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[Celeste clears throat]
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[Celeste sighing]
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[Celeste Speaking] Okay, right,
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This is what I'm gonna do,
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Practice,
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The unbearable night, the night
building that washes water,
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the night wind that sounds
like trapped radiator spirits,
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The night red light mill,
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[gentle piano music]
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And what's that other French
surrealist writer called?
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Paul Eluard?
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Or is it Elua?
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Do you pronounce the d?
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E-L-U-A,
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The night full of ship's tears,
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the night window, the pains,
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Ah shit!
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Thought I edited that line out,
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[gentle piano music]
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The night full of ship's tears,
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and the mystery that
calls you old fashioned,
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The water you had
planned under the ground,
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to save a generation,
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The night walls that
shudder flowers,
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the equal distances from
arms and closed eyes,
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And the gardens that
make a city wide,
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Yeah, it's definitely the one
I'm gonna read to him first,
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[Celeste sighs]
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Okay, here we go,
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You can do it,
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Just think of them
on the toilet,
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[Celeste footsteps approaching]
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Oh, and remember to
read the poems slowly,
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And make eye contact,
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Okay, breathe,
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[Celeste sighs]
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[paper rustling]
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[phone ringing]
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Fitzer radio group
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Submissions?
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Yeah, well actually I
don't deal with those,
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Okay, when did you send that?
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And the title was?
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"Think Fast, The
Future is a Rapid Dog,"
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No,
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Well, I think I might
have remembered that one,
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[chuckles]
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No, okay, all right
thank you very much,
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[hangs up the phone]
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[sighing]
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Celeste
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Oh, Jonathan,
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Hi,
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Hi,
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Tea?
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Oh, ahhh no, I'm
fine, thank you,
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So, have you got
something to show me?
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Such an honor,
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Oh,
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Just let me,
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-And there was,,,
-Aha, mmmh,
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Ooh and there was,,,
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No no ahah,
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You know, Celeste
my father left us,
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it was just me, my mom
and my little brother,
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We only started
speaking last year,
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Oh no, my father didn't leave us
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he's just having a break,
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This book is more of an ode
to him than a revenge book
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if you know what I mean,
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Well, I guess it's
a universal feeling,
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Loss, longing,
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Maybe I could read you one,
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No, I have to read
poetry into myself
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in my own private space,
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"Hurt by Paradise,"
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I like it,
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Most of these poems
are like memories
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that have haunted
me in some way,
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You know, people
expect you to have hate
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if someone just leaves
without dying, but I don't,
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I get it,,,
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Well, I'm sure what you've
written is impactful,
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There are little boys
and girls everywhere
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in the same position coming
of age, so important,
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But it's not gonna sell,
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Ooh
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Is just so hard to get
a serious poet's name
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to stick in people's heads,
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I mean, unless they
die in some tragic way,
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Look at Sylvia Plath,
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A genius her whole life
and practically ignored,
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until she stuck her
head in the oven,
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Do you think Ted didn't try hard
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to push Sylvia
when she was alive,
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He knew she was great,
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I bet he raved about her at
feybar, cheese and wine parties
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all over Fitzrovia,
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Just one measly collection
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was all that was
published in her lifetime,
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No one gave a shit,
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Then one sultry, obituary
photo in the Times
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and bang, Ariel
and the Bell Jar,
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Which makes me
think your next move
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should be adapting
this into a novel,
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But it's perfect,
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It's like if I remove one word
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the whole thing would collapse,
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You know that Emma Morris book,
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has been translated into
30 different languages,
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and the rights have been
bought to be made into a movie,
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She's made millions,
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You could always do
poetry on the side,
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She's in the top
10 international
bestsellers list now,
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Publishers are struggling,
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We all are,
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I can barely afford my
children's school fees,
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The middle class has gone,
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Look, I really do admire
your determination,
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Why don't you, think about
what I said and keep in touch,
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How does that sound?
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Harriet Toodie on line two,
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[gentleman Speaking] Aah, great,
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just finishing here,
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Yeah, well I must dash,
I've actually got a meeting,
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Been speaking to a couple
of publishers directly,
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There really is a new
revolution of writers and poets
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who just, you know, aren't
afraid to put it out there,
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Exactly,
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Oh, I better go,
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-Okay,
-Okay,
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It's been really inspiring,
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Thanks,
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I truly admire your spirit,
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Right,
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[laughs]
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There you are,
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Yes, we have some news,
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[Celeste] That's so patronizing,
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Why don't we just
re-work it into a novel?
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Re-work it into a bunch of lies,
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Think I'm conformist,
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"Yeah yeah, have you
hear of Emma Morris?
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Emma Morris,"
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No I've not heard
of Emma Morris,
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[soft piano music]
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[phone ringing]
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Hi, dad it's Celeste,
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Wait do I say dad?
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[womans voice] Hello,
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Fuck this is useless
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Never gonna find him,
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[phone ringing]
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[door knocking]
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Come in, it's open,
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Hey Jimmy?
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Hey,
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Hi,
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[soft piano music]
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Had the worst day,
Jimmy slept all morning,
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So I managed to get some
reading done in the library
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but then he woke up
in the worst mood,
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He threw everything
on the floor,
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Oh, and you owe me
another 12 pounds,
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It started raining and he
didn't have his rain coat,
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so I got him this one, from
the charity shop over the road,
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All right, that's fine,
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Let me just have a,,,
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Is it okay if I pay you Friday?
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♪ warm as the setting sun,,, ♪
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Everything lives unearthed,
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Tiny cups and
scissors hung over,
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Lilly's in heaven, marching
in glass, on the table,
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Our child arranging the sky,
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Sleeping between the
doorway, blue garments,
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An ocean on the bedroom floor,
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Your scent a kind of
black under heaven,
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all raging and soft, breaking
the tracks of summer,
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A chapel in the fourth wall,
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Always lit up and nursing,
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[soft music]
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♪ Warm as the setting sun,,, ♪
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We barely notice the ceiling
falling onto our bed,
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Emptying out the aerial stars,
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that have trapped our
whole lives till now,
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Walked with us through hysteria,
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and trees made in
the empty muse,
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We live in one room, the
BT Tower our lighthouse,
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We have become two mothers,
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We have become two mothers,
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♪ From the pouring rain, ♪
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[dramatic music]
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[upbeat music]
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[Celeste] Can I just read
you these four lines?
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Just feel like, they
really explain the world,
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Jimmy is gonna have to live in,
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Just four lines,
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God is bored of us now,
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She sides with the
animals and the weather,
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and they watch on
digital alien rampage,
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with cool, sad eyes,
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What do you think?
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Yeah,
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Yeah, it's really,
what's that word?
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I could have paid these
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if I got accepted onto
that medical trial,
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They tried to give me the flu
but apparently I'm immune,
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Do you think it's mad,
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I've been looking at all the
Blackwoods in the phone book
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to find my father again,
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These are the ones I could find,
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He left when I was five,
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I mean the mad thing
is I don't even know
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what he looks like now,
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Actually, I've got this
old picture of him,
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Wow,
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If it helps, I could pretend
to be you on the phone,
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I've always been
really good at voices,
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I could just pick up
the phone and be like,
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Hi yah its Celeste,
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No no no, I would
never say hi yah,
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You are such a snob,
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Oh now it gets tense,
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[chattering]
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Do you think about those
papooses from to go?
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Yeah you sweat it from here,
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Yes
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[dramatic upbeat music]
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It's raining,
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I love your dress, pink
is my favorite color,
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My entire wardrobe is black,
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Oh my god, if was that
woman, I'm mental,
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Grabala grabala,
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What's that?
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Grabala,
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What?
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That was a grabala,
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The night building
which washes water,
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The night wind, which sounds
like trapped radiator spirits,
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-The red light mill,,,
-Do you mind,
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can we hold it off
I need to kinda go,
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Can we do it tomorrow?
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♪ Who ate my crispy lettuce, ♪
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♪ Who, ♪
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♪ But who, but who put it on
my plate, but who but who, ♪
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♪ A slimy slug, ♪
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♪ A slimy slug, ♪
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♪ A slimy a slimy slug, ♪
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No, I think its fine,
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I'm not a pheasant plucker,
I'm a pheasant plucker's son,
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♪ Macaroni macaroni cheese, ♪
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♪ Cheese, ♪
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I think you can stop now,
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[soft music]
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looks quite good,
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Bit of tree,
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[paper ripping]
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[writing]
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[Woman] Never know if
they read them anyway,
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I'll send it again,
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[soft music]
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Just do that,
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Hi,
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You don't have to be here all
the time I'm here, you know,
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I don't wanna put it in there,
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Darling that's what's for,
270
00:14:00,375 --> 00:14:01,708
You have to put the mail here,
271
00:14:01,875 --> 00:14:03,958
I did it once before
it didn't get there,
272
00:14:04,125 --> 00:14:05,375
Can I just put it in your bag?
273
00:14:05,541 --> 00:14:07,250
No that's my bag,
274
00:14:07,416 --> 00:14:08,583
I don't want to put it in there,
275
00:14:10,541 --> 00:14:11,416
I just, put it with the others,
276
00:14:11,583 --> 00:14:12,500
Give it to me,
277
00:14:12,666 --> 00:14:13,291
-Yeah?
-Yeah,
278
00:14:13,458 --> 00:14:14,458
In the bag,
279
00:14:19,416 --> 00:14:20,291
There we go,
280
00:14:20,458 --> 00:14:22,000
I'll see you next week,
281
00:14:22,166 --> 00:14:24,333
I didn't know, you know
I did fucking Brexit,
282
00:14:24,500 --> 00:14:25,375
You know the Brexit?
283
00:14:25,541 --> 00:14:26,833
Yeah,
284
00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:27,958
I don't know how
long i gonna be here,
285
00:14:28,125 --> 00:14:28,875
-Bye,
-None of us do,
286
00:14:29,041 --> 00:14:29,833
Bye,
287
00:14:31,541 --> 00:14:34,666
[gentle piano music]
288
00:14:41,291 --> 00:14:43,791
[Celeste] How can I
owe her 400 pounds?
289
00:14:45,541 --> 00:14:48,833
She only looks after
him few hours a week,
290
00:14:49,000 --> 00:14:52,125
[gentle piano music]
291
00:14:56,250 --> 00:14:57,250
[door shuts]
292
00:15:00,375 --> 00:15:01,708
I brought your notes,
293
00:15:01,875 --> 00:15:05,208
Mine always has the
hair always rubs,
294
00:15:05,375 --> 00:15:08,166
Oh, you've got such
beautiful hands,
295
00:15:08,333 --> 00:15:09,583
I tried to pretend
I was dyslexic,
296
00:15:09,750 --> 00:15:11,416
so I could get the free laptop,
297
00:15:11,583 --> 00:15:14,000
They called me out when I
spelled substantiation right,
298
00:15:16,875 --> 00:15:20,000
By the way, there's a party
next week, you should come,
299
00:15:20,166 --> 00:15:21,250
Ooh yeah great,
300
00:15:21,416 --> 00:15:22,291
Can I bring my baby?
301
00:15:22,458 --> 00:15:23,666
[chuckles]
302
00:15:23,833 --> 00:15:25,166
Poetry should
challenge the form,
303
00:15:25,333 --> 00:15:28,666
It should challenged the
world like Sylvia Plath,
304
00:15:28,833 --> 00:15:33,041
Not just regurgitate this
self affirmation rubbish,
305
00:15:34,541 --> 00:15:36,583
I just thought, fuck it,
I'm gonna write my own book,
306
00:15:36,750 --> 00:15:39,708
Yeah, It's all about
breaking boundaries,
307
00:15:39,875 --> 00:15:42,708
For me it was first time
I went down on a woman,
308
00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:44,458
What was it like?
309
00:15:44,625 --> 00:15:47,000
It was terrible, but
it felt so right,
310
00:15:47,166 --> 00:15:48,708
I spent hours constructing witty
311
00:15:48,875 --> 00:15:51,791
and sensitive
sonnets to Vanessa,
312
00:15:51,958 --> 00:15:55,041
And then would send them like
they were spontaneous texts,
313
00:15:55,208 --> 00:15:57,916
No wonder she ran for the hills,
314
00:15:58,083 --> 00:16:01,416
I'm sure she wasn't running,
I'm sure she was scared,
315
00:16:01,583 --> 00:16:03,625
No no no she was sprinting,
316
00:16:03,791 --> 00:16:07,000
[Woman] Hi, Aah baby,
317
00:16:07,166 --> 00:16:07,791
Hey,
318
00:16:07,958 --> 00:16:08,750
[kissing]
319
00:16:10,791 --> 00:16:12,041
-Hi,
-Hi,
320
00:16:12,208 --> 00:16:12,958
-Nice to meet you,
-Nice to meet you,
321
00:16:13,125 --> 00:16:13,833
I'm Celeste,
322
00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:16,833
[women chattering]
323
00:16:20,791 --> 00:16:23,625
It's so nice to
see people in love,
324
00:16:23,791 --> 00:16:24,625
Awww are we in love?
325
00:16:24,791 --> 00:16:26,000
[chuckles]
326
00:16:26,166 --> 00:16:29,125
Stop it you're
gonna make me blush,
327
00:16:29,291 --> 00:16:32,416
[gentle piano music]
328
00:16:36,041 --> 00:16:41,041
We found out that Leonard
Cohen died this morning,
329
00:16:42,250 --> 00:16:44,916
and the world was
reminded of poetry,
330
00:16:45,083 --> 00:16:49,750
Pale domes of white light,
down the Tottenham court road,
331
00:16:51,583 --> 00:16:53,083
Selfies everywhere,
332
00:16:55,833 --> 00:16:58,541
Down the Tottenham Court road,
333
00:16:58,708 --> 00:17:00,875
all trapped up in tree light,
334
00:17:04,833 --> 00:17:06,583
Sad in a way,
335
00:17:06,750 --> 00:17:11,208
that we only look back on
people's work when they die,
336
00:17:13,291 --> 00:17:16,625
Do you think, you should
try and live your life,
337
00:17:16,791 --> 00:17:19,666
so you have an
exciting obituary?
338
00:17:21,208 --> 00:17:23,583
I mean, what does it matter,
339
00:17:23,750 --> 00:17:24,583
You're dead,
340
00:17:29,125 --> 00:17:31,583
Wait, that could be him,
341
00:17:31,750 --> 00:17:34,916
[gentle piano music]
342
00:17:41,708 --> 00:17:43,166
This is ridiculous,
343
00:17:46,125 --> 00:17:49,666
I'm actually turning
into a lunatic,
344
00:17:49,833 --> 00:17:52,041
No he looks far too young,
345
00:17:53,791 --> 00:17:56,625
Plus would my father,
wear a trilby?
346
00:18:00,041 --> 00:18:02,083
This is getting weird now,
347
00:18:02,250 --> 00:18:04,541
I feel like I'm following
a private detective,
348
00:18:07,666 --> 00:18:09,500
Anyway, where was I?
349
00:18:11,666 --> 00:18:13,916
[door knocking]
350
00:18:14,083 --> 00:18:16,291
[piano playing]
351
00:18:16,458 --> 00:18:17,250
Hi,
352
00:18:17,416 --> 00:18:18,166
Hi,
353
00:18:18,333 --> 00:18:19,375
Hi Jimmy?
354
00:18:19,541 --> 00:18:20,750
Hi,
355
00:18:20,916 --> 00:18:23,791
Did he have his
breakfast already?
356
00:18:23,958 --> 00:18:27,166
He had it about six
o'clock this morning,
357
00:18:27,333 --> 00:18:29,750
so he'll probably be
hungry quite soon,
358
00:18:29,916 --> 00:18:31,375
Okay, I'm gonna leave you,
359
00:18:31,541 --> 00:18:32,625
All right, I'll see you at 5:30
360
00:18:32,791 --> 00:18:33,416
-Yeah,
-Okay,
361
00:18:33,583 --> 00:18:34,208
Have a good one,
362
00:18:34,375 --> 00:18:35,000
[baby crying]
363
00:18:35,166 --> 00:18:35,958
Bye,
364
00:18:37,458 --> 00:18:38,833
I'll be back soon,
365
00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:39,625
I love you,
366
00:18:39,791 --> 00:18:40,666
[baby whining]
367
00:18:45,541 --> 00:18:47,041
They've got rose gardens here,
368
00:18:48,416 --> 00:18:50,541
Where'd she move to,
369
00:18:50,708 --> 00:18:51,750
It's like a country club,
370
00:18:51,916 --> 00:18:54,625
[gentle piano music]
371
00:18:54,791 --> 00:18:56,791
Look at all these trees,
372
00:18:58,416 --> 00:19:00,083
It's like Mary Poppins,
373
00:19:00,250 --> 00:19:02,625
[Woman] Mayonnaise with that,
374
00:19:02,791 --> 00:19:04,166
you're disgusting,
375
00:19:06,333 --> 00:19:07,916
Put it back in the fridge,
376
00:19:08,083 --> 00:19:10,083
Wait wait wait, I'm
not done with it,
377
00:19:12,083 --> 00:19:13,416
[grunts] She's so anal,
378
00:19:15,541 --> 00:19:18,541
You know, I just got
off the phone with mom,
379
00:19:18,708 --> 00:19:21,583
She's been complaining
about her art show again,
380
00:19:21,750 --> 00:19:24,625
saying that they've been
plotting to do meetings
381
00:19:24,791 --> 00:19:25,666
behind her back,
382
00:19:25,833 --> 00:19:27,458
God she's so ridiculous,
383
00:19:27,625 --> 00:19:31,625
There's always some kind of
like conspiracy with her,
384
00:19:31,791 --> 00:19:33,750
Anyway, I've been thinking
385
00:19:33,916 --> 00:19:36,250
and me and Steven want
to put you and Jimmy
386
00:19:36,416 --> 00:19:38,583
on our private health insurance,
387
00:19:38,750 --> 00:19:40,083
Health insurance?
388
00:19:40,250 --> 00:19:41,875
Isn't that what the NHS is for,
389
00:19:42,041 --> 00:19:43,833
But you never know
what might happen,
390
00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:47,666
And like, I've got all these
joint problems already,
391
00:19:47,833 --> 00:19:50,666
You know, from the ballet,
392
00:19:53,666 --> 00:19:54,416
[chuckles]
393
00:19:54,583 --> 00:19:57,500
Okay, morbid Maude,
394
00:19:59,791 --> 00:20:03,250
I've told you before don't
ever call me that again,
395
00:20:03,416 --> 00:20:04,166
What?
396
00:20:04,333 --> 00:20:05,833
Morbid Maude,
397
00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:09,333
She knows I love morbid people,
398
00:20:09,500 --> 00:20:11,250
[dog panting]
399
00:20:11,416 --> 00:20:12,750
Oh, I love this,
400
00:20:12,916 --> 00:20:14,666
Oh not that one,
401
00:20:14,833 --> 00:20:16,708
I didn't mean to put that one
in there, leave that one out,
402
00:20:18,708 --> 00:20:19,750
What's this?
403
00:20:21,750 --> 00:20:23,625
This one's so romantic,
404
00:20:24,833 --> 00:20:26,791
I can't believe you
don't get lonely,
405
00:20:26,958 --> 00:20:28,458
No, I do sometimes,
406
00:20:28,625 --> 00:20:30,958
I mean, you like being alone,
407
00:20:31,125 --> 00:20:33,750
You're like mum, I need someone,
408
00:20:34,833 --> 00:20:36,750
If anything I am like dad,
409
00:20:36,916 --> 00:20:37,791
What?
410
00:20:37,958 --> 00:20:39,833
A self obsessed hypocrite,
411
00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:42,375
I mean, every time
I try and be myself,
412
00:20:42,541 --> 00:20:45,333
I just genuinely don't
know what happens,
413
00:20:45,500 --> 00:20:47,500
English boys are so repressed,
414
00:20:47,666 --> 00:20:49,250
I would be happy if Jimmy cried
415
00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:51,833
over the beauty
of a single Rose,
416
00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:53,541
I used to hate dating,
417
00:20:53,708 --> 00:20:55,750
Never had the nerve for it,
418
00:20:56,958 --> 00:20:59,000
Maybe I'm a psychopath,
419
00:21:02,375 --> 00:21:03,958
You should speak
to Steven about it,
420
00:21:04,125 --> 00:21:05,875
He'd love that,
421
00:21:06,041 --> 00:21:10,541
Oh, we don't want him knowing
all our family secrets though,
422
00:21:10,708 --> 00:21:11,833
[Steven] Hello,
423
00:21:12,000 --> 00:21:12,791
Hi,
424
00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:14,666
How are you?
425
00:21:14,833 --> 00:21:15,416
Fine thank you,
426
00:21:15,583 --> 00:21:16,541
Stop
427
00:21:16,708 --> 00:21:17,875
Oh she doesn't mind, does she?
428
00:21:18,041 --> 00:21:18,666
How are you Celeste?
429
00:21:18,833 --> 00:21:19,625
Don't know,
430
00:21:21,916 --> 00:21:23,750
Sorry, we don't have
cups on the floor,
431
00:21:23,916 --> 00:21:24,541
Oh sorry,
432
00:21:24,708 --> 00:21:26,041
No its good,
433
00:21:26,208 --> 00:21:27,791
Just not the wood or the
rug or the rug for cup,
434
00:21:27,958 --> 00:21:29,416
[laughs]
435
00:21:29,583 --> 00:21:30,875
-No, no, its fine its fine,
-God he's so anal,
436
00:21:31,041 --> 00:21:33,875
The dogs and everything's fine,
437
00:21:34,041 --> 00:21:35,458
That's right,
438
00:21:35,625 --> 00:21:37,750
Did you get the invitation
to my book launch?
439
00:21:37,916 --> 00:21:39,208
No,
440
00:21:39,375 --> 00:21:41,125
Right, well, we're gonna
do it at Waterstones,
441
00:21:41,291 --> 00:21:42,541
in High street Ken,
442
00:21:42,708 --> 00:21:43,916
-Oh cool,
-Yeah it's gonna be good,
443
00:21:44,083 --> 00:21:44,958
Should be very
cool, very exciting,
444
00:21:45,125 --> 00:21:47,500
So what's the title again?
445
00:21:47,666 --> 00:21:50,708
"How to be Happy in
the Modern World,"
446
00:21:50,875 --> 00:21:52,625
You'd be amazed at how
many people struggle
447
00:21:52,791 --> 00:21:54,791
to find happiness
with someone honestly,
448
00:21:54,958 --> 00:21:55,916
Let alone themselves right,
449
00:21:56,083 --> 00:21:57,583
[laughs]
450
00:21:57,750 --> 00:21:59,625
You should do some Work
experience with Steven,
451
00:22:01,291 --> 00:22:02,541
Yeah, no, sure, we'd squeeze you
452
00:22:02,708 --> 00:22:04,333
into a corner for
a couple of hours,
453
00:22:04,500 --> 00:22:06,375
We'd find your space to, you
know, do some scribbling,
454
00:22:06,541 --> 00:22:08,083
But the good thing
that you'd have
455
00:22:08,250 --> 00:22:09,791
with coming in with us
just for a couple of hours,
456
00:22:09,958 --> 00:22:11,875
is not to put too
fine a point on it,
457
00:22:12,041 --> 00:22:13,875
But we do the grown
up side, you know
458
00:22:14,041 --> 00:22:16,875
we do the business end and
we do the creative end,
459
00:22:17,041 --> 00:22:18,958
And it's the kind
of realism sometimes
460
00:22:19,125 --> 00:22:22,958
of putting those two
cogs together and
seeing how they work,
461
00:22:23,125 --> 00:22:24,958
It's all well and good,
you know great stuff
462
00:22:25,125 --> 00:22:26,875
that you're conjuring up there,
463
00:22:27,041 --> 00:22:30,291
But we need to figure a way
to get it to our readership,
464
00:22:30,458 --> 00:22:31,833
to get it to our
target audience,
465
00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:33,875
which is often you
know, the actual,
466
00:22:34,041 --> 00:22:35,041
that's the hard stuff,
467
00:22:35,208 --> 00:22:37,500
That's the bread
and butter work,
468
00:22:37,666 --> 00:22:39,125
So from that perspective
469
00:22:39,291 --> 00:22:41,250
I think it would be
invaluable to be honest
470
00:22:41,416 --> 00:22:43,041
for you to come in
with us for a day,
471
00:22:43,208 --> 00:22:44,458
And as long as you're all
right with alpha males
472
00:22:44,625 --> 00:22:47,416
which you all know
what it's like,
473
00:22:49,916 --> 00:22:52,041
Do you think you'd
be up for that?
474
00:22:52,208 --> 00:22:56,250
To be honest, you know, you
can't really teach poetry,
475
00:22:56,416 --> 00:22:57,833
You can't really teach pain,
476
00:22:58,000 --> 00:22:59,666
It's just something you
just can't, you know
477
00:22:59,833 --> 00:23:04,375
it's you either understand
the other world or you don't,
478
00:23:08,291 --> 00:23:11,958
I've been thinking we should
get your keys cuts to our flat,
479
00:23:12,125 --> 00:23:13,666
That's a nice idea,
480
00:23:13,833 --> 00:23:15,791
I'll give you a spare to mine,
481
00:23:15,958 --> 00:23:17,291
Then if he's driving you mad,
482
00:23:17,458 --> 00:23:19,041
you can just drop
him up in my flat,
483
00:23:19,208 --> 00:23:20,333
in the middle of the night,
484
00:23:20,500 --> 00:23:22,041
Then we already will be like
485
00:23:22,208 --> 00:23:24,000
a kind of dysfunctional
little family,
486
00:23:24,166 --> 00:23:26,208
I actually don't
think you need a man
487
00:23:26,375 --> 00:23:28,666
to look after a child,
488
00:23:28,833 --> 00:23:31,291
But you definitely
need two women,
489
00:23:31,458 --> 00:23:32,166
Oh yeah,
490
00:23:32,333 --> 00:23:33,041
[child screaming]
491
00:23:34,708 --> 00:23:35,333
[child crying]
492
00:23:35,500 --> 00:23:36,291
Oh sorry,
493
00:23:40,750 --> 00:23:41,375
-[child crying]
-Are you okay now?
494
00:23:41,541 --> 00:23:42,333
[child crying]
495
00:23:44,833 --> 00:23:49,208
I think some people are
just afraid of poetry maybe,
496
00:23:50,750 --> 00:23:53,166
I don't know, every time
I tell anyone I'm a poet
497
00:23:53,333 --> 00:23:58,000
they just sort of think
you're really pretentious,
498
00:23:58,166 --> 00:24:00,500
[Woman] Like you can afford
to do it on the side,
499
00:24:00,666 --> 00:24:02,083
I think the English
used to see it
500
00:24:02,250 --> 00:24:04,041
as a hobby or something,
501
00:24:04,208 --> 00:24:09,208
like gardening or I
don't know, making soup,
502
00:24:10,333 --> 00:24:12,916
[chuckling]
503
00:24:13,083 --> 00:24:15,791
I did do this TV advert once,
504
00:24:17,208 --> 00:24:19,958
it was meant to be thousands,
505
00:24:20,125 --> 00:24:21,208
Never came through,
506
00:24:21,375 --> 00:24:22,833
Nothing?
507
00:24:23,000 --> 00:24:24,750
Just snacks,
508
00:24:24,916 --> 00:24:27,333
It was for a biscuit brand,
509
00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:28,291
Wow,
510
00:24:28,458 --> 00:24:29,708
[Woman] They duped me,
511
00:24:29,875 --> 00:24:31,541
Anything good?
512
00:24:31,708 --> 00:24:35,416
A few toilet rolls,
toothpaste, some sunscreen,
513
00:24:35,583 --> 00:24:37,041
Yeah,
514
00:24:37,208 --> 00:24:38,875
Some stickers for Jimmy,
515
00:24:39,041 --> 00:24:40,291
Can we do it tomorrow?
516
00:24:40,458 --> 00:24:42,166
No no no, wait,
this is a good bit,
517
00:24:42,333 --> 00:24:45,958
The night wind that sounds
like trapped radiator spirits,
518
00:24:46,125 --> 00:24:48,208
Trapped radiator spirits,
519
00:24:49,250 --> 00:24:51,166
The night building that pains,
520
00:24:51,333 --> 00:24:53,041
the night red light mill,
521
00:24:53,208 --> 00:24:54,125
I've really gotta go,
522
00:24:54,291 --> 00:24:55,583
Jimmy loves it,
523
00:24:55,750 --> 00:24:57,000
Don't you Jimmy?
524
00:24:57,166 --> 00:25:00,166
♪ Goodnight, goodnight, ♪
525
00:25:02,166 --> 00:25:04,000
Actually, can I get
that eight pounds
526
00:25:04,166 --> 00:25:05,041
you owe me for nappies,
527
00:25:05,208 --> 00:25:06,625
Oh yeah, sure,
528
00:25:08,750 --> 00:25:09,416
A second,
529
00:25:09,583 --> 00:25:12,125
[fumbling keys]
530
00:25:15,791 --> 00:25:18,166
Don't worry actually
give it to me tomorrow,
531
00:25:18,333 --> 00:25:21,166
[soft music]
532
00:25:32,250 --> 00:25:33,958
♪ Don't waste your
life Claire, ♪
533
00:25:34,125 --> 00:25:35,708
♪ don't waste your
life Claire, ♪
534
00:25:35,875 --> 00:25:39,958
♪ don't waste the things
that you might do, ♪
535
00:25:40,125 --> 00:25:45,000
♪ and I love you so, ♪
536
00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:47,083
♪ Don't waste your bus fare, ♪
537
00:25:47,250 --> 00:25:48,666
♪ don't waste your bus fare, ♪
538
00:25:48,833 --> 00:25:52,083
♪ don't waste the
places you might go ♪
539
00:25:52,250 --> 00:25:56,958
♪ and I want you now, ♪
540
00:25:58,458 --> 00:26:03,375
♪ There's a cold
tune, in my heart, ♪
541
00:26:05,250 --> 00:26:09,583
♪ There's a cold
tune, in my heart, ♪
542
00:26:13,083 --> 00:26:15,958
I literary haven't seen you
in ages, you look amazing,
543
00:26:16,125 --> 00:26:17,500
Where is your coat from?
544
00:26:17,666 --> 00:26:19,916
I wasn't gonna come
tonight, I'm so tired,
545
00:26:20,083 --> 00:26:22,333
Do you have any tobacco,
i really want some,
546
00:26:22,500 --> 00:26:24,208
Does anyone have any tobacco?
547
00:26:24,375 --> 00:26:27,083
I wanted to ask you what
it's like being a mother,
548
00:26:32,833 --> 00:26:35,125
Why are you dressed as a pilot?
549
00:26:35,291 --> 00:26:36,000
I am a pilot,
550
00:26:36,166 --> 00:26:38,125
Duchamp is a lie,
551
00:26:38,291 --> 00:26:40,583
He was a master of irony,
552
00:26:40,750 --> 00:26:43,750
Everything I make has a
connection to politics,
553
00:26:44,958 --> 00:26:47,958
There is no connection
to politics and Duchamp,
554
00:26:48,125 --> 00:26:49,416
What I hear about people
555
00:26:49,583 --> 00:26:50,875
is they get bored
of magic so easily,
556
00:26:51,041 --> 00:26:53,000
It's all about the
masterful gesture,
557
00:26:53,166 --> 00:26:57,125
You're traveling through the
sky at 500 miles an hour,
558
00:26:57,291 --> 00:27:00,125
chasing the sunset from
London to New York,
559
00:27:00,291 --> 00:27:02,291
And all you can do is complain
about the chicken Curry,
560
00:27:02,458 --> 00:27:03,833
I mean, you're a mammal
561
00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:06,291
eating the soul of a
dead bird in the sky,
562
00:27:06,458 --> 00:27:08,333
up there in the space of angels,
563
00:27:08,500 --> 00:27:10,208
They have no humility,
564
00:27:10,375 --> 00:27:13,416
They've got no sense of magic
and no sense of perspective,
565
00:27:13,583 --> 00:27:14,541
Nonsense,
566
00:27:14,708 --> 00:27:16,041
The man was a genius,
567
00:27:16,208 --> 00:27:18,500
He invented conceptual art,
568
00:27:18,666 --> 00:27:22,166
And I've heard a lot of people
compare my work to Duchamp,
569
00:27:22,333 --> 00:27:24,375
It's about the
sentence, the object
570
00:27:24,541 --> 00:27:26,083
and the title make together,
571
00:27:26,250 --> 00:27:28,000
I sold one to George Michael,
572
00:27:28,166 --> 00:27:29,958
I see a lot up there, you know,
573
00:27:30,125 --> 00:27:32,291
You get amazing views of
the stars at dusk and Dawn,
574
00:27:32,458 --> 00:27:33,375
Yeah,
575
00:27:33,541 --> 00:27:34,625
One of the perks of my job,
576
00:27:34,791 --> 00:27:36,500
It's incredible,
577
00:27:36,666 --> 00:27:38,791
Do you wanna get a drink?
578
00:27:38,958 --> 00:27:42,250
I've ruined my forehead
and everything,
579
00:27:43,333 --> 00:27:45,500
I looked into
getting fillers once,
580
00:27:45,666 --> 00:27:49,000
You can get them really
cheap in Austria,
581
00:27:49,166 --> 00:27:50,833
What do you think?
582
00:27:56,333 --> 00:27:58,375
Remember this one director,
583
00:27:58,541 --> 00:28:02,125
he told me my face
was too ad hoc,
584
00:28:05,375 --> 00:28:08,166
I'm excited about
meeting Roman though,
585
00:28:08,333 --> 00:28:10,291
Shall we take a photo?
586
00:28:10,458 --> 00:28:11,833
Hold it,
587
00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,291
[slow music]
588
00:28:37,291 --> 00:28:40,916
My father, a continual
electrical trail,
589
00:28:43,416 --> 00:28:45,458
where love comes to retire,
590
00:28:47,166 --> 00:28:50,000
Where love comes to suspend,
591
00:28:50,166 --> 00:28:53,041
A bewitched symbol,
a gentle stage,
592
00:28:55,208 --> 00:28:57,500
A boat and bellowing mines,
593
00:28:58,958 --> 00:29:02,666
And on the walk home,
the child behind you
594
00:29:02,833 --> 00:29:05,250
turns on all the lights,
595
00:29:05,416 --> 00:29:08,500
All your ruins move
closer to my ruins,
596
00:29:09,958 --> 00:29:11,750
a whole country,
597
00:29:11,916 --> 00:29:14,625
And we begin, you by the door
598
00:29:14,791 --> 00:29:18,666
unable to understand
the frantic English,
599
00:29:18,833 --> 00:29:23,333
The Half cut wood, you dream
to make a doll's house,
600
00:29:23,500 --> 00:29:25,666
where we could live,
601
00:29:25,833 --> 00:29:27,625
But we can't go backwards,
602
00:29:29,041 --> 00:29:32,208
We can't step into
the same river twice,
603
00:29:34,625 --> 00:29:37,166
[soft music]
604
00:30:11,708 --> 00:30:14,750
I think this is the first
summer of the apocalypse,
605
00:30:14,916 --> 00:30:15,875
Do you feel that?
606
00:30:16,041 --> 00:30:17,291
Desert wind,
607
00:30:17,458 --> 00:30:20,166
I wanna tell you
something actually,
608
00:30:20,333 --> 00:30:24,541
I'm seeing someone, he's
called Roman, he's a writer,
609
00:30:24,708 --> 00:30:25,500
What?
610
00:30:26,791 --> 00:30:28,291
It's been a year,
611
00:30:28,458 --> 00:30:29,791
How do I not know about this?
612
00:30:29,958 --> 00:30:31,666
We write, every night,
613
00:30:32,708 --> 00:30:35,166
Is he a good kisser?
614
00:30:35,333 --> 00:30:38,250
Well, actually it's
an online thing,
615
00:30:40,083 --> 00:30:42,291
So you haven't actually met?
616
00:30:42,458 --> 00:30:43,250
No,
617
00:30:44,750 --> 00:30:49,000
Every night for a year though,
that's a deep connection,
618
00:30:49,166 --> 00:30:53,375
I think it's the best
relationship I've ever had,
619
00:30:53,541 --> 00:30:56,250
I guess is kind of modern,
620
00:30:56,416 --> 00:30:57,250
Online,
621
00:30:58,333 --> 00:31:00,791
[piano playing]
622
00:31:13,541 --> 00:31:14,833
Oh I knew it,
623
00:31:17,375 --> 00:31:21,458
A winner is just a loser
who tried one more time,
624
00:31:23,583 --> 00:31:25,875
Ah, where is it, where
is it, where is it,
625
00:31:28,083 --> 00:31:30,958
[flipping papers]
626
00:31:33,833 --> 00:31:37,791
Hero itself can
blot heroes virtue,
627
00:31:37,958 --> 00:31:41,208
what man was, he talked
about you last night,
628
00:31:41,375 --> 00:31:44,958
Out your window, the
12th and the last one,
629
00:31:45,125 --> 00:31:47,958
Now, if you are a
maid answer this,
630
00:31:48,125 --> 00:31:50,750
I talked with no man
at that hour, my Lord,
631
00:31:50,916 --> 00:31:51,625
Why?
632
00:31:51,791 --> 00:31:53,291
You are no maiden,
633
00:31:54,375 --> 00:31:57,416
[soft music playing]
634
00:32:00,458 --> 00:32:03,125
Celeste, I'm coming
down, stay there!
635
00:32:06,291 --> 00:32:08,458
It's this unhinged
middle-aged woman
636
00:32:08,625 --> 00:32:11,416
and X show girl,
having a second life,
637
00:32:11,583 --> 00:32:13,208
She's had a nervous breakdown,
638
00:32:13,375 --> 00:32:17,041
She hooks up with this cult
almost, radical thinkers,
639
00:32:17,208 --> 00:32:20,416
They run a commune from
her flat in Highgate,
640
00:32:20,583 --> 00:32:22,250
I mean it's brilliant,
641
00:32:22,416 --> 00:32:24,333
Oh my God Its made for you,
642
00:32:24,500 --> 00:32:26,291
It means I need you to come
back early on Monday though,
643
00:32:26,458 --> 00:32:28,208
Oh yeah, that's fine
I'll be back in time,
644
00:32:28,375 --> 00:32:29,000
Don't worry,
645
00:32:29,166 --> 00:32:30,625
Okay Great,
646
00:32:30,791 --> 00:32:32,333
Can I read you the
monologue for the audition?
647
00:32:34,666 --> 00:32:36,208
I'm no fool,
648
00:32:36,375 --> 00:32:38,791
I can be a tad dopey though,
649
00:32:40,041 --> 00:32:43,500
Dopiness is first, and
then we have the list,
650
00:32:43,666 --> 00:32:47,000
Wave, headstrong,
self-centered, fat,
651
00:32:47,166 --> 00:32:51,333
ugly, tactless, mean and
cruel and I am also a liar,
652
00:32:52,375 --> 00:32:55,375
[piano playing]
653
00:32:55,541 --> 00:32:58,250
[wind blowing]
654
00:33:12,833 --> 00:33:16,041
[audio from the lift]
655
00:33:25,333 --> 00:33:26,041
Hi,
656
00:33:26,208 --> 00:33:27,708
Oh, hi am in here,
657
00:33:31,791 --> 00:33:33,125
Jimmy go in there,
658
00:33:35,791 --> 00:33:37,250
Jimmy's here,
659
00:33:37,416 --> 00:33:38,375
Darling, you help me a bit,
660
00:33:38,541 --> 00:33:39,958
I've just about done a bit,
661
00:33:44,333 --> 00:33:46,333
Just a little bit at the back,
662
00:33:46,500 --> 00:33:47,708
Just a second,
663
00:33:47,875 --> 00:33:49,500
Darling just fit,
664
00:33:49,666 --> 00:33:51,416
I just put it down,
665
00:33:52,625 --> 00:33:55,250
Just there for God's sake,
666
00:33:55,416 --> 00:33:57,041
I think towards the top,
667
00:33:57,208 --> 00:33:58,458
-Have you got enough there?
-I think you're done mum,
668
00:33:58,625 --> 00:33:59,375
Yeah,
669
00:34:02,666 --> 00:34:04,750
Put it down for God's sake,
670
00:34:10,458 --> 00:34:11,250
Hideous,
671
00:34:14,458 --> 00:34:16,041
[Celeste] Do you have
anything to snack on?
672
00:34:16,208 --> 00:34:19,875
I can hardly afford to
feed myself, you as well,
673
00:34:20,041 --> 00:34:23,625
Well, we haven't eaten
together in ages have we,
674
00:34:23,791 --> 00:34:26,500
The amount of meals
I've cooked for you,
675
00:34:26,666 --> 00:34:31,416
Have you been going around
telling everyone how awful I am,
676
00:34:31,583 --> 00:34:32,833
Sure Mom,
677
00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:35,375
That's exactly what
I've been doing,
678
00:34:35,541 --> 00:34:36,416
Exactly,
679
00:34:37,916 --> 00:34:40,750
Just so feed up, people just
taking pictures of anything,
680
00:34:40,916 --> 00:34:41,541
What do you mean?
681
00:34:41,708 --> 00:34:43,208
Oh,
682
00:34:43,375 --> 00:34:45,291
No privacy, I can't do
anything without someone
683
00:34:45,458 --> 00:34:48,416
sneakily puting pictures
of me on the internet,
684
00:34:48,583 --> 00:34:50,500
Oh, mum not this again,
685
00:34:50,666 --> 00:34:53,333
Well, that's why I didn't
want anyone coming over,
686
00:34:53,500 --> 00:34:54,458
Okay,
687
00:34:55,583 --> 00:34:57,500
Well what about me and Jimmy?
688
00:34:57,666 --> 00:35:00,458
You and Jimmy, well you
are not people are you?
689
00:35:00,625 --> 00:35:02,666
Not you, that other lot
690
00:35:02,833 --> 00:35:04,458
that you bring over here,
691
00:35:04,625 --> 00:35:07,541
Wafting in here with all
their bloody frizzy hair,
692
00:35:07,708 --> 00:35:08,458
That one, you know,
693
00:35:08,625 --> 00:35:10,208
Oh Stella,
694
00:35:10,375 --> 00:35:11,958
Oh Stella yeah, that one,
695
00:35:12,125 --> 00:35:13,375
Came in here and ate
everything in my fridge,
696
00:35:13,541 --> 00:35:14,500
It's not frizzy, it's just big,
697
00:35:14,666 --> 00:35:16,833
Oh anyway, she's too fat,
698
00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:19,833
Okay Mom, why don't we
go out for a nice walk?
699
00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:21,541
Why would I want
to go for a walk?
700
00:35:21,708 --> 00:35:23,333
For Christ's sake I've
just done my hair,
701
00:35:23,500 --> 00:35:27,416
I'm not going out like
some crazed mother,
702
00:35:27,583 --> 00:35:28,875
Well, it might be nice
703
00:35:29,041 --> 00:35:29,875
for you to spend
some time with Jimmy,
704
00:35:30,041 --> 00:35:31,500
you are his grandma,
705
00:35:32,708 --> 00:35:33,958
I've told you do not,
706
00:35:34,125 --> 00:35:35,333
Not to call you grandma,
707
00:35:35,500 --> 00:35:37,166
I don't want to be
called grandma you know,
708
00:35:37,333 --> 00:35:40,541
God's sake, do you know how
awful it is being a grandma?
709
00:35:40,708 --> 00:35:42,250
Grandma,
710
00:35:42,416 --> 00:35:44,791
And you've got your little
Jimmy calling me nanny,
711
00:35:44,958 --> 00:35:47,625
I don't want to be called nanny,
712
00:35:47,791 --> 00:35:49,083
Well-
713
00:35:49,250 --> 00:35:50,125
I don't know what
you're laughing for,
714
00:35:50,291 --> 00:35:51,583
its not even bloody funny,
715
00:35:54,291 --> 00:35:55,958
What do you want to be called
I've asked you this before,
716
00:35:56,125 --> 00:35:59,250
I don't know but I don't want
to be called nanny, nanny,
717
00:35:59,416 --> 00:36:01,416
Okay, Well, why
don't we just call-
718
00:36:01,583 --> 00:36:02,541
Yes,
719
00:36:02,708 --> 00:36:04,916
Elly or something,
720
00:36:05,083 --> 00:36:05,833
Granny Elly,
721
00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:07,541
No no no, granny bloody,
722
00:36:07,708 --> 00:36:09,000
I just said, I don't want to,,,
723
00:36:09,166 --> 00:36:11,041
That's even worse
than nanny, granny,
724
00:36:11,208 --> 00:36:12,333
Christ's sake,
725
00:36:12,500 --> 00:36:14,166
I'm gonna see if he's awake,
726
00:36:14,333 --> 00:36:17,541
Go lie down that's right,
Ellie would be nice,
727
00:36:17,708 --> 00:36:19,250
Not bloody nanny,
728
00:36:20,291 --> 00:36:22,875
[piano playing]
729
00:36:24,625 --> 00:36:26,375
How's that going?
730
00:36:27,541 --> 00:36:31,500
I don't know maybe,
two more weeks,
731
00:36:31,666 --> 00:36:33,375
How about yours?
732
00:36:33,541 --> 00:36:35,458
I don't know mine still hasn't
grown back since last time,
733
00:36:35,625 --> 00:36:37,541
Let me take a look,
734
00:36:41,666 --> 00:36:42,541
You're lucky,
735
00:36:44,583 --> 00:36:47,166
Are you gonna tell people
what they really are?
736
00:36:47,333 --> 00:36:48,791
This is our DNA
our family history,
737
00:36:48,958 --> 00:36:51,500
our family's material toenails,
738
00:36:52,916 --> 00:36:55,916
Joseph boys had to
apologize for using that,
739
00:36:56,083 --> 00:36:56,875
What about dad?
740
00:36:57,041 --> 00:36:58,541
He's half of me,
741
00:37:00,291 --> 00:37:02,708
Oh shit I mean its a lie,
742
00:37:02,875 --> 00:37:04,583
I mean, one minute
it's a gallery,
743
00:37:04,750 --> 00:37:07,541
the next its a blood art cafe,
744
00:37:09,250 --> 00:37:10,541
He misspelled my
name on Twitter,
745
00:37:10,708 --> 00:37:12,416
Can you believe that?
746
00:37:13,250 --> 00:37:14,458
[breaths in]
747
00:37:14,625 --> 00:37:16,458
You can't rely on anyone,
748
00:37:16,625 --> 00:37:18,291
And you know it's
not very feminist
749
00:37:18,458 --> 00:37:22,041
to keep banging on about
your absent father,
750
00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:25,416
Now what's been going on?
751
00:37:25,583 --> 00:37:27,375
Well I submitted a
couple of new poems
752
00:37:27,541 --> 00:37:29,583
for a few literary prizes,
753
00:37:29,750 --> 00:37:31,291
I might make some cash,
754
00:37:31,458 --> 00:37:32,750
We can't just live off a prize,
755
00:37:32,916 --> 00:37:33,833
I mean, most of those
things are rigged anyway
756
00:37:34,000 --> 00:37:36,083
just posh people's godsons,
757
00:37:36,958 --> 00:37:38,625
You're not gonna win,
758
00:37:41,541 --> 00:37:43,333
Mind you, if you do
you get some cash,
759
00:37:43,500 --> 00:37:46,583
I wouldn't mind
going on a cruise,
760
00:37:46,750 --> 00:37:47,583
On a cruise?
761
00:37:47,750 --> 00:37:49,250
Where would you go?
762
00:37:49,416 --> 00:37:51,041
Fantastic cruises now,
all around the Caribbean,
763
00:37:51,208 --> 00:37:53,083
God, I couldn't think
of anything worse,
764
00:37:53,250 --> 00:37:55,458
Oh, you're just not mature
enough to get it darling,
765
00:37:55,625 --> 00:37:56,875
I am mature,
766
00:37:57,041 --> 00:37:57,875
I just don't wanna
be stuck on a boat
767
00:37:58,041 --> 00:37:59,541
with a bunch of idiots,
768
00:37:59,708 --> 00:38:00,833
Are you depressed?
769
00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:01,791
No,
770
00:38:03,375 --> 00:38:06,625
Why do we think the
angels are people,
771
00:38:07,750 --> 00:38:09,375
and not just the sunlight
772
00:38:09,541 --> 00:38:12,458
observing its place
over the world,
773
00:38:13,250 --> 00:38:15,000
Siren angel placement,
774
00:38:16,500 --> 00:38:20,208
She was once the most
beautiful woman in the world,
775
00:38:20,375 --> 00:38:23,166
Her veins were
made from sundials,
776
00:38:24,541 --> 00:38:27,125
[piano playing]
777
00:38:40,041 --> 00:38:44,625
This year, the Indian YMCA,
has Christmas decorations,
778
00:38:48,375 --> 00:38:49,166
All ropy,
779
00:38:50,875 --> 00:38:54,333
A silvering choker,
backed onto the corner,
780
00:38:55,833 --> 00:38:57,500
of Fitzroy square,
781
00:38:59,083 --> 00:39:03,791
Floating foreign light, like
it too it has forgotten itself,
782
00:39:05,916 --> 00:39:07,500
Still it stays open,
783
00:39:09,250 --> 00:39:10,458
Ah for God sakes,
784
00:39:10,625 --> 00:39:11,666
It stays open,
785
00:39:13,041 --> 00:39:15,750
Actually he's a splitting
image of my father,
786
00:39:15,916 --> 00:39:20,083
He's got that intellect behind
the eyes, always thinking,
787
00:39:20,250 --> 00:39:22,541
[Celeste] Now where was I?
788
00:39:22,708 --> 00:39:25,916
All that is free kills you now,
789
00:39:26,083 --> 00:39:28,000
Wait, is that too dark?
790
00:39:29,500 --> 00:39:31,958
All that is free kills you now,
791
00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:33,916
My father-
792
00:39:34,083 --> 00:39:36,333
[woman] Boys are terrorists,
793
00:39:37,791 --> 00:39:40,000
Well yeah, it gets better,
794
00:39:42,708 --> 00:39:47,125
All around London,
annotates, the dead parties,
795
00:39:47,291 --> 00:39:50,708
The insides of houses,
a Greyhound runner,
796
00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:58,916
And you stay beside me
looking back up to me,
797
00:40:00,875 --> 00:40:04,708
Asking about the sky and
why we dream at night,
798
00:40:06,750 --> 00:40:11,708
Your love is like a seashell,
a rare pull in to paradise,
799
00:40:16,375 --> 00:40:18,875
I'm still surprised by it,
800
00:40:19,041 --> 00:40:21,666
[water running]
801
00:40:21,833 --> 00:40:24,416
[piano playing]
802
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:48,166
dinner?
803
00:40:48,333 --> 00:40:50,875
[piano playing]
804
00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:56,750
Hey,
805
00:40:57,875 --> 00:40:59,375
I've got a date with that pilot,
806
00:40:59,541 --> 00:41:01,958
You don't mind baby
sitting on Tuesday, do you?
807
00:41:02,125 --> 00:41:03,375
No, Tuesday's fine,
808
00:41:03,541 --> 00:41:05,041
As long as you can
pay me this week,
809
00:41:05,208 --> 00:41:07,791
I need the extra cash for
the broadband upgrade,
810
00:41:07,958 --> 00:41:10,083
My wifi signal reaches
you upstairs doesn't it?
811
00:41:10,250 --> 00:41:11,625
Yeah, I know,
812
00:41:11,791 --> 00:41:14,708
But, me and Roman are
really serious now,
813
00:41:14,875 --> 00:41:17,750
so I need a serious
wifi connection,
814
00:41:19,916 --> 00:41:21,083
Oh,
815
00:41:21,250 --> 00:41:22,250
I've gotta go I'll
see you later,
816
00:41:22,416 --> 00:41:23,541
-Bye,
-Bye,
817
00:41:24,708 --> 00:41:25,916
[door slams]
818
00:41:33,416 --> 00:41:36,291
Piles of lands,
with seesaw heads,
819
00:41:37,666 --> 00:41:39,041
Unforgiving night,
820
00:41:40,875 --> 00:41:42,791
I don't know if its any good,
821
00:41:42,958 --> 00:41:45,833
[baby crying]
822
00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:48,833
[soft music playing]
823
00:42:01,500 --> 00:42:03,833
Is it Jeffrey Blackwood?
824
00:42:04,000 --> 00:42:08,791
Blackwood, like a
black wood, woodland,
825
00:42:09,791 --> 00:42:11,250
Jeffery lives here?
826
00:42:11,416 --> 00:42:12,583
I wanted to know if
there was any association
827
00:42:12,750 --> 00:42:13,833
with my father,
828
00:42:22,291 --> 00:42:26,166
[Woman] Well, you don't
know, he could be Spanish,
829
00:42:26,333 --> 00:42:29,166
That's a good point, i'll ask,
830
00:42:29,333 --> 00:42:32,458
Although, I don't
feel like he is,
831
00:42:32,625 --> 00:42:37,458
I sort of imagine a young
David Attenborough type,
832
00:42:37,625 --> 00:42:40,458
That's just crazy
that you don't know,
833
00:42:40,625 --> 00:42:42,750
You honestly learn
so much about someone
834
00:42:42,916 --> 00:42:45,291
from the way they write,
835
00:42:45,458 --> 00:42:49,625
I think it's refreshing,
It's not about looks,
836
00:42:49,791 --> 00:42:51,291
I don't know,
837
00:42:51,458 --> 00:42:52,250
I feel like you just have
to get everything out
838
00:42:52,416 --> 00:42:53,583
in the first meeting,
839
00:42:53,750 --> 00:42:54,666
Everything out?
840
00:42:54,833 --> 00:42:56,458
Like a business transaction,
841
00:42:56,625 --> 00:42:59,833
No, I mean like, do
everything, say everything,
842
00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:02,500
and then you know, if it's
worth pursuing or not,
843
00:43:10,583 --> 00:43:11,833
[baby Mumbling]
844
00:43:13,083 --> 00:43:14,875
There you go,
845
00:43:15,041 --> 00:43:17,750
[brushing teeth]
846
00:43:23,083 --> 00:43:24,750
[Celeste] Hi,
847
00:43:24,916 --> 00:43:25,708
Hi,
848
00:43:26,708 --> 00:43:27,333
nice to see you,
849
00:43:27,500 --> 00:43:28,875
Nice to see you,
850
00:43:30,416 --> 00:43:32,833
You came, I didn't think you'd
reply to my texts actually,
851
00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:34,208
Oh,
852
00:43:34,375 --> 00:43:35,875
Just, it was a bit
of a wild party,
853
00:43:36,041 --> 00:43:37,625
I thought maybe you wouldn't
remember much of it,
854
00:43:40,875 --> 00:43:42,625
So well, Celeste,
855
00:43:42,791 --> 00:43:44,666
Tell me about yourself,
856
00:43:46,083 --> 00:43:47,750
Don't mention the poetry,
857
00:43:47,916 --> 00:43:49,958
Just released a book about
poetry about losing my father,
858
00:43:50,125 --> 00:43:51,958
Oh, I'm sorry to hear that,
859
00:43:52,125 --> 00:43:53,958
Oh no, he's not dead,
860
00:43:54,125 --> 00:43:56,916
Pretty sure he lives in Finchley
but that's another story,
861
00:43:57,083 --> 00:43:57,875
Right,
862
00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:00,208
That's your thing, poetry?
863
00:44:00,375 --> 00:44:03,250
Yeah, well, people
always, you know
864
00:44:03,416 --> 00:44:05,375
go on about losing a parent,
865
00:44:05,541 --> 00:44:07,750
You know when parents
split up that's pain,
866
00:44:07,916 --> 00:44:12,375
but for me, pain was childbirth,
867
00:44:12,541 --> 00:44:14,375
Of course Ryan wasn't
there to witness it,
868
00:44:14,541 --> 00:44:17,791
He was on the ferry to
Dover, no phone reception,
869
00:44:17,958 --> 00:44:20,000
I mean, to be honest, it
was a bit of a blessing,
870
00:44:20,166 --> 00:44:21,708
It was more of a
biological connection,
871
00:44:21,875 --> 00:44:23,791
than a soul connection,
if you know what I mean,
872
00:44:23,958 --> 00:44:25,500
So you've got a child?
873
00:44:25,666 --> 00:44:26,708
Hmm,
874
00:44:26,875 --> 00:44:28,166
Oh,
875
00:44:28,333 --> 00:44:29,791
-Just say something funny,
-Oh, right,
876
00:44:29,958 --> 00:44:31,291
-So where is the kid now?
-I left him at home
877
00:44:31,458 --> 00:44:33,875
with a bottle of
champagne and a spliff,
878
00:44:34,041 --> 00:44:35,125
Huh, funny,
879
00:44:39,958 --> 00:44:41,250
Do you know what
you'd like to order?
880
00:44:41,416 --> 00:44:43,875
Actually, can you give
us a few minutes please?
881
00:44:44,041 --> 00:44:45,416
Okay,
882
00:44:45,583 --> 00:44:47,083
Bit of a first for me
this, if I'm honest,
883
00:44:47,250 --> 00:44:50,083
Oh, is it the
single mother thing?
884
00:44:50,250 --> 00:44:52,416
No, it's not that
it's coming back here,
885
00:44:52,583 --> 00:44:55,000
This is the restaurant where
my wife broke up with me,
886
00:44:55,166 --> 00:44:57,250
I was away flying the
Pacific and I come home
887
00:44:57,416 --> 00:45:00,958
and she's been away in one of
those silent retreat things,
888
00:45:01,125 --> 00:45:02,375
She spent five days living
889
00:45:02,541 --> 00:45:04,708
in a room with this
70 year old guy,
890
00:45:04,875 --> 00:45:09,875
like sort of self-styled
guru, dodgy, dodgy,
891
00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:13,208
And that was it
though, she moved out,
892
00:45:13,375 --> 00:45:15,833
I mean she moved
out the next week,
893
00:45:16,000 --> 00:45:17,958
You guys ready to order?
894
00:45:19,583 --> 00:45:20,916
Yeah I guess,
895
00:45:22,583 --> 00:45:23,958
How does the carpaccio come?
896
00:45:24,125 --> 00:45:25,666
Cold,
897
00:45:25,833 --> 00:45:27,125
Well,
898
00:45:27,291 --> 00:45:28,958
-I probably-
-Here we are then I guess,
899
00:45:29,125 --> 00:45:29,916
Yeah,
900
00:45:32,291 --> 00:45:36,916
Well, I'm gonna, was
the tube that way?
901
00:45:37,083 --> 00:45:39,500
Ill get you in a cab, I should
at least get you in a taxi
902
00:45:39,666 --> 00:45:41,041
to make sure you get home safe,
903
00:45:41,208 --> 00:45:42,875
Oh no there is no
need, there is no need,
904
00:45:43,041 --> 00:45:43,583
I feel better that way, its
the least I can do I think,
905
00:45:43,750 --> 00:45:45,375
Hold on,
906
00:45:45,541 --> 00:45:46,916
There is one there I'll Just
get it, I'll just get it,
907
00:45:47,083 --> 00:45:49,958
I don't know if i have any cash,
908
00:45:51,500 --> 00:45:52,291
Oh okay,
909
00:45:55,083 --> 00:45:57,791
[engine roaring]
910
00:45:59,833 --> 00:46:01,625
[car door slams]
911
00:46:01,791 --> 00:46:02,583
Bye,
912
00:46:03,875 --> 00:46:04,666
bye,
913
00:46:05,500 --> 00:46:06,291
bye,
914
00:46:10,708 --> 00:46:14,166
Excuse me, I'm really sorry,
I don't have any money,
915
00:46:14,333 --> 00:46:15,875
he put me in here,
916
00:46:16,041 --> 00:46:17,791
[driver] That's alright darling,
917
00:46:17,958 --> 00:46:18,875
Ahh thanks,
918
00:46:19,041 --> 00:46:20,583
[driver] You gonna be all right?
919
00:46:20,750 --> 00:46:21,791
Yeah am just gonna have
to walk and get the tube,
920
00:46:21,958 --> 00:46:22,750
Sorry,
921
00:46:25,750 --> 00:46:27,125
[car door slams]
922
00:46:27,291 --> 00:46:30,000
[piano playing]
923
00:46:36,083 --> 00:46:38,875
[keyboard typing]
924
00:47:17,500 --> 00:47:20,083
[piano playing]
925
00:47:22,333 --> 00:47:26,000
[Celeste footsteps approaching]
926
00:47:26,166 --> 00:47:28,750
[piano playing]
927
00:48:09,250 --> 00:48:10,041
Hello?
928
00:48:11,000 --> 00:48:11,791
Darling,
929
00:48:13,166 --> 00:48:14,083
An angel,
930
00:48:15,166 --> 00:48:16,416
You are divine,
931
00:48:16,583 --> 00:48:18,000
Thanks,
932
00:48:18,166 --> 00:48:19,041
Sit, sit,
933
00:48:19,958 --> 00:48:21,750
Is this a good time?
934
00:48:23,083 --> 00:48:24,875
I was expecting you,
935
00:48:26,791 --> 00:48:29,250
[breathing in]
936
00:48:29,416 --> 00:48:31,208
That'll be a fiver,
937
00:48:31,375 --> 00:48:32,666
Oh yeah, sorry,
938
00:48:38,250 --> 00:48:40,291
[clears throat]
939
00:48:40,458 --> 00:48:43,041
I'm gonna need
something precious,
940
00:48:43,208 --> 00:48:44,875
something that's
quite close to you,
941
00:48:45,041 --> 00:48:48,208
Like a piece of jewelry
or a photograph,
942
00:48:50,708 --> 00:48:52,041
Its precious,
943
00:48:53,583 --> 00:48:56,875
[breathing in and out]
944
00:48:57,750 --> 00:49:00,958
[breathing in and out]
945
00:49:02,500 --> 00:49:05,416
I need you to
focus on your life,
946
00:49:06,666 --> 00:49:10,083
Think about the things
that you want to know,
947
00:49:10,250 --> 00:49:12,208
[humming]
948
00:49:17,333 --> 00:49:18,416
It's your time,
949
00:49:19,416 --> 00:49:22,416
Everything is coming to you,
950
00:49:22,583 --> 00:49:25,833
Forget about the past,
your world is changing,
951
00:49:26,000 --> 00:49:27,250
This is you,
952
00:49:27,416 --> 00:49:28,375
It is?
953
00:49:28,541 --> 00:49:30,708
It has a big event coming up,
954
00:49:31,916 --> 00:49:34,041
Something that you're
looking forward to,
955
00:49:34,208 --> 00:49:35,125
Yeah, I'm on my way now,
956
00:49:35,291 --> 00:49:37,208
That's life changing,
957
00:49:39,833 --> 00:49:41,208
You're on a stage,
958
00:49:42,291 --> 00:49:43,666
the curtains
haven't come up yet,
959
00:49:43,833 --> 00:49:46,166
You're just hovering
above the ground,
960
00:49:46,333 --> 00:49:48,791
like being held, like
by a piece of string,
961
00:49:48,958 --> 00:49:52,041
But instead it is the
power of true love
962
00:49:52,208 --> 00:49:54,166
that holds you up there,
963
00:49:55,208 --> 00:49:57,041
What's that noise?
964
00:49:57,208 --> 00:49:58,125
What is that?
965
00:49:58,291 --> 00:49:59,541
Jimmy,
966
00:49:59,708 --> 00:50:03,541
Jimmy, Jimmy, yes Jimmy,
yes that's a family,
967
00:50:03,708 --> 00:50:04,416
Roman?
968
00:50:04,583 --> 00:50:07,166
[bell rings]
969
00:50:07,333 --> 00:50:09,208
[upbeat music]
970
00:50:09,375 --> 00:50:12,208
So selfish,
sabotaging my big day,
971
00:50:13,541 --> 00:50:15,708
It's a bloody poetry thing,
972
00:50:15,875 --> 00:50:18,375
[upbeat music]
973
00:50:20,458 --> 00:50:23,375
shit, this way come on,
974
00:50:30,958 --> 00:50:33,333
[baby crying]
975
00:50:36,416 --> 00:50:37,583
Too late now,
976
00:50:42,750 --> 00:50:45,291
Oh hi, am here for the audition,
977
00:50:47,291 --> 00:50:49,500
[Woman Speaking]
Hi, come on through,
978
00:50:49,666 --> 00:50:52,583
[footsteps approaching]
979
00:50:52,750 --> 00:50:55,041
[baby crying]
980
00:50:55,208 --> 00:50:55,958
Oh hi,
981
00:50:56,125 --> 00:50:57,875
Hi sorry can I help you?
982
00:50:58,041 --> 00:50:59,625
Oh yeah,
983
00:50:59,791 --> 00:51:03,541
I'm Stella Mansell, I'm
here to audition for Gloria,
984
00:51:03,708 --> 00:51:05,000
All right, well,
985
00:51:05,166 --> 00:51:07,333
If you just pop your
name down on here,
986
00:51:07,500 --> 00:51:09,625
Do you normally bring
your child to auditions?
987
00:51:09,791 --> 00:51:12,208
Oh, he's not mine,
I'm his baby sitter,
988
00:51:12,375 --> 00:51:14,291
He had to be with his mom,
but something came up,
989
00:51:14,458 --> 00:51:15,166
He'll be alright though,
990
00:51:15,333 --> 00:51:16,250
Okay,
991
00:51:16,416 --> 00:51:18,125
Stella Manzell,
992
00:51:18,291 --> 00:51:19,500
Mansell,
993
00:51:19,666 --> 00:51:22,541
Yes, Okay,
994
00:51:22,708 --> 00:51:26,458
If you just take
this and take a seat,
995
00:51:26,625 --> 00:51:27,541
Thanks so much,
996
00:51:27,708 --> 00:51:28,333
Great,
997
00:51:28,500 --> 00:51:29,958
Come on then,
998
00:51:30,125 --> 00:51:31,125
[baby crying]
999
00:51:31,291 --> 00:51:33,041
Lets go for a walk,
1000
00:51:35,458 --> 00:51:36,125
Maddie Shaw,
1001
00:51:36,291 --> 00:51:37,500
Yes,
1002
00:51:37,666 --> 00:51:39,291
Hi, thank you for coming in,
1003
00:51:39,458 --> 00:51:40,375
Nice to see you,
1004
00:51:40,541 --> 00:51:41,125
Thank you for coming to see us,
1005
00:51:41,291 --> 00:51:42,000
Hi, hi,
1006
00:51:42,166 --> 00:51:42,750
How are you doing?
1007
00:51:42,916 --> 00:51:43,541
Great,
1008
00:51:43,708 --> 00:51:44,333
Nice to see you,
1009
00:51:44,500 --> 00:51:45,250
Come in,
1010
00:51:47,458 --> 00:51:49,958
[woman laughing]
1011
00:51:50,125 --> 00:51:51,375
-[woman] Thank you,
-[woman] Thanks so much
1012
00:51:51,541 --> 00:51:53,333
[woman] I really appreciate it,
1013
00:51:53,500 --> 00:51:55,083
Take care,
1014
00:51:55,250 --> 00:51:55,666
-[woman] See you again,
-[woman] So nice to see you,
1015
00:51:55,833 --> 00:51:56,375
Bye,
1016
00:51:57,500 --> 00:51:58,125
Stella,
1017
00:51:58,291 --> 00:51:59,041
Yes,
1018
00:52:01,666 --> 00:52:02,833
Yeah, I'm-
1019
00:52:03,000 --> 00:52:04,750
[baby crying]
1020
00:52:04,916 --> 00:52:07,375
Am afraid we don't have
time for you today,
1021
00:52:07,541 --> 00:52:08,541
[baby crying]
1022
00:52:08,708 --> 00:52:10,291
Well, we waited all this time,
1023
00:52:10,458 --> 00:52:13,500
That's all right
we can do tomorrow,
1024
00:52:13,666 --> 00:52:15,208
3 p,m, is good,
1025
00:52:15,375 --> 00:52:18,583
Yeah, look, I think
if I'm honest,
1026
00:52:18,750 --> 00:52:20,666
we found the right Gloria,
1027
00:52:20,833 --> 00:52:22,208
The right Gloria?
1028
00:52:22,375 --> 00:52:24,583
[baby crying]
1029
00:52:24,750 --> 00:52:27,250
Okay we're just
gonna sit here then,
1030
00:52:27,416 --> 00:52:30,791
Oh, we'll wait here and
they'll have to see us,
1031
00:52:30,958 --> 00:52:33,333
[baby crying]
1032
00:52:35,083 --> 00:52:37,375
oh my, I can't believe it,
1033
00:52:37,541 --> 00:52:39,958
[baby crying]
1034
00:52:45,500 --> 00:52:46,208
I'm sorry,
1035
00:52:46,375 --> 00:52:47,375
I am Stella,
1036
00:52:47,541 --> 00:52:49,166
Oh yes,
1037
00:52:49,333 --> 00:52:50,958
The part is cast, am sorry
for wasting your afternoon,
1038
00:52:51,125 --> 00:52:53,625
but there is no really point
for you to stay in here,
1039
00:52:53,791 --> 00:52:54,791
I'll just read you a few lines,
1040
00:52:54,958 --> 00:52:56,208
The part is taken,
1041
00:52:56,375 --> 00:52:57,333
I'm sorry,
1042
00:52:57,500 --> 00:52:58,875
Good night,
1043
00:52:59,041 --> 00:52:59,750
Lets go,
1044
00:53:05,000 --> 00:53:05,875
[door shuts]
1045
00:53:06,041 --> 00:53:07,166
Is that it?
1046
00:53:08,750 --> 00:53:10,458
Looks like it,
1047
00:53:10,625 --> 00:53:13,333
[piano playing]
1048
00:53:23,500 --> 00:53:26,458
[wind blowing]
1049
00:53:26,625 --> 00:53:29,333
[piano playing]
1050
00:53:40,541 --> 00:53:42,375
Hi, I was so worried,
1051
00:53:50,958 --> 00:53:54,041
[car engine roaring]
1052
00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:06,208
[Celeste] Post
hearted and regretted,
1053
00:54:06,375 --> 00:54:08,458
We find you already fallen,
1054
00:54:09,583 --> 00:54:11,375
Autumn always kills me,
1055
00:54:12,375 --> 00:54:14,458
The trees, let go,
1056
00:54:14,625 --> 00:54:15,916
Silvering fierce,
1057
00:54:17,041 --> 00:54:19,250
The show is on the ground,
1058
00:54:19,416 --> 00:54:21,000
This sky is upturned,
1059
00:54:22,708 --> 00:54:25,041
London is no longer famous,
1060
00:54:26,208 --> 00:54:29,333
The children are
buzzing fingertips,
1061
00:54:29,500 --> 00:54:32,416
A paper bag of
tears named Diana,
1062
00:54:35,666 --> 00:54:39,416
I don't know how many
times we've moved house,
1063
00:54:39,583 --> 00:54:41,833
to find a space for dreaming,
1064
00:54:43,041 --> 00:54:46,333
All of our old letters
remain the downpour,
1065
00:54:46,500 --> 00:54:49,458
unable to disturb the living,
1066
00:54:49,625 --> 00:54:53,458
Ophelia is in the wind
somewhere on the coast,
1067
00:54:53,625 --> 00:54:57,458
leaving the sand to
announce its suffering,
1068
00:54:57,625 --> 00:55:00,250
The summer comes
back to haunt us,
1069
00:55:00,416 --> 00:55:03,583
Abandoned crows,
Bunhill Fields updated,
1070
00:55:05,083 --> 00:55:10,083
The remains of lovers, prepared
like a porcelain dinner,
1071
00:55:10,916 --> 00:55:13,333
always promising and staggering,
1072
00:55:16,791 --> 00:55:19,458
[piano playing]
1073
00:55:59,125 --> 00:55:59,875
Money!
1074
00:56:01,416 --> 00:56:04,000
[piano playing]
1075
00:56:12,166 --> 00:56:15,500
[keyboard typing]
1076
00:56:15,666 --> 00:56:18,250
[piano playing]
1077
00:56:20,833 --> 00:56:23,625
[keyboard typing]
1078
00:56:25,666 --> 00:56:28,250
[piano playing]
1079
00:56:52,333 --> 00:56:54,791
[upbeat music]
1080
00:58:32,375 --> 00:58:34,833
[bell ringing]
1081
00:58:37,208 --> 00:58:38,375
Can I help you?
1082
00:58:38,541 --> 00:58:41,250
Hi, I made a reservation
online, Mansell,
1083
00:58:41,416 --> 00:58:42,625
Online where?
1084
00:58:43,541 --> 00:58:44,875
dreamsleeps,com,
1085
00:58:46,458 --> 00:58:51,458
Welcome to the Walpole Bay
Hotel, where dreams never die,
1086
00:58:52,708 --> 00:58:53,708
Travel far?
1087
00:58:53,875 --> 00:58:54,750
All my life,
1088
00:58:54,916 --> 00:58:56,541
Oh, you must be exhausted,
1089
00:58:56,708 --> 00:58:57,500
I am,
1090
00:58:58,666 --> 00:59:01,125
Mansell, reservation for two?
1091
00:59:01,291 --> 00:59:02,250
Yeah,
1092
00:59:02,416 --> 00:59:03,666
Where is the other person?
1093
00:59:03,833 --> 00:59:05,250
He's gonna be here later,
1094
00:59:05,416 --> 00:59:06,541
Is there a mini bar in the room?
1095
00:59:06,708 --> 00:59:08,083
No,
1096
00:59:08,250 --> 00:59:09,666
But you're welcomed to
join me at any hour,
1097
00:59:09,833 --> 00:59:12,583
for a cocktail in
the bar over there,
1098
00:59:12,750 --> 00:59:14,083
Thanks, maybe later,
1099
00:59:14,250 --> 00:59:17,958
Great expectations,
I'll put you there,
1100
00:59:18,125 --> 00:59:22,625
I conceived my first child
in that room and my second,
1101
00:59:24,083 --> 00:59:25,958
You're on the third floor,
1102
00:59:26,125 --> 00:59:27,333
Thanks,
1103
00:59:27,500 --> 00:59:29,708
Kettle and towels
in the wardrobe,
1104
00:59:29,875 --> 00:59:31,625
Sea out the window,
1105
00:59:32,750 --> 00:59:35,708
And if you hear
banging that's normal,
1106
00:59:38,250 --> 00:59:39,875
And you've got a
full house tonight?
1107
00:59:40,041 --> 00:59:41,750
No, what makes you think that?
1108
00:59:41,916 --> 00:59:43,125
A sign outside,
1109
00:59:43,291 --> 00:59:44,625
Oh that,
1110
00:59:44,791 --> 00:59:46,625
I didn't feel like
company this evening,
1111
00:59:46,791 --> 00:59:49,250
The trouble is with guests
is that you can't pick 'em,
1112
00:59:51,375 --> 00:59:52,166
Thanks,
1113
00:59:53,708 --> 00:59:55,541
Oh, is there wifi?
1114
00:59:55,708 --> 00:59:56,666
No,
1115
01:00:01,875 --> 01:00:03,083
[knocking on the door]
1116
01:00:03,250 --> 01:00:05,625
[Celeste] Hey, it's us,
1117
01:00:05,791 --> 01:00:08,291
And we brought back your shoes,
1118
01:00:11,041 --> 01:00:13,708
[guitar playing]
1119
01:00:22,458 --> 01:00:25,583
[soft music playing]
1120
01:01:31,250 --> 01:01:33,833
[phone ringing]
1121
01:01:43,875 --> 01:01:46,958
It's not very feminist to leave
everything for a man Jimmy,
1122
01:01:49,375 --> 01:01:50,916
[phone ringing]
1123
01:01:51,083 --> 01:01:52,125
Hi darling,
1124
01:01:53,416 --> 01:01:54,416
Hi mom,
1125
01:01:54,583 --> 01:01:55,750
You're not going
to believe this,
1126
01:01:55,916 --> 01:01:58,375
but you know that art show,
1127
01:01:58,541 --> 01:02:00,041
they've only gone
and told some charity
1128
01:02:00,208 --> 01:02:02,333
they can have a
percentage of the sales,
1129
01:02:02,500 --> 01:02:06,541
I mean, I might as
well give the art away,
1130
01:02:06,708 --> 01:02:08,125
I can't stand these people
1131
01:02:08,291 --> 01:02:10,916
that go around
spreading their morality
1132
01:02:11,083 --> 01:02:12,458
onto bloody everything,
1133
01:02:12,625 --> 01:02:15,333
Mom, I'm really worried,
1134
01:02:15,500 --> 01:02:17,875
You know, Stella
has gone missing,
1135
01:02:18,041 --> 01:02:19,666
What, the fat one,
1136
01:02:19,833 --> 01:02:20,875
No seriously,
1137
01:02:22,083 --> 01:02:24,875
She's gone off with some
online man in Margate,
1138
01:02:25,041 --> 01:02:26,625
She hasn't even seen
a picture of him,
1139
01:02:28,083 --> 01:02:30,833
Definitely a nutter, I mean
actually, do you know what?
1140
01:02:31,000 --> 01:02:33,791
I was actually reading an
article about this the other day
1141
01:02:33,958 --> 01:02:35,541
saying that if you
talk to someone online
1142
01:02:35,708 --> 01:02:37,750
and they don't give
you their picture,
1143
01:02:37,916 --> 01:02:39,875
hundred percent
they're a psychopath,
1144
01:02:40,041 --> 01:02:41,833
I mean, bloody idiot,
1145
01:02:42,000 --> 01:02:44,750
A lot of these people who
can't connect with society
1146
01:02:44,916 --> 01:02:47,041
they often do go
under by the sea,
1147
01:02:47,208 --> 01:02:50,791
I mean, have you ever
seen a sane Seagull?
1148
01:02:50,958 --> 01:02:52,750
Darling you there?
1149
01:02:52,916 --> 01:02:54,208
Oh, look, I've gotta go,
1150
01:02:54,375 --> 01:02:55,625
My programs are
coming on and I just-
1151
01:02:55,791 --> 01:02:56,666
Okay bye,
1152
01:03:02,083 --> 01:03:02,750
[sighs]
1153
01:03:02,916 --> 01:03:03,708
Fuck,
1154
01:03:06,416 --> 01:03:09,000
[piano playing]
1155
01:03:40,333 --> 01:03:41,041
Hi,
1156
01:03:41,208 --> 01:03:43,208
Sweet or sour?
1157
01:03:43,375 --> 01:03:46,708
Sweet, and he'll have sour,
1158
01:03:49,583 --> 01:03:50,333
Great,
1159
01:03:50,500 --> 01:03:51,916
Are you from London?
1160
01:03:52,083 --> 01:03:53,875
No, I'm from Woking,
1161
01:03:55,416 --> 01:03:56,875
Where's Woking?
1162
01:03:58,125 --> 01:04:00,875
It's off the A3, honestly,
1163
01:04:02,750 --> 01:04:03,875
What's in those?
1164
01:04:04,041 --> 01:04:05,750
Cranberries,
1165
01:04:05,916 --> 01:04:07,625
For the cystitis,
1166
01:04:11,875 --> 01:04:12,916
Is that mine?
1167
01:04:16,375 --> 01:04:17,500
Looks nice,
1168
01:04:23,083 --> 01:04:26,166
Tastes like paradise,
thanks so much,
1169
01:04:27,416 --> 01:04:29,750
You're meeting a friend?
1170
01:04:29,916 --> 01:04:31,833
My boyfriend,
1171
01:04:32,000 --> 01:04:35,208
Its our anniversary,,
one year together,
1172
01:04:35,375 --> 01:04:36,791
Congratulations,
1173
01:04:36,958 --> 01:04:40,333
I can feel the sexual
tension, so exciting,
1174
01:04:42,041 --> 01:04:44,458
I was fanatically in love,
1175
01:04:47,791 --> 01:04:50,375
You guys you're so optimistic,
1176
01:04:51,708 --> 01:04:53,833
It's very nice of you to notice,
1177
01:04:54,000 --> 01:04:54,958
You're welcome,
1178
01:04:55,125 --> 01:04:56,208
Salute,
1179
01:04:56,375 --> 01:04:57,166
Salute,
1180
01:05:01,375 --> 01:05:02,583
Can I ask you,
1181
01:05:06,208 --> 01:05:08,041
how far is that?
1182
01:05:08,208 --> 01:05:10,916
[piano playing]
1183
01:05:16,958 --> 01:05:17,875
Far!
1184
01:05:18,041 --> 01:05:18,708
Oh,
1185
01:05:18,875 --> 01:05:19,875
Its 15 minutes,
1186
01:05:20,041 --> 01:05:21,541
He's 15 minutes away!
1187
01:05:21,708 --> 01:05:24,500
Awww she's in love,
1188
01:05:25,833 --> 01:05:27,708
You don't wanna walk,
1189
01:05:27,875 --> 01:05:28,875
I'll get you a cab,
1190
01:05:29,041 --> 01:05:30,333
Thanks so much,
1191
01:05:33,958 --> 01:05:36,875
Hello, you're
having your dinner?
1192
01:05:39,708 --> 01:05:41,000
Oh can Ron do it?
1193
01:05:43,000 --> 01:05:44,666
Thank you,
1194
01:05:44,833 --> 01:05:46,500
He's such a nice boy,
1195
01:05:48,041 --> 01:05:49,041
He'll be here in a sec,
1196
01:05:49,208 --> 01:05:50,625
Oh, thank you,
1197
01:05:55,750 --> 01:05:56,750
Come here,
1198
01:05:59,791 --> 01:06:01,791
You see those ducks?
1199
01:06:01,958 --> 01:06:03,375
Yeah,
1200
01:06:03,541 --> 01:06:05,333
Now, one of the first
things I sold Estelle,
1201
01:06:05,500 --> 01:06:07,833
and always be in love,
1202
01:06:08,000 --> 01:06:09,958
Look at them, four years
strong and look at them,
1203
01:06:10,125 --> 01:06:11,958
look at the eye, contact,
1204
01:06:16,958 --> 01:06:22,000
[man] ♪ I'm building
things, and losing things, ♪
1205
01:06:24,541 --> 01:06:29,125
♪ finding things
and seeing things, ♪
1206
01:06:29,291 --> 01:06:31,291
♪ The child in me is
filled with glee, ♪
1207
01:06:31,458 --> 01:06:34,625
♪ I rub my eyes in
mock surprise, ♪
1208
01:06:34,791 --> 01:06:39,791
♪ Ohhh I am bouncing the ball, ♪
1209
01:06:40,958 --> 01:06:42,875
♪ and chill It
never comes back, ♪
1210
01:06:43,041 --> 01:06:48,000
♪ It twists and it swerves,
until It never comes back, ♪
1211
01:06:50,000 --> 01:06:50,791
Roman,
1212
01:06:57,541 --> 01:06:58,333
Stella,
1213
01:07:04,958 --> 01:07:08,333
why didn't you
come to the hotel?
1214
01:07:08,500 --> 01:07:11,000
Why couldn't I
come to the hotel?
1215
01:07:11,166 --> 01:07:12,541
It's a good question,
1216
01:07:12,708 --> 01:07:14,875
But you know, I don't
have visitors here,
1217
01:07:15,041 --> 01:07:17,000
Nobody visits me here and
I don't visit other people,
1218
01:07:17,166 --> 01:07:18,416
I didn't think you were
so serious about it,
1219
01:07:18,583 --> 01:07:21,500
I thought it was
some kind of joke,
1220
01:07:22,916 --> 01:07:24,791
Would you like a drink?
1221
01:07:37,250 --> 01:07:40,666
I knew I had that, Got
it as a gift for myself,
1222
01:07:44,000 --> 01:07:45,041
For you my dear,
1223
01:07:46,541 --> 01:07:47,333
Thanks,
1224
01:07:50,458 --> 01:07:51,416
No visitors?
1225
01:07:52,375 --> 01:07:54,791
You wrote me loads of emails,
1226
01:07:54,958 --> 01:07:56,750
saying about how your
friends come over
1227
01:07:56,916 --> 01:07:59,375
and steal all your books,
1228
01:07:59,541 --> 01:08:02,083
Maybe not gonna
write about this,
1229
01:08:02,250 --> 01:08:05,375
No, I don't write
about real life,
1230
01:08:05,541 --> 01:08:07,291
Far too boring for me,
1231
01:08:08,583 --> 01:08:10,083
So everything you've
written about-
1232
01:08:10,250 --> 01:08:11,333
No, it's just a way
of letting off steam
1233
01:08:11,500 --> 01:08:12,875
that's all it is,
1234
01:08:13,041 --> 01:08:14,250
But it's a lie,
1235
01:08:14,416 --> 01:08:15,958
You know we're
meeting now, right?
1236
01:08:16,125 --> 01:08:17,500
Were together now,
1237
01:08:19,000 --> 01:08:20,750
You could be anyone,
1238
01:08:21,958 --> 01:08:24,958
I think maybe I should
call the police,
1239
01:08:25,125 --> 01:08:26,666
Did you say call the police?
1240
01:08:26,833 --> 01:08:27,500
Why would you want
to do that babe?
1241
01:08:27,666 --> 01:08:29,083
Don't touch me,
1242
01:08:31,041 --> 01:08:32,625
Look what you've done,
1243
01:08:32,791 --> 01:08:33,791
You know you
shouldn't be allowed
1244
01:08:33,958 --> 01:08:36,125
to write to people really,
1245
01:08:36,291 --> 01:08:39,166
I got fiber optic
broadband for this,
1246
01:08:42,125 --> 01:08:44,333
Cost me a fortune,
1247
01:08:44,500 --> 01:08:46,000
Just shut up please,
1248
01:08:46,166 --> 01:08:47,875
Will you please just shut up
1249
01:08:48,041 --> 01:08:49,541
and let me salvage
what I can from this,
1250
01:08:49,708 --> 01:08:50,958
Don't make it worse,
1251
01:08:51,125 --> 01:08:52,500
Your tongue is like
a flame thrower,
1252
01:08:52,666 --> 01:08:55,875
No, because the real
fucked up thing here,
1253
01:08:57,166 --> 01:09:01,750
Is that I'm the actor, I've
given you nothing but truths,
1254
01:09:01,916 --> 01:09:04,916
And you're just a
fraud, in a cabin,
1255
01:09:07,458 --> 01:09:12,041
And you young lady are just
a young drunk from Camden,
1256
01:09:12,208 --> 01:09:13,625
I don't like actors,
1257
01:09:13,791 --> 01:09:15,166
I never ever liked actors,
1258
01:09:15,333 --> 01:09:16,291
They can never
teach me anything,
1259
01:09:16,458 --> 01:09:17,958
I've got no respect for them,
1260
01:09:18,125 --> 01:09:20,166
They're all just puppets,
1261
01:09:20,333 --> 01:09:21,041
Bloody puppets,
1262
01:09:21,208 --> 01:09:22,083
But you know what?
1263
01:09:22,250 --> 01:09:23,833
And that's being kind,
1264
01:09:24,000 --> 01:09:26,708
I should win an Oscar
for this performance,
1265
01:09:28,208 --> 01:09:31,125
Yeah, I agree,
1266
01:09:32,291 --> 01:09:35,125
But an Oscar for
what, animation?
1267
01:09:38,791 --> 01:09:42,083
What was that program in
the 90's with those puppets?
1268
01:09:42,250 --> 01:09:46,125
♪ I'll be holding
you in my arm, ♪
1269
01:09:46,291 --> 01:09:51,166
♪ Love me tender,
love me true, ♪
1270
01:09:53,833 --> 01:09:57,416
♪ It's the wonder of you, ♪
1271
01:09:57,583 --> 01:10:02,583
♪ all those precious
things you do, ♪
1272
01:10:03,291 --> 01:10:07,125
♪ your blue suit you, ♪
1273
01:10:07,291 --> 01:10:11,166
♪ You're my one love, ♪
1274
01:10:11,333 --> 01:10:15,000
♪ and I want all
the world to see, ♪
1275
01:10:15,166 --> 01:10:19,541
♪ that I love you,
your in my dreams, ♪
1276
01:11:04,416 --> 01:11:05,375
[male voice] Do you need a room?
1277
01:11:05,541 --> 01:11:08,125
No, I'm looking for a friend,
1278
01:11:08,291 --> 01:11:09,666
She's gone off with a lunatic,
1279
01:11:11,291 --> 01:11:13,875
She was here, but she's gone,
1280
01:11:15,125 --> 01:11:16,666
Totally deluded,
1281
01:11:16,833 --> 01:11:18,375
She was insane,
1282
01:11:18,541 --> 01:11:21,875
So we put her in a cab,
that was a while ago now,
1283
01:11:22,833 --> 01:11:24,208
And she left this,
1284
01:11:36,333 --> 01:11:37,625
What's in that?
1285
01:11:38,708 --> 01:11:40,333
She planning on killing him,
1286
01:11:40,500 --> 01:11:42,416
It's an oyster knife,
1287
01:11:44,125 --> 01:11:46,875
Do you know where
she's gone, please?
1288
01:11:47,041 --> 01:11:48,791
I can ask the cabby,
1289
01:11:53,416 --> 01:11:54,375
Good luck,
1290
01:11:59,208 --> 01:12:02,250
Hello, Ron, its me,
1291
01:12:04,500 --> 01:12:07,166
You know the wiggy girl?
1292
01:12:07,333 --> 01:12:10,416
Can you take someone
wherever she went,
1293
01:12:13,041 --> 01:12:13,958
Wiggy, yes,
1294
01:12:15,500 --> 01:12:16,250
Thank you darling,
1295
01:12:16,416 --> 01:12:17,583
Come as soon as you can,
1296
01:12:19,166 --> 01:12:21,791
[piano playing]
1297
01:12:36,416 --> 01:12:37,291
Shhh,
1298
01:12:39,833 --> 01:12:41,291
They're here again,
1299
01:12:42,500 --> 01:12:43,291
What?
1300
01:12:45,041 --> 01:12:46,625
Seagulls?
1301
01:12:46,791 --> 01:12:50,333
Yeah, It's that time of
night they come every time,
1302
01:12:50,500 --> 01:12:52,000
Yeah, so romantic,
1303
01:12:52,166 --> 01:12:52,791
Listen to them,
1304
01:12:52,958 --> 01:12:53,916
[prrr prrr]
1305
01:12:54,083 --> 01:12:55,291
[prrr prrr]
1306
01:12:55,458 --> 01:12:58,125
[prrr prrr]
1307
01:12:58,291 --> 01:13:01,500
[khokhoo khokhoo]
1308
01:13:01,666 --> 01:13:04,500
That's the female pigeon
wants the male pigeon
1309
01:13:04,666 --> 01:13:07,166
and she goes kookoo,
like yeah yeah
1310
01:13:07,333 --> 01:13:08,333
but I can't hear you,
1311
01:13:08,500 --> 01:13:09,291
You have to go louder,
1312
01:13:09,458 --> 01:13:10,500
Go louder,
1313
01:13:10,666 --> 01:13:11,333
[kokoo]
1314
01:13:11,500 --> 01:13:12,375
[prrrr]
1315
01:13:12,541 --> 01:13:13,166
[kokoo]
1316
01:13:13,333 --> 01:13:15,083
[prrrr]
1317
01:13:15,250 --> 01:13:16,375
[kokoo]
1318
01:13:16,541 --> 01:13:17,583
[prrrr]
1319
01:13:17,750 --> 01:13:19,375
[kokoo]
1320
01:13:19,541 --> 01:13:21,333
[prrrr]
1321
01:13:21,500 --> 01:13:23,500
[kokoo]
1322
01:13:50,500 --> 01:13:51,541
Jesus Christ,
1323
01:13:59,625 --> 01:14:00,916
This is Roman,
1324
01:14:06,291 --> 01:14:07,291
Oh my God,
1325
01:14:13,541 --> 01:14:14,375
Dad?
1326
01:14:18,708 --> 01:14:19,500
Dad?
1327
01:14:24,416 --> 01:14:25,208
Hi,
1328
01:14:35,916 --> 01:14:37,500
Okay, that's enough,
1329
01:14:48,916 --> 01:14:51,208
It really wasn't meant
to happen like this,
1330
01:14:53,041 --> 01:14:56,166
I thought it would be a way
to connect with you somehow,
1331
01:14:56,333 --> 01:14:57,791
But then, it just
ran away with me
1332
01:14:57,958 --> 01:14:59,166
and it took on a life of its own
1333
01:14:59,333 --> 01:15:00,833
and it became something else,
1334
01:15:03,208 --> 01:15:08,208
I Googled your name one day
and your mother came up,
1335
01:15:09,416 --> 01:15:11,083
Why did she have
to be so intense?
1336
01:15:11,250 --> 01:15:12,875
Well, I only started
writing to Stella
1337
01:15:13,041 --> 01:15:15,541
because I was looking
for you online,
1338
01:15:15,708 --> 01:15:17,708
I'm really hot,
1339
01:15:17,875 --> 01:15:18,833
I need some air,
1340
01:15:19,000 --> 01:15:20,083
No don't go, please don't go,
1341
01:15:20,250 --> 01:15:21,416
Where are you going?
1342
01:15:21,583 --> 01:15:23,041
I love you,
1343
01:15:23,208 --> 01:15:26,916
You know, she's only
intense because she cares,
1344
01:15:28,791 --> 01:15:30,333
She actually cares,
1345
01:15:30,500 --> 01:15:33,500
I mean, she was there for us,
1346
01:15:33,666 --> 01:15:35,291
You have to be there
to love someone,
1347
01:15:35,458 --> 01:15:38,166
I mean where the hell were you?
1348
01:15:54,500 --> 01:15:56,833
[laughing]
1349
01:16:15,500 --> 01:16:18,333
[piano playing]
1350
01:16:52,791 --> 01:16:53,625
Are you okay?
1351
01:16:53,791 --> 01:16:54,583
Yeah,
1352
01:16:56,625 --> 01:16:58,333
I don't know, don't
you just think it's sad
1353
01:16:58,500 --> 01:17:01,750
that we're here for
such a small moment,
1354
01:17:01,916 --> 01:17:05,458
Made for each other,
for all of this life,
1355
01:17:06,375 --> 01:17:08,541
And then suddenly that's it,
1356
01:17:12,666 --> 01:17:14,583
We should get
breakfast, you know,
1357
01:17:14,750 --> 01:17:17,708
I think I need to
call my mom first,
1358
01:17:19,291 --> 01:17:20,541
Maybe you should tell her,
1359
01:17:20,708 --> 01:17:22,541
I could have been
your stepmother,
1360
01:17:22,708 --> 01:17:23,916
[laughing]
1361
01:17:24,083 --> 01:17:25,500
We could only laugh
1362
01:17:25,666 --> 01:17:27,458
and then get a restraining
order against you,
1363
01:17:27,625 --> 01:17:29,750
I might change my hair
1364
01:17:30,958 --> 01:17:33,583
just think it's
too big, you know?
1365
01:17:35,583 --> 01:17:37,875
Its good to have
a signature look,
1366
01:17:40,916 --> 01:17:42,625
Maybe I'll just get a trim then,
1367
01:17:42,791 --> 01:17:44,166
I don't think you
should change a thing,
1368
01:17:44,333 --> 01:17:44,958
Really?
1369
01:17:45,125 --> 01:17:45,916
Yeah,
1370
01:17:47,750 --> 01:17:50,291
I can spot you from anywhere,
1371
01:17:51,666 --> 01:17:52,875
Its genetic,
1372
01:17:53,041 --> 01:17:53,750
Oh I'm sure,
1373
01:17:53,916 --> 01:17:55,541
My moms the same,
1374
01:17:56,708 --> 01:17:58,125
She got a square as well?
1375
01:17:58,291 --> 01:17:59,041
Total square,
1376
01:18:00,333 --> 01:18:03,125
My mothers got
more of a triangle,
1377
01:18:07,833 --> 01:18:11,333
The first together is
the morning itself,
1378
01:18:11,500 --> 01:18:16,458
The marrying wish of two, the
first dance with the grass
1379
01:18:17,333 --> 01:18:19,250
renewed like a child's clock,
1380
01:18:19,416 --> 01:18:22,625
The early light,
unaware of the low hum
1381
01:18:22,791 --> 01:18:25,416
that entwines the
mood of the air,
1382
01:18:25,583 --> 01:18:29,166
Strangely, worshiping
in high memory cries,
1383
01:18:30,666 --> 01:18:33,125
And we remember the ghost
better in the morning,
1384
01:18:33,291 --> 01:18:36,416
the rising light that
is always a grace
1385
01:18:36,583 --> 01:18:39,083
on the backs of the
things you love,
1386
01:18:39,250 --> 01:18:42,125
Scattered through
the house like Lego,
1387
01:18:42,291 --> 01:18:46,208
The bed remains ancient
and its ritual of worship,
1388
01:18:46,375 --> 01:18:49,375
A personal attack
against strangers,
1389
01:18:49,541 --> 01:18:52,833
made up of all its
own Trojan Wars
1390
01:18:53,000 --> 01:18:55,583
hung in literature and debated,
1391
01:18:56,750 --> 01:18:58,625
It is easy to believe
1392
01:18:58,791 --> 01:19:02,666
that it is a privilege to
grow old in the morning,
1393
01:19:02,833 --> 01:19:04,333
And the age is young
1394
01:19:04,500 --> 01:19:07,750
and all that is above
will remain immortal,
1395
01:19:07,916 --> 01:19:10,041
regardless of loneliness,
1396
01:19:31,875 --> 01:19:34,333
[upbeat music]
1397
01:19:38,708 --> 01:19:40,333
focus on a point,
1398
01:19:45,875 --> 01:19:47,208
♪ Don't waste your
life Claire, ♪
1399
01:19:47,375 --> 01:19:48,791
♪ Don't waste your
life Claire, ♪
1400
01:19:48,958 --> 01:19:52,625
♪ Don't waste the things
that you might do, ♪
1401
01:19:52,791 --> 01:19:57,750
♪ And I love you so, ♪
1402
01:19:58,666 --> 01:19:59,750
♪ Don't waste your bus fare, ♪
1403
01:19:59,916 --> 01:20:01,416
♪ Don't waste your bus fare, ♪
1404
01:20:01,583 --> 01:20:05,458
♪ Don't waste the
places you might go, ♪
1405
01:20:05,625 --> 01:20:10,625
♪ and I want you now, ♪
1406
01:20:11,833 --> 01:20:15,916
♪ There is a cold
tune in my heart, ♪
1407
01:20:18,166 --> 01:20:23,166
♪ There is a cold
tune in my heart, ♪
1408
01:20:25,458 --> 01:20:26,791
♪ Don't waste your
life Claire, ♪
1409
01:20:26,958 --> 01:20:28,708
♪ Don't waste your
life Claire, ♪
1410
01:20:28,875 --> 01:20:32,541
♪ Don't waste the things
that you might do, ♪
1411
01:20:32,708 --> 01:20:37,708
♪ And I love you so, ♪
1412
01:20:38,875 --> 01:20:39,958
♪ Don't waste your bus fare, ♪
1413
01:20:40,125 --> 01:20:41,583
♪ Don't waste your bus fare, ♪
1414
01:20:41,750 --> 01:20:45,458
♪ Don't waste the
places you might go, ♪
1415
01:20:45,625 --> 01:20:50,541
♪ and I want you now, ♪
1416
01:20:51,833 --> 01:20:56,125
♪ There is a cold
tune in my heart, ♪
1417
01:20:58,250 --> 01:21:02,625
♪ There is a cold
tune in my heart, ♪
1418
01:21:45,541 --> 01:21:46,875
♪ Don't waste your
life Claire, ♪
1419
01:21:47,041 --> 01:21:48,750
♪ Don't waste your
life Claire, ♪
1420
01:21:48,916 --> 01:21:52,833
♪ Don't waste the things
that you might do, ♪
1421
01:21:53,000 --> 01:21:57,708
♪ And I love you so, ♪
1422
01:21:58,875 --> 01:21:59,958
♪ Don't waste your bus fare, ♪
1423
01:22:00,125 --> 01:22:01,583
♪ Don't waste your bus fare, ♪
1424
01:22:01,750 --> 01:22:05,250
♪ Don't waste the
places you might go, ♪
1425
01:22:05,416 --> 01:22:10,416
♪ and I want you now, ♪
1426
01:22:11,625 --> 01:22:15,833
♪ There is a cold
tune in my heart, ♪
1427
01:22:17,916 --> 01:22:22,458
♪ There is a could
tune in my heart, ♪
1428
01:22:31,916 --> 01:22:34,166
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