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[DISTANT TRAFFIC AMBIENCE]
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[PHONE LINE RINGING]
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JOE:
Hey, Lola.
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Checking in from Idaho.
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Other than my right foot being
one gigantic blister, I'’m okay.
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I'’ll just have to fight
through it.
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Fight it out, will it out.
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I'’ll call you again
from Twin Falls, okay?
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I miss you.
Hug Joseph for me.
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[TRUCK HORN BLARES]What the fuck?
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Fucking-- You motherfucker!
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Hey, you all right?
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Yeah, I'’m all right.
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See, that'’s why you need
to do what Mom tells you to do.
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Walk against the traffic.What?
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You'’re 15, all right?
I'’m 45.
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You think I don'’t know
what I'’m doing out here?
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No I don'’t.
That'’s why I'm with you.
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[INDISTINCT CHATTERING]
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We...we have with us
tonight Joe Bell,
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all the way
from La Grande, Oregon.
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Joe'’s here to talk to us tonight
about tolerance.
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Let'’s, uh,
give him a round of applause.
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[APPLAUSE]
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JOE:
Uh...
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Good afternoon.
Thanks for having me here.
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Uh...
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I jotted down
a couple of things
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I want to chat
with you guys about, um...
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You know, a lot of people
don'’t think it's a big deal
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to make fun of other people...
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um, who are different
from you.
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You know, bullying
and intolerance
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can have a deadly effect.
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And I'’m here because
I'’m walking across America
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on behalf of my son, Jadin,
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to speak out against bullying.
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All right?
Now it'’s important--
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Is it okay
if I take this?
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I don'’t want to break it.[FEEDBACK SQUEALS]
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You know, it'’s important
for people to understand,
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or understand how hurtful it
is to harass and torment people
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who aren'’t the same as you.
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And that understanding begins
at home
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with the parents
and families.
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All right?
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Parents out there, just let
your kids be who they are,
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and it'’ll all be fine.
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You tell them you love them
no matter what, all right?
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Because that'’s what they need
to know.
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All right?
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Anybody have any questions
for me?
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No?
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Okay, well please
follow me on Facebook
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and share my message
with your friends.
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Thank you, guys.
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[APPLAUSE]
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Thank you.
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[GROANS]
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Shit. Hey!
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JADIN:
Yeah? Why won'’t this thing work?
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[LAUGHS]
Come on.
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You need any help?
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I'’m done now.
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I'’m useless.Get in, get in, get in.
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[JADIN GRUNTS]
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JADIN:
I'’m laying here with you?
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Yeah. You'’re stuck with me.
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Get your feet off my pillow!
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[JADIN LAUGHS]JOE: Oh, shit! Whoa!
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[VEHICLES PASSING]
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[SIGHS]
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JADIN:
What was that last night, huh?
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"Understanding
begins at home"?
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Whose home? Not ours.
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JOE:
That'’s the way it was.
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JADIN:
No, not for me it wasn'’t.
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"Just be who you are
and it'’ll all be fine."
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How can you say that
when you know it'’s a lie?
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Look at that resolution
on this bad boy.
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I see it.Huh?
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Big TV.Oh, yeah.
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Hey, don'’t worry,
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the washing machine'’s
coming next.
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[LAUGHS]
Yeah, I'’m not gonna
hold my breath on that!
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Hey, I'’m getting one of these.Don'’t hook up the VHS.
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We ain'’t gonna use
that shit.
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Well, there'’s plenty of holes
back there.
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Hey.LOLA: What?
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Get out of the way, man.
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All right, what can I get
anybody?
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Hey, come on. Hey.What?
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Sit with me for a few minutes
and enjoy this.
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No, game time'’s in an hour.
The food can wait, come on.
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JADIN:
Hey, Dad, can I talk to you
for a minute?
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What?LOLA: He needs to talk to you.
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Honey, I'’m talking to you.Can I please talk to you just--?
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Now?Yes, now.
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You'’ve got to be shitting me.
All right, then, talk to me.
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Can we please talk outside
or out back?
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You gotta be shitting me.
Hey, don'’t touch the remote.
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All right.
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Well?
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Well?Can you just give me a second.
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That goddamn TV ain'’t gonna
watch itself.
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Well, Mom already knows.
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Knows what? What?
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Knows that I'’m getting picked
on by these guys at school.
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Why is that?
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I don'’t know,
because I'’m not like them?
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It'’s gotta be more than that.
That doesn'’t make sense.
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Why aren'’t you like them?Because I'’m just--
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I'’m different. I'm just...Because why?
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Because I'’m not like them.That'’s not an answer, Jadin.
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Doesn'’t make any sense.Because I'’m gay.
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You remember when I took
you boys to the Y?
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Hmm?I put boxing gloves on you both
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and made you duke it out.
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You need to know how to clean
anybody'’s clock.
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Anybody that messes with you.
Didn'’t I teach you anything?
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I don'’t want to spend
my high school
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duking it out with guys
who just don'’t agree with me.
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I can fight someone
one on one,
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but I can'’t fight
an entire school.
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Well, if I got to go down there
and kick the fuck
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out of them little
sons of bitches, I will!
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You know what? We'’re gonna let
nature take its course.
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All right?
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This isn'’t anybody else's
business anyway, is it?
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Don'’t talk about it
with the other kids.
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Or with other people.
You mind your own damn business.
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It'’ll all be fine.
It'’ll work itself out.
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LOLA:
Joe.
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JOE: What?It'’s not gonna work itself out.
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JOE: What am I supposed to do?Not talking about it
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is not gonna help.JOE: It'’s gonna be fine.
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LOLA: None of this is his fault.JOE: I didn'’t say that it was.
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LOLA:
The only thing he needs to know
is that his family loves him.
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This family loves you.You'’re stating the obvious here.
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LOLA:
It'’s not that obvious.
You can say it too, you know.
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JOE:
He knows I love him.
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I love you. You...
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You know that.
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Are we done here now?
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JIMMY:
Here you go.
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You fucking with my settings?
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JIMMY:
I was just trying to see
if I could figure it out.
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Lola!
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[SNIFFLES]
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I'’m getting a beer.
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[FRIDGE DOOR OPENS]
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JIMMY:
Hey, just don'’t get all
bent out of shape about it, Joe.
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He'’s just a kid.
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JOE:
What'’s that supposed to mean?
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I mean, so he'’s playing
a little grab-ass,
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stirring up some trouble.
It'’s not a big deal.
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What are you trying to say,
this is a phase?
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The point is, I know
what he'’s in for now, all right?
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I just don'’t want him out there
damn near broadcasting it.
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You know where we live.JIMMY: I know.
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I'’m just saying, kids are
designed to drive you nuts.
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[LAUGHS]
He might just grow out of it.
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MARCIE & JADIN:
Go, Cougars!
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Let'’s go, Cougars!
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Let'’s go, Cougars!
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What in the hell?
Hey, Lola, come here.
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LOLA: What?Come here!
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I'’m coming. What is it?
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You tell me.
What is this?
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What? He'’s practicing
his cheers.
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He'’s just going to do his cheers
out there in the front yard?
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We told him he could
join the squad--
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But in the front yard?
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Let him be, Joe.
It'’s his first game this week.
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Why not?Hell no, hell no. No, no, no.
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LOLA:
Joe-- Joe.
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Mm-hmm.LOLA: Joe.
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JOE: Front yard.Oh, for God'’s sakes.
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Let'’s go, Cougars, let's go!Hey, son?
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Yeah?Could you--?
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Would you mind practicing
in the backyard?
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It'’s hard for me
to hear the TV.
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What?
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You'’re out in front here
yelling.
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And I can'’t hear
the television.
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Can you not just turn it up?Don'’t tell me what to do.
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Your mother and I been
supporting this cheerleading,
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but you need to practice
in the backyard.
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[WHISPERING]
What'’s his problem?
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Why can'’t we just
practice in the front?
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Get your ass
in the backyard now.
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Can'’t you ever
just shut the fuck up
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and do what you'’re told?
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I thought my home life
was unstable.
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Go ahead. Follow Marcie.
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You better tell Marcie to stop
running her mouth,
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or I'’m gonna put a foot
in her ass.
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Oh, okay.
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JOE:
Come here. Come sit with me.
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I'’m doing my crossword.
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JOE:
I'’m going to try to be better.
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I love you.
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I love you too.
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I know.
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JADIN:
I got to give you credit, Dad.
At least you'’re persistent.
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JOE:
Well, I'’m walking all this way
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because that'’s where you told us
you wanted to live, remember?
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JADIN:
Oh, yeah. New York City.
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JOE:
Yeah, your big dream.
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Mm-hmm. I mean,
obviously.
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Why obviously?
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Why not? Think about it,
if you were me,
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would you rather live
in La Grande or New York City?
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Well, I bet you'’ll feel more
comfortable in New York.
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Yeah. I'’m sure you're right.
That'’s the point.
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All right, well,
just for the record,
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I happen to love
La Grande.
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So, you know,
why don'’t you just--?
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Okay, no, uh-uh.
There'’s no comparison.
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There'’s no comparison.Well, I...
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Okay, what does La Grande have?
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Nothing. Exactly.
What does New York have?
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It has every kind
of food,
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every kind of people,
every kind of pizza.
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We got pizza in La Grande.
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It'’s got skyscrapers
and Broadway and...Stefani.
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I mean, hello?
Stefani.
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Who'’s Stefani?
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Stefani Joanne Angelina
Germanotta.
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What? Who is that?
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Gaga, Dad.Oh.
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Lady Gaga.
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Yeah, yeah.And, you know, of course--
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Of course she'’s proud
of how she grew up.
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I mean, she grew up
in New York.
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Only a New Yorker
could write that song.
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Well, don'’t start.
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Oh, come on.
You know you love it.
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Oh, Lord, please...
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00:13:31,898 --> 00:13:34,857
♪ My mama told me
When I was young ♪
241
00:13:34,901 --> 00:13:37,077
♪ We'’re all born
Superstars ♪
242
00:13:37,120 --> 00:13:38,861
♪ Da, da, da, da, da, da
243
00:13:38,905 --> 00:13:41,168
♪ She rolled my hair
And put my lipstick on ♪
244
00:13:41,211 --> 00:13:43,866
♪ In the glass of her boudoir
245
00:13:43,910 --> 00:13:46,826
♪ She said there'’s nothing wrong
With loving who you are ♪
246
00:13:46,869 --> 00:13:48,915
♪ She said, '’cause he made you
Perfect, babe ♪
247
00:13:50,917 --> 00:13:53,571
♪ So keep your head up, girl
And you'’ll go far ♪
248
00:13:53,615 --> 00:13:56,009
♪ Listen to me when I say
249
00:13:56,052 --> 00:13:57,401
♪ You'’re beautiful in your way ♪
250
00:13:57,445 --> 00:13:59,621
♪ '’Cause God makes
No mistakes ♪
251
00:13:59,664 --> 00:14:02,406
♪ I'’m on the right track, baby
I was born this way ♪
252
00:14:04,582 --> 00:14:05,845
What?
253
00:14:05,888 --> 00:14:07,542
Well, don'’t look
so surprised.
254
00:14:07,585 --> 00:14:09,587
Excuse me, I didn'’t know
you knew the words.
255
00:14:09,631 --> 00:14:11,328
Well, you blast that shit
so loud,
256
00:14:11,372 --> 00:14:12,895
you think I didn'’t pick up
a thing or two?
257
00:14:12,939 --> 00:14:14,375
Wow. Okay.I'’m one of them--
258
00:14:14,418 --> 00:14:16,246
What do you call it?
"I'’m a monster."
259
00:14:16,290 --> 00:14:17,595
Okay."I'’m a monster."
260
00:14:17,639 --> 00:14:19,075
All right a little--Yeah. Yeah.
261
00:14:19,119 --> 00:14:20,598
Excuse me,
it'’s a little monster,
262
00:14:20,642 --> 00:14:22,383
to be correct.[LAUGHS] Little monster.
263
00:14:22,426 --> 00:14:24,602
Yeah, you know what? All right,
even I'’ll admit it, okay?
264
00:14:24,646 --> 00:14:25,908
It'’s a little catchy.Yes, it is.
265
00:14:25,952 --> 00:14:27,605
Don'’t hide yourself in regret.
266
00:14:27,649 --> 00:14:29,477
BOTH:
Just love yourself
and you'’re set.
267
00:14:29,520 --> 00:14:31,435
♪ I'’m on the right track, baby
I was born this way ♪
268
00:14:31,479 --> 00:14:32,915
All right.We'’re not doing that again.
269
00:14:32,959 --> 00:14:35,787
All right, now,
sing me something I like.
270
00:14:35,831 --> 00:14:37,050
Give me a little
Willie Nelson.
271
00:14:46,363 --> 00:14:48,888
Oh, man. Smells good.
272
00:14:56,417 --> 00:14:57,984
Hey.
273
00:14:58,027 --> 00:14:59,681
MOLLY:
Well, if it ain'’t Grizzly Adams
274
00:14:59,724 --> 00:15:01,596
washed up on my doorstep.
275
00:15:01,639 --> 00:15:03,076
[SIGHS]
276
00:15:03,119 --> 00:15:05,121
Joe, is it?JOE: Joe it is.
277
00:15:05,165 --> 00:15:08,342
Heard all about you, Joe.
You'’re all over TV.
278
00:15:08,385 --> 00:15:11,606
You'’re in luck.
We got the finest food in Utah.
279
00:15:11,649 --> 00:15:14,087
Good, because I'’m starving.What'’ll it be?
280
00:15:14,130 --> 00:15:16,263
Uh, I'’ll have your special
and a coffee.
281
00:15:16,306 --> 00:15:17,525
MOLLY:
Be right back.
282
00:15:20,006 --> 00:15:21,529
ANNOUNCER [ON TV]:
...same sex marriage...
283
00:15:21,572 --> 00:15:22,922
Oh, God.
284
00:15:22,965 --> 00:15:25,359
Fucking queens
are everywhere now.
285
00:15:25,402 --> 00:15:28,188
Hey, sweetheart, can you turn
that fairy shit off, please?
286
00:15:28,231 --> 00:15:30,190
MOLLY:
There'’s ignorant folks
everywhere.
287
00:15:32,235 --> 00:15:33,933
Don'’t you pay them no mind.
288
00:15:36,805 --> 00:15:37,937
Yeah.
289
00:15:41,288 --> 00:15:44,073
Hey, my name'’s Joe Bell.
290
00:15:44,117 --> 00:15:46,162
Overheard you
talking over here.
291
00:15:46,206 --> 00:15:48,991
I'’m on a walk for change
for my son Jadin.
292
00:15:49,035 --> 00:15:50,340
And, uh...
293
00:15:50,384 --> 00:15:51,602
I'’d like you to check out
294
00:15:51,646 --> 00:15:53,126
our message of inclusion.
295
00:15:53,169 --> 00:15:55,519
Appreciate it if you get
a chance, thanks.
296
00:15:55,563 --> 00:15:56,956
I'’ll pass on the meal.
297
00:16:01,134 --> 00:16:03,484
MAN:
I don'’t know what the fuck
that'’s all about.
298
00:16:03,527 --> 00:16:04,920
[LAUGHS]
299
00:16:06,922 --> 00:16:09,838
Dad.Don'’t start your shit, Jadin.
300
00:16:11,883 --> 00:16:13,755
Dad!What?
301
00:16:13,798 --> 00:16:16,410
Giving them a card and running
away isn'’t gonna change shit.
302
00:16:16,453 --> 00:16:18,455
I'’m sorry,
but it'’s not.
303
00:16:18,499 --> 00:16:20,022
I don'’t know if you
realize this or not,
304
00:16:20,066 --> 00:16:21,241
but this is America, okay?
305
00:16:21,284 --> 00:16:22,590
And they'’re Americans.
306
00:16:22,633 --> 00:16:24,331
They are entitled
to their own opinion.
307
00:16:24,374 --> 00:16:25,854
Okay, I'’m starving
my ass off, okay?
308
00:16:25,897 --> 00:16:27,377
I just wanted
to finish my meal
309
00:16:27,421 --> 00:16:29,597
and get back on the road
and on my walk.
310
00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:31,164
Which I am doing for you,
remember?
311
00:16:31,207 --> 00:16:33,079
I mean, what else the hell--
312
00:16:33,122 --> 00:16:35,385
What else in the hell do you
expect from me, for chrissakes?
313
00:16:35,429 --> 00:16:37,605
The people that come
to your talks aren'’t the issue.
314
00:16:37,648 --> 00:16:39,128
They are.
315
00:16:39,172 --> 00:16:40,825
Really?
316
00:16:40,869 --> 00:16:43,002
Guys like that and their kids.
That'’s the issue.
317
00:16:43,045 --> 00:16:44,829
I hate to break it to you,
318
00:16:44,873 --> 00:16:47,310
but we wouldn'’t be hauling
our asses cross-country on foot
319
00:16:47,354 --> 00:16:50,009
if you'’d actually done what I
told you to in the first place.
320
00:16:50,052 --> 00:16:52,707
You told me to fight,
which you didn'’t do.
321
00:16:52,750 --> 00:16:54,361
And?You'’re a hypocrite.
322
00:16:54,404 --> 00:16:56,232
I'’m the hypocrite?Don'’t want to be a hypocrite,
323
00:16:56,276 --> 00:16:58,017
then go back in there
and kick their asses.
324
00:16:58,060 --> 00:17:00,193
Oh, I'’m sorry, give them
another card and say bye.
325
00:17:13,336 --> 00:17:14,816
[INDISTINCT CHATTERING]
326
00:17:33,530 --> 00:17:35,489
Yes, I agree.
327
00:17:35,532 --> 00:17:36,881
Very, very.
328
00:17:36,925 --> 00:17:38,448
Oh, who are we
talking about?
329
00:17:55,552 --> 00:17:57,598
They'’re so loud.
330
00:17:57,641 --> 00:18:00,296
Oh, my gosh,
he'’s so hot.
331
00:18:03,169 --> 00:18:04,692
Guys, guys, guys.
332
00:18:05,780 --> 00:18:06,955
[LAUGHS]Yeah.
333
00:18:13,048 --> 00:18:15,050
[BELL RINGS]
334
00:18:20,316 --> 00:18:21,839
You guys want to come over?
335
00:18:21,883 --> 00:18:23,145
[GRUNTS]MARCIE: Jerk!
336
00:18:23,189 --> 00:18:24,755
First down, faggot!
337
00:18:24,799 --> 00:18:27,584
COLLEEN:
You guys are such assholes.
338
00:18:27,628 --> 00:18:28,977
BOYD:
Takes one to know one.
339
00:18:35,201 --> 00:18:36,724
[GIGGLING AND LAUGHING]
340
00:18:42,947 --> 00:18:45,341
[DANCE MUSIC BLARING]
341
00:18:45,385 --> 00:18:46,864
Chug, chug!
342
00:18:48,866 --> 00:18:50,520
[LAUGHS]
343
00:19:01,096 --> 00:19:02,489
Get a drink.
344
00:19:03,968 --> 00:19:05,492
I do.Really?
345
00:19:05,535 --> 00:19:07,058
[INDISTINCT CHATTERING]
346
00:19:27,035 --> 00:19:28,689
GIRL:
She has had so many drinks.
347
00:19:40,788 --> 00:19:42,311
Wanna smoke?
348
00:19:50,276 --> 00:19:52,234
COLLEEN: Go, go.Right now?
349
00:19:52,278 --> 00:19:54,193
Yes, go. Hurry.Okay.
350
00:20:09,643 --> 00:20:10,818
[CLEARS THROAT]
351
00:20:21,307 --> 00:20:22,525
I didn'’t know
you smoked.
352
00:20:22,569 --> 00:20:25,093
Yeah, we'’re not
supposed to.
353
00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:28,792
Don'’t tell coach, okay?
354
00:20:28,836 --> 00:20:31,012
Don'’t worry,
your secret'’s safe with me.
355
00:20:39,716 --> 00:20:40,891
Is it?
356
00:20:45,287 --> 00:20:46,419
Yeah.
357
00:21:08,484 --> 00:21:09,833
[GLASS BOTTLE CLATTERS]
358
00:21:09,877 --> 00:21:11,531
You jerk, where are you
taking me?
359
00:21:21,889 --> 00:21:23,412
MARCIE:
You kissed a football player?
360
00:21:23,456 --> 00:21:25,588
Mm-hmm.
361
00:21:25,632 --> 00:21:29,026
Uh, no, technically
he'’s a running back.
362
00:21:29,070 --> 00:21:30,593
What'’s that?
363
00:21:30,637 --> 00:21:33,770
I don'’t know, actually.
364
00:21:33,814 --> 00:21:36,338
This is, like, the stuff
dreams are made of.
365
00:21:36,382 --> 00:21:37,600
I know.
366
00:21:37,644 --> 00:21:39,080
How was the kiss?
367
00:21:39,123 --> 00:21:40,560
Can we not talk
about this right now?
368
00:21:40,603 --> 00:21:42,301
You wanna go to my room
and talk about this?
369
00:21:42,344 --> 00:21:44,520
Yeah, I want to talk about this.
I want to talk about this.
370
00:21:44,564 --> 00:21:47,044
Warmer?Okay, come on.
371
00:21:47,088 --> 00:21:51,135
ANNOUNCER [OVER P.A.]:
Second and ten
on the 45-yard line.
372
00:21:51,179 --> 00:21:52,746
[EXCITED SHOUTING]
373
00:21:54,400 --> 00:21:56,706
Here we go, Cougars.
Here we go.
374
00:21:57,968 --> 00:22:00,231
[CHEERING]
375
00:22:00,275 --> 00:22:02,625
Let'’s go, Cougars!
376
00:22:05,585 --> 00:22:07,369
Let'’s go...
377
00:22:07,413 --> 00:22:09,197
COACH:
Do a good job, Chance. Let'’s go.
378
00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:11,547
JADIN:
Come on, Chance! Go, number 5!
379
00:22:11,591 --> 00:22:13,462
Whoo!
380
00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:17,727
Whoo!
381
00:22:17,771 --> 00:22:20,121
Yeah! Whoo!
382
00:22:24,604 --> 00:22:27,694
Hey, Bell,
did you forget your skirt?
383
00:22:29,435 --> 00:22:30,871
Whoo!
384
00:22:35,005 --> 00:22:36,355
Hey, ass bandit!
385
00:22:40,576 --> 00:22:41,838
Is that a boy down there?
386
00:22:41,882 --> 00:22:45,059
What the hell
is the school thinking?
387
00:22:45,102 --> 00:22:46,277
PLAYER:
Hike!
388
00:23:00,248 --> 00:23:01,728
ANNOUNCER:
Touchdown, Cougars!
389
00:23:01,771 --> 00:23:03,120
[ALL CHEER]
390
00:23:15,306 --> 00:23:17,396
A 30-yard pass to number 40...
391
00:23:17,439 --> 00:23:20,050
CHEERLEADERS [CHANTING]:
Let'’s go, Cougars!
392
00:23:20,094 --> 00:23:22,401
Let'’s go, Cougars!
393
00:23:23,532 --> 00:23:26,143
Let'’s go, Cougars!Whoo!
394
00:23:32,933 --> 00:23:34,717
[CELL PHONE VIBRATES]
395
00:23:36,110 --> 00:23:37,459
[HIP-HOP MUSIC PLAYING
OVER PHONE]
396
00:24:04,138 --> 00:24:06,096
I saw what they said about you.
397
00:24:08,447 --> 00:24:10,274
Doesn'’t it bother you
what people say?
398
00:24:13,887 --> 00:24:15,192
Words can'’t hurt me.
399
00:24:17,064 --> 00:24:20,328
I'’m tougher than I look,
okay?
400
00:24:40,304 --> 00:24:41,697
JADIN:
Look at these mountains.
401
00:24:41,741 --> 00:24:42,959
They'’re so steep.
402
00:24:43,003 --> 00:24:44,308
Yeah.
403
00:24:44,352 --> 00:24:47,007
If we had more time,
we'’d hike them.
404
00:24:47,050 --> 00:24:48,574
You can see why
I always wanted you
405
00:24:48,617 --> 00:24:50,401
to go hunting and fishing
with me.
406
00:24:50,445 --> 00:24:52,839
Take you up there and get you
away from everything down below.
407
00:24:52,882 --> 00:24:54,536
Yeah, real macho stuff.
408
00:24:54,580 --> 00:24:56,451
I was just trying to be
a decent parent.
409
00:24:56,495 --> 00:24:57,931
I mean, I thought
being out in the wild
410
00:24:57,974 --> 00:24:59,149
would help you be a man.
411
00:25:01,021 --> 00:25:03,197
What does that mean to you,
"be a man"? I'’m just curious.
412
00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:05,373
I did the same thing for Joseph
for the same reason,
413
00:25:05,416 --> 00:25:06,896
and he'’s not gay.
414
00:25:06,940 --> 00:25:09,420
It didn'’t matter to you
what I was okay with,
415
00:25:09,464 --> 00:25:11,640
especially after you started
your cheerleading thing.
416
00:25:11,684 --> 00:25:14,034
I mean, Dad, some men
like cheerleading
417
00:25:14,077 --> 00:25:15,514
and some men like hiking.
418
00:25:15,557 --> 00:25:16,993
And I think if we'’re...
419
00:25:17,037 --> 00:25:18,821
I don'’t know,
if we'’re being honest,
420
00:25:18,865 --> 00:25:21,563
you were never really okay
with me cheerleading, were you?
421
00:25:21,607 --> 00:25:22,825
No, if we'’re being honest,
422
00:25:22,869 --> 00:25:24,218
if you thought
you could handle it,
423
00:25:24,261 --> 00:25:25,436
I knew different.
424
00:25:27,613 --> 00:25:31,181
I mean, you saw me cheer,
like, once?
425
00:25:31,225 --> 00:25:34,402
The one time you did, you left.What?
426
00:25:34,445 --> 00:25:36,447
People were calling me names
and throwing stuff at me,
427
00:25:36,491 --> 00:25:38,232
and you got up and left.I was afraid for you.
428
00:25:38,275 --> 00:25:40,669
We were all afraid for you.
429
00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:58,034
LOLA [ON PHONE]:
Well, I worked
two shifts today.
430
00:26:00,254 --> 00:26:04,563
And then I came home
to do some laundry,
431
00:26:04,606 --> 00:26:07,740
and the laundry machine
finally just fucking died.
432
00:26:09,263 --> 00:26:10,656
But with a whole load
of clothes in,
433
00:26:10,699 --> 00:26:12,483
it wouldn'’t drain.
434
00:26:12,527 --> 00:26:15,225
I mean, it was...
it was such a mess.
435
00:26:15,269 --> 00:26:16,705
Well, I'’m sorry about all that,
436
00:26:16,749 --> 00:26:18,968
but there'’s not much
I can do from out here.
437
00:26:19,012 --> 00:26:20,796
[LAUGHING]
438
00:26:22,363 --> 00:26:24,060
There'’s really not much
you could do
439
00:26:24,104 --> 00:26:26,585
if you were standing
right in front of me.
440
00:26:26,628 --> 00:26:28,282
[LAUGHING]
441
00:26:28,325 --> 00:26:29,588
[SIGHS]
442
00:26:29,631 --> 00:26:30,763
I'’m right about that.
443
00:26:31,938 --> 00:26:34,549
You know you should just
call us
444
00:26:34,593 --> 00:26:38,901
at the same time every week,
you know?
445
00:26:38,945 --> 00:26:42,775
Just set it so we know
that we'’re gonna hear from you.
446
00:26:42,818 --> 00:26:45,516
Look, Lola...
447
00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:47,518
I'’m afraid for Joseph
with you drinking again.
448
00:26:47,562 --> 00:26:50,478
I mean, I want to trust things
are okay while I'’m gone,
449
00:26:50,521 --> 00:26:52,611
but you'’re damn near
slurring every other word.
450
00:26:52,654 --> 00:26:54,917
Joseph doesn'’t need to see that.LOLA: Wait, what? Wait.
451
00:26:54,961 --> 00:26:56,615
What is-- What is--
What is so difficult
452
00:26:56,658 --> 00:26:57,877
about what I just asked?
453
00:26:57,920 --> 00:26:59,269
Well, I know
that you drink a lot,
454
00:26:59,313 --> 00:27:01,054
and so does Marcie
and Joseph.
455
00:27:01,097 --> 00:27:02,708
Can'’t you just stop
with one damn drink?
456
00:27:02,751 --> 00:27:04,318
What, you gotta have
five or ten of them?
457
00:27:04,361 --> 00:27:07,190
Joe, you'’re not here.
458
00:27:07,234 --> 00:27:10,411
You have no idea
what'’s going on.
459
00:27:10,454 --> 00:27:12,152
No idea.
460
00:27:17,723 --> 00:27:19,638
So, what are you gonna do?
You gonna go to bed?
461
00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:21,378
Oh, no, I dipped into
our retirement savings
462
00:27:21,422 --> 00:27:22,945
so I could splurge
on a presidential suite
463
00:27:22,989 --> 00:27:24,164
at the Bear River Inn.
464
00:27:30,431 --> 00:27:32,389
Right.
465
00:27:32,433 --> 00:27:35,044
Well, love you.
466
00:27:35,088 --> 00:27:36,263
I love you.
467
00:27:47,143 --> 00:27:50,059
Hey. Hey.
468
00:27:50,103 --> 00:27:51,321
What?Come here.
469
00:27:51,365 --> 00:27:52,714
What?It'’s gold!
470
00:27:52,758 --> 00:27:54,498
[LAUGHS]
Gold, baby!
471
00:27:54,542 --> 00:27:56,152
JADIN: What?JOE: Whoo!
472
00:27:56,196 --> 00:27:59,242
Green gold, baby.
Look at these bad boys.
473
00:27:59,286 --> 00:28:01,418
Look at the size of them. Huh?
474
00:28:01,462 --> 00:28:03,246
Is that asparagus?Oh, man.
475
00:28:03,290 --> 00:28:05,596
I'’m gonna grill them up on
the fire, you are gonna love it.
476
00:28:05,640 --> 00:28:07,163
Ain'’t nothing better
than wild asparagus.
477
00:28:07,207 --> 00:28:09,035
Oh, that smells so good.BOTH: Oh, yeah.
478
00:28:09,078 --> 00:28:10,732
That'’s the real deal
right there, baby.
479
00:28:10,776 --> 00:28:13,430
JADIN: Yeah, man.JOE: This is green gold. Whoo!
480
00:28:23,005 --> 00:28:24,485
Nothing better.
481
00:28:24,528 --> 00:28:26,313
Right out of the ground.
Taste that.
482
00:28:30,709 --> 00:28:32,362
That'’s so good.
483
00:28:32,406 --> 00:28:33,886
Give me more of that.
You'’re hogging it.
484
00:28:33,929 --> 00:28:35,322
I haven'’t had a bite yet.
485
00:28:35,365 --> 00:28:37,019
[LAUGHS]What the heck?
486
00:28:37,063 --> 00:28:38,804
Here, get one.Just make sure it'’s cooked.
487
00:28:38,847 --> 00:28:40,153
I don'’t want you eating
nothing raw.
488
00:28:44,113 --> 00:28:47,203
You know, this is the one thing
you can cook.
489
00:28:56,386 --> 00:28:58,475
Did you ever wish
that I wrestled?
490
00:28:58,519 --> 00:29:00,869
No. You didn'’t want to wrestle,
you didn'’t have to wrestle.
491
00:29:02,349 --> 00:29:04,351
JADIN:
Joseph'’s gotten really good.
492
00:29:04,394 --> 00:29:06,179
You know why'’s good at it?Why?
493
00:29:06,222 --> 00:29:07,746
Because he works hard at it.
494
00:29:07,789 --> 00:29:09,530
You put the time in...
495
00:29:10,879 --> 00:29:13,664
you get good at whatever
you work hard at.
496
00:29:13,708 --> 00:29:15,014
That'’s all about sacrifice.
497
00:29:19,148 --> 00:29:20,671
Trying to get
this one big one here.
498
00:29:22,978 --> 00:29:24,763
[♪♪]
499
00:29:32,553 --> 00:29:34,294
Whoo!
500
00:29:34,337 --> 00:29:35,904
Yeah, buddy!
501
00:29:40,953 --> 00:29:42,955
Let'’s go, Cougars,
let'’s go!
502
00:29:42,998 --> 00:29:46,872
Let'’s go, Cougars, let's go!
Come on!
503
00:29:46,915 --> 00:29:49,439
Come on. Come out here.
It feels great.
504
00:29:49,483 --> 00:29:51,615
Let'’s go, Cougars, let's go!
Argh.
505
00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:54,227
I will keep you up all night.
506
00:29:54,270 --> 00:29:56,446
Let'’s go, Cougars!
Let'’s go!
507
00:29:56,490 --> 00:29:59,885
Let'’s go, grandpa.
Come on.
508
00:29:59,928 --> 00:30:02,191
Let'’s go, Cougars! Let's go!!
Argh!
509
00:30:02,235 --> 00:30:03,889
All right, show me again.All right, ready?
510
00:30:03,932 --> 00:30:05,586
Yeah.Watch.
511
00:30:05,629 --> 00:30:07,675
BOTH:
Let'’s go, Cougars, let's go!
512
00:30:07,718 --> 00:30:09,416
Argh!Argh!
513
00:30:09,459 --> 00:30:11,200
[BOTH GROWLING AND LAUGHING]
514
00:30:17,772 --> 00:30:19,339
Whoo!
515
00:30:32,613 --> 00:30:34,006
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
516
00:30:40,012 --> 00:30:42,275
JADIN:
How many yards did you
rush for in last night'’s game?
517
00:30:42,318 --> 00:30:43,537
CHANCE:
Uh...
518
00:30:43,580 --> 00:30:45,321
158.
519
00:30:50,239 --> 00:30:52,851
Is that a lot, or...?
520
00:30:56,332 --> 00:30:59,074
If you don'’t know,
why are you asking?
521
00:30:59,118 --> 00:31:01,207
I want to know
about your game.
522
00:31:01,250 --> 00:31:02,948
[LAUGHS]
523
00:31:02,991 --> 00:31:05,907
Um...yeah.
524
00:31:05,951 --> 00:31:08,301
Yeah, I mean,
158'’s pretty good.
525
00:31:08,344 --> 00:31:11,130
Um, it'’s below my average,
though, but...
526
00:31:12,914 --> 00:31:15,917
you know, I don'’t need
to be a star or anything.
527
00:31:15,961 --> 00:31:17,919
I just want to get
into a small program
528
00:31:17,963 --> 00:31:19,399
and play football
somewhere.
529
00:31:23,185 --> 00:31:25,187
Like where?
530
00:31:25,231 --> 00:31:26,754
Um...
531
00:31:26,797 --> 00:31:28,930
well, I'’m not really,
you know,
532
00:31:28,974 --> 00:31:30,845
D-1 material.
533
00:31:30,889 --> 00:31:33,065
[BOTH LAUGH]But I don'’t know.
534
00:31:33,108 --> 00:31:35,371
Like Portland State,
maybe?
535
00:31:35,415 --> 00:31:36,807
Maybe Eastern Washington.
536
00:31:40,550 --> 00:31:44,598
That'’s a long way away
from where I'’ll be.
537
00:31:44,641 --> 00:31:46,992
Hmm. And where'’s that?
538
00:31:47,035 --> 00:31:48,210
New York.
539
00:31:50,996 --> 00:31:52,823
You know there'’s a lot
of colleges in New York.
540
00:31:58,003 --> 00:31:59,526
And if you wanted to...
541
00:32:01,484 --> 00:32:02,659
I don'’t know, go east...
542
00:32:06,098 --> 00:32:08,056
we could go together.
543
00:32:08,100 --> 00:32:09,797
Or something.
544
00:32:16,499 --> 00:32:18,414
I don'’t know, Jadin.
That'’s aiming pretty high.
545
00:32:24,855 --> 00:32:26,161
JADIN:
He, uh...
546
00:32:27,249 --> 00:32:28,511
he got freaked out.
547
00:32:31,601 --> 00:32:33,168
He was afraid
that he'’d get kicked out
548
00:32:33,212 --> 00:32:35,388
if his moron parents knew.
549
00:32:40,741 --> 00:32:42,961
Romantic relationships
aren'’t everything, Jadin.
550
00:32:43,004 --> 00:32:45,267
They'’re not the solution
to life.
551
00:32:45,311 --> 00:32:47,835
It was the solution to my life.
552
00:32:47,878 --> 00:32:50,751
My life, Dad.
Not yours. Mine.
553
00:33:22,478 --> 00:33:23,740
[SIGHS]
554
00:33:28,963 --> 00:33:30,138
Nervous, huh?
555
00:33:30,182 --> 00:33:32,967
No. Why would I be nervous?
556
00:33:33,011 --> 00:33:34,751
What if somebody
hits on you?
557
00:33:34,795 --> 00:33:36,362
Nobody'’s gonna
hit on me.
558
00:33:36,405 --> 00:33:38,973
It'’s a gay bar, Dad.
559
00:33:39,017 --> 00:33:40,844
Somebody'’s gonna hit on you.How would you know?
560
00:33:40,888 --> 00:33:42,237
Ever been to a gay bar?No, but--
561
00:33:42,281 --> 00:33:43,847
Have you ever been to a bar?JADIN: No.
562
00:33:43,891 --> 00:33:45,066
Okay, then.
563
00:33:45,110 --> 00:33:46,546
Also, it'’s drag night,
564
00:33:46,589 --> 00:33:47,808
so you better dance.
565
00:33:47,851 --> 00:33:49,418
I don'’t dance.
566
00:33:49,462 --> 00:33:52,378
I cannot wait to see my dad,
the magnificent Joe Bell,
567
00:33:52,421 --> 00:33:54,423
working it with some
fierce lady queens.
568
00:33:54,467 --> 00:33:56,295
That'’s not gonna happen.
You'’re staying here.
569
00:33:56,338 --> 00:33:57,948
Okay, well, at least say hi
to Cher for me.
570
00:33:57,992 --> 00:33:59,733
Cher?Mm-hmm. There'’s always a Cher.
571
00:33:59,776 --> 00:34:01,213
It'’s a given.How would you know?
572
00:34:01,256 --> 00:34:03,345
JADIN:
Because. It'’s a given.
573
00:34:03,389 --> 00:34:05,347
And if she flirts with you,
try not to be mean.
574
00:34:05,391 --> 00:34:07,045
Why would I be mean?
575
00:34:07,088 --> 00:34:08,872
I mean, who the hell
do you think I am?
576
00:34:08,916 --> 00:34:10,222
Would you flirt back?
577
00:34:10,265 --> 00:34:11,875
No, I would not, Jadin.JADIN: Why not?
578
00:34:11,919 --> 00:34:14,095
Because.Because why?
579
00:34:14,139 --> 00:34:16,097
Because Cher'’s not my type.
580
00:34:16,141 --> 00:34:18,056
Now, if Dolly'’s there...JADIN: No.
581
00:34:18,099 --> 00:34:20,188
...I'’m gonna motorboat
them big-ass titties.
582
00:34:20,232 --> 00:34:22,060
[LAUGHS]
583
00:34:22,103 --> 00:34:24,323
You are disgusting.
584
00:34:24,366 --> 00:34:26,064
[SIGHS]
585
00:34:26,107 --> 00:34:28,631
Dad...What?
586
00:34:28,675 --> 00:34:31,156
Relax. You got this.
587
00:34:31,199 --> 00:34:32,418
[SIGHS]
588
00:34:32,461 --> 00:34:34,376
You know that'’s my job.
589
00:34:34,420 --> 00:34:35,725
To reassure you.
590
00:34:37,597 --> 00:34:39,164
Yeah, I wish I could
go with you.
591
00:34:39,207 --> 00:34:40,730
Yeah, well, so do I.
592
00:34:44,343 --> 00:34:45,909
Well, wish me luck.
593
00:34:45,953 --> 00:34:47,694
Good luck.Give me a hug.
594
00:34:47,737 --> 00:34:48,912
All right.
595
00:34:56,224 --> 00:34:58,444
How do I look?
596
00:34:58,487 --> 00:35:00,098
Pants tight enough
but not too tight?
597
00:35:00,141 --> 00:35:02,230
Oh, God, Dad!I'’m gonna keep the flaps down.
598
00:35:02,274 --> 00:35:04,319
Stop buying the time.
Get out of here.
599
00:35:04,363 --> 00:35:05,581
Go. Good luck.Bye.
600
00:35:05,625 --> 00:35:06,800
Bye.
601
00:35:10,934 --> 00:35:13,023
[LOUD MUSIC PLAYING][INDISTINCT CHATTER]
602
00:35:33,261 --> 00:35:36,046
Our folks are deeply religious.
603
00:35:36,090 --> 00:35:39,267
I was 15, and I was a deacon
at our church.
604
00:35:39,311 --> 00:35:42,096
I was sitting at church
with my family,
605
00:35:42,140 --> 00:35:45,360
and the sermon that day
was on sins against God.
606
00:35:45,404 --> 00:35:49,495
And when he said,
"gays are going to hell,"
607
00:35:49,538 --> 00:35:52,193
I couldn'’t take it anymore.
608
00:35:52,237 --> 00:35:55,762
I got up and I-I-I
went to leave,
609
00:35:55,805 --> 00:35:57,981
and my mom stopped me and
she said, "Where are you going?"
610
00:35:58,025 --> 00:36:00,462
And I turned and I said
"To hell, apparently."
611
00:36:00,506 --> 00:36:01,724
[LAUGHS]
612
00:36:03,073 --> 00:36:04,466
[CHUCKLING]
613
00:36:04,510 --> 00:36:06,425
It'’s seems funny now, but--It was funny.
614
00:36:08,296 --> 00:36:11,212
At the time it was like
an avalanche had hit.
615
00:36:11,256 --> 00:36:14,650
My entire life was hell.
616
00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:19,786
It'’s hard to stand strong
617
00:36:19,829 --> 00:36:23,224
in places where there are more
churches than there are gays.
618
00:36:23,268 --> 00:36:25,661
Churches, man.
Don'’t even get me started.
619
00:36:25,705 --> 00:36:27,881
Jadin went to church with
a friend of his one Sunday.
620
00:36:27,924 --> 00:36:29,535
I mean, he was hoping
he'’d make some friends
621
00:36:29,578 --> 00:36:31,319
and find a place where people
would be kind.
622
00:36:31,363 --> 00:36:33,582
During the service, the pastor
singled him out and said,
623
00:36:33,626 --> 00:36:35,976
"If you are gay, you must come
up here to the altar
624
00:36:36,019 --> 00:36:38,544
and repent your sins,
or leave."
625
00:36:38,587 --> 00:36:41,242
Jaden told us it made him feel
horrible, like he didn'’t belong.
626
00:36:41,286 --> 00:36:43,723
You got them Catholic Church
taking child molesting priests,
627
00:36:43,766 --> 00:36:45,638
they move them from one
church to another
628
00:36:45,681 --> 00:36:47,901
so they can molest other boys,
and they won'’t accept my son
629
00:36:47,944 --> 00:36:49,729
because he'’s openly gay?
I mean, the idea is
630
00:36:49,772 --> 00:36:53,036
you'’re supposed to worship
the guy who died to build it,
631
00:36:53,080 --> 00:36:54,908
not the frigging assholes
in there
632
00:36:54,951 --> 00:36:56,736
that are judging everybody
doing God knows what
633
00:36:56,779 --> 00:36:58,999
behind closed doors.WILL: It'’s true.
634
00:37:00,566 --> 00:37:02,568
People think it'’s easier
these days.
635
00:37:02,611 --> 00:37:05,266
But everyone in this bar knows
that'’s not necessarily true.
636
00:37:05,310 --> 00:37:07,355
That'’s why they come here.
637
00:37:07,399 --> 00:37:10,576
This place is like
a church too.
638
00:37:10,619 --> 00:37:12,186
I think it'’s amazing.
639
00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:13,709
Hi, darlings.
640
00:37:13,753 --> 00:37:15,320
It'’s almost
showtime again.
641
00:37:15,363 --> 00:37:17,713
Oh, my God, who is this?
642
00:37:17,757 --> 00:37:19,976
Don'’t make me
introduce myself.
643
00:37:20,020 --> 00:37:22,109
This is Joe Bell.
644
00:37:22,152 --> 00:37:25,068
Where have you been
all my life?
645
00:37:26,505 --> 00:37:27,810
He'’s just visiting.Oh, perfect.
646
00:37:27,854 --> 00:37:29,725
Well, if you need
a place to crash,
647
00:37:29,769 --> 00:37:31,379
there'’s room on my couch.
648
00:37:31,423 --> 00:37:33,860
[LAUGHS]
Or my bed.
649
00:37:33,903 --> 00:37:36,254
Oh, I'’m, uh...
650
00:37:36,297 --> 00:37:37,907
I'’m-- I'm-- Well...
651
00:37:37,951 --> 00:37:41,433
I'’m not-- I mean,
I am a straight guy.
652
00:37:41,476 --> 00:37:43,130
I didn'’t know if you were
serious or not.
653
00:37:43,173 --> 00:37:45,263
Joe'’s walking across the country
to raise awareness
654
00:37:45,306 --> 00:37:48,527
about bullying,
because his son was bullied.
655
00:37:48,570 --> 00:37:50,311
Well, why didn'’t you
bring him?
656
00:37:50,355 --> 00:37:53,096
Especially if he'’s as cute
as you are.
657
00:37:53,140 --> 00:37:55,708
Is he as cute as you, Daddy?
658
00:37:55,751 --> 00:37:57,275
[LAUGHS]
659
00:37:58,363 --> 00:38:01,104
Um...my son is dead.
660
00:38:05,195 --> 00:38:06,371
DRAG QUEEN:
Oh, my God.
661
00:38:06,414 --> 00:38:08,503
Oh, my God,
I had no idea.
662
00:38:08,547 --> 00:38:10,636
I'’m-- I'm so sorry.JOE: It'’s all good. Really.
663
00:38:10,679 --> 00:38:12,681
DRAG QUEEN:
Let me take my foot
out of my mouth.
664
00:38:12,725 --> 00:38:14,030
I'’m so sorry, I--No, no, no, I...
665
00:38:14,074 --> 00:38:15,684
I had no idea.It'’s all good.
666
00:38:15,728 --> 00:38:17,599
DRAG QUEEN:
No, it'’s-- It's not.
667
00:38:17,643 --> 00:38:20,950
I really didn'’t know, and now
I'’ve got to perform again.
668
00:38:20,994 --> 00:38:22,909
Hey, hey. I'’m okay.I'’m so sorry.
669
00:38:22,952 --> 00:38:24,737
[MUSIC PLAYS][APPLAUSE]
670
00:38:26,478 --> 00:38:29,350
Honey, I'’m gonna grab you
another beer.
671
00:38:29,394 --> 00:38:33,659
♪ Think of your fellow man
Lend him a helping hand ♪
672
00:38:33,702 --> 00:38:37,706
♪ Put a little love
In your heart ♪
673
00:38:37,750 --> 00:38:40,361
♪ You see, it'’s getting late ♪
674
00:38:40,405 --> 00:38:42,885
♪ Oh, please don'’t hesitate ♪
675
00:38:42,929 --> 00:38:46,498
♪ Put a little love
In your heart ♪
676
00:38:46,541 --> 00:38:47,890
♪ And the world
677
00:38:47,934 --> 00:38:49,718
[♪♪]
678
00:39:46,514 --> 00:39:48,255
[GRUNTING]
679
00:40:45,573 --> 00:40:47,662
[PHONE RINGS]
680
00:40:47,706 --> 00:40:49,098
[SIGHS]
681
00:40:49,142 --> 00:40:50,796
Hey, honey.
682
00:40:50,839 --> 00:40:53,494
LOLA [ON PHONE]:
You in Steamboat Springs?
683
00:40:53,538 --> 00:40:55,714
Oh, my GPS must be
working again.
684
00:40:55,757 --> 00:40:57,367
[GROANS]
685
00:40:57,411 --> 00:40:59,500
It'’s been a hell of a walk
through Colorado.
686
00:40:59,544 --> 00:41:02,721
You gotta call us, you know,
687
00:41:02,764 --> 00:41:04,853
when you'’re going through
all those storms.
688
00:41:04,897 --> 00:41:07,334
It'’s crazy.What, are you worried?
689
00:41:07,377 --> 00:41:09,292
Well, don'’t be.
That storm went way south of me.
690
00:41:09,336 --> 00:41:10,816
I only caught
the tail end of it.
691
00:41:10,859 --> 00:41:14,123
Yeah, well,
still just call us.
692
00:41:14,167 --> 00:41:16,169
Okay. Hey, hold on a second.
693
00:41:18,301 --> 00:41:19,999
JOSEPH [ON PHONE]: Hey, Dad.Hey, buddy.
694
00:41:20,042 --> 00:41:21,957
See you got
12,000 followers.
695
00:41:22,001 --> 00:41:23,437
How'’s the man of the house?
696
00:41:23,481 --> 00:41:25,395
Good. You know we'’re good.
697
00:41:25,439 --> 00:41:27,572
Wrestling practice
is really good.
698
00:41:27,615 --> 00:41:30,488
Coach filmed a few of them.Well, I can'’t wait to see them.
699
00:41:30,531 --> 00:41:32,751
Yeah, hey, Dad,
700
00:41:32,794 --> 00:41:36,450
what would you think about me
and Mom coming to visit you?
701
00:41:36,494 --> 00:41:38,626
Out on the road.
I mean, not on the road,
702
00:41:38,670 --> 00:41:42,717
but maybe in a motel
or a hotel, even?
703
00:41:42,761 --> 00:41:45,546
Well, I can'’t think of anything
I'’d like better.
704
00:41:45,590 --> 00:41:47,548
Your mom okay with it?
705
00:41:47,592 --> 00:41:49,768
Mom? Yeah.
She'’s okay with it.
706
00:41:49,811 --> 00:41:51,073
All right.
707
00:41:51,117 --> 00:41:52,771
Let me talk to your mom.
708
00:41:52,814 --> 00:41:53,989
Oh, shit.
709
00:41:59,429 --> 00:42:01,301
LOLA:
Okay, give me the phone back.
710
00:42:01,344 --> 00:42:02,911
You coming to see me?
711
00:42:02,955 --> 00:42:04,739
All right, yeah,
we'’ll talk about it.
712
00:42:04,783 --> 00:42:07,699
All right. Hurry.
713
00:42:07,742 --> 00:42:09,309
All right. Love you, bye.
714
00:42:15,794 --> 00:42:17,709
Oh, shit.
715
00:42:17,752 --> 00:42:19,362
[SIGHS]
716
00:42:22,191 --> 00:42:23,802
LOLA:
Well, it'’s starting to snow.
717
00:42:23,845 --> 00:42:25,760
JOSEPH:
Maybe we could, uh,
718
00:42:25,804 --> 00:42:27,283
get out and do some
snowboarding later.
719
00:42:27,327 --> 00:42:28,502
LOLA:
There he is.
720
00:42:32,854 --> 00:42:34,769
Hey, hey!JOSEPH: Hey, Dad.
721
00:42:34,813 --> 00:42:36,945
My God, son,
it'’s only been a few months.
722
00:42:36,989 --> 00:42:38,556
You'’re as tall as me
Missed you, buddy.
723
00:42:38,599 --> 00:42:40,296
I missed you too, Dad.Hey.
724
00:42:40,340 --> 00:42:42,516
Hi. Saw you spit
that dip out.
725
00:42:42,560 --> 00:42:44,387
Oh, no,
that'’s just for walking.
726
00:42:44,431 --> 00:42:46,520
[LAUGHING] Mm-hmm.You smell so good.
727
00:42:47,956 --> 00:42:50,089
How are you doing?JOSEPH: So I, uh...
728
00:42:50,132 --> 00:42:52,570
I brought my wrestling tapes.Good. We'’ll watch them tonight.
729
00:42:52,613 --> 00:42:54,615
I'’ve booked us a surprise
adventure for the afternoon.
730
00:42:54,659 --> 00:42:56,225
We have 15 minutes.LOLA: Oh, all right.
731
00:42:56,269 --> 00:42:57,879
Is it snowboarding?JOE: No, no, no.
732
00:42:57,923 --> 00:43:00,273
You'’re gonna love it, I promise.
All right?
733
00:43:00,316 --> 00:43:01,840
All right, I got this.How was the drive?
734
00:43:01,883 --> 00:43:03,189
LOLA: Not bad.Oh, good.
735
00:43:03,232 --> 00:43:04,538
Come on.
736
00:43:04,582 --> 00:43:06,671
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
737
00:43:09,064 --> 00:43:10,544
[APPLAUSE]
738
00:43:13,068 --> 00:43:15,941
♪ Waiting on the sunshine
739
00:43:19,118 --> 00:43:21,468
♪ To come around again
740
00:43:25,559 --> 00:43:27,909
♪ It'’s been a long time ♪
741
00:43:32,392 --> 00:43:33,567
♪ Since we let it in
742
00:43:35,482 --> 00:43:37,049
♪ Take me down
743
00:43:41,096 --> 00:43:43,142
♪ To the fault line
744
00:43:47,233 --> 00:43:49,975
♪ Take me down
745
00:43:52,804 --> 00:43:54,588
♪ Where the river starts
746
00:44:03,292 --> 00:44:05,251
♪ Take me into your heart
747
00:44:05,294 --> 00:44:07,427
I gotta take you on a mechanical
bull so you can practice.
748
00:44:07,470 --> 00:44:09,255
I'’m telling you,
I think you can beat the record.
749
00:44:12,214 --> 00:44:13,694
Excuse me.
750
00:44:13,738 --> 00:44:15,565
Excuse me, aren'’t...?
751
00:44:15,609 --> 00:44:17,524
aren'’t you that fella
that'’s walking across America?
752
00:44:17,567 --> 00:44:18,743
I am.
753
00:44:18,786 --> 00:44:20,179
Sir, it is a pleasure
to meet you.
754
00:44:20,222 --> 00:44:22,094
Dad'’s a celebrity.MAN: This is my wife.
755
00:44:22,137 --> 00:44:24,836
So nice to meet you.
756
00:44:24,879 --> 00:44:27,447
Hi, I'’m...I'm his wife.
757
00:44:27,490 --> 00:44:29,014
And Jadin'’s mom.WOMAN: Nice to meet you.
758
00:44:29,057 --> 00:44:31,451
And this is our son, Joseph.Hi, I'’m Joseph.
759
00:44:31,494 --> 00:44:33,801
WOMAN: Hi, Joseph.MAN: I think it'’s incredible
760
00:44:33,845 --> 00:44:36,412
what you'’re doing for your son.WOMAN: Yes.
761
00:44:36,456 --> 00:44:38,719
Takes real courage to stick up
for what you believe in.
762
00:44:38,763 --> 00:44:40,895
Well, it'’s got to be done.
This can'’t go on.
763
00:44:40,939 --> 00:44:42,680
WOMAN: Yes.MAN: Would you mind
764
00:44:42,723 --> 00:44:44,638
if we got our picture with you?
765
00:44:44,682 --> 00:44:47,772
Sure. Absolutely.WOMAN: Yes. Thank you.
766
00:44:47,815 --> 00:44:49,338
Honey, take the picture.
767
00:44:49,382 --> 00:44:51,340
Oh. Okay.
768
00:44:51,384 --> 00:44:52,733
MAN: Thank you.WOMAN: Thank you.
769
00:44:54,996 --> 00:44:56,868
[CAMERA CLICKS]
770
00:44:56,911 --> 00:44:59,087
JOE: That'’s real good work.JOSEPH: I'’m getting faster.
771
00:44:59,131 --> 00:45:00,828
JOE:
You see how much leverage
you got on him?
772
00:45:00,872 --> 00:45:02,090
He ain'’t going nowhere.
773
00:45:02,134 --> 00:45:04,049
That'’s good.
774
00:45:04,092 --> 00:45:05,659
That'’s real good.
775
00:45:08,096 --> 00:45:11,099
You seen this?Yeah.
776
00:45:11,143 --> 00:45:12,492
I was there when it happened.
777
00:45:12,535 --> 00:45:13,972
He'’s got some pretty decent
takedowns,
778
00:45:14,015 --> 00:45:15,669
but these transitions
are a lot more fluid.
779
00:45:15,713 --> 00:45:16,931
What'’s coach saying?
780
00:45:16,975 --> 00:45:18,585
Coach is saying
I'’m doing good.
781
00:45:18,628 --> 00:45:20,369
You know, he'’s...Well, I'’m seeing right here.
782
00:45:20,413 --> 00:45:23,024
We'’ve been working out,
but he says I might want
783
00:45:23,068 --> 00:45:24,809
to look into losing
a few pounds.
784
00:45:24,852 --> 00:45:27,725
What? This boy'’s just growing.
No, no, no, no, no.
785
00:45:27,768 --> 00:45:30,466
You go up a couple pounds.
Go up another weight class.
786
00:45:30,510 --> 00:45:32,425
LOLA: Brush your teeth.Tell the coach what I said.
787
00:45:32,468 --> 00:45:33,818
All right.Make sure you tell coach.
788
00:45:33,861 --> 00:45:35,341
We got an early morning
tomorrow, okay?
789
00:45:35,384 --> 00:45:36,821
Okay.Hey, hey, hey, hey.
790
00:45:36,864 --> 00:45:38,779
"Hey, hey, hey."[DOOR CLOSES]
791
00:45:38,823 --> 00:45:41,434
Get him to bed
so I can get you to bed.
792
00:45:41,477 --> 00:45:43,175
I'’m trying.
You wanna help me?
793
00:45:43,218 --> 00:45:45,046
I'’m just...
794
00:45:45,090 --> 00:45:46,918
I can'’t believe how much
he'’s improved.
795
00:45:46,961 --> 00:45:48,136
LOLA:
I know. Isn'’t it great?
796
00:45:52,010 --> 00:45:53,315
I found this.
797
00:45:53,359 --> 00:45:55,187
I thought you might like
to see it.
798
00:45:55,230 --> 00:45:56,536
What'’s that?
799
00:45:56,579 --> 00:45:58,233
Uh, well...
800
00:45:58,277 --> 00:45:59,452
Let me see.
801
00:46:13,379 --> 00:46:14,597
Where'’d this come from?
802
00:46:14,641 --> 00:46:17,035
It was on his grave,
in some flowers.
803
00:46:17,078 --> 00:46:18,863
One of them little shits
that bullied my boy
804
00:46:18,906 --> 00:46:21,082
into the ground had the nerve
to stand over his grave?
805
00:46:21,126 --> 00:46:23,128
Well, Joe--Why?
806
00:46:23,171 --> 00:46:25,217
And now he wants
to apologize?
807
00:46:25,260 --> 00:46:27,001
Who'’s this for?
808
00:46:27,045 --> 00:46:28,916
It'’s not for Jadin,
because he'’s dead and buried.
809
00:46:28,960 --> 00:46:30,178
And not for me.
810
00:46:30,222 --> 00:46:31,832
What am I supposed to do
with this, Lola?
811
00:46:31,876 --> 00:46:33,791
I don'’t know I thought
you'’d like to see it, Joe.
812
00:46:33,834 --> 00:46:36,054
I shouldn'’t have brought it.No, don'’t keep secrets from me.
813
00:46:36,097 --> 00:46:37,969
Don'’t even threaten that.I'’m not keeping secrets.
814
00:46:38,012 --> 00:46:39,884
I'’m out here on my own,
no money, alone, all right?
815
00:46:39,927 --> 00:46:42,538
No, the truth is all I have.
Shit!
816
00:46:42,582 --> 00:46:44,584
Well...That little son of a bitch.
817
00:46:44,627 --> 00:46:48,370
...you'’re...you're on a walk
for forgiveness, right?
818
00:46:48,414 --> 00:46:49,850
For...
819
00:46:49,894 --> 00:46:51,896
There'’s no apologies
with me, okay?
820
00:46:51,939 --> 00:46:54,594
There is no forgiveness here.
They buried that with my boy.
821
00:46:54,637 --> 00:46:56,552
Do you understand that, Lola?
822
00:46:58,293 --> 00:46:59,729
I should not have
brought that letter.
823
00:46:59,773 --> 00:47:01,731
Lola...what?
824
00:47:01,775 --> 00:47:04,169
It'’s all yours, Dad.JOE: Those sons of bitches.
825
00:47:04,212 --> 00:47:05,997
Fucking kidding me.LOLA: Don'’t worry about it.
826
00:47:06,040 --> 00:47:07,825
Don'’t think about it then, Joe.
827
00:47:09,522 --> 00:47:13,091
Son of a bitch, Joseph,
get your ass in here now!
828
00:47:13,134 --> 00:47:15,484
Did you hear what the fuck
I said? Now!
829
00:47:15,528 --> 00:47:17,573
You see what you'’ve done? Look!
830
00:47:17,617 --> 00:47:19,314
How many times
have I told you, huh?
831
00:47:19,358 --> 00:47:21,360
How many times to put the seat
up when you take a piss?
832
00:47:21,403 --> 00:47:23,188
LOLA: Joe!A hundred? A thousand?
833
00:47:23,231 --> 00:47:25,146
Nobody'’s fucking talking to you.
Shut the fuck up.
834
00:47:25,190 --> 00:47:26,626
What do you think,
I'’m your maid?
835
00:47:26,669 --> 00:47:27,932
Hey! Just stop!
836
00:47:40,901 --> 00:47:42,729
LOLA:
Jesus Christ.
837
00:47:44,165 --> 00:47:45,732
[SIGHS]
838
00:48:07,972 --> 00:48:09,538
Hey.
839
00:48:09,582 --> 00:48:12,585
What I saw in those practice
films was damn good, son.
840
00:48:12,628 --> 00:48:15,631
You keep it up, you'’ll be state
champ by the time I get back.
841
00:48:18,199 --> 00:48:19,374
I love you.
842
00:48:21,768 --> 00:48:22,900
Did you hear me?
843
00:48:28,122 --> 00:48:31,343
Yeah. Take care, Dad.
844
00:48:32,605 --> 00:48:33,780
And what else?
845
00:48:37,001 --> 00:48:38,437
I love you too.
846
00:48:43,355 --> 00:48:44,965
Hey.Hey.
847
00:48:45,009 --> 00:48:46,880
So I'’ll see you in Illinois,
or maybe even before.
848
00:48:48,577 --> 00:48:49,752
Yeah. We'’ll see.
849
00:48:51,406 --> 00:48:53,495
Well, I thought that was
the plan, Lola.
850
00:48:55,410 --> 00:48:56,803
We talked about this.
Lola, don'’t--
851
00:48:56,846 --> 00:48:59,240
Joe, don'’t you. Don't.
852
00:49:02,765 --> 00:49:04,376
What are you doing
out here?
853
00:49:04,419 --> 00:49:06,726
Because we'’ve supported you
every step of the way,
854
00:49:06,769 --> 00:49:08,989
because we know
what'’s right for you.
855
00:49:09,033 --> 00:49:11,861
But you'’re supposed to be
on some forgiveness walk?
856
00:49:11,905 --> 00:49:14,473
And you act the way
you acted last night.
857
00:49:18,825 --> 00:49:22,568
Our son is gone, Joe.
Gone.
858
00:49:25,832 --> 00:49:28,487
You'’re gonna lose
another one,
859
00:49:28,530 --> 00:49:30,706
because we'’re not gonna
sit around waiting
860
00:49:30,750 --> 00:49:32,012
for another one
of your outbursts.
861
00:49:32,056 --> 00:49:33,274
Lola--It'’s not gonna happen.
862
00:49:33,318 --> 00:49:34,884
Lola, I--No, no, no, no, no.
863
00:49:34,928 --> 00:49:38,453
Keep walking. Keep walking.
Don'’t come home.
864
00:49:38,497 --> 00:49:42,892
Okay? Don'’t come home till you
figure out whatever it is
865
00:49:42,936 --> 00:49:44,285
that you need
to figure out.
866
00:49:44,329 --> 00:49:46,418
But I hope that'’s not
you being some
867
00:49:46,461 --> 00:49:49,377
Facebook celebrity and getting
your pictures taken with people.
868
00:49:52,380 --> 00:49:54,121
Are you walking
for Jadin, Joe?
869
00:49:55,775 --> 00:49:57,646
Because if you'’re walking
for Jadin,
870
00:49:57,690 --> 00:49:59,997
then you let Jadin let you know
when it'’s time to come home.
871
00:50:03,043 --> 00:50:04,653
I love you, Lola.
872
00:50:06,046 --> 00:50:08,483
[CAR DOOR CLOSES]
873
00:50:08,527 --> 00:50:11,138
You guys drive safe, okay?
I love you.
874
00:50:11,182 --> 00:50:13,358
LOLA:
Be safe.
875
00:50:17,536 --> 00:50:20,408
[CAR ENGINE STARTS]Be careful, all right?
876
00:50:26,806 --> 00:50:29,156
♪ Goodbye, darkness
877
00:50:29,200 --> 00:50:33,508
♪ Oh, to the light
878
00:50:33,552 --> 00:50:35,597
♪ Every morning
879
00:50:35,641 --> 00:50:38,470
♪ Is an end to a night
880
00:50:40,689 --> 00:50:46,043
♪ Every season
Is about to bring a change ♪
881
00:50:47,957 --> 00:50:53,137
♪ There'’s a new chance given
Every day ♪
882
00:50:53,180 --> 00:50:56,792
♪ And it brings it back to
883
00:50:59,839 --> 00:51:04,844
♪ Yeah, it brings it
Back to me ♪
884
00:51:14,810 --> 00:51:16,290
JOE:
Hey.
885
00:51:18,075 --> 00:51:19,554
Goddamn it!
886
00:51:23,645 --> 00:51:25,647
Who in the fuck--?
887
00:51:25,691 --> 00:51:27,562
Fucking shit!
888
00:51:48,931 --> 00:51:51,238
♪ Goodbye, evening
889
00:51:51,282 --> 00:51:54,285
♪ Hello to the night
890
00:51:56,504 --> 00:52:01,030
♪ I'’m not seeing the wrong
From the right ♪
891
00:52:03,337 --> 00:52:07,907
♪ Walking blindly
On a path without an end ♪
892
00:52:10,214 --> 00:52:14,957
♪ In the morning
Come to me yet again ♪
893
00:52:15,001 --> 00:52:19,658
♪ Then bring it all
Back to me ♪
894
00:52:22,095 --> 00:52:27,144
♪ Yeah, it brings it
All back to me ♪
895
00:52:37,458 --> 00:52:38,851
[PHONE RINGS]
896
00:52:45,292 --> 00:52:46,946
Hello?LOLA [ON PHONE]: Hey.
897
00:52:46,989 --> 00:52:48,861
Hey.
898
00:52:48,904 --> 00:52:52,865
So I found something,
899
00:52:52,908 --> 00:52:55,302
and I want you
to hear it, okay?
900
00:52:55,346 --> 00:52:58,087
I found it in his backpack,
901
00:52:58,131 --> 00:52:59,915
and I wanted to--Well, what is it?
902
00:52:59,959 --> 00:53:01,439
Can you read it to me?
903
00:53:01,482 --> 00:53:03,092
Yeah. Yeah. It'’s, uh...
904
00:53:04,485 --> 00:53:08,054
it'’s an essay
that he wrote.
905
00:53:11,927 --> 00:53:13,407
"It'’s a horrible thing
to be surrounded
906
00:53:13,451 --> 00:53:16,236
"by people who hate you
907
00:53:16,280 --> 00:53:18,847
"when they don'’t even know you,
908
00:53:18,891 --> 00:53:20,849
"for a reason you can'’t change.
909
00:53:22,416 --> 00:53:24,940
"One they can'’t comprehend
or understand.
910
00:53:26,899 --> 00:53:28,292
"This is the life I live.
911
00:53:30,598 --> 00:53:32,252
"Some nights,
I look for the pieces
912
00:53:32,296 --> 00:53:33,514
"I'’ve dropped along the way.
913
00:53:35,995 --> 00:53:38,693
"On these nights,
I cry myself to sleep
914
00:53:38,737 --> 00:53:41,087
"and hope tomorrow
is a better day.
915
00:53:41,130 --> 00:53:42,436
"But it never is.
916
00:53:44,395 --> 00:53:46,962
"Every year, I look forward
to school starting again,
917
00:53:47,006 --> 00:53:50,270
"but it never turns out
the way I expect it to.
918
00:53:50,314 --> 00:53:54,231
"I pretend not to notice
the looks I'’m given.
919
00:53:54,274 --> 00:53:58,322
"Avoiding eye contact
with every guy bigger than me.
920
00:53:58,365 --> 00:54:00,498
"I'’m surrounded by people
who hate me.
921
00:54:00,541 --> 00:54:02,500
"Who want me dead.
922
00:54:04,284 --> 00:54:07,156
"I can'’t keep talking myself
out of it.
923
00:54:07,200 --> 00:54:09,724
"I don'’t know what I'm gonna do
if I don'’t.
924
00:54:09,768 --> 00:54:14,686
"It'’s only getting worse.
I just want it to be over.
925
00:54:14,729 --> 00:54:17,254
It will be soon enough."
926
00:54:18,733 --> 00:54:20,300
[WHISPERS]
Don'’t fucking look at us, fag.
927
00:54:23,825 --> 00:54:26,524
What are you doing in here?
Girl'’s bathroom's over there.
928
00:54:26,567 --> 00:54:29,178
Come hang out with us.
929
00:54:29,222 --> 00:54:31,703
BOY 1:
What the fuck did we say
about looking at us?
930
00:54:31,746 --> 00:54:33,922
BOY 2:
All he wants to do
is watch us change.
931
00:54:33,966 --> 00:54:37,274
He'’s shaking,
he wants it so bad.
932
00:54:37,317 --> 00:54:39,972
BOY 3: Look at him shake.Stop. Stop. Stop.
933
00:54:40,015 --> 00:54:43,323
It'’s okay. It's okay.
It'’s okay. It's okay.
934
00:54:43,367 --> 00:54:46,283
Let me ask you something.
935
00:54:46,326 --> 00:54:49,068
You like dick?[BOYS LAUGH]
936
00:54:49,111 --> 00:54:50,548
Huh? Answer me.
937
00:54:50,591 --> 00:54:53,986
BOY: I think he does.You like fucking dicks.
938
00:54:54,029 --> 00:54:55,292
I'’ll give you dick.
939
00:54:58,207 --> 00:54:59,426
Stop, stop.
940
00:54:59,470 --> 00:55:01,646
It'’s okay, it's okay.
941
00:55:03,691 --> 00:55:06,128
Fuck it.
You like fucking dick?
942
00:55:06,172 --> 00:55:08,696
Fucking dick?
You like fucking dick!
943
00:55:08,740 --> 00:55:11,046
[ALL SHOUTING]
944
00:55:13,179 --> 00:55:15,834
You like that?
You like that? Huh?
945
00:55:15,877 --> 00:55:17,749
[LAUGHS]
946
00:55:21,230 --> 00:55:23,537
LOLA:
Can we even give you
the names of the boys?
947
00:55:23,581 --> 00:55:25,713
MRS. SWIFT:
No, no, no, no. No names.
948
00:55:27,889 --> 00:55:29,326
Have you considered
changing schools?
949
00:55:32,024 --> 00:55:34,026
JOE:
Yeah. We applied
to another high school.
950
00:55:34,069 --> 00:55:36,115
We were out of their district,
so they rejected him.
951
00:55:38,204 --> 00:55:40,380
What about therapy?
952
00:55:40,424 --> 00:55:45,429
We did, um, a few sessions
of, uh, family therapy.
953
00:55:45,472 --> 00:55:47,561
And I don'’t need therapy.
They do.
954
00:55:47,605 --> 00:55:50,912
Jadin, I hear
what you'’re saying.
955
00:55:52,436 --> 00:55:53,785
You don'’t think
the situation
956
00:55:53,828 --> 00:55:55,221
might settle itself down
on its own?
957
00:55:55,264 --> 00:55:56,396
No, I don'’t.
958
00:55:59,094 --> 00:56:00,748
Okay.
959
00:56:00,792 --> 00:56:02,402
[SIGHS]
Mr. and Mrs. Bell,
960
00:56:02,446 --> 00:56:05,013
I'’m not saying it was
acceptable behavior
961
00:56:05,057 --> 00:56:07,581
on the part of the other
students, because it wasn'’t,
962
00:56:07,625 --> 00:56:09,670
but we live in
a very small town,
963
00:56:09,714 --> 00:56:11,019
and the high school
student body
964
00:56:11,063 --> 00:56:14,109
is a reflection
of our community.
965
00:56:14,153 --> 00:56:16,677
If you file a formal complaint
against these boys,
966
00:56:16,721 --> 00:56:19,593
it may very well cause you more
trouble in the long run
967
00:56:19,637 --> 00:56:20,812
than it'’s worth.
968
00:56:24,076 --> 00:56:25,512
You don'’t know
what it'’s like...
969
00:56:27,819 --> 00:56:29,124
to feel like...
970
00:56:34,565 --> 00:56:36,828
you have to muster up
the courage to ask for help,
971
00:56:36,871 --> 00:56:39,396
and then only to find out
that the person who can
972
00:56:39,439 --> 00:56:41,136
just couldn'’t be bothered.
973
00:56:42,311 --> 00:56:46,272
Son, I am trying
to help you.
974
00:56:46,315 --> 00:56:49,101
I'’m trying to stop you
from making a mistake.
975
00:56:57,718 --> 00:56:59,503
[LOLA AND JOE SHOUTING]
976
00:57:15,562 --> 00:57:17,042
[CELL PHONE BUZZES]
977
00:57:40,848 --> 00:57:42,720
MARCIE: Hey, it'’s Marcie.[GROANS]
978
00:57:44,548 --> 00:57:46,027
Hi, Marcie, it'’s me.
979
00:57:46,071 --> 00:57:48,029
Can you please call me
when you get the chance.
980
00:57:48,073 --> 00:57:50,771
I just need to talk to you.
Please call me when you can.
981
00:57:55,559 --> 00:57:57,648
[SIGHS]
982
00:58:03,305 --> 00:58:05,177
DOLORES:
Remember when we used to take...
983
00:58:05,220 --> 00:58:06,700
[CELL PHONE RINGS]Oh, just a second.
984
00:58:06,744 --> 00:58:08,876
Sorry.
985
00:58:08,920 --> 00:58:10,095
Jadin?
986
00:58:12,532 --> 00:58:15,274
Hi, it'’s me.
Can you talk for a second?
987
00:58:15,317 --> 00:58:17,276
DOLORES:
Jadin? Hi, it'’s Dolores.
988
00:58:17,319 --> 00:58:19,191
Sorry. We'’re in the car.
989
00:58:19,234 --> 00:58:21,367
Hi, Mrs. Roberts.
I didn'’t know it was you.
990
00:58:21,410 --> 00:58:24,065
DOLORES:
I'’m taking Colleen
to go see her cousin
991
00:58:24,109 --> 00:58:25,763
over in Pendleton
for the weekend.
992
00:58:29,418 --> 00:58:32,987
Okay. Do you think you could
stop by and pick me up?
993
00:58:33,031 --> 00:58:35,990
We are already out of Le Grande.
994
00:58:36,034 --> 00:58:37,470
So I'’m sorry.
995
00:58:37,514 --> 00:58:39,037
[GROANS] But why don'’t you go
996
00:58:39,080 --> 00:58:41,430
to our house and relax?
997
00:58:41,474 --> 00:58:43,345
Be alone for a little while.
998
00:58:43,389 --> 00:58:45,826
I can'’t be alone right now,
okay?
999
00:58:45,870 --> 00:58:48,046
And I can'’t go home.
1000
00:58:48,089 --> 00:58:49,917
So I need you to please
just come pick me up.
1001
00:58:49,961 --> 00:58:51,571
Mom?
1002
00:58:51,615 --> 00:58:52,790
[WHISPERING]
No.
1003
00:58:55,314 --> 00:58:57,925
DOLORES:
Can it wait until Monday?
1004
00:58:57,969 --> 00:59:01,320
We'’ll be back on Sunday night,
and we'’ll see you on Monday.
1005
00:59:01,363 --> 00:59:03,540
[SNIFFLES] And whatever it is,
1006
00:59:03,583 --> 00:59:05,716
I'’m sure that we can
take care of it then.
1007
00:59:05,759 --> 00:59:09,284
Listen, Jadin, I will call you
first thing Sunday
1008
00:59:09,328 --> 00:59:10,895
when we get back, okay?
1009
00:59:10,938 --> 00:59:13,245
Just--[PHONE BEEPS]
1010
00:59:16,944 --> 00:59:19,556
[SIGHS AND SNIFFLES]
1011
01:00:20,051 --> 01:00:21,269
LOLA:
Come on, Jadin.
1012
01:00:21,313 --> 01:00:23,750
Come on, Jadin!
1013
01:00:23,794 --> 01:00:25,926
[SOBBING]
Come on, Jadin!
1014
01:00:28,581 --> 01:00:30,148
No, no, no.
1015
01:00:30,191 --> 01:00:32,629
Come on, come on, come on.
1016
01:00:34,239 --> 01:00:36,676
[♪♪]
1017
01:00:41,942 --> 01:00:43,683
[SOBBING]
1018
01:01:08,447 --> 01:01:10,579
JIMMY:
Would you mind if I say grace?
1019
01:01:10,623 --> 01:01:12,669
LOLA: Sure.JIMMY: It'’s okay?
1020
01:01:12,712 --> 01:01:14,627
LOLA: No. Go ahead.It'’s okay?
1021
01:01:18,762 --> 01:01:20,589
[JIMMY CLEARS THROAT]
1022
01:01:22,113 --> 01:01:24,332
Our Father,
who art in heaven.
1023
01:01:24,376 --> 01:01:27,161
We come before thee
with heavy hearts.
1024
01:01:28,728 --> 01:01:31,644
We ask that thy loving
kindness be upon us.
1025
01:01:31,688 --> 01:01:32,950
And thy guidance.
1026
01:01:32,993 --> 01:01:34,473
We are indeed thankful
for the gift
1027
01:01:34,516 --> 01:01:36,562
Jadin has been in our lives.
1028
01:01:36,605 --> 01:01:39,478
We'’ll need help
on this new path.
1029
01:01:39,521 --> 01:01:41,567
We are thankful
for this meal before us
1030
01:01:41,610 --> 01:01:44,004
and ask thy blessing upon it.
1031
01:01:44,048 --> 01:01:45,745
In Jesus'’ name, Amen.
1032
01:01:47,660 --> 01:01:49,096
Thank you.
1033
01:02:12,685 --> 01:02:14,861
You gotta get out of this room,
Joe.
1034
01:02:21,825 --> 01:02:23,696
You'’re pale as milk.
1035
01:02:28,832 --> 01:02:33,924
Put some clothes on.
Go outside. Take a walk.
1036
01:02:36,753 --> 01:02:38,232
Pretty sure
it'’ll do you good.
1037
01:02:51,768 --> 01:02:53,726
Joe, I'’m hurting too.
1038
01:03:00,298 --> 01:03:01,778
[RAIN PATTERING]
1039
01:03:33,200 --> 01:03:34,549
What are you doing?
1040
01:03:36,595 --> 01:03:38,466
Just going for a drive.
1041
01:03:41,295 --> 01:03:42,993
Go back inside, Joseph.
1042
01:03:45,822 --> 01:03:49,564
No. Not until you tell me
what'’s going on.
1043
01:03:54,004 --> 01:03:55,614
Get your ass
back in the house.
1044
01:03:57,094 --> 01:03:58,617
I need to go for a drive,
1045
01:03:58,660 --> 01:04:00,837
and you need to get back inside
and get into bed.
1046
01:04:00,880 --> 01:04:02,012
Now.
1047
01:04:29,822 --> 01:04:31,258
[GUN CLICKS]
1048
01:04:36,002 --> 01:04:37,612
Go back inside, Joseph.
1049
01:04:40,877 --> 01:04:42,008
Now.
1050
01:04:55,326 --> 01:04:58,416
[INHALES DEEPLY AND SIGHS]
1051
01:05:07,816 --> 01:05:09,731
[♪♪]
1052
01:05:24,355 --> 01:05:25,922
[SOBS SOFTLY]
1053
01:05:47,030 --> 01:05:48,335
[SIZZLING]LOLA: Shit.
1054
01:05:52,296 --> 01:05:53,732
Here you go.
1055
01:05:53,775 --> 01:05:55,081
JOSEPH: Thanks, Mom.MARCIE: Thanks.
1056
01:05:56,604 --> 01:05:58,606
Eat it while it'’s hot.
1057
01:05:58,650 --> 01:06:00,173
JOSEPH:
Can you pass me the syrup?
1058
01:06:00,217 --> 01:06:01,479
Yes.LOLA: I have some bacon too.
1059
01:06:01,522 --> 01:06:03,916
JOSEPH: It may seem...[DOOR CLOSES]
1060
01:06:03,960 --> 01:06:05,613
...people are just
going after each other,
1061
01:06:05,657 --> 01:06:08,181
but it requires a lot of skill.
1062
01:06:08,225 --> 01:06:11,010
Whoa! You'’re up.
1063
01:06:11,054 --> 01:06:12,794
Hi.
1064
01:06:14,144 --> 01:06:15,580
Lola, I got something
to tell you.
1065
01:06:15,623 --> 01:06:17,712
LOLA: Okay.Could you give me a few minutes?
1066
01:06:17,756 --> 01:06:20,193
Yes, Joe.
1067
01:06:20,237 --> 01:06:22,195
What is it?
1068
01:06:22,239 --> 01:06:26,808
I'’ve decided to walk
across America to New York City.
1069
01:06:28,332 --> 01:06:29,550
What?
1070
01:06:29,594 --> 01:06:30,987
Did you hear what I said?
1071
01:06:31,030 --> 01:06:32,205
LOLA [LAUGHS]:
Yeah.
1072
01:06:32,249 --> 01:06:33,467
When did you decide that?
1073
01:06:33,511 --> 01:06:35,165
Well, just earlier this morning.
1074
01:06:35,208 --> 01:06:38,342
When I told you to take a walk,
I meant around the block.
1075
01:06:38,385 --> 01:06:39,865
Not to New York City.Lola,
1076
01:06:39,908 --> 01:06:42,128
I'’ll talk to everybody
along the way.
1077
01:06:42,172 --> 01:06:44,609
Anybody who will listen.
About bullying.
1078
01:06:44,652 --> 01:06:47,046
About the damage it does.
About what it did to our boy.
1079
01:06:47,090 --> 01:06:49,831
I'’m doing this for Jadin, Lola.
It'’s what he wants.
1080
01:06:49,875 --> 01:06:51,877
It'’s what he'd want me to do,
I know it is.
1081
01:06:51,920 --> 01:06:55,576
I mean, he told us he wanted to
live there someday, remember?
1082
01:06:55,620 --> 01:06:58,318
Yeah. Yeah.
1083
01:06:58,362 --> 01:07:00,842
Uh, I don'’t know.
1084
01:07:00,886 --> 01:07:03,541
How do you--? How do you--?
How do you pay for it?
1085
01:07:03,584 --> 01:07:06,326
Well, I'’ll-- I'll get the money.
I can fundraise.
1086
01:07:06,370 --> 01:07:08,241
I mean, everybody'’s against
bullying, aren'’t they?
1087
01:07:08,285 --> 01:07:12,506
No. If they were,
this wouldn'’t have happened.
1088
01:07:15,553 --> 01:07:17,903
Let me get you something to eat
before you head on the highway.
1089
01:07:17,946 --> 01:07:20,079
So nice that you'’re
back up again.
1090
01:07:20,123 --> 01:07:21,776
Can I get some coffee, Marcie?MARCIE: Yeah.
1091
01:07:24,692 --> 01:07:26,999
Hey. You didn'’t tell your mama
about last night, did you?
1092
01:07:27,043 --> 01:07:28,479
No, sir.
1093
01:07:28,522 --> 01:07:31,177
Come here.
I love you, buddy.
1094
01:07:31,221 --> 01:07:32,744
Hey. I love you so much.
1095
01:07:32,787 --> 01:07:34,398
This is gonna be
something great, all right?
1096
01:07:34,441 --> 01:07:36,313
You'’ll see. I promise.Yeah.
1097
01:07:36,356 --> 01:07:38,141
[TRUCK HORN BLARES]
1098
01:07:49,500 --> 01:07:50,675
[SIGHS]
1099
01:07:55,245 --> 01:07:57,203
[PHONE LINE RINGS]
1100
01:08:02,469 --> 01:08:03,688
LOLA [ON PHONE]:
Joe?
1101
01:08:05,994 --> 01:08:07,213
Joe?
1102
01:08:07,257 --> 01:08:08,432
Lola.
1103
01:08:11,783 --> 01:08:13,611
Joe, say something.
Why are you not talking?
1104
01:08:13,654 --> 01:08:15,352
You'’re scaring me.
1105
01:08:15,395 --> 01:08:18,355
I don'’t-- I don't think
I can keep going.
1106
01:08:18,398 --> 01:08:22,010
Joe...come on.
1107
01:08:22,054 --> 01:08:24,796
You gotta keep going.I just wanna come home.
1108
01:08:24,839 --> 01:08:27,842
Oh, Joe, you can'’t come home.
Come on.
1109
01:08:29,583 --> 01:08:31,716
You'’re doing it
for Jadin, remember?
1110
01:08:31,759 --> 01:08:35,154
Yeah. For Jadin.
I remember.
1111
01:08:35,198 --> 01:08:36,634
Yeah. And for us.
1112
01:08:38,201 --> 01:08:40,116
Do you want to talk to Joseph?
1113
01:08:40,159 --> 01:08:42,074
Is he there? Yeah.
1114
01:08:42,118 --> 01:08:43,989
Yeah, he'’s getting ready
for his wrestling match.
1115
01:08:44,032 --> 01:08:45,599
We'’re late.
1116
01:08:45,643 --> 01:08:47,166
I know he'’d love
to talk to you, though.
1117
01:08:47,210 --> 01:08:48,820
Not like this.
1118
01:08:48,863 --> 01:08:50,952
Just...just tell him...
1119
01:08:52,780 --> 01:08:55,305
tell him I'’ll call--
I'’ll call him later.
1120
01:08:57,089 --> 01:08:59,047
Okay, okay. I'’ll tell him.
1121
01:09:01,224 --> 01:09:02,399
Lola?
1122
01:09:04,705 --> 01:09:06,838
I saw him.
1123
01:09:06,881 --> 01:09:08,448
He was right there
in front of me.
1124
01:09:10,102 --> 01:09:12,496
And he just kept leading me
for miles, and...
1125
01:09:14,237 --> 01:09:16,108
I followed him all the way,
and then...
1126
01:09:19,851 --> 01:09:21,331
he just disappeared.
1127
01:09:25,639 --> 01:09:27,075
JOSEPH:
Mom! We'’re late!
1128
01:09:28,599 --> 01:09:29,774
LOLA:
Joe.
1129
01:09:31,210 --> 01:09:32,646
JOSEPH:
Mom, did you pack the shoes?
1130
01:09:32,690 --> 01:09:34,431
LOLA:
Yeah. Everything'’s in there.
1131
01:09:34,474 --> 01:09:37,085
Okay. All right.
1132
01:09:37,129 --> 01:09:38,261
I love you.
1133
01:09:39,610 --> 01:09:40,785
I love you.
1134
01:09:43,527 --> 01:09:45,181
[SNIFFLES]
1135
01:09:55,930 --> 01:09:57,758
Kindness. And respect.
1136
01:09:57,802 --> 01:10:00,108
Kindness is the most important
quality a human being can have,
1137
01:10:00,152 --> 01:10:01,893
or that a parent can have.
1138
01:10:01,936 --> 01:10:04,156
Shit, when I was walking and
talking these past six months,
1139
01:10:04,200 --> 01:10:06,289
you never know how long you have
the people that you love
1140
01:10:06,332 --> 01:10:07,986
and that love you,
1141
01:10:08,029 --> 01:10:11,076
so you damn well
better love now, all right?
1142
01:10:11,119 --> 01:10:12,904
No matter how confused
or misguided or messed up
1143
01:10:12,947 --> 01:10:14,253
you think they are.
1144
01:10:14,297 --> 01:10:15,820
Because it'’s probably
a good chance
1145
01:10:15,863 --> 01:10:17,648
that you'’re just as messed up
as they are.
1146
01:10:17,691 --> 01:10:20,259
You gotta look in the mirror,
and gotta have accountability.
1147
01:10:20,303 --> 01:10:21,434
All right?
1148
01:10:27,962 --> 01:10:29,137
[SIGHS]
1149
01:10:39,844 --> 01:10:41,976
[COUNTRY MUSIC PLAYS
OVER RADIO]
1150
01:10:45,719 --> 01:10:47,982
MAN:
Hey, there. You'’re Joe Bell?
1151
01:10:48,026 --> 01:10:49,288
That I am. Yes.
1152
01:10:49,332 --> 01:10:50,550
MAN:
I'’ve got something for you.
1153
01:10:52,248 --> 01:10:53,379
Oh!
1154
01:10:54,772 --> 01:10:56,034
Holy shit!
1155
01:10:58,036 --> 01:11:00,168
Come here!
1156
01:11:00,212 --> 01:11:01,866
So we got Coke in here,
and some ice.
1157
01:11:01,909 --> 01:11:03,781
We got water over here
in this one.
1158
01:11:03,824 --> 01:11:05,391
That'’s a solar panel.
1159
01:11:05,435 --> 01:11:08,264
We'’ll pay you for this.
You'’re a good man, Jim.
1160
01:11:08,307 --> 01:11:10,788
Thank you so much.
Thank you.
1161
01:11:10,831 --> 01:11:13,138
♪ Beyond the things you do
1162
01:11:13,181 --> 01:11:14,618
[CAR HORN HONKS]
1163
01:11:17,011 --> 01:11:20,450
♪ What became of all those
Mountains ♪
1164
01:11:22,974 --> 01:11:25,411
♪ We found so hard to climb
1165
01:11:27,195 --> 01:11:30,460
♪ We'’ll take the high road ♪
1166
01:11:32,244 --> 01:11:35,073
♪ Don'’t leave your side ♪
1167
01:11:35,116 --> 01:11:37,336
♪ Till you see it shine
1168
01:11:39,382 --> 01:11:44,343
♪ We'’ll take the high road ♪
1169
01:11:44,387 --> 01:11:46,563
♪ Baby, here it comes
1170
01:11:46,606 --> 01:11:49,914
♪ Don'’t you close your eyes ♪
1171
01:12:00,011 --> 01:12:01,578
Yeah, I...
1172
01:12:01,621 --> 01:12:03,362
You know, last night,
I had a corral
1173
01:12:03,406 --> 01:12:05,843
a bunch of strangers up the
street to come and hear me talk.
1174
01:12:05,886 --> 01:12:09,150
Shit. I gotta go.
1175
01:12:09,194 --> 01:12:11,762
Time for me to explain myself
to another lawman.
1176
01:12:19,552 --> 01:12:21,337
[TRUCK DOOR CLOSES]
1177
01:12:21,380 --> 01:12:22,555
Howdy, sir.
1178
01:12:22,599 --> 01:12:24,296
Hi.
1179
01:12:24,340 --> 01:12:26,385
While you'’re taking your hands
out of your pockets,
1180
01:12:26,429 --> 01:12:28,692
why don'’t you tell me
where you'’re headed.
1181
01:12:28,735 --> 01:12:30,302
New York City.
1182
01:12:32,130 --> 01:12:33,436
Looking for a ride
out here then?
1183
01:12:33,479 --> 01:12:34,959
No. I'’m walking.
1184
01:12:35,002 --> 01:12:36,656
Walking all the way to New York?
1185
01:12:38,658 --> 01:12:40,399
Joe Bell.
1186
01:12:40,443 --> 01:12:41,922
Yeah.
1187
01:12:41,966 --> 01:12:43,576
Well, what'’s your mission,
Mr. Bell?
1188
01:12:43,620 --> 01:12:45,578
Well, like it says there
on my card,
1189
01:12:45,622 --> 01:12:47,232
I talk to people
about bullying.
1190
01:12:47,275 --> 01:12:48,886
About how it'’s not okay
to torment somebody
1191
01:12:48,929 --> 01:12:50,366
because they'’re different
from you.
1192
01:12:50,409 --> 01:12:51,802
Different how?
1193
01:12:53,151 --> 01:12:55,936
Like my son Jadin.
He was gay.
1194
01:12:55,980 --> 01:12:58,199
He was bullied so bad in school,
he couldn'’t take it anymore.
1195
01:13:02,116 --> 01:13:03,596
You been on the road
six months?
1196
01:13:03,640 --> 01:13:04,858
Yeah.
1197
01:13:04,902 --> 01:13:06,991
I started out
in La Grande, Oregon.
1198
01:13:10,298 --> 01:13:12,431
When was the last time
you had a warm meal?
1199
01:13:17,436 --> 01:13:20,657
Sam, meet my new friend,
Joe Bell.
1200
01:13:20,700 --> 01:13:22,963
Joe, Sam.
1201
01:13:23,007 --> 01:13:26,402
Sam'’s my girl of all work,
and our dispatcher.
1202
01:13:26,445 --> 01:13:27,881
Have a seat.
1203
01:13:29,622 --> 01:13:30,841
Nice to meet you, ma'’am.
1204
01:13:30,884 --> 01:13:32,408
It'’s a pleasure, Joe.
1205
01:13:32,451 --> 01:13:35,367
I called the chaplain
like you asked, Sheriff.
1206
01:13:35,411 --> 01:13:37,108
He says once you give him
the green light,
1207
01:13:37,151 --> 01:13:39,153
he'’ll announce a youth meeting
with Joe as the speaker
1208
01:13:39,197 --> 01:13:41,242
here at the high school
this afternoon.
1209
01:13:42,330 --> 01:13:43,723
Joe?
1210
01:13:43,767 --> 01:13:45,159
Yeah, as long as you'’re sure
1211
01:13:45,203 --> 01:13:46,813
you can drop me off
where you picked me up,
1212
01:13:46,857 --> 01:13:48,859
because I intend to walk every
single step of the way.
1213
01:13:48,902 --> 01:13:50,077
Then let'’s get you fed.
1214
01:13:52,950 --> 01:13:56,693
Lunch here is usually
last night'’s leftovers.
1215
01:13:56,736 --> 01:13:58,564
I'’m a sorry cook,
but I'’ve learned the basics
1216
01:13:58,608 --> 01:13:59,783
of a microwave.
1217
01:14:03,656 --> 01:14:06,398
That'’s my son, William.
1218
01:14:08,705 --> 01:14:11,490
He wasn'’t your typical
teenage boy.
1219
01:14:11,534 --> 01:14:13,840
He didn'’t have that
"girl crazy" attitude
1220
01:14:13,884 --> 01:14:15,929
that we had when we
were his age.
1221
01:14:19,933 --> 01:14:22,458
Janine'’s pinto beans are even
better the next day.
1222
01:14:22,501 --> 01:14:23,807
Hmm. Yeah.
1223
01:14:23,850 --> 01:14:25,504
And the day after that.
1224
01:14:25,548 --> 01:14:27,332
I haven'’t had beans this good
since I left home.
1225
01:14:27,375 --> 01:14:28,725
[CHUCKLES]
1226
01:14:28,768 --> 01:14:30,814
The stove is strictly
Janine'’s domain.
1227
01:14:30,857 --> 01:14:32,903
I barely know
how to boil water.
1228
01:14:32,946 --> 01:14:34,121
She'’s a keeper.
1229
01:14:37,516 --> 01:14:41,651
I was on the family computer
one day, and I...
1230
01:14:41,694 --> 01:14:43,174
I saw that Will
had been searching
1231
01:14:43,217 --> 01:14:44,741
what it meant to be gay.
1232
01:14:54,011 --> 01:14:56,187
I have to admit, at first, I...
1233
01:14:58,145 --> 01:15:01,409
I worried that I'’d been
too tough on him growing up.
1234
01:15:01,453 --> 01:15:03,411
We were raised Christians,
after all.
1235
01:15:06,023 --> 01:15:08,460
I wondered if he might have
told me sooner himself
1236
01:15:08,504 --> 01:15:12,551
if I hadn'’t been
such a hard-core lawman.
1237
01:15:12,595 --> 01:15:15,685
I thought about
that same thing.
1238
01:15:15,728 --> 01:15:18,165
About whether I was
too hard on my boy.
1239
01:15:18,209 --> 01:15:21,038
Well, if Jadin knew
before he died
1240
01:15:21,081 --> 01:15:25,216
that you loved him
and accepted him, that'’s what...
1241
01:15:25,259 --> 01:15:27,697
that'’s what matters,
isn'’t it?
1242
01:15:27,740 --> 01:15:29,437
I want to believe
that that'’s the way it was,
1243
01:15:29,481 --> 01:15:32,919
but I don'’t know if it was.
1244
01:15:32,963 --> 01:15:34,791
[SIGHS]
1245
01:15:36,619 --> 01:15:38,969
When I broke the news
to my dad
1246
01:15:39,012 --> 01:15:42,146
that his oldest grandson
was gay, he surprised me.
1247
01:15:42,189 --> 01:15:44,365
He'’s a Marine.
1248
01:15:44,409 --> 01:15:46,324
And he was a lot more
accepting
1249
01:15:46,367 --> 01:15:48,369
of William being gay
than I was.
1250
01:15:51,503 --> 01:15:54,158
And that made me take a long,
hard look at myself.
1251
01:15:57,640 --> 01:15:59,946
My father
didn'’t understand.
1252
01:15:59,990 --> 01:16:02,340
Still doesn'’t to this day,
even with Jadin being gone.
1253
01:16:04,342 --> 01:16:06,910
You know a lot of folks believe
that being gay is a choice?
1254
01:16:08,520 --> 01:16:09,956
All things being equal,
1255
01:16:10,000 --> 01:16:12,219
Jadin would have never
chosen to be bullied.
1256
01:16:12,263 --> 01:16:13,656
With all things being equal,
1257
01:16:13,699 --> 01:16:15,832
he would have never chosen
the way he died.
1258
01:16:17,921 --> 01:16:19,096
You know, Ben...
1259
01:16:20,967 --> 01:16:22,534
when I started out walking...
1260
01:16:24,144 --> 01:16:26,494
I didn'’t know
what I was doing, really.
1261
01:16:26,538 --> 01:16:30,063
I thought I just wanted
to make Jadin'’s life...
1262
01:16:31,935 --> 01:16:33,980
and his death
matter somehow.
1263
01:16:37,157 --> 01:16:38,332
But what I come to know...
1264
01:16:40,378 --> 01:16:42,075
is I'’ve been walking
and trying to figure out
1265
01:16:42,119 --> 01:16:43,773
why my son did what he did.
1266
01:16:47,341 --> 01:16:49,256
And make sense out
of the part that I played
1267
01:16:49,300 --> 01:16:50,954
in his decision
to end his life.
1268
01:16:53,696 --> 01:16:56,655
I mean, I was too caught up
in my own feelings
1269
01:16:56,699 --> 01:16:58,091
about what other people
would think
1270
01:16:58,135 --> 01:17:00,920
to see how alone
my own son must have felt.
1271
01:17:00,964 --> 01:17:03,140
I should'’ve known how bad
it was for him.
1272
01:17:03,183 --> 01:17:05,621
I...I should'’ve known
all along.
1273
01:17:05,664 --> 01:17:06,926
But instead I just...
1274
01:17:08,841 --> 01:17:10,626
[SIGHS]
1275
01:17:10,669 --> 01:17:13,759
I just made Jadin'’s being gay
all about Joe Bell.
1276
01:17:15,674 --> 01:17:16,806
About me.
1277
01:17:18,155 --> 01:17:19,373
Not about my boy.
1278
01:17:27,338 --> 01:17:28,513
Joe...
1279
01:17:31,734 --> 01:17:34,432
I think you made me
realize something.
1280
01:17:38,697 --> 01:17:41,178
It never crossed my mind until
this very moment that...
1281
01:17:43,180 --> 01:17:46,487
William might have considered
taking his own life.
1282
01:17:53,756 --> 01:17:56,367
I don'’t think I could've
carried on if he had.
1283
01:18:08,814 --> 01:18:10,555
I never let him know
it was okay.
1284
01:18:12,165 --> 01:18:13,601
And I gotta live with that.
1285
01:18:16,909 --> 01:18:19,216
Don'’t make that same mistake,
Ben.
1286
01:18:19,259 --> 01:18:21,348
Don'’t do that to your son
or yourself.
1287
01:18:24,787 --> 01:18:26,440
[SIGHS]
1288
01:18:44,763 --> 01:18:47,200
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
1289
01:19:07,177 --> 01:19:09,222
[♪♪]
1290
01:19:25,064 --> 01:19:26,239
Um...
1291
01:19:30,853 --> 01:19:31,984
CROWD:
Shh!
1292
01:19:35,596 --> 01:19:37,337
Uh...
1293
01:19:37,381 --> 01:19:39,165
thanks for having me
here today.
1294
01:19:39,209 --> 01:19:41,820
Uh, my name is Joe Bell.
1295
01:19:41,864 --> 01:19:44,867
I'’m really honored to be here
to speak with you today
1296
01:19:44,910 --> 01:19:47,217
about something that I feel
is very, very important
1297
01:19:47,260 --> 01:19:50,089
not only to myself,
but to all of you.
1298
01:19:56,269 --> 01:19:58,271
[♪♪]
1299
01:20:38,659 --> 01:20:40,444
I think you and I
are a lot more alike
1300
01:20:40,487 --> 01:20:42,359
than you'’d want
to admit, Dad.
1301
01:20:47,494 --> 01:20:52,195
It took me 13 years
1302
01:20:52,238 --> 01:20:57,983
to realize that living a lie
wasn'’t really living at all.
1303
01:20:59,202 --> 01:21:00,943
It only took you six months.
1304
01:21:02,161 --> 01:21:03,336
No, son.
1305
01:21:05,948 --> 01:21:08,341
It took me 45 years
and six months.
1306
01:21:10,039 --> 01:21:11,605
I'’m sorry, Jadin.
1307
01:21:11,649 --> 01:21:13,259
I'’m so sorry.
1308
01:21:20,745 --> 01:21:24,053
I never meant for you to feel
that I didn'’t love you.
1309
01:21:26,838 --> 01:21:28,231
No, son. I never felt that.
1310
01:21:31,408 --> 01:21:32,975
And I always knew
you loved me.
1311
01:21:35,238 --> 01:21:36,456
Everything just...
1312
01:21:37,980 --> 01:21:39,329
hurt so much.
1313
01:21:42,898 --> 01:21:44,987
But deep down,
I always knew.
1314
01:21:47,728 --> 01:21:49,252
That means the world to me,
son.
1315
01:21:51,036 --> 01:21:52,646
The whole breathing world.
1316
01:21:54,083 --> 01:21:55,649
[SNIFFLES]
1317
01:22:14,059 --> 01:22:15,234
Dad?
1318
01:22:20,283 --> 01:22:21,458
I love you.
1319
01:22:25,418 --> 01:22:27,551
I know. I know.
1320
01:22:30,336 --> 01:22:31,816
[SIGHS]
1321
01:22:33,122 --> 01:22:34,340
[WHISPERING]
I love you, buddy.
1322
01:22:36,603 --> 01:22:37,822
[SNIFFLING]
1323
01:22:45,438 --> 01:22:48,006
JOE:
Hey, Lola, honey. It'’s me.
1324
01:22:48,050 --> 01:22:50,878
The reason I'’m calling is
to tell you that I love you.
1325
01:22:50,922 --> 01:22:52,054
You and Joseph.
1326
01:22:55,057 --> 01:22:57,624
Thanks for putting up with me
all these years.
1327
01:22:57,668 --> 01:22:59,278
I don'’t know what would've
happened to me
1328
01:22:59,322 --> 01:23:00,932
if you hadn'’t come along
and taken me in.
1329
01:23:00,976 --> 01:23:03,674
I'’m just truly lucky
to have my family.
1330
01:23:06,111 --> 01:23:08,592
There'’s a lot of things
I'’ve learned out here,
1331
01:23:08,635 --> 01:23:10,376
with nobody but me for company.
1332
01:23:12,074 --> 01:23:13,640
Some of it'’s been hard
to come to know.
1333
01:23:15,338 --> 01:23:17,601
Real hard.
1334
01:23:17,644 --> 01:23:19,864
I know I'’ve still got
a long road ahead of me.
1335
01:23:19,907 --> 01:23:21,997
And I'’ll be better about
staying in touch from now on.
1336
01:23:22,040 --> 01:23:23,172
You'’ll see.
1337
01:23:24,564 --> 01:23:26,479
You give my love to our boy.
1338
01:23:26,523 --> 01:23:27,828
I love you.
1339
01:23:38,361 --> 01:23:39,840
[CELL PHONE BUZZES]
1340
01:23:42,495 --> 01:23:44,671
Sheriff Westin.
1341
01:23:44,715 --> 01:23:46,847
PATROLMAN [ON PHONE]:
Sheriff, you'’re requested
on scene.
1342
01:23:46,891 --> 01:23:48,284
U.S. 40 just west
of Wild Horse,
1343
01:23:48,327 --> 01:23:50,590
a pedestrian was struck.
1344
01:23:53,463 --> 01:23:55,987
DISPATCHER:
10-50 you call investigations.
1345
01:23:56,031 --> 01:23:58,511
Lincoln County Sheriff
arriving on scene.
1346
01:23:59,817 --> 01:24:01,645
[INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER]
1347
01:24:40,162 --> 01:24:42,077
Hurry to Jadin, Joe.
1348
01:24:46,124 --> 01:24:48,213
[♪♪]
1349
01:25:25,337 --> 01:25:27,383
[♪♪]
1350
01:26:04,637 --> 01:26:06,944
[BRANDI CARLILE'’S
"THE JOKE" PLAYING]
1351
01:26:17,998 --> 01:26:21,350
♪ You'’re feeling nervous
Aren'’t you, boy? ♪
1352
01:26:22,655 --> 01:26:24,962
♪ With your quiet voice
1353
01:26:25,005 --> 01:26:27,747
♪ And impeccable style
1354
01:26:30,750 --> 01:26:34,972
♪ Don'’t ever let them
Steal your joy ♪
1355
01:26:35,015 --> 01:26:37,844
♪ And your gentle ways
1356
01:26:37,888 --> 01:26:40,891
♪ To keep '’em
From running wild ♪
1357
01:26:43,502 --> 01:26:46,157
♪ They can kick dirt
In your face ♪
1358
01:26:46,201 --> 01:26:48,203
♪ Dress you down and tell you
1359
01:26:48,246 --> 01:26:50,857
♪ That your place
Is in the middle ♪
1360
01:26:50,901 --> 01:26:53,382
♪ When they hate
The way you shine ♪
1361
01:26:57,081 --> 01:26:59,910
♪ I see you tugging
On your shirt ♪
1362
01:26:59,953 --> 01:27:01,303
JOE:
Okay, boys, mama...
1363
01:27:01,346 --> 01:27:03,479
Thank you!JOE: You guys get together.
1364
01:27:03,522 --> 01:27:05,045
ALL:
Happy Easter!
1365
01:27:05,089 --> 01:27:06,438
JOE:
Okay, I want to tell you guys.
1366
01:27:06,482 --> 01:27:07,961
Look at me.
1367
01:27:08,005 --> 01:27:10,355
Look at the camera.
1368
01:27:10,399 --> 01:27:12,879
I love you guys so much,
with all my heart.
1369
01:27:12,923 --> 01:27:15,491
You guys are such great kids
and mamas.
1370
01:27:15,534 --> 01:27:17,797
♪ Let '’em spin ♪
1371
01:27:17,841 --> 01:27:23,977
♪ Let '’em scatter in the wind ♪
1372
01:27:24,021 --> 01:27:26,502
♪ I have been to the movies
1373
01:27:26,545 --> 01:27:29,418
♪ I have seen how it ends
1374
01:27:31,202 --> 01:27:36,338
♪ And the joke'’s on them ♪
1375
01:27:48,350 --> 01:27:52,832
♪ You get discouraged
Don'’t you, girl? ♪
1376
01:27:52,876 --> 01:27:57,010
♪ It'’s your brother's world
For awhile longer ♪
1377
01:27:59,622 --> 01:28:01,885
♪ You gotta dance
With the devil ♪
1378
01:28:01,928 --> 01:28:04,409
♪ On a river
To beat the stream ♪
1379
01:28:05,715 --> 01:28:08,413
♪ Call it living the dream
1380
01:28:08,457 --> 01:28:10,894
♪ Call it kicking the ladder
1381
01:28:12,939 --> 01:28:16,116
♪ They come to kick dirt
In your face ♪
1382
01:28:16,160 --> 01:28:19,032
♪ To call you weak
And then displace you ♪
1383
01:28:19,076 --> 01:28:21,339
♪ After carrying your baby
On your back ♪
1384
01:28:21,383 --> 01:28:23,298
♪ Across the desert
1385
01:28:26,562 --> 01:28:30,261
♪ I saw your eyes
Behind your hair ♪
1386
01:28:30,305 --> 01:28:32,829
♪ And you'’re looking tired ♪
1387
01:28:34,265 --> 01:28:37,181
♪ But you don'’t look scared ♪
1388
01:28:37,224 --> 01:28:40,010
♪ Let '’em laugh ♪
1389
01:28:40,053 --> 01:28:42,882
♪ While they can
1390
01:28:44,362 --> 01:28:46,582
♪ Let '’em spin ♪
1391
01:28:46,625 --> 01:28:52,849
♪ Let '’em scatter in the wind ♪
1392
01:28:52,892 --> 01:28:55,417
♪ I have been to the movies
1393
01:28:55,460 --> 01:28:59,551
♪ And I'’ve seen how it ends ♪
1394
01:28:59,595 --> 01:29:05,688
♪ And the joke'’s on them ♪
1395
01:29:15,698 --> 01:29:21,878
♪ Let '’em laugh
While they can ♪
1396
01:29:21,921 --> 01:29:24,881
♪ Let '’em spin ♪
1397
01:29:24,924 --> 01:29:30,408
♪ Let '’em scatter in the wind ♪
1398
01:29:30,452 --> 01:29:33,629
♪ I have been to the movies
1399
01:29:33,672 --> 01:29:37,023
♪ I have seen how it ends
1400
01:29:38,285 --> 01:29:43,682
♪ And the joke'’s on ♪
1401
01:29:44,944 --> 01:29:47,991
♪ Them
1402
01:29:57,653 --> 01:30:02,614
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh
1403
01:30:09,186 --> 01:30:13,451
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh
1404
01:30:43,176 --> 01:30:46,092
[♪♪]
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