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Episode 23

I'm exhausted.

Okay, bye bye.

Who were you talking to on the phone?

Cheng Yin.

Is she still alone in Tongcheng County?

I asked her to come over to write
her paper, but she won't come.

Are you feeling a little lonely

without Cheng Yin here?

I am.

But she still doesn't seem

to want to see you now.

What's the matter?

She sees me as a love rival?

Outpatient Building

Mr Su,

it means

she doesn't actually want to avoid you.

It's just that this Cheng Yin

is paranoid of you.

I've only noticed this recently.

I wonder if it's a coincidence.

I don't think it is.

Judging by the current situation,

I hope you can make more time for her.

The best situation for her is if you're
with her, Cheng Yin won't be there.

The less Cheng Yin appears,

indicates that her condition is improving.

But

would it really be alright

if I don't bring her in for treatment?

Treatment is a double-edged blade.

Although the current treatment

will delay the healing process,

it will minimize the mental impact

and damage

she will have to bear in the future.

In your expert opinion,

which approach should I take?

Actually, you've already
made a decision deep down,

haven't you, Mr Su?

Boss, Ms Sang just called.

Madam just called.

What are you doing now?

Why aren't you home yet?

I'm having a business dinner.

Are you drinking again?

Don't you dare drink.

Sometimes, I can't turn
down these invitations.

Anyway, I'm going to check
you when you get home.

Okay.

Sir, you're back.

I'd better be going then.

Goodbye.

No smell of alcohol.

But why do you smell like the hospital?

The perfume Qin put
on lately is a little weird.

Really?

If you don't believe me,

you can come closer and
examine me thoroughly.

Sure.

What do you think?

It's alright.

Do we have any food?

I'm starving.

We do.

What's more, I made them myself.

This is certainly not made by Aunt, right?

Is it bad?

What else did you make?

I only made the meatballs.

What do you mean by this?

Make your own food next time.

Wu Yan.

Sang Wu Yan.

Sang Wu Yan,

didn't you hear me calling you?

I'm not your pet.

Why should I rush over to you

whenever you call?

I don't treat you like a pet.

You do.

Be reasonable, okay?

What kind of pet can be this adorable?

Stop bluffing.

Good girl.

Come here.

I called you because I really
wanted to apologize to you.

Your tone was really mean, okay?

Let's make some ground rules.

Don't be mean to me, don't drink

and don't smoke.

Okay.

I'll punish you if you break the rules.

What's the punishment?

You tell me.

What's the punishment?

No talking for three days.

Okay.

Su Nian Qin, not talking is
exactly what you want, isn't it?

Su Nian Qin, you don't even
have the courtesy to repent.

Wu Yan,

I think there's something
you forgot to do.

What is it?

Think about it.

Something that you must do

after you finish the meal.

Gargling?

Wash the dishes.

Hello,

is this Ms Sang?

I am Yu Wei Lan.

Hello.

If you're looking for Nian Qin,

he is...

No.

I'm actually looking for you.

Me?

Ms Sang, you don't
seem to want to talk to me?

No, I'm not.

That's okay.

As a stepmother who was
once hated by Nian Qin,

I've become very thick-skinned now.

Wu Yan,

can I address you

the same way Nian Qin and Xiao Lu do?

In the past,

Nian Qin and I had
a difficult relationship.

For a long time,

he didn't talk nicely to me even once.

But that has changed.

You know, Wu Yan,

it's all because of you.

You changed him.

I didn't really do anything.

You made him fall in
love with you, didn't you?

I think,

for a while,

Nian Qin had lost the ability to love.

Then he met you.

You brought light to his eyes.

You made him understand that

if we work together,

every family will find happiness

in their own way.

That's all we need.

Thank you.

There is nothing to thank me for.

This is just me, as a mother, trying

to convince my son's lover for him.

I hope that you can marry him in peace.

You can say I'm doing
it for selfish reasons.

Where is Nian Qin?

He's sleeping.

That's what I thought.

I was wondering

why he didn't come to stop me

after we're talking on
the phone for so long.

Do you also feel that

he was a little overprotective of you?

I mocked him over this too.

Actually, there's a lot of
things he doesn't like about me.

He doesn't like me misplacing stuff.

And I don't know how to cook.

And he doesn't like
me singing out of tune.

Looks like I failed to teach him well.

Don't worry, Wu Yan.

I'll correct his prejudice.

When you have time,

come home with Nian Qin.

I'll have to see when he's free.

Okay.

It's a deal then.

Bye bye.

I was just being polite with her.

And you really took time out.

What?

I mean

when I see Xiao Lu's sister later,

what should I call her?

You've asked this three question
times on our way here.

Madam Yu.

Yu Wei Lan.

Madam Su, Mrs Su.

Sister of Xiao Lu. Anything you want.

What do you call her then?

Yu Wei Lan.

What about your dad?

Is he nice?

Is he scary?

He's getting old now,

so he has become a lot nicer.

As for his temper, it's as good as mine.

Let's go.

Hold on, hold on.

Let me check if my makeup is running.

I mean I just feel that

your glasses look nice.

You look nice too.

Don't worry.

Let's go.

This is Nian Qin's mother's piano.

I've always thought that
this piano's soundboard

produced the best sound I've ever heard.

You can sit down and try it.

Can I?

I've asked my brother-in-law.
He's fine with it.

Okay.

You've met her now.

Don't walk over there.

She's timid. You will scare her.

I plan to get married with her
after she gets her master's degree.

That's great. It's happening soon.

I'd better start preparing.

Preparing what?

What does she think about it?

From what I see,

it's nice enough that
she wants to marry you.

What... What are you doing here?

Your dad...

We'll just go there
when it's time for dinner.

Okay.

What song did you just play?

How come I've never heard it before?

I think it's nice.

I was just noodling.

So

you're feeling like composing
a song, aren't you?

I just played a few random melodies.

If I really want to compose a song,

melody is just the beginning.

The hardest part is the arrangement.

What mode should it be,

what chords should I use,

everything has to be
structured and precise.

Song composition is not that easy.

Is it that complicated?

I thought you could just compose
one when you're in the mood.

It isn't complicated.

It's called logical.

What are the scale and chords you used

in the song you wrote for me?

C major.

The simplest chord and the simplest scale.

The simplest?

So you're just not
doing it from your heart.

Here's the thing.

Major keys sound brighter.

Minor keys sound more sombre.

So that means

major chords are how you sound like

when you are usually happy,

minor chords are how you sound
like when you usually talk.

That's easy then.

Just use C major

to compose one more song.

It's so simple.

Isn't it easy to compose one?

It's been so long since I wrote a song.

You said it yourself just now.

Every new melody is a new beginning.

Your interpretation is always so...

Did I interpret it wrongly?

You know,

I think a lot of times,

we insist on doing something

not because we really want to do it,

but because we have to do it.

Because we can't resist it.

That's why I've been

working in the radio station.

Reason is telling me that

I have to keep trying to leave,

yet I'm still hosting shows.

You're doing the same
thing too, aren't you?

It's like you never stop playing piano.

Dinner time.

Coming.

I'll take it as a yes then.

What's next?

Nian Qin, why did we
have to leave so early?

I didn't even get a
chance to talk to your dad.

He's a bad conversationalist.

There's nothing to talk about.

That's not true.

I think he's just like how you said he is.

I think he's quite friendly.

What are you watching?

Just some film.

Nian Qin,

close your eyes.

I'll tell you what the movie is about.

The movie is now at the part where

the protagonist is searching high and low

for his best friend, William.

However,

no one knows who his friend is.

His name is not
even on the student list.

The doctor

tells him that

everything that happened
between him and William...

Boss,

here's the information of the film.

This film is based on

the real-life experiences of
mathematician John Nash.

John Nash was awarded

the Nobel Memorial Prize in
Economic Sciences in 1994

for his game theory.

But

Nash and his wife

had a lifelong battle with his paranoia.

He saw the world in a way

that no one can ever imagine.

This sentence is special.

Look at the camera.

Three, two, one.

Not bad.

One more, one more.

Here we go.

Those who are in 422 come here.

Come.

Let's get a picture.

Nice. Let's take one more.

Take a few more.

Three, two, one.

Look, he's so handsome.

Yes.

Wu Yan, congratulations
on your graduation.

-Thank you.
-Wu Yan,

is this your mum?

She looks so elegant.

Hi.

Excuse me,

I have to take my wife and mother-in-law

to other places to take pictures.

You're calling me mother-in-law already?

Mrs Sang,

I've been planning to
get married with Wu Yan

after she graduates.

Since I'm marrying my daughter,

I should accept nothing less.

What other family's daughter has,

my Wu Yan deserves nothing less.

You hear me?

Of course.

I'll give her the best of everything.

How do you want to get
your makeup done tomorrow?

I want a natural look.

What about the groom?

He just needs to do his hair.

Can you make me look pretty

and make him look ugly?

Why?

Because this way,

others won't think I'm
not good enough for him.

Bye bye.

See you tomorrow, bye bye.

Wu Yan,

it's been a long time.

What are you doing here?

I've received Su Nian Qin's
wedding invitation.

So I came here as soon as I could.

I asked Qin just now,

and found out that you're here.

Wu Yan,

you still have a chance
to change your mind.

Change my mind about what?

Marrying him.

I can be a backup.

Whose backup are you planning to be?

Mine?

You may not have a chance.

Or do you want to be his backup?

That's even impossible.

Nian Qin,

let's go.

What's the matter?

I need to take you to buy something.

Buy what?

It is a very, very simple

pink coloured men's shirt.

I have to prove that you look better than

Peng Rui Xing in pink.

Otherwise, I'm not comfortable
with simply marrying you.

I have one.

You're so forgetful.

You do?

The colour that only a truly handsome man

can look good in.

That's true.

Only a truly handsome
man can look good in this.

Are you happy now, my wife?

I am.

Can you sign this now, my wife?

Two families are brought
together due to a marriage.

Our matrimony is a match made in heaven.

When the peach tree is in full bloom,

then comes the time for us to build
a harmonious home.

May our home be fruitful and prosper.

I'm writing down my promise
to grow old with you on paper.

The nuptials shall be
announced on red leaves.

This will serve as proof. Su Nian Qin.

Who wrote this?

Me.

What's the matter?

Sang Wu Yan

Marriage Certificate

Why did you give it to me?

It's for you to keep it, of course.

You can use it to
denounce me in the future.

Alright.

I have to go now.

Where are you going?

Have you forgotten?

My family's tradition.

I have to go back to
the old house tonight.

Wu Yan: Nian Qin

Nian Qin, why are you calling so soon?

I hear the notification of your message.

I was wondering if you couldn't
sleep and wanted to talk to me.

You couldn't sleep either?

I was sleeping.

I put my phone under the pillow.

I woke up when it vibrated.

What's wrong? Why aren't you sleeping?

I couldn't sleep.

Why are you able to sleep?

Wu Yan, rise and shine.

It's 6:30 a.m.

Time to get up and get ready.

I don't want to get up.

You brat,

it's your wedding day
and you still won't get up?

Do you want the wedding to be cancelled?

Get out of your bed now.

Mum, just let her sleep a little longer.

Nian Qin?

I'm up, I'm up now.

You found out.

Now the surprise is gone.

Found out what?

What surprise?

Don't forget.

Blind people

generally rely on sound or sunlight

to tell direction.

When you walk later,

just walk toward the light.

Why did you call me here?

Nothing.

Do you think my bow tie is too big?

Should I change to a different knot?

Are you getting nervous?

Of course not.

Since I proposed to you

three years ago,

I've been preparing myself for today.

There's no way I'm nervous.

Wu Yan, it's almost time.

Okay.

Just walk toward the light.

I got it.

Su Nian Qin and Sang Wu Yan

♫ Every time I thought I would cry ♫

♫ When the light fades away ♫

♫ I search everywhere
for the familiar voice ♫

♫ Slowly penetrating the tides
and raindrops ♫

♫ Even though I try to carry on ♫

♫ And I leave my past behind ♫

♫ I feel like I can hear your breathing ♫

♫ And the night turns translucent ♫

♫ Be it the city or forest ♫

♫ A gloomy tranquillity ♫

♫ Lost in the midst ♫

♫ I close my eyes ♫

♫ But I see your silhouette ♫

In the past, I used to say

♫ Forever shine for me ♫

move on,

look forward.

But Nian Qin has made me just like him.

♫ Unafraid even when faced
with the unknown future ♫

I would unconsciously
remember many moments.

♫ Because you're
the only thing I think about ♫

For instance,

♫ I only think about you ♫

I still remember how I felt

♫ Forever shine for me ♫

the first time I saw him.

The feeling that even though
reason told me that

♫ Never doubting even when I continue on ♫

our meeting would most
probably not lead to anything,

♫ Turns out I love you so ♫

I still did not mind

and gave my best to love.

♫ It is enough to confront ♫

♫ All the loneliness of this world ♫

♫ Forever shine for me ♫

♫ Walking through the rain
and burning fire ♫

♫ Can you hold me to the end? ♫

♫ Falling into the splendid,
eternal summer ♫

♫ Still unable to see clearly ♫

♫ Be it the city or forest ♫

♫ So near yet so far ♫

Wu Yan,

♫ Waiting for the night ♫

♫ To consume the vulnerable heart ♫

thank you for loving me.

♫ Nothing much to say ♫

♫ I've been waiting for something ♫

♫ It's written in the stars ♫

♫ There's a voice in my ears ♫

♫ That has been keeping me company ♫

♫ Because of that,
I'm no longer afraid of sunset ♫

♫ The sun shower deliberately falls ♫

♫ On my shoulders ♫

♫ I suddenly recall something ♫

♫ I think I heard it somewhere before ♫

♫ Subconsciously ♫

♫ I recognise you ♫

♫ By your astonishing voice ♫

♫ In the next second ♫

♫ You look up and smile at me ♫

Do you want to...

♫ You say the lyric is a tongue twister ♫

♫ I quench the galaxy ♫

♫ Naturally in the dark ♫

♫ We hug and hold hands ♫

♫ I've never spoken my mind ♫

♫ Since I met you ♫

♫ Everything has changed ♫

♫ Since I met you ♫

♫ The starry sky has
always been behind us ♫

♫ Since I met you ♫

♫ I learned how to love carefreely ♫

♫ I want you to know ♫

♫ You're the only thing I need ♫

♫ Even in exchange
for the entire universe ♫

♫ I'll never trade in your red beans ♫

Hurry, hurry.

Nian Qin?

Nian Qin?

Nian Qin?

Why aren't you coming in?

Close the door.

We will start over.

Wu Yan, I'm home.

What is he doing?

Wu Yan, I'm home.

Wu Yan, I'm home.

What's his problem?

Is he a Japanese man?

He has to make me stand at the

front door and say welcome back,

you've had a hard day.

Is he happy now?

Stop laughing, okay?

I'm really upset now.

What did he say?

He didn't say a word.

What about other times?

Except for this,

he's usually normal.

No matter what,

even if I stood at the door

and the door was wide open,

he wouldn't give in.

He had to make me go over the process.

He's too unreasonable.

Just leave him at the door

and let him wait for the whole night.

If I really ignored him,

he might have stood
there until the next day.

Serves him right.

But

it would make me feel bad.

I just don't get him.

I mean, before we got married,

we lived together for a while too, right?

How come this has never happened before?

Because women aren't the
only ones who are ritualistic.

For him, this is like a ritual of a man.

Before marriage,

you two were boyfriend and girlfriend.

After marriage,

he wants a ritual

to show that you're his wife

and that you're part of his life.

But why did he have to choose this way?

Maybe

he doesn't want you to neglect him.

And me welcoming him
home intimately every day

means I'm not neglecting him?

Is he that lovey-dovey?

Yes.

He just likes to express himself

in very specific ways.

Such as

putting the ring on your finger

to affirm your status.

Writing the marriage vow for you

to make a commitment.

He hopes to express that

you're his number one priority.

Maybe he also hopes that

you can use the same way

to express that he's your
number one priority too.

This is his ritual.

Can I interpret this as
he loves me too much?

Of course.

So that means

unless we divorce,

I have to put up with him
like this for the rest of our lives.