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It's just a migraine.
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Honey,
until we're completely sure...
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Is the pain a tight
band or pulsating?
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Good question.
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Pulsating,
light bothers me, nausea.
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I get these all the time.
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You said you didn't feel a,
uh...
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What'd you call it? A...
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An aura. I know, but...
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Exactly how often do
you get these symptoms?
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I just ask, since your boyfriend
doesn't seem to recognize them.
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(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)
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(BOTH CHUCKLE)
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Zane and I have only known
each other for eight days.
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It moved fast.
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Ellie,
did you feel your foot twitch?
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No.
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Positive Babinski.
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What does that mean?
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It's not a migraine.
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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)
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DR. REZNICK: Oh, that.
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I was performing due
diligence on my new roommate,
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who might be a violent maniac,
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and look what I
found in his closet.
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It's cute.
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You moved in with two suitcases.
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You only have four
pairs of underwear.
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How the hell did a
parrot make the cut?
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I'm a Parrothead.
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A Jimmy Buffett enthusiast.
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The Margaritaville guy?
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Well, he has other,
far better songs,
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but yes, the Margaritaville guy.
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It brings me luck.
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Scary to think what your
life would be like without it.
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Can I have it back?
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It's fun getting to
know you better.
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Worth every damn
bit of sacrifice.
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(GROANS, WINCES)
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I was demonstrating a torch
lift this morning, and, bang.
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"Ballet master."
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You're a dancer?
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God, no. I'm like the CEO.
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At my age,
I'd be the Betty White of the troupe.
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Is she a dancer?
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I don't know much about,
uh, culture.
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(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)
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I assume I just sprained something,
right?
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Uh,
we will need neuro and abdominal exams,
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X-rays for fractures,
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CBC for infection,
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cultures to rule out
a spinal abscess...
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You're new, aren't you?
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Uh, it's my second week here.
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It's actually only my
first day seeing patients.
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Am I your first?
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Yes.
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Sorry. But, yes.
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Well...
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That's impressive.
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Whoever's supervising
you must really trust you.
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I'm not sure that's true.
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They won't let me
join their stupid gym
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because I had
high blood pressure.
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How am I supposed to
lower it if I can't work out?
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200 over 105.
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That is quite high.
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I just told you it was high.
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Are you a smoker?
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Yeah. Pack or two a day.
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More if I feel crappy.
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And...
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Do you have diabetes?
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You're reading those
questions out of a book?
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Yes. Have you ever
done this before?
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I told you. You
have to trust them.
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I don't.
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Then act like you do.
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Go away.
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JORDAN: Nothing more romantic than
spending one of your first dates in an ER.
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Well,
stressful experiences release oxytocin.
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Same hormone that
creates emotional bonds.
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This might actually
cement their relationship.
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(COMPUTER BEEPS)
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Next to the hippocampus.
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Is that a tooth?
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Dermoid cyst. Cool.
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She's having a seizure.
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Secure her airway. Push
two milligrams Ativan.
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(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
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Thank you for
trusting us enough...
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Please report.
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Uh,
58-year-old male dancer with back pain.
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I ruled out red flags
like osteomyelitis
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and kidney infection,
but I did find evidence
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of a mild L2 compression
fracture with moderate wedging
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and evidence of impingement
on the neural canal.
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You want to start beta blockers?
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Me? Yeah. I think my
patient's a stroke risk.
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BP's 200 over 105.
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It was the same
at her gym earlier?
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Can you raise your arms?
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Okay. Now try to
squeeze my hands.
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I just did all these
tests with her.
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I thought you were gonna give
me stuff to lower my blood pressure.
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That would kill you.
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Now push against my hands.
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If she's in danger
of having a stroke...
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She's not. She's
already having one.
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Smoking on estrogen
put her at high risk.
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Loss of circadian blood
pressure variation confirms it.
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Stick out your tongue.
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We gotta get a CTA.
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No. We're treating with IV tPA.
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Don't we need to locate
the clot? We just did.
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Right deviation means a
right vertebral artery occlusion.
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Oh. You can close
your mouth now.
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CLAIRE: Her seizure and coma
were caused by a dermoid cyst.
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It's a pocket of tissue with bits of teeth,
hair, and fat.
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She likely got it
before she was born.
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What can you do?
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The less invasive
option is to put in a drain
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to release some pressure,
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treat with anti-seizure
meds and steroids,
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then basically watch to see
if the swelling goes down.
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And the more invasive?
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Surgical removal.
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But the cyst is deep inside
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and wrapped
around major arteries,
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so it is more likely
to fix the problem,
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but it carries risk of
stroke or paralysis.
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(SIGHS)
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We need a decision quickly.
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Ellie's sister is
on the paperwork,
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but we haven't been
able to reach her.
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Do you know where the
parents live or any other siblings?
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He might still be on a business trip,
but, uh...
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(SIGHS)
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you can try her husband.
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If we can't reduce the swelling,
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she will have
permanent brain damage.
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Is that him?
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Brendan,
we need you to make a decision.
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Yeah, yeah.
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I'm... I'm not sure that
I'm the right one to...
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I mean, right now,
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I hate her.
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You don't.
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You're angry.
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You're hurt.
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Because you love her.
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(INAUDIBLE)
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58-year-old male
dancer with back pain.
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Moderate vertebral wedging and
impingement on the neural canal.
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Yes. I think an L2
compression fracture.
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Prescribe anti-inflammatories,
a brace, and PT,
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then discharge him.
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Do you wanna re-check anything?
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No.
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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Remember to floss your
brain after every meal, people.
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CLAIRE: Aspirating.
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Do you think we
should be doing this?
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I know we have to legally,
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but maybe her husband isn't
the one who knows her best,
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knows what she wants.
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Better than the guy who
met her last weekend.
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Arachnoid knife.
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Mmm, that guy,
she's in love with him. Apparently.
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Well, maybe she loves them both.
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Aren't you a romantic!
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Watch for perforators.
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I've been polyamorous for years.
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When I was monogamous,
I was jealous, possessive, egotistical.
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Our patient wasn't
honest. That's not cool.
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But other than that...
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(INHALES DEEPLY)
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Good margins all around.
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Let's dry up the field
and close her up.
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I never would've guessed
I was your first patient.
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Felt more like the fourth.
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By the way,
did I detect an accent?
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No.
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I mean, I had one,
but I worked really hard to lose it.
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No one ever notices it anymore.
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Eastern Europe?
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Brooklyn.
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Williamsburg.
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I grew up Hasidic,
speaking Yiddish.
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I left it a long time ago.
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You left the... the religion?
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The religion, the culture,
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my family.
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Must not have been easy,
growing up that way,
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knowing you were
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a doctor.
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Excuse me?
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My generation,
you could get bashed.
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You could get thrown in jail.
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We had to learn codes,
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how to read each other.
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You should thank
your lucky stars
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you get to live your
life the way you want it.
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I don't know what
you went through.
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Please don't pretend to
know what I went through.
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Sir?
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My gut...
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(GROANS)
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Code blue!
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The surgery seemed successful,
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but we need to monitor for
seizures over the next 24 hours.
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ENRIQUE: Is this high enough?
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Um, a little to the left.
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No. To the right. Yeah.
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You never said
anything was wrong.
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Can we have the
room for a moment?
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I'm sorry,
but we really need to check...
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You're worried about
talking in front of them?
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Embarrassing me?
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I didn't think
anything was wrong.
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(SIGHS)
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When I met Zane,
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it made me realize
something was missing.
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Or, at least,
I think that's what I'm feeling.
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ENRIQUE: You mind
tilting your chin up?
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ELLIE: I'm sorry.
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Why couldn't you
just talk to me?
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Or... Or leave me?
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I don't know.
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Were you happy?
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With him?
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(SCOFFS)
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I guess I should go.
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Brendan?
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Who are these people?
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Ellie,
do you know where you are?
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Why am I in the hospital?
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(BREATHING SHAKILY)
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SHAUN: Suprarenal
aortic aneurysm.
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It ruptured as he
was being discharged.
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Clamping aorta now.
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How much blood is he down?
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We suctioned out two liters
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and gave six units
on the rapid infuser.
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SHAUN: The aneurysm
caused his back pain.
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Dr. Wolke missed it.
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I did an abdominal exam.
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Aneurysms are
very hard to catch.
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Experienced doctors
miss them all the time.
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Potts scissors.
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The aneurysm is 6.5 centimeters.
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Dr. Wolke should have felt it.
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It felt like normal musculature.
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I'm so sorry.
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We'll never know what you felt.
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There's no way to know if you,
or any doctor, for that matter,
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would have detected this.
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I would have.
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He asked me if I
wanted to double-check.
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If I had, I would've caught the
aneurysm before the rupture.
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Stop it.
264
00:13:31,511 --> 00:13:32,812
He made a mistake.
265
00:13:32,946 --> 00:13:34,581
He might have.
266
00:13:34,714 --> 00:13:35,883
But you did, too.
267
00:13:36,016 --> 00:13:38,451
No. You told me to back off.
268
00:13:38,585 --> 00:13:40,345
I didn't tell you to
abdicate responsibility.
269
00:13:46,093 --> 00:13:49,129
When a First Year asks if
you want to re-check their work,
270
00:13:49,262 --> 00:13:51,264
your answer should
always be "yes."
271
00:13:54,134 --> 00:13:56,136
The fact they're
asking is a warning sign.
272
00:14:00,040 --> 00:14:01,174
I didn't know that.
273
00:14:10,583 --> 00:14:12,019
It's called retrograde
memory loss.
274
00:14:12,152 --> 00:14:13,752
Luckily,
it seems to have been temporary.
275
00:14:13,786 --> 00:14:14,786
She's lucid again.
276
00:14:16,323 --> 00:14:18,892
We're running an
MRI and lab tests
277
00:14:19,026 --> 00:14:20,627
to see what caused it.
278
00:14:20,760 --> 00:14:23,130
Thank you for, uh,
telling me. I know I'm just the...
279
00:14:24,764 --> 00:14:25,764
You care.
280
00:14:28,969 --> 00:14:32,439
Maybe things with Ellie and I
weren't always perfect, but...
281
00:14:32,572 --> 00:14:33,572
It was exciting.
282
00:14:35,542 --> 00:14:36,542
When I was with her...
283
00:14:38,411 --> 00:14:40,113
Never felt that way before.
284
00:14:40,247 --> 00:14:41,949
I took care of her
when she was sick.
285
00:14:43,016 --> 00:14:44,017
I never strayed.
286
00:14:44,151 --> 00:14:45,518
It wasn't about
the things we did.
287
00:14:45,652 --> 00:14:46,686
It was... It was about
288
00:14:48,588 --> 00:14:49,588
being with her.
289
00:14:52,559 --> 00:14:54,327
She stuck by me
when I needed her.
290
00:14:56,196 --> 00:14:58,331
Last year,
I was... I was drinking way too much.
291
00:15:03,870 --> 00:15:05,390
It's hard to imagine
being without her.
292
00:15:06,539 --> 00:15:08,059
I just can't imagine
being without her.
293
00:15:16,683 --> 00:15:17,951
She's stable.
294
00:15:18,085 --> 00:15:20,687
Q-hour neuro exams and
monitor for signs of elevated ICP.
295
00:15:20,820 --> 00:15:22,065
("MARGARITAVILLE"
RINGTONE PLAYING)
296
00:15:22,089 --> 00:15:26,559
♪ * Wastin' away
again in Margaritaville
297
00:15:26,693 --> 00:15:29,096
I believe you're getting a call,
Dr. Park.
298
00:15:29,229 --> 00:15:32,932
♪♪ Searchin' for my
lost shaker of salt ♪♪
299
00:15:33,066 --> 00:15:35,368
(DECLINES CALL) You're
a Parrothead. Wear it proud.
300
00:15:37,737 --> 00:15:39,472
Can we just agree
to have some limits?
301
00:15:39,606 --> 00:15:41,441
Maybe not everything
I own is fair game.
302
00:15:41,574 --> 00:15:42,574
Mmm, no.
303
00:15:43,843 --> 00:15:45,245
Perfect.
304
00:15:45,378 --> 00:15:47,458
Trust me,
it'll be worth every damn bit of sacrifice.
305
00:15:50,650 --> 00:15:52,319
I've said that twice now.
306
00:15:52,452 --> 00:15:53,320
You've said a
lot of things twice.
307
00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:54,563
You have limited creativity.
308
00:15:54,587 --> 00:15:55,831
Truth is,
it wasn't creative at all.
309
00:15:55,855 --> 00:15:57,700
It's from Jimmy Buffett's
Cheeseburger In Paradise,
310
00:15:57,724 --> 00:15:59,892
one of his Big 8. So big,
even I know it.
311
00:16:00,027 --> 00:16:01,594
You, sir, are no Parrothead.
312
00:16:05,532 --> 00:16:06,892
Mia does woodwork
as a side hustle.
313
00:16:06,966 --> 00:16:08,411
She made it for me on
our first trip to Hawaii.
314
00:16:08,435 --> 00:16:09,502
Lovely.
315
00:16:09,636 --> 00:16:10,737
Wait, no, that's not right.
316
00:16:10,870 --> 00:16:12,172
"Pathetic"?
317
00:16:12,305 --> 00:16:14,625
And do you toss away all
mementos of past friends and jobs?
318
00:16:14,741 --> 00:16:16,541
If a job cheated on me,
I might wanna move on.
319
00:16:17,877 --> 00:16:19,322
When's the last time
you dated someone?
320
00:16:19,346 --> 00:16:21,024
When's the last time you
acted like a human being?
321
00:16:21,048 --> 00:16:22,782
So, years?
322
00:16:22,915 --> 00:16:25,285
Yeah,
I definitely found the right word.
323
00:16:25,418 --> 00:16:26,419
See you at home.
324
00:16:34,894 --> 00:16:35,894
You can't sleep?
325
00:16:37,264 --> 00:16:39,666
You want some warm milk?
326
00:16:39,799 --> 00:16:41,934
My mother has, like,
18 prescriptions for this.
327
00:16:42,069 --> 00:16:44,137
Some of them are
actual prescriptions.
328
00:16:44,904 --> 00:16:46,005
I can sleep
329
00:16:46,139 --> 00:16:48,275
but need to figure out
how to supervise better.
330
00:16:49,609 --> 00:16:51,811
How many of these are
you planning to read tonight?
331
00:16:51,944 --> 00:16:54,181
Just the relevant
sections of each.
332
00:16:54,314 --> 00:16:57,550
Tech bros are always watching
TED Talks on leadership.
333
00:16:57,684 --> 00:16:59,204
That could be quicker
than those books.
334
00:17:03,590 --> 00:17:06,526
How about tomorrow,
we have a date night?
335
00:17:06,659 --> 00:17:09,762
Why would we need a date night
336
00:17:09,896 --> 00:17:12,031
if we're in a relationship
and living together?
337
00:17:12,165 --> 00:17:14,167
Because it'll be fun.
338
00:17:14,301 --> 00:17:15,868
I'll schedule date
night for tomorrow.
339
00:17:16,002 --> 00:17:17,970
Great. Think of
something for us to do.
340
00:17:21,974 --> 00:17:24,377
There is one thing that
helps most people sleep
341
00:17:24,511 --> 00:17:26,746
that my mother did
not tell me about.
342
00:17:28,815 --> 00:17:29,815
(TYPING)
343
00:17:32,119 --> 00:17:34,020
What makes a great manager?
344
00:17:34,154 --> 00:17:36,656
Some say it's all
about planning.
345
00:17:36,789 --> 00:17:39,226
Others, charismatic leadership.
346
00:17:39,359 --> 00:17:40,360
A third group...
347
00:17:42,562 --> 00:17:45,232
Your temporary memory
loss was caused by some fat
348
00:17:45,365 --> 00:17:46,999
that leaked from your cyst.
349
00:17:47,134 --> 00:17:49,001
We can remove
it via a craniotomy,
350
00:17:49,136 --> 00:17:52,172
but there is a real risk
of more memory loss.
351
00:17:52,305 --> 00:17:53,506
Maybe permanently.
352
00:17:55,208 --> 00:17:56,709
What will I lose?
353
00:17:56,843 --> 00:17:58,445
The time prior to the surgery.
354
00:17:58,578 --> 00:18:00,747
Days, weeks, possibly months.
355
00:18:01,648 --> 00:18:03,015
But if we don't operate soon,
356
00:18:03,150 --> 00:18:04,550
the risk of brain
damage only grows.
357
00:18:05,518 --> 00:18:06,519
(BREATHING SHAKILY)
358
00:18:07,154 --> 00:18:08,155
I can't do it.
359
00:18:14,227 --> 00:18:16,763
I don't even know
what I want right now,
360
00:18:16,896 --> 00:18:20,200
but I do know that I don't want
the decision about my marriage
361
00:18:20,333 --> 00:18:21,601
forced on me by an operation.
362
00:18:26,139 --> 00:18:27,139
Please,
363
00:18:27,974 --> 00:18:29,209
find another answer.
364
00:18:39,819 --> 00:18:41,454
You are not very
good at your jobs,
365
00:18:41,588 --> 00:18:42,998
and I'm not very
good at teaching you,
366
00:18:43,022 --> 00:18:45,592
so we are going to focus
on one step at a time.
367
00:18:45,725 --> 00:18:47,627
You will master
each skill separately.
368
00:18:47,760 --> 00:18:49,729
I've made a list of 400 skills.
369
00:18:49,862 --> 00:18:52,102
I didn't have the time to
finish it last night because...
370
00:18:53,433 --> 00:18:56,236
Dr. Wolke,
you will be focusing on physical exams.
371
00:18:56,369 --> 00:18:58,981
You'll find a list of the seven
post-op tests to be conducted on Carl.
372
00:18:59,005 --> 00:19:00,940
Dr. Jackson,
you will find relevant seminars
373
00:19:01,073 --> 00:19:02,742
on conquering nerves
in the workplace.
374
00:19:02,875 --> 00:19:04,577
What are good
activities for a date?
375
00:19:05,077 --> 00:19:06,346
Uh...
376
00:19:06,479 --> 00:19:07,814
What does she like?
377
00:19:07,947 --> 00:19:10,149
Cars, coding,
Zelda: Breath of the Wild,
378
00:19:10,283 --> 00:19:12,885
Sauvignon Blanc, Skittles,
RuPaul's Drag Race,
379
00:19:13,019 --> 00:19:14,321
camping...
380
00:19:14,454 --> 00:19:16,254
I had a very romantic
time camping in Big Sur.
381
00:19:16,323 --> 00:19:17,590
This is for tonight.
382
00:19:20,460 --> 00:19:21,620
I haven't gone on many dates.
383
00:19:25,365 --> 00:19:27,099
But everyone loves movies. Hmm.
384
00:19:40,613 --> 00:19:42,249
Healing nicely.
385
00:19:42,382 --> 00:19:43,850
No redness or swelling.
386
00:19:45,051 --> 00:19:46,619
I'm gonna palpate around it now.
387
00:19:48,120 --> 00:19:49,120
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
388
00:19:51,524 --> 00:19:53,760
Look, I need to apologize.
389
00:19:53,893 --> 00:19:55,928
For bringing up your
personal life the other day.
390
00:19:59,332 --> 00:20:01,000
No.
391
00:20:01,133 --> 00:20:02,702
You have nothing to
apologize to me for.
392
00:20:05,972 --> 00:20:09,809
So, what's next on your list?
393
00:20:09,942 --> 00:20:12,645
Checking for signs of
infection inside your abdomen.
394
00:20:15,748 --> 00:20:16,748
Open your eyes wider.
395
00:20:22,555 --> 00:20:23,823
You have signs of jaundice.
396
00:20:26,092 --> 00:20:27,460
I think your liver's failing.
397
00:20:28,261 --> 00:20:29,261
(SIGHS)
398
00:20:34,501 --> 00:20:36,569
SHAUN: The liver is being
damaged by a new aneurysm.
399
00:20:36,703 --> 00:20:39,372
How? A genetic
predisposition or...
400
00:20:39,506 --> 00:20:41,207
More likely,
when we fixed the first one,
401
00:20:41,341 --> 00:20:42,701
we increased the
pressure upstream.
402
00:20:43,810 --> 00:20:45,345
Can we stent the celiac?
403
00:20:45,478 --> 00:20:46,679
Anatomy's too tricky.
404
00:20:48,214 --> 00:20:49,582
Aortic to celiac bypass?
405
00:20:49,716 --> 00:20:52,452
We'd just risk a new
aneurysm forming upstream.
406
00:20:52,585 --> 00:20:54,587
Maybe,
but it solves the problem in front of us.
407
00:20:54,721 --> 00:20:56,423
He'll die without
an intervention.
408
00:20:56,556 --> 00:20:58,190
He'll probably die either way.
409
00:21:03,229 --> 00:21:06,433
Let's all take the time to
research alternate solutions.
410
00:21:06,566 --> 00:21:09,602
If we can't come up with
something better in 24 hours,
411
00:21:09,736 --> 00:21:10,870
we proceed with the bypass.
412
00:21:28,555 --> 00:21:30,923
She's saying no for
emotional reasons.
413
00:21:32,925 --> 00:21:35,061
So the answer isn't medical.
414
00:21:35,194 --> 00:21:36,194
It's emotional.
415
00:21:40,367 --> 00:21:43,202
We think Zane
should talk to Ellie.
416
00:21:43,336 --> 00:21:44,704
No.
417
00:21:44,837 --> 00:21:46,573
I don't want him
anywhere near her.
418
00:21:46,706 --> 00:21:48,741
To convince her to
do the craniotomy.
419
00:21:51,277 --> 00:21:52,745
From you, it's self-serving.
420
00:21:53,380 --> 00:21:54,380
From Zane...
421
00:21:56,148 --> 00:21:57,484
Wait. If she doesn't want it...
422
00:21:57,617 --> 00:21:59,786
You said you can't
imagine life without her.
423
00:22:02,054 --> 00:22:04,591
If you meant that,
you'd risk anything to keep her alive.
424
00:22:05,758 --> 00:22:07,259
Including her memories of you.
425
00:22:20,072 --> 00:22:21,072
(CHUCKLES)
426
00:22:22,008 --> 00:22:24,143
Well done, Shaunie.
427
00:22:24,611 --> 00:22:25,612
(SIGHS)
428
00:22:27,647 --> 00:22:29,649
I really needed this.
429
00:22:29,782 --> 00:22:31,350
The system update yesterday?
430
00:22:31,484 --> 00:22:33,352
Went bananas.
431
00:22:33,486 --> 00:22:34,806
I've been flooded
with complaints.
432
00:22:35,555 --> 00:22:36,555
Total nightmare.
433
00:22:38,525 --> 00:22:40,159
How's work? Did the videos help?
434
00:22:40,292 --> 00:22:41,293
Yes.
435
00:22:44,196 --> 00:22:45,196
Tell me more.
436
00:22:46,733 --> 00:22:50,102
One of my patients developed
a secondary aneurysm.
437
00:22:50,236 --> 00:22:52,639
Now I need to find a
surgical fix by tomorrow.
438
00:22:52,772 --> 00:22:54,240
Otherwise, he will probably die.
439
00:22:54,373 --> 00:22:55,808
I brought Skittles.
440
00:22:58,845 --> 00:23:00,580
Shouldn't you be
at the hospital?
441
00:23:00,713 --> 00:23:02,715
Yes. After you go to bed,
442
00:23:02,849 --> 00:23:04,684
I plan to go back
and do research.
443
00:23:06,018 --> 00:23:08,821
Shaunie, go to the hospital.
444
00:23:08,955 --> 00:23:10,823
No, we made this schedule.
445
00:23:12,892 --> 00:23:14,026
Someone else needs you.
446
00:23:15,294 --> 00:23:16,563
More than I need you.
447
00:23:16,696 --> 00:23:19,466
It's a hospital.
448
00:23:19,599 --> 00:23:20,900
It's filled with sick people.
449
00:23:21,033 --> 00:23:23,803
But tomorrow,
will someone need you
450
00:23:23,936 --> 00:23:25,313
to come up with a
way to save their life?
451
00:23:25,337 --> 00:23:27,106
Mmm, maybe.
452
00:23:30,710 --> 00:23:32,845
Probably not tomorrow.
453
00:23:35,381 --> 00:23:36,381
Okay.
454
00:23:38,184 --> 00:23:39,184
Mmm-hmm.
455
00:23:41,721 --> 00:23:42,722
(SIGHS)
456
00:23:43,690 --> 00:23:47,026
I am canceling date night.
457
00:23:47,794 --> 00:23:48,794
That's rude.
458
00:23:48,895 --> 00:23:49,895
Oh, well.
459
00:23:58,370 --> 00:23:59,371
Then
460
00:24:00,540 --> 00:24:01,641
I should
461
00:24:02,875 --> 00:24:03,943
go to the hospital.
462
00:24:04,410 --> 00:24:05,410
Mmm-hmm.
463
00:24:14,754 --> 00:24:16,114
They're prepping
Ellie for surgery.
464
00:24:17,123 --> 00:24:18,390
Any last-minute questions?
465
00:24:22,428 --> 00:24:23,428
What should I do?
466
00:24:26,533 --> 00:24:27,533
Forgive her.
467
00:24:29,035 --> 00:24:31,838
Under the right circumstances,
every human will stray.
468
00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:33,405
We're not hardwired
for monogamy.
469
00:24:34,941 --> 00:24:36,221
I'm guessing you're not married.
470
00:24:37,343 --> 00:24:39,103
I'm not saying that
it's wrong to feel angry.
471
00:24:40,212 --> 00:24:41,292
She wasn't honest with you.
472
00:24:44,116 --> 00:24:45,852
The alternative to forgiving her
473
00:24:45,985 --> 00:24:47,265
is losing someone that you love.
474
00:24:51,724 --> 00:24:52,725
Then what?
475
00:24:55,261 --> 00:24:57,830
If she comes back to me
just because she forgets him,
476
00:24:58,464 --> 00:24:59,464
(BREATHES DEEPLY)
477
00:25:00,900 --> 00:25:02,140
my marriage wouldn't be honest.
478
00:25:09,876 --> 00:25:10,876
I have an idea.
479
00:25:13,846 --> 00:25:16,315
We could remove
more proximal aorta
480
00:25:16,448 --> 00:25:17,784
and extend the graft.
481
00:25:17,917 --> 00:25:20,452
And rebuild the
celiac trunk with what?
482
00:25:21,020 --> 00:25:22,021
Dacron?
483
00:25:22,154 --> 00:25:23,322
Branches are too complex.
484
00:25:25,091 --> 00:25:27,193
This Lancet article
on polymer materials
485
00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:29,160
doesn't work.
486
00:25:29,261 --> 00:25:31,463
But thin-film nitinol?
487
00:25:41,273 --> 00:25:42,473
(WHISPERING) Did we break him?
488
00:25:47,847 --> 00:25:50,482
We have the material.
489
00:25:53,853 --> 00:25:55,221
It's his veins.
490
00:26:05,331 --> 00:26:06,899
Hey! Oh, I'm sorry.
491
00:26:07,033 --> 00:26:09,001
Did we reestablish
personal boundaries?
492
00:26:10,536 --> 00:26:14,006
This morning's presentation's
on who's not moving on?
493
00:26:15,107 --> 00:26:16,575
Exhibit A.
494
00:26:16,709 --> 00:26:19,178
Canoodling on a very
romantic hillside with...
495
00:26:19,311 --> 00:26:20,913
With my gay best
friend. Can you leave?
496
00:26:21,914 --> 00:26:22,915
Exhibit B.
497
00:26:24,216 --> 00:26:27,553
A XXL Rob Gronkowski jersey.
498
00:26:27,687 --> 00:26:29,155
Just the latest fashion style
499
00:26:29,288 --> 00:26:30,723
from a woman who
hates the Patriots?
500
00:26:30,857 --> 00:26:31,857
Or an ex-boyfriend's...
501
00:26:31,924 --> 00:26:33,726
Not an ex. I hooked
up with Gronk.
502
00:26:33,860 --> 00:26:34,860
Seemed worth preserving.
503
00:26:38,097 --> 00:26:39,265
Rob? Or one of his brothers?
504
00:26:41,500 --> 00:26:42,500
Props. I guess.
505
00:26:42,969 --> 00:26:45,371
Exhibit infinitum.
506
00:26:45,504 --> 00:26:47,406
Two ticket stubs to
Quantum of Solace.
507
00:26:47,539 --> 00:26:50,142
Now, you once called
Daniel Craig "James Blonde,"
508
00:26:50,276 --> 00:26:52,478
and yet, 11 years later,
these were in your drawer,
509
00:26:52,611 --> 00:26:56,015
on top of an instruction
manual for a 2019 cellphone,
510
00:26:56,148 --> 00:26:58,250
which means you dug
them out within the last year.
511
00:26:58,384 --> 00:27:00,352
Why? I can only
assume you are currently
512
00:27:00,486 --> 00:27:02,366
once again hooking up
with the James Blonde fan.
513
00:27:03,055 --> 00:27:04,456
How could you possible deduce...
514
00:27:04,590 --> 00:27:05,590
I also read your e-mails.
515
00:27:06,959 --> 00:27:08,199
You've been sleeping with an ex
516
00:27:08,260 --> 00:27:09,628
without asking for
any commitment.
517
00:27:09,762 --> 00:27:11,698
It's just sex. It's not
keeping me from anything.
518
00:27:11,831 --> 00:27:14,066
What's more likely to prevent
someone from moving on?
519
00:27:14,200 --> 00:27:16,703
A parrot in a drawer
or an ex in your bed?
520
00:27:16,836 --> 00:27:19,471
I'm at least getting something
hot from the situation.
521
00:27:19,605 --> 00:27:20,907
You're just
wallowing in failure.
522
00:27:24,811 --> 00:27:26,445
So, if your bag's empty,
523
00:27:26,578 --> 00:27:28,178
I'm naked and have
to go to the bathroom.
524
00:27:37,089 --> 00:27:38,825
It's called a
Y-shaped vein graft.
525
00:27:38,958 --> 00:27:40,827
Your aorta is damaged
from the aneurysm
526
00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:42,261
right where it branches off.
527
00:27:42,394 --> 00:27:45,297
We're gonna find a vein in
your leg that's similar in size,
528
00:27:45,431 --> 00:27:48,267
cut it out,
and use it to replace the damaged artery.
529
00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:49,400
How bad is it?
530
00:27:50,302 --> 00:27:51,503
This is an excellent solution.
531
00:27:51,637 --> 00:27:52,671
If it works.
532
00:27:54,173 --> 00:27:55,893
What are the actual
chances that it doesn't,
533
00:27:56,743 --> 00:27:57,744
that I'm gonna die?
534
00:27:59,145 --> 00:27:59,979
I don't want to give a number.
535
00:28:00,112 --> 00:28:01,113
(EXHALES)
536
00:28:02,114 --> 00:28:03,115
I mean, I can't.
537
00:28:04,951 --> 00:28:06,786
I literally can't. There
are too many factors.
538
00:28:06,919 --> 00:28:07,963
I can call in Dr. Murphy...
539
00:28:07,987 --> 00:28:09,188
I don't need to hear numbers.
540
00:28:10,022 --> 00:28:11,190
How bad is this?
541
00:28:18,064 --> 00:28:19,064
Bad.
542
00:28:22,034 --> 00:28:23,035
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
543
00:28:25,137 --> 00:28:26,138
Thank you.
544
00:28:31,677 --> 00:28:34,180
Whatever happens,
you're gonna be an incredible doctor.
545
00:28:35,982 --> 00:28:38,150
And I am honored to
have been your first patient.
546
00:28:46,592 --> 00:28:47,592
I screwed up.
547
00:28:49,361 --> 00:28:51,163
(BREATH TREMBLING)
That first exam,
548
00:28:52,832 --> 00:28:53,832
I felt something.
549
00:28:56,803 --> 00:28:58,737
I should have known
it was an aneurysm.
550
00:29:00,539 --> 00:29:02,179
We could have saved
you before it got bad.
551
00:29:04,844 --> 00:29:05,845
Why...
552
00:29:09,048 --> 00:29:10,449
You were my first patient.
553
00:29:12,584 --> 00:29:13,585
(SIGHS)
554
00:29:18,224 --> 00:29:19,758
I need you to do
something for me.
555
00:29:21,861 --> 00:29:23,195
I need you to pray.
556
00:29:25,531 --> 00:29:27,199
You must know a
prayer for the sick.
557
00:29:31,037 --> 00:29:32,271
I'm not a believer anymore.
558
00:29:33,139 --> 00:29:34,206
Neither am I.
559
00:29:35,641 --> 00:29:36,641
But...
560
00:29:37,709 --> 00:29:38,710
(SIGHS)
561
00:29:56,128 --> 00:29:57,229
(PRAYING IN YIDDISH)
562
00:30:20,086 --> 00:30:21,087
(MONITOR BEEPING)
563
00:30:31,397 --> 00:30:33,065
Ellie, do you know these men?
564
00:30:34,366 --> 00:30:35,366
Of course.
565
00:30:35,734 --> 00:30:36,734
Brendan.
566
00:30:39,771 --> 00:30:40,771
And...
567
00:30:43,575 --> 00:30:45,311
And are you a
friend of Brendan's?
568
00:30:46,112 --> 00:30:47,113
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
569
00:30:48,180 --> 00:30:49,281
Something like that.
570
00:31:05,764 --> 00:31:07,366
A lot has happened
in the last week.
571
00:31:09,768 --> 00:31:13,305
So before you went under,
the doctors made a video.
572
00:31:15,174 --> 00:31:17,910
It's sort of, uh, a message
573
00:31:18,044 --> 00:31:19,404
from your old self
to your new one.
574
00:31:20,346 --> 00:31:21,346
(CHUCKLES)
575
00:31:23,249 --> 00:31:24,249
Um...
576
00:31:29,188 --> 00:31:30,322
I just want you to know
577
00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:32,891
that I love you.
578
00:31:52,678 --> 00:31:54,522
ENRIQUE ON PHONE: Tell
me about the day you met.
579
00:31:54,546 --> 00:31:56,382
(CHUCKLES)
580
00:31:56,515 --> 00:32:01,120
I was in the middle of
an art exhibit in SoMa,
581
00:32:01,253 --> 00:32:04,723
and I noticed this guy,
and he was
582
00:32:04,856 --> 00:32:09,261
looking at all the same
paintings I had been looking at.
583
00:32:09,395 --> 00:32:11,955
DR. LIM: Need another 6-0 loaded
backhand for the arterial stump.
584
00:32:13,132 --> 00:32:14,172
(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)
585
00:32:16,202 --> 00:32:17,303
Graft is secure.
586
00:32:17,436 --> 00:32:18,737
Take off the Satinsky clamp.
587
00:32:25,511 --> 00:32:27,913
Good perfusion
to his lower body.
588
00:32:28,047 --> 00:32:30,249
(ALARM BEEPING)
JORDAN: Heart rate's spiking.
589
00:32:30,382 --> 00:32:33,052
There's no ST elevations.
590
00:32:34,253 --> 00:32:36,122
(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
591
00:32:36,255 --> 00:32:38,224
BP's tanking. Did he
thrombose the graft?
592
00:32:41,060 --> 00:32:43,729
Distal anastomosis is pulsatile.
593
00:32:43,862 --> 00:32:47,766
But there is blood pooling
in the left lower quadrant.
594
00:32:47,899 --> 00:32:48,899
The right, too.
595
00:32:51,303 --> 00:32:52,823
He's bleeding
everywhere but the graft.
596
00:32:54,106 --> 00:32:55,374
ASHER: It's DIC.
597
00:32:55,507 --> 00:32:56,684
Send a stat ROTEM
and coag profile...
598
00:32:56,708 --> 00:32:57,708
(ALARM BLARING)
599
00:32:59,178 --> 00:33:01,338
Start compression,
give epinephrine, and get the defib.
600
00:33:10,422 --> 00:33:11,790
Set it to 120. 120.
601
00:33:11,923 --> 00:33:13,035
(DEFIBRILLATOR WHIRS) Clear.
602
00:33:13,059 --> 00:33:14,059
(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)
603
00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:15,760
Compressions.
604
00:33:16,295 --> 00:33:17,296
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
605
00:33:19,465 --> 00:33:20,465
No response.
606
00:33:23,069 --> 00:33:25,237
Go to monophasic at 360.
607
00:33:25,371 --> 00:33:26,491
(DEFIBRILLATOR WHIRS) Clear.
608
00:33:28,240 --> 00:33:29,241
(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)
609
00:33:32,944 --> 00:33:33,945
(EKG FLATLINING)
610
00:33:37,749 --> 00:33:38,749
(FLATLINE CONTINUES)
611
00:33:42,988 --> 00:33:44,188
Why aren't you shocking again?
612
00:33:45,324 --> 00:33:47,359
He's in asystole.
613
00:33:48,860 --> 00:33:49,861
Dr. Lim?
614
00:33:55,201 --> 00:33:56,201
(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)
615
00:33:57,103 --> 00:33:58,103
(FLATLINE CONTINUES)
616
00:33:59,371 --> 00:34:00,372
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
617
00:34:03,909 --> 00:34:05,043
Dr. Wolke.
618
00:34:06,078 --> 00:34:07,078
He's dead.
619
00:34:09,581 --> 00:34:10,581
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
620
00:34:18,124 --> 00:34:20,025
DR. LIM: Time of death,
7:23 p.m.
621
00:34:20,159 --> 00:34:21,160
(EKG SWITCHES OFF)
622
00:34:23,162 --> 00:34:24,162
(BREATH TREMBLING)
623
00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:29,600
Take as much time as you need.
624
00:34:30,802 --> 00:34:31,802
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
625
00:35:12,244 --> 00:35:13,244
I was in love with him.
626
00:35:14,045 --> 00:35:15,947
All those moments I had,
627
00:35:16,081 --> 00:35:19,351
meeting at the gallery,
the conversations...
628
00:35:22,521 --> 00:35:23,789
I don't remember any of them.
629
00:35:26,358 --> 00:35:27,358
But they were real.
630
00:35:29,695 --> 00:35:30,962
And they brought up feelings.
631
00:35:34,065 --> 00:35:37,636
Ones I don't remember
having for a really long time.
632
00:35:47,613 --> 00:35:49,648
But all they made me think of was you,
Brendan.
633
00:35:51,750 --> 00:35:53,419
Hearing how I met
Zane just reminded me
634
00:35:53,552 --> 00:35:56,622
how you and I met
at Chelsey's party,
635
00:35:56,755 --> 00:35:58,515
and you showed up in
that ugly bomber jacket.
636
00:35:59,825 --> 00:36:02,127
And Zane taking
me to the hospital
637
00:36:02,261 --> 00:36:04,363
reminded me how you
nursed me for months
638
00:36:04,496 --> 00:36:05,797
when I broke my femur in Aspen.
639
00:36:07,266 --> 00:36:08,400
And the whole time...
640
00:36:11,803 --> 00:36:13,339
I just couldn't
stop thinking about
641
00:36:13,472 --> 00:36:14,672
how much I must have hurt you.
642
00:36:23,949 --> 00:36:24,949
And I...
643
00:36:26,318 --> 00:36:27,619
I don't know
644
00:36:28,620 --> 00:36:29,688
if you can forgive me.
645
00:36:33,959 --> 00:36:35,327
But I love you.
646
00:36:44,770 --> 00:36:46,638
And I... I want to come home.
647
00:36:58,784 --> 00:36:59,784
Well, you're wrong.
648
00:37:05,291 --> 00:37:06,892
That bomber jacket
was really cool.
649
00:37:09,495 --> 00:37:10,496
(LAUGHS)
650
00:37:11,463 --> 00:37:12,464
(SNIFFLES)
651
00:37:13,665 --> 00:37:14,666
(CRYING)
652
00:37:53,171 --> 00:37:54,172
He died.
653
00:37:58,544 --> 00:38:01,447
I tried stepping back.
654
00:38:01,580 --> 00:38:04,550
I tried brainstorming.
655
00:38:07,218 --> 00:38:08,218
And he died.
656
00:38:14,092 --> 00:38:17,729
I don't know what people
are thinking or feeling.
657
00:38:17,863 --> 00:38:19,731
I can't communicate what I need.
658
00:38:20,766 --> 00:38:22,968
And more patients will die.
659
00:38:28,306 --> 00:38:33,111
You don't think your ASD had anything
to do with your patient's death, do you?
660
00:38:33,244 --> 00:38:34,244
Because it didn't.
661
00:38:35,046 --> 00:38:36,648
It did.
662
00:38:36,782 --> 00:38:39,785
Asher wasn't sure about
his abdominal exam.
663
00:38:41,387 --> 00:38:42,754
I should have known that.
664
00:38:43,655 --> 00:38:45,056
Shaun, you're gonna do
665
00:38:46,425 --> 00:38:50,228
most things better
than anyone else,
666
00:38:50,362 --> 00:38:53,765
and there are days when you're gonna fail,
like everyone else.
667
00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:56,768
Today might be
one of those days.
668
00:38:59,070 --> 00:39:00,070
So...
669
00:39:03,642 --> 00:39:04,776
What do you do then?
670
00:39:08,279 --> 00:39:09,280
(SIGHS DEEPLY)
671
00:39:11,116 --> 00:39:12,116
You go home,
672
00:39:13,452 --> 00:39:14,732
you be with the people you love.
673
00:39:17,723 --> 00:39:18,957
You take comfort in that,
674
00:39:19,090 --> 00:39:21,259
and then you wake up
tomorrow and start all over again.
675
00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:33,203
(SIGHS DEEPLY)
676
00:39:47,318 --> 00:39:49,287
You can go home.
677
00:39:51,523 --> 00:39:52,524
I just
678
00:39:55,661 --> 00:39:56,995
don't wanna be alone right now.
679
00:40:38,704 --> 00:40:39,771
(SIGHS)
680
00:40:39,905 --> 00:40:41,439
I opened a Bumble account today.
681
00:40:41,573 --> 00:40:42,574
Mmm.
682
00:40:46,177 --> 00:40:47,913
I swiped right
three times today.
683
00:40:53,351 --> 00:40:55,353
Gronk's jersey didn't
have a tag in the back.
684
00:40:56,588 --> 00:40:57,588
It's symbolic.
685
00:40:59,658 --> 00:41:02,098
You have any idea how much
the real one will be worth one day?
686
00:41:02,828 --> 00:41:03,828
Fair enough.
687
00:41:08,567 --> 00:41:12,270
♪♪ Wastin' away
again in Margaritaville
688
00:41:14,139 --> 00:41:16,975
♪♪ Searchin' for my
lost shaker of salt
689
00:41:20,411 --> 00:41:25,383
♪♪ Some people claim that
there's a woman to blame
690
00:41:25,517 --> 00:41:26,885
♪♪ But I know
691
00:41:28,687 --> 00:41:30,822
♪♪ It's my own damn
fault ♪♪ ♪♪ Damn fault ♪♪
692
00:42:05,791 --> 00:42:06,958
I'm glad you're here with me.
693
00:42:07,626 --> 00:42:08,627
So am I.
694
00:42:30,816 --> 00:42:32,550
(CLOSING THEME MUSIC PLAYING)
695
00:42:32,574 --> 00:43:34,574
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