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(dreamy, ethereal music)
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(dramatic music)
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- I met someone.
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- What do you mean, met?
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- I think I might've met someone.
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- More
realistic, more colorful.
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- A man?
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You met him at work.
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(speaks gibberish)
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Is he there all the time?
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Like, have I seen him there?
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Does he hang out at
that shitty coffee place
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with those rich guys--
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- I don't know if it was the coffee place.
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It was somewhere I go.
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Hey Julian.
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- Hmm?
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- Tell me, how was your day?
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What did you do?
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- (sighs) Zero out of 10.
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I stared at a pile of important work,
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then it ended up just being
blank pages with coffee stains.
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- (chuckles) You have
permission to murder me.
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- Like actually murder you
or just fake murder you?
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- Fine, murder me for Mom's sake
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so she only has to pay for one of us.
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- Okay, Mom's okay, you're okay, I'm okay.
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- It's an okay orgy!
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- I don't understand how out
of the three places you go
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you can't picture where you met this man,
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like you can't see him in any of them.
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- Brain's dumb.
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- Three dimensional plane.
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Our plane is two dimensional,
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and it was this process that
helped us, it helped me.
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- How many hours of
sleep do you usually get?
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- Depends, six.
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- Six hours.
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- Six hours and I'm fine.
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- I've never been fine.
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I slept nine hours and
I still woke up dead.
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Did somebody introduce you to this man?
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Like, you don't know anyone.
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- Okay, okay, Sunny's useless. (chuckles)
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(speaks gibberish)
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Come on, guess, I'll give you a hint.
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- What is that?
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- Say it in speak.
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(speaks gibberish)
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- Mom and Dad's house?
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- It was a part of me
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but higher than me.
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It controlled me, but freed me.
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(metal clanking drowning
out woman speaking)
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(somber, ethereal music)
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A string was connecting
me to another plane,
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and I could tug on it
and reveal that person,
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and it would go around
and around so beautifully.
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It's a loop.
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(eerie electronic music)
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(eerie hissing)
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- And our subconscious
screams at us, unanswered.
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The Paris Window is designed
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to give your subconscious mind a voice,
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allowing our hypnotherapist to reveal
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the underlying beliefs that
shape our emotional responses,
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our automatic behavior.
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The window has four panes of glass.
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How do you feel about your problem?
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How do others feel about your problem?
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How do you feel abut how
others feel about your problem?
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Now you have a newfound perspective.
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(electronic warbling)
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Let us address and heal your crisis.
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(muffled speaking drowned out by music)
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Please indicate 93rd page.
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(muffled speaking drowned out by music)
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Please make a note of, and two here,
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diagram one, diagram two, diagram three,
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diagram three circular,
diagram two rectangular.
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Please indicate how off we've made.
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(car horn honking)
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- How are you feeling?
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How do you feel about your problems?
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I want a sandwich!
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Why do you have so many problems?
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Where are you going in this life?
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Who are you going to meet?
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Where you gonna meet them?
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That shitty coffee place!
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(car horn honking)
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(paper rustling)
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You're really sleepy.
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You're really sleepy.
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You're sleepy.
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(metal clinking)
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(people chattering)
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Where'd you get that shirt?
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Those bags look heavy.
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You carried 'em from
the store to your car.
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And then you probably carried
'em from your car to here.
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So what I'm saying is you've
carried them far enough.
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Take the help.
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You know, later your arm's gonna be sore.
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Your neck's gonna hurt.
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Your back's gonna feel like shit.
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What I'm telling you is
you're gonna regret this.
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- I don't make enough
decisions to have regrets.
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(tense drone music)
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(beeping)
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- Julian, high!
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(keys jangling)
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I'm going out for dinner
tonight to a bar and grill.
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(sighs happily)
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(footsteps tapping)
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David says that thai food tastes good.
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He says (chuckles), he says
they eat noodles. (laughs)
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You're not listening to
me, so I can tell you
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that David is really
handsome and dresses so nice.
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Not like us.
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You can't hear me, but I don't think
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he knows how good-looking he is.
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(blows)
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(ethereal electronic music)
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(stomping)
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(door thudding)
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(sighing)
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David says I have a
beautiful singing voice.
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He says that sometimes
we don't have the ability
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to express ourselves using our own words,
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so we should sing other people's songs.
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- That's a crazy
thing for someone to say.
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- He's gonna take
me to karaoke in the city.
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- You don't sing.
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- Yeah, but he says I
should try performing.
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Like, take the stage.
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I don't wanna sing in
front of all those people
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'cause, you know me, I
get nervous to do things,
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but David says I should
try everything once
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because (sighs), because
he's very optimistic.
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- You're not gonna do that.
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- It's just for fun!
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- We don't care about fun.
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How you gonna get into the city?
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Look, let's just go to a movie.
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Let's just go in a dark, cold theater,
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where we can just be cold and unseen.
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- And we can wear dark sunglasses,
so we can't see anything?
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(water splashing)
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And leave our sweaters at
home so we're shivering?
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- Great, we can cover our eyes.
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- And we can sit eight
rows apart from each other
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and get there in separate cars?
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- Separate theaters.
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- Different showtimes.
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- Different movies.
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- Hmm.
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I'm excited about my dinner with David.
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(sighing)
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You have a beautiful singing voice.
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(tense, eerie music)
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(rag slapping)
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(dark, dramatic music)
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- The spirit gate is inside you.
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(eerie thudding)
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The spirit gate runs from your arm here
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to the tip of your small finger,
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a needling sensation like a heavy aching
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radiating up the channel toward the elbow.
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(metal clanking)
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Calming in stereo or
(drowned out by music)
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(dramatic creaking)
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(door clanking)
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(snapping)
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(door clanking)
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(footsteps thudding)
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(eerie whining)
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(door creaking)
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- How was last night?
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- (sighs) Mmm!
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- On a scale from zero to 10, how good
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do you feel right now.
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- Mmm, 9.5?
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- All right, always wanna
allow a little room.
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We look alike, don't you think?
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- You're cuter than I am.
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- Me and David.
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- You have that mustache.
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David just has a face.
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He said he used to have a goatee.
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- Yeah, that's the only thing
the Christians got back.
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The devil had goatee.
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- (sighs) I guess there's
a similarity. (sighs)
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You're up early, did you make coffee?
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- Didn't make your dumb decaf.
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It's the caffeine that
makes you skinny, you know.
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- Let's not fight about coffee.
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- Right, with everything
that's happening in the news,
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let's please not argue over breakfast.
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You didn't bring him in.
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- He had to go home.
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- Well, I saw him.
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- What'd you see?
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(ethereal electronic music)
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(sighs)
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(Sunny humming)
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- What's David's last name?
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(speaks gibberish)
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Where's he from?
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Come home for lunch.
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- Okay, can't.
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- For 20 minutes, 10.
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(Sunny humming) Come on, sit on my lap.
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I'll spin you around.
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What'd you guys talk about, Sunny?
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You talked about something.
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Didn't talk about anything?
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Come on, sit on my lap for a minute.
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I'll spin you around.
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Half-caf, half-decaf.
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Come on, Sunny, sit on my lap!
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Just for a minute, come on!
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Just get on, come on!
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Sunny!
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- David's coming over for dinner tonight!
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Around six!
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(door creaking)
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- If a person can have feelings,
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then a couch can have feelings,
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a desk can have feelings,
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a book can have feelings,
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a chair can have feelings,
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a telephone can have feelings,
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a television can have feelings.
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If a person can have feelings,
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then a couch can have feelings,
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a desk can have feelings,
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a book can have feelings,
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a chair can have feelings,
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a telephone can have feelings,
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a television can have feelings.
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If a person can have feelings,
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then a couch can have feelings,
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a desk can have feelings,
a book can have feelings,
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a chair can have feelings,
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a telephone can have feelings,
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a television can have feelings.
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If a person can have feelings,
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then a couch can have feelings,
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a desk can have feelings,
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a book can have feelings,
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a chair can have feelings,
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a telephone can have feelings,
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a book can have feelings,
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a television can have feelings.
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a chair can have feelings,
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a telephone can.
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(footsteps thudding)
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(dark, dramatic electronic music)
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(knocking)
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- Girl!
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Girl, Lily!
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Lily!
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Open your door!
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(knocking)
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He's coming at six, I need to talk to you.
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- Identical things can move and change,
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in extremely, even though
they are exactly the same,
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and they cannot be held up.
270
00:28:50,467 --> 00:28:52,858
The change can be good.
271
00:28:52,908 --> 00:28:55,941
The future is caused by the
past, and when you think about--
272
00:28:55,991 --> 00:28:59,167
- Julian, I know
you always cook dinner.
273
00:28:59,217 --> 00:29:00,000
I have no excuse, really,
274
00:29:00,050 --> 00:29:01,641
coming into your apartment, cooking.
275
00:29:02,911 --> 00:29:05,678
But so I guess you'd
appreciate the gesture.
276
00:29:05,728 --> 00:29:07,111
Both sprout from Europe.
277
00:29:07,161 --> 00:29:09,791
- Now if was just me,
I'd probably skip dinner.
278
00:29:09,841 --> 00:29:11,211
I'd probably start dinner and then
279
00:29:11,261 --> 00:29:13,154
in the middle I'd just quit.
280
00:29:14,655 --> 00:29:16,391
I usually don't need to eat.
281
00:29:16,441 --> 00:29:18,451
I heard people say quitters never win,
282
00:29:18,501 --> 00:29:19,884
but I don't need to win.
283
00:29:21,171 --> 00:29:23,731
What could I want, what
could I hope to win?
284
00:29:23,781 --> 00:29:26,394
This is jut a simple dinner,
and I'm happy to cook it.
285
00:29:28,051 --> 00:29:29,191
Was I right, though?
286
00:29:29,241 --> 00:29:33,711
Do you appreciate the gesture,
or have I crossed some line,
287
00:29:33,761 --> 00:29:36,804
some code, some Julian
and Sunny secret code?
288
00:29:38,510 --> 00:29:41,044
I don't have any sisters or brothers.
289
00:29:42,391 --> 00:29:43,991
I'm an orphan, basically.
290
00:29:44,041 --> 00:29:45,054
And a dropout.
291
00:29:46,011 --> 00:29:46,844
- It's fun.
292
00:29:47,731 --> 00:29:50,921
We make our own fun. (chuckles)
293
00:29:50,971 --> 00:29:53,131
- Doesn't sound like
your mother is having much fun.
294
00:29:53,181 --> 00:29:55,051
I don't mean that in any sort of harsh way
295
00:29:55,101 --> 00:29:55,931
towards your mother.
296
00:29:55,981 --> 00:29:56,764
Maybe she was having fun.
297
00:29:56,814 --> 00:29:58,251
She's not here to say.
298
00:29:58,301 --> 00:30:00,141
- Okay, we don't care about fun
299
00:30:00,191 --> 00:30:03,324
and not needing to eat, that's stupid.
300
00:30:04,652 --> 00:30:06,111
There's nothing to say about Mom.
301
00:30:06,161 --> 00:30:08,244
- Sounds like you guys got
up to a lot of trouble.
302
00:30:09,853 --> 00:30:10,989
Go ahead, close your eyes.
303
00:30:11,039 --> 00:30:13,331
- You know, I'd love just one pill,
304
00:30:13,381 --> 00:30:15,091
takes care of all my meals.
305
00:30:15,141 --> 00:30:18,804
Simple, efficient, I don't
need to taste anything.
306
00:30:20,414 --> 00:30:23,082
- This is different.
307
00:30:23,132 --> 00:30:25,340
Don't go away, it's the way it mustbe,
308
00:30:25,390 --> 00:30:29,967
but why should you not try
what you so often wanted.
309
00:30:30,017 --> 00:30:31,968
- I don't wanna try.
310
00:30:32,018 --> 00:30:34,001
- No,
when you're out to learn
311
00:30:34,051 --> 00:30:37,728
how to drive, how to swim,
how to play the clarinet,
312
00:30:37,778 --> 00:30:40,107
you do not want to try.
313
00:30:40,157 --> 00:30:43,306
Your resistance ever could blame you.
314
00:30:43,356 --> 00:30:45,511
(television beeping)
315
00:30:45,561 --> 00:30:47,011
- Isn't that better?
316
00:30:47,061 --> 00:30:49,071
I kept losing my thoughts.
317
00:30:49,121 --> 00:30:51,671
Everything I wanted to
say would just disappear.
318
00:30:51,721 --> 00:30:54,911
With the television, I'm
one of those one thing
319
00:30:54,961 --> 00:30:56,651
at a time people.
320
00:30:56,701 --> 00:30:58,281
I love the feeling of focus.
321
00:30:58,331 --> 00:31:01,581
I can just focus on one thing for hours.
322
00:31:01,631 --> 00:31:05,461
- We have attention deficit
disorder, me and Julian both.
323
00:31:05,511 --> 00:31:06,411
- We're both fine.
324
00:31:09,241 --> 00:31:12,034
- Wish I could've seen that
house, it sounds beautiful.
325
00:31:13,651 --> 00:31:15,364
I grew up in the city, lonely.
326
00:31:16,411 --> 00:31:19,161
People think it's insightful
to say it's a small world.
327
00:31:20,521 --> 00:31:23,021
I think it's a big world,
no one knows anyone.
328
00:31:23,071 --> 00:31:25,391
There was this woman, I'd
see her all over the city,
329
00:31:25,441 --> 00:31:27,931
the coffee place, the subway
stop, walking down the street.
330
00:31:27,981 --> 00:31:28,814
A stranger.
331
00:31:29,801 --> 00:31:34,221
She had this very straight brown
hair parted down the middle
332
00:31:34,271 --> 00:31:36,364
and a long sort of Roman nose.
333
00:31:37,211 --> 00:31:40,401
Once, even in a bar I'd never
been to, my first time there,
334
00:31:40,451 --> 00:31:42,761
she was just sitting on a stool,
335
00:31:42,811 --> 00:31:45,584
but I didn't think, what a small world.
336
00:31:46,591 --> 00:31:48,811
I thought, it's probably
not the same woman,
337
00:31:48,861 --> 00:31:52,474
but a version of a woman, the
city woman, plain and pretty.
338
00:31:53,771 --> 00:31:55,441
I see them everywhere because they
339
00:31:55,491 --> 00:31:58,121
see each other everywhere,
and then they can't help
340
00:31:58,171 --> 00:32:01,171
but become each other,
'cause of influence.
341
00:32:01,221 --> 00:32:02,771
I'm bad at faces, though.
342
00:32:02,821 --> 00:32:03,654
- What is this?
343
00:32:05,291 --> 00:32:06,891
- Just a recipe I found.
344
00:32:09,951 --> 00:32:10,831
- Recipe.
345
00:32:10,881 --> 00:32:12,414
- It's good, Julian, eat it.
346
00:32:14,847 --> 00:32:17,201
- Have you heard anything
like Sunny's voice.
347
00:32:17,251 --> 00:32:18,401
Reminds me of a singer.
348
00:32:20,601 --> 00:32:21,434
- Which one?
349
00:32:22,521 --> 00:32:24,891
- It doesn't matter, I don't think.
350
00:32:24,941 --> 00:32:27,471
- Just this very talented singer.
351
00:32:27,521 --> 00:32:31,684
She had a high voice, tremolo
voice, quakey and soft.
352
00:32:32,741 --> 00:32:34,198
- It's a compliment.
353
00:32:35,088 --> 00:32:37,141
- Did you play any instruments, Julian?
354
00:32:37,191 --> 00:32:38,421
- No.
355
00:32:38,471 --> 00:32:40,264
Could probably play the drums.
356
00:32:41,941 --> 00:32:43,451
- What do you do?
357
00:32:43,501 --> 00:32:44,601
- Do my own thing.
358
00:32:44,651 --> 00:32:45,701
- You work from home?
359
00:32:46,611 --> 00:32:48,601
It's the dream, isn't it?
360
00:32:48,651 --> 00:32:50,244
- It's complicated work.
361
00:32:51,441 --> 00:32:53,381
I barely understand it.
362
00:32:53,431 --> 00:32:54,944
I try not to even ask.
363
00:32:56,307 --> 00:32:58,151
(chuckling)
364
00:32:58,201 --> 00:33:01,291
- Oh, weren't you telling
me about your coworker.
365
00:33:01,341 --> 00:33:02,174
- Oh.
366
00:33:03,534 --> 00:33:04,661
It's not that interesting.
367
00:33:04,711 --> 00:33:05,731
- No really, I'm interested.
368
00:33:05,781 --> 00:33:08,431
She's one of these women
who sticks her nose in,
369
00:33:08,481 --> 00:33:10,331
constantly over your shoulder, right?
370
00:33:11,901 --> 00:33:15,074
- Yeah, yeah, that's exactly it.
371
00:33:16,031 --> 00:33:19,321
She just sits at her
desk, (chuckles) crying.
372
00:33:23,089 --> 00:33:26,691
I can see her crying and crying.
373
00:33:28,034 --> 00:33:29,868
(laughs)
374
00:33:29,918 --> 00:33:32,161
And sometimes she pretends
to talk on the phone
375
00:33:32,211 --> 00:33:34,211
so she doesn't have to talk to anyone.
376
00:33:34,261 --> 00:33:36,767
I know what fake conversation sounds like.
377
00:33:36,817 --> 00:33:38,094
- What does it sound like?
378
00:33:39,055 --> 00:33:41,972
(speaks gibberish)
379
00:33:54,786 --> 00:33:55,694
(blows raspberry)
380
00:33:55,744 --> 00:33:59,231
- I have absolutely no
interest in this conversation!
381
00:33:59,281 --> 00:34:02,081
Your opinions of this coworker
woman, they don't matter.
382
00:34:04,041 --> 00:34:05,041
I don't wanna talk about your thing.
383
00:34:05,091 --> 00:34:06,414
I wanna talk about my thing.
384
00:34:14,221 --> 00:34:16,364
- Sunny says you've been having insomnia.
385
00:34:17,910 --> 00:34:19,421
- I couldn't sleep.
386
00:34:19,471 --> 00:34:22,881
- Well, one glass of
pink wine for me and...
387
00:34:33,531 --> 00:34:35,004
Light's out.
388
00:34:35,054 --> 00:34:36,874
- I'm not gonna sedate myself.
389
00:34:40,661 --> 00:34:41,661
You know those Renaissance painters
390
00:34:41,711 --> 00:34:43,351
only slept three hours a night.
391
00:34:43,401 --> 00:34:44,601
Look at the Renaissance.
392
00:34:48,471 --> 00:34:50,171
- I used to have trouble sleeping.
393
00:34:58,121 --> 00:34:59,534
Pressure points.
394
00:35:02,481 --> 00:35:06,454
Nerves are wires, they're all connected.
395
00:35:08,922 --> 00:35:10,904
See how I just press right here,
396
00:35:11,751 --> 00:35:15,494
and in response to that, your
brain will ooze endorphins.
397
00:35:16,981 --> 00:35:18,404
No more pain, Julian.
398
00:35:19,981 --> 00:35:21,914
Release from tension.
399
00:35:24,631 --> 00:35:25,464
Pleasure.
400
00:35:27,231 --> 00:35:28,104
Balance.
401
00:35:30,391 --> 00:35:31,964
- It's working, David.
402
00:35:33,447 --> 00:35:34,347
- That's the spot.
403
00:35:36,051 --> 00:35:37,074
The spirit gate.
404
00:35:39,711 --> 00:35:41,011
That should set you right.
405
00:35:42,666 --> 00:35:44,166
But you need to relax, Julian.
406
00:35:45,091 --> 00:35:45,924
Just relax.
407
00:35:56,133 --> 00:35:58,883
(soft chuckling)
408
00:36:19,608 --> 00:36:22,691
(tense, eerie music)
409
00:36:36,461 --> 00:36:38,931
- Naturally, you are hesitant.
410
00:36:38,981 --> 00:36:41,751
This is different, it is new.
411
00:36:41,801 --> 00:36:44,521
You have your way, and it
is a way that works for you,
412
00:36:44,571 --> 00:36:46,791
so why should you want to try
413
00:36:46,841 --> 00:36:49,521
when it is so unfamiliar to you?
414
00:36:49,571 --> 00:36:51,127
- I don't wanna try.
415
00:36:51,177 --> 00:36:55,141
- No, when you are asked
to learn how to drive,
416
00:36:55,191 --> 00:36:57,921
how to swim, how to play the clarinet,
417
00:36:57,971 --> 00:37:00,431
you did not want to try.
418
00:37:00,481 --> 00:37:02,994
You were resistant, and
who could blame you?
419
00:37:03,851 --> 00:37:06,441
But now you are ready to feel comfortable
420
00:37:06,491 --> 00:37:09,664
in a trance, to go calmly.
421
00:37:10,810 --> 00:37:11,977
- I feel calm.
422
00:37:12,851 --> 00:37:15,431
- Nothing can heal your
stomach because your stomach
423
00:37:15,481 --> 00:37:18,831
has been healing itself
since the day you were born.
424
00:37:18,881 --> 00:37:21,691
You do not need to work or interrupt.
425
00:37:21,741 --> 00:37:24,061
Your stomach can feel warm and calm
426
00:37:24,111 --> 00:37:26,301
without any interference.
427
00:37:26,351 --> 00:37:27,184
- I know.
428
00:37:28,251 --> 00:37:30,351
- You have felt scared.
429
00:37:30,401 --> 00:37:32,131
Naturally, you have felt scared.
430
00:37:32,181 --> 00:37:33,971
Why wouldn't you?
431
00:37:34,021 --> 00:37:35,141
- Yes.
432
00:37:35,191 --> 00:37:38,508
- You have felt betrayed, uncertain.
433
00:37:38,558 --> 00:37:40,981
- Yes, so many times.
434
00:37:41,031 --> 00:37:44,721
- You eat poorly because
it is a form of exercising.
435
00:37:44,771 --> 00:37:48,161
You are exercising choice.
436
00:37:48,211 --> 00:37:49,044
- Hmm.
437
00:37:49,941 --> 00:37:53,561
- You are two people.
438
00:37:53,611 --> 00:37:55,014
Don't let this frighten you.
439
00:37:55,900 --> 00:37:57,214
Let it free you.
440
00:37:58,321 --> 00:37:59,704
Let it liberate you.
441
00:38:01,321 --> 00:38:04,331
There are two yous.
442
00:38:04,381 --> 00:38:07,081
One you is for the fear.
443
00:38:07,131 --> 00:38:09,774
He is anxious and tormented.
444
00:38:09,824 --> 00:38:13,731
The other you is full of poise and calm.
445
00:38:13,781 --> 00:38:15,824
He is ready for your life.
446
00:38:18,181 --> 00:38:20,081
We all wake up from sleep every day.
447
00:38:20,131 --> 00:38:21,271
Our body does this on its own.
448
00:38:21,321 --> 00:38:22,801
We do not need to tell it.
449
00:38:22,851 --> 00:38:24,841
In a moment, when you
wake, you will no longer
450
00:38:24,891 --> 00:38:28,761
stand in the way of your
stomach's natural warmth.
451
00:38:28,811 --> 00:38:30,881
Your stomach will be strong and healthy
452
00:38:30,931 --> 00:38:32,764
because it always has been.
453
00:38:32,814 --> 00:38:35,397
(somber music)
454
00:38:44,271 --> 00:38:46,684
- I have this anger, this rage.
455
00:38:48,491 --> 00:38:50,384
I called the Zwilling hotline.
456
00:38:53,177 --> 00:38:55,844
(door creaking)
457
00:39:04,901 --> 00:39:06,594
- Christine transformed me.
458
00:39:07,631 --> 00:39:09,121
She watched me through a dark time
459
00:39:09,171 --> 00:39:11,054
that I can finally say is over.
460
00:39:12,231 --> 00:39:15,174
The abuse that I suffered,
the memories linger.
461
00:39:16,725 --> 00:39:20,323
And you come to have a
relationship with the memories.
462
00:39:20,373 --> 00:39:22,481
You bond with them because they
463
00:39:22,531 --> 00:39:24,714
reinforce feelings of worthlessness.
464
00:39:26,531 --> 00:39:29,354
Feelings that, for some
reason, you wanna hold on to.
465
00:39:37,708 --> 00:39:40,458
(glass clinking)
466
00:40:06,561 --> 00:40:07,534
- I saw you on TV.
467
00:40:11,851 --> 00:40:12,684
- Sorry?
468
00:40:14,001 --> 00:40:14,834
- Zwilling.
469
00:40:17,181 --> 00:40:18,902
- What is that?
470
00:40:18,952 --> 00:40:21,221
- A hotline on television, I saw you.
471
00:40:21,271 --> 00:40:22,741
Tell me what it is.
472
00:40:24,681 --> 00:40:25,984
- It's not me.
473
00:40:29,275 --> 00:40:30,211
- Do you know David?
474
00:40:30,261 --> 00:40:31,931
- I said it's not me.
475
00:40:31,981 --> 00:40:33,481
- What's David doing to Sunny?
476
00:40:36,521 --> 00:40:37,761
- Sunny's your sister?
477
00:40:37,811 --> 00:40:38,644
- I know that.
478
00:40:40,331 --> 00:40:41,684
- I'm not on TV.
479
00:40:42,861 --> 00:40:43,694
I live here.
480
00:40:50,151 --> 00:40:50,984
- Okay.
481
00:40:56,136 --> 00:40:58,136
I saw you on TV, though.
482
00:41:09,937 --> 00:41:13,020
(tense, eerie music)
483
00:41:55,048 --> 00:41:57,191
- Eastern
philosophy has provided us
484
00:41:57,241 --> 00:42:01,041
with the helpful wood
versus snake analogy.
485
00:42:01,091 --> 00:42:02,641
A man walks along a road,
486
00:42:02,691 --> 00:42:05,844
sees what he believes to be a snake.
487
00:42:05,894 --> 00:42:07,913
The man yells, "snake!"
488
00:42:07,963 --> 00:42:10,271
However, upon arriving
at the end of the road,
489
00:42:10,321 --> 00:42:12,811
he is relieved as he discovers
that what he's seeing
490
00:42:12,861 --> 00:42:14,351
is not a snake, but a piece of wood.
491
00:42:43,201 --> 00:42:45,801
As we get older, our
reactions in the present
492
00:42:45,851 --> 00:42:49,064
are actually just
reactions to past memories.
493
00:42:52,151 --> 00:42:56,038
The present plays a very
small part in our behavior.
494
00:42:58,725 --> 00:43:00,656
Every experience we encounter
495
00:43:00,706 --> 00:43:04,597
is something we normally
create inside our heads.
496
00:43:04,647 --> 00:43:07,814
We do not experience reality directly.
497
00:43:36,170 --> 00:43:38,253
Perception is projection.
498
00:43:41,875 --> 00:43:43,958
Perception is projection.
499
00:43:47,780 --> 00:43:52,096
What we perceive to be true
in interaction with others.
500
00:43:52,146 --> 00:43:54,229
Perception is projection.
501
00:43:56,592 --> 00:44:00,638
Can I remember the sound
from another's voice.
502
00:44:00,688 --> 00:44:03,771
What color is the real lethal weapon?
503
00:44:06,387 --> 00:44:08,769
Perception is projection.
504
00:44:08,819 --> 00:44:13,652
What you perceive to be true,
you'll project on to others.
505
00:44:16,484 --> 00:44:19,007
Nothing can heal your
stomach because your stomach
506
00:44:19,057 --> 00:44:21,158
has been healing itself
since the day you were born.
507
00:44:21,208 --> 00:44:25,375
(people speaking over each other)
508
00:44:43,602 --> 00:44:47,935
(man speaking drowned out by music)
509
00:45:20,109 --> 00:45:20,892
- Have you noticed
510
00:45:20,942 --> 00:45:23,442
that you can't open your eyes?
511
00:45:24,764 --> 00:45:28,618
Have you noticed that
you can't open your eyes?
512
00:45:28,668 --> 00:45:32,667
Have you noticed that
you can't open your eyes?
513
00:45:32,717 --> 00:45:36,921
Have you noticed that
you can't open your eyes?
514
00:45:36,971 --> 00:45:38,801
- Within me is a peacefulness
515
00:45:38,851 --> 00:45:40,884
that will never again be disturbed.
516
00:45:41,791 --> 00:45:44,371
Breathing in, I calm down the anger.
517
00:45:44,421 --> 00:45:47,018
Breathing out, I smile with acceptance.
518
00:45:48,521 --> 00:45:49,721
Within me is a peacefulness
519
00:45:49,771 --> 00:45:52,490
that will never again be disturbed.
520
00:45:52,540 --> 00:45:55,276
Breathing in, I calm down the anger.
521
00:45:55,326 --> 00:45:58,251
Breathing out, I smile with acceptance.
522
00:45:58,301 --> 00:45:59,718
I avoid pleasure.
523
00:46:00,844 --> 00:46:03,866
I seek pleasure and avoid pain.
524
00:46:03,916 --> 00:46:06,925
I seek pain, I avoid pleasure.
525
00:46:06,975 --> 00:46:09,687
I seek pleasure, I avoid pain.
526
00:46:09,737 --> 00:46:12,570
I seek pleasure, I avoid pleasure.
527
00:46:14,012 --> 00:46:16,812
I seek pleasure, I avoid pain.
528
00:46:16,862 --> 00:46:19,416
I seek pain, I avoid pleasure.
529
00:46:19,466 --> 00:46:21,966
I seek pain, I avoid pleasure.
530
00:46:24,539 --> 00:46:27,039
I seek pleasure, I avoid pain.
531
00:46:29,047 --> 00:46:31,547
I seek pain, I avoid pleasure.
532
00:46:33,098 --> 00:46:35,741
I seek pleasure, I avoid pain.
533
00:46:39,415 --> 00:46:40,915
- What did you do?
534
00:46:41,821 --> 00:46:43,538
Change all of this back.
535
00:46:43,588 --> 00:46:46,101
(clanking)
536
00:46:46,151 --> 00:46:48,167
This isn't the way that it
is. I don't like it like this.
537
00:46:48,217 --> 00:46:49,730
Like, why is, why is every--
538
00:46:49,780 --> 00:46:52,337
(clattering)
539
00:46:52,387 --> 00:46:55,804
(Sunny speaks gibberish)
540
00:47:04,631 --> 00:47:06,194
- Quitting my job.
541
00:47:07,121 --> 00:47:08,791
And I know that 'cause it was infectious,
542
00:47:08,841 --> 00:47:13,274
and I know that because I
feel its influence every day.
543
00:47:14,673 --> 00:47:15,506
- What?
544
00:47:22,071 --> 00:47:23,921
- I'm gonna pursue my singing career.
545
00:47:28,061 --> 00:47:30,384
Eat the leftovers from David's dinner!
546
00:47:40,321 --> 00:47:41,431
- What food is this?
547
00:47:43,534 --> 00:47:44,384
- Eat it, Julian.
548
00:47:46,623 --> 00:47:47,456
It's still good.
549
00:47:48,481 --> 00:47:49,931
- This is not David's dinner!
550
00:47:52,063 --> 00:47:55,063
(footsteps tapping)
551
00:47:57,831 --> 00:48:01,138
- Ha ha, okay silly, silly moose.
552
00:48:02,464 --> 00:48:03,401
- That's goose, stupid.
553
00:48:03,451 --> 00:48:05,844
This is, like, rice or something.
554
00:48:10,549 --> 00:48:11,758
- I know that.
555
00:48:11,808 --> 00:48:13,797
- Well, where's all the candy,
all the marshmallow shit--
556
00:48:13,847 --> 00:48:15,751
- The living room was meant to
be understood as a reflection
557
00:48:15,801 --> 00:48:17,827
of the designer's personality.
558
00:48:17,877 --> 00:48:19,106
- No!
559
00:48:19,156 --> 00:48:22,239
(speaking gibberish)
560
00:48:35,542 --> 00:48:38,209
- There's going to be a recital.
561
00:48:40,061 --> 00:48:44,071
David thinks I should do a
show, a singing performance,
562
00:48:44,121 --> 00:48:45,821
right here for all of our friends.
563
00:48:48,390 --> 00:48:50,307
- I'm your only friend!
564
00:49:05,161 --> 00:49:07,661
- A living room is for living!
565
00:49:20,136 --> 00:49:23,679
(television clicking)
566
00:49:23,729 --> 00:49:27,312
(Sunny and David laughing)
567
00:49:56,251 --> 00:49:59,001
(chair creaking)
568
00:50:00,061 --> 00:50:02,811
(static hissing)
569
00:50:55,303 --> 00:50:57,970
(door creaking)
570
00:51:03,851 --> 00:51:04,684
- Hi Julian.
571
00:51:08,951 --> 00:51:09,784
Just watching.
572
00:51:17,341 --> 00:51:18,474
You ever people-watch?
573
00:51:19,641 --> 00:51:24,414
You ever wonder, where's he going,
574
00:51:25,654 --> 00:51:27,044
what's she up to.
575
00:51:29,201 --> 00:51:31,244
It's not a very profound thought, I know.
576
00:51:35,001 --> 00:51:35,834
Like her.
577
00:51:38,800 --> 00:51:39,633
Who is she?
578
00:51:41,681 --> 00:51:44,524
That automatic behavior.
579
00:51:46,521 --> 00:51:48,281
How many times have you driven somewhere
580
00:51:48,331 --> 00:51:52,191
or walked somewhere, and not remembered
581
00:51:52,241 --> 00:51:53,801
where you turned or
even that you did turn,
582
00:51:53,851 --> 00:51:56,201
but obviously you did
turn because you made it.
583
00:52:05,261 --> 00:52:07,311
How would she feel about us watching her,
584
00:52:09,491 --> 00:52:11,874
how we feel about her problems.
585
00:52:12,861 --> 00:52:14,761
How would she feel about our problems?
586
00:52:20,101 --> 00:52:21,681
I can work on that spirit gate
587
00:52:21,731 --> 00:52:23,431
if you're having trouble sleeping.
588
00:52:27,231 --> 00:52:28,064
Okay.
589
00:52:29,611 --> 00:52:30,651
Goodnight, friend.
590
00:52:32,717 --> 00:52:35,467
(static hissing)
591
00:53:27,513 --> 00:53:30,596
(tense, eerie music)
592
00:53:33,566 --> 00:53:34,814
- Fuck!
593
00:53:34,864 --> 00:53:35,850
Fuck!
594
00:53:35,900 --> 00:53:39,067
Fucking liar, real fucking liar, fuck!
595
00:53:46,746 --> 00:53:49,413
(door creaking)
596
00:53:50,650 --> 00:53:53,650
(doorknob clicking)
597
00:54:01,993 --> 00:54:06,802
Sunny?
598
00:54:06,852 --> 00:54:08,708
David?
599
00:54:08,758 --> 00:54:11,700
(knocking)
600
00:54:11,750 --> 00:54:16,750
Sunny?
601
00:54:17,463 --> 00:54:18,296
Sunny?
602
00:54:20,037 --> 00:54:20,870
David?
603
00:54:24,441 --> 00:54:25,274
Sunny?
604
00:54:27,258 --> 00:54:28,091
David?
605
00:54:32,127 --> 00:54:32,960
Sunny!
606
00:54:36,504 --> 00:54:38,751
David, Sunny?
607
00:54:38,801 --> 00:54:39,817
- We all wake
up from sleep every day.
608
00:54:39,867 --> 00:54:40,650
- David, Sunny?
609
00:54:40,700 --> 00:54:41,860
- Our body
does this on its own.
610
00:54:41,910 --> 00:54:42,914
We do not need to tell it.
611
00:54:42,964 --> 00:54:44,502
- David, Sunny, Sunny, David!
- In a moment, when you wake,
612
00:54:44,552 --> 00:54:45,810
you will no longer stand.
- David, Sunny, Sunny, Sunny!
613
00:54:45,860 --> 00:54:48,731
- In the way of
your stomach's natural warmth.
614
00:54:48,781 --> 00:54:50,701
Your stomach will be strong
615
00:54:50,751 --> 00:54:52,924
and healthy because it always has been.
616
00:54:55,941 --> 00:54:58,031
- I have this anger, this rage.
617
00:54:58,882 --> 00:55:00,385
(footsteps tapping)
618
00:55:00,435 --> 00:55:03,134
I called the Zwilling hotline.
619
00:55:03,184 --> 00:55:05,694
- Don't you disturb us.
620
00:55:05,744 --> 00:55:08,109
- Breathing in, I calm down the anger.
621
00:55:08,159 --> 00:55:10,530
Breathing out, I smile with acceptance.
622
00:55:10,580 --> 00:55:11,775
Within me is a peacefulness
623
00:55:11,825 --> 00:55:14,864
that will never again be disturbed.
624
00:55:14,914 --> 00:55:17,186
Breathing in, I calm down the anger.
625
00:55:17,236 --> 00:55:19,792
Breathing out, I smile with acceptance.
626
00:55:19,842 --> 00:55:21,055
Within me is a peacefulness
627
00:55:21,105 --> 00:55:23,711
that will never again be disturbed.
628
00:55:23,761 --> 00:55:26,975
Breathing in, I calm down the anger.
629
00:55:27,025 --> 00:55:29,343
Breathing out, I smile with acceptance.
630
00:55:29,393 --> 00:55:31,024
Within me is a peacefulness
631
00:55:31,074 --> 00:55:33,725
that will never again be disturbed.
632
00:55:33,775 --> 00:55:36,172
Breathing in, I calm down the anger.
633
00:55:36,222 --> 00:55:38,704
Breathing out, I smile with acceptance.
634
00:55:38,754 --> 00:55:39,884
Within me is a peacefulness
635
00:55:39,934 --> 00:55:43,022
that will never again be disturbed.
636
00:55:43,072 --> 00:55:45,488
Breathing in, I calm down the anger.
637
00:55:45,538 --> 00:55:48,445
Breathing out, I smile with acceptance.
638
00:55:48,495 --> 00:55:49,584
Within me is a peacefulness
639
00:55:49,634 --> 00:55:52,447
that will never again be disturbed.
640
00:55:52,497 --> 00:55:54,862
Breathing in, I calm down the anger.
641
00:55:54,912 --> 00:55:58,653
Breathing out, I smile with acceptance.
642
00:55:58,703 --> 00:56:00,074
Within me is a peacefulness
643
00:56:00,124 --> 00:56:03,119
that will never again be disturbed.
644
00:56:03,169 --> 00:56:05,501
Breathing in, I calm down the anger.
645
00:56:05,551 --> 00:56:08,801
Breathing out, I smile with acceptance.
646
00:56:10,789 --> 00:56:12,093
Within me is a peacefulness
647
00:56:12,143 --> 00:56:15,199
that will never again be disturbed.
648
00:56:15,249 --> 00:56:17,500
Breathing in, I calm down the anger.
649
00:56:17,550 --> 00:56:20,338
Breathing out, I smile with acceptance.
650
00:56:20,388 --> 00:56:23,638
(somber droning music)
651
00:56:50,978 --> 00:56:52,675
(keys jingling)
652
00:56:52,725 --> 00:56:54,501
(gasping)
653
00:56:54,551 --> 00:56:55,504
- This is you!
654
00:56:57,446 --> 00:56:59,731
- I
seek pain, I avoid pleasure.
655
00:57:02,664 --> 00:57:05,081
I seek pleasure, I avoid pain--
656
00:57:05,131 --> 00:57:06,721
- It doesn't sound like me.
657
00:57:06,771 --> 00:57:07,554
- It's your voice.
658
00:57:07,604 --> 00:57:09,570
You're speaking to me
now in the same voice.
659
00:57:09,620 --> 00:57:13,026
- I avoid
pleasure, I seek pleasure.
660
00:57:13,076 --> 00:57:13,859
I avoid--
661
00:57:13,909 --> 00:57:15,890
(tape player clanking)
662
00:57:15,940 --> 00:57:16,940
- I'm sorry.
663
00:57:18,288 --> 00:57:19,121
Okay?
664
00:57:33,156 --> 00:57:36,073
(eerie drum music)
665
00:57:56,059 --> 00:57:58,716
(door creaking)
666
00:57:58,766 --> 00:58:01,433
(Sunny singing)
667
00:58:28,426 --> 00:58:31,093
(loud knocking)
668
00:58:32,076 --> 00:58:34,001
- I'm sorry
to say, I'm very sorry,
669
00:58:34,051 --> 00:58:36,131
but your rent is late.
670
00:58:36,181 --> 00:58:37,901
- Sunny puts the check in your box.
671
00:58:37,951 --> 00:58:39,161
She always pays on time.
672
00:58:39,211 --> 00:58:40,711
- I do look
at my box every day,
673
00:58:40,761 --> 00:58:43,811
and well, since I haven't
gotten it, that can't be true.
674
00:58:43,861 --> 00:58:45,001
- You'll get it.
675
00:58:45,051 --> 00:58:48,291
I'll talk to her about it later.
676
00:58:48,341 --> 00:58:49,621
- Look, I'm sorry to tell you,
677
00:58:49,671 --> 00:58:51,901
and I was hoping I
wouldn't have to say this,
678
00:58:51,951 --> 00:58:54,591
but I know what's going on in here.
679
00:58:56,331 --> 00:58:59,711
- This isn't what the
apartment looks like.
680
00:58:59,761 --> 00:59:00,871
- It's just that people
681
00:59:00,921 --> 00:59:02,701
can hear it from the hallway.
682
00:59:02,751 --> 00:59:04,073
- Hear what?
683
00:59:04,123 --> 00:59:05,931
(door creaking)
684
00:59:05,981 --> 00:59:07,977
- You two, what you do in here.
685
00:59:08,027 --> 00:59:10,264
The noises you make together.
686
00:59:10,314 --> 00:59:12,312
- I don't, uh--
687
00:59:12,362 --> 00:59:14,185
- Maybe we'll move.
688
00:59:14,235 --> 00:59:15,871
- Even if you do, I
still need this month's rent,
689
00:59:15,921 --> 00:59:17,321
so I'm just asking you to get it to me.
690
00:59:17,371 --> 00:59:19,831
- We're not moving, don't listen to her.
691
00:59:19,881 --> 00:59:22,011
- There's a $25
late fee on that check, too.
692
00:59:22,061 --> 00:59:23,481
- Those aren't the rules.
693
00:59:23,531 --> 00:59:24,772
- Look, I'm a good person.
694
00:59:24,822 --> 00:59:28,104
- That's not quantifiable.
695
00:59:29,121 --> 00:59:29,911
- There rules are that--
696
00:59:29,961 --> 00:59:31,631
- Those aren't the rules, and
even if those are the rules,
697
00:59:31,681 --> 00:59:33,560
we have $25, we have a lot of money.
698
00:59:33,610 --> 00:59:36,761
We have enough to pay for
everybody's rent on this floor.
699
00:59:36,811 --> 00:59:39,594
- Just your rent,
plus the 25, thank you.
700
00:59:42,296 --> 00:59:44,546
What a mess, goddamn it.
701
00:59:44,596 --> 00:59:47,013
(clattering)
702
00:59:51,676 --> 00:59:54,093
(chattering)
703
01:00:19,896 --> 01:00:21,848
(tense electronic music)
704
01:00:21,898 --> 01:00:24,648
(metal clanking)
705
01:00:28,360 --> 01:00:31,110
(paper rustling)
706
01:01:41,296 --> 01:01:44,963
(dramatic electronic music)
707
01:02:43,643 --> 01:02:44,726
- Move, move!
708
01:02:46,497 --> 01:02:47,330
Come talk, come talk!
709
01:02:49,471 --> 01:02:51,454
- Oh, I'm sorry, my name's Amanda.
710
01:02:52,320 --> 01:02:53,570
- No, it isn't.
711
01:02:55,025 --> 01:02:56,981
- Oh, this happens.
712
01:02:57,031 --> 01:02:58,531
You think I'm someone
you know, but really,
713
01:02:58,581 --> 01:03:00,841
you've just seen me on television.
714
01:03:00,891 --> 01:03:02,991
I do a lot of commercials, I'm an actress.
715
01:03:04,928 --> 01:03:08,014
(laughs) Is that narcissistic?
716
01:03:10,577 --> 01:03:12,570
- Okay.
717
01:03:12,620 --> 01:03:16,287
(dramatic electronic music)
718
01:04:45,101 --> 01:04:50,101
♪ There's no you or me ♪
719
01:04:54,320 --> 01:04:59,320
♪ There's no you or me ♪
720
01:05:03,732 --> 01:05:08,732
♪ There's no you or me ♪
721
01:05:11,968 --> 01:05:16,286
♪ Just wait ♪
722
01:05:16,336 --> 01:05:20,851
♪ Just wait ♪
723
01:05:20,901 --> 01:05:24,772
♪ Just wait ♪
724
01:05:24,822 --> 01:05:28,241
♪ Just wait ♪
725
01:05:28,291 --> 01:05:31,202
♪ Just wait ♪
726
01:05:31,252 --> 01:05:34,005
♪ Just wait ♪
727
01:05:34,055 --> 01:05:37,104
♪ Just way ♪
728
01:05:37,154 --> 01:05:39,637
♪ Mmm ♪
729
01:05:39,687 --> 01:05:42,096
♪ Mmm ♪
730
01:05:42,146 --> 01:05:44,100
♪ Ehh ♪
731
01:05:44,150 --> 01:05:45,986
♪ Ehh ♪
732
01:05:46,036 --> 01:05:48,085
♪ Heh ♪
733
01:05:48,135 --> 01:05:50,308
♪ Heh ♪
734
01:05:50,358 --> 01:05:52,275
♪ Heh ♪
735
01:05:52,325 --> 01:05:54,229
♪ Heh ♪
736
01:05:54,279 --> 01:05:56,132
♪ Ha ♪
737
01:05:56,182 --> 01:05:57,952
♪ Wha ♪
738
01:05:58,002 --> 01:05:59,763
♪ Woo ♪
739
01:05:59,813 --> 01:06:01,572
♪ Mmm ♪
740
01:06:01,622 --> 01:06:05,372
(punctuated heavy breathing)
741
01:06:21,112 --> 01:06:23,279
(moaning)
742
01:06:29,718 --> 01:06:34,718
♪ Ha ♪
743
01:06:38,971 --> 01:06:40,721
♪ Ha ♪
744
01:06:57,033 --> 01:06:59,317
♪ Hoo ♪
745
01:06:59,367 --> 01:07:02,500
♪ Ho, ho, ho, ho ♪
746
01:07:02,550 --> 01:07:04,902
♪ Ho, ho, ho, ho ♪
747
01:07:04,952 --> 01:07:09,952
(heavy breathing)
(punctuated moaning)
748
01:07:36,074 --> 01:07:39,241
(audience applauding)
749
01:08:01,051 --> 01:08:01,884
- To our Sunny.
750
01:08:09,076 --> 01:08:12,159
Sharing a gift like that is not easy.
751
01:08:14,031 --> 01:08:17,134
She searched deep for that
performance, can't you tell?
752
01:08:18,111 --> 01:08:18,944
What a moment.
753
01:08:20,491 --> 01:08:23,311
People say live in the moment or live
754
01:08:23,361 --> 01:08:24,734
for the moment, either one.
755
01:08:25,908 --> 01:08:29,624
But you all know there is no now.
756
01:08:33,951 --> 01:08:38,034
It's like imagining the ocean,
757
01:08:40,151 --> 01:08:45,151
and then the sand, and then a third thing,
758
01:08:45,441 --> 01:08:49,474
a line where the water meets the grains.
759
01:08:50,611 --> 01:08:51,964
There is no such line.
760
01:08:53,481 --> 01:08:56,484
Just sand, the water.
761
01:09:00,171 --> 01:09:01,514
The past is real.
762
01:09:02,601 --> 01:09:03,724
The future is real.
763
01:09:04,971 --> 01:09:09,971
But this thing we call the now,
the present, doesn't exist.
764
01:09:13,321 --> 01:09:15,344
All my words are in the past.
765
01:09:16,561 --> 01:09:19,804
There goes that sentence,
and there goes that one.
766
01:09:22,301 --> 01:09:26,474
What I'm trying to say is Sunny
has a newfound perspective.
767
01:09:28,411 --> 01:09:29,534
She has a future.
768
01:09:32,801 --> 01:09:34,406
To our Sunny.
769
01:09:34,456 --> 01:09:36,262
- To our Sunny!
770
01:09:36,312 --> 01:09:39,479
(audience applauding)
771
01:09:46,843 --> 01:09:47,861
(soft groaning)
772
01:09:47,911 --> 01:09:49,700
- What the fuck, Sunny.
773
01:09:49,750 --> 01:09:50,533
(laughs)
774
01:09:50,583 --> 01:09:51,621
Don't laugh like an idiot.
775
01:09:51,671 --> 01:09:52,844
You sound like Mom.
776
01:09:54,091 --> 01:09:56,604
Do you know any of these people?
777
01:09:58,441 --> 01:09:59,501
- They're my friends.
778
01:09:59,551 --> 01:10:00,801
- Name one!
779
01:10:00,851 --> 01:10:01,894
Name a friend.
780
01:10:05,971 --> 01:10:07,161
- They're David's friends.
781
01:10:07,211 --> 01:10:09,944
- You don't have anyone but me.
782
01:10:12,321 --> 01:10:13,971
- I could, though.
783
01:10:14,021 --> 01:10:15,931
- You're being manipulated.
784
01:10:15,981 --> 01:10:18,161
You're being used.
785
01:10:18,211 --> 01:10:21,021
You've never had a personality,
but I'm telling you,
786
01:10:21,071 --> 01:10:23,131
you don't need one.
787
01:10:23,181 --> 01:10:25,054
- My personality is interesting.
788
01:10:26,111 --> 01:10:27,371
It's modern.
789
01:10:27,421 --> 01:10:30,901
- Nobody wants us but us.
790
01:10:30,951 --> 01:10:32,241
We're the center of our universe,
791
01:10:32,291 --> 01:10:34,694
so what's the fucking problem with that?
792
01:10:35,881 --> 01:10:37,321
- We're sad people, I think.
793
01:10:37,371 --> 01:10:39,971
- Oh, because David's happy?
794
01:10:40,021 --> 01:10:42,461
And he tells you you could
be happy if you act happy?
795
01:10:42,511 --> 01:10:45,041
And that you can sing and
that people will love you?
796
01:10:45,091 --> 01:10:46,851
You're going crazy!
797
01:10:46,901 --> 01:10:49,381
- But I'm the baby of the family.
798
01:10:49,431 --> 01:10:50,861
There has to be one.
799
01:10:50,911 --> 01:10:53,741
- David has my face!
800
01:10:53,791 --> 01:10:55,661
It's the same face!
801
01:10:55,711 --> 01:10:57,101
You know that he does!
802
01:10:57,151 --> 01:11:00,088
I don't know where they
found him, but they did!
803
01:11:00,138 --> 01:11:01,501
- No, he doesn't.
804
01:11:02,494 --> 01:11:04,502
- Put out your hands.
805
01:11:04,552 --> 01:11:05,611
Put out your hands.
806
01:11:05,661 --> 01:11:08,191
You think that roses will suddenly appear,
807
01:11:08,241 --> 01:11:09,571
and you thinK that
someone you love will just
808
01:11:09,621 --> 01:11:12,808
walk into the room and
say, "Oh, how 'bout dinner
809
01:11:12,858 --> 01:11:14,681
"cooked a different way tonight."
810
01:11:14,731 --> 01:11:15,861
But when the food's gone, Sunny,
811
01:11:15,911 --> 01:11:17,941
it's the same regular plate,
812
01:11:17,991 --> 01:11:20,741
because anything else is impossible.
813
01:11:20,791 --> 01:11:23,353
After the first kind words,
you're willing to accept
814
01:11:23,403 --> 01:11:25,904
anything of this life,
even your own worth.
815
01:11:26,881 --> 01:11:30,561
And you think it's to sing, and
then you don't have to talk,
816
01:11:30,611 --> 01:11:33,731
or you don't have to listen,
but you're the same as me.
817
01:11:33,781 --> 01:11:34,931
And we live our lives together
818
01:11:34,981 --> 01:11:37,621
because it's the only way we know how.
819
01:11:37,671 --> 01:11:39,651
Because we're lazy and we're stupid
820
01:11:39,701 --> 01:11:42,271
and we'll never be amazing
or even any better than this,
821
01:11:42,321 --> 01:11:45,831
but we do what we know,
'cause what else is there?
822
01:11:45,881 --> 01:11:47,334
Life is planned!
823
01:11:49,981 --> 01:11:51,814
This is not about love.
824
01:11:54,051 --> 01:11:56,951
- How do you know we exist if
we never leave the apartment?
825
01:11:57,001 --> 01:11:59,191
- Oh, so out there we exist?
826
01:11:59,241 --> 01:12:00,564
Out there we're accepted?
827
01:12:02,672 --> 01:12:03,872
Say David looks like me.
828
01:12:06,721 --> 01:12:07,504
- He doesn't.
829
01:12:07,554 --> 01:12:08,387
- And Lily.
830
01:12:09,541 --> 01:12:10,324
- Who's that?
831
01:12:10,374 --> 01:12:11,994
- Just say what I want you to say!
832
01:12:14,551 --> 01:12:15,931
Stupid baby!
833
01:12:15,981 --> 01:12:20,691
Look, if I see myself in everyone else,
834
01:12:20,741 --> 01:12:22,724
it's because my self is all there is.
835
01:12:24,106 --> 01:12:26,998
My self and you!
836
01:12:27,048 --> 01:12:28,381
My self and you!
837
01:12:36,554 --> 01:12:40,137
(eerie electronic buzzing)
838
01:12:52,171 --> 01:12:55,221
- Focus on my finger, please, Dana.
839
01:12:55,271 --> 01:12:57,551
I'm going to drop my
finger, and you're going
840
01:12:57,601 --> 01:13:01,001
to remain focused on the
space between your hands.
841
01:13:01,051 --> 01:13:03,941
Imagine your palms are like magnets,
842
01:13:03,991 --> 01:13:07,291
and they are pulling your
hands closer together.
843
01:13:07,341 --> 01:13:09,791
You know magnets, Dana,
that is what your palms are.
844
01:13:09,841 --> 01:13:12,671
Like two people with
a powerful attraction,
845
01:13:12,721 --> 01:13:14,761
that is what your palms are, magnets,
846
01:13:14,811 --> 01:13:18,704
and they are being drawn, forced together.
847
01:13:20,621 --> 01:13:24,621
And when your hands touch,
when those magnets are united,
848
01:13:24,671 --> 01:13:28,721
you will feel a wave of relaxation,
849
01:13:28,771 --> 01:13:31,231
a wave of pleasure from your hair roots
850
01:13:31,281 --> 01:13:33,221
to the tips of your toenails.
851
01:13:33,271 --> 01:13:35,164
Go ahead, close your eyes.
852
01:13:36,311 --> 01:13:40,571
Now stay focused on that space
between your magnet palms.
853
01:13:40,621 --> 01:13:41,994
We are ready to begin.
854
01:13:44,033 --> 01:13:45,852
Pulling.
855
01:13:45,902 --> 01:13:47,568
Pulling.
856
01:13:47,618 --> 01:13:48,451
Pulling.
857
01:13:49,455 --> 01:13:50,288
Pulling.
858
01:13:51,135 --> 01:13:52,659
Pulling.
859
01:13:52,709 --> 01:13:54,235
Pulling.
860
01:13:54,285 --> 01:13:55,846
Pulling.
861
01:13:55,896 --> 01:13:57,231
Pulling.
862
01:13:57,281 --> 01:13:58,522
Pulling.
863
01:13:58,572 --> 01:13:59,854
Pulling.
864
01:13:59,904 --> 01:14:00,981
Pulling.
865
01:14:01,031 --> 01:14:01,864
Sleep!
866
01:14:04,244 --> 01:14:07,661
(tense electronic music)
867
01:14:10,143 --> 01:14:11,726
- It's not working.
868
01:14:14,017 --> 01:14:16,371
It's not working,
Christine, I'm not sleeping.
869
01:14:16,421 --> 01:14:17,411
It's not working!
870
01:14:17,461 --> 01:14:18,761
- It doesn't always.
871
01:14:18,811 --> 01:14:19,961
- What's wrong with me?
872
01:14:20,805 --> 01:14:23,191
(sighs) I wanna try again.
873
01:14:23,241 --> 01:14:25,622
Put me to sleep! (sobs)
874
01:14:25,672 --> 01:14:27,005
Put me to sleep.
875
01:14:28,122 --> 01:14:29,421
Put me to sleep.
876
01:14:29,471 --> 01:14:33,761
Put me to sleep, put me
to sleep, put me to sleep.
877
01:14:33,811 --> 01:14:35,144
Put me to sleep.
878
01:14:36,503 --> 01:14:37,836
Put me to sleep!
879
01:14:39,513 --> 01:14:40,846
Put me to sleep.
880
01:14:44,167 --> 01:14:47,322
(door creaking)
881
01:14:47,372 --> 01:14:51,039
(dramatic electronic music)
882
01:16:25,212 --> 01:16:26,212
- He's gone.
883
01:16:36,361 --> 01:16:37,861
What do we do now?
884
01:16:39,784 --> 01:16:41,291
- Put the furniture back.
885
01:16:44,532 --> 01:16:46,282
- Then what do we do?
886
01:16:48,102 --> 01:16:48,935
- Less.
887
01:16:59,476 --> 01:17:01,643
(sighing)
888
01:17:46,266 --> 01:17:49,266
(footsteps tapping)
889
01:18:28,624 --> 01:18:31,374
(metal clinking)
890
01:18:37,139 --> 01:18:39,722
(bag rustling)
891
01:18:49,887 --> 01:18:52,637
(metal clinking)
892
01:19:01,867 --> 01:19:04,700
(heavy breathing)
893
01:19:24,988 --> 01:19:27,905
(electric buzzing)
894
01:19:47,160 --> 01:19:50,660
(somber electronic music)
895
01:20:01,646 --> 01:20:02,979
- They love you.
896
01:20:07,574 --> 01:20:08,657
He loves you.
897
01:20:12,668 --> 01:20:13,585
I love you.
898
01:20:18,121 --> 01:20:19,394
He loves her.
899
01:20:20,301 --> 01:20:21,554
She loves him.
900
01:20:23,131 --> 01:20:23,964
He loves her.
901
01:20:25,781 --> 01:20:26,954
I love him.
902
01:20:28,591 --> 01:20:29,954
He loves me.
903
01:20:31,861 --> 01:20:33,194
He loves her.
904
01:20:34,931 --> 01:20:37,104
They love each other.
905
01:20:39,051 --> 01:20:42,421
They love everyone.
906
01:20:42,471 --> 01:20:45,814
Everyone loves one another.
907
01:20:47,191 --> 01:20:50,974
I love her, she loves me.
908
01:20:52,051 --> 01:20:54,294
They love each other.
909
01:20:55,291 --> 01:20:57,751
She loves him.
910
01:20:57,801 --> 01:20:58,634
He loves her.
911
01:21:00,685 --> 01:21:03,852
(television clicking)
912
01:21:05,448 --> 01:21:08,865
(eerie electronic music)
913
01:21:35,431 --> 01:21:36,784
She loves him.
914
01:21:38,011 --> 01:21:39,208
He loves her.
915
01:21:41,819 --> 01:21:44,134
They love each other.
916
01:23:07,384 --> 01:23:11,051
(dramatic electronic music)
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