the tomatoes? 1202 01:15:05,017 --> 01:15:06,917 Plant that stuff? I am. 1203 01:15:06,985 --> 01:15:09,044 Dari, you wanna help me? No? All right. 1204 01:15:09,121 --> 01:15:11,146 Come on, Nico. Let's do it. 1205 01:15:11,223 --> 01:15:14,454 You got the directions? Do you have the seeds? 1206 01:15:16,628 --> 01:15:18,562 Let's do these over here. 1207 01:15:21,133 --> 01:15:24,296 We're gonna test natural selection is what we're gonna do. 1208 01:15:24,369 --> 01:15:28,271 Then we'll have to pull out the strong... keep the stronger ones. 1209 01:15:28,340 --> 01:15:30,831 'Cause those are gonna be the ones that'll make the tomatoes. 1210 01:15:30,909 --> 01:15:34,811 It's really hard growing something from a seed. I'll be impressed if this actually happens. 1211 01:15:37,983 --> 01:15:41,248 When Mary and I got married, we wanted to have children. 1212 01:15:41,320 --> 01:15:44,050 That was in the plan. 1213 01:15:44,122 --> 01:15:47,091 And the pregnancy went really well. 1214 01:15:47,159 --> 01:15:51,960 But then something went wrong, and she had a stillbirth. 1215 01:15:52,798 --> 01:15:56,029 And, um, I said, "Can I see the baby? 1216 01:15:56,101 --> 01:15:59,434 You know, bring me the baby. " 1217 01:15:59,504 --> 01:16:03,065 They'd wrapped her up and sat and let me hold her and let me sit with her. 1218 01:16:03,141 --> 01:16:06,235 I talked to her and read her a story. 1219 01:16:06,311 --> 01:16:09,439 Just... Just tried not to lose my mind. 1220 01:16:09,514 --> 01:16:13,974 So I can still see that baby. I can still see Anabella, you know. 1221 01:16:14,052 --> 01:16:16,714 I can still see her face. 1222 01:16:16,788 --> 01:16:19,188 She looked just like her mother. 1223 01:16:20,626 --> 01:16:22,890 These kids need you, man. 1224 01:16:22,961 --> 01:16:25,828 "Cat's in the Cradle" is so real. 1225 01:16:25,897 --> 01:16:28,024 You know, that song? 1226 01:16:28,100 --> 01:16:31,592 You know, promisin'the kid, "And we'll get together then, Son. " 1227 01:16:31,670 --> 01:16:33,604 You know, "We'll have a good time then. " 1228 01:16:33,672 --> 01:16:37,369 That's him when he was young, 1229 01:16:37,442 --> 01:16:40,309 him and his brother sleepin', you know. 1230 01:16:41,213 --> 01:16:44,114 Just stuff... a lot of stuff when I wasn't there, 1231 01:16:44,182 --> 01:16:45,843 like what he was doin'. 1232 01:16:45,917 --> 01:16:48,181 Those were his shoes he was wearin', 1233 01:16:48,253 --> 01:16:50,084 his last cup. 1234 01:16:50,155 --> 01:16:54,353 This is his little thing when he was nine. 1235 01:16:54,426 --> 01:16:56,087 That was him. 1236 01:16:56,161 --> 01:16:59,255 He just got this, his first tattoo. "Peters. " 1237 01:16:59,331 --> 01:17:02,823 So all the nephews and brother... 1238 01:17:02,901 --> 01:17:05,392 and everybody's got... I even got one. 1239 01:17:07,139 --> 01:17:08,970 Can you see it? 1240 01:17:21,053 --> 01:17:24,386 #My son, you're gone # 1241 01:17:24,456 --> 01:17:26,924 #Had a little fun # 1242 01:17:26,992 --> 01:17:31,088 #Good-bye My God, I'm numb # 1243 01:17:31,163 --> 01:17:33,461 #Now you're gone # 1244 01:17:33,532 --> 01:17:38,492 My kid was comin' down a street that was just about to get on to the freeway. 1245 01:17:38,570 --> 01:17:43,064 This guy couldn't wait, and he went to make a left right in front of my son, 1246 01:17:43,141 --> 01:17:45,939 and my son, in front, instead of hittin' him, 1247 01:17:46,011 --> 01:17:47,740 tried to... he veered. 1248 01:17:47,813 --> 01:17:50,281 He didn't go to the hospital or nothin'. 1249 01:17:50,348 --> 01:17:54,250 He was in the worst car crash the towing company had seen in 10 years. 1250 01:17:54,319 --> 01:17:57,220 The car was split in two, wrapped around a pole. 1251 01:17:57,289 --> 01:17:59,223 They had to take two trucks to... 1252 01:17:59,291 --> 01:18:01,122 He was killed instantly. 1253 01:18:01,193 --> 01:18:04,128 It was just so gnarly. It was, like, where was he? 1254 01:18:04,196 --> 01:18:06,790 It was so gnarly in this thing. 1255 01:18:06,865 --> 01:18:10,357 #My boy, I see you smile # 1256 01:18:11,770 --> 01:18:16,332 #Can feel you right beside me # 1257 01:18:16,408 --> 01:18:19,172 #My sweet child # 1258 01:18:20,746 --> 01:18:23,408 #I miss the games # 1259 01:18:23,482 --> 01:18:26,883 #I miss the school plays ## 1260 01:18:28,086 --> 01:18:30,020 My first parental instinct... 1261 01:18:30,088 --> 01:18:33,216 when I heard my kid was killed... 1262 01:18:33,291 --> 01:18:35,851 Ah, got an answer. Got a gun. 1263 01:18:35,927 --> 01:18:39,488 Running to the gun. Half-ass suicide. 1264 01:18:39,564 --> 01:18:42,556 Aaah. Do I really wanna... blah, blah, blah. 1265 01:18:42,634 --> 01:18:44,966 Whoa, it's kinda gnarly. 1266 01:18:45,036 --> 01:18:47,266 Blah, blah, blah. This was the answer. 1267 01:18:47,339 --> 01:18:50,797 My kid needs a jacket. 1268 01:18:50,876 --> 01:18:54,368 Uh, warm... somethin' to eat. 1269 01:18:54,446 --> 01:18:56,277 You know what I mean? 1270 01:18:56,348 --> 01:18:58,077 This is a gnarly trip. 1271 01:18:58,150 --> 01:19:01,608 I gotta go find him before he gets too far away. 1272 01:19:01,686 --> 01:19:04,154 And I was just running to go get my gun. 1273 01:19:04,222 --> 01:19:06,622 I was almost happy, kind of, 1274 01:19:06,691 --> 01:19:09,854 and there was not gonna be any hesitation. 1275 01:19:09,928 --> 01:19:13,159 And in a matter of a second, 1276 01:19:13,231 --> 01:19:16,257 my, uh, other two boys came up, 1277 01:19:16,334 --> 01:19:20,236 and I got so fuckin' bummed, I collapsed... 1278 01:19:20,305 --> 01:19:23,297 and totally seized up and shit. 1279 01:19:23,375 --> 01:19:25,809 So I couldn't go nowhere. 1280 01:19:25,877 --> 01:19:28,971 You know? I can't go nowhere. 1281 01:19:33,885 --> 01:19:36,115 We've been through a lot, 1282 01:19:36,188 --> 01:19:40,215 and, uh, this is the most important job a person can have... 1283 01:19:40,292 --> 01:19:42,283 is that of a parent. 1284 01:19:43,495 --> 01:19:47,158 And anybody who's lucky enough to have children needs to understand that. 1285 01:19:47,232 --> 01:19:49,359 This has to be everything. 1286 01:19:55,473 --> 01:19:59,170 It's funny, you always hear about people saying, like, uh... 1287 01:19:59,244 --> 01:20:02,042 That thing, the classic parent attitude of, like, to a kid, 1288 01:20:02,113 --> 01:20:05,674 like, "I brought you into this world! I gave you life, you know!" 1289 01:20:05,750 --> 01:20:07,684 Like, I think completely opposite. 1290 01:20:07,752 --> 01:20:10,653 Like, my kids gave me life. You know? 1291 01:20:10,722 --> 01:20:12,713 They gave me a reason. 1292 01:20:38,950 --> 01:20:43,114 To become a real parent, whether you're a father or a mother, 1293 01:20:43,188 --> 01:20:48,023 you have to... there has to be this almost physiological change, 1294 01:20:48,093 --> 01:20:51,824 definitely a psychological and spiritual change. 1295 01:20:51,897 --> 01:20:55,833 There's a... There's a couple of kids in the back of that wagon. 1296 01:20:55,901 --> 01:20:58,768 The baby in the back... that's mine. 1297 01:20:59,971 --> 01:21:01,632 This is Arizona. 1298 01:21:05,343 --> 01:21:07,004 Mmm. 1299 01:21:07,078 --> 01:21:11,071 The transition that I was talking about, I think once it happened for one child, 1300 01:21:11,149 --> 01:21:15,085 it was kinda in for, not just any other child I have, 1301 01:21:15,153 --> 01:21:17,621 but for any child I ever see. 1302 01:21:17,689 --> 01:21:21,181 I'm the kind of person, that if a kid's running loose at the airport, 1303 01:21:21,259 --> 01:21:22,988 I'll pick 'em up. 1304 01:21:23,061 --> 01:21:25,757 Of course I'm sure I've freaked a lot of parents out. 1305 01:21:25,830 --> 01:21:28,060 You know, "Where's my baby? 1306 01:21:28,133 --> 01:21:31,899 Oh, that blond man with the tattoos and earrings is carrying her. 1307 01:21:31,970 --> 01:21:33,961 Oh, that's... that's cool. 1308 01:21:34,039 --> 01:21:35,768 That's kind of scary. " 1309 01:21:35,840 --> 01:21:40,140 But I think once they meet me and they see the way I hold a baby, 1310 01:21:40,211 --> 01:21:43,476 they know that I'm a dad because kids know that I'm a dad. 1311 01:21:44,516 --> 01:21:48,008 I want to be present for my children, mentally and physically, 1312 01:21:48,086 --> 01:21:52,250 and being gone all the time just doesn't work into that. 1313 01:21:52,324 --> 01:21:54,485 What, what, what, what, what, what? 1314 01:21:54,559 --> 01:21:58,359 Being home for a day or two here and there... 1315 01:21:58,430 --> 01:22:01,593 really doesn't give you that bonding that you need. 1316 01:22:01,666 --> 01:22:04,692 Being a parent is such an indescribable thing... 1317 01:22:04,769 --> 01:22:08,603 that when you talk to people... friends who don't have kids... 1318 01:22:08,673 --> 01:22:13,167 and are maybe thinking about it or maybe, like, a friend whose wife is pregnant, 1319 01:22:13,244 --> 01:22:15,405 they're, like, "Oh, man, what's coming? What's gonna happen?" 1320 01:22:15,480 --> 01:22:19,314 And you're, like, "I'm gonna tell you this. It's gonna change every single thing in your entire world, 1321 01:22:19,384 --> 01:22:24,515 and I tell you that right now, but it'll be 10 times that when it actually happens. " 1322 01:22:24,589 --> 01:22:27,558 It just really is like, uh... 1323 01:22:27,625 --> 01:22:30,253 It's like red matter from Star Trek, you know? 1324 01:22:30,328 --> 01:22:34,094 It just sucks everything in, and your whole world just becomes... 1325 01:22:34,165 --> 01:22:35,826 this right here, 1326 01:22:35,900 --> 01:22:38,164 and it's the most amazing thing ever. 1327 01:22:39,738 --> 01:22:43,469 My family comes first, regardless of anything, 1328 01:22:43,541 --> 01:22:45,702 and that's the beautiful thing about Rancid... 1329 01:22:45,777 --> 01:22:49,269 is that, like, me and Matt both have kids. 1330 01:22:49,347 --> 01:22:52,339 I'm real lucky 'cause I've got guys that I work with are super-involved... 1331 01:22:52,417 --> 01:22:56,581 and super, um... 1332 01:22:56,654 --> 01:22:58,884 I mean, they get it. They understand. 1333 01:22:58,957 --> 01:23:00,891 They love those kids too. 1334 01:23:00,959 --> 01:23:03,427 So I've been really lucky with that. 1335 01:23:03,495 --> 01:23:05,486 Okay, give me your foot. 1336 01:23:14,873 --> 01:23:23,042 #Happy birthday to you # 1337 01:23:23,114 --> 01:23:25,105 I love you. I love you. 1338 01:23:26,351 --> 01:23:28,285 Thank you very much, girls. 1339 01:23:28,353 --> 01:23:30,480 Daddy, guess what? What? 1340 01:23:30,555 --> 01:23:34,548 You get to a certain point in your life... What have I done and where am I going? 1341 01:23:34,626 --> 01:23:37,857 And I think guys, girls, women, men... 1342 01:23:37,929 --> 01:23:40,420 They end up going through it at this time, you start saying, 1343 01:23:40,498 --> 01:23:44,628 "Do I like who I am, and do I want to continue being this person?" 1344 01:23:45,770 --> 01:23:48,739 What I'm getting at is, this is a midlife crisis. 1345 01:23:48,807 --> 01:23:51,640 You know, spelled out in a band. 1346 01:24:01,753 --> 01:24:04,381 - Hi, Dad. - Hey, kiddo. What are you doin'? 1347 01:24:05,857 --> 01:24:09,987 Dad, I did my guitar every day. 1348 01:24:10,061 --> 01:24:11,995 You practiced your guitar every day? 1349 01:24:12,063 --> 01:24:14,827 Yup. Every day? 1350 01:24:14,899 --> 01:24:16,457 Yeah. Even today? 1351 01:24:17,836 --> 01:24:19,929 Yeah. Yeah? 1352 01:24:20,004 --> 01:24:22,336 Awesome, B. I'm so proud of you. 1353 01:24:34,018 --> 01:24:35,849 #Am I loud and clear # 1354 01:24:35,920 --> 01:24:38,115 # Or am I breakin' up # 1355 01:24:38,189 --> 01:24:41,158 You look out the window, and you have a lot of time... 1356 01:24:41,226 --> 01:24:44,787 of thinking about your family and your kids getting older. 1357 01:24:44,863 --> 01:24:49,357 # Or are we just getting more lost # 1358 01:24:49,434 --> 01:24:53,131 Then all of a sudden you find yourself... the years start going by quicker, 1359 01:24:53,204 --> 01:24:56,571 and you need to find how you get off the road. 1360 01:24:57,308 --> 01:25:01,938 I moved some dates around, so I'm flying home from Texas... 1361 01:25:02,013 --> 01:25:03,981 for the father-daughter dance. 1362 01:25:04,048 --> 01:25:05,982 But the band doesn't know that. 1363 01:25:06,050 --> 01:25:09,281 I'm sure when they find out why I switched the shows, they're all gonna be pissed. 1364 01:25:09,354 --> 01:25:13,518 # We live on front porches and swing life away # 1365 01:25:13,591 --> 01:25:18,119 # We get by just fine here on minimum wage # 1366 01:25:18,196 --> 01:25:21,632 My middle daughter has never had just me alone for the father-daughter dance. 1367 01:25:21,699 --> 01:25:24,065 She's always had to share me with her older sister. 1368 01:25:24,135 --> 01:25:27,036 And I have to go to the dance and dance with two of'em at once. 1369 01:25:28,173 --> 01:25:30,334 Beautiful. 1370 01:25:31,342 --> 01:25:36,507 My middle daughter definitely likes having just me and just my attention, 1371 01:25:36,581 --> 01:25:39,516 so this is the one year that she will have that. 1372 01:25:39,584 --> 01:25:43,987 # We live on front porches and swing life away # 1373 01:25:44,055 --> 01:25:48,890 # We get by just fine here on minimum wage # 1374 01:25:48,960 --> 01:25:52,691 #Iflove is a labor, I'll slave till the end # 1375 01:25:52,764 --> 01:25:58,430 #I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand # 1376 01:25:59,604 --> 01:26:02,664 #Swing life away # 1377 01:26:03,908 --> 01:26:07,071 #Swing life away # 1378 01:26:08,413 --> 01:26:12,873 #Swing life away ## 1379 01:26:12,951 --> 01:26:16,546 I'm willing to piss everyone off to make my daughter happy. 1380 01:26:36,307 --> 01:26:39,276 The other day I get a five-page letter from the band... 1381 01:26:39,344 --> 01:26:42,142 saying that I don't appreciate what we have... 1382 01:26:42,213 --> 01:26:45,671 and, you know, basically, that I'm an asshole because I won't tour enough... 1383 01:26:45,750 --> 01:26:49,151 and won't tour as much as they want, you know. 1384 01:26:49,220 --> 01:26:52,280 I feel like this year I've toured twice as much. 1385 01:26:54,759 --> 01:26:59,958 Just looks like every other downtown city I've been in in the last frickin' month and a half. 1386 01:27:00,965 --> 01:27:05,265 I added it up... We did, like, 115 shows this year. 1387 01:27:05,336 --> 01:27:07,770 I'm definitely burnt out from playing shows... 1388 01:27:07,839 --> 01:27:09,397 and just need a little break. 1389 01:27:09,474 --> 01:27:11,135 Fuck. # I need a Red Bull # 1390 01:27:12,010 --> 01:27:15,104 This isn't something that has a lot of precedent. 1391 01:27:15,179 --> 01:27:17,773 If you're a big rock star, you know, it's no question. 1392 01:27:17,849 --> 01:27:20,010 You go on tour, you make millions of dollars. 1393 01:27:20,084 --> 01:27:25,420 And then if you're a small band, people know that you can't continue to do it past a certain age. 1394 01:27:28,359 --> 01:27:31,351 I'm, uh... You have a list for Club Nokia? 1395 01:27:31,429 --> 01:27:34,227 When you're right in the middle like this, it's kind of difficult. 1396 01:27:34,299 --> 01:27:37,757 Last name: Lindberg. L- I-N-D-B-E-R-G. 1397 01:27:39,904 --> 01:27:42,429 Do you have Fletcher Dragge, Byron... 1398 01:27:42,507 --> 01:27:43,997 Lindberg. 1399 01:27:44,075 --> 01:27:45,372 James orJim. 1400 01:27:45,443 --> 01:27:47,434 Yeah. Yeah. 1401 01:27:50,782 --> 01:27:54,445 Motherfucking Pennywisel 1402 01:28:05,296 --> 01:28:08,697 Los Angeles, we are Pennywise from Hermosa Beach. 1403 01:28:08,766 --> 01:28:11,030 How you doin'? 1404 01:28:11,102 --> 01:28:12,763 Whoo-hoo! 1405 01:28:15,006 --> 01:28:16,997 Are you ready? 1406 01:28:19,377 --> 01:28:21,368 Let's do this shit. 1407 01:28:27,418 --> 01:28:30,910 All right. Let me hear you scream! 1408 01:28:32,490 --> 01:28:34,151 We got to see the world. 1409 01:28:34,225 --> 01:28:36,887 We made a lot of great fans, and we had a good time doing it. 1410 01:28:36,961 --> 01:28:39,930 But I'm up there trying to be a good lead singer of a band... Are you ready? 1411 01:28:39,997 --> 01:28:41,988 And a good dad at the same time. Are you ready? 1412 01:28:42,066 --> 01:28:45,729 And you start to worry if you're doing a bad job at both. 1413 01:28:45,803 --> 01:28:47,464 Oh, shit. 1414 01:28:48,339 --> 01:28:49,829 Oh, thank God. Are you ready? 1415 01:28:49,907 --> 01:28:52,569 I have, you know, been in places where there's that fan... 1416 01:28:52,643 --> 01:28:55,476 and the adulation and stuff like that, and it's huge. 1417 01:28:55,546 --> 01:28:59,312 You know what? I got an ego just like anyone else, and I like that. It feels good. 1418 01:29:10,061 --> 01:29:13,155 But you know what? Still, you know, you come home, and... "Hey, Dad. " 1419 01:29:14,232 --> 01:29:17,565 I got a house full of teenagers, and they're still here, 1420 01:29:17,635 --> 01:29:20,297 and they haven't moved out. 1421 01:29:20,371 --> 01:29:23,772 And, you know, to me, that's just the crown... for me. 1422 01:29:23,841 --> 01:29:25,638 I just love that. That's awesome. 1423 01:29:25,710 --> 01:29:28,941 Growing up here in Hermosa Beach, I learned from bands like Black Flag... 1424 01:29:29,013 --> 01:29:31,072 and the CircleJerks and the Descendents. 1425 01:29:31,149 --> 01:29:33,743 You don't have to kill yourself, you know, 1426 01:29:33,818 --> 01:29:36,651 playing a different show every night for months and months and months. 1427 01:29:36,721 --> 01:29:39,747 You do it as much as you can and still live your life and be happy. 1428 01:29:39,824 --> 01:29:41,815 We got one more song. 1429 01:29:45,229 --> 01:29:47,390 Before this song happens, 1430 01:29:47,465 --> 01:29:49,729 I'm gonna invite fuckin' our band up here. 1431 01:29:49,801 --> 01:29:53,259 This has never happened in the fuckin' history 'cause it's kind of fuckin' gay, 1432 01:29:53,337 --> 01:29:55,305 but we're doin' a group hug up here. 1433 01:29:55,373 --> 01:29:58,831 Randy, get your ass over here. Byron, get your ass out here. 1434 01:29:58,910 --> 01:30:01,208 Don't make me drag you from behind that kit. 1435 01:30:01,279 --> 01:30:04,043 What? Group hug. 1436 01:30:04,115 --> 01:30:06,913 I don't know what. Byron, come here. 1437 01:30:06,984 --> 01:30:09,452 Pennywise, motherfuckers. Let's hear it for us. 1438 01:30:09,520 --> 01:30:12,284 This is a fuckin' family up here, motherfuckers! 1439 01:30:12,356 --> 01:30:14,347 This shit don't happen. 1440 01:30:17,061 --> 01:30:18,551 I love you guys. 1441 01:30:18,629 --> 01:30:20,119 I love you guys! 1442 01:30:20,198 --> 01:30:23,690 I guess it's part of us getting to a certain age, 1443 01:30:23,768 --> 01:30:25,759 but our drummer's mom passed away, 1444 01:30:25,837 --> 01:30:28,499 and then Fletcher's brother passed away. 1445 01:30:28,573 --> 01:30:30,837 You know, we had Jason. 1446 01:30:30,908 --> 01:30:33,035 Pennywise! Pennywise! 1447 01:30:33,110 --> 01:30:34,771 You know, we're all men. 1448 01:30:34,846 --> 01:30:38,509 It's hard to sit there and pour your heart out to each other. 1449 01:30:41,853 --> 01:30:44,048 L.A., I love you! Here we go! 1450 01:30:44,121 --> 01:30:48,057 #Whoa, oh, oh, oh # 1451 01:30:50,361 --> 01:30:52,420 Everyone here, let me hear you. 1452 01:30:52,497 --> 01:30:55,625 #Whoa, oh, oh, oh # 1453 01:30:55,700 --> 01:30:58,999 #Whoa, oh, oh, oh # 1454 01:31:09,180 --> 01:31:10,408 Let's hear it! 1455 01:31:18,589 --> 01:31:20,079 Yeah, to you! 1456 01:31:20,157 --> 01:31:24,491 #Whoa, oh, oh, oh # 1457 01:31:24,562 --> 01:31:29,465 #Whoa, oh, oh, oh # 1458 01:31:29,534 --> 01:31:33,630 #Whoa, oh, oh, oh # 1459 01:31:33,704 --> 01:31:40,132 #Whoa, oh, oh, oh ## 1460 01:31:51,956 --> 01:31:55,221 Thank you, L. A! We're Pennywise! We'll see you next time! 1461 01:32:11,442 --> 01:32:13,433 We did something and it was great, 1462 01:32:13,511 --> 01:32:15,570 and it was filled with all the drama oflife... 1463 01:32:15,646 --> 01:32:19,673 the tragedy, the success, the fun times, the not-so-fun times. 1464 01:32:20,885 --> 01:32:24,821 It's time to just put the final chapter on it. 1465 01:32:27,892 --> 01:32:30,554 Kind of made the decision in, like, the last few hours... 1466 01:32:30,628 --> 01:32:33,893 that I'm gonna tell the guys that I don't wanna do it anymore. 1467 01:32:33,965 --> 01:32:36,695 It's a crazy day. I quit Pennywise today. 1468 01:32:38,069 --> 01:32:39,559 Yeah. 1469 01:32:41,172 --> 01:32:46,667 It's official. I told Randy and Byron, but Fletcher won't answer my phone calls for the last three days. 1470 01:32:48,012 --> 01:32:50,845 I didn't want to be sitting in a hotel in Pittsburgh... 1471 01:32:50,915 --> 01:32:54,715 and missing the soccer game and the piano recital. 1472 01:32:54,785 --> 01:32:56,980 I didn't want to miss out on some important thing... 1473 01:32:57,054 --> 01:32:58,851 that I needed to be there for for my kids... 1474 01:32:58,923 --> 01:33:01,892 or miss some lessons that they needed to be taught... 1475 01:33:01,959 --> 01:33:04,655 that I wasn't there for. 1476 01:33:06,263 --> 01:33:09,892 Now is a great opportunity to try different things with writing... 1477 01:33:09,967 --> 01:33:11,867 or other types of music... 1478 01:33:11,936 --> 01:33:13,870 or doing soundtrack stuff. 1479 01:33:13,938 --> 01:33:17,931 But at the same time, I'm not above anything to take a regular job. 1480 01:33:19,043 --> 01:33:21,307 The, uh, statement came down on Friday. 1481 01:33:21,379 --> 01:33:23,313 Let me read this, and then we'll discuss. 1482 01:33:23,381 --> 01:33:27,647 "After 19 years with Pennywise, Jim Lindberg has decided to step down as lead singer, 1483 01:33:27,718 --> 01:33:30,585 and we wish Jim the best luck in his new ventures, whatever they may be. " 1484 01:33:30,655 --> 01:33:32,987 But "F"him, it says here. I don't think it... 1485 01:33:33,057 --> 01:33:34,718 I'm sorry. That was an ad lib. 1486 01:33:34,792 --> 01:33:36,589 He's got a family, and he wants to... 1487 01:33:36,661 --> 01:33:40,461 He's a punk-rock dad, for God's sakes. He wants to be more dad and less punk rock, it sounds like. 1488 01:33:40,531 --> 01:33:43,193 Um, you said that. I didn't say that. 1489 01:33:43,267 --> 01:33:47,328 I mean, like, we gotta respect the fact that he wants to spend more time with his family, 1490 01:33:47,405 --> 01:33:50,169 and he doesn't want to tour as much. 1491 01:33:58,249 --> 01:34:01,912 You don't take risks and you don't gamble with your children. 1492 01:34:01,986 --> 01:34:07,288 You can take risks for yourself. I don't think we have the right to take risks with our children. 1493 01:34:07,358 --> 01:34:12,091 There's one thing to be an individual. There's another thing to be an individual at the cost of the people around you. 1494 01:34:12,163 --> 01:34:17,100 I'm tired of watchin' my life go by like a fuckin' really fast movie. 1495 01:34:17,168 --> 01:34:19,864 It's like a fuckin' bad Twilight Zone. 1496 01:34:19,937 --> 01:34:22,929 I'm raising my kid... 1497 01:34:23,007 --> 01:34:24,998 the way I wish I had been raised. 1498 01:34:25,076 --> 01:34:27,169 I think that's what we're all doing. 1499 01:34:28,345 --> 01:34:32,338 Someone said the other day to me, "Man, I wish you were my father. " 1500 01:34:32,416 --> 01:34:34,543 I go, "Me too. 1501 01:34:35,553 --> 01:34:38,215 I wish I was my father too. " 1502 01:34:38,289 --> 01:34:40,951 I know there's kids out there that might be watching this... 1503 01:34:41,025 --> 01:34:43,516 or can relate that are from broken homes, 1504 01:34:43,594 --> 01:34:45,789 and that you've clung to that anger. 1505 01:34:45,863 --> 01:34:48,764 But you learn over time, you learn to take the anger... 1506 01:34:48,833 --> 01:34:50,960 and make it something positive. 1507 01:34:51,035 --> 01:34:54,232 You take a negative to positive, which is gonna put you on top, 1508 01:34:54,305 --> 01:34:57,900 which is another whole type oflevel of punk rock feeling... 1509 01:34:57,975 --> 01:35:00,102 oflike flippin'a switch. 1510 01:35:00,177 --> 01:35:02,668 I just felt there was a better world out there, 1511 01:35:02,747 --> 01:35:04,977 that with a little bit of unity and cooperation, 1512 01:35:05,049 --> 01:35:07,040 we could all make this place better. 1513 01:35:07,118 --> 01:35:11,145 And it's very idealistic, it's a very young person's way oflooking at the world. 1514 01:35:11,222 --> 01:35:14,020 But I think once you get older, you get a little more realistic, 1515 01:35:14,091 --> 01:35:16,753 but that's what I wanna have, that's what I wanna hold on to... 1516 01:35:16,827 --> 01:35:19,318 is that feeling that we can make a change out there. 1517 01:35:19,396 --> 01:35:23,730 Maybe the way we change the world is by raising better kids... 1518 01:35:23,801 --> 01:35:26,065 and being more attentive to those kids. 1519 01:35:26,137 --> 01:35:29,072 And, um, maybe that's how we change the world... 1520 01:35:29,140 --> 01:35:33,270 Instead ofby writing a punk rock song, maybe we just be better parents. 1521 01:35:38,916 --> 01:35:42,909 I wanna be around for my kids. I wanna be, um... 1522 01:35:42,987 --> 01:35:45,478 I wanna be there when they want me to be there, 1523 01:35:45,556 --> 01:35:48,548 and I think that's the punkest thing of all. 1524 01:36:02,673 --> 01:36:04,766 #Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah # 1525 01:36:04,842 --> 01:36:08,710 #I was a teenage anarchist # 1526 01:36:08,779 --> 01:36:11,179 #Looking for a revolution # 1527 01:36:11,248 --> 01:36:14,115 #I had the style I had the ambition # 1528 01:36:14,185 --> 01:36:17,484 #Read all the authors I knew the right slogans # 1529 01:36:17,555 --> 01:36:20,183 # There was no war but the class war # 1530 01:36:20,257 --> 01:36:23,658 #I was ready to set the world on fire # 1531 01:36:23,727 --> 01:36:27,060 #I was a teenage anarchist # 1532 01:36:27,131 --> 01:36:30,589 #Looking for a revolution # 1533 01:36:30,668 --> 01:36:32,829 #Do # 1534 01:36:32,903 --> 01:36:35,064 # You remember # 1535 01:36:36,140 --> 01:36:41,544 # When you were young and you wanted to set the world on fire? # 1536 01:36:43,180 --> 01:36:48,641 #Do you remember # 1537 01:36:48,719 --> 01:36:54,316 # When you were young and you wanted to set the world on fire? # 1538 01:36:55,292 --> 01:36:58,284 #I was a teenage anarchist # 1539 01:36:58,362 --> 01:37:01,354 #But the politics were too convenient # 1540 01:37:01,432 --> 01:37:04,526 #In the depths of their humanity # 1541 01:37:04,602 --> 01:37:07,594 #All I saw was bloodless ideology # 1542 01:37:07,671 --> 01:37:10,663 # With freedom as a doctrine # 1543 01:37:10,741 --> 01:37:13,904 #Guess who was the new authority # 1544 01:37:13,978 --> 01:37:17,038 #I was a teenage anarchist # 1545 01:37:17,114 --> 01:37:20,845 #But the politics were too convenient # 1546 01:37:20,918 --> 01:37:26,185 #Do you remember # 1547 01:37:26,257 --> 01:37:31,923 # When you were young and you wanted to set the world on fire? # 1548 01:37:33,397 --> 01:37:38,061 #Do you remember # 1549 01:37:38,903 --> 01:37:44,535 # When you were young and you wanted to set the world on fire? # 1550 01:37:45,209 --> 01:37:50,841 # When you were young and you wanted to set the world on fire? # 1551 01:37:52,349 --> 01:37:54,579 She wants us to start a swear jar. 1552 01:37:54,652 --> 01:37:57,120 But I think all the money's gonna go to her. 1553 01:37:57,187 --> 01:37:59,121 So it's, you know... She'll call you out on it. 1554 01:37:59,189 --> 01:38:01,180 You'll be, like, "Damn it. " And she's, like, "Daddy. " 1555 01:38:01,258 --> 01:38:03,488 I mean, crap! "Crap" is like a quarter. 1556 01:38:03,560 --> 01:38:05,790 I'm, like, crap is... No, "crap" is in the dictionary. 1557 01:38:05,863 --> 01:38:08,627 Does anybody really get offended by the word "fuck"? 1558 01:38:08,699 --> 01:38:10,929 Anybody? Really? I don't think so. 1559 01:38:11,001 --> 01:38:13,936 But yet, when we're around people that we don't know that well, 1560 01:38:14,004 --> 01:38:16,063 we don't say it. 1561 01:38:16,140 --> 01:38:19,200 Let's bring down these walls between people. 1562 01:38:19,276 --> 01:38:22,905 The word "fuck" can being us together as humans. 1563 01:38:23,547 --> 01:38:25,811 Fuck the neighbors. 1564 01:38:25,883 --> 01:38:28,909 Why? I don't know. They're close by. 1565 01:38:28,986 --> 01:38:30,613 I don't know what's going on. 1566 01:38:30,688 --> 01:38:32,679 Sounds like that cat's dying. 1567 01:38:32,756 --> 01:38:34,656 I'm not a cat guy. 1568 01:38:34,725 --> 01:38:38,286 It was the first time I had to, uh, actually lay down the law as a dad, 1569 01:38:38,362 --> 01:38:40,296 and it was not easy. 1570 01:38:42,833 --> 01:38:44,767 The thing I can't give him is orange juice. 1571 01:38:44,835 --> 01:38:46,962 There's just a blowout after that, man. 1572 01:38:47,037 --> 01:38:50,165 It's just like you're running around with a bucket behind him. 1573 01:38:50,240 --> 01:38:52,401 The craziest colors come out. You know what I mean? 1574 01:38:52,476 --> 01:38:55,445 You're like, "What kind of fuckin' shade of green is that?" 1575 01:38:55,512 --> 01:38:57,503 I wish I could get my hair that color. 1576 01:38:57,581 --> 01:38:59,344 I'll never be as old as DEVO. 1577 01:38:59,416 --> 01:39:02,214 I keep telling myself that. 1578 01:39:02,286 --> 01:39:04,550 Can I ask how old you are? Is that okay? Yeah. 1579 01:39:04,621 --> 01:39:06,612 How old are you? Thirty-eight. 1580 01:39:06,690 --> 01:39:10,387 No, 58. I know I had you fooled there for a second. 1581 01:39:10,461 --> 01:39:12,895 #I was a teenage anarchist ## 1582 01:39:12,963 --> 01:39:14,954 Ah, it's not too bad. 1583 01:39:15,032 --> 01:39:17,592 All right. Let's go before I get in trouble. 1584 01:39:19,269 --> 01:39:21,328 Shit! 1585 01:39:21,405 --> 01:39:23,066 Let's go. 1586 01:39:26,477 --> 01:39:28,001 Goddamn it. 136023

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