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I'm going now.
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Sorry.
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Okay, bye.
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Love you.
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[DOOR CLOSES]
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[SNIFFLES]
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Nicholas?
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- What are you doing down there?
- Um...
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I, just, um...
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Sittin' on the floor. That's what I do.
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I'm a floor-sitter now.
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Have you seen Alex?
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I need help lifting the table.
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NICHOLAS: No, Alex left.
He dumped me actually, yep.
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He broke up with you?
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- Yeah.
- Ugh.
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Why on Earth would
he do something like that
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to someone as decent as you?
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Uh, he, um, he thinks I don't love him.
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That is... absurd.
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He said we were "in different movies."
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Why couldn't I tell?
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Uh, man, if he didn't feel loved by me,
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then I don't know what hope I have
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because that was the hardest
I've ever worked to try
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and show someone I love them.
Like, that was my best.
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I definitely, like, I gave him my best.
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It appears there was
a pretty major disconnect.
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Yes, that's what
I'm tryin' to say, yeah.
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Yeah.
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Nicholas, may I tell a story?
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Why not?
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When Drea was seven, I lost my mom.
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And I cried a lot. Drea...
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didn't show much emotion.
She just kept asking,
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"What do you need? What do you need?"
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- Well, that's sweet.
- It was.
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But one day I just...
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I just snapped.
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And... I shouted,
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"The only thing I need
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is not to be the only
sad person in this house!"
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I said that to a, to a child.
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And Drea,
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she just looked up at me, and she said,
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"I feel sad you have more sad than me,
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which is why I wanna help."
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Drea cared about my mom,
she cared about me,
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she just cared in a different way.
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We know now that's because her brain
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works differently from
other people's brains.
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You know not worse, just different.
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The only problem was that...
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sometimes people didn't understand this
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and they often interpret
her actions more harshly
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than the truth of her intentions.
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Uh-huh.
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I made you a mimosa.
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Suze, I don't think that
story offered me
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the clarity you hoped it would.
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Well, maybe that's
what's happening here.
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Nicholas...
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It's starting to look
more and more likely
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that you are autistic.
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What?
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Suze, what the hell?
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Oh, no. Okay.
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I'm s... I'm sorry. Yeah, I've...
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No, I have the bad timing.
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I was just tryin' to
help you feel less confused.
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Suze, dude. Nah.
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- Nah, man.
- Okay.
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- Okay.
- [DOOR OPENS]
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I didn't know we were
allowed to be in here.
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Welcome.
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I'm not well.
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They're so high-pitched.
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Have you ever noticed that?
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Alex dumped me and
Suze thinks I'm autistic.
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What?
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Well, Alex felt disconnected
from Nicholas.
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No. No, I'm-I'm sorry, Suze.
He's not autistic.
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- He's just a bad boyfriend.
- Thank you.
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Oh, dear. I've created
a snowball, haven't I?
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- No, no snowballs.
- [DOOR OPENS]
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Aha! There you are.
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I'm just gonna get the colander.
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- Nicholas...
- No.
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- Toby. Toby.
- TOBY: All right, I'll get it.
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Nicholas has just had his
very heart torn in two,
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and tossed carelessly into a dumpster
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by a deeply inconsiderate Alex,
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who we are absolutely not a fan of.
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Oh, Nicholas...
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Oh, buddy, I'm-I'm so sorry.
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Aah! You were such a great couple.
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You know, it's such a shame.
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You brought the chaos,
he brought the order.
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This is so sad.
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Nicholas, love is a crazy game.
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Okay, it's not a game per se, but it...
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I'm sorry.
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I don't why this is
affecting me so much.
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It's because it's-it's sad, Toby.
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- It is, it's so sad.
- [DOOR CLOSES]
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[SNIFFLES]
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Why are people crying?
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'Cause they're happy for us.
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[LAUGHS] Yeah,
that's 'cause we are so happy.
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- SUZE: Yes, we are!
- Yeah.
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BARB: Moss family?
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Are you guys hiding from me?
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I noticed that Alex left.
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And I was wondering if you guys
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would be cool and give me a ride home?
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Yeah, we can give you a ride home.
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[SNIFFLES]
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[SIGHS]
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I'm sorry it's so messy.
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I really thought I cleaned up,
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but, yeah, I mean, I guess I didn't.
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Don't even worry about it.
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I'll get out of your way. Yeah.
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Standing felt formal, but no, it's fine.
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I guess I'll stand.
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Whatever is comfortable.
I'll be done in a minute.
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Is that like all your stuff?
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Yeah.
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Did you like never move in?
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I moved in.
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It's not like you offered me
a drawer or anything.
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Was I supposed to offer you a drawer?
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I think so.
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But you have a drawer.
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Well, yeah, eventually,
just took one without asking.
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Of course. Why ask? Who cares?
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I don't know, Nicholas.
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Maybe with the next guy
offering them a drawer
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would make them feel more welcome?
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But... I never offered you a drawer
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because you've got a drawer.
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You go in there, you fuss about
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and you come back in different clothes.
A good system.
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Do you even know where I kept my stuff?
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No. I didn't look into it
'cause it's not interesting.
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You go over there, you do a menial task,
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and I sit here on my phone.
It's nice.
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Sorry, I didn't realize
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this had such emotional stakes for you.
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Just put things wherever you want.
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There's so much space to put things.
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Oh, I took up as much space
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as was there for me, Nicholas.
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Oh, I see. Are we doing a metaphor?
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And the drawer is that I
didn't open up a piece of me
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for you to put stuff in?
Because, actually,
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that's very confusing.
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'Cause actually I've
opened up so much of me
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and you've put so much
in me, and I took it.
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I took it, and I know...
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Look, I know it sounds like
I'm talking about penises.
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But I'm not talking about penises.
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I'm talking about feelings.
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And also I'm probably
talking about penises.
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You're trying to be all funny and clever
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to distract me from my very
real and valid feelings.
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But it doesn't work anymore.
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Okay. Fine.
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Are you getting along?
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Yes.
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Very well.
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I'm relieved.
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Because Alex is one of my best friends.
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And, Alex...
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I want you to come to the wedding.
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I made you an invitation.
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And...
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it wouldn't be the same without you.
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Please come to my wedding.
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Hmm.
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I wouldn't dare miss it.
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I guess we won't have sex?
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Do you even want it?
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I can't tell.
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Maybe with blindfolds.
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Nicholas?
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Is that my sweet sister Genevieve
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come to rescue me from the feelings?
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So, the thing is...
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Um, maybe...
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maybe you are autistic.
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I thought I knew everything about autism
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because of Matilda, but...
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Actually I think I don't
know much about autism.
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I just know everything about Matilda.
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So, if-if you need... to, um...
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No.
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Okay.
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Yeah, you can just keep hiding.
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NICHOLAS: Thank you.
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Mm-hmm. Right, so, um...
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So there are these tests.
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Uh, these screening tests,
and so I did them,
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um, as you in character. And, well...
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they say that me masquerading as you...
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have some autistic tendencies.
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Genevieve, I'm already gay
and I have ADHD.
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I don't need any more stigmas.
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You're almost rich enough
to call them eccentricities.
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It's just that...
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You have difficulty interpreting
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how others are feeling and thinking,
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and your social anxiety.
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NICHOLAS: Name one social situation
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you don't wish was canceled.
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Also...
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you got that strange accent
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and also you're an entomologist,
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you collect insects.
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Nicholas, you collect insects.
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- NICHOLAS: My accent's Australia.
- It isn't though, is it?
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NICHOLAS: Yeah.
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I've seen "The Crocodile Hunter,"
and it ain't you.
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NICHOLAS: Crikey.
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Yeah, um...
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No.
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Another time.
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How's he doing? Any better?
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Yes, Matilda, very good.
Excited for the wedding.
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Do you have any questions
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about the tasks that I emailed you?
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No. Nope. All good.
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Great!
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Go, Team Matilda!
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- Team Matilda.
- Matilda.
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Yes!
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I didn't read the email.
I didn't read it.
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She has you down for an ambitious
amount of carpentry.
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GENEVIEVE: "Bullies often
targeted me in grade school."
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Very often.
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Um...
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"I get so absorbed in a detail
I lose sight of the whole."
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Very often.
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"I have a hairstyle
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others might consider eccentric."
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"I prefer to read
non-fiction over fiction."
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Well, I don't know
how I'm supposed to care
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that some made-up character
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cares what some other
made-up character did.
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"I can easily create a picture
of something in my mind."
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I don't know. I don't know.
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Well, how easy is it supposed to be
to create a picture?
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Yeah, yeah, I don't know.
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Well, you say something
and I'll imagine it.
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Um, a bird.
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Okay.
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Yeah, good. Done. Easy.
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What type of bird is it?
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Well, I don't know.
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I don't know.
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- I don't wanna do this anymore.
- Okay.
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"I find it difficult to make
or maintain eye contact."
264
00:11:28,625 --> 00:11:30,018
Yes.
265
00:11:30,182 --> 00:11:33,163
Unless I'm trying to trick someone
into falling in love with me.
266
00:11:34,694 --> 00:11:37,863
"I enjoy collecting information
on the categories of things."
267
00:11:37,888 --> 00:11:39,448
Yes.
268
00:11:40,231 --> 00:11:43,134
"I am often captivated
by running water."
269
00:11:43,159 --> 00:11:44,509
What?
270
00:11:44,690 --> 00:11:45,759
Really?
271
00:11:45,784 --> 00:11:46,884
Yeah.
272
00:11:46,909 --> 00:11:48,590
Everyone is. Aren't they?
273
00:11:48,615 --> 00:11:50,017
Everyone loves running water.
274
00:11:50,042 --> 00:11:52,669
People love a brook, don't they?
Don't you love a brook?
275
00:11:52,694 --> 00:11:54,656
Look, it's really not easy
for me to work out
276
00:11:54,681 --> 00:11:56,885
how much I'm supposed
to speak during this.
277
00:11:56,910 --> 00:11:58,825
[SIGHS]
278
00:12:00,885 --> 00:12:03,499
When I was in the third grade
sometimes I'd throw myself
279
00:12:03,524 --> 00:12:05,441
off the top bunk of the bed
280
00:12:05,466 --> 00:12:08,036
because all the kids at school
with casts were so popular
281
00:12:08,061 --> 00:12:11,677
and I thought if I broke my arm
that that would make me popular.
282
00:12:12,096 --> 00:12:13,770
Okay.
283
00:12:15,891 --> 00:12:18,196
Seems pretty misguided.
284
00:12:18,416 --> 00:12:20,098
Yeah.
285
00:12:25,652 --> 00:12:27,323
SUZE: Category is...
286
00:12:27,348 --> 00:12:28,874
mother of the bride!
287
00:12:28,898 --> 00:12:29,966
TOBY: We are ready.
288
00:12:29,990 --> 00:12:31,560
- Yes, please.
- SUZE: All right.
289
00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:33,475
[LAUGHING]
290
00:12:33,500 --> 00:12:34,981
Ooh!
291
00:12:35,006 --> 00:12:36,981
- SUZE: Can you believe it?
- NICHOLAS: Oh.
292
00:12:39,497 --> 00:12:41,669
Wow!
293
00:12:41,694 --> 00:12:43,769
It's a knockoff,
but you can't even tell.
294
00:12:43,794 --> 00:12:45,934
Honey, are you sure
that's the right size?
295
00:12:45,959 --> 00:12:47,603
What are you trying to say, Toby?
296
00:12:47,628 --> 00:12:50,278
Uh, I mean, don't I look pretty?
297
00:12:50,303 --> 00:12:52,051
Maybe we should email somebody.
298
00:12:52,076 --> 00:12:54,200
To say thank you?
299
00:12:54,971 --> 00:12:56,641
[LAUGHS] Can you believe it?
300
00:12:56,666 --> 00:12:58,614
[SUZE AND NICHOLAS LAUGHING]
301
00:12:59,302 --> 00:13:01,138
Ooh-ooh-ooh.
302
00:13:09,962 --> 00:13:12,223
You guys are pretty good friends, huh?
303
00:13:12,465 --> 00:13:13,966
- Hmm?
- Yeah.
304
00:13:13,991 --> 00:13:16,583
Yeah, I think they might
be your only friends.
305
00:13:17,561 --> 00:13:18,561
Hmm.
306
00:13:19,208 --> 00:13:20,677
"It's difficult to imagine
307
00:13:20,702 --> 00:13:22,677
what it would be like
to be someone else."
308
00:13:22,702 --> 00:13:23,702
Yes.
309
00:13:23,727 --> 00:13:26,903
For example, some people like cats
and videos of cats.
310
00:13:27,174 --> 00:13:28,317
I'm trying to be neutral,
311
00:13:28,342 --> 00:13:30,638
but I have to agree
you're terrible at it.
312
00:13:31,897 --> 00:13:33,005
I have to add it up.
313
00:13:33,030 --> 00:13:34,442
How are you feeling?
314
00:13:34,467 --> 00:13:37,141
I'm thinking about getting
those Korean fish pastries.
315
00:13:37,166 --> 00:13:39,204
- Yes, please.
- Of course.
316
00:13:39,229 --> 00:13:42,155
[INHALES AND EXHALES DEEPLY]
317
00:13:43,054 --> 00:13:44,312
When I was a kid,
318
00:13:44,337 --> 00:13:46,268
my ma, she was always
sending me to hearing tests.
319
00:13:46,292 --> 00:13:47,952
I spent my whole childhood in a booth
320
00:13:47,977 --> 00:13:50,598
wearing huge headphones,
being asked if I could hear the beep.
321
00:13:50,623 --> 00:13:52,123
And...
322
00:13:52,148 --> 00:13:54,782
it was always a, "Yeah,
yeah, I can hear the beep.
323
00:13:54,807 --> 00:13:56,852
I can hear..."
I actually have amazing hearing.
324
00:13:56,877 --> 00:13:58,658
And then, uh...
325
00:13:59,611 --> 00:14:01,816
I don't know, she was always,
like, so disappointed
326
00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:03,853
to find out I wasn't deaf.
327
00:14:05,177 --> 00:14:06,501
That's not normal.
328
00:14:06,526 --> 00:14:07,994
GENEVIEVE: No.
329
00:14:08,331 --> 00:14:09,962
[KEYBOARD KEYS CLACKING]
330
00:14:12,536 --> 00:14:14,673
It says you're autistic.
331
00:14:15,702 --> 00:14:17,481
Like... Like, a bit?
332
00:14:17,560 --> 00:14:19,173
Hmm...
333
00:14:20,228 --> 00:14:22,859
Yeah, quite high, like...
334
00:14:22,884 --> 00:14:24,853
like, above borderline.
335
00:14:25,493 --> 00:14:26,758
Right.
336
00:14:28,979 --> 00:14:32,259
Mm-hmm. [CLICKS TONGUE]
337
00:14:36,824 --> 00:14:39,454
- Do you want custard?
- Yeah.
338
00:14:39,770 --> 00:14:41,447
Yeah.
339
00:14:44,517 --> 00:14:45,596
Okay.
340
00:14:59,674 --> 00:15:01,009
So...
341
00:15:02,181 --> 00:15:03,454
What?
342
00:15:03,939 --> 00:15:07,457
- What's going on with you?
- Well...
343
00:15:07,482 --> 00:15:08,947
Um...
344
00:15:10,131 --> 00:15:12,677
I feel sort of weezle-wozzle, don't I?
345
00:15:13,784 --> 00:15:14,928
It's just so hard to know
346
00:15:14,953 --> 00:15:16,662
if I answered those questions right.
347
00:15:16,687 --> 00:15:19,220
Nicholas, you answered
those questions right.
348
00:15:19,245 --> 00:15:20,957
- Really?
- Mm-hmm.
349
00:15:20,982 --> 00:15:22,603
I just think that, actually,
if you ask me again
350
00:15:22,627 --> 00:15:24,822
to mention a specific bird,
351
00:15:24,847 --> 00:15:26,273
I could do it, I'll do it.
352
00:15:26,297 --> 00:15:28,206
I'm imagining a rainbow lorikeet.
353
00:15:28,231 --> 00:15:29,892
It's rainbow, and...
354
00:15:30,802 --> 00:15:32,266
Yeah, I don't like
talking to new people,
355
00:15:32,290 --> 00:15:34,114
but nobody does.
Who likes talking to new people?
356
00:15:34,138 --> 00:15:35,927
It's crazy to like
talking to new people.
357
00:15:35,952 --> 00:15:39,332
And, yeah,
I don't like the sound of fans.
358
00:15:39,573 --> 00:15:40,791
I really don't like it,
359
00:15:40,816 --> 00:15:42,986
but it seems pretty intense to take that
360
00:15:43,011 --> 00:15:44,369
and parlay it into me being,
361
00:15:44,394 --> 00:15:46,972
quite suddenly, autistic. Doesn't it?
362
00:15:47,910 --> 00:15:49,691
Honestly,
I don't wanna be autistic, okay?
363
00:15:49,716 --> 00:15:50,965
Because then everyone's gonna look at me
364
00:15:50,989 --> 00:15:52,949
and they're gonna think,
"Oh, that's Nicholas. He's autistic."
365
00:15:52,973 --> 00:15:54,769
When I used to just be Nicholas.
366
00:15:56,402 --> 00:15:58,431
I thought this family was all like,
367
00:15:58,456 --> 00:16:01,097
"Autistic Pride," et cetera.
368
00:16:01,308 --> 00:16:02,342
Yeah.
369
00:16:02,367 --> 00:16:04,363
So what am I missing?
370
00:16:04,788 --> 00:16:05,788
Well...
371
00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:08,885
It's easier to be proud
for somebody else
372
00:16:08,910 --> 00:16:11,089
than it is for yourself, isn't it?
373
00:16:12,638 --> 00:16:14,417
It just is.
374
00:16:16,624 --> 00:16:18,347
[RATTLING]
375
00:16:18,679 --> 00:16:19,937
Should I help?
376
00:16:19,962 --> 00:16:21,769
No, I have to learn.
377
00:16:23,037 --> 00:16:25,933
- Are you curious what I brought?
- Not yet.
378
00:16:26,571 --> 00:16:29,393
- NICHOLAS: It's a picnic.
- MATILDA: I'm not hungry.
379
00:16:30,665 --> 00:16:32,620
- Ohh!
- [SIGHS]
380
00:16:34,161 --> 00:16:36,292
NICHOLAS: Oh, la, la!
381
00:16:36,733 --> 00:16:38,995
Wow!
382
00:16:39,134 --> 00:16:40,254
Which color?
383
00:16:40,872 --> 00:16:42,182
What vibe are you going for?
384
00:16:42,206 --> 00:16:44,979
Happy, independent, feminine.
385
00:16:45,004 --> 00:16:48,493
You know,
I just really love this soft blue.
386
00:16:48,518 --> 00:16:49,872
Nicholas...
387
00:16:50,123 --> 00:16:52,909
- that's my favorite too!
- What?
388
00:16:53,217 --> 00:16:54,454
- Yes.
- That's your favorite?
389
00:16:54,479 --> 00:16:56,787
- Yes.
- And it's my favorite?
390
00:16:56,960 --> 00:16:58,946
Get outta town. What's it called?
391
00:16:58,971 --> 00:17:03,369
We don't know because
we forgot to mark down
392
00:17:03,394 --> 00:17:05,262
which paint matches which paints.
393
00:17:05,287 --> 00:17:08,324
- But we have a plan.
- What's the plan?
394
00:17:08,349 --> 00:17:10,144
To repaint all the splotches
395
00:17:10,169 --> 00:17:12,911
and remember to mark down
which is which this time.
396
00:17:12,936 --> 00:17:13,976
Wow.
397
00:17:14,786 --> 00:17:16,599
That's a good plan.
398
00:17:16,809 --> 00:17:18,384
Isn't it?
399
00:17:18,537 --> 00:17:20,769
Sorted that right out.
400
00:17:21,798 --> 00:17:24,390
Can you believe how good
this picnic I got for us is?
401
00:17:24,415 --> 00:17:26,076
I've decided not to bring my piano,
402
00:17:26,100 --> 00:17:27,654
so I have an excuse to leave
403
00:17:27,679 --> 00:17:29,091
if Drea annoys me.
404
00:17:29,380 --> 00:17:31,917
- So just nothing about the picnic?
- It's good.
405
00:17:31,942 --> 00:17:34,400
Can you get me another one
so I can do this with Drea
406
00:17:34,425 --> 00:17:37,155
and pretend like it was my idea?
407
00:17:37,180 --> 00:17:38,869
Yes, I can. Yeah.
408
00:17:39,356 --> 00:17:41,404
[LAUGHS] Babe, do you mind if we, um,
409
00:17:41,429 --> 00:17:43,377
talk about me for a second?
410
00:17:43,728 --> 00:17:47,080
You don't have to ask
permission to not talk about me.
411
00:17:47,807 --> 00:17:49,731
[SIGHS] I just... Um, there's something
I wanna tell you
412
00:17:49,755 --> 00:17:52,041
and I-I thought maybe
I could get your advice.
413
00:17:52,477 --> 00:17:54,057
Of course.
414
00:17:56,465 --> 00:17:59,835
Well, I think that maybe
I might also be autistic.
415
00:17:59,860 --> 00:18:01,180
No.
416
00:18:01,205 --> 00:18:02,428
No?
417
00:18:02,453 --> 00:18:04,352
No, I don't think so.
418
00:18:05,072 --> 00:18:06,875
Can you pass the quince paste?
419
00:18:06,900 --> 00:18:08,766
[LAUGHS] Wait. Wait, wait, wait, but...
420
00:18:08,791 --> 00:18:10,852
don't you wanna hear more
about why I think that?
421
00:18:10,877 --> 00:18:13,383
You're just messy because you have ADHD
422
00:18:13,408 --> 00:18:15,141
and you don't follow things through.
423
00:18:15,166 --> 00:18:17,600
I think the ADHD has been a distraction.
424
00:18:17,625 --> 00:18:18,945
[SIGHS]
425
00:18:18,970 --> 00:18:21,461
Were you diagnosed with autism?
426
00:18:21,486 --> 00:18:23,749
- Well, no.
- You're not autistic.
427
00:18:23,774 --> 00:18:24,967
Hmm.
428
00:18:24,992 --> 00:18:26,366
I think I might be.
429
00:18:26,391 --> 00:18:27,725
It's very offensive
430
00:18:27,750 --> 00:18:30,939
when people who aren't diagnosed
pretend they're autistic
431
00:18:30,964 --> 00:18:34,160
to get away with their bad behavior.
432
00:18:34,497 --> 00:18:36,305
Yeah. Okay, but...
433
00:18:36,330 --> 00:18:38,131
I don't think that's
what's going on here.
434
00:18:38,516 --> 00:18:39,819
Why are you so sure?
435
00:18:39,844 --> 00:18:41,135
Because you're fine.
436
00:18:41,159 --> 00:18:43,975
You've always been fine.
437
00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:46,342
Well, I guess that's nice
that you think that,
438
00:18:46,367 --> 00:18:48,262
and I agree that I've always
been like a happy guy,
439
00:18:48,286 --> 00:18:49,642
but I, um...
440
00:18:49,963 --> 00:18:52,569
You're not autistic, I promise.
441
00:18:52,898 --> 00:18:55,179
But I think maybe I am.
442
00:18:55,204 --> 00:18:56,438
Why?
443
00:18:56,463 --> 00:18:58,668
Well... Okay, um...
444
00:18:59,513 --> 00:19:01,140
You know, like, yeah, I appear fine,
445
00:19:01,165 --> 00:19:03,188
but that's because I put an
embarrassing amount of work
446
00:19:03,212 --> 00:19:06,257
into camouflaging how confused I am
447
00:19:06,282 --> 00:19:07,941
and how twitchy I am,
448
00:19:07,966 --> 00:19:10,408
and just generally stopping myself
449
00:19:10,433 --> 00:19:12,899
from behaving the way
I wanna behave and...
450
00:19:13,190 --> 00:19:15,541
I don't know, I feel like
maybe Alex was the first person
451
00:19:15,566 --> 00:19:18,786
I let in close enough to see
through that performance and...
452
00:19:19,748 --> 00:19:21,106
I sort of...
453
00:19:21,131 --> 00:19:22,482
I thought...
454
00:19:22,507 --> 00:19:24,932
everyone was doing as much work as me,
455
00:19:24,957 --> 00:19:27,583
but it turns out, no,
it turns out some people,
456
00:19:27,977 --> 00:19:29,943
well, actually most people
457
00:19:29,968 --> 00:19:31,664
just know how to be.
458
00:19:31,856 --> 00:19:35,383
And, um, well, yeah, I didn't realize.
459
00:19:36,159 --> 00:19:37,907
Yes.
460
00:19:38,016 --> 00:19:40,046
Do you know the emotion
that I'm talking about?
461
00:19:40,071 --> 00:19:43,000
That I appear fine but it's fake. Right?
462
00:19:43,025 --> 00:19:45,235
It's-it's a performance. It's...
463
00:19:45,677 --> 00:19:47,109
- Yes.
- Exhausting.
464
00:19:47,134 --> 00:19:48,366
Yeah. Yes.
465
00:19:48,391 --> 00:19:49,680
Yes, I know it.
466
00:19:49,705 --> 00:19:51,071
Well, okay.
467
00:19:51,503 --> 00:19:53,352
Okay, fine.
468
00:19:53,377 --> 00:19:55,869
You're likely autistic.
469
00:19:55,894 --> 00:19:56,894
Yeah.
470
00:19:57,482 --> 00:19:58,752
Great.
471
00:19:58,777 --> 00:20:01,603
Uh, I wanna show you
the shower curtain we had made.
472
00:20:01,628 --> 00:20:02,916
It has our faces on it.
473
00:20:02,941 --> 00:20:04,869
Okay. Yes, please.
474
00:20:07,654 --> 00:20:09,338
Wow!
475
00:20:09,859 --> 00:20:11,502
Very elegant.
476
00:20:16,868 --> 00:20:18,705
_
477
00:20:18,824 --> 00:20:20,596
_
478
00:20:21,352 --> 00:20:22,924
RECEPTIONIST: Nicholas?
479
00:20:25,004 --> 00:20:27,986
There are more pages
behind the front page.
480
00:20:28,527 --> 00:20:30,025
NICHOLAS: Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
481
00:20:30,050 --> 00:20:31,339
Yeah, there's so many more pages.
482
00:20:31,363 --> 00:20:32,914
No, I can fill this out,
but I'm so late already.
483
00:20:32,938 --> 00:20:34,512
Should I... Should I do this after?
484
00:20:34,537 --> 00:20:36,962
RECEPTIONIST: We need you
to do it before the appointment.
485
00:20:36,987 --> 00:20:38,486
NICHOLAS: Okay.
486
00:20:38,673 --> 00:20:40,404
No, that makes sense, yeah.
487
00:20:40,429 --> 00:20:42,228
Ohh.
488
00:20:53,541 --> 00:20:54,994
Well, what is that?
489
00:20:55,019 --> 00:20:56,252
Give me it. Give me. Give me.
490
00:20:56,277 --> 00:20:58,041
It-it's a gift for you.
491
00:21:00,572 --> 00:21:01,883
A lizard?
492
00:21:01,908 --> 00:21:05,543
Um, more specifically,
an emotional support lizard.
493
00:21:05,568 --> 00:21:07,572
Right. And that's for me, is it?
494
00:21:07,597 --> 00:21:08,846
- Yes.
- Is that for me?
495
00:21:08,871 --> 00:21:10,103
- Yeah.
- That's my lizard?
496
00:21:10,128 --> 00:21:11,722
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
To help with your autism.
497
00:21:11,746 --> 00:21:14,275
Well, that's interesting, isn't it?
Because, um,
498
00:21:14,300 --> 00:21:16,290
you're always asking
me to buy you a lizard?
499
00:21:16,315 --> 00:21:17,533
- So...
- Oh.
500
00:21:17,558 --> 00:21:19,244
So it seems like...
501
00:21:19,269 --> 00:21:20,892
- No. No, no, no.
- No?
502
00:21:20,917 --> 00:21:23,449
That-that was just a phase.
I've outgrown it.
503
00:21:23,474 --> 00:21:24,908
Oh.
504
00:21:25,319 --> 00:21:26,736
Terrible timing.
505
00:21:26,761 --> 00:21:28,636
It's actually a thoughtful gift for you
506
00:21:28,661 --> 00:21:31,111
because he eats bugs and
you're an entomologist.
507
00:21:31,136 --> 00:21:32,807
Yes. I mean, of course.
508
00:21:32,832 --> 00:21:34,648
That just makes sense, doesn't it?
509
00:21:34,673 --> 00:21:36,794
How many times have you heard me say,
510
00:21:36,989 --> 00:21:40,221
"If you love something,
feed it alive to a predator"?
511
00:21:40,246 --> 00:21:42,633
A cute little lizard pet.
512
00:21:42,658 --> 00:21:45,603
What better way to
make an autistic house
513
00:21:45,628 --> 00:21:48,159
an autistic home?
514
00:21:48,209 --> 00:21:52,759
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