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♪
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(laughs)
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Stop, don't look at me!
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But I love you.
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Ugh! It's the only
warm thing I have.
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It's gonna be so cold.
I can't wear this.
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Where did you
even get that?
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Vegas?
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Here, wear this.
It was Dad's.
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What? I'm not
gonna wear this.
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I just think maybe you can
and it's fine.
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I'm not gonna wear
your dad's sweater
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to a memorial
for your dad.
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What would be
a more fitting occasion?
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Can't I just, like, wear
one of your things or something?
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It's just wool.
It's just yarn.
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-You're just being difficult.
-(sighs)
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-(exhales)
-(Nicholas laughing)
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-Stop.
-(Nicholas continues laughing)
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What the hell
are you doing?
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Take that off.
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You told me to...
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(knocking)
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Ohh!
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Hello.
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Dad died at 7:24 a.m.
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Which is almost now.
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I don't think
we should be alone.
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So can we have
a minute of silence?
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Yeah. Genevieve!
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We're doing
a minute of silence.
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Whoa.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Yeah, let's do
a minute of silence.
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Should I, um...
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just sit on bed or...
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Shh!
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Is it...
Is it starting?
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(chicken clucking in distance)
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Today I'm gonna donate
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a lot of money
to a cancer charity,
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so I can post the receipt
on social media.
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Okay.
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I also want to write
letters to Dad...
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then burn them
as part of our ceremony.
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All right,
Genevieve, what do you got?
What do you need?
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Mostly I just wanna be sad
without worrying about
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someone trying
to make me feel better.
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Great. Let's do it.
Let's cure cancer.
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-(chuckling)
-Let's burn our feelings
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and ignore Genevieve.
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-Thank you.
-Matilda: Good.
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I'm leaving now.
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Are you wearing Dad's sweater
the same way you would wear
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a Justin Bieber T-shirt
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to a Justin Bieber concert?
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Okay. He tricked me.
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I did, I did trick him.
I'm a funny trickster.
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Darren Moss.
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Husband, father...
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friend, organ donor.
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Now, let's all honor him
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by sharing moving letters
from the heart.
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What?
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What?
We're not sharing them.
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Are we?
We're not sharing them.
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Just burning them
in the fire, aren't we?
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That's silly.
How will we know
what everyone wrote?
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(sighs) Okay.
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Wow.
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One year.
Where has the time gone?
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"Dad, you told me that
no matter what happens,
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"you'll always watch over me.
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"I remember thinking
that was very nice at the time
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"but recently...
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"my life hasn't been great,
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"and I'm worried
you're disappointed.
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"If so, I want to tell you
that I'm doing my best,
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"and since that's all
you've ever asked of me,
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"it would be
pretty hypocritical
to be disappointed.
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"And Nicholas
and Genevieve are fine.
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Warm regards, Matilda."
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(kisses, exhales)
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Genevieve: Um...
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"Hey, Dad, what's up?
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"So, lately, um, I've been
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"trying not to think about
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"nihilistic existential dread
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and instead just imagine
you meeting John Lennon."
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I know you were really
looking forward to that.
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I hope you're not disappointed.
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They say
never meet your idols.
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"So...
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"controversial statement,
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"but I actually thought
a lot more about Mom today.
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"I know. Very rude.
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"But it's just that
there's still so many things
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"that remind me of you
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"that it feels like
you're still around.
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"And...
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"without you, Mom's the one
who really feels gone.
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And you were the keeper
of Mom stories."
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That's all I wrote.
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Nicholas, it's your turn.
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Um...
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No, can I just burn mine?
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I don't wanna read it aloud.
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Are you afraid
you'll look gay?
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(chuckles) I just...
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No, it's just embarrassing
what I wrote.
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It's just all-- it's not good.
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This is a safe space.
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How about I go first
and then you can decide?
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Okay.
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Alex: Uh...
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Um...
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"Dear Dad...
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"Uh, I want you to know
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"that in our
short time together
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"I felt seen by you.
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"Thank you for being open
and welcoming
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"even in your last days.
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"That must have been hard.
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"To be vulnerable
around someone new.
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I'll always admire
that about you."
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(laughs softly)
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♪
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Nicholas,
do you wanna go?
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Yeah, so I...
Um, the thing is... Okay.
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The thing is,
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I-I didn't write nothin'.
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You didn't write anything?
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Nicholas:
No. Well, no.
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I had a different
understanding of the task.
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Yeah. I thought
we're just burning them.
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I wrote "Dad. Yay."
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Um...
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Yeah, I've ruined it,
haven't I?
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I've ruined it a bit.
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Let's just say
something now.
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Say something
from the heart.
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-The heart?
-Yeah, or...
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Maybe just share
like a nice memory.
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Uh... Okay.
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Um...
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Yeah, I mean, I had
all day to write something
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and I couldn't come up
with anything.
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The idea that I could improv
is a bit of a reach, isn't it?
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I mean...
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I'm not Wayne Brady.
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Matilda:
Uh, you still have
to burn the paper.
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Okay.
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♪
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You're being
so weird today.
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Yes, all I wanted
was them to have a nice day
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and instead
I've been so weird.
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Do you wanna talk
about this weirdness?
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-Absolutely not.
-(cell phone ringing)
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Hello, Mother.
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Did I tell you that
I'm seeing a therapist?
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I mean,
I don't know, maybe.
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You tell me everything,
and yet, nothing.
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Penny (over phone):
Well, it's basically, just a friend
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I have to pay
to listen to me talk.
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I had this big breakthrough.
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I did a test and it turns out
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-that I'm an empath. -Would you make some tea
for everyone, please?
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Can you imagine?
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-(Penny continues, indistinct)
-I'd love some tea.
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I mean, you're
the only person I even like.
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Or maybe some
methylenedioxymethamphetamine?
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Penny:
Well, I did blame myself for your father leaving.
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I mean, I just took
all of that burden on.
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It turns out, the only thing that was wrong with me
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is I was wronged by him,
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because he knew
my weaknesses
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and he took advantage.
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And what was that?
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I'm too nice.
I did this test.
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So it has been confirmed.
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We're going to bed now.
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Ma, I gotta go.
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Penny:
Oh, they don't wanna say hi?
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-Nicholas: No.
-Penny: Oh, fine.
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Well, I'm too busy to talk now anyway
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because I'm ordering lunch from a new place.
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The food is so fresh,
the menu changes every day,
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so we'll talk later.
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Goodbye.
You're going to bed?
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Both: Mm-hmm.
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Well, that's
very sudden, isn't it?
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Are you sure you don't
want some lemon sorbet?
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No.
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Are you sure
you're not going to bed
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to be all alone
and sad and devastated?
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-Not in the dramatic way
you're imagining.
-Mmm.
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Okay, then, good night.
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Good night.
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That's too much tea
for two people to drink
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and then go
straight to bed.
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It's okay.
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Think we should
stay up for awhile.
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Stay up? You, why?
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I think we have
a lot to talk about.
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Oh, no.
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Oh, no.
I'm in big trouble.
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(Alex chuckles)
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-(toothbrush vibrating)
-Uh, Matilda?
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Do you wanna
sleep in here tonight?
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-Why?
-Well, 'cause I think
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maybe I don't
wanna be alone.
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(spits)
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I have to sleep on the side
furthest from the door.
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Genevieve?
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Yeah?
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Matilda:
Are you crying?
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Um... kind of.
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Matilda: Really?
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-No. Are you?
-No.
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What were you thinking about
during the moment of silence?
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Dad. What were you
thinking about?
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North Korea.
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-Genevieve!
-Wh... Okay.
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I know we're
supposed to be sad,
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and I am sad
every single day,
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I just didn't
feel it today.
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Neither did I.
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It was just
so much pressure.
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It's like when you're supposed
to have fun on New Year's Eve.
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Hmm.
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What are your thoughts
on North Korea?
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Pretty interesting
place, no?
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Alex:
It's not healthy
to keep things in.
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You know, pain gets stuck
in your body, causes cancer.
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My dad's cancer,
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causes my cancer,
causes your cancer.
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When will the cycle end?
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Why won't you tell me
what you're feeling?
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Do you even know?
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I know Matilda
blew her nose
on this blanket.
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I know that.
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I'm just trying
to make sure
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there's nothing
you wanna talk about.
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Like what, politics?
Fracking? Mutual Funds?
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I don't know what they are.
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You're being annoying.
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I just don't know
what you want me to say.
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Yeah, my dad died
and it was sad.
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But also it's not like
a unique experience,
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you know,
people's dads die.
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Okay, well,
would you say
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your relationship
with your dad
was complicated?
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Yes.
Very complicated.
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But then he died
and that really
uncomplicated things.
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Okay, because sometimes,
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and I don't wanna
make you feel bad--
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(scoffs)
Well, here we bloody go.
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But sometimes
you're kind of closed off
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and emotionally unavailable.
260
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-(laughs)
-And it's challenging, okay?
261
00:10:13,856 --> 00:10:14,929
It's really challenging.
262
00:10:15,007 --> 00:10:16,782
What, you're mad at me
for not being
263
00:10:16,859 --> 00:10:18,508
more emotionally available
for my dead dad?
264
00:10:18,510 --> 00:10:20,268
I'm not mad at you.
265
00:10:20,346 --> 00:10:21,769
I'm just trying to give you
a space to talk.
266
00:10:21,847 --> 00:10:23,180
And it's up to you
to occupy it.
267
00:10:23,182 --> 00:10:24,456
Ugh. When you said that,
I feel like...
268
00:10:24,533 --> 00:10:26,908
I felt something important
in my body shut down.
269
00:10:28,854 --> 00:10:30,354
Oh, my God,
they're secretly awake.
270
00:10:30,356 --> 00:10:31,355
Can we go in there?
I wanna go in there.
271
00:10:31,357 --> 00:10:33,448
No, we're not
doing that right now.
272
00:10:33,525 --> 00:10:35,208
Ugh. You're a leech.
You're a little leech.
273
00:10:35,285 --> 00:10:37,194
Okay. I decided
what I want actually
274
00:10:37,196 --> 00:10:38,528
on the anniversary
of my dad's death,
275
00:10:38,530 --> 00:10:40,697
my very special day,
276
00:10:40,699 --> 00:10:41,923
is just, please,
to do some hugging?
277
00:10:48,632 --> 00:10:49,139
(kisses)
278
00:10:50,559 --> 00:10:51,799
I was thinking about Drea.
279
00:10:51,877 --> 00:10:52,809
What?
280
00:10:54,563 --> 00:10:55,487
During the minute of silence.
281
00:10:55,564 --> 00:10:56,897
Oh.
282
00:10:56,973 --> 00:10:57,898
Um, I see.
283
00:10:59,551 --> 00:11:01,885
-Is that bad?
-No.
284
00:11:01,887 --> 00:11:02,777
What were you thinking?
285
00:11:03,889 --> 00:11:04,237
I miss her.
286
00:11:05,815 --> 00:11:07,073
What do you miss?
287
00:11:07,150 --> 00:11:08,149
I don't think
I'm supposed to talk about
288
00:11:08,227 --> 00:11:09,984
how I miss
my ex-girlfriend
289
00:11:10,062 --> 00:11:11,578
on the day
that our dad died.
290
00:11:13,248 --> 00:11:14,673
No. It-it's fine.
I wanna know.
291
00:11:16,402 --> 00:11:18,402
I miss how she would
never try to figure out
292
00:11:18,404 --> 00:11:19,177
how to help me
or fix anything.
293
00:11:19,254 --> 00:11:20,495
She just...
294
00:11:20,572 --> 00:11:22,739
always tried to find
the next interesting thing
295
00:11:22,741 --> 00:11:23,348
for us to talk about.
296
00:11:26,929 --> 00:11:28,637
-I'm sorry, Matilda.
-(sighs deeply)
297
00:11:31,675 --> 00:11:33,692
Why did I have to be
born straight?
298
00:11:33,769 --> 00:11:34,860
Life is a cruel mistress.
299
00:11:36,588 --> 00:11:39,089
-Are you straight?
-Yeah, I think so.
300
00:11:39,091 --> 00:11:40,941
Well, how do you know
if you've never had sex?
301
00:11:41,017 --> 00:11:43,351
All right,
no need to bully a girl
302
00:11:43,429 --> 00:11:44,036
on the day her dad died.
303
00:11:45,097 --> 00:11:46,705
No, silly.
304
00:11:46,782 --> 00:11:48,765
It's just that,
you don't have
305
00:11:48,767 --> 00:11:50,450
anyone to talk to
about this stuff.
306
00:11:50,527 --> 00:11:54,546
So the responsibility
has fallen on me to teach you.
307
00:11:54,623 --> 00:11:55,956
No, the responsibility
has fallen upon the internet.
308
00:11:57,367 --> 00:11:57,958
Okay, um...
309
00:11:59,278 --> 00:12:01,035
How about this? Uh...
310
00:12:01,113 --> 00:12:02,721
What's something you miss
about your dad?
311
00:12:02,798 --> 00:12:04,372
(sighs)
312
00:12:04,450 --> 00:12:05,540
Look, I know
what you're doing
and it's nice,
313
00:12:05,617 --> 00:12:07,300
but I don't like
talking about these things
314
00:12:07,377 --> 00:12:08,618
because my opinions change
315
00:12:08,620 --> 00:12:09,561
and I don't wanna be
locked into my words.
316
00:12:09,638 --> 00:12:11,897
I won't hold you
to anything, okay?
317
00:12:11,974 --> 00:12:12,347
I just wanna hear about him.
318
00:12:17,463 --> 00:12:18,904
I liked that he
always wore a belt.
319
00:12:18,981 --> 00:12:20,405
-(laughing)
-What? No. You said...
320
00:12:20,482 --> 00:12:21,389
-You said...
-Oh, my God!
321
00:12:21,467 --> 00:12:22,890
You said I can
say anything.
322
00:12:22,968 --> 00:12:24,317
I cannot be the only one
323
00:12:24,394 --> 00:12:25,969
in this relationship
with feelings.
324
00:12:25,971 --> 00:12:27,079
I'm so glad that we've
pivoted towards you.
325
00:12:27,155 --> 00:12:28,638
Let's unpack.
326
00:12:28,640 --> 00:12:29,973
(Alex grunts)
327
00:12:29,975 --> 00:12:31,750
(chuckles)
328
00:12:31,827 --> 00:12:33,310
You watched your dad
get sick and die
329
00:12:33,312 --> 00:12:35,812
and you never
talk about it.
330
00:12:35,814 --> 00:12:38,072
You can make jokes
and distract yourself
with the girls.
331
00:12:38,150 --> 00:12:39,424
But you cannot
sit here and tell me
332
00:12:39,501 --> 00:12:40,759
that you didn't
feel anything today.
333
00:12:40,836 --> 00:12:41,909
I can't say I didn't
feel anything.
334
00:12:41,987 --> 00:12:43,745
I'm not a monster.
I just...
335
00:12:43,822 --> 00:12:44,754
Actually, can you
let go of my hands?
That is...
336
00:12:46,508 --> 00:12:47,915
That was revolting.
337
00:12:47,993 --> 00:12:49,326
Could you just promise me
we'll never do that again?
338
00:12:49,328 --> 00:12:50,268
Please?
339
00:12:50,345 --> 00:12:51,586
-Yes.
-Okay.
340
00:12:51,663 --> 00:12:52,437
I just...
I don't know.
341
00:12:52,514 --> 00:12:53,680
I just feel like...
342
00:12:53,757 --> 00:12:54,606
Sometimes I don't know
343
00:12:54,683 --> 00:12:57,258
how to articulate
why I'm upset.
344
00:12:57,336 --> 00:12:58,835
So, like, why talk through
all the options
345
00:12:58,837 --> 00:13:01,505
when maybe I'm just
an abstract feeler?
346
00:13:01,507 --> 00:13:02,856
(chuckles)
347
00:13:02,932 --> 00:13:04,508
Is that why you didn't
write anything today?
348
00:13:04,510 --> 00:13:05,842
No, I just...
349
00:13:05,844 --> 00:13:08,194
(laughs) literally thought
we were burning them.
350
00:13:09,698 --> 00:13:11,031
Why didn't you
write anything today?
351
00:13:11,107 --> 00:13:12,440
I don't, like,
believe in magic.
352
00:13:12,518 --> 00:13:13,441
You know,
I didn't think the notes
353
00:13:13,519 --> 00:13:15,185
were going to Dad's ghost.
354
00:13:15,187 --> 00:13:17,354
Why didn't you
write anything today?
355
00:13:17,356 --> 00:13:19,798
Stop Good Will Hunting me!
356
00:13:19,875 --> 00:13:21,282
(exhales sharply)
357
00:13:21,360 --> 00:13:22,950
Okay, listen.
Okay. Come here.
358
00:13:23,028 --> 00:13:24,803
Listen. Here...
Here's why, okay?
359
00:13:24,880 --> 00:13:26,788
Don't you
think that, like...
360
00:13:26,865 --> 00:13:28,381
Don't you think
that it would be, like,
361
00:13:28,458 --> 00:13:30,792
selfish for me
to be sad today?
362
00:13:30,869 --> 00:13:32,794
(laughs)
No, you had your dad die.
363
00:13:32,871 --> 00:13:33,979
Yeah, but not like they did.
364
00:13:37,042 --> 00:13:38,483
Why are you tryin' to be
a tough guy, huh?
365
00:13:38,560 --> 00:13:39,559
Suddenly I'm dating
Vin Diesel?
366
00:13:40,879 --> 00:13:42,487
No, I'm not Vin Diesel.
367
00:13:42,564 --> 00:13:43,880
No, I'm literally
not Vin Diesel.
368
00:13:43,882 --> 00:13:44,981
I just like... (tuts)
369
00:13:47,977 --> 00:13:49,161
I just... Guess I feel,
like, their sadness
370
00:13:49,237 --> 00:13:50,645
is more credible than mine.
371
00:13:50,722 --> 00:13:53,331
I-I... I feel like
I'm like a guest
in their grief.
372
00:13:58,154 --> 00:13:59,153
Do you wanna have sex?
373
00:13:59,231 --> 00:14:00,230
-Yeah.
-Yeah?
374
00:14:00,232 --> 00:14:01,581
Yeah!
375
00:14:01,658 --> 00:14:02,290
Actually,
I kinda do.
376
00:14:06,922 --> 00:14:08,254
Wow. Um...
377
00:14:10,667 --> 00:14:12,166
Oh, when my dad left,
you know,
378
00:14:12,244 --> 00:14:13,676
that was a bit of a shock,
because, well...
379
00:14:15,171 --> 00:14:18,673
Well, I didn't really know
that parents could just leave.
380
00:14:18,750 --> 00:14:21,359
But my mum, she...
she was so devastated
381
00:14:21,436 --> 00:14:22,936
that I thought,
"Oh, you know,
382
00:14:23,012 --> 00:14:25,271
maybe this is her thing
to be sad about."
383
00:14:25,348 --> 00:14:26,564
And so I kept quiet.
384
00:14:26,641 --> 00:14:26,789
But she, um...
385
00:14:28,260 --> 00:14:30,927
Yeah, she didn't seem to notice
that I was keeping quiet.
386
00:14:30,929 --> 00:14:35,356
And then, the only thing
that, um, made her feel better
387
00:14:35,434 --> 00:14:36,324
was talking about, um...
388
00:14:37,769 --> 00:14:39,044
how much of a shit guy
Darren was.
389
00:14:39,121 --> 00:14:44,107
Um, and I thought, like,
"Yeah, okay. Sure," you know.
390
00:14:44,109 --> 00:14:46,443
But then I would come here
and actually, um,
391
00:14:46,445 --> 00:14:49,036
I'd see him with the girls,
and actually, like...
392
00:14:49,114 --> 00:14:51,223
he'd be a very good guy,
393
00:14:51,299 --> 00:14:52,048
and, um...
394
00:14:53,952 --> 00:14:54,384
Well, that was pretty...
395
00:14:58,306 --> 00:14:58,888
It is what it is.
396
00:15:00,792 --> 00:15:01,558
Want some Brie?
397
00:15:08,057 --> 00:15:09,482
Ever talked
to anyone about this?
398
00:15:09,559 --> 00:15:13,637
To who? Who are these people
listening to my sad feelings?
399
00:15:13,639 --> 00:15:15,029
Alex:
I don't know, people.
You know, family?
400
00:15:16,308 --> 00:15:16,739
-Friends?
-Nicholas: Hmm.
401
00:15:19,161 --> 00:15:20,735
Yeah, I hear you.
Um... and-and, uh,
402
00:15:20,812 --> 00:15:23,755
let's not make this
a referendum
on my likability
403
00:15:23,832 --> 00:15:25,090
but I've never
really had friends.
404
00:15:25,984 --> 00:15:26,666
Hey.
405
00:15:28,153 --> 00:15:28,985
Well, like,
not like you do.
406
00:15:28,987 --> 00:15:29,928
Alex:
That's not true.
407
00:15:30,005 --> 00:15:32,489
I'm sure you've had
plenty of friends.
408
00:15:32,491 --> 00:15:35,100
I went to, like, movies
and I traded stickers, but...
409
00:15:36,995 --> 00:15:39,012
it wasn't like
sharing my feelings.
410
00:15:40,332 --> 00:15:42,256
Okay.
W-what about Penny?
411
00:15:42,334 --> 00:15:45,944
Have I told my mum all the ways
that I think she's failed me?
412
00:15:46,021 --> 00:15:47,228
No. No, that's never come up.
413
00:15:50,175 --> 00:15:50,732
What's your thoughts
about penises?
414
00:15:52,027 --> 00:15:53,768
Um...
415
00:15:53,845 --> 00:15:55,862
I mean,
I'm-I'm intrigued,
416
00:15:55,939 --> 00:15:58,364
which is insane considering
what they look like.
417
00:15:58,441 --> 00:16:00,366
(both giggle)
418
00:16:01,853 --> 00:16:04,187
Matilda:
Sometimes, they curve.
419
00:16:04,189 --> 00:16:06,206
They start one way
and make a turn.
420
00:16:06,875 --> 00:16:07,749
(snickers)
421
00:16:10,529 --> 00:16:11,544
What about pubic hair?
422
00:16:11,621 --> 00:16:13,305
Mine or theirs?
423
00:16:13,381 --> 00:16:14,956
'Cause mine is
ready to present.
424
00:16:15,033 --> 00:16:16,299
Though I'm not,
I'm not sure why.
425
00:16:19,037 --> 00:16:20,628
I'm gonna
buy you condoms.
426
00:16:20,706 --> 00:16:22,388
I know about condoms.
427
00:16:22,465 --> 00:16:23,982
But you don't know
what the guy
428
00:16:24,059 --> 00:16:25,317
knows about condoms.
429
00:16:25,393 --> 00:16:27,377
So I've decided
to get you
430
00:16:27,379 --> 00:16:30,396
a discreet monthly delivery
to your nightstand.
431
00:16:31,474 --> 00:16:34,551
Monthly is very ambitious,
Matilda.
432
00:16:34,553 --> 00:16:35,944
(both giggle)
433
00:16:38,557 --> 00:16:39,831
(cell phone ringing)
434
00:16:42,244 --> 00:16:43,727
-Oh, it's my mum.
-Don't pick that up.
435
00:16:43,729 --> 00:16:46,730
Why? No, but it's
a ringing phone.
I don't make the rules.
436
00:16:46,732 --> 00:16:47,822
No, I don't
understand you.
437
00:16:47,899 --> 00:16:49,749
Why on Earth
would you answer that now?
438
00:16:49,826 --> 00:16:51,568
-Well, I mean, it could--
-Think about what we're
talking about, Nicholas.
439
00:16:51,570 --> 00:16:53,586
-Well, but what if it's a...
What if it's a nice call?
-Nicholas.
440
00:16:53,663 --> 00:16:55,997
Maybe she saw
my high school bully at
the market looking sad.
441
00:16:56,074 --> 00:16:56,664
-Oh, my God. No way.
-(ringing continues)
442
00:16:56,742 --> 00:16:57,832
-No?
-No.
443
00:16:57,909 --> 00:16:59,092
-Okay.
-Don't you dare.
444
00:16:59,168 --> 00:17:00,018
Fine, fine.
I'm ma... I'm making...
445
00:17:00,095 --> 00:17:01,928
-I made her go away.
-Great.
446
00:17:02,005 --> 00:17:02,470
(ringing stops)
447
00:17:07,343 --> 00:17:08,193
Yeah, I'm gonna
call her back now, actually.
448
00:17:08,270 --> 00:17:10,195
-Oh, my God. (sighs)
-No, I am.
449
00:17:10,272 --> 00:17:10,603
Nicholas:
No, I am gonna
call her back, yeah.
450
00:17:12,090 --> 00:17:13,514
(line ringing)
451
00:17:13,592 --> 00:17:15,182
(beeps)
452
00:17:15,260 --> 00:17:16,034
Surprised you bothered
to call back.
453
00:17:17,763 --> 00:17:19,445
Yeah, sorry,
it's just been a long day.
454
00:17:19,522 --> 00:17:22,040
Penny (over phone):
Well, mine's just started and I'm all alone
455
00:17:22,075 --> 00:17:23,875
and I cannot stop thinking about
456
00:17:23,952 --> 00:17:26,044
how my ex-husband died
before I got closure.
457
00:17:26,121 --> 00:17:28,713
Yeah, I know. That is...
That's a lot to be dealing with.
458
00:17:28,790 --> 00:17:30,331
And you know what sickens me the most?
459
00:17:32,110 --> 00:17:32,792
-That I still care. -What?
460
00:17:32,869 --> 00:17:34,611
You can't let her say this.
461
00:17:34,613 --> 00:17:35,962
-...even in death he's still controlling me. -(groans)
462
00:17:36,039 --> 00:17:36,888
Babe, you have to
put a stop to this.
463
00:17:36,965 --> 00:17:39,206
He's up there, he's up there
464
00:17:39,284 --> 00:17:40,300
right now, and he's just
basking in my pain.
465
00:17:43,713 --> 00:17:45,138
Well, I mean, if you think
now is the right time
466
00:17:45,214 --> 00:17:46,139
to confront her, then--
467
00:17:46,215 --> 00:17:46,714
-No. That's not...
-Nicholas: No?
468
00:17:46,792 --> 00:17:48,124
-Okay.
-No.
469
00:17:48,126 --> 00:17:50,310
Penny:
...I think Darren was a bit of a sadist
470
00:17:50,386 --> 00:17:52,053
or he was a sociopath.
471
00:17:52,130 --> 00:17:53,313
We'll never know for sure.
472
00:17:53,389 --> 00:17:55,222
Nicholas: Ugh. No.
473
00:17:55,300 --> 00:17:55,982
Mum, you can't
say these things.
474
00:17:56,059 --> 00:17:56,074
He was still a good dad.
475
00:17:57,652 --> 00:17:59,652
Penny:
I don't subscribe to the idea that you can't
476
00:17:59,729 --> 00:18:00,895
speak ill of the dead.
477
00:18:00,972 --> 00:18:01,487
No. Mum, stop.
478
00:18:03,066 --> 00:18:06,810
I don't like it when you say
mean things about my dad, okay?
479
00:18:06,812 --> 00:18:09,737
You can't keep doing this.
480
00:18:09,815 --> 00:18:11,572
Well, if you're in a mood,
481
00:18:11,650 --> 00:18:12,257
I think I might take
myself off somewhere else.
482
00:18:13,835 --> 00:18:15,318
-(line disconnects)
-(sighs)
483
00:18:15,320 --> 00:18:17,095
Oh, my God.
484
00:18:17,172 --> 00:18:19,246
Oh, my God.
She hung up on me. No.
485
00:18:19,324 --> 00:18:21,007
Actually,
that doesn't feel good.
486
00:18:21,084 --> 00:18:21,933
Why did you think
this feels...
487
00:18:22,010 --> 00:18:23,268
'Cause this doesn't
feel good.
488
00:18:23,345 --> 00:18:25,328
-This is dumb!
-No, that was good.
489
00:18:25,330 --> 00:18:26,162
You put yourself first.
490
00:18:26,164 --> 00:18:27,997
You set boundaries.
491
00:18:27,999 --> 00:18:29,015
No, I like being there
for my mum.
492
00:18:29,092 --> 00:18:30,183
I only said that just then
493
00:18:30,259 --> 00:18:32,685
'cause you were
standing there staring at me
494
00:18:32,762 --> 00:18:34,337
with all your pressure
and judgment.
495
00:18:34,339 --> 00:18:36,281
When actually
being there for my mum
496
00:18:36,358 --> 00:18:38,341
is a thing that I like.
497
00:18:38,343 --> 00:18:40,118
You can't be there
for everybody all the time.
498
00:18:40,195 --> 00:18:41,511
You're not responsible
for her.
499
00:18:41,513 --> 00:18:43,696
Yeah, actually I'm gonna
call her back and apologize.
500
00:18:43,773 --> 00:18:44,456
-Alex: No.
-Yes.
501
00:18:44,532 --> 00:18:46,532
-No!
-Oh, yes!
502
00:18:46,609 --> 00:18:47,775
Please, let's do this
for a lot longer!
503
00:18:47,853 --> 00:18:48,460
Alex: Okay, fine.
504
00:18:48,536 --> 00:18:50,295
Sorry.
505
00:18:50,372 --> 00:18:51,287
Just listen to me
for a sec, though, please?
506
00:18:53,692 --> 00:18:54,782
I think that you put
everyone's feelings
507
00:18:54,860 --> 00:18:56,860
before your own
because you're scared
508
00:18:56,862 --> 00:18:57,785
that if you don't,
they're gonna abandon you
509
00:18:57,863 --> 00:18:58,803
like your dad did.
510
00:18:58,880 --> 00:19:02,140
But Darren leaving
wasn't your fault.
511
00:19:02,217 --> 00:19:04,291
Okay? And you're
allowed to be sad.
512
00:19:04,369 --> 00:19:05,885
Okay? And you're allowed
to let other people know
513
00:19:05,962 --> 00:19:06,961
about your feelings
514
00:19:07,038 --> 00:19:08,204
even if it makes them sad.
515
00:19:08,206 --> 00:19:09,389
No one is leaving you.
516
00:19:09,465 --> 00:19:10,723
We love you too much.
517
00:19:10,800 --> 00:19:11,307
Okay?
518
00:19:15,304 --> 00:19:15,937
Did you hear that or...?
519
00:19:35,233 --> 00:19:36,508
What you said was very nice.
I liked it.
520
00:19:36,584 --> 00:19:37,842
It made me feel good.
521
00:19:37,919 --> 00:19:39,677
♪
522
00:19:56,588 --> 00:19:57,529
(cell phone ringing)
523
00:19:59,424 --> 00:20:00,757
Well, hello, there.
524
00:20:00,759 --> 00:20:02,258
What's happening with you?
525
00:20:02,260 --> 00:20:05,203
Well, I found out that owls
spit up all the mouse bones
526
00:20:05,280 --> 00:20:06,687
that they eat
in little pellets,
527
00:20:06,765 --> 00:20:09,207
and if you find one you can
build a mouse skeleton.
528
00:20:09,284 --> 00:20:10,934
But they won't give me one.
529
00:20:10,936 --> 00:20:13,861
It's never sports
or exercise for you, is it?
530
00:20:13,939 --> 00:20:15,605
-(Nicholas laughs)
-Literally anything else.
531
00:20:15,607 --> 00:20:18,699
Well, it's quite good
to build a mouse skeleton,
though, isn't it?
532
00:20:18,777 --> 00:20:19,867
I think it's good!
533
00:20:19,945 --> 00:20:23,613
(laughs) Oh!
So I had to go back on Tinder.
534
00:20:23,615 --> 00:20:25,281
What happened to Malcolm?
535
00:20:25,283 --> 00:20:26,707
Penny:
Oh, he's on there.
536
00:20:26,785 --> 00:20:27,951
That's who I'm looking for, to be honest.
537
00:20:27,953 --> 00:20:29,227
I knew that he was
up to something,
538
00:20:29,304 --> 00:20:31,045
so I put a location device
on his phone.
539
00:20:31,122 --> 00:20:32,138
-What?
-Penny: And he was.
540
00:20:32,215 --> 00:20:33,639
-No.
-Penny: He was.
541
00:20:33,716 --> 00:20:35,458
He was crisscrossing all over town.
542
00:20:35,460 --> 00:20:36,901
And every time he showed up at a new cafe,
543
00:20:36,978 --> 00:20:38,060
there I was.
544
00:20:40,131 --> 00:20:41,814
So I think he worked out
what was happening,
545
00:20:41,891 --> 00:20:43,633
and I haven't heard
from him since.
546
00:20:43,635 --> 00:20:44,409
It's hard to imagine
what you've got planned
547
00:20:44,486 --> 00:20:45,485
to say if you match.
548
00:20:45,561 --> 00:20:46,819
Oh, I think I'd have
a lot to say.
549
00:20:46,896 --> 00:20:51,624
-Don't you worry about that.
-(Nicholas laughing)
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