All language subtitles for Am.Koelnberg.2014.DVDRIP.x264

How long have
you known each other for?

Thirteen or fourteen years, right?

You were sitting in the
clubhouse in August,

with a fat furcoat and jewellery.

And Elsa said,
"that's the nutty baroness".

So I wanted to get to know her.

But I forget if we got
to know each other in Elsa's garden

or in the clubhouse.

It was in the garden.

Yes. Elsa is nice.

She was sweet.

We're still friends with her.

She calls now and then.

She'll be sad
she can't sit in the garden anymore.

She can't come any longer.

Why not?

Because I'm selling it.

I have to be out of
here by the 16th of March.

Then I'm going to move to yours.
What's it called again?

Am Kölnberg.

In Meschenich.
-In Weschenich?

Meschenich.

I'm going to move there.

Into a mini flat.

Small but sweet.

Renovated.

Great.

Wonderful, from both our flats...

is the splendid view
into the distance.

Perhaps you know of Silesia.
The land there is really flat

and you can see really far off.

It is wonderful. I really like it.

In other words,
I'm going to feel at home.

Good morning, you wankers!

I'm going to get something
to keep her quiet for a while.

But I won't be long.

You can already go down to Gill's,
or how do you want to do it?

Sorry.

GUI, GUI!

Here she comes.

I've brought someone along.
I've got some gear, too.

Got something? -Yeah, yeah.

I cooked. I always cook.

Goulash for two days was good.
I made pasta with Goulash.

Two days and Sabine wanted it again.

Today, she spent
the money for meat on smoking.

She gave me five euros
to buy chicken legs for grilling.

But then
I picked up some gear instead.

So no meat today.

But we've got fish.

I'll make some potatoes and
I've got salad.

Lettuce, lemon, everything.

Three days without sleep.

78 hours actually. Right, GUI?

Then I sleep for two days

and then don't sleep again
for another three or four days.

Because it is
very expensive for me to wake up.

Because I've got to get high again.

It's always 50 to 60 euros
until I feel normal again.

And that is why I just don't sleep,

so that I can manage financially.

But you were just there!

You were just there with Micha!

No, you were just there.
I was there, too!

I gave Micha the washing-up liquid,
and he said you were there.

That is not mine,
it belongs to Ayhan.

The view is beautiful,
isn't it?

The place is vivacious but still
has a panoramic view.

The balcony is very big.

I can put some flower boxes there.

Maybe Begonias.

You can put
the chairs on the balcony, too.

Is the wicker furniture
going on the balcony?

I don't know yet. I suppose so.

If it were nice,
I'd sit outside and drink a coffee.

The black couch inside.

It is beautiful.

Yeah, I feel at home here.

I have noticed that already.

Oh God. That gave me a fright.

I'm not used to it.
I need to get used to it.

How late is it actually?

That's enough now!

You can come in. They don't bite.

If you sit here

you can't see anything else
anymore. Nothing but the sky.

And I sat here yesterday evening,
until two in the morning.

Starry sky...

As if I were on another planet.
I liked it a lot.

I liked it very much.

It's getting nicer and nicer here.

I still have little gems everywhere.

They'll come in here.

I have some beautiful old pictures.

That is my mother

with her brother and
her collie in the summer residence.

Look how the poor girls looked
in those times.

What is your surname?

I'm called, Marianna,
Baroness of Stozsch Diebitsch.

And that is a former nobility.

That is all.

My brother sent me that.

Our coat of arms.

He probably
wanted me to be more noble.

It didn't work!

Why not?

I was too liberal.

I could have
made something out of it, but..

No, I don't know why, either.

But it's got to be worth something.

Aah, I'd rather not move.

What's up, cuddle bear?

They are my children.

I've had Mausi since she was little.

And Shila, too.

They're my children.

When you want to go,
then go, poppet.

You're special to me.

Yeah yeah, exactly. Right.

The old lady is deaf.
She needs a hearing aid.

You're laughing.

See you then.

You're welcome! Bye!

Come here, Spinelli! Really.

That is tasty, isn't it.

Something different
to the usual shit anyway.

Romanian gypsies live on the corner
and they're very nice.

I drank three Amarettos and a
few beers with them yesterday.

So I slept like a baby.

I've had no drama with anyone here.

I'm always friendly and say hello.

When I go down with the dogs,
they get out of the way.

Only once, an antisocial,
old lady pissed me off.

I said, "Come here, darling,
I was sat in prison for two years."

"Either I punch you in the mouth,
or you bugger of ."

Since then, she's been
friendly and says hello.

It is nice here in the summer, too.

You've got your grill.
We've already grilled.

Celebrated birthdays,
and stuff like that.

Anything is possible here.

You've only got to...
How should I say this...

You've got to
take the people as they are...

To be able to
deal with them. If you can't...

Then you've drawn the short straw.

How was it now? Two days ago,

there were two people
in the lift who said,

"Who are you, then?"

I backed out again
and took the next lift.

I've got no problem with that.

If you don't get
anything in Cologne,

because you've seriously fucked up,

you can get an apartment here.

Kölnberg has no concept of time.

It's midday, 24 hours a day.

It has its own dynamics.
It is a small individual universe.

I say universe because

every flat can be seen as a planet.

With residents and flatmates,

and so on and so forth.

Don't ask me who the sun is,
but I'll find out.

But I would see
the flats as little planets.

Then you've got the comets.

The idiotic guys,
who walk around the neighbourhood,

loitering aggressively.

And beating up others.
Those are the comets.

Then there are
the uninhabited planets.

Empty flats,

which
are sometimes populated.

You see each planet
being repopulated.

And so a new...

'culture, I would say,
emerges in the flats.

Come on, treasure.

This is your new home.

Perfect. You've got
to make it a little golden bronze.

I've still got to restore it.

We'll get it then.
It doesn't bother me at all.

You see, that's a...

Careful that the vase
doesn't fall down, child.

That is a splash of colour,

isn't it?

Or not? I don't know yet!

I'm not so sure.

No, that doesn't look good.

It takes a while until everything...
Put it there for now.

I'd leave it here.

Over there probably. Exactly.

As a splash of colour.

I'll get myself a pet
when everything is done.

Get a parrot so you can talk to him.

No, keeping a parrot
by itself is animal cruelty.

They always want to be in a couple.

That is animal abuse.

Then we'll go with Monika
and get the smallest pet,

the mangiest and oldest pet
in the animal shelter.

Shit, right?
Yeah,

I can always count on mum.

So, my heart,
you take care of...

my new little house.

The entrance to the ghetto.

The exit of the ghetto.

Up above.

That is how I see Kölnberg.
Not only,

grey and dreary.

There is always something green.

There is Andreas. Of note is the
usual cop car coming through.

Me again. Andreas took that.
I was really high there.

The dining room,

and the syringing room.

The staircase.
You could also say the shit house.

I once suggested putting a portable
toilet into the stairwell here.

My em em.

I found it so beautiful,
the tyre and these little flowers.

Nice, right?

Two turtles,
here in front! Look over there.

They are definitely
two little turtles.

If you look straight ahead.

And now they're changing themselves.

Now the mouth is getting flatter
and now it looks like a beaver.

You can see
everything in the clouds.

Wonderful. I love it.

And over there,
the mountains look like icebergs.

There are also artificial clouds
from the factories.

I find it great. I like it.

Don't shit!

Damn, that's "Mitten im Leben".

Shut up!

Wow, what an idiot.

God you're stupid!

Fuck you!

Shut your mouth!
- Fuck you, you cow!

Fuck yourself, arseface!

Come now!

I'd be afraid if I were alone.
I'll be honest.

I wouldn't be here without Martha.

Because I know I'm not tough enough.

If someone showers me with...

verbal abuse...

I can't respond.
I don't have an answer.

I can't. It doesn't work.

I freeze up.

I can't retort in the same tone.

And as this happened recently,

I said to Martha,

"| don't want this anymore."

I have a chess partner
in Bergisches Land,

so I packed my telescope
and went up the tower here

up to the 24th floor and then looked
if I could see where he lives.

He lives near Lohmar.

The place is called Federath,
close to Overath.

I found it more or less.

When I came down, she said to me,
"Do you have a cigarette?"

"Do you want to smoke together?"
And so it came about.

But he doesn't smoke.

A couple of weeks later
I drove by again.

And then I asked you for money.

Not everything
has to go in the film.

But it was like that.

I couldn't get her out of my head.
Then she came to mine.

And when he heard I painted,

all of a sudden after a week,

he stood before me
with a paintbox and everything.

Right, yeah.

I was so pleasantly surprised.
- That was in July.

It was great,

he brought watercolours
and everything with him.

And Sabine the child
was like: "Yaaay!"

Crack.

Now we can take it easy.

Hi there!
-Hello.

We have to make this one tighter.

Did you get a special delivery?

Nothing's come yet.
No special delivery. Nothing.

New registration?

Queue there!

What's your number then?
Your number!

That is an old one too.

Also an old one!
All the numbers are old.

Except those.
You shouldn't be on this side.

Why? Why?

One, two, three, four, five.

That is three already.
can't drive them away.

Are you completely crazy or what?

Last week I was in group two,
now I'm in group four.

I'm in group four too, Monika.
- Me too. I was also in group two.

You're stupid.
- You'll have to tell them!

I'll tell them. Group four, huh.

And you? Are you in group one now?

One banana until next year.

So, who's turn was it?

Here, sweetheart.

It's healthy, isn't it?

I can only give you salad.
Nothing else.

Yeah... OK.

That is the rest.

I'll go down with the dogs now,

then I'll have two beers
waiting for me, glug, glug,

and then I'll see what is showing on
3Sat: "A Love in Africa".

Maybe it is exciting.

I've got the knife...

D'you reckon it'll be good?

Hi.
-Hi.

It's life that
puts wrinkles on your face.

There are the battles
from which scars emerge.

Not only in your soul,
but also on your body.

You have the rope around your neck.

But who cares?

But I believe in myself,
I love myself.

I still live with joy.

Will I not see my wrinkles?
Will the scars become beautiful?

I will rip off my rope.

Because once again,
I want to look for my happiness.

Bomb.

I am a junkie whore,
to put it bluntly.

I am a junkie whore
and that is the lowest of the low.

That is the lowest step.

You drive past and say I
want her, and she does it.

Because we really do
almost anything for money.

That is how it is,

when you're hooked,
there's no other way.

GUI, please blow over there...

There is no other way.

I also see it as a profession.

I don't see it as a...

how should I put it...

as a means to an end.

I do see it as a job,
because it is tough.

You've got to be out there
through wind and rain.

Braving the elements.

You have to
stand around for a long time...

That is pretty exhausting.
And the sex itself...

doesn't just happen.

It takes around
20 minutes on average.

If you do that 10 to 15 times a day,

then you
know what you've done.

Shoo!
The police are coming! Run away!

What are you doing tomorrow?
- What?

I've got to go to therapy.

I'm going to get up early
at five o'clock.

Get myself ready, fine and fit.

Eat a couple of buttered rolls,
or a bun,

something like that,
some coffee...

and then
I'll be taken to the station,

then we'll get going.

My goal is to get
completely out of all this shit.

Not only to say,

I'll do it, and then
carry on drinking after. That...

But if I stick to it,

I can say,
"You know guys, I managed to do it."

I want to save up until the end
of the year and then go to Jamaica.

I want to stay there
for three months to see if I like it

whilst still paying the rent here.

Then maybe I'll stay there.

At the time a friend lived there.

I saw her on Ehrenstraße
and she said: "Come and visit me."

She said she lived in Jamaica.

I said,
"of course, I'll come right now."

Then I went there
with Caroline my daughter,

I instantly fell in love with it.

We stayed in a village,

Nightclub next door,
the people were all nice.

After three weeks,
when I had to go home,

I cried my eyes out,
I wanted to stay there.

They said
I lived there in my first life.

They believe in these things.

When we talked about God,
one rasta grandpa asked

how I knew God was white when
there were no cameras then.

They're so funny there.
It was really nice.

We had a little house
right next to the sea.

Always people around.
Always having breakfast together.

Someone brought fish,
others a chicken, or vegetables.

Everyone always cooked together.

It really was super there.

I was exactly six
when my father fell in the war.

Six. My brother was nine.

And we fled too late.
Winter had arrived.

We arrived somewhere.

But then I have a gap in my memory.

And we sat high up
on the steam engine.

And mum had brought with her,
oddly enough,

not the bridles,

but the belts
from reins of the horses.

And we each had
two little fur coats on.

She wrapped the belts around us

so she wouldn't lose us.

She was in the middle

and kept us like that.

Tied around her body.

And then I could see from above...

the steam engine was full of people.

I kept seeing them
throwing dolls off the train.

I asked mum why they were throwing
all the dolls off the train?

Afterwards, I learned these were
infants who had frozen to death.

And I thought they were
throwing dolls from the train.

It reminds me of Silesia...
This panorama.

Only some weeping willows
are missing over there.

Depending on the sun, it looks
like there are skyscrapers there.

And then
it sometimes looks like Manhattan.

My husband was
a foreman at Alfa Romeo

and he had no desire
to work for other people anymore.

So we bought the petrol station.

That went well.

In the first years,

I got 500 to 600 Mark
in black money every day.

But I always shared that with both
my petrol station attendants.

The truckers filled up,
for example, 100 litres

and they wrote down 300 litres.

And BP couldn't prove otherwise, so,
they always transferred the money.

So I shared the money,
the extra 200 litres

and this naturally built up,
you know?

Then the TV arrived,
video equipment,

Once a whole truck with racing
bikes, bedrooms, everything.

Back then, work was still fun.

Yesterday I heard
that he'd beaten the dog.

You have to throw her out of here.
She's got to go!

Get her out of here!
Out! Out! Out!

I took my training,

at a youth workshop.

I got up in the morning
at four o'clock to get ready.

At five I got my son ready,
made breakfast for my boyfriend,

and took my son to the childminder.

Then I travelled to work
and came back again at four.

Before, I had picked up my son
and I was at home at five.

I usually went to evening school
for two hours at seven.

That is how it looked.
Then I went to sleep at ten.

Well, that doesn't matter to me,
I'm resilient. But...

back then I busted a gut.

I finished my apprenticeship
with a 1,0. Oral and written...

Oral and practical.

That was a good time actually.

Yeah, yeah. You missed me, I know.

Was grandpa Jupp
not good enough for you?

I asked if grandpa Jupp wasn't
good enough for you.

Well?

Hm, munchkin?

I drank round the clock.
Really round the clock.

When I woke up, the first thing
I had in my hand was a bottle.

Smoking, drinking,
smoking, drinking.

Or drinking, smoking.

Something to eat
every now and again.

And what happens?
Vomiting and everything.

Today, I don't have that anymore.

Today, I can say, you know what?

Drink your beer. I'll drink my cola,
my coffee, my water, my tea.

That's it.

Ohohohohoh, I'm getting scared.

You're great. You're simply great.

I've always tried
to attract attention.

Of course I did.

I always wanted
to be the prettiest.

That's normal, isn't it?

I was always very proud of my waist.

Very proud...

There I was already...

I had my son when I was 20...

So I would have been 25.

I suppose.

That dress was beautiful.

It had a deep neckline at the back.

I always had a red rose,

popped in with a safety pin,
here underneath.

This one.

That is beautiful, too.

Right?

Were you ever completely naked?
- No.

You didn't want to?

Oh no, that...

He simply did it like that,
but they turned out well.

That one. I like that the best.
The one in the pram.

Is that your real hair?

Yeah.

That is me, too.

You can't see it, right?

That one, Fühlinger lake.

That, too.

Did you work as a model?

Yeah, I got to know the guy. It is a
book on how to cheat tax advisers.

Distract them, you know?

So you don't have to pay
that much tax.

And then he put the pictures next
to the tax officials.

But it turned out well, didn't it?

I have no obsession with youth,

but I don't like this decay.

I don't like it. It irritates me.

I find it disgusting

and stupid, when someone says,

"| would never get rid of
the wrinkles, or this or that,"

My face tells the story of my life.

Then I ask myself, who has the right

to see the story of my life
in my face?

I always leave
the light on in the kitchen...

So that I know the stove is on.

You never know.

I love you.

I'm going for a puff.

Oddly enough, the thing that kind of
irritates me

about the whole story of my life...

That I will never understand...

I have, besides...

Dutchmen, Frenchmen...

Oh man, this is embarrassing...
Dutchmen, Frenchmen...

Germans.

That is not foreign. I am German.

Madame.
Use your common sense.

Never slept with a foreigner.

Neither black nor yellow,
red nor green.

You've missed out a lot.

I think so, too.
But I don't know why.

Either,
I didn't have the opportunities...

I suppose so.

But I was all over the world.

When will we see
each other tomorrow?

Half 12, here.

Half past 12?
-Yes.

OK, I'll be ready then.

I don't have family,

but I always have someone
that I take care of a little.

At the moment, it is GUI.

I don't know. I always need it...

A bit of love.
A bit of always being there for you.

That is true.

I gladly take someone into
my arms every now and then.

We hold each other
in our arms often.

Give little kisses and the like.

That has nothing to do with sex.
It is simply affection.

No, God, we both have children.

We're not lesbians or anything.

We aren't lesbian.

When I need to hold someone,
Sabine says immediately,

"Oh GUI, don't be sad."

I'm drunk. Oh how nice.

A nice buzz.

Listen, they're celebrating below!

Lethargy is really bad for me.
When I give up on myself.

That happened recently
in the little house.

I no longer cared for myself,

didn't shower anymore.

I didn't care about anything.

I only hung around.

I had given up.

But Martha got me out of it.

She said,
"Do you want to carry on stinking?"

"Do you want to carry on
hanging around here?"

"Pitying yourself?"

I said, "No, what should I do?"

She told me, "Become Nana again."

And then she said something great,

"| can remember you once told me"

"that a Stozsch never goes down."

"Don't let that be the case."

She got to me through my pride.

What are you up to today?

Absolutely nothing.

I'll watch Baywatch first,
then the A-team and later MacGyver.

They're my Sunday films.

Sure, why not.

There's nothing else on TV.

I mean, it doesn't matter.
It's up to you.

And they're still good. Exciting.

We went swimming,
Beautiful, isn't it?

Oh beautiful sea, yes.
Turquoise blue.

Beautiful, isn't it?

You were pretty hefty there.

I've always been hefty.
Ever since I hit my menopause.

Nice.

It is beautiful. I want to go there.
I need 5000 euros.

Are those Indians?

Yes, I suppose so.
Visitors and tourists too.

For sure.

Although, Jamaica is called
the nation of all nations,

there're Indians, everything.

There are
Chinese people with dreadlocks.

Who is that? -That is me.

Really?
You look totally different...

I was 30 there!

That is 37 years ago. You
don't get more beautiful as you age.

Could it be that you've shrunk?
You were taller there.

And what is all that there?

Those are birds.
Birds in the bushes.

Pretty guy.

Who is that?
- I knew him from the beer kiosk.

We'd already drank a beer together.

Someone was smoking pot.

We met him at 10 in the morning.

He was as high as a kite.

Whilst some have a beer
in the morning,

others have their joint.

Without a joint,
absolutely nothing happens.

Life is easier with a joint.
I reckon, anyway.

Well, the heroin is...

actually... euphoric.

It makes you happy.
It should make you happy.

But if you have withdrawal symptoms,
you're obviously no longer happy.

It is painful. You can imagine it,

if you have the flu,
a really severe flu, times 10.

That is going cold turkey.

When you have the flu, diarrhoea...

stomach upset, food poisoning...

everything at once.

That is withdrawal.

I keep taking it,
to brighten my mood.

I take cocaine,

by smoking it through a pipe.

You can also say crack.
That is crack.

Boiled cocaine,
that is actually crack.

You take that...

to promote sleep deprivation.

So that you can stay awake.

Fit, so that I can run,
move, jump...

Simply that the body can function.

Shila, please move aside!

There is nothing here. No, no!

You have your food there. Yes!

And I have mine, too. Cheers.

You take that away, Mausi!

I've got to do it like that then.

Does your supervisor know that
you've started drinking again?

He'll never find out.

Because I want to try and get
away from the alcohol this weekend.

I don't want to announce it to him.
Normally I'd have to do it.

I wouldn't even say that
to my brother.

He would wring my neck
three times over.

I'm old enough.
I've got to know what I'm doing.

Yes! Go on, go on, go on!

Now! Give it, man! Yes!

Step on the gas, you idiot!

Nice! Put it in now!

Yeah!
Yeah! Brilliant!

Awesome, huh?

I'm not even that interested
in football, but when I'm at his...

I get more worked up than him.

Bwoah, that's great,
4:1 , yeah!

When you hold your teeth in
your hands, then you're sure,

That you're not twenty anymore.

Your hair is falling out,
but it is OK,

Sitting comfortably is your toupée.

When your teeth are in your hands,
then you're sure,

That now you've got a denture.

Red, red, red, red are the roses,

the roses that I offer you.

You're my heart, you're my luck,

you still make me cuckoo,
after all these years.

Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah.

Red, red, red, red are the roses...

I'm the daughter of the boss.

Illegitimate. That is the thing.

Those kids are called
Karneval kids in Cologne.

My mother got herself pregnant
and then I came about.

And then she thought
the boss would marry her.

But of course, he didn't do that.

Then she was left there all stupid
with a child,

without a husband.

Yep, that is actually what I've...

...come to feel from her,
my whole life.

Simply that...

she saw her mistake every day,

in front of her very eyes.

You're all in the way.

Let this guy go past.

New applicants,
please stand over there.

Don't jump the queue now,
everyone will get their turn.

There is nothing in the bag.

It is not worth it anymore.

Thanks.
Can I get one banana too, please?

They're not only for children,
adults, too.

That's very nice of you. Thanks.

You're still not done, are you?

At the end of your tether, huh?

At the end of your tether, huh?

Biene, get up.
You've got to go to the doctor.

Fuck!

Do you have two euros for me?

No, I don't have any money,
I'm on cold turkey, too.

Why?
- Because I've gone cold turkey.

What?
- Because I've gone cold turkey.

Got a light?

Light?

I got pregnant at 15

and I had the idea
to have my own family.

Of course, it backfired.

And then the first Christmas,

we didn't see each other
for three to four months.

He always had his head here...
I took him everywhere with me.

I always had him beneath my jumper
and then he napped there.

I also put him on my lap.

He slept there too and everything.

Then...

the time came to give him up...

And, Robin, believe me.

That is
the worst thing there is,

when your child cries, "Mama, Mama."

That was so cruel,
it hurt me so much.

After that...

I never picked him up again
although I could have, but...

If you hear
how your child cries for you...

And you have to leave him there
again...

I never,
never wanted to do that to him.

So I never went there again.

Sweetheart, one more in there?

Yeah, there.

Over to the right, right,
higher, right, right, down a bit.

Down, right there in the middle.

Here? - You can see for yourself
where something is missing.

Right, right. Left, left.
- Straight!

Like that? No, it is not OK.

She'll be tinkering around
the Christmas tree all night,

and in the morning she'll lie here
exhausted to death, and suffocated,

by a bauble in her mouth.

And what then?

Then I'll finally
inherit everything.

Yeah.

Yeah, you can!
You already know that.

Woahh! Y'see? They're like bombs!

I can stop, but...

then I'd have to put up with myself.

That doesn't work.

It worked once, but...

like I said, such experiments
usually end with psychiatry,

and I don't quite feel
like doing that.

I'd prefer to do it slowly,
and my way, and...

in my time.

And know that...

I'm going to reach my goal.
And to get where I want to go.

Where do you want to go?

Where do I want to go?
That is a good question.

Honestly, I don't know exactly.

But at the least I'd like to get...

to that point where
I can enjoy my life.

Where I don't
have to go to prison, and...

where I don't have
any serious problems,

have to sell myself for drugs, or...

...have to be on the street.
Everything with a 'have to'.

That is what I want.

Have my peace. Retire, so to speak.
Let's put it like that.

I'm moving into assisted living.

That is, for me,

the best way
to get out of all this shit.

In order to get a clear path.

Look, I'll be 51 this year,

and I have no desire
to kick the bucket by 55.

I'm quite honest about that.

It is the only way
to get out of this shit.

There are the dustbins here. They
still throw the shit next to them.

Come here, one of you
get into the bag. Come on! Climb in!

Am I allowed to, too?

Into the bag!
But I think it will break...

You'll have to have a sack race.
Like that. Hop, hop, hop!

Am I allowed to, too?
-You're too heavy!

The bag'|| rip, sweetie!

You'll have to get yourselves
a bag at home from Mama.

The situation is;
I haven't saved anything.

I can't save any of the money
that I get every month.

How am I supposed to save up?
There's the dog tax in October.

I've got to pay dog tax then.

The vet for Grandpa
every now and then.

And there's all the money gone.

Straight? OK?

It looks perfect, the corner.

Just some palm trees over there
and that would be that.

Yes. It looks cool, doesn't it?

How beautiful...

Someone is cooking something below.

To be honest, I'm a bit scared,

but it's been drilled into me,

for the last 23 years,

that someone
could throw me out of here.

That is where Martha is unique.

Sometimes I have such a
horrific imagination...

She says,
"Nana, this is a council fiat."

"They can't throw you out
until you're dead."

And that is a...

comforting, reassuring feeling.

That is dirty laundry, sweetheart.

You can sleep there tonight.

I would rather stay here.

Who is it?

Hey! I've got to see
whether aunt Olga is still alive.

Who? - You!

Look, how he is hammering below,
today. The whole day.

Dreadful. That is annoying.

Do you hear that? The whole day.

Maybe his hearing is bad.

I'll see him
at the soup kitchen tomorrow.

Listen to that!
--I'll let him know he should...

I already went down there!

That works for a while,
then he starts again.

He must be insane.

He is, you should see him.

I mean, I can't keep listening
to the same rhythm.

That is what is so beautiful here...
ldyllic...

In as much as
you can talk about an idyll.

But...

It is so awesome, that
there is so much nature here.

I know a few things about nature,
you know.

It interests me.

I grew up in Bensberg.

In Milchborntalweg,
opposite the graveyard.

Cool, right?

There weren't any children.

And there is also the Königsforst.

I always went into the forest there.

I was always very alone.

From childhood.

Well, kids.
Think about your pension for later.

Otherwise you will end up like me.
You too will end up in Kölnberg.

I will come and visit you
if I'm still alive!