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(Episode 37)
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Young Hee, what happened?
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What do you mean?
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I heard Jung Hyo's in a hospital.
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What? Where?
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Did you not know about it?
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So...
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I think you should come with us.
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What...
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can I do for her?
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I don't know yet either.
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And Mr. Jung doesn't know either.
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- Mom, I'll call you later. - Let me talk to her.
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What happened?
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Just put her on the phone. It's an emergency.
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Jung Hyo's in a hospital.
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You should talk to her.
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It's my mom.
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Jung Hyo's in a hospital.
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Hello?
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She's young, but she's going through so much.
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This wasn't what we planned.
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It'll get worse since it has started.
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I hoped this wouldn't happen.
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But it turned out like this.
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Will it get better at any point?
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It will repeat getting better and worse.
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But they say things will end up just getting worse.
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Then must we...
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- get rid of... - Yes.
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Or it'll be a pre term birth.
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But that's only possible if she can bear it a bit more.
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However,
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if her condition keeps being like this,
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I don't know if she'll be able to handle it anymore.
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This is all because of my ignorance.
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I didn't know it would be this hard for her.
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I didn't know either.
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This is not a common case.
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We can't know about everything just because we had a baby before.
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Don't blame yourself too much.
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But I'm relieved...
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to see that she had someone else to rely on...
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other than just me.
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I think I'll keep staying here.
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Why would you do that?
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I don't know.
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But...
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it doesn't feel like I can turn away from this.
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You can go back though.
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Mother.
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I heard everything from Min Soo's mom.
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You didn't get a donor test.
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You must be uncomfortable to meet her.
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Just go back.
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Why would you want to stay here?
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Why are you here with that woman?
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I don't know.
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Why am I here?
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That young girl isn't even my own daughter.
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And I'm not here because I like Min Soo's mom either.
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- Let's go now. - Se Young.
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- I want to stay. - But why?
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Why are you trying to take blame for my guilt?
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It's not like that.
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I'm satisfying my resentment.
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- Your resentment? - When you delivered Yoo Yeon,
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I was not there for you.
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Having no memory of that moment became my resentment.
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You can leave now.
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I'm going in.
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It's from Mr. Jung.
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I wonder if he came with her.
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He should come with her.
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Who is she?
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Jung Hyo's mom.
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Did he go to bring her?
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Yes.
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I'm sure it's better if the mother takes care of her own child.
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You can go. I'll stay here.
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Okay.
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Hello?
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Yes.
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(Boeun Hospital)
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Ms. Seo.
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You're here.
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My daughter's real mom is here.
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Jung Hyo.
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The doctor said it would be easier for her to stay asleep.
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Is she all right?
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The doctor said we can be relieved now.
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And she took various tests, so we need to wait for the results.
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Nothing serious will happen for now, so don't worry.
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What brought you here?
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I guess I should be away for a minute.
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Let her sleep. Otherwise, it would be hard for her.
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What were you thinking?
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She's still sleeping.
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I'm sure you want to see her now, but please wait for a while.
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I wonder...
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how hard it must have been for you.
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Are you talking about toxemia?
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No.
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I'm talking about being pushed around.
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Everyone forces us to act a certain way as a mother.
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"A mom should be like this."
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"A mom should be like that."
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"A mom..."
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They force moms to only love her child.
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And they say moms should not be afraid or feel pain.
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People are harsh on moms.
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How hard was it for you?
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Excuse me.
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Yes?
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I thought you would understand me,
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but I don't think you do.
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It was not hard for me. Not at all.
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Was it not hard for you?
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I felt upset.
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As I felt upset for a long time,
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I felt hatred...
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and loathing.
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However...
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Now,
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I feel pain.
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If I see Jung Hyo now...
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I'm afraid...
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this pain will change to something else.
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I'm afraid I can't stop taking my medication...
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because Jung Hyo resembles myself.
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Did you know that she has toxemia?
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And you didn't take the test to check the donor compatibility?
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I guess you were afraid.
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Do you really think little of me like that?
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I'm not saying that you were afraid of giving your kidney.
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You were afraid...
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of being deserted.
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You were afraid Min Soo and Young Hee...
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would turn their backs against you once you donated your kidney.
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I think you probably thought that giving them money...
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would've been better to prevent them from deserting you.
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Won't you do the same?
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If I don't have a role to play,
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I have no place to go.
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There is no love left.
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The only thing I can do in this hateful situation...
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is earning money by working my own body.
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You know it so well.
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However,
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your choice would be important,
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but I hope you take the test.
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Jung Hyo became Young Hee's everything.
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She had an opportunity to come out to the world...
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because of Jung Hyo.
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I can feel...
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how much she cares for Jung Hyo.
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So?
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If I took you from her,
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I should at least help her keep Jung Hyo...
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since she became everything for Young Hee.
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I think you and I...
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will be free only then.
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I'll think about it.
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I won't desert you.
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It was my dream for all of my life.
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I don't care...
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if you become jobless or disabled.
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An intact family...
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is all I want.
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So I will give my kidney to her!
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Don't you get it?
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Since I'm an OBGYN doctor,
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I can't explain accurately, but that's impossible.
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Why can't I do that?
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How old are you?
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I'm 67 years old.
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She might not have a chance for a transplant again in her life.
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Once she has a kidney transplant,
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she can use it for about 15 years.
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Jung Hyo will be able to live for at least 50 years.
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But if she receives your kidney, would it last that long?
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There's no one else now.
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Unless she's in the worst situation,
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it's best to get a transplant from a donor of a similar age.
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Then isn't there something like this?
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If I give mine to someone else,
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there's a way for her to get the transplant sooner.
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I saw it on television.
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You're not her family.
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And it's dangerous since you're old.
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I...
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don't have much time left now.
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But I have too many grudges.
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I must resolve such grudges...
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before I die or go to a long-term care facility.
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Is there really no way to help her?
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I can see only after the test results come out,
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but her blood pressure is too high and it's acute.
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So I'm not sure if her kidney can hold out.
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That's what I'm talking about.
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Let me know anything I can do so I can do that.
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When you get to be my age, you have nothing to fear.
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You're smart,
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so let me know whatever I can do.
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Jung Hyo...
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Jung Hyo!
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I want to go to the bathroom.
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Open the bathroom door. Hurry.
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- Let's go. - Dad.
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Are you all right?
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No, I'm not.
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Let's give up.
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I've never imagined it would be this hard.
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I'll tell Mom and your dad.
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I...
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don't know...
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how my mom...
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could have handled this.
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I'm in so much pain...
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that I would think it's natural...
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for me to die right now.
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Your mom's here.
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What?
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Your mom is here.
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Excuse me.
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- That's Jung Hyo's mom. - I see.
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Then I should go in later.
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No.
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Let's go in together after waiting just a bit.
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- Should I? - Yes.
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You could be someone Jung Hyo needs the most.
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Mom, I was waiting for you.
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- Jung Hyo said... - Hold on.
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- Mom. - Your mom's here.
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I heard.
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Read this carefully...
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after the checkup.
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You'll be able to understand your dad now.
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Why...
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are you not saying anything?
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We'll follow your decision.
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All of us will.
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[VIU Ver] MBC E37 Goodbye to Goodbye
"The Only Reason For Me To Live"
-♥ Ruo Xi ♥-
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Even though I'm old, I've never gone through anything like that.
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So I don't even know where to start.
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But I had my mom too.
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My mom was beaten by my dad every day.
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Really?
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Do you know what my wish was back then?
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What was it?
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I wished that my mom would run away with me.
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I couldn't think of any other way to run away since I was too young.
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As I grew older,
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I couldn't run away...
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because I got used to the abuse.
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Then I was sold...
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as a mistress in the end.
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I blamed my mom more than my dad.
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Why couldn't she run away with me?
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I didn't care being on the streets. I just wanted to get out of there.
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That must have hurt.
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I haven't seen her ever since.
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Even when she visited me because she missed me, I refused to see her.
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I didn't see her even when she came to help me after having Se Young.
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But...
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when Se Young got a bit bigger,
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I could finally understand my mom.
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I could see why.
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Why was she like that?
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She wasn't confident about protecting me alone.
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I felt the same.
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Even though I was a mistress,
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and even though he wasn't my own husband,
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I thought I wouldn't be able to protect Se Young alone.
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It was so much more difficult...
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to make a living back then.
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Even though I realized that, I still couldn't go see my mom.
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I only met her right before she passed away.
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Please...
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tell me more.
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I said, "Thank you."
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Then she smiled at me.
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She said she finally fulfilled her duty as a mother...
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and closed her eyes peacefully only then.
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It doesn't sound like someone else's story.
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What do you think...
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I was like...
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to my parents and my kid?
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Thank you.
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- I know it wasn't easy for you. - It's okay.
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My life wasn't something to be remembered forever anyway.
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Talking about it a bit more...
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wouldn't change the world.
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But why did you tell me to go in?
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You are the woman who lived for the longest time among us.
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As people get older,
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they have more stories they've kept in themselves.
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I'll go out for a walk.
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Just so you know.
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Maybe I can sort everything out.
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I can do everything Mom wants me to do...
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if I sacrifice myself.
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Mom, are you going to stay there longer?
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What else can I do? I should keep watching her.
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I don't think that's a good idea. I'll go.
306
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Don't come here. Nobody welcomes you here.
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Everyone's depressed. You'll just make things worse.
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Mom, you are mean.
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I don't want you to hear anything bad.
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It's okay if they swear at me.
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But I don't want you to go through that.
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Then why don't you come out for a bit?
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I'll be there soon.
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Were you listening?
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Yes.
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Let's go together.
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Get ready.
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- Let's go. - Okay.
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- Hee Jin. - Jong Won.
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- Are you going to the hospital? - They say Jung Hyo collapsed.
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- But... - I have to hurry.
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Don't go.
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Jung Hyo's in danger.
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I know. I heard it from Captain Han.
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Everyone's there, but I think we should wait here.
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Wait for what?
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We should wait for Jung Hyo to make her decision.
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We can be there later and support whatever she decides.
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Let's go to my place.
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Let's all go to my place and wait just a bit.
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Read this.
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And this one.
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You should read it...
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if things get worse later.
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I don't want my girl to read this letter.
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Because if you do,
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it means that your body cannot cope with the pain anymore.
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I don't know where to start,
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but I think it's time for me...
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to tell you what happened from my point of view.
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Your mom was like my religion.
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I was happy just looking at her.
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And that made me want to be with her more.
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Your grandma also passed away because of toxemia.
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Your mom was against having a baby because she was afraid of that.
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Forcing her to have a baby...
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might have been because of my obsession on her.
348
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Yeon Ji, are you okay?
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I'm okay.
350
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I can handle it for a bit longer.
351
00:23:04,979 --> 00:23:06,880
Because I wasn't good enough for her,
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she ended up losing her smile.
353
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I was afraid about her leaving me.
354
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And that made me choose to have a baby.
355
00:23:17,090 --> 00:23:19,290
Maybe I'm getting punished.
356
00:23:19,929 --> 00:23:21,830
Your mom left me.
357
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And my daughter is suffering from the same disease she had.
358
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I can't describe how sorry I am while writing this letter.
359
00:23:31,870 --> 00:23:34,009
I might be obsessed with you...
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00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:36,580
because of how much I miss your mom.
361
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- Let's go. - Dad...
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Let's go! Your mom is...
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00:23:41,350 --> 00:23:42,880
I sometimes imagined your mom...
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coming back and being happy to see how I raised you.
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I also dreamed about...
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the three of us having dinner at our dinner table together.
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I...
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I can't do that, Dad.
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But I realized it too late.
370
00:24:03,540 --> 00:24:06,409
Something like that would never happen.
371
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Jung Hyo. Jung Hyo!
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It's me. Please open the door.
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Jung Hyo!
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00:24:16,949 --> 00:24:19,959
After my daughter became pregnant,
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I realized that pregnancy should start from love.
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I have a lot of regrets.
377
00:24:28,659 --> 00:24:31,270
What if I gave your mother a warm cup of tea...
378
00:24:31,669 --> 00:24:33,270
and listened to her...
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00:24:33,270 --> 00:24:34,739
instead of forcing her to give birth?
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00:24:35,669 --> 00:24:37,770
Why couldn't I have listened to her a little...
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00:24:38,209 --> 00:24:40,810
about how hard it was.
382
00:24:43,909 --> 00:24:45,209
Dear Jung Hyo,
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you shouldn't live like me.
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I wish you could embrace the person you love and live together...
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00:24:51,820 --> 00:24:54,419
instead of causing pain to them.
386
00:24:54,959 --> 00:24:58,229
Even if So Myung is precious to you,
387
00:24:58,729 --> 00:25:00,899
that precious life shouldn't be born...
388
00:25:00,899 --> 00:25:03,300
if it isn't the result of love.
389
00:25:03,830 --> 00:25:05,530
If it only causes you tears,
390
00:25:06,800 --> 00:25:08,300
I wish you will not make...
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00:25:08,870 --> 00:25:11,110
a decision like me.
392
00:25:30,229 --> 00:25:31,360
Why?
393
00:25:31,830 --> 00:25:34,330
You're going to get tested to become a donor too?
394
00:25:34,959 --> 00:25:36,899
- Yes. - Why would you?
395
00:25:37,729 --> 00:25:38,729
Mom.
396
00:25:40,439 --> 00:25:41,699
Do you know...
397
00:25:42,699 --> 00:25:44,469
what that young kid said to me?
398
00:25:48,479 --> 00:25:50,409
She said, "You can only lose something..."
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00:25:51,209 --> 00:25:52,580
"if you have something."
400
00:25:53,179 --> 00:25:56,550
What does that mean?
401
00:25:57,149 --> 00:25:58,419
I'm the youngest among us.
402
00:25:59,090 --> 00:26:02,219
I checked. You can still do a kidney transplant in most cases...
403
00:26:02,219 --> 00:26:03,860
even if you're not a perfect match.
404
00:26:04,759 --> 00:26:06,860
I don't know why Min Soo isn't a match, but my blood type is O...
405
00:26:07,259 --> 00:26:10,070
so I probably have the highest possibility of being a match.
406
00:26:10,229 --> 00:26:12,300
So why must you give her your kidney?
407
00:26:12,300 --> 00:26:14,100
I'm going to lose something that I have.
408
00:26:15,239 --> 00:26:16,469
You and I...
409
00:26:16,939 --> 00:26:18,610
have never had anything.
410
00:26:19,810 --> 00:26:21,810
That's why I'm going to give...
411
00:26:22,479 --> 00:26:23,810
the only thing that I have.
412
00:26:23,909 --> 00:26:25,580
Are you in your right mind?
413
00:26:26,620 --> 00:26:27,820
That woman...
414
00:26:28,850 --> 00:26:30,790
lost something worse than a kidney.
415
00:26:31,520 --> 00:26:32,620
But I...
416
00:26:33,290 --> 00:26:35,259
don't want to apologize to her.
417
00:26:36,830 --> 00:26:38,630
That's why I'm going to lose something for her.
418
00:26:40,999 --> 00:26:42,330
If I do that,
419
00:26:43,199 --> 00:26:44,630
things will get a little better, right?
420
00:26:45,100 --> 00:26:47,840
How could you decide thoughtlessly by yourself?
421
00:26:48,439 --> 00:26:49,640
You and I...
422
00:26:50,009 --> 00:26:51,739
didn't get permission from her either.
423
00:26:54,439 --> 00:26:56,580
But it doesn't mean...
424
00:26:56,780 --> 00:26:58,149
that we're admitting our fault.
425
00:26:59,550 --> 00:27:02,550
So why don't one of us give it to her?
426
00:27:03,390 --> 00:27:04,649
That's only fair.
427
00:27:05,790 --> 00:27:07,060
Are you serious?
428
00:27:08,219 --> 00:27:09,419
Okay.
429
00:27:10,360 --> 00:27:11,390
Do that.
430
00:27:13,159 --> 00:27:16,570
I think that would make me feel much better...
431
00:27:16,669 --> 00:27:18,800
than to see you being hated by Min Soo's mother.
432
00:27:19,899 --> 00:27:21,939
I think doing that would be better...
433
00:27:22,399 --> 00:27:23,509
than to see you...
434
00:27:24,009 --> 00:27:25,709
being called as a mistress.
435
00:27:34,120 --> 00:27:36,050
You don't have to do this.
436
00:27:37,219 --> 00:27:38,949
You should only think about Yoo Yeon.
437
00:27:40,390 --> 00:27:41,790
Jung Hyo is my family.
438
00:27:44,890 --> 00:27:46,699
I wish my kidney would be a match for her...
439
00:27:47,100 --> 00:27:48,959
instead of you.
440
00:27:50,530 --> 00:27:52,169
Then we could end this.
441
00:27:55,100 --> 00:27:56,770
You're Yoo Yeon's mom.
442
00:27:56,969 --> 00:27:58,739
You should only think about being responsible for Yoo Yeon.
443
00:27:58,939 --> 00:28:00,380
If someone will make a sacrifice, I will be making that sacrifice.
444
00:28:00,840 --> 00:28:02,179
That's my life and obligation.
445
00:28:06,149 --> 00:28:07,149
My existence...
446
00:28:08,620 --> 00:28:09,989
is like that.
447
00:28:11,520 --> 00:28:12,689
Only sacrifice,
448
00:28:13,360 --> 00:28:15,719
devotion, and responsibility can make me be forgiven.
449
00:28:16,419 --> 00:28:17,630
If I don't have that,
450
00:28:18,630 --> 00:28:19,729
I will disappear.
451
00:28:20,530 --> 00:28:21,759
If you ask me to give up on that,
452
00:28:22,459 --> 00:28:23,699
do you think I will be able to?
453
00:28:25,199 --> 00:28:26,300
I can't.
454
00:28:27,100 --> 00:28:28,969
Then my value will disappear.
455
00:28:32,739 --> 00:28:34,280
Don't take away my rights.
456
00:28:36,009 --> 00:28:37,149
That became...
457
00:28:38,080 --> 00:28:39,810
the only reason for me to live.
458
00:28:43,820 --> 00:28:45,790
You should just live as Yoo Yeon's mom.
459
00:28:47,259 --> 00:28:48,320
I will live...
460
00:28:49,790 --> 00:28:51,229
as a dad.
461
00:28:56,159 --> 00:28:57,899
Wait a minute.
462
00:28:59,939 --> 00:29:01,270
- Dad. - Yes?
463
00:29:01,300 --> 00:29:03,640
What's wrong? It's hard for you to breathe.
464
00:29:04,509 --> 00:29:05,570
Where is...
465
00:29:05,870 --> 00:29:07,040
Mom?
466
00:29:08,610 --> 00:29:09,679
She's outside.
467
00:29:11,179 --> 00:29:12,209
I need to see Mom...
468
00:29:12,749 --> 00:29:13,979
for a moment.
469
00:29:15,479 --> 00:29:17,189
I have something I must say...
470
00:29:19,290 --> 00:29:20,560
to both you and her.
471
00:29:28,929 --> 00:29:29,999
You should go inside.
472
00:29:30,469 --> 00:29:32,800
You should go inside too. Jung Hyo is asking for you.
473
00:29:47,719 --> 00:29:48,979
Thank you.
474
00:30:04,993 --> 00:30:07,693
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