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♪
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[students chattering]
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RAHIM:
Dear Victor, I hope it's cool
that I'm reaching out.
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[bell rings]
My name is Rahim.
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I'm a friend and
"colleague" of Pilar's.
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♪ "Vibe"
by The Blah Blah Blahs playing ♪
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RAHIM: She said you might be a good person
to reach out to because...
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I'm gay.
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But it's still scary
to say the words out loud.
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‐ ♪ ...on my patio set ♪
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♪ Whatcha gonna do with
all them good good vibes ♪
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♪ We moving, we shaking ♪
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RAHIM:
Especially because my mom and dad
are super traditional.
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And super Muslim.
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Not having my parents' approval
has always seemed like
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the worst thing imaginable.
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Until recently, that is.
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Now, the worst thing I can imagine
is that I never get to experience
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what you and Benji have.
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Hoping you might have
some words of wisdom.
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Sincerely, Rahim.
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Wait, is it weird to end with "sincerely?"
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Whatever. I'm going for it.
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Sincerely, Rahim.
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[phone bloops]
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‐ ♪ Vibe ♪
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♪ Whatcha gonna do with
all them good good vibes ♪
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♪ theme music playing ♪
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‐ ♪ Somebody to tell me
it'll be all right ♪
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♪ Somebody to tell me
it'll be just fine ♪
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♪ If someone has been there before,
say it right now ♪
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♪ 'Cause I just need to hear it ♪
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♪
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ISABEL:
[humming] Yes!
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Ay, mijo, you look so adorable.
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‐ I look ridiculous.
Even I want to punch me.
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‐ Why does Adrian look like Willy Wonka?
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‐ Mom is going to sing
at church this Sunday,
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and now she wants us all to
show up looking insane.
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‐ Wow. Uh, congrats.
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‐ Thank you.
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Can you come?
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I know you haven't
been to church for a while, but...
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it doesn't feel right singing
without my biggest fan there.
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‐ Uh, I, I don't know.
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You know, they don't exactly
welcome people like me.
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‐ Wait, what do you mean,
people like you?
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‐ People who don't make their beds.
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‐ Again with the bed? You're obsessed!
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‐ He's just a little kid.
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He's not ready for that.
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[sighs]
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VICTOR: How am I supposed to give
another gay kid advice
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when I can barely talk to my own mom?
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She still won't tell Adrian that I'm gay.
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‐ And have you told her how any of this
makes you feel?
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‐ No, no. Not really.
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We live in a constant state
of unspoken weirdness.
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It's the Catholic way.
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‐ Right.
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‐ I don't know.
Maybe I'll just see if Rahim
wants to come over later.
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‐ Oof. So your mom can give him
her trademark judgment eyes?
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‐ She has choir practice.
And it's more like‐‐
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‐ Oh, yeah. That's good.
[both chuckle]
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Hey, you know, it's kinda like
you're this kid's Simon.
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‐ Oh, yeah! I should text Simon.
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I bet he gives great advice
on how to give advice‐‐
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Yeah. Yeah, I heard it.
‐ Mm‐hmm.
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FELIX:
[sighs] Come on, Mom. Just take it.
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DAWN:
No.
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They make me feel like a zombie.
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Plus, they make my eyelid twitch,
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and then when I go to the bodega,
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the guy thinks that I'm winking at him.
I mean,
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you wish, Glen.
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‐ Dr. Fischer said the side effects
will go away if you keep taking it.
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‐ Dr. Fischer is a joke.
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All he cares about is getting me
on a new drug,
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and getting the next patient
in his office.
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[knocking on door]
GEORGINA: Felix, it's Georgina Meriwether!
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‐ [whispers] You didn't tell me
that Lake's mom was coming over!
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‐ I didn't know.
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‐ Hey.
‐ Oh, hello. You must be Dawn.
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‐ Hi, y‐yes. Nice to meet you.
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I'm sorry about the mess.
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I, I mean, you know
how teenage boys can be.
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‐ Yep. Yeah. No. No, this all me.
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‐ Well, I hope I'm not interrupting.
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I just wanted to come by
and give you a little something
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to thank you for having Lake over
the other night.
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My guy at the farmer's market had pears
out the wazoo.
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So‐‐
‐ Oh, wow. Thank you.
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That's so generous.
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‐ Um, sorry.
Uh, if I knew you were coming over,
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I, I would have gotten dressed.
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‐ Oh, please. As soon as I come home,
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I take off my bra
and let the girls swing raw.
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'Cause stars, they're just like us.
[laughs]
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DAWN:
I, um, can I get you something?
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A, a cup of coffee, or some tea?
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‐ Oh, well, I'm on my way to the station,
but I could have a quick cup of‐‐
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‐ No‐‐ [stammers] We understand
the news waits for no man‐‐
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sexist‐‐ no woman.
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Say goodbye, Mom.
I'm gonna walk Georgina out.
‐ Oh. Bye.
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‐ Bye. It was nice to meet you.
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[door closes]
‐ Did Lake say something to you?
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Is that why you're here?
‐ Lake cares about you, honey.
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She's just concerned
about your situation.
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‐ Oh, so this is a welfare check.
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'Cause we're fine.
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‐ And I see that.
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But if things are ever not fine,
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I want you to know that I'm here
if you need me.
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‐ Yeah, well, we don't.
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Thanks for the pears.
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‐ Hey.
‐ Hey. Uh, what are you doing?
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I told you to text me from the driveway.
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‐ What am I, your date or Postmates?
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No, when I pick up my girl,
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I come right up to the door
and say hey to her father.
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‐ Mmm, that's okay.
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You really don't have to do that.
HAROLD: Ha ha ha!
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Thought I heard that voice.
What's up, man?
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How you doing?
ANDREW: You getting fit for the wedding?
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You look swole!
‐ Aah, see? [laughs]
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I may have gotten a Peloton.
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Listen, are you two kids hungry?
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Because, uh, we're in the middle of doing
an appetizer sampling for the wedding.
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‐ Uh, no, actually,
we're headed to a movie.
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‐ Come on. It'll take two minutes.
Come on.
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Taste this food.
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Hey, check this out.
I brought in reinforcements.
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‐ Good. Andrew, hi. Nice to see you.
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Sorry, I got started a bit early.
The potato's hungry today.
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‐ She likes to call our baby a potato,
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because she refuses to give him a name.
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‐ If you're still taking suggestions,
might I recommend Andrew?
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[both laugh]
‐ He's hot and funny!
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Did I say hot? I'm so sorry.
Um, it's the hormones.
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‐ You know, these two actually
beat us down the aisle.
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In first grade, they had the cutest little
playground wedding.
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‐ I was just in it for the tax break.
‐ Mmm.
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‐ Um, you about done with that slider?
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‐ Mia, why don't you show Andrew
your dress for the wedding
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so you guys can coordinate?
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MIA:
We just started dating.
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It's way too soon to talk about
Andrew coming with me.
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Sorry, I mean, I just‐‐
‐ No, no. Mia's right.
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It's too soon.
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Yeah, I‐I guess we gotta
get to that movie.
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But thank you so much. This is great.
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PILAR: Hey.
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‐ Hey.
‐ Rahim, this is Victor.
Victor, this is Rahim.
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I'm not sure why he's wearing
an old‐timey bowling shirt.
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‐ Uh, my dad drove me here,
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so I had to get this polyester nightmare
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from my brother's closet.
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‐ So you can't get away with
a Blackpink shirt,
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but you can get away with
purple nail polish?
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‐ Uh, I told my parents the nails
are for drama club.
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They've been waiting for Creekwood's
production of Wicked for the past year.
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‐ You pretend that you're straight
by saying you're in a musical?
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‐ I already told you, I need advice.
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You know, from someone
who came out to their parents
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and had it go kind of okay.
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‐ Yeah, I'm not so sure
what Pilar has told you.
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ISABEL:
Hope everyone's hungry!
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Choir practice ended early,
so I got Thai.
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Oh. Hello. I didn't‐‐ Sorry.
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Didn't realize you had company.
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PILAR:
This is my friend, Rahim.
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He's pretty much the only kid at Creekwood
that doesn't suck ass.
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‐ Wow. Very moving introduction.
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Hi, Mrs. Salazar.
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Can I just say, I'm really digging
these terracotta accent walls.
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‐ Thank you.
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Sweet.
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♪
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Rahim, honey, would you like to stay
for dinner?
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‐ Really?
‐ Yeah. Adrian's at your dad's house.
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I have enough pad see ew to feed an army.
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What do you say?
‐ Uh, j'adore Thai food.
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Let me just call my parents,
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and I'll help you whip up
a quick tablescape.
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[Victor chuckles]
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‐ He's nice.
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[door opens]
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‐ Lake.
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What are you doing here?
‐ You weren't answering my texts,
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so I figured I'd stake you out.
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You didn't hear me throwing pebbles
at your window?
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‐ What window?
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‐ Second floor, far left.
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I mean, I literally flashed you,
and you straight up ignored me.
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‐ That's Victor's little brother's window.
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‐ Well, I either traumatized him
or made his night.
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[both chuckle]
Anyways, Felix,
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I, I really had no idea my mom
was going to show up like that.
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‐ That's not the point.
You promised you wouldn't tell anyone.
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‐ No, I know that, but I‐‐
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Listen, I know my mom can be a lot, but,
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she's actually kind of amazing
when it comes to stuff like this.
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‐ I don't need her help.
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‐ No, I, I know you don't need it,
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but you're allowed to want it.
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Our family friend is this insanely
legit psychiatrist.
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She usually has a year‐long waitlist,
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but my mom asked,
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and she agreed to see
your mom whenever you want,
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free of charge.
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Just promise me
you'll think about it, okay?
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Ugh. What? Do you‐‐ Do you hate me?
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‐ No. No. No, it's just...
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No one's ever cared about me enough
to try this hard to help me.
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‐ I am your girlfriend.
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You know, that's kind of part of the gig.
[Felix grunts]
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‐ I, I can't believe you flashed Adrian.
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‐ Well, at least now he knows
what perfect breasts look like. [laughs]
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‐ You're in theater?
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That is so great.
I loved high school theater.
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‐ No way. What roles did you play?
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‐ What roles didn't I play, baby?
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‐ Did she just call him "baby"?
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ISABEL: Frenchy in Grease.
RAHIM: Mm‐hmm.
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‐ Anita in West Side Story.
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Type‐casting, but when it makes sense,
it makes sense.
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Oh, and senior year,
Audrey in Little Shop.
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♪ Suddenly Seymour ♪
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‐ Oh, my God...
‐ ♪ Standing beside you ♪
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‐ ♪ He don't give me orders ♪
‐ [joining in] ♪ ...orders ♪
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ISABEL and RAHIM:
♪ He don't condescend ♪
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‐ I will pay fifty dollars
to make this stop.
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‐ You know, you are such
a delight, Mrs. Salazar.
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Yeah, my parents
definitely won't be this Zen
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when I come out to them.
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‐ You don't think they'd understand?
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‐ They're devout Muslims
who emigrated here from Iran.
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Let's just say we don't sing
Little Shop of Horrors over green curry.
239
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‐ Well, I hope they surprise you.
240
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But, if they do take it badly,
241
00:11:32,943 --> 00:11:36,243
just know that they love you so much.
242
00:11:37,322 --> 00:11:41,992
And part of the reason they might
struggle is because...
243
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they thought they knew
everything about you.
244
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And then all of a sudden, they didn't.
245
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So even if they say the wrong things,
246
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I hope you don't give up on them.
247
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♪
248
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‐ I just think it's unlikely.
249
00:12:16,028 --> 00:12:18,318
Like, that all the superheroes
know each other.
250
00:12:18,322 --> 00:12:20,282
Like, Spiderman is in high school.
251
00:12:20,282 --> 00:12:23,332
And Thor is a god from another planet.
252
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Or Sweden, maybe.
253
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Like, how did they even meet?
254
00:12:26,205 --> 00:12:29,285
‐ All right. Next time,
I'll pick a movie that's more you.
255
00:12:29,291 --> 00:12:31,631
You know, if there is a next time.
256
00:12:31,627 --> 00:12:34,757
I mean, who knows if we'll still be
hanging out next weekend.
257
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‐ Okay.
258
00:12:36,882 --> 00:12:40,472
I know that was weird earlier,
but I just...
259
00:12:40,469 --> 00:12:43,219
I just didn't know if you wanted to come
to some boring, stuffy wedding.
260
00:12:46,016 --> 00:12:48,436
‐ Okay. Whatever you say.
261
00:12:54,233 --> 00:12:57,033
I, I should go home.
262
00:12:57,027 --> 00:13:01,107
‐ Okay. I'll see you tomorrow?
263
00:13:08,539 --> 00:13:11,579
[door opens, then closes]
264
00:13:12,668 --> 00:13:14,838
‐ The whole thing was weird,
265
00:13:14,837 --> 00:13:18,877
but a good weird.
266
00:13:18,882 --> 00:13:20,762
My mom sang showtunes,
267
00:13:20,759 --> 00:13:24,299
and gave Rahim this big speech about how
268
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even if his parents don't react well
when he comes out,
269
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they still love him.
270
00:13:30,519 --> 00:13:32,899
‐ Well, I'm glad she was nice...
271
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to Rahim.
‐ What does that mean?
272
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‐ I mean, she's never been
that way with me.
273
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Or you.
274
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‐ I know, but she's‐‐ she's really trying.
275
00:13:43,866 --> 00:13:46,616
‐ I just don't want you
to get your hopes up
276
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because of one good night.
277
00:13:48,412 --> 00:13:49,832
[knock on door]
278
00:13:50,581 --> 00:13:53,331
‐ Um, I have to go. Goodnight.
[phone beeps]
279
00:13:53,333 --> 00:13:56,133
‐ Hi, mi amor.
Just wanted to say goodnight.
280
00:13:58,422 --> 00:14:02,682
Um, Victor do you wanna
go get lunch sometime soon
281
00:14:02,676 --> 00:14:04,846
so we can finally really talk?
282
00:14:06,388 --> 00:14:10,428
‐ Yeah. Yeah, how about after you sing
tomorrow at church?
283
00:14:10,434 --> 00:14:13,274
‐ You'll come?
‐ Yeah. If that's cool.
284
00:14:13,270 --> 00:14:15,020
‐ Yeah, it's cool.
285
00:14:15,022 --> 00:14:18,442
It's really, really cool.
286
00:14:18,442 --> 00:14:20,032
[chuckles]
287
00:14:20,027 --> 00:14:22,567
Just gonna leave
before you change your mind.
288
00:14:22,571 --> 00:14:24,821
[door squeaks, closes]
289
00:14:26,450 --> 00:14:28,910
VERONICA:
Mmm. Hey.
290
00:14:28,911 --> 00:14:30,581
Do you wanna have some tea?
291
00:14:30,579 --> 00:14:32,959
My stomach is being so weird.
292
00:14:32,956 --> 00:14:35,916
I probably should have quit
after the third slider last night.
293
00:14:35,918 --> 00:14:38,958
‐ Veronica, uh, we need to talk.
294
00:14:38,962 --> 00:14:41,172
I'm glad we've gotten closer now,
295
00:14:41,173 --> 00:14:43,263
but we need to set some boundaries.
296
00:14:43,258 --> 00:14:47,638
Uh, first, please stop saying
that the guy I'm dating is hot.
297
00:14:47,638 --> 00:14:50,678
He's a teenager, and it's, um, weird.
298
00:14:50,682 --> 00:14:53,192
‐ Noted, and, uh, agreed.
299
00:14:53,185 --> 00:14:56,095
‐ Second, please don't invite him
to your wedding
300
00:14:56,104 --> 00:14:57,654
when we just started dating.
301
00:14:57,648 --> 00:15:00,068
‐ Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to‐‐
302
00:15:00,067 --> 00:15:03,527
I thought that things were going
so well between the two of you.
303
00:15:03,529 --> 00:15:06,489
‐ They were. Uh, but now
he thinks that I'm not into it.
304
00:15:06,490 --> 00:15:10,620
‐ And that's my fault for inviting him,
305
00:15:10,619 --> 00:15:14,539
and not your fault
for being weird about it?
306
00:15:14,540 --> 00:15:16,380
‐ What? Y‐yes.
307
00:15:17,209 --> 00:15:19,089
Why do people think that I'm‐‐
308
00:15:19,086 --> 00:15:21,626
Look, just because
I want to take things slow
309
00:15:21,630 --> 00:15:24,380
with him doesn't‐‐
‐ I‐‐ [groans]
310
00:15:24,383 --> 00:15:27,553
‐ Are you okay?
‐ [groans] I think so.
311
00:15:27,553 --> 00:15:32,103
It's just... little cramps. Um...
312
00:15:32,099 --> 00:15:33,979
So... oh, my‐‐
313
00:15:33,976 --> 00:15:35,436
Oh!
314
00:15:36,144 --> 00:15:39,404
Oh, my God.
Okay, that, that feels like a contraction,
315
00:15:39,398 --> 00:15:42,858
and, and it can't be,
because it's way too early.
316
00:15:42,860 --> 00:15:45,650
Will you hand me my phone
so that I can call your dad?
317
00:15:45,654 --> 00:15:47,574
‐ Um, y‐yeah. Uh‐‐
318
00:15:47,573 --> 00:15:49,873
[groans]
Okay, we can call him from the car.
319
00:15:49,867 --> 00:15:51,787
I'm taking you to the hospital.
‐ Yeah, okay.
320
00:15:51,785 --> 00:15:53,155
‐ Okay.
‐ Okay.
321
00:15:54,246 --> 00:15:55,906
Oh, yeah...
322
00:15:59,668 --> 00:16:03,838
‐ Guess what? I found a 1956 Thunderbird.
323
00:16:03,839 --> 00:16:05,919
The exact same car that your grandpa had.
324
00:16:05,924 --> 00:16:07,934
I mean, it needs ton of work,
but once I'm done with it,
325
00:16:07,926 --> 00:16:10,426
it'll be worth a hundred grand. Easy.
326
00:16:10,429 --> 00:16:12,429
‐ You're restoring old cars now.
327
00:16:12,431 --> 00:16:14,391
‐ You can learn how to do
anything on YouTube.
328
00:16:16,518 --> 00:16:18,808
‐ Hey, Mom, um,
329
00:16:18,812 --> 00:16:21,652
would you be open to
trying a new doctor?
330
00:16:21,648 --> 00:16:25,568
There's this psychiatrist, and she's on
all of the "Best of Atlanta" lists.
331
00:16:25,569 --> 00:16:29,409
Plus, she has like six more letters
after her name than Dr. Fischer, so‐‐
332
00:16:29,406 --> 00:16:32,276
‐ Honey, that doesn't sound like someone
who would take our insurance.
333
00:16:33,785 --> 00:16:36,705
‐ Normally she wouldn't, but, um,
334
00:16:36,705 --> 00:16:38,325
in this case, we're really lucky,
335
00:16:38,332 --> 00:16:41,462
because she is a friend of Lake's family.
336
00:16:42,419 --> 00:16:44,799
‐ Did her mom say something to you
after she came by here?
337
00:16:44,796 --> 00:16:47,256
‐ No, okay? They just know
you're having a hard time,
338
00:16:47,257 --> 00:16:48,297
and they want to help.
339
00:16:48,300 --> 00:16:51,140
‐ We're not a charity case!
‐ And nobody thinks that.
340
00:16:51,136 --> 00:16:53,506
But I think it might be good
if we actually‐‐
‐ No, I‐‐
341
00:16:58,060 --> 00:16:59,940
I'm the parent.
342
00:16:59,937 --> 00:17:04,017
Okay? And what I want you to say is...
343
00:17:05,192 --> 00:17:08,032
thank you, but no, thank you.
344
00:17:09,530 --> 00:17:12,450
‐ Okay. Yeah, I'll drop it.
345
00:17:17,371 --> 00:17:19,461
‐ Love you.
‐ Love you, too.
346
00:17:25,963 --> 00:17:27,843
[indistinct chatter]
347
00:17:38,225 --> 00:17:39,475
‐ Hi.
348
00:17:39,476 --> 00:17:41,476
‐ I got you some...
‐ Oh, thanks.
349
00:17:42,354 --> 00:17:44,024
‐ Yeah, um, s‐‐ uh...
350
00:17:44,022 --> 00:17:45,732
So what did the doctor say?
351
00:17:45,732 --> 00:17:48,442
‐ She said that I have
"an irritable uterus,"
352
00:17:48,443 --> 00:17:51,073
which feels vaguely misogynistic,
even though she's a woman.
353
00:17:52,030 --> 00:17:55,910
[sighs] They're gonna keep me
for a while longer for observation,
354
00:17:55,909 --> 00:17:57,949
but they said that everything looks fine.
355
00:17:57,953 --> 00:17:59,663
[sighs]
356
00:17:59,663 --> 00:18:01,753
‐ Thank God.
‐ Yeah.
357
00:18:04,668 --> 00:18:05,998
[sighs]
358
00:18:06,503 --> 00:18:08,633
‐ Sorry, I don't‐‐
359
00:18:08,630 --> 00:18:11,090
I don't know why I'm crying.
[chuckles]
360
00:18:11,091 --> 00:18:14,511
This is weird.
‐ Hey. It's okay.
361
00:18:15,345 --> 00:18:17,925
For a minute there,
this was really scary.
362
00:18:19,016 --> 00:18:20,176
‐ Yeah.
363
00:18:21,810 --> 00:18:23,520
How are you so calm?
364
00:18:23,520 --> 00:18:25,690
‐ I'm not. [laughs]
365
00:18:25,689 --> 00:18:28,029
I was a mess. I'm‐‐
366
00:18:28,692 --> 00:18:30,242
I think I just hide it well.
367
00:18:32,779 --> 00:18:35,619
Mia, this isn't my first pregnancy.
368
00:18:36,992 --> 00:18:40,412
I had a miscarriage
when I was in grad school.
369
00:18:40,412 --> 00:18:43,042
I had to have two surgeries.
370
00:18:43,040 --> 00:18:46,250
And the doctor,
371
00:18:46,251 --> 00:18:51,131
she said she didn't know if I'd ever have
a viable pregnancy after that.
372
00:18:53,383 --> 00:18:57,223
‐ Wow. So, this was one
really was a surprise.
373
00:18:57,221 --> 00:19:00,391
‐ Mmm‐hmm. It's kind of
felt too good to be true.
374
00:19:02,017 --> 00:19:05,847
That's why I call him the potato,
and not the baby.
375
00:19:05,854 --> 00:19:07,444
[Mia chuckles]
376
00:19:08,357 --> 00:19:10,317
I thought maybe that would help...
377
00:19:11,485 --> 00:19:15,655
Make it hurt less
if something bad happened, but...
378
00:19:15,656 --> 00:19:19,366
sitting here in the E. R. and...
379
00:19:19,368 --> 00:19:21,498
I realize that if I lost this baby,
380
00:19:21,495 --> 00:19:25,325
it would hurt just as badly
with or without a name.
381
00:19:25,332 --> 00:19:29,842
I guess I was trying so hard
to protect myself that...
382
00:19:30,879 --> 00:19:33,629
I didn't realize how attached
I'd already gotten.
383
00:19:36,885 --> 00:19:41,005
‐ Yeah. Hmm. I know what you mean.
384
00:19:41,014 --> 00:19:42,144
VERONICA:
Hmm.
385
00:19:43,892 --> 00:19:45,562
[church organ warming up]
386
00:19:46,311 --> 00:19:49,401
‐ Victor. It's good to see you.
It's been a while.
387
00:19:49,398 --> 00:19:52,148
‐ Yeah, yeah. Couldn't miss
my mom's big day.
‐ Mmm.
388
00:19:52,150 --> 00:19:55,240
Your mother tells me you've got a lot
on your plate right now.
389
00:19:55,237 --> 00:19:57,157
‐ Oh, no, not really.
390
00:19:57,990 --> 00:20:00,580
‐ Listen, I know you're at
a crossroads, son.
391
00:20:00,576 --> 00:20:03,576
Your mother is praying for you
to find your way back to the Lord.
392
00:20:03,579 --> 00:20:05,749
But you gotta put the work in, too.
393
00:20:05,747 --> 00:20:09,377
♪ piano music playing ♪
394
00:20:12,004 --> 00:20:14,344
♪ singing in foreign language ♪
395
00:20:30,647 --> 00:20:33,437
♪ ominous music playing ♪
396
00:20:33,442 --> 00:20:36,902
♪ singing continues ♪
397
00:20:38,947 --> 00:20:42,367
♪ continues singing ♪
398
00:20:46,246 --> 00:20:50,036
♪ tense music playing ♪
399
00:20:50,042 --> 00:20:52,842
♪
400
00:21:09,937 --> 00:21:12,807
‐ No, no, no, we're not gonna open
with gun control legislation.
401
00:21:12,814 --> 00:21:15,074
I want to lead with rat poison
in chicken nuggets.
402
00:21:15,067 --> 00:21:17,437
This is the news, not the snooze, right?
403
00:21:17,444 --> 00:21:19,284
DAWN: Ooh, no, I, I am telling you...
‐ Oh, no.
404
00:21:19,279 --> 00:21:22,659
DAWN: She knows me. No, no. What?
She knows me. Georgina, hi.
405
00:21:22,658 --> 00:21:24,538
‐ It's okay, Lois.
It's okay. She's a friend.
406
00:21:24,535 --> 00:21:26,245
‐ I told you.
‐ Hey, Dawn.
407
00:21:26,245 --> 00:21:28,115
What a totally unexpected surprise.
408
00:21:28,121 --> 00:21:29,461
Why don't we step into my office?
409
00:21:29,456 --> 00:21:31,166
‐ No, I don't want to go
anywhere with you, okay?
410
00:21:31,166 --> 00:21:32,536
And neither does Felix.
411
00:21:32,543 --> 00:21:35,803
‐ I'm sorry. What are you talk‐‐
‐ You're trying to take him away from me.
412
00:21:35,796 --> 00:21:38,416
He said that you called a doctor.
Who else did you call?
413
00:21:38,423 --> 00:21:40,343
Georgina, did you call the cops?
414
00:21:40,342 --> 00:21:42,892
Did you call CPS?
‐ No, of course not!
415
00:21:42,886 --> 00:21:46,846
Let's just take a breath.
‐ I don't want to take a breath!
416
00:21:48,809 --> 00:21:52,599
You think that I'm crazy and you're trying
to take my son away from me!
417
00:21:52,604 --> 00:21:54,864
‐ Lois, call security please.
DAWN: This is not your business.
418
00:21:54,857 --> 00:21:56,477
He has a mother.
419
00:21:56,483 --> 00:21:59,323
Why would you try and break up my family?
420
00:21:59,319 --> 00:22:00,949
He is all that I have.
421
00:22:00,946 --> 00:22:02,946
This is not your problem!
422
00:22:03,907 --> 00:22:04,987
[church bell chimes]
423
00:22:04,992 --> 00:22:08,542
‐ There you are. Why did you leave
in the middle of my song?
424
00:22:08,537 --> 00:22:10,577
‐ Mom, I thought we were finally
making some progress,
425
00:22:10,581 --> 00:22:12,961
and then I find out that you're trying to
pray me into being straight?
426
00:22:12,958 --> 00:22:15,288
‐ What? Who told you that?
427
00:22:15,294 --> 00:22:16,344
‐ Father Lawrence.
428
00:22:18,046 --> 00:22:19,376
Is it true?
429
00:22:22,176 --> 00:22:23,636
[Isabel exhales sharply]
430
00:22:24,720 --> 00:22:30,430
You know, I am trying so hard
to be proud of who I am.
431
00:22:30,434 --> 00:22:33,944
And it's almost impossible when
my own mom thinks I need to be fixed.
432
00:22:33,937 --> 00:22:37,477
‐ I am doing the best that I can, Victor.
‐ This is the best you can do?
433
00:22:37,482 --> 00:22:39,862
Because Benji doesn't feel welcome
in our home.
434
00:22:39,860 --> 00:22:41,650
And you still won't tell Adrian
that I'm gay.
435
00:22:41,653 --> 00:22:44,033
‐ Adrian's just a child.
‐ Don't say that.
436
00:22:44,031 --> 00:22:46,491
That's what people say when they're
shielding their children from bad things,
437
00:22:46,491 --> 00:22:47,871
like murder.
438
00:22:47,868 --> 00:22:49,538
Or drugs.
439
00:22:49,536 --> 00:22:51,406
Not that their son has a boyfriend.
440
00:22:56,502 --> 00:22:57,792
‐ You're right.
441
00:23:01,256 --> 00:23:02,716
You're right.
442
00:23:05,427 --> 00:23:06,847
I'm sorry.
443
00:23:08,639 --> 00:23:12,729
You don't know this,
but growing up, I had an aunt named Yoli,
444
00:23:12,726 --> 00:23:14,516
who never got married.
445
00:23:14,520 --> 00:23:17,440
She never wore dresses.
She always had a "roommate."
446
00:23:18,565 --> 00:23:20,855
And when I asked my mom
why she didn't have kids,
447
00:23:20,859 --> 00:23:24,029
she just said,
"De eso no se habla."
448
00:23:24,029 --> 00:23:26,449
‐ "We don't talk about that."
449
00:23:26,448 --> 00:23:28,868
‐ You have to understand, Victor,
from a very young age,
450
00:23:28,867 --> 00:23:31,867
I was taught that being gay
was shameful.
451
00:23:31,870 --> 00:23:33,870
I don't, I don't think that way anymore.
452
00:23:33,872 --> 00:23:35,962
At least not up here.
453
00:23:35,958 --> 00:23:40,838
But these things that I was taught
when I was young, they are so...
454
00:23:42,923 --> 00:23:44,843
engrained in me.
455
00:23:51,932 --> 00:23:55,772
I wish I could just snap my fingers
and be a perfect mother for you.
456
00:23:58,647 --> 00:24:00,477
But for now, I will say this...
457
00:24:01,567 --> 00:24:03,437
The next time Benji
wants to come over to the house,
458
00:24:03,443 --> 00:24:06,413
I promise I will make him feel welcome.
459
00:24:06,405 --> 00:24:09,025
And I will tell Adrian. We...
460
00:24:10,576 --> 00:24:12,996
We will tell Adrian soon.
461
00:24:22,504 --> 00:24:25,634
‐ Was Aunt Yoli the one in the pictures
with, like, a whole bunch of dachshunds?
462
00:24:25,632 --> 00:24:28,222
‐ She had seven.
[chuckles]
463
00:24:28,218 --> 00:24:30,428
Is that a gay thing?
‐ I don't know.
464
00:24:40,355 --> 00:24:41,935
MIA:
Andrew.
465
00:24:41,940 --> 00:24:43,900
What are you doing here?
466
00:24:43,901 --> 00:24:45,401
‐ I know you didn't ask me to come,
467
00:24:45,402 --> 00:24:47,912
but I just wanted to make sure
you were okay.
468
00:24:47,905 --> 00:24:50,815
You know, in like a cool,
casual sort of way.
469
00:24:50,824 --> 00:24:54,334
‐ Mmm. I'm glad you're here.
470
00:24:54,328 --> 00:24:56,578
Even if I don't deserve it
471
00:24:56,580 --> 00:24:58,580
after how I treated you.
472
00:25:00,334 --> 00:25:05,964
You know, I, I think I've gotten used to
people I care about leaving me.
473
00:25:05,964 --> 00:25:08,474
You know, my mom took off.
474
00:25:08,467 --> 00:25:11,597
My dad travels all the time...
475
00:25:11,595 --> 00:25:13,215
And Victor...
476
00:25:13,222 --> 00:25:16,432
Which, you know,
obviously wasn't the same,
477
00:25:16,433 --> 00:25:19,393
but it still hurt.
478
00:25:19,394 --> 00:25:23,114
And I've known you ever since
I can remember.
479
00:25:23,106 --> 00:25:25,476
But the deeper things get,
480
00:25:25,484 --> 00:25:27,784
the more I start to care.
481
00:25:27,778 --> 00:25:33,328
And, uh, that's just
kind of terrifying for me.
482
00:25:33,325 --> 00:25:36,535
‐ Mia, I've waited
pretty much my entire life
483
00:25:36,537 --> 00:25:38,367
to be exactly where I am right now.
484
00:25:40,541 --> 00:25:42,671
I'm not going anywhere.
485
00:25:43,627 --> 00:25:47,207
♪
486
00:25:53,262 --> 00:25:57,522
SOCIAL WORKER:
They've admitted your mom
on a 72‐hour psychiatric hold.
487
00:25:57,516 --> 00:25:59,226
Once the three days are up,
488
00:25:59,226 --> 00:26:01,646
she can choose to remain
voluntarily, or‐‐
489
00:26:01,645 --> 00:26:03,265
‐ C‐c‐can I go and see her?
490
00:26:03,272 --> 00:26:04,942
‐ No visitors right now,
491
00:26:04,940 --> 00:26:07,110
but they're gonna take
good care of your mom.
492
00:26:07,109 --> 00:26:09,279
Do you have a family member
you can stay with?
493
00:26:09,278 --> 00:26:12,028
‐ Uh, he has me.
Um, he can stay at our house.
494
00:26:12,030 --> 00:26:13,780
I already asked my mom.
495
00:26:20,664 --> 00:26:21,794
Hey.
496
00:26:21,790 --> 00:26:25,090
Hey, it's like she's getting a‐‐
a tiny little glow up,
497
00:26:25,085 --> 00:26:27,495
then she'll be back,
better than ever.
498
00:26:29,423 --> 00:26:33,053
‐ You think this is just gonna be
three days and that's it?
499
00:26:33,051 --> 00:26:35,391
‐ Well‐‐
‐ Lake, I'm a minor.
500
00:26:35,387 --> 00:26:38,307
Which means that social worker,
who's known my mom for thirty minutes,
501
00:26:38,307 --> 00:26:40,847
is in control of our whole lives.
502
00:26:40,851 --> 00:26:44,151
She can petition a judge to keep her here
503
00:26:44,146 --> 00:26:45,976
as long as she wants.
504
00:26:45,981 --> 00:26:48,191
She can remove me from her custody.
505
00:26:49,776 --> 00:26:52,816
‐ Felix, we'll get through this.
‐ No.
506
00:26:54,156 --> 00:26:55,526
No. Not "we."
507
00:26:57,201 --> 00:27:00,251
♪
508
00:27:04,625 --> 00:27:06,335
‐ Hey.
509
00:27:06,335 --> 00:27:09,455
I'm really sorry about last night.
510
00:27:09,463 --> 00:27:13,013
You were excited about your mom,
and I shit all over it.
511
00:27:13,008 --> 00:27:14,338
‐ Thanks.
512
00:27:15,469 --> 00:27:18,009
I think we had a major breakthrough today.
513
00:27:18,013 --> 00:27:21,433
She told me about her lesbian aunt
514
00:27:21,433 --> 00:27:23,443
who had a thing for dachshunds.
515
00:27:23,435 --> 00:27:25,645
‐ Dachshunds?
516
00:27:25,646 --> 00:27:27,306
‐ Uh, it's a long story.
517
00:27:27,314 --> 00:27:31,074
I really do feel like she's changing.
518
00:27:31,068 --> 00:27:34,568
‐ [scoffs] Yeah, well, heard that before.
519
00:27:35,572 --> 00:27:37,662
‐ Well, that apology lasted
all of ten seconds.
520
00:27:39,284 --> 00:27:41,084
‐ Hey, hey, hey, hey.
521
00:27:42,037 --> 00:27:46,167
You're right. And I'm sorry.
Okay? For real.
522
00:27:47,876 --> 00:27:49,086
‐ Okay.
523
00:27:50,462 --> 00:27:52,422
[dinging]
CUSTOMER: Excuse me?
524
00:27:54,550 --> 00:27:58,970
♪ "Brave" by Riley Peace playing ♪
525
00:27:58,971 --> 00:28:00,721
[knocking on door]
526
00:28:06,395 --> 00:28:08,105
‐ Felix, what's going on?
527
00:28:09,147 --> 00:28:12,067
‐ Is your mom here?
PILAR: Mom?
528
00:28:14,027 --> 00:28:18,027
‐ Mrs. Salazar, I'm Alison,
Felix's case worker.
529
00:28:20,033 --> 00:28:21,413
‐ Can, um...
530
00:28:25,038 --> 00:28:26,868
Can I stay here for a couple days?
531
00:28:27,541 --> 00:28:29,001
‐ Of course.
532
00:28:30,711 --> 00:28:32,631
Honey, what's wrong?
533
00:28:36,675 --> 00:28:39,085
‐ ♪ I'm trying... ♪
534
00:28:39,094 --> 00:28:41,144
‐ You can stay here as long as you need.
535
00:28:42,347 --> 00:28:46,347
‐ ♪ Ooh ♪
536
00:28:46,977 --> 00:28:50,647
♪ I'm just trying to be brave ♪
537
00:28:50,647 --> 00:28:54,607
♪ Ooh ♪
538
00:28:57,321 --> 00:28:59,491
♪ It's the body of water ♪
539
00:28:59,489 --> 00:29:03,239
♪ That splits us right down the middle ♪
540
00:29:04,244 --> 00:29:07,924
♪ And I'll be coming back for you ♪
541
00:29:12,711 --> 00:29:16,091
♪ I'll be coming back for you ♪
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