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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:05,640 --> 00:00:07,188 My mom used to tell me 2 00:00:07,228 --> 00:00:09,314 never to judge people until you know 3 00:00:09,399 --> 00:00:10,738 - their story. - Yeah. I can do that. 4 00:00:10,822 --> 00:00:13,858 ♪ Just talk to me now 5 00:00:13,942 --> 00:00:17,903 ♪ I'll help with those demons you carry ♪ 6 00:00:18,017 --> 00:00:20,134 You might think you understand, 7 00:00:20,530 --> 00:00:21,681 but you don't. 8 00:00:21,766 --> 00:00:24,517 ♪ I don't know if they go 9 00:00:24,609 --> 00:00:26,657 That's why, as a patient, 10 00:00:27,243 --> 00:00:30,930 - it's important to have an advocate. - ♪ But we'll be happy ♪ 11 00:00:31,086 --> 00:00:34,657 ♪ Someday, too ♪ 12 00:00:34,742 --> 00:00:35,921 Perfect timing. 13 00:00:36,005 --> 00:00:38,266 I just finished my last tele-health patient. 14 00:00:38,351 --> 00:00:39,884 Oh, I just woke up. 15 00:00:39,968 --> 00:00:42,052 - Aw. - How'd you sleep? 16 00:00:42,136 --> 00:00:43,870 Would have slept better if you were laying next to me. 17 00:00:43,954 --> 00:00:45,790 Someone to tell your story, 18 00:00:45,981 --> 00:00:48,065 to be your voice... 19 00:00:48,348 --> 00:00:50,312 ...to say your name. 20 00:00:50,652 --> 00:00:53,554 Especially when you don't have the voice yourself. 21 00:00:54,228 --> 00:00:56,313 ♪ The great divide 22 00:00:56,400 --> 00:00:58,693 Her oxygen requirements have come down this much? 23 00:00:58,777 --> 00:01:00,987 Ah. Cytokine storm's leveling off, too. 24 00:01:01,071 --> 00:01:03,782 I mean, look at her CRP, ferritin. 25 00:01:03,866 --> 00:01:05,325 That is great. 26 00:01:05,409 --> 00:01:06,830 Oh, I ordered a repeat chest X-ray 27 00:01:06,915 --> 00:01:08,575 to see if the infiltrates are decreasing, too. 28 00:01:08,659 --> 00:01:10,418 You talk to her? She feel any better? 29 00:01:10,596 --> 00:01:12,114 Just long enough to tell her that we got her into 30 00:01:12,198 --> 00:01:14,449 the drug trial. But she's pretty exhausted. 31 00:01:14,543 --> 00:01:16,211 Well, it's probably the side effects. 32 00:01:16,295 --> 00:01:18,964 And she can sleep all day if these numbers keep improving. 33 00:01:19,048 --> 00:01:20,215 Keep me posted. 34 00:01:20,299 --> 00:01:22,134 ♪ That you are not alone 35 00:01:22,218 --> 00:01:24,302 Jo? Good morning. 36 00:01:24,386 --> 00:01:26,388 It's time to get up. 37 00:01:26,472 --> 00:01:27,639 ♪ Afloat 38 00:01:27,723 --> 00:01:30,183 ♪ It's a brand-new day 39 00:01:30,285 --> 00:01:31,810 ♪ The sun is out to play 40 00:01:31,894 --> 00:01:33,770 God, will you shut up? I'm awake. 41 00:01:33,854 --> 00:01:35,939 Oh, okay. Are you going to work? 42 00:01:36,023 --> 00:01:37,300 Yes. 43 00:01:37,597 --> 00:01:39,557 At the regular time or...? 44 00:01:41,821 --> 00:01:43,238 Everything okay? 45 00:01:43,851 --> 00:01:46,270 Oh, yeah, everything's great. 46 00:01:46,486 --> 00:01:48,362 I barely get to operate anymore, 47 00:01:48,447 --> 00:01:51,658 and when I do, they don't even recover enough to go home. 48 00:01:51,743 --> 00:01:52,910 Oh, and how could I forget 49 00:01:53,040 --> 00:01:56,752 the refrigerator truck full of dead bodies 50 00:01:56,836 --> 00:01:58,942 that I get to pass on the way from the parking lot 51 00:01:59,027 --> 00:02:00,863 to the hospital? 52 00:02:01,094 --> 00:02:02,637 The only reason I'm still in bed 53 00:02:02,722 --> 00:02:05,691 is that I am paralyzed with excitement. 54 00:02:08,055 --> 00:02:09,957 - So you're going? - Why do you care? 55 00:02:10,058 --> 00:02:12,519 My bike has a flat tire, and you're my ride. 56 00:02:14,842 --> 00:02:17,527 She said the salad I made was too small. 57 00:02:17,612 --> 00:02:19,780 So I go back and make her a bigger one. 58 00:02:19,865 --> 00:02:22,151 She says I must hate her because it's too big. 59 00:02:22,236 --> 00:02:23,528 - Mm. - Just can't win. 60 00:02:23,612 --> 00:02:25,191 No, she appreciates you, Dad. 61 00:02:25,284 --> 00:02:27,405 It's not her. It's the dementia. 62 00:02:27,490 --> 00:02:29,909 Knowing that doesn't make it hurt any less. 63 00:02:29,994 --> 00:02:31,214 We're gonna get through this. 64 00:02:31,299 --> 00:02:33,605 We? I only see you on the phone. 65 00:02:33,697 --> 00:02:36,152 And you can't even bother to hold the thing still. 66 00:02:36,250 --> 00:02:37,793 I have a hospital to run. 67 00:02:37,877 --> 00:02:39,419 And I didn't know there'd be a pandemic. 68 00:02:39,503 --> 00:02:41,106 Ben's sister gets to stay with you. 69 00:02:41,191 --> 00:02:42,988 To... With the boys. 70 00:02:43,257 --> 00:02:44,839 Who I don't see either. 71 00:02:45,092 --> 00:02:47,222 Ben's staying at the station, 72 00:02:47,307 --> 00:02:50,684 and half the time, I'm too tired to make it to my hotel. 73 00:02:50,774 --> 00:02:54,527 I promise Silver Villas is more comfortable than my office. 74 00:02:54,612 --> 00:02:57,365 I just hate this. I hate all of it. 75 00:02:57,494 --> 00:02:58,744 It's not fair. 76 00:02:58,829 --> 00:03:00,636 Well, COVID's not big on fair. 77 00:03:00,759 --> 00:03:02,009 Listen, I have to go. 78 00:03:02,155 --> 00:03:04,175 I love you. 79 00:03:05,224 --> 00:03:07,472 Don't go outside, Dad, okay? It's not safe. 80 00:03:07,576 --> 00:03:10,453 Tell your mom that. She's the one always trying to leave. 81 00:03:11,863 --> 00:03:13,035 I love you, too. 82 00:03:14,413 --> 00:03:15,956 Dr. Wakeman to Neurology. 83 00:03:16,040 --> 00:03:17,999 Dr. Wakeman to Neurology. 84 00:03:20,124 --> 00:03:21,499 Ah. Good morning, Avery. 85 00:03:21,584 --> 00:03:22,877 Not really. 86 00:03:22,962 --> 00:03:24,625 You know how many trachs I've had to do this week 87 00:03:24,709 --> 00:03:26,511 on long-term vent patients 'cause of COVID? 88 00:03:26,596 --> 00:03:28,403 No, but I have a feeling you're gonna tell me. 89 00:03:28,488 --> 00:03:29,808 11, Richard. 90 00:03:29,893 --> 00:03:31,480 Gonna be 12 in about an hour, 91 00:03:31,597 --> 00:03:33,020 and this number's gonna keep on going up, 92 00:03:33,104 --> 00:03:35,285 which is why I need you to help me with this. 93 00:03:35,417 --> 00:03:37,316 Oh, when did your mother go to San Francisco? 94 00:03:37,401 --> 00:03:40,153 What? No, no. That's a... That's a fake video background 95 00:03:40,238 --> 00:03:41,782 for when she talks to Harriet. That's not the point. Look. 96 00:03:41,866 --> 00:03:43,270 You want her to change the background? 97 00:03:43,354 --> 00:03:45,972 I want you to get your wife to wear a damn mask, okay? 98 00:03:46,057 --> 00:03:48,517 She's in a germ-collecting car with her driver with no mask. 99 00:03:48,602 --> 00:03:49,894 She wears masks. 100 00:03:49,979 --> 00:03:51,397 On her chin, okay, 101 00:03:51,482 --> 00:03:54,192 or dangling from her ear like a weird piece of jewelry. 102 00:03:54,277 --> 00:03:56,946 She is living with cancer. She is immunocompromised. 103 00:03:57,197 --> 00:03:58,519 I got to get to surgery. 104 00:03:58,604 --> 00:04:00,434 Just get her to wear the stupid mask correctly, please. 105 00:04:00,518 --> 00:04:01,769 Well, you know what it's like 106 00:04:01,854 --> 00:04:03,230 to get your mother to do something! 107 00:04:03,315 --> 00:04:05,859 Yeah, that's why I'm calling for reinforcements. 108 00:04:09,303 --> 00:04:11,722 Val Ashton, status post right hepatectomy 109 00:04:11,807 --> 00:04:13,182 with segments 5 through 8 110 00:04:13,267 --> 00:04:15,185 due to bleeding from hepatic pregnancy. 111 00:04:15,314 --> 00:04:16,483 Her drains were pulled two days ago, 112 00:04:16,567 --> 00:04:18,308 but this morning she's tachy to 120, 113 00:04:18,418 --> 00:04:19,496 her BP has decreased, 114 00:04:19,581 --> 00:04:21,855 and transaminases and bili are both trending upwards. 115 00:04:21,940 --> 00:04:23,939 She's kind, giving, successful, 116 00:04:24,024 --> 00:04:26,004 enjoys a raunchy romance novel. 117 00:04:26,089 --> 00:04:27,757 Without shame. 118 00:04:27,842 --> 00:04:29,972 I need compliments, too, guys. 119 00:04:30,057 --> 00:04:32,004 I'm glad that you're in good spirits, Val, 120 00:04:32,089 --> 00:04:35,508 but, um, your labs are concerning. 121 00:04:35,593 --> 00:04:36,969 I'm ordering a CT. 122 00:04:37,054 --> 00:04:39,238 I carried a baby in my liver. 123 00:04:39,323 --> 00:04:43,285 Can't you make an exception for moms and babies who defy odds? 124 00:04:43,866 --> 00:04:45,925 I-I'm sick of video chats. 125 00:04:46,010 --> 00:04:49,221 Luna's gonna think her mom's a pixelated blob. 126 00:04:49,306 --> 00:04:51,726 Technically, that's what you'd look like even in person. 127 00:04:51,810 --> 00:04:53,552 Babies can only see about six inches in front... 128 00:04:53,636 --> 00:04:55,512 Schmitt! Not the point. 129 00:04:56,229 --> 00:04:58,458 Val, I know that it's not what you wanted to hear, 130 00:04:58,543 --> 00:05:01,731 but Luna's on a vent, and moving her is very precarious. 131 00:05:01,867 --> 00:05:04,084 Plus, we... we need to make sure that you're taken care of 132 00:05:04,168 --> 00:05:05,372 before you meet her. 133 00:05:05,457 --> 00:05:07,667 For Luna's sake and for yours. 134 00:05:07,828 --> 00:05:09,121 Okay? 135 00:05:13,300 --> 00:05:14,425 Do we know if he's okay? 136 00:05:14,517 --> 00:05:16,192 Not sure. This is him. 137 00:05:16,848 --> 00:05:18,153 You're not listening... 138 00:05:18,238 --> 00:05:19,873 I have to be at home. I don't want to miss it... 139 00:05:19,957 --> 00:05:21,004 Oh, my God. 140 00:05:21,089 --> 00:05:22,443 Okay, we have a COVID-positive male, 141 00:05:22,527 --> 00:05:24,723 heart rate 123, BP 90 over 60. 142 00:05:24,808 --> 00:05:27,012 Pulse ox of 92 on 100%, high flow. 143 00:05:27,097 --> 00:05:28,942 He's incoherent and disoriented. 144 00:05:29,027 --> 00:05:30,965 I just saw him two days ago. He was fine. 145 00:05:31,050 --> 00:05:32,004 Is this a stroke? 146 00:05:32,089 --> 00:05:34,200 Could be. Or encephalitis brought on by COVID. 147 00:05:34,285 --> 00:05:35,412 I have tickets to Opening Day, 148 00:05:35,496 --> 00:05:36,981 and David's dying to catch a fly ball. 149 00:05:37,066 --> 00:05:38,484 - Who's David? - His son. 150 00:05:38,569 --> 00:05:40,612 Let's get him to a COVID room now. 151 00:05:40,697 --> 00:05:42,708 Hang on. He's seizing. 152 00:05:43,254 --> 00:05:44,374 Let's get him on his side. 153 00:05:44,466 --> 00:05:46,217 Ready? 1, 2, 3. 154 00:05:46,302 --> 00:05:48,239 *GREY's ANATOMY* Season 17 Episode 05 155 00:05:48,323 --> 00:05:50,299 Episode Title: "Fight the Power" Aired on: December 10, 2020 156 00:05:50,587 --> 00:05:52,901 Sync corrections by srjanapala 157 00:05:56,784 --> 00:05:59,315 No signs of head trauma, but, Helm, call up to CT, 158 00:05:59,400 --> 00:06:00,763 let them know we'll be upas soon as possible. 159 00:06:00,847 --> 00:06:02,410 We'll do it. Helm, out. 160 00:06:02,495 --> 00:06:03,799 But I've already had COVID... 161 00:06:03,883 --> 00:06:05,300 Doesn't matter. You're a resident, 162 00:06:05,385 --> 00:06:07,094 and he's positive. Out. Now. 163 00:06:07,179 --> 00:06:08,495 Get off me. Stay back. 164 00:06:08,613 --> 00:06:11,253 Tom. Tom, it's me. It's Teddy. Try to stay calm. 165 00:06:11,338 --> 00:06:12,738 I... Don't... Don't touch me. 166 00:06:12,823 --> 00:06:14,310 Tom? - Take it easy. We're just trying to take care of you. 167 00:06:14,394 --> 00:06:16,052 - Push two of Ativan. - No, I don't... I don't know you. 168 00:06:16,136 --> 00:06:17,770 - I don't know you! - He's post-ictal. 169 00:06:17,855 --> 00:06:21,135 No, I don't... I don't know you. - Just wait a minute, and the meds will kick in. 170 00:06:22,513 --> 00:06:24,086 Teddy, I got this, okay? 171 00:06:24,662 --> 00:06:26,288 Please, call up to CT. 172 00:06:30,810 --> 00:06:32,367 Okay. 173 00:06:32,452 --> 00:06:34,335 Hey, Angel. 174 00:06:34,506 --> 00:06:38,163 I'd be there with you, but the mean doctors say no. 175 00:06:38,248 --> 00:06:39,930 Can you say "mean"? 176 00:06:40,311 --> 00:06:43,866 Can you hold the phone closeenough for me to smell her head? 177 00:06:43,967 --> 00:06:45,797 How about I bring you one of her blankets? 178 00:06:45,881 --> 00:06:48,616 Ah! I will literally marry you. 179 00:06:48,864 --> 00:06:50,333 Val. 180 00:06:50,607 --> 00:06:53,398 Crap. That is your bad-news face. 181 00:06:53,483 --> 00:06:56,671 Your CT showed that you have an abscess 182 00:06:56,756 --> 00:06:58,998 that's eroding into an artery in your liver, 183 00:06:59,248 --> 00:07:01,718 causing what's called a pseudoaneurysm. 184 00:07:01,803 --> 00:07:02,929 Okay. 185 00:07:03,014 --> 00:07:04,321 It's a weakening of the blood vessel, 186 00:07:04,405 --> 00:07:05,734 which is causing it to leak. 187 00:07:05,819 --> 00:07:07,899 We need to take you to surgery right away to repair it. 188 00:07:07,983 --> 00:07:10,794 I am so sorry that it's not better news. 189 00:07:14,286 --> 00:07:15,673 Leave. 190 00:07:20,636 --> 00:07:22,028 Eight years. 191 00:07:23,614 --> 00:07:26,146 I've wanted to be a mom for eight years. 192 00:07:28,216 --> 00:07:30,856 I've known my baby's name. 193 00:07:31,169 --> 00:07:33,716 I've known the color I would paint the nursery. 194 00:07:33,825 --> 00:07:37,333 I've known the made-up lullaby I would sing at night. 195 00:07:37,822 --> 00:07:40,658 And now that I finally have the chance... 196 00:07:40,770 --> 00:07:42,944 being a mom is just some weird TV show 197 00:07:43,029 --> 00:07:45,037 I'm watching on my phone, 198 00:07:45,354 --> 00:07:48,325 and I don't know if it will ever be real. 199 00:07:50,560 --> 00:07:54,005 Please make it real. 200 00:07:56,661 --> 00:07:58,038 Have you heard about Koracick? 201 00:07:58,271 --> 00:08:00,656 Yes. He's gettingthe world's best care, 202 00:08:00,741 --> 00:08:02,134 and I'm trying not to think about it. 203 00:08:02,218 --> 00:08:05,553 So, can you wait that long for the converted rooms? 204 00:08:05,693 --> 00:08:07,248 Is sooner an option? 205 00:08:07,333 --> 00:08:09,168 See, even with the lockdown, we are getting slammed. 206 00:08:09,252 --> 00:08:11,671 We got six cases today from assisted-living facilities, 207 00:08:11,787 --> 00:08:13,358 - three from the same one. - I'll go check. 208 00:08:13,442 --> 00:08:16,272 - Oh, which one? - Silver Villas in Ballard. 209 00:08:16,356 --> 00:08:18,524 COVID spreads through those places like wildfire. 210 00:08:18,609 --> 00:08:19,748 Where are you going?! 211 00:08:19,840 --> 00:08:21,404 Uh, that's where my parents are. 212 00:08:21,489 --> 00:08:22,576 Next. 213 00:08:22,661 --> 00:08:24,326 - A rescue mission? - Yes. 214 00:08:24,448 --> 00:08:26,617 Just stop what you're doing and get to Silver Villas. 215 00:08:26,701 --> 00:08:27,993 To grab your mom and dad? 216 00:08:28,077 --> 00:08:29,328 I've been trying to call the front office, 217 00:08:29,412 --> 00:08:30,579 but they're not answering. 218 00:08:30,663 --> 00:08:31,622 Well, where do you want me to take them? 219 00:08:31,706 --> 00:08:33,081 Uh, to my hotel. 220 00:08:33,165 --> 00:08:35,083 Y... Uh, I don't care. Just get them out. 221 00:08:35,167 --> 00:08:36,850 Yeah, I'm on it. I love you. 222 00:08:43,884 --> 00:08:45,936 - JOkay, lap pads... - Here you go. 223 00:08:46,583 --> 00:08:48,694 Khan was an attending in Pakistan. 224 00:08:48,911 --> 00:08:50,306 We could probably be assisting him. 225 00:08:50,391 --> 00:08:51,717 Not gonna happen. 226 00:08:51,802 --> 00:08:54,023 No, I know. I just... Making a point. 227 00:08:54,108 --> 00:08:55,103 Suction. 228 00:08:55,187 --> 00:08:56,710 You were a vascular surgeon, right? 229 00:08:56,795 --> 00:08:57,592 Yes, Dr. Schmitt, 230 00:08:57,677 --> 00:08:59,383 one of the first to be certified in my country. 231 00:08:59,467 --> 00:09:00,651 Why would you leave? 232 00:09:00,735 --> 00:09:01,944 Okay, Kelly clamp. 233 00:09:02,028 --> 00:09:03,709 Uh, it wasn't exactly a choice. 234 00:09:03,936 --> 00:09:05,647 I love my home, it shaped me. 235 00:09:05,896 --> 00:09:07,906 Still nice not to worry about religious persecution 236 00:09:07,991 --> 00:09:09,498 - or bombings. So, - Clamp. 237 00:09:09,583 --> 00:09:10,798 I just started over. 238 00:09:10,897 --> 00:09:13,357 Just? It's a five-year residency. 239 00:09:13,442 --> 00:09:15,209 If I finished this and had to start over... 240 00:09:15,294 --> 00:09:17,667 Ugh. Pass. Can you imagine? 241 00:09:17,752 --> 00:09:19,336 Can you imagine payingmore attention to the field 242 00:09:19,420 --> 00:09:20,670 so the patient doesn't die? 243 00:09:20,755 --> 00:09:23,047 Damn it. Her tissue's so friable 244 00:09:23,132 --> 00:09:24,881 it's just disintegrating into my hands. 245 00:09:24,965 --> 00:09:26,635 - We got to get control of... - I know what we need to do! 246 00:09:26,719 --> 00:09:29,037 Everyone shift. We're doing a modified pringle maneuver. 247 00:09:29,122 --> 00:09:30,248 Clamp. 248 00:09:35,006 --> 00:09:36,298 Okay, thank you. 249 00:09:36,383 --> 00:09:39,123 Hey. Your phone has been ringinglike crazy. 250 00:09:39,208 --> 00:09:40,292 Oh. 251 00:09:42,979 --> 00:09:45,083 Oh, wow. Okay. 252 00:09:45,364 --> 00:09:47,779 Uh, okay. Let's just, uh... 253 00:09:48,907 --> 00:09:50,140 - tried to call you. - Ben, how did it... 254 00:09:50,224 --> 00:09:52,240 - I picked up your mom, and she's sick. - Wait, slow down. I ca... 255 00:09:52,324 --> 00:09:53,989 - We're at the hospital. - Now?! 256 00:09:54,623 --> 00:09:56,263 Right now. 257 00:09:56,912 --> 00:09:58,302 Mom! 258 00:10:03,669 --> 00:10:04,780 Mom? 259 00:10:04,865 --> 00:10:06,241 Hey, it's me. 260 00:10:06,709 --> 00:10:08,146 I'm here. 261 00:10:13,388 --> 00:10:14,990 - William? - Alright, okay. 262 00:10:15,075 --> 00:10:17,169 Where... Where... Where's William? 263 00:10:17,254 --> 00:10:18,944 Mom, you're in the hospital. 264 00:10:19,029 --> 00:10:20,093 We're gonna take care of you. 265 00:10:20,177 --> 00:10:21,526 He's gonna be here soon, right? 266 00:10:21,610 --> 00:10:24,028 - Okay. - Yes, yes. He's coming soon. 267 00:10:24,112 --> 00:10:26,029 Okay? Just lay back and relax. 268 00:10:26,114 --> 00:10:28,677 I can't wear this. I got to get my clothes. 269 00:10:28,762 --> 00:10:30,035 Where my clothes? 270 00:10:30,120 --> 00:10:32,279 Okay. She seems really agitated. 271 00:10:32,364 --> 00:10:33,734 Are there any meds we can give her to calm her? 272 00:10:33,818 --> 00:10:35,450 I can order some meds? 273 00:10:36,913 --> 00:10:41,161 ♪ I got sunshine 274 00:10:41,872 --> 00:10:45,427 ♪ On a cloudy day 275 00:10:46,262 --> 00:10:50,958 - ♪ When it's cold outside ♪ - ♪ Cold outside 276 00:10:51,448 --> 00:10:54,130 - ♪ I got the month of May - ♪ I got the month of May 277 00:10:54,224 --> 00:10:55,857 Yeah. 278 00:10:56,349 --> 00:11:02,311 - ♪ I guess you'd say - ♪ I guess you'd say 279 00:11:02,396 --> 00:11:08,568 ♪ What can make me feel this way? ♪ ♪ What can make me feel... way? 280 00:11:08,949 --> 00:11:12,302 - ♪ My girl - ♪ My girl 281 00:11:12,476 --> 00:11:13,643 ♪ My girl 282 00:11:13,745 --> 00:11:15,955 ♪ Talking 'bout 283 00:11:16,039 --> 00:11:19,159 - ♪ My girl - ♪ My girl 284 00:11:19,970 --> 00:11:22,519 - ♪ My girl - ♪ My girl 285 00:11:26,340 --> 00:11:27,675 What do you see, Shepherd? 286 00:11:27,775 --> 00:11:29,613 Uh, I see a lesion on his thalamus, 287 00:11:29,720 --> 00:11:31,620 but it's small, so that's something. 288 00:11:31,705 --> 00:11:33,748 Have you been able to talk to him since the seizure? 289 00:11:33,856 --> 00:11:35,808 He was post-ictal, and they gave him lorazepam, 290 00:11:35,893 --> 00:11:37,519 so he wasn't really coherent. 291 00:11:37,603 --> 00:11:40,167 Okay. I'm coming in. 292 00:11:40,282 --> 00:11:42,649 Are... Are you sure? I mean, do you want me to call Dr. Mehta? 293 00:11:42,733 --> 00:11:44,400 It's Tom. I'm coming. 294 00:11:44,484 --> 00:11:45,722 Thank you. 295 00:11:46,582 --> 00:11:49,738 Uh, Ellis decided she didn't want her mac and cheese 296 00:11:49,823 --> 00:11:52,451 after begging me to make it, so if you're hungry... 297 00:11:53,836 --> 00:11:55,253 What's going on? 298 00:11:55,338 --> 00:11:58,007 It looks like Tom is having some neuro complications from COVID. 299 00:11:58,092 --> 00:12:00,760 I thought he was asymptomatic. Yeah, so did I. 300 00:12:00,845 --> 00:12:03,432 I just pumped, so there is milk in the fridge for Scout. 301 00:12:03,517 --> 00:12:04,977 Uh, Bailey and Ellis need a nap. 302 00:12:05,062 --> 00:12:07,644 Make sure you check in with Zola about her homework. 303 00:12:07,729 --> 00:12:11,003 If Scout starts to fuss, just try the yoga ball. 304 00:12:11,229 --> 00:12:12,636 What am I forgetting? 305 00:12:12,888 --> 00:12:14,222 To breathe. 306 00:12:14,306 --> 00:12:15,682 We'll be fine here, okay? 307 00:12:15,766 --> 00:12:17,642 Go. Save your friend. 308 00:12:19,376 --> 00:12:20,847 He was my teacher. 309 00:12:21,113 --> 00:12:22,346 And he saved my brain. 310 00:12:22,431 --> 00:12:24,683 And, uh, he was my first sex after Owen, 311 00:12:24,768 --> 00:12:26,651 which shouldn't matter, but it kind of saved me, too, 312 00:12:26,735 --> 00:12:28,964 so I don't want him to die. 313 00:12:29,753 --> 00:12:33,715 And I don't want to leave Scout, and I'm scared of the pandemic. 314 00:12:33,838 --> 00:12:35,659 You had sex with Koracick? 315 00:12:35,827 --> 00:12:36,988 What? 316 00:12:44,405 --> 00:12:47,170 Hey. Oh, um, Mr. Anderson's trach in 4722 317 00:12:47,255 --> 00:12:48,756 needs to be suctioned, please. I'm on it. 318 00:12:48,840 --> 00:12:50,646 Hey, got your page. Did you hear anything from Mom? 319 00:12:50,730 --> 00:12:52,732 She's just texting me back hearts and "Love you, baby"s 320 00:12:52,816 --> 00:12:54,083 like that's gonna shut me up. 321 00:12:54,168 --> 00:12:56,306 No, I haven't had the time. Richard, this is not something 322 00:12:56,390 --> 00:12:58,021 that can wait till your schedule frees up, right? 323 00:12:58,105 --> 00:12:59,940 It's my mom. She's gonna give me a damn rage stroke. 324 00:13:00,024 --> 00:13:03,319 Bailey's mother was just admitted, COVID-positive. 325 00:13:03,563 --> 00:13:04,911 It's bad. 326 00:13:04,996 --> 00:13:07,068 Look, can you fill in for her at the board meeting today, 327 00:13:07,152 --> 00:13:08,739 take a few of her patients? 328 00:13:08,824 --> 00:13:10,659 We'll all pitch in. 329 00:13:11,018 --> 00:13:13,103 Yeah, of course. Whatever she needs. 330 00:13:16,652 --> 00:13:19,716 We took a lot more of her liver than I was hoping to. 331 00:13:19,832 --> 00:13:21,076 Keep an eye on her liver panel. 332 00:13:21,161 --> 00:13:22,746 The next few hours will be crucial. 333 00:13:22,830 --> 00:13:23,997 You think she'll need a transplant? 334 00:13:24,081 --> 00:13:26,411 Knowing her luck, probably. 335 00:13:26,583 --> 00:13:29,880 But if she needs it, we can try liver dialysis first. 336 00:13:29,965 --> 00:13:32,717 Khan, finish the op notes. Keep an eye on her. 337 00:13:32,837 --> 00:13:34,435 Dr. Wilson, thank you 338 00:13:34,520 --> 00:13:35,874 for allowing me to observe your process. 339 00:13:35,958 --> 00:13:37,385 That was amazing. 340 00:13:37,469 --> 00:13:38,989 She could still need a transplant. 341 00:13:39,074 --> 00:13:41,779 Yes, I understand, but you resected most of her liver, 342 00:13:41,864 --> 00:13:43,057 and she's still alive. 343 00:13:43,142 --> 00:13:44,601 I mean, do you know how rare that is? 344 00:13:44,685 --> 00:13:47,208 That... That's unheard of in so many parts of the world. 345 00:13:47,520 --> 00:13:51,184 I know. Op notes. I'm going. 346 00:13:51,843 --> 00:13:53,859 Was I really amazing, 347 00:13:53,944 --> 00:13:56,466 or is he just some weird happy person? 348 00:13:56,580 --> 00:14:00,083 If you impressed him, I think amazing's a safe bet. 349 00:14:02,187 --> 00:14:03,677 Glad you got to operate again. 350 00:14:09,559 --> 00:14:11,740 Her ferritin is 2087. 351 00:14:11,825 --> 00:14:14,254 600 is severe in COVID. 352 00:14:14,339 --> 00:14:17,466 Her CRP is 87. 353 00:14:17,634 --> 00:14:19,219 Creatinine's 2.3. 354 00:14:19,303 --> 00:14:22,042 W-What about her oxygen requirements? 355 00:14:22,157 --> 00:14:25,755 ♪ Caught swimming in your new sundress ♪ - She's at 100% F-I-O2. 356 00:14:25,990 --> 00:14:27,419 40 liters. 357 00:14:28,030 --> 00:14:30,312 She went into A-fib an hour ago. 358 00:14:30,397 --> 00:14:33,841 We pushed dig, but so far, no response. 359 00:14:33,942 --> 00:14:34,959 ♪ Keep living like the sun don't set ♪ 360 00:14:35,043 --> 00:14:37,740 Her systolic was in the 80s, but we pushed a fluid bolus 361 00:14:37,825 --> 00:14:39,700 and got it back up into the 90s. 362 00:14:39,790 --> 00:14:44,897 So she's starting to have multi-system organ failure 363 00:14:44,982 --> 00:14:47,333 in addition to her cytokine storm. 364 00:14:47,560 --> 00:14:49,363 I'm sorry, Bailey. 365 00:14:51,749 --> 00:14:53,357 There is still more we can do. 366 00:14:53,442 --> 00:14:56,052 We can take her to the ICU, intubate... 367 00:14:56,137 --> 00:14:58,513 She didn't want to be on machines. 368 00:14:58,598 --> 00:15:01,958 Or be kept alive with medication. 369 00:15:07,580 --> 00:15:10,036 I got to call my dad. Um... 370 00:15:12,327 --> 00:15:14,630 I'm here if you need me. 371 00:15:16,286 --> 00:15:18,486 H-How... How do I tell my dad 372 00:15:18,570 --> 00:15:21,989 that... the love of his life 373 00:15:22,963 --> 00:15:25,044 won't make it through the night? 374 00:15:40,865 --> 00:15:43,152 Neuro exam's intact. No deficits. 375 00:15:43,237 --> 00:15:44,696 He asked for his son. 376 00:15:44,781 --> 00:15:48,951 I think the seizure and delirium are secondary to hypoxemia 377 00:15:49,035 --> 00:15:52,233 and inflammation from COVID... Possible early sepsis. 378 00:15:52,345 --> 00:15:53,537 Let's just watch him 379 00:15:53,622 --> 00:15:55,332 and, uh, see how he responds to treatment. 380 00:15:55,417 --> 00:15:57,543 Okay. Oh, hey, Shepherd. Didn't realize you were back. 381 00:15:57,627 --> 00:15:59,405 Welcome to... hell. 382 00:15:59,588 --> 00:16:01,147 Just consulting on Koracick. 383 00:16:01,232 --> 00:16:03,174 Oh, right, 'cause he needs somebody to cover his service. 384 00:16:03,258 --> 00:16:05,382 On him, not... uh, not for him. 385 00:16:05,467 --> 00:16:07,427 Sats dropped, he's got a fever of 103, 386 00:16:07,554 --> 00:16:09,202 and he seized when they brought him in. 387 00:16:10,287 --> 00:16:11,929 Well, I hate everything. 388 00:16:12,022 --> 00:16:15,066 Dr. Cade to the ICU. Emma Cade to the ICU. 389 00:16:15,353 --> 00:16:16,771 I was wondering if you get used to this, 390 00:16:16,855 --> 00:16:18,592 but I'm guessing that's my answer. 391 00:16:19,274 --> 00:16:20,483 How's the baby? 392 00:16:20,567 --> 00:16:23,069 Uh, yeah, uh, well, he won't let me sleep, 393 00:16:23,153 --> 00:16:25,822 but other than that, um, yeah, I can't wait to get back to him. 394 00:16:25,906 --> 00:16:27,782 Leo and Allison are with Owen's mom. 395 00:16:27,866 --> 00:16:29,242 I'm just... I miss them like crazy, 396 00:16:29,326 --> 00:16:31,632 but with both parents treating COVID patients, 397 00:16:31,717 --> 00:16:33,635 it just... It doesn't seem safe. 398 00:16:33,830 --> 00:16:35,155 Uh-huh. 399 00:16:35,449 --> 00:16:38,147 So, um, guess you heard what happened. 400 00:16:38,637 --> 00:16:41,264 Yeah. And I have feelings. 401 00:16:41,630 --> 00:16:43,297 But I've also done 402 00:16:43,381 --> 00:16:45,716 more hurtful and complicated things in my life 403 00:16:45,800 --> 00:16:48,311 than anyone I've met outside an NA meeting, so... 404 00:16:48,553 --> 00:16:49,858 Some of them to Owen. 405 00:16:50,390 --> 00:16:52,038 Owen won't say a word to me 406 00:16:52,140 --> 00:16:53,157 that doesn't have to do with the kids, 407 00:16:53,241 --> 00:16:56,060 and everyone is ignoring me 408 00:16:56,144 --> 00:16:58,980 or treating me like I'm wearing a scarlet letter. 409 00:16:59,064 --> 00:17:00,467 What about Tom? 410 00:17:01,316 --> 00:17:02,717 He's hurt, too. 411 00:17:04,063 --> 00:17:06,725 Well, um, I'll keep checking on him. 412 00:17:06,810 --> 00:17:10,327 And, uh, thank you for getting Mer into the trial. 413 00:17:10,412 --> 00:17:11,579 Oh, yeah, uh, of course. 414 00:17:17,082 --> 00:17:19,327 Hi, Grey. 415 00:17:19,474 --> 00:17:20,757 It's me. 416 00:17:21,711 --> 00:17:23,311 I'm gonna say it. 417 00:17:23,964 --> 00:17:25,507 I miss you. 418 00:17:34,841 --> 00:17:39,257 When I was a kid, I had big thoughts. 419 00:17:39,437 --> 00:17:41,451 Big... feelings. 420 00:17:41,536 --> 00:17:43,591 And I never knew where to put them. 421 00:17:44,325 --> 00:17:49,061 Physically, they ran through my body like a high-speed train. 422 00:17:49,433 --> 00:17:52,092 And anytime I felt the train coming, 423 00:17:52,342 --> 00:17:55,389 my mom could see it. 424 00:17:55,474 --> 00:17:58,413 So she took me around the corner to the park 425 00:17:58,498 --> 00:18:03,178 with this strange, twisted tree. 426 00:18:03,276 --> 00:18:05,403 Said it was mytree. 427 00:18:05,564 --> 00:18:09,155 And I could scream at it, hit it, hold it... 428 00:18:09,413 --> 00:18:11,334 And it would make the feelings small enough 429 00:18:11,419 --> 00:18:15,295 that they would fit back inside of my own body again. 430 00:18:15,380 --> 00:18:17,959 So I did. 431 00:18:19,142 --> 00:18:21,143 And it worked. 432 00:18:21,405 --> 00:18:25,748 But now I'm an adult, and tree-hitting is... 433 00:18:26,888 --> 00:18:28,626 frowned upon. 434 00:18:28,711 --> 00:18:30,294 I can be your tree. 435 00:18:32,011 --> 00:18:34,825 My mother has Alzheimer's. 436 00:18:36,138 --> 00:18:38,232 I never told you 437 00:18:38,345 --> 00:18:41,817 because she's older, 438 00:18:42,599 --> 00:18:45,842 and I didn't want to bring up any old pain 439 00:18:45,927 --> 00:18:48,286 for your or Richard. 440 00:18:48,443 --> 00:18:50,889 But it would be a lie 441 00:18:50,974 --> 00:18:54,209 to say that it hasn't been hard. 442 00:18:54,716 --> 00:18:57,029 Or painful. 443 00:18:57,497 --> 00:19:01,638 Even as a doctor who knows about the disease, 444 00:19:02,138 --> 00:19:04,419 I feel like... 445 00:19:05,183 --> 00:19:06,772 I didn't know crap. 446 00:19:06,857 --> 00:19:09,271 ...like I don't know anything. 447 00:19:10,995 --> 00:19:12,746 It's difficult to talk about it 448 00:19:12,831 --> 00:19:14,732 with someone who hasn't been there, 449 00:19:14,864 --> 00:19:16,833 been through it. 450 00:19:20,373 --> 00:19:22,935 No one understands that you are 451 00:19:23,121 --> 00:19:26,499 watching your own mother die... 452 00:19:26,701 --> 00:19:28,185 twice. 453 00:19:29,237 --> 00:19:32,036 I'm so sorry, Bailey. 454 00:19:33,087 --> 00:19:35,708 I wish you were awake. 455 00:19:45,239 --> 00:19:47,115 Val's still not awake. LFTs are up slightly. 456 00:19:47,199 --> 00:19:48,992 Okay. Do another panel in a few hours. 457 00:19:49,076 --> 00:19:50,842 Absolutely, Dr. Wilson. 458 00:19:51,036 --> 00:19:54,537 Okay, has your attitude always been this good? 459 00:19:54,622 --> 00:19:57,750 My mom used to say every day above ground is a good day. 460 00:19:58,122 --> 00:19:59,702 Did she get that from "Scarface"? 461 00:19:59,795 --> 00:20:01,967 She did. Still, it's true. 462 00:20:07,027 --> 00:20:08,872 You! You're a doctor, right? 463 00:20:09,181 --> 00:20:11,046 Yeah. Great, follow me. 464 00:20:11,131 --> 00:20:12,849 - We're delivering a baby. - Oh, no, no, no, no, no. 465 00:20:12,933 --> 00:20:14,643 I'm not an OB, I'm a general surgeon. I don't care. 466 00:20:14,727 --> 00:20:16,520 We have an imminent delivery, and all our OBs are busy. 467 00:20:16,604 --> 00:20:18,230 Hospital rules say we need a doctor. 468 00:20:18,314 --> 00:20:20,061 I haven't delivered a baby... 469 00:20:20,146 --> 00:20:21,358 You heard the "I don't care" part, right? 470 00:20:21,442 --> 00:20:22,484 We'll talk you through it. 471 00:20:22,568 --> 00:20:23,998 - The Elmores. - Okay. 472 00:20:24,083 --> 00:20:27,112 G3P2 came in fully effaced and dilated at zero station. 473 00:20:27,197 --> 00:20:29,658 Started crowning by the time we got her settled on the bed. 474 00:20:29,742 --> 00:20:33,264 Ms. Elmore? Hi. I know that I'm not who you expected, 475 00:20:33,349 --> 00:20:34,914 - but I am here... - The head is coming now. 476 00:20:34,998 --> 00:20:36,540 Hi. Hi. 477 00:20:36,624 --> 00:20:38,240 Okay. Okay. 478 00:20:39,960 --> 00:20:42,231 Alright. Contraction and big push, okay? 479 00:20:42,316 --> 00:20:43,413 Big push. 480 00:20:45,090 --> 00:20:47,147 ♪ Told my troubled heart 481 00:20:47,232 --> 00:20:49,469 Okay. Contraction and push. 482 00:20:51,039 --> 00:20:53,685 The head is out. There... No cord around the neck. 483 00:20:53,770 --> 00:20:55,473 See? Just like riding a bike. 484 00:20:55,997 --> 00:20:57,285 Alright, uh... 485 00:20:57,370 --> 00:21:00,084 Pull head down, then up, to deliver the shoulders. 486 00:21:00,193 --> 00:21:01,779 Okay, it's coming. 487 00:21:01,899 --> 00:21:03,271 Coming. 488 00:21:03,583 --> 00:21:06,193 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 489 00:21:06,278 --> 00:21:08,738 Ms. Elmore asked that the baby go directly onto her chest 490 00:21:08,822 --> 00:21:09,976 while still connected. 491 00:21:10,060 --> 00:21:11,591 Okay, clamp. 492 00:21:11,842 --> 00:21:14,928 - Okay. Oh, my gosh. Okay. - ♪ A new light ♪ 493 00:21:15,013 --> 00:21:17,265 ♪ Shining down on me ♪ 494 00:21:17,372 --> 00:21:18,581 Okay. 495 00:21:18,697 --> 00:21:22,989 - ♪ A new way, a new road - You ready to cut the cord? 496 00:21:23,431 --> 00:21:25,623 Hi. Okay, right here. 497 00:21:25,708 --> 00:21:27,577 Okay, yeah. In between here. 498 00:21:27,662 --> 00:21:29,021 In between, yeah. 499 00:21:29,529 --> 00:21:31,299 Good. Hi, little one! 500 00:21:31,384 --> 00:21:33,021 ♪ Take my hand 501 00:21:34,114 --> 00:21:40,443 ♪ The worst is over 502 00:21:40,640 --> 00:21:45,873 ♪ Weight is liftin' 503 00:21:45,967 --> 00:21:51,131 ♪ Off our shoulders 504 00:21:51,239 --> 00:21:53,824 - ♪ I can see ♪ - Oh, I can see 505 00:21:53,909 --> 00:21:56,990 - ♪ I can see - ♪ I can see 506 00:21:57,099 --> 00:21:59,331 - ♪ A new light - ♪ New light 507 00:21:59,415 --> 00:22:02,292 - ♪ Shining down on me - ♪ Down on me 508 00:22:02,376 --> 00:22:04,878 ♪ A new way, a new road 509 00:22:04,974 --> 00:22:06,968 Just need you to sign the paperwork, and you can go. 510 00:22:07,052 --> 00:22:09,326 Is it alright if I stay? 511 00:22:09,545 --> 00:22:14,295 ♪ Oh, oh, to a new kind of beautiful ♪ 512 00:22:14,380 --> 00:22:16,514 Okay. Mommy? 513 00:22:16,934 --> 00:22:18,227 Hey, it's me. 514 00:22:18,311 --> 00:22:20,729 Look, Dad's here, too. 515 00:22:21,016 --> 00:22:23,552 Hi, honey. I'm here. 516 00:22:23,637 --> 00:22:25,889 Wait till you see Miranda's hotel. 517 00:22:25,974 --> 00:22:27,892 I mean, there's room service, 518 00:22:27,977 --> 00:22:30,688 and the view is so much better than Silver Villas. 519 00:22:30,779 --> 00:22:33,364 You can actually s-see the water. 520 00:22:33,486 --> 00:22:34,771 William? 521 00:22:35,137 --> 00:22:37,326 Is that you, William? 522 00:22:37,411 --> 00:22:39,829 Right here by your side, as always. 523 00:22:39,914 --> 00:22:43,396 I love you. I love you so much. 524 00:22:44,018 --> 00:22:45,717 Sweetheart? 525 00:22:45,802 --> 00:22:49,889 Uh, she drifts in and out, Dad. 526 00:22:50,255 --> 00:22:53,633 In her state, even breathing's exhausting. 527 00:22:53,755 --> 00:22:55,623 I can't do this. 528 00:22:55,946 --> 00:22:57,138 I know. 529 00:22:57,373 --> 00:22:58,834 It's difficult. 530 00:22:58,968 --> 00:23:00,302 I should be there. 531 00:23:00,456 --> 00:23:01,959 It's too risky, Dad. 532 00:23:02,044 --> 00:23:05,922 She should be in her own bed, not in some sterile box. 533 00:23:06,007 --> 00:23:11,804 She spent 60 years taking care of me, and now... 534 00:23:11,889 --> 00:23:15,559 She hardly ever got a cold before this. 535 00:23:15,649 --> 00:23:18,787 Just call me when she wakes up. 536 00:23:21,095 --> 00:23:22,982 Of course, Dad. 537 00:23:31,340 --> 00:23:32,918 Okay. 538 00:23:41,016 --> 00:23:43,351 ♪ It's a new kind of beautiful 539 00:23:43,435 --> 00:23:45,942 Mommy. 540 00:23:46,510 --> 00:23:48,136 If you're ready to go, 541 00:23:48,299 --> 00:23:49,675 it's okay. 542 00:23:49,938 --> 00:23:51,793 We're gonna be okay. 543 00:23:51,965 --> 00:23:55,020 ♪ A new kind of beautiful, oh, oh ♪ 544 00:23:55,239 --> 00:23:57,013 We love you. 545 00:23:57,839 --> 00:24:00,049 But we don't want you to suffer. 546 00:24:00,134 --> 00:24:01,134 ♪ Oh, oh 547 00:24:01,219 --> 00:24:06,185 I'm not r-ready. 548 00:24:06,552 --> 00:24:09,596 If you're tired, I understand. 549 00:24:09,681 --> 00:24:10,973 ♪ A new light 550 00:24:11,058 --> 00:24:12,017 I love you. 551 00:24:12,102 --> 00:24:13,422 ♪ Shining down on me 552 00:24:13,507 --> 00:24:15,231 Ready to die? 553 00:24:15,348 --> 00:24:16,593 ♪ A new way 554 00:24:16,677 --> 00:24:17,754 No. 555 00:24:17,839 --> 00:24:19,724 ♪ A new road 556 00:24:19,809 --> 00:24:23,051 I-I want to go home. 557 00:24:23,136 --> 00:24:25,856 ♪ Oh, oh 558 00:24:26,548 --> 00:24:30,536 ♪ To a new kind of beautiful 559 00:24:33,756 --> 00:24:35,749 Hey, you've reached Ben Warren. Please leave a message. 560 00:24:35,833 --> 00:24:39,170 Yeah, I... Ben? Um, it's my mom. 561 00:24:39,255 --> 00:24:42,374 I think she was just lucid with me, 562 00:24:42,458 --> 00:24:45,311 and she said some things that I don't understand, 563 00:24:45,396 --> 00:24:47,578 and now I-I don't know what do, 564 00:24:47,663 --> 00:24:49,569 and I need someone to tell me what to do. 565 00:24:49,654 --> 00:24:53,091 Just, uh, call me as soon as you can. 566 00:24:53,356 --> 00:24:54,716 Uh, I love you. 567 00:24:59,161 --> 00:25:00,259 Hey. 568 00:25:00,351 --> 00:25:02,709 I saw you leave. I wanted to check. 569 00:25:03,647 --> 00:25:05,787 She said she's not ready to go. 570 00:25:06,332 --> 00:25:08,302 For a split second, 571 00:25:08,389 --> 00:25:11,772 my heart was filled up with so much joy. 572 00:25:12,068 --> 00:25:13,780 But now I'm just mad. 573 00:25:14,099 --> 00:25:18,075 Mad because no one told me she was sick, 574 00:25:18,536 --> 00:25:24,077 mad... because she probably has no idea what's happening. 575 00:25:24,943 --> 00:25:28,788 You know, if I'm being totally honest, 576 00:25:29,041 --> 00:25:31,668 I don't want her to suffer from this Alzheimer's anymore. 577 00:25:31,799 --> 00:25:34,551 You know, it's a horrific disease, 578 00:25:34,678 --> 00:25:37,561 and I want her to be free. 579 00:25:37,796 --> 00:25:39,772 But I don't want COVID to be the reason. 580 00:25:39,857 --> 00:25:40,932 I d... I don't want her 581 00:25:41,016 --> 00:25:44,562 to be just another Black woman statistic 582 00:25:44,647 --> 00:25:46,271 in this pandemic count. 583 00:25:46,355 --> 00:25:48,264 Yeah, I hear that. 584 00:25:48,524 --> 00:25:49,991 100%. 585 00:25:53,444 --> 00:25:54,967 None of this is easy. 586 00:25:55,197 --> 00:25:58,131 All of it is confusing and... 587 00:25:58,655 --> 00:26:00,936 hard and awful. 588 00:26:01,021 --> 00:26:04,983 But even with Alzheimer's, she's been healthy. 589 00:26:05,291 --> 00:26:08,312 And now I'm watching her struggle 590 00:26:08,397 --> 00:26:13,295 to do the most basic of human reflexes... breathing. 591 00:26:13,658 --> 00:26:16,530 And if she's saying she's not ready to go... 592 00:26:18,313 --> 00:26:20,506 I don't know what to think. 593 00:26:21,252 --> 00:26:22,944 I felt so sure 594 00:26:23,155 --> 00:26:25,851 that she wouldn't want to live like she's been living, 595 00:26:25,936 --> 00:26:28,897 but maybe I'm wrong, yeah? 596 00:26:28,981 --> 00:26:33,788 Maybe she's happy in the world her mind takes her to. 597 00:26:34,069 --> 00:26:36,571 Now I'm questioning every choice I made. 598 00:26:36,655 --> 00:26:38,156 I mean, s-should I be doing more? 599 00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:41,695 Should I move her to the ICU? Intubate her? 600 00:26:41,780 --> 00:26:44,038 Am I just thinking about how I feel 601 00:26:44,123 --> 00:26:47,850 instead of what's going on with her... inside of her mind? 602 00:26:48,754 --> 00:26:50,858 - Do you want my opinion? - Please. 603 00:26:51,552 --> 00:26:55,170 I've been the one who does everything, 604 00:26:55,299 --> 00:27:00,264 who fights tooth and nail against death at all costs. 605 00:27:01,156 --> 00:27:03,966 But truthfully, with my mom, 606 00:27:04,131 --> 00:27:06,982 it didn't give me more peace of mind in the end. 607 00:27:08,224 --> 00:27:10,310 It might have done the opposite. 608 00:27:11,052 --> 00:27:16,358 I didn't think so at the time, but it was the easier choice. 609 00:27:16,763 --> 00:27:19,390 To fall back on acting like a surgeon 610 00:27:19,475 --> 00:27:21,534 and searching for all the answers. 611 00:27:24,177 --> 00:27:29,014 Bailey, you've given your mom so much. 612 00:27:29,442 --> 00:27:31,765 She's gotten to raise you 613 00:27:31,850 --> 00:27:34,679 and watch you turn into this incredible surgeon 614 00:27:34,764 --> 00:27:36,459 and chief of a hospital. 615 00:27:36,562 --> 00:27:38,561 She watched you fall in love. 616 00:27:38,754 --> 00:27:41,069 - Twice. - Twice! 617 00:27:41,428 --> 00:27:44,209 And raise a family. 618 00:27:47,171 --> 00:27:51,979 Of course you're never going to feel ready to say goodbye, 619 00:27:52,064 --> 00:27:53,514 but... 620 00:27:54,780 --> 00:27:57,084 she's had an amazing life. 621 00:27:57,208 --> 00:28:01,889 I brought my parents to Seattle kicking and fighting. 622 00:28:01,988 --> 00:28:04,788 I promised them, if they moved here, 623 00:28:04,994 --> 00:28:06,889 it was the right thing to do 624 00:28:06,974 --> 00:28:09,756 so they could be closer to their only daughter. 625 00:28:09,899 --> 00:28:12,913 I told them I knew best. Just listen to me. 626 00:28:12,998 --> 00:28:16,202 And if they hadn't done that, they would still be at home. 627 00:28:16,287 --> 00:28:17,454 Isolated. 628 00:28:17,539 --> 00:28:19,609 And Mom wouldn't be dying. Not yet. 629 00:28:19,694 --> 00:28:20,709 You don't know that. 630 00:28:20,794 --> 00:28:23,428 She was exposed at the place that I set up for them. 631 00:28:23,528 --> 00:28:29,084 The... The facility let someone move in from New York, 632 00:28:29,270 --> 00:28:31,319 a retired surgeon. 633 00:28:31,482 --> 00:28:34,776 He became symptomatic the day after his arrival. 634 00:28:34,950 --> 00:28:39,031 Afterthey said they had shut down to all outsiders, 635 00:28:39,116 --> 00:28:40,108 including family. 636 00:28:40,193 --> 00:28:42,489 How in the hell could you have known that was going to happen? 637 00:28:42,573 --> 00:28:46,577 How could you have known any of this was going to happen? 638 00:28:46,685 --> 00:28:49,599 Bailey, you cannot feel guilty about this. 639 00:28:55,132 --> 00:28:57,709 My mom, she left me five voicemails 640 00:28:57,794 --> 00:28:59,462 for my birthday last year. 641 00:28:59,547 --> 00:29:01,483 She kept calling 642 00:29:01,568 --> 00:29:03,384 because she forgot that she had already 643 00:29:03,469 --> 00:29:05,444 wished me happy birthday. 644 00:29:05,807 --> 00:29:09,519 - There they are. - Happy birthday to you ♪ 645 00:29:09,741 --> 00:29:11,101 I never deleted them 646 00:29:11,185 --> 00:29:14,061 because I guess I realized 647 00:29:14,168 --> 00:29:17,045 that it might be the last time she remembered at all. 648 00:29:19,909 --> 00:29:23,639 She raised me to be a good little girl. 649 00:29:23,840 --> 00:29:27,802 And even when I defied her... 650 00:29:27,941 --> 00:29:30,967 I was never disrespectful. 651 00:29:31,153 --> 00:29:35,303 And I tried to be good at everything. 652 00:29:35,388 --> 00:29:38,741 A good student, a good mother. 653 00:29:38,838 --> 00:29:41,905 Wife, doctor, chief. 654 00:29:42,089 --> 00:29:46,014 And now she just needs me to be a good daughter, 655 00:29:46,161 --> 00:29:48,225 and I'm not sure how to do that, 656 00:29:48,310 --> 00:29:50,812 even though it's what I've been the longest. 657 00:29:50,998 --> 00:29:53,217 You've chosen palliative care. 658 00:29:54,462 --> 00:29:57,116 You're giving her the best care possible 659 00:29:57,201 --> 00:30:00,704 while keeping her as comfortable as possible. 660 00:30:00,789 --> 00:30:02,248 That is good. 661 00:30:02,333 --> 00:30:06,637 And it is kind and respectful 662 00:30:06,722 --> 00:30:07,889 and brave. 663 00:30:08,075 --> 00:30:10,631 ♪ I'm gonna lay down 664 00:30:10,730 --> 00:30:12,146 I wish I could've given my mom 665 00:30:12,231 --> 00:30:14,490 - a more dignified death. - ♪ Lay down some roots, ♪ 666 00:30:14,582 --> 00:30:20,404 - ♪ This rolling stone... ♪ - But I pushed so hard. 667 00:30:20,489 --> 00:30:24,263 ♪ He's gonna lay down 668 00:30:24,423 --> 00:30:26,716 You know, it's her own damn fault, really. 669 00:30:26,879 --> 00:30:28,025 ♪ For you 670 00:30:28,110 --> 00:30:31,122 My whole life, she told me to push through. 671 00:30:33,082 --> 00:30:35,591 Be strong. Fight the good fight. 672 00:30:36,038 --> 00:30:38,862 My mom was kind of the opposite. 673 00:30:38,976 --> 00:30:41,770 Like, overprotective, like, hovering. 674 00:30:42,041 --> 00:30:44,487 There was a reception 675 00:30:44,572 --> 00:30:47,604 sponsored by the Daughters of the Revolution. 676 00:30:47,689 --> 00:30:49,830 They had given me a scholarship. 677 00:30:51,167 --> 00:30:54,385 So my mom said I should take the scholarship 678 00:30:54,470 --> 00:30:56,513 but not go to the reception. 679 00:30:56,598 --> 00:30:58,737 But I didn't want to give them that satisfaction. 680 00:30:58,901 --> 00:31:00,940 No, I wanted them to see 681 00:31:01,025 --> 00:31:03,791 what "Miranda Bailey" looked like, right? 682 00:31:03,876 --> 00:31:07,502 So I went with my dad. 683 00:31:09,929 --> 00:31:12,931 We had a good laugh 684 00:31:13,015 --> 00:31:17,424 at those very proper ladies. 685 00:31:17,517 --> 00:31:19,685 I think you mean "white" ladies. 686 00:31:19,792 --> 00:31:21,627 - Uh... - Yeah. 687 00:31:21,712 --> 00:31:25,090 Watching them try to hide their horror 688 00:31:25,256 --> 00:31:28,510 when they saw who they had given their scholarship to, 689 00:31:28,595 --> 00:31:31,180 yeah, that was classic. 690 00:31:31,265 --> 00:31:32,809 Oh, and guidance counselors, oh, my God. 691 00:31:32,893 --> 00:31:35,353 Oh, yeah, yeah, always trying to suggest 692 00:31:35,438 --> 00:31:37,893 a school where we might feel "more comfortable." 693 00:31:37,998 --> 00:31:40,385 "Oh, Wellesley. 694 00:31:40,470 --> 00:31:43,276 That's a fine school, Miranda. 695 00:31:43,378 --> 00:31:46,862 But, um, I think state school is more your speed." 696 00:31:46,947 --> 00:31:48,740 - Mm-hmm. - Like I don't know my speed. 697 00:31:48,825 --> 00:31:50,994 - Please. - Try harder and do better 698 00:31:51,079 --> 00:31:52,496 just to be considered average. 699 00:31:52,581 --> 00:31:54,666 Or to be considered at all. 700 00:31:54,751 --> 00:31:58,286 But how they underestimate our greatness. 701 00:31:58,525 --> 00:32:01,069 - Graduated magna cum laude... - Mm-hmm. 702 00:32:01,154 --> 00:32:04,745 ...with my biology degree, by the way. 703 00:32:05,248 --> 00:32:10,211 And you better bet my mom cut out the graduation announcement 704 00:32:10,296 --> 00:32:12,965 from Wellesley and mailed it to my guidance counselor. 705 00:32:21,282 --> 00:32:23,867 I don't know how I'm gonna do this. 706 00:32:37,607 --> 00:32:40,459 Oh. Uh, I c... I can come back. 707 00:32:40,544 --> 00:32:43,319 No. No, no, no. Uh, no, I just finished up his EEG. 708 00:32:43,404 --> 00:32:45,071 I wanted to, um, make sure 709 00:32:45,155 --> 00:32:46,448 that the seizure was a one-and-done, 710 00:32:46,532 --> 00:32:50,202 before I head home, take 10 scalding hot showers, 711 00:32:50,286 --> 00:32:51,995 and hug up on everybody. 712 00:32:52,079 --> 00:32:56,208 Um, Maggie says that his numbers are holding. 713 00:32:56,292 --> 00:32:58,213 Good. Thanks. 714 00:33:09,142 --> 00:33:10,554 I don't know if you were ignoring me 715 00:33:10,639 --> 00:33:12,015 when I came by the house 716 00:33:12,099 --> 00:33:14,017 or... or if you were just too sick to answer, 717 00:33:14,101 --> 00:33:16,269 but I-I'm... I'm gonna go with too sick 718 00:33:16,353 --> 00:33:19,573 'cause then... then maybe there's a-a ray of hope for us, 719 00:33:19,658 --> 00:33:22,149 which I could really use right now, 720 00:33:22,234 --> 00:33:23,932 and I know you could. 721 00:33:25,612 --> 00:33:26,863 You know, I'm... I'm gonna stop asking. 722 00:33:26,947 --> 00:33:27,916 I'm just gonna decide. 723 00:33:28,001 --> 00:33:32,230 I-I'm deciding that we mean enough to each other 724 00:33:32,315 --> 00:33:34,971 that, even though I hurt you and I-I... 725 00:33:36,456 --> 00:33:38,499 I hurt you more than I could ever imagine, 726 00:33:38,591 --> 00:33:41,354 that a repair could be made, that... 727 00:33:43,839 --> 00:33:47,050 maybe you could... remember 728 00:33:47,134 --> 00:33:48,844 some of the things that you don't hate about me 729 00:33:48,928 --> 00:33:51,833 and we... we could salvage our friendship because... 730 00:33:53,630 --> 00:33:55,581 I don't know how we're going to get through this pandemic, 731 00:33:55,665 --> 00:33:57,458 but I do know... I do know 732 00:33:57,543 --> 00:33:59,415 that we're not going to get through it alone. 733 00:33:59,500 --> 00:34:02,294 So if you want to have nothing to do with me, 734 00:34:02,441 --> 00:34:04,192 then you are just going to have to get all better 735 00:34:04,276 --> 00:34:05,318 and tell me yourself, 736 00:34:05,402 --> 00:34:07,237 because until I hear you say the words, 737 00:34:07,321 --> 00:34:09,002 you're not gonna get rid of me. 738 00:34:13,187 --> 00:34:15,068 Oh, my God. Tom. Tom? 739 00:34:15,467 --> 00:34:17,021 Tom, can you hear me? 740 00:34:17,703 --> 00:34:20,002 It's me. It's... It's Teddy. 741 00:34:20,169 --> 00:34:21,685 You were wrong. 742 00:34:21,963 --> 00:34:23,127 Wrong about what? 743 00:34:23,212 --> 00:34:24,546 ♪ The setting free 744 00:34:24,630 --> 00:34:26,385 When you came to my house. 745 00:34:27,173 --> 00:34:28,466 I was ignoring you. 746 00:34:28,551 --> 00:34:31,178 ♪ The bittersweet but sweet release ♪ 747 00:34:31,317 --> 00:34:35,440 Did you hear everything I-I just said? 748 00:34:35,603 --> 00:34:37,604 ♪ A heavy sky 749 00:34:38,333 --> 00:34:39,769 I hate you. 750 00:34:39,854 --> 00:34:41,021 ♪ Hangs on the sea 751 00:34:41,105 --> 00:34:43,213 Well, we both know that's not true. 752 00:34:46,694 --> 00:34:50,112 - ♪ Then all at once an opening - Hey. 753 00:34:51,473 --> 00:34:53,558 What would you say to a sponge bath? 754 00:34:55,125 --> 00:34:57,263 Well, but, you know, as friends. 755 00:34:57,496 --> 00:34:59,411 Friendly sponge bath. 756 00:34:59,587 --> 00:35:04,633 ♪ I am lifted, I am lifted 757 00:35:04,718 --> 00:35:09,764 ♪ I am lifted, I am free 758 00:35:09,868 --> 00:35:15,279 ♪ I've been holding on, I've been holding on ♪ 759 00:35:15,364 --> 00:35:22,494 ♪ I've been holding on, now I'm lifted ♪ 760 00:35:22,659 --> 00:35:27,518 ♪ We can learn to love 761 00:35:27,699 --> 00:35:29,199 - ♪ Without looking back - Hey. 762 00:35:29,284 --> 00:35:30,917 I rounded on all of Bailey's patients. 763 00:35:31,002 --> 00:35:33,730 DeLuca said he'll keep an eye on them for the rest of the night. 764 00:35:33,822 --> 00:35:35,281 Yeah, thank you. 765 00:35:35,366 --> 00:35:37,868 Yeah, I hesitate to ask, but how's her mom doing? 766 00:35:38,146 --> 00:35:40,213 They don't expect her to last the night. 767 00:35:40,298 --> 00:35:43,846 ♪ Everything is beautiful 768 00:35:44,018 --> 00:35:45,335 That's... 769 00:35:45,419 --> 00:35:46,862 ♪ I am lifted, I am lifted 770 00:35:46,947 --> 00:35:49,574 You realize half of our COVID patients are Black and brown? 771 00:35:49,659 --> 00:35:50,705 I know. 772 00:35:50,790 --> 00:35:52,541 In a city that's 7% Black? 773 00:35:52,626 --> 00:35:55,003 Like, how does that even compute? 774 00:35:55,252 --> 00:35:56,698 It doesn't. 775 00:35:56,821 --> 00:35:59,502 If I hear one more person blame it on pre-existing conditions 776 00:35:59,587 --> 00:36:02,393 as if the conditions aren't manmade to begin with... 777 00:36:02,587 --> 00:36:05,316 Like we're not pushed into the front line of all of our jobs 778 00:36:05,401 --> 00:36:08,024 and forced to live in overcrowded situations, 779 00:36:08,108 --> 00:36:09,846 surrounded by environmental hazards. 780 00:36:09,931 --> 00:36:11,190 Yeah, people want 781 00:36:11,275 --> 00:36:13,902 to make everything bad that happens your own fault. 782 00:36:14,014 --> 00:36:15,806 Yeah, when systemic racism is the root 783 00:36:15,891 --> 00:36:17,559 of the whole damn thing. Forget the pre-, 784 00:36:17,644 --> 00:36:19,437 it's the existing condition. 785 00:36:19,581 --> 00:36:20,957 Existing while Black. 786 00:36:21,042 --> 00:36:24,962 ♪ I am lifted, I am free 787 00:36:25,209 --> 00:36:26,994 ♪ I've been holding on 788 00:36:27,079 --> 00:36:29,205 You know, Richard, we both know my mom is stubborn. 789 00:36:29,330 --> 00:36:31,103 ♪ I've been holding on too long ♪ 790 00:36:31,188 --> 00:36:32,706 And everything she's been through, I feel like 791 00:36:32,790 --> 00:36:35,166 she thinks she's invincible now, and she's not. 792 00:36:35,251 --> 00:36:36,919 ♪ I've been holding on too long ♪ 793 00:36:37,004 --> 00:36:39,182 We can't lose her, Richard. 794 00:36:40,148 --> 00:36:42,233 The world can't lose her, you know? 795 00:36:42,318 --> 00:36:44,135 It's been handled. 796 00:36:44,647 --> 00:36:45,981 Oh, you talked to her? 797 00:36:46,237 --> 00:36:47,821 Oh, good. 798 00:36:47,906 --> 00:36:49,073 What'd you say? 799 00:36:49,158 --> 00:36:52,244 I think it's best kept between us. 800 00:36:52,501 --> 00:36:55,010 Why are you being weird about it? 801 00:36:55,353 --> 00:36:57,438 'Cause it's about sex, isn't it? 802 00:36:57,632 --> 00:36:59,908 - It is. - Thanks. Right. Good night. 803 00:36:59,993 --> 00:37:01,870 ♪ I am free 804 00:37:05,946 --> 00:37:09,001 Oh, my God. That smells so good. 805 00:37:09,118 --> 00:37:10,557 We're sharing, right? 806 00:37:10,642 --> 00:37:12,682 Pod together, eat together? Please say yes. 807 00:37:12,767 --> 00:37:15,019 I delivered a baby today. 808 00:37:15,679 --> 00:37:16,783 - Is that a yes? - Yes! 809 00:37:16,868 --> 00:37:18,026 - Oh. - Yes, yes. 810 00:37:18,111 --> 00:37:19,994 Wait, weren't we together all day? 811 00:37:20,079 --> 00:37:22,315 What do you mean you delivered a secret baby? 812 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:24,846 Happened very quick. I went to check on Luna, 813 00:37:24,931 --> 00:37:27,213 and this nurse said that there was an imminent delivery, 814 00:37:27,298 --> 00:37:31,494 and the next second, I was catching a baby. 815 00:37:32,267 --> 00:37:36,611 I was literally the first person in the universe to hold him. 816 00:37:36,819 --> 00:37:38,528 And then I handed him to his parents, 817 00:37:38,613 --> 00:37:41,385 and their faces were just... 818 00:37:42,132 --> 00:37:43,841 No wonder Val's so depressed. 819 00:37:43,926 --> 00:37:46,479 It's the happiest thing I've ever seen. 820 00:37:46,564 --> 00:37:51,229 It was just so pure and simple and perfect. 821 00:37:51,314 --> 00:37:52,773 I was buzzing. 822 00:37:52,858 --> 00:37:54,690 But it was a total random fluke, 823 00:37:54,806 --> 00:37:57,557 and tomorrow, I'll be back to the same depressing crap. 824 00:37:57,642 --> 00:38:00,588 I mean, you did save Val's life today. 825 00:38:01,548 --> 00:38:03,183 You think that's why Carina DeLuca 826 00:38:03,268 --> 00:38:04,870 is always in such a good mood? 827 00:38:04,954 --> 00:38:06,682 She's just, you know, handing out babies, 828 00:38:06,767 --> 00:38:08,738 and it shoots her serotonin level through the roof. 829 00:38:08,822 --> 00:38:12,729 Well, yeah, but doesn't she also have, like, an orgasm hobby? 830 00:38:14,074 --> 00:38:15,408 What if I changed? 831 00:38:15,601 --> 00:38:16,976 Changed what? 832 00:38:17,061 --> 00:38:18,771 Careers. Programs. 833 00:38:18,856 --> 00:38:20,955 Is that insane? 834 00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:23,221 Khan did it, and what he did 835 00:38:23,306 --> 00:38:26,142 is so much harder than switching specialties. 836 00:38:26,227 --> 00:38:28,665 He started over with nothing. 837 00:38:28,750 --> 00:38:31,181 And I know... I know I've put years into surgery, 838 00:38:31,266 --> 00:38:33,540 but if it's not bringing me any joy, 839 00:38:34,008 --> 00:38:38,290 then wouldn't it be insane to notchange? 840 00:38:38,481 --> 00:38:43,009 I think you eat and then sleep before you make any major li... 841 00:38:43,095 --> 00:38:45,204 Oh, my God. I sound like my mother. 842 00:38:45,537 --> 00:38:47,353 I want to be happy. 843 00:38:48,445 --> 00:38:49,767 Everyone's dying. 844 00:38:49,852 --> 00:38:51,556 Meredith's... 845 00:38:52,617 --> 00:38:55,495 Tomorrow is not promised. 846 00:38:55,797 --> 00:38:57,110 Not in marriage. 847 00:38:57,195 --> 00:38:58,728 Not in life. 848 00:38:59,337 --> 00:39:00,876 I want to be happy. 849 00:39:06,998 --> 00:39:08,892 She's decompensating. 850 00:39:10,500 --> 00:39:11,915 You should go in. 851 00:39:13,807 --> 00:39:16,571 She barely knows who I am. 852 00:39:17,279 --> 00:39:19,759 And I want to be there for her. 853 00:39:19,910 --> 00:39:23,538 I-I want her husband to be there for her. 854 00:39:23,623 --> 00:39:28,220 She deserves to be surrounded by love and family. 855 00:39:29,328 --> 00:39:31,173 But Dad's in quarantine. 856 00:39:31,474 --> 00:39:35,541 He's high-risk, and I don't want him to expose anyone. 857 00:39:35,626 --> 00:39:37,647 I don't want him to be exposed. 858 00:39:37,732 --> 00:39:40,681 I know this is not what you imagined for your mother. 859 00:39:40,766 --> 00:39:43,329 And I'm sorry about that. 860 00:39:44,432 --> 00:39:46,321 But she needs you now. 861 00:39:48,185 --> 00:39:50,163 It's time. 862 00:39:50,516 --> 00:39:52,416 And if you don't go in, 863 00:39:52,501 --> 00:39:55,178 I promise you will never forgive yourself. 864 00:39:57,873 --> 00:39:59,337 I'm scared. 865 00:40:00,711 --> 00:40:04,514 - ♪ I've got sunshine - I know. 866 00:40:04,740 --> 00:40:06,499 - ♪ On a cloudy day - We'll do it together. 867 00:40:06,755 --> 00:40:08,553 Patients lose their power 868 00:40:08,638 --> 00:40:11,759 when they are referred to as "Bed number 4" 869 00:40:11,861 --> 00:40:13,287 or "arm pain guy." 870 00:40:14,458 --> 00:40:17,513 - ♪ I've got the month of May - Even in their deaths, 871 00:40:17,751 --> 00:40:19,951 they are not faceless. 872 00:40:20,423 --> 00:40:22,141 They are not nameless. 873 00:40:22,226 --> 00:40:25,869 - ♪ I guess you'd say - They are more than statistics. 874 00:40:25,977 --> 00:40:28,112 ♪ What can make me ♪ 875 00:40:28,204 --> 00:40:30,433 ♪ feel this way? ♪ 876 00:40:30,882 --> 00:40:33,098 More than "co-morbid conditions" 877 00:40:33,183 --> 00:40:35,064 or "nursing-home patients." 878 00:40:35,542 --> 00:40:36,846 ♪ My girl 879 00:40:36,931 --> 00:40:40,611 They are sons, brothers, and uncles 880 00:40:40,696 --> 00:40:42,155 who speak five languages 881 00:40:42,275 --> 00:40:46,924 - and run restaurants... Wade Klein, 66. - ♪ My girl 882 00:40:47,628 --> 00:40:51,299 They are great-grandfathers who love Broadway... 883 00:40:51,384 --> 00:40:53,728 Jacob Lappin, 92. 884 00:40:53,813 --> 00:40:58,317 ♪ I don't need no money 885 00:40:58,419 --> 00:41:03,256 ♪ Fortune or fame 886 00:41:03,341 --> 00:41:06,197 ♪ I got all the riches, baby 887 00:41:06,282 --> 00:41:10,160 They are baseball loving nurses with an easy laugh... 888 00:41:10,245 --> 00:41:12,711 Dane Wilson, 45. 889 00:41:12,796 --> 00:41:18,133 ♪ I guess you'd say 890 00:41:18,674 --> 00:41:22,258 ♪ What can make me feel 891 00:41:22,418 --> 00:41:25,378 - ♪ This way? - ♪ This way? 892 00:41:25,633 --> 00:41:28,805 - ♪ My girl - ♪ My girl 893 00:41:28,908 --> 00:41:34,331 ♪ Talking 'bout my girl ♪ Talking 'bout my girl 894 00:41:36,628 --> 00:41:38,129 ♪ My girl ♪ 895 00:41:38,214 --> 00:41:40,024 It's okay. 896 00:41:41,414 --> 00:41:43,180 - Okay. - ♪ My girl 897 00:41:44,343 --> 00:41:47,407 They are the world's greatest mothers, 898 00:41:47,492 --> 00:41:50,844 and they are the most beloved wives... 899 00:41:50,929 --> 00:41:55,259 Elena Rose Bailey, 84. 66577

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