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Meredith: This job isn't easy.
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The sheer amount
of pressure and loss
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that we square off against
every day...
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...can leave you exhausted...
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...or helpless.
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You're okay.
You're okay.
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You're going to need to find
an outlet for the stress.
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...maybe it's emotional...
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Hey, buddy. Hey!
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Hi.
You're so big.
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Mommy misses
you both so much.
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I love you, Mommy.
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I love you. I miss you.
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...maybe it's family...
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...but trust me, you're not
going to survive residency
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unless you have
a happy place...
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...somewhere that you
can just escape it all.
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I need another ABD.
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Why aren't we there yet?
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We're going as fast as we can
without crashing.
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Ben:...
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You need to tell them
it's him so they're ready.
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Okay, Carina, I know you are
scared, but this isn't helping.
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"B."
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"B"?
"B" what, buddy?
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"B" positive.
That's my blood type.
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We'll call ahead
and make sure they know.
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Give me a 4x4.
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Andrea, you are gonna be okay,
Andrea, okay?
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Okay?
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Reza: Val Ashton.
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Two days post extended
liver resection.
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LFTs are still elevated.
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Blood cultures are growing
gram-negative bacteria.
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How are you feeling?
Any tenderness or nausea?
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Honestly, I think
I can get out of bed
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and do a couple laps.
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She's still septic.
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Start her on Levophed,
add an antifungal,
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and order a repeat CT.
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You feel like crap, and you're
acting like you don't.
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Why would I --
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So I'll let you out of bed
so you can see Luna.
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I've tried
this your way.
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It isn't working.
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Val, I know that this --
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Please don't say you
know how this feels,
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because I like you,
and I want to keep liking you.
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But unless you've had
a baby that you haven't
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been allowed to hold or even see
in person her whole life,
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you don't know.
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I finally got ahold
of Luna's father.
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He signed over
his parental rights.
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Isn't that
what you wanted?
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Yeah.
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But I expected at least
a little fight.
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Not a text back that says,
"Good luck."
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Baby emoji.
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So, yes,
I feel like crap.
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I feel sick down to my bones
that I made a child
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with someone who doesn't
even care she exists.
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Let's get the sepsis
under control,
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and then we can talk
about seeing Luna.
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They were out of oat milk,
so it's gonna be almond.
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Savages.
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Right?
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You should eat.
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Coffee first.
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And I don't need a speech
about breakfast
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and nutrients for my brain
because my brain
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is finally turned off.
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I'd like to keep it that way
for as long as possible.
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Want to get
some fresh air?
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We could go for a walk.
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I'm right where
I want to be.
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Maggie, I don't know
if you are asleep
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or if you are ignoring me
or the world entirely, but call.
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Link: Still nothing?
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She could be passed out
on the floor from COVID,
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and no one would know.
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Or -- Or she could be
hit by a car on the I-94
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on the way to Wyoming.
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What's in Wyoming?I don't know.
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But one sister's on a vent
and the other one is missing,
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and the last time a sibling
was missing,
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he was dying on the side
of the road, so --
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Is my mommy
gonna die?
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It's okay.
You can tell me.
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Come on, Zo.
Let's go inside.
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I called up to
the blood bank
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to have type "B" blood
on standby.
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Hopefully,
it's a sign.
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You know,
"be positive"?
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Rig's here.
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Carina, what the hell?
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It's Andrea.
What?
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Stab wound to the abdomen,
possibly into the chest.
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Slightly hypotensive
and tachycardic after
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one liter of NS.What happened?
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He was following
a sex trafficker,
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and she attacked him.
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They got her.
I-I think I'm okay.
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Owen: DeLuca, try not to talk.
It's Dr. Hunt.
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You're at Grey-Sloan.
Let's get him to trauma one.
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Let's move.
Schmitt, let's go.
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Owen.
Yeah?
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Please save him.
Please.
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Okay.
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There's fluid in his abdomen
and around his heart.
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How you feeling, DeLuca?Like I got stabbed.
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Chest films are up.
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Okay, let me see.
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DeLuca, you have
a hemothorax.
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I'm gonna have to place
a chest tube, okay?
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Great.Schmitt, hang another unit.
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Here it comes. Ready?
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BP's still dropping.
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Okay,
let's call the O.R.
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Tell them we're on
our way up, okay?
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Hey, I want
to go with him.
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DeLuca: Carina, no.
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Andrea, I want
to come with you.
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Carina, he's right.
Please.
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Okay, ready? We good?
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God.
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Okay, good.
Let's go. Move.
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Dr. Webber.
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Um...
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There's a...
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a huge trauma that just
came in, and, um...
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Well, did
Hunt ask for help?
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No....
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Did he ask you to come
to stare at me?
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It's, -
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It's DeLuca.
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He's been stabbed,
and, um, I saw him,
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and I-I wish I hadn't,
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but, um, I did,
and I thought you should know.
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Hey!
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Hey yourself.
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Impressive.
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Your turn.
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Let's see
what you got.
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Okay.
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There you go.
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Just gotta put a little bit
more muscle into it.
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Yeah.
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You know, this isthe first time in my life
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I can ever remembernot feeling competitive.
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Is this your life?
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What?
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Well, you said
the first time in your life,
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but I don't know.
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I'm not so sure.
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Are we alive?
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I think so.
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You look good.
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The beach suits you.
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You too.
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I made Zola
a grilled cheese.
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She's watching a moviewith the other two.
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Did you actually
say anything?
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Ellis interrupted usbefore we got too far.
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Which feels like
divine intervention
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because I have no ideawhat I would say.
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I mean, I can't lie
because...lying.
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And Zola's so smart she'd just
see right through it.
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So you're just gonna keepmaking grilled cheeses?
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Are you just gonna
walk for two hours
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every time
Scout needs to sleep?
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You want to see what
happens when I stop?
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I'm sorry.
I need Maggie.
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Maggie is thoughtful
and levelheaded,
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and I know I have to tell
Zola the truth,
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but I need help knowing how
to tell her the truth.
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She's not picking up.
I have to go get her.
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W-What?
No, you haven't slept.
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You can't stand still.
You're not driving.
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You haven't slept either.
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Okay, deep breaths.
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We'll figure this out.
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Um, I-I'll just call somebody
that can find Maggie.
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Who?
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I don't know.
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Ooh.
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Hey, where's Carina?
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They headed up
to the chapel.
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Okay, can you tell her
that DeLuca is stable
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and he's on his way
to the O.R.?
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Yeah. Thanks.
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Who's that?
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It's the woman
DeLuca was following.
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Detectives
need her photo.
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Why?
You -- You know her?
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She was here last night,
and I treated her.
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For what?
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She said she was mugged.
My God.
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Schmitt, hey, hey.My God. Is this my fault?
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No, none of
this is your fault.
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Hi.
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What, no gifts?
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At the very least,
some crosswords,
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peanut butter cookies,
contraband porn?
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Kidding.
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I'd trade all thatfor good conversation.
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Okay, if thisis about the nurses,
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they need to calm down.
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We both have COVID.
It was no biggie.
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What are you
talking about?
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I went to see Grey.
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I needed to see some
living scenery.
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You would have loved it --the two of us under blankets,
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it was like
"On COVID Pond."
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It's not funny.
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It's a little funny.
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We intubated
Meredith, Tom.
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You know, if you everfind yourself thinking about
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cheering up kidsin the cancer ward, don't.
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Sorry. I'm sorry.
I-I just...
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I just needed to be in
a room with someone
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who doesn't hate me.
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Well, no one can
clear a remarkably low bar
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like Tom Koracick.
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Have a seat.
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I don't hate you,
Altman.
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But it would help me
to hear you admit
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that you never
loved me.
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You don't have
to say it now, but...
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You're tired.
We're both sc-scared.
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But it would help me
to hear it sometime soon.
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Dr. Wilson.
Yeah?
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I've maxed out Ms. Ashton
on pressors,
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but her MAPS
keep dropping.
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Her repeat CT shows no fluid,which means that
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what's left of her liveris failing.
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Um, start her on
liver dialysis
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and keep me postedif she gets any worse.
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Luna Ashton's mom
is your patient, right?
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Why?
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Luna has
a bronchogenic cyst.
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I'd like to get her
into the O.R.
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before it causes
respiratory distress.
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Thought you might like to
join me to tell her mom.
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No.
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Okay, suit yourself.
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No, I just -- I don't want you
to tell her either.
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I don't want anyone
to tell her.
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I suppose we could
sneak Luna in
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and say it was emergent,
that Val was sleeping.
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We didn't have time
to ask her.
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Really?
No.
What's wrong with you?
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She just --She needs some really
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not-terrible news
right now.
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We all do.
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You're gonna do an ex-lap
anda sternotomy?
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Is that necessary?
259
00:13:02,694 --> 00:13:04,566
His FAST exam indicates
cardiac injury.
260
00:13:04,609 --> 00:13:06,089
Well,
then I'll scrub in.
261
00:13:06,133 --> 00:13:07,874
Respectfully, Richard,
you haven't operated in months.
262
00:13:07,917 --> 00:13:09,789
I'm not sure that this is
the way to jump back in.
263
00:13:09,832 --> 00:13:11,355
Well, respectfully,
you need the help,
264
00:13:11,399 --> 00:13:13,357
and I'm not about
to wake up Bailey
265
00:13:13,401 --> 00:13:15,316
when she's sleeping
for the first time
since her mother died.
266
00:13:15,359 --> 00:13:16,926
I'm not asking you to.
Get Altman.
267
00:13:16,970 --> 00:13:19,233
Altman's coming off
a 20-hour shift which ended
268
00:13:19,276 --> 00:13:20,843
in putting Meredith Grey
on a vent.
269
00:13:20,887 --> 00:13:22,627
She's in no condition
to operate.
270
00:13:22,671 --> 00:13:25,717
Look,
DeLuca saved my life.
271
00:13:25,761 --> 00:13:27,676
It's only right that
I do the same.
272
00:13:27,719 --> 00:13:31,506
When Teddy and I were in Iraq,
this was our job.
273
00:13:31,549 --> 00:13:33,987
To sew up our own people
when they were broken.
274
00:13:34,030 --> 00:13:35,902
We knew the names of
their kids, their dogs,
275
00:13:35,945 --> 00:13:38,034
what compelled them
to serve their country.
276
00:13:38,078 --> 00:13:40,471
Day after day, they'd go
out there, they'd take shrapnel,
277
00:13:40,515 --> 00:13:42,299
and we would take it out,
we'd sew them back up,
278
00:13:42,343 --> 00:13:44,780
and then we'd send them out
there and do it all over again.
279
00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:46,042
There was no sleep,
no rest,
280
00:13:46,086 --> 00:13:48,392
no time to let the gravity
of it all sink in.
281
00:13:48,436 --> 00:13:50,786
That was the job, Richard.
Not many people can do it.
282
00:13:50,830 --> 00:13:53,745
Altman can.
So, please, get me Altman.
283
00:14:00,796 --> 00:14:02,754
Hey, I got your page,
but DeLuca doesn't need ortho.
284
00:14:02,798 --> 00:14:04,844
Ineeded ortho.
285
00:14:04,887 --> 00:14:06,280
I saw the woman who
did this to DeLuca.
286
00:14:06,323 --> 00:14:07,977
She was here last night.
287
00:14:08,021 --> 00:14:09,805
She said that she was mugged,
but I think that she was lying.
288
00:14:09,849 --> 00:14:11,894
I mean, I-I know
she was lying.
289
00:14:11,938 --> 00:14:14,462
And she was asking
about the kidnappers,
290
00:14:14,505 --> 00:14:16,725
but I didn't put
the pieces together.
291
00:14:16,768 --> 00:14:18,248
And I don't know
if I could have,
292
00:14:18,292 --> 00:14:21,338
but I still feel like
I should have.
293
00:14:21,382 --> 00:14:23,732
Which is crazy, right?
294
00:14:23,775 --> 00:14:25,908
I-I-I just need to focus
on DeLuca's surgery.
295
00:14:25,952 --> 00:14:28,041
No, you can't scrub in.
296
00:14:28,084 --> 00:14:30,260
This was
a pep-talk page.
297
00:14:30,304 --> 00:14:32,872
Okay, then, switch services.
You can do it. Come on.
298
00:14:32,915 --> 00:14:35,352
I want to help.
299
00:14:35,396 --> 00:14:38,181
Then make sure DeLuca gets
a surgeon that's not a wreck.
300
00:14:38,225 --> 00:14:41,271
Said with love, in case you
couldn't tell behind the mask.
301
00:14:44,274 --> 00:14:46,886
It's a small piece
of abnormal lung growth
302
00:14:46,929 --> 00:14:49,062
that I need to remove
so she can breathe normally.
303
00:14:49,105 --> 00:14:50,933
And then it'll be my turn
for another surgery.
304
00:14:50,977 --> 00:14:52,326
And then hers.
305
00:14:52,369 --> 00:14:54,241
And then maybe I'll go twice
so you keep me guessing.
306
00:14:54,284 --> 00:14:56,591
Jo: I know it sounds scary,
but Dr. Hayes has done
307
00:14:56,634 --> 00:14:58,898
this surgery
countless times.
308
00:15:00,682 --> 00:15:03,772
Has anyone even held her
since she was born?
309
00:15:03,815 --> 00:15:05,905
Well, she has to
stay in the incubator
310
00:15:05,948 --> 00:15:07,254
for her own safety,
I'm afraid.
311
00:15:07,297 --> 00:15:08,864
That's not right.
312
00:15:08,908 --> 00:15:11,301
She is helpless,
and she is scared.
313
00:15:11,345 --> 00:15:14,478
Babies aren't supposed to live
in a plastic container.
314
00:15:16,393 --> 00:15:19,092
You're right, Val.
You're right.
315
00:15:19,135 --> 00:15:21,094
You need to see her.
It's not right that you haven't.
316
00:15:21,137 --> 00:15:22,530
Wilson.
317
00:15:22,573 --> 00:15:24,097
I'll bring her to you before
she goes into surgery.
318
00:15:24,140 --> 00:15:25,925
Thank you.
319
00:15:25,968 --> 00:15:28,275
Thank you so much.
320
00:15:28,318 --> 00:15:30,407
Wilson.
321
00:15:33,889 --> 00:15:34,934
Teddy: Webber paged.
322
00:15:34,977 --> 00:15:37,153
Yeah, for me.
DeLuca got stabbed.
323
00:15:37,197 --> 00:15:39,460
He has a massive hemothorax
and blood in the pericardium.
324
00:15:39,503 --> 00:15:40,940
Sternotomy tray?And Balfour.
325
00:15:40,983 --> 00:15:42,550
We treated a kid in Jordan
who had shrapnel
326
00:15:42,593 --> 00:15:43,812
in the same area.
327
00:15:43,855 --> 00:15:45,466
Right.
Texas Hold 'Em guy.
328
00:15:45,509 --> 00:15:47,120
And we sent him home
in one piece.
329
00:15:47,163 --> 00:15:49,035
Alright,
let's do it again.
330
00:15:49,078 --> 00:15:50,993
Yep.
331
00:15:53,430 --> 00:15:54,997
Ready?
332
00:15:55,041 --> 00:15:56,651
Okay, Schmitt,
let's call the blood bank,
333
00:15:56,694 --> 00:15:58,392
make sure there's more coming,
and you can scrub in.
334
00:15:58,435 --> 00:15:59,741
Khan, not Schmitt.
335
00:15:59,784 --> 00:16:01,525
Dr. Schmitt said he needed
to switch services.
336
00:16:01,569 --> 00:16:04,267
I assume because of my time in
Pakistan as a vascular surgeon.
337
00:16:04,311 --> 00:16:05,616
Excellent call,
Schmitt.
338
00:16:05,660 --> 00:16:07,401
Alright, you'll assist me
with the sternotomy
339
00:16:07,444 --> 00:16:09,359
while Dr. Hunt explores
the abdomen.
340
00:16:09,403 --> 00:16:10,404
We're gonna go fast.
341
00:16:10,447 --> 00:16:11,709
Understood.
342
00:16:11,753 --> 00:16:13,755
Okay, then.
343
00:16:13,798 --> 00:16:14,930
Scalpel.
344
00:16:29,684 --> 00:16:32,252
Warren got called to
a four-alarm downtown.
345
00:16:32,295 --> 00:16:34,863
Do you have to go?
346
00:16:34,906 --> 00:16:36,734
Carina,
I'm not going anywhere.
347
00:16:38,780 --> 00:16:41,217
Hey, hey.
348
00:16:48,485 --> 00:16:53,577
Before she died, Mama called us
two halves of one whole.
349
00:16:54,752 --> 00:16:57,625
It loses something
in translation.
350
00:16:57,668 --> 00:17:01,411
My dad, he thought
we were completely different,
351
00:17:01,455 --> 00:17:07,896
but my mom knew that we couldn't
breathe without the other.
352
00:17:07,939 --> 00:17:11,987
One year, when Dad was
too manic to talk sense to,
353
00:17:12,031 --> 00:17:14,946
he, um, spent all
our Christmas money
354
00:17:14,990 --> 00:17:17,775
on stuff he didn't need,
but Mom saved up,
355
00:17:17,819 --> 00:17:20,909
and she surprised us
with one gift.
356
00:17:20,952 --> 00:17:22,998
A pair
of roller skates.
357
00:17:23,042 --> 00:17:25,174
Andrea tried to
give them to me,
358
00:17:25,218 --> 00:17:28,438
but I-I put on the left
and he put on the right,
359
00:17:28,482 --> 00:17:33,356
and we held the other
two legs up like flamingos
360
00:17:33,400 --> 00:17:37,578
and skated
around the house.
361
00:17:39,580 --> 00:17:42,757
Two parts, one whole.
362
00:17:47,675 --> 00:17:49,155
Teddy: Looks like the knife went
through the pericardium
363
00:17:49,198 --> 00:17:50,460
and just nicked
the ventricle.
364
00:17:50,504 --> 00:17:53,246
You can repair the ventricle
with 3-0 prolene.
365
00:17:53,289 --> 00:17:54,203
Altman?
366
00:17:54,247 --> 00:17:55,117
Yeah, he's right.
I'm on it.
367
00:17:55,161 --> 00:17:56,510
Okay, get in there.
368
00:17:56,553 --> 00:17:57,728
Right,
3-0 large taper needle.
369
00:17:57,772 --> 00:17:59,817
Damn it.
Looks like it's gone through
370
00:17:59,861 --> 00:18:01,950
his spleen, his stomach,
andhis diaphragm.
371
00:18:01,993 --> 00:18:03,038
We're gonna have to
remove his spleen
372
00:18:03,082 --> 00:18:05,127
and check for
intestinal injuries.
373
00:18:05,171 --> 00:18:07,086
Dr. Knox, how many units
has he received so far?
374
00:18:07,129 --> 00:18:09,175
Six units of blood,
six of FFP.
375
00:18:09,218 --> 00:18:11,742
Alright, run a TEG to check
for his clotting factors.
376
00:18:12,656 --> 00:18:14,093
You good?
377
00:18:14,136 --> 00:18:15,137
Yep.
378
00:18:15,181 --> 00:18:16,356
Bovie.
379
00:18:44,949 --> 00:18:46,255
Okay.
380
00:18:46,299 --> 00:18:48,475
Comedy or drama?
381
00:18:49,780 --> 00:18:52,392
C-SPAN?
382
00:18:53,915 --> 00:18:56,004
Listen, there's something
really soothing about
383
00:18:56,047 --> 00:18:58,789
the whole scrolling
at the bottom.
384
00:18:58,833 --> 00:19:00,704
It's like this endless
potential of information.
385
00:19:00,748 --> 00:19:01,879
You're gonna make me read
that to you
386
00:19:01,923 --> 00:19:04,099
when we're 80,
aren't you?
387
00:19:04,143 --> 00:19:06,188
I mean --
I didn't mean...
388
00:19:06,232 --> 00:19:08,364
Yeah, you did.
389
00:19:08,408 --> 00:19:11,106
You did mean it.
390
00:19:12,977 --> 00:19:14,196
Okay.
391
00:19:15,850 --> 00:19:18,069
Did you order
more champagne?
392
00:19:18,113 --> 00:19:19,636
No.
393
00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:21,769
Hold on.
I'll get rid of them.
394
00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:26,034
We're coming.
395
00:19:27,078 --> 00:19:28,384
Yeah, we're coming.
396
00:19:33,781 --> 00:19:35,435
Hey,
can I help you?
397
00:19:35,478 --> 00:19:38,089
Sorry.
Wrong -- Wrong room.
398
00:19:38,133 --> 00:19:40,048
Jackson?
399
00:19:40,091 --> 00:19:42,311
Um, this is --
Okay, it's the right room.
400
00:19:42,355 --> 00:19:43,921
Why are you here?
401
00:19:43,965 --> 00:19:45,619
Link called me.
You need to come home.
402
00:19:53,801 --> 00:19:55,150
How are we, Knox?
403
00:19:55,194 --> 00:19:56,238
Just hung
another two units.
404
00:19:56,282 --> 00:19:57,500
Blood pressure's
starting to come up.
405
00:19:57,544 --> 00:19:58,762
Teddy: Just a few more sutures.Nice repair.
406
00:19:58,806 --> 00:20:00,024
I don't see any leak.
407
00:20:00,068 --> 00:20:01,330
I'm just gonna run
this bowel one more time,
408
00:20:01,374 --> 00:20:02,984
and then I am good
to go down here.
409
00:20:03,027 --> 00:20:05,943
Alright, I just need
to place the drain,
410
00:20:05,987 --> 00:20:09,469
and then we are good
to start the wire closure.
411
00:20:09,512 --> 00:20:10,731
Great work, everyone.
412
00:20:18,608 --> 00:20:19,566
When was
everyone tested?
413
00:20:19,609 --> 00:20:20,828
Last night.
Yesterday.
414
00:20:20,871 --> 00:20:22,438
This morning.Alright, come on in.
415
00:20:22,482 --> 00:20:25,224
Amelia's in her room, and,
please keep it down.
416
00:20:25,267 --> 00:20:27,878
This guy
just went to sleep.
417
00:20:31,752 --> 00:20:33,232
Anybody want a beer?
418
00:20:33,275 --> 00:20:34,581
I'm good.It's pretty early.
419
00:20:34,624 --> 00:20:35,669
Okay, I'll get some.
420
00:20:48,943 --> 00:20:50,379
The wound was more
severe than we'd hoped,
421
00:20:50,423 --> 00:20:51,598
but he's pulled through.
422
00:20:51,641 --> 00:20:52,990
My God.
423
00:20:53,034 --> 00:20:54,383
He's alive.
Your brother's alive.
424
00:20:54,427 --> 00:20:55,906
My God!
425
00:20:55,950 --> 00:20:58,300
It hurts not to hug you
right now.
426
00:20:58,344 --> 00:20:59,954
Hey, look at them
while you hug me.
427
00:21:03,262 --> 00:21:04,828
Thank you.
428
00:21:06,917 --> 00:21:09,355
Thank you for getting me
to help.
429
00:21:09,398 --> 00:21:10,312
Yeah,
don't read into it.
430
00:21:10,356 --> 00:21:11,835
I owed it to DeLuca.
431
00:21:11,879 --> 00:21:13,097
And if there was someone else
I could've called,
432
00:21:13,141 --> 00:21:14,142
I would've.
433
00:21:21,192 --> 00:21:22,803
Hayes: I said no
and I meant it.
434
00:21:22,846 --> 00:21:24,848
I do not take preemies
on joyrides.
435
00:21:24,892 --> 00:21:26,850
You're already moving her.
This is just adding a stop.
436
00:21:26,894 --> 00:21:28,852
Plus, I told Val
we would make it happen.
437
00:21:28,896 --> 00:21:30,376
Without consulting me
first.
438
00:21:30,419 --> 00:21:32,160
It's out of the question.
439
00:21:32,203 --> 00:21:33,553
Get out of my way,
Wilson.
440
00:21:33,596 --> 00:21:35,424
Were you nice
before your wife died?
441
00:21:35,468 --> 00:21:36,556
Excuse me?
442
00:21:36,599 --> 00:21:37,774
I'm just curious.
443
00:21:37,818 --> 00:21:39,559
You know, I lost the love
of my life.
444
00:21:39,602 --> 00:21:41,648
He didn't die,
but he might as well have,
445
00:21:41,691 --> 00:21:44,564
and I was sad and angry
and confused,
446
00:21:44,607 --> 00:21:45,913
but I still cared
about other people.
447
00:21:45,956 --> 00:21:47,523
In fact, I think
it made me care more.
448
00:21:47,567 --> 00:21:48,959
I'm looking out
for my patient.
449
00:21:49,003 --> 00:21:50,309
You know
this won't jeopardize Luna.
450
00:21:50,352 --> 00:21:51,962
Grey was laughing
and joking,
451
00:21:52,006 --> 00:21:53,747
and a few hours later
she's on a vent.
452
00:21:53,790 --> 00:21:55,749
This is not the time to play
fast and loose with rules
453
00:21:55,792 --> 00:21:57,054
that keep
our patients safe.
454
00:21:57,098 --> 00:21:59,187
If it was Meredith Grey
asking to see her child,
455
00:21:59,230 --> 00:22:00,754
would you say
the same thing?
456
00:22:04,061 --> 00:22:06,716
Five minutes,
not a second longer.
457
00:22:18,206 --> 00:22:21,818
ABG's the same
as this morning,
458
00:22:21,862 --> 00:22:24,299
but no fever
and labs are decent.
459
00:22:24,343 --> 00:22:26,823
DeLuca's awake.
460
00:22:26,867 --> 00:22:28,738
Does Bailey know?She's still sleeping,
461
00:22:28,782 --> 00:22:31,524
but,
I'll tell her in a bit.
462
00:22:31,567 --> 00:22:33,352
That was a great save,
Altman.
463
00:22:33,395 --> 00:22:35,310
Thank you.
464
00:22:35,354 --> 00:22:38,574
I'm gonna go check
on my other patients.
465
00:22:48,367 --> 00:22:49,672
I don't regret it.
466
00:22:49,716 --> 00:22:51,239
How did you know
I was wondering that?
467
00:22:51,282 --> 00:22:52,458
I don't know.
468
00:22:52,501 --> 00:22:54,677
I just did.
469
00:22:54,721 --> 00:22:56,853
I don't regret it.
470
00:22:56,897 --> 00:22:58,159
You know, we walk through
our lives
471
00:22:58,202 --> 00:22:59,813
and we witness
atrocities.
472
00:22:59,856 --> 00:23:01,858
See homeless people
on the street asking for help
473
00:23:01,902 --> 00:23:04,383
and we just walk
right past them.
474
00:23:04,426 --> 00:23:06,776
See people that can't pay
for medicine for their children,
475
00:23:06,820 --> 00:23:08,256
see people beating
their kids,
476
00:23:08,299 --> 00:23:09,997
and we just say, "Well,
it's none of our business."
477
00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:12,478
See atrocities on the news
every day.
478
00:23:12,521 --> 00:23:14,784
Crimes and cruelties committed
by our government,
479
00:23:14,828 --> 00:23:17,526
paid for, nonetheless,
by our own tax dollars.
480
00:23:19,310 --> 00:23:20,747
And what do we do? We just
change the channel, right?
481
00:23:20,790 --> 00:23:23,837
We just --
We tune it out.
482
00:23:23,880 --> 00:23:25,926
Then we go back to work and we
pretend like what we just saw,
483
00:23:25,969 --> 00:23:29,886
or that article we just read was
somehow normal or acceptable,
484
00:23:29,930 --> 00:23:31,584
and the people
who take to the streets
485
00:23:31,627 --> 00:23:33,716
screaming out for change,
486
00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:34,891
they're written off
as crazy,
487
00:23:34,935 --> 00:23:37,111
they're written off
as extreme.
488
00:23:37,154 --> 00:23:39,113
Doesn't make any sense.
489
00:23:39,156 --> 00:23:40,897
Makes no sense.
490
00:23:40,941 --> 00:23:42,638
But what you did,
Meredith,
491
00:23:42,682 --> 00:23:44,771
risking your medical license
to save that little girl --
492
00:23:44,814 --> 00:23:45,989
that made sense.
493
00:23:46,033 --> 00:23:47,251
And what I did --
following that woman,
494
00:23:47,295 --> 00:23:48,514
not letting up,
not letting her get away,
495
00:23:48,557 --> 00:23:52,169
not letting her harm
another single human being.
496
00:23:52,213 --> 00:23:55,303
Yeah, it was dangerous,
but it made sense.
497
00:23:55,346 --> 00:23:59,220
It's the only thing
that made sense.
498
00:23:59,263 --> 00:24:00,743
So I don't regret it.
499
00:24:06,053 --> 00:24:07,663
Owen: He suffered
a lot of bleeding,
500
00:24:07,707 --> 00:24:09,056
but his vitals
are stable.
501
00:24:09,099 --> 00:24:10,405
Andrea.
502
00:24:13,103 --> 00:24:14,583
Hey, hey.
503
00:24:16,411 --> 00:24:17,891
Hey.
504
00:24:17,934 --> 00:24:21,503
Easy, easy,
don't try to talk.
505
00:24:21,547 --> 00:24:23,287
You did it.
It's over.
506
00:24:23,331 --> 00:24:24,463
They arrested the woman,
507
00:24:24,506 --> 00:24:25,942
they arrested
the man who stabbed you.
508
00:24:25,986 --> 00:24:28,031
You saved so many children,
Andrea.
509
00:24:32,471 --> 00:24:34,560
Now, blink once
for morphine
510
00:24:34,603 --> 00:24:37,084
and twice for "I'm a dummy
who will never ignore
511
00:24:37,127 --> 00:24:38,738
his sister ever again."
512
00:24:59,019 --> 00:25:02,457
What was the surgery?
I want details.
513
00:25:04,851 --> 00:25:07,549
It was a trauma.
It went well.
514
00:25:07,593 --> 00:25:10,813
Your oxygen saturation's
gone up.
515
00:25:10,857 --> 00:25:12,815
That's encouraging.
516
00:25:19,822 --> 00:25:21,302
I did love you,
517
00:25:21,345 --> 00:25:23,173
even though I tried so hard
not to love you
518
00:25:23,217 --> 00:25:25,045
because
I also loved Owen.
519
00:25:25,088 --> 00:25:27,264
I think I thought
that I could love you both,
520
00:25:27,308 --> 00:25:29,440
but instead, I just --
I tore it all to the ground
521
00:25:29,484 --> 00:25:31,399
and took you both
with me.
522
00:25:31,442 --> 00:25:34,707
Wow.
523
00:25:34,750 --> 00:25:37,623
I asked you for one thing,
Altman.
524
00:25:37,666 --> 00:25:39,538
You asked me
for the truth.
525
00:25:39,581 --> 00:25:40,843
No, no.
I didn't ask you for that
526
00:25:40,887 --> 00:25:43,150
because the truth
is relative.
527
00:25:43,193 --> 00:25:45,021
You got yourself convinced
that you loved us both,
528
00:25:45,065 --> 00:25:47,241
but empirical evidence
would suggest otherwise.
529
00:25:47,284 --> 00:25:48,372
Empirical? I --
530
00:25:48,416 --> 00:25:50,244
He doesn't want you.
531
00:25:54,248 --> 00:25:55,597
You're right, you dragged us
both to the ground,
532
00:25:55,641 --> 00:25:56,729
but he doesn't want anything
to do with you
533
00:25:56,772 --> 00:25:58,121
and I'm still here
sitting in the dust.
534
00:25:58,165 --> 00:26:01,864
If you loved me, Teddy,
we'd be together
535
00:26:01,908 --> 00:26:06,869
instead of...together
in our misery.
536
00:26:06,913 --> 00:26:10,525
Empirical evidence.
537
00:26:10,569 --> 00:26:13,310
I asked you to admit
you never loved me
538
00:26:13,354 --> 00:26:16,792
because...
539
00:26:16,836 --> 00:26:19,534
I need it.
540
00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:23,582
If I survive
this thing...
541
00:26:26,280 --> 00:26:28,151
...I want to get up off the
ground where you dropped me,
542
00:26:28,195 --> 00:26:29,283
so...
543
00:26:32,155 --> 00:26:34,070
...I need it.
544
00:26:45,081 --> 00:26:46,866
I never loved you,
Tom.
545
00:26:52,828 --> 00:26:54,221
Thank you.
546
00:26:57,703 --> 00:27:00,227
Jackson:
You want to sit, or...
547
00:27:00,270 --> 00:27:02,142
the second I stop,
548
00:27:02,185 --> 00:27:04,100
Scout starts wailing
like a human ambulance.
549
00:27:04,144 --> 00:27:05,188
As you were.
550
00:27:05,232 --> 00:27:07,408
And Scout needs me
to keep moving.
551
00:27:07,451 --> 00:27:11,064
Zola, Bailey, Ellis --
they need us to keep on moving,
552
00:27:11,107 --> 00:27:12,848
playing songs
and eating.
553
00:27:12,892 --> 00:27:14,067
They eat so much.
554
00:27:14,110 --> 00:27:15,808
So I just keep
going to the grocery store
555
00:27:15,851 --> 00:27:18,462
and buying food
that Amelia keeps pretending
556
00:27:18,506 --> 00:27:19,725
she knows how to cook,
557
00:27:19,768 --> 00:27:21,770
and what if Meredith
doesn't survive this,
558
00:27:21,814 --> 00:27:24,599
you know what it's gonna do
to my life?
559
00:27:24,643 --> 00:27:27,384
Yeah, you just said that
out loud.
560
00:27:27,428 --> 00:27:28,472
Don't worry about it,
we're all scared.
561
00:27:28,516 --> 00:27:29,735
No one's judging you.
562
00:27:29,778 --> 00:27:31,171
Winston:
I'm a little bit judging,
563
00:27:31,214 --> 00:27:33,477
but that's 'cause I've only
known you seven minutes.
564
00:27:33,521 --> 00:27:36,785
I'm on my knees every night
praying that she survives this,
565
00:27:36,829 --> 00:27:38,700
and I'm not an
on-my-knees-praying kind of guy.
566
00:27:38,744 --> 00:27:40,310
I get it.I'm not praying for myself.
567
00:27:40,354 --> 00:27:42,443
You're human, Link.
Give yourself a break, alright?
568
00:27:42,486 --> 00:27:43,792
You're exhausted.
569
00:27:43,836 --> 00:27:46,229
Meredith is --
she's family to me.
570
00:27:46,273 --> 00:27:49,276
I mean,
Meredith is family.
571
00:27:49,319 --> 00:27:53,019
I can think of a million reasons
I don't want her to...die.
572
00:27:53,062 --> 00:27:54,934
Some of them are about her,
some are about me,
573
00:27:54,977 --> 00:27:56,675
some are about
the world at large.
574
00:27:56,718 --> 00:27:58,372
Point is, you're allowed
to have your reasons.
575
00:27:58,415 --> 00:28:00,069
They don't all have
to be selfless.
576
00:28:00,113 --> 00:28:03,072
I just...
577
00:28:03,116 --> 00:28:05,335
I mean, those kids already lost
their dad.
578
00:28:05,379 --> 00:28:09,775
I don't want them to have
to grow up without a mom, too.
579
00:28:09,818 --> 00:28:10,906
And all we can do
is just --
580
00:28:10,950 --> 00:28:11,951
Keep moving.
581
00:28:11,994 --> 00:28:13,517
Yeah.
582
00:28:13,561 --> 00:28:14,910
I mean,
literally keep moving,
583
00:28:14,954 --> 00:28:16,303
'cause human ambulance.
584
00:28:16,346 --> 00:28:17,957
Yeah.
585
00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:19,654
You know,
you're pretty good at this.
586
00:28:19,698 --> 00:28:21,177
The whole
"keep somebody calm
587
00:28:21,221 --> 00:28:24,180
you've only known seven minutes"
thing.
588
00:28:24,224 --> 00:28:26,922
Well, to be fair, it's been more
like eight minutes now.
589
00:28:26,966 --> 00:28:28,445
It's true.
590
00:28:28,489 --> 00:28:30,534
And, Jackson, thank you
for getting Maggie over here.
591
00:28:30,578 --> 00:28:32,232
I-I-I'm sorry
if that was awkward.
592
00:28:32,275 --> 00:28:33,799
You were the only one
picking up.No, it's fine.
593
00:28:33,842 --> 00:28:36,192
Why would it be awkward?
594
00:28:39,326 --> 00:28:42,024
Just...
595
00:28:42,068 --> 00:28:43,678
Yeah.
596
00:28:43,722 --> 00:28:46,333
Okay, you're, -
you're her ex, aren't you?
597
00:28:46,376 --> 00:28:48,161
Another round?
598
00:28:48,204 --> 00:28:49,379
Yeah.
599
00:28:54,645 --> 00:28:58,780
I was Zola and Bailey
and Ellis.
600
00:28:58,824 --> 00:29:00,608
I was the kid
who lost a parent
601
00:29:00,651 --> 00:29:03,785
and the world
turned upside down.
602
00:29:03,829 --> 00:29:06,222
And I don't know...
603
00:29:06,266 --> 00:29:09,138
if I hadn't been there to see
my dad dead on the ground,
604
00:29:09,182 --> 00:29:11,706
how long they would've waited
to tell me.
605
00:29:15,101 --> 00:29:16,885
Nobody talked about it.
606
00:29:18,626 --> 00:29:22,848
I didn't expect answers,
but...
607
00:29:22,891 --> 00:29:25,285
there wasn't room
for questions.
608
00:29:25,328 --> 00:29:29,811
Just...silence.
609
00:29:29,855 --> 00:29:34,033
Meredith told the kids
about Derek.
610
00:29:34,076 --> 00:29:35,382
We can do this
for her.
611
00:29:35,425 --> 00:29:37,601
She deserves us
612
00:29:37,645 --> 00:29:40,387
stepping up.
613
00:29:40,430 --> 00:29:43,520
And the kids do, too.
614
00:29:43,564 --> 00:29:45,696
Can we just stay here
a little longer?
615
00:29:54,618 --> 00:29:57,099
Your mom is gonna freak out
when she sees you.
616
00:29:57,143 --> 00:29:58,927
Yes, she is.
617
00:29:58,971 --> 00:30:01,277
Woman:
Code blue, code blue.
618
00:30:01,321 --> 00:30:02,322
Code blue.
619
00:30:02,365 --> 00:30:03,671
Val's coding! Hurry!
620
00:30:03,714 --> 00:30:04,846
No.
621
00:30:04,890 --> 00:30:06,239
No, no, no.
622
00:30:09,285 --> 00:30:11,635
Hey.
623
00:30:11,679 --> 00:30:13,768
Comfortable?
624
00:30:13,812 --> 00:30:15,204
Well, your sister just went
to get coffee,
625
00:30:15,248 --> 00:30:17,380
but she left
strict instructions.
626
00:30:17,424 --> 00:30:19,078
No car chases, okay?
627
00:30:24,605 --> 00:30:26,172
Okay.
628
00:30:28,043 --> 00:30:31,264
He's tachycardic
and his CVP's going up.
629
00:30:31,307 --> 00:30:32,439
Code blue, code blue.
630
00:30:32,482 --> 00:30:33,919
Must be cardiac tamponade.
631
00:30:33,962 --> 00:30:35,137
We're gonna have
to open him back up again.
632
00:30:35,181 --> 00:30:36,922
Let's get a scalpel
and order more blood.
633
00:30:36,965 --> 00:30:39,228
Code blue, code blue.
634
00:30:39,272 --> 00:30:41,883
DeLuca? DeLuca, we're gonna have
to open you back up, okay?
635
00:30:41,927 --> 00:30:43,493
But I am with you,
okay?
636
00:30:43,537 --> 00:30:44,886
I got you, okay?
637
00:30:44,930 --> 00:30:46,714
Come on.
Staple remover.
638
00:30:46,757 --> 00:30:49,369
Thank you.
639
00:30:49,412 --> 00:30:51,632
Come on, come on, come on,
come on.
640
00:30:53,460 --> 00:30:56,419
Okay, wire cutters.
641
00:30:56,463 --> 00:30:57,507
Okay.
642
00:31:00,119 --> 00:31:01,381
Good, let's go.
643
00:31:01,424 --> 00:31:03,165
One, two, three.
644
00:31:07,648 --> 00:31:09,868
Somebody page Altman and have
her meet me in the O.R.!
645
00:31:19,399 --> 00:31:21,053
Owen:
Call for more blood.
646
00:31:21,096 --> 00:31:23,794
Start the massive
transfusion protocol.
647
00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:27,537
Let's go, let's go!
648
00:31:27,581 --> 00:31:29,235
Jo: Charge to 150.
Clear.
649
00:31:30,671 --> 00:31:31,846
Come on, Val!
650
00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:34,240
You're so close
to seeing your baby girl.
651
00:31:34,283 --> 00:31:36,198
Charged to 200.
652
00:31:36,242 --> 00:31:36,982
Clear.
653
00:31:42,335 --> 00:31:43,423
What happened?
654
00:31:43,466 --> 00:31:44,903
He went into DIC.
He's bleeding out.
655
00:31:44,946 --> 00:31:45,947
Push TXA --
656
00:31:45,991 --> 00:31:47,122
Dr. Knox: I already have.
657
00:31:47,166 --> 00:31:48,080
Push more.
658
00:31:48,123 --> 00:31:49,168
I'm gonna need a ton
of lap pads.
659
00:31:49,211 --> 00:31:50,169
Let me in.
660
00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:05,140
He's crashing.
661
00:32:05,184 --> 00:32:08,970
Starting
cardiac massage.
662
00:32:11,842 --> 00:32:13,583
Charge to 270.
663
00:32:13,627 --> 00:32:15,194
I think it's too late.
664
00:32:15,237 --> 00:32:16,586
Clear.
665
00:32:24,943 --> 00:32:28,555
So, this morning they put
your mom on a ventilator.
666
00:32:28,598 --> 00:32:31,123
That's the machine
that breathes for her.
667
00:32:31,166 --> 00:32:32,298
Yes.
668
00:32:32,341 --> 00:32:33,995
When will they take her
off of it?
669
00:32:34,039 --> 00:32:36,650
Different people come off of it
at different times.
670
00:32:38,782 --> 00:32:41,133
My dad never did.
671
00:32:41,176 --> 00:32:42,699
Do you think
my mom will?
672
00:32:46,138 --> 00:32:47,704
We hope so.
673
00:32:47,748 --> 00:32:49,489
But we don't know.
674
00:32:49,532 --> 00:32:51,447
We just --
675
00:32:51,491 --> 00:32:52,840
We don't know.
676
00:32:56,844 --> 00:33:00,413
We shouldn't tell Bailey
and Ellis.
677
00:33:00,456 --> 00:33:03,024
Not unless we need to.
678
00:33:03,068 --> 00:33:05,287
They're just too young
to understand.
679
00:33:05,331 --> 00:33:07,420
Okay.
We'll wait.
680
00:33:40,583 --> 00:33:42,063
Hayes:
No respiratory distress,
681
00:33:42,107 --> 00:33:44,065
chest tube's barely
putting out anything.
682
00:33:44,109 --> 00:33:45,458
Thank you.
683
00:33:45,501 --> 00:33:46,633
She's a trouper.
684
00:33:46,676 --> 00:33:48,983
She's gonna need to be.
685
00:33:49,027 --> 00:33:50,637
No.
686
00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:53,074
I ran the code
for an hour.
687
00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:00,995
You know...
688
00:34:02,170 --> 00:34:05,565
I was nicer...
689
00:34:05,608 --> 00:34:07,784
before Abigail died.
690
00:34:07,828 --> 00:34:11,353
I was a great deal many things,
most of them better.
691
00:34:11,397 --> 00:34:12,659
I'm sorry,
I never should've --
692
00:34:12,702 --> 00:34:15,618
It was kind
what you wanted to do, it was.
693
00:34:15,662 --> 00:34:17,490
I'm so sorry.
694
00:34:17,533 --> 00:34:19,970
Me too.
695
00:35:08,236 --> 00:35:09,629
Val is dead.
696
00:35:09,672 --> 00:35:12,588
I heard.
697
00:35:12,632 --> 00:35:14,982
I'm sorry.
698
00:35:15,025 --> 00:35:17,376
DeLuca was okay
and now he might not be.
699
00:35:24,426 --> 00:35:27,125
I spent so many years
pretending to be someone else.
700
00:35:29,083 --> 00:35:31,651
So many years afraid
of what my mother thought,
701
00:35:31,694 --> 00:35:33,392
neighbors thought,
what I thought.
702
00:35:37,135 --> 00:35:40,181
I wasted so much time.
703
00:35:40,225 --> 00:35:45,012
And now we're all just working
and surviving and waiting.
704
00:35:46,361 --> 00:35:48,015
For what?
705
00:35:50,409 --> 00:35:52,454
Is this all just gonna end
one day?
706
00:35:52,498 --> 00:35:55,327
Like, one day
we're all gonna get a memo
707
00:35:55,370 --> 00:35:58,504
that says, "COVID's over.
Everyone back to normal"?
708
00:35:59,940 --> 00:36:02,725
I think I wasted all the time
I was supposed to be happy.
709
00:36:17,349 --> 00:36:19,133
Bailey:.
710
00:36:21,396 --> 00:36:23,311
How long
have I been asleep?
711
00:36:23,355 --> 00:36:25,400
Richard:
Most of the day.
712
00:36:27,402 --> 00:36:29,709
Bailey,
something's happened.
713
00:36:29,752 --> 00:36:33,278
No, it's --
it's not Meredith.
714
00:36:33,321 --> 00:36:35,062
It's DeLuca.
715
00:36:35,105 --> 00:36:36,150
What?
716
00:36:38,065 --> 00:36:39,719
Richard, what?
717
00:36:47,509 --> 00:36:48,945
Okay,
give me 1 of epi.
718
00:36:59,391 --> 00:37:00,827
The tide
is coming in!
719
00:37:00,870 --> 00:37:02,263
I know.
720
00:37:02,307 --> 00:37:03,786
It's gonna wash it away.
721
00:37:03,830 --> 00:37:06,267
I know,
I'm trying to beat it.
722
00:37:06,311 --> 00:37:07,529
You're trying to beat
the tide?
723
00:37:07,573 --> 00:37:08,400
Yeah.
724
00:37:08,443 --> 00:37:09,488
I had more to do.
725
00:37:09,531 --> 00:37:11,011
I had plans.
726
00:37:11,054 --> 00:37:12,795
Wanted to do another tower
over here
727
00:37:12,839 --> 00:37:16,364
and a -- a --
a bridge with a moat.
728
00:37:16,408 --> 00:37:19,541
Tide's coming in
too fast.
729
00:37:19,585 --> 00:37:21,239
Come on.
It's too fast.
730
00:37:21,282 --> 00:37:23,284
I had plans.
731
00:37:25,330 --> 00:37:26,592
Come on.
732
00:37:26,635 --> 00:37:28,507
You can't build a sand castle
without a moat.
733
00:37:30,813 --> 00:37:33,294
I don't know what happens
from here, Meredith.
734
00:37:33,338 --> 00:37:36,254
Meredith: Me either.
735
00:37:36,297 --> 00:37:38,560
But no matter
what happens,
736
00:37:38,604 --> 00:37:41,781
I want you to know that I never
felt seen the way you saw me.
737
00:37:41,824 --> 00:37:44,566
I never felt inspired
the way you inspired me.
738
00:37:44,610 --> 00:37:46,568
You made me want to be
not just my best self,
739
00:37:46,612 --> 00:37:48,222
but better.
740
00:37:48,266 --> 00:37:50,398
And yeah, I felt small
around you sometimes.
741
00:37:50,442 --> 00:37:52,400
I felt insecure.
742
00:37:52,444 --> 00:37:56,186
I wanted something from you that
I needed to give to myself.
743
00:37:56,230 --> 00:37:58,754
But here, now,
on this beach with you,
744
00:37:58,798 --> 00:38:02,323
I...I get it.
745
00:38:02,367 --> 00:38:04,238
I don't just get it,
I feelit.
746
00:38:04,282 --> 00:38:05,631
I get who I am.
747
00:38:05,674 --> 00:38:07,894
I know my own soul,
my strength.
748
00:38:10,375 --> 00:38:12,377
Do you want to take
a walk?
749
00:38:12,420 --> 00:38:15,162
We can watch the sunset
from the dock.
750
00:38:15,205 --> 00:38:17,773
In a minute.
751
00:38:17,817 --> 00:38:21,299
I just want to
feel this first.
752
00:38:21,342 --> 00:38:23,388
I just want to hold onto this
a little longer.
753
00:38:23,431 --> 00:38:25,259
Meredith: I'm a little bit
of an exception
754
00:38:25,303 --> 00:38:27,783
when it comes to having
a happy place.
755
00:38:27,827 --> 00:38:30,133
Because the hospital's
always been mine.
756
00:38:30,177 --> 00:38:31,961
Internal paddles.
757
00:38:32,005 --> 00:38:33,615
Come on, come on.Owen: Let's go, let's go.
758
00:38:35,356 --> 00:38:36,618
Charge to 20.
759
00:38:37,576 --> 00:38:39,229
Clear.
760
00:38:40,883 --> 00:38:41,667
Again.
761
00:38:41,710 --> 00:38:42,929
Clear.
762
00:38:44,365 --> 00:38:45,584
Charge to 30.
763
00:38:45,627 --> 00:38:46,498
Clear.
764
00:38:46,541 --> 00:38:47,673
Come on.
765
00:38:47,716 --> 00:38:48,804
Again.
Again.
766
00:38:48,848 --> 00:38:49,805
Clear.
767
00:38:54,070 --> 00:38:55,637
Come on.
768
00:38:57,987 --> 00:38:59,685
Maybe it's because
it's where I grew up.
769
00:39:05,865 --> 00:39:07,214
Woman: Andrea!
770
00:39:15,918 --> 00:39:17,485
Mom?
771
00:39:17,529 --> 00:39:18,704
Mom?
772
00:39:18,747 --> 00:39:20,488
Andrea!
773
00:39:24,274 --> 00:39:27,582
Meredith: I'll miss you.
774
00:39:27,626 --> 00:39:30,237
If I go back
and you don't,
775
00:39:30,280 --> 00:39:31,586
I'll miss you.
776
00:39:33,283 --> 00:39:35,721
It'll be okay,
Meredith.
777
00:39:35,764 --> 00:39:38,811
It will.
It'll be okay.
778
00:39:38,854 --> 00:39:41,248
Woman: Andrea!
779
00:39:41,291 --> 00:39:41,988
I have to go.
780
00:39:42,031 --> 00:39:43,685
Okay.
781
00:39:53,478 --> 00:39:54,783
Mama!
782
00:40:23,159 --> 00:40:25,466
Reza: His heart
won't restart.
783
00:40:25,510 --> 00:40:28,164
He's been down
for 40 minutes.
784
00:40:58,456 --> 00:41:00,327
Isn't somebody
going to call it?
785
00:41:25,395 --> 00:41:28,181
Time of death -- 22:50.
786
00:41:46,591 --> 00:41:47,983
But if you're not like me...
787
00:42:07,829 --> 00:42:10,092
...you're going to want
somewhere else.
788
00:42:19,928 --> 00:42:23,062
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