All language subtitles for Daydream Nation 2010

- The year this story takes place

is the year nearly everything
happened to me.

It was the year I moved from the city
to a backwards hick town

to finish high school.

It was the year an industrial fire
wouldn't stop burning

just outside of town.

In other news,
the industrial fire continues to rage.

- The year my dad
first discovered an itch

that much later became cancer
and, later still,

took all his hair

and then his life.

It was the year a serial killer
wearing a white suit

roamed the county,

leaving pretty young kids
dead in his wake.

But mostly, it was the year
where I tried to become someone else

for a while,

and for the first time,
I went crazy insane for love.

And it seemed
like the whole world

was about to end.

But in the beginning,
I didn't see any of this in my future.

I just crossed an X on my calendar
and suddenly I was once again

the new girl at a new school
where no one would talk to me.

- Whoa.

Got anything metal on you?

- Don't... think so.
- Well, you must.

What's this?

- A bowling ball.

- Mine now.

- Have you ever entered a room
where you just knew everyone hated you?

Now, multiply that by roughly a million

and you'll understand
my high school experience.

When I know people hate me,

instead of trying
to change their minds,

I get defensive and weird

and become the exact girl
they think I am.

But this school
wasn't just mean and gossipy;

it was full-on scary.

To give you an idea,

let me tell you
the legend of Laura Lee.

- Is it negative five?

- Laura Lee was a student at our school
who danced nights at a strip club.

Kool thing sittin' with a kiddie

Now you know you're sure lookin' pretty

- Nobody talked to her,
but the entire football team

would heat up coins
with butane lighters

and flick them at her
as she walked through the hallways.

Burning currency bounced off her
like hail.

I don't think so

I don't wanna

I don't think so

Kool thing let me play
with your radio

Move me turn me on

Baby-o
- But what's amazing,

is that this poor girl's
attendance record was perfect.

I mean, here she is dancing every night
until 2:00 or later,

dodging fiery coins and, still,

she makes it to twice as many classes
as most people.

This is full-on triumph
of the human spirit,

but you never see this shit on Oprah.

And then, last March,
some girls were playing

in a field...

... when they found her body.

All over her legs,
splotchy and scorched,

were the burned imprints
of various coins.

Few details are known

about the ongoing investigation,
but police sources say

they are looking for a male suspect
wearing a white suit.

- And that was life at Hargrove High.

- People, get to class! Now!

Thank you.

- Hey. Wanna come smoke weed with us
after class?

- Um... sure, that'd be cool.

- It will be.

- Jesus Christ.

- What's your name again?

- Caroline.

- Well, I'm Paul.

Charles, Craig and Thurston.

- Yeah, we met.

- So why would you ever move
to a place like this?

- Ugh, well, my dad works
for this huge development--

- Dude, you're not even inhaling.

- I'm inhaling.
- You're basically making out with it.

You got your goober all over it.

- Ow.

Don't, I...

- I was now attending
the most drugged-out high school

in the whole country,
honest to God.

These guys smoked pot, sniffed glue,

snorted crystal,
did Ecstasy in toilets,

anything to kill the boredom.

But Thurston...

he had reasons of his own.

The face that you saw in the door

Isn't looking at you anymore

The name

That you call in its place

Isn't waiting for your embrace

The world that you love to behold

Cannot hold you

Anymore

In a matter of time

- Hey, Thurston.

It would slip from my mind

In and out of my life

- Okay, guys...

Guys...

... these papers are just...

Do you really hate school that much?

Is it me?

Is it because I let you call me Barry?

Look...

you know, I just...
I just moved back to this town

and I gotta tell ya,
this place has become a real shit-hole.

But I was you.
And I know you've got

real thoughts going on inside of there.

So for tomorrow, no reading.

I want you to write me
a three-page essay

on the historical or religious figure
who you most admire.

Okay?

Tell me who it is
that you think you are.

- I don't know why the idea
came to me when it did,

but I instantly knew
it would make life more interesting.

Don't we all wanna be
somebody different sometimes?

Someone smarter and sexier
and bolder than we really are?

Or maybe I just looked
and saw someone

that was as lonely as me.

After my mom died
and we started moving all the time,

it was like my dad and I
had all this love to give

but no one to give it to.

Or maybe I just went a little crazy.

- Thomas!

- For a while there,

it seemed like craziness
was in the air.

We were all just...

breathing it in.

- You wanted to see me?

- Yeah, I wanted to talk to you
about something.

- Go ahead.
- Well, I wanted to...

tell you that I am new here,

and so far I hate it.

- Okay, but... if you work hard--

- The guys here are...

so immature. And sexist.

And the girls are worse.

They eat it up. No self-respect.

And it's just all so... different
from where we're supposed to be

at this point in women's history,
you know?

- I wish I could argue.

- I went to this party
where they were passing out Rohypnol.

That's the date rape drug.

- I know what roofies are.

- How, uh.... old are you?

- I'm not gonna answer that.

- Thirty... five?

Thirty-four?

- Ballpark, yeah.

- A babe in the woods.
Anyway...

I wanted to let you know
you're not alone.

Here's my paper.

- Just point your foot and kick it.
Just... don't be like a pansy.

Oh!
- Ooh. Shit.

- Fuck!

- You okay?
- Ah...

Yeah. Yep. Yeah.

- Pretty smooth, huh?

- I don't even like skateboarding.

- Yeah, well,
you should go walk it off.

- Oh, uh, are you...?
Can I walk it off with you?

So, um...

... do you even remember meeting me
at that party?

- Of course I do.

I'm really sorry about--
- Oh, yeah, no, it's...

it's okay.

So...

... Miss Wexler...

- Mm-hmm.

- What do you think
of our fine town this far?

- Um... Mm.
- Well, we're waiting.

- I think
it's a stupefyingly friendly place

full of wholesome, God-fearing,

gun-bearing... folk.

- It's not all that bad.
Just gotta give people a chance.

- Are you... are you high?

There's more incest in this town
than in an Atom Egoyan film.

- Who?

- I said there's a lot of incest here.
- Ah, yes.

Incest.
A game the whole family can play.

- Uh, I... I should go.

- Yeah. Well...

As always, it was a treat
having you on the program, Miss Wexler.

- Bye.

- Until next time!

- Okay.

The first time I met Thurston,
he approached me at a party,

trying his best to be charming.

And then I guess
things went wrong for him.

He believed
he was the unluckiest person alive.

- How was school today, Lily?
- The kids in my class are stupid.

- How was school today, Lily?
- The kids in my class are stupid.

- I doubt that.

- Tyler Jenkins can't even read.

- The Jenkins are crackers.

- Watch your French, Thurston.

I'm sure Tyler's trying.
- Mom,

he is a cracker.
He has six toes.

- I'm sure there's some advantage
to that, like maybe swimming.

Thurston?

- Oh... God, no.

- Ahem. I dunno...

- Thurston...

- No, don't.

Don't...

- It's not your fault.
- Well, I... I'm not doing the dishes.

Thomas.

I love you more than oxygen.

Please come rescue me

from these fools.

- Hi, Mr. A.

- Caroline.
- Can I come in?

- No.

- The mat says "welcome."

- I hate that mat.

- You know, there's a serial killer
running around with a white suit on.

- You really shouldn't joke
about things like that.

- You're the one who won't let me in.
I might die.

Thanks.

Very nice.

- Thank you.

- Who's this?
- Ah, that's my wife.

- Where is she?
- She's in the other room.

- Oh.

- Yeah, we're crazy in love.
It's wonderful.

- Um... I should... leave.

- I'm kidding. It's my sister.

That's why she looks like me
with long hair.

- Funny.

- Caroline... to tell you the truth,
I know what you're doing.

I read your paper.

- You didn't like my paper?
- I have a hard time believing

that Monica Lewinsky
is the historical figure you most admire.

- I was critical.

I said her problem
was she lacked discretion.

She had a good thing going
and she blew it.

- Can I give you a lift home?
You should really leave.

- Ah... Ooh, can I have some wine?

- No, no! Absolutely not!
No, hey...

This is like when people describe
a car crash happening in slow motion.

- You need to relax.

I am the one seducing you.

Besides, I find you very handsome.

My mom once told me that if you ever
want to make a man happy...

... flatter his vanity.

Tell him he's handsome.

She said not to bother
calling him interesting or clever,

because that's what their bosses
and colleagues are for.

But every man carries a secret dream
of being handsome,

and desperately yearns
to be recognized as such.

- So I read your papers and,
overall, they are an improvement.

But...

... punctuation and structure
are still...

still a mess.

Uh, so to remedy this,

I will be offering private tutorials
after class to anyone who's interested.

The, um... schedule will begin

in reverse alphabetical order,

which means that, uh...

... Wexler, Caroline,

you're up tonight.

- Oops, I'm sorry.

- Oh, this is so wrong.
- Oh, relax.

- I don't wanna be a father figure.
- Oh, my God...

I already have one of those,
thank you.

- You promise me you won't tell anybody?
- I promise.

- Promise?
- I promise, I promise.

Before we go any further,

I should tell you the story
of Thurston and Rolly.

God that was strange

To see you again

Introduced by a friend of a friend

Smiled and said
yes I think we've met before

- Hey, you can't smoke in here.
- Why? Those people are smoking.

- Yeah, but this is my house,

and I get decide who can smoke,

and you can't smoke.

- Hey, man,
you probably shouldn't be doing that.

- Why not?
It's my house I'm throwing 'em at.

- All right.

This scar is a fleck
on my porcelain skin

Tried to reach deep

But you couldn't get in

Now you're outside me

You see all the beauty

Repent all your sin
- Hi.

- Hi.

It's nothing but time and a face

That you lose

I chose to feel it

Fantastic. Fan-fucking-tastic, man.

- Yeah.

- What a great girl.

Smart, funny...

She has big lips.

- Ouch!

- You think she has a boyfriend?

- Oh, who gives a shit.

- Girl like that's born
with a boyfriend, I guess.

- So you steal her away.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

- Yeah, fuck, yeah.

It's not always so easy, though.
- Ah, man, if you're fated

to be with a girl,
you gotta fight for her.

- Yeah, but I don't really believe
in all that shit.

- What?

You don't believe in fate?

- No.
- Well, you...

you believe in love, don't you?

- I mean, yeah, I guess.

- If you believe in love...

... you have to believe in fate.

Trust me, okay,
I think about this shit all the time.

Oh...

Thurston, wake up.

Wake up!
- Ah...

Oh, shit.

- Oh...
- Ah...

Okay.
- Ah...

Ah-ha-ha! Ah...

- What's wrong?
- My leg.

- You all right?
- My leg,

I think it's fucked-up real bad.
- Oh...

- What, "oh"?
- Ah!

Okay, listen--

Oh, I got drugs in my pocket.

You gotta hide 'em
before the police come,

or I'm royally fucked.
Thurston!

- Sorry. Yeah, no, okay.
- Ah...

God dammit.

- You boys all right down there?
I called the police.

They're on their way
- Oh, no, we're okay, thank you.

Call back and tell them not to come.
- You need any help?

- Uh, no, thank you!

- What?
- Mind you own fucking business!

Go.

- Thurston told me that standing there
in the middle of the forest,

all the life suddenly went out of him
and he was demoted from hero to victim.

But with that shift of responsibility
came a great peace.

What Thurston didn't know
was that a man in a grey suit -

not the killer at all,

but just some poor guy
in the wrong place at the wrong time -

was doing everything he could
to save Rolly's life.

Later the doctor said Rolly
had been hemorrhaging internally

and there was nothing
anyone could've done.

And though he could hear
the distant sirens,

Thurston knew that an ambulance
can only go so fast.

And even in the midst of all this,
he was dreaming of us

building a cabin in the mountains,
away from it all.

But that would have to wait,

because his life
was miracle of bad luck.

And that's how Thurston fell in love

and watched his friend die
on the same night.

Wake up!

Wake up, wake up, wake up!
- Please stop.

- It's Sunday!

It's the Lord's day!
- It's the day the Lord rested--

- No, it's not. Guess what I did.

- What?
- Made breakfast for you.

- What'd you make?
- Happy eggs.

- Why are they happy?

- Because they're for you,

mon professeur de les oeufs.

- Aw...
- Aw...

- That coffee's terrible, babe.

- Well, excuse me,
I've never made coffee before.

- Really? You're in the gifted program;
it should be easy.

- Sorry, Mr. A.

- Mm. Eggs are good, though.

- All right.

- All right, don't get cocky.

- Good morning, sir.
Is Caroline home?

- No, she spent the night
with some friends.

- She has friends?

- What's your name, son?
- Oh, I'm sorry,

sometimes I misplace my manners.
My name's Thurston.

- Thurston. Mr. Wexler.
- Nice to meet you, sir.

- Good to meet you.
- Uh...

can I, uh, can I ask you something,

Mr. Wexler?
- Sure.

- Do you feel like, uh,
your daughter's happy here?

- Y -y-you trying to sell me something?
- What?

Why? Uh, no, I just, uh...

Can I come in?

- No.

- Oh, sorry. Yeah, that's weird.

I sometimes just wonder
if Caroline's, uh...

integrating well with people.

- Huh.

I'm gonna close the door now,
okay, Thurston?

- Right. Well, uh...

... nice to meet you, sir.
- See, we've already done that.

So you can just go.

- Okay. All right.
- Okay. All right.

Have a good day.

- Yeah, you, too.
- Okay. Bye.

- Bye. It was nice to meet you.

- Uh-huh.

- Today, we're gonna go over
the scientific process.

I see the usual crew of jokers are AWOL,
so maybe we'll actually

get something accomplished.

The first step of any experiment...

is to assemble the necessary tools.

- Charles, you got papers?

- Check.
- Next,

review your thesis statement.

What exactly are you trying to prove?

- I am completely confident

that something in this kitchen
will get us high.

- Now let the experimenting begin.

- Pure vanilla extract.

- Well, now that you're all done,

write up your results

and clean your workspace.

I hope this did something
to expand your young minds.

- We gotta go to class.

- Why?

- If you guys skip Ms. Budge's class,
you're gonna be screwed.

- Guys, I don't feel too good.

- Hey, um...

... do you guys think
that maybe we could...

... talk about what happened
to Rolly sometime?

- Sure, man.

Is there anything you wanna say?

- I dunno, I just...

His funeral was--
- The funeral was bullshit.

- It was fucked, right?
- Yeah.

- It was weird.

I didn't even know his name was Roland.

I keep, uh... I keep having this dream

where I see him
standing outside my window.

- I am way too high
to be dealing with this right now.

Plus we need to go, man.

- Yeah. Sure.

Sorry, I just had...
a bad stoner moment.

Let's go to class.
- Before I start,

I wanna talk about something
that's been affecting our community.

Now, I know you're all young

and indestructible...

... but another girl in Hargrove County

has gone missing.
So these curfews are for your own good.

Craig. Craig.
- Yeah.

- You all right?

- Yeah, I'm... I'm fine.

- Then pay attention.

Oh, my God.
- What?

- Oh, my God, Angie,
go and get the school nurse now!

- Wh-wh-wh-what are you talking about?
- Everybody,

just, um, give him...
give him some room to breathe.

- What's wrong with you people?!
- Craig!

- Oh.
- Craig!

The doctor said it was some kind
of drug-induced seizure.

- You know, there's a real problem
at this school,

and no one has the courage
to talk about it.

- Yes?

- I'm here for him.
- Oh, is it time

for your tutorial already?
- Mm-hmm.

- So you tutor now?

- Ah...
- You some kind of super teacher?

- He goes way above the call of duty.

- Yeah, well, he can't help you today,
'cause he promised he'd help me

with the track team.
Isn't that right, Barry?

- That's right.

- Um, I've been waiting here
and I would like to be tutored.

- Well, you're gonna have to learn
to live with disappointment.

- Fuck you, gym bitch.
- What'd you say?

- Caroline.
- What?

- I'm sorry, Miss Wexler,
but we're going to have to reschedule.

- Don't bother.

- She called me a bitch.

- After that, I rode out
to the old satellite dish,

where I sat and pondered
what turns of fate had brought me

to such a reprehensible place in life.

Red oak

Sugar

And Korean dogwood

- I knew that Mr. Anderson
was nervous about our relationship.

Though our age difference
was only two years more

than the one
between my father and my mom.

Lit by mission moonlight

Kangas on that hillside

- Before long,
the sound of the wind in the grass

lulled me into slumber.

And though dreams
are by definition strange,

the dream I slipped into
was particularly odd,

because it was not my own,
but someone else's.

I dreamt that Thurston and I
were living in mountain cabin

far from the world.
I churned butter

while he chopped wood
and we lived only for love.

One blue day, Thurston hired an airplane
to write my name in the sky.

But either the pilot was drunk,
or I had married an illiterate,

because the word that he spelled

was just an illegible jumble
of consonants and vowels.

I knew than that our love
was not some idealized state,

but a union of secrets and flaws,

and it broke my heart
to think such things.

Hello.

- Oh, hey, baby.

- How's the track team doing?

- Ah... Look, I'm sorry about that.

It's just, you know,
things are starting to look

a little suspicious.
- Have you fucked her yet?

- No! No. We're at some...

cheapo restaurant

where they keep bringing out sparklers
and singing Happy Birthday.

Caroline, look, I-I-I'm a single guy
living in a small town of gossips.

I gotta go out with somebody sometime.

- Yeah, well, how would you like it
if I did that?

- Yeah, you... Yeah.

You probably should.

- Oh, you're saying I should date
some high school idiot?

- Yeah. I dunno, look,
it's really loud in here,

and you're cracking up.
- Oh, no, no, no, don't do this.

- I can't...
Caroline, you're cracking up.

I promise you I'll call you later, okay?
- But...

- Okay, just a second.

- Hi. Is Thurston home?

- Yes. Come on in.

- Thank you.
- Uh... Lily?

Go tell Thurston that his friend...
- Caroline.

-... Caroline is here.

I hope you don't mind me saying this,
but you are a beautiful young lady.

- Oh... Thank you.

- I love your hair.
- Do you?

It's usually horrible.

- Oh, mine's like straw.

- No, it's so pretty.
- Oh...

Oh. Okay, well, I'll leave you two.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- I hope my mom
didn't say anything embarrassing.

- Oh, no, she's nice.

Although she did say
you still wet the bed, so...

- What?

- Just kidding. Bad joke.

- Oh... well, 'cause, I mean,
I do still wet the bed

and I was wondering
how you knew that.

- Mm.

- Yeah...

- Well, we've got a real...

Algonquin Table wit
going on here, don't we?

- What table?

- Anyway, I think you're cute,

and I wanna go out with you.

- Really?
- Yes. Yeah. Okay, let's go.

- Okay. Uh, hey, Mom,

I'll be back in a bit.
- Nice to meet you!

So, um, do you have any... condoms?

- Uh... no, I... I didn't, uh,

think to bring any.

- Oh.

Well, I guess
you're gonna miss out, then.

- Fuck. Uh...

Well, uh, we could...
we could get some from Paul's.

- Just fuckin' with you.
I have some in my bag, actually.

- Oh... okay. Great.

- Okay, here, just put it on fast.

- Okay. Uh, do you mind
if I put on some...

music or something?
- Ah...

- Put it... A little...

I'm kinda nervous.

- Thurston, there is a seatbelt
stabbing into my ovaries.

I think it might be a little late
for... romance and stuff.

- Okay.

- All right, fine.

- Okay, here it goes.

- Okay?

Come on.

Just...

- I'm sorry.

- Don't be sorry.

You okay?

- Yeah.

- Ahem.

Well...

Fuck.

Did you hear that?
- I don't know.

- What the fuck?

Someone is throwing shit at the car.

Do you think you could, uh,
go figure out what the fuck that was?

Do you mind playing the role
of the man here maybe?

- Let's just get the fuck outta here.

- Fine.

- How'd it go?

- I dunno.

We had sex.

- Oh.

Oh, dear.

- So for those of you who finished
with Jane Austen,

feel free to start with Faulkner.
Otherwise, read, read, read.

Caroline, could I see you
after class, please?

- I don't know if I have time.
- Make time?

- So how was Ms. Budge in the sack?

Did she wear her whistle?
- Actually, I spent half the evening

talking her out of suspending you
for calling her "gym bitch."

Look. For the first time,
you're acting your age;

and it really doesn't suit you.

- Oh, right back at you, Mr. Polanski.

- This is great.

You're...

... great, but...
but you gotta be aware

that people are watching me.

- Does it make you feel special?
- Could we stop with the sarcasm, please?

- Sorry.

- I wanna spend the weekend with you
at my place.

I'll cook dinner,
we'll play board games--

- Really? Just us alone?

- Yep, no gym teachers for miles.
- Mm, good.

- Here.

- What's that?

- This... is my novel.

Well, first 70 pages, anyway.

My agent is the only one who's read it;
he thinks it's the best thing

I've ever done.
I-I-I'm so inspired when I'm with you.

I want you to read it,
tell me what you think.

- I think you should, uh...
lock the door.

- Oh, yeah, Miss Wexler?

- Lock it, Shakespeare.

- Ugh. Slut.

- What'd you call me?
- I think I just called you a slut, slut.

- Why?

- Because everyone knows you've banged,
like, 40 different guys

since you came here.

- Really?

Forty?

Okay, let's just say
I have banged 40 guys -

what's the problem?

You're just jealous
'cause you've been, uh...

brainwashed by puritanical assholes
who believe sex is a sin.

Then again, your, uh, little...

gerbil-sized brain

has been reprogrammed by the media
to believe sex is the be-all/end-all.

So now you're stuck, right?
'Cause on one hand, you love to fuck,

but afterwards you feel overwhelmed
by guilt and you're not sure why.

Maybe it's because sex is neither as good
or as evil as you've built it up to be.

- Shut up, slut.

- Jenny...! Seriously.

Listen to me.

The highlight of your entire life...

is gonna be your yearbook photo.

You are already nostalgic for shit

that has not even happened yet,

'cause you have so precious little
to look forward to.

You're gonna spend the first half
of your life planning your wedding,

you're gonna spend the second half
regretting it.

And if I were you, and thank God I'm not
'cause you have terrible hair,

I would stop and I would reconsider
your whole value system,

because everything you know...

is wrong.

I'm such a bitch.

Okay, so I guess I've avoided
talking about myself for long enough.

All I really know is that I'm just about
the moodiest girl in the world.

I can't see anything at all

All I see is me

That's clear enough

That's what's important

To see me

My eyes can focus

My brain is talking

It looks pretty good to me

- I swear to God,
sometimes I get super depressed.

A year after my mom died,

I found a photo album
with all these pictures of my family.

It was weird to see us so happy,

still looking forward to something,

with no idea what was about to happen.

Anyway, for two weeks afterwards,
I was so depressed,

I couldn't even leave my room,
I was so sad.

My dad took me to a doctor
who said I was suffering

from lack of serotonin to the brain.

They gave me pills and I zombied out
for six months and watched game shows.

I know you probably think
I'm a manipulative bitch

for sleeping with two guys,
but try looking at it this way:

the sexual revolution
is just like any other revolution -

there's gonna be casualties.

- Good evening, Mr. Wexler.
- She's busy studying.

- Can I just say a quick hello?

- Absolutely not.

- Well, it's just that I, uh...
I brought her all these cupcakes.

My mom baked them
and I thought it would be a nice gesture.

- Well, I'm not paying for those.

- No, no, it's a gift.

- I'll make sure she gets 'em.

Closing the door--
- Whoa, hey, she... she could

at least have the courtesy
to say something.

I mean,
y-you can't treat people like this.

- Get your foot out of our doorstep.
- Did you hear that, Caroline?!

You can't treat me like this!
- Stop making a fuss.

Get your foot out of my doorway.

- I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm just...

I'm just all fucked-up.

- I know, son.

Now get off my property.

I got rid of him for you.

- Oh, thanks, Daddy.

- You're not, uh,
you're not meeting him

on this weekend of yours, are you?
- No.

I told you, it's all girls.

- 'Cause I know it's none of my business,
but I really just don't want you

seeing this guy.
- Dad, I just asked you

to get rid of him.
Show a little... trust.

- His mom makes really good cupcakes.

- What do you mean, it didn't work?

- Just like I said,
I don't think her father likes me.

- Why wouldn't he like you?
- I don't know.

- I can't believe he kept the cupcakes.

I'm gonna go over there
and take care of this.

- Mom, no.
- I don't think that's a very good idea.

I mean--

- Look, if I do this for you,
you promise me,

you never treat a woman
like your father did.

You never cheat on her.
You treat her like homespun gold.

- Yeah, of course, Mom.
- Watch Lily for me.

- Wait, you're not gonna do anything
embarrassing, are you?

- I'm your mother.
I don't do anything embarrassing.

I'm too shagadelic for that.

- Good Lord.

- One, two, three... hide!

- 99, 98...

97, 96...

- Candygram!

- This weed is wheelchair shit.

Seizures all around tonight, boys.

- Hi. Mr. Wexler?

- Yeah.

- I'm Enid Goldberg.

Thurston's mom.

- Oh.

Oh.

- I made you some more cupcakes.
I thought we could talk.

- Yeah... Sure, yeah, of course.

Would you like to come in and...
and... have a drink?

- Yes.

Thank you so much, yeah.

- If you tell anyone I did that,
I'll kill your whole family.

- Okay.

- What?
- You haven't told anyone about us,

have you?
- Ah! Stop being so paranoid.

- I should find Lily.

- Stop being so paranoid.
- Yeah, man.

Just put on some music.

- It happened about four years ago
and she, uh...

... she was diagnosed
with breast cancer.

Throat cancer, even though
she never smoked a day in her life.

And then she passed on
about six months after that.

- Ah, it's too much.

I'm sorry.
- Thank you.

You know, the frightening thing

is that Caroline looks exactly like her.
I mean exactly.

- Caroline is beautiful.

- Thank you.

But it's very scary being the father
of a teenage daughter like her.

Do you want some more?
- Oh, no.

Oh, well, maybe a little bit.

- Well...

Yeah, what about...

your husband?

- Uh, he passed a few years ago.

- He died?

- Well, I don't know,
but I'd like to think so.

I hope he's dead in hell.
- Oh, no, Enid, come on.

- Well, why not?

- Yeah, why not.

- He was a musician and, um...

that is really romantic
when you are 17,

but he was always gone on tour

and... and then a few years ago,
he just...

stopped coming home.

I don't why I'm laughing.

Yes, I do.

I'm drunk.

- Well, I have absolutely no idea

why anybody would stop
coming home to you.

- Ah...

- My son, Thurston...

- Yes.

-... he's a really smart boy.
He's just... had a hard time.

- I'm sorry.

I judged him too quickly, I...

Would you like to dance with me?

- Oh, yes.

Yeah.

- Do you ever think about God?

- Sometimes, in church.

- What do you think he looks like?

- Kinda like Santa Claus,

but with a beard
made of clouds and stuff.

And instead of being fat,
he's got really good abs.

- Yeah, I think you're right.

What's that?
Run!

I realize

It ain't wise to idealize

Or put your life

In the hands of any struggle

Keep up.
- Did you just hear something?

- Have you ever thought
about growing a moustache?

- I'm not 100% sure I can.
Maybe after my birthday.

- Hey, Thomas, what do you think
the end of the world will look like?

Do you think it's just like
when you shut off the TV?

Sifting in the sand
like a hymn within

To help us understand
Thomas?

Thomas!!
Heaven awaits

We're making our last stand

Glory bound
and sparrow in our hand

- Baby, do you not wanna
go to school today?

- Mm-hmm.

- Are you sure?

Okay.

- You look beautiful.
- You had your mom

come to my house
to beg for another date?

That is so pathetic!
- Yes, I agree.

- You're such a weirdo.

- Yes, I know this!
- What is your problem?

- I don't know! I don't know.

- Well, you're fucked, 'cause my dad
is forcing me to go out with you,

so let's just get this over with,
all right?

Pick me up at 8:00.

- Okay.

I-I'll call you!

- Hey, baby.
- Hello.

I am so fucking happy right now.

My book is coming along great.

It's all because of you.
Now get over here.

- Caroline, your friend is here!

- Coming!
Uh, gotta go out with this loser,

but afterwards I'll come right over,
okay?

- You have a date? Who's it with?

Come on, you gotta tell me.

- Why, are you jealous?
- Yeah, of course I'm jealous.

Some guy's taking out my girl.
Who is it?

Come on, tell me.
Tell me, tell me...

- Thurston Goldberg.

- No way.

That is fantastic!

You gotta read one of his papers
sometimes.

They are classic.
- I gotta go.

- All right, well, look,
ditch him fast.

I got wine, I got candles...

- Okay. Be there soon.
- All right.

Come on, hurry.
- Okay. Bye.

- I guess I don't really know
that much about golf.

- No?
- I've been mini-golfing before,

but that's...
- Not... not quite the same.

- No. No, it's not.

- H-how's your mom?

- Oh, great. Yeah.
She... she cut my hair today, actually.

- Cut your hair? Yeah.

- Yeah, look at that.
She did a good job. That's nice.

- You think so?
- Oh, yeah.

- I think she kinda screwed the back--

- The back? Let me see.
- Ahem!

We goin' out, or what?

- I guess... I guess we're going out.
- I ain't going.

- All right, well, thanks for the beer.

- All right. See you later, son.
- See ya.

- Okay, where are we going?
What are we doing?

- Okay, well, um, first of all,

I think that we probably
should not have sex together tonight.

I think that's maybe
where we went wrong last time.

- Okay.
That wasn't going to happen anyway.

- Look, I know you like me.

I know that that sounds strange
because of how cruel you are to me,

but I...
- That does sound strange.

-... but I think that's why
you had sex with me so fast.

And, by the way,
that was my first time, so...

- You're kidding?
- I will get better...

as our relationship progresses.

- What?!

Thurston...

Oh, my God, why is everyone in this town
so delusional?

The girls around here,
the highlight of their pathetic lives

is gonna be their yearbook photo.
- That's not true.

- They'll spend the first half
of their lives planning their weddings

and they'll spend the second half
regretting them.

- No, they'll have kids
and be surprisingly happy.

- Everybody just cheats on each other.

- No, I would never, ever cheat on you.

- All right, date's over.
You're... insane.

- Okay. Well, can I at least
talk to you tomorrow at school?

- Tomorrow's Saturday, moron.

- Right.

- Look, you can, um...

... call me, okay?

If you want.

- Okay.

- Why don't you just give me your face
for a second.

- Why?

- Argh! All right, okay, thank you.

Bye.

- Okay.

Uh, happy Saturday.
Yeah, it's--

- I got it.
- You got it.

- Sorry I'm tardy, Mr. A.

- Come in, quick.

- That night, I tried to pretend
we were a regular couple.

I've been told

I'm living a lie

I've been told all my life

I've been told

I'm living a lie

I've been told all my life

- But when it was over,
I felt more like a fake than ever.

So I crept downstairs
to finish reading his manuscript.

The story follows a boy
named Larry

as he comes of age in a small town.

Larry is convinced that he's a genius.

And like most geniuses,
he has trouble fitting in,

and so spends nearly all his time
high on cheap drugs.

As he grows older,
Larry moves to the city

and gets engaged
to a beautiful stockbroker.

But owing to his misspent youth
and drug-addled brain,

he never achieves the success

he believes the world owes him.

One day, Larry comes home early
from work

and catches his fiancée

and his best friend
on a Twister board.

His Twister board.

In a rage, he buys a gun,

and decides to become a serial killer,
but realizes

he doesn't have the nerve

and so tries to kill himself.
- My Twister board!

- But chickens out of that, too.

Larry then moves back to his hometown,
where he begins indulging

in strange behaviour.

Like sometimes he drives
through the streets all night,

hunting for ghosts long past.

And other times,
he calls old friends and pretends

to be a telemarketer
with a bad fake British accent.

How much do you earn in a year?

What do you think
the end of the world will look like?

Are you happy? If so, why?
How can you be happy?

Don't you watch the news?

- Finally, as in all good tales,
Larry is saved by the love

of an ethereal young woman.

She is his muse,

every guy's wet dream,

whose sole purpose
is to service his every need.

And only when with this clichéd,

vapid little moron
does he feel like the genius

he knew he'd become.

And I said no no no

- All that in 70 pages.

- Ugh.

- So... what do you think?

- Oh...

Of what?

- My book. What do you think?

- Oh, God...

I think it's very well written.

- Yeah, that's what my agent said, too.

- I just, uh...

Am I the...

... "ethereal young woman"?

- Well, it's, you know, it's fiction,
so it's...

a bit of an oversimplification.

But, essentially, yeah.

- Okay. Should I just...

say everything I thought?

- Yeah. Of course.

Tell me. Come on, I can take it.

- Okay.

Well... Larry...

... is...

... semi-engaging in that...

pseudo-creepy, self-pitying,
lonely male kind of way.

But if you have the audacity...

the... inaccuracy...

to describe me as "ethereal,"

as some flawless, perfect thing,

then fuck you.

No, fuck you.
You don't know anything about me.

The only reason you think I am ethereal
is because all we do is have sex

and flirt and have sex.
- There is more to you than that.

- I know that! I know.

But I'm not here to save you.

I'm the main character of my life!

- Calm down.
- Don't fucking--

- Ah! Shit.
- Ooh.

Shit...

- Um... I'm sorry.

That was an accident.
- Was it?

- Yeah. Can... just give it to me.
- But...

- Where's your soap?
- I dunno.

It's down by the washing machine.
J-j-just don't-don't worry about it.

- No, no, no,
I do this for my dad all the time.

I'll be back in a second, okay?

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Just a mean... bitch.

- Caroline? Don't worry about the shirt.

Let me... let me fix you
a nice breakfast.

Caroline?

- All I'm sa... No, all I'm saying
is that I had a spiritual revelation.

I stepped out of my body

and I saw things that I didn't like.

- Did you see Rolly?

- No, Rolly's dead, dude.

That's a completely different
plane of existence.

- Right.

- This is bullshit, man.
You took some drugs

and you had a fucked-up time.
End of story.

Take off the creepy tie.

- If I was from Tibet,
you'd believe me, though, right?

If I was a young Navajo boy
on a vision quest

doing a little peyote,
my words would be prophetic.

- Okay, though, but isn't it possible
that inhaling Lysol

had something to do
with your awakening?

- All I know is that some people
spend their entire lives

searching for the experience I gained
with a few simple household products.

And that is nothing to scoff at.

- Hey, where are you goin', man?

- To be honest,
it tires me just looking at you.

you see God once

and suddenly you have divine permission

to act like an asshole.

- Hey, look.

When I'm on will you leave me on

When I'm on

Will you leave me on

And when I'm down

Will you let me get under

Take cover

Can't hide without a house

Newspapers blow over

Can't walk past the driveway

Without asking

For direction

So full of stupid questions

When the daylight's
like fluorescent light

I'm gonna take my time night by night

When the daylight's
like fluorescent light

I hang my hands over your eyes

To hide

Why not only rescue me

I watch that telephone

Got hung up on the word
I can't get over

Take cover

Take pleasure

- Okay, guys, how about
a little participation next class?

I really don't like
the sound of my own voice that much.

Miss Wexler,
could I see you for a minute?

- Can't. I have to go.
- It's important.

Look, I really need to talk to you.
This is humiliating for me.

- I'll come... see you.

- When?
- Tonight.

- I'll cook dinner?

- Hey, Thurston. What's up?
- Hey, Jenny.

- You look really hot today.

- Thanks. Uh, I gotta go.

- Oh, um... my parents

are going away this weekend.
- Okay.

- Yeah, my-my parents are going away
and I was thinking

about maybe having a Christmas party.
Do you wanna come?

- Yeah, sure, whatever.

- Okay, perfect! I'll text you.

- Yeah, okay.
- Bye!

Yes.

- Concern turned to panic today
for residents of Hargrove County...

That afternoon,

we made the mistake
of watching the news.

- Investigators say...
- You guys know this girl?

-... was abducted
sometime late Tuesday afternoon...

- Not really.
I have friends who know her, but...

I never talked to her.
- In other news,

the industrial fire continues to rage...

The killer had taken
another victim, a cheerleader my age.

He plucked her from a charmed life
and left no clues.

Meanwhile,
the industrial fire was still raging,

growing bigger every day.

As the toxic breeze
carried fumes our way,

some people had taken
to wearing masks.

But I knew their real purpose
was to provide the illusion

of defence.

There are some things
which are destined to occur

and nobody in the world

can do anything to stop it.

Oh how we to and fro to and fro

To and fro

Oh how we to and fro

To and fro to and fro

To and fro

- Mm.

Oh, shit.

Shit. Oh, shit, I'm supposed
to be somewhere right now.

- No, no, I'm not letting you
go anywhere.

Argh, come mere.

You're mine.
- When did you get so forceful?

Bonjour.
- No. Oh!

Yes.

- Impressed?
- No.

- No. Are you crazy?

Well, let me know how it's going.
Okay. Okay, talk soon.

Hello?

- Uh, do you have a minute
to answer a few quick questions

regarding our survey...
uh, against cancer?

- I guess if it's quick.
- It will be, ma'am.

Um, what is the annual income
of your household?

- I'm not comfortable sharing that.
- Well, is it above 150,000?

- Yes.

- Well, do you consider yourself
a happy person?

- God, yeah, sure.

As much as anyone.

Hiya.

- Um... uh, just one final question.

Wh-what do you think
the end of the world will look like?

- Who you talking to?

- What?

Barry, is that you?

- Is that Barry? Hang up the phone.
- Barry, are you okay?

- Hang it up. Don't call back here--
- Everyone is worried about you.

Just tell me if you're okay!

- Hang it up!

- Hey, Mr. A., um...

I really like your new hair.

You look like Brad Pitt.

- Jenny, would you close the door
after you?

Thurston, I need to have a word.
Go ahead and have a seat.

- Okay.

- What do you know?

- Excuse me?
- Do you know, or not?

- Ab... about your hair?
It looks good.

- You don't know, do you?

I've been having sex with Caroline.

- What?

- I'm screwing her?
Fucking? Banging?

Whatever it is you kids
call it these days,

that's what I'm doing to her.

- Uh--
- See, the thing is,

she never even really liked you at all,
anyway.

It was just that we needed a cover.

I-I know it's... it's terrible
and I'm sorry.

I know what you're thinking right now,
as well.

You're thinking,
at the bottom of your heart,

you knew it was too good to be true.

Well... turns out... you were right.

Yeah...

- Right there.

Huh?
- Yeah, it looks good. One more.

- Okay. Look, here's a black one.

- It's nice.
- Kinda cool.

- This?
- Yeah.

Looks like an 8-ball.

- Here.

Hey, Thurston.
- Get out of my house!

- What?
- Get the fuck outta my house!

No, don't touch me!
- What's happening?

- How could you do it?!
Why would you do it?!

- Thurston, it's over.
I dumped him for you.

It's over.
- I don't care.

Just get outta my house, you slut!
- Don't you fucking call me that!

- Language, people!
- She's been cheating on me

the entire time!
I've just been a cover!

- Is that true?

- Yes, but it's...
No, not the whole time!

It's over.
- Oh! I don't need

your fucking excuses!
Just get the fuck away from me!

- Oh, I'm so sorry, Enid, I was just...

... trying something stupid.

- Ah... I think you better go.

- Could you, um...

... tell Thurston I'm sorry?

- Okay.
- Bye, Lily.

- Yeah, I tell ya,
this serial killer guy?

He's got it all wrong.

I mean, you wanna know
how I'd kill someone?

Just stab the fucker with an icicle.

Wham!

Right through the heart.

Where's the evidence? It's melted.

Murder weapon's water.
It's, like, 80% of the human body

and like two-thirds
of the earth's surface

and it just ended your life.

And you didn't drown.

Holy fucking shit,
it's the get-along gang!

I was about to finish the cake myself.

What happened to you, man?
You fucking pimp, dude.

- No. No, I'm... I'm not doing it.

I'm not doing it.
- Come on, man, you need to...

you need to be--
- Fine.

- We miss the old you, man.
I miss the old Craig.

Do you miss the old Craig?
- Ah, yes, there he is.

- He's back. Old Craig is back, man...

- What did you say to him?

What did you say to him?!

- Caroline...

... we are meant to be together.

- Oh, my God.

You are fucking crazy.

- Well, you know what I find infuriating,

is that you of all people
are bowing to social pressure now!

- Social pressure?
Are you kidding me?!

You think I'm someone I'm not.

I... am... going.

- If you leave, I'll kill him!

I mean, I don't mean that.
I just... but...

But I might kill myself!

I... I don't know, I just, I'm...

I'm really, really confused
right now, Caroline!

- I'm gonna pretend you never said that.

- This is Thurston, so leave a message.

- Thurston, I'm so sorry
about what happened.

If you are at the party,
just stay at the party.

I'm on my way right now.

I... I screwed up.
I know I screwed up.

I just, I... Please, please,
please don't do anything stupid.

I love y...

Fuck.

- Hey, Thurston!

- What?
- Hey!

Hey.
- Hey, what's up?

- Hey, do you wanna...
do you wanna see rest of my house?

- Is it okay if I smoke in here?

- Yeah. Do you... do you wanna...

So do you wanna see
the rest of my house?

- Uh, yeah, sure.
- Okay.

- Oh.

- Uh...

Um, so this is the--

- Did you do all the decorations?

- This is my bathroom,

and then this is my dad's office.

And this is some other stuff and...

... this is my bedroom.

- Whoa.

You sure... really like unicorns, huh?

- Yes, I love unicorns.

- Cool.

- Thurston, I think you're so hot.

- Wait, uh... This is, uh...

This feels very wrong.

- Totally. Let me get the lights.

- Ugh!

Oh, Barry, you're a pussy.

You're a pussy, Barry.
Come on, come on, come on, come on!

Oh...

shit!

Ah... Ah...

- Lily, come watch TV with me.

Come watch the tube.

- This is wrong. This is wrong.
This is wrong!

This is wrong!
This is all so wrong!

You try to be good, but you can't!
Because it's all wrong! It's all wrong!

It's all so fucking wrong!

- Hey!

Yeah!

Whoo!!!

- Hello?

- Ca-Caroline? It's me.

I've shot myself.

Bullet skimmed my leg.

I think it's pretty bad.

- Barry, I can't even hear you.
You're cracking up.

- Yeah, I know I'm cracking up!
I just shot myself, for chrissake!

- Sorry, can't hear you.

- What? No, no, no,

Caroline, no...

Caroline?

- Lily, where are you?

Don't do this to me.

- This is fucking beautiful.

- Okay, wait. Wait.

We should... we should stop.
- Why?

- Uh... because, uh...

I dunno.

- It... it wasn't my fault.

- I know. I know.
The... the road's bad.

It's hard to see.

- It... it wasn't my fault.

I was raised... to hate...

- Wait. Wait.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

I, uh... I really have to go.

- They caught him!

They caught the killer!

- Barry!

They finally caught him.

- Oh. Caught who?

- The killer.

- Oh.

How?

- They think he, like, crashed his car.

What happened to you?
- Oh, nothing.

Nothing.

Do you wanna come in
and have some dinner?

I have... I have so much to share.

- Barry, I...

I think you should let me
take you to the hospital.

- Okay.

Um... but will you after?

- You're in shock.

- Just say
you'll have dinner with me after.

- Of course.

That would be a dream.

- Okay.

- You ready?
- Yeah.

- Does it hurt?

- Oh... yeah, it hurts.

Ah...
- What happened?

- Oh, I shot myself.

- You found them like this?

There you stood
on the edge of your feather

Expecting to fly

When the serial killer died that night,

everyone in the hospital cheered
and there was even talk of a parade,

though it never happened.

From then on,
the whole town considered me a hero,

but all I had really done
was crash my car into the right person.

By the summer

It was healing

We had said goodbye

That was the year
that everything happened.

I'm not saying if it was good or bad.

All the years we'd spent with feeling

Ended with a cry

I mean,
you can never really tell

what's good until later anyway,

until you look back
and think about things

and they have time to grow in your mind.

Babe

Ended with a cry

I tried so hard to stand

But sometimes
you make a choice in that moment,

and you know in your heart

it's going to change everything.

So hard to laugh

As I stumbled

And reached for the love

I had found

Knowin'

It was gone

If I never lived without you

Now you know I'd die

- Hi.
- If I never said

I loved you

You need to know he's out of my life.

And I'm sorry...

I screwed everything up.

- Are you kidding me?

You saved me.

People will tell you nothing matters,

the whole world's
about to end soon anyway.

But those people are looking at life
the wrong way.

I mean...

things don't need to last forever
to be perfect.

Live through this

And you won't look back

Live through this

And you won't look back

There's one thing I want to say

So I'll be brave

You know what I wanted

I gave what I gave

I'm not sorry I met you

I'm not sorry

There's nothing to save

Live through this

And you won't look back

Live through this

And you won't look back