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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:43,820 --> 00:00:45,572 All's fine at the paper. 2 00:00:46,380 --> 00:00:47,813 You know what l can do? 3 00:00:48,300 --> 00:00:50,689 No! l can't go to Washington. 4 00:00:51,580 --> 00:00:54,458 Nor to Baghdad or Bosnia! 5 00:00:54,740 --> 00:00:56,219 Not even to The Hague. 6 00:00:56,780 --> 00:00:59,010 You know what l can do? 7 00:01:00,940 --> 00:01:04,615 l can interview Katja! Have you heard of Katja, Theo? 8 00:01:06,500 --> 00:01:11,620 Katja has the finest tits in the world. l don't know who she is... 9 00:01:12,180 --> 00:01:15,013 ..but all the mags say, she's got TITS! 10 00:01:17,900 --> 00:01:19,049 Super tits! 11 00:01:20,460 --> 00:01:26,171 The government falls tonight, but l can interview two mindless, speechless tits! 12 00:01:27,540 --> 00:01:29,576 But okay... 13 00:01:32,820 --> 00:01:34,014 Hey, Theo? 14 00:01:34,500 --> 00:01:36,968 Remember that whore in Sarajevo? 15 00:01:40,060 --> 00:01:41,812 She had huge tits! 16 00:01:44,140 --> 00:01:46,210 A huge scar on her belly! 17 00:01:46,540 --> 00:01:47,575 ''l have pain in stomach.'' 18 00:01:48,940 --> 00:01:51,932 Then she said: ''No, it was a grenade.'' 19 00:01:55,500 --> 00:01:57,172 It wasn't sexy either. 20 00:02:00,500 --> 00:02:01,853 l, eh... 21 00:02:03,060 --> 00:02:04,095 Let's go. 22 00:02:17,500 --> 00:02:18,979 Don't be afraid. 23 00:02:37,180 --> 00:02:38,249 Don't be afraid. 24 00:03:05,580 --> 00:03:07,457 Yes, I'm here! 25 00:03:08,020 --> 00:03:11,854 No, her ladyship isn't! Still with the plastic surgeon? 26 00:03:12,860 --> 00:03:15,010 The world is hers, like all of us! 27 00:03:15,780 --> 00:03:18,374 Or she's still on summer time, Thijs! 28 00:03:19,460 --> 00:03:24,170 Why? Because l have to interview a plastic cunt... 29 00:03:24,500 --> 00:03:26,809 ...instead of the PM, bastard! 30 00:03:27,020 --> 00:03:29,659 You came to interview me? - Yes! 31 00:03:33,500 --> 00:03:34,819 Sorry, oh shit! 32 00:03:39,660 --> 00:03:42,413 Sorry, l was caught in traffic. - Me too. 33 00:03:43,020 --> 00:03:44,851 No way out! - Me neither. 34 00:03:45,340 --> 00:03:48,138 That's why I�m late. - Me too! 35 00:03:51,980 --> 00:03:53,095 Thanks. 36 00:04:02,900 --> 00:04:03,889 Welcome! 37 00:04:04,140 --> 00:04:06,256 l haven't even introduced myself. 38 00:04:06,460 --> 00:04:07,893 l won't take it. - Go on. 39 00:04:08,220 --> 00:04:10,131 No... - Your phone's ringing. 40 00:04:10,340 --> 00:04:12,900 The machine will take it. - Pick it up. 41 00:04:20,500 --> 00:04:22,138 Katja speaking... 42 00:04:22,500 --> 00:04:23,979 Can l call you later? 43 00:04:25,580 --> 00:04:26,933 I�m in an interview. 44 00:04:28,940 --> 00:04:31,738 I�ll call you back later, dear. 45 00:04:35,500 --> 00:04:38,378 Or call me later, dear. 46 00:04:43,060 --> 00:04:44,049 l have to hang up. 47 00:04:45,620 --> 00:04:46,655 Okay... 48 00:04:46,980 --> 00:04:48,732 Is your name Peer? 49 00:04:49,180 --> 00:04:51,011 Pierre Peters. 50 00:04:51,340 --> 00:04:52,534 l don't know you. 51 00:04:52,740 --> 00:04:54,093 From the showbiz desk? 52 00:04:54,700 --> 00:04:56,179 We don't have one. 53 00:04:56,300 --> 00:05:00,088 You do! Albert Verlinden, who died of AIDS... 54 00:05:00,300 --> 00:05:02,097 ...did showbiz, didn't he? 55 00:05:02,300 --> 00:05:03,813 He was on the arts desk. 56 00:05:04,220 --> 00:05:06,336 You're his successor? 57 00:05:06,780 --> 00:05:09,897 Don't get AIDS like the rest of your reporters! 58 00:05:10,460 --> 00:05:12,018 It's more like Gay News! 59 00:05:13,980 --> 00:05:15,413 I�m a political columnist. 60 00:05:16,660 --> 00:05:19,936 I�m Minister of Road Safety. 61 00:05:21,300 --> 00:05:25,816 I�m the queen of the silver screen, so you can interview me. 62 00:05:27,300 --> 00:05:28,494 Nice house... 63 00:05:28,940 --> 00:05:30,009 Nice house... 64 00:05:31,460 --> 00:05:32,449 Thanks, sorry... 65 00:05:33,900 --> 00:05:38,132 I�m used to Albert or his type... Some screaming queer. 66 00:05:38,420 --> 00:05:41,890 l didn't know they'd send a political columnist! 67 00:05:42,340 --> 00:05:45,173 Why's that? - He's ill. I�m replacing him. 68 00:05:45,660 --> 00:05:49,255 l don't follow the news, but the cabinet's resigning. 69 00:05:49,460 --> 00:05:52,577 That's right and l... - It�s okay. l only have a few minutes. 70 00:06:04,260 --> 00:06:05,978 You're well prepared. 71 00:06:07,460 --> 00:06:11,499 The government is... - Never mind. l don't blame you. 72 00:06:12,700 --> 00:06:14,133 We could scrap the interview. 73 00:06:15,060 --> 00:06:15,890 I'd prefer that. 74 00:06:17,140 --> 00:06:19,210 Sorry, l never... 75 00:06:20,460 --> 00:06:21,256 l don't know you. 76 00:06:24,180 --> 00:06:25,295 Sweet of you. 77 00:06:27,220 --> 00:06:28,255 l don't know your films. 78 00:06:29,940 --> 00:06:30,929 You're a darling. 79 00:06:32,260 --> 00:06:34,091 You treat all men like this? 80 00:06:36,020 --> 00:06:36,896 No... 81 00:06:37,300 --> 00:06:39,211 Only the unprofessional ones. 82 00:06:43,660 --> 00:06:45,696 l think l should leave. 83 00:06:47,300 --> 00:06:48,176 Fine. 84 00:06:48,900 --> 00:06:51,858 There's no point. - No. l agree. 85 00:06:52,220 --> 00:06:53,699 You can find the door? 86 00:06:54,180 --> 00:06:55,215 Listen, Peer! 87 00:06:57,460 --> 00:06:58,256 Yes, Cuntja... 88 00:06:59,220 --> 00:07:03,259 Go fuck yourself, Mr Political Columnist! 89 00:07:03,780 --> 00:07:07,011 Is that how you prepare an interview with the PM? 90 00:07:07,220 --> 00:07:08,539 Or with a minister? 91 00:07:09,980 --> 00:07:11,095 How dare you!? 92 00:07:11,980 --> 00:07:14,175 I�m sorry, but you're not taking me seriously. 93 00:07:15,380 --> 00:07:17,211 l don't take you seriously? 94 00:07:17,660 --> 00:07:19,776 l don't take you seriously? 95 00:07:20,020 --> 00:07:21,976 You don't take me seriously! 96 00:07:23,260 --> 00:07:26,696 Peer Peters, the Political Pundit! 97 00:07:26,860 --> 00:07:31,695 You didn't do your homework, Peer Peters, Political Pundit! 98 00:07:34,180 --> 00:07:37,889 l spent an hour. No, even longer... 99 00:07:38,700 --> 00:07:41,453 ...waiting in the car for you, Mrs Film Star. 100 00:07:42,700 --> 00:07:45,737 Held up by your curlers?! 101 00:07:45,940 --> 00:07:48,579 I�m sorry I�m a star, not a minister. 102 00:07:51,700 --> 00:07:54,339 I�m sorry l didn't prepare. 103 00:07:57,460 --> 00:08:00,577 l never interviewed a film star. 104 00:08:05,300 --> 00:08:06,176 Let's start afresh. 105 00:08:09,060 --> 00:08:10,049 Okay... 106 00:08:23,220 --> 00:08:26,530 Why... did you become a film star? 107 00:08:27,380 --> 00:08:29,052 lf l were a politician... 108 00:08:29,700 --> 00:08:31,372 ...what would you ask me? 109 00:08:31,620 --> 00:08:32,973 I�d ask you... 110 00:08:37,900 --> 00:08:41,336 I�d ask why you always played in crap commercial films. 111 00:08:42,740 --> 00:08:44,617 You're only in it for the money? 112 00:08:45,060 --> 00:08:47,130 You think they're good films? 113 00:08:50,020 --> 00:08:53,057 You think you're any good in them? 114 00:08:55,340 --> 00:08:59,015 You can't relish only appearing in B movies. 115 00:09:04,300 --> 00:09:05,335 Good question. 116 00:09:07,340 --> 00:09:12,050 Nine million people have seen my films. 117 00:09:14,540 --> 00:09:17,612 That's half the population of Holland... 118 00:09:18,420 --> 00:09:20,729 ...who have appreciated my films. 119 00:09:22,500 --> 00:09:26,891 l have enjoyed entertaining nine million people. 120 00:09:28,460 --> 00:09:31,372 But to be perfectly honest... 121 00:09:32,500 --> 00:09:35,458 l don't know whether I�m a good actress. 122 00:09:38,340 --> 00:09:40,808 l want to become a good actress. 123 00:09:45,180 --> 00:09:46,818 l hope the answer helps. 124 00:09:50,100 --> 00:09:53,012 l saw your film '' Blind Date II''. 125 00:09:53,780 --> 00:09:56,772 Why on earth did you take that role? 126 00:09:59,220 --> 00:10:00,539 Why did you lie? 127 00:10:01,300 --> 00:10:03,211 No, you said... 128 00:10:04,900 --> 00:10:07,937 ...l showed no respect if l... 129 00:10:08,540 --> 00:10:10,815 lf l hadn't done my homework. 130 00:10:11,020 --> 00:10:12,738 Now l show l did prepare... 131 00:10:13,180 --> 00:10:15,455 ...you don't answer my question. 132 00:10:16,140 --> 00:10:18,176 You won't understand, so... 133 00:10:21,260 --> 00:10:26,937 So l repeat: why on earth did you play that role in Blind Date II? 134 00:10:27,540 --> 00:10:29,258 May l ask you something? 135 00:10:31,460 --> 00:10:32,939 How old are you? 136 00:10:33,940 --> 00:10:35,055 45... 137 00:10:35,700 --> 00:10:36,894 45... 138 00:10:38,500 --> 00:10:39,899 I�m 25... 139 00:10:41,700 --> 00:10:43,338 I�m a popular actress... 140 00:10:44,900 --> 00:10:46,458 ...but not very hard boiled... 141 00:10:47,540 --> 00:10:48,893 ...or very clever. 142 00:10:50,180 --> 00:10:51,135 l do my best. 143 00:10:52,340 --> 00:10:54,012 l have to work hard. 144 00:10:54,780 --> 00:10:57,214 What do l care about Peer Peters... 145 00:10:58,260 --> 00:11:01,855 ...or any other reporter from the gutter press? 146 00:11:03,340 --> 00:11:05,695 ''Katja does it with Kees!'' 147 00:11:06,820 --> 00:11:09,254 ''Katja does it with Henk Jan!'' 148 00:11:10,100 --> 00:11:11,897 ''Katja cries for Kees.'' 149 00:11:12,980 --> 00:11:15,289 ''Katja mad about Theo van Gogh.'' 150 00:11:16,740 --> 00:11:18,935 ''Katja has breast implants.'' 151 00:11:19,180 --> 00:11:21,216 ''Katja has her buttocks lifted.'' 152 00:11:21,420 --> 00:11:24,810 ''Katja in gun crime.'' ''Katja can't get pregnant.'' 153 00:11:25,020 --> 00:11:27,978 You know how many scrapbooks l have about me? 154 00:11:28,180 --> 00:11:30,171 No... - None! 155 00:11:31,980 --> 00:11:32,935 You know why? 156 00:11:33,900 --> 00:11:34,537 No... 157 00:11:36,100 --> 00:11:37,818 Because no one... 158 00:11:39,380 --> 00:11:40,574 ...no one at all... 159 00:11:41,300 --> 00:11:44,337 ...has ever said anything nice about me! 160 00:11:45,780 --> 00:11:46,656 Never! 161 00:11:48,940 --> 00:11:49,895 Not once... 162 00:11:52,180 --> 00:11:54,569 l could have been your daughter. 163 00:11:55,100 --> 00:11:58,410 Imagine, what if... D'you have a daughter? 164 00:12:00,020 --> 00:12:00,736 Yes... 165 00:12:02,220 --> 00:12:03,619 How old is she? 166 00:12:06,180 --> 00:12:07,977 She'd have been twenty. 167 00:12:09,860 --> 00:12:11,691 Would have been? 168 00:12:11,900 --> 00:12:14,095 Yes she died, when she was 9. 169 00:12:15,020 --> 00:12:16,339 I�m sorry... 170 00:12:17,060 --> 00:12:18,175 You couldn't know. 171 00:12:25,460 --> 00:12:27,451 Is there a...? 172 00:12:28,900 --> 00:12:31,130 Over there, by the sliding door. 173 00:12:39,140 --> 00:12:40,858 Don't get your fingers trapped. 174 00:12:42,420 --> 00:12:46,379 It�s Katja. I�m not going tonight... 175 00:12:48,140 --> 00:12:51,018 l can't talk now. No! 176 00:12:51,420 --> 00:12:54,617 My wife skidded and hit a tree. 177 00:12:56,660 --> 00:12:57,854 I�ll hang up now. 178 00:13:00,620 --> 00:13:01,370 Your wife? 179 00:13:02,100 --> 00:13:03,579 She was all right. 180 00:13:04,500 --> 00:13:05,694 And you? 181 00:13:06,340 --> 00:13:08,535 l was on assignment in Bosnia. 182 00:13:10,020 --> 00:13:12,534 How did you hear? - Your phone... 183 00:13:13,220 --> 00:13:15,609 How did you hear? - Pick it up. 184 00:13:16,500 --> 00:13:17,899 Why don't you answer? 185 00:13:20,980 --> 00:13:22,811 l was called at the hotel. 186 00:13:26,660 --> 00:13:27,570 And then? 187 00:13:28,660 --> 00:13:30,332 l didn't come to talk about that. 188 00:13:40,140 --> 00:13:42,574 You can ask what you like. 189 00:13:43,900 --> 00:13:45,492 l was called at the hotel. 190 00:13:46,620 --> 00:13:48,497 My wife said Lisa died... 191 00:13:48,980 --> 00:13:53,019 ...l was drunk and asked if she dyed her hair. 192 00:13:53,460 --> 00:13:55,018 She said no, Lisa died. 193 00:14:04,700 --> 00:14:06,099 I�ll turn it off. 194 00:14:07,220 --> 00:14:09,973 Don't you see why l want you to take it? 195 00:14:13,300 --> 00:14:14,289 Hi... 196 00:14:15,100 --> 00:14:17,739 Hi darling, how are you? 197 00:14:19,300 --> 00:14:20,528 Really?! 198 00:14:21,500 --> 00:14:22,615 Really? 199 00:14:22,940 --> 00:14:24,089 When? 200 00:14:24,660 --> 00:14:26,730 It�s Ellen, l have to take it. 201 00:14:28,700 --> 00:14:31,817 Picollo... Albertien said so too! 202 00:14:33,420 --> 00:14:35,536 Darling, put yourself first. 203 00:14:37,940 --> 00:14:39,373 How did you hear it? 204 00:14:48,220 --> 00:14:50,097 Put yourself first, Ellen! 205 00:14:55,540 --> 00:14:56,973 With your mother? 206 00:14:59,060 --> 00:15:00,812 What does he have to offer? 207 00:15:01,100 --> 00:15:02,294 What is love? 208 00:15:02,900 --> 00:15:05,016 What the fuck is love? 209 00:15:05,540 --> 00:15:06,814 l don't want Frank. 210 00:15:07,700 --> 00:15:09,133 l don't want to fuck Frank. 211 00:15:09,420 --> 00:15:09,977 No... 212 00:15:10,460 --> 00:15:12,610 Sweetheart, don't do it. 213 00:15:13,460 --> 00:15:16,213 Really, just don't do it. 214 00:15:22,180 --> 00:15:23,249 That's that: don't. 215 00:15:29,620 --> 00:15:31,497 Of course you can be sad. 216 00:15:32,620 --> 00:15:35,134 I�m sad too... What are you on? 217 00:15:37,580 --> 00:15:39,775 Why not ask for a sleeping pill? 218 00:15:44,300 --> 00:15:48,691 Or ask Frank for that slimming cure. It�s really good. 219 00:15:48,900 --> 00:15:51,858 l can't feel a thing with Frank inside me. 220 00:15:52,060 --> 00:15:53,618 Or without him. 221 00:15:54,340 --> 00:15:55,932 l feel so hopeless. 222 00:15:56,620 --> 00:15:58,099 It�s a waste of time. 223 00:15:58,300 --> 00:16:00,256 I�ll come round tomorrow. 224 00:16:03,980 --> 00:16:04,810 Okay, love... 225 00:16:05,060 --> 00:16:08,211 He's dead. Dead everywhere. 226 00:16:08,940 --> 00:16:14,094 He's dead in me. Dead everywhere. Dead in me. 227 00:16:14,300 --> 00:16:15,050 Pierre? 228 00:16:16,380 --> 00:16:17,495 Pierre Peters? 229 00:16:18,620 --> 00:16:20,417 Would you turn on the TV? 230 00:16:28,020 --> 00:16:29,738 Now you're on TV. 231 00:16:30,260 --> 00:16:36,096 Now we're in the house of the famous TV star Pierre Peters. 232 00:16:37,060 --> 00:16:37,936 Pierre... 233 00:16:39,060 --> 00:16:41,779 Do you have breast implants? 234 00:16:42,380 --> 00:16:42,971 Yes... 235 00:16:43,180 --> 00:16:46,616 Why did you have the implants? 236 00:16:47,220 --> 00:16:50,337 l had fairly small breasts. 237 00:16:52,140 --> 00:16:54,938 It was better for my career... 238 00:16:55,220 --> 00:16:59,896 ...and since they've been done, l have more self-confidence. 239 00:17:00,460 --> 00:17:03,020 You fuck Frank Ebing, don't you? 240 00:17:03,540 --> 00:17:04,416 Frank? 241 00:17:04,980 --> 00:17:07,540 Frank, l read it yesterday in a magazine. 242 00:17:08,540 --> 00:17:11,054 Yes, l do it with Frank Ebing... 243 00:17:11,380 --> 00:17:13,018 How is Frank, as a fuck? 244 00:17:14,060 --> 00:17:15,459 He's not that great. 245 00:17:15,660 --> 00:17:20,654 You're lying, or you wouldn't do it with him. One more question, Pierre:- 246 00:17:20,860 --> 00:17:23,579 Can we see your breasts? - No! 247 00:17:23,980 --> 00:17:27,450 Come on! Everyone wants to see your tits! 248 00:17:27,860 --> 00:17:30,693 Just unbutton your blouse! - No! 249 00:17:31,660 --> 00:17:34,458 Your tits are driving Holland crazy! 250 00:17:34,700 --> 00:17:39,410 You've had them enlarged so of course we want to see them! 251 00:17:39,820 --> 00:17:41,776 Come on, open your blouse! 252 00:17:48,540 --> 00:17:51,134 You can see, l had a breast job. 253 00:17:51,780 --> 00:17:53,736 Unusual spot... 254 00:17:55,980 --> 00:17:57,015 l didn't know. 255 00:17:57,660 --> 00:17:59,616 You couldn't know. 256 00:18:02,300 --> 00:18:04,894 Let's start the interview seriously. 257 00:18:05,580 --> 00:18:07,491 Turn on your recorder... 258 00:18:10,820 --> 00:18:13,175 It was a grenade fragment in Bosnia. 259 00:18:16,900 --> 00:18:17,889 Fire away! 260 00:18:18,820 --> 00:18:19,650 Anything! 261 00:18:25,540 --> 00:18:26,939 You're beautiful. 262 00:18:28,580 --> 00:18:30,730 That's why l play the lead. 263 00:18:31,100 --> 00:18:33,568 Sorry. Is beauty important for you? 264 00:18:34,900 --> 00:18:38,051 Without it, l wouldn't play the lead. 265 00:18:38,580 --> 00:18:41,378 Is it important for your personality? 266 00:18:41,860 --> 00:18:45,250 Is journalism important for your personality? 267 00:18:45,860 --> 00:18:46,895 Yes. - How? 268 00:18:47,540 --> 00:18:49,735 It has made me a better person. 269 00:18:50,420 --> 00:18:52,411 Just a few questions, old man! 270 00:18:52,700 --> 00:18:55,931 Firstly, how bad were you as a person? 271 00:18:56,500 --> 00:19:01,016 Secondly, how do you know you are a better person now? 272 00:19:01,660 --> 00:19:04,572 Thirdly, why haven't l noticed it? 273 00:19:06,820 --> 00:19:10,859 lf l hadn't become a journalist, l would be a failure. 274 00:19:13,620 --> 00:19:19,934 At the age of 45, you can interview Katja, film star... 275 00:19:20,820 --> 00:19:24,608 Journalism is good for your personality, or you'd be a failure. 276 00:19:25,540 --> 00:19:29,089 Right, lady! I�m a failure and you're a success. 277 00:19:29,300 --> 00:19:32,292 You have a house, you're 22 and beautiful. 278 00:19:32,500 --> 00:19:34,889 You have a chauffeur-driven car. 279 00:19:35,100 --> 00:19:39,855 You can have who you like. The world's at your feet! 280 00:19:41,260 --> 00:19:45,492 You have friends and you have a great personality! 281 00:19:45,900 --> 00:19:48,619 You're in the mags l don't read every week! 282 00:19:48,820 --> 00:19:50,890 I�m a failure with no personality. 283 00:19:51,540 --> 00:19:54,452 l was in Bosnia when my girl died. 284 00:19:54,780 --> 00:19:56,577 Her mother was run over... 285 00:19:56,780 --> 00:19:59,340 l was drunk... 286 00:19:59,980 --> 00:20:02,972 l was drunk because there was no medicine. 287 00:20:03,260 --> 00:20:07,970 Alcohol was the only pain killer for the grenade fragment in my side. 288 00:20:09,860 --> 00:20:14,729 And to stay alive, l had to move three children's corpses... 289 00:20:14,820 --> 00:20:20,577 l had to move a decapitated woman who was lying on her husband. 290 00:20:20,780 --> 00:20:22,500 Her head was beside him. 291 00:20:22,500 --> 00:20:25,572 I�m a failure because l had to write about it. 292 00:20:26,220 --> 00:20:31,578 And I�m a failure because our minister of foreign affairs read the articles... 293 00:20:31,780 --> 00:20:33,975 ...yet made the wrong decision. 294 00:20:34,740 --> 00:20:35,934 And... 295 00:20:41,060 --> 00:20:43,528 I�m a failure and you're not. 296 00:20:44,100 --> 00:20:45,931 A success. How much do you earn? 297 00:20:46,460 --> 00:20:50,620 Pierre, l didn't say you were a failure. 298 00:20:50,620 --> 00:20:51,973 You said that yourself! 299 00:20:53,460 --> 00:20:55,371 You said that... 300 00:20:55,900 --> 00:20:58,972 You said journalism made you a better person! 301 00:20:59,180 --> 00:21:01,091 What can l see? - A failure. 302 00:21:01,300 --> 00:21:02,619 No, l see a scar! 303 00:21:04,660 --> 00:21:07,538 But that's my breast enhancement, Katja. 304 00:21:08,860 --> 00:21:13,172 Maybe l have no personality and no idea what to ask you! 305 00:21:13,500 --> 00:21:14,455 l don't know! 306 00:21:15,100 --> 00:21:17,375 Get it? You're my daughter, you said. 307 00:21:17,900 --> 00:21:19,697 What if l was your daughter? 308 00:21:20,060 --> 00:21:21,493 l see you're a success. 309 00:21:21,700 --> 00:21:25,454 You have a house, a nice body, money, independence, tits... 310 00:21:25,900 --> 00:21:28,812 She's with her father and sees his scar... 311 00:21:29,260 --> 00:21:31,774 What a lovely domestic scene! 312 00:21:31,980 --> 00:21:34,733 Father and daughter have a nice chat! 313 00:21:34,980 --> 00:21:37,619 I�m not your daughter. - That's right! 314 00:21:38,500 --> 00:21:39,649 She's dead. 315 00:21:44,260 --> 00:21:48,094 l regret to announce that in recent days... 316 00:21:48,620 --> 00:21:54,855 ...that there is a crisis of trust with several LPF ministers in the cabinet. 317 00:21:58,540 --> 00:21:59,370 What's up? 318 00:22:01,140 --> 00:22:02,892 The government has fallen. 319 00:22:08,340 --> 00:22:09,819 Hello, Matthijs! 320 00:22:11,220 --> 00:22:12,448 The government fell. 321 00:22:13,380 --> 00:22:14,699 Who is where? 322 00:22:15,660 --> 00:22:16,536 Peer is here! 323 00:22:18,180 --> 00:22:23,493 It�s happened exactly as l predicted two weeks ago. 324 00:22:24,300 --> 00:22:27,292 That's exactly how it went. 325 00:22:28,020 --> 00:22:29,373 No, it's my piece! 326 00:22:29,860 --> 00:22:32,328 Mine, not by Felix! 327 00:22:32,660 --> 00:22:34,059 My piece! 328 00:22:35,020 --> 00:22:38,569 You can go and drop dead, Matthijs! 329 00:22:39,300 --> 00:22:42,770 Hey, you look just like my father. 330 00:22:43,340 --> 00:22:45,456 Give him my regards. 331 00:22:46,420 --> 00:22:47,535 l shall... 332 00:22:48,780 --> 00:22:49,530 He's dead. 333 00:22:51,980 --> 00:22:54,813 Can you turn to RTL4? - No, l want the news. 334 00:23:20,660 --> 00:23:22,173 You don't believe in love. 335 00:23:27,060 --> 00:23:28,015 Hello? 336 00:23:28,380 --> 00:23:30,530 It�s just being unfaithful for you. 337 00:23:30,740 --> 00:23:32,970 No Frank, I�m still in the interview. 338 00:23:33,460 --> 00:23:34,609 l only see you. 339 00:23:35,980 --> 00:23:39,575 l don't know, Pierre... something. 340 00:23:41,220 --> 00:23:42,733 It�s all over! 341 00:23:42,940 --> 00:23:44,009 I�ll hang up now. 342 00:23:44,860 --> 00:23:46,816 Yes... creep! 343 00:23:48,220 --> 00:23:49,130 I�m pregnant. 344 00:23:51,180 --> 00:23:52,090 Whose is it? 345 00:23:53,540 --> 00:23:55,895 l wish l could say it was yours. 346 00:24:10,100 --> 00:24:11,738 I�m good at crying... 347 00:24:12,020 --> 00:24:13,817 ...l must admit. 348 00:24:14,380 --> 00:24:18,168 Twice in each film and three times an episode in soaps 349 00:24:28,700 --> 00:24:30,656 That's just sorrowful. 350 00:24:31,140 --> 00:24:33,256 And Johan always wanted the howl. 351 00:24:38,740 --> 00:24:41,095 That's the first time you laughed. 352 00:24:50,380 --> 00:24:51,335 You're beautiful. 353 00:24:55,180 --> 00:24:57,136 And you've told me twice. 354 00:25:00,500 --> 00:25:02,855 A man has never told me that before. 355 00:25:04,980 --> 00:25:07,414 Boys always say I�m beautiful. 356 00:25:08,020 --> 00:25:11,933 Then l bring them home and they want me... 357 00:25:12,860 --> 00:25:14,213 But they then can't. 358 00:25:14,820 --> 00:25:16,970 l must be too famous for them. 359 00:25:19,340 --> 00:25:21,456 Or they respect me too much. 360 00:25:21,780 --> 00:25:24,135 Or l always choose impotent wankers. 361 00:25:24,780 --> 00:25:27,817 Or they're nobodies who want to humiliate me. 362 00:25:28,860 --> 00:25:32,011 Watch out if men say you're beautiful. 363 00:25:32,660 --> 00:25:33,809 But you are. 364 00:25:34,580 --> 00:25:36,491 Yes, I�m beautiful. 365 00:25:37,780 --> 00:25:40,772 As if there's only the outside. 366 00:25:41,340 --> 00:25:43,171 You have a lot of outside. 367 00:25:43,380 --> 00:25:45,211 l have plenty of outside. 368 00:25:45,420 --> 00:25:47,217 Men want the outside. 369 00:25:48,220 --> 00:25:51,212 l feel like a wall people piss against. 370 00:25:54,220 --> 00:25:55,699 Is there an inside too? 371 00:25:58,780 --> 00:26:01,135 There's more inside than out. 372 00:26:02,980 --> 00:26:04,208 What's in there? 373 00:26:05,860 --> 00:26:09,648 Most journalists think there's hot air in there. 374 00:26:10,500 --> 00:26:12,218 Air here and here... 375 00:26:13,540 --> 00:26:16,657 Inside me, it's all sawdust... 376 00:26:17,460 --> 00:26:19,610 ...or air or silicon. 377 00:26:20,740 --> 00:26:22,492 l have silicon brains too. 378 00:26:27,180 --> 00:26:29,853 It went from my tits to my blood... 379 00:26:30,180 --> 00:26:33,058 Then it seeped into my brains. 380 00:26:34,100 --> 00:26:36,011 It took over everything! 381 00:26:36,700 --> 00:26:40,898 Now it's a pile of air, sawdust and silicon. 382 00:26:45,380 --> 00:26:47,336 Eat up. 383 00:26:49,180 --> 00:26:52,775 l laughed because l thought you said something true. 384 00:26:54,620 --> 00:26:56,531 That l have silicon brains? 385 00:26:57,540 --> 00:26:59,132 That's not really true! 386 00:26:59,620 --> 00:27:01,895 That's my tits. They're silicon. 387 00:27:02,140 --> 00:27:06,213 My brains are flesh, just like my old tits! 388 00:27:06,420 --> 00:27:08,695 Are you on coke? 389 00:27:10,740 --> 00:27:11,570 l... 390 00:27:15,060 --> 00:27:15,856 What? 391 00:27:19,260 --> 00:27:20,295 l kind of like you. 392 00:27:29,660 --> 00:27:30,854 Why did you do that? 393 00:27:32,260 --> 00:27:34,216 Otherwise l can't feel anything. 394 00:27:34,740 --> 00:27:38,494 l don't feel anything, but l bought fishnet stockings... 395 00:27:39,140 --> 00:27:41,495 Lovely ones. You like fishnet stockings? 396 00:27:42,020 --> 00:27:43,294 Yes... 397 00:27:43,900 --> 00:27:48,849 Why do men like fishnet stockings? - Women look good in them. 398 00:27:49,260 --> 00:27:52,809 Why do men like women in fishnet stockings? 399 00:27:53,700 --> 00:27:58,728 I�ll explain. The fishnet stockings are a net... 400 00:27:59,460 --> 00:28:01,815 ..and the woman is imprisoned in the net. 401 00:28:02,380 --> 00:28:04,211 ...like a fish... 402 00:28:04,940 --> 00:28:06,259 How about that? 403 00:28:06,660 --> 00:28:08,332 And what about high heels? 404 00:28:13,500 --> 00:28:15,570 They make walking difficult... 405 00:28:16,340 --> 00:28:22,779 Nothing is more attractive to men than women on high heels in fishnet stockings! 406 00:28:23,700 --> 00:28:27,409 The man thinks: the woman has trouble walking... 407 00:28:27,740 --> 00:28:32,370 ...and she's imprisoned in that net, so... 408 00:28:33,060 --> 00:28:34,778 ...she's easy prey. 409 00:28:35,740 --> 00:28:40,291 All silicon thoughts. l know everything. 410 00:28:46,460 --> 00:28:48,530 What makes a man attractive? 411 00:28:49,020 --> 00:28:50,738 Filthy pizza, eh? 412 00:28:52,980 --> 00:28:57,690 What makes a man attractive? - l can order something else to eat... 413 00:29:01,780 --> 00:29:03,771 What makes a man attractive? 414 00:29:12,060 --> 00:29:13,413 A scar... 415 00:29:15,700 --> 00:29:16,450 Why? 416 00:29:18,580 --> 00:29:21,140 Because most women have one too. 417 00:29:23,620 --> 00:29:24,291 Where? 418 00:29:26,580 --> 00:29:27,808 On their soul... 419 00:29:29,980 --> 00:29:32,050 Scars recognise each other. 420 00:29:32,260 --> 00:29:34,535 Silicon tits greet each other. 421 00:29:34,740 --> 00:29:36,332 Are you good at seducing men? 422 00:29:36,820 --> 00:29:38,014 What do you think? 423 00:29:38,420 --> 00:29:40,888 l asked whether you could seduce men? 424 00:29:42,420 --> 00:29:45,810 l said: you can best answer that. 425 00:29:46,820 --> 00:29:49,015 l think you're a good seductress. 426 00:29:49,220 --> 00:29:51,814 I�m not going to seduce you, Pierre. 427 00:29:52,820 --> 00:29:54,811 l don't want to bed you either. 428 00:29:58,220 --> 00:30:00,290 Me neither, Katja. 429 00:30:01,540 --> 00:30:02,893 Really? 430 00:30:03,860 --> 00:30:04,975 Homo! 431 00:30:06,700 --> 00:30:10,488 l am a fucking good film star... 432 00:30:11,340 --> 00:30:16,050 ...with the world's greatest tits who's been to bed with... 433 00:30:16,500 --> 00:30:18,491 ...all the handsome men in the world... 434 00:30:18,860 --> 00:30:21,977 ...and Pierre Peters asks if l can seduce? 435 00:30:22,620 --> 00:30:23,450 Take a jump... 436 00:30:24,060 --> 00:30:25,288 Take a jump! 437 00:30:26,060 --> 00:30:28,733 Ask me something, ask ME something! 438 00:30:29,500 --> 00:30:31,855 This is like a drama school exercise! 439 00:30:32,500 --> 00:30:35,697 Ask me... ask me... ask me... 440 00:30:36,060 --> 00:30:39,609 You know what? Stop that fucking melodramatics! 441 00:30:40,540 --> 00:30:44,897 You spend all your time acting. Your life is one big act! 442 00:30:45,500 --> 00:30:48,572 With your fake tits and film-star face! 443 00:30:49,380 --> 00:30:54,898 Stop playing that role in your fucking soap-series crap! 444 00:30:55,100 --> 00:30:58,649 l ask the wrong question, you give abnormal answers! 445 00:30:58,860 --> 00:31:00,816 I�m a reporter, you're an actress! 446 00:31:02,500 --> 00:31:06,288 There are no bad questions, but you avoid all of them 447 00:31:06,700 --> 00:31:09,658 You shirk every answer, duck and dive! 448 00:31:10,220 --> 00:31:14,930 You gripe about your brains and inside and about your... 449 00:31:16,220 --> 00:31:19,576 ...your fake tits and all men this and that! 450 00:31:20,580 --> 00:31:24,858 I�m trying to take you seriously, but you won't let me! 451 00:31:25,660 --> 00:31:28,652 No, l don't have silicon brains. 452 00:31:29,180 --> 00:31:31,171 l have brains of flesh and blood... 453 00:31:32,660 --> 00:31:37,290 ...and maybe they're overheated by all they've seen and been through. 454 00:31:37,580 --> 00:31:41,414 And l lie here with all the world's women... You heard me. 455 00:31:41,700 --> 00:31:47,013 ...all the beautiful women. No! l lie in bed with whores! 456 00:31:47,220 --> 00:31:49,336 l pay 10 dinars for a wank! 457 00:31:49,580 --> 00:31:54,654 l let a guy in fishnet, high heels and too much lipstick jerk me off! 458 00:31:55,460 --> 00:31:57,212 l only find out later... 459 00:31:57,420 --> 00:31:59,729 ...because he needs the money. 460 00:31:59,940 --> 00:32:01,578 He most reminds me of you. 461 00:32:02,060 --> 00:32:03,971 But he was more honest that you. 462 00:32:05,860 --> 00:32:08,169 He was one big act too! 463 00:32:08,540 --> 00:32:10,337 But he knew why: he had to. 464 00:32:10,940 --> 00:32:12,578 But you don't with your pert ass! 465 00:32:12,780 --> 00:32:14,657 Listen to me, Katja... 466 00:32:15,740 --> 00:32:19,813 Your inside is air, sawdust and silicon! 467 00:32:20,660 --> 00:32:22,013 That's your inside. 468 00:32:26,180 --> 00:32:27,408 Thanks, dear Dad! 469 00:32:27,780 --> 00:32:31,295 ''I�m good at crying, l must admit.'' 470 00:32:33,820 --> 00:32:38,291 You looked after me so well... - l cry twice in every film... 471 00:32:39,500 --> 00:32:42,810 ...and at least three times an episode in soaps. 472 00:32:44,260 --> 00:32:47,889 My darling Dad, who wasn't there. 473 00:32:48,220 --> 00:32:50,973 Silicon tears on your doll's face! 474 00:32:54,140 --> 00:32:55,778 When l died... 475 00:32:56,380 --> 00:32:58,450 ...and you were drunk... 476 00:33:11,820 --> 00:33:13,173 This hurting... 477 00:33:13,660 --> 00:33:16,697 ...is just because you're a spoilt brat. 478 00:33:17,540 --> 00:33:20,054 Dearest Katja, my daughter. 479 00:33:21,100 --> 00:33:25,412 You're a spoilt brat and take your feelings from a script. 480 00:33:34,020 --> 00:33:35,089 A whore... 481 00:33:35,980 --> 00:33:37,777 Call me a whore... 482 00:33:38,940 --> 00:33:43,252 A whore in Hotel Gainsbourg in Sarajevo... 483 00:33:44,700 --> 00:33:47,009 ...fell in love with a friend of mine. 484 00:33:48,100 --> 00:33:52,696 She had a huge scar from a grenade. She said it was an operation. 485 00:33:53,620 --> 00:33:56,692 And this friend fell in love with her. 486 00:33:57,100 --> 00:34:00,570 They loved each other and wanted to go to Holland. 487 00:34:00,780 --> 00:34:04,090 And oh dear me, the whore got pregnant. 488 00:34:04,940 --> 00:34:09,616 And just as they were to leave, the whore was captured by soldiers... 489 00:34:09,820 --> 00:34:12,254 ...led by Olec Mihalovich... 490 00:34:12,540 --> 00:34:16,169 ...who is now facing charges in The Hague. 491 00:34:17,180 --> 00:34:20,490 Olec first gave the whore to his men... 492 00:34:20,700 --> 00:34:22,895 ...then he had her himself... 493 00:34:23,300 --> 00:34:28,374 ...and he tortured her and whatever... 494 00:34:28,580 --> 00:34:34,689 ...then he cut open her belly and took out the 18-week foetus... 495 00:34:35,060 --> 00:34:37,972 ...put it in a pot and sent it to my friend. 496 00:34:38,380 --> 00:34:40,336 You know why Olec did that? 497 00:34:41,380 --> 00:34:45,851 Because he was in love with that whore too, Katja! 498 00:34:51,460 --> 00:34:56,170 What has journalism done to your personality? 499 00:34:59,620 --> 00:35:02,293 You said you were now a better person. 500 00:35:03,900 --> 00:35:07,336 When they healed that whore... and they did. 501 00:35:09,620 --> 00:35:12,692 Then they told her about the foetus. 502 00:35:13,020 --> 00:35:17,013 How they put it in a pot and sent it to my friend. 503 00:35:17,380 --> 00:35:20,611 Tintin in Bosnia! - Then Olec said to her... 504 00:35:21,780 --> 00:35:24,692 Listen girl, you can kill your boyfriend. 505 00:35:25,260 --> 00:35:31,495 lf not, we'll do it for you and then your family and then you! 506 00:35:31,940 --> 00:35:35,728 She was given a grenade, went to our hotel... 507 00:35:36,980 --> 00:35:41,770 We were talking to locals at the bar. She took out the pin. 508 00:35:42,140 --> 00:35:44,859 Six dead, including a few children. 509 00:35:45,580 --> 00:35:47,730 Long live suicide bombers. 510 00:35:49,900 --> 00:35:51,379 There was nothing left. 511 00:35:52,380 --> 00:35:56,896 Teeth, a hand with two fingers... and oh yes! 512 00:35:58,900 --> 00:36:00,049 Her thigh! 513 00:36:01,780 --> 00:36:05,614 You know what it had on it? Katja? 514 00:36:06,540 --> 00:36:08,531 Some skirt and fishnet tights. 515 00:36:09,100 --> 00:36:10,658 Anyway! Fishnet... 516 00:36:12,900 --> 00:36:16,529 l went to hospital with a fragment in my belly. 517 00:36:16,900 --> 00:36:18,697 My friend wasn't dead. 518 00:36:22,420 --> 00:36:26,618 That made Pierre Peters a better person. 519 00:36:31,380 --> 00:36:32,415 I�m sorry. 520 00:36:34,580 --> 00:36:36,298 I�m sorry l hurt you. 521 00:36:37,740 --> 00:36:40,334 l was indeed acting like a spoilt brat. 522 00:36:42,940 --> 00:36:45,408 l should have poked out your eyes. 523 00:36:46,060 --> 00:36:48,210 Feel like a dessert? - No thanks. 524 00:36:48,540 --> 00:36:50,417 l have foetus in syrup. 525 00:36:50,900 --> 00:36:53,175 Why are you such a bastard? 526 00:36:53,420 --> 00:36:56,412 Lying to serve the truth better! 527 00:36:59,180 --> 00:37:01,535 l have a headache. Can l lie down? 528 00:37:04,980 --> 00:37:05,969 Well... 529 00:37:07,140 --> 00:37:10,689 Not only is that the first question you asked... 530 00:37:10,900 --> 00:37:15,052 ...it's also the best l ever had from a journalist! 531 00:37:16,020 --> 00:37:18,056 Please do lie on my sofa! 532 00:37:20,780 --> 00:37:22,452 Do you have an aspirin? 533 00:37:24,300 --> 00:37:25,494 An aspirin? 534 00:37:26,460 --> 00:37:28,291 Another good question... 535 00:37:29,180 --> 00:37:31,819 I�m afraid l do have an aspirin... 536 00:37:32,860 --> 00:37:34,179 ...but no arsenic. 537 00:37:34,380 --> 00:37:36,496 That would clear your headache much quicker. 538 00:37:44,340 --> 00:37:45,659 Here you are. 539 00:37:49,180 --> 00:37:49,930 Thanks. 540 00:38:03,380 --> 00:38:05,291 Okay, I�m not a good person. 541 00:38:05,620 --> 00:38:06,496 I�m a failure. 542 00:38:07,060 --> 00:38:09,210 Journalism's not for me. 543 00:38:12,740 --> 00:38:13,968 What about your friend? 544 00:38:15,260 --> 00:38:17,933 One suicide attempt after another. 545 00:38:18,820 --> 00:38:22,176 After three attempts, you should be taken off. 546 00:38:23,700 --> 00:38:25,452 He's tried six times. 547 00:38:26,620 --> 00:38:28,133 Why does he keep failing? 548 00:38:28,860 --> 00:38:31,169 They keep him alive in a clinic. 549 00:38:37,140 --> 00:38:38,539 And what about you? 550 00:38:38,940 --> 00:38:40,089 Guilt... 551 00:38:42,820 --> 00:38:47,052 Do you realise that you're unpleasant? 552 00:38:47,780 --> 00:38:49,577 It�s not my job to be nice. 553 00:38:50,340 --> 00:38:53,298 It�s your job to be a bastard? - Maybe... 554 00:38:54,740 --> 00:38:55,411 Why? 555 00:38:56,660 --> 00:38:58,651 Who's interested if I�m nice? 556 00:38:59,940 --> 00:39:03,296 l would appreciate it. 557 00:39:06,020 --> 00:39:07,499 I�m your father... 558 00:39:09,900 --> 00:39:11,458 Why are you insecure? 559 00:39:16,780 --> 00:39:19,453 l... - Because you don't feel anything? 560 00:39:23,540 --> 00:39:25,212 Well played, Dr Freud... 561 00:39:49,940 --> 00:39:50,816 It�s strange... 562 00:39:53,980 --> 00:39:57,290 You're insecure and feel nothing, you say. 563 00:39:58,700 --> 00:40:00,531 How d'you know you're insecure? 564 00:40:02,140 --> 00:40:03,459 Is that a feeling? 565 00:40:04,980 --> 00:40:06,538 You ''feel'' insecure. 566 00:40:08,140 --> 00:40:09,539 How does that feel? 567 00:40:11,900 --> 00:40:15,609 lf you're insecure, what does that involve? 568 00:40:16,900 --> 00:40:20,449 You're not so insecure that you won't talk to me. 569 00:40:20,660 --> 00:40:23,379 You don't have a problem with... 570 00:40:24,540 --> 00:40:28,135 ...showing your tits in films. You have friends. 571 00:40:29,500 --> 00:40:31,456 You're not that insecure. 572 00:40:33,860 --> 00:40:36,420 lf you couldn't feel, you couldn't hurt either. 573 00:40:37,540 --> 00:40:39,656 You're very good at hurting. 574 00:40:41,020 --> 00:40:42,976 You know exactly where to put the boot in. 575 00:40:46,900 --> 00:40:48,413 And l can hurt you too. 576 00:40:50,260 --> 00:40:52,012 Because you just cried. 577 00:40:53,140 --> 00:40:54,892 Or was that playacting? 578 00:40:57,260 --> 00:40:58,932 You do feel something. 579 00:41:01,940 --> 00:41:04,579 What you said even sounds nice. 580 00:41:06,940 --> 00:41:09,374 Probably calculated to be nice... 581 00:41:09,900 --> 00:41:11,777 You still despise me. 582 00:41:13,860 --> 00:41:15,498 But still... 583 00:41:16,060 --> 00:41:17,254 ...nice... 584 00:41:19,500 --> 00:41:20,819 ...all those words... 585 00:41:30,540 --> 00:41:32,451 Political pundit... 586 00:41:34,220 --> 00:41:38,452 You're talking to me. Is that a failure? 587 00:41:40,140 --> 00:41:41,778 I�m the best... 588 00:41:42,900 --> 00:41:47,655 ...actress in Holland, certainly in sales terms... 589 00:41:48,700 --> 00:41:51,817 The tastiest chick in Holland, they say. 590 00:41:52,980 --> 00:41:55,972 l give two interviews a year... 591 00:41:57,500 --> 00:41:59,491 ...and you have one of them. 592 00:42:00,100 --> 00:42:04,457 How much of a failure are you, if you can talk to me? 593 00:42:05,020 --> 00:42:07,409 To get me mad. 594 00:42:09,340 --> 00:42:11,695 You know how many people would want that? 595 00:42:14,220 --> 00:42:16,415 And then your nasty streak... 596 00:42:19,460 --> 00:42:22,816 That may result from the fact... 597 00:42:23,380 --> 00:42:26,577 ...that you demand a certain quality. 598 00:42:28,380 --> 00:42:31,338 You seek truth, you say. 599 00:42:32,780 --> 00:42:35,135 You want honesty... 600 00:42:35,780 --> 00:42:36,656 ...you say. 601 00:42:38,300 --> 00:42:40,291 Those aren't nasty wishes. 602 00:42:42,180 --> 00:42:45,809 So you are nasty... 603 00:42:47,060 --> 00:42:49,335 ...because you want to be nice. 604 00:42:51,260 --> 00:42:52,932 So you can't be that nasty. 605 00:43:02,580 --> 00:43:04,730 You need a lot of words for that. 606 00:43:08,620 --> 00:43:10,258 l meant to be nice. 607 00:43:15,620 --> 00:43:16,735 It is nice. 608 00:43:38,060 --> 00:43:39,698 Do you ever fuck? 609 00:43:40,980 --> 00:43:42,493 What did you say? 610 00:43:43,140 --> 00:43:44,493 Do you ever fuck? 611 00:43:45,140 --> 00:43:46,255 No? - Yes l do. 612 00:43:48,140 --> 00:43:49,209 Whores... 613 00:43:55,380 --> 00:43:57,371 D'you think I�m beautiful? 614 00:44:02,020 --> 00:44:03,772 l won't go to bed with you. 615 00:44:05,500 --> 00:44:07,058 Not on your life. 616 00:44:07,700 --> 00:44:09,531 You couldn't seduce me. 617 00:44:11,580 --> 00:44:14,253 l just asked if you think I�m beautiful. 618 00:44:18,780 --> 00:44:19,610 Yes... 619 00:44:21,180 --> 00:44:23,375 l told you a few times already. 620 00:44:27,540 --> 00:44:30,179 Yes... yes... 621 00:44:31,020 --> 00:44:35,810 l get a million men more enthusiastic than your ''yes''. 622 00:44:39,620 --> 00:44:41,258 You're not my type. 623 00:44:43,660 --> 00:44:45,059 You aren't mine either. 624 00:44:47,620 --> 00:44:48,894 Would you kiss me? 625 00:44:50,860 --> 00:44:53,294 Would you give me a French kiss? - No. 626 00:44:54,180 --> 00:44:57,377 Why not? - l told you. You're not my type. 627 00:45:00,140 --> 00:45:01,175 Kiss me... 628 00:45:02,780 --> 00:45:03,451 No. 629 00:45:05,180 --> 00:45:05,930 Kiss me... 630 00:45:17,860 --> 00:45:20,613 l hate you, l hate you, l hate you! 631 00:45:20,780 --> 00:45:24,136 Why? - Because you don't understand. 632 00:45:24,460 --> 00:45:26,291 l hear a bell, the phone? 633 00:45:27,180 --> 00:45:29,330 The front door. Don't open it. 634 00:45:29,780 --> 00:45:32,578 Why not? - It�s probably Frank. 635 00:45:32,860 --> 00:45:35,215 Oh, Frank. Frank? 636 00:45:35,980 --> 00:45:37,049 He can come in. 637 00:45:37,700 --> 00:45:41,215 He's my latest fianc�. Only for two weeks. He's a doctor. 638 00:45:41,820 --> 00:45:44,015 Then open the door. - No. l won't. 639 00:45:44,220 --> 00:45:47,371 Why not? - He'll see l cried. 640 00:45:48,060 --> 00:45:49,618 Why did you cry? 641 00:45:51,860 --> 00:45:53,373 Because l had to cry. 642 00:45:54,180 --> 00:45:55,374 Why's that? 643 00:45:58,780 --> 00:46:01,977 Open the door. - l won't. 644 00:46:02,340 --> 00:46:05,173 And nor will you. It�s my house. 645 00:46:05,540 --> 00:46:08,008 l won't. - Make him leave. 646 00:46:08,580 --> 00:46:11,299 Me or him? - All of you must leave. 647 00:46:12,420 --> 00:46:15,696 How can l leave if l can't open the door? 648 00:46:16,380 --> 00:46:18,098 l want peace. 649 00:46:19,940 --> 00:46:22,056 l want peace. - What about me? 650 00:46:23,540 --> 00:46:25,019 Your phone... 651 00:46:25,980 --> 00:46:28,130 That's Frank. He can hear us. 652 00:46:28,340 --> 00:46:30,331 How do you know? Pick up the phone! 653 00:46:30,900 --> 00:46:32,299 He wants to come in. 654 00:46:32,740 --> 00:46:35,777 Do something! - No! 655 00:47:17,380 --> 00:47:19,336 You? - No thanks. 656 00:47:21,420 --> 00:47:22,535 Yes, it's coke. 657 00:47:24,020 --> 00:47:28,411 Write it down, roving reporter, for your fine paper. 658 00:47:29,180 --> 00:47:30,659 Hang me on my own rope. 659 00:47:34,100 --> 00:47:36,170 Why didn't you open the door? 660 00:47:37,820 --> 00:47:42,098 Because we're talking. - l thought you'd had enough. 661 00:47:42,300 --> 00:47:45,098 An ideal opportunity to end our talk. 662 00:47:47,980 --> 00:47:49,015 Christ! 663 00:47:50,740 --> 00:47:52,696 Christ almighty! 664 00:47:55,140 --> 00:47:57,051 Fucking hell! 665 00:48:00,180 --> 00:48:03,138 There's nothing wrong with your feelings! 666 00:48:03,740 --> 00:48:04,934 Bastard! 667 00:48:05,940 --> 00:48:09,489 Now l know why that whore wanted to blow you all up. 668 00:48:09,700 --> 00:48:11,691 You're hysterical. What did l do? 669 00:48:11,900 --> 00:48:16,815 lf l had a grenade, I�d stick it between your balls! 670 00:48:17,020 --> 00:48:20,137 In your rusty whorehouse ass! 671 00:48:20,260 --> 00:48:22,296 What did l do? You're hysterical. 672 00:48:24,340 --> 00:48:26,058 l won't explain. 673 00:48:26,540 --> 00:48:28,974 Tell me what l did wrong, please. 674 00:48:29,420 --> 00:48:32,378 Please tell me, l don't know. 675 00:48:40,420 --> 00:48:43,093 There's only filth in your mouth. 676 00:48:43,740 --> 00:48:47,449 l didn't say a word. - Your mouth is filled with filth. 677 00:48:47,660 --> 00:48:50,174 What did l say? - You know how l know? 678 00:48:54,060 --> 00:48:57,132 l kissed you! Remember? 679 00:48:58,620 --> 00:49:02,169 l already kissed you. Kissed you... 680 00:49:03,140 --> 00:49:04,129 ...on the mouth. 681 00:49:05,460 --> 00:49:08,577 l rolled my tongue around in there. 682 00:49:10,540 --> 00:49:11,450 Remember? 683 00:49:13,100 --> 00:49:15,170 Apparently not. 684 00:49:17,340 --> 00:49:21,777 Everything is a lie for you. - l lied again. What did l lie? 685 00:49:23,900 --> 00:49:25,618 Your whole life. 686 00:49:27,420 --> 00:49:30,014 You never went to Yugoslavia. 687 00:49:38,020 --> 00:49:39,294 What did l do wrong? 688 00:49:41,420 --> 00:49:43,251 You kissed me... 689 00:49:44,060 --> 00:49:45,095 ...and ran away. 690 00:49:47,060 --> 00:49:48,539 What does that mean? 691 00:49:50,020 --> 00:49:51,578 Your fianc� rings the bell. 692 00:49:53,100 --> 00:49:55,694 I�d be happy if l was with someone l hated. 693 00:49:56,980 --> 00:49:58,652 But you didn't let him in. 694 00:49:59,540 --> 00:50:01,849 Then we both have to go. Him, me... 695 00:50:02,380 --> 00:50:05,338 And you don't know why you didn't let him in. 696 00:50:06,740 --> 00:50:08,332 Because we're talking? 697 00:50:09,260 --> 00:50:10,693 Who's crazy? 698 00:50:12,060 --> 00:50:13,652 Who's cracked up? 699 00:50:15,260 --> 00:50:16,659 Who's hysterical? 700 00:50:18,620 --> 00:50:21,418 And what is this talk we're having? 701 00:50:22,300 --> 00:50:26,418 There's six minutes on the cassette and all quarrelling. 702 00:50:27,860 --> 00:50:29,816 And then l am cruel. 703 00:50:30,980 --> 00:50:34,814 Why? Because I�m a liar. l lie, and what do l lie? 704 00:50:35,020 --> 00:50:37,614 l haven't been to Yugoslavia? 705 00:50:38,860 --> 00:50:42,648 l lie about myself, my wife, my daughter? 706 00:50:44,300 --> 00:50:46,768 You want to go to bed with me? 707 00:50:47,460 --> 00:50:48,734 You want to? 708 00:50:49,740 --> 00:50:52,300 l say ''no''. What do you do? 709 00:50:52,540 --> 00:50:53,814 You kiss me. 710 00:50:55,380 --> 00:50:56,369 Then you run away. 711 00:50:57,740 --> 00:50:58,377 Yes, I�m lying. 712 00:50:59,900 --> 00:51:03,609 And l lie because l say that l kind-of like you. 713 00:51:03,820 --> 00:51:05,412 l kind-of like you. 714 00:51:09,500 --> 00:51:10,774 l don't get you. 715 00:51:12,220 --> 00:51:13,539 Not at all. 716 00:51:15,980 --> 00:51:17,698 You aren't my type. 717 00:51:18,380 --> 00:51:20,416 And you're not my type either. 718 00:51:22,380 --> 00:51:24,177 Didn't you notice, Mr Reporter... 719 00:51:25,020 --> 00:51:28,649 ...that l asked you more questions than you asked me? 720 00:51:30,580 --> 00:51:32,013 Didn't you notice that... 721 00:51:32,820 --> 00:51:35,778 ...maybe l recognised something in you? 722 00:51:37,260 --> 00:51:39,820 l put the words in your mouth. 723 00:51:44,420 --> 00:51:46,650 With your tongue, l suppose. 724 00:51:49,620 --> 00:51:51,133 There you go again. 725 00:51:56,220 --> 00:51:58,211 With my tongue too, darling. 726 00:52:00,180 --> 00:52:02,489 With my tongue too. 727 00:52:04,980 --> 00:52:07,050 l thought l recognised something. 728 00:52:09,740 --> 00:52:11,856 Scar recognises scar... 729 00:52:15,580 --> 00:52:16,899 You know the scar l have? 730 00:52:19,420 --> 00:52:20,375 No... 731 00:52:21,900 --> 00:52:23,811 Have you asked? No! 732 00:52:25,340 --> 00:52:27,012 You only fight a war. 733 00:52:28,660 --> 00:52:30,218 I've seen war. 734 00:52:32,460 --> 00:52:33,529 Yes, Tintin! 735 00:52:34,420 --> 00:52:36,570 You've seen war. 736 00:52:37,460 --> 00:52:38,893 You crawled over corpses. 737 00:52:40,100 --> 00:52:41,738 It wasn't difficult. 738 00:52:42,620 --> 00:52:44,178 All too easy. 739 00:52:47,380 --> 00:52:51,737 There's this very nervous Serbian with his pistol at your head. 740 00:52:52,780 --> 00:52:55,214 He doesn't speak English or German. 741 00:52:55,660 --> 00:52:57,332 Nor Russian. Nothing. 742 00:52:58,180 --> 00:53:00,819 He asks you important questions in Serbian. 743 00:53:01,260 --> 00:53:03,171 So you don't understand him. 744 00:53:03,540 --> 00:53:05,735 You hear the pistol click. 745 00:53:06,820 --> 00:53:10,210 You see his finger from the corner of your eye. 746 00:53:11,100 --> 00:53:12,499 It�s shaking. 747 00:53:13,220 --> 00:53:15,734 Then you're nervous, insecure. 748 00:53:18,060 --> 00:53:21,655 Your insecurity is different. l wanted to tell you that. 749 00:53:23,140 --> 00:53:24,653 It�s quite different. 750 00:53:24,860 --> 00:53:27,374 You want to rob my feelings too? - No. 751 00:53:28,860 --> 00:53:32,375 I�m trying to tell you you feel better than anyone. 752 00:53:34,740 --> 00:53:38,733 How do you know? - You wouldn't know me otherwise. 753 00:53:39,900 --> 00:53:42,016 Do you love that Frank? 754 00:53:42,900 --> 00:53:43,810 Yes. 755 00:53:44,620 --> 00:53:45,575 You're lying. 756 00:53:45,820 --> 00:53:48,653 How come? - Because you don't love him. 757 00:53:49,140 --> 00:53:50,095 l do love him. 758 00:53:50,980 --> 00:53:51,537 You're lying. 759 00:53:52,660 --> 00:53:54,218 How do you know? 760 00:53:54,940 --> 00:53:55,736 l just do. 761 00:53:58,140 --> 00:54:01,769 That's really mean. - Why? 762 00:54:02,820 --> 00:54:05,778 It�s mean to tell someone they're lying... 763 00:54:05,980 --> 00:54:11,816 ...when they're not and not prove it! - l know you're lying but can't prove it. 764 00:54:12,340 --> 00:54:14,171 You're mean. - Why? 765 00:54:23,220 --> 00:54:26,895 l said l love Frank! 766 00:54:27,140 --> 00:54:29,415 So how can you prove... 767 00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:31,215 ...that l don't? 768 00:54:31,700 --> 00:54:33,019 l can... 769 00:54:34,420 --> 00:54:37,014 Is this some kind of word game? 770 00:54:37,700 --> 00:54:39,531 l know you don't love him. 771 00:54:41,820 --> 00:54:43,538 This is crazy! 772 00:54:50,020 --> 00:54:52,056 You can go to bed with me... 773 00:54:52,900 --> 00:54:56,973 ...if you can prove, really prove... 774 00:54:58,020 --> 00:55:00,056 ...that l don't love Frank. 775 00:55:01,380 --> 00:55:03,450 I�ll suck you off. 776 00:55:03,980 --> 00:55:06,289 And God knows, I�m good at that! 777 00:55:06,980 --> 00:55:09,016 Better than you ever had. 778 00:55:10,700 --> 00:55:12,213 lf you're right... 779 00:55:13,220 --> 00:55:14,175 l don't gamble. 780 00:55:14,900 --> 00:55:16,891 It isn't a wager. 781 00:55:17,700 --> 00:55:18,974 l do love Frank. 782 00:55:21,460 --> 00:55:22,529 No you don't. 783 00:55:34,580 --> 00:55:38,493 ''l don't want to fuck Frank. l can't tell him l don't love him. 784 00:55:39,060 --> 00:55:40,891 ''Why does he want me all the time? 785 00:55:41,220 --> 00:55:45,418 ''l can't feel anything with Frank in me. Or without him.'' 786 00:55:49,540 --> 00:55:53,135 So now l can open my zip? 787 00:55:53,540 --> 00:55:55,610 It�s a good thing we didn't bet... 788 00:55:58,060 --> 00:55:59,015 You're lying... 789 00:56:00,020 --> 00:56:06,209 l proved it. l have given the only proof l could give. 790 00:56:06,780 --> 00:56:10,534 And you're guilty of lying. 791 00:56:14,820 --> 00:56:17,573 He read the diary... 792 00:56:20,420 --> 00:56:23,730 ...and he's still here in my house. 793 00:56:26,180 --> 00:56:27,693 And he's proud too! 794 00:56:29,820 --> 00:56:32,288 He's proud he read the diary! 795 00:56:34,220 --> 00:56:35,812 He's not ashamed. 796 00:56:37,340 --> 00:56:38,329 On the contrary. 797 00:56:42,300 --> 00:56:45,736 Is there any point in saying you're sick? 798 00:56:46,660 --> 00:56:50,778 Is there any point in saying you should see a shrink!? 799 00:56:51,780 --> 00:56:54,169 And would you now... 800 00:56:55,900 --> 00:56:57,856 - l hope you understand why - 801 00:56:58,580 --> 00:56:59,649 ...get out?! 802 00:57:02,820 --> 00:57:08,178 l think l have enough. Frank, doctor, diary, coke... 803 00:57:08,980 --> 00:57:11,175 ...pills, silicon brains... 804 00:57:14,180 --> 00:57:18,378 You're a great journalist. 805 00:57:19,140 --> 00:57:22,530 Great... my compliments. 806 00:57:24,460 --> 00:57:26,416 Close the door quietly behind you. 807 00:57:27,180 --> 00:57:29,694 Or loudly, if you like. 808 00:57:31,700 --> 00:57:34,260 Maybe you want to rape me before you go? 809 00:57:34,460 --> 00:57:36,655 You can if you like. 810 00:57:37,260 --> 00:57:39,899 You already did, but you can do it again. 811 00:57:43,660 --> 00:57:46,379 l won't use those things, you know that. 812 00:57:48,420 --> 00:57:51,139 You know any more about me? - Yes... 813 00:57:52,740 --> 00:57:54,412 What, may l ask? 814 00:57:57,620 --> 00:57:59,929 You write pretty crappy poems. 815 00:58:06,260 --> 00:58:08,774 ''It is heavy, my secret's heavy 816 00:58:09,060 --> 00:58:11,369 ''l have a mask, who can l ask? 817 00:58:12,020 --> 00:58:13,419 ''Share my blame... 818 00:58:15,340 --> 00:58:16,819 ''...share my pain?'' 819 00:58:18,580 --> 00:58:19,979 Nursery rhymes! 820 00:58:24,260 --> 00:58:26,694 You could sue me. 821 00:58:29,580 --> 00:58:31,969 You know why l like you now? 822 00:58:40,780 --> 00:58:44,011 I�m sure you won't believe me if l say... 823 00:58:45,220 --> 00:58:47,814 ...that l don't like you. 824 00:58:50,860 --> 00:58:52,134 But l like you. 825 00:58:53,220 --> 00:58:58,055 l know what l did was wrong. l know. l admit it. 826 00:58:58,740 --> 00:59:02,972 But l read this and something else that made me... 827 00:59:03,940 --> 00:59:05,532 ....made me like you. 828 00:59:07,100 --> 00:59:07,816 Well l never. 829 00:59:09,340 --> 00:59:10,978 You read more? 830 00:59:11,460 --> 00:59:15,658 Take a pen. What did you read? What do you want to know? 831 00:59:20,780 --> 00:59:24,250 ''There is death. Everywhere. Death in me. Death... 832 00:59:24,460 --> 00:59:28,817 ''Everywhere. Death in me. Death... 833 00:59:29,180 --> 00:59:30,454 ''Death in me...'' 834 00:59:38,460 --> 00:59:41,054 In the cellar of humiliation... 835 00:59:41,420 --> 00:59:43,138 ...there was a pitfall... 836 00:59:43,540 --> 00:59:47,374 ...and l just fell in it! - l don't use anything. 837 00:59:47,580 --> 00:59:50,333 No? - Even if you don't believe me. 838 00:59:50,580 --> 00:59:56,496 But l would like to know the secret, about death, death everywhere... 839 00:59:57,300 --> 01:00:00,133 I�d like to know about that. 840 01:00:02,020 --> 01:00:02,770 Why? 841 01:00:04,740 --> 01:00:06,173 Why on earth...? 842 01:00:08,980 --> 01:00:11,540 Because l recognise myself in you. 843 01:00:13,580 --> 01:00:14,615 Bastard! 844 01:00:16,300 --> 01:00:17,210 Finish me... 845 01:00:18,620 --> 01:00:20,099 I�m already dead. 846 01:00:20,980 --> 01:00:22,333 Finish me off! 847 01:00:24,060 --> 01:00:25,698 A grenade, please! 848 01:00:28,820 --> 01:00:29,855 It�s really crazy. 849 01:00:30,420 --> 01:00:32,615 l really need a snort. 850 01:00:48,740 --> 01:00:49,889 It�s gone. 851 01:00:51,780 --> 01:00:52,849 The bad dream. 852 01:00:54,620 --> 01:00:55,973 The nightmare. 853 01:00:58,700 --> 01:01:00,850 l can sleep in peace. 854 01:01:08,100 --> 01:01:12,093 What terrible dreams people can have, 855 01:01:13,740 --> 01:01:15,298 Listen Katja... 856 01:01:17,940 --> 01:01:19,259 It�s as if he's still here. 857 01:01:21,900 --> 01:01:23,652 l can hear a ghost... 858 01:01:27,380 --> 01:01:28,972 l have a proposition. 859 01:01:30,620 --> 01:01:31,735 Oh dear! 860 01:01:32,820 --> 01:01:36,051 The nightmare must want to fuck me. 861 01:01:37,420 --> 01:01:38,978 Or l have to suck him off. 862 01:01:40,260 --> 01:01:44,219 Or l have to be his whore. Who knows? 863 01:01:44,460 --> 01:01:45,779 Listen, Katja. 864 01:01:53,460 --> 01:01:54,449 Hello? 865 01:01:55,220 --> 01:01:57,211 Hey, hello, darling! 866 01:01:58,580 --> 01:02:00,172 No, he's gone. 867 01:02:00,500 --> 01:02:01,694 Thank goodness. 868 01:02:03,180 --> 01:02:06,889 A very nice man... 869 01:02:08,660 --> 01:02:10,139 Pierre Peters... 870 01:02:11,460 --> 01:02:12,688 PP to his friends! 871 01:02:14,220 --> 01:02:15,414 You know him? 872 01:02:16,460 --> 01:02:21,739 No, he isn't a political pundit. He does showbiz news. 873 01:02:23,540 --> 01:02:28,978 He was first to expose Laurentien as a transsexual. 874 01:02:30,020 --> 01:02:32,090 Yes... no! 875 01:02:32,940 --> 01:02:35,135 No, not a bastard! 876 01:02:36,620 --> 01:02:38,292 No, very sweet. 877 01:02:39,500 --> 01:02:40,979 Very nice. 878 01:02:41,500 --> 01:02:43,331 Just like all the others. 879 01:02:44,620 --> 01:02:47,134 No, darling, l can't come round. 880 01:02:47,380 --> 01:02:51,259 No, l can't. l have to learn my lines for tomorrow. 881 01:02:52,300 --> 01:02:54,256 Okay... Kisses. 882 01:02:57,260 --> 01:02:59,569 l hereby proposition Katja. 883 01:02:59,860 --> 01:03:03,409 She tells me why she wrote about death all around. 884 01:03:03,620 --> 01:03:06,293 So you can ruin me in the paper. - Wait a minute! 885 01:03:06,500 --> 01:03:09,856 l haven't finished. She tells me the secret... 886 01:03:10,180 --> 01:03:15,129 ...why there is death everywhere. And she can decide whether l use it. 887 01:03:15,340 --> 01:03:16,773 l want you to get lost. 888 01:03:18,260 --> 01:03:21,457 Get out! Disappear... 889 01:03:22,980 --> 01:03:25,699 Die! Be destroyed. 890 01:03:26,660 --> 01:03:27,456 Explode... 891 01:03:29,460 --> 01:03:30,813 Is that clear? 892 01:03:31,860 --> 01:03:33,418 l want you to dissolve... 893 01:03:34,460 --> 01:03:37,099 ...to be gruesomely murdered... 894 01:03:37,340 --> 01:03:40,616 That they find you being gnawed by rats. 895 01:03:41,060 --> 01:03:45,053 With rabid dogs tearing your brains from your skull. 896 01:03:45,260 --> 01:03:47,649 You're not so great. You exaggerate. 897 01:03:48,020 --> 01:03:51,569 Be yourself. lf you know what that is. 898 01:03:54,700 --> 01:03:56,213 I�ll call the police. 899 01:03:56,420 --> 01:04:00,254 Let me explain why l want to know. - Don't bother! Go! 900 01:04:00,660 --> 01:04:02,252 l can break you, you know. 901 01:04:04,140 --> 01:04:05,050 l already am. 902 01:04:06,500 --> 01:04:07,979 Listen, l won't do it. 903 01:04:08,180 --> 01:04:11,616 l want to know your secret because l feel close. 904 01:04:11,820 --> 01:04:15,335 l feel the same as you, what you feel. 905 01:04:15,500 --> 01:04:18,856 l swear by all that's dear to me. l swear by... 906 01:04:19,060 --> 01:04:22,735 ...Lisa, my dead daughter. You and me... 907 01:04:23,860 --> 01:04:29,651 Don't link your name with mine! - You and l have something in common. 908 01:04:37,020 --> 01:04:38,897 Okay, listen... 909 01:04:40,300 --> 01:04:41,653 Give me something. 910 01:04:44,540 --> 01:04:46,132 Scar meets scar... 911 01:04:48,700 --> 01:04:50,691 l see you're recording everything. 912 01:04:53,380 --> 01:04:54,938 Never tired of yourself? 913 01:04:58,580 --> 01:05:01,413 Tell me your blackest thought. 914 01:05:02,820 --> 01:05:06,096 Why is there death all around you. 915 01:05:07,220 --> 01:05:08,892 What do l get in return? 916 01:05:09,620 --> 01:05:13,772 What do l get for telling you what no one knows. 917 01:05:14,740 --> 01:05:18,255 Why should l tell you what I�d rather forget? 918 01:05:18,420 --> 01:05:20,411 Yes, why should you? 919 01:05:22,300 --> 01:05:24,860 And why haven't you kicked me out yet? 920 01:05:25,340 --> 01:05:27,900 You know why l haven't called the cops? 921 01:05:29,860 --> 01:05:33,091 l really want to hurt you. 922 01:05:34,460 --> 01:05:35,973 l want to harm you. 923 01:05:37,540 --> 01:05:40,338 l want to get my own back on you. 924 01:05:41,780 --> 01:05:44,738 I�m not a sadist. Not until tonight. 925 01:05:46,260 --> 01:05:50,048 l have the feeling that you, with your war... 926 01:05:50,180 --> 01:05:53,138 ...used Gestapo methods on me. 927 01:05:53,300 --> 01:05:55,336 There's nothing l want more... 928 01:05:55,540 --> 01:06:00,375 ...than to hurt you as much as you hurt me. 929 01:06:07,740 --> 01:06:09,492 So get your own back. 930 01:06:11,100 --> 01:06:12,294 l don't know how! 931 01:06:18,700 --> 01:06:20,531 What do l get in return... 932 01:06:20,900 --> 01:06:24,529 ...if l tell you my secret? 933 01:06:30,460 --> 01:06:36,729 Tell me what you really want to know about me. 934 01:06:43,100 --> 01:06:45,216 Tell me your deepest secret. 935 01:06:47,540 --> 01:06:48,609 You have one? 936 01:06:53,660 --> 01:06:54,456 Yes... 937 01:06:56,140 --> 01:06:56,970 l do. 938 01:06:59,860 --> 01:07:01,088 That's a good deal. 939 01:07:04,580 --> 01:07:06,571 It has to be a real secret. 940 01:07:09,580 --> 01:07:10,695 l have a secret. 941 01:07:11,220 --> 01:07:13,450 How do l know it's a real secret? 942 01:07:15,420 --> 01:07:18,540 You can only decide when you've heard it. 943 01:07:18,540 --> 01:07:23,216 But it is very secret. No one knows. 944 01:07:23,580 --> 01:07:27,698 Apart from... no... No one knows my secret. 945 01:07:27,900 --> 01:07:29,379 You'll be the first. 946 01:07:30,260 --> 01:07:31,818 And then you can break me. 947 01:07:32,300 --> 01:07:34,097 l accept your proposition. 948 01:07:35,340 --> 01:07:36,693 But l don't know why. 949 01:07:39,420 --> 01:07:41,331 But l can't just tell you. 950 01:07:43,500 --> 01:07:45,092 That would be too hard. 951 01:07:45,900 --> 01:07:47,970 I�ll read it from the diary. 952 01:07:50,660 --> 01:07:51,456 Fine. 953 01:07:52,980 --> 01:07:54,208 Okay. 954 01:08:03,580 --> 01:08:04,899 It�s really hard. 955 01:08:06,060 --> 01:08:07,049 l understand. 956 01:08:12,020 --> 01:08:16,457 lf only l knew why you wanted it. - To prove I�m not an evil person. 957 01:08:16,660 --> 01:08:18,776 That we share something. 958 01:08:22,780 --> 01:08:24,418 You may be right. 959 01:08:25,460 --> 01:08:27,257 Maybe there is. 960 01:08:27,580 --> 01:08:28,774 Can we start? 961 01:08:31,140 --> 01:08:32,858 I�ll turn the tape over. 962 01:08:38,300 --> 01:08:40,177 l, eh... 963 01:08:42,060 --> 01:08:44,210 I�ll read a day... 964 01:08:45,900 --> 01:08:47,015 ...to make it clear. 965 01:08:48,020 --> 01:08:50,659 It�s so hard! - l understand! 966 01:08:57,300 --> 01:08:59,018 Monday 15 December. 967 01:09:02,100 --> 01:09:04,455 Today judgement was passed. 968 01:09:07,500 --> 01:09:09,297 l have cancer. 969 01:09:12,500 --> 01:09:14,058 The X-rays were clear. 970 01:09:15,660 --> 01:09:16,809 Abrahams... 971 01:09:18,180 --> 01:09:19,249 ...my doctor... 972 01:09:21,020 --> 01:09:25,810 Abrahams said X-rays and blood tests were clear. 973 01:09:27,260 --> 01:09:28,579 l have cancer. 974 01:09:30,020 --> 01:09:33,729 l asked: ''Will l die?'' Abrahams said nothing. 975 01:09:34,500 --> 01:09:37,651 l asked again. ''Will l die?'' 976 01:09:39,900 --> 01:09:42,368 ''It�s not that far,'' he said. 977 01:09:43,500 --> 01:09:48,528 ''We have to check for secondaries... 978 01:09:49,580 --> 01:09:51,571 ''See how you are.'' 979 01:09:52,860 --> 01:09:56,978 Abraham was sweet. He asked if l wanted to call anyone. 980 01:09:57,180 --> 01:09:59,489 Or if l wanted to now any more. 981 01:10:00,460 --> 01:10:02,018 ''Tell me everything,'' l said. 982 01:10:03,780 --> 01:10:05,452 ''Do my tits have to go?'' 983 01:10:07,300 --> 01:10:11,054 ''Certainly the left one.'' ''Can anything be done?'' 984 01:10:12,020 --> 01:10:12,691 ''No.'' 985 01:10:14,980 --> 01:10:16,538 ''Is my career finished?'' 986 01:10:18,260 --> 01:10:20,330 ''No,'' said Abraham... 987 01:10:24,780 --> 01:10:27,374 ''And if you find secondaries?'' 988 01:10:29,340 --> 01:10:30,819 ''Then you're finished...'' 989 01:10:32,900 --> 01:10:36,495 ''What should l do?'' l asked. ''Live a healthy life.'' 990 01:10:36,820 --> 01:10:38,139 ''l won't,'' l said. 991 01:10:39,340 --> 01:10:42,616 He said: ''Don't smoke, drink... 992 01:10:43,460 --> 01:10:45,576 ''l know l can't stick to that.'' 993 01:10:48,300 --> 01:10:51,576 ''What is the probability of secondaries?'' 994 01:10:53,260 --> 01:10:54,693 ''l don't know,'' Abraham said. 995 01:10:59,580 --> 01:11:01,696 Then came the lines you read. 996 01:11:01,900 --> 01:11:05,734 ''There is death. Everywhere. Death in me. Death... 997 01:11:11,100 --> 01:11:12,055 Terrible... 998 01:11:21,260 --> 01:11:24,457 There's more if you want to hear. 999 01:11:24,980 --> 01:11:26,379 How are you now? 1000 01:11:28,380 --> 01:11:30,769 l had tests yesterday and today... 1001 01:11:31,820 --> 01:11:33,970 The results come next week. 1002 01:11:34,820 --> 01:11:36,139 What do you think? 1003 01:11:37,500 --> 01:11:38,979 l stopped thinking. 1004 01:11:41,260 --> 01:11:42,010 I�m sorry. 1005 01:11:43,180 --> 01:11:44,579 About everything. 1006 01:11:46,140 --> 01:11:49,655 You don't have to be sorry. We're mature adults. 1007 01:11:49,980 --> 01:11:52,175 What on earth happened tonight? 1008 01:11:54,420 --> 01:11:59,858 What do you mean? - Why do we behave the way we do? 1009 01:12:03,820 --> 01:12:06,573 Maybe it's the medicine... 1010 01:12:07,620 --> 01:12:11,010 ...combined with drink and coke... 1011 01:12:12,420 --> 01:12:14,012 I�m sorry, Kat... 1012 01:12:14,220 --> 01:12:15,414 Can l call you Kat? 1013 01:12:17,140 --> 01:12:18,334 You didn't know. 1014 01:12:22,260 --> 01:12:26,651 Was it worth it? Was this what you wanted to hear? 1015 01:12:27,140 --> 01:12:30,052 Why we are similar? - No! 1016 01:12:31,220 --> 01:12:32,289 I�m deeply ashamed. 1017 01:12:33,660 --> 01:12:36,413 Death has been a scourge around me. 1018 01:12:36,860 --> 01:12:40,375 Literally. All that was dear to me died. 1019 01:12:40,660 --> 01:12:43,970 Maybe I�ll be dead in a year. - Don't say that. 1020 01:12:46,220 --> 01:12:48,575 What do you think of me now? 1021 01:12:53,580 --> 01:12:56,617 I�m ashamed for thinking so badly of you. 1022 01:13:04,100 --> 01:13:05,613 Can you turn it off? 1023 01:13:08,820 --> 01:13:10,048 Leave me alone. 1024 01:13:10,700 --> 01:13:12,975 I�m a little confused. 1025 01:13:18,060 --> 01:13:19,891 Why do we hurt each other? 1026 01:13:21,020 --> 01:13:24,456 You hurt me so. - It was a misunderstanding. 1027 01:13:25,460 --> 01:13:28,532 It always is... 1028 01:13:28,860 --> 01:13:31,977 Human relations are a misunderstanding. 1029 01:13:32,180 --> 01:13:33,659 Relationships too. 1030 01:13:34,540 --> 01:13:37,816 Everything, men, women... 1031 01:13:38,300 --> 01:13:41,053 It�s all a misunderstanding. 1032 01:13:50,020 --> 01:13:52,170 Ellen always rings now. 1033 01:13:53,940 --> 01:13:57,899 Take it. Maybe it's a good thing to talk to a friend. 1034 01:13:59,620 --> 01:14:00,211 I�ll go. 1035 01:14:01,180 --> 01:14:04,297 No, l don't... Please stay. 1036 01:14:05,740 --> 01:14:06,775 Stay... 1037 01:14:07,180 --> 01:14:09,978 Does anyone else know your secret? 1038 01:14:11,860 --> 01:14:12,929 No one... 1039 01:14:15,140 --> 01:14:16,414 No one at all. 1040 01:14:17,660 --> 01:14:18,979 You... 1041 01:14:20,780 --> 01:14:22,896 But you can trust me... 1042 01:14:24,940 --> 01:14:26,419 What will you write? 1043 01:14:28,380 --> 01:14:32,419 Darling, l won't write anything. 1044 01:14:34,940 --> 01:14:36,134 l have to go. 1045 01:14:38,020 --> 01:14:38,896 l knew it. 1046 01:14:41,460 --> 01:14:42,734 What? 1047 01:14:43,380 --> 01:14:45,735 We made a deal. You're not sticking to it. 1048 01:14:47,980 --> 01:14:50,210 l know, but... - What? 1049 01:14:50,980 --> 01:14:54,450 My story is nothing compared with yours... 1050 01:14:54,820 --> 01:14:56,856 l know you're unreliable. 1051 01:14:57,020 --> 01:14:58,453 But stick to it. 1052 01:14:58,740 --> 01:15:02,972 My story pales alongside yours. 1053 01:15:03,180 --> 01:15:04,579 You promised! 1054 01:15:06,020 --> 01:15:10,093 You don't have to keep a promise, but you swore... 1055 01:15:15,020 --> 01:15:16,931 All right. 1056 01:15:19,060 --> 01:15:19,776 Now. 1057 01:15:22,660 --> 01:15:25,697 l had to come back from Bosnia to Holland... 1058 01:15:26,660 --> 01:15:29,049 ...to attend Lisa's funeral. 1059 01:15:29,500 --> 01:15:31,616 In the plane, my wound opened. 1060 01:15:31,820 --> 01:15:35,654 It was bleeding. l went to hospital from the airport. 1061 01:15:35,860 --> 01:15:38,010 A piece of grenade in my belly. 1062 01:15:39,260 --> 01:15:42,058 It was infected. I�d been careless. 1063 01:15:43,060 --> 01:15:46,211 l couldn't go to Lisa's funeral. 1064 01:15:47,380 --> 01:15:50,053 My wife didn't come to see me either. 1065 01:15:50,260 --> 01:15:53,935 The accident was her fault. 1066 01:15:54,460 --> 01:15:55,779 She was driving. 1067 01:15:56,060 --> 01:15:58,972 l was hurt. She didn't want to show her face. 1068 01:16:00,660 --> 01:16:05,450 A colleague came to see me and told me what happened. 1069 01:16:05,780 --> 01:16:08,977 My wife was drunk at the wheel. Blind drunk. 1070 01:16:09,780 --> 01:16:12,169 One day she came to the hospital. 1071 01:16:12,700 --> 01:16:17,296 Not to tell me what happened or comfort me. 1072 01:16:17,700 --> 01:16:21,534 But to say it was all over between us. 1073 01:16:23,100 --> 01:16:27,491 She said Lisa's death was a good time to start afresh. 1074 01:16:28,660 --> 01:16:33,176 She wasn't interested in what had happened to me. That's that. 1075 01:16:33,820 --> 01:16:36,254 One week later l was discharged. 1076 01:16:37,500 --> 01:16:39,138 l returned to an empty house. 1077 01:16:39,380 --> 01:16:45,296 Just a bed and desk but nothing else. No kitchen things, sheets... nothing. 1078 01:16:45,500 --> 01:16:51,370 No photo of Lisa, nothing. Just a note from Marian: ''This is better.'' 1079 01:16:51,580 --> 01:16:53,298 And her address. 1080 01:16:53,980 --> 01:16:55,572 l went straight there. 1081 01:16:56,380 --> 01:17:01,215 It was the house of a friend. She was out. We'd been there before. 1082 01:17:02,380 --> 01:17:06,692 l went inside. Marian was sitting at the table, paralytic. 1083 01:17:06,900 --> 01:17:08,379 l wanted to talk to her. 1084 01:17:08,580 --> 01:17:14,769 Impossible! She babbled she wished l had died instead of Lisa. 1085 01:17:15,260 --> 01:17:20,573 Then she fell on the floor and l saw the carkeys. l dragged her into our old car. 1086 01:17:21,140 --> 01:17:22,493 We set off. 1087 01:17:23,300 --> 01:17:25,370 You murdered your wife. 1088 01:17:25,780 --> 01:17:27,691 l knew the area. 1089 01:17:28,100 --> 01:17:32,173 l drove into the woods to a lake which we visited with Lisa. 1090 01:17:32,740 --> 01:17:34,696 l put her behind the wheel. 1091 01:17:35,220 --> 01:17:38,098 She was so drunk she was out of it. 1092 01:17:40,020 --> 01:17:44,411 l jumped out and pushed her into the lake or something... 1093 01:17:44,620 --> 01:17:46,338 l was on the bank. 1094 01:17:48,340 --> 01:17:51,457 l knew she would drown. She was out cold. 1095 01:17:52,860 --> 01:17:54,452 l called for help. 1096 01:17:55,340 --> 01:17:58,377 l don't know if l wanted to kill her. 1097 01:17:59,660 --> 01:18:01,776 But l wanted revenge. 1098 01:18:02,180 --> 01:18:05,855 l was crazy. l saw the war in Bosnia flash past. 1099 01:18:06,380 --> 01:18:09,372 l called out and help came. 1100 01:18:10,460 --> 01:18:15,090 l said we'd had an accident. Too much to drink. 1101 01:18:16,860 --> 01:18:20,057 And the man waded in the water after Lisa... 1102 01:18:21,020 --> 01:18:22,738 l mean to save Marian. 1103 01:18:24,180 --> 01:18:27,729 He got her, but it was too late. She was dead. 1104 01:18:29,180 --> 01:18:33,219 l told the police we were drunk and had crashed. 1105 01:18:33,420 --> 01:18:38,130 We were on our way to hospital because my wound was open. 1106 01:18:38,700 --> 01:18:42,295 l scratched it open on the bank. 1107 01:18:44,700 --> 01:18:47,976 l was in hospital when Marian was buried. 1108 01:18:49,500 --> 01:18:53,413 The police investigated, but found no evidence of murder. 1109 01:18:53,620 --> 01:18:55,611 So they couldn't prosecute. 1110 01:18:57,660 --> 01:19:01,653 The police even apologised for investigating. 1111 01:19:03,060 --> 01:19:07,338 The psychiatrist said l was stressed and traumatised. 1112 01:19:08,220 --> 01:19:10,495 But was that enough for murder? 1113 01:19:13,540 --> 01:19:15,132 On the contrary. 1114 01:19:23,460 --> 01:19:25,257 Yes, l murdered my wife. 1115 01:19:29,300 --> 01:19:30,335 It�s late. 1116 01:19:33,500 --> 01:19:34,330 Too late... 1117 01:19:58,580 --> 01:20:01,458 l kissed you... - Why did you kiss me? 1118 01:20:01,700 --> 01:20:05,215 Because for a second or less... 1119 01:20:06,620 --> 01:20:09,851 ...really felt l loved you. 1120 01:20:13,300 --> 01:20:15,052 But hate won out. 1121 01:20:15,700 --> 01:20:17,930 We really loathed each other. 1122 01:20:18,980 --> 01:20:21,448 Had... - l don't hate you any more. 1123 01:20:22,940 --> 01:20:24,896 l have to take my medicine. 1124 01:20:26,580 --> 01:20:29,094 You have to go. - Can l say something? 1125 01:20:31,180 --> 01:20:32,454 What is there to say? 1126 01:20:33,740 --> 01:20:36,573 l know it's unusual and wrong... 1127 01:20:36,820 --> 01:20:40,779 ...and out of order and pointless and irrelevant... 1128 01:20:40,980 --> 01:20:43,574 ...but l want you to know. - What? 1129 01:20:47,980 --> 01:20:49,049 l love you. 1130 01:20:50,620 --> 01:20:52,099 l don't love you. 1131 01:20:58,020 --> 01:21:00,329 I�ll just go and take my medicine. 1132 01:21:37,460 --> 01:21:38,495 I�d better go. 1133 01:21:40,620 --> 01:21:41,735 Yes... 1134 01:21:44,340 --> 01:21:45,614 I�m exhausted. 1135 01:21:53,140 --> 01:21:56,212 Look after yourself and take care of the tape. 1136 01:21:56,420 --> 01:21:58,775 lf l break you, you can use it. 1137 01:21:59,380 --> 01:22:01,610 l think this evening changed you. 1138 01:22:02,820 --> 01:22:03,855 l trust you. 1139 01:22:05,060 --> 01:22:06,459 Have you changed? 1140 01:22:07,460 --> 01:22:08,734 Yes... 1141 01:22:09,580 --> 01:22:11,172 One thing, before l go. 1142 01:22:12,340 --> 01:22:13,739 What do we have in common? 1143 01:22:14,500 --> 01:22:16,968 We don't believe in relationships. 1144 01:22:18,540 --> 01:22:19,814 You're right. 1145 01:22:21,060 --> 01:22:22,539 There's no equality. 1146 01:22:23,300 --> 01:22:25,450 There's always a winner. 1147 01:22:26,700 --> 01:22:28,736 l hope you won this evening. 1148 01:22:30,020 --> 01:22:31,738 Can l conquer death? 1149 01:22:33,180 --> 01:22:34,135 Did you win? 1150 01:22:50,860 --> 01:22:52,612 What's the deadline? 1151 01:22:53,660 --> 01:22:55,776 Here's the headline, ready? 1152 01:22:56,620 --> 01:22:57,689 Hurry! 1153 01:22:58,340 --> 01:22:59,853 Katja has cancer. 1154 01:23:00,180 --> 01:23:04,890 Dutch megastar Katja Stuurman has a malignant tumour. 1155 01:23:05,460 --> 01:23:09,419 She reveals all in an interview in tomorrow's paper. 1156 01:23:09,940 --> 01:23:14,616 At 25, about to break through internationally, her career ends. 1157 01:23:18,140 --> 01:23:19,016 Not news? 1158 01:23:20,820 --> 01:23:23,778 Christ! Put me through to Matthijs! 1159 01:23:24,860 --> 01:23:26,498 Forget it, I�m on my way! 1160 01:23:31,380 --> 01:23:32,130 Pierre... 1161 01:23:32,740 --> 01:23:35,493 l forgot to tell you something. - What? 1162 01:23:36,180 --> 01:23:37,374 You see this? 1163 01:23:38,140 --> 01:23:39,493 Your diary! 1164 01:23:40,140 --> 01:23:42,290 l forgot to say... 1165 01:23:42,500 --> 01:23:44,809 What? - It�s not my diary... 1166 01:23:45,020 --> 01:23:50,731 It�s Ellen's! l was reading her diary. She has cancer. 1167 01:23:52,180 --> 01:23:57,334 And this is the tape with your murder confession. 1168 01:24:00,060 --> 01:24:04,372 This tape is going to the police who are on their way. 1169 01:27:44,980 --> 01:27:49,258 Translated by Martin Cleaver 81127

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