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♪♪
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♪ I woke up to the morning sky
first ♪
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Richard: At the start of medical school,
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you and your classmates
stand together,
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wearing your lab coats
for the first time,
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and you take an oath.
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♪ When I get up
off this ground ♪
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♪ I shake leaves back down
to the brown, brown, brown ♪
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[ Horns honking ]
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[ Indistinct shouting ]
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♪ Till I'm clean
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Crowd: [ Chanting ]
No justice! No peace!
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[ Horn honks ]No justice! No peace!
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No justice! No peace!
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Equality right now!
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Equality right now!Stand up!
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♪ My sisters and my brothers,
see them like no other ♪
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♪ All my favorite colors
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♪♪
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♪ It's a good day to be,
a good day for me ♪
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The oath has many versions,
but each boils down to this --
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the practice of medicine
should be humane and kind.
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♪ My sisters and my brothers,
they see them like no other ♪
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♪ All my favorite colors
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[ Cellphone chimes ]
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It turns out there's a catch
they don't tell you about --
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medicine mimics
the world it lives in.
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[ Cellphone chimes ]
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[ Sighs ]
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[ Door opens ]
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Hey.
Brought coffee.
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You see
Richard's e-mail?
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I can't look at my phone without
50 news alerts popping up.
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It's like it's cursed.
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He told the staff to take time
if they need it.
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To rest, protest.
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Worry about whether
their fiancé's gonna make it
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across country
in one piece?
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Anything.
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He understands.
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♪♪
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[ Cellphone chimes ]
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[ Groans ]
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[ Sighs ] If I keep staring
at this wall,
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I'm just gonna burn a hole
into it.
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♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
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I should go.
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And in this world,
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humanity and kindness
are often in short supply.
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♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh,
ooh-ooh-ooh ♪
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I canceled the few elective
surgeries we had scheduled,
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told the blood bank to be
on high alert,
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and put five vents on standby
for incoming traumas.
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We'll have the tent outsidefor walk-ups.
Mm-hmm.
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Mnh. You think
that'll be enough for us?
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I think it'll have to be.[ Sighs ]
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We've just barely got
our bearings in this pandemic --
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now this.
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Well, revolutions
don't schedule appointments.
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[ Sighs ] Mnh!
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[ Sighs ]
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You good?
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I -- I just want to be doing
something I know how to do.
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Well, you've done everything
you could to prepare.
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Now, look, I'll come back
if you need me.
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It may take me some time
to get here, but I-I'll make it.
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Wait, back --
back from where?
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I'm protesting, Bailey.
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Something important
is happening out there,
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and I'm
not gonna miss it --
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These moments
save lives, too.
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You go give 'em hell.
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♪♪
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I'm so grateful
that you came in today.
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Not that I would ask a Black man
not to march.
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No, but you can text me
eight times,
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asking if I'm coming in, though.
[ Chuckles ]
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Mnh-mnh!
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That was my phone
that did that.
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Oh, okay.
It's new.
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Uh-huh.
[ Chuckles ]
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No, I almost called in a sub,
honestly,
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but we're barely hanging on
with COVID,
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so I figured
they'll need me.
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Speaking of which,
did you read my proposal
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for setting up the free
COVID testing and treatment site
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for low-income patients?
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I mean,
Ortiz's connections --
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I think we can make
a real impact.
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You know we're barely keeping
the lights on as it is, baby.
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But I will revisit it
when the revenues improve.
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You want us to wait
till COVID's over
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before we can open
a COVID site, Mom?
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Come on. Okay?
Dr. Ortiz and I put
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a lot of really good
time and effort into this.
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She's got great ideas.
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Just let me get through
this week, okay?
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I'm late for my meeting.
Ah.
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Love you.This week.
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Avery.
You got a second?
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Hey, everything okay?
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I've been better, mate.
[ Breathes sharply ]
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♪♪
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I don't have much time.
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It's all hands on deck
here.
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Probably won't even have
a chance to shower
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before I see you tonight,
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but I just wanted to see
your face.
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Well [sighs]
this is it.
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My exhausted,
driving-for-three-days face.
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I feel like we chose
the worst time ever
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for you to make
this drive.
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Nah. The sooner I'm with you,
the better.
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Well, what'd you think of the
apartment listing I sent you?
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I haven't even looked at it yet.
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Maggie. [ Chuckles ]
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It's just --
I have not been able to focus
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on anything besides work
and the news and you driving.
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I get it, baby.
I get it.
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But as far as I can tell,
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Seattle real estate is the
Hunger Games with kitchens.
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[ Chuckles ] So if I want this place,
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I'm gonna need to make
an offer soon.
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Okay, I'll look at it.
I promise.
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Alright.
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Next time we talk,
it'll be in person.
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Be careful. Please.
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Extra careful.
Always.
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I love you.
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Love you.
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[ Tablet chimes ]
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[ Monitor beeping ]
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She's still sleeping
most of the time.
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She's very weak.
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But stable.
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Have Schmitt do her
hyperbaric treatment today.
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Do we think that
Schmitt's qualified?
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He'll be fine. I'll put
the fear of God in him.
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That almost sounds fun.
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Woman over P.A.:
Dr. Scott...
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Let's order an X-ray.
Yeah.
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They're in the south parking lot
right now.
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Thanks a million, Irene.
I'll be back when I can.
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Alright, hold still.
Hold still.
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Cops did this?
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Neo-Nazis did this.
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"Counter-protesters,"
I think they're called.
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Came at my boy
with a billy club.
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I jumped in between them
just in time.
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Well, he got you good.
Must've been scary.
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I wanted to drop a bomb
on the whole lot of them.
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If I had one,
I would have.
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Oh, man, this rage
I'm feeling?
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That's -- That's why we need
stricter gun laws.
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Alright. Well, I can get you
some Valium for the shaking.
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[ Sighs ]
No, I'm good.
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ER's filling up. I just --
I just want to get back to work.
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Am I okay, Avery?
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Almost.
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Next time,
make sure you guys hang
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in the back
of the crowd, yeah?[ Laughs ] Next time?
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When they're 18,
they can protest all they want.
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Right now, they're going
straight home.
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Jackson,
I need you out here!
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♪♪
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Her name is Nell.
That's all I got.
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She was hit with
a tear gas canister.
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Shot! Not hit -- shot!
At close range!
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Oh, shrapnel
went everywhere.
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E-Easy.
Oh.
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-Easy.
-Keep it stable.
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Trauma one's open.
Let's move.Okay.
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-Ready?
-Yeah.
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-Let's go.
-Let's go.
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♪♪
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[ Siren wailing ]
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Uh, good circulationin the upper extremities.
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Nell, does your hand feel
numb or tingly?
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Excruciating pain
isn't enough?
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No acute fractures.
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Canister doesn't seemtoo deeply embedded.
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Someone give me
their hand.
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Why?
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I need to squeeze
the hell out of it.
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This thing hurts.
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Two of morphine, Reuben.Reuben: Mm-hmm.
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Non-expanding hematoma,
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but I cannot rule out
a neurovascular injury here.
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So I think we need a CT angio
right away.
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Let's prep to move.
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Okay, I'm gonnacome with you.Wait, wait, wait, wait!
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Y-You're not taking this thing
out of me first?
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We want to make sureit didn't hit
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any major blood vesselsin your neck.
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Then we're gonna remove it
in the operating room.
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We're gonna move as fast
as we can, alright?
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Alright.You ready for us to
move you?
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♪ Hey, hey, ho, ho
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♪ Come on, girl, let's go [ Chuckles ]
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♪ Hey, hey, ho, ho ♪ Hey, hey, ho, ho
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♪ Come on ♪ Come on, girl
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That's right, let's go.♪ Let's go
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Owen: Okay, keep this on
for the next 12 hours,
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then apply
the antibiotic ointment, okay?
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Will this bandage hold?
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I'm going back out.
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I'll get you some extra Coban
to be safe, okay?
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[ Siren wailing in distance ]
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Hey.
Hey.
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Got your page.
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Yeah, someone's en route
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with a rubber bullet injuryto the chest.
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Should be here
any minute.
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Ugh, glass bricks.
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You get that, Pierce?Huh? Yes, yeah.
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Uh, just got
a lot going on today.
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Winston is driving back
as we speak.
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Yeah, you two
aren't wasting any time.
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I'm happy for you.
Thanks.
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We're just trying to work out
this living situation.
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[ Siren wailing,
vehicle approaches ]Oh, you're worried?
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You're wondering if he prefers
using the bathroom
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with the door wide open?
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Or puts ketchup
on his eggs.
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Who puts ketchup on
their eggs?
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Over 54% of Americans,
actually.[ Wailing continues ]
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Okay, rig's here.
Let's go.
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[ Wailing continues ]
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[ Brakes squeal ]
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♪♪
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Okay,
we have Guy Houston, 22.
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Took a rubber bullet to
the chest.
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Defibrillated in the field
for V-fib.
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I think "died" is the word
you're looking for.
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Welcome back.
Let's get you inside.
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[ Groans ]
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I need a chest X-ray,
cardiac enzymes,
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and let's get him on
a monitor.
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♪♪
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[ Sighs ] We're heading into
the chamber.
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Breathing oxygen...
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feeling light...
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as if you're, uh,
floating on a cloud.
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But not -- not like a cloud
in heaven or anything.
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Just, um, floating.
Like...
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just not dead, you know?
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We're healing and recovering.[ Door opens ]
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What are you doing here?
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Uh, post-op surgical wound
infection.
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My attending ordered
hyperbaric treatment
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to enhance healing.
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Well, we're next.
253
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And we're also VIP,
so you can go now.
254
00:09:02,193 --> 00:09:05,501
Schedule's packed today,
so they're doubling up.
255
00:09:05,545 --> 00:09:06,589
Crap,
is that Meredith Grey?
256
00:09:06,633 --> 00:09:08,591
Maybe.But don't talk to her.
257
00:09:08,635 --> 00:09:09,766
I'm under strict orders
from the Chief
258
00:09:09,810 --> 00:09:12,334
to not cause Dr. Grey
any stress.
259
00:09:12,377 --> 00:09:13,988
Of course, no problem.
260
00:09:14,031 --> 00:09:18,079
Just, uh, floating like...
261
00:09:18,122 --> 00:09:19,820
[ Sighs ]
262
00:09:19,863 --> 00:09:20,908
Are you gonna make room
or not?
263
00:09:22,518 --> 00:09:24,694
[ Sighs ]
264
00:09:30,134 --> 00:09:32,180
[ Door closes, air hisses ]
265
00:09:32,223 --> 00:09:34,051
[ Siren wailing in distance ]
266
00:09:36,706 --> 00:09:38,142
Haven't even finished
this supply run --
267
00:09:38,186 --> 00:09:39,622
you're already coming in
for more.
268
00:09:39,666 --> 00:09:41,537
Yeah, well,it's just one of those years.
269
00:09:41,581 --> 00:09:43,104
Wait, can I fix that?
270
00:09:43,147 --> 00:09:45,236
Because it looks like
you lost a bar fight.
271
00:09:45,280 --> 00:09:46,411
Thank you.
272
00:09:46,455 --> 00:09:48,022
[ Coughing ]
273
00:09:48,065 --> 00:09:50,067
Wow. Okay.
274
00:09:50,111 --> 00:09:51,895
It's not like there's
a deadly virus going around --
275
00:09:51,939 --> 00:09:53,114
spread by droplets.
276
00:09:53,157 --> 00:09:54,768
Oh, sorry.
277
00:09:54,811 --> 00:09:57,118
It's [clears throat]
the bloody tear gas, I swear.
278
00:09:57,161 --> 00:09:59,294
How are your sons?
279
00:09:59,337 --> 00:10:00,991
They're alright.
280
00:10:01,035 --> 00:10:03,037
Irene came to pick them up,
despite their complaining.
281
00:10:03,080 --> 00:10:05,082
They wanted to stay out?
282
00:10:05,126 --> 00:10:06,562
Yeah, they want to be
a part of the change,
283
00:10:06,606 --> 00:10:08,520
not just watch it
on a screen.
284
00:10:08,564 --> 00:10:10,261
But you wouldn't let them?
285
00:10:10,305 --> 00:10:11,872
After this? No way.
286
00:10:11,915 --> 00:10:13,482
[ Telephone rings in distance ]
287
00:10:13,525 --> 00:10:14,918
[ Indistinct conversations ]
288
00:10:14,962 --> 00:10:16,137
You think that's
a mistake?
289
00:10:16,180 --> 00:10:19,183
No, I, uh --
I see both sides.
290
00:10:19,227 --> 00:10:21,490
You know, protesting the policein front of the police
291
00:10:21,533 --> 00:10:25,755
is scary,and so is doing nothing.
292
00:10:25,799 --> 00:10:27,104
Guess I've just buried
too much family
293
00:10:27,148 --> 00:10:29,367
to see anybody else's side
but my own.
294
00:10:29,411 --> 00:10:31,152
Right.
295
00:10:31,195 --> 00:10:33,241
Woman over P.A.:
Captain Emerson,
call Radiology.
296
00:10:33,284 --> 00:10:35,939
Captain Emerson,
call Radiology.[ Sighs ]
297
00:10:35,983 --> 00:10:37,724
[ Telephone rings in distance ]
298
00:10:37,767 --> 00:10:41,031
[ Woman speaking indistinctly ]
299
00:10:41,075 --> 00:10:42,032
Yes.
300
00:10:42,076 --> 00:10:43,381
Chad Anderson, 40s,
301
00:10:43,425 --> 00:10:45,079
no past medical history,
according to him.
302
00:10:45,122 --> 00:10:46,428
EMTs brought him.
303
00:10:46,471 --> 00:10:48,038
He evidently collapsed
while jogging.
304
00:10:48,082 --> 00:10:50,127
I've given him O2,
but he's still experiencing
305
00:10:50,171 --> 00:10:53,000
shortness of breath,
as well as foot irritation.
306
00:10:53,043 --> 00:10:55,567
Look, I'm fine, okay?
307
00:10:55,611 --> 00:10:57,395
As I was trying to explainto your nurse here --
308
00:10:57,439 --> 00:10:58,570
Dr.Tseng.
309
00:10:58,614 --> 00:10:59,833
She's a second-year
surgical resident.
310
00:10:59,876 --> 00:11:01,051
Yeah, but --Pull your mask up.
311
00:11:01,095 --> 00:11:03,053
Yeah.
312
00:11:03,097 --> 00:11:05,186
Okay, look, I was just trying to
tell her that it's --
313
00:11:05,229 --> 00:11:07,231
I -- Sometimes, I get
shortness of breath when I run.
314
00:11:07,275 --> 00:11:08,493
It's not a big deal.
315
00:11:08,537 --> 00:11:10,365
I mean, you know, my --
my inhaler's expired,
316
00:11:10,408 --> 00:11:11,975
so you just, you know,
317
00:11:12,019 --> 00:11:13,324
you put me on
a nebulizer treatment
318
00:11:13,368 --> 00:11:15,413
and you write me a new
prescription for albuterol,
319
00:11:15,457 --> 00:11:16,850
and there'll be one less guy
in the room.
320
00:11:16,893 --> 00:11:18,242
Mm-hmm.
321
00:11:18,286 --> 00:11:21,811
Dr. Tseng, has his oxygen
saturation been above 92?
322
00:11:21,855 --> 00:11:23,726
Hovering around 88.
323
00:11:23,770 --> 00:11:25,380
Mr. Anderson,
is it possible
324
00:11:25,423 --> 00:11:26,947
that you've been exposed to
COVID-19?
325
00:11:26,990 --> 00:11:29,340
No.
Uh, it's -- That's a no.
326
00:11:29,384 --> 00:11:31,125
Hm. Mask up.
327
00:11:31,168 --> 00:11:32,909
Hospital policy.
328
00:11:32,953 --> 00:11:35,999
Move him to an isolated room
and give him a full workup --
329
00:11:36,043 --> 00:11:39,568
chest X-ray, lower extremity
duplex, and a COVID test.
330
00:11:39,611 --> 00:11:41,309
Page me with the results.
331
00:11:41,352 --> 00:11:44,834
Okay, hey. Doc, look,
I'll take the workup, okay,
332
00:11:44,878 --> 00:11:45,922
but I don't care what
your little test says
333
00:11:45,966 --> 00:11:47,663
'cause I know that
it's not real.
334
00:11:47,707 --> 00:11:48,751
What's not real?
335
00:11:48,795 --> 00:11:50,013
COVID.
336
00:11:50,057 --> 00:11:51,145
Do I look like
a sheep, alright?
337
00:11:51,188 --> 00:11:52,624
I know it's a scam.
338
00:11:52,668 --> 00:11:53,843
♪♪
339
00:11:59,370 --> 00:12:01,546
Richard:
How's she doing?
340
00:12:01,590 --> 00:12:03,635
Hopefully, it's confined to
just soft tissue damage.
341
00:12:03,679 --> 00:12:05,550
Well, her clavicle
felt intact.
342
00:12:05,594 --> 00:12:06,769
[ Machinery whirring ]
343
00:12:06,813 --> 00:12:09,076
We were marching
peacefully.
344
00:12:09,119 --> 00:12:10,730
You know, she
was marching peacefully.
345
00:12:10,773 --> 00:12:13,776
Can you imagine firing
poison gas at this woman?
346
00:12:14,821 --> 00:12:17,301
Still marching
at her age?
347
00:12:17,345 --> 00:12:19,695
What was it like
out there today?
348
00:12:19,739 --> 00:12:21,305
It was beautiful.
349
00:12:21,349 --> 00:12:22,916
At first.
350
00:12:22,959 --> 00:12:25,222
And then it was frightening
and then messy,
351
00:12:25,266 --> 00:12:27,311
but it was still beautiful.
352
00:12:27,355 --> 00:12:28,573
I mean, there were
young people
353
00:12:28,617 --> 00:12:30,053
handing out water
and masks.
354
00:12:30,097 --> 00:12:31,620
It was --
It was organized.
355
00:12:31,663 --> 00:12:35,667
There was this --
this feeling in the air.
356
00:12:35,711 --> 00:12:37,147
It's...
357
00:12:37,191 --> 00:12:41,717
You have to put yourself
on the line to be part of it,
358
00:12:41,761 --> 00:12:44,241
but good trouble
lights you up, you know?
359
00:12:44,285 --> 00:12:45,460
Yeah, sure.
360
00:12:45,503 --> 00:12:47,331
[ Computer beeping ]
361
00:12:47,375 --> 00:12:48,898
Oh, scans are up.
362
00:12:48,942 --> 00:12:51,248
Ah. Okay.
363
00:12:51,292 --> 00:12:53,990
Oh, well, no vascular
involvement, thank God.
364
00:12:54,034 --> 00:12:57,037
See? It tore through
the trapezius muscle.
Yeah.
365
00:12:57,080 --> 00:12:59,343
Well, let's book an OR
and extract the canister.
366
00:12:59,387 --> 00:13:00,736
Yeah.
367
00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:04,566
♪♪
368
00:13:04,609 --> 00:13:06,873
Don't see
any pericardial fluid.
369
00:13:06,916 --> 00:13:08,135
[ Monitor beeping ]
370
00:13:08,178 --> 00:13:09,266
That's a good thing.
371
00:13:09,310 --> 00:13:12,182
Okay, so was it a --
a heart attack?
372
00:13:12,226 --> 00:13:13,836
Because my dad's
had two of those.
373
00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:14,924
Kind of.
374
00:13:14,968 --> 00:13:17,535
It's called
commotio cordis.
375
00:13:17,579 --> 00:13:18,885
Basically, the rubber bullet
must've hit you
376
00:13:18,928 --> 00:13:20,234
at the exact right moment
377
00:13:20,277 --> 00:13:22,410
to interrupt
your heart's normal rhythm.
378
00:13:22,453 --> 00:13:23,803
The same thing happens
with a heart attack.
379
00:13:23,846 --> 00:13:25,761
Yeah, you were lucky
that EMTs were nearby.
380
00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:27,850
Everything was so chill,
you know?
381
00:13:27,894 --> 00:13:29,809
Then there was gas and --
and screaming
382
00:13:29,852 --> 00:13:32,333
and people running
in all directions.
383
00:13:32,376 --> 00:13:35,945
We couldn't even tell which way
the cops wanted us to go.
384
00:13:35,989 --> 00:13:38,078
But I swear,
we didn't do anything wrong.
385
00:13:38,121 --> 00:13:39,644
Yeah,
I'm sure you didn't.
386
00:13:39,688 --> 00:13:42,038
Your X-ray and your echo
both look good,
387
00:13:42,082 --> 00:13:43,866
but I do want to admit you
for observation and bloodwork
388
00:13:43,910 --> 00:13:45,999
just to make sure
your heart's okay.
389
00:13:46,042 --> 00:13:48,523
I-I, uh -- I s-- I should
probably call my mom.
390
00:13:48,566 --> 00:13:50,481
[ Cellphone vibrating ]
391
00:13:50,525 --> 00:13:52,353
Uh, I will be right back.
392
00:13:52,396 --> 00:13:53,658
Keep him on telemetry
393
00:13:53,702 --> 00:13:55,660
and do cardiac enzymes
every two hours.
394
00:13:55,704 --> 00:13:57,010
[ Vibrating stops ]
395
00:13:57,053 --> 00:13:58,794
Hey. What happened to
not speaking
396
00:13:58,838 --> 00:14:00,491
until we see each other
in person?
397
00:14:00,535 --> 00:14:01,797
Winston:
The landlord called,
398
00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:02,754
and he said
he wants to rent to a doctor,
399
00:14:02,798 --> 00:14:04,147
but he has a few offers
400
00:14:04,191 --> 00:14:06,149
and he needs to
make a decision today.
401
00:14:06,193 --> 00:14:07,411
Did you look
at the listing?
402
00:14:07,455 --> 00:14:08,717
I did.
403
00:14:08,760 --> 00:14:10,327
I'm not a fan.
404
00:14:10,371 --> 00:14:12,982
It has glass bricks. And only two windows.
405
00:14:13,026 --> 00:14:13,983
And glass bricks.
406
00:14:14,027 --> 00:14:15,898
Um, okay, well,
407
00:14:15,942 --> 00:14:17,508
I told him
I'm gonna take it.
408
00:14:19,249 --> 00:14:20,685
♪♪
409
00:14:20,729 --> 00:14:21,730
Maggie, you know
I need a better option
410
00:14:21,773 --> 00:14:23,863
than a hotel
or a backyard tent.
411
00:14:23,906 --> 00:14:25,168
It's just for now.
412
00:14:25,212 --> 00:14:26,866
You know, I just want to be
in the same city.
413
00:14:26,909 --> 00:14:28,128
[ Siren chirps ]
414
00:14:28,171 --> 00:14:29,607
Hey, Maggie.
415
00:14:29,651 --> 00:14:31,696
And for the record, no judgment...
416
00:14:31,740 --> 00:14:32,784
Maggie. ...do you like glass bricks?
417
00:14:32,828 --> 00:14:34,438
Maggie, I can't --
I can't talk now.
418
00:14:34,482 --> 00:14:36,005
I'm being pulled --
I'm being pulled over.[ Siren chirps ]
419
00:14:36,049 --> 00:14:37,920
Wait, what? You're being
pulled over by the --
420
00:14:37,964 --> 00:14:39,617
By the police, yes.
I got to go.
421
00:14:39,661 --> 00:14:40,923
No, no, no, no.
Winston, don't hang up.
422
00:14:40,967 --> 00:14:42,229
Turn on your camera
if you can,
423
00:14:42,272 --> 00:14:43,970
but do not hang up
the phone.
424
00:14:44,013 --> 00:14:46,015
I will stay on the line
with you.
425
00:14:46,059 --> 00:14:52,500
♪♪
426
00:14:52,543 --> 00:14:54,632
[ Monitor beeping ]
427
00:14:54,676 --> 00:14:56,460
[ Seat clatters ]
428
00:14:56,504 --> 00:14:59,159
[ Beeping continues ]
429
00:14:59,202 --> 00:15:00,247
Is she mean?
430
00:15:00,290 --> 00:15:01,378
Dr. Grey?
431
00:15:02,423 --> 00:15:03,772
Excuse me?
432
00:15:03,815 --> 00:15:06,775
Uh, sorry.
It's just what I heard.
433
00:15:06,818 --> 00:15:09,038
I also heard that
she's the best.
[ Sighs ]
434
00:15:09,082 --> 00:15:10,779
But she got sick before
my first day,
435
00:15:10,822 --> 00:15:12,215
so I never got a chance
to see it.
436
00:15:15,001 --> 00:15:17,699
I intubated a COVID patient
on the fly the other day.
437
00:15:19,614 --> 00:15:21,921
Never could've done that
a couple years ago.
438
00:15:21,964 --> 00:15:24,836
And my Lembert sutures,
which she taught me,
439
00:15:24,880 --> 00:15:28,275
they're --
they're getting better.
440
00:15:28,318 --> 00:15:32,366
Every win I've had,
any time I do something right,
441
00:15:32,409 --> 00:15:34,803
I hear her voice
in my head.
442
00:15:34,846 --> 00:15:36,761
♪♪
443
00:15:36,805 --> 00:15:39,242
She's the most influential
teacher I've ever had.
444
00:15:39,286 --> 00:15:40,983
Even when she's asleep.
445
00:15:41,027 --> 00:15:45,814
And, yes,
she can be toughsometimes.
446
00:15:45,857 --> 00:15:48,251
♪♪
447
00:15:48,295 --> 00:15:50,036
There's always a reason.
448
00:15:52,125 --> 00:15:54,649
I really hope I get to
operate with her one day.
449
00:15:57,782 --> 00:15:59,828
Yeah, me too.
450
00:15:59,871 --> 00:16:04,006
♪♪
451
00:16:04,050 --> 00:16:06,878
[ Police radio chatter ]
452
00:16:10,578 --> 00:16:12,449
[ Whispering ] Alright.
453
00:16:14,451 --> 00:16:18,716
Music off, hat off,
hands on the wheel.
454
00:16:20,805 --> 00:16:23,417
License and registration,
sir.
455
00:16:23,460 --> 00:16:24,548
[ Vehicles passing ]
456
00:16:24,592 --> 00:16:25,767
[ Dog barks softly ]
457
00:16:25,810 --> 00:16:27,943
How you doing today,
Officer?
458
00:16:27,987 --> 00:16:29,727
Oh, just takin' 'er easy.
459
00:16:31,903 --> 00:16:34,515
Can you tell me why
you pulled me over?
460
00:16:34,558 --> 00:16:37,213
I saw --
speed limit said it's 45 --
461
00:16:37,257 --> 00:16:38,910
set the cruise to 40.
462
00:16:38,954 --> 00:16:40,782
Maggie: Winston, are you there?
463
00:16:40,825 --> 00:16:43,045
I can't hear anything.
464
00:16:43,089 --> 00:16:44,786
I'm gonna need you
to turn off your phone, sir.
465
00:16:44,829 --> 00:16:46,657
Oh, it's just
my fiancée.
466
00:16:46,701 --> 00:16:48,877
[ Chuckling ]
She's up in Seattle.
467
00:16:48,920 --> 00:16:50,792
Your phone, sir.
468
00:16:52,707 --> 00:16:55,579
She, uh, she worries about me
on the long drive.
469
00:16:55,623 --> 00:16:57,233
Can I leave it on?
470
00:16:57,277 --> 00:17:01,063
[ Echoing ] Mr. Ndugu,
are you failing to comply?
471
00:17:01,107 --> 00:17:02,673
[ Distorted
police radio chatter ]
472
00:17:02,717 --> 00:17:04,893
Winston.
473
00:17:04,936 --> 00:17:06,634
If -- If -- If you're still there,
474
00:17:06,677 --> 00:17:08,114
just keep me on the line.
475
00:17:08,157 --> 00:17:09,289
♪♪
476
00:17:09,332 --> 00:17:11,508
[ Dog barks ]
477
00:17:12,161 --> 00:17:13,510
I'm reaching for my phone.
478
00:17:13,554 --> 00:17:16,296
♪♪
479
00:17:16,339 --> 00:17:17,384
Maggie: Winston?
480
00:17:17,427 --> 00:17:19,864
Winston?[ Cellphone beeps ]
481
00:17:19,908 --> 00:17:21,344
Oh, no, no.
482
00:17:22,258 --> 00:17:23,477
[ Whimpers ]
483
00:17:23,520 --> 00:17:25,870
[ Line ringing ]
484
00:17:31,354 --> 00:17:34,183
[ Monitor beeping ]
485
00:17:34,227 --> 00:17:35,184
[ Sighs ]
486
00:17:35,228 --> 00:17:36,446
Army Navy, please.
487
00:17:36,490 --> 00:17:37,969
Pick-ups, Bokhee.
488
00:17:38,013 --> 00:17:40,581
My mom mention getting an e-mail
from me at all?
489
00:17:40,624 --> 00:17:42,235
I sense you want me to
say yes.
490
00:17:42,278 --> 00:17:44,019
[ Sighs ] She probably hasn't
even opened it.
491
00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:45,803
I don't know why
I haven't learned.
492
00:17:45,847 --> 00:17:47,892
The only ideas that
get through to her are her own.
493
00:17:47,936 --> 00:17:49,459
It's hard being
a problem-solver
494
00:17:49,503 --> 00:17:51,418
when the problems
are so complex.
495
00:17:51,461 --> 00:17:54,029
I could never do her job.
496
00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:56,988
Yeah, well, it'd be easier if
she wouldn't ignore good advice
497
00:17:57,032 --> 00:17:58,512
from people
trying to help her.
498
00:17:58,555 --> 00:18:00,905
Wouldn't even bother me as much
if it was just me.
499
00:18:00,949 --> 00:18:03,778
Alma Ortiz and I worked really
hard on a lot of good ideas
500
00:18:03,821 --> 00:18:05,301
based on
her previous experience.
501
00:18:05,345 --> 00:18:07,260
Well, listen,
give her time.
502
00:18:07,303 --> 00:18:08,826
We're all feeling
next-level stress.
503
00:18:08,870 --> 00:18:10,567
Something tells me that
after a week,
504
00:18:10,611 --> 00:18:12,439
she'll be
a little more open.
505
00:18:12,482 --> 00:18:15,529
[ Scoffs ] We just pulled a hunk
of metal out of this woman,
506
00:18:15,572 --> 00:18:19,228
and you're seriously
being super positive right now?
507
00:18:19,272 --> 00:18:21,143
You know, you barely missed
getting hit yourself.
508
00:18:21,187 --> 00:18:22,579
Yeah, it should have never
happened.
509
00:18:22,623 --> 00:18:25,539
I'm just thankful that
the damage isn't worse.
510
00:18:25,582 --> 00:18:27,758
What got me --
Well, you saw her.
511
00:18:27,802 --> 00:18:29,151
She wasn't fazed.
512
00:18:29,195 --> 00:18:32,546
She was -- She was energized.
You know what I mean?
513
00:18:32,589 --> 00:18:35,897
There's power in gathering
like that,
514
00:18:35,940 --> 00:18:39,814
I mean, where the truth brings
so many people together.
515
00:18:39,857 --> 00:18:41,032
I mean...
516
00:18:41,076 --> 00:18:43,165
Well, you know.
517
00:18:43,209 --> 00:18:45,341
[ Respirator hissing ]
518
00:18:45,385 --> 00:18:47,169
Actually, no, I don't.
519
00:18:47,213 --> 00:18:49,780
Honestly, I've never
been to a real protest.
520
00:18:49,824 --> 00:18:51,173
I mean, I've protested
plenty of things --
521
00:18:51,217 --> 00:18:54,829
I've boycotted businesses,
signed petitions.
522
00:18:54,872 --> 00:18:58,180
[ Sighs ] Done surgeries
for free, given talks.
523
00:18:58,224 --> 00:19:00,835
It seems like every time folks
took to the streets,
524
00:19:00,878 --> 00:19:02,532
I always had
a reason not to.
525
00:19:02,576 --> 00:19:04,273
I had to work,
I had to study.
526
00:19:04,317 --> 00:19:08,103
I could always see how useful
money was to the cause,
527
00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:09,713
you know,
so I guess I always felt
528
00:19:09,757 --> 00:19:12,455
that writing a check was
a worthwhile substitute.
529
00:19:12,499 --> 00:19:14,240
And, hell, maybe it is.
530
00:19:14,283 --> 00:19:15,937
In this country, at least.
531
00:19:17,591 --> 00:19:19,114
You think that's a cop-out?
532
00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,464
I try not to judge
the way that anyone handles
533
00:19:21,508 --> 00:19:23,640
the traumas that come
with living here.
534
00:19:23,684 --> 00:19:25,164
And that includes you.
535
00:19:25,207 --> 00:19:26,643
And your mother.
536
00:19:26,687 --> 00:19:27,731
Clamp.
537
00:19:27,775 --> 00:19:29,080
[ Beeping continues ]
538
00:19:29,124 --> 00:19:31,344
[ Line ringing ]
539
00:19:31,387 --> 00:19:33,172
Winston:
Hi, you've reached
Dr. Winston Ndugu.
540
00:19:33,215 --> 00:19:34,608
[ Breathing heavily ][ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
541
00:19:34,651 --> 00:19:35,870
Dr. Pierce!Just -- Just -- Come on.
542
00:19:35,913 --> 00:19:37,350
Dr. Pierce![ Line ringing ]
543
00:19:37,393 --> 00:19:38,786
He's in V-fib again![ Ringing stops ]
544
00:19:38,829 --> 00:19:40,135
Owen: Let's push a
6-milligram bolus of adenosine.
545
00:19:40,179 --> 00:19:41,528
Oh, Ortiz! I need you to
keep calling this number.
546
00:19:41,571 --> 00:19:43,007
It's my fiancé, Winston.Owen: He's still in V-tach.
547
00:19:43,051 --> 00:19:44,357
If he picks up,
you tell me.
548
00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:45,445
If he doesn't,
just keep calling.
549
00:19:45,488 --> 00:19:47,229
Just do not stop.
550
00:19:47,273 --> 00:19:48,926
Everything okay?He got pulled over.
551
00:19:48,970 --> 00:19:51,233
I want the officer to know that
someone is checking in on him.
552
00:19:51,277 --> 00:19:52,930
Mm.
553
00:19:52,974 --> 00:19:54,497
Let's charge to 200!
554
00:19:54,541 --> 00:19:55,672
[ Beeping continues ]
555
00:19:57,065 --> 00:19:58,632
Mask up, Mr. Anderson.
556
00:19:58,675 --> 00:19:59,807
Mm. Sorry, I forgot.[ Door closes ]
557
00:19:59,850 --> 00:20:01,591
The whole
"coro-no-virus."
558
00:20:01,635 --> 00:20:02,592
Sir...
[ Chuckles ]
559
00:20:02,636 --> 00:20:04,942
...I need you to
listen to me.
560
00:20:04,986 --> 00:20:07,815
Your COVID test
came back positive.
561
00:20:07,858 --> 00:20:10,252
Additionally, you have
562
00:20:10,296 --> 00:20:12,341
ground glass opacities
in your lungs.
563
00:20:12,385 --> 00:20:14,648
That's why
you're having trouble breathing.
564
00:20:14,691 --> 00:20:18,521
And your toes aren't red
because you run without socks.
565
00:20:18,565 --> 00:20:21,220
Y-You have what's being referred
to as "COVID-toe."
566
00:20:21,263 --> 00:20:22,177
"COVID-toe"?
567
00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:23,961
Yes.
Really?
568
00:20:24,005 --> 00:20:26,137
That's the best you got?
[ Laughing ] COVID-toe?
569
00:20:26,181 --> 00:20:27,878
Are you guys even trying?
[ Chuckles ]
570
00:20:27,922 --> 00:20:30,881
This ultrasound of your leg
reveals a clot
571
00:20:30,925 --> 00:20:33,014
that we need to treat
immediately, so --
572
00:20:33,057 --> 00:20:34,842
Okay, well,
whose leg is that?
573
00:20:34,885 --> 00:20:36,191
I'm sorry?
574
00:20:36,235 --> 00:20:37,366
Well, see, I'm a --
I'm a runner.
575
00:20:37,410 --> 00:20:39,542
We don't get blood clots.
But it's a --
576
00:20:39,586 --> 00:20:40,630
That's a --
That's a nice try, though.
577
00:20:40,674 --> 00:20:41,718
Mr. Anderson, please.Okay. Look.
578
00:20:41,762 --> 00:20:43,285
You know what
I've figured out?
579
00:20:43,329 --> 00:20:45,156
Huh? [ Sniffles ]
580
00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:46,723
I figured out that
this little cold
581
00:20:46,767 --> 00:20:48,508
that y'all are
so terrified of --
582
00:20:48,551 --> 00:20:51,075
biggest moneymaker
since crypto-currency.
583
00:20:51,119 --> 00:20:52,729
And speaking of, h-how
do you get your kickbacks?
584
00:20:52,773 --> 00:20:53,991
I mean,
is it like a flat fee
585
00:20:54,035 --> 00:20:55,384
from every patient
that you diagnose,
586
00:20:55,428 --> 00:20:57,299
or is it like a --
a percentage deal, or...?
587
00:20:57,343 --> 00:20:59,388
My m--
588
00:20:59,432 --> 00:21:01,085
[ Stammering ]
589
00:21:01,129 --> 00:21:03,174
Um, I--
590
00:21:03,218 --> 00:21:05,264
Be back in a moment.
I need to answer a page.
591
00:21:05,307 --> 00:21:06,700
Yeah, yeah.
Take your time.[ Door opens ]
592
00:21:06,743 --> 00:21:07,962
♪♪
593
00:21:08,005 --> 00:21:09,093
[ Sniffles ]
594
00:21:09,137 --> 00:21:13,620
♪♪
595
00:21:13,663 --> 00:21:15,274
What?! What?!
596
00:21:15,317 --> 00:21:17,319
Okay.
597
00:21:17,363 --> 00:21:19,103
Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
598
00:21:19,147 --> 00:21:20,670
W-What?!
599
00:21:20,714 --> 00:21:21,802
Stop.
600
00:21:21,845 --> 00:21:26,589
♪♪
601
00:21:26,633 --> 00:21:27,721
[ Wheezing softly ]
602
00:21:27,764 --> 00:21:29,288
[ Door opens ]
603
00:21:30,289 --> 00:21:31,768
Okay, let's try this.
604
00:21:33,117 --> 00:21:36,033
Your blood oxygen is
dangerously low.
605
00:21:36,077 --> 00:21:37,905
Your lungs
are getting worse.
606
00:21:37,948 --> 00:21:40,386
And if untreated,
the clot in your leg
607
00:21:40,429 --> 00:21:43,302
could travel to your lungs
and killyou.
608
00:21:43,345 --> 00:21:45,478
We're seeing cases like yoursall of the ti--
[ Chuckles ]
609
00:21:45,521 --> 00:21:47,828
Sir, this is not
just a cold.
610
00:21:47,871 --> 00:21:49,569
It's not asthma.
611
00:21:49,612 --> 00:21:52,093
This won't magically
go away.
612
00:21:52,136 --> 00:21:55,444
Sir, please,
let us admit you
613
00:21:55,488 --> 00:21:57,272
so that we canstart you on steroids...[ Scoffs ]
614
00:21:57,316 --> 00:21:59,405
...and -- and put you
on blood thinners.
615
00:21:59,448 --> 00:22:03,234
Look, because even if
you are a little bit wrong,
616
00:22:03,278 --> 00:22:05,454
it could be fatal.
617
00:22:05,498 --> 00:22:06,629
[ Clicks tongue, sniffs ]
618
00:22:06,673 --> 00:22:07,717
You know,
I'm still waiting on
619
00:22:07,761 --> 00:22:09,893
that albuterol prescription,
Doc.
620
00:22:09,937 --> 00:22:12,156
[ Wheezing ]
621
00:22:12,200 --> 00:22:14,289
♪♪
622
00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:15,943
Thank you.
623
00:22:15,986 --> 00:22:17,248
[ Clears throat ]
624
00:22:17,292 --> 00:22:19,250
[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
625
00:22:19,294 --> 00:22:20,208
200 joules!
626
00:22:20,251 --> 00:22:22,210
200. Stand clear.
627
00:22:22,253 --> 00:22:23,603
[ Thump ]
628
00:22:23,646 --> 00:22:25,779
[ Sighs ] Still V-fib.
Go again.
629
00:22:25,822 --> 00:22:26,867
Charge.
Charge.
630
00:22:26,910 --> 00:22:27,911
[ Paddles whine ]Clear.
631
00:22:27,955 --> 00:22:29,783
[ Thump ]
632
00:22:29,826 --> 00:22:31,741
Okay, he's back to
normal sinus rhythm.
633
00:22:31,785 --> 00:22:33,700
[ Sighs ]
So, what are you thinking?
634
00:22:36,050 --> 00:22:38,008
I think the rubber bullet
bruised his heart.
635
00:22:38,052 --> 00:22:39,619
His troponin levels
are elevated.
636
00:22:39,662 --> 00:22:40,924
We gotta get him to
the CCU.
637
00:22:40,968 --> 00:22:42,404
All this from
a rubber bullet?
638
00:22:42,448 --> 00:22:44,841
It wasn't
a "rubber" bullet.
639
00:22:44,885 --> 00:22:46,626
It's a metal bullet
encased in rubber
640
00:22:46,669 --> 00:22:48,367
fired from a gun
at a human being.
641
00:22:48,410 --> 00:22:50,934
They're not meant to be fired
close range or directly.
642
00:22:50,978 --> 00:22:53,023
They can bejust as dangerous.Still no answer.
643
00:22:53,067 --> 00:22:54,111
[ Line rings ][ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
644
00:22:54,155 --> 00:22:56,418
Owen: Damn it.Maggie: V-fib again?!
645
00:22:56,462 --> 00:22:58,507
He's unstable. He keeps
going in and out of sinus.
646
00:22:58,551 --> 00:22:59,465
Charge.
Yep.
647
00:22:59,508 --> 00:23:00,596
Charge.
Clear!
648
00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:01,945
[ Thud ]
649
00:23:01,989 --> 00:23:03,164
[ Monitor beeping ]
650
00:23:03,207 --> 00:23:05,035
Maggie:
He's in V-fib storm.
651
00:23:05,079 --> 00:23:06,863
The myocardial contusion
is causing
652
00:23:06,907 --> 00:23:09,213
a closed loop of misfiring
in his heart.
653
00:23:09,257 --> 00:23:11,346
It's not gonna stop until
we get him ablated.
654
00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:14,436
Push 100 mg of lido,
give him an amiodarone bolus,
655
00:23:14,480 --> 00:23:15,916
and get him up to
the IR suite.
656
00:23:15,959 --> 00:23:18,179
We'll meet youup there, okay?
Okay.
657
00:23:18,222 --> 00:23:19,528
Still no answer.
658
00:23:19,572 --> 00:23:20,964
Alright.
659
00:23:21,008 --> 00:23:22,401
Page Richard Webber.Owen: Ready? Let's move.
660
00:23:22,444 --> 00:23:23,619
Tell him to meet me in
the IR suite,
661
00:23:23,663 --> 00:23:25,273
and tell him it's urgent.
662
00:23:30,931 --> 00:23:33,629
Intern Chee:
Ever work in a warehouse?
663
00:23:33,673 --> 00:23:35,022
Not that I recall.
664
00:23:35,065 --> 00:23:36,458
My patient does.
665
00:23:36,502 --> 00:23:37,851
Forklift injury.
666
00:23:37,894 --> 00:23:39,330
They're
surprisingly common.
667
00:23:39,374 --> 00:23:40,854
It's good to know.
668
00:23:40,897 --> 00:23:42,508
[ Choking ][ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
669
00:23:42,551 --> 00:23:43,813
Hey, uh --
uh -- uh --
670
00:23:43,857 --> 00:23:45,249
You might want to up
his sedation.
671
00:23:45,293 --> 00:23:46,381
Sedation, right.
Uh --
672
00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:47,513
Quick, before he --
673
00:23:47,556 --> 00:23:48,818
Oh! Oh!
Crap!
674
00:23:48,862 --> 00:23:50,603
That's what
I was worried about.
675
00:23:50,646 --> 00:23:52,692
[ Panting ]
[ Sighs ]
676
00:23:52,735 --> 00:23:53,997
Okay.
677
00:23:54,041 --> 00:23:56,173
[ Line ringing ]Come on. C--
678
00:23:56,217 --> 00:23:57,218
[ Line ringing ]
679
00:23:57,261 --> 00:23:58,349
Maggie.
680
00:23:58,393 --> 00:23:59,916
What's wrong?
Okay.
681
00:23:59,960 --> 00:24:02,092
Winston is on his way
back here from Boston.
682
00:24:02,136 --> 00:24:03,920
Mm-hmm.He is driving,
he's on the road,
683
00:24:03,964 --> 00:24:05,052
and we were on the phone.
684
00:24:05,095 --> 00:24:05,879
We were --
685
00:24:07,707 --> 00:24:10,274
And the police
pulled him over,
686
00:24:10,318 --> 00:24:12,363
and I told him to
keep me on the line.
687
00:24:12,407 --> 00:24:14,757
But the police
made him hang up,
688
00:24:14,801 --> 00:24:16,585
and now I can't
get ahold of him.
689
00:24:16,629 --> 00:24:19,109
It's been --
690
00:24:19,153 --> 00:24:20,371
[ Voice breaking ]
It's been 20 minutes,
691
00:24:20,415 --> 00:24:21,938
and I don't know
where he is.
692
00:24:21,982 --> 00:24:24,027
And I have a patient who could
go into V-fib at any second,
693
00:24:24,071 --> 00:24:25,725
so I have to get in there
and do an ablation.
694
00:24:25,768 --> 00:24:27,814
But this is how it happens,
right? Just like this?
695
00:24:27,857 --> 00:24:30,686
So, I-I-I-I need somebody
to go and find him now.
Look.
696
00:24:30,730 --> 00:24:32,427
Right now.
Alright, Maggie.
697
00:24:32,471 --> 00:24:34,473
Alright. Okay?
698
00:24:34,516 --> 00:24:37,301
What you should do now is
take care of your patient.
699
00:24:37,345 --> 00:24:38,955
What if he tries to call me
and I don't pick up?
No.
700
00:24:38,999 --> 00:24:40,609
Or what if
he doesn'tcall...
Yeah.
701
00:24:40,653 --> 00:24:41,610
...and the police
just take him -- take him?[ Stammering ]
702
00:24:41,654 --> 00:24:43,699
Look,
just give me your phone.
703
00:24:43,743 --> 00:24:45,396
I'll give it
some more time.
704
00:24:45,440 --> 00:24:47,964
If there's still no word,
I will get into my car,
705
00:24:48,008 --> 00:24:49,575
and I will look for him
myself.
706
00:24:49,618 --> 00:24:51,011
[ Sighs ]
707
00:24:51,054 --> 00:24:52,708
Give me your phone.
Okay.
708
00:24:52,752 --> 00:24:54,449
Yeah?
709
00:24:54,493 --> 00:24:56,016
[ Sighs ]
Mm-hmm.
710
00:24:56,059 --> 00:24:57,321
Okay.
Mm.
711
00:24:57,365 --> 00:24:59,062
[ Exhales sharply ]
712
00:24:59,106 --> 00:25:00,194
[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
713
00:25:00,237 --> 00:25:01,717
Oh, my God!
714
00:25:01,761 --> 00:25:03,327
Oh, God, his intestines
are popping out!
715
00:25:03,371 --> 00:25:04,851
Okay, okay, okay.
Let me think.
716
00:25:04,894 --> 00:25:06,722
What do we do?
What do we do?
717
00:25:06,766 --> 00:25:08,463
I don't know what to do.
718
00:25:08,507 --> 00:25:09,638
Meredith: [ Echoing ] Schmitt.
This isn't anyone's fault.
719
00:25:09,682 --> 00:25:11,161
This isn't
anyone's fault.
720
00:25:11,205 --> 00:25:12,815
The patient nearly
extubated himself
721
00:25:12,859 --> 00:25:13,947
and caused an evisceration....and caused an evisceration.
722
00:25:13,990 --> 00:25:15,688
It is
a horrible complication...
723
00:25:15,731 --> 00:25:17,080
But it can be fixed.
724
00:25:17,124 --> 00:25:18,908
What is the first step?What is the first step?
725
00:25:18,952 --> 00:25:20,040
Chee, he dehisced.
726
00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:21,345
I need you to hold down
the patient
727
00:25:21,389 --> 00:25:23,522
so he doesn't extubate
himself.
728
00:25:23,565 --> 00:25:26,089
Paralyze him with cis
and push more Versed.
729
00:25:26,133 --> 00:25:27,917
And then, I need you
to get on the intercom.
730
00:25:27,961 --> 00:25:29,092
And say what?
731
00:25:29,136 --> 00:25:31,704
Tell them to depressurize
the chamber
732
00:25:31,747 --> 00:25:34,141
and call for an OR now.
733
00:25:34,184 --> 00:25:35,664
No -- No attending?
734
00:25:35,708 --> 00:25:37,971
We are stuck in this chamber
until it depressurizes,
735
00:25:38,014 --> 00:25:41,278
so we are on our own,
but we do not panic.
736
00:25:41,322 --> 00:25:43,716
Now, we need to put him under,
so push more meds.
737
00:25:43,759 --> 00:25:45,892
[ Both panting ]
738
00:25:45,935 --> 00:25:47,546
Now!
739
00:25:47,589 --> 00:25:49,286
[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
740
00:25:49,330 --> 00:25:51,724
Okay. [ Sighs ]
741
00:25:51,767 --> 00:25:54,335
[ Monitor beeping,
respirator hissing ]
742
00:25:54,378 --> 00:25:56,467
There it is.
743
00:25:56,511 --> 00:25:58,165
We're ready
for the needle.
744
00:25:58,208 --> 00:25:59,383
[ Knocking on window ]
745
00:26:01,124 --> 00:26:02,256
He's stable.
746
00:26:02,299 --> 00:26:03,344
Go. Do your call.
747
00:26:03,387 --> 00:26:04,998
We'll page you
if he goes into V-fib.
748
00:26:05,041 --> 00:26:06,303
Are you sure?Maggie, go.
749
00:26:06,347 --> 00:26:14,224
♪♪
750
00:26:14,268 --> 00:26:15,530
Winston?
751
00:26:15,574 --> 00:26:17,227
Hey.
Oh, my God.
752
00:26:17,271 --> 00:26:18,359
Are you okay?
Where are you?
753
00:26:18,402 --> 00:26:19,403
I'm -- I'm -- I'm fine.
754
00:26:19,447 --> 00:26:20,883
I -- They le--
They let me go.
755
00:26:20,927 --> 00:26:23,146
Why did it take them so long
to let you go?
756
00:26:23,190 --> 00:26:25,627
Um, because they -- they had me
get out of the car
757
00:26:25,671 --> 00:26:26,759
and take my mask off.
758
00:26:26,802 --> 00:26:29,065
And, uh...
[ Clears throat ]
759
00:26:29,109 --> 00:26:31,633
And then, uh,
they had me do a DUI test.
760
00:26:31,677 --> 00:26:33,330
And then, they checked
the trunk.
761
00:26:33,374 --> 00:26:35,898
And then,
they checked the car.
762
00:26:35,942 --> 00:26:37,813
You know, and then I had to
unpack all my stuff,
763
00:26:37,857 --> 00:26:41,208
and, uh, the police dog
sniffed it over.
What?
764
00:26:41,251 --> 00:26:44,298
And then the dog sniffed me,
and they let me go.
765
00:26:44,341 --> 00:26:46,430
So, I'm g-- I'm good.
Tha-- That's what took so long.
766
00:26:46,474 --> 00:26:48,519
W-W-W-Why did the--
I mean, I --
767
00:26:48,563 --> 00:26:50,521
Were you, like, swerving on the road?
768
00:26:50,565 --> 00:26:53,437
No, no, no.
Uh, my -- my bike rack
769
00:26:53,481 --> 00:26:56,005
was obscuring
my license plate, and --
770
00:26:56,049 --> 00:26:57,137
and then, they saw me.
771
00:26:57,180 --> 00:26:58,965
So, it just turned into
772
00:26:59,008 --> 00:27:00,488
one of those things,
I guess.
773
00:27:00,531 --> 00:27:01,924
They can't do that.
They --
774
00:27:01,968 --> 00:27:03,230
Maggie, I'm a little bit
shaken up right now.
775
00:27:03,273 --> 00:27:04,753
I don't know if I'm good to
drive yet.
776
00:27:04,797 --> 00:27:06,799
I don't know if I'm --
I don't think I'm --
777
00:27:06,842 --> 00:27:08,365
[ Vehicle door slams ]
778
00:27:08,409 --> 00:27:11,760
♪ Starting to see me
in a new light ♪
779
00:27:11,804 --> 00:27:14,328
Uh, Maggie, I'm not good.
780
00:27:14,371 --> 00:27:15,546
[ Whispering ] Okay.[ Exhales sharply]
781
00:27:15,590 --> 00:27:17,984
I'm -- I'm not okay yet,
you know?
782
00:27:18,027 --> 00:27:19,986
[ Sighs ]
783
00:27:20,029 --> 00:27:22,379
Uh...
784
00:27:22,423 --> 00:27:24,077
[ Breathes deeply ]
785
00:27:24,120 --> 00:27:25,905
[ Laughs ] I just gotta breathe
a little bit, you know?
786
00:27:25,948 --> 00:27:28,342
Okay, okay.
Okay, listen, you're okay.
787
00:27:28,385 --> 00:27:31,693
You are okay, and I am here
with you as long as you need.
788
00:27:31,737 --> 00:27:32,912
Alright. Okay? Breathe, baby.
789
00:27:32,955 --> 00:27:35,479
Breathe.
You are okay.
790
00:27:35,523 --> 00:27:37,003
♪ And I feel like
I've forgotten who I am ♪
791
00:27:37,046 --> 00:27:39,222
[ Breathing deeply ]
792
00:27:39,266 --> 00:27:41,485
♪ The me before
you and I began ♪
793
00:27:41,529 --> 00:27:46,099
♪ Starting to see me
in a new light ♪
794
00:27:46,142 --> 00:27:47,274
I need saline.
795
00:27:47,317 --> 00:27:48,318
His bowels
are drying out.
796
00:27:48,362 --> 00:27:49,624
That's why
I asked for saline.
797
00:27:49,668 --> 00:27:50,451
♪ Watch all the shadows
fall behind me ♪
798
00:27:50,494 --> 00:27:52,758
♪ Till I'm out of sight
799
00:27:52,801 --> 00:27:54,934
Pour it!
800
00:27:54,977 --> 00:27:56,239
And what are
Dr. Grey's vitals?
801
00:27:56,283 --> 00:27:57,763
What's wrong with
Dr. Grey?
802
00:27:57,806 --> 00:28:00,113
Nothing, but your patient
isn't the only one in here,
803
00:28:00,156 --> 00:28:01,723
and I don't want
two emergencies.
804
00:28:01,767 --> 00:28:03,203
So, could you please
read her vitals?
805
00:28:03,246 --> 00:28:04,421
♪ Whoa-oh
806
00:28:04,465 --> 00:28:05,901
BP -- 120 over 75.
807
00:28:05,945 --> 00:28:08,556
O2 sats are 95%.
Good.
808
00:28:08,599 --> 00:28:10,601
Stay that way.
809
00:28:10,645 --> 00:28:12,865
I think I got it
all in.
810
00:28:12,908 --> 00:28:13,866
Meredith: Don't put
too much pressure.Don't put
too much pressure.
811
00:28:13,909 --> 00:28:15,824
I need to avoid
bowel ischemia
812
00:28:15,868 --> 00:28:17,608
and abdominal compartment
syndrome.
813
00:28:17,652 --> 00:28:18,871
♪ Starting to see me
814
00:28:18,914 --> 00:28:20,437
Nice work, Schmitt.Nice work, Schmitt.
815
00:28:20,481 --> 00:28:22,135
♪ In a new light
816
00:28:22,178 --> 00:28:24,964
Jackson: [ Clicks tongue ] Well,
our surgery was successful.
817
00:28:25,007 --> 00:28:26,443
I was able to remove
the canister
818
00:28:26,487 --> 00:28:28,054
to get your wound cleaned out
quite nicely.
819
00:28:28,097 --> 00:28:29,708
No vascular damage.
820
00:28:29,751 --> 00:28:31,274
We'll want to go back in
in a few days
821
00:28:31,318 --> 00:28:32,972
just to get everything
nice and closed up.
822
00:28:33,015 --> 00:28:35,931
Yeah, a centimeter in
the other direction
823
00:28:35,975 --> 00:28:37,803
and it could have been
much worse.
824
00:28:37,846 --> 00:28:39,718
Could have been better.
825
00:28:39,761 --> 00:28:40,588
Could have been you.
826
00:28:40,631 --> 00:28:42,198
[ Laughs ]
827
00:28:42,242 --> 00:28:44,940
Eventually, you're gonna, uh,
need some physical therapy
828
00:28:44,984 --> 00:28:46,594
just to help get
your full range of motion back.
829
00:28:46,637 --> 00:28:48,030
[ Knock on door ]
830
00:28:48,074 --> 00:28:49,771
Sorry to interrupt.
Just wanted to check
831
00:28:49,815 --> 00:28:51,555
how the toughest patient
in the hospital is doing.
832
00:28:51,599 --> 00:28:52,731
Richard:
Well, you found her.
833
00:28:52,774 --> 00:28:54,297
Takes a gas canister
at full velocity
834
00:28:54,341 --> 00:28:55,516
and still cracking jokes
in the ER.Mm-hmm.
835
00:28:55,559 --> 00:28:56,604
Never seen the like of it.
836
00:28:56,647 --> 00:28:57,561
How you feeling?
837
00:28:57,605 --> 00:28:58,606
Never better.
838
00:28:58,649 --> 00:28:59,825
Well, we did our best.
839
00:28:59,868 --> 00:29:01,478
You might have a little bit
of scarring.
840
00:29:01,522 --> 00:29:04,568
Oh, I'm not worried about
a scar.
841
00:29:04,612 --> 00:29:06,353
Just go with
the rest of them.
842
00:29:06,396 --> 00:29:07,746
Ferguson --
843
00:29:07,789 --> 00:29:11,706
I tore my ACL
running from a tank.
844
00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:15,318
Standing Rock,
well, frostbite.
845
00:29:15,362 --> 00:29:19,453
And these are just
the two most recent ones.
846
00:29:19,496 --> 00:29:20,541
[ Breathes deeply ]
847
00:29:20,584 --> 00:29:22,586
I think I got that beat.
848
00:29:23,413 --> 00:29:27,722
WTO protests, 1999.
849
00:29:27,766 --> 00:29:29,898
They fired tear gas into
the crowd,
850
00:29:29,942 --> 00:29:31,987
a few of us
ducked into a building,
851
00:29:32,031 --> 00:29:34,990
but they pushed the door closed
before I could get inside.
852
00:29:35,034 --> 00:29:38,167
I shattered my clavicle
and tore off some skin.
853
00:29:38,211 --> 00:29:40,517
Hmm.
When was your first?
854
00:29:40,561 --> 00:29:42,389
Oh, first march?
855
00:29:42,432 --> 00:29:45,653
Free South Africa. 1988.Mm.
856
00:29:45,696 --> 00:29:47,829
I got started
a little late.
857
00:29:47,873 --> 00:29:49,396
Yourself?
858
00:29:49,439 --> 00:29:51,050
1963.
859
00:29:51,093 --> 00:29:52,616
'63, as in...?
860
00:29:52,660 --> 00:29:54,662
The March on Washington.
861
00:29:54,705 --> 00:29:56,751
My mother took me.
I was 11.
862
00:29:56,795 --> 00:29:59,667
You-- Dr. King's
"I have a dream" speech?
863
00:29:59,710 --> 00:30:02,017
You were there?In person?
864
00:30:02,061 --> 00:30:04,019
I was.
865
00:30:04,063 --> 00:30:07,501
It was August, and hot.
[ Chuckles ]
866
00:30:07,544 --> 00:30:11,374
To be honest, I remember
Mom taking me to cool my feet
867
00:30:11,418 --> 00:30:13,507
in the Reflecting Pool
more than anything.
868
00:30:13,550 --> 00:30:17,511
But I do remember him
on that stage --
869
00:30:17,554 --> 00:30:20,601
the sound of his voice
sweeping over us.
870
00:30:20,644 --> 00:30:22,516
The power of it.
The holiness.
871
00:30:22,559 --> 00:30:27,216
It felt like...
possibility.
872
00:30:27,260 --> 00:30:32,613
Like, if, this can happen,
anything can happen.
873
00:30:32,656 --> 00:30:36,791
Possibility like that
was rare.
874
00:30:36,835 --> 00:30:39,185
And it's worth a few scars.
875
00:30:39,228 --> 00:30:42,797
♪♪
876
00:30:42,841 --> 00:30:45,321
Bailey: He thinks COVID is
a scam to trick people
877
00:30:45,365 --> 00:30:46,757
into thinking
they need treatment,
878
00:30:46,801 --> 00:30:48,368
and then
we make them sicker
879
00:30:48,411 --> 00:30:50,674
by not treating them
for the things they dohave.
880
00:30:52,981 --> 00:30:55,375
I'm sorry. I mean,
who is getting this money?
881
00:30:55,418 --> 00:30:57,464
You. Me.
All of us.
882
00:30:57,507 --> 00:30:59,161
And who does he think
is paying us?
883
00:30:59,205 --> 00:31:00,554
[ Laughing ]
The government.
884
00:31:00,597 --> 00:31:01,642
[ Both laugh ]
885
00:31:01,685 --> 00:31:04,036
Oh, and we gettin' rich.
886
00:31:04,079 --> 00:31:06,560
I mean, every patient that
we admit -- ka-ching.
887
00:31:06,603 --> 00:31:08,779
I mean, why not money?
888
00:31:08,823 --> 00:31:10,869
I mean, look at how much
coronavirus has given us --
889
00:31:10,912 --> 00:31:12,958
I mean, a full-on
nervous breakdown.
890
00:31:13,001 --> 00:31:14,437
A dead mother.[ Chuckles ]
891
00:31:14,481 --> 00:31:16,526
Constant OCD flare-ups.
892
00:31:16,570 --> 00:31:18,702
Losing seven patients
in one day.
893
00:31:18,746 --> 00:31:20,879
Coming home
at the end of the day
894
00:31:20,922 --> 00:31:24,621
and seeing the heartbreak
on my dad's eyes.
895
00:31:25,884 --> 00:31:27,233
Whoo!
896
00:31:27,276 --> 00:31:29,452
[ Sniffles ]
[ Sighs ]
897
00:31:29,496 --> 00:31:30,758
[ Cellphone chimes ]
898
00:31:30,801 --> 00:31:32,716
♪♪
899
00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:33,935
Oh, no.
900
00:31:33,979 --> 00:31:35,023
No.
901
00:31:35,067 --> 00:31:36,633
No, no, no, no.
902
00:31:36,677 --> 00:31:40,637
♪♪
903
00:31:40,681 --> 00:31:42,770
What on earth?!
Who discharged him?!
904
00:31:42,813 --> 00:31:43,858
He signed AMA.
905
00:31:43,902 --> 00:31:45,686
Said he was done
and just walked out.
906
00:31:45,729 --> 00:31:47,122
He didn't get very far.
907
00:31:47,166 --> 00:31:48,907
No pulse.
908
00:31:49,951 --> 00:31:51,648
Hurry up with that
crash cart!
909
00:31:57,350 --> 00:31:59,395
♪ Been around the world
910
00:31:59,439 --> 00:32:03,008
We offered him treatment,
could have saved him.
911
00:32:03,051 --> 00:32:04,357
[ Sniffles ]
912
00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:07,186
Instead, he walked away.
913
00:32:07,229 --> 00:32:08,491
[ Sighs ]
914
00:32:08,535 --> 00:32:10,189
♪ Is all I ever see
915
00:32:10,232 --> 00:32:12,887
Most people never feel
what it's like
916
00:32:12,931 --> 00:32:16,108
to be really great at something,
Altman, but we do, right?
917
00:32:16,151 --> 00:32:18,806
Ido. I can put
broken people together
918
00:32:18,849 --> 00:32:20,590
with needles and string.
919
00:32:20,634 --> 00:32:22,941
But...I can't fix this.
920
00:32:22,984 --> 00:32:24,333
♪ It's getting hard
to believe ♪
921
00:32:24,377 --> 00:32:27,249
I mean, how do I treat someone
who is offered help
922
00:32:27,293 --> 00:32:29,991
and chooses to walk away?
923
00:32:30,035 --> 00:32:31,906
I want to hope, Altman.
924
00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:34,953
I want to -- mnh --
believe that, you know,
925
00:32:34,996 --> 00:32:37,042
just --
just a little longer,
926
00:32:37,085 --> 00:32:39,914
and -- and -- and we'll be over
this brutal hill.
927
00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:41,350
But...
928
00:32:41,394 --> 00:32:44,484
♪ To love now, to love now [ Trash can lid thumps ]
929
00:32:44,527 --> 00:32:46,051
♪ To love now
930
00:32:46,094 --> 00:32:48,314
I just --
I just don't know.
931
00:32:48,357 --> 00:32:50,229
♪ To love now
932
00:32:50,272 --> 00:32:52,361
♪ To love now
933
00:32:52,405 --> 00:32:56,452
♪ What would it take
for us to love now? ♪
934
00:32:56,496 --> 00:32:57,627
[ Sighs ]
935
00:32:57,671 --> 00:33:00,239
♪ All we got is each other
936
00:33:00,282 --> 00:33:03,416
Hey. 30 minutes without
another episode of V-fib.
937
00:33:03,459 --> 00:33:05,113
The radiofrequency ablation
worked.
938
00:33:05,157 --> 00:33:06,027
♪ What would it take
for us to love now? ♪
939
00:33:06,071 --> 00:33:07,507
Any more word
from Winston?
940
00:33:07,550 --> 00:33:08,595
He's back on the road.
941
00:33:08,638 --> 00:33:10,640
He'll be here
in an hour or two.
942
00:33:10,684 --> 00:33:12,294
I'm glad to hear that.
943
00:33:12,338 --> 00:33:13,513
[ Cellphone vibrating ]♪ It isn't too late
944
00:33:13,556 --> 00:33:16,037
♪ I know we know how
945
00:33:16,081 --> 00:33:17,256
♪ What would it take
for us to love now? ♪
946
00:33:17,299 --> 00:33:18,909
[ Cellphone chimes ]
947
00:33:18,953 --> 00:33:21,390
[ Cellphone vibrating ]Whoa, 17 missed calls
from "Mom."
948
00:33:21,434 --> 00:33:23,131
I wonder if she even knows
he's here.
949
00:33:23,175 --> 00:33:24,393
[ Scoffs ]
Are you up for that,
950
00:33:24,437 --> 00:33:26,004
or do you need me to...?I got it.
951
00:33:26,047 --> 00:33:27,483
Okay.
952
00:33:27,527 --> 00:33:29,094
♪ To love now, to love now [ Vibrating stops ]
953
00:33:29,137 --> 00:33:31,313
Hello?
954
00:33:31,357 --> 00:33:32,575
Okay, okay, okay.
955
00:33:32,619 --> 00:33:34,447
Your son is okay.
956
00:33:34,490 --> 00:33:35,883
This is Dr. Maggie Pierce.
957
00:33:35,926 --> 00:33:37,972
I was
one of his doctors today.
958
00:33:40,279 --> 00:33:41,845
Oh, hey.
959
00:33:41,889 --> 00:33:43,456
Richard tells me
your new patient Nell
960
00:33:43,499 --> 00:33:45,066
is quite the storyteller.
961
00:33:45,110 --> 00:33:46,459
I'm thinking about going down
there to meet her
962
00:33:46,502 --> 00:33:48,156
before she gets discharged.
963
00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:51,681
Why don't we have scars,
Mom?
Come again?
964
00:33:51,725 --> 00:33:54,119
My whole life, whenever I see
people marching in the streets,
965
00:33:54,162 --> 00:33:56,121
I hear your voice telling me
that just going to work
966
00:33:56,164 --> 00:33:57,383
is heroic enough,
967
00:33:57,426 --> 00:33:59,124
that we need to fix things
from the inside.
968
00:33:59,167 --> 00:34:01,169
Succeed first, then give.
Like, that's what --
969
00:34:01,213 --> 00:34:02,431
that's what you taught me,
right?
970
00:34:02,475 --> 00:34:03,519
And -- And here I am.
971
00:34:03,563 --> 00:34:04,999
I'm -- I'm successful,
I've given,
972
00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:07,219
and nothing
seems to change.
973
00:34:07,262 --> 00:34:09,830
I know what it's like
to get discouraged, Jackson.
974
00:34:09,873 --> 00:34:11,136
No, I don't --
I don't need a pep talk.
975
00:34:11,179 --> 00:34:12,180
That's not what
this is.
976
00:34:12,224 --> 00:34:14,182
I -- [ Sighs ]
977
00:34:14,226 --> 00:34:16,663
If our foundation is so good
at fighting the good fight,
978
00:34:16,706 --> 00:34:19,057
then why isn't anything
getting better?
979
00:34:19,100 --> 00:34:21,102
And don't take that
the wrong way, alright?
980
00:34:21,146 --> 00:34:23,061
I'm just saying, maybe
both of us have got this wrong.
981
00:34:23,104 --> 00:34:24,236
I mean, look at what
is happening
982
00:34:24,279 --> 00:34:25,193
in the streets right now.
983
00:34:25,237 --> 00:34:27,500
Why aren't we there?
984
00:34:27,543 --> 00:34:29,067
Why the hell
don't we have scars?
985
00:34:29,110 --> 00:34:30,372
Let's just drop
the "we" business
986
00:34:30,416 --> 00:34:31,721
of this right now, okay?
987
00:34:31,765 --> 00:34:33,332
Youmay not have scars,
Jackson,
988
00:34:33,375 --> 00:34:35,595
but I have decades' worth.
989
00:34:35,638 --> 00:34:37,118
And if you think nothing
has changed,
990
00:34:37,162 --> 00:34:38,380
why don't
you just ask yourself
991
00:34:38,424 --> 00:34:40,034
how many Webbers, Baileys,
or Pierces
992
00:34:40,078 --> 00:34:42,297
you would have seen
walking through these halls
993
00:34:42,341 --> 00:34:44,212
40 years ago --
20 years ago.
994
00:34:44,256 --> 00:34:47,433
You have no idea the battles
that I have fought
995
00:34:47,476 --> 00:34:49,609
and won for that.
996
00:34:49,652 --> 00:34:51,089
And if you don't see
any scars,
997
00:34:51,132 --> 00:34:53,352
it's because I'm damn good
at this job.
998
00:34:53,395 --> 00:34:56,050
Of course you are.
I'm not...criticizing you.
999
00:34:56,094 --> 00:34:57,443
You're incredible.
But I'm saying,
1000
00:34:57,486 --> 00:34:59,749
aren't you also annoyed
with all this red tape?
1001
00:34:59,793 --> 00:35:00,968
Having to convince
some trustees
1002
00:35:01,011 --> 00:35:02,448
when you have
a brilliant idea?
1003
00:35:02,491 --> 00:35:03,753
Like,
what about our ideas?
1004
00:35:03,797 --> 00:35:05,146
What about
doing something about
1005
00:35:05,190 --> 00:35:06,843
the Black
maternal mortality rate
1006
00:35:06,887 --> 00:35:07,888
instead of
talking about it?
1007
00:35:07,931 --> 00:35:09,237
What about building
our database
1008
00:35:09,281 --> 00:35:11,979
for the obvious racial bias
in medical training?
1009
00:35:12,022 --> 00:35:13,154
What about building our --
our medical school
1010
00:35:13,198 --> 00:35:14,373
that we talked about?
1011
00:35:14,416 --> 00:35:15,939
So many things
we could be doing.
1012
00:35:15,983 --> 00:35:18,246
One battle at a time,
Jackson.
1013
00:35:18,290 --> 00:35:19,900
That's how
the world works.
1014
00:35:19,943 --> 00:35:21,293
Nah.
1015
00:35:21,336 --> 00:35:23,599
It shouldn't be that way --
not anymore, alright?
1016
00:35:23,643 --> 00:35:25,645
I don't want to play a role
in a system that's just broken.
1017
00:35:25,688 --> 00:35:27,037
You sound like
your father.
1018
00:35:27,081 --> 00:35:28,126
Oh, that'd be the worst thing
in the world?
1019
00:35:30,824 --> 00:35:33,392
Mom -- [ Sighs ]It's been a long day.
1020
00:35:33,435 --> 00:35:35,524
I didn't mean --You've already said it,
Jackson.
1021
00:35:35,568 --> 00:35:37,309
Don't try to lie
about it now.
1022
00:35:37,352 --> 00:35:38,875
[ Breathes sharply ]
1023
00:35:38,919 --> 00:35:41,487
[ Pen scraping lightly ]
1024
00:35:41,530 --> 00:35:43,184
[ Papers shuffling ]
1025
00:35:43,228 --> 00:35:44,794
♪♪
1026
00:35:44,838 --> 00:35:47,710
[ Emawk's
"Treading Water" plays ]
1027
00:35:47,754 --> 00:35:57,067
♪♪
1028
00:35:57,111 --> 00:35:59,331
[ Children laughing ]Liam: Nah!
1029
00:35:59,374 --> 00:36:00,332
♪ Hold on,
I'll be right behind ya ♪
1030
00:36:00,375 --> 00:36:02,682
Hup, hup!
1031
00:36:02,725 --> 00:36:04,118
Austin: Hey, Dad,
wanna get in here?
1032
00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:06,207
Liam keeps kicking the ball
over the fence.
1033
00:36:06,251 --> 00:36:07,948
Because our yard's
too small.
1034
00:36:07,991 --> 00:36:10,429
Come over here for a second,
boys, will ya?
1035
00:36:11,386 --> 00:36:15,390
♪ Closer than before,
but still not there ♪
1036
00:36:15,434 --> 00:36:16,826
I was wrong.
1037
00:36:16,870 --> 00:36:18,045
Not to try
and protect you --
1038
00:36:18,088 --> 00:36:21,440
I'm your Dad.
That's part of the bargain.
1039
00:36:21,483 --> 00:36:24,660
But I was wrong
to tell you to stay home.
1040
00:36:24,704 --> 00:36:26,575
This is your country,
boys,
1041
00:36:26,619 --> 00:36:29,230
and now is a moment.
1042
00:36:29,274 --> 00:36:33,234
So, you'll fight,
you'll protest if you want to,
1043
00:36:33,278 --> 00:36:36,498
but only during daylight
and only when I'm with you.
1044
00:36:36,542 --> 00:36:37,934
Sound fair?
1045
00:36:37,978 --> 00:36:40,633
♪ When you get to
the place you're going ♪
1046
00:36:40,676 --> 00:36:43,113
I heard about the one
downtown tomorrow --
1047
00:36:43,157 --> 00:36:44,593
if that's not
too soon.
1048
00:36:44,637 --> 00:36:45,159
Why would it be
too soon?
1049
00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:47,074
Um, your head?
1050
00:36:47,117 --> 00:36:48,945
Oh, yeah.
Forgot about that.
1051
00:36:48,989 --> 00:36:50,295
I think it's
an improvement.
1052
00:36:50,338 --> 00:36:51,557
Oh, do you, now?
1053
00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:53,080
Wha--
Hey!
1054
00:36:53,123 --> 00:36:54,821
[ Laughter ]
1055
00:36:54,864 --> 00:36:56,779
♪♪
1056
00:36:56,823 --> 00:36:58,390
♪ Let the water set me free
1057
00:36:58,433 --> 00:36:59,956
Oh, hey.
You need a ride home? Um.
1058
00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:01,567
Uh, thanks.
I'll walk.
1059
00:37:01,610 --> 00:37:02,959
No, let me drive you.
1060
00:37:03,003 --> 00:37:04,439
There's a curfew.
It's just not safe.
1061
00:37:04,483 --> 00:37:06,441
That's alright. I'll walk.[ Siren wailing in distance ]
1062
00:37:06,485 --> 00:37:09,270
[ Horn honks in distance ]Jackson,
you can march tomorrow.
1063
00:37:09,314 --> 00:37:10,619
Today's practically over.
1064
00:37:10,663 --> 00:37:11,577
[ Honking, wailing continue
in distance ]
1065
00:37:11,620 --> 00:37:12,665
Yeah, well, it sounds like
1066
00:37:12,708 --> 00:37:15,058
they're still marching
somewhere.
1067
00:37:15,102 --> 00:37:17,147
I'll walk. [ Sighs ]
1068
00:37:17,191 --> 00:37:19,802
Richard: I remember that day
I first put on my white coat,
1069
00:37:19,846 --> 00:37:22,196
even though it was long ago.
1070
00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:24,807
I took the oath alongside
my classmates,
1071
00:37:24,851 --> 00:37:27,854
and I meant it with every cell
in my body.
1072
00:37:27,897 --> 00:37:30,073
I heard you eviscerated
a patient today.
1073
00:37:30,117 --> 00:37:31,292
What?! No!
1074
00:37:31,336 --> 00:37:33,076
No, I helped put the bowels
back inside.
1075
00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:35,601
Oh, my God, what is
Chee telling people?!
1076
00:37:35,644 --> 00:37:36,993
He's telling people
you were a badass
1077
00:37:37,037 --> 00:37:38,386
and you saved
the man's life.
1078
00:37:38,430 --> 00:37:40,214
[ Laughing ] I'm sorry.
I couldn't help myself.
1079
00:37:40,258 --> 00:37:41,433
[ Sighs ]
1080
00:37:41,476 --> 00:37:42,477
How's Meredith?
1081
00:37:42,521 --> 00:37:43,739
Stable.
1082
00:37:43,783 --> 00:37:46,568
Her ABG
looks even better.
1083
00:37:46,612 --> 00:37:49,092
♪ The sound of a morning [ Breathes sharply ]
1084
00:37:49,136 --> 00:37:53,314
When the wound split,
I...froze.
1085
00:37:53,358 --> 00:37:55,838
But then, I kept hearing
this voice inside my head
1086
00:37:55,882 --> 00:37:58,406
asking,
"What would Meredith Grey do?"
1087
00:37:58,450 --> 00:37:59,538
[ Chuckles ]
1088
00:37:59,581 --> 00:38:01,322
♪ While I'm treading water
1089
00:38:01,366 --> 00:38:03,019
I know. That's stupid.
No!
1090
00:38:03,063 --> 00:38:05,718
No, I've -- I've heard
that voice before, too.
1091
00:38:05,761 --> 00:38:07,850
♪ Let the water set me free
1092
00:38:07,894 --> 00:38:10,679
And my advice --
keep listening to it.
1093
00:38:10,723 --> 00:38:11,724
♪ Let the water set me free
1094
00:38:11,767 --> 00:38:13,073
♪ As I tread this water
1095
00:38:13,116 --> 00:38:14,640
Wow.
1096
00:38:14,683 --> 00:38:16,598
You're really going through
with OB-GYN, huh?
1097
00:38:16,642 --> 00:38:18,687
Mm-hmm.
I listened to the voice.
1098
00:38:18,731 --> 00:38:20,123
♪ Let the water set me free
1099
00:38:20,167 --> 00:38:22,082
Hey, if you're starting
your residency all over again,
1100
00:38:22,125 --> 00:38:24,998
does that mean
I'm your boss now?No.
1101
00:38:25,041 --> 00:38:26,304
Well, technically,
I'll outrank you.
1102
00:38:26,347 --> 00:38:28,436
Okay, do you want
a ride home or not?
1103
00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:30,351
♪ Tell me that
I haven't reached the end ♪[ Chuckles ]
1104
00:38:30,395 --> 00:38:33,354
But this world has challenged
that oath so many times,
1105
00:38:33,398 --> 00:38:35,400
I barely remember what it said
anymore.
1106
00:38:35,443 --> 00:38:39,142
♪ Tell me that I have
the strength to go on ♪
1107
00:38:40,535 --> 00:38:44,670
♪ And any time that
I think about going back ♪
1108
00:38:44,713 --> 00:38:47,107
♪ Going back
1109
00:38:47,150 --> 00:38:50,371
♪ Let the wind and the waves
push me home ♪
1110
00:38:50,415 --> 00:38:51,851
I was only thinking
one thing --
1111
00:38:51,894 --> 00:38:53,679
"Do whatever it takes
to get back to Maggie."
1112
00:38:53,722 --> 00:38:55,637
[ Sighs ]"Survive and get home."
1113
00:38:55,681 --> 00:38:57,160
[ Voice breaking ]
I love you so much.
1114
00:38:57,204 --> 00:38:59,424
♪♪
1115
00:38:59,467 --> 00:39:01,251
[ Vocalizing ]
1116
00:39:01,295 --> 00:39:05,081
♪♪
1117
00:39:05,125 --> 00:39:08,302
So now, every day,
I take a new oath...
1118
00:39:08,346 --> 00:39:09,869
♪ Let the water set me free
1119
00:39:09,912 --> 00:39:12,611
...I pledge to help build
a world worth living in.
1120
00:39:12,654 --> 00:39:14,830
♪ Let the water set me free
1121
00:39:14,874 --> 00:39:17,180
And never stop believing
that world can exist.
1122
00:39:17,224 --> 00:39:18,660
♪ Let the water set me free
1123
00:39:18,704 --> 00:39:21,184
♪ Let the water ♪ Let the water set me free
1124
00:39:21,228 --> 00:39:22,664
[ Engine starts ]
1125
00:39:22,708 --> 00:39:24,840
♪ Let the water set me free
1126
00:39:24,884 --> 00:39:26,625
♪ Free
1127
00:39:26,668 --> 00:39:28,540
♪ Free
1128
00:39:28,583 --> 00:39:30,368
♪ Free ♪ Free, yeah, yeah, yeah
1129
00:39:30,411 --> 00:39:32,282
Female voice:
Calculating route.
1130
00:39:32,326 --> 00:39:34,415
Estimated trip -- 11 hours.[ Seat belt clicks ]
1131
00:39:34,459 --> 00:39:35,938
♪ Let the water set me free
1132
00:39:35,982 --> 00:39:37,462
♪ The water ♪ Let the water set me free
1133
00:39:37,505 --> 00:39:39,507
Richard: Not today.
1134
00:39:39,551 --> 00:39:41,422
So far from today.
1135
00:39:41,466 --> 00:39:42,815
But someday.
1136
00:39:42,858 --> 00:39:45,687
♪ Let the water set me free
1137
00:39:52,738 --> 00:39:55,697
--Captions by VITAC--
1138
00:39:55,741 --> 00:40:04,097
♪♪
1139
00:40:04,140 --> 00:40:12,235
♪♪
1140
00:40:12,279 --> 00:40:20,679
♪♪
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