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Your mind may
be wandering right now.
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This is all right, let it wander.
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And come back to the present
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Repeat as many times as you need.
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There's no pressure.
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Time will not harm you.
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It is an invention, a
construct of the unimaginative,
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of the oppressors.
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The way you are feeling right
now is a by-product of toxins
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and the toilet drugs that
have seeped into the waters.
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I am very
angry with you, Richie.
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Now go to your room!
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- But Mommy, I didn't do it!
- Go to your room!
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- I didn't do it!
- Your father will deal
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with you later.
- I'll deal with him now.
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Buddy, apologize to the boy.
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- But he just-
- I just.
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- You just?
- I just.
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- And i-
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- That's unjust.
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Honey, I did it with my
little laundry markup thing.
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Ritchie, darling,
come here to mommy.
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- Good morning, Mr. Zach.
- Mr. Vivek.
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- You call me just Vivek.
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- You call me just Zach.
- Okay, just Zach.
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My fiancee.
- You wish, Vivek.
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- Oh, I do.
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I do wish.
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You would like this girl.
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- Thanks, but I'm not looking.
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- Still always be on
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the look, just Zach.
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How else do you find anything
of value in this life?
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Bagel with butter, darling?
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- Yes.
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- I found that I'm able
to keep it around longer
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with the clarity of knowing
how much I have and where.
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- Huh?
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- You watched me order the cash.
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- Um, do you do that much cash spending?
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- No, not really.
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- Then what does it matter?
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- Says the woman who just
paid in exact change.
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- So I can keep the rest of
my carefully allocated funds
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in my digitized banking account.
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- Where it'll be more quickly
spent on the internet.
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- Nope, not for me.
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- I think you're both right.
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Many people spend too much
money on the internet.
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It's good to save.
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Saving leaves more for family.
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- Enjoy your coffee
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- You too.
- And bagel.
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- You too.
- Mm hm, I didn't get a bagel.
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- Ah.
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He's nice boy.
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A bit nervous maybe.
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- Yeah.
- But he's nice.
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- I get enough nervous inside my own head.
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Thanks.
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- I understand.
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I worry all the time.
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It's hard these days.
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- Thanks, Vivek.
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Have a good night.
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Make lots of money.
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- Thank you.
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Yes, you too.
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More money is good.
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Maybe I'll take a vacation.
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- Hey.
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Um, I'm not weird or anything.
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- Kind of a weird opener.
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- Sorry.
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Can I ask you?
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Why are you up so early on a Saturday?
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- You first.
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- Insomnia.
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Bad.
- Yeah?
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- Yeah.
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- How bad?
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- Pretty bad.
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I think the worst of it is over
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or I'm just very, very used to it.
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- Oh, me too.
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I mean, I have the same issue.
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I'm also probably really used to it too.
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I don't know, I'd rather be sleeping.
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- Mm.
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How long?
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- I've been up about three hours, slept-
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- I meant, I meant how
long has it been going on?
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- Oh, always.
- Sorry.
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That sucks.
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- How bad has it gotten for you?
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- Ooh, it's been two years.
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Yeah.
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I had to get help, like real help.
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Couldn't tell where the line
was between sleeplessness
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and I don't know, life.
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Other things, not being
able to cope maybe.
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I thought it was coping
and something broke.
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You?
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- Are you asking if I'm broken?
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- What?
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No, no, no, I meant, I don't know.
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What's your strategy?
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Like, are you, are you talking to someone?
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You don't have to answer
if it's too personal.
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- Not yet.
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I mean, I haven't had
to talk to anybody yet.
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I don't know.
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It's not that severe.
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Like I said, it's been my
whole life, so, yeah, maybe.
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Maybe I should have
spoken to someone by now.
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But I just can't seem to get
anything stable going you know?
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- With sleep?
- Oh, yeah, with sleep.
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With life too.
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You know, I mean, there's stable
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and then there's progress, right?
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So.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Or at least that's what
other people talk about
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as if it exists for them.
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Yeah.
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- That guy.
- Yeah, yeah.
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So, um, are you doing anything?
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I know it's a weird time and all.
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I don't have anything planned.
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Talking is better than...
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- Mindless TV alone in the dark.
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- Yeah, yeah.
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Actually, I started
turning on all the lights
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to sort of reestablish the line
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between sleep and wakefulness.
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- Ah.
- Yeah.
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That's a good idea.
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- So, are you doing anything?
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- Oh, yeah.
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I've got this birthday
party that I need to be at
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in like a few minutes, so.
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- Oh, what?
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- No, I'm not.
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I'm just burning time
before I have to go to work.
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I was just gonna eat this
bagel and then go home
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and watch some TV in the dark.
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Oh, with the lights on now.
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I'll probably try that out.
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- So, you want to?
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You wanna hang out?
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- Uh, where would we go?
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I mean, I, there is nothing
open for like an hour or more
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and at least within walking distance
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and I'm not getting on the subway.
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- Well, we can walk for a while.
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- And I'm supposed to
feel comfortable walking
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the dark streets alone with
some guy that I just met.
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- Well, we can keep to the well lit areas.
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There are people around on the avenues.
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Uh, yeah.
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I mean, I know it's sleepy around here,
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but it's still New York.
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So...
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Walk with me.
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- Well, that was a text to my roommate.
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She's gonna be up soon,
probably for her yoga class.
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And now she knows that I'm
out with a strange dude
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that I met who asked me
out before 5:00 a.m..
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What's your name?
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- Oh, sorry, Zach.
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- Last name.
- Bell.
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- Is that a fake name?
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- It could be, but it isn't.
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- And smile.
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Okay, now she knows your
name and what you look like.
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- Okay, okay.
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- All right let's-
- All right.
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So, shall we
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- I'm Sophia.
- No, I know.
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I know everything about you, Sophia.
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Kidding.
- Too soon, Zach Bell.
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Too soon.
- Sorry.
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Yeah, you're right.
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Eventually I realized
that I'd gotten so crazy
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about sleeping some exact
amount in the same way
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I always had before that I never
allowed for the possibility
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my sleep pattern could just change.
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With age.
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Maybe that.
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Something else.
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- Yeah.
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I got sober...
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More recently than not.
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For about 18 months now.
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A couple of weeks ago, I
realized that I never really
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knew sleep without alcohol.
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I mean, since I was about 15 at least.
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Now, I mean, I didn't drink every day.
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Although I did drink most days,
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but life is simpler now since I quit.
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- And so, sleep is simpler.
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- Eh, sort of.
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You know, most days I'm
lucky if I can sleep
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five hours in a row.
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that
keeps me healthy enough,
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but it still feels off.
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- Yeah.
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That's sort of what happened to me.
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I mean, not exactly, but
eventually I realized,
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or if I just got up and went about my day
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then it was easier to just get by.
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Fighting it really burned me out.
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I got...
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I got really depressed.
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- Oh.
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Yeah, that's hard.
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- Yeah, it's, I'm still, it's...
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It's still hard.
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Most days I just go to work, come home,
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sit in front of the TV and repeat.
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- Yeah.
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- And I don't really go out
all that much anymore though.
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I don't know if I would,
even if I did feel better.
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I don't do those apps or anything.
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- Well, thanks for sharing that with me.
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- You've been pretty open as well.
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- I usually am.
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- Huh.
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Isn't that hard?
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- Uh...
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It's harder, mm...
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It's harder to fight it, I think.
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It's like what you said with the sleep.
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That's something I learned
with the sobriety especially.
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I've taken some, some,
some knocks because of it,
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being open for most of
the time, but I really,
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I really would rather just be who I am.
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It's more exhausting to
be or it's more exhausting
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to pretend to fit into
everybody else's definitions
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or like, society's definitions.
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I don't know.
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I think, I think that just,
I just think maybe I was,
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I was really confused for a long time
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about how or why I didn't fit in.
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So, I just sort of covered myself up with
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whatever I could find.
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Booze, especially.
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So, now you
think that who you are
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is really just that open?
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Yeah, for better or for worse.
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Oh.
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It's different for women.
- How so?
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- Do you know what keeps me up at night?
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Men.
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Fear of men
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- What, did I?
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- No.
- I was only-
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- No, you didn't do anything wrong.
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Well, I mean, you did hit on me at a time
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when I clearly would rather
have not been bothered,
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but you did it right, basically.
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I mean, I appreciate that your approach
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was thoughtful, measured.
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And even if, even if, you know,
266
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I didn't wanna walk with you,
267
00:18:27,773 --> 00:18:29,732
I wouldn't have been upset in these terms,
268
00:18:29,733 --> 00:18:34,112
because, well, you're clearly
not that kind of a threat.
269
00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:37,114
But it's the culture, you know?
270
00:18:37,115 --> 00:18:38,866
Maybe, maybe not the culture in the way
271
00:18:38,867 --> 00:18:41,035
that you described it or maybe it is,
272
00:18:41,036 --> 00:18:44,706
but you know, it just,
it frightens me.
273
00:18:46,750 --> 00:18:49,252
And all of the change
that's going on right now.
274
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,
275
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any sort of conflict
or violence.
276
00:18:57,678 --> 00:18:59,262
Like, why did she think it was okay
277
00:18:59,263 --> 00:19:02,223
to wait for me outside of the bodega?
278
00:19:02,224 --> 00:19:05,309
- Oh, um...
279
00:19:05,310 --> 00:19:07,729
Well, you seemed to know Vivek.
280
00:19:09,064 --> 00:19:10,398
I did, too.
281
00:19:10,399 --> 00:19:13,026
And so, we chatted a bit.
282
00:19:14,278 --> 00:19:16,905
- And so, that tells you
that I was interested?
283
00:19:18,574 --> 00:19:20,492
- It was more of an instinct thing.
284
00:19:22,494 --> 00:19:24,954
I get what you're, what you're saying,
285
00:19:24,955 --> 00:19:29,960
but it still needs to stand
for something doesn't it?
286
00:19:30,127 --> 00:19:31,586
- Yeah, I agree.
287
00:19:31,587 --> 00:19:36,592
And again, you're not the
greatest example of this, but...
288
00:19:38,135 --> 00:19:40,345
Okay, how easy was it
for you to approach me?
289
00:19:41,221 --> 00:19:43,973
- Uh, me personally?
290
00:19:43,974 --> 00:19:46,143
- As a man.
- Relatively easy.
291
00:19:47,227 --> 00:19:52,148
- Whereas for me, if one or two
of those factors from inside
292
00:19:52,149 --> 00:19:54,734
of the bodega go a different
way than I need to be thinking
293
00:19:54,735 --> 00:19:57,236
about whether I should scream
or run or whether or not
294
00:19:57,237 --> 00:20:00,448
Vivek is going to be able to protect me
295
00:20:00,449 --> 00:20:04,494
or whether he feels like he
can leave his store right away.
296
00:20:08,123 --> 00:20:10,333
We don't need to talk about this.
297
00:20:10,334 --> 00:20:12,002
- We can, if you want.
- I don't.
298
00:20:14,254 --> 00:20:15,088
- Okay.
299
00:20:20,177 --> 00:20:24,180
- It's just that it's
fucking everywhere lately.
300
00:20:24,181 --> 00:20:27,808
And it frightens me, beyond
issues of misogyny even.
301
00:20:27,809 --> 00:20:31,520
This default to a base animalistic fear,
302
00:20:31,521 --> 00:20:33,439
this regressive sort of thinking.
303
00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:34,899
You know, I get it a little bit,
304
00:20:34,900 --> 00:20:37,151
but still that doesn't make
it any easier to stomach
305
00:20:37,152 --> 00:20:39,862
or any less dangerous to be around.
306
00:20:39,863 --> 00:20:42,199
I mean, we're supposed to be evolved.
307
00:20:43,784 --> 00:20:47,203
People used to believe in
things and now they don't.
308
00:20:47,204 --> 00:20:51,707
And so, they lash out,
they try to regain control,
309
00:20:51,708 --> 00:20:54,502
and that leads quickly to intimidation,
310
00:20:54,503 --> 00:20:57,546
otherism, ownership.
- Yeah.
311
00:20:57,547 --> 00:21:00,925
- And so, so who do they
end up hurting, right?
312
00:21:00,926 --> 00:21:05,012
Who are the closest, the easiest victims?
313
00:21:05,013 --> 00:21:09,977
Wives, girlfriends, any
woman or any minority,
314
00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:13,688
anybody on the other
side of the safe haven
315
00:21:13,689 --> 00:21:16,649
of an anonymous threatening Tweet or DM,
316
00:21:16,650 --> 00:21:18,276
or even not at an anonymous one.
317
00:21:18,277 --> 00:21:22,321
I mean, one that's just
launched out into the open,
318
00:21:22,322 --> 00:21:26,493
of nothingness.
319
00:21:28,370 --> 00:21:30,997
I mean, and sometimes, often actually,
320
00:21:30,998 --> 00:21:32,206
from the very top down.
321
00:21:32,207 --> 00:21:34,583
I mean, imagine that.
322
00:21:34,584 --> 00:21:38,671
You know, poison seeped into
the very fabric of society
323
00:21:38,672 --> 00:21:41,382
from the top down in the very light of day
324
00:21:41,383 --> 00:21:44,593
and people just accept it because it feeds
325
00:21:44,594 --> 00:21:48,222
the atrophying narrative
that they've been force fed
326
00:21:48,223 --> 00:21:50,766
for their entire lives and are too afraid
327
00:21:50,767 --> 00:21:53,728
to shake off or let go.
328
00:21:53,729 --> 00:21:56,856
I mean, sometimes I feel
like we'll never be rid
329
00:21:56,857 --> 00:21:59,525
of these men who wield these lies,
330
00:21:59,526 --> 00:22:04,363
who lord their power over
those with less power
331
00:22:04,364 --> 00:22:06,490
just so they could fill that void,
332
00:22:06,491 --> 00:22:08,284
the godless hole where there used
333
00:22:08,285 --> 00:22:10,828
to be faith in their
lives, all their lives,
334
00:22:10,829 --> 00:22:12,288
all of our lives maybe.
335
00:22:12,289 --> 00:22:14,915
Maybe, you know, maybe
the question shouldn't be,
336
00:22:14,916 --> 00:22:16,709
"why can't I sleep?"
337
00:22:16,710 --> 00:22:19,796
Maybe it should be, "how
can everybody else?"
338
00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:26,345
What?
339
00:22:27,971 --> 00:22:28,805
- Nothing.
340
00:22:30,432 --> 00:22:33,684
- I grant you permission
to react to my screed.
341
00:22:33,685 --> 00:22:38,690
- I don't disagree, but
it's, it's just a lot.
342
00:22:41,318 --> 00:22:43,069
- Doesn't make it any less true.
343
00:22:43,070 --> 00:22:48,075
- Yeah, but that's a lot
to carry at 5:00 a.m.
344
00:22:49,201 --> 00:22:51,660
- Somebody has to carry it.
- Eh.
345
00:22:51,661 --> 00:22:53,704
- That's a lax attitude.
346
00:22:53,705 --> 00:22:54,830
- I didn't mean it like that.
347
00:22:54,831 --> 00:22:55,831
You know what?
348
00:22:55,832 --> 00:22:57,208
I stand by what I said.
349
00:22:57,209 --> 00:23:00,878
it's
a lot for one person alone
350
00:23:00,879 --> 00:23:02,381
to carry at 5:00 a.m.
351
00:23:03,465 --> 00:23:05,674
I get that there are battles to be waged,
352
00:23:05,675 --> 00:23:08,720
but you can't fight if you can't stand.
353
00:23:11,765 --> 00:23:13,892
- Well, I wasn't trying to carry it alone.
354
00:23:15,143 --> 00:23:16,103
I'm talking to you.
355
00:23:31,910 --> 00:23:35,372
It's easier to get going
when it's this quiet out.
356
00:23:36,832 --> 00:23:38,166
I mean, to start your day.
357
00:23:39,668 --> 00:23:44,381
- Sometimes, but today is easier.
358
00:23:46,424 --> 00:23:47,633
I know.
359
00:23:47,634 --> 00:23:49,594
Too soon, Zach Bell.
360
00:23:50,512 --> 00:23:53,055
You don't know
that I was going to say that.
361
00:23:53,056 --> 00:23:53,890
- You weren't?
362
00:23:56,101 --> 00:23:56,935
- Maybe.
363
00:23:58,270 --> 00:23:59,521
It's all a little weird.
364
00:24:01,189 --> 00:24:02,898
- What, this?
- Yeah.
365
00:24:02,899 --> 00:24:03,733
- Hm.
366
00:24:05,026 --> 00:24:07,571
So, would it be better that we stop,
367
00:24:08,446 --> 00:24:11,282
go back home to the TV
so we can scroll through
368
00:24:11,283 --> 00:24:14,410
the wasteland of predawn social media?
369
00:24:14,411 --> 00:24:16,454
- Point taken.
- Uh huh, okay.
370
00:24:25,130 --> 00:24:27,299
Light enough for the park?
371
00:24:28,341 --> 00:24:31,261
- Yes, I love the park
in the early morning.
372
00:24:32,471 --> 00:24:34,054
- Me too.
373
00:24:34,055 --> 00:24:34,848
What?
374
00:24:45,942 --> 00:24:47,027
- Oh, wait.
375
00:24:48,028 --> 00:24:49,904
I'm almost ready.
376
00:24:49,905 --> 00:24:50,864
- Kinda early, no?
377
00:24:51,907 --> 00:24:53,324
- You're here, aren't you?
378
00:24:53,325 --> 00:24:55,785
- Good point.
- Prime real estate.
379
00:24:57,162 --> 00:24:58,537
- Exactly.
380
00:24:58,538 --> 00:24:59,372
She knows.
381
00:25:00,290 --> 00:25:04,001
So, want to impress
your girlfriend, right?
382
00:25:04,002 --> 00:25:06,962
- We just met.
- Ah, yeah.
383
00:25:06,963 --> 00:25:08,590
- All more reason to impress.
384
00:25:11,218 --> 00:25:13,260
- I'm not gonna disagree.
385
00:25:13,261 --> 00:25:16,096
- Aren't you gonna be the one
impressing the both of us.
386
00:25:16,097 --> 00:25:18,015
What's it gotta do with me?
387
00:25:18,016 --> 00:25:20,684
- Look, boy-
- Boy?
388
00:25:20,685 --> 00:25:21,727
What a statement.
- I shouldn't have
389
00:25:21,728 --> 00:25:23,270
to explain this to you.
390
00:25:23,271 --> 00:25:24,855
You give me some money.
391
00:25:24,856 --> 00:25:26,398
I play pretty song for lady.
392
00:25:26,399 --> 00:25:30,611
She feels good about it and
then they're on about you.
393
00:25:30,612 --> 00:25:32,948
- Except you just robbed
all the magic from it.
394
00:25:35,408 --> 00:25:38,285
- There's no magic left in this world.
395
00:25:38,286 --> 00:25:39,703
It's all illusion.
396
00:25:39,704 --> 00:25:41,081
We do this to forget.
397
00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:43,540
- I like her, I'm in.
- Jesus.
398
00:25:43,541 --> 00:25:46,669
- Ah, opa.
- Are you drunk?
399
00:25:46,670 --> 00:25:47,671
- Are you not drunk?
400
00:25:48,922 --> 00:25:50,464
- Damn, a 20?
401
00:25:50,465 --> 00:25:52,007
- I am worth $100.
402
00:25:52,008 --> 00:25:52,842
- I'm sober.
403
00:25:54,302 --> 00:25:56,263
- Why?
- No, I mean, perpetually.
404
00:25:57,556 --> 00:25:58,390
- Why?
405
00:26:00,141 --> 00:26:03,227
- Can you play something sad?
406
00:26:03,228 --> 00:26:06,689
- I'm Russian.
- So, yes.
407
00:26:06,690 --> 00:26:07,940
- Why's that?
408
00:26:07,941 --> 00:26:10,567
- I just meant thoughtful, contemplative,
409
00:26:10,568 --> 00:26:12,236
ethereal to match the time of day.
410
00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:13,070
I don't know.
411
00:26:13,071 --> 00:26:14,947
It just seemed quicker to say sad.
412
00:26:14,948 --> 00:26:16,699
- Okay, I play sad.
413
00:26:16,700 --> 00:26:18,868
You add whatever else to it you want.
414
00:27:19,346 --> 00:27:21,555
- What do you do?
- For work?
415
00:27:21,556 --> 00:27:23,516
Well, I know
what you do for fun.
416
00:27:24,684 --> 00:27:26,477
You stalk women outside bodegas.
417
00:27:26,478 --> 00:27:27,770
Oh, I was there first.
418
00:27:27,771 --> 00:27:29,688
And then you waited for me.
419
00:27:29,689 --> 00:27:30,648
- Do you regret it?
420
00:27:31,941 --> 00:27:34,652
Should I not have?
- No.
421
00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:36,613
It's been nice so far.
422
00:27:40,325 --> 00:27:41,576
What do you do?
423
00:27:42,827 --> 00:27:45,038
- I dig pools.
- Really?
424
00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:48,249
- No, I'm a writer.
425
00:27:50,293 --> 00:27:52,461
- A real one or like a copywriter?
426
00:27:52,462 --> 00:27:53,338
- Both are real.
427
00:27:54,255 --> 00:27:57,050
And I do both, fiction
and copy, a little social.
428
00:27:57,926 --> 00:28:00,094
You don't seem
like a social media guy.
429
00:28:00,095 --> 00:28:00,928
Why not?
430
00:28:00,929 --> 00:28:03,305
It's all information
at the end of the day.
431
00:28:03,306 --> 00:28:04,265
Most of it fiction.
432
00:28:05,433 --> 00:28:06,267
- Hm, maybe.
433
00:28:08,311 --> 00:28:10,146
Why would you say you dig pools?
434
00:28:12,065 --> 00:28:17,028
- I fell pretty hard for a bartender once.
435
00:28:18,446 --> 00:28:22,074
And when she finally
gave me the time of day,
436
00:28:22,075 --> 00:28:24,744
I was with a friend who dug pools.
437
00:28:25,954 --> 00:28:27,788
She was much more interested in him.
438
00:28:27,789 --> 00:28:29,206
- Yeah, well, can you blame her?
439
00:28:29,207 --> 00:28:32,042
There are writers every
three feet in Brooklyn.
440
00:28:32,043 --> 00:28:33,293
- The real ones?
441
00:28:33,294 --> 00:28:34,503
- According to your definition.
442
00:28:34,504 --> 00:28:37,131
- Hm, good point.
443
00:28:37,132 --> 00:28:39,049
- I have been known to make them.
444
00:28:39,050 --> 00:28:40,509
- Good points?
445
00:28:40,510 --> 00:28:42,387
Mm, you do seem pretty practical.
446
00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:46,932
- Yeah and that's actually more true of me
447
00:28:46,933 --> 00:28:51,562
than I ever thought that
it would be or could be.
448
00:28:51,563 --> 00:28:55,858
Maybe it's something to do with age.
449
00:28:55,859 --> 00:28:56,693
I don't know.
450
00:28:59,195 --> 00:29:02,699
At the same time though,
I still feel purposeless.
451
00:29:06,244 --> 00:29:08,078
Maybe it's a generational
thing, I don't know.
452
00:29:08,079 --> 00:29:09,079
Can I even help that?
453
00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:10,789
It's not nothing.
454
00:29:10,790 --> 00:29:11,624
- I follow.
455
00:29:15,003 --> 00:29:16,837
- You didn't ask what I do.
456
00:29:16,838 --> 00:29:18,089
- I was gonna get to it.
457
00:29:20,049 --> 00:29:20,925
- I'm a server.
458
00:29:22,135 --> 00:29:22,969
- That's okay.
459
00:29:23,928 --> 00:29:26,722
- Yeah, of course it's okay.
460
00:29:26,723 --> 00:29:31,728
But I don't know if it's
necessarily still okay at my age.
461
00:29:31,769 --> 00:29:33,562
And I mean like the way that I do it,
462
00:29:33,563 --> 00:29:36,356
and the places that I do it,
463
00:29:36,357 --> 00:29:38,984
like the pace and stuff, you know?
464
00:29:38,985 --> 00:29:41,695
I can't help but do my best,
465
00:29:41,696 --> 00:29:43,447
which is something that
everyone says that they do,
466
00:29:43,448 --> 00:29:46,117
but they don't, they know
they could do better.
467
00:29:48,453 --> 00:29:50,913
I don't know, maybe I
should do something else.
468
00:29:50,914 --> 00:29:52,207
- So, do something else.
469
00:29:53,625 --> 00:29:55,793
- Oh, God, are you one of those people?
470
00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:57,461
- Okay, I think I know what you mean,
471
00:29:57,462 --> 00:29:59,546
but tell me anyway, what people?
472
00:29:59,547 --> 00:30:04,510
- Just one of those people
who thinks it's so easy
473
00:30:04,511 --> 00:30:07,221
to change something as huge as a job
474
00:30:07,222 --> 00:30:09,015
by just saying it.
475
00:30:10,141 --> 00:30:13,519
Gross, I mean, Instagram
quotes don't work in real life.
476
00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:16,396
They're just something
that people thumb past
477
00:30:16,397 --> 00:30:20,651
so they can get a hit of
positivity before they move on
478
00:30:20,652 --> 00:30:23,070
to something that makes them
feel bad about themselves,
479
00:30:23,071 --> 00:30:25,113
before moving onto the
next thing that makes them
480
00:30:25,114 --> 00:30:27,991
feel good about themselves
and so on and so on
481
00:30:27,992 --> 00:30:32,246
to the profit of the same
few hundred capitalists.
482
00:30:32,247 --> 00:30:34,999
- Geez.
- Sorry.
483
00:30:35,875 --> 00:30:38,293
I have opinions.
- Yeah, clearly.
484
00:30:38,294 --> 00:30:40,337
No one asked
you to stroll with me.
485
00:30:40,338 --> 00:30:41,838
- That's right.
486
00:30:41,839 --> 00:30:44,717
I was the one that asked you to stroll.
487
00:30:45,885 --> 00:30:47,928
- So, does that reaction mean that you are
488
00:30:47,929 --> 00:30:50,097
one of those types of people?
489
00:30:52,016 --> 00:30:52,851
- Maybe.
490
00:30:54,018 --> 00:30:56,228
I didn't use to be actually.
491
00:30:56,229 --> 00:30:57,146
- What changed?
492
00:31:01,317 --> 00:31:04,237
- The sobriety, I guess.
493
00:31:07,782 --> 00:31:11,660
I think in our society
it's not just alcohol
494
00:31:11,661 --> 00:31:15,080
or drugs or debt even,
495
00:31:15,081 --> 00:31:17,165
although that might be the
biggest one of them all.
496
00:31:17,166 --> 00:31:20,837
No, no, no, no, no, food probably.
497
00:31:21,796 --> 00:31:26,717
Anyway, you were talking
about hits on social media.
498
00:31:26,718 --> 00:31:29,469
Interestingly, I think it
got you away from your point.
499
00:31:29,470 --> 00:31:31,180
I think, no offense.
500
00:31:32,056 --> 00:31:34,266
You're onto something there.
501
00:31:34,267 --> 00:31:37,811
Addiction has wormed its way
around the American heart.
502
00:31:37,812 --> 00:31:42,609
Like you were saying before,
we're a godless people now,
503
00:31:43,776 --> 00:31:48,114
but we're crowded into a
cold, otherwise empty church.
504
00:31:49,032 --> 00:31:50,408
So to speak, right?
505
00:31:51,284 --> 00:31:54,453
We were, we were built on religion,
506
00:31:54,454 --> 00:31:57,289
but it's really only ever been about money
507
00:31:57,290 --> 00:31:58,666
and power the whole time.
508
00:32:01,085 --> 00:32:03,755
I don't know, nothing
new there, but still,
509
00:32:05,715 --> 00:32:08,259
people used to actually believe it all.
510
00:32:09,177 --> 00:32:13,806
And now, everyone knows it's a farce.
511
00:32:16,517 --> 00:32:18,894
We just don't know what to do about it.
512
00:32:23,232 --> 00:32:25,693
I give you permission
to react to my screed.
513
00:32:27,528 --> 00:32:32,533
- Well, I'm glad that you
said we by the end of it.
514
00:32:32,700 --> 00:32:33,533
- What do you mean?
515
00:32:33,534 --> 00:32:36,203
- I mean, it's a lot to bite off.
516
00:32:36,204 --> 00:32:38,121
I mean, we were just talking about
517
00:32:38,122 --> 00:32:40,457
the two of us a second ago.
518
00:32:40,458 --> 00:32:43,585
- Wait, you just, you did
the same thing earlier.
519
00:32:43,586 --> 00:32:45,421
- Yeah, maybe.
520
00:32:46,589 --> 00:32:49,884
Maybe that's why we're
walking alone at night,
521
00:32:51,344 --> 00:32:54,554
awake, complaining while everybody else
522
00:32:54,555 --> 00:32:56,431
sleeps comfortably in their beds.
523
00:32:56,432 --> 00:32:58,809
- Are they comfortable or lulled?
524
00:32:58,810 --> 00:32:59,643
- I don't know.
525
00:32:59,644 --> 00:33:03,106
Even if they are, I wouldn't
necessarily blame them.
526
00:33:09,862 --> 00:33:14,867
I don't like being in my
thirties and feeling hopeless.
527
00:33:17,787 --> 00:33:19,747
Directionless, purposeless.
528
00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:23,166
I didn't know that you could be content
529
00:33:23,167 --> 00:33:25,128
without being fulfilled.
530
00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:31,467
And to be honest, it brings
me joy when I'm working
531
00:33:32,635 --> 00:33:37,640
at the restaurant and a couple or a family
532
00:33:38,474 --> 00:33:41,727
or a single lonely individual comes in
533
00:33:41,728 --> 00:33:44,229
and leaves feeling like they matter to me,
534
00:33:44,230 --> 00:33:48,734
or like they could just
forget and receive service.
535
00:33:48,735 --> 00:33:53,030
And most days that's enough.
536
00:33:54,991 --> 00:33:57,284
But then I get home and-
537
00:33:57,285 --> 00:33:59,787
- And who's there to
give that feeling to you?
538
00:34:02,665 --> 00:34:03,499
- Yeah.
539
00:34:04,751 --> 00:34:05,626
Yeah, I guess so.
540
00:34:11,966 --> 00:34:13,675
It's TV, by the way.
541
00:34:13,676 --> 00:34:14,509
- What?
542
00:34:14,510 --> 00:34:17,013
- TV is the most prevalent
American fiction.
543
00:34:18,389 --> 00:34:21,308
- What about the internet?
- Same shit.
544
00:34:21,309 --> 00:34:24,060
- What about movies?
- No, movies are great.
545
00:34:24,061 --> 00:34:26,104
Everyone should watch movies all the time.
546
00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:36,656
I can't eat without having coffee first,
547
00:34:36,657 --> 00:34:41,203
but then if I have coffee without eating,
548
00:34:41,204 --> 00:34:42,788
it upsets my stomach.
549
00:34:42,789 --> 00:34:44,790
A vicious cycle
that seems backwards.
550
00:34:44,791 --> 00:34:46,000
- It is vicious.
551
00:34:47,001 --> 00:34:49,420
Maybe backwards too,
but no less true for it.
552
00:34:59,806 --> 00:35:02,475
I'm a little unnerved, you know?
553
00:35:03,893 --> 00:35:06,979
I'm a little upset by
what you said earlier.
554
00:35:08,481 --> 00:35:09,523
- I'm sorry, what did I say?
555
00:35:09,524 --> 00:35:12,025
- About other people's
supposedly addictions.
556
00:35:12,026 --> 00:35:13,236
I think it's reductive.
557
00:35:14,654 --> 00:35:16,614
- You joined the conversation.
558
00:35:17,907 --> 00:35:19,407
- Well, I mean, that
doesn't mean that I agree
559
00:35:19,408 --> 00:35:20,868
with your whole thesis.
560
00:35:21,994 --> 00:35:23,411
And maybe I went along with it at first
561
00:35:23,412 --> 00:35:25,747
because of how vocal you were,
562
00:35:25,748 --> 00:35:27,499
but you don't, you don't agree?
563
00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:30,210
You think that what you said is fine.
564
00:35:30,211 --> 00:35:32,337
- I don't know if it's fine or not fine.
565
00:35:32,338 --> 00:35:33,714
It's just the way I see it.
566
00:35:34,590 --> 00:35:37,968
As far as whether I'm
being unfairly reductive,
567
00:35:37,969 --> 00:35:39,803
I don't think so, no.
568
00:35:39,804 --> 00:35:42,180
I just tend to think
things are more simple
569
00:35:42,181 --> 00:35:44,349
generally than we allow.
570
00:35:44,350 --> 00:35:47,143
A lot of the time what we take for nuance
571
00:35:47,144 --> 00:35:49,188
for me feels like evasion.
572
00:35:50,314 --> 00:35:52,983
Does that make more sense in
the context of what I said?
573
00:35:52,984 --> 00:35:56,654
I, it's not necessarily hopeless.
574
00:35:58,698 --> 00:36:01,032
It's just realism.
575
00:36:01,033 --> 00:36:03,326
- No, I don't like any of that either.
576
00:36:03,327 --> 00:36:04,161
.
577
00:36:06,038 --> 00:36:11,043
People do have faith that life
does have more of a purpose
578
00:36:11,335 --> 00:36:15,005
than chasing some
chemical hit in the brain.
579
00:36:15,006 --> 00:36:17,048
You think that's funny?
580
00:36:17,049 --> 00:36:18,801
- No, no, no, it's not.
581
00:36:20,177 --> 00:36:22,971
- I just don't understand
what you think gives you
582
00:36:22,972 --> 00:36:24,598
the right to judge others.
583
00:36:24,599 --> 00:36:25,891
- It's not judgment-
- Isn't it?
584
00:36:25,892 --> 00:36:27,309
- Necessarily.
585
00:36:27,310 --> 00:36:29,061
I really didn't mean to upset you.
586
00:36:30,146 --> 00:36:31,479
- What did you mean then?
587
00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:32,690
Why did you even say it?
588
00:36:33,816 --> 00:36:35,150
It isn't a solution is it?
589
00:36:35,151 --> 00:36:40,113
- I was talking, sharing.
590
00:36:40,114 --> 00:36:42,198
It's my experience.
591
00:36:42,199 --> 00:36:45,535
I don't know that we're saying
592
00:36:45,536 --> 00:36:47,872
different things overall really.
593
00:36:50,541 --> 00:36:54,085
I used to overthink.
594
00:36:54,086 --> 00:36:55,546
I tend to do that now.
595
00:36:57,006 --> 00:36:57,840
.
596
00:37:00,718 --> 00:37:02,594
I'm especially sensitive.
597
00:37:02,595 --> 00:37:04,721
We talked about that before too,
598
00:37:04,722 --> 00:37:06,641
but I think most people are like that.
599
00:37:07,516 --> 00:37:10,645
Whether they accept it
or not or like it or not.
600
00:37:12,396 --> 00:37:16,734
And I understand it is scary.
601
00:37:17,818 --> 00:37:21,279
Life, the idea of life is frightening.
602
00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:22,865
It's death's mirror, right?
603
00:37:24,033 --> 00:37:28,996
So, even though I enjoy
being alive, it's...
604
00:37:34,126 --> 00:37:35,253
It's also a struggle.
605
00:37:38,673 --> 00:37:42,968
Because what's on the
other side is always-
606
00:37:42,969 --> 00:37:44,929
- The unknown.
607
00:37:46,055 --> 00:37:47,263
- Yeah.
608
00:37:47,264 --> 00:37:49,392
- But that's ego that
you're talking about.
609
00:37:50,768 --> 00:37:52,395
- Yeah, you're right about that.
610
00:37:55,898 --> 00:37:57,983
Again, I think we're coming
to the same conclusion
611
00:37:57,984 --> 00:37:59,276
from different perspectives.
612
00:37:59,277 --> 00:38:01,319
- No, I don't think that we are.
613
00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:04,906
I don't draw conclusions upon
other people's experiences
614
00:38:04,907 --> 00:38:06,700
or my perceptions of them.
615
00:38:06,701 --> 00:38:09,244
I don't generalize.
616
00:38:09,245 --> 00:38:10,078
You know what?
- Ah, wow.
617
00:38:10,079 --> 00:38:14,165
- I really don't like this.
618
00:38:14,166 --> 00:38:16,836
- Sophia, i-
- I know, you've explained.
619
00:38:27,972 --> 00:38:31,182
- Is there addiction in
your family or something?
620
00:38:31,183 --> 00:38:32,392
- I don't know.
621
00:38:32,393 --> 00:38:34,770
Yes, maybe, I don't know.
622
00:38:46,574 --> 00:38:49,200
- I'm sorry I upset you.
623
00:38:49,201 --> 00:38:50,536
I really didn't mean to.
624
00:38:52,872 --> 00:38:56,499
In fact, I probably was
trying to impress you.
625
00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:58,711
- Don't, just be normal.
626
00:39:01,005 --> 00:39:02,964
You're not an accordion player.
627
00:39:11,599 --> 00:39:13,017
Thank you for apologizing.
628
00:39:15,019 --> 00:39:19,064
I'm sorry too, I didn't, I
don't know why I got so upset.
629
00:39:19,065 --> 00:39:20,441
I just-
- It's fine.
630
00:39:23,694 --> 00:39:25,404
- We can keep walking if you want.
631
00:39:26,655 --> 00:39:27,490
- Okay.
632
00:39:30,409 --> 00:39:33,286
Is there anything more specific
633
00:39:33,287 --> 00:39:34,204
that you wanna talk about?
- Not today.
634
00:39:34,205 --> 00:39:35,289
- Okay, okay.
635
00:39:39,251 --> 00:39:41,002
Gonna need more coffee soon.
636
00:39:41,003 --> 00:39:42,880
- Yeah, yeah, I could.
637
00:39:44,090 --> 00:39:45,341
I could use more coffee.
638
00:39:46,967 --> 00:39:47,802
Let's go.
639
00:39:52,890 --> 00:39:56,976
Kind of like a bagel
sandwich in there, you know?
640
00:39:56,977 --> 00:39:59,562
Between the coffees in your belly.
641
00:39:59,563 --> 00:40:02,399
- You're really weird, dude.
642
00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:04,484
- I've been told.
- And it's entirely accurate.
643
00:40:04,485 --> 00:40:06,778
I mean, it would be more,
less like a sandwich
644
00:40:06,779 --> 00:40:11,784
and more like a brown, wet,
chewed up mess and goo.
645
00:40:16,288 --> 00:40:17,373
Yeah, I know, I know.
646
00:40:18,707 --> 00:40:22,752
la, la, la, la, la, la
647
00:40:25,339 --> 00:40:27,424
- Morning, guys.
- Good morning.
648
00:40:27,425 --> 00:40:29,175
Do you know what you want?
- Uh.
649
00:40:29,176 --> 00:40:30,970
- Half-caf Americana was cinnamon.
650
00:40:34,140 --> 00:40:35,807
- I'm gonna pretend you
didn't just do that.
651
00:40:38,477 --> 00:40:40,311
Um...
652
00:40:40,312 --> 00:40:41,689
- Hey, no, no, no, I got it.
653
00:40:43,065 --> 00:40:44,941
That's okay, I
can pay for the coffees.
654
00:40:44,942 --> 00:40:47,026
You don't have to.
655
00:40:47,027 --> 00:40:49,904
I like reversing gender norms.
656
00:40:49,905 --> 00:40:50,739
- Damn.
657
00:40:51,866 --> 00:40:54,784
- Plus I like getting extra
punches on my punch card.
658
00:40:54,785 --> 00:40:55,786
- Give me that card.
659
00:40:56,912 --> 00:41:00,665
I will have an oat
milk latte also with cinnamon.
660
00:41:00,666 --> 00:41:03,751
- Got it.
661
00:41:03,752 --> 00:41:04,587
Two.
662
00:41:07,214 --> 00:41:08,841
- Thanks.
- You're welcome.
663
00:41:10,301 --> 00:41:12,136
- You have a really nice voice.
664
00:41:14,054 --> 00:41:16,598
- And you have beautiful eyes.
665
00:41:16,599 --> 00:41:18,100
- Well, thank you.
666
00:41:22,313 --> 00:41:23,646
- Thanks.
667
00:41:23,647 --> 00:41:27,985
- Uh, I think that the
barista was um, what?
668
00:41:30,571 --> 00:41:32,989
- You know what you just did, right?
669
00:41:32,990 --> 00:41:34,616
- I made it into a date.
670
00:41:34,617 --> 00:41:36,493
- Mm, kinda.
- Yeah.
671
00:41:36,494 --> 00:41:39,205
Well, things like that are
pretty fluid nowadays, huh?
672
00:41:40,706 --> 00:41:43,082
I decided that I was going to shift things
673
00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:46,336
into that zone after I got upset with you
674
00:41:46,337 --> 00:41:49,506
or that I would be okay if
you decided to shift things
675
00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:54,512
into that zone because I didn't
really care, but I did care.
676
00:41:55,054 --> 00:41:56,596
I don't know, but I
figured that you wouldn't
677
00:41:56,597 --> 00:41:58,264
have made the next move because you seem
678
00:41:58,265 --> 00:42:02,018
to genuinely get upset about
the fact that I was upset
679
00:42:02,019 --> 00:42:03,186
about like the men stuff.
680
00:42:03,187 --> 00:42:08,066
And so, I got really confused in my head
681
00:42:08,067 --> 00:42:12,153
and I just decided to say, why not, right?
682
00:42:12,154 --> 00:42:15,949
Just why not show that
you're interested in him.
683
00:42:15,950 --> 00:42:17,201
Is that okay?
- Yeah.
684
00:42:18,452 --> 00:42:19,912
If I can follow.
685
00:42:21,038 --> 00:42:22,373
I followed it.
686
00:42:23,707 --> 00:42:25,793
- I'm gonna get us a table.
687
00:42:30,965 --> 00:42:32,632
- Do you open up here alone?
688
00:42:32,633 --> 00:42:34,217
- Oh yeah, that little
turd that's supposed
689
00:42:34,218 --> 00:42:36,052
to be here is always late.
690
00:42:36,053 --> 00:42:37,679
Oh, that's not fair.
691
00:42:37,680 --> 00:42:40,140
- Nope.
- Well, fuck that guy.
692
00:42:41,183 --> 00:42:42,684
- Believe me, he's tried.
693
00:42:42,685 --> 00:42:44,061
Ooh, is he cute?
694
00:42:44,895 --> 00:42:46,562
- I haven't decided yet.
695
00:42:46,563 --> 00:42:48,314
- Oh, that doesn't bode well.
696
00:42:48,315 --> 00:42:50,149
You're hot, you should be picky.
697
00:42:50,150 --> 00:42:51,235
Thank you.
698
00:42:53,570 --> 00:42:55,196
- Is it okay if I eat my bagel in here?
699
00:42:55,197 --> 00:42:57,491
It's from another place,
but it's only half.
700
00:42:58,409 --> 00:43:00,035
- You can eat whatever you want.
701
00:43:01,954 --> 00:43:04,957
We don't do bagels.
- Okay.
702
00:43:06,250 --> 00:43:10,628
Thanks.
- Oh and when you're done
703
00:43:10,629 --> 00:43:13,924
with whatever this is, come find me.
704
00:43:16,051 --> 00:43:16,927
Okay?
- Yeah.
705
00:43:32,693 --> 00:43:35,361
- If you were stranded on a desert island
706
00:43:35,362 --> 00:43:38,865
and could only bring-
- Oh, I hate these.
707
00:43:38,866 --> 00:43:43,078
- And could only bring three
books, what would they be?
708
00:43:46,415 --> 00:43:47,666
- Okay, um...
709
00:43:50,502 --> 00:43:53,629
"Moby Dick."
- Fine, approved.
710
00:43:53,630 --> 00:43:55,631
- No comments.
711
00:43:55,632 --> 00:43:56,467
- Sorry.
712
00:43:57,926 --> 00:44:02,221
- "Moby Dick," "The Long Goodbye,"
713
00:44:02,222 --> 00:44:05,642
and a comprehensive manual
on DIY ship building.
714
00:44:05,643 --> 00:44:07,310
- No one ever says that.
715
00:44:07,311 --> 00:44:08,604
That's what I always say.
716
00:44:10,606 --> 00:44:11,522
Nice job, Zachary.
717
00:44:11,523 --> 00:44:15,985
- Eh, Zach.
- Okay, yeah, sorry.
718
00:44:15,986 --> 00:44:17,862
I hate it when people call me Sophie.
719
00:44:17,863 --> 00:44:19,156
It's so diminutive.
720
00:44:20,074 --> 00:44:20,908
Diminutizing?
721
00:44:22,159 --> 00:44:23,993
You get what I mean.
722
00:44:23,994 --> 00:44:26,245
- Zachary sounds pretentious.
723
00:44:26,246 --> 00:44:29,165
- Oh, you did bring
"Moby Dick" to an island.
724
00:44:29,166 --> 00:44:33,294
- Wait, what's the scenario
that leads to this circumstance?
725
00:44:33,295 --> 00:44:34,504
Did someone kidnap me in the middle
726
00:44:34,505 --> 00:44:36,214
of a purchase at a bookstore?
727
00:44:36,215 --> 00:44:37,924
I mean, how many
bookstores are by the sea?
728
00:44:37,925 --> 00:44:39,384
How many bookstores are-
- Oh.
729
00:44:39,385 --> 00:44:41,719
are still are still around.
730
00:44:41,720 --> 00:44:42,595
- All right.
- Period.
731
00:44:42,596 --> 00:44:43,429
- Okay.
- Anyway.
732
00:44:43,430 --> 00:44:47,058
- All right, I am sure there
are bookstores and libraries
733
00:44:47,059 --> 00:44:51,396
and other places that have
books in them near the sea.
734
00:44:51,397 --> 00:44:53,398
- Oh, well, fine, okay.
- Mm hm.
735
00:44:53,399 --> 00:44:56,275
- But the salt air can't
be good for the pages.
736
00:44:56,276 --> 00:44:58,611
- Maybe they're eBooks.
- Ah, I hope not.
737
00:44:58,612 --> 00:45:02,657
- Okay, in this scenario your eBook reader
738
00:45:02,658 --> 00:45:04,576
would be perpetually charged.
739
00:45:05,577 --> 00:45:07,912
- Okay, then I would be able
to get more than three books.
740
00:45:07,913 --> 00:45:09,664
- No.
- That doesn't make sense.
741
00:45:09,665 --> 00:45:11,458
- Well, it's my question.
742
00:45:12,418 --> 00:45:13,794
What's "The Long Goodbye?"
743
00:45:14,837 --> 00:45:17,755
- Oh, Raymond Chandler.
- Mm hm.
744
00:45:17,756 --> 00:45:22,218
- It's technically a
classic detective novel,
745
00:45:22,219 --> 00:45:26,764
but actually a remarkable
exploration of the self,
746
00:45:26,765 --> 00:45:31,603
the alcoholic self really by
a tortured, brilliant mind.
747
00:45:34,314 --> 00:45:36,817
- And you relate to this
tortured, brilliant mind?
748
00:45:40,654 --> 00:45:41,905
- I don't know.
749
00:45:44,032 --> 00:45:45,451
I used to.
- And now?
750
00:45:47,786 --> 00:45:52,791
- And now I wish I never had
an alcoholic mind at all.
751
00:45:53,459 --> 00:45:54,293
- But you do.
752
00:45:59,131 --> 00:46:00,424
- You're right, I do.
753
00:46:01,925 --> 00:46:03,385
And I didn't even mean that.
754
00:46:06,430 --> 00:46:09,974
I'm grateful for my past.
755
00:46:12,519 --> 00:46:14,187
- That's very mature of you.
756
00:46:14,188 --> 00:46:15,605
- Is it?
- I think so.
757
00:46:18,859 --> 00:46:20,526
- Are you grateful for yours?
758
00:46:20,527 --> 00:46:23,279
- Sure, what other choice do I have?
759
00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:24,530
Well, there's bitterness.
760
00:46:24,531 --> 00:46:27,533
- Mm, tried it.
761
00:46:27,534 --> 00:46:29,952
Too depressing.
762
00:46:29,953 --> 00:46:31,789
Mm, disappointment.
763
00:46:32,706 --> 00:46:33,582
- Tried that too.
764
00:46:34,750 --> 00:46:38,170
Very unproductive.
765
00:46:47,554 --> 00:46:49,805
- Am I supposed to react to that?
766
00:46:49,806 --> 00:46:51,849
- You know you find it gross.
767
00:46:51,850 --> 00:46:53,267
- It just looks like oatmeal.
768
00:46:53,268 --> 00:46:55,645
- And oatmeal is gross looking.
769
00:46:58,565 --> 00:47:01,400
- I don't have to.
- That is unfair.
770
00:47:01,401 --> 00:47:02,693
I answered about the books.
771
00:47:02,694 --> 00:47:03,736
- You had an answer.
772
00:47:03,737 --> 00:47:06,155
I don't really listen
to all that much music.
773
00:47:06,156 --> 00:47:07,616
- That's impossible.
774
00:47:08,826 --> 00:47:09,952
Don't be embarrassed.
775
00:47:10,911 --> 00:47:13,330
- I'm not embarrassed.
- Uh huh, okay.
776
00:47:14,623 --> 00:47:18,459
- Fine, Joni Mitchell's "Blue."
777
00:47:18,460 --> 00:47:19,962
Solid, I think.
778
00:47:21,129 --> 00:47:22,171
- You don't listen to her?
779
00:47:22,172 --> 00:47:24,799
- I have, but not a full
album all the way through.
780
00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:27,260
Oh, you've
probably heard all her songs.
781
00:47:27,261 --> 00:47:28,553
- Quite possible.
- Yeah.
782
00:47:28,554 --> 00:47:32,431
I mean, I have an upstairs
neighbor who is like 20 years old
783
00:47:32,432 --> 00:47:34,976
and I literally hear her
playing the album all the time.
784
00:47:34,977 --> 00:47:36,727
- There you go, there's an answer.
785
00:47:36,728 --> 00:47:39,021
All right and I won't even
make you name two more.
786
00:47:39,022 --> 00:47:40,189
- I guess so.
- Uh huh.
787
00:47:40,190 --> 00:47:42,191
What kind of
music do you listen to?
788
00:47:42,192 --> 00:47:46,320
- Uh huh, hugely eclectic.
789
00:47:46,321 --> 00:47:49,950
I listen to a little bit
of mostly everything.
790
00:47:50,993 --> 00:47:54,579
- Even metal?
- Even metal!
791
00:47:54,580 --> 00:47:55,414
- Gross.
792
00:47:56,832 --> 00:47:57,666
All right.
793
00:48:06,925 --> 00:48:09,052
- You didn't have to pay for the coffee.
794
00:48:10,596 --> 00:48:11,512
- Oh, it's fine.
795
00:48:11,513 --> 00:48:14,390
I have plenty of money.
- Oh, oh, oh.
796
00:48:14,391 --> 00:48:17,184
How nice.
- Oh, please.
797
00:48:17,185 --> 00:48:19,353
Was it family money?
798
00:48:19,354 --> 00:48:21,897
- No, everyone always thinks that.
799
00:48:21,898 --> 00:48:25,401
- Sorry.
- It's fine, I get it.
800
00:48:25,402 --> 00:48:26,236
I'm an anomaly.
801
00:48:27,613 --> 00:48:31,824
Well, my parents did pay for my school,
802
00:48:31,825 --> 00:48:36,579
which they paid for half
and I earned the other half.
803
00:48:36,580 --> 00:48:38,957
And then I paid my expenses.
804
00:48:39,875 --> 00:48:41,083
- Well, that's not nothing, no.
805
00:48:41,084 --> 00:48:43,252
No, it's not nothing.
806
00:48:43,253 --> 00:48:44,587
- How did you make your fortune then?
807
00:48:44,588 --> 00:48:47,882
- Oh, it is not a fortune.
808
00:48:47,883 --> 00:48:49,634
No, I just, I have savings
809
00:48:49,635 --> 00:48:51,177
that I don't have to touch very often
810
00:48:51,178 --> 00:48:54,139
because I have a job that
covers most of my expenses.
811
00:48:55,599 --> 00:48:58,017
And I've made some spending money
812
00:48:58,018 --> 00:49:00,186
in recent years off of my portfolio.
813
00:49:00,187 --> 00:49:01,021
Mm.
814
00:49:02,272 --> 00:49:05,566
- I had a shitty high paying
job for a few shit years,
815
00:49:05,567 --> 00:49:07,610
and I didn't spend any
of the money that I made.
816
00:49:07,611 --> 00:49:12,615
And it was a very lonely
strategy, but also a sound one.
817
00:49:12,616 --> 00:49:16,410
Especially given the
economy after the recession.
818
00:49:16,411 --> 00:49:18,663
- Look at you.
819
00:49:18,664 --> 00:49:20,331
I wouldn't even know where
to start with investments.
820
00:49:20,332 --> 00:49:22,833
- Oh, that's how they want
you to be, in the dark.
821
00:49:22,834 --> 00:49:24,710
But it really is quite easy once you learn
822
00:49:24,711 --> 00:49:26,462
to frame your financial life in a way
823
00:49:26,463 --> 00:49:29,131
that allows you to make
steady contributions
824
00:49:29,132 --> 00:49:31,051
in amounts that make a difference.
825
00:49:33,929 --> 00:49:34,763
What?
826
00:49:36,264 --> 00:49:39,601
- You are smart.
- Yeah, yeah.
827
00:49:41,186 --> 00:49:44,689
Your response is somewhat sexist.
828
00:49:44,690 --> 00:49:46,942
- I wasn't being-
- Weren't you?
829
00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:50,027
- I don't know, maybe.
830
00:49:50,028 --> 00:49:53,447
- Huh, oh, well there you go.
831
00:49:53,448 --> 00:49:55,408
That is improvement.
832
00:49:55,409 --> 00:49:57,827
I don't know, maybe.
833
00:49:57,828 --> 00:50:00,663
Now you are ahead of 70%
834
00:50:00,664 --> 00:50:03,082
of the rest of the men in the world.
835
00:50:03,083 --> 00:50:06,168
I will continue to educate you
on the basis of this promise.
836
00:50:06,169 --> 00:50:08,505
- Huh.
837
00:50:13,760 --> 00:50:17,388
- Makeover reality shows are
a near unimpeachable argument
838
00:50:17,389 --> 00:50:18,973
for universal basic income.
839
00:50:18,974 --> 00:50:21,851
- Yeah and extended vacation
leave and paid time off.
840
00:50:21,852 --> 00:50:22,686
- Yes, yes!
841
00:50:24,688 --> 00:50:28,941
Speaking of, I need to go serve
Mimosas for tips right now.
842
00:50:28,942 --> 00:50:31,193
- Ah, sorry.
- Yeah, I know.
843
00:50:31,194 --> 00:50:32,446
Could be worse.
844
00:50:33,363 --> 00:50:34,197
- Indeed.
845
00:50:37,242 --> 00:50:39,160
- Do you wanna walk home with me?
846
00:50:39,161 --> 00:50:41,162
I mean, I was gonna like
shower and everything,
847
00:50:41,163 --> 00:50:42,413
but I don't think that I have the time.
848
00:50:42,414 --> 00:50:45,374
And so, I'm just gonna
freshen up and stuff.
849
00:50:45,375 --> 00:50:46,334
- I'd love to come.
850
00:50:47,252 --> 00:50:48,086
- Great.
851
00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:51,840
Well then, let's go, nerd.
852
00:51:01,558 --> 00:51:03,517
- I'm really glad we've learned to embrace
853
00:51:03,518 --> 00:51:06,896
our sleeplessness today.
854
00:51:11,610 --> 00:51:15,154
- Oh, my God.
855
00:51:15,155 --> 00:51:17,657
- I miss weed.
- I don't.
856
00:51:18,658 --> 00:51:20,034
- Oh, you stopped too?
857
00:51:20,035 --> 00:51:21,118
- No.
858
00:51:21,119 --> 00:51:22,912
I mean, I miss it since yesterday.
859
00:51:26,291 --> 00:51:28,501
Hey, can I have your number?
860
00:51:28,502 --> 00:51:30,628
- Uh, yeah.
- There you are.
861
00:51:30,629 --> 00:51:32,087
- Oh, wow, that was fast.
862
00:51:32,088 --> 00:51:33,089
- Why do you think I asked?
863
00:51:33,090 --> 00:51:34,757
- I mean, I know why you asked,
864
00:51:34,758 --> 00:51:36,884
but you could have played
it a little cooler.
865
00:51:36,885 --> 00:51:39,512
- Yeah, you haven't
played it so cool so far.
866
00:51:39,513 --> 00:51:40,346
- Yes, I have.
867
00:51:40,347 --> 00:51:42,223
- Mm, yeah, maybe.
- Uh huh.
868
00:51:42,224 --> 00:51:43,307
Yeah, I have.
- Mm hm.
869
00:51:43,308 --> 00:51:46,352
- I mean, I am always cool.
870
00:51:46,353 --> 00:51:50,189
What applies to me doesn't
always apply to others, so.
871
00:51:50,190 --> 00:51:51,649
- Interesting.
- Yeah.
872
00:51:51,650 --> 00:51:53,109
- Yeah, yeah.
- I am, thank you.
873
00:51:53,110 --> 00:51:54,694
- Mm hm.
- Woo, here you go.
874
00:51:56,363 --> 00:51:59,490
I saved it under a pseudonym.
875
00:51:59,491 --> 00:52:01,575
So, once you figure that out,
876
00:52:01,576 --> 00:52:03,203
then maybe I'll go out with you.
877
00:52:07,999 --> 00:52:08,834
- Oh.
878
00:52:13,296 --> 00:52:17,091
- I can't really entertain you
much while I'm getting ready.
879
00:52:17,092 --> 00:52:18,384
You understand?
- No problem.
880
00:52:18,385 --> 00:52:19,635
- Yeah.
- I don't have to do anything.
881
00:52:19,636 --> 00:52:20,720
I can just hang out.
882
00:52:22,430 --> 00:52:25,724
- Well, thanks for tagging along.
883
00:52:25,725 --> 00:52:26,518
- Sure.
884
00:52:27,519 --> 00:52:31,189
- It is easier being up this
early with someone else around.
885
00:52:35,569 --> 00:52:40,574
Um, there's water and stuff
in the fridge if you want.
886
00:52:40,866 --> 00:52:42,324
You can make coffee also.
887
00:52:42,325 --> 00:52:46,078
- Oh, no, I'm good for now.
- Okay, all right.
888
00:52:46,079 --> 00:52:48,248
- Um, don't snoop too much.
889
00:52:50,667 --> 00:52:53,127
.
890
00:52:53,128 --> 00:52:58,133
when we were anonymous
891
00:53:01,136 --> 00:53:06,141
you loved me for who I am
892
00:53:15,567 --> 00:53:20,572
time when were anonymous
893
00:53:27,954 --> 00:53:32,041
- Did you make toast?
894
00:53:32,042 --> 00:53:35,128
- Yeah.
895
00:53:37,505 --> 00:53:38,340
Sorry.
896
00:53:39,466 --> 00:53:40,300
- It's okay.
897
00:53:43,303 --> 00:53:45,304
Don't judge my library.
898
00:53:45,305 --> 00:53:46,139
- I wasn't.
899
00:53:48,016 --> 00:53:51,227
You can tell a lot about a
person by which books they keep.
900
00:53:51,228 --> 00:53:55,440
They're the type to keep only
some books versus too many.
901
00:53:58,193 --> 00:54:02,113
- Take anything you'd like.
902
00:54:11,831 --> 00:54:14,750
- And do you think
people find all of those?
903
00:54:14,751 --> 00:54:16,752
You don't think that there's a surplus
904
00:54:16,753 --> 00:54:19,630
or that some of those
books die on those streets,
905
00:54:19,631 --> 00:54:21,006
get sent to the dump?
906
00:54:21,007 --> 00:54:22,716
- What are you saying?
907
00:54:22,717 --> 00:54:23,718
It sounds cynical.
908
00:54:24,678 --> 00:54:26,428
You're kind of a contradiction, you know?
909
00:54:26,429 --> 00:54:27,514
- I know, hm.
910
00:54:28,848 --> 00:54:31,976
I just worry that we've
devalued true information,
911
00:54:31,977 --> 00:54:35,187
full stories, a kind of
deep dive into knowledge,
912
00:54:35,188 --> 00:54:37,147
truth in general really,
913
00:54:37,148 --> 00:54:39,817
to satisfy the need for more always.
914
00:54:39,818 --> 00:54:43,904
It's always more, more, now
regardless of usefulness,
915
00:54:43,905 --> 00:54:46,824
decreasingly with a regard for quality,
916
00:54:46,825 --> 00:54:49,410
it's all about that same thing
we've been talking about.
917
00:54:49,411 --> 00:54:53,540
That temporary charge over and over again.
918
00:54:54,499 --> 00:54:57,710
So, more and more books
get made to fill the need.
919
00:54:57,711 --> 00:55:00,587
Throw the old ones away
without processing them.
920
00:55:00,588 --> 00:55:05,593
So, if there are only
a few universal truths
921
00:55:05,844 --> 00:55:09,930
or stories out there, the
ones that get made today
922
00:55:09,931 --> 00:55:14,143
get so watered down,
they're hardly anything.
923
00:55:14,144 --> 00:55:15,228
Fluff.
924
00:55:19,024 --> 00:55:21,650
- You think a lot about
things that are way
925
00:55:21,651 --> 00:55:23,153
outside your personal orbit.
926
00:55:25,655 --> 00:55:28,532
- Huh, maybe.
927
00:55:28,533 --> 00:55:29,366
I mean, I think this last thing
928
00:55:29,367 --> 00:55:30,994
was in my personal orbit though.
929
00:55:32,287 --> 00:55:34,789
- If you publish books,
have you published a book?
930
00:55:37,167 --> 00:55:38,625
- No.
931
00:55:38,626 --> 00:55:39,836
Soon, I hope.
932
00:55:42,297 --> 00:55:43,131
- Good luck.
933
00:55:44,466 --> 00:55:45,717
I'd give your book a try.
934
00:55:47,260 --> 00:55:48,802
- Thanks.
- Yeah.
935
00:55:48,803 --> 00:55:49,636
Just a try.
936
00:55:49,637 --> 00:55:51,138
If it got too dark, I'd put it down.
937
00:55:51,139 --> 00:55:53,683
- Aha, then you'd put it down too soon.
938
00:55:58,313 --> 00:55:59,147
- Good enough?
939
00:56:00,315 --> 00:56:01,149
- More than.
940
00:56:02,442 --> 00:56:04,943
- Easy, killer, I already
gave you my number.
941
00:56:04,944 --> 00:56:06,112
- Yeah, sort of.
942
00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:09,824
- Okay, ready to go?
943
00:56:11,076 --> 00:56:12,702
- Uh, yeah.
944
00:56:13,995 --> 00:56:16,122
It doesn't look like two people live here.
945
00:56:17,207 --> 00:56:19,334
- Uh, I live alone.
946
00:56:20,460 --> 00:56:22,377
- You said you texted your roommate.
947
00:56:22,378 --> 00:56:26,715
- Yeah, I texted my sister
a bunch of random letters.
948
00:56:26,716 --> 00:56:27,591
I wasn't worried.
949
00:56:27,592 --> 00:56:30,177
- Then why do it at all?
950
00:56:30,178 --> 00:56:33,388
- Well, it was fun to
mess with you and her.
951
00:56:33,389 --> 00:56:35,390
I mean, she will not
understand what is happening
952
00:56:35,391 --> 00:56:37,059
when she wakes up later and her reaction
953
00:56:37,060 --> 00:56:38,644
will give me some sort of amusement
954
00:56:38,645 --> 00:56:39,938
in the middle of my shift.
955
00:56:40,814 --> 00:56:41,939
Sorry.
956
00:56:41,940 --> 00:56:43,566
Crap, is that the time?
957
00:56:44,776 --> 00:56:46,235
It's actually pretty early.
958
00:56:46,236 --> 00:56:49,029
I, I coulda showered.
959
00:56:49,030 --> 00:56:50,614
- Oh, you still can if you want.
960
00:56:53,034 --> 00:56:55,245
- No, Zach Bell.
- Oh, too soon?
961
00:56:56,162 --> 00:56:58,288
- Yes.
- Mm hm.
962
00:57:01,042 --> 00:57:05,629
- Um, do you wanna chill
for a minute in my garden?
963
00:57:05,630 --> 00:57:10,635
- Ooh, too soon, Sophia
what's your last name?
964
00:57:10,844 --> 00:57:11,678
- What?
965
00:57:12,762 --> 00:57:15,430
Oh, hilarious.
966
00:57:15,431 --> 00:57:16,431
Hilarious.
967
00:57:16,432 --> 00:57:17,266
Come with me.
968
00:57:17,267 --> 00:57:18,809
Come on.
- Too soon again.
969
00:57:18,810 --> 00:57:21,729
- Yeah.
970
00:57:22,856 --> 00:57:24,523
- This is all yours?
971
00:57:24,524 --> 00:57:25,983
Yeah.
972
00:57:25,984 --> 00:57:27,693
It's the one thing I spend extra money on.
973
00:57:27,694 --> 00:57:29,821
- Strong move.
- Yeah, I know.
974
00:57:31,114 --> 00:57:33,074
- This is unheard of.
- I know.
975
00:57:34,701 --> 00:57:36,661
- Can I?
- Yeah, of course.
976
00:57:38,746 --> 00:57:42,207
I mean, most people are amazed,
but you're almost gleeful.
977
00:57:42,208 --> 00:57:44,418
- Well, I don't get out enough.
978
00:57:44,419 --> 00:57:45,461
You know, in nature.
979
00:57:46,463 --> 00:57:47,796
- We live right by the park.
980
00:57:47,797 --> 00:57:49,048
You were just there.
981
00:57:49,966 --> 00:57:52,509
- Yeah, I'm there all the
time, but this is different.
982
00:57:52,510 --> 00:57:57,014
This is, this is private, intimate.
983
00:57:57,015 --> 00:58:00,852
It's got like this feeling, you know?
984
00:58:02,604 --> 00:58:03,438
- Yeah.
985
00:58:04,981 --> 00:58:06,191
Oh, wow.
986
00:58:07,358 --> 00:58:10,486
Um, you sure
you don't want any coffee?
987
00:58:10,487 --> 00:58:15,032
- Yeah, can you do a decaf or half?
988
00:58:15,033 --> 00:58:17,576
- Yeah.
- Thanks.
989
00:58:17,577 --> 00:58:20,663
Um, decaf or half?
990
00:58:21,998 --> 00:58:24,458
- Oh, half, half, sorry.
991
00:58:24,459 --> 00:58:25,834
- Okay.
- Thanks.
992
00:58:25,835 --> 00:58:26,669
- Mm hm, sure.
993
00:58:34,427 --> 00:58:35,929
- I hope we don't lose it all.
994
00:58:37,388 --> 00:58:38,223
- What?
995
00:58:39,182 --> 00:58:41,059
Trees and everything.
- Yeah.
996
00:58:42,644 --> 00:58:43,478
- Yeah.
997
00:58:48,525 --> 00:58:49,359
We won't.
998
00:58:52,070 --> 00:58:53,947
- You believe that?
- Yeah.
999
00:58:55,073 --> 00:58:57,116
We won't lose all of it if we're careful,
1000
00:58:59,452 --> 00:59:01,995
but the fighting is going to
get worse until it gets better.
1001
00:59:01,996 --> 00:59:06,417
And who knows how much of it will survive.
1002
00:59:07,877 --> 00:59:08,711
- The planet?
1003
00:59:10,588 --> 00:59:11,422
- As we know it.
1004
00:59:13,007 --> 00:59:13,841
Yeah.
1005
00:59:16,469 --> 00:59:18,720
What are you gonna do the rest of the day?
1006
00:59:18,721 --> 00:59:21,640
I'm going to have
breakfast at your restaurant.
1007
00:59:21,641 --> 00:59:22,809
You are not.
1008
00:59:24,143 --> 00:59:25,728
Nah, I don't know.
1009
00:59:26,980 --> 00:59:30,900
Take a nap, clean my room, catch a movie.
1010
00:59:31,985 --> 00:59:34,152
Do you live alone too?
1011
00:59:34,153 --> 00:59:36,322
Yeah, yeah actually, I do.
1012
00:59:38,116 --> 00:59:39,617
You find it hard living alone?
1013
00:59:41,160 --> 00:59:44,871
Yes and no.
1014
00:59:44,872 --> 00:59:49,877
Mostly yes, but the no is the
strongest no of all of them.
1015
00:59:51,754 --> 00:59:52,839
- What does that mean?
1016
00:59:55,174 --> 00:59:56,926
- I treasure my independence.
1017
01:00:02,890 --> 01:00:05,100
- Is that why you're still single?
1018
01:00:05,101 --> 01:00:06,769
- What makes you think I'm single?
1019
01:00:07,854 --> 01:00:08,729
- Uh-
1020
01:00:08,730 --> 01:00:10,105
- Oh, I'm just kidding.
1021
01:00:10,106 --> 01:00:11,399
I'm single, I'm single.
1022
01:00:12,567 --> 01:00:16,194
Yeah, I mean, I guess that's the reason.
1023
01:00:16,195 --> 01:00:17,238
Yes and no.
1024
01:00:19,824 --> 01:00:20,782
Maybe it is the reason.
1025
01:00:20,783 --> 01:00:23,119
It shouldn't be, but it might be.
1026
01:00:25,079 --> 01:00:26,080
- They're all crazy.
1027
01:00:26,998 --> 01:00:29,792
The guys that, that
haven't held on to you.
1028
01:00:34,130 --> 01:00:35,048
- Cute.
- Oh, God.
1029
01:00:37,008 --> 01:00:38,550
- What?
1030
01:00:38,551 --> 01:00:39,634
Are you one of those guys that
1031
01:00:39,635 --> 01:00:42,137
doesn't like being called cute?
1032
01:00:42,138 --> 01:00:44,931
It is a good thing.
- I don't know.
1033
01:00:44,932 --> 01:00:47,225
Between that and what you
said in the coffee shop.
1034
01:00:47,226 --> 01:00:48,643
- What did I say?
1035
01:00:48,644 --> 01:00:50,437
- Suggesting I wasn't gonna make a move.
1036
01:00:50,438 --> 01:00:53,148
Whereas I was the one
who asked you to hang out
1037
01:00:53,149 --> 01:00:56,109
in the first place and
asked you for your number.
1038
01:00:56,110 --> 01:00:57,527
Except-
- I was just kidding.
1039
01:00:57,528 --> 01:00:58,695
- Ah, no you weren't.
1040
01:00:58,696 --> 01:01:01,365
- Oh, okay, well maybe I wasn't,
1041
01:01:01,366 --> 01:01:04,868
but I did like notarize our date
1042
01:01:04,869 --> 01:01:07,537
and I did give you my number
1043
01:01:07,538 --> 01:01:11,166
and I just called you cute
and oh, my God, you're right.
1044
01:01:11,167 --> 01:01:13,627
You have every reason to be so upset.
1045
01:01:13,628 --> 01:01:15,253
- Ah, now you're laughing at me.
1046
01:01:15,254 --> 01:01:17,255
- Oh my gosh, honestly enough.
1047
01:01:17,256 --> 01:01:18,965
Stop it.
1048
01:01:20,385 --> 01:01:22,511
- Slow down.
- No, red flags rising.
1049
01:01:22,512 --> 01:01:24,471
Too much history with male sensitivity.
1050
01:01:24,472 --> 01:01:26,807
Not my job.
- Sophia, I'm sorry.
1051
01:01:26,808 --> 01:01:29,811
Hey, hey, I am, I'm sorry.
1052
01:01:33,940 --> 01:01:36,526
We both got some stuff, I guess.
1053
01:01:39,070 --> 01:01:41,279
- You are really sensitive.
1054
01:01:41,280 --> 01:01:42,615
- Yeah, double-edged sword.
1055
01:01:45,827 --> 01:01:46,660
- Me too.
1056
01:01:46,661 --> 01:01:50,748
I mean, I'm really sensitive too.
1057
01:01:54,669 --> 01:01:56,504
Usually not the best combination.
1058
01:01:57,713 --> 01:01:58,881
- No, not usually.
1059
01:02:04,470 --> 01:02:06,263
I'm decisive too, you know?
1060
01:02:06,264 --> 01:02:08,181
- Okay.
- Where at counts.
1061
01:02:08,182 --> 01:02:09,684
- I believe you.
- Thank you.
1062
01:02:14,981 --> 01:02:17,399
I don't know why you're
making this so difficult.
1063
01:02:17,400 --> 01:02:18,233
- Oh, my God.
1064
01:02:18,234 --> 01:02:20,944
Are you proving the point that I just made
1065
01:02:20,945 --> 01:02:22,028
about the men that I've dated?
1066
01:02:22,029 --> 01:02:23,989
That was fast.
- Hold, hold, hold on.
1067
01:02:23,990 --> 01:02:25,992
Hold on, okay?
1068
01:02:27,034 --> 01:02:29,911
Counter question, are you maybe
creating the circumstances
1069
01:02:29,912 --> 01:02:31,830
to make me prove your point?
1070
01:02:31,831 --> 01:02:33,832
Maybe even just a little bit.
1071
01:02:33,833 --> 01:02:35,500
- I don't know.
1072
01:02:35,501 --> 01:02:36,377
It's possible.
1073
01:02:40,173 --> 01:02:42,008
- Why did you make your
phone number a game?
1074
01:02:43,259 --> 01:02:44,510
- I don't know.
1075
01:02:52,477 --> 01:02:54,060
- I'm sorry.
1076
01:02:54,061 --> 01:02:55,812
You didn't do anything.
1077
01:02:55,813 --> 01:02:57,147
- Maybe I did.
1078
01:02:57,148 --> 01:02:58,565
Either way I'm sorry.
1079
01:02:58,566 --> 01:02:59,942
- You apologize a lot.
1080
01:03:01,486 --> 01:03:02,819
- Red flag?
1081
01:03:02,820 --> 01:03:04,112
- No.
1082
01:03:04,113 --> 01:03:07,325
Well, I mean, to be determined.
1083
01:03:11,245 --> 01:03:15,165
I'm sorry, I've been pushing
you away all morning.
1084
01:03:15,166 --> 01:03:17,376
I don't know what's gotten into me.
1085
01:03:20,713 --> 01:03:24,132
Maybe, maybe this isn't a good idea.
1086
01:03:24,133 --> 01:03:26,260
Maybe we're too alike.
- I don't think so.
1087
01:03:28,095 --> 01:03:32,098
- Well, we've established that
we're both sensitive people.
1088
01:03:32,099 --> 01:03:35,101
And I think also we've
established that we both have more
1089
01:03:35,102 --> 01:03:39,523
than a few hangups and
we both can't sleep.
1090
01:03:39,524 --> 01:03:43,569
- That's about it as far
as challenges though.
1091
01:03:44,904 --> 01:03:46,905
So far.
- So far.
1092
01:03:46,906 --> 01:03:47,740
- So far.
1093
01:03:48,950 --> 01:03:53,955
Still, we've known each
other less than four hours.
1094
01:03:55,498 --> 01:03:58,626
We could be the perfect
Venn diagram of suitability.
1095
01:04:00,211 --> 01:04:01,045
Huh?
1096
01:04:01,921 --> 01:04:03,589
There's only one way to find out.
1097
01:04:04,549 --> 01:04:06,675
Look, maybe we're supposed to date.
1098
01:04:06,676 --> 01:04:11,639
All right, help each other
I don't know, sleep easier.
1099
01:04:12,849 --> 01:04:14,432
Despite all the shit that's going on
1100
01:04:14,433 --> 01:04:16,059
in our lives and in the world.
1101
01:04:16,060 --> 01:04:17,436
- Our lives aren't that bad.
1102
01:04:19,689 --> 01:04:20,898
- Everyone needs people.
1103
01:04:29,031 --> 01:04:30,074
- Yeah, okay.
1104
01:04:39,417 --> 01:04:43,004
- Anyway.
1105
01:04:48,342 --> 01:04:49,259
Is it this way?
1106
01:04:49,260 --> 01:04:50,303
- Yeah.
- All right.
1107
01:04:51,887 --> 01:04:54,222
- You want some mints?
- Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
1108
01:04:54,223 --> 01:04:55,599
Hold on.
1109
01:04:55,600 --> 01:04:58,769
So, I was thinking.
1110
01:05:00,313 --> 01:05:03,106
You ever hear that thing
that you're the average
1111
01:05:03,107 --> 01:05:05,066
of the five people you
spend the most time with?
1112
01:05:05,067 --> 01:05:07,445
- Yeah, sure.
- Who are your people?
1113
01:05:08,487 --> 01:05:11,781
- My coworkers, my sister
if you count the phone,
1114
01:05:11,782 --> 01:05:14,868
and my therapist.
1115
01:05:14,869 --> 01:05:17,371
- Ah.
- What about you?
1116
01:05:19,540 --> 01:05:24,420
My boss, my sponsor, therapist,
1117
01:05:26,255 --> 01:05:27,965
my brother if you count the phone.
1118
01:05:29,675 --> 01:05:32,011
- That's only four.
- And coffee.
1119
01:05:33,304 --> 01:05:34,430
For real though.
1120
01:05:35,431 --> 01:05:37,891
I have an open slot, I guess.
1121
01:05:41,896 --> 01:05:43,022
- Not today you don't.
1122
01:05:47,735 --> 01:05:51,071
Our grand adventure
comes rapidly to an end.
1123
01:05:51,072 --> 01:05:52,365
- Mm.
- Work.
1124
01:05:53,741 --> 01:05:56,951
- Yeah, you joke, but I
did have a great time.
1125
01:05:56,952 --> 01:05:58,912
- Yeah, me too.
1126
01:05:58,913 --> 01:06:00,664
It wasn't boring.
1127
01:06:00,665 --> 01:06:02,040
- Good?
1128
01:06:02,041 --> 01:06:05,335
- Yeah, it was very random.
1129
01:06:05,336 --> 01:06:06,963
- Ah, yeah, yeah, true.
1130
01:06:08,839 --> 01:06:11,424
- I actually have a few
minutes before I have to be in.
1131
01:06:11,425 --> 01:06:14,094
Do you wanna sit for a bit over there?
1132
01:06:14,095 --> 01:06:15,805
- Yeah, sure.
- Okay, cool.
1133
01:06:21,894 --> 01:06:26,899
Can you hold my compact for me?
1134
01:06:28,859 --> 01:06:29,694
Like that.
1135
01:06:33,155 --> 01:06:34,323
Should I put on makeup?
1136
01:06:35,908 --> 01:06:37,201
- I don't think you need it.
1137
01:06:38,369 --> 01:06:39,203
- Right.
1138
01:06:40,830 --> 01:06:42,498
I don't feel like putting any on.
1139
01:06:43,457 --> 01:06:44,291
- So, don't.
1140
01:06:46,127 --> 01:06:47,878
- A made up Sophia makes more tips.
1141
01:06:48,963 --> 01:06:51,923
.
1142
01:06:51,924 --> 01:06:53,258
- What?
1143
01:06:53,259 --> 01:06:55,260
- It doesn't seem to, I don't know,
1144
01:06:55,261 --> 01:06:57,762
align with your perspective.
1145
01:06:57,763 --> 01:07:00,099
Also, it's an ironic turn of phrase.
1146
01:07:01,142 --> 01:07:02,934
Capitalistically speaking.
1147
01:07:02,935 --> 01:07:05,520
Yeah, it kind of goes back to a part
1148
01:07:05,521 --> 01:07:09,066
of our conversation before,
fiction being reality.
1149
01:07:09,900 --> 01:07:11,443
- Whatever.
1150
01:07:11,444 --> 01:07:13,361
I have some tinted moisturizer I can use
1151
01:07:13,362 --> 01:07:14,821
to smooth things out later.
1152
01:07:14,822 --> 01:07:17,032
Also, by the way,
1153
01:07:18,409 --> 01:07:21,077
I can be a woman who
cares about her appearance
1154
01:07:21,078 --> 01:07:24,497
while also rejecting the
bullshit that is classically
1155
01:07:24,498 --> 01:07:26,459
assigned to the identity of womanhood.
1156
01:07:27,626 --> 01:07:30,628
- Sure, I know.
- Mm hm.
1157
01:07:30,629 --> 01:07:33,424
- I just like who you appear to be.
1158
01:07:35,551 --> 01:07:37,260
Okay?
1159
01:07:37,261 --> 01:07:38,095
All right.
1160
01:07:41,974 --> 01:07:44,100
This could also be something that,
1161
01:07:44,101 --> 01:07:45,769
that is none of my business, but-
1162
01:07:45,770 --> 01:07:47,020
- Oh boy.
- No, no, no, no.
1163
01:07:47,021 --> 01:07:51,691
I'm just thinking about your difficulty
1164
01:07:51,692 --> 01:07:54,360
with the desert island album question
1165
01:07:54,361 --> 01:07:59,032
and knowing what to do while sitting on
1166
01:07:59,033 --> 01:08:01,035
what sounds like some savings.
1167
01:08:02,453 --> 01:08:03,454
You should travel.
1168
01:08:04,789 --> 01:08:06,748
No, I mean, since you can.
1169
01:08:06,749 --> 01:08:09,125
That's what a lot of people
would do if they had the means.
1170
01:08:09,126 --> 01:08:11,753
- I have and I will travel more.
1171
01:08:11,754 --> 01:08:14,506
For now though, I like it where I am.
1172
01:08:14,507 --> 01:08:17,342
I mean, I don't love my job,
1173
01:08:17,343 --> 01:08:19,803
and I would like some more purpose,
1174
01:08:19,804 --> 01:08:21,889
but that's not everything.
1175
01:08:22,807 --> 01:08:24,808
I mean, the day-to-day
here is pretty good,
1176
01:08:24,809 --> 01:08:27,311
and that's not necessarily
something to mess with.
1177
01:08:28,312 --> 01:08:29,896
- Hm.
- Besides, I mean,
1178
01:08:29,897 --> 01:08:33,817
I can't, you know, just jump
around from place to place,
1179
01:08:33,818 --> 01:08:36,236
avoiding the questions of my life.
1180
01:08:36,237 --> 01:08:37,071
- Yeah.
1181
01:08:37,988 --> 01:08:40,449
But wouldn't travel help you sleep though?
1182
01:08:41,575 --> 01:08:46,371
- Well, exhaustion isn't the
same as sleeping healthy.
1183
01:08:46,372 --> 01:08:48,624
- Ah, I guess that might be true.
1184
01:08:49,959 --> 01:08:52,795
I'm exhausted a lot of the
time and I don't sleep.
1185
01:08:54,547 --> 01:08:57,131
- Maybe you're supposed
to find out something.
1186
01:08:57,132 --> 01:08:58,508
Maybe you should travel.
1187
01:08:58,509 --> 01:09:01,094
- Uh, same answer.
1188
01:09:01,095 --> 01:09:02,763
I have, I will.
1189
01:09:06,141 --> 01:09:07,726
But I like it here right now.
1190
01:09:09,353 --> 01:09:13,190
And I don't have the means necessarily.
1191
01:09:15,401 --> 01:09:17,278
- Something to work towards.
- Yeah.
1192
01:09:25,452 --> 01:09:30,416
Oh, maybe you could volunteer
or work for a nonprofit.
1193
01:09:33,294 --> 01:09:34,128
I don't know.
1194
01:09:35,796 --> 01:09:38,048
- Yeah, maybe.
1195
01:09:40,759 --> 01:09:42,761
I don't know what I'd be good at though.
1196
01:09:43,721 --> 01:09:46,015
- Talk to the people like you talk to me.
1197
01:09:48,642 --> 01:09:50,102
- Yeah, maybe.
- Mm hm.
1198
01:09:54,773 --> 01:09:55,983
- Boobies O'Shaughnessy.
1199
01:09:57,109 --> 01:09:59,402
- What?
- Boobies O'Shaughnessy.
1200
01:09:59,403 --> 01:10:02,906
That's the name I put in
your phone with my number.
1201
01:10:02,907 --> 01:10:03,741
- Huh?
1202
01:10:04,575 --> 01:10:06,618
That certainly would have stuck out.
1203
01:10:06,619 --> 01:10:09,245
- Yeah, that's why they call her boobies.
1204
01:10:10,748 --> 01:10:12,332
- Don't.
1205
01:10:12,333 --> 01:10:14,125
- I really don't wanna go to-
- Hey, Sophia.
1206
01:10:14,126 --> 01:10:15,502
- Hi, Lisa.
1207
01:10:16,337 --> 01:10:18,922
- I'll see you inside.
- Yup.
1208
01:10:18,923 --> 01:10:23,928
call in sick, call in sick
1209
01:10:24,845 --> 01:10:26,430
Is that your manager?
- Yup.
1210
01:10:29,433 --> 01:10:33,854
- Huh, you should go in and puke
1211
01:10:35,105 --> 01:10:39,109
wet, brown bagel all over her.
1212
01:10:41,779 --> 01:10:43,404
- Yeah, no.
1213
01:10:43,405 --> 01:10:46,616
I mean, I mean, I do wanna
hang out, but not that badly.
1214
01:10:46,617 --> 01:10:48,285
- All right.
- Gross.
1215
01:10:51,664 --> 01:10:52,498
Okay.
1216
01:10:55,292 --> 01:10:56,751
Dirty butt?
1217
01:10:56,752 --> 01:10:59,420
- Uh, a little, a little bit.
1218
01:10:59,421 --> 01:11:00,631
- Yeah.
- Mm hm.
1219
01:11:01,882 --> 01:11:02,840
- Yeah, go ahead.
1220
01:11:02,841 --> 01:11:04,968
Utility purposes only.
1221
01:11:04,969 --> 01:11:05,886
- Okay, um.
1222
01:11:09,556 --> 01:11:12,517
- Weirdest date ever.
1223
01:11:12,518 --> 01:11:14,436
Okay, all right.
1224
01:11:16,105 --> 01:11:17,689
- All right.
- Yeah.
1225
01:11:17,690 --> 01:11:19,774
- How about my butt?
- Yeah, I mean it's dirty,
1226
01:11:19,775 --> 01:11:20,942
but you don't have to go to work.
1227
01:11:20,943 --> 01:11:22,485
So, it doesn't matter.
1228
01:11:22,486 --> 01:11:23,611
- I'm not walking around
with a dirty butt.
1229
01:11:23,612 --> 01:11:24,988
Come on now.
1230
01:11:24,989 --> 01:11:27,700
Come on, come on.
1231
01:11:29,535 --> 01:11:32,453
Okay, see-
- All right, all right.
1232
01:11:32,454 --> 01:11:34,998
- You're being a little
nice to it, but all right.
1233
01:11:34,999 --> 01:11:36,875
Thank you for cleaning my butt.
1234
01:11:38,752 --> 01:11:40,211
- Okay.
1235
01:11:40,212 --> 01:11:45,175
So, du-du-du-da, it was-
1236
01:11:45,718 --> 01:11:48,720
- Oh, do-
- What?
1237
01:11:48,721 --> 01:11:51,222
- Do you wanna hang out tonight?
1238
01:11:51,223 --> 01:11:54,350
- Oh, um, maybe.
1239
01:11:54,351 --> 01:11:55,227
I'll text you.
1240
01:11:56,145 --> 01:11:58,688
- Um, you don't have my number.
1241
01:11:58,689 --> 01:12:01,107
- So, text me first, dingus.
1242
01:12:03,777 --> 01:12:08,698
- I'm never changing Boobies
O'Shaughnessy in my phone.
1243
01:12:08,699 --> 01:12:10,451
- Yes, you will.
- Mm mm, no.
1244
01:12:12,995 --> 01:12:14,246
- Oh yeah.
- No.
1245
01:12:15,122 --> 01:12:17,707
- It's got a little heart emoji.
1246
01:12:17,708 --> 01:12:21,045
- Yes, boobies.
1247
01:12:25,090 --> 01:12:27,842
- Okay, well, it was a nice meeting you.
1248
01:12:27,843 --> 01:12:30,011
- Yeah, likewise, Boobies.
1249
01:12:30,012 --> 01:12:31,763
- Zach, all right, okay.
1250
01:12:31,764 --> 01:12:33,056
You, enough already.
1251
01:12:33,057 --> 01:12:34,140
You knifed it.
1252
01:12:34,141 --> 01:12:35,099
You killed the joke.
- Okay, okay, okay.
1253
01:12:35,100 --> 01:12:37,185
- It's done, it's dead.
- Okay, sorry, sorry.
1254
01:12:37,186 --> 01:12:38,020
- It's okay.
1255
01:12:40,230 --> 01:12:41,982
Okay, so I...
1256
01:12:45,444 --> 01:12:47,362
I will talk to you later.
1257
01:12:47,363 --> 01:12:49,489
- Okay.
- I'm gonna...
1258
01:12:49,490 --> 01:12:51,407
- All right, I'm just gonna go-
1259
01:12:51,408 --> 01:12:52,992
- Yeah.
- This way.
1260
01:12:52,993 --> 01:12:54,619
- Okay.
- Have fun at work.
1261
01:12:54,620 --> 01:12:56,121
- Yeah, hm.
- Okay.
1262
01:12:58,582 --> 01:13:01,209
- Hey, thanks for the help
with the door by the way.
1263
01:13:01,210 --> 01:13:02,585
Who's the serious guy?
1264
01:13:02,586 --> 01:13:04,170
Oh, it's not serious.
1265
01:13:04,171 --> 01:13:06,631
- No, I meant-
- We just met, so.
1266
01:13:06,632 --> 01:13:08,925
I meant it looks like
he takes things seriously.
1267
01:13:08,926 --> 01:13:10,885
- Oh, yeah.
1268
01:13:10,886 --> 01:13:12,345
Yeah, that's probably accurate.
1269
01:13:12,346 --> 01:13:14,555
- Okay, so for today, I think
if we just really get started-
1270
01:13:14,556 --> 01:13:17,475
- I sort of too though.
- You what?
1271
01:13:17,476 --> 01:13:19,727
- I take things seriously.
- I don't know.
1272
01:13:19,728 --> 01:13:21,270
I think it kinda depends.
1273
01:13:21,271 --> 01:13:23,523
Okay, so, for today, maybe
if we just get started-
1274
01:13:23,524 --> 01:13:25,274
- You know what, I need to find out.
1275
01:13:25,275 --> 01:13:26,109
What do you mean?
1276
01:13:26,110 --> 01:13:27,486
- I need to find out who he is.
1277
01:13:28,362 --> 01:13:29,403
- What, where are you going for today?
1278
01:13:29,404 --> 01:13:30,738
- I mean, oh gosh.
1279
01:13:30,739 --> 01:13:32,657
I'm so sorry, I'm sick.
1280
01:13:33,492 --> 01:13:35,535
- You're definitely 1,000% not sick-
1281
01:13:35,536 --> 01:13:36,369
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- At all.
1282
01:13:36,370 --> 01:13:37,203
- Yeah, no, I am.
1283
01:13:37,204 --> 01:13:38,454
I'm so sorry.
- Nope, talk to him later.
1284
01:13:38,455 --> 01:13:39,288
- I've gotta go.
1285
01:13:39,289 --> 01:13:40,123
I don't want to.
1286
01:13:40,124 --> 01:13:41,374
- Okay, this is not okay.
1287
01:13:41,375 --> 01:13:42,625
- Yeah, I'm so sorry.
1288
01:13:42,626 --> 01:13:44,544
- You're fucking me before
the day has even started.
1289
01:13:44,545 --> 01:13:46,588
Oh, I know, I'm sorry.
1290
01:13:47,756 --> 01:13:49,924
- I'm pissed but exceedingly curious.
1291
01:13:57,099 --> 01:13:58,183
- Zach, Zach!
1292
01:14:00,978 --> 01:14:01,812
Zach!
1293
01:14:14,616 --> 01:14:19,621
tired of kicking home alone
1294
01:14:28,297 --> 01:14:33,302
nothing left to talk about
85850
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