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When we give test results to patients,
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we often say, "Normal."
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Hydration...
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and that thing you like
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with the weirdest meat-to-cheese ratio
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I have ever known.
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It's called a sandwich, Amelia.
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You look good.
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You feel good? 'Cause you look good.
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So, you have your service,
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plus you've inherited
Koracick's service?
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That's a decadent amount of patients.
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And I'm not one of them. So go. Be free.
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Hydrate, eat, walk, repeat.
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Have fun being of use to the world.
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We look and analyze numbers
within ranges, highs and lows.
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If the patient falls within
the range, we're not worried.
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Has anyone seen my keys?
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Ugh!
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- Here.
- Oh!
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- Pancake batter. Nice.
- Crepe, actually.
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But that's not your point. Sorry.
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It's okay. This place wasn't
built for three people.
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Hey, you took pity on me.
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Guests don't bring other guests.
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I grew up in my car, and I know that.
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You're lucky Helm's a good cook.
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I got accepted in the vaccine trial.
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Oh, my God. This could
really end someday.
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I mean, he might get the placebo.
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Right. Not your point.
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Yay!
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But it's imperfect.
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Because if history
has shown us anything,
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one person's normal
is another's complete chaos.
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Ooh! Look at this! Tiny toasts.
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People just share little memories
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instead of making some big, huge speech.
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Do you care if we get two cakes?
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Because Nana Ante has this thing
about a groom's cake.
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Do you mind if we have three cakes?
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How are you gonna do any of this
when the world is shut down?
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Vision phase. No hating.
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Do you know of any place
with a waterfall by the ocean?
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Ohh. Looking. Looking.
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I am so relieved that you're
on call instead of Koracick.
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Koracick no longer works here.
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- Wait. Really? Who got to fire him?
- No one.
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He got inspired by Avery and
went to fight racial inequity
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and make the world a better place.
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Damn. I hate that I have to
respect a single thing about that guy.
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25-year-old female, MVC, GCS 12.
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She has a depressed skull fracture.
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Right pupil is sluggish.
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Had episodes of bradycardia en route.
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My groceries are s-still in the car.
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And I f... I found disinfectant wipes.
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Actually, I-I cried.
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She's probably got
an intracranial bleed.
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- Let's bring her straight into CT.
- My dad...
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He texted me twice on the way here.
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Can someone call him
and tell him that I'm okay?
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Tell him he just needs to
unplug the router
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then plug it back in!
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Luna spit up after every feeding?
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And her heart rate dropped.
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Only slightly, but every beat counts.
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Vanell. Nope.
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Harrison. Nope.
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Can we help you with something?
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Carmen Delgado from CPS.
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I've been assigned as the legal
guardian to Luna Ashton.
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And I hear she might have
gastroesophageal reflux?
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Possibly, but little Luna here
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was intubated for a very long time,
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so she hardly has any gag reflex.
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And your recommendation?
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I'd like to order a KUB and labs
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to rule out necrotizing enterocolitis.
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After that, we'll do
a swallow study if necessary.
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Okay. Run the tests,
let me know how she does.
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I'm off to county.
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Do we have to run everything by her?
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Not "we." Just me.
You know, Luna's doctor.
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Gwen Yates, 51,
history of cardiac amyloidosis,
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presents with worsening
shortness of breath
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and leg edema.
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I've been on heart meds for years.
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Not sure why I'm suddenly worse.
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Well, the protein deposits
have brought on
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congestive heart failure,
which is what's causing
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the build-up of fluid
in your legs and lungs.
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And it's causing your blood
to form clots,
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so we need to insert a filter
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to keep any from going into your lungs.
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Listen. Rest assured.
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We're gonna do everything we can.
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Gwen, I'm sorry, but we're gonna
have to keep you in ICU
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for supportive care while
we look for a heart donor.
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Always knew it could be a possibility,
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but... wow.
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Is there someone
you'd like us to update?
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My husband died in October,
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and we didn't have any family
but each other.
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I adopted a dog to keep me
company, named him Jupiter.
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But the other night, he got out of
the house. You know that big storm?
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The thunder scared him
really bad, and...
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I tried to track him down,
but I felt so weak, you know?
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Guess now I know why.
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Thank you. I'm sure you have
other patients to see.
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Hey. Ortiz is with the dad.
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Mr. Nichols, it's Dr. Shepherd.
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I'm one of the surgeons who's gonna be
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taking care of your daughter.
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Wait, wait. S-Skyler needs surgery?
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Skyler's injury from the crash
caused her brain to swell.
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We may need to remove
a piece of her skull
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to alleviate the pressure build-up
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and protect her brain
from any permanent damage.
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Oh, my God.
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But if we do, it will be temporary.
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We will implant the bone
fragment in her abdomen,
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and then we will replant it
after the swelling goes down.
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I know this is a lot to take in,
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but Dr. Shepherd has done this
many times, okay?
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Please. You got to save her.
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That... That's... That's my little girl.
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You got to save her!
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We will give you updates
as soon as we can.
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No pressure.
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Oh!
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Yes, I'm avoiding you.
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Which a lot of people do.
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Avoiding is normal.
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It's, uh, reasonable.
It's... It's like, uh...
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Injecting yourself
with an unknown substance.
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Oh, hi.
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Schmitt. Levi.
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My... My name is Levi Schmitt.
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I'm Dr. Mason Post.
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I oversee West Coast
vaccine trials for Quimby.
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And, uh, sorry about the joke.
Little vaccine humor.
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Ohh. I don't think that works on me.
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- Ah. How you feeling today?
- Nauseous.
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Even though I've read all the articles
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about the vaccine... Twice.
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And, yes, I know the research
has been around for decades,
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but I can't help but feel alone.
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I meant do you feel sick?
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We can't give you the vaccine if you do.
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Oh, that.
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Uh... nope. All good.
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Hey, Dr. Schmitt, trial
volunteers often have anxiety.
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- You're not alone.
- I'll be with you for every step.
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Now, relax your arm for me.
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That's it.
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You did great.
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Now all I have to do is not die.
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Yeah. Well, it won't be from this.
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You gonna wave to your fans?
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Whoo! You ready?
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D... Oh! Okay!
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- Hi!
- Hi!
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Don't throw the ball at the guests.
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- I'm sorry!
- Oh, no. I'm fine, sweetie.
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I think your class is gonna start soon,
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so why don't you go in, okay?
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Aww!
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Ah.
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- Oh, okay, okay.
- Whew!
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Wait. What do you need?
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A time machine.
And set it back three months.
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Talk.
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- What about?
- Anything.
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O-kay. Okay.
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Um, still no replacement for Jackson.
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Um...
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Oh, Joey got an "A" in AP biology.
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- Hmm!
- Think he's gonna be a doctor.
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Um, Ben's tumor needs
no further treatment.
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My dad...
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Wait. What tumor?
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Yeah, so, we found a lump,
and he had an orchiectomy.
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Path came back cancerous,
but we got it in time,
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so he's all clear.
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No mets, no chemo.
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And I've been so stressed out
about losing my husband
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that I haven't been able
to think or talk about it,
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which is why you're just
hearing about it now.
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I'm sorry.
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I had no idea.
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Thanks.
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And if I don't want to talk about that
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and you don't want to talk about you,
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then we better get another kid
out here or something.
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Zola!
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Hey, Gwen. How you feelin'?
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What's going on?
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I got your page, Helm. What's up?
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I made her do it.
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Wanted to... meet the man
you were marrying.
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Winston Ndugu. It's a pleasure.
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Gwendolyn. Now, tell me.
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Do you have a single,
much older brother?
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I'm afraid not, no.
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I love weddings.
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Is there a date?
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We're working on it.
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You are going to be
such a beautiful bride.
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Promise you'll show me pictures.
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You know, if I last that long.
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Of course. And thank you.
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Helm, don't page anyone
unless it's about work.
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No fever, no chills. Nausea?
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Not beyond my normal, base-level nausea.
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So I'll go with no?
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Okay. That's it.
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Maybe have some matzo ball soup
before our next check-in.
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Does that make the vaccine
more effective?
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Well, last time, you said
it helped settle your stomach.
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I did? God. I... I talk so much.
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I remember what interests me.
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Um, I don't know why I was so nervous.
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This is nothin'.
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Uh, but if you're looking for recs,
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Marty's Deli stuffs theirs with chicken.
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Oh, I didn't mean soup.
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Oh.
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See you next week.
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Hey. Hey. How you feeling?
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Um... great.
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Uh, or, uh, fine. I'm okay.
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Any side effects from the vaccine or...?
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Oh.
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Nope. All good there.
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But I should, um, get back
to my patients, so...
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Bye.
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Hey, uh...
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Did we break up or...?
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When would we have broken up?
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Levi. Come on. You said you wanted me
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to make space for you, and I did,
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and you just walked away,
been avoiding me ever since.
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I have not been...
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But do you want to see
other people or...?
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I don't know.
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Well, I don't.
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Okay? I want you, Levi, and only you.
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So when you figure this all out,
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you know where to find me, okay?
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Some good news...
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Luna's results show it is only reflux,
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and it is mild.
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So we'll continue to monitor
her, feed her upright.
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Smaller volumes, more frequently.
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Try thickened formulas.
See how she does.
258
00:11:23,659 --> 00:11:25,036
Do you need to answer that?
259
00:11:25,060 --> 00:11:26,938
Yeah. Sorry. Either one of you two
260
00:11:26,962 --> 00:11:29,096
interested in a 9-month-old from county?
261
00:11:29,904 --> 00:11:30,903
Kidding.
262
00:11:30,939 --> 00:11:33,011
Poor thing's foster placement
fell through, so I have to go.
263
00:11:33,035 --> 00:11:34,579
Anything I need to sign?
264
00:11:34,603 --> 00:11:36,846
- The nurses have the latest paperwork.
- Thanks.
265
00:11:37,506 --> 00:11:40,051
I can't tell you how nice it is
I don't have to think about Luna
266
00:11:40,075 --> 00:11:41,920
because of you two.
267
00:11:41,944 --> 00:11:43,555
You're her guardian.
268
00:11:43,579 --> 00:11:45,390
You could think about her a little.
269
00:11:45,414 --> 00:11:48,315
Well, she's a social worker,
not a parent.
270
00:11:53,696 --> 00:11:55,000
Hey.
271
00:11:57,259 --> 00:11:59,171
- She's still not awake?
- Nothing.
272
00:11:59,195 --> 00:12:01,039
It's been two days
since we closed her skull.
273
00:12:01,063 --> 00:12:02,974
Her intracranial pressure's down.
274
00:12:02,998 --> 00:12:06,366
Scans don't show
anoxic brain injury. Nothing.
275
00:12:06,668 --> 00:12:08,046
If she doesn't wake up in a few days,
276
00:12:08,070 --> 00:12:10,571
we're gonna have to consider a trach.
277
00:12:11,339 --> 00:12:12,851
And I'm gonna have to call her dad.
278
00:12:12,875 --> 00:12:15,887
No, you don't have to call him.
He's right outside.
279
00:12:28,156 --> 00:12:29,835
Mr. Nichols?
280
00:12:29,859 --> 00:12:31,069
Hey.
281
00:12:31,093 --> 00:12:32,793
- Hey.
- Mind if we...?
282
00:12:33,628 --> 00:12:35,929
Did, uh... Did Sky wake up?
283
00:12:36,364 --> 00:12:38,109
Uh...
284
00:12:38,133 --> 00:12:40,334
Her status hasn't changed.
285
00:12:40,660 --> 00:12:43,548
We may need to perform something
called a trach and PEG.
286
00:12:43,572 --> 00:12:45,584
That'll give her
long-term airway control
287
00:12:45,608 --> 00:12:46,918
and keep her getting nutrients.
288
00:12:46,942 --> 00:12:49,009
So you don't think she'll
wake up for... for a while?
289
00:12:51,079 --> 00:12:53,425
You know, when Sky was a kid,
I... I worked all the time.
290
00:12:53,449 --> 00:12:54,993
Long hours, lot of travel.
291
00:12:55,017 --> 00:12:57,476
I was just climbing that
career ladder, you know?
292
00:12:57,969 --> 00:12:59,553
And I missed a lot.
293
00:13:00,722 --> 00:13:04,269
That's a hard balance...
Work and family life.
294
00:13:04,293 --> 00:13:07,072
This one time, I was
rushing back for the last night
295
00:13:07,096 --> 00:13:09,107
of this high-school talent show
she was in.
296
00:13:09,131 --> 00:13:10,909
And, uh, I remember at the cast party,
297
00:13:10,933 --> 00:13:12,911
one of her friends
came up and said to her,
298
00:13:12,935 --> 00:13:14,468
"Who's that guy?"
299
00:13:14,611 --> 00:13:16,381
You know, that kind of haunted me.
300
00:13:16,405 --> 00:13:19,006
And I thought, "Geez.
I just missed too much."
301
00:13:20,241 --> 00:13:23,221
But then COVID comes along, and
Skyler moves back in with me,
302
00:13:23,245 --> 00:13:25,323
and I think, "Alright. This is good.
303
00:13:25,347 --> 00:13:29,561
You know, I... I get a chance
to get to know my daughter."
304
00:13:33,463 --> 00:13:37,758
I'll consent to that, uh... That trach.
305
00:13:40,428 --> 00:13:42,774
You just make sure
she's not in any pain, okay?
306
00:13:55,964 --> 00:13:57,308
Late night?
307
00:13:57,332 --> 00:13:58,977
3:00 a.m. call.
308
00:13:59,001 --> 00:13:59,978
Oh.
309
00:14:00,002 --> 00:14:01,412
Dude snapped both his tendons
310
00:14:01,436 --> 00:14:03,548
when he slipped down
his basement stairs.
311
00:14:03,572 --> 00:14:07,218
Pretty crazy to think we're all
basically just walking around
312
00:14:07,242 --> 00:14:08,519
on a pair of matchsticks.
313
00:14:09,945 --> 00:14:11,623
Ugh!
314
00:14:11,647 --> 00:14:12,957
Everything okay?
315
00:14:12,981 --> 00:14:14,759
More paperwork for Luna.
316
00:14:14,783 --> 00:14:17,795
Her social worker is just a lot.
317
00:14:17,819 --> 00:14:19,130
And before you say it,
318
00:14:19,154 --> 00:14:22,634
I know she has a thankless job,
but Luna deserves more.
319
00:14:22,658 --> 00:14:26,204
She's not just an item on a checklist.
320
00:14:26,228 --> 00:14:28,728
Okay. So what's the holdup?
321
00:14:29,143 --> 00:14:30,642
Oh, sorry. Are we pretending
322
00:14:30,666 --> 00:14:32,076
like you're not gonna adopt her?
323
00:14:32,100 --> 00:14:35,246
Okay. It's crossed my mind.
324
00:14:35,270 --> 00:14:37,815
Which is just crazy
325
00:14:37,839 --> 00:14:42,320
because I never pictured myself
doing this alone.
326
00:14:42,344 --> 00:14:43,955
Maybe it's the pandemic
327
00:14:43,979 --> 00:14:47,558
or the fact that I felt really
connected to Luna's mom.
328
00:14:47,582 --> 00:14:48,693
Or...?
329
00:14:48,717 --> 00:14:51,829
Or maybe it's that Luna is just...
330
00:14:51,853 --> 00:14:54,132
She is so perfect,
331
00:14:54,156 --> 00:14:56,801
and I completely freakin' love her.
332
00:14:56,825 --> 00:14:59,716
Ahh. It's a pretty great feeling, huh?
333
00:15:00,262 --> 00:15:01,506
What?
334
00:15:01,530 --> 00:15:02,696
Having a kid.
335
00:15:06,001 --> 00:15:09,169
I think you can stop asking
yourself if you can do it, Jo.
336
00:15:10,304 --> 00:15:11,602
I think you already are.
337
00:15:16,945 --> 00:15:19,490
Okay. So, hear me out.
338
00:15:19,514 --> 00:15:22,827
Uh, so, New Zealand has COVID
pretty much wiped out.
339
00:15:22,851 --> 00:15:24,829
So, we rent a giant house and...
340
00:15:24,853 --> 00:15:27,899
And ask your grandma to wear
a mask for 20 hours on planes
341
00:15:27,923 --> 00:15:29,954
and then quarantine when we get there?
342
00:15:30,459 --> 00:15:34,694
Okay, so it's not quite perfect
yet, but we're getting there.
343
00:15:36,397 --> 00:15:37,675
Alright. Look. I hate that
344
00:15:37,699 --> 00:15:39,944
the pandemic
has our hands tied right now,
345
00:15:39,968 --> 00:15:41,879
but we are two very smart people.
346
00:15:41,903 --> 00:15:46,451
And we both love puzzles.
So we'll get it figured out.
347
00:15:46,475 --> 00:15:48,653
Or maybe we should just wait, you know,
348
00:15:48,677 --> 00:15:51,392
until things just open up
a little bit more.
349
00:15:51,713 --> 00:15:52,924
Wait, what, like a year?
350
00:15:54,216 --> 00:15:56,794
Is this cold feet? Because
I thought you were all-in.
351
00:15:56,818 --> 00:15:59,817
No, I was. I-I am.
352
00:16:00,288 --> 00:16:02,400
You know, I just want it to feel right
353
00:16:02,424 --> 00:16:04,657
and not like it's some big compromise.
354
00:16:04,906 --> 00:16:06,571
"Big compromise."
355
00:16:06,595 --> 00:16:08,106
That sounded bad. I...
356
00:16:10,098 --> 00:16:11,333
Chaplain to Patient Services.
357
00:16:11,357 --> 00:16:12,343
Chaplain to Patient Services.
358
00:16:12,367 --> 00:16:14,178
Oh, my God. I have to go.
359
00:16:14,202 --> 00:16:16,080
We have a heart donor for Gwen!
360
00:16:23,044 --> 00:16:24,422
Hey. Thought you were off today.
361
00:16:24,446 --> 00:16:27,158
Skyler's EEG kept showing her
brain activity slowing down.
362
00:16:27,182 --> 00:16:29,160
Damn. I was really hoping
she'd come through.
363
00:16:29,184 --> 00:16:30,495
Well, she still might.
364
00:16:30,519 --> 00:16:31,562
I'm starting serial MRIs
365
00:16:31,586 --> 00:16:33,231
to see if I can detect any patterns.
366
00:16:33,255 --> 00:16:35,533
And I might even add ultrasonic
thalamic stimulation.
367
00:16:35,557 --> 00:16:37,123
I'm not sure.
368
00:16:38,225 --> 00:16:41,205
Amelia, some patients
just don't wake up.
369
00:16:41,229 --> 00:16:42,507
She's someone's baby, Owen,
370
00:16:42,531 --> 00:16:44,998
and I'm a mom now, so I can't give up.
371
00:16:51,523 --> 00:16:52,550
How you feeling today?
372
00:16:52,574 --> 00:16:54,652
I don't want to say.
373
00:16:54,676 --> 00:16:56,320
I'm a flirt, and I'm sorry.
374
00:16:56,344 --> 00:16:59,056
But I'm a big boy. We can move on.
375
00:16:59,080 --> 00:17:00,503
It's not that.
376
00:17:01,379 --> 00:17:03,728
I noticed...
377
00:17:03,752 --> 00:17:06,592
a rash on the back of my neck.
378
00:17:07,189 --> 00:17:09,033
And you're gonna need
to take a look at it.
379
00:17:09,057 --> 00:17:12,103
But that just feels
380
00:17:12,127 --> 00:17:15,028
a little... intimate.
381
00:17:15,518 --> 00:17:17,742
Look, if you don't want me to
look at it, that's up to you.
382
00:17:17,766 --> 00:17:20,700
But there are millions of lives
at stake.
383
00:17:29,203 --> 00:17:31,656
- Metz.
- Suction.
384
00:17:31,680 --> 00:17:33,090
I can't believe this happened.
385
00:17:33,114 --> 00:17:35,560
I still just... I can't believe it.
386
00:17:35,584 --> 00:17:37,665
Gwen is very lucky.
387
00:17:38,119 --> 00:17:39,330
I love her.
388
00:17:39,354 --> 00:17:41,899
She's like a mom, you know?
389
00:17:41,923 --> 00:17:43,126
But only the good parts.
390
00:17:43,150 --> 00:17:46,270
Like, she's smart
and she gives great advice
391
00:17:46,294 --> 00:17:48,039
but never tells you your lipstick color
392
00:17:48,063 --> 00:17:50,163
makes your skin look green.
393
00:17:50,344 --> 00:17:52,263
Specimen coming.
394
00:17:53,301 --> 00:17:54,779
Ready for the donor heart.
395
00:18:02,944 --> 00:18:06,257
Oh, my God.
396
00:18:06,281 --> 00:18:07,847
- Oh, God.
- I know.
397
00:18:09,884 --> 00:18:11,818
Your place is so quiet.
398
00:18:12,658 --> 00:18:14,499
I can hear myself think.
399
00:18:15,838 --> 00:18:17,768
Yeah?
400
00:18:17,792 --> 00:18:20,171
What are you thinking about?
401
00:18:20,195 --> 00:18:24,175
Hmm. Neurons and functional MRIs.
402
00:18:24,199 --> 00:18:25,398
And popcorn.
403
00:18:25,755 --> 00:18:27,423
You?
404
00:18:28,436 --> 00:18:29,914
Ah, nothing.
405
00:18:29,938 --> 00:18:31,504
Mm.
406
00:18:32,540 --> 00:18:34,807
It's bone spurs, isn't it?
407
00:18:37,077 --> 00:18:39,143
Honestly, I was thinking...
408
00:18:40,515 --> 00:18:42,549
what if I just knocked you up?
409
00:18:45,420 --> 00:18:48,065
I think living at Meredith's
the last few months
410
00:18:48,089 --> 00:18:50,571
has broken me.
411
00:18:51,626 --> 00:18:53,783
I love being a dad.
412
00:18:54,429 --> 00:18:55,695
I think I want more.
413
00:18:57,097 --> 00:18:58,409
More children?
414
00:18:59,276 --> 00:19:00,411
Like, of our own?
415
00:19:00,435 --> 00:19:01,546
Yeah!
416
00:19:01,570 --> 00:19:04,682
I mean, not tomorrow,
417
00:19:04,706 --> 00:19:07,740
but... eventually.
418
00:19:10,010 --> 00:19:12,657
Okay. Now I want popcorn.
419
00:19:12,681 --> 00:19:13,958
Link.
420
00:19:13,982 --> 00:19:16,516
Don't move. I'll be right back.
421
00:19:25,290 --> 00:19:28,011
Hello?!
422
00:19:30,095 --> 00:19:32,989
Hey. Suture kit.
423
00:19:33,578 --> 00:19:37,958
So you can get your dexterity
back between workouts.
424
00:19:37,982 --> 00:19:40,461
- Mm-hmm.
- Hey. What you readin'?
425
00:19:40,485 --> 00:19:42,029
My future.
426
00:19:42,053 --> 00:19:45,099
Brain fog, neuropathy, fatigue.
427
00:19:45,123 --> 00:19:46,600
Some of the many gifts
428
00:19:46,624 --> 00:19:48,702
I've been plagued with forever
due to COVID.
429
00:19:48,726 --> 00:19:50,571
Or you could be just fine.
430
00:19:50,595 --> 00:19:52,206
You know, there's barely enough data.
431
00:19:52,230 --> 00:19:54,308
The data that's out there is terrifying.
432
00:19:54,332 --> 00:19:56,177
Yeah, it's looking like
recovery can be long,
433
00:19:56,201 --> 00:19:58,979
painful, and boring,
but the one thing it can't do
434
00:19:59,003 --> 00:20:00,214
is do the work for you.
435
00:20:00,238 --> 00:20:01,237
So, up.
436
00:20:01,642 --> 00:20:03,384
No. Come on. Let's take a walk.
437
00:20:03,408 --> 00:20:04,885
I do not feel like it.
438
00:20:04,909 --> 00:20:07,054
This attitude isn't gonna get
you back in the operating room.
439
00:20:07,078 --> 00:20:09,356
And I can't lose any more
surgeons, so come on.
440
00:20:09,380 --> 00:20:11,325
Bailey, I may never get back.
441
00:20:11,349 --> 00:20:14,155
I can't operate
if I can't stand on my feet.
442
00:20:14,853 --> 00:20:16,463
I can barely pick up my kids
443
00:20:16,487 --> 00:20:18,265
without feeling like
I've run a marathon.
444
00:20:18,289 --> 00:20:20,000
Alright, well, can you
at least take a break?
445
00:20:20,024 --> 00:20:22,069
That's all I've been doing.
446
00:20:22,093 --> 00:20:24,271
And I know everybody means well,
447
00:20:24,295 --> 00:20:27,341
but I don't want suture kits
and everybody hovering
448
00:20:27,365 --> 00:20:30,344
and asking how I'm doing
every five minutes.
449
00:20:30,368 --> 00:20:32,313
What I want is my life back.
450
00:20:45,478 --> 00:20:47,494
Still no activity.
451
00:20:50,755 --> 00:20:51,732
Hey.
452
00:20:51,756 --> 00:20:54,301
Hey. I didn't hear you leave.
453
00:20:54,325 --> 00:20:56,537
Yeah. Skyler's just... nothing.
454
00:20:56,561 --> 00:20:58,561
Well, you want to say good morning?
455
00:20:58,908 --> 00:21:00,975
Scout and I are just having
a little jam sesh.
456
00:21:05,637 --> 00:21:07,248
Hey, Link, stop.
457
00:21:09,107 --> 00:21:10,711
Why? He loves this.
458
00:21:11,671 --> 00:21:12,920
But just stop.
459
00:21:14,245 --> 00:21:15,356
Okay. Start again.
460
00:21:28,992 --> 00:21:31,572
Gwen, you're a rock star.
461
00:21:31,596 --> 00:21:33,540
Great ejection fraction on echo,
462
00:21:33,564 --> 00:21:35,876
the fluid build-up in your lungs
is almost resolved,
463
00:21:35,900 --> 00:21:39,446
and your labs show
no signs of organ rejection.
464
00:21:39,470 --> 00:21:41,582
Well, you keep this up,
you'll be home in no time.
465
00:21:43,174 --> 00:21:44,704
What's wrong?
466
00:21:45,576 --> 00:21:48,289
Well, you're all so happy,
I hate to tell you.
467
00:21:48,313 --> 00:21:50,958
I woke up with a headache,
and it's getting worse.
468
00:21:50,982 --> 00:21:52,626
I'm seeing double.
469
00:21:52,650 --> 00:21:54,862
Transplants can cause
perioperative strokes.
470
00:21:54,886 --> 00:21:57,798
Or it could just be a... A headache.
471
00:21:57,822 --> 00:21:59,633
Yeah, we'll page neuro to make sure.
472
00:21:59,657 --> 00:22:01,235
Hang in there, Gwen.
473
00:22:01,259 --> 00:22:03,514
I will, dear. Thank you.
474
00:22:09,166 --> 00:22:10,778
- Hey.
- Okay.
475
00:22:10,802 --> 00:22:13,314
We know different parts of the
brain process different things, right?
476
00:22:13,338 --> 00:22:16,216
Math problems, emotion,
spatial relationships,
477
00:22:16,240 --> 00:22:18,218
and, as we've seen with Skyler, music.
478
00:22:18,242 --> 00:22:20,054
So we can take it a step further.
479
00:22:20,078 --> 00:22:21,255
First what we needed to do
480
00:22:21,279 --> 00:22:23,090
was isolate distinct parts of her brain.
481
00:22:23,114 --> 00:22:24,714
A clear differentiation.
482
00:22:25,202 --> 00:22:26,327
Okay.
483
00:22:26,351 --> 00:22:27,594
Skyler, hi.
484
00:22:27,618 --> 00:22:28,929
This is Dr. Shepherd.
485
00:22:28,953 --> 00:22:31,031
I am going to play you some music.
486
00:22:38,763 --> 00:22:40,207
Great.
487
00:22:40,231 --> 00:22:43,978
Okay. Now I would like you to
imagine your bedroom at home.
488
00:22:44,002 --> 00:22:46,013
Imagine yourself walking through it.
489
00:22:46,037 --> 00:22:47,948
We... We know that she can hear you.
490
00:22:47,972 --> 00:22:49,817
That doesn't put her
any closer to waking up.
491
00:22:49,841 --> 00:22:52,086
Maybe not, but watch this.
492
00:22:52,110 --> 00:22:53,520
Just wait.
493
00:22:53,544 --> 00:22:56,423
I'm gonna ask you some questions.
494
00:22:56,447 --> 00:22:58,425
If the answer is yes,
495
00:22:58,449 --> 00:23:01,362
I want you to think about music.
496
00:23:01,386 --> 00:23:06,035
If the answer is no, I want you
to think about your bedroom.
497
00:23:06,991 --> 00:23:11,872
Now, is your name Michelle?
498
00:23:15,800 --> 00:23:18,579
Is your name Skyler?
499
00:23:20,204 --> 00:23:23,050
Wow. Amelia, that is...
500
00:23:23,074 --> 00:23:24,651
Wow. That is incredible.
501
00:23:24,675 --> 00:23:27,621
Yeah, it's not bad.
502
00:23:27,645 --> 00:23:30,691
Code blue.
503
00:23:30,715 --> 00:23:32,659
- Code blue. Room 4850.
- I got your page.
504
00:23:32,683 --> 00:23:33,961
What the hell happened?
505
00:23:33,985 --> 00:23:35,963
She turned blue after feeding.
Probably aspirated.
506
00:23:35,987 --> 00:23:37,131
Are you in?
507
00:23:37,155 --> 00:23:39,066
Not yet. Have the CO2 detector ready.
508
00:23:39,090 --> 00:23:41,602
I'm in. Start bagging her.
509
00:23:41,626 --> 00:23:42,970
Okay, Wilson. CO2 detector.
510
00:23:42,994 --> 00:23:44,004
What?
511
00:23:44,028 --> 00:23:45,572
- CO2 detector.
- Sorry.
512
00:23:51,536 --> 00:23:52,980
She's still bradycardic.
513
00:23:53,004 --> 00:23:54,715
Let's resume compressions,
have epi on standby.
514
00:23:54,739 --> 00:23:55,783
Why aren't you pushing epi?
515
00:23:55,807 --> 00:23:57,418
Shush, please.
516
00:23:58,676 --> 00:24:00,854
- Hayes!
- Stop.
517
00:24:00,878 --> 00:24:03,991
Come on. Come on. Come on.
518
00:24:05,783 --> 00:24:07,716
We got it.
519
00:24:08,718 --> 00:24:10,564
Oh, Luna, you gave us a little scare.
520
00:24:10,588 --> 00:24:12,166
Okay, let's start her on IV fluids.
521
00:24:12,190 --> 00:24:15,858
I want a chest X-ray, STAT.
We're holding enteral feeds.
522
00:24:16,272 --> 00:24:18,138
Wilson?
523
00:24:18,162 --> 00:24:20,651
I'm her mom. I'm gonna...
524
00:24:21,265 --> 00:24:22,810
I want to be her mom.
525
00:24:34,877 --> 00:24:37,901
I've been doing neuro exams
Live Clon Gwen for a week.
526
00:24:37,925 --> 00:24:41,104
Completely normal.
I even did a CT and an MRI.
527
00:24:41,128 --> 00:24:43,440
There's no sign of edema or clots.
528
00:24:43,464 --> 00:24:47,432
I can't find any reason
for her headaches. I'm sorry.
529
00:24:47,713 --> 00:24:49,291
And I hate to consult and run,
530
00:24:49,315 --> 00:24:51,248
but I'm about to make
a father very happy.
531
00:24:54,719 --> 00:24:56,798
I don't want to keep
telling Gwen to wait,
532
00:24:56,822 --> 00:24:59,398
but we really are out of tests.
533
00:25:00,359 --> 00:25:02,860
It's a good thing
she doesn't seem to mind.
534
00:25:03,429 --> 00:25:04,728
No, she doesn't.
535
00:25:06,164 --> 00:25:07,309
Does she?
536
00:25:09,658 --> 00:25:12,614
She sounds perfect, dear.
Why didn't you go on the date?
537
00:25:12,638 --> 00:25:15,417
Her name is Taryn, too.
538
00:25:15,441 --> 00:25:16,652
And as hot as she was,
539
00:25:16,676 --> 00:25:18,820
I just don't think I can
make out with myself.
540
00:25:18,844 --> 00:25:20,077
Hey, Gwen.
541
00:25:21,546 --> 00:25:25,928
Well, your brain imaging and neuro exams
542
00:25:25,952 --> 00:25:29,464
haven't revealed any abnormalities.
543
00:25:29,488 --> 00:25:31,133
Your headaches are a mystery.
544
00:25:31,157 --> 00:25:34,603
Maybe it'll just work
itself out in a few days?
545
00:25:34,627 --> 00:25:38,240
There is a rare complication
with some transplant patients.
546
00:25:38,264 --> 00:25:41,143
It's acute borderline
cerebral dysplasia.
547
00:25:41,167 --> 00:25:42,611
- Huh?
- Quiet, Helm.
548
00:25:42,635 --> 00:25:46,003
It's not life-threatening, and
there is a simple test for it.
549
00:25:47,339 --> 00:25:49,952
Patients with this condition
experience weakness
550
00:25:49,976 --> 00:25:52,754
in downward movement of their left arm.
551
00:25:52,778 --> 00:25:56,124
So what I want to do is
I want to raise your arms...
552
00:25:56,148 --> 00:25:59,183
and I want you to try to
keep them in the air, okay?
553
00:26:01,286 --> 00:26:03,832
Oh. Well, looks like
we found our culprit.
554
00:26:03,856 --> 00:26:07,603
Dr. Webber, I think
it was right-sided weakness.
555
00:26:07,627 --> 00:26:09,771
Oh, oh, y-yes, yes.
556
00:26:09,795 --> 00:26:12,062
Of course. You're right, yeah.
557
00:26:14,473 --> 00:26:16,919
Wait. Gwen. You're faking?
558
00:26:19,371 --> 00:26:21,472
I'm not ready to leave.
559
00:26:23,975 --> 00:26:25,442
Gwen.
560
00:26:25,878 --> 00:26:29,625
What you have survived,
you are a miracle.
561
00:26:30,974 --> 00:26:32,160
Take the miracle.
562
00:26:32,184 --> 00:26:34,084
But I have friends here.
563
00:26:36,388 --> 00:26:38,000
The nurses and doctors.
564
00:26:38,024 --> 00:26:39,401
You tell me about your lives,
565
00:26:39,425 --> 00:26:42,526
and you don't get bored when I talk.
566
00:26:43,002 --> 00:26:45,674
I'm not very good at people.
567
00:26:45,698 --> 00:26:48,844
My husband was. Not me.
568
00:26:50,670 --> 00:26:52,648
I'm not funny. I'm not outgoing.
569
00:26:52,672 --> 00:26:55,384
I'm not... Not that interesting.
570
00:26:57,310 --> 00:27:01,156
And now I don't even
have my dog to go home to.
571
00:27:04,250 --> 00:27:07,996
I'm sorry... for wasting your time.
572
00:27:08,020 --> 00:27:09,364
I'm sorry.
573
00:27:19,899 --> 00:27:22,177
Her chest X-ray still shows
aspiration pneumonia.
574
00:27:23,269 --> 00:27:24,513
We'll keep her on antibiotics
575
00:27:24,537 --> 00:27:26,615
and see if we can extubate next week.
576
00:27:26,639 --> 00:27:28,583
Should probably call Carmen.
577
00:27:28,607 --> 00:27:31,075
Ah. It can wait.
578
00:27:31,425 --> 00:27:33,355
Wouldn't be a normal day
if a parent or guardian
579
00:27:33,379 --> 00:27:35,857
wasn't mad with me about something.
580
00:27:35,881 --> 00:27:37,559
Of course, when you become
her legal guardian,
581
00:27:37,583 --> 00:27:39,483
I'll deny that I said that.
582
00:27:39,933 --> 00:27:42,978
If she lives long enough
for the paperwork to go through.
583
00:27:46,092 --> 00:27:48,025
Were you here again all night?
584
00:27:48,561 --> 00:27:50,172
If I went into cardiac arrest
585
00:27:50,196 --> 00:27:52,941
and had a tube shoved down my throat,
586
00:27:52,965 --> 00:27:54,998
I wouldn't want to be alone.
587
00:27:56,066 --> 00:27:57,412
Hmm.
588
00:28:14,587 --> 00:28:16,231
Thanks.
589
00:28:16,255 --> 00:28:18,433
We got to the bottom
of Gwen's headaches.
590
00:28:18,457 --> 00:28:20,435
Turns out she was faking them
591
00:28:20,459 --> 00:28:22,726
because she didn't want to go home.
592
00:28:23,863 --> 00:28:25,640
Spent all that time
looking for a solution,
593
00:28:25,664 --> 00:28:27,809
and it was a big waste of time.
594
00:28:27,833 --> 00:28:30,011
- Pretty frustrating, huh?
- What's that supposed to mean?
595
00:28:30,035 --> 00:28:31,146
You really don't know?
596
00:28:33,839 --> 00:28:36,985
I wasn't saying
I don't want to get married.
597
00:28:37,009 --> 00:28:40,255
I meant that I want it to feel right.
598
00:28:40,279 --> 00:28:42,858
Yeah, I heard you. Loud and clear.
599
00:28:42,882 --> 00:28:46,150
But look, I, um...
I need to be in surgery.
600
00:28:47,331 --> 00:28:49,853
And this can wait.
601
00:28:50,003 --> 00:28:52,434
Clearly.
602
00:28:59,165 --> 00:29:02,110
And remember...
It's yes-and-no questions.
603
00:29:05,771 --> 00:29:07,549
You'll have a seat just right here.
604
00:29:07,573 --> 00:29:09,189
Alright. Thank you.
605
00:29:10,209 --> 00:29:12,946
And then you're gonna speak
into this microphone.
606
00:29:12,971 --> 00:29:14,037
Okay.
607
00:29:20,418 --> 00:29:22,077
Hey, sweetie.
608
00:29:23,501 --> 00:29:26,202
It's Dad. Can you hear me?
609
00:29:36,602 --> 00:29:38,780
You take all the time you want.
610
00:29:43,008 --> 00:29:45,921
You know I love you
to the moon and back, right?
611
00:29:47,713 --> 00:29:49,847
I know you do.
612
00:30:01,793 --> 00:30:05,173
Hey. You ride to work.
613
00:30:05,197 --> 00:30:08,176
No. Um, sometimes.
614
00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:10,912
It's... U-Usually.
I, uh... It's exercise.
615
00:30:10,936 --> 00:30:12,377
Wow.
616
00:30:13,339 --> 00:30:14,916
I know. I need to buy a car. I just...
617
00:30:14,940 --> 00:30:17,080
No, no, the rest of your face
is really cute.
618
00:30:17,104 --> 00:30:18,515
Did you cut your hair?
619
00:30:18,539 --> 00:30:20,772
- I did.
- I like it.
620
00:30:21,908 --> 00:30:23,587
So, you want to get out of here?
621
00:30:23,611 --> 00:30:24,721
Uh, now?
622
00:30:24,745 --> 00:30:25,855
Oh, no, sorry. I meant later.
623
00:30:25,879 --> 00:30:27,390
Do you... Do you want to see each other,
624
00:30:27,414 --> 00:30:29,259
like, out of the hospital?
625
00:30:29,283 --> 00:30:31,261
Like, my place, tonight?
626
00:30:31,285 --> 00:30:32,280
Um...
627
00:30:32,304 --> 00:30:33,815
I get COVID-tested three times a week,
628
00:30:33,839 --> 00:30:35,150
and I only go to work and home,
629
00:30:35,174 --> 00:30:37,385
and I don't even set foot
inside a grocery store.
630
00:30:37,409 --> 00:30:38,642
So, um...
631
00:30:38,946 --> 00:30:40,221
Yeah, you know, I'll just
text you my address
632
00:30:40,245 --> 00:30:41,589
and see how the rest of your day goes.
633
00:30:41,613 --> 00:30:44,092
But I hope I'm at the end of it.
634
00:30:52,524 --> 00:30:55,637
We have tried extubating,
but she is not responding.
635
00:30:55,661 --> 00:30:56,871
Modified barium swallow
636
00:30:56,895 --> 00:30:59,274
shows that she is aspirating
with swallowing.
637
00:30:59,298 --> 00:31:01,576
- She's getting worse.
- I want to operate.
638
00:31:01,600 --> 00:31:03,244
She just reached full term.
639
00:31:03,268 --> 00:31:04,546
We're aware.
640
00:31:04,570 --> 00:31:07,015
A Nissen fundoplication
could help stop the reflux
641
00:31:07,039 --> 00:31:08,349
and protect her lungs for the future.
642
00:31:08,373 --> 00:31:10,051
It's where I wrap the upper part
of the stomach...
643
00:31:10,075 --> 00:31:11,319
Yeah, I'm familiar.
644
00:31:11,343 --> 00:31:13,455
I've taken care of children
who have had this procedure.
645
00:31:13,479 --> 00:31:15,223
And the county and I
respectfully disagree.
646
00:31:15,247 --> 00:31:18,117
Wait. You're saying no? You ca...
647
00:31:18,141 --> 00:31:21,196
I truly believe that you have
Luna's best interests at heart,
648
00:31:21,220 --> 00:31:23,731
but until Luna is adopted, I am as close
649
00:31:23,755 --> 00:31:25,567
as she's ever gonna get
to a legal parent.
650
00:31:25,591 --> 00:31:26,901
I'm sorry.
651
00:31:26,925 --> 00:31:28,570
And, Dr. Wilson, I'm sorry to hear
652
00:31:28,594 --> 00:31:30,472
that your application was denied.
653
00:31:30,496 --> 00:31:32,574
It was a nice idea.
654
00:31:37,636 --> 00:31:38,935
You were denied?
655
00:31:39,381 --> 00:31:41,783
I didn't pass the background check.
656
00:31:41,807 --> 00:31:44,219
And explaining it won't change anything.
657
00:31:54,752 --> 00:31:55,930
Hey.
658
00:31:55,954 --> 00:31:58,333
I'm surprised. You came.
659
00:31:58,357 --> 00:32:00,368
Yeah, I'm surprised, too.
660
00:32:00,392 --> 00:32:01,636
You look better.
661
00:32:01,660 --> 00:32:04,448
I think Koracick and Avery...
662
00:32:04,997 --> 00:32:06,241
had the right idea.
663
00:32:06,265 --> 00:32:09,344
Oh, Grey, no! No, they did no...
664
00:32:09,368 --> 00:32:11,179
I mean, yeah, they did, but look.
665
00:32:11,203 --> 00:32:13,248
If I lose any more surgeons,
then we just might as well
666
00:32:13,272 --> 00:32:14,949
turn the hospital into a clinic.
667
00:32:14,973 --> 00:32:16,540
I'm not talking about quitting.
668
00:32:16,877 --> 00:32:19,046
I'm talking about learning.
669
00:32:19,978 --> 00:32:22,757
And growing. And getting better.
670
00:32:22,781 --> 00:32:25,727
Anyway, I have spent the last few weeks
671
00:32:25,751 --> 00:32:27,562
worrying about
how to get back to normal,
672
00:32:27,586 --> 00:32:29,697
but look where normal got us.
673
00:32:29,721 --> 00:32:33,434
Sexism, racism, inequality,
substandard care.
674
00:32:33,458 --> 00:32:35,203
What has just happened,
675
00:32:35,227 --> 00:32:37,360
we should never want to go back to that.
676
00:32:37,856 --> 00:32:41,442
Okay. I came here today
with an idea, Grey.
677
00:32:41,466 --> 00:32:44,746
And... And you can say no,
but you can't say no right now.
678
00:32:44,770 --> 00:32:46,948
Because you're gonna want to.
679
00:32:46,972 --> 00:32:49,150
Y-You're gonna think that
you aren't right for this.
680
00:32:49,174 --> 00:32:50,785
You're gonna think that I'm desperate.
681
00:32:50,809 --> 00:32:54,222
And I am.
Because I've just lost too much.
682
00:32:54,246 --> 00:32:57,084
This hospital has lost too much, so...
683
00:32:58,150 --> 00:33:00,395
I want you to take over
the residency program.
684
00:33:00,419 --> 00:33:02,830
Richard Webber runs
the residency program.
685
00:33:02,854 --> 00:33:04,299
Richard Webber isn't going anywhere,
686
00:33:04,323 --> 00:33:05,800
but he's got too many jobs, okay?
687
00:33:05,824 --> 00:33:09,237
He's... He's still operating,
he's chief of chiefs,
688
00:33:09,261 --> 00:33:13,541
and one day... a day I hope
is in the distant future...
689
00:33:13,565 --> 00:33:17,745
He's gonna want to step back,
so we need a plan in place.
690
00:33:17,769 --> 00:33:20,114
And we need allies.
691
00:33:20,138 --> 00:33:22,217
And I need somebody who thinks like me.
692
00:33:22,241 --> 00:33:24,719
So this is my plan.
693
00:33:24,743 --> 00:33:27,655
You. You are my plan.
694
00:33:27,679 --> 00:33:32,460
I need you to put together
a team that reflects our world
695
00:33:32,484 --> 00:33:34,529
and then take over this class
696
00:33:34,553 --> 00:33:36,164
and choose every class after this one,
697
00:33:36,188 --> 00:33:39,367
and... and... and you shape
them, you set everything.
698
00:33:39,391 --> 00:33:42,070
You can throw out the whole
curriculum if you want to,
699
00:33:42,094 --> 00:33:46,591
and then we will sandblast
the bias right out of 'em.
700
00:33:47,332 --> 00:33:49,777
And you can make sure that this world
701
00:33:49,801 --> 00:33:51,868
doesn't go back to normal.
702
00:33:55,840 --> 00:33:56,873
Well?
703
00:33:58,022 --> 00:34:00,790
Am I allowed to say yes?
704
00:34:02,513 --> 00:34:04,492
I will allow that.
705
00:34:06,418 --> 00:34:08,763
- I gave you my number, right?
- Twice, dear.
706
00:34:08,787 --> 00:34:10,131
You can call me anytime you want.
707
00:34:10,155 --> 00:34:11,532
Residents don't sleep anyway.
708
00:34:13,525 --> 00:34:16,504
Jupiter!
709
00:34:18,597 --> 00:34:21,409
Aww!
710
00:34:21,433 --> 00:34:23,845
How did you find him? He was lost.
711
00:34:23,869 --> 00:34:27,282
Well, we called every shelter
we could find.
712
00:34:27,306 --> 00:34:30,084
It helps to have a team
of interns at your disposal.
713
00:34:30,108 --> 00:34:32,220
This guy was halfway to Tacoma.
714
00:34:32,244 --> 00:34:35,089
Oh, Jupy. My baby!
715
00:34:35,113 --> 00:34:36,595
I missed you.
716
00:34:37,949 --> 00:34:40,461
Thank you. Thank you so much.
717
00:34:40,485 --> 00:34:41,796
I'll grab your bag.
718
00:34:41,820 --> 00:34:42,664
Okay. You ready?
719
00:34:42,688 --> 00:34:43,631
Let's go.
720
00:34:44,890 --> 00:34:49,070
Oh, good boy. Oh, hi.
Bye-bye. Bye, Jupiter.
721
00:34:54,232 --> 00:34:55,610
How is it I feel better about this
722
00:34:55,634 --> 00:34:58,012
than about replacing her heart?
723
00:34:58,036 --> 00:35:00,148
I'm not sure.
724
00:35:00,172 --> 00:35:01,749
But I feel the same.
725
00:35:02,974 --> 00:35:04,407
Ohh.
726
00:35:26,398 --> 00:35:28,443
I panicked.
727
00:35:28,467 --> 00:35:29,644
Because I love you.
728
00:35:29,668 --> 00:35:32,747
I'm just really used to
729
00:35:32,771 --> 00:35:34,415
you not feeling it back.
730
00:35:34,439 --> 00:35:37,652
I've always felt it back. I just...
731
00:35:37,676 --> 00:35:40,121
I don't know.
I just couldn't say it back.
732
00:35:40,145 --> 00:35:41,789
- What changed?
- Me.
733
00:35:41,813 --> 00:35:43,591
I changed. Because of you.
734
00:35:45,250 --> 00:35:46,282
Look.
735
00:35:48,620 --> 00:35:50,954
I think about you all day long.
736
00:35:51,216 --> 00:35:53,267
And I know you get anxious,
737
00:35:53,291 --> 00:35:55,903
so I've been worried now
that you're part of the trials.
738
00:35:55,927 --> 00:35:57,839
But I don't know. I just want
to make you tea and...
739
00:35:57,863 --> 00:35:59,073
A-and take care of you
740
00:35:59,097 --> 00:36:00,842
a-and watch "Lord of the Rings" with you
741
00:36:00,866 --> 00:36:03,277
even though I told you I'd rather
stab my eyes out with a fork.
742
00:36:08,006 --> 00:36:11,986
Levi, I never want to
be without you, okay?
743
00:36:12,010 --> 00:36:13,454
I love you.
744
00:36:13,478 --> 00:36:14,889
I'm in love with you.
745
00:36:17,282 --> 00:36:20,061
Wait. H-How did you know
I was coming over tonight?
746
00:36:20,085 --> 00:36:22,029
Oh, no, I didn't. I've been
lighting these candles
747
00:36:22,053 --> 00:36:23,831
almost every night,
hoping you'd come over.
748
00:36:25,090 --> 00:36:26,401
That is...
749
00:36:26,425 --> 00:36:28,102
so unlike you.
750
00:36:29,661 --> 00:36:31,339
It's like you.
751
00:36:45,353 --> 00:36:46,687
Hey.
752
00:36:46,711 --> 00:36:48,578
Amazing progress on Skyler.
753
00:36:48,982 --> 00:36:51,292
It's always good to see you
in your element.
754
00:36:51,316 --> 00:36:52,994
Thanks.
755
00:36:53,018 --> 00:36:54,962
Feel like I haven't been
in my element for a while.
756
00:36:54,986 --> 00:36:57,420
I think a lot of us feel that way.
757
00:36:57,824 --> 00:36:59,200
I don't want any more kids.
758
00:36:59,224 --> 00:37:00,635
Okay. Wha... Are you...
759
00:37:00,659 --> 00:37:03,393
- Oh, no. No. God, no.
- I don't think so.
760
00:37:03,913 --> 00:37:06,774
But Link wants them.
761
00:37:06,798 --> 00:37:08,376
Uh-huh.
762
00:37:08,400 --> 00:37:10,945
You should have seen the excitement
on his face, thinking about it.
763
00:37:10,969 --> 00:37:12,280
Kind of know that feeling.
764
00:37:12,304 --> 00:37:13,981
I don't. I thought I would.
765
00:37:14,005 --> 00:37:15,917
I always thought I wanted
four or five kids,
766
00:37:15,941 --> 00:37:17,885
- like my family, but...
- Amelia, is everything okay?
767
00:37:17,909 --> 00:37:20,076
I love Link, and I love Scout.
768
00:37:21,014 --> 00:37:22,757
But I don't know
if I can love more than them
769
00:37:22,781 --> 00:37:23,958
without losing myself.
770
00:37:23,982 --> 00:37:26,127
Owen, I got so involved with Skyler,
771
00:37:26,151 --> 00:37:29,030
I have not been to a meeting
in two weeks.
772
00:37:29,054 --> 00:37:30,865
And I don't know
if I can wrap my mind around
773
00:37:30,889 --> 00:37:32,600
bringing another kid
into this messy world.
774
00:37:32,624 --> 00:37:33,890
My world is messy.
775
00:37:41,967 --> 00:37:43,745
I loved having a sister.
776
00:37:44,903 --> 00:37:47,949
And I love my kids
more than anything, okay?
777
00:37:47,973 --> 00:37:51,018
But having another kid, it's...
778
00:37:51,042 --> 00:37:52,753
It's not just twice the work, Amelia.
779
00:37:52,777 --> 00:37:55,945
It is... Oh, it's exponential.
780
00:37:56,383 --> 00:37:59,582
It's not gonna work
unless you both want it.
781
00:38:00,751 --> 00:38:01,963
Okay. Let's try this.
782
00:38:01,987 --> 00:38:04,165
I'm gonna ask you
if you want more kids, okay,
783
00:38:04,189 --> 00:38:07,468
and if the answer is yes,
then you think music,
784
00:38:07,492 --> 00:38:09,170
and if no, then bedroom.
785
00:38:13,191 --> 00:38:14,609
You want me to come
to a meeting with you?
786
00:38:14,633 --> 00:38:16,711
I could call Teddy and
tell her I'm gonna be late.
787
00:38:16,735 --> 00:38:17,945
It's fine.
788
00:38:17,969 --> 00:38:19,180
No, they're virtual now.
789
00:38:19,204 --> 00:38:20,481
Oh, yeah, right.
790
00:38:20,505 --> 00:38:21,604
But thank you.
791
00:38:23,274 --> 00:38:26,687
Just be honest with him.
He'll understand.
792
00:38:30,749 --> 00:38:32,894
Bye.
793
00:38:37,122 --> 00:38:38,533
...point line. Willard shoots.
794
00:38:38,557 --> 00:38:40,167
Negative off the rim,
795
00:38:40,191 --> 00:38:42,970
rebounded by Milken and...
796
00:38:44,529 --> 00:38:46,307
No one likes being an outlier.
797
00:38:48,033 --> 00:38:49,010
Hey.
798
00:38:52,704 --> 00:38:54,248
Is everything okay?
799
00:38:54,272 --> 00:38:57,018
Yeah. Great.
800
00:38:57,042 --> 00:38:58,452
Are you sure? Because...
801
00:38:58,476 --> 00:39:00,955
Helm, you can either live here,
or you can talk.
802
00:39:00,979 --> 00:39:02,356
But you can't do both.
803
00:39:02,380 --> 00:39:06,127
Patients constantly ask,
"Have you seen this before?
804
00:39:06,151 --> 00:39:10,364
How common is it? Is this normal?"
805
00:39:24,002 --> 00:39:26,247
For so long, we've been conditioned
806
00:39:26,271 --> 00:39:28,950
to think if we aren't normal,
it's a bad thing.
807
00:39:43,888 --> 00:39:48,235
Maybe it's time to rethink
what the rules of normal are.
808
00:39:53,665 --> 00:39:55,409
None of your ideas are perfect.
809
00:39:55,433 --> 00:39:58,338
Did you forget you told me or...?
810
00:39:59,839 --> 00:40:03,784
I finally figured out
what's been bothering me.
811
00:40:08,813 --> 00:40:10,191
Perfect is never gonna be an option
812
00:40:10,215 --> 00:40:12,526
because my mom won't be here.
813
00:40:15,053 --> 00:40:16,564
The something that was wrong,
814
00:40:16,588 --> 00:40:18,299
it never had anything to do with you.
815
00:40:18,323 --> 00:40:20,968
I just really wish she could be there,
816
00:40:20,992 --> 00:40:22,825
that she could have met you.
817
00:40:24,428 --> 00:40:26,449
Yeah, I wish that, too.
818
00:40:28,098 --> 00:40:31,579
You know my mom taught me
how to dance, right?
819
00:40:31,603 --> 00:40:33,414
And you better bet she would've worn out
820
00:40:33,438 --> 00:40:35,458
that dance floor, too.
821
00:40:37,575 --> 00:40:41,522
Okay. So... here's my idea.
822
00:40:41,546 --> 00:40:43,891
We take the engagement ring
that my mom gave me
823
00:40:43,915 --> 00:40:46,894
and we turn it into my wedding band.
824
00:40:46,918 --> 00:40:49,563
And we don't wait.
825
00:40:49,587 --> 00:40:52,533
We get your grandma and my dad
out here as soon as we can,
826
00:40:52,557 --> 00:40:54,502
and we just do it with family.
827
00:40:54,526 --> 00:40:57,672
And then someday, sometime,
when it's safe,
828
00:40:57,696 --> 00:41:01,230
we will have a party
that sets the world on fire.
829
00:41:02,266 --> 00:41:03,644
Okay. I'm good with that.
830
00:41:03,668 --> 00:41:06,080
- That is such a relief.
- Why?
831
00:41:10,508 --> 00:41:12,953
Hello, my sweet Winston!
832
00:41:12,977 --> 00:41:14,055
Ahh! Nana Ante!
833
00:41:14,079 --> 00:41:16,290
Hey, no, no! No hugging for 10 days!
834
00:41:17,682 --> 00:41:20,227
Hey, uh, so, what's this I hear
835
00:41:20,251 --> 00:41:22,229
about you wanting
to marry my little girl?
836
00:41:22,253 --> 00:41:23,923
Oh, Dad. Stop it.
837
00:41:24,723 --> 00:41:28,202
I can't believe you did this.
I can't believe it.
838
00:41:28,226 --> 00:41:29,437
Me neither.
839
00:41:29,461 --> 00:41:31,338
My darling baby.
840
00:41:31,362 --> 00:41:34,041
Maybe it's time to rethink everything.
60314
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