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(phone ringing, vibrating)
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(birds chirping)
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-(bang) -Oh shit. (groans)
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(phone ringing, vibrating)
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(birds cooing)
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(phone ringing, vibrating)
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(sighs)
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♪ ♪
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-(sighs) -(drops phone)
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(rummaging, banging)
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(rattling, shaking, crunching)
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-(sighs) -(rummaging)
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-(glass breaking) -Oh shit!
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(exhales)
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(knocking)
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(sighs)
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Hi! Is everything okay?
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-Where are they? -Where are what?
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Your bottles. Don't make me start opening cabinets.
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I don't know what bottles you're talking about.
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Okay, suit yourself.
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Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
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You were drunk off your ass last night.
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I could hear it in your voice when you called me.
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I didn't call you. What are you talking about?
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"There's no match.
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"He doesn't wanna know me.
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It was like a big neon fuck-you from my DNA."
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Any of that ring a bell?
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I didn't just hear the booze.
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I heard your pain.
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(light piano playing)
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♪
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I...
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had a hard night.
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(clears throat)
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I got some bad news.
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Yeah.
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And you really want me to believe
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this is the first time you handled it this way?
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Rita, can we just sit down and talk
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without all of the drama?
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No. No, we can't. We've done enough of that.
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Where are the bottles?
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There's one under the oven.
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-(opens cabinet) -(grabs bottle)
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This is the cheap stuff. I know this ain't all.
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(scoffs)
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This is silly.
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(sighs)
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-(Brooke sighs) -(cabinet opens, bottles clink)
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This is the good stuff.
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Happy now?
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Now, get me the empties.
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(scoffs)
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(bottles rattling)
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Now, line 'em up.
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You line 'em up.
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I'm sick of being chastised like a child.
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You're not a child, and I am not your parent.
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But it's my job to show you your choices.
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Fine.
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(rattling)
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(bottles clinking)
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(thudding)
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(thud)
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Five.
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-In a week? -Five is nothing.
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You remember how wild it can get, don't you?
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-You don't have to get defensive. -I'm not defensive.
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I am not trying to make you feel bad, I swear to God.
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I don't do you any favors by sugarcoating any of this.
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Answer me this. Why did you have to lie?
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Addicts lie.
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I know I don't have to teach you about that.
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Yeah, but why did you have to lie to me?
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Haven't we been through enough? Do you not trust me?
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Because of that face.
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That disappointed look.
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I'm worried, not disappointed.
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But if you want me to say I'm disappointed so you can feel
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more comfortable feeling sorry for yourself,
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that's not gonna happen.
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Nothing about this is comfortable for me.
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I have a splitting fucking headache,
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and you're not helping.
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-(opens bottle) -So,
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when did it start?
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Again?
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-Around when my father died. -Hm-mm.
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-And did Adam have anything to do with this? -Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mmm.
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Don't blame him. I'm a grown-ass woman.
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Why couldn't you call me when you had your head on straight?
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My head hasn't been on straight for a while now.
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Besides, I knew
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whatever you were gonna say wouldn't change my mind.
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I've talked you down before.
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Yeah, well, this isn't before.
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How are you treating patients like this?
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I would never compromise my work.
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No, I'm not saying that. It's just if it were me--
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I know how to hold my patients' pain.
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I show up for them.
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They come in here, into this house,
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carrying their fear and despair
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and anxiety because they have nowhere else to turn.
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I am here for them.
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And who holds your pain?
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Where do you leave your despair?
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At the bottom of one of these bottles?
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I just wanna forget it all sometimes!
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It's not that complicated to understand.
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Sometimes, I want to silence that voice
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that makes me feel small.
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You know, could I do
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some positive self-talk, some CBT, some meditation? Sure.
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But sometimes, an Old Fashioned...
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or four,
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just gets me there a little bit faster.
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So, when did you decide you wanted this?
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-(scoffs) -To drink again?
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I told you when it started.
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But what was the moment you decided?
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There's the moment you do it,
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but before that,
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there's the moment you decide to do it.
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And you feel great
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because it's not hanging over you anymore.
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No more "ifs." You have a plan.
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So when did you make yours?
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After my father's funeral.
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(sighs)
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We had my father's friends back to his house and they...
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(sighs) made all this food and...
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were telling all these stories, stories I didn't know.
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I didn't know
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that my father liked British baking shows.
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(laughs)
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I came back to this house, and it was empty.
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So quiet you could hear a hummingbird in Van Nuys,
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and I just...
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I lost it.
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Cried myself to sleep on the couch,
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didn't even take off my shoes.
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When I woke up, it was the middle of the night.
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I just thought...
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fuck it.
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There'll be consequences, but not tomorrow.
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I went back to sleep,
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and I dreamt about what my first drink would be.
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I knew somethin' was up with you.
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From the moment I walked in here two weeks ago.
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Then why didn't you say something right then?
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Oh, I know where you're going with that.
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You are not gonna blame me for your slips,
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your relapses. That manipulative guilt shit?
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Don't work on me.
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I invented that shit!
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But you could've been here for me though.
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Could've supported me
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-when things were bad. -No.
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Wait, are you really saying...
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that I'm not here for you?
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That I don't support you?
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I know you're here for me, but...
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You've been gone.
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And I know you have your own shit going on. I--
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I didn't wanna be a burden to you.
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You're not a burden to me.
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(scoffs)
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No, I'm serious. Never.
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I don't do things I don't wanna do.
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If I'm here, it's because I wanna be here.
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Well then, I'm out of excuses.
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(sighs)
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(sighs)
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So then...
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what do you wanna do about all this?
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Honestly, I wanna go back to bed.
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-You can sleep later. -(sighs)
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Do you want to stop drinking?
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I don't know what I need right now.
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I didn't ask you if you need to.
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I can see you need to.
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But this ain't gonna work unless you want to.
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Yes.
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Okay.
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-Get your shoes on. -Wh-- For what?
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-We're finding a meeting. -Where?
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I'll figure it out. I can call Shannon. I could even call Elise.
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Okay, but I, um...
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-But what? -I'm-I'm-I'm--
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-I'm not dressed to go out. -So we don't have to go out.
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I could call enough people so we could have a meeting right here.
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How about this?
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There is a 6:00 meeting tonight.
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-I will go to that. -Sure you will.
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Who you think you're talkin' to?
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-I know all the tricks. -I will go to the meeting.
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-I just can't go right now. -Why not?
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Because I have patient notes to do for tomorrow!
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Oh. Today's Saturday.
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-You got patients on Sunday? -I meant Monday.
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(drops phone)
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Okay.
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6:00 meeting it is.
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-(sighs) -(slaps legs)
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-(sighs) -(glass clinking)
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(bottles clinking)
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-Thank you. -(clinking)
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But I'm going with you.
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So you go and do your notes or whatever.
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-I'll wait in the den till then. -You...
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-You're gonna sit in my den all day? -Hm-mm.
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-(scoffs) That's not necessary. -(bottles clink)
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Hm. Oh, I don't think
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-you understand what's about to happen. -(bottles rattle)
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I only work eight hours a day,
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five days a week.
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The rest of the time, I'm free to be all up in your face.
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I will call your phone until it explodes.
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I will stalk your life. I'll sit outside your house.
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Hell, I might even move in here.
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-This is a nice-ass house. -You don't need to do all that.
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Then fight for yourself.
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You're a grown-ass woman, right? That's what grown-ass women do.
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Alright.
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(sighs) Call Shannon.
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Good girl.
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Wait, Rita?
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-What? -Rita.
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-Don't call her. Not yet. -Why not?
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Shit. Brooke, no.
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-(sighs) -Give me-- Just give me a second to think!
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This is not something to think about.
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The work is hard, but the decision to do it
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-is easy. -Maybe for you it is.
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You just told me a minute ago you wanted to stop.
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I don't know! Maybe I said that because...
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I don't know. I didn't want you to walk out on me.
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I just have a lot of thoughts swirling around right now--
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Brooke! I love you.
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But you trying to outrun these thoughts is how we got here.
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I love you, too.
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I'm just not cut out for this right now!
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I know you are.
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-Just lean on me. Good! -You're pushing me!
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-Somebody has to push you! -I just know what that meeting
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is gonna be like, and I don't want to... (sighs) go!
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I don't wanna start over and
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take inventory and make amends.
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But that's the work.
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Well, maybe I don't wanna do the work anymore.
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So...
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what, you're just...
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done?
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With the program?
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-With your recovery? On all of it? -And what if I am done?
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What are you gonna do? Are you gonna walk out? Abandon me?
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-Don't go there. -Well, I mean,
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if you're gonna have all these conditions
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around our friendship, go ahead.
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Conditions?
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Try boundaries. You're the one
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always preaching about boundaries.
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Honestly, boundaries are getting a little bit tedious for me, too.
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So, what, it's back to Good Time Brooke?
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-Silk City Brooke? -I don't know.
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There's a reason we remind ourselves how we used to be.
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Not just the good times. What came after.
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The car crashes,
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waking up in strangers' apartments,
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-swimming in a fog. -(sighs)
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You really wanna invite all of that back into your life?
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It's different this time.
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It's never different.
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You know better than to say that.
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(sighs)
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Why invite me over here every week
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when you knew you were drinking the whole time?
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-I didn't wanna admit-- -Why even pretend
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you wanted a sponsor at all?
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-What am I even doing here? -Please!
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Rita, I just...
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I wanted to have my friend.
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Not...
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(quietly exclaims)
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Okay.
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Okay.
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I know what I'm supposed to do if my sponsee has a relapse.
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I'm supposed to ask clarifying questions
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about their desire for sobriety.
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I'm supposed to offer a meeting, with love.
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I'm supposed to remind them of the steps
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and offer guidance
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to help them rework it. And if they reject that help,
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I'm supposed to detach.
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But when I...
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walked in here today and saw you,
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I didn't give a fuck about any of that.
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All I saw was my friend, hurting.
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But I am pissed at you.
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And I am pissed at myself.
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-Why? -Because I am not supposed to be
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this invested in you staying sober!
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I'm supposed to know better than to try and save you.
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That's what I'm saying.
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You don't have to think about that anymore.
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We can see each other without all of...
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that hanging in the air.
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You're asking me to do somethin' I don't know how to do.
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Which is what?
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-Sit back and watch you disintegrate. -(scoffs)
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Who the fuck wants a front row seat to that?
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If every bad choice is
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-the end of the world... -No!
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and you threaten to walk out if you
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-disapprove of-- -You are not about to make me
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-into your father. -But you're the same.
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You only accept me if I do what you want me to do.
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That's the liquor talking.
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Not you.
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You know what we mean to each other.
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And it's more than just meetings and steps.
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It's dinners
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and day trips.
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Your kids' graduations, your divorce.
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Ten years.
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I'm just asking you not to give up on our friendship
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just because I'm deciding to go another way right now.
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And who's to say that I won't go to a meeting next week?
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Yeah. Who's to say?
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(scoffs) What do you want from me?
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Do you want some guarantee?
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Some schedule of when I'll be done?
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Oh no, I know nothing is guaranteed.
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But...
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it doesn't stop us from making commitments
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to each other. People do it every day.
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And you made a commitment to me.
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You're acting as if this is something I meant to do to you.
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(sighs)
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I'm more worried for what you're doing to yourself.
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I should've told you about the drinking.
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I am sorry I lied.
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But please,
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don't give up on me, Rita.
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When I said I wasn't going anywhere, I meant it.
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We're a team.
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(exhales)
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You've gotten me through some dark shit.
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You've been a rock to me.
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I need you just as much as you need me.
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It is not your job
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to keep me sober.
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What if I'm tempted too?
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I would never make you risk that.
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I would never do that to you.
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I know that.
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I know that up here, but in here?
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It's a different story.
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So where do we go from here?
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I don't know.
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Couldn't we just...
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be here together right now?
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Hm?
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Can we just go outside and talk?
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Not as two alcoholics,
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but as Brooke and Rita?
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Hm?
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Can we start there?
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Okay.
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We could start there.
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♪ ♪
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(birds chirping outside)
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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