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- Previously on Nurses.
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- What's with the dresses
I saw you with earlier?
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The Naz I know would never sell
her designer threads.
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Don't know why you cut yourself
off from your family fortune.
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- Because I want to prove
I can do it.
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Not this.
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Life. On my own terms.
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What?
- Nothing.
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- ♪ When it all comes
tumbling down ♪
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- To be a good nurse,
you have to be yourself,
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but you're also called upon to
play a lot of different roles.
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- Extra shot of espresso
with whole milk.
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- Oh, wow!
- We are gonna start over
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and be friends.
Or at least friendly coworkers.
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- We are?
- Yeah. Here's to a clean slate.
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Oh, and I like green tea
if you ever want to pay forward.
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- ♪ When it next comes around
- With colleagues,
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you're called to play
the role of a friend.
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- Oh, Naz, you look--
- I had to run to the bus.
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- Far?
- I was late
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because a very mean woman
from the bank called.
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Apparently, there's no such
thing as an over-overdraft.
- Naz...
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- This condo's killing me,
Grace. Adulting sucks.
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- Why don't you just get
a roommate? It'll cover
half your mortgage.
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- I'd rather starve.
I need this. Thank you.
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- But mostly, you play
a role for your patients.
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You listen, you comfort, you
step into the role of caregiver,
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even when you've got no clue
how to take care of yourself
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because, well,
the show must go on.
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- Nurse Latesha Colby.
Say it, Ke.
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- You tilt the hat first,
then you earn the title.
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- Fine. But I want a graduation
selfie with the family
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before the ceremony.
So you can still show up early?
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- Damien knows
I'm working a half day,
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and I paid
for dry-cleaning.
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I'll be there early just to show
everyone how good I look.
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- OK.
- Hey. You're nervous?
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- Not about today,
but, you know, what comes after.
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I just really want
to be a good nurse.
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- So the day I graduated,
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Mom told me the only way
to be a good nurse
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is to be an honest one.
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You'll be great today.
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And tonight, we dine
on Mommy's oxtails.
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- Alright.
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I'll see you in a few hours.
- Alright.
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- Good morning, Sunshine!
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- Hey! Have you seen,
Ashley?
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She's got brown hair,
she's about yea tall
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because whatever this is--
- Yeah, whatever, OK.
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I just downed two energy drinks.
I was up reviewing all night.
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- You have been studying this
for weeks, Ash; you've got this.
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- I just never thought
I would be
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a qualified OR nurse.
- Haha! You worked hard.
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- With your help.
I just really want to make sure
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I make a good first impression
on Dr. Schure.
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I've been studying this stuff
for four weeks;
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Schure's been a top surgeon
for four decades.
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He's cool though, right?
- Yes.
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I assisted him on a ton of cases
at the General.
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He's great but precise.
He runs a tight ship.
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- Hard-ass?
- Perfectionist.
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You're gonna have fun
and you're gonna learn a lot.
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I have your patient for pre-op;
do you want me to tape a little
cheat sheet to her IV pole?
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- No, I got this.
After one more energy shot.
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Or two. Or three.
- Can you origami this thing?
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- You know you can
YouTube this, right?
- Can you just tie the damn tie?
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- Are you nervous
from your first rehab meeting?
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- I'm freaking out, Ash.
I don't know what to do.
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- Hey, it's gonna be fine.
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You're gonna be
a great pretend addict.
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Just do your time. Tell
as much of the truth as you can,
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and... who knows, maybe you'll
even get something out of it.
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Just... leave out the part
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where you're not actually
addicted to anything.
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- Mhm.
- OK.
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I gotta go. You got this, OK?
Text me.
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Hey, they haven't started yet,
have they?
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- You're ready for this, Ash?
- I'm about to assist
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one of the most respected
surgeons in the country;
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I'm going for calm on the
outside, tornado on the inside.
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- Yeah, sounds like
a surg nurse.
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- Something to look forward to,
I guess.
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- That begins there.
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Hey. Welcome to my OR.
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- I'm Nadine,
your second assist,
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and this is Ashley,
your scrub nurse.
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- Hmm... This is
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Dr. Kerwin,
my first assist.
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Dr. Schofield will be
on anesthesia.
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Hope you two are ready
for the main event
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because in a few hours,
we are gonna be changing
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a little girl's life forever.
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Maya Das is
a beautiful young girl
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who needs our care.
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She's had a left-sided neck
lymphangioma her entire life,
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but now it's enlarging causing
increasing obstruction
to her airways.
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You know,
when I started
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this surgical outreach program
20 years ago,
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I never imagined
that this would become
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a favourite part of my job.
And it's... Well...
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Anyway, we'll see you
in a few hours
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prepped and ready to go.
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And please remember,
precision is key.
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Thank you.
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- Uh, Dr. Schure,
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I just wanted to thank you for
including me in on this surgery.
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I know I haven't been
working in the OR very long.
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- Yes. No. Absolutely.
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It's important to mentor
the next generation.
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I'm gonna sign up
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a few requisitions;
would you mind dropping them off
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on your way out?
- Of course.
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- Good to go.
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We'll see you in a few hours.
I look forward to seeing
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what you have to offer
in here, Nurse Collins.
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- Are you OK?
- Yeah, perfect.
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- OK. Dr. Schure has a tremor.
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His hands aren't steady.
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He could barely sign a form,
his hand trembled so badly.
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- Are you sure?
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You're sure it wasn't just
a fumble or an awkward angle?
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- Should I talk
to Kate about it?
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- Dr. Schure is
one of the most
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revered surgeons
in the country.
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I'm sure he would know
if he's OK to perform or not.
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- Yeah, maybe you're right.
It's probably nothing.
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- I could stop by and say hi
after we prep Maya.
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I know how to thread lightly
around an OR surgeon's ego.
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I could suss him out.
- Could you do that?
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- Yeah, for sure.
But I'm sure it's nothing.
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- Yeah.
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- Hi! I'm Grace.
I'm gonna be
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getting you ready
for your surgery today, Maya.
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- And I'm Ashley. I'll be
helping with the procedure.
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I wanted to come say hi and make
sure you saw a familiar face
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when you got in there.
- Thank you so much.
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You have no idea
what it means.
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- How was your trip?
- They brought us here
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from the airport
in a helicopter.
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It was so loud I couldn't even
hear myself think.
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- Well, we are glad
you are here, Maya.
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- The day I found out
we were coming here,
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I started saving pocket money
for this mirror.
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I haven't looked at myself
in it yet.
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Saving it... for after.
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- It's beautiful.
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- You know, people in school,
they make fun of me,
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poke at my face,
call me boro gola, big neck.
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But I don't mind.
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I'm pretty.
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Ma has always told me that.
- When Dr. Schure phoned
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and said we'd been selected
for the surgical outreach,
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we could not believe it.
It felt like we won the lotto.
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All in God's timing.
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Things like this don't often
happen to people like us.
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- We'll take
good care of you.
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Promise.
- I was hoping to meet
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Dr. Schure in person
before the surgery.
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- Of course.
Why don't I go
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check on him and see
if he's available for a visit.
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- With that many swipe rights,
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you're gonna be
a popular man tonight.
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- Aren't they lucky.
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Now, let's get whatever it is
you're about to ask for
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over with, and we can
just skip to the no.
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- I put in a request for extra
shifts, but not getting them.
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- No.
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- But I really need the money.
I have this mortgage--
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- So get a roommate like
everyone else in this city.
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Look, Naz, you've been
distracted lately.
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I understand you're having
financial issues,
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but you need to leave
your problems at the door.
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Prove you can do that,
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then we could talk
about extra shifts. Until then,
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keep your nose clean.
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- Why did the clown
go to the doctor?
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Because he was feeling
a little funny.
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- Hey! Nurse Knight!
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I was hoping to see you here.
Come in, come in, come in.
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Sit.
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We missed you at the General.
Keeping well?
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- I am. How about you?
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How is Dorinda? Did she complete
her black belt yet?
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- I have no idea.
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Finalized the divorce
six months ago.
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She couldn't stand
the long hours, so...
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Apparently,
a surgical practice comes
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with three failed marriages.
- I'm sorry to hear that.
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- Hm, you know this job.
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Takes everything from you.
The only thing it lets you keep
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is the fatigue.
- And how are you doing?
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I mean, you're constantly in the
OR. Anyone would be exhausted.
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- Good Lord! Make me sound old
before my time.
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- No. I just mean, sometimes,
we spend so much time taking
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care of others that we forget
to take care of ourselves.
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- Uh... It's worth it though,
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when you see
a little girl like Maya
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smile for the first time.
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And time is key here.
She's been waiting for years,
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and we can't allow this
lymphangioma to grow anymore.
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- Hmm.
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I, uh... I just need you
to sign her pre-op paperwork.
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- Yeah.
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- Great! Maya is lucky
to have you.
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- I'm a drug addict.
My name is Wolf.
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Can I have
some privacy, man? Please?
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- Heard you're going
to meetings.
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- It's the only way
I can keep my job.
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- I've been there.
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I know the drill.
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Listen, uh...
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I'm sorry I got you
tangled up in all this,
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but it's, you know, it's over.
Markie got picked up;
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we're in the clear, both of us.
- I got suspended.
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I have to go to
mandated addiction counseling
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at my work.
Doesn't feel clear.
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- Well, uh...
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the least I could do
would be to, you know...
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...go along with you just to...
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make sure you don't say
anything stupid.
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- Well, so you've, uh...
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you've been to
these in-house meetings before?
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- It's day one for me
all over again,
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but this time,
the thing has got to stick.
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You know,
it just, uh,
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might be nice
to just have a friend in there.
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- Hello, Mrs. Aaron.
My name is Keon.
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I am your nurse today.
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- Today?
More like day after tomorrow.
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I was assessed an hour ago!
Where have you been?!
Picking dandelions?!
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- Well, your doctor wants me to
take you in for some blood work
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and a chest X-ray.
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Mrs. Aaron, I'm just gonna do
a quick chest assessment
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to update your chart.
Can you lean forward for me
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and take a deep breath?
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What are you reading there?
- Book about the origin
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of gerbera. What?
What am I doing here?!
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- Like I said, I'm gonna
take you in for some tests,
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alright? Another deep breath.
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Gerberas are
my sister Latesha's second
favourite flower actually.
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- Well, good for her. What?
What is taking you so long?!
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- Well, it sounds
like you still have
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diminished air entry
to your lower-left lobe.
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Have you been taking
medication for the cold?
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- Too many pills,
I can't keep track.
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Araya knows all that.
- OK, and who's Araya?
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- My son!
And he's parking the car.
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- Once we're done, how about
I check with triage,
see if Araya came in.
252
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- Oh, you should have
done that already!
253
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- No, I just came--
- Just go! Stop wasting
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my time and go find him!
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- And after,
you'll just have
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a little grey scar
from about here to here.
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- Sounds good.
258
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- You know, they actually call
it a smile incision.
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- A smile.
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I like that.
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Do you want to see
something special?
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Ma, show her.
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- Two nights ago,
people from our village
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held a prayer ceremony.
We chanted for Maya.
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The elders gave us this shawl
filled with blessings.
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It will bring us luck.
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- Hello, Maya. Padma.
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I'm Dr. Schure.
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It's great
to finally meet in person.
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So I'm gonna do
a little final check,
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and then the team will be in to
prep you for surgery, alright?
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Let's see.
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- Ugh.
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- It's a little sensitive,
is it? Yeah?
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And now, how's
the breathing? Alright?
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I think we're all set.
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So, we'll see you
in a few hours, alright?
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- Uh, Dr. Schure.
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I'm sorry, but I noticed
your hand was shaking just now.
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- I think you're mistaken,
Nurse Collins.
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- No, no. It happened before too
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when you were signing
the requisitions.
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- Why don't we continue
this little inquisition
later, Nurse Collins?
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- What do you mean
I'm off the surgery?
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- I know how invested you are
in Maya's care,
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so I've put you
in her pre and post-op instead.
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- I've been preparing
for this surgery for weeks!
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00:14:26,333 --> 00:14:28,900
- Ashley, you're a great nurse,
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your patients love you,
but you need to work
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on your bedside manner
with your colleagues.
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00:14:33,233 --> 00:14:35,500
- That's crap.
Schure wants me gone
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because I know
he's got bad hands.
- That is a big claim to make.
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00:14:38,667 --> 00:14:42,600
- He had a tremor! Grace was
gonna check on it, ask her.
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- I did ask her.
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She saw Dr. Schure sign
a form. No tremor.
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I know you have been working
hard for this opportunity,
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but Dr. Schure is
a respected surgeon.
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If there was any reason
he wasn't up to performing,
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he would never
endanger a patient.
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- And I'm just a nurse, right?
- I'm a nurse too, Ashley,
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and I care about our patients.
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So unless you can bring me
any real reason
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why it shouldn't,
the surgery needs to go ahead.
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00:15:13,233 --> 00:15:15,767
You should know
that Dr. Schure has requested
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that Grace assist him
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today in your place.
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00:15:20,433 --> 00:15:22,133
I'm sorry, Ashley.
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00:15:25,433 --> 00:15:27,800
- Ash...
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00:15:27,867 --> 00:15:30,567
- You threw me under the bus.
- I told the truth.
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He signed something
right in front of me, no tremor.
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- I saw it, Grace.
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Why can you just have my back?
- Dr. Schure wouldn't
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do the surgery
if he wasn't up for it.
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00:15:38,533 --> 00:15:40,066
- Why does everyone
keep saying that?
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He might be endangering
a patient, but I'm overreacting?
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00:15:42,433 --> 00:15:44,633
- Ash, you're nervous,
you're new to the OR.
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00:15:44,700 --> 00:15:47,066
- There it is. Right there.
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Saint Grace always knows best,
doesn't she?
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And you even managed to steal
my spot in the OR.
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- I didn't steal anything!
You screwed up
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00:15:54,467 --> 00:15:56,567
by confronting him like that!
In front of a patient!
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00:15:56,633 --> 00:15:59,734
- At least, I'm willing
to protect my patients
instead of my own ass.
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00:15:59,800 --> 00:16:01,767
- You got yourself kicked out
of her surgery;
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00:16:01,834 --> 00:16:04,100
who was that protecting?
I'm sorry, Ash,
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00:16:04,166 --> 00:16:06,233
but your biggest problem
in this hospital is you!
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00:16:18,967 --> 00:16:20,266
- I know it's
a change of plans,
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00:16:20,333 --> 00:16:22,834
but I'll be with you in the OR
the whole time.
328
00:16:22,900 --> 00:16:25,400
- What about Ashley?
- She'll be here
329
00:16:25,467 --> 00:16:27,967
waiting for you with your mom
for when you wake up.
330
00:16:28,033 --> 00:16:31,467
- But Ashley knew so much
about the surgery.
331
00:16:31,533 --> 00:16:34,300
She made it sound
not so scary.
332
00:16:36,033 --> 00:16:38,066
- If it makes you feel
any better, I've actually
333
00:16:38,133 --> 00:16:40,500
assisted Dr. Schure
on this procedure before.
334
00:16:40,567 --> 00:16:43,066
Just at a different hospital.
335
00:16:43,133 --> 00:16:45,133
It's gonna be OK, Maya.
336
00:16:46,934 --> 00:16:50,333
- I just can't believe
I'm really here.
337
00:16:50,400 --> 00:16:52,900
It's really happening.
- Mm-hmm.
338
00:16:56,567 --> 00:16:59,734
- The doctor,
what were he and Ashley talking
339
00:16:59,800 --> 00:17:01,400
about earlier?
- Oh, it was
340
00:17:01,467 --> 00:17:03,266
just a misunderstanding.
341
00:17:03,333 --> 00:17:05,266
- So, everything is alright
with the surgery?
342
00:17:05,333 --> 00:17:08,133
There are no concerns?
- Everything's fine, Padma.
343
00:17:15,066 --> 00:17:16,734
- So, Mr. Eddie.
344
00:17:16,800 --> 00:17:18,734
- Hey, it's Dr. Doug.
345
00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:21,667
- You're not a doctor, Doug.
- Can't break character
346
00:17:21,734 --> 00:17:24,233
while I'm in the hospital,
even in the bathroom.
347
00:17:24,300 --> 00:17:27,200
- Yes, I have heard this
about you. You should know
348
00:17:27,266 --> 00:17:29,934
that everyone in St. Mary's
thinks it's supremely weird.
349
00:17:31,166 --> 00:17:34,433
So, "Dr. Doug,"
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00:17:34,500 --> 00:17:37,467
Dr. Goldman, a real doctor,
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00:17:37,533 --> 00:17:39,633
suspects that you've
suffered a concussion.
352
00:17:40,700 --> 00:17:43,734
- Oh no. Not again.
353
00:17:43,800 --> 00:17:46,367
- It looks like it's
the third one in three years.
354
00:17:46,433 --> 00:17:48,400
- Yeah.
- Gonna do a quick vitals check
355
00:17:48,467 --> 00:17:51,433
and then take you in
for a CT scan. Have a seat.
356
00:17:52,600 --> 00:17:54,834
Did you fall off
your unicycle?
357
00:17:54,900 --> 00:17:57,133
- I used to do karate
competitively.
358
00:17:57,200 --> 00:17:58,900
You know what they say,
"Getting kicked
359
00:17:58,967 --> 00:18:02,033
in the head is easy,
comedy is hard." Haha!
360
00:18:02,100 --> 00:18:05,100
Tough crowd.
- Give me your hand.
361
00:18:06,700 --> 00:18:08,300
- You have really pretty eyes.
362
00:18:08,367 --> 00:18:10,500
- I'm quite fond of them myself.
363
00:18:10,567 --> 00:18:14,133
OK, 120 over 80 is ideal.
364
00:18:14,200 --> 00:18:15,734
Now, follow my finger.
365
00:18:22,133 --> 00:18:24,400
Now, squeeze my fingers
as hard as you can.
366
00:18:24,467 --> 00:18:27,266
- OK.
- Tighter, please.
367
00:18:29,166 --> 00:18:31,767
I've got a show this afternoon
I can't miss.
368
00:18:31,834 --> 00:18:34,133
Jenny's going in
for a bone-marrow biopsy;
369
00:18:34,200 --> 00:18:36,200
I promised I would do
some juggling for her.
370
00:18:36,266 --> 00:18:38,300
- Dr. Goldman placed
a requisition to rule out
371
00:18:38,367 --> 00:18:41,433
cerebral swelling. Let's get
the CT scan done first,
372
00:18:41,500 --> 00:18:43,433
and then we'll take it
from there.
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00:18:43,500 --> 00:18:46,033
- OK.
- Aren't there any
other clowns on call today?
374
00:18:46,100 --> 00:18:48,633
- The other eight were
injured in an accident.
375
00:18:48,700 --> 00:18:51,100
They were carpooling.
- You're kidding?
376
00:18:52,500 --> 00:18:54,433
OK.
377
00:18:54,500 --> 00:18:56,467
- Are you alright, Mrs. Aaron?
378
00:18:56,533 --> 00:18:59,200
- The doctor talk too fast,
I couldn't follow.
379
00:18:59,266 --> 00:19:03,033
- Uh, he said your imaging came
back positive for pneumonia.
380
00:19:03,100 --> 00:19:05,400
He prescribed
a course of antibiotics.
381
00:19:05,467 --> 00:19:08,567
- Oh, pneumonia.
That's gonna kill me, isn't it?
382
00:19:08,633 --> 00:19:10,433
- No, no, no, no.
It's a good thing
383
00:19:10,500 --> 00:19:12,533
that you're here. We'll
monitor you for a few days,
384
00:19:12,600 --> 00:19:15,133
and you'll be
good as new.
385
00:19:15,200 --> 00:19:18,233
Look, I will make you better.
OK, Sheila? Don't you worry.
386
00:19:18,300 --> 00:19:19,867
- "Don't you worry."
387
00:19:19,934 --> 00:19:22,767
Araya always used to say that,
"Don't you worry, Mama."
388
00:19:22,834 --> 00:19:24,567
- Alright,
can you make a fist?
389
00:19:24,633 --> 00:19:27,133
- AH! Careful!
- Are you OK?
390
00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:29,333
I'm sorry. Are you OK?
- Am I OK?!
391
00:19:29,400 --> 00:19:32,266
You just stabbed me!
- OK, I'm sorry. Let's just go
392
00:19:32,333 --> 00:19:34,033
one more time.
One more time. I'm sorry.
393
00:19:34,100 --> 00:19:36,600
- You're lucky
my son isn't here.
394
00:19:36,667 --> 00:19:38,667
You could be in big trouble
'cause he's a sergeant!
395
00:19:38,734 --> 00:19:41,200
- Oh, he's probably lost
in this maze of a hospital.
396
00:19:41,266 --> 00:19:43,266
I'm still trying to find my way.
397
00:19:43,333 --> 00:19:45,100
- Look in my pocket book.
398
00:19:45,166 --> 00:19:46,767
His number should still
be in there.
399
00:19:46,834 --> 00:19:48,934
- One second.
400
00:19:55,967 --> 00:19:58,233
Look at this.
401
00:20:02,800 --> 00:20:06,567
- Ohh, what is
taking you so LONG?!
402
00:20:06,633 --> 00:20:08,567
- Alright. I'll just be... I'll
be right back. Just a minute.
403
00:20:08,633 --> 00:20:10,600
- I'm the one who's blind here.
404
00:20:14,433 --> 00:20:16,967
- Hey, uh, Araya.
This is Keon Colby.
405
00:20:17,033 --> 00:20:19,633
I'm a nurse
at St. Mary's Hospital.
406
00:20:19,700 --> 00:20:21,300
Look, your mom is
on the fourth floor
407
00:20:21,367 --> 00:20:25,533
-in-between 43
-A and 61.
408
00:20:25,600 --> 00:20:29,200
I know it's totally confusing,
but, uh, just come
409
00:20:29,266 --> 00:20:32,033
to room 19B. I want to connect
with you before my shift ends.
410
00:20:32,100 --> 00:20:35,667
Alright? Give me a shout.
411
00:20:35,734 --> 00:20:38,400
Latesha?
412
00:20:38,467 --> 00:20:41,433
No, no, no. Yeah, I'm about to
leave. I just have to take care
of something real quick.
413
00:20:47,133 --> 00:20:48,667
- Jenny!
414
00:20:48,734 --> 00:20:50,867
Are you ready
for the big show?
415
00:20:50,934 --> 00:20:53,600
- Yeah.
416
00:20:53,667 --> 00:20:55,567
- See you later.
417
00:21:05,100 --> 00:21:06,934
- Can I ask you
a personal question?
418
00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:09,200
- OK. But I should warn you,
419
00:21:09,266 --> 00:21:11,333
my act is PG.
420
00:21:11,400 --> 00:21:14,433
- Is clowning like a real job?
421
00:21:14,500 --> 00:21:17,133
Like, they pay you
to make balloon animals?
422
00:21:17,200 --> 00:21:18,934
- Of course, it's a real job.
423
00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:21,033
Therapeutic clowning is
important work.
424
00:21:21,100 --> 00:21:22,834
I had to audition three times
for this gig.
425
00:21:22,900 --> 00:21:26,333
- Next time, you should ask
to be offer only.
426
00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:28,533
That's what I did
when I was an actress in India.
427
00:21:28,600 --> 00:21:30,667
- Yeah, we don't have
that luxury.
428
00:21:30,734 --> 00:21:33,000
But we're thinking of unionizing
for fair wages.
429
00:21:35,467 --> 00:21:37,600
Ah, clowns with picket signs
430
00:21:37,667 --> 00:21:39,433
outside the ER.
431
00:21:39,500 --> 00:21:42,333
Fair play for horseplay! Hahaha!
432
00:21:43,867 --> 00:21:47,900
It's a joke, Doug.
- Dr. Doug.
433
00:21:50,367 --> 00:21:54,000
Ohhh!
- It's OK, I've got you. Steady.
434
00:21:54,066 --> 00:21:56,734
- I can't even stand.
435
00:21:56,800 --> 00:21:58,567
What am I gonna do, Naz?
I promised Jenny.
436
00:21:58,633 --> 00:22:01,033
- Let's just hope you don't have
to break that promise.
437
00:22:03,433 --> 00:22:05,066
- Alright, Maya,
438
00:22:05,133 --> 00:22:07,300
let's get you ready
for anesthesia.
439
00:22:10,500 --> 00:22:12,233
How are you doing?
440
00:22:12,300 --> 00:22:16,266
- When she was born...
441
00:22:16,333 --> 00:22:19,100
after they handed her to me,
442
00:22:19,166 --> 00:22:20,934
I stared into her eyes.
443
00:22:22,400 --> 00:22:24,800
It was love
at first sight.
444
00:22:26,567 --> 00:22:28,333
But then, they took her away.
445
00:22:29,767 --> 00:22:31,433
She wasn't breathing.
446
00:22:31,500 --> 00:22:34,033
- I... can't imagine
447
00:22:34,100 --> 00:22:35,700
what that must have been like.
448
00:22:35,767 --> 00:22:38,367
- The gods have been with me.
449
00:22:41,233 --> 00:22:44,033
And now they will be with Maya.
450
00:22:48,433 --> 00:22:51,200
- OK. Here we go.
451
00:22:51,266 --> 00:22:52,734
Showtime.
452
00:23:01,667 --> 00:23:03,734
- I'll see you
soon, Maya.
453
00:23:20,533 --> 00:23:22,133
- Dehydration is
454
00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:23,934
one of the main risk factors
for kidney stones.
455
00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:26,467
- Thanks
456
00:23:26,533 --> 00:23:29,467
Hmm...
- Ivy. Opiates.
457
00:23:29,533 --> 00:23:32,133
- Wolf. Anything I could
458
00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:33,967
get my hands on, really.
459
00:23:34,033 --> 00:23:37,467
- First time?
You have the first day shine.
460
00:23:37,533 --> 00:23:39,967
I've got almost seven months.
461
00:23:40,033 --> 00:23:42,100
- Wow, that's...
that's great.
462
00:23:42,166 --> 00:23:44,066
I mean, great, great
that you're here.
463
00:23:44,133 --> 00:23:46,967
- Looks like
the show's about to start.
464
00:23:47,033 --> 00:23:48,767
- Yeah.
- Hey,
465
00:23:48,834 --> 00:23:51,367
it works if you work it.
466
00:23:59,967 --> 00:24:03,000
- If I'm being totally honest,
I don't know what I'm
doing here.
467
00:24:05,900 --> 00:24:07,700
I'm just trying
to get ahold of things...
468
00:24:09,467 --> 00:24:11,467
...but they keep
slipping by me.
469
00:24:15,867 --> 00:24:18,400
I want to be a good nurse,
470
00:24:18,467 --> 00:24:20,367
and I want to do
the right thing...
471
00:24:23,066 --> 00:24:24,900
...but I screw it up a lot.
472
00:24:28,967 --> 00:24:31,000
I don't know what's next,
473
00:24:31,066 --> 00:24:33,300
but I'm really trying.
474
00:24:36,033 --> 00:24:38,967
- Does anyone wanna pick up
a desire chip?
475
00:24:51,834 --> 00:24:54,500
- Happy day one, new fish.
476
00:25:06,934 --> 00:25:08,934
- Well, it's just
like old times.
477
00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:11,934
- Haha! It is!
You still listen to Puccini?
478
00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:14,133
- No. I'm on a Wagner kick now.
479
00:25:23,967 --> 00:25:26,333
- Are you OK, Dr. Schure?
- Mm-hmm!
480
00:25:27,967 --> 00:25:30,800
I am now that I have
a nurse I can trust
481
00:25:30,867 --> 00:25:32,433
by my side.
482
00:25:32,500 --> 00:25:34,467
Let's have each other's backs
in there, OK?
483
00:25:54,300 --> 00:25:56,266
Fix that now.
484
00:25:56,333 --> 00:25:58,066
- Yes, Dr. Schure.
485
00:26:01,600 --> 00:26:03,233
- Oh, here.
- Thanks.
486
00:26:08,934 --> 00:26:10,767
- Thank you, Grace.
Always graceful.
487
00:26:10,834 --> 00:26:12,433
OK, checklist portion
488
00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:14,867
is now complete.
Everyone content?
489
00:26:14,934 --> 00:26:17,233
- Yes, Doctor.
- Music, please.
490
00:26:32,066 --> 00:26:35,033
- Oh, hot alert!
Where are you going mid-shift?
491
00:26:35,100 --> 00:26:37,233
- I'm trying to get
to my baby sister's graduation,
492
00:26:37,300 --> 00:26:39,633
but I need to get ahold
of my patient's son first.
493
00:26:41,066 --> 00:26:42,700
- Maybe he'll make it
after all.
494
00:26:42,767 --> 00:26:45,100
- Uh... Hello. This is Keon.
495
00:26:46,700 --> 00:26:48,767
Yeah, I left messages
about Sheila Aaron.
496
00:26:50,433 --> 00:26:53,867
Oh, sorry about that.
Yeah, thanks.
497
00:26:55,900 --> 00:26:57,667
- So everything OK?
498
00:26:57,734 --> 00:26:59,800
- Yeah, no.
That wasn't Sheila's son.
499
00:26:59,867 --> 00:27:01,700
It was a random guy.
500
00:27:01,767 --> 00:27:03,767
Said it isn't
Araya's number anymore.
501
00:27:03,834 --> 00:27:05,433
- Maybe he got a new number.
502
00:27:05,500 --> 00:27:08,100
- But his mom
doesn't know about it?
503
00:27:11,367 --> 00:27:14,633
- Crap! I have to go give
a clown some bad news.
504
00:27:21,367 --> 00:27:24,066
You've been busy.
You should rest.
505
00:27:24,133 --> 00:27:26,834
- I'm just getting ready
for Jenny's show later.
506
00:27:26,900 --> 00:27:29,633
- I'm sorry, Doug.
I checked in with Dr. Goodwin.
507
00:27:29,700 --> 00:27:32,066
No performance today.
508
00:27:32,133 --> 00:27:34,100
Grade one concussions
are not severe,
509
00:27:34,166 --> 00:27:36,600
but you can't juggle or perform
for the next two weeks.
510
00:27:36,667 --> 00:27:39,600
It will strain your eyes
which will cause headaches,
extend the healing time.
511
00:27:39,667 --> 00:27:43,200
- Please. Jenny goes in
for her biopsy today.
512
00:27:43,266 --> 00:27:45,266
- It's too risky.
Damages from concussions
513
00:27:45,333 --> 00:27:48,266
can be cumulative.
The hospital can't be liable.
514
00:27:48,333 --> 00:27:50,600
Sorry.
515
00:27:50,667 --> 00:27:52,567
- You know, these kids
516
00:27:52,633 --> 00:27:55,967
up in Oncology, they...
they live for these moments.
517
00:27:56,033 --> 00:27:58,467
- I care for them too,
you know.
518
00:27:59,934 --> 00:28:01,700
- I had a sick sister
growing up.
519
00:28:01,767 --> 00:28:04,400
Would have done
anything to make her laugh.
520
00:28:07,767 --> 00:28:09,900
- I really wish there was
something I could do, Doug.
521
00:28:11,367 --> 00:28:13,500
- What kind of actress
were you back in India?
522
00:28:13,567 --> 00:28:16,734
- I was not a kind.
I was the best.
523
00:28:16,800 --> 00:28:19,200
- So you could be my understudy.
524
00:28:19,266 --> 00:28:21,633
- Oh! Those are
some big shoes to fill.
525
00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:25,667
Oh no, you're serious?
526
00:28:25,734 --> 00:28:27,800
- Please! Yeah. I mean,
you already have the instrument;
527
00:28:27,867 --> 00:28:29,633
all you need is
a good warmup.
528
00:28:29,700 --> 00:28:32,266
Please, clown for me, Naz.
529
00:28:33,967 --> 00:28:36,900
- I'm working. I'm a nurse.
- And I'm your patient,
530
00:28:36,967 --> 00:28:38,800
and this is
the care that I need.
531
00:28:38,867 --> 00:28:42,100
Jenny is so awesome.
You don't need to be nervous
532
00:28:42,166 --> 00:28:43,967
'cause I'm gonna be right there
cheering you on.
533
00:28:44,033 --> 00:28:46,367
It's showtime!
534
00:28:50,100 --> 00:28:52,266
- Why aren't you
answering your phone?
535
00:28:52,333 --> 00:28:54,166
- Sorry, I've been trying
to track down
536
00:28:54,233 --> 00:28:56,333
my patient's son, but she had
the wrong phone number.
537
00:28:56,400 --> 00:28:58,700
- Look him up in the car.
I parked illegally.
538
00:28:58,767 --> 00:29:02,433
- OK, the ceremony
starts in 30 minutes, right?
You go, I'll meet you there.
539
00:29:02,500 --> 00:29:04,300
- I wanted us all
to go together.
540
00:29:06,266 --> 00:29:08,767
So, hurry up and find him,
and I'll let you pay for
my parking ticket.
541
00:29:08,834 --> 00:29:10,700
I already did,
542
00:29:10,767 --> 00:29:13,367
and I don't know what to do.
543
00:29:13,433 --> 00:29:17,000
- Whoa. He was part
of the Highway of Heroes?
544
00:29:19,033 --> 00:29:20,700
- She doesn't know.
545
00:29:22,100 --> 00:29:23,967
She's forgotten
that her son died.
546
00:29:24,033 --> 00:29:26,133
- That's not a normal thing
to forget.
547
00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:28,300
- Look, I have to tell her.
548
00:29:28,367 --> 00:29:30,266
I'm all she's got right now.
549
00:29:32,200 --> 00:29:35,200
- Stay. You should be
with her.
550
00:29:35,266 --> 00:29:37,266
I know, it's the job.
551
00:29:37,333 --> 00:29:39,433
- Thank you.
552
00:29:42,967 --> 00:29:44,400
- There you go.
553
00:29:44,467 --> 00:29:47,567
- Is there somewhere
we could share?
554
00:29:47,633 --> 00:29:50,100
- Oh, I... I'm good. Thanks.
555
00:29:50,166 --> 00:29:52,333
But they're gonna be
a few more hours at least,
556
00:29:52,400 --> 00:29:55,834
you have time to run out and
grab some real food if you want.
557
00:29:55,900 --> 00:29:58,333
- Do you think she's dreaming
while she's in there?
558
00:29:58,400 --> 00:30:01,166
- I mean, they've studied it.
559
00:30:01,233 --> 00:30:03,934
Some patients do dream
under anesthesia,
560
00:30:04,000 --> 00:30:05,934
especially if they normally have
vivid dreams at home.
561
00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:08,500
- Oh, yes.
562
00:30:08,567 --> 00:30:10,333
Maya dreams big.
563
00:30:11,900 --> 00:30:13,000
Just...
564
00:30:14,500 --> 00:30:16,967
...I want them all
to come true for her.
565
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:21,667
- You should get some rest.
- Oh, I can't.
566
00:30:23,033 --> 00:30:24,900
Not until I know she's OK.
567
00:30:24,967 --> 00:30:26,967
- She will be.
568
00:30:29,834 --> 00:30:31,433
- Must be very careful
569
00:30:31,500 --> 00:30:33,233
not to puncture the cysts.
570
00:30:33,300 --> 00:30:35,100
Last thing we want
is spillage.
571
00:30:36,667 --> 00:30:38,934
- Appears to be close
to the size of a grapefruit.
572
00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:40,700
I'll retract
the mass down, Dr. Schure?
573
00:30:40,767 --> 00:30:43,033
- Yes.
Down to the patient's left.
574
00:30:53,767 --> 00:30:55,600
- Uh, is everything
alright, Doctor?
575
00:30:55,667 --> 00:30:58,266
- Yes, yes, yes. Hmm...
576
00:30:58,333 --> 00:31:00,600
Let's take a pause.
577
00:31:00,667 --> 00:31:02,500
Nurse Knight with me.
578
00:31:15,900 --> 00:31:19,066
Nurse, I'm gonna need you
to get me some apomorphine,
579
00:31:19,133 --> 00:31:21,233
please, so I can get back
in there and finish this.
580
00:31:21,300 --> 00:31:24,734
- Are you sure?
Maybe Dr. Kerwin can--
581
00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:27,000
- I've been operating
for decades
582
00:31:27,066 --> 00:31:29,000
longer than Kerwin has.
I've been operating
583
00:31:29,066 --> 00:31:30,633
for decades
longer than you've been alive.
584
00:31:32,233 --> 00:31:35,100
So, I've never failed
to finish an operation,
585
00:31:35,166 --> 00:31:37,433
especially one of this magnitude.
586
00:31:37,500 --> 00:31:40,066
So I don't need your help.
I don't need Kerwin's help.
587
00:31:40,133 --> 00:31:42,867
I just need a quick shot
of subcutaneous apomorphine
588
00:31:42,934 --> 00:31:45,967
to control the tremor,
and I can finish.
589
00:31:46,033 --> 00:31:48,367
- Look. Dr. Schure,
590
00:31:48,433 --> 00:31:50,300
you trained Kerwin.
Wouldn't she be
591
00:31:50,367 --> 00:31:52,166
the next best thing to you
if you're not feeling well?
592
00:31:52,233 --> 00:31:54,467
- Next, yeah. It's the problem,
isn't it?
593
00:31:54,533 --> 00:31:57,266
It's always get rid of the old,
make way for the new.
594
00:31:58,433 --> 00:32:01,133
This is not gonna be my legacy.
595
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:03,967
I'm not gonna go crawling
out of here a Parkinson cripple
596
00:32:04,033 --> 00:32:06,767
unable to even finish
a procedure. Do you understand?
597
00:32:06,834 --> 00:32:08,300
So...
598
00:32:09,367 --> 00:32:11,300
- How long have you known?
599
00:32:11,367 --> 00:32:14,467
- I found out
just before the divorce.
600
00:32:18,867 --> 00:32:20,567
I need to do more work.
601
00:32:21,834 --> 00:32:23,600
I need to help
more kids like Maya.
602
00:32:23,667 --> 00:32:28,667
- I understand, I do,
but don't you think
603
00:32:28,734 --> 00:32:31,133
that it would be--
- Don't care what you think.
604
00:32:32,834 --> 00:32:35,767
Please, let's keep it
between us.
605
00:32:35,834 --> 00:32:37,400
Get me the drug.
606
00:32:39,166 --> 00:32:40,633
Meet me in ward 4.
607
00:32:42,133 --> 00:32:43,033
Please.
608
00:32:56,767 --> 00:32:58,000
- Thank you.
609
00:32:59,266 --> 00:33:00,400
- For what?
610
00:33:01,667 --> 00:33:04,700
- For coming. For sharing.
611
00:33:04,767 --> 00:33:07,333
That was brave
what you said.
612
00:33:10,767 --> 00:33:12,600
Um, I didn't share today,
613
00:33:12,667 --> 00:33:14,433
but I wanted you to know...
614
00:33:16,633 --> 00:33:18,967
...I was running on fumes.
615
00:33:20,867 --> 00:33:23,633
A pregnant mom came
616
00:33:23,700 --> 00:33:25,500
and from a car crash,
617
00:33:25,567 --> 00:33:27,934
and it was either
her or the baby and...
618
00:33:29,734 --> 00:33:32,200
...I... I chose
to save the mom.
619
00:33:35,900 --> 00:33:37,433
Which I couldn't.
620
00:33:38,734 --> 00:33:40,567
I... I chose wrong,
621
00:33:40,633 --> 00:33:43,467
and I lost them both.
622
00:33:43,533 --> 00:33:45,900
- I'm sorry.
623
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:50,133
- I... I started
getting scared on the job
624
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:53,133
all the time, and...
625
00:33:53,200 --> 00:33:55,600
I knew that if I wanted
to be a doctor,
626
00:33:55,667 --> 00:33:57,600
I needed to protect myself.
627
00:33:58,667 --> 00:34:00,734
I needed armour.
628
00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:04,734
Oxy gave me that.
629
00:34:04,800 --> 00:34:06,600
For a while anyway.
630
00:34:09,467 --> 00:34:11,533
It's funny.
631
00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:14,567
my parents told me
I'd never amount to anything.
632
00:34:16,266 --> 00:34:18,367
I guess I just wanted
to prove 'em wrong.
633
00:34:20,667 --> 00:34:22,900
- I realize I've...
634
00:34:22,967 --> 00:34:26,300
only known you
for a short time,
635
00:34:26,367 --> 00:34:27,734
but I think you already have.
636
00:34:32,633 --> 00:34:34,934
- I have given
thousands of injections,
637
00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:36,600
but it's nerve-racking
when you're giving one
638
00:34:36,667 --> 00:34:38,934
to a vascular surgeon
known for his steady hands.
639
00:34:41,500 --> 00:34:44,100
- It's always nerve-racking
when you have someone's
life in your hands.
640
00:34:46,767 --> 00:34:48,834
- Are you sure
you want me to do this?
641
00:34:51,667 --> 00:34:53,233
- Inject subcutaneously.
642
00:34:53,300 --> 00:34:55,734
Pull back on the syringe.
643
00:34:55,800 --> 00:34:57,567
Avoid the muscle and veins.
644
00:35:09,633 --> 00:35:11,633
- Jenny?!
645
00:35:11,700 --> 00:35:13,233
I can't hear anything!
646
00:35:13,300 --> 00:35:15,400
- Balloons don't have
a heart, silly.
647
00:35:15,467 --> 00:35:16,967
- What?!
648
00:35:18,567 --> 00:35:21,867
I better double-check
just to be sure.
649
00:35:23,433 --> 00:35:24,667
Hmm...
650
00:35:38,367 --> 00:35:41,100
Shhhhh...
651
00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:46,867
I need complete silence.
- Oh, shhh...
652
00:35:46,934 --> 00:35:49,266
- What is she doing?
653
00:35:49,333 --> 00:35:52,900
- Oh, I know. I'm listening
to the sound of your tummy.
654
00:35:54,367 --> 00:35:56,467
- My tummy is here.
That tickles.
655
00:35:56,533 --> 00:35:57,967
- No!
656
00:35:58,033 --> 00:36:01,166
No, that is your head.
This is your tummy.
657
00:36:04,033 --> 00:36:06,533
Now...
658
00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:09,633
I'm gonna give you
a sticker. Hmm?
659
00:36:10,734 --> 00:36:12,900
And you get a lion
660
00:36:12,967 --> 00:36:15,667
because you're brave.
661
00:36:28,467 --> 00:36:30,734
-
Dr. Swanson to Oncology.
662
00:36:30,800 --> 00:36:32,867
- If you're gonna stay up
663
00:36:32,934 --> 00:36:34,567
all night waiting,
I heard Darjeeling is
664
00:36:34,633 --> 00:36:37,200
the most popular tea
in India, so...
665
00:36:39,300 --> 00:36:41,300
And I also brought you this.
666
00:36:50,133 --> 00:36:52,066
- Ashley, would you join me?
667
00:37:01,300 --> 00:37:03,567
Gods...
668
00:37:03,633 --> 00:37:05,734
keep my daughter
669
00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:07,700
under your watchful eye.
670
00:37:09,300 --> 00:37:11,567
Keep her well.
671
00:37:11,633 --> 00:37:15,100
Keep her safe.
672
00:37:15,166 --> 00:37:17,400
Keep her alive.
673
00:37:17,467 --> 00:37:19,400
Hear my prayers.
674
00:37:19,467 --> 00:37:21,900
I lay them at your feet.
675
00:37:21,967 --> 00:37:24,700
All things are possible
in your name.
676
00:37:26,400 --> 00:37:30,066
I speak your name
for your watchful eye.
677
00:37:32,200 --> 00:37:34,133
I am grateful
678
00:37:34,200 --> 00:37:35,967
always and forever.
679
00:37:40,734 --> 00:37:43,133
- Thank you, all, for waiting.
680
00:37:43,200 --> 00:37:46,133
Dr. Kerwin, would you mind
taking the lead, please?
681
00:37:58,300 --> 00:38:01,633
- You did the right thing
to call me. I conducted an MMSE.
682
00:38:01,700 --> 00:38:03,333
Sheila scored
for moderate dementia.
683
00:38:03,400 --> 00:38:05,767
- Uh, so you're gonna do
a follow-up?
684
00:38:05,834 --> 00:38:08,000
- We'll take good care of her.
But she keeps asking
685
00:38:08,066 --> 00:38:09,600
about her son.
You might want to reach out.
686
00:38:09,667 --> 00:38:12,633
- Well, that's the thing,
Sheila's son died
687
00:38:12,700 --> 00:38:14,667
years ago.
- I see.
688
00:38:14,734 --> 00:38:16,934
That's unfortunate.
There's no one else?
689
00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:20,266
- Immediate family? No. I...
That's why I don't think I'm
690
00:38:20,333 --> 00:38:22,433
the one that should tell her.
- No, that's our call.
691
00:38:24,734 --> 00:38:26,600
I'm sure you'll do
the right thing.
692
00:38:41,266 --> 00:38:42,800
- Ah, ohh...
693
00:38:42,867 --> 00:38:45,934
Araya. Araya.
694
00:38:47,100 --> 00:38:48,900
Is that you?
695
00:38:48,967 --> 00:38:52,433
What took you so long?
I got scared.
696
00:38:54,934 --> 00:38:56,900
- I'm here.
697
00:39:00,633 --> 00:39:03,100
Don't be scared, Mama.
698
00:39:05,066 --> 00:39:07,100
Everything is gonna be OK.
699
00:39:09,800 --> 00:39:11,467
I'm going away
for a while.
700
00:39:13,300 --> 00:39:14,900
But we'll meet up
again one day.
701
00:39:18,100 --> 00:39:20,266
- You won't forget
your mama, will you?
702
00:39:21,467 --> 00:39:22,834
- Never.
703
00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:27,367
Not ever.
704
00:39:54,133 --> 00:39:55,767
- My sweet girl.
705
00:40:04,333 --> 00:40:06,767
- Look, Ma.
706
00:40:06,834 --> 00:40:08,600
They fixed me.
707
00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:12,967
I'm beautiful.
- You were always beautiful.
708
00:40:15,667 --> 00:40:17,867
We couldn't have
done it without you.
709
00:40:17,934 --> 00:40:19,600
Both of you.
710
00:40:22,166 --> 00:40:24,066
I want you to have this.
711
00:40:24,133 --> 00:40:26,500
When you are
in your nurses' lounge
712
00:40:26,567 --> 00:40:28,467
needing some care
of your own,
713
00:40:28,533 --> 00:40:33,166
wrap this around yourself
and rest. Hm? You deserve it.
714
00:40:34,533 --> 00:40:37,400
- ♪ In rivers
715
00:40:40,367 --> 00:40:43,300
♪ 'Cause my feeling's going down
in some plane ♪
716
00:40:43,367 --> 00:40:45,233
- At the end
of the day, the show is over
717
00:40:45,300 --> 00:40:46,834
and the applause dies down.
718
00:40:46,900 --> 00:40:49,500
You step back into yourself,
719
00:40:49,567 --> 00:40:51,900
but the roles you played
stay with you
720
00:40:51,967 --> 00:40:53,667
to the point
that you can't always tell
721
00:40:53,734 --> 00:40:55,734
where you end
and your role begins.
722
00:40:57,667 --> 00:40:59,800
But you learn to live with that.
- ♪ Will you blow
723
00:40:59,867 --> 00:41:03,700
♪ Across the tears
724
00:41:03,767 --> 00:41:06,533
♪ So I can feel you
725
00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:08,166
- Wait, are we actually
doing this?
726
00:41:08,233 --> 00:41:10,667
- Well, at this point,
I sure hope so.
727
00:41:10,734 --> 00:41:12,400
- Ash...
728
00:41:13,500 --> 00:41:15,333
Ash, come on!
729
00:41:15,400 --> 00:41:17,934
- When I first met you,
I didn't like you.
730
00:41:18,000 --> 00:41:21,367
I should have trusted my gut.
- Ashley, I'm sorry.
731
00:41:21,433 --> 00:41:23,834
I didn't see any tremors
when I checked on him.
732
00:41:23,900 --> 00:41:26,433
- When you needed me,
when it was
733
00:41:26,500 --> 00:41:29,133
your word against the doctors,
I had your back.
734
00:41:29,200 --> 00:41:30,900
Where were you today, huh?
735
00:41:30,967 --> 00:41:32,867
I needed you.
736
00:41:32,934 --> 00:41:34,066
You hung me up to dry, Grace.
737
00:41:36,600 --> 00:41:39,333
- To accept
that you might have to be
different versions of yourself
738
00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:41,166
for different people
in your life.
739
00:41:41,233 --> 00:41:44,166
- Keon Colby
to the nurses' lounge.
740
00:41:44,233 --> 00:41:46,967
Keon Colby
to the nurses' lounge.
741
00:41:47,033 --> 00:41:48,500
- Wow! You're here?
742
00:41:48,567 --> 00:41:51,133
- Mom's just parking
the car with Monique.
743
00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:52,834
- What's going on?
744
00:41:52,900 --> 00:41:54,900
- Didn't think we'd actually
let you miss it all, did you?
745
00:41:54,967 --> 00:41:57,567
- Oh, my God! Thank you so much.
746
00:41:57,633 --> 00:42:00,166
Nurse Latesha Colby,
747
00:42:00,233 --> 00:42:02,066
I am so proud of you.
Come here.
748
00:42:02,133 --> 00:42:04,200
What are you doing?!
749
00:42:04,266 --> 00:42:07,166
- I couldn't have
done it without you.
750
00:42:09,567 --> 00:42:12,667
And thank you for taking care
of me while Mama was taking
care of her patients.
751
00:42:13,834 --> 00:42:15,533
Naz, hey.
752
00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:17,767
Uh, this is
my little sister Latesha,
753
00:42:17,834 --> 00:42:19,433
and over there, Chantelle.
754
00:42:19,500 --> 00:42:22,233
- Hi. It's very nice
to meet you, Latesha.
755
00:42:22,300 --> 00:42:24,233
Happy graduation.
- Thank you.
756
00:42:24,300 --> 00:42:26,667
- Welcome to the club.
- Uh...
757
00:42:26,734 --> 00:42:29,533
someone said
there was free food.
758
00:42:29,600 --> 00:42:31,533
- Yeah. My mom cooked dinner
for my sister's grad.
759
00:42:31,600 --> 00:42:34,033
So dig in, dig in.
Please, go, go, go.
760
00:42:35,800 --> 00:42:38,400
- So you guys are
Keon's friends here.
761
00:42:38,467 --> 00:42:39,800
And you must be Naz.
762
00:42:41,433 --> 00:42:44,033
You both look hungry,
let me fix you a plate.
763
00:42:44,100 --> 00:42:46,767
- Thanks.
764
00:42:46,834 --> 00:42:48,900
- Dude, what is
with your shirt?
765
00:42:48,967 --> 00:42:51,033
- Oh, I was, uh...
I was, I was at the gym.
766
00:42:51,100 --> 00:42:52,900
I was blowing some steam out
at the... the gym.
767
00:42:52,967 --> 00:42:55,533
- If you say so.
- Yeah. How did your meeting go?
768
00:42:55,600 --> 00:42:58,100
- Fine. It was fine.
- OK. No, no, no.
769
00:42:58,166 --> 00:43:00,734
Yeah, no, thank you.
This is my sister Latesha.
770
00:43:00,800 --> 00:43:02,800
- So your shift,
was it good?
771
00:43:02,867 --> 00:43:05,567
- I just wanted you
to... Oh, sorry, my bad.
772
00:43:08,400 --> 00:43:10,300
- Starting a second shift
773
00:43:10,367 --> 00:43:12,734
right after this, gotta fuel up.
774
00:43:15,166 --> 00:43:17,266
- Thank you.
- So I heard
775
00:43:17,333 --> 00:43:19,233
about your big surgery today.
776
00:43:19,300 --> 00:43:21,133
Sounds like it was a breeze.
777
00:43:22,834 --> 00:43:24,567
- It's one way of putting it.
778
00:43:24,633 --> 00:43:26,900
Oh! Before I forget...
779
00:43:29,066 --> 00:43:30,934
I heard it helps
with digestion.
780
00:43:31,000 --> 00:43:35,133
- Ah. When did you even manage
to go out and buy me this?
781
00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:36,867
- I may have just snagged it
from the café.
782
00:43:36,934 --> 00:43:38,633
- You're kidding me?
783
00:43:38,700 --> 00:43:41,133
- Not so "Saint Grace"
after all.
784
00:43:41,200 --> 00:43:43,266
-
I've never called you
785
00:43:43,333 --> 00:43:45,934
that before, but thanks.
786
00:43:46,000 --> 00:43:47,767
- You're welcome.
787
00:43:54,800 --> 00:43:57,633
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