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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,131 --> 00:00:02,959 Dakota didn't steal my pills. 2 00:00:03,003 --> 00:00:04,526 I've been taking them. 3 00:00:04,569 --> 00:00:07,094 Now I can't stop. 4 00:00:07,137 --> 00:00:09,835 Previously on "A Million Little Things"... 5 00:00:09,879 --> 00:00:11,446 This is my first protest. 6 00:00:11,489 --> 00:00:12,708 Hey, Pop. 7 00:00:12,751 --> 00:00:14,318 Walter: Rome, Regina got hurt! 8 00:00:14,362 --> 00:00:16,668 They're taking her to the hospital now. 9 00:00:16,712 --> 00:00:18,322 Maggie: Did he touch you? 10 00:00:18,366 --> 00:00:21,064 No. He just touched himself. 11 00:00:21,108 --> 00:00:23,240 I'm really sorry, Sophie. It's okay. 12 00:00:23,284 --> 00:00:24,894 What's going on? 13 00:00:24,937 --> 00:00:26,177 I don't think I'm the only one. 14 00:00:28,941 --> 00:00:30,465 Who am I gonna live with? 15 00:00:30,508 --> 00:00:32,182 Time... Katherine: Give us a chance to talk about it. 16 00:00:32,206 --> 00:00:34,251 We'll let you know what we figure out. 17 00:00:34,295 --> 00:00:37,211 I don't think Katherine's gonna give me joint custody. 18 00:00:37,254 --> 00:00:38,473 What is it? 19 00:00:38,516 --> 00:00:40,214 A lot of things have been happening lately. 20 00:00:40,257 --> 00:00:41,780 Mom. 21 00:00:41,824 --> 00:00:43,956 Something's wrong with me. 22 00:00:48,657 --> 00:00:50,137 Anything, T? 23 00:00:50,180 --> 00:00:52,095 Theo: I found it, Dad. It's this one. 24 00:00:52,139 --> 00:00:55,403 The smoke detector at the top of the stairs. 25 00:00:55,446 --> 00:00:58,362 Okay. Come on down. 26 00:00:58,406 --> 00:01:00,103 We'll have Mom change the battery 27 00:01:00,147 --> 00:01:01,800 when she gets out of the shower. 28 00:01:01,844 --> 00:01:03,541 It's okay. I got it. 29 00:01:03,585 --> 00:01:05,152 What do you... no, hey... 30 00:01:05,195 --> 00:01:07,043 T, you cannot get it. Do not get up on that ladder. 31 00:01:07,067 --> 00:01:08,764 It's not a problem. I can do it. 32 00:01:08,807 --> 00:01:10,592 T, do not get on that ladder. 33 00:01:10,635 --> 00:01:13,116 Katherine: Guys, what is going on out there? 34 00:01:13,160 --> 00:01:15,205 Theo, get down from there. 35 00:01:15,249 --> 00:01:17,990 What do you think you're doing? 36 00:01:18,034 --> 00:01:19,034 I'm helping Dad. 37 00:01:25,215 --> 00:01:27,130 Katherine, I told him not to. 38 00:01:27,174 --> 00:01:28,610 I... Just give it to me. 39 00:01:42,754 --> 00:01:45,496 Hello? 40 00:01:45,540 --> 00:01:47,237 Don't take this the wrong way, 41 00:01:47,281 --> 00:01:49,326 but I saw you less when we lived together. 42 00:01:49,370 --> 00:01:50,869 And charming comments like that 43 00:01:50,893 --> 00:01:53,939 are why neither of these coffees are for you. Fair enough. 44 00:01:53,983 --> 00:01:57,378 Seriously, though, thank you for being here for Sophie. Yeah, of course. 45 00:01:57,421 --> 00:02:00,163 Where are you headed? Coffee shop? 46 00:02:00,207 --> 00:02:02,296 No, I have my own wheelchair-bound teenager 47 00:02:02,339 --> 00:02:03,645 to deal with. 48 00:02:03,688 --> 00:02:05,188 Ed's meeting his divorce attorney today. 49 00:02:05,212 --> 00:02:06,865 He wants me to be there for moral support. 50 00:02:08,432 --> 00:02:10,086 You know what? You need this more than me. 51 00:02:10,130 --> 00:02:12,219 I accept. Great. 52 00:02:12,262 --> 00:02:14,090 And next time you don't get me a coffee, 53 00:02:14,134 --> 00:02:15,700 can you also not get me a bagel? 54 00:02:17,963 --> 00:02:20,488 Toasted. Okay. 55 00:02:27,712 --> 00:02:30,106 Rome: Babe. 56 00:02:30,150 --> 00:02:31,542 Babe. 57 00:02:31,586 --> 00:02:32,500 Gina! 58 00:02:32,543 --> 00:02:34,676 I think it's full. Oh, sorry. 59 00:02:34,719 --> 00:02:37,853 No, I-I was just, um... 60 00:02:37,896 --> 00:02:39,550 She was just so caught up 61 00:02:39,594 --> 00:02:41,900 with the pitch for your documentary, 62 00:02:41,944 --> 00:02:44,076 as was I, so please, continue, 63 00:02:44,120 --> 00:02:47,123 and I will help youfinish filling the water bottles. 64 00:02:47,167 --> 00:02:48,361 Rome: So, what I was saying was 65 00:02:48,385 --> 00:02:49,821 we're getting some great stuff. 66 00:02:49,865 --> 00:02:51,867 Today, we're interviewing Nya Byrne. 67 00:02:51,910 --> 00:02:53,956 She's a Boston organizer for Black Lives Matter. 68 00:02:53,999 --> 00:02:55,305 She's incredible. 69 00:02:55,349 --> 00:02:57,189 When Rome and I did the pre-interview with her, 70 00:02:57,220 --> 00:02:59,266 she was like everything you wanted in a soundbite. 71 00:02:59,309 --> 00:03:03,052 Listen to you... "soundbite." 72 00:03:03,095 --> 00:03:05,010 You know what would make a great documentary? 73 00:03:05,054 --> 00:03:06,708 The one we just told you about? 74 00:03:06,751 --> 00:03:08,449 Well, yes, of course, sweetheart, 75 00:03:08,492 --> 00:03:10,712 but I also think that there's a great one 76 00:03:10,755 --> 00:03:12,061 that looks at the effect 77 00:03:12,104 --> 00:03:14,063 that social media is having on our lives. 78 00:03:14,106 --> 00:03:15,388 Oh, they already have one on that. 79 00:03:15,412 --> 00:03:16,718 It's called "The Social Dilemma." 80 00:03:16,761 --> 00:03:18,807 Oh, well, sounds like 81 00:03:18,850 --> 00:03:20,504 I should be the one making a documentary. 82 00:03:20,548 --> 00:03:21,960 Regina: Well, I'm sure the one 83 00:03:21,984 --> 00:03:25,248 based on your idea is fascinating. Uh, it is. 84 00:03:25,292 --> 00:03:27,772 We watched it together last weekend, remember? 85 00:03:28,686 --> 00:03:30,253 Right. Mm. 86 00:03:30,297 --> 00:03:32,777 No, I'm saying my mom would find it fascinating. 87 00:03:32,821 --> 00:03:34,431 Oh. Right. 88 00:03:34,475 --> 00:03:35,843 Look, Tyrell and I have to go shoot this documentary 89 00:03:35,867 --> 00:03:38,087 before Shelly's crew gets the scoop. 90 00:03:38,130 --> 00:03:41,308 Oh, I will be happy to help you in editing. 91 00:03:41,351 --> 00:03:42,751 And we're out. Alright. 92 00:03:42,787 --> 00:03:44,441 Bye. Mm.Bye. 93 00:03:44,485 --> 00:03:45,703 I love you. I love you, babe. 94 00:03:45,747 --> 00:03:47,879 Have fun. Thanks. 95 00:03:51,448 --> 00:03:52,841 That's it. 96 00:03:52,884 --> 00:03:55,452 You have to tell Rome your concussion is getting worse. 97 00:03:55,496 --> 00:03:57,280 Mom, what are you doing? 98 00:03:57,324 --> 00:03:59,108 No, don't call Rome. 99 00:03:59,151 --> 00:04:00,675 I haven't seen him this excited 100 00:04:00,718 --> 00:04:02,024 since his movie got canceled. 101 00:04:02,067 --> 00:04:03,634 I'm not calling Rome. 102 00:04:03,678 --> 00:04:05,245 I'm calling my friend Joyce, 103 00:04:05,288 --> 00:04:08,204 whose son is Chief of Staff at Boston General, 104 00:04:08,248 --> 00:04:11,251 to get you an appointment with a neurologist today. 105 00:04:11,294 --> 00:04:15,646 Regina, I-I don't understand why you're not telling him. 106 00:04:18,736 --> 00:04:20,651 Because I'm really scared. 107 00:04:23,045 --> 00:04:25,656 When Peter had me wear a bathing suit for my lesson, 108 00:04:25,700 --> 00:04:28,311 he said he got the idea from doing the same exercise 109 00:04:28,355 --> 00:04:29,486 with another student. 110 00:04:29,530 --> 00:04:32,402 Yeah, uh, some kid named Gregory, right? 111 00:04:32,446 --> 00:04:34,535 Yeah, he... He called him Gregory, 112 00:04:34,578 --> 00:04:36,928 but I think Peter was really talking about 113 00:04:36,972 --> 00:04:39,017 a femalestudent of his... LaylaGregory. 114 00:04:39,061 --> 00:04:41,281 When I went to MMI, the Dean said 115 00:04:41,324 --> 00:04:44,936 that Layla was one of Peter's favorite students. 116 00:04:44,980 --> 00:04:46,851 So why would Peter tell me Layla was a guy 117 00:04:46,895 --> 00:04:48,549 unless he was hiding something? 118 00:04:50,420 --> 00:04:52,422 Are you saying 119 00:04:52,466 --> 00:04:56,383 y-you think that Peter may have done something to Layla? 120 00:04:58,994 --> 00:05:01,126 What if I wasn't the only one? 121 00:05:03,694 --> 00:05:08,220 That could certainly be the case, 122 00:05:08,264 --> 00:05:12,181 but it's a really sensitive thing to bring up. 123 00:05:12,224 --> 00:05:14,357 Are you thinking about reaching out to her? 124 00:05:14,401 --> 00:05:17,186 I can't. 125 00:05:17,229 --> 00:05:20,407 Six months ago, Layla killed herself. 126 00:05:24,715 --> 00:05:25,934 I'm so sorry. 127 00:05:30,199 --> 00:05:34,159 Soph, i-if you found out 128 00:05:34,203 --> 00:05:38,686 that what Peter did to you happened to Layla, 129 00:05:38,729 --> 00:05:41,384 how would that change things for you? 130 00:05:46,911 --> 00:05:48,043 I-I don't know. 131 00:05:48,086 --> 00:05:49,610 Maybe it wouldn't change anything, 132 00:05:49,653 --> 00:05:51,916 but just ever since I've heard about her, 133 00:05:51,960 --> 00:05:54,441 I've been having all these feelings. 134 00:05:54,484 --> 00:05:58,140 Yeah. I totally get that. 135 00:05:58,183 --> 00:06:01,273 And it's really important and good 136 00:06:01,317 --> 00:06:02,927 that you are allowing yourself 137 00:06:02,971 --> 00:06:05,495 to think about what happened with Peter, 138 00:06:05,539 --> 00:06:07,367 but there's also the danger 139 00:06:07,410 --> 00:06:09,934 that you could become consumed by it. 140 00:06:11,414 --> 00:06:13,111 Believe me, if I could tell myself 141 00:06:13,155 --> 00:06:15,331 just to not think about any of it, I would. 142 00:06:15,375 --> 00:06:17,420 You know, when I was first diagnosed, 143 00:06:17,464 --> 00:06:19,944 what helped me the most was having an activity. 144 00:06:21,032 --> 00:06:23,644 I started running every day. 145 00:06:23,687 --> 00:06:26,821 7:00 a.m. Rain, snow, whatever. 146 00:06:28,431 --> 00:06:30,651 It didn't fix what was happening, 147 00:06:30,694 --> 00:06:34,219 but every morning, for an hour, 148 00:06:34,263 --> 00:06:37,527 I had a way to focus all of that energy 149 00:06:37,571 --> 00:06:40,051 and pain and anger 150 00:06:40,095 --> 00:06:41,792 into something that I could control. 151 00:06:44,752 --> 00:06:47,537 Made me feel like I was fighting back. 152 00:06:51,715 --> 00:06:54,239 I gotta admit, Eddie, I've been expecting this call. 153 00:06:54,283 --> 00:06:56,546 Is that, uh, French lady giving you and Katherine 154 00:06:56,590 --> 00:06:58,026 custody trouble again? 155 00:06:58,069 --> 00:07:00,376 Oh, wow. You two haven't spoken in a while, huh? 156 00:07:00,420 --> 00:07:01,943 Yeah, sorry. 157 00:07:01,986 --> 00:07:04,815 I didn't send out my Christmas letter explaining my year. 158 00:07:04,859 --> 00:07:06,774 Katherine and I are getting divorced. 159 00:07:06,817 --> 00:07:08,471 For real this time. 160 00:07:08,515 --> 00:07:11,039 Well... 161 00:07:11,082 --> 00:07:12,997 I've still got that folder here. 162 00:07:14,999 --> 00:07:19,395 I don't think that Katherine is gonna give me joint custody. 163 00:07:19,439 --> 00:07:21,484 Did... Did she say that? 164 00:07:21,528 --> 00:07:23,225 No. 165 00:07:23,268 --> 00:07:25,793 But she's made it very clear she does not think 166 00:07:25,836 --> 00:07:29,449 I can take care of Theo alone while I'm in this chair. 167 00:07:29,492 --> 00:07:35,803 Well, um... this may sound a little, uh, un-PC, 168 00:07:35,846 --> 00:07:39,763 but, uh, given your injury 169 00:07:39,807 --> 00:07:42,200 can you? 170 00:07:42,244 --> 00:07:46,683 I mean, don't you live in a two-story house? 171 00:07:48,250 --> 00:07:50,208 You see, if a judge has to evaluate 172 00:07:50,252 --> 00:07:52,515 where a child is safe living, 173 00:07:52,559 --> 00:07:54,212 they're gonna want you to show 174 00:07:54,256 --> 00:07:55,581 that you can do everything that's required 175 00:07:55,605 --> 00:07:58,565 to take care of Theo on your own. 176 00:08:02,786 --> 00:08:04,309 That's not gonna be a problem, Brian. 177 00:08:04,353 --> 00:08:05,789 As soon as we hang up with you, 178 00:08:05,833 --> 00:08:07,878 Ed and I are gonna hop on Zillow, 179 00:08:07,922 --> 00:08:10,794 look for a place that's wheelchair-accessible. 180 00:08:10,838 --> 00:08:13,536 Maybe a place that's got a communal hot tub 181 00:08:13,580 --> 00:08:16,626 for the times that your good friend Gary comes over to visit. 182 00:08:16,670 --> 00:08:18,976 That's great. 183 00:08:19,020 --> 00:08:22,153 Now, in... in terms of taking, uh, Theo to school, 184 00:08:22,197 --> 00:08:24,155 can you... can you drive? 185 00:08:24,199 --> 00:08:25,679 No. 186 00:08:25,722 --> 00:08:28,159 Uh, my minivan hasn't been equipped with hand controls. 187 00:08:28,203 --> 00:08:29,987 Also not a problem. 188 00:08:30,031 --> 00:08:31,815 My lady friend Darcy... 189 00:08:31,859 --> 00:08:35,558 She knows a guy that retrofits vans for disabled vets. 190 00:08:35,602 --> 00:08:37,865 I don't know what qualifies you for a military discount, 191 00:08:37,908 --> 00:08:42,696 but I'm gonna take Theo's scout neckerchief just in case. 192 00:08:42,739 --> 00:08:44,915 Alright, well, this is a... This is a great start. 193 00:08:44,959 --> 00:08:46,787 All we got to do is show a judge 194 00:08:46,830 --> 00:08:49,920 that you'll... You'll do whatever it takes. 195 00:08:49,964 --> 00:08:53,054 He's my son. I will do anything. 196 00:09:39,230 --> 00:09:40,449 Can I help you? 197 00:09:41,755 --> 00:09:43,670 Hi. Are you Mrs. Gregory? 198 00:09:54,550 --> 00:09:57,292 I'm sorry, who are you? 199 00:09:57,335 --> 00:09:58,728 My name is Sophie Dixon. 200 00:09:58,772 --> 00:10:00,512 I just wanted to stop by 201 00:10:00,556 --> 00:10:02,906 and tell you how sorry I am about Layla. 202 00:10:04,865 --> 00:10:06,997 Man: Georgia, who is it? 203 00:10:11,045 --> 00:10:13,003 Would you like to come in? 204 00:10:13,047 --> 00:10:15,745 Yeah. 205 00:10:23,623 --> 00:10:26,669 Honey, this is Sophie... 206 00:10:26,713 --> 00:10:27,844 Sophie: Dixon. 207 00:10:27,888 --> 00:10:28,976 Dixon. 208 00:10:29,019 --> 00:10:30,978 Sophie was classmates with Layla. 209 00:10:32,327 --> 00:10:34,851 Oh, no. Layla and I weren't in school together. 210 00:10:34,895 --> 00:10:37,593 Oh. How did you know our daughter? 211 00:10:37,637 --> 00:10:40,465 Actually, I didn't. 212 00:10:42,032 --> 00:10:43,251 I'm a musician. 213 00:10:43,294 --> 00:10:45,340 I'm applying to MMI. 214 00:10:45,383 --> 00:10:46,863 When I met with Dr. Reeves, 215 00:10:46,907 --> 00:10:49,257 she mentioned what an incredible cellist that Layla was. 216 00:10:49,300 --> 00:10:53,304 Yeah. Layla loved music. 217 00:10:53,348 --> 00:10:55,263 She started playing when she was 4. 218 00:10:55,306 --> 00:10:57,700 Yeah. Her cello was taller than she was. 219 00:10:57,744 --> 00:10:59,484 First few years, 220 00:10:59,528 --> 00:11:03,053 I had to carry it for her to every lesson she had. 221 00:11:03,097 --> 00:11:06,143 And most kids stay up talking on the phone 222 00:11:06,187 --> 00:11:08,406 with their friends or playing video games. 223 00:11:08,450 --> 00:11:11,801 Layla would spend all night practicing 224 00:11:11,845 --> 00:11:14,412 till we made her go to sleep. 225 00:11:14,456 --> 00:11:17,764 Mm. It's been really quiet in the house since she... 226 00:11:24,727 --> 00:11:27,295 I really miss the sound of her playing. 227 00:11:27,338 --> 00:11:28,862 I'm really sorry. I-I didn't mean to... 228 00:11:28,905 --> 00:11:30,559 No, it's okay. 229 00:11:30,602 --> 00:11:31,865 It's okay. 230 00:11:33,518 --> 00:11:35,477 You know, after... 231 00:11:35,520 --> 00:11:38,436 Layla died, 232 00:11:38,480 --> 00:11:42,440 I think her friends were afraid to come by. 233 00:11:45,356 --> 00:11:47,097 It's really nice to talk about her. 234 00:11:51,319 --> 00:11:53,451 Okay, how's this? 235 00:11:58,674 --> 00:12:03,070 Okay. Okay. I mean, this is good, but check thisout. 236 00:12:05,072 --> 00:12:06,266 You see how the light hits the Charles? 237 00:12:06,290 --> 00:12:07,204 Yeah. 238 00:12:07,248 --> 00:12:08,858 Now you're capturing Boston. 239 00:12:08,902 --> 00:12:10,702 Huh. City's gotta be a character in this, too. 240 00:12:10,730 --> 00:12:12,819 That's why we're here. That backdrop. 241 00:12:12,862 --> 00:12:15,691 We are telling a story narratively andvisually. 242 00:12:15,735 --> 00:12:16,692 Dope. 243 00:12:16,736 --> 00:12:18,781 See, I was gonna say that, 244 00:12:18,825 --> 00:12:20,890 but I just wanted to give you your chance to shine, you know? 245 00:12:20,914 --> 00:12:22,393 Yeah. Right, right. 246 00:12:22,437 --> 00:12:24,831 So, we got our camera angle. 247 00:12:24,874 --> 00:12:26,571 Now all we gotta do is figure out our angle 248 00:12:26,615 --> 00:12:27,572 for our documentary. 249 00:12:27,616 --> 00:12:29,009 We'll find it. 250 00:12:29,052 --> 00:12:31,359 Even in a scripted movie, sometimes, 251 00:12:31,402 --> 00:12:33,796 you don't find your story until you're in editing. 252 00:12:33,840 --> 00:12:35,972 Just gotta trust the process. 253 00:12:36,016 --> 00:12:37,016 Yeah. 254 00:12:39,236 --> 00:12:41,369 Thanks. 255 00:12:41,412 --> 00:12:43,347 I wasn't gonna let you shoot in the wrong direction. 256 00:12:43,371 --> 00:12:44,894 No, I mean 257 00:12:46,417 --> 00:12:48,550 thanks for everything. 258 00:12:48,593 --> 00:12:51,814 To tell you the truth 259 00:12:51,858 --> 00:12:53,816 you're the first man in my life 260 00:12:53,860 --> 00:12:56,601 that's really shown up for me. 261 00:12:58,603 --> 00:13:00,344 So, thanks. 262 00:13:05,349 --> 00:13:07,656 I feel like I should be thanking you. 263 00:13:07,699 --> 00:13:09,677 I know Gina told you that our adoption didn't go through, 264 00:13:09,701 --> 00:13:12,269 and for a while after that, 265 00:13:12,313 --> 00:13:15,446 I felt like I'd never get to share any of this with my son. 266 00:13:15,490 --> 00:13:19,799 And I know I'm not your dad, 267 00:13:19,842 --> 00:13:21,452 but I really do love sharing it with you. 268 00:13:21,496 --> 00:13:22,671 So, thanks. 269 00:13:26,544 --> 00:13:29,504 You have no idea how to hang a flag, huh? 270 00:13:29,547 --> 00:13:30,897 Oh, that's what this is. 271 00:13:30,940 --> 00:13:31,985 No clue. 272 00:13:34,465 --> 00:13:36,641 And then when I was seven, I taught myself 273 00:13:36,685 --> 00:13:38,532 how to play "Moonshadow" on this little toy guitar. 274 00:13:40,167 --> 00:13:42,604 And when I ran down the stairs to show my parents, 275 00:13:42,647 --> 00:13:43,866 I fell and broke it. 276 00:13:43,910 --> 00:13:45,346 Oh, no. 277 00:13:45,389 --> 00:13:46,714 So, that was the day that my parents bought me 278 00:13:46,738 --> 00:13:48,262 my first real guitar. 279 00:13:48,305 --> 00:13:49,785 I've been playing ever since. 280 00:13:51,482 --> 00:13:53,156 Well, it sounds like you and Layla have a lot in common. 281 00:13:53,180 --> 00:13:54,659 Yeah. 282 00:13:57,619 --> 00:13:59,099 Yeah, we actually had 283 00:13:59,142 --> 00:14:01,144 the same music instructor... Peter Benoit. 284 00:14:01,188 --> 00:14:03,190 Oh. You studied with Peter? 285 00:14:03,233 --> 00:14:05,061 Layla loved working with him. 286 00:14:05,105 --> 00:14:08,456 He's a big part of her getting into MMI. 287 00:14:08,499 --> 00:14:09,979 Yeah, he's... 288 00:14:12,329 --> 00:14:13,287 Yeah. 289 00:14:21,599 --> 00:14:24,776 It's been sitting there since the day she brought it home. 290 00:14:24,820 --> 00:14:26,778 She didn't play it at all over break. 291 00:14:28,650 --> 00:14:30,391 Should've been a sign. 292 00:14:33,524 --> 00:14:36,963 Look, do you know if Peter ever asked Layla 293 00:14:37,006 --> 00:14:41,706 to do any unusual exercises when they were working together? 294 00:14:43,012 --> 00:14:44,492 I don't think so. 295 00:14:44,535 --> 00:14:46,929 Unusual how? 296 00:14:47,974 --> 00:14:50,890 Uh, well... 297 00:14:50,933 --> 00:14:53,936 Peter was amazing at first. 298 00:14:53,980 --> 00:14:55,982 Really helping me get out of my shell. 299 00:14:56,025 --> 00:14:56,983 Yeah. 300 00:14:57,026 --> 00:14:58,549 He... He did the same for Layla. 301 00:14:58,593 --> 00:15:01,465 He really helped her find her stage presence. 302 00:15:01,509 --> 00:15:03,424 Yeah, exactly. 303 00:15:03,467 --> 00:15:06,993 But 304 00:15:07,036 --> 00:15:09,473 there's just things, uh, he had me do 305 00:15:09,517 --> 00:15:12,085 that just didn't feel right. 306 00:15:12,128 --> 00:15:15,349 And I thought it was about him pushing me, but... 307 00:15:15,392 --> 00:15:17,525 Like, we did this one exercise 308 00:15:17,568 --> 00:15:20,310 where, to get me out of my comfort zone, 309 00:15:20,354 --> 00:15:22,225 he had me wear a bathing suit. 310 00:15:25,141 --> 00:15:28,144 And when I went over to his house to tell him 311 00:15:28,188 --> 00:15:30,799 that I got an audition to MMI, he... 312 00:15:35,456 --> 00:15:37,153 He assaulted me. 313 00:15:40,330 --> 00:15:43,203 And you think 314 00:15:43,246 --> 00:15:44,813 this happened to Layla? 315 00:15:44,856 --> 00:15:46,858 Well, I wasn't sure. 316 00:15:46,902 --> 00:15:47,859 That's why I was... 317 00:15:47,903 --> 00:15:49,122 No. 318 00:15:49,165 --> 00:15:50,485 My daughter and I were very close. 319 00:15:50,514 --> 00:15:51,863 She would have told me. 320 00:15:51,907 --> 00:15:53,082 I'm sorry. I didn't... 321 00:15:53,126 --> 00:15:54,364 You know, you didn't even know her. 322 00:15:54,388 --> 00:15:56,259 Layla was a very smart girl. 323 00:15:56,303 --> 00:15:59,306 She would have never let that happen to her. 324 00:15:59,349 --> 00:16:00,655 I think you need to go. 325 00:16:00,698 --> 00:16:02,918 I'm really sorry. I... Just leave. 326 00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:04,354 Please. 327 00:16:18,455 --> 00:16:20,501 I was in such a hurry to get Theo to my mother's, 328 00:16:20,544 --> 00:16:22,851 I... I forgot all my prep work for the deposition. 329 00:16:26,202 --> 00:16:29,118 Hey, uh, Katherine, can we talk for a sec? 330 00:16:29,162 --> 00:16:31,164 I am really late for this. 331 00:16:31,207 --> 00:16:32,643 Now, I know you're worried 332 00:16:32,687 --> 00:16:34,254 about me taking care of Theo by myself. 333 00:16:36,952 --> 00:16:39,259 I am, Eddie. 334 00:16:39,302 --> 00:16:41,696 And I get that, 335 00:16:41,739 --> 00:16:44,960 but I want you to know that I have a plan. 336 00:16:45,004 --> 00:16:47,136 I have an appointment to check out an apartment 337 00:16:47,180 --> 00:16:48,766 where Theo's bedroom is right next to mine... 338 00:16:48,790 --> 00:16:50,270 Completely wheelchair accessible, 339 00:16:50,313 --> 00:16:52,228 and right now, Gary is with Darcy, 340 00:16:52,272 --> 00:16:54,032 and they're meeting with a guy who retrofits vans 341 00:16:54,056 --> 00:16:55,057 with hand controls. 342 00:16:55,101 --> 00:16:57,364 So, I'm gonna take driving lessons, 343 00:16:57,407 --> 00:16:59,124 and I'm gonna be able to take Theo to school 344 00:16:59,148 --> 00:17:00,845 by the time things open up in person again, 345 00:17:00,889 --> 00:17:02,978 so you don't have to worry.Stop. Stop. 346 00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:04,806 Eddie... 347 00:17:04,849 --> 00:17:06,436 I'm not worried about leaving Theo alone with you 348 00:17:06,460 --> 00:17:08,331 because you're in a wheelchair. 349 00:17:10,899 --> 00:17:12,553 It's because you're an addict. 350 00:17:14,337 --> 00:17:17,645 And I don't know if I can trust you to stay sober. 351 00:17:20,822 --> 00:17:23,955 Okay, it's been two minutes. 352 00:17:23,999 --> 00:17:26,175 Let's see how many of the words I told you earlier 353 00:17:26,219 --> 00:17:27,350 that you can remember. 354 00:17:27,394 --> 00:17:29,396 Uh, sure, okay. 355 00:17:29,439 --> 00:17:30,788 There were eight of them, right? 356 00:17:30,832 --> 00:17:32,921 Yes. 357 00:17:32,964 --> 00:17:35,054 Sorry. 358 00:17:35,097 --> 00:17:36,422 Okay, let's see. Um... 359 00:17:39,145 --> 00:17:40,624 Raincoat. 360 00:17:47,066 --> 00:17:48,719 Mom, can you not do that right now? What? 361 00:17:48,763 --> 00:17:50,417 I'm trying to remember the words. 362 00:17:50,460 --> 00:17:53,507 I-I was just looking up your symptoms on WebMD. 363 00:17:53,550 --> 00:17:54,658 I don't know if you noticed, 364 00:17:54,682 --> 00:17:57,250 but we have a real MD right here. 365 00:17:57,293 --> 00:17:58,413 Dr. Anton: Let's keep going. 366 00:18:02,385 --> 00:18:03,604 Pony. 367 00:18:05,519 --> 00:18:07,260 Apple.Mm. 368 00:18:07,303 --> 00:18:10,001 Um... 369 00:18:10,045 --> 00:18:11,046 Sled. 370 00:18:13,048 --> 00:18:14,919 F-Feather. 371 00:18:17,096 --> 00:18:19,359 Candy. 372 00:18:19,402 --> 00:18:21,274 No. Not candy. 373 00:18:24,146 --> 00:18:25,452 Oh, lollipop. 374 00:18:25,495 --> 00:18:27,018 Yeah. 375 00:18:27,062 --> 00:18:28,498 Mm-hmm. Okay, there was one more. 376 00:18:28,542 --> 00:18:30,065 Or two. 377 00:18:30,109 --> 00:18:32,676 Okay, I-I can't remember. That's alright. 378 00:18:32,720 --> 00:18:36,245 Uh, six out of eight is reasonable after a concussion. 379 00:18:36,289 --> 00:18:39,030 In fact, it's reasonable even without a concussion. 380 00:18:39,074 --> 00:18:40,728 Not for me. 381 00:18:40,771 --> 00:18:43,122 I'm... I'm telling you, there is something wrong. 382 00:18:43,165 --> 00:18:45,515 When I'm in the kitchen of my restaurant, 383 00:18:45,559 --> 00:18:47,387 all I do is multi-task, 384 00:18:47,430 --> 00:18:50,085 but when you were giving me the test, 385 00:18:50,129 --> 00:18:53,306 like, all the sounds... The phone clicking, 386 00:18:53,349 --> 00:18:56,744 the... the... intercom, th... that vent... 387 00:18:56,787 --> 00:18:58,789 I hear it all at the same level. 388 00:18:58,833 --> 00:18:59,921 These things take time. 389 00:18:59,964 --> 00:19:02,402 It's been two weeks. I... 390 00:19:02,445 --> 00:19:05,318 Shouldn't we be doing a CT scan or something? 391 00:19:05,361 --> 00:19:07,972 I really don't think that's necessary. 392 00:19:08,016 --> 00:19:11,019 Look, I know you're feeling 393 00:19:11,062 --> 00:19:13,239 like you're not at the same level you're used to, 394 00:19:13,282 --> 00:19:15,197 but it's not gonna help anything 395 00:19:15,241 --> 00:19:17,243 if you get yourself all worked up about it. 396 00:19:17,286 --> 00:19:19,027 Mm? 397 00:19:19,070 --> 00:19:23,466 Just try to relax and give it time. 398 00:19:23,510 --> 00:19:25,120 You can book a follow-up appointment 399 00:19:25,164 --> 00:19:26,556 with Louise on your way out. 400 00:19:28,254 --> 00:19:30,386 Excuse me. 401 00:19:30,430 --> 00:19:32,301 My daughter just told you that she feels 402 00:19:32,345 --> 00:19:35,174 something's not right and requested a scan. 403 00:19:35,217 --> 00:19:38,394 And like I said, I don't think it's necessary. 404 00:19:38,438 --> 00:19:41,092 Great. Then we will be on our way, 405 00:19:41,136 --> 00:19:43,791 just as soon as you write down in her file 406 00:19:43,834 --> 00:19:46,533 that your patient requested a specific test 407 00:19:46,576 --> 00:19:48,709 and you declined to give it to her. 408 00:19:54,454 --> 00:19:55,411 Alright. 409 00:19:55,455 --> 00:19:57,065 Uh, if you want, 410 00:19:57,108 --> 00:20:00,242 I can have Louise write a prescription, 411 00:20:00,286 --> 00:20:02,549 and you can go get a scan downstairs. 412 00:20:02,592 --> 00:20:04,333 It's not what I want. 413 00:20:04,377 --> 00:20:05,943 It's what shewants. 414 00:20:08,424 --> 00:20:10,339 I'll have Louise write it up. 415 00:20:10,383 --> 00:20:12,036 That would be great. 416 00:20:12,080 --> 00:20:13,168 Thank you. You're welcome. 417 00:20:17,303 --> 00:20:19,870 Nobody treats my daughter that way. 418 00:20:19,914 --> 00:20:22,482 Well, except for me. 419 00:20:25,267 --> 00:20:27,661 I cannot believe you don't trust me with my own son! 420 00:20:27,704 --> 00:20:29,445 I can't believe I can't trust you with him. 421 00:20:29,489 --> 00:20:32,796 Katherine, I have a problem I'm facing head-on. 422 00:20:32,840 --> 00:20:34,102 I go to all of my meetings. 423 00:20:34,145 --> 00:20:35,495 I check in with my sponsor. 424 00:20:35,538 --> 00:20:36,496 I am sober. 425 00:20:36,539 --> 00:20:38,106 For how many days, Eddie? 426 00:20:38,149 --> 00:20:40,369 Because if you can still keep count, it's not enough. 427 00:20:40,413 --> 00:20:44,068 I have proven I can take care of Theo for 11 years. 11 years! 428 00:20:44,112 --> 00:20:46,114 Unless somebody else was home all day, 429 00:20:46,157 --> 00:20:47,898 every day, 430 00:20:47,942 --> 00:20:49,465 making sure his homework was done, 431 00:20:49,509 --> 00:20:51,162 making his little costumes for his plays, 432 00:20:51,206 --> 00:20:52,686 most of which you missed, by the way! 433 00:20:52,729 --> 00:20:55,079 'Cause you were off... Because I was where? 434 00:20:55,123 --> 00:20:56,516 Making money? 435 00:20:56,559 --> 00:20:58,169 So we could keep our house? 436 00:20:58,213 --> 00:21:00,215 What? You want to make another demo, Eddie? 437 00:21:03,044 --> 00:21:05,264 I have a lawyer, Katherine. I'm gonna fight you on this. 438 00:21:05,307 --> 00:21:08,179 Fantastic! So I get to pay for that, too? 439 00:21:08,223 --> 00:21:10,094 Let's just see what a judge has to say 440 00:21:10,138 --> 00:21:11,942 about how good of a mom you are when they find out 441 00:21:11,966 --> 00:21:13,606 that you walked out on your son last year. 442 00:21:17,798 --> 00:21:20,627 I went to my mom's so Theo couldn't see 443 00:21:20,670 --> 00:21:23,238 how youdestroyed me, 444 00:21:23,282 --> 00:21:25,893 not only after having an affair, 445 00:21:25,936 --> 00:21:28,069 but a baby with another woman! 446 00:21:30,158 --> 00:21:31,507 God. 447 00:21:35,424 --> 00:21:36,512 Katherine. 448 00:21:36,556 --> 00:21:37,948 What?! 449 00:21:41,125 --> 00:21:42,475 I know I messed up. 450 00:21:42,518 --> 00:21:46,348 I know I have been a horrible husband. 451 00:21:46,392 --> 00:21:48,568 Horrible. 452 00:21:48,611 --> 00:21:52,136 But I have also been a wonderful dad. 453 00:21:54,443 --> 00:21:57,838 Please, Katherine. Please don't do this to me. 454 00:21:57,881 --> 00:22:01,711 I am not doing anything to you, Eddie. 455 00:22:01,755 --> 00:22:06,281 You alone used drugs while you were taking care of our son. 456 00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:12,418 All I ever wanted was to be able to believe you. 457 00:22:23,994 --> 00:22:26,649 Tyrell: Wow, Nya. That was a really great answer. 458 00:22:26,693 --> 00:22:28,216 One last question. 459 00:22:28,259 --> 00:22:30,044 What was the moment that you knew 460 00:22:30,087 --> 00:22:32,307 you needed to be a part of this? 461 00:22:32,351 --> 00:22:34,918 The day after Trayvon was murdered. 462 00:22:37,399 --> 00:22:41,447 I remember going to school and looking around 463 00:22:41,490 --> 00:22:47,627 and thinking, "How can people just go about their day 464 00:22:47,670 --> 00:22:50,543 like nothing happened?" 465 00:22:50,586 --> 00:22:53,850 I couldn't do that. 466 00:22:53,894 --> 00:22:56,853 So I sat down, right in the middle of the hall, 467 00:22:56,897 --> 00:23:01,118 and some people laughed and kept walking by, 468 00:23:01,162 --> 00:23:05,514 and then a few kids sat down with me, 469 00:23:05,558 --> 00:23:09,126 and then Mr. Johnson, the history teacher, sat down. 470 00:23:11,215 --> 00:23:13,019 And in the end, there were 50 of us sitting there, 471 00:23:13,043 --> 00:23:14,784 talking about what happened. 472 00:23:16,786 --> 00:23:18,353 That's the day I knew. 473 00:23:30,496 --> 00:23:31,888 Sometimes I still feel like 474 00:23:31,932 --> 00:23:33,732 that little girl who's sitting on the floor 475 00:23:35,849 --> 00:23:37,807 like half the world is laughing at me... 476 00:23:39,461 --> 00:23:41,985 And the other half is just walking by. 477 00:23:44,292 --> 00:23:46,163 There is this armor that we have to wear 478 00:23:46,207 --> 00:23:47,643 just to get through the day, 479 00:23:47,687 --> 00:23:51,255 and every time another innocent Black person is killed, 480 00:23:51,299 --> 00:23:53,214 that armor gets heavier and heavier. 481 00:23:55,042 --> 00:23:59,481 But I've seen what can happen if we just keep showing up. 482 00:24:01,091 --> 00:24:03,485 Things can change. 483 00:24:13,147 --> 00:24:15,410 I'm coming! 484 00:24:19,893 --> 00:24:21,460 Sophie? What's wrong? 485 00:24:21,503 --> 00:24:23,612 I should have left it alone. I shouldn't have gone over there. 486 00:24:23,636 --> 00:24:26,290 I... Whoa. Come in. Hey. Slow down. What happened? 487 00:24:26,334 --> 00:24:29,685 I-I-I went to her house. I went to see Layla's parents. 488 00:24:29,729 --> 00:24:31,600 Oh, Soph... Sophie: I know. 489 00:24:31,644 --> 00:24:34,734 I know I shouldn't have, but I-I needed to know, 490 00:24:34,777 --> 00:24:36,233 but when I mentioned what happened with Peter, 491 00:24:36,257 --> 00:24:38,433 they had no idea what I was talking about, 492 00:24:38,477 --> 00:24:40,870 and I mean, even her mom said that Layla was too smart 493 00:24:40,914 --> 00:24:42,916 for that to have happened to her. No. 494 00:24:42,959 --> 00:24:46,441 Earlier, you asked me how things would be different 495 00:24:46,485 --> 00:24:51,315 if I knew that Peter had done what he did to someone else. 496 00:24:51,359 --> 00:24:54,231 And maybe it shouldn't, but the truth is, 497 00:24:54,275 --> 00:24:57,365 if I knew that I wasn't the only one, then 498 00:24:57,408 --> 00:25:00,281 maybe I could forgive myself for letting it happen to me. 499 00:25:00,324 --> 00:25:02,022 Oh, Soph, come here. 500 00:25:05,155 --> 00:25:08,202 Eddie: Hello? 501 00:25:08,245 --> 00:25:10,334 Dude, I have hooked you up. 502 00:25:10,378 --> 00:25:14,077 I just got back from seeing Vic... Vic, the van man. 503 00:25:14,121 --> 00:25:15,620 That's what it says on his business card. 504 00:25:15,644 --> 00:25:17,777 "If you need a van, Vic's your man." 505 00:25:17,820 --> 00:25:19,624 I'm quoting the back of the card at this point. 506 00:25:19,648 --> 00:25:23,173 He is going to retrofit your minivan for 10% over cost. 507 00:25:23,217 --> 00:25:25,132 Throw in an extra 75 bucks, 508 00:25:25,175 --> 00:25:26,916 he'll airbrush a narwhal on the side. 509 00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:29,310 You give me 80 bucks, I'll make sure he doesn'tdo that. 510 00:25:31,704 --> 00:25:34,489 I appreciate it, man, but, um 511 00:25:34,533 --> 00:25:36,578 it doesn't matter. 512 00:25:36,622 --> 00:25:38,058 None of it does. 513 00:25:38,101 --> 00:25:39,973 What? Of course it matters. 514 00:25:40,016 --> 00:25:42,192 You're gonna show Katherine you can do this. 515 00:25:42,236 --> 00:25:45,456 I'm not getting joint custody of Theo. 516 00:25:45,500 --> 00:25:48,590 Katherine doesn't even want me to have unsupervised visits. 517 00:25:48,634 --> 00:25:51,550 Ed, what are you talking about? 518 00:25:51,593 --> 00:25:54,727 Katherine doesn't, um 519 00:25:54,770 --> 00:25:58,731 trust me not to use drugs around Theo. 520 00:26:00,341 --> 00:26:01,951 She's never going to. 521 00:26:03,692 --> 00:26:05,912 I'm coming over. I'll be right there. 522 00:26:21,492 --> 00:26:25,845 I'll be right here, trying to figure out your passcode. 523 00:26:25,888 --> 00:26:27,411 I'm kidding. I'm sure it's my birthday. 524 00:26:30,676 --> 00:26:33,113 Hey. You're gonna be fine. 525 00:26:34,723 --> 00:26:35,723 Ready to get started? 526 00:26:36,682 --> 00:26:37,857 Go on. 527 00:27:22,902 --> 00:27:25,165 Okay. Okay, I'll tell them. 528 00:27:27,123 --> 00:27:29,430 Dr. Anton just got your scan back from the technician. 529 00:27:29,473 --> 00:27:30,736 He's reviewing it now, 530 00:27:30,779 --> 00:27:32,496 and then he'll talk to you about the results. 531 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,360 Shelly: Thank you very much. 532 00:27:36,306 --> 00:27:39,309 This is where you tell me it's gonna be okay. 533 00:27:45,664 --> 00:27:48,188 This is where I tell you 534 00:27:48,231 --> 00:27:51,452 that no matter what it is, I'm here for you. 535 00:27:58,764 --> 00:28:00,113 I know when you were younger, 536 00:28:00,156 --> 00:28:02,550 I could have done a better job of protecting you. 537 00:28:05,858 --> 00:28:08,512 I will never make that mistake again. 538 00:28:09,862 --> 00:28:11,385 Thanks, Mom. 539 00:28:17,173 --> 00:28:20,916 There is something else I'd like to say. 540 00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:24,311 You have an incredible husband who loves you. 541 00:28:24,354 --> 00:28:26,792 I have seen the two of you go through so much together 542 00:28:26,835 --> 00:28:29,142 in the last year alone. 543 00:28:31,448 --> 00:28:34,321 As soon as we know what's going on, 544 00:28:34,364 --> 00:28:36,627 you need to tell him. 545 00:28:39,239 --> 00:28:40,153 Yeah. 546 00:28:42,198 --> 00:28:44,026 No, Mom, I'll... I'll be right there. 547 00:28:44,070 --> 00:28:45,569 I just wanted to put the lasagne in the oven 548 00:28:45,593 --> 00:28:47,726 before I headed over. 549 00:28:47,769 --> 00:28:50,990 Yes. I'm making a salad, too. 550 00:28:52,818 --> 00:28:55,255 Okay, I'll... I'll see you soon. 551 00:28:55,298 --> 00:28:56,473 Whoa! 552 00:28:56,517 --> 00:28:58,824 That timing is crazy. 553 00:28:58,867 --> 00:29:01,914 Now I gotta call Maggie. Apparently psychics arereal. 554 00:29:01,957 --> 00:29:04,090 Hey, Gare. Uh, Eddie's in the garage. 555 00:29:04,133 --> 00:29:06,266 I didn't come here to see him. 556 00:29:08,529 --> 00:29:11,532 If you're here to change my mind about custody... 557 00:29:11,575 --> 00:29:12,794 Wrong again. 558 00:29:14,665 --> 00:29:16,580 I came to apologize, Katherine. 559 00:29:20,236 --> 00:29:22,978 Look, I thought the best way to have Eddie's back 560 00:29:23,022 --> 00:29:25,154 was to support the idea that he could pull this off, 561 00:29:25,198 --> 00:29:26,590 but I know you're right. 562 00:29:26,634 --> 00:29:29,071 He just got sober. 563 00:29:29,115 --> 00:29:31,944 I don't think Eddie should be around Theo 564 00:29:31,987 --> 00:29:34,860 without a guardian yet, either. 565 00:29:34,903 --> 00:29:36,687 Which brings me to the other reason I'm here. 566 00:29:36,731 --> 00:29:40,169 If memory serves, you and Ed chose 567 00:29:40,213 --> 00:29:43,825 me to be Theo's guardian. 568 00:29:43,869 --> 00:29:45,977 I know that probably shouldn't kick in till after you're dead 569 00:29:46,001 --> 00:29:47,524 and you can't correct my parenting, 570 00:29:47,568 --> 00:29:49,048 but I talked to Maggie. 571 00:29:49,091 --> 00:29:51,093 She's gonna move into Delilah's house, 572 00:29:51,137 --> 00:29:55,184 stay with Danny and Sophie until D gets back. 573 00:29:55,228 --> 00:29:58,274 I would like Eddie to move in with me, 574 00:29:58,318 --> 00:30:01,451 at my place, 575 00:30:01,495 --> 00:30:03,671 and I'll be around any time you think it's okay 576 00:30:03,714 --> 00:30:06,587 for Theo to come visit. 577 00:30:06,630 --> 00:30:10,286 You'd... do that for him? 578 00:30:10,330 --> 00:30:11,940 I'll do it for all three of you. 579 00:30:13,768 --> 00:30:16,205 And for me. Look, I'll be honest. 580 00:30:16,249 --> 00:30:20,427 I'm... I'm running dangerously low on dinosaur trivia. 581 00:30:20,470 --> 00:30:25,388 Having Theo around was very good for me in that regard. 582 00:30:25,432 --> 00:30:28,870 I thought you guys would all hate me when you found out. 583 00:30:30,176 --> 00:30:32,831 You're a mother trying to protect her son. 584 00:30:34,006 --> 00:30:36,269 Why would anyone hate you for that? 585 00:30:39,054 --> 00:30:41,796 Now, let's talk stipend. 586 00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:43,929 I've gotten very good at babysitting. 587 00:30:43,972 --> 00:30:45,626 My rates have skyrocketed. 588 00:30:48,324 --> 00:30:51,371 That's the day I knew. 589 00:30:52,938 --> 00:30:54,417 Sometimes I still feel like 590 00:30:54,461 --> 00:30:56,419 that little girl who's sitting on the floor 591 00:30:56,463 --> 00:30:58,465 like half the world is laughing at me... 592 00:31:00,293 --> 00:31:03,687 And the other half is just walking by. 593 00:31:03,731 --> 00:31:05,361 You see that right there? 594 00:31:05,385 --> 00:31:07,126 Y-Yeah, I-I get it. 595 00:31:07,169 --> 00:31:08,886 That's why you told me not to stop recording. 596 00:31:08,910 --> 00:31:10,216 You're an amazing teacher, 597 00:31:10,259 --> 00:31:11,889 and I can only benefit from your tutelage. 598 00:31:11,913 --> 00:31:12,977 I mean, the whole ride home, you were talking... No, no, no. 599 00:31:13,001 --> 00:31:14,611 That's... That's not why I paused it. 600 00:31:14,655 --> 00:31:17,353 Although that's true. I ama gift to filmmaking. 601 00:31:17,397 --> 00:31:19,157 But no... no, seriously, I-I paused it because 602 00:31:19,181 --> 00:31:22,706 I just realized something. 603 00:31:22,750 --> 00:31:24,590 You know, while everybody's becoming more aware 604 00:31:24,621 --> 00:31:26,536 of the physical scars that have been imposed 605 00:31:26,580 --> 00:31:27,949 on the Black community, what they're not seeing 606 00:31:27,973 --> 00:31:29,539 are the emotional ones, 607 00:31:29,583 --> 00:31:32,238 them eating away at our sense of self the entire time, 608 00:31:32,281 --> 00:31:35,545 like what Nya was talking about, right? 609 00:31:35,589 --> 00:31:40,899 The hidden damage of having to always carry around your armor. 610 00:31:43,292 --> 00:31:45,033 When I was at my lowest... 611 00:31:48,732 --> 00:31:54,086 I felt like no one could understand how worthless I felt. 612 00:31:56,827 --> 00:31:59,047 I mean, of course, now, you know, 613 00:31:59,091 --> 00:32:00,614 I see that I'm not alone. 614 00:32:00,657 --> 00:32:03,312 There's a world of people out there who feel the same way. 615 00:32:04,835 --> 00:32:07,055 That's our angle. 616 00:32:07,099 --> 00:32:10,929 The impact of what's been going on for all these years have had 617 00:32:10,972 --> 00:32:14,933 on the mental health of Black Americans, 618 00:32:14,976 --> 00:32:17,376 and that this movement is not just about telling the world 619 00:32:17,413 --> 00:32:19,546 that Black lives matter, 620 00:32:19,589 --> 00:32:25,769 but reminding ourselves that our lives matter, too. 621 00:32:25,813 --> 00:32:28,163 You get so caught up in trying to maintain 622 00:32:28,207 --> 00:32:29,662 your physical safety, that you just 623 00:32:29,686 --> 00:32:32,689 you end up convincing yourself 624 00:32:32,733 --> 00:32:35,127 that those other things don't matter, bro, but they do. 625 00:32:36,519 --> 00:32:38,347 They really do. 626 00:32:45,702 --> 00:32:49,141 That's what our documentary should be about. 627 00:32:49,184 --> 00:32:51,621 Trust the process. 628 00:32:51,665 --> 00:32:54,450 You know, I think it's raining too hard for us to take a walk, 629 00:32:54,494 --> 00:32:57,279 so I'm just gonna heat up a couple of Pop-Tarts instead, 630 00:32:57,323 --> 00:33:00,195 and if you don't want one, I'm gonna eat both of them. 631 00:33:00,239 --> 00:33:01,544 Should I just make three? 632 00:33:03,851 --> 00:33:04,983 Got it. 633 00:33:10,075 --> 00:33:11,250 Can I help you? 634 00:33:11,293 --> 00:33:13,643 Christopher: Hi. Um... 635 00:33:13,687 --> 00:33:16,081 I'm looking for Sophie Dixon. 636 00:33:16,124 --> 00:33:18,605 Uh, she left this at our house this morning. 637 00:33:19,780 --> 00:33:20,824 Oh, you're... 638 00:33:20,868 --> 00:33:22,130 Layla's dad, yeah. 639 00:33:22,174 --> 00:33:24,350 Uh, Christopher. 640 00:33:26,308 --> 00:33:28,310 Ugh, come in. Uh, come in. 641 00:33:35,056 --> 00:33:37,232 Sophie's in her room. 642 00:33:37,276 --> 00:33:39,017 Uh, I'm Maggie. 643 00:33:39,060 --> 00:33:41,193 I'm... I'm so sorry for your loss. 644 00:33:41,236 --> 00:33:45,110 Thank you. I-I guess Sophie told you she came over. 645 00:33:45,153 --> 00:33:47,982 She did, and I'm sorry for that, too. 646 00:33:48,026 --> 00:33:49,133 If I had known that she was gonna do that, 647 00:33:49,157 --> 00:33:50,463 I would have told her not to. 648 00:33:50,506 --> 00:33:52,204 She's... 649 00:33:52,247 --> 00:33:54,858 You know, she's dealing with a lot right now. 650 00:33:54,902 --> 00:33:57,470 Yeah, it sounds like it. 651 00:33:57,513 --> 00:33:59,472 Um... 652 00:33:59,515 --> 00:34:00,951 Oh, yeah, thank you. 653 00:34:02,562 --> 00:34:04,172 My wife, uh 654 00:34:05,956 --> 00:34:08,220 she's really hurting, 655 00:34:08,263 --> 00:34:11,005 and she's too upset to accept what Sophie said, 656 00:34:11,049 --> 00:34:13,921 that... that what happened to her might've happened to... 657 00:34:15,749 --> 00:34:17,968 But I, uh... 658 00:34:20,884 --> 00:34:22,538 Now I'm not sure. 659 00:34:26,325 --> 00:34:28,370 This is Layla's diary. 660 00:34:30,677 --> 00:34:32,983 After she died, I read through it a bunch of times, 661 00:34:33,027 --> 00:34:34,681 just 662 00:34:34,724 --> 00:34:36,552 looking for... I don't know. 663 00:34:36,596 --> 00:34:39,381 Clues, names. 664 00:34:39,425 --> 00:34:41,731 Anything that would tell me why she did this. 665 00:34:43,124 --> 00:34:44,908 I didn't think there was anything in it. 666 00:34:47,911 --> 00:34:50,740 But after Sophie came by this morning, 667 00:34:50,784 --> 00:34:52,829 I remembered something. 668 00:35:04,102 --> 00:35:05,886 "I didn't want h..." 669 00:35:05,929 --> 00:35:08,106 "I didn't want him to see me in my bathing suit." 670 00:35:10,891 --> 00:35:12,390 My wife thought that she was talking about 671 00:35:12,414 --> 00:35:15,156 some boy she liked. 672 00:35:17,680 --> 00:35:20,030 But it was November. 673 00:35:22,076 --> 00:35:24,296 Why would she be in her bathing suit in November? 674 00:35:27,908 --> 00:35:30,084 Look, I-I don't know if this 675 00:35:30,128 --> 00:35:34,262 means that Peter did to Layla what he did to Sophie, 676 00:35:34,306 --> 00:35:36,264 but... 677 00:35:38,310 --> 00:35:42,140 Sophie was really brave to share that with us, 678 00:35:42,183 --> 00:35:44,707 and when you give that to her, will you just... 679 00:35:44,751 --> 00:35:46,622 Can you tell her that I said so? 680 00:35:46,666 --> 00:35:48,450 Yeah, I will. 681 00:35:48,494 --> 00:35:49,625 Thank you. 682 00:35:52,150 --> 00:35:56,371 I'm so sorry for what you and your wife are going through. 683 00:35:56,415 --> 00:35:58,199 Thank you. 684 00:36:12,561 --> 00:36:14,998 Hey, babe, where you been? 685 00:36:15,042 --> 00:36:17,349 Uh, my mom took me to an appointment. 686 00:36:18,785 --> 00:36:20,178 With a neurologist. 687 00:36:20,221 --> 00:36:22,267 Is everything okay? 688 00:36:22,310 --> 00:36:25,139 They did a... CT scan. 689 00:36:25,183 --> 00:36:26,271 What did they find? 690 00:36:26,314 --> 00:36:28,751 Nothing. 691 00:36:28,795 --> 00:36:30,120 O-Okay, I don't... I don't understand. 692 00:36:30,144 --> 00:36:32,059 That... That's good news, right? 693 00:36:32,102 --> 00:36:33,843 No. 694 00:36:33,887 --> 00:36:36,237 It's not. 695 00:36:36,281 --> 00:36:38,544 Why? 696 00:36:38,587 --> 00:36:39,632 What's going on? 697 00:36:42,417 --> 00:36:45,464 Ever since I hit my head at the protest, 698 00:36:45,507 --> 00:36:46,726 I've been 699 00:36:46,769 --> 00:36:48,293 forgetting things. 700 00:36:48,336 --> 00:36:50,338 I've been distracted. 701 00:36:50,382 --> 00:36:52,122 I can't focus. 702 00:36:52,166 --> 00:36:53,646 If something showed up on the scan, 703 00:36:53,689 --> 00:36:55,822 at least there would be something we could track, 704 00:36:55,865 --> 00:36:58,781 so I could know when it's gonna get better. 705 00:36:58,825 --> 00:37:01,306 But there was nothing. 706 00:37:01,349 --> 00:37:02,959 Why didn't you tell me? 707 00:37:03,003 --> 00:37:04,439 I-I would've went with you, babe. 708 00:37:04,483 --> 00:37:07,529 Because I know how hard this year has been for you, 709 00:37:07,573 --> 00:37:09,854 and you're trying to deal with everything that's going on. 710 00:37:09,879 --> 00:37:12,360 I didn't want to add to that. 711 00:37:12,404 --> 00:37:15,972 Especially given how I got hurt in the first place. 712 00:37:16,016 --> 00:37:18,366 But now I need you to know, 713 00:37:18,410 --> 00:37:20,542 because I can't get through this without you. 714 00:37:20,586 --> 00:37:23,066 You don't have to. 715 00:37:23,110 --> 00:37:24,242 Come here. 716 00:37:43,217 --> 00:37:45,350 Hey. You can come in. 717 00:37:54,097 --> 00:37:56,622 Layla's dad brought this back. 718 00:38:05,195 --> 00:38:08,503 He wanted me to tell you how brave he thought it was 719 00:38:08,547 --> 00:38:11,027 that you came by and shared what you shared. 720 00:38:13,465 --> 00:38:16,555 They're just hurting, Sophie. 721 00:38:16,598 --> 00:38:18,687 Yeah, I know. 722 00:38:23,562 --> 00:38:27,043 There's something else he wanted me to tell you. 723 00:38:36,488 --> 00:38:38,707 I know. 724 00:38:38,751 --> 00:38:42,450 It's man's other best friend that's making me do this. 725 00:38:58,684 --> 00:39:01,164 You know, from the moment you told me what Peter did, 726 00:39:01,208 --> 00:39:05,255 I suspected that he had done it to others. 727 00:39:05,299 --> 00:39:07,127 He's a teacher, and he has students 728 00:39:07,170 --> 00:39:09,434 who want and need his approval, 729 00:39:09,477 --> 00:39:11,479 which puts him in a position of power, 730 00:39:11,523 --> 00:39:13,916 and he has opportunity. 731 00:39:16,179 --> 00:39:20,096 But, Sophie, no matter what he did or did not do 732 00:39:20,140 --> 00:39:22,098 to anyone else 733 00:39:22,142 --> 00:39:24,927 doesn't take away from the fact that he did it to you. 734 00:39:27,669 --> 00:39:29,236 And that's not your fault. 735 00:40:04,489 --> 00:40:07,622 He has two parents that would do anything for him. 736 00:40:09,885 --> 00:40:12,410 And he's probably stronger than you think. 737 00:40:12,453 --> 00:40:14,803 He's definitely stronger than me. 738 00:40:14,847 --> 00:40:16,544 Well, we knew that. 739 00:40:20,461 --> 00:40:21,680 Theo: Dad. Dad, wait! 740 00:40:23,290 --> 00:40:25,379 You forgot the guitar I made you. 741 00:40:28,948 --> 00:40:32,691 Take good care of it until I see you this weekend. 742 00:40:32,734 --> 00:40:35,302 I'm still coming, right? 743 00:40:35,345 --> 00:40:37,347 Uh 744 00:40:37,391 --> 00:40:39,480 Yeah, bud. 745 00:40:39,524 --> 00:40:42,048 Of course you are. 746 00:40:42,091 --> 00:40:43,528 I love you, pal. 747 00:40:43,571 --> 00:40:44,572 I know. 748 00:40:44,616 --> 00:40:45,878 Whoa. 749 00:40:45,921 --> 00:40:48,489 You just Han Solo'd your old man. 750 00:40:48,533 --> 00:40:51,231 Well done. 751 00:40:52,493 --> 00:40:54,277 See ya Saturday. 752 00:41:56,209 --> 00:41:58,516 We lost our fictional friend to suicide. 753 00:41:58,559 --> 00:42:00,648 And we lost our very real friend. 754 00:42:00,692 --> 00:42:03,564 Over a million people have thoughts of suicide each year. 755 00:42:03,608 --> 00:42:05,044 But the majority of them recover 756 00:42:05,087 --> 00:42:06,915 and go on to live fulfilling lives. 757 00:42:06,959 --> 00:42:09,483 We can be there for those struggling today. 758 00:42:09,527 --> 00:42:11,703 Know the signs of emotional suffering. 759 00:42:11,746 --> 00:42:13,661 Reach out with support and connect. 760 00:42:13,705 --> 00:42:15,881 And if you're struggling with thoughts of suicide... 761 00:42:15,924 --> 00:42:18,623 Please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. 762 00:42:18,666 --> 00:42:21,582 1-800-273-8255. 55306

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