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♪♪

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ You're the one I got my eyes on ♪

♪ There ain't nothin' out there
like the, like the one I want ♪

♪ Hear me tickin' like a time bomb ♪

♪ No, don't make me wait ♪

CARINA: Okay, you should
put them in two parallel lines

- from here all the way to there.
- MAN: Yeah, I got it right here.

Alright, I know you love her,
but does she have to tell us

where to put cones in our own house?

MAYA: If I say it,
I'm an unsupportive girlfriend.

ANDY: Alright, hey, doctor number one,
doctor number two...

We can figure out how to direct traffic.

Do you know how far aerosolized
saliva droplets can travel?

Do you know what causes a fire hazard?

And what do I win for knowing both?

Okay. Arrange them
how you must for safety,

but the cones should be
at least two meters apart.

Also for safety.

You know, it's pretty nice
having another M.D. around.

Maybe they'll start calling you
"Dad" instead of me.

Hey, Trav, I'm placing
the grocery order in a minute.

- Do you st...
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!

- God, fine. Whatever.
- Okay.

Do you still need fish sauce?

No. I found the extra bottle
that I hid for myself.

Uh, did you also happen to find
a couple of pounds of flour?

- 'Cause everywhere is out.
- Yeah, check under my bed.

Seriously?

No, you weirdo.

Look, I don't know.

♪ Gimme, gimme ♪

♪ Come on right now,
come on, come on right now ♪

Ah, I'm glad you two are back
to being you two.

I felt the Earth tilt off
its axis for a second there.

Hey, um, I'm sorry if I was harsh

about the "letting it go" thing.

That wasn't really fair...

No, it... it was fair.

And you were right.

And... I'm ready.

- Oh, yeah?
- Yeah.

I... I think I'm actually ready
to move on.

Oh. Did you meet somebody?

Uh, no.

I'm... just... ready to, I guess.

Well, you and me both, dude.

[ BOTH CHUCKLE ]

CARINA: Okay, so,
at the front of the garage

will be firefighter Cutler.

He will be the first point of contact

for our drive-thru patients.

Then the cars will drive
as far forward as possible

and land at one of our testers.

Carina, we should limit
the number of cars

in here at a time
to limit carbon monoxide.

Then they can turn their cars off.

We need to be efficient.

[ LAUGHS ] Oh!

You are scared of your girlfriend.

Scared? No. Afraid I might have
pissed her off, maybe.

Good morning, everyone. I'm
Dr. Carina DeLuca and this...

Miche... Michelle?

- Prima!
- Hi!

Ohhh!

What are you... Are you here to test?

Yeah, Mami and Papi are
in the line, in the car.

I just... I came in to warn you.

[ LAUGHING ] Right.

So, um, which one's Robert?

Oh, I see. You have a hidden agenda.

Prima, you have been coming to our
barbecues every Sunday since April,

and not once have you brought your man.

I met your roommate before I met him.

P.S., is she still dating the Italian?

- Because she's cute...
- Okay. You know what?

[ SPEAKING SPANISH ]

Hey, how's Marsha doing?

Yeah, n-no change.

You know, it kind of
pisses me off, all these people,

you know, who refuse to wear masks.

And then I remember that, uh,

Marsha's actually one of those people.

- God, I hate COVID.
- Yeah.

I just hope she pulls through.

And that we get lots of calls today.

Well, who needs calls when we have

a whole city of nostrils to swab?

Remind me, why are we letting

half our neighborhood into
our well-maintained bubble?

Well, we're in the middle of a pandemic,

and we're first responders,

and it's a way to help our community.

Or it's a way to let gross,
germy people into our bubble.

[ CELLPHONE CHIMES ]

What the...

What happened?

Oh. Marsha's son, he enacted
his power of attorney.

They're... They're taking her
off her vent today.

♪♪

Sir.

At ease.

Uh, Miller, could we have a word?

Uh, yeah.

Oh, no, Hughes, you can stay.

You know my name.

You cried at me during an inspection.

You think I could forget that?

Uh, so, Miller, did you know

that our own union once sued the city

after they promoted the first
Black battalion chief?

They thought it was discrimination

against his white,
"more qualified" peers.

You know what happened?

They lost?

After years of litigation.

You disagree with the lawsuit.

Yes, it's loud and divisive

and creates further mistrust
and tension.

Our communities do not need
to be questioning

who they can turn to
in the middle of a pandemic.

They should feel safe.

I want them to feel safe, sir, pandem...

Then don't make them mistrust
the very people

who are supposed to help them.

- They should mistrust them, sir.
- Okay.

What would you have your own family do

instead of calling the cops?

Community intervention, social services,

- de-escalation...
- All those things...

They require the cooperation
of first responders.

Now, look, I'm not saying that
things don't need to change.

I'm just saying that how you
force change, it matters.

- [ CELLPHONE VIBRATES ]
- You're saying play the game.

Uh, I got to go.

It's good seeing you both.

Sir.

Sir.

Maya, we have patients.

And they are being taken care of, okay?

You are snapping at everyone.

And I get being stressed.

I get if it's even residual grief.

But I would not be a good
girlfriend if I didn't ask...

Are you okay?

[ SIGHING ] My visa is expiring,

and I might have to go back to Italy.

Wait. What? How? I-I don't understand.

When I first came here, my study
sponsored me with an H-1B visa,

and I sent in the renewal
application last month,

but the President just shut down
all immigration offices.

How can he do that?

Maya, I don't have time
to teach you about the...

The screwed-up immigration laws
of this country.

I have to get back out there.

Okay, okay. Just...

When?

Next month.

[ DOOR OPENS, CLOSES ]

TRAVIS: [ SIGHS ] Okay.

Have you had a chance
to finish the, uh...

Hi, honey.

Dad, Mom. What are you doing here?

We came to get tested.

Isn't that what everybody's doing here?

Right, but you didn't have to drive

an hour across town just to do that.

I brought my spicy beef soup.

Oh, that's great.

I couldn't get an appointment
anywhere else.

Your father needs a test.

You have a known exposure?

Well, yeah.
I mean, it's not for certain,

but a friend, you know...

A friend he golfs with,
his wife tested positive.

Yeah.

A friend... you golf with?

His wife has tested positive for COVID?

♪♪

Go park the car and let's talk.

Oh, good, we get to go in!

It's probably not gonna be
a social visit, Mom.

Can't we do the test in the car
like everybody else?

No, you may not. Go park the car, Dad.

♪♪

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SULLIVAN: Your results are gonna
be e-mailed to you

in two or three days.

Until then, continue to enjoy
your honeymoon bubble.

Oh, we will.

[ LAUGHTER ]

Babe, he's a stranger.

We're newlyweds. We get to be gross.

- That you do.
- Yeah. Mwah!

- Congratulations.
- [ CHUCKLES ] Thank you so much.

- Morning.
- Hi.

I'm Robert.

Before we get started,

is all the information
on your forms accurate?

You are very tall, Robert.

It makes buying pants much harder.

- Isn't that...
- Hang on.

Yes, everything is correct.

- So, Robert...
- Uh-huh?

...how long have you been
a... a firefighter?

Do you have any hobbies
outside of rescuing kittens

or administering COVID tests?

[ LAUGHS ]

Do we...

Alvarez?

Alvarez! Sandra: There you go.

Tia Sandra! Sister-cousin Michelle.

Tio Johnny.

Hey, I told you he'd know who we are.

- Hey, nice to finally meet you.
- Yeah.

Robert, you have very kind eyes.

- Oh.
- Muy guapo, eh?

_

- Ah!
- Okay!

Bilingual there, huh?

Hey, do you know where Maya is?

I just... I wanted to say hi.

Maya's the other big boss.
[ SPEAKING SPANISH ]

Um...

I don't know where she is.

Oh! Since when do you do laundry?

Uh, well, since when
do you clean voluntarily?

Okay, fine, you got in my head

about the germs in our bubble.

And now I can't stop picturing
the little monster things

from the, uh, soap commercial,
so thank you for that.

- It's freaking me out.
- Yeah.

- Give me one of those.
- Yeah, right?

Yeah.

Ugh.

I called my parents.

Miller.

Yeah. They came over the other day.

- Uh-huh.
- Barely apologized.

Acted like they'd known Pru her
entire life, and they hadn't.

- They'd only known her for 5 minutes.
- Okay.

Could've known her her entire life.

And I... [ SIGHS ]

I was just happy that they were there.

You know, that they were there
to support me

and they were excited to see Pru.

My mom held her all day.

Kept sniffing her head.

Oh, God, baby-head sniffs are the best.

[ SIGHS ] And...

And what?

And I'd practiced what I was
gonna say to them for months.

Then they show up,
say they're proud of me,

that they support me.

And I just... let them.

Okay, so, you got what you wanted.

What's going on with
the emotional scrubbing?

- It's almost like this Gregory thing.
- Mm-hmm.

So, we just go along to get along.

If someone shows a little bit of effort,

then all is forgiven, business as usual.

Nothing changes.

We just shut up and get over it.

Okay. So, don't shut up.

No, your mom needs to be on that
vent to have a chance to live.

Okay? She can't breathe without it.

Don't you want her
to have a chance, man?

This will kill her!

- [ RECEIVER CLICKS ]
- Wait!

Hey, why are you yelling?
You know the public is here.

Marsha's son decided it's time

to give someone with better odds
a chance to survive.

What?

Yeah, he's pulling her off the vent.

[ RADIO CHATTER ]

She might not survive the day.

Okay.

I'm gonna hug you

even though the public is here.

[ BUZZER ]

Use my office.

[ BUZZER ]

Marcus has to pee.

Ah, ah.

[ CHUCKLES ]

Why was your ex-girlfriend hugging you?

Not in a jealous way,

but in a, like, "you look upset" way.

What's wrong?

JOHNNY: Be gentle with my baby.

- SULLIVAN: Ohh, don't worry.
- [ LAUGHTER ]

No worries.

- MICHELLE: Okay.
- Crap.

- Hey!
- Oh.

- Hey.
- Hi.

- Hi!
- How are you?

- [ LAUGHTER ]
- How's it going?

Well, we're just finally meeting
your handsome esposo.

- Yeah.
- He's very tall.

Yes, Robert is tall.

Hey, Robert, it's good of you to
help out on the ground like this.

You know, a captain usually
just makes phone calls,

- you know, and gets his picture taken.
- SULLIVAN: Well, I'm... I'm, uh...

I'm actually not a captain anymore.

He's a battle chief.

No, a battalion...

- I'm not that also.
- [ CHUCKLES ]

Hey, it's nice to meet you guys.

- Yeah.
- Bye.

- Bye.
- Adios. [ SPEAKING SPANISH ]

- I [SIGHS]
- [ SPEAKING SPANISH ]

[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ]

Sir!

Yeah, get off the phone
and pull the car forward!

Thank you!

Americans don't know how
to follow the rules, do they?

They know how.
They just don't want to do it.

Kinda like Italians.

- [ CHUCKLES ]
- I'm sorry. I'm a little on edge.

Yeah, you and every other doctor I know.

It's a brutal time.

[ SIGHS ] I dream in PPE.

Well, Miranda woke up in
the middle of the night choking

because she thought she was
being intubated.

At the hospital where I did
my residency, Paolo Calvino,

it's in the middle of the hot zone.

They have intubated patients
sitting in tents in parking lots

because the ICUs are full.

Doctors are getting sick.
They don't have enough nurses.

Even firefighters are getting
asked to staff the hospitals.

And this is where we're headed

if Americans don't start
taking this seriously.

Well, you thinking about going
home, you know, to help?

That's a very complicated
question right now.

[ KLAXONS SOUND ]

DISPATCH: Engine 19, Ladder 19,
Aid Car 19.

Two-car motor vehicle crash,
Railroad Avenue.

- That's me.
- No, no, you're my partner.

And the only person here who likes me.

Oh, that's not true.
Look, Bishop likes you.

- Ah!
- I'm sorry. We've got to go.

[ SIGHS ]

[ KLAXONS SOUND ]

- PAUL: Does that mean you need to go?
- TRAVIS: Nope.

Hey, Mom, I got to ask Dad
some questions

about contact-tracing stuff.

Will you sit right here on this bench?

And then I'll bring you a test, okay?

That smells so good, Mom.

You know who's gonna love that, is Vic.

She's gonna go crazy!

Tell me how you were exposed.

Like I said, my golfing friend.

Except if you were actually
playing golf,

you would be fine.

You'd be outside wearing masks.

It doesn't require close contact.

But you weren't playing golf,
Dad, were you?

Do you realize how unfair
this is to Mom?

Your secret not only puts your
own personal health at risk,

now you're putting her at risk, too.

It was golf, Travis.

I'll be more careful next time.

Are you at least wearing a glove

when you're hitting the balls?

Is it the one golf buddy, or is
it a different one every time,

- whoever wants to play?
- Watch your tone, Travis.

Yes, it's always the same friend.

♪♪

Dad, then...

why not just be with that one friend

if that's what makes you happy?

Because your mother makes me happy.

Because she's my best friend,
my partner,

and I love her very much.

Well, if Mom is your best friend,

you may have to give her
the chance to love you

for who you are.

♪♪

[ SIREN WAILING ]

19, the accident is under an overpass,

so be ready to set up flares
and traffic cones

when we arrive on scene.

Carina's visa is expiring,

and immigration is shut down,
apparently,

and she might have to go back to Italy,

and I'm not sure
what I'm supposed to do.

That's... Wow.

I mean, am I... am I just
supposed to let her go?

- What do I do?
- I don't know.

I mean, we were so good.

Even in a pandemic, we were good.

A-And then her brother died,
and we were good through that...

Better, even... And now...

Exactly, she lost her brother
in the pandemic.

Her home country is worse than here.

You were good through all that.

You'll be good through this.

[ HORN BLARES ]

- Hey, I'm sorry about my family.
- [ CHUCKLES ]

No, they were fine, very nice.

[ LAUGHS ] Enthusiastic, even.

Stop it.

Look, Andy, I understand
why you didn't tell them.

It's embarrassing.

How many times do I have to tell you,

I don't care about your title?

Look, you can tell me
a million times, alright?

I know you.

And I know me.

♪♪

MAYA: Let's get some light in here!

♪♪

[ RADIO CHATTER ]

I... I-I thought I saw something.

Okay, sir, you shouldn't move, alright?

- Here, come with me.
- The call was two vehicles?

- Yeah, I think so.
- Must be a hit-and-run.

WOMAN: Help!

Captain!

Help us, please!

Whoa. How did that happen?

We can't move!

SULLIVAN: The car's frame is
made of ultra-high-strength steel.

ANDY: Damn it, our tools
won't work on it.

Dispatch, this is 19.

We need two additional aid cars
and USAR ASAP.

You're the newlyweds.

ANDY: Captain, the back
of the second vehicle

is too narrow for backboards.

I'm gonna need a different point
for extrication.

MAYA: Copy, Herrera.

Hey, guys, my name is Andy.
How are you both feeling?

Any lightheadedness
or shortness of breath?

Well, we're in a clown car
that didn't have a backseat

until about 10 minutes ago,
so... [ CHUCKLES ]

We're both breathing.

Okay, that's good. That's really good.

Oh, my God.

We are trapped in a car in a pandemic.

This is...

Oh, I'm sorry we're not wearing masks!

- Babe, I think they'll be okay.
- Okay!

It's all good.

Just hold still and try not
to move your arms.

Oh, are we gonna be okay?

Yes, the team outside is the very best,

and they're gonna get you out
of here. What are your names?

My name is Karissa,

and I feel spring-break hungover.

- And Shayne is kind of...
- Stuck.

Okay, Shayne, can you feel
your toes in your left leg?

- A little, yes.
- Alright, good.

I'm gonna put a C-collar on you
to help with protect your neck

and spine, and then
I'm gonna lower your seat.

That other car was
riding our back bumper

and it just swerved around us.

They must have hit a pothole
or something,

and then a ramp fell out the back.

And they just slammed on their brakes.

I tried to brake, too, but there
was no time, and we just...

Ended up the inside layer
of a turducken.

This is not the cozy honeymoon
I was picturing.

[ GRUNTS ] You guys are newlyweds?

[ CHUCKLES ] Yeah.

Rain, rainbows, black cats...

All supposedly good wedding-day omens.

What do you think this means?

That this car is invincible?

[ LAUGHS ] Hang on a second.

Captain, I have two stable
passengers with minor head lacs.

The driver is pinned under the
dash by his left leg and pelvis.

SULLIVAN: They were at
the drive-thru testing.

- Newlyweds.
- Newlyweds?

Damn. Happy honeymoon.

19, report.

Driver checks out.
15's taking him to Grey-Sloan.

[ WALKIE-TALKIE STATIC ]
ANDY: Captain, I'm gonna need

an extra set of hands back here.

Copy, Herrera.
Sullivan, go help Herrera.

We need to shore up these
vehicles and start peeling the onion.

Call came in 8 minutes ago,

and USAR is across the city
at another incident.

ETA unknown at this time.

We need to get that couple
out of that vehicle

as quickly as we can,

before crush syndrome sets in
on that leg.

On it.

Now, here's a twist on your
garden-variety MVC.

Chief Gregory.
Was another company called?

'Cause I have control of the scene.

The department can't
afford the possibility

of any more lawsuits,
so until things settle down,

they asked that I oversee your calls.

- You mean babysit.
- I mean oversee.

Sir, I had no idea it was
causing such an issue.

Yeah, well, that much is evident.

Look, there are looky-loos
gathered there.

You're gonna need some crowd control.

[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ]

Let's get a ladder across that opening.

- [ ENGINE IDLING ]
- [ GRUNTS ]

Fuel underneath the truck
has been foamed.

Standing by with the hose.

[ SIGHS ] You here to babysit me, sir?

When I first joined the F.D.,
it was me and Harris,

and that was it.

Only Black guys in the whole department.

The other guys in my own house,
they refused to sleep in beds

if they thought that
I had slept in them,

and my own crew would break mugs
after I'd used them.

So, how'd you not walk out?

Well, I fantasized about it a lot,

even came close a few times,
but then I finally got promoted.

[ CHUCKLING ] Oh, Miller,

i-if you could have seen
the look on their faces

at the realization that I was
gonna be their boss now.

And also the respect some of them showed

for sticking it out, promoting up.

I'm not saying it was all worth it

or that everything was perfect
after that,

but looking at you,

looking at 19,

I went through hell to get
to where I am,

Miller, to get you all here with me.

I walked through fire.

I know, sir.

I'm not saying you didn't.
I know you walked through fire.

I'm just saying that
we shouldn't have to anymore.

I'm trying to put out that fire.

That fire that you had to
walk through, sir...

I'm trying to cut the gas line
altogether.

Sir.

♪♪

SHAYNE: [ GROANING ] Oh, my God.

The inside of my leg
feels like it's burning.

Circulation is likely compromised.

You remember what you said
on our second date,

when I sliced open my hand on that rock?

"Babe, don't reach for that rock
grip, it's broken"?

[ BOTH LAUGH ]

"Time heals all wounds." [ CHUCKLES ]

Think that's still true here?

I guess we'll find out.

Hey, is he gonna keep his leg,

or am I in for a lifetime
of sponge baths?

Hey, did you two call each other
"babe" on a second date?

[ BOTH CHUCKLE ] Yep.

We just knew.

How's everyone doing in here?

Every time one of you asks us
that question,

I feel like I should be
at an overpriced day spa.

We're trapped in a car. Are you
gonna get us out of here?!

We're taking apart the truck

so we can have better access
to you both.

Sir, can you please put the car
in park and turn it off?

No, I can't reach the pedal,
and the ignition key is stuck.

Okay, that's okay.

19, the second vehicle can't be
turned off or put into gear.

Hey, Dr. DeLuca, I...

- Call me Carina.
- Sure. Carina.

Um, my... my parents are here,
and they need a test.

- Which car?
- They're out front.

- That's not the protocol.
- Right, it isn't.

Um, but it's a little bit of
a delicate situation because...

Funny story... My dad...

he's in the closet,
and he might have been exposed

by one of his secret male lovers.

Right.

Thank you. I'm... I'm really sorry.

Don't be sorry.

Just come tell me everything
when they leave.

- Okay.
- Okay?

[ KARISSA WHIMPERING ] Well,
at least now I understand

why this car made you feel
claustrophobic.

You can put "I told you so"
on my tombstone.

[ BOTH CHUCKLE ]

[ CRYING ] I don't want to die
on my wedding day.

- Hey, hey, you aren't dying.
- God, we don't even have a will!

Babe, babe, you're catastrophizing.

We're in a catastrophe in a pandemic!

Hey, hey, hey, hey, let's just
keep talking, alright?

How did... How did you two meet?

Um, she moved here a little over
a year ago for work.

She didn't know anyone, so she
e-mailed all her new co-workers

to go on a weekend hike at Snoqualmie.

Shayne was the only one that showed up,

and he didn't give me
serial-killer vibes.

Oh, she definitely gave me
serial-killer vibes.

- And I fell for her instantly.
- [ CHUCKLES ]

So we went on a first real date,

and three months later,
the pandemic hit,

so we decided to quarantine together.

At first, it was just so we'd
have guaranteed COVID-free sex.

- [ LAUGHS ]
- But I knew she was the love

of my life about two weeks in.

- Aww.
- We figured, why waste time?

Why not get married, you know,
do something happy?

- [ MONITOR BEEPING ]
- Or at least...

Andy.

I need another I.V. for him.

Is everything okay?!

ANDY: So, we've... we've
called in a special team

to help get you guys out,
but while we wait,

I'm gonna start another I.V.
with saline on your shin.

It's gonna help reduce
the burning in your leg.

What about me? My... My head might

actually be killing me, right?
What if...

- What if it's bleeding in there,
- Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, ma'am.

Or there's like an air pocket
in my brain?!

CKarissa. Do you remember me

from testing earlier?

Karissa, right? [ SOBBING ]

Look, I'm a newlywed, too.

And my wife is actually the one
taking care of you and Shayne.

And she's really good at what
she does. We're all very...

Just get me out of here!
Get me out of here right now!

Get me... If I can just get out!

Captain, post straps
and cribbing are secure.

Copy, Sullivan.

Warren, Hughes, go ahead with the saws.

[ SOBBING ]

Alright, here we go.

Shayne, how are you feeling?

- Get me out!
- Really tired.

Okay, good. I'm gonna
fill you up with fluids

to keep your vitals up.

No, no, no, no, no! Get me out!

- Please, get me out!
- Okay. Hey, Karissa. Karissa.

I can't die. I can't die.

- Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!
- Save me first!

Please! I have to live!

I have three sisters and an elderly dad,

two nieces who need me!

He... He doesn't have anyone but me!

Save me! Save me first!

Save me! Get me out!

Which one's her son?

Um, that'd be the one online shopping

as his mother is taken off
her ventilator.

And the guy on the right
is legal counsel.

[ BEEPS ]

Guess he's seen enough.

Okay, Mr. Smith, now that we've...

Yeah, he... he... He left.

Okay, then. [ SIGHS ]

Um, you're also next of kin?

Sort of. We... We live with her.

Oh, you're Jack and Inara.

She talks about you all the time.

Or talked.

So, Marsha's off the vent now.

Typically, patient's breathing

will progressively get more shallow.

She could have hours or minutes.

It's also possible that she
could go into cardiac arrest.

We really don't know.
But we'll keep the tablet here,

and you can talk to her
for as long as possible.

Thank you so much.

She really loves all of you.

She says that you changed
her whole world.

♪♪

♪♪

Um...

he had to leave.

♪♪

Marcus.

[ SOBBING ]

Might make him feel better
to know that we're okay.

I'll get you two some tests.

Hey, uh, can I get
two test kits, please?

Okay, is everyone breaking
protocol today?

Carina, I-I get that you don't like me.

Um, it's Dr. DeLuca.

And... And what are you doing
in Maya's office, exactly?

She said that we could use it.

Look, Dr. DeLuca, Maya and I aren't...

Okay, I'm... I'm not threatened by you.

- I'm not.
- Good. You shouldn't be.

Honestly. It's...

- [ SOBS ]
- Whoa, whoa. I'm... I'm sorry.

- I didn't mean to... I didn't mean...
- No. No.

I'm not crying because of you.

I'm not crying because of you.

It's... It's my visa expiring, and Maya,

and i-it's the pandemic.

It is bad there and getting worse here,

and... and... Oh!

It... It's my brother that is dead,

and I don't know what to do,
and now I'm crying about it

in front of... Aah!

In front of the one person
I vowed would never see me cry.

You're not gonna see me do it.
[ INHALES DEEPLY ]

No, yeah, go ahead. Cry in front of me.

I'm... I'm a big fan of crying women.

That sounded weird.

Uh, no, look, my girlfriend
is crying in Maya's office

right now, actually.

It's a crappy time for everyone.

And our mother figure, I guess, is...

in the COVID ICU at Grey-Sloan,

- and they're taking her off the vent.
- [ SIGHS ]

And her kid is pissed.

And I get it, you know,
because I'm pissed.

But I'm learning, as a parent figure,

that you don't get to be pissed
when you're kid is...

No, you have... You have to stay mad.

You have to stay mad.

H-He has to see you deal with
feelings in a healthy way,

not bury them.

Yeah.

Yeah, no, you're right. I know.

I'm very smart.

♪♪

[ DOOR OPENS, CLOSES ]

Oh, Shayne! Babe!

I'm sorry, babe! Please hear me.

- I think I'm gonna pass out.
- Oh, God!

Captain, do we have an ETA on USAR?

MAYA: Negative, Herrera.

Shayne, I panicked. I didn't mean it!

There we go, there we go, there we go.

Oh! Oh!

Give me the spreaders!

[ MONITOR BEEPING ]

ANDY: Ah.

You have to get us out.

They're getting us out.

[ MONITOR BEEPING ]

- Herrera?
- Yeah?

I'm about to pop open the front
driver door momentarily.

As soon as it opens,

I'll give you the spreader
for extrication.

Copy!

[ WHIRRING ]

There we go, there we go.

Oh! Oh!

Spreader.

[ GRUNTING ]

Alright. We're gonna get you
guys out of here, okay?

- Okay.
- Shayne?

Shayne?

I'm sorry, I-I heard you.
I just... I'm ready.

When I lift this dashboard
off of you, you might feel sick,

but I've given you lots
of fluids to help with that.

- And I'm right here.
- Okay.

Here you go.

[ WHIRRING ]

♪♪

- Oh, hey, hey, hey.
- You're free, Shayne!

We're alive!

We gotcha, we gotcha.
Here you go, here you go.

- Good job, good job.
- We're alive!

- Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, Shayne!
- Damn it!

Shayne! What's happening?! Shayne?!

[ MONITOR BEEPING ]

♪ I know that you doubt me ♪

♪ You can't hide
what settles in your eyes ♪

♪ A worry in your heartbeat ♪

♪ I hear it when I ♪

- ♪ hold you in the night ♪
- Shayne!

♪ But I know that
faith will just guide us ♪

- There he is.
- There he is, there he is!

- ♪ Through harder hurricanes ♪
- Alright, alright, alright.

♪ Swim through the tidal waves ♪

- ♪ 'Cause quietly I pray ♪
- MAN: Come on.

♪ Father ♪
♪ Can you see me? ♪

♪ You know that I won't let go ♪

♪ Please give her everything she needs ♪

♪ I'll give you every part of me ♪

KARISSA: I love my husband. I really do.

I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry for what I said.
I just panicked.

[ SOBBING ] Oh, God.
Is he gonna be okay?

Yes, he's on his way to Grey-Sloan.

We're taking you there shortly.

He's gonna live, right?

I can handle any complication,
but I can't lose him.

I can't. I really do love him.

We got married today!

[ SOBS ]

♪ So we can, we can live ♪

- ♪ So we can, we can live ♪
- [ SIREN WAILS ]

You did good today, Sullivan.
Excellent job.

You kept your cool, quick on your feet,

helped your captain and your
team, and you saved those two.

It's a good reminder of why
you were battalion chief.

Thank you, sir.

You know, you and I... we
approach situations very similarly.

We both get the big picture,
see the forest for the trees.

But this younger generation...

The Millers and Hughes of the world...

I mean, they're brave, but reactive.

Do first, think second,

and maybe deal with
the consequences third.

Miller's lawsuit isn't only bad for 19.

It's bad for all of us.

Help him see that, will you?

Show some leadership like you did today.

- And, uh...
- I got 'em.

...re-apply for that
lieutenant's position, will you?

I need someone to root for.

♪♪

[ SIREN WAILING, HORN HONKING ]

You know, Shayne, um,

sometimes when we're scared, w-we say...

I would have said to save her
first if she'd given me a chance.

Look, it... it doesn't mean
that she doesn't love you.

Doesn't it?

Okay, look. Fear is a powerful,
blinding thing.

I mean, you had to be afraid, too.

Yeah! I was afraid for her!

[ SCOFFS ]

Herrera, what is that?

- It's a parking ticket.
- MAYA: What?

- "To 19. Love, P.D."
- Seriously?

19, you were exceptional.
Great job today.

It was fun getting in the mix with you.

P.D. left us a little love note

while we were actually saving lives.

Oh, I'll take care of this.
They shouldn't be retaliating.

Retaliating? Are you serious, sir?

They assaulted us. They arrested us.

Uh, with all due respect, are
you here to make them feel safe

or you're here to defend your people?

- I'm on your side, Hughes.
- Oh, well, why are there sides?

I thought we were all supposed
to be working together.

My point exactly.

It's been a long day.

Get back to the station, get cleaned up,

and be proud of yourselves.

We are, sir.

Captain Bishop.

Sir.

[ SIGHS ]

Sorry, I couldn't shut up.

Don't be sorry.

I'm glad you didn't shut up.

Me too.

JACK: Come on.

It's okay to be angry.

It's okay to be sad.

I understand.

So...

hit the bag.

Okay.

Hey.

We can't solve this,
and... and we can't fix Marsha.

But we can hit this bag.

We can take all of our anger
out on this bag,

because it was made for that.

Come on.

Hit it.

You can do better than that. Come on.

Really? Come on.

Come on, get angry.

♪♪

♪♪

It's okay to cry, too.

♪♪

NARI: Make sure you bring it
to a boil, but not for too long,

- or the beef will get tough.
- I know. Thank you, Mom.

Tell me how everyone likes it.

I will, I will.

You know, I made soup that night
that I came out to you guys.

You remember that? French onion.

God!

I swear, I had to cook
those onions forever

to get them to caramelize.

I don't remember soup.

I mean, they were under the broiler,

and I just spit it out.

And you remember how the rest
of that night went, right?

Smoke alarm went off twice.

[ CHUCKLES ] Well, bye, sweetie.

It's so fun to see you at work.

Okay. Bye, Mom.

[ CAR DOOR CLOSES ]

♪ Balancing a world of doubt
on a thread of hope ♪

Did you know that, for most of my life,

I thought it was my fault
that you hated me?

That I had done something wrong.

For you to never want to come
to any of my wrestling matches

or meet any of my friends,

not coming to my wedding
and making Mom follow suit.

I just... I couldn't figure out
why you hated me so much.

Travis, I could never hate you.

I know.

I mean, I... I know that now.

You actually hate yourself.

I just...

I wish it didn't take you
so long to figure that out.

Because that night with the soup,

I could have used a dad who loved me,

who loved himself.

But instead, you just... walked away.

I didn't know what to say.

You should have said, "You're loved.

You're supported.

And the way you feel,
and how you love, is valid.

It's important. You are important.

And whoever you love,
or whatever path you take,

I'm gonna be here for you...

without question or pause or judgment.

I'm here for you.

And I love you."

♪ We're walking on a tight ♪

♪ Tightrope ♪

MAYA: [ SIGHS ] I can't go to Italy.

Why not? Because of a pandemic.

Because P.D. is warring with us.

Because I have a job to do
and was just on bereavement...

Maya, it's not like
you're gonna be gone forever.

Go help her settle in.

Fill your suitcase with PPE to help out,

and just be there for her.

Honey, I'm home!

Ah! Good call?

Yeah, newlyweds stuck inside
of a car inside of a truck.

ANDY: Yep. Wife begged to be
saved before her dying husband.

That's why God created
annulments for us, right?

Hey, drinks after shift.

All of the drinks.

Hey, well, the probie here
kicked ass today.

Felt good being useful, knowing things.

Congratulations!

Two thumbs up, probie.

[ LAUGHS ]

Do you think the couple
is gonna make it?

I hope so.

Maya...

I have to go back.

Can't immigration make an exception?

You are a doctor. We need you here.

Yeah, but they need me there more.

Italy is dying, bambina.

My nonna, my uncles,
all gone because of COVID,

and Andrea... I want to spread
his ashes at the beach

where my mom used to take us to
in San Lorenzo,

and it's not gonna be forever,
bambina, I promise.

Just until immigration opens up
and they can sort out my visa stuff.

Okay, no tears.

Jack is in the lounge, and he needs us.

Wait. I'm s-sorry. What is this day?

You like Jack now?

Eh, "like" is strong.

Eh, tolerate.

A little.

By the way, I know
that I overstepped today.

No. No. I was gonna say great work.

You were... decisive and experienced...

- Oh.
- ...and you saved a life,

if not a marriage.

And, um, you were a big hit
with my family today.

What?

Yeah, Michelle just texted me

three flame emojis and a tongue.

Ha!

- That sounds painful.
- [ CHUCKLES ]

Hey, um...

I'm applying for lieutenant.

I'm sorry, I...

I could've sworn you just said

- you were applying for lieutenant.
- Yeah.

Gregory... he might've implied
that if I helped

with the Miller... situation,

a promotion could follow.

- The Miller situation?
- Mm-hmm.

Wow.

That's... Wow, I...

And you're actually considering it?

Well, the chief a-and the other brass,

they're not happy with
Miller's lawsuit against P.D.

You saw what it's doing...

Robert, what they did to you, to him...

I know, I know, I know
what they did, okay?

I know what they did.

And a lawsuit is not gonna
change a damn thing.

And you're willing to trade
your principles for a title?

I'm not saying it's right. It... It...

W-What if I keep promoting

and I make changes we need top-down?

Mm. No.

Andy, y-y-you always say
you don't care about the title,

- but you're ashamed of me.
- I... Ashamed of you?

You didn't even tell your family
that I got demoted.

- Okay, Robert, do not pretend
- I'm not pretending.

- ...or our marriage on any level.
- No. I... Listen.

- This is about you
- Never... Anytime...

- Saving your own career.
- It's called triage.

And our marriage doesn't need saving.

Our marriage is the only good
thing I have in my life.

- Do you understand that?
- Okay, I...

No, no. Do you understand that?

You are the only good thing in my life.

Please, don't make that another problem.

♪♪

- Mm.
- Mm.

♪♪

Okay.

I-I don't support your plan,

but I-I do love you.

Good work today, probie.

[ LAUGHTER ]

Why do I smell Nari's spicy beef soup?

[ GASPS ] Oh, my God.
Is that Nari's spicy beef soup?

Is Nari here?

TRAVIS: She was.

How did it go?

How did what go?

My dad was exposed. Playing golf.

- Oh.
- Yep.

- Ohhhh.
- Yeah.

Uh, I mean, it wasn't terrible,
but it wasn't great, either.

Baby steps.

Whoa.

- Did I get an idiom right?
- Yeah, you did.

- I am so proud of you, Dr. DeLuca.
- Oh, my God!

First idiom right! Okay, so...

- [ CHUCKLES ]
- Wow.

Okay, I need to hear everything,
but I just saw Emmett

go into the shower, so you wanna...

Stir.

Oh, yeah.

- Is my... Am I...
- Go!

Okay.

- Hey.
- Hey.

Uh, yeah, I know I don't work here,

but, uh, couldn't resist
a Silkwood shower after today.

- I don't blame you.
- Yeah.

If I could shower off
my dad's hypocrisy, I would.

Yeah, how'd that go?

- As expected.
- Mm.

Uh...

Emmett, I...

I'm really, really glad
we're friends again.

Yeah, well, you know,
it wasn't easy getting over you,

but, uh, I'm glad I did.

It's good to have a friend
through all this, you know?

Yeah, I'm glad, too.

Same. Yeah.

- Right.
- Friends are, uh... I mean, they're...

Friends are neat.

[ DOOR OPENS, CLOSES ]

[ CHUCKLES ]

What?

Nothing. Sorry.

[ CHUCKLES ]

You're laughing right now.

No. I'm sorry. I-I-I...

Last year, before you guys
moved in, uh, Marsha...

She bought this bird.

I just thought she could
talk to it or something.

She's afraid of birds.

Which she didn't know until
she cleaned out his cage

for the first time, and I come over

and hear her screaming
from down the hall, you know.

I run in and she's flailing
around the apartment

because the bird is flying after her.

[ LAUGHS ]

She runs into her bedroom,
slams the door.

After about a second,
the door flies open

and she comes running out again,
screaming again

because she had locked herself
in the room with the bird.

[ LAUGHTER ]

[ MARSHA LAUGHS ]

- Hey!
- Oh, my God.

- Don't do that to me.
- Oh.

Oh, my God, Marsha.
I don't have enough strength

- in my lungs for that kind of...
- Hey.

Hey! She made it.

Oh, my God. She's awake.

[ LAUGHTER ]

♪ Supercharged, you see ♪

♪ That's how I'm s'posed to be ♪

JACK: She's awake!

♪ Stuck in the high of my life ♪

♪ I'm not supposed to know right ♪

♪ They said I'm in too deep ♪

♪ I'm too alive to speak ♪

♪ Stuck in the high of my life ♪

♪ I'm not supposed to know right ♪

♪ They said I'm in too deep ♪

I'm coming with you.

Yeah?

♪ I'm too alive to speak ♪

♪ Whoo-hoo ♪

Whoo!

- ♪ Higher and higher ♪
- [ LAUGHTER ]

♪ Whoo-hoo ♪

♪ Higher and higher ♪

♪ Whoo-hoo ♪

♪ Higher and higher ♪

♪ Whoo-hoo ♪

♪ Higher and higher ♪