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( traffic passing )
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FUCKING SHIT!
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- YEAH, YOU LIKE
UNCIRCUMCISED GUYS, RIGHT?
- YEAH.
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YOU'RE THE BEST, MAN.
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80, 100, 20, 40, 60.
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NO, COME HERE,
MOTHERFUCKER, WE'RE
TAKING A--
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GOD, GIVE ME 24 HOURS
AWAY FROM THIS MADNESS.
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TALK TO YOU.
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( toilet flushes )
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I'M FILLING OUT
THIS WESTERN UNION SLIP
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TO RECEIVE MONEY
FROM MY FATHER
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AND...
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GET MATT AND I'S DAY
STARTED.
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A LOT OF TIMES,
MATT NEEDS A BOOST
TO START THE DAY.
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$100!
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LET'S GO.
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LET'S GO, JEEVES.
MY BAGS.
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WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
HA-HA WHOA!
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NOW, I'VE ALREADY
CALLED THE CRACK DEALER
AND THE DOPE DEALER.
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WE'RE GOING TO 15TH AND 6TH
TO MEET THE CRACK DEALER,
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THEN WE'RE GOING
TO HORATIO AND WASHINGTON
MEET THE DOPE DEALER.
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THEN WE'RE GOING
TO THE SPOT TO SHOOT
THE DOPE, SMOKE THE CRACK,
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FUCK SOME PUSSY,
EAT SOME DICK.
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GET A HOTEL ROOM.
( growls )
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- I'M ABOUT TO TEAR
THAT ASS UP, GIRL.
- DO THAT AGAIN.
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- I'M ABOUT TO TEAR
THAT ASS UP, GIRL.
- MEOW!
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MONDAY HE SENT HER 500.
TUESDAY HE SENT HER 300.
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AY
AND (
IS ONLY WEDNESDAY.
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SHE'S ALMOST GOING ON
$1,000 ALREADY.
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SHE'S GONNA PICK LOCK
THE DOOR, SEE IF SHE CAN
GET IN
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SO WE CAN GO IN THERE
AND GET HIGH.
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THIS IS FOR YOU.
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( whispering )
FUCKING IN.
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I GOT INTRODUCED
TO HEROIN WHEN I WAS 17
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IN HIGH SCHOOL,
PRIVATE SCHOOL I WENT TO,
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RENEAUX ACADEMY,
MY SENIOR YEAR.
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BUT I SNIFFED IT
TILL I MET MATT,
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ENTIRELY CONFIDENT
I COULD GO BACK TO
JUST SNIFFING IT.
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THE DIFFERENCE
IS JUST THE RUSH.
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YOU'RE READY TO WALK
OUT OF HERE?
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HUH-- COME ON.
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WE HAVE TO GET SOMEBODY
TO OPEN THE DOOR FOR US.
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IT'S USUALLY
MUCH EASIER THAN THIS.
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WE'VE NEVER HAD
THAT MUCH PROBLEM.
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- NO, OKAY.
- ( door buzzes open )
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THANKS.
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Man on intercom:
You've got the wrong
apartment.
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OKAY.
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- MICHELLE.
- YES.
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CAN I USE YOUR LIGHTER,
BUDDY? I DON'T KNOW
WHAT I DID WITH MINE.
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- THIS IS THE ONE
YOU GAVE ME.
- OKAY.
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- ARE YOU OKAY, SEBASTIAN?
- YEAH.
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- HERE YOU GO.
- COOL, THANK YOU.
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I WORRY ABOUT SEBASTIAN
SHOOTING THE CRACK,
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BECAUSE WHAT HE'S DOING
IS A LOT MORE INTENSE
THAN SMOKING IT--
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AS YOU CAN SEE.
NOW-- NOW WATCH HIM.
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HE'LL START TO GET VERY
NERVOUS IN A FEW MINUTES.
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- YOU OKAY, SEBASTIAN?
- YEAH.
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- NO BLOOD ON ME ANYWHERE?
- NO BLOOD.
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ALL RIGHT.
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Sebastian:
OKAY. HELLO.
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WHAT I DO IS, UH--
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I TALK WITH MEN--
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SEE, THEY-- THEY--
WHERE WE'RE GOING
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IS WHERE THEY PICK
UP GIRLS,
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ST. MARKS PLACE.
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IT'S A HOTEL.
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CRACKHEAD GIRLS
HANG OUT THERE.
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DRUG ADDICTS
HANG OUT THERE
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AND MEN COME
TO PICK UP DATES THERE.
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THESE GIRLS SETTLE
FOR NOTHING.
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IF YOU TELL THEM
A HIT OF CRACK, THEY'LL
SUCK YOUR DICK.
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I HAVE A LOT OF
PROBLEMS BECAUSE
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I NAME A HIGH PRICE
FOR BASICALLY NOTHING,
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'CAUSE I'M TRYING
TO ROB YOUR MONEY ANYWAY.
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I-- I HATE IT,
'CAUSE I KNOW, SO YOU KNOW
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SOMETIMES SHE CAN
GET AWAY WITH IT
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AND SOMETIMES SHE HAS
TO DO SOMETHING FOR IT.
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AND SHE'S MY GIRLFRIEND
AND I DON'T LIKE OTHER GUYS
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PUTTING THEIR HANDS
ON HER.
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WE THINK I'M TRYING
TO DO THIS TO GET US
OFF THE STREETS.
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IN OUR BRAIN,
WE BELIEVE THAT
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BECAUSE WE'RE DRUG ADDICTS
AND WE'RE DREAMERS.
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BECAUSE EVERY DIME
IS GOING ON DRUGS.
IT REALLY IS.
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I MEAN I'VE BEEN
ON THE STREETS ABOUT
NINE DAYS NOW.
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I'D SAY I MADE
ABOUT $1,200.
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I DON'T-- I DON'T
EVEN HAVE MONEY FOR
CIGARETTES RIGHT NOW.
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AND IT REALLY,
REALLY SUCKS.
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- YOU'RE COMING DOWN OFF
THAT STUFF, RIGHT, HON?
- YEAH.
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- SO IF YOU HEAR MY WHISTLE--
- YEAH.
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TRYING TO MAKE
YOUR MONEY OUT HERE?
I HEAR YOU.
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YEAH.
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IS THAT YOUR MAN
ACROSS THE STREET
WATCHING YOU?
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Michelle:
A COUPLE OF PEOPLE
MAKE SURE I'M OKAY.
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THAT'S GOOD.
THAT'S THE WAY
IT SHOULD BE.
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NOW IF WE DO ANYTHING
ELSE BUT SMOKE, IS IT
GOING TO COST ME?
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YEAH, IF YOU THINK
YOU'RE GOING TO PAY
ME IN CRACK,
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THAT'S NOT HOW
I LIKE TO GET PAID.
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NO, EXCUSE ME,
I'M TALKING STRAIGHT UP.
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YEAH, I NEED
TO MAKE CASH.
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I UNDERSTAND THAT.
I'M TALKING STRAIGHT
UP, OKAY?
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Sebastian:
YEAH, MICHELLE GOT IN
THE CAR WITH HER JOHN.
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I JUST HOPE
THAT SHE DOESN'T--
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SHE DOESN'T HAVE
TO DO ANYTHING
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YOU KNOW, SEXUAL.
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WHAT HAPPENED?
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WHAT HAPPENED WAS--
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I KEPT ASKING HIM,
WELL, WHAT IS IT
THAT YOU WANT?
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AND HE WAS LIKE,
"WELL I LIKE 69.
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I LIKE BLOW JOBS.
I WANT SEX."
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- BUT HE DIDN'T GIVE ME
NO MONEY YET, BABE.
- RIGHT.
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- SO NOW I CAN'T DO NOTHING.
I GOT NO MONEY.
- RIGHT.
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WHAT AM I GONNA SAY?
ALL RIGHT, YOU LIKE ALL
THAT, THAT'S NICE.
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SO THEN FINALLY I SAID,
"HOW MUCH AM I GONNA
GET PAID FOR THIS?"
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HE SAID,
"I'LL GIVE YOU 100."
I SAID, "SURE, OKAY."
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I SAID, "AREN'T YOU
GOING TO GIVE ME THE MONEY
TO PAY FOR THE HOTEL?
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'CAUSE I CAN GET IT CHEAPER,
'CAUSE I KNOW THE GUY."
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HE HANDED ME THE $40
AND THAT'S WHEN I SAID,
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"YOU JUST HANDED YOUR MONEY
TO AN UNDERCOVER COP."
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HE SAID,
"OKAY, ALL RIGHT."
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I SAID,
"PULL OVER RIGHT NOW.
PULL THE FUCK OVER."
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I SPENT 40 ON CRACK,
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I SPENT 18 ON CIGARETTES,
I SPENT 10 IN THE DELI.
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20, 40, 60,
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80, 100,
20, 40, 60.
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- SO 160 AND--
- 220, 220.
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WE MADE 220 ON THAT.
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MONEY THAT COMES THAT WAY,
YOU CANNOT HOLD ONTO IT.
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IT JUST SLIPS OUT OF
YOUR FINGERS AND GOES,
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YOU KNOW, IT WALKS
INTO THE FUCKING CRACK SPOT
BY ITSELF.
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YOU KNOW, THE BASEMENT
IS ACTUALLY COOL TOO.
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YOU WANNA GO TO THE TOP
OR THE BASEMENT?
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ALL RIGHT, GUYS,
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I HAVE MY PIPE STASHED
IN MY POCKET
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BETWEEN MY BUTT CHEEKS,
NOT IN MY BUTT.
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THAT'S RESERVED
FOR THE TRICKS.
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Tracy:
I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM
AT FIRST SIGHT.
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HE DIDN'T
LIKE ME WHEN WE FIRST MET.
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HE TOLD EVERYBODY AROUND
THE PARK TO AVOID ME,
THAT I'M TROUBLE,
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THAT I'M DADDY'S
LITTLE RICH GIRL.
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YEAH, THAT I RUN AROUND
WITH DADDY'S MONEY.
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- THAT I'M NOT A REAL
DRUG ADDICT, I'M A FAKE.
- ( both chuckle )
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IF I'M DADDY'S RICH GIRL,
THEN HE'S EVERY HOMO'S LITTLE
FUCKING BOY TOY OUT HERE.
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( chuckles )
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MATT IS TRYING TO LOOK
LONELY AND PATHETIC.
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THAT'S WHEN THE TRICKS
APPROACH HIM.
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THEY KNOW EXACTLY
WHAT THEY'RE GETTING--
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STRAIGHT GUYS
THAT ARE OUT HERE
TRYING TO MAKE MONEY.
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IT'S AMAZING.
YOU WILL SEE GUYS COME OUT
HERE, THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS,
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MEET ONE OF THESE HUSTLERS.
THE HUSTLERS WILL GET THEM
SMOKING CRACK.
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THREE DAYS LATER YOU'LL SEE
THESE GUYS ON THE PARK BENCH
DEAD BROKE, CAN'T GET HOME.
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I DON'T THINK HE'S GONNA
HAVE TOO MUCH SUCCESS
ON THE STREET ITSELF.
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I THINK CALLS WILL BE
THE MOST SUCCESSFUL THING.
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MATT, WHY DON'T YOU
TRY A PHONE?
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HEY, BABY, WHAT'S UP?
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IT'S MATTHEW CALLING TO GET
MY WEEKLY BUTT WASHING.
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I'M IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD
PARTYING, GETTING IT ON,
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SO I THOUGHT MAYBE
I COULD DO IT A LITTLE SAFE
AND HAVE SOME FUN.
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ALL RIGHT.
I'M FEELING YOUNG.
BYE.
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- THAT'S GOOD.
I SAID THAT'S GOOD.
- OH, THAT'S GOOD?
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YOU'RE THE BEST, MAN.
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WE HAVE A GOOD
TIME TOGETHER.
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ALL RIGHT, GOTTA GO.
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- OKAY.
- TALK TO YOU.
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THANKS A LOT, SCOTT.
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- OKAY, HAVE A GOOD NIGHT.
- BYE, BYE.
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TRACY AIN'T FROM
THIS WORLD, YOU KNOW?
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THIS IS ALL NEW TO HER.
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I MEAN SHE'S NEVER EVEN SEEN
THIS SIDE OF LIFE
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UNTIL SHE MET ME
A YEAR AGO.
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SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT
HE'S EXERTING SO MUCH
EFFORT AND ENERGY
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INTO ENTICING
AND LANDING THESE TRICKS
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THAT HE DOESN'T HAVE
ANYTHING LEFT FOR ME,
YOU KNOW?
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I MEAN, IT'S THE SAME THING
ABOUT SEX.
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00:14:00,800 --> 00:14:03,467
I ALWAYS FEEL THAT SEXUALLY,
THAT'S WHAT HE DOES
FOR A LIVING.
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00:14:03,467 --> 00:14:06,367
SO IT'S THE LAST THING
HE REALLY WANTS TO EVEN,
YOU KNOW,
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UH, ADDRESS OR DEAL WITH
WHEN HE'S WITH ME.
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00:14:09,934 --> 00:14:12,834
YOU CAN GET TRAPPED
AND CAUGHT UP IN THIS LIFESTYLE.
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00:14:12,834 --> 00:14:16,400
AND ONCE YOU CROSS
A CERTAIN BOUNDARY,
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IT'S LIKE THERE'S
NO TURNING BACK, YOU KNOW?
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THIS IS THE ONLY LIFE I KNOW.
I'VE BEEN HERE SINCE
I WAS 14.
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00:14:23,533 --> 00:14:26,033
I WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT
WHEN I WAS 12
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THAT WIPED OUT ANY MEMORY
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00:14:29,734 --> 00:14:33,600
I HAVE OF MY CHILDHOOD.
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SO I ONLY REMEMBER
AS FAR AS 12 YEARS AND OLDER.
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00:14:37,867 --> 00:14:41,066
AND SINCE I'M 12,
I WAS SCALPING TICKETS
TO THE GARDEN.
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13, YOU KNOW,
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STARTED MOVING DOWNTOWN
WITH THE CONS
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AND THE-- THE HUSTLES
IN PENN STATION
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SWEET-TALKING
PEOPLE OUT OF MONEY,
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ALL THE WAY DOWN INTO
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GREENWICH VILLAGE
HUSTLING HOMOS.
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00:14:55,667 --> 00:14:58,100
YOU KNOW, SO I'VE BEEN
HERE ALL MY LIFE.
196
00:14:58,100 --> 00:15:00,266
THIS HAS BEEN
EVERYTHING I KNOW.
197
00:15:18,834 --> 00:15:20,834
Sebastian:
SO COLIN, MY FRIEND,
WHAT'S UP?
198
00:15:20,834 --> 00:15:22,800
WHAT'S HAPPENING
WITH YOU?
199
00:15:22,800 --> 00:15:26,200
YOU LIKE UNCIRCUMCISED
GUYS AS I RECALL, RIGHT?
200
00:15:26,200 --> 00:15:28,200
YEAH.
201
00:15:30,500 --> 00:15:32,500
YEAH, I LIKE REDHEADS.
202
00:15:32,500 --> 00:15:34,533
- REDHEADS?
- YEAH.
203
00:15:34,533 --> 00:15:36,800
I'M CLOSE TO IT,
BLOND.
204
00:15:38,567 --> 00:15:40,667
SO WHY DON'T WE HANG OUT
FOR A LITTLE BIT?
205
00:15:40,667 --> 00:15:43,266
I DON'T KNOW.
HOW MUCH MONEY
DO YOU WANT?
206
00:15:43,266 --> 00:15:46,400
- HOW MUCH CAN YOU GIVE ME?
- 20.
207
00:15:46,400 --> 00:15:47,900
30?
208
00:15:47,900 --> 00:15:50,567
- OKAY.
- COME ON.
209
00:15:56,900 --> 00:15:58,767
Colin:
YOU HAVE TO CALL
BEFORE YOU COME OVER.
210
00:15:58,767 --> 00:16:01,934
Sebastian:
I NEVER COME UNINVITED.
DON'T WORRY ABOUT THAT.
211
00:16:22,533 --> 00:16:24,667
HE'S SUCKING MY DICK
212
00:16:24,667 --> 00:16:28,367
AND I'M THINKING ABOUT
WHAT AM I GONNA DO AS SOON
AS I GET THE MONEY, YOU KNOW.
213
00:16:28,367 --> 00:16:31,900
THAT'S THE ONLY WAY
I'M ABLE TO--
214
00:16:31,900 --> 00:16:34,400
TO FOCUS I GUESS AND--
215
00:16:34,400 --> 00:16:37,767
AND DO WHAT I GOTTA DO
BECAUSE...
216
00:16:37,767 --> 00:16:39,800
I KIND OF LIKE PUT MYSELF
OUT OF THERE.
217
00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:43,000
I'M NOT--
I'M THERE, BUT I'M REALLY--
218
00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:46,667
MENTALLY I TRY TO LIKE
BE SOMEWHERE ELSE.
219
00:16:46,667 --> 00:16:48,300
THIS IS WHY
OUR RELATIONSHIP SUCKS,
220
00:16:48,300 --> 00:16:50,533
BECAUSE WE'RE NOT BOYFRIEND
AND GIRLFRIEND ANYMORE.
221
00:16:50,533 --> 00:16:53,433
WE'RE-- WE'RE RUNNING
PARTNERS, YOU KNOW?
222
00:16:53,433 --> 00:16:56,266
AND IT'S LIKE,
I'M VERY GOOD TO SEBASTIAN,
223
00:16:56,266 --> 00:16:57,834
EVEN THOUGH
I'M POISONING HIM.
224
00:17:09,834 --> 00:17:12,300
CAN I COME DOWN, BABE?
225
00:17:30,700 --> 00:17:34,066
WHEN WE FIRST MET,
WE DIDN'T GET HIGH
TOGETHER AT ALL.
226
00:17:39,900 --> 00:17:44,166
AND WE ALWAYS USED TO SAY,
WHEN WE GET HIGH TOGETHER
227
00:17:44,166 --> 00:17:46,767
IT'S OVER.
228
00:17:52,033 --> 00:17:54,500
MY HUSBAND OVERDOSED
AND DIED
229
00:17:54,500 --> 00:17:57,166
AND MY BOYFRIEND
OVERDOSED AND DIED.
230
00:17:58,200 --> 00:18:01,767
I'VE OVERDOSED
PLENTY OF TIMES.
231
00:18:01,767 --> 00:18:05,233
( chuckles )
232
00:18:05,233 --> 00:18:08,033
I DON'T KNOW
IF I COULD SURVIVE A THIRD.
233
00:18:31,600 --> 00:18:33,633
( crowd chatting )
234
00:18:56,500 --> 00:18:58,500
( door slams )
235
00:19:50,033 --> 00:19:53,433
I'M SPENDING THE DAY
AT MY MA'S HOUSE.
236
00:19:53,433 --> 00:19:55,467
I WON'T DO DRUGS
AROUND MY MOTHER.
237
00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:00,767
I THINK IT WOULD
KILL HER IF SHE KNEW
I WAS SHOOTING HEROIN.
238
00:20:37,300 --> 00:20:39,367
Ma
WE CAN TAKE THIS ONE.
239
00:20:49,066 --> 00:20:52,000
I HAVEN'T BEEN
DOWN THIS WAY IN YEARS.
240
00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:55,166
IT'S A BURNT OUT
FUCKING NIGGER TOWN.
241
00:20:55,166 --> 00:20:57,800
THE GHETTO, THE SLUMS.
242
00:20:57,800 --> 00:21:00,667
BUT MY MOM'S BLOCK
IS PROBABLY THE ONLY BLOCK--
243
00:21:00,667 --> 00:21:04,367
FUCKING WHITE BLOCK
IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD
AND THAT'S CHANGED.
244
00:21:04,367 --> 00:21:07,767
I THINK SHE'S THE ONLY
WHITE FAMILY NOW.
245
00:21:07,767 --> 00:21:11,200
BUT I GREW UP HERE.
I LOVE IT. I LOVE IT.
246
00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:14,734
THIS IS WESTSIDE CEMETERY.
247
00:21:14,734 --> 00:21:18,800
I USED TO SMOKE DUST
IN THERE WHEN I WAS
LIKE 11 YEARS OLD.
248
00:21:20,467 --> 00:21:22,467
( bell rings )
249
00:21:23,600 --> 00:21:25,600
IT'LL BE OKAY, COME ON.
250
00:21:34,100 --> 00:21:36,233
THIS WAS THE FIRST HOUSE
MY MOM MOVED INTO
251
00:21:36,233 --> 00:21:38,066
WHEN SHE MOVED
TO THIS BLOCK.
252
00:21:38,066 --> 00:21:41,266
ALL THE WORK, THE ALUMINUM
SIDING AND EVERYTHING, MY
FATHER DID EVERYTHING.
253
00:21:41,266 --> 00:21:44,934
HE HAD A HEART ATTACK
A COUPLE OF MONTHS AGO.
254
00:21:44,934 --> 00:21:47,467
HE DIED A COUPLE
OF MONTHS AGO.
255
00:21:51,500 --> 00:21:54,967
YOU KNOW I GOT
LOVE FOR YOU.
256
00:21:54,967 --> 00:21:57,066
YOU BETTER HAVE
MONEY FOR ME.
257
00:21:57,066 --> 00:22:00,333
THIS IS MY MOM,
DOROTHY CALHOUN.
258
00:22:00,333 --> 00:22:02,567
THIS IS HER DREAM.
SHE'S ALWAYS WANTED A HOUSE.
259
00:22:02,567 --> 00:22:04,600
SHE GOT ONE
ON THE SAME BLOCK
260
00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:07,567
SHE CAN'T SEEM TO GET OFF
OF FOR THE LAST 15 YEARS.
261
00:22:16,667 --> 00:22:20,367
I'M HERE FOR AT LEAST
30 YEARS UNTIL THE HOUSE
IS PAID OFF AT LEAST.
262
00:22:20,367 --> 00:22:23,233
Ma
IT'S GOING TO BE THAT LONG?
263
00:22:23,233 --> 00:22:26,266
YEAH, BUT I'LL LEAVE
THE BILLS FOR YOU.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
264
00:22:26,266 --> 00:22:29,000
- I'M THROWING AWAY THAT OLD--
- NO, MATT, NOT HERE.
265
00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:31,133
MA, IT'S A CHEESECAKE THING.
YOU DON'T NEED THAT.
266
00:22:31,133 --> 00:22:33,133
MATTHEW, THIS IS RECYCLING.
267
00:22:33,133 --> 00:22:37,133
THIS IS MAIL TO GO IN
THE MAILBOX, THANK YOU.
268
00:22:41,467 --> 00:22:44,333
SOME COCOA PEBBLES,
I LOVE IT.
269
00:22:44,333 --> 00:22:47,166
SHE STILL KEEPS
THE BEST CEREAL.
270
00:22:51,667 --> 00:22:55,533
OW!
DON'T CRY OVER SPILT MILK.
271
00:22:55,533 --> 00:22:59,166
THERE'S MATTHEW TOO.
HEY, MATTHEW.
272
00:22:59,166 --> 00:23:02,367
I WAS TWO YEARS OLD THERE,
1976.
273
00:23:02,367 --> 00:23:04,367
HE WAS A GOOD CHILD.
274
00:23:04,367 --> 00:23:06,467
HE WAS
AN A-NUMBER-ONE BABY.
275
00:23:06,467 --> 00:23:08,734
- WHO ME?
- YEP, YOU WERE.
276
00:23:08,734 --> 00:23:11,667
AND THEN YOU GREW UP.
( chuckles )
277
00:23:11,667 --> 00:23:16,133
- LOOK AT ANDREW.
- WHO'S THIS?
278
00:23:16,133 --> 00:23:18,433
THIS IS ME AND MY SON
AT MY GRANDMOTHER'S.
279
00:23:18,433 --> 00:23:20,200
I WAS SEEING HIM
EVERY WEEKEND THEN.
280
00:23:22,967 --> 00:23:25,400
MY LITTLE MAN.
281
00:23:27,633 --> 00:23:30,500
I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM
IN LIKE NINE MONTHS.
282
00:23:30,500 --> 00:23:34,400
- ( music box playing )
- I CAN'T-- I CAN'T DEAL
WITH ANY OF IT ANYMORE.
283
00:23:34,400 --> 00:23:37,767
- HUH?
- I SAID I CAN'T DEAL WITH
YOUR ROUGH LIFE ANYMORE.
284
00:23:37,767 --> 00:23:40,467
- YOU KNOW SOMETHING, MA?
- I LIVED WITH IT
FOR TOO LONG.
285
00:23:40,467 --> 00:23:42,200
YOU KNOW WHAT, MA?
286
00:23:42,200 --> 00:23:45,166
I ALMOST CAN'T DEAL
WITH IT ANYMORE.
287
00:23:45,166 --> 00:23:47,266
I'M GETTING TIRED OF IT.
288
00:23:47,266 --> 00:23:49,166
- GO HOME, GO HOME, GO HOME.
- ALL RIGHT.
289
00:23:49,166 --> 00:23:50,834
- I LOVE YOU, MA.
- I LOVE YOU TOO. GO.
290
00:23:50,834 --> 00:23:53,567
I'LL TALK TO YOU IN A WEEK.
291
00:23:53,567 --> 00:23:56,934
- LOVE YOU.
- LOVE YOU TOO.
BE GOOD.
292
00:23:56,934 --> 00:24:00,433
YEAH, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT
TO GO BACK TO FUCKING HELL.
293
00:24:01,600 --> 00:24:03,633
( Matt sniffing )
THAT WAS SO NORMAL.
294
00:24:03,633 --> 00:24:06,066
- WE HAVE TO--
BABE, BABE, BABE--
- WE GOT TO GET DOPE.
295
00:24:06,066 --> 00:24:07,767
- WE GOT NO MONEY.
- IF YOU CALL YOUR FATHER
296
00:24:07,767 --> 00:24:09,967
AND YOUR FATHER
GUARANTEES YOU TOMORROW
297
00:24:09,967 --> 00:24:11,967
WE'LL GO RIGHT TO TERRY'S.
298
00:24:11,967 --> 00:24:15,033
SHE DOES NOTHING FOR HIM,
SHE BRINGS HIM DOWN.
299
00:24:15,033 --> 00:24:17,300
HE BRINGS HER DOWN,
SHE BRINGS HIM DOWN,
WHICHEVER.
300
00:24:17,300 --> 00:24:20,400
YOU KNOW,
THEY DO NOTHING
FOR EACH OTHER.
301
00:24:26,066 --> 00:24:30,166
OH MY GOD, BABY.
THAT GETS ME NERVOUS.
302
00:24:32,567 --> 00:24:34,567
IF SHE YOUR GIRL,
WHY THE FUCK
303
00:24:34,567 --> 00:24:36,700
IS SHE FUCKING
EVERY PIPEHEAD OUT HERE?
304
00:24:36,700 --> 00:24:39,800
WHY THE FUCK SHE INVITING
ME TO SOME APARTMENT UP
IN FUCKING HARLEM?
305
00:24:39,800 --> 00:24:43,000
- MAYBE SHE WAS
HORNY THAT DAY.
- GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE.
306
00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:46,400
- SHIT HAPPENS, YOU KNOW.
- YEAH, AND THAT'S YOUR GIRL?
307
00:24:46,400 --> 00:24:48,433
- AND THAT'S YOUR GIRL?
- THAT'S MY GIRL!
308
00:24:48,433 --> 00:24:51,033
I'M TELLING YOU IT'S MY GIRL.
IN MY HEART IT'S MY GIRL.
309
00:24:51,033 --> 00:24:53,233
YOU ABOUT TO TURN ON ME.
YOU A FAKE MOTHERFUCKER.
310
00:24:53,233 --> 00:24:54,900
I'LL FUCK THAT
BITCH UP RIGHT NOW.
311
00:24:54,900 --> 00:24:56,500
- NO YOU WON'T.
- NO I WON'T?
312
00:24:56,500 --> 00:24:58,200
- I'M TELLING YOU YOU WON'T.
- WHAT?
313
00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:00,600
- I'M TELLING YOU.
- YOU WANT TO DO
SOMETHING TOO?
314
00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:02,700
I'M TELLING YOU
YOU WON'T, SHAWN.
315
00:25:02,700 --> 00:25:04,900
- WHAT YOU WANT TO DO?
- I'M TELLING YOU.
316
00:25:04,900 --> 00:25:07,133
- WHAT YOU WANT TO DO NOW?
- YOU WANT TO FIGHT WITH ME?
317
00:25:07,133 --> 00:25:09,200
YOU'RE TURNING
ON YOUR BROTHER?
318
00:25:09,200 --> 00:25:12,467
- IF YOU'RE GONNA TURN ON ME,
THEN THAT SHIT IS DEAD.
- IT'S DEAD THEN.
319
00:25:12,467 --> 00:25:15,533
- THEN IT'S DEAD.
YOU A FAKE MOTHERFUCKER.
- CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT.
320
00:25:15,533 --> 00:25:17,700
- A FAKE MOTHERFUCKER.
- CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT.
321
00:25:17,700 --> 00:25:20,900
BUT WHEN YOUR BITCH COMES UP
MISSING, COME AND SEE ME.
322
00:25:20,900 --> 00:25:23,633
WHEN SHE COMES UP MISSING,
COME AND SEE ME.
323
00:25:26,433 --> 00:25:29,066
HIS BROTHER'S RARELY THERE,
IF EVER,
324
00:25:29,066 --> 00:25:32,433
TO CONTRIBUTE ANYTHING
POSITIVE OR BENEFICIAL
TO MATT'S LIFE.
325
00:25:32,433 --> 00:25:35,266
YET AT THE SAME TIME,
HE CARES SO DEEPLY ABOUT MATT
326
00:25:35,266 --> 00:25:37,200
AND IS SO, YOU KNOW,
WORRIED
327
00:25:37,200 --> 00:25:39,300
ABOUT MATT'S LIFE
AND MATT'S WELL-BEING
328
00:25:39,300 --> 00:25:42,700
THAT HE'S TRYING TO PROTECT
MATT FROM BEING WITH ME,
BECAUSE, YOU KNOW,
329
00:25:42,700 --> 00:25:44,667
I'M NOT GOOD FOR MATT.
330
00:25:46,467 --> 00:25:48,834
I'LL JUST WRITE HIM OFF.
331
00:25:53,467 --> 00:25:55,533
JUST LIKE THAT.
332
00:25:55,533 --> 00:25:57,633
Shawn:
THE FIGHT BETWEEN ME
AND MY BROTHER
333
00:25:57,633 --> 00:26:00,734
IS ACTUALLY THE FIGHT
BETWEEN HIM AND THEM DRUGS
THAT HE'S DOING.
334
00:26:00,734 --> 00:26:02,867
THAT'S WHAT'S GOING
TO KILL HIM.
335
00:26:02,867 --> 00:26:05,166
IT SEEMS LIKE HE'S LIVING
A SUICIDAL MISSION.
336
00:26:26,367 --> 00:26:29,567
THIS IS NOT THE SAME DRUG.
337
00:27:06,967 --> 00:27:09,200
FUCK, MAN.
338
00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:11,233
( car honks )
339
00:27:11,233 --> 00:27:13,233
THE GARBAGE IS EMPTY
340
00:27:13,233 --> 00:27:16,433
AND THOSE ARE PROBABLY
FUCKING SOPPING WET, BABE.
341
00:27:16,433 --> 00:27:20,333
SEBASTIAN IS LOOKING
THROUGH THE GARBAGE FOR
RECEIPTS RIGHT NOW
342
00:27:20,333 --> 00:27:22,900
BECAUSE WE DON'T HAVE
ANY MONEY AND WE WANT
TO GET SOME DRUGS.
343
00:27:22,900 --> 00:27:24,867
SO HE'S GONNA
GET RECEIPTS
344
00:27:24,867 --> 00:27:28,400
AND WE'RE GOING TO THE STORE
AND RETURN THE MERCHANDISE.
345
00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:31,800
SOMETIMES HE HAS TO GO
THROUGH THREE OR FOUR
BAGS OF GARBAGE
346
00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:34,133
BEFORE HE CAN FIND
A RECEIPT.
347
00:27:34,133 --> 00:27:37,400
IT'S KIND OF JUST LIKE
ANY OTHER SCAM, YOU KNOW?
348
00:27:37,400 --> 00:27:40,467
SOME DAYS WORK OUT SMOOTH,
SOME DON'T.
349
00:27:43,233 --> 00:27:45,667
HERE WE GO.
HERE WE GO, SEBASTIAN.
350
00:27:53,600 --> 00:27:56,600
GOOD EVENING.
I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU.
351
00:27:56,600 --> 00:27:58,767
I BOUGHT SOMETHING
IN YOUR STORE.
352
00:27:58,767 --> 00:28:01,734
IS IT POSSIBLE
I CAN RETURN IT IN
A DIFFERENT D'AGOSTINO?
353
00:28:03,433 --> 00:28:06,834
THANK YOU, SIR.
WHOO!
354
00:28:18,266 --> 00:28:20,166
ARE YOU LOOKING,
SEBASTIAN?
355
00:28:20,166 --> 00:28:21,934
YOU KNOW, WE'RE GOING
TO GET CAUGHT.
356
00:28:21,934 --> 00:28:25,066
HERE, HERE WE GO.
HOLD THIS. JUST HOLD IT.
357
00:28:25,066 --> 00:28:26,834
( register beeps )
358
00:28:26,834 --> 00:28:29,233
UH, I'M RETURNING THIS.
359
00:28:29,233 --> 00:28:32,233
MY MOTHER-IN-LAW
JUST CALLED THE STORE
360
00:28:32,233 --> 00:28:34,967
A FEW MINUTES AGO.
I DON'T KNOW WHO
SHE SPOKE TO.
361
00:28:34,967 --> 00:28:37,467
- LET ME SEE THIS.
- HERE YOU GO.
362
00:28:39,467 --> 00:28:43,667
LEWIS, SHE WENT TO GREENWICH.
SHE'S RETURNING THIS.
363
00:28:43,667 --> 00:28:45,700
SHE JUST CALLED THE STORE.
364
00:28:45,700 --> 00:28:48,600
SHE SAID SHE SPOKE
TO A WOMAN.
365
00:28:48,600 --> 00:28:50,834
SO YOU DON'T KNOW IF
ANYONE TOOK THAT CALL...
366
00:28:50,834 --> 00:28:52,734
THAT SHE SPOKE TO A WOMAN?
367
00:28:52,734 --> 00:28:55,200
- NO.
- NO, HUH?
368
00:28:55,200 --> 00:28:59,300
THAT FIGURES.
OKAY. THAT'S BULLSHIT.
369
00:28:59,300 --> 00:29:02,533
I MEAN WHAT THE FUCK,
SEBASTIAN?
370
00:29:02,533 --> 00:29:05,333
YOU DID NOT CALL THAT STORE.
YOU CALLED THE STORE
ON THAT RECEIPT.
371
00:29:05,333 --> 00:29:07,233
YES, I DID.
372
00:29:07,233 --> 00:29:10,700
NO WONDER WHY.
THAT IS NOT THE STORE
THAT'S ON THE RECEIPT.
373
00:29:10,700 --> 00:29:13,000
I DIDN'T HAVE THAT NUMBER.
374
00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:14,734
SO YOU JUST DO
WHAT YOU WANT
375
00:29:14,734 --> 00:29:17,734
AND SEND ME IN
SOMEWHERE WITH FUCKED UP
INFORMATION, RIGHT?
376
00:29:17,734 --> 00:29:19,500
I NEVER TOLD YOU.
377
00:29:19,500 --> 00:29:21,767
WELL, THAT'S HOW
I TOOK IT, SEBASTIAN.
378
00:29:21,767 --> 00:29:23,734
YOU KNOW, COMMON SENSE--
I WOULD THINK
379
00:29:23,734 --> 00:29:25,834
YOU WOULD CALL THE STORE
THAT I'M GOING INTO.
380
00:29:25,834 --> 00:29:27,834
YOU KNOW, MAYBE
I'M NOT FUCKING NORMAL,
381
00:29:27,834 --> 00:29:30,300
BUT THAT'S WHAT I WOULD
THINK THAT YOU WERE DOING,
382
00:29:30,300 --> 00:29:34,066
NOT CALLING A DIFFERENT STORE
AND THEN SENDING ME INTO THE
STORE THAT YOU DIDN'T CALL.
383
00:29:34,066 --> 00:29:37,200
SO THIS IS MY FAULT
AND THEN I ROB THE STORE.
384
00:29:37,200 --> 00:29:40,767
THAT WAS EVEN BETTER.
AND THEN I ROB THE FUCKING
STORE.
385
00:29:40,767 --> 00:29:42,900
DO YOU UNDERSTAND I COULD
GO TO FUCKING JAIL
386
00:29:42,900 --> 00:29:45,100
FOR A YEAR FOR A FUCKING
BOTTLE OF TIDE?
387
00:29:47,800 --> 00:29:50,300
WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO
FOR MONEY, SEBASTIAN?
388
00:29:50,300 --> 00:29:54,233
I DON'T WANT TO PICK
IN FUCKING GARBAGE, MAN.
389
00:29:54,233 --> 00:29:56,233
FUCKING DISGUSTING.
390
00:30:02,066 --> 00:30:05,066
OH, OH, FUCK.
391
00:30:05,066 --> 00:30:08,100
- SEBASTIAN, I GOT
A FRAME FOR $14.99.
- WHAT IS IT?
392
00:30:08,100 --> 00:30:11,233
JUST A PICTURE FRAME.
4X6, THAT'S SMALL, RIGHT?
393
00:30:11,233 --> 00:30:14,367
- $14.99.
- HOLY SHIT, HELL YEAH.
394
00:30:22,867 --> 00:30:24,867
( Muzak playing )
395
00:30:26,667 --> 00:30:28,767
GOT IT.
396
00:30:37,066 --> 00:30:40,500
OH, I'M SORRY.
397
00:30:40,500 --> 00:30:43,734
I THINK SO, 'CAUSE
I TOOK THE CALL.
398
00:30:43,734 --> 00:30:46,633
THE GUY WHO
RETURNED A PHONE,
399
00:30:46,633 --> 00:30:48,667
HE WAS LIKE,
"IT DIDN'T SOUND RIGHT."
400
00:30:48,667 --> 00:30:52,200
I SAID, "THE PHONE
WAS NEVER OPENED."
401
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:53,667
THANK YOU.
402
00:30:53,667 --> 00:30:56,667
DID YOU MAGICALLY
USE THIS BOX?
403
00:30:56,667 --> 00:30:59,266
HE JUST LEFT.
404
00:30:59,266 --> 00:31:01,300
OKAY.
405
00:31:01,300 --> 00:31:04,033
I THINK I GOT 15.
406
00:31:04,033 --> 00:31:06,266
I GOT BULLSHIT.
THIS IS NOTHING.
407
00:31:06,266 --> 00:31:09,200
LOOK, MY FEET HURT.
I NEED DOPE.
408
00:31:09,200 --> 00:31:10,934
WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO,
SEBASTIAN?
409
00:31:10,934 --> 00:31:13,934
'CAUSE I NEED LIKE PILES
OF MONEY, FORGET THIS SHIT.
410
00:31:16,066 --> 00:31:19,133
BUT A HIT OF CRACK
WILL DO FOR NOW.
411
00:31:34,467 --> 00:31:37,500
BABE, LISTEN, WE GOT
TO GO OVER TO ST. MARKS
AND MAKE MONEY.
412
00:31:37,500 --> 00:31:39,367
I'M GOING TO USE
THE BADGE TONIGHT,
413
00:31:39,367 --> 00:31:43,100
THE NYPD MONEY CLIP
THAT LOOKS LIKE THE BADGE
I GOT FROM THAT JOHN.
414
00:31:43,100 --> 00:31:45,567
- YEAH.
- SO I CAN PRETEND
THAT I'M A DETECTIVE.
415
00:31:45,567 --> 00:31:48,333
I'LL JUST FLASH
IT IN FRONT OF THEM
REAL QUICK, ALL RIGHT?
416
00:31:48,333 --> 00:31:51,667
IF THEY'RE INTIMIDATED
AND SCARED, THEN I KNOW
IT'S GONNA WORK.
417
00:31:51,667 --> 00:31:54,400
IF NOT, THEN I GET OUT
WITH WHATEVER I GOT.
418
00:31:54,400 --> 00:31:57,700
- ( door squeaks )
- ARE YOU A COP?
419
00:31:57,700 --> 00:32:00,300
- Man: NO, ARE YOU?
- OH, NO.
420
00:32:00,300 --> 00:32:02,133
Man:
I TOUCH YOU,
YOU TOUCH ME.
421
00:32:02,133 --> 00:32:04,633
THAT'S SO SILLY.
WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
422
00:32:04,633 --> 00:32:06,667
- ED. YOU ARE?
- CATHY.
423
00:32:06,667 --> 00:32:08,333
CATHY.
424
00:32:08,333 --> 00:32:10,800
WELL, I NEED
TO LET YOU KNOW WHAT'S
GOING ON, OKAY?
425
00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:13,433
- YOU JUST HANDED YOUR MONEY
TO AN UNDERCOVER COP.
- OH.
426
00:32:13,433 --> 00:32:15,533
- YOU WANT TO TRY
AND MAKE A DEAL?
- YEAH.
427
00:32:15,533 --> 00:32:18,000
- DO YOU WANT ME TO TRY
AND GET YOU OUT OF THIS?
- YEAH, YEAH.
428
00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:19,800
PARK THE FUCKING TRUCK.
429
00:32:19,800 --> 00:32:22,767
NOW I'M GOING TO TELL YOU,
30 GUYS WENT ALREADY TONIGHT.
430
00:32:22,767 --> 00:32:25,867
30 ARE IN JAIL.
THREE GOT LET GO.
431
00:32:25,867 --> 00:32:28,934
- SHUT YOUR TRUCK OFF.
- ( lock buzzes )
432
00:32:28,934 --> 00:32:30,967
WHOA, WHY ARE YOU
DOING IT LIKE THAT?
433
00:32:30,967 --> 00:32:32,967
I'M SCARED NOW.
YOU MADE ME ALL NERVOUS.
434
00:32:32,967 --> 00:32:36,467
- NO, CALM DOWN.
- WELL, LET ME-- HANG ON
A SECOND.
435
00:32:36,467 --> 00:32:39,367
OH, NO, NO, NO, LET GO.
DON'T DO THAT, LET--
436
00:32:39,367 --> 00:32:42,166
- HOW COME YOU'RE
TAKING MY KEYS?
- HEY, CLOSE THAT DOOR.
437
00:32:42,166 --> 00:32:43,767
WHAT ARE YOU DOING
WITH MY KEYS?
438
00:32:43,767 --> 00:32:46,200
STOP IT!
NOW YOU'RE GETTING
ARRESTED FOR ASSAULT.
439
00:32:46,200 --> 00:32:48,767
- WHY ARE YOU TAKING MY KEYS?
- I'M NOT. GET BACK
IN THE TRUCK.
440
00:32:48,767 --> 00:32:52,300
YOU'RE GETTING
ARRESTED FOR ASSAULT NOW.
THAT'S THE OTHER DETECTIVE.
441
00:32:52,300 --> 00:32:56,166
- ( car alarm blaring )
- YEAH, YEAH, YEAH.
442
00:32:56,166 --> 00:32:59,300
MY SERGEANT-- MY SERGEANT
WANTS TO TALK TO YOU.
COME ON.
443
00:32:59,300 --> 00:33:00,867
COME ON, COME ON.
444
00:33:00,867 --> 00:33:03,967
ALL RIGHT,
I'M GONNA LET YOU TALK
TO MY SERGEANT.
445
00:33:03,967 --> 00:33:07,734
- LET ME SEE CREDENTIALS.
- HE'S GETTING IT EXPLAINED
TO HIM.
446
00:33:08,934 --> 00:33:10,934
YEAH, YEAH, YEAH.
447
00:33:10,934 --> 00:33:13,734
OKAY, THAT'S FINE.
COME ON, MY SERGEANT
WANTS TO TALK TO YOU.
448
00:33:13,734 --> 00:33:15,200
- GO AHEAD, YEAH.
- I CAN WALK?
449
00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:17,734
GO AHEAD, I'M NOT
CUFFING HIM.
450
00:33:17,734 --> 00:33:20,567
GO AHEAD, HE'S NOT
CUFFING YOU.
451
00:33:20,567 --> 00:33:22,467
WAIT, WAIT,
I'M REALLY SCARED NOW.
452
00:33:22,467 --> 00:33:24,567
STOP IT.
HE'S NOT CUFFING YOU.
453
00:33:24,567 --> 00:33:26,900
I JUST TOLD HIM
YOU'RE FREE TO GO.
454
00:33:26,900 --> 00:33:29,700
DO YOU HEAR ME?
455
00:33:29,700 --> 00:33:32,467
I SENT HIM AWAY.
COME ON.
456
00:33:33,967 --> 00:33:37,900
( Michelle laughing )
GO AHEAD, MOTHERFUCKER.
457
00:33:37,900 --> 00:33:41,500
BUNNY, WHERE ARE YOU?
458
00:33:41,500 --> 00:33:43,867
HE HURT MY HAND
REALLY BAD.
459
00:33:43,867 --> 00:33:46,900
ALL I GOT IS 20 BUCKS,
SEBASTIAN.
460
00:33:46,900 --> 00:33:50,767
HE GOT TOO SCARED.
HE GOT TOO SCARED.
461
00:33:50,767 --> 00:33:52,433
DON'T EVER--
DON'T DO THAT.
462
00:33:52,433 --> 00:33:54,700
WHAT YOU DID,
DON'T DO THAT NO MORE.
463
00:33:56,433 --> 00:33:59,133
- IF I NEED HELP,
I WILL SAY HELP ME.
- OKAY.
464
00:33:59,133 --> 00:34:01,900
YOU SCARED THE LIVING FUCK
OUT OF THAT KID, MAN.
465
00:34:01,900 --> 00:34:05,867
LOOK AT YOU AND LOOK
AT ME, WE DEFINITELY
DON'T LOOK LIKE COPS.
466
00:34:05,867 --> 00:34:08,100
BUT HE FUCKING HURT
MY HAND THOUGH, MAN.
467
00:34:08,100 --> 00:34:09,900
I HAD HIS KEYS.
HE FUCKING--
468
00:34:09,900 --> 00:34:11,967
BOTH MY FINGERS WERE
IN HIS KEY RING.
469
00:34:13,500 --> 00:34:17,367
I THINK I'M GOING
TO HAVE TO DYE MY HAIR
DURING THE WEEK-- BLACK.
470
00:34:17,367 --> 00:34:21,166
I MAY HAVE TO DYE
MY HAIR BLACK FOR
A WHILE, SEBASTIAN,
471
00:34:21,166 --> 00:34:24,033
IF THIS STARTS
TO GET TOO WILD
472
00:34:24,033 --> 00:34:26,700
AND THEY START
LOOKING FOR A BLONDE.
473
00:34:30,900 --> 00:34:33,934
Michelle:
I'M MEETING A GUY
IN A GREEN MAXIMA,
474
00:34:33,934 --> 00:34:37,800
GETTING INTO THIS CAR
RIGHT HERE AND I'M GOING
TO RUN MY SCAM ON HIM.
475
00:34:41,567 --> 00:34:45,066
( Michelle laughing )
HI, HOW ARE YOU?
476
00:34:45,066 --> 00:34:47,934
Man: I WANT YOU TO DO
SOMETHING TO ME SO I KNOW
YOU'RE NOT A COP.
477
00:34:47,934 --> 00:34:51,266
- WHAT?
- TAKE OUT YOUR TIT
OR SOMETHING.
478
00:34:51,266 --> 00:34:53,300
- TAKE OUT MY TIT?
- YEAH.
479
00:34:53,300 --> 00:34:56,433
WAIT, I GOT
TOO MANY SHIRTS ON.
WHERE WE OFF TO?
480
00:34:56,433 --> 00:34:58,600
UH, PARKING LOT.
481
00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:00,667
COME HERE.
482
00:35:00,667 --> 00:35:03,500
OH, YOU CAN'T KISS ME.
YOU'RE GONNA CATCH MY COLD.
483
00:35:03,500 --> 00:35:05,967
I HOPE YOU DON'T KISS
EVERYONE YOU MEET.
484
00:35:05,967 --> 00:35:08,467
- NO, I DON'T.
- YOU'LL END UP GETTING
SORES ON YOUR MOUTH.
485
00:35:08,467 --> 00:35:11,233
SO YOU JUST WANT WHAT?
BLOW JOBS?
486
00:35:11,233 --> 00:35:12,867
- YEAH.
- OKAY.
487
00:35:12,867 --> 00:35:14,900
SWEAR TO ME
YOU'RE NOT A COP.
488
00:35:14,900 --> 00:35:16,567
- I'M NOT A COP.
- YOU'RE NOT A COP?
489
00:35:16,567 --> 00:35:18,200
- I'M NOT A COP.
- OKAY.
490
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:20,533
- WHAT DO YOU GET, BY THE WAY?
- WHY, WHAT ARE YOU GIVING?
491
00:35:20,533 --> 00:35:22,834
- 20.
- THAT'S WHAT I FIGURED.
492
00:35:22,834 --> 00:35:25,233
- ( paper crinkles )
- THIS 20 REAL?
493
00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:29,767
I'M A DETECTIVE.
DON'T MAKE ANY SUDDEN MOVES.
494
00:35:29,767 --> 00:35:31,867
I DON'T HAVE TO CUFF
YOU OR NOTHING, DO I?
495
00:35:31,867 --> 00:35:34,000
I DON'T WANT NO TROUBLE.
I GOT A FAMILY, KIDS.
496
00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:36,166
OKAY, ARE YOU READY
TO TALK TO ME?
497
00:35:36,166 --> 00:35:37,967
WHAT DO YOU
WANT ME TO DO?
498
00:35:37,967 --> 00:35:41,100
- WANT A DEAL OR YOU
WANT TO GO TO JAIL?
- I WANT A DEAL.
499
00:35:41,100 --> 00:35:43,667
OKAY, WE'RE BUILDING
A REHAB AND A SHELTER.
500
00:35:43,667 --> 00:35:45,467
YOU WANT TO MAKE
A DONATION TO THAT
501
00:35:45,467 --> 00:35:47,734
INSTEAD OF GOING TO JAIL
AND PAYING $5,000?
502
00:35:47,734 --> 00:35:49,533
- YES.
- HOW MUCH CAN YOU DONATE?
503
00:35:49,533 --> 00:35:53,133
ALL THAT I GOT
IN MY WALLET--
ABOUT 20.
504
00:35:53,133 --> 00:35:54,767
- NO, NO.
- HOW MUCH?
505
00:35:54,767 --> 00:35:57,333
HUNDREDS, THEY'RE SPENDING
HUNDREDS, THEY'RE--
506
00:35:57,333 --> 00:36:00,166
HONEY, THIS IS ALL I GOT.
I MEAN, NOT HONEY.
507
00:36:00,166 --> 00:36:02,734
EXCUSE ME, OFFICER.
THIS IS WHAT I GOT
IN MY WALLET.
508
00:36:02,734 --> 00:36:04,633
YOU HAVE AT LEAST--
WHAT DO YOU HAVE?
509
00:36:04,633 --> 00:36:06,066
SLOW DOWN, SLOW DOWN.
510
00:36:06,066 --> 00:36:07,767
( man sighing )
511
00:36:07,767 --> 00:36:12,266
60, WAIT, 75,
77 AND THAT'S 97.
512
00:36:12,266 --> 00:36:13,600
- PAY THE 100-- OKAY.
- OKAY?
513
00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:16,100
I'LL PUT IT IN THE OTHER.
YOU PROMISE TO NEVER--
514
00:36:16,100 --> 00:36:18,200
PROMISE TO NEVER
COME BACK HERE.
515
00:36:18,200 --> 00:36:21,033
- NEVER?
- NEVER COME BACK ON 11TH
AND 12TH STREET, NEVER.
516
00:36:21,033 --> 00:36:24,600
YOU CAN PULL OUT.
NO ONE IS GOING
TO ARREST YOU.
517
00:36:24,600 --> 00:36:27,100
- YOU DON'T WANT
TO SEE ME IN COURT.
- NO, I DON'T.
518
00:36:27,100 --> 00:36:29,734
YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE
SOMEONE THAT BELONGS THERE.
IT WAS STUPID OF ME
519
00:36:29,734 --> 00:36:32,266
TO EVEN BE HERE.
STUPID FOR A LOT
OF REASONS.
520
00:36:32,266 --> 00:36:34,000
Michelle:
OKAY.
521
00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:36,667
BUT IT'S VERY NICE
OF YOU, $100 OR NOT,
522
00:36:36,667 --> 00:36:39,166
TO GIVE ME THAT KIND
OF OPPORTUNITY.
523
00:36:39,166 --> 00:36:42,266
THIS IS THE LAST TIME
YOU'LL BE ON THIS STREET,
RIGHT?
524
00:36:42,266 --> 00:36:44,300
YEAH, YEAH.
I'LL SEE YOU LATER.
525
00:36:44,300 --> 00:36:46,600
- GONNA GO STRAIGHT
HOME NOW, RIGHT?
- YEAH.
526
00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:48,967
- I GOT YOUR WORD, RIGHT?
- YES.
527
00:36:48,967 --> 00:36:51,467
GOODBYE.
528
00:36:51,467 --> 00:36:54,367
DON'T LOOK BACK.
DRIVE STRAIGHT OUT.
529
00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:00,133
GIVE ME MY
SNAPPLE BOTTLE.
530
00:37:02,266 --> 00:37:05,333
BEHAVE.
I HOPE I DON'T
EVER SEE YOU AGAIN.
531
00:37:08,967 --> 00:37:11,867
20, 40, 60, 80,
532
00:37:11,867 --> 00:37:14,734
95, 96, 97.
533
00:37:14,734 --> 00:37:17,867
OKAY, I THOUGHT I HAD 112.
I HAD 97.
534
00:37:17,867 --> 00:37:19,867
97 WORKS.
535
00:37:19,867 --> 00:37:23,700
I PULLED OUT MY BADGE--
MY TWO BADGES.
536
00:37:23,700 --> 00:37:26,900
WHICH HE FUCKING SHIT
HIS PANTS WHEN I DID THAT.
537
00:37:26,900 --> 00:37:29,700
THEN, JUST TO STARTLE HIM
A LITTLE BIT,
538
00:37:29,700 --> 00:37:31,633
I PULLED OUT MY CUFFS.
539
00:37:31,633 --> 00:37:34,600
I SAID,
"I DON'T HAVE TO CUFF YOU?
DO I HAVE TO CUFF YOU
540
00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:37,300
OR CAN I TRUST YOU
TO SIT HERE?"
541
00:37:37,300 --> 00:37:40,066
THESE WORK, GOOD IDEA.
542
00:37:41,300 --> 00:37:44,000
AND HE FELL
RIGHT INTO THE PALM.
543
00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:47,066
BETTER COVER YOUR EARS,
I'VE GOT TO WHISTLE
FOR SEBASTIAN NOW.
544
00:37:47,066 --> 00:37:49,633
( Michelle whistles )
545
00:37:49,633 --> 00:37:51,633
AND THIS IS THE PART
THAT FUCKS UP,
546
00:37:51,633 --> 00:37:54,200
WHEN SEBASTIAN'S NOT
WHERE HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE.
547
00:37:54,200 --> 00:37:56,100
'CAUSE I'M NOT GOING
TO LOOK FOR HIM.
548
00:37:57,834 --> 00:38:01,400
- ALL HE HAD WAS 100 ON HIM.
I DIDN'T GO FURTHER.
- ALL RIGHT.
549
00:38:01,400 --> 00:38:04,166
I JUST TOOK THE 100,
'CAUSE I'M NOT REALLY
FEELING WELL.
550
00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:07,266
- SO I MADE 97 OFF HIM.
- OKAY.
551
00:38:07,266 --> 00:38:09,400
- YOU WERE NERVOUS, RIGHT?
- YEAH.
552
00:38:09,400 --> 00:38:10,900
WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU
DOING OVER HERE?
553
00:38:10,900 --> 00:38:12,867
I'M RUNNING BACK
TO 12TH STREET,
BACK HERE.
554
00:38:12,867 --> 00:38:15,200
TO ST. MARKS,
BACK TO 12TH STREET,
BACK HERE.
555
00:38:15,200 --> 00:38:17,600
COME ON,
I WANT A FRAPPUCCINO.
556
00:38:24,867 --> 00:38:27,834
HMM, YEAH SHE MADE $100,
557
00:38:27,834 --> 00:38:29,533
BUT IT'S NOT GOING
TO LAST TOO LONG.
558
00:38:29,533 --> 00:38:32,600
YOU KNOW, MOST OF IT
IS GONE ALREADY.
559
00:38:32,600 --> 00:38:37,233
'CAUSE EVERY TIME
WE LIGHT THIS THING UP,
IT'S FUCKING $10 OR MORE.
560
00:38:55,066 --> 00:38:57,600
THIS IS WHAT DRUGS
IS DOING TO ME.
561
00:38:57,600 --> 00:38:59,567
I'M 120 LBS.
562
00:39:01,400 --> 00:39:03,600
I'M NOTHING.
563
00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:05,700
SOMETIMES I--
564
00:39:05,700 --> 00:39:07,967
I DON'T KNOW IF I'M
BETTER OFF DEAD.
565
00:39:19,333 --> 00:39:22,734
I WAS SENTENCED TO 30 DAYS
IN RIKERS ISLAND FOR ASSAULT
566
00:39:22,734 --> 00:39:26,200
AND I'LL END UP
SPENDING 18 DAYS IN HERE.
567
00:39:28,767 --> 00:39:30,467
IT'S MISERABLE.
568
00:39:30,467 --> 00:39:34,500
MISERABLE, BUT CALMING
IN THE SAME WAY.
569
00:39:34,500 --> 00:39:36,567
BUT MISERABLE,
'CAUSE I'M AWAY FROM MATT.
570
00:39:36,567 --> 00:39:39,200
SO REALLY THAT MISERY
OVERRIDES EVERYTHING.
571
00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:42,166
YOU KNOW, WITHOUT MY MAN
I'M TERRIBLE.
572
00:40:06,700 --> 00:40:09,367
WHAT'S UP, COZ?
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
573
00:40:09,367 --> 00:40:11,433
WHO'S THAT?
I'M JUST WRITING A LETTER.
574
00:40:11,433 --> 00:40:13,533
- WHO?
- ME.
575
00:40:13,533 --> 00:40:15,567
- TO WHO?
- TO MY GIRL.
576
00:40:15,567 --> 00:40:17,734
OH, WHAT HER?
577
00:40:17,734 --> 00:40:20,133
GOOD SHIT.
578
00:40:26,166 --> 00:40:28,367
THAT'S GOOD SHIT, MAN.
579
00:40:28,367 --> 00:40:31,533
SHE'S GONNA BE HAPPIER
THAN A PIG IN SHIT, COZ.
580
00:40:31,533 --> 00:40:33,333
( chuckles )
581
00:40:33,333 --> 00:40:35,667
- YOU'RE MISSING HER,
AIN'T YOU?
- YEAH.
582
00:40:35,667 --> 00:40:39,367
BIG TIME.
WRITE IT ALL IN THERE, BRO.
GET IT OUT, YOU HEAR ME?
583
00:40:39,367 --> 00:40:41,867
GET IT OUT, MATT.
584
00:40:41,867 --> 00:40:46,300
LET THAT SHIT RIDE
IN THE WORDS.
585
00:40:46,300 --> 00:40:49,233
GET HER OPEN.
I KNOW YOU GOT IT IN YOU.
586
00:40:57,900 --> 00:40:59,800
"TO TRACY,
587
00:40:59,800 --> 00:41:01,667
HEY MAMA GIRL.
588
00:41:01,667 --> 00:41:04,233
IT'S BEEN TOO LONG
SINCE I'VE HEARD YOUR VOICE
589
00:41:04,233 --> 00:41:06,633
OR HELD YOUR HAND.
590
00:41:06,633 --> 00:41:09,166
I CAN'T TAKE IT OUT HERE
WITHOUT YOU.
591
00:41:09,166 --> 00:41:11,367
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
592
00:41:11,367 --> 00:41:14,633
THAT I COULDN'T EVEN SLEEP
FOR THE FIRST SEVEN DAYS.
593
00:41:14,633 --> 00:41:16,233
YOU KNOW THAT SONG,
594
00:41:16,233 --> 00:41:19,533
'YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU GOT
TILL IT'S GONE'?
595
00:41:19,533 --> 00:41:21,767
WELL, THAT'S
WHAT I'VE LEARNED, BABY.
596
00:41:21,767 --> 00:41:25,200
I DON'T EVER WANT
TO BE APART FROM YOU
EVER AGAIN.
597
00:41:25,200 --> 00:41:29,300
AND I PROMISE YOU
THAT WE'RE GONNA BE
GETTING MARRIED RIGHT AWAY.
598
00:41:29,300 --> 00:41:31,333
I PROMISE.
599
00:41:31,333 --> 00:41:35,400
ANYWAY, HOLD YOUR HEAD,
BABY, AND KEEP ME
IN YOUR PRAYERS.
600
00:41:35,400 --> 00:41:37,967
I LOVE YOU
AND I'M STAYING STRONG.
601
00:41:37,967 --> 00:41:41,100
PLEASE, HURRY HOME,
I NEED YOU. LOVE, MATT."
602
00:41:45,633 --> 00:41:48,400
IT SUCKS.
I'M MISERABLE AND I'M SAD.
603
00:41:48,400 --> 00:41:50,967
I CAN'T FOCUS.
I'M CONSTANTLY DOPE SICK.
604
00:41:50,967 --> 00:41:55,133
JUST TWO DAYS
BEFORE SHE GOT ARRESTED,
WE WERE ARGUING SO MUCH
605
00:41:55,133 --> 00:41:57,000
THAT I WAS LIKE,
"YEAH, GOD,
606
00:41:57,000 --> 00:41:59,867
GIVE ME 24 HOURS
AWAY FROM THIS MADNESS."
607
00:42:00,867 --> 00:42:03,800
I REGRET EVER SAYING THAT.
608
00:42:12,633 --> 00:42:14,633
YEAH.
609
00:42:29,834 --> 00:42:31,834
UH...
610
00:42:43,734 --> 00:42:46,100
I'M LOOKING
FOR MY BAG OF DOPE.
611
00:42:46,100 --> 00:42:48,967
PLEASE, GOD,
ANYTHING WITH DOPE.
612
00:43:03,734 --> 00:43:06,033
OH MY GOD,
THE DOPE'S GONE.
613
00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:27,834
FUCK.
614
00:43:29,900 --> 00:43:32,000
GONE.
615
00:43:52,166 --> 00:43:54,367
( Matt stomps )
I JUST FUCKING HAD IT.
616
00:44:02,467 --> 00:44:04,467
I DID--
I DID HAVE IT, RIGHT?
617
00:44:09,734 --> 00:44:13,500
THIS IS REAL SHIT.
I LOST MY ONE AND ONLY
FUCKING BAG OF DOPE.
618
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:19,734
HOW DO YOU LOSE YOUR ONE
AND ONLY FUCKING BAG?
619
00:44:31,133 --> 00:44:33,133
I DON'T BELIEVE IT.
620
00:44:33,133 --> 00:44:36,767
I JUST HAD IT THROUGH
ALL THAT FUCKING RANTING
AND RAVING ACT
621
00:44:36,767 --> 00:44:39,033
LIKE A FUCKING ASSHOLE.
622
00:44:39,033 --> 00:44:41,834
I LOST IT.
623
00:44:41,834 --> 00:44:43,867
NOW WE BACKTRACK.
624
00:45:03,633 --> 00:45:05,734
I LOST IT.
IT'S GONE.
625
00:45:31,600 --> 00:45:36,533
IT'S LIKE A RECTANGLE
WHITE BAG.
626
00:45:40,600 --> 00:45:43,900
YEAH, OW!
HOW YOU LIKE ME NOW?
627
00:45:46,900 --> 00:45:48,900
FOUND IT!
628
00:45:51,233 --> 00:45:54,667
( humming )
629
00:45:54,667 --> 00:45:57,333
RIGHT THERE, BABY.
630
00:45:57,333 --> 00:45:59,567
PHEW!
631
00:45:59,567 --> 00:46:02,367
YEAH, YOU SEEN THAT
HEART ATTACK I JUST HAD?
632
00:46:03,533 --> 00:46:06,367
TWO FEET FROM YOU, BABY.
633
00:46:12,266 --> 00:46:14,266
THINK THAT WAS
A LITTLE PANIC?
634
00:46:48,333 --> 00:46:50,367
( whistle )
QUIET.
635
00:46:50,367 --> 00:46:53,367
FUCKING NEXT HIT'S
GONNA BE TRASH.
636
00:47:22,667 --> 00:47:25,633
I WANT MATT TO KNOW
THAT I MISS HIM SO MUCH.
637
00:47:25,633 --> 00:47:27,767
I JUST-- IF I CRY
ABOUT IT NOW,
638
00:47:27,767 --> 00:47:30,033
IT'S PREMATURE
BECAUSE I STILL GOT,
639
00:47:30,033 --> 00:47:32,567
YOU KNOW, ANOTHER WEEK
LEFT IN THIS PLACE.
640
00:47:32,567 --> 00:47:35,700
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
BUT I'M HYPER AND I CAN'T
SLEEP AT NIGHT.
641
00:47:35,700 --> 00:47:39,266
AND ALL DAY I'M JUST
THINKING ABOUT I JUST CAN'T
WAIT TO BE WITH MATT.
642
00:47:39,266 --> 00:47:41,667
I JUST WANT
TO BE WITH MATT.
643
00:47:41,667 --> 00:47:44,533
I KNOW MY BABY
IS GONNA BE ALL RIGHT
ONCE I'M OUT THERE.
644
00:48:46,100 --> 00:48:50,000
IF ANYBODY ASKS ME,
I HAD TO WAIT IN LINE
FOR THE BATHROOM.
645
00:48:50,000 --> 00:48:52,066
THAT'S WHY
IT TOOK SO LONG.
646
00:48:52,066 --> 00:48:55,333
WHERE DID YOU GO NOW?
I DON'T HAVE NO IDEA
WHERE YOU WERE.
647
00:48:55,333 --> 00:48:58,433
- I TOLD YOU
WHERE I WAS GOING.
- WHERE WERE YOU GOING?
648
00:48:58,433 --> 00:49:00,900
I WAS FINISHING
MY STASH.
649
00:49:00,900 --> 00:49:04,233
SO FULL OF SHIT.
EVERYONE'S LYING
TO ME, MAN.
650
00:49:04,233 --> 00:49:06,867
YOU MEAN YOU FINISHED
SHOOTING YOUR CRACK,
RIGHT?
651
00:49:06,867 --> 00:49:08,734
NO, THERE IS NO CRACK
TO FUCKING SHOOT.
652
00:49:08,734 --> 00:49:10,800
YOU KNOW SOMETHING,
SEBASTIAN--
653
00:49:10,800 --> 00:49:13,433
FUCKING LYING
PIECE OF SHIT--
654
00:49:13,433 --> 00:49:16,233
TWICE YOU LEFT WITHOUT
FUCKING TELLING ME NOTHING.
655
00:49:16,233 --> 00:49:20,633
YOU WON'T DISAPPEAR
IF I'VE GOT TWO FUCKING
HUNDRED BUCKS IN MY POCKET.
656
00:49:20,633 --> 00:49:22,700
YOU'RE RIGHT
ON MY FUCKING HIP.
657
00:49:29,633 --> 00:49:31,567
NO!
658
00:49:31,567 --> 00:49:34,233
SEBASTIAN!
659
00:49:34,233 --> 00:49:37,300
I'M DONE WITH THIS SHIT,
I TOLD YOU FUCKING
THREE TIMES TODAY.
660
00:49:37,300 --> 00:49:39,367
DON'T FUCKING LEAVE ME
STANDING ANYWHERE.
661
00:49:39,367 --> 00:49:41,400
I'M NOT, MICHELLE.
FUCKING YOU CAN SEE ME.
662
00:49:41,400 --> 00:49:43,467
YOU'RE GONNA STOP
FUCKING DISRESPECTING ME.
663
00:49:43,467 --> 00:49:45,467
I'LL FUCKING KNOCK
YOU RIGHT THE FUCK OUT.
664
00:49:45,467 --> 00:49:47,400
- GO AHEAD.
- GET YOUR FUCKING
HANDS OFF ME.
665
00:49:47,400 --> 00:49:49,400
GET YOUR MOTHERFUCKING
HANDS OFF ME.
666
00:49:49,400 --> 00:49:53,000
- DON'T STICK YOUR
FINGERS IN MY FACE.
- GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME, PUNK.
667
00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:55,333
YOU'RE SUCH
A PIECE OF SHIT, MAN.
668
00:50:01,266 --> 00:50:04,800
NO, COME HERE, MOTHERFUCKER.
WE'RE TAKING A--
669
00:50:04,800 --> 00:50:07,767
YOU SON OF A BITCH!
COME ON, YOU WANT
TO FUCKING GO.
670
00:50:07,767 --> 00:50:10,467
COME ON,
YOU COCKSUCKER.
671
00:50:10,467 --> 00:50:13,266
YOU FUCKING MOTHER--
THAT'S YOUR THANK YOU,
RIGHT?
672
00:50:13,266 --> 00:50:16,900
NO GOODBYE, THAT'S
YOUR THANK YOU?
673
00:50:16,900 --> 00:50:18,934
YOU SON OF A BITCH!
674
00:50:18,934 --> 00:50:21,333
( crying )
GO AND GET MY STUFF,
SEBASTIAN.
675
00:50:21,333 --> 00:50:24,633
GO GET MY STUFF.
YOU KNOW I NEED
THAT SHIT.
676
00:50:24,633 --> 00:50:26,667
- SO WHAT?
- GO GET MY THINGS.
677
00:50:26,667 --> 00:50:29,367
SO WHAT?
SAY PLEASE.
678
00:50:29,367 --> 00:50:33,200
DAMN IT, MAN.
FUCK!
679
00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:35,200
( crying )
680
00:50:46,100 --> 00:50:49,467
MY FUCKING SHIT.
681
00:50:49,467 --> 00:50:52,633
JUST THROWS
MY FUCKING BELONGINGS.
682
00:50:52,633 --> 00:50:56,800
I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING
ALREADY AND HE THROWS IT.
683
00:50:59,667 --> 00:51:02,166
WHERE IS MY BAG?
684
00:51:09,767 --> 00:51:13,100
I DON'T EVEN KNOW
WHERE HE THREW MY BAG.
685
00:51:19,467 --> 00:51:22,600
WHERE IS MY BAG?
686
00:51:32,000 --> 00:51:34,000
- CAN I HAVE MY BAG?
- IT'S OVER THERE.
687
00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:36,033
- THANKS.
- YOU'RE WELCOME.
688
00:51:36,033 --> 00:51:38,400
THAT WAS SO SWEET OF YOU.
OH, BY THE WAY, SCUMBAG,
689
00:51:38,400 --> 00:51:40,400
COME HERE,
PIECE OF SHIT DIRT BAG.
690
00:51:40,400 --> 00:51:43,066
- YOU LEAVE ME THERE
FOR THE COPS TO COME.
- LET GO, LET GO.
691
00:51:43,066 --> 00:51:46,300
OH, WHY?
YOU LEAVE ME THERE
FOR THE COPS TO COME?
692
00:51:46,300 --> 00:51:48,433
- YOU WANTED YOUR BREAK.
- NO, LISTEN--
693
00:51:48,433 --> 00:51:50,867
- NO!
- YOU AIN'T-- GO AHEAD!
694
00:51:50,867 --> 00:51:53,567
YOU KNOW--
YOU KNOW SOMETHING--
695
00:51:53,567 --> 00:51:56,500
( groans )
696
00:52:00,300 --> 00:52:02,367
YOU FUCK!
697
00:52:02,367 --> 00:52:05,633
- YOU KNOW SOMETHING--
- TAKE YOUR FUCKING SHIT
AWAY FROM ME.
698
00:52:05,633 --> 00:52:08,433
DON'T YOU WALK AWAY.
699
00:52:09,500 --> 00:52:11,800
( crying )
I HAVE MY--
700
00:52:52,066 --> 00:52:55,100
YEAH!
701
00:52:55,100 --> 00:52:58,934
TODAY IS THE DAY TRACY
GETS OUT OF JAIL.
702
00:52:58,934 --> 00:53:00,934
WE'RE ON OUR WAY
TO GO PICK HER UP.
703
00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:05,333
SHE GAVE A LIST OF STUFF
THAT SHE WANTED ME TO HAVE.
704
00:53:05,333 --> 00:53:08,767
UH, A BAG OF DOPE,
A NEEDLE,
705
00:53:08,767 --> 00:53:12,900
A HIT OF CRACK,
A CRACK STEM AND MYSELF.
706
00:53:12,900 --> 00:53:15,734
WELL, I GOT MYSELF.
707
00:53:15,734 --> 00:53:18,266
SO SHE'S GONNA HAVE
TO BE HAPPY FOR THAT.
708
00:53:30,967 --> 00:53:33,000
MATT!
709
00:53:41,166 --> 00:53:45,266
- ( moaning )
- WHAT'S UP, BABY?
710
00:53:47,266 --> 00:53:49,600
YOU DIDN'T SEE ME
IN MY FUNKY LITTLE SHIRT?
711
00:53:49,600 --> 00:53:52,533
- YEAH.
- ( Tracy laughs )
712
00:53:52,533 --> 00:53:55,266
OH, IT'S COMING OFF.
713
00:54:07,834 --> 00:54:11,567
Ma
SHE'S PICKING UP
HER MONEY HER DAD SENT HER.
714
00:54:11,567 --> 00:54:13,567
SHH-WEE!
715
00:54:18,567 --> 00:54:21,633
- Ma FIRST CLASS.
- WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GO?
716
00:54:21,633 --> 00:54:25,000
- Ma POP THE TRUNK.
- WE WANT TO GO TO 26TH
AND 9TH STREET FIRST.
717
00:54:25,000 --> 00:54:28,367
POP THE TRUNK.
718
00:54:28,367 --> 00:54:30,800
JUST GOT OUT OF RIKERS?
719
00:54:34,834 --> 00:54:37,600
SHOW TIME!
720
00:54:37,600 --> 00:54:40,900
TAKE IT ALL OFF.
SEE THE OUTFIT?
THAT SHIT WAS HOT.
721
00:54:46,533 --> 00:54:50,066
- FIRST SHOW ME.
- YEAH.
722
00:54:52,500 --> 00:54:55,934
♪ SHAKE THAT ASS,
GIRL, OOH! ♪
723
00:54:55,934 --> 00:54:58,266
♪ TELL ME WHAT
YOU WANNA DO. ♪
724
00:54:58,266 --> 00:55:00,066
( Tracy giggles )
725
00:55:00,066 --> 00:55:02,900
14 BODIES, THEY DIDN'T
FIND THE MURDER WEAPON,
726
00:55:02,900 --> 00:55:04,800
SO THEY LETTING
HER COME HOME.
727
00:55:04,800 --> 00:55:07,767
HOW MANY PEOPLE DID YOU
KILL AND GET AWAY WITH?
728
00:55:07,767 --> 00:55:10,700
- NOBODY.
- Ma NO ONE?
729
00:55:11,900 --> 00:55:15,333
WE'RE GOING
TO THE PROJECTS
TO COP SOME COKE.
730
00:55:15,333 --> 00:55:18,133
THEN WE'RE GONNA
GO OVER TO THE HOTEL
731
00:55:18,133 --> 00:55:21,667
WHERE WE'RE GONNA ENGAGE
IN SOME SEXUAL FOREPLAY.
COPY?
732
00:56:17,400 --> 00:56:19,433
( lighter clicking )
733
00:56:29,300 --> 00:56:31,834
WE'RE GOING
TO THE MIDTOWN COURT.
734
00:56:31,834 --> 00:56:35,300
THIS PROGRAM THAT
I'M IN TEMPORARILY,
FIVE-DAY PROGRAM
735
00:56:35,300 --> 00:56:37,467
THAT I GOT SENTENCED
TO BECAUSE I GOT ARRESTED
736
00:56:37,467 --> 00:56:39,467
FOR POSSESSION OF CRACK
THE OTHER NIGHT.
737
00:56:39,467 --> 00:56:42,700
AND THEY'RE OFFERING ME
A DETOX,
738
00:56:42,700 --> 00:56:45,033
WHICH I DESPERATELY NEED.
739
00:56:45,033 --> 00:56:47,233
AND, UM--
740
00:56:47,233 --> 00:56:50,467
YOU KNOW, I ONCE--
SEBASTIAN AND I
TALKED ABOUT IT
741
00:56:50,467 --> 00:56:52,166
AND WE WOULD LIKE
TO GO TOGETHER.
742
00:56:52,166 --> 00:56:55,333
- ALL RIGHT.
- ALL RIGHT, GOOD LUCK.
743
00:56:55,333 --> 00:56:57,800
- I'LL SEE YOU
IN A LITTLE BIT, OKAY?
- ALL RIGHT.
744
00:56:59,533 --> 00:57:01,533
( coughing )
745
00:57:04,533 --> 00:57:08,000
I'M A NERVOUS WRECK.
I'M VERY, VERY NERVOUS.
746
00:57:08,000 --> 00:57:11,567
I'M SCARED FOR ME
AND SEBASTIAN, BUT I KNOW
IT'S THE RIGHT THING.
747
00:57:11,567 --> 00:57:14,600
MAN, WE GOT TO GET
THE FUCK OUT OF HERE.
748
00:57:16,767 --> 00:57:19,967
OR WE'RE NOT
GONNA MAKE IT.
749
00:57:19,967 --> 00:57:23,066
- OUR RELATIONSHIP
ISN'T GONNA MAKE IT.
- ( elevator dings )
750
00:57:23,066 --> 00:57:26,200
AND I LOVE HIM
AND I KNOW THAT HE LOVES ME.
751
00:57:26,200 --> 00:57:29,433
AND WE CAN'T RUN
LIKE THIS ANYMORE.
752
00:57:30,767 --> 00:57:33,100
I CAN'T TAKE BEING
ON THE STREETS ANYMORE.
753
00:57:33,100 --> 00:57:35,467
IT'S KILLING ME.
754
00:57:38,233 --> 00:57:40,233
( elevator dings )
755
00:57:42,734 --> 00:57:45,867
I WAS HOPING TO MAKE
A REFERRAL TO YOUR
DETOX PROGRAM.
756
00:57:45,867 --> 00:57:49,100
IF YOU CAN CALL ME BACK,
I'D APPRECIATE IT.
THANKS, BYE-BYE.
757
00:57:49,100 --> 00:57:53,700
IT'S TOUGH WITHOUT
ANY MEDICAID AND ANY IDS.
758
00:57:53,700 --> 00:57:58,467
CAN I USE YOUR PHONE?
CAN I CALL MY SON,
WAPPINGERS FALLS?
759
00:57:58,467 --> 00:58:01,066
- WHAT'S THE AREA CODE?
- 845.
760
00:58:01,066 --> 00:58:03,033
( voices overlapping )
761
00:58:06,934 --> 00:58:09,800
ANTHONY?
HI.
762
00:58:09,800 --> 00:58:12,266
ARE YOU BY YOURSELF?
763
00:58:12,266 --> 00:58:15,200
OH, LISTEN, UH,
764
00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:17,734
CAN YOU GET MY ID
FROM GRANDMA?
765
00:58:17,734 --> 00:58:20,200
I'M TRYING TO GET
INTO FUCKING HOSPITAL
AND SHIT
766
00:58:20,200 --> 00:58:22,767
AND NO ONE WILL TAKE ME
WITHOUT ANY ID.
767
00:58:24,700 --> 00:58:27,400
IF I COME UP TONIGHT,
CAN YOU MEET ME?
768
00:58:27,400 --> 00:58:30,767
I'M IN A LOT OF TROUBLE.
I HAVE TO GO INTO A HOSPITAL.
769
00:58:30,767 --> 00:58:32,767
ALL RIGHT, I LOVE YOU.
770
00:58:32,767 --> 00:58:36,033
- I GOT ACCEPTED
TO BAILEY SEATON.
- OKAY.
771
00:58:36,033 --> 00:58:37,600
- FOR TOMORROW MORNING.
- GREAT.
772
00:58:37,600 --> 00:58:39,867
BUT I GOT TO GO TO
ANTHONY AND GET MY ID.
773
00:58:39,867 --> 00:58:42,400
THAT'S NOT SO
FUCKING GREAT, HUH?
774
00:58:42,400 --> 00:58:44,066
BUT I'M NOT DOING
ANY OF THAT
775
00:58:44,066 --> 00:58:46,967
UNTIL YOU CALL AND GET
ACCEPTED RIGHT NOW.
776
00:58:51,700 --> 00:58:53,700
YES, I'D LIKE
TO FIND OUT
777
00:58:53,700 --> 00:58:56,567
IF I CAN GET IN
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
LIKE TOMORROW MORNING.
778
00:58:57,600 --> 00:58:59,700
YES, IF I COULD.
779
00:58:59,700 --> 00:59:02,000
I CAN'T GO
WITHOUT SEBASTIAN.
780
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:04,600
FUCK THAT.
781
00:59:04,600 --> 00:59:07,467
OKAY, BYE.
782
00:59:07,467 --> 00:59:09,633
CALL BACK AT 8:00
IN THE MORNING TOMORROW.
783
00:59:09,633 --> 00:59:11,767
SURE THING.
784
00:59:11,767 --> 00:59:14,500
- YOU'LL GO IN, RIGHT?
YOU'RE GONNA GO?
- YEAH.
785
00:59:14,500 --> 00:59:16,967
- THAT'S WHERE YOU
WANT TO GO, RIGHT?
- 100%.
786
00:59:16,967 --> 00:59:19,567
OKAY, WHAT DO YOU WANT
TO DO NOW?
787
00:59:22,000 --> 00:59:24,500
I'M ON MY WAY OVER
TO ST. MARKS RIGHT NOW
788
00:59:24,500 --> 00:59:26,233
'CAUSE I'VE GOT TO MAKE
SOME MONEY
789
00:59:26,233 --> 00:59:28,834
'CAUSE I'M GOING UP
TO SEE MY SON ANTHONY
790
00:59:28,834 --> 00:59:31,633
AND I DON'T WANT
TO GET SICK UP THERE.
791
00:59:31,633 --> 00:59:33,834
I HAVE TO GO UP THERE
AND GET ALL MY IDS
792
00:59:33,834 --> 00:59:36,333
SO I CAN GO TO THE DETOX
IN THE MORNING.
793
00:59:36,333 --> 00:59:40,200
SO HOPEFULLY THIS WILL
WORK OUT AND I CAN SCORE
SOME CASH RIGHT NOW.
794
00:59:48,533 --> 00:59:50,900
- Michelle: YOU'RE
IN THE ST. MARKS?
- Man: YEAH.
795
00:59:50,900 --> 00:59:53,467
Michelle:
OKAY, I'LL COME UP
WITH YOU.
796
00:59:58,333 --> 01:00:00,467
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME
TO GET FOR YOU?
797
01:00:00,467 --> 01:00:03,734
YOU WANT TWO 20S,
RIGHT?
798
01:00:03,734 --> 01:00:05,767
( Michelle chuckles )
799
01:00:08,200 --> 01:00:11,233
- Man: BUY FOUR
AND TAKE TWO FOR YOU.
- Michelle: BUT FOUR WHAT?
800
01:00:11,233 --> 01:00:13,300
- WHATEVER THEY ARE-- DIMES.
- THEY'RE 20S.
801
01:00:13,300 --> 01:00:16,033
- OKAY.
- OKAY, I'LL BE RIGHT BACK.
802
01:00:30,834 --> 01:00:34,633
LET'S GO RIGHT NOW.
STOP US A CAB, SEBASTIAN,
RIGHT NOW.
803
01:00:34,633 --> 01:00:36,200
( brakes screech )
804
01:00:36,200 --> 01:00:38,433
LET ME GET IN FIRST,
SEBASTIAN.
805
01:00:45,233 --> 01:00:48,400
Michelle:
FIRST I CHARGED HIM
$20 FOR THE CRACK.
806
01:00:48,400 --> 01:00:51,066
AND THEN HE GAVE ME 40
TO GO BACK DOWNSTAIRS
807
01:00:51,066 --> 01:00:53,133
AND FIVE TO GET BEER.
808
01:00:53,133 --> 01:00:55,700
SO I WOUND UP WITH $65.
809
01:00:57,433 --> 01:01:00,467
ONE OF THESE MOTHERFUCKERS
HAS TO BE OPEN.
810
01:01:04,734 --> 01:01:07,200
COME ON.
811
01:01:07,200 --> 01:01:09,400
I DON'T FUCKING
BELIEVE THIS.
812
01:01:15,767 --> 01:01:18,533
NO.
813
01:01:23,700 --> 01:01:26,900
Michelle:
THAT DOOR LOOKS OPEN
RIGHT THERE-- 112.
814
01:01:28,266 --> 01:01:30,800
YES!
815
01:01:32,600 --> 01:01:35,967
- ( Sebastian muttering )
- Michelle: I GAVE IT
TO YOU, REMEMBER?
816
01:01:35,967 --> 01:01:39,133
OH YES YOU DID,
YES YOU DID.
817
01:01:39,133 --> 01:01:40,300
YOU HAVE COTTON?
818
01:01:40,300 --> 01:01:43,200
YEAH, FROM A CIGARETTE.
819
01:01:48,567 --> 01:01:51,767
( both sniffling )
820
01:02:00,133 --> 01:02:03,667
WE'RE BOTH GETTING SICKER
AS WE'RE DOING THIS.
821
01:02:03,667 --> 01:02:07,266
CAN YOU HEAR THE WAY
SEBASTIAN IS BREATHING
AND SHIT?
822
01:02:08,900 --> 01:02:11,934
- HAVING THE DOPE MAKES YOU--
- ( man yelling )
823
01:02:11,934 --> 01:02:14,100
( Michelle whispering )
FUCK, MAN.
824
01:02:14,100 --> 01:02:16,834
- YOU DIDN'T MIX
THE SETS UP, DID YOU?
- NO.
825
01:02:16,834 --> 01:02:18,934
'CAUSE I CAN'T HAVE
AN OLD SET.
826
01:02:18,934 --> 01:02:21,033
WHAT'S WRONG
WITH THAT NEEDLE?
827
01:02:21,033 --> 01:02:23,700
SEBASTIAN?
828
01:02:25,967 --> 01:02:28,400
- HUH?
- IT'S BENT.
829
01:02:28,400 --> 01:02:32,000
NO SHIT, DICK!
WHOSE NEEDLE IS THAT?
830
01:02:32,000 --> 01:02:35,133
IT'S MINE.
831
01:02:35,133 --> 01:02:38,467
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW, DO YOU?
WHOSE IT IS?
832
01:02:38,467 --> 01:02:40,467
IT'S MINE.
833
01:02:51,867 --> 01:02:53,934
HERE YOU GO.
834
01:02:53,934 --> 01:02:55,900
THIS IS BENT.
IS THIS THE BENT?
835
01:02:55,900 --> 01:02:57,600
YES, THE BENT ONE
I THOUGHT WAS YOURS.
836
01:02:57,600 --> 01:03:00,967
YOU DON'T KNOW WHOSE
NEEDLE THIS IS, DO YOU?
YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK.
837
01:03:00,967 --> 01:03:04,066
YEAH, SOMETIMES I FORGET
THAT YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK.
838
01:03:05,633 --> 01:03:08,700
SO, FUCKING,
THERE SHOULD BE WATER
IN HERE.
839
01:03:08,700 --> 01:03:11,467
HOW MUCH DOPE
IS IN THERE?
840
01:03:11,467 --> 01:03:13,700
NOT MUCH, MICHELLE.
841
01:03:21,900 --> 01:03:24,567
GO AHEAD, MAN.
WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT?
842
01:03:24,567 --> 01:03:28,066
YOU KNOW THAT I CAN'T DO IT
IN ONE FUCKING SECOND LIKE THAT.
843
01:03:41,033 --> 01:03:42,834
TELL ME,
WHAT NEEDLE IS THAT?
844
01:03:42,834 --> 01:03:45,967
THIS ONE'S PRETTY, UH--
845
01:03:45,967 --> 01:03:49,600
- NEW? CAN I USE IT?
- YEAH.
846
01:03:49,600 --> 01:03:53,066
THIS ONE DOESN'T EVEN
HAVE NUMBERS ON IT AND YOU'RE
READY TO GIVE IT TO ME.
847
01:03:54,633 --> 01:03:57,066
CAN YOU STAND HERE NOW?
848
01:04:10,834 --> 01:04:14,633
SHIT.
I'M NOT GOING TO BE
ABLE TO DO THIS.
849
01:04:28,000 --> 01:04:31,767
I'M NOT GOING TO BE ABLE
TO USE THIS FUCKING NEEDLE.
850
01:04:31,767 --> 01:04:34,700
IF THIS WORKS,
IT'S A MIRACLE.
851
01:04:43,000 --> 01:04:46,600
THIS AIN'T GONNA WORK.
THIS FUCKING THING
IS RETARDEDLY BENT.
852
01:04:47,734 --> 01:04:49,667
( Sebastian mumbling )
853
01:04:49,667 --> 01:04:52,266
I CAN'T FUCKING HEAR
A WORD YOU'RE SAYING,
SEBASTIAN.
854
01:04:52,266 --> 01:04:54,467
DON'T EVEN
FUCKING TALK TO ME.
855
01:04:54,467 --> 01:04:57,734
YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK
AS LONG AS YOU'RE
FUCKING STRAIGHT.
856
01:04:57,734 --> 01:05:01,133
THE SHIT IS NOT EVEN
FUCKING DRAINING OUT, MAN.
857
01:05:01,133 --> 01:05:05,367
FUCK!
SHIT.
858
01:05:05,367 --> 01:05:08,133
I AM SICK, SEBASTIAN.
ARE YOU'RE JUST GONNA
STAND THERE?
859
01:05:08,133 --> 01:05:09,900
IT'S ALL RIGHT,
MICHELLE.
860
01:05:09,900 --> 01:05:12,333
OH, OKAY, I FEEL
MUCH FUCKING BETTER NOW.
861
01:05:13,867 --> 01:05:16,266
( Michelle moans )
862
01:05:19,333 --> 01:05:23,000
OKAY, SEBASTIAN, I'M USING
THE OTHER FUCKING NEEDLE
AND IT AIN'T WORKING.
863
01:05:23,000 --> 01:05:26,600
ANY FUCKING SUGGESTIONS?
864
01:05:26,600 --> 01:05:29,333
OH MY GOD.
865
01:05:33,066 --> 01:05:35,066
( moans )
866
01:05:39,367 --> 01:05:41,433
FUCKING SHIT!
867
01:05:41,433 --> 01:05:44,867
GOD DAMN IT!
868
01:05:46,266 --> 01:05:49,433
ALL MY DOPE
IS ALMOST GONE, SEBASTIAN.
869
01:05:49,433 --> 01:05:51,700
DID YOU SAVE ANY FOR ME?
870
01:05:53,633 --> 01:05:56,367
THE SAME FUCKING
WORD GAME, OKAY?
871
01:05:58,233 --> 01:06:00,433
OKAY?
872
01:06:07,233 --> 01:06:10,133
GET OUT OF MY FUCKING WAY.
873
01:06:40,133 --> 01:06:42,100
MICHELLE.
HANDS.
874
01:06:43,400 --> 01:06:45,734
- PUT YOUR FOOT IN HERE.
- NO.
875
01:06:45,734 --> 01:06:47,900
PUT YOUR FOOT IN HERE.
YOU'LL FREEZE.
876
01:08:11,633 --> 01:08:14,000
( thunder rumbling )
877
01:08:32,567 --> 01:08:35,066
I'M GOING TO SHOOT
SOME CRYSTAL.
878
01:08:36,467 --> 01:08:39,266
FEEL ME.
879
01:08:44,066 --> 01:08:46,667
OH, SHE'S SCHIZZING, OH.
880
01:08:53,667 --> 01:08:55,700
OH, FUCK.
881
01:09:04,567 --> 01:09:06,834
THAT'S THE FIRST TIME
I EVER SHOT CRYSTAL METH.
882
01:09:07,867 --> 01:09:11,433
OH, WHEW.
883
01:09:15,633 --> 01:09:18,467
WHY AM I ON THE GROUND?
884
01:09:18,467 --> 01:09:20,066
YOU WANT TO STAND UP?
885
01:09:20,066 --> 01:09:22,567
SLOWLY.
I CAN'T REALLY DO IT.
886
01:09:22,567 --> 01:09:26,000
MY LEGS ARE SLEEPING.
887
01:09:30,100 --> 01:09:34,233
OH GOSH,
WHAT HAPPENED?
888
01:09:37,166 --> 01:09:39,633
( shivering )
889
01:09:42,567 --> 01:09:45,700
HOW COME I DON'T KNOW
WHAT HAPPENED, SEBASTIAN?
890
01:09:47,300 --> 01:09:49,300
( shivering )
891
01:09:53,500 --> 01:09:56,934
- WHERE'S
THE TRAIN, SEBASTIAN?
- RIGHT OVER HERE.
892
01:10:02,533 --> 01:10:05,300
HONEY, I CAN'T GO FAST.
I'M SCARED.
893
01:10:05,300 --> 01:10:08,600
I'M NOT.
I'M GONNA STAND
RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU.
894
01:10:08,600 --> 01:10:10,834
- ARE WE ALMOST THERE?
- HMM.
895
01:10:10,834 --> 01:10:14,734
( moaning )
OH, ARE WE ALMOST THERE?!
896
01:10:14,734 --> 01:10:17,900
ABOUT 10 MORE
AND A COUPLE MORE
AROUND THE CORNER.
897
01:10:25,867 --> 01:10:30,100
Conductor:
42nd, transfer above
to shuttles 1, 2, 3 and 7.
898
01:10:30,100 --> 01:10:33,033
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT
I AM NOT ON MY WAY UP
899
01:10:33,033 --> 01:10:35,633
TO SEE MY FUCKING SON.
900
01:10:38,900 --> 01:10:41,533
Michelle:
COLLECT CALL
FROM MICHELLE, PLEASE.
901
01:10:43,233 --> 01:10:47,100
CAN YOU LIGHT THIS
FOR ME, SEBASTIAN?
OR ARE YOU BUSY?
902
01:10:52,967 --> 01:10:55,567
ANTHONY, WHAT TIME IS IT?
903
01:10:55,567 --> 01:10:58,166
IF I GET ON THE TRAIN
RIGHT NOW, CAN YOU STAY THERE?
904
01:10:58,166 --> 01:11:00,867
'CAUSE I CAN'T GO TO
THE HOSPITAL WITHOUT ID
905
01:11:00,867 --> 01:11:02,834
AND I REALLY
FUCKING NEED TO.
906
01:11:04,600 --> 01:11:06,934
CAN YOU JUST GO
TO SCHOOL LATE?
907
01:11:06,934 --> 01:11:09,367
OKAY, SO THEN YOU'LL TAKE
THE WHOLE FUCKING DAY OFF.
908
01:11:09,367 --> 01:11:12,800
I WILL GO TO THE SCHOOL
AND TELL THEM YOU'RE WITH ME.
909
01:11:14,934 --> 01:11:17,367
HE'S SAYING THAT
HE GETS OFF AT 12:00.
910
01:11:17,367 --> 01:11:19,333
WE'LL MEET HIM AT 12:00
THEN, IF HE CAN--
911
01:11:19,333 --> 01:11:22,734
HOW AM I SUPPOSED
TO CALL THE MOTHERFUCKING
DETOX AT 8:00?
912
01:11:22,734 --> 01:11:26,300
WE'LL CALL THEM AT 8:00.
THEY'LL HOLD THE BED TILL 5:00.
913
01:11:26,300 --> 01:11:28,567
YOU'RE SURE
OF THIS, RIGHT?
914
01:11:28,567 --> 01:11:31,166
- I'M NOT POSITIVE, BUT--
- ( Michelle laughs )
915
01:11:32,700 --> 01:11:35,367
BRING MY PURSE.
DON'T FORGET MY PURSE.
916
01:11:35,367 --> 01:11:38,166
I LOVE YOU, ANTHONY.
917
01:11:38,166 --> 01:11:41,133
( sobbing )
I REALLY GOT TO GO THERE.
918
01:11:41,133 --> 01:11:43,800
I REALLY GOT TO GO.
919
01:11:45,834 --> 01:11:49,667
I GOTTA GO INTO
THAT DETOX.
920
01:12:01,533 --> 01:12:03,333
Michelle:
WELL, WE'RE ALMOST UP
921
01:12:03,333 --> 01:12:06,200
IN NEW HAMBURG
TO SEE ANTHONY.
922
01:12:06,200 --> 01:12:08,500
I'M REALLY NERVOUS.
923
01:12:09,900 --> 01:12:12,233
I'M SO NERVOUS
ABOUT EVERYTHING.
924
01:12:12,233 --> 01:12:15,700
I WISH SEBASTIAN
WAS WITH ME.
925
01:12:15,700 --> 01:12:18,467
THIS IS ANTHONY,
MY SON.
926
01:12:19,533 --> 01:12:22,100
MY 17-YEAR-OLD.
927
01:12:22,100 --> 01:12:24,467
MY BEST FRIEND.
928
01:12:26,600 --> 01:12:29,767
HE'S MY SON
929
01:12:29,767 --> 01:12:31,967
FROM MY HUSBAND
WHO PASSED AWAY.
930
01:12:33,500 --> 01:12:37,266
HIS FATHER
WAS A DRUG ADDICT.
931
01:12:37,266 --> 01:12:41,600
HE OVERDOSED AT THE TIME
I WASN'T HERE.
932
01:12:41,600 --> 01:12:44,300
I WAS IN
FLORIDA PRISON.
933
01:12:44,300 --> 01:12:46,834
AND I COULDN'T BE
WITH ANTHONY.
934
01:12:46,834 --> 01:12:48,533
AND...
935
01:12:48,533 --> 01:12:51,400
IT DIDN'T MATTER
WHO WAS WITH HIM,
HE JUST WANTED ME
936
01:12:51,400 --> 01:12:54,767
AND I COULDN'T BE HERE.
937
01:12:54,767 --> 01:12:57,133
BUT HE GOT
HIS LITTLE SUIT ON
938
01:12:57,133 --> 01:13:00,000
AND WENT DOWN
TO THE FUNERAL.
939
01:13:00,000 --> 01:13:02,934
HE GAVE HIS DAD
A KISS GOODBYE.
940
01:13:02,934 --> 01:13:05,233
( train whistle blowing )
941
01:13:05,233 --> 01:13:08,700
HE WAS--
HE WAS CRUSHED.
942
01:13:12,333 --> 01:13:15,133
HE'S BEEN THROUGH A LOT,
ANTHONY.
943
01:13:17,133 --> 01:13:19,533
I'VE ALWAYS HOPED
SHE WOULD GET BETTER.
944
01:13:19,533 --> 01:13:21,767
I'M USED TO HER
NOT GETTING BETTER THOUGH.
945
01:13:21,767 --> 01:13:24,100
LIKE SHE'LL COME UP
FOR A WHILE AND LEAVE.
946
01:13:24,100 --> 01:13:26,033
IT DON'T AFFECT ME
ANYMORE REALLY.
947
01:13:26,033 --> 01:13:29,300
I JUST DEAL WITH WHATEVER,
YOU KNOW, I'VE TO GOT
TO DEAL WITH.
948
01:13:29,300 --> 01:13:31,400
IF SHE GETS BETTER,
I'M HAPPY,
949
01:13:31,400 --> 01:13:33,767
BUT IF SHE DON'T,
LIKE I'M USED TO IT.
950
01:13:33,767 --> 01:13:36,600
THIS HAPPENED
LOTS OF TIMES.
951
01:13:36,600 --> 01:13:40,300
OH, THAT PERSON'S LEAVING.
I HOPE THAT'S NOT ANTHONY.
952
01:13:42,734 --> 01:13:45,700
THEY DIDN'T EVEN
GET OUT OF THE CAR.
953
01:13:48,500 --> 01:13:50,967
THAT MIGHT BE ANTHONY.
954
01:13:50,967 --> 01:13:53,934
I GOT TO GET DOWN HERE
IN CASE IT'S HIM.
955
01:13:56,033 --> 01:14:00,200
Michelle:
I CAME UP TODAY
TO GET MY ID
956
01:14:00,200 --> 01:14:03,266
- BECAUSE I HAVE TO
GO INTO A DETOX.
- YEAH.
957
01:14:03,266 --> 01:14:06,200
'CAUSE I'VE BEEN
IN THE STREETS FOR
SIX MONTHS.
958
01:14:06,200 --> 01:14:09,900
BUT IN THE PAST WEEK
IT'S BEEN THE WORST TIME
OF MY FUCKING LIFE.
959
01:14:09,900 --> 01:14:12,900
I-- I JUST WANT
TO GO IN THE HOSPITAL.
960
01:14:15,633 --> 01:14:18,000
Anthony:
OKAY.
961
01:14:18,000 --> 01:14:21,567
Michelle:
OKAY, ALL RIGHT, ANT.
WELL, I'LL CALL YOU.
962
01:14:21,567 --> 01:14:24,767
YOU'RE GONNA CALL
THE HOSPITAL AND WHATNOT
AND CHECK ON ME, RIGHT?
963
01:14:24,767 --> 01:14:28,000
- YEAH.
- THANKS FOR BRINGING--
GIVING ME MY ID.
964
01:14:28,000 --> 01:14:30,734
- Anthony: ALL RIGHT.
- I LOVE YOU.
965
01:14:30,734 --> 01:14:33,600
- ( both kissing )
- LOVE YOU TOO.
966
01:14:33,600 --> 01:14:36,734
- I'LL CALL
THE HOSPITAL LATER.
- ALL RIGHT, HONEY.
967
01:14:42,000 --> 01:14:44,100
- BYE, ANT.
- BYE.
968
01:14:47,166 --> 01:14:49,200
( tires screeching )
969
01:14:52,800 --> 01:14:56,500
OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!
970
01:15:00,834 --> 01:15:04,400
OH HE'S--
OH GOD!
971
01:15:07,166 --> 01:15:09,700
WELL, I GOT THE ID
972
01:15:09,700 --> 01:15:12,800
AND MY POCKETBOOK
FROM ANTHONY.
973
01:15:12,800 --> 01:15:15,100
AND I'M HEADING
BACK DOWN TO THE CITY
974
01:15:15,100 --> 01:15:17,734
TO GO TO THE DETOX.
975
01:15:17,734 --> 01:15:20,033
HOPEFULLY
I CAN FIND SEBASTIAN.
976
01:15:21,800 --> 01:15:23,800
( sniffling )
977
01:15:33,867 --> 01:15:36,233
Conductor:
Grand Central Terminal,
final stop.
978
01:15:36,233 --> 01:15:38,934
Have a good evening
and a good weekend.
979
01:15:45,200 --> 01:15:48,200
HI, THIS IS
MICHELLE BOSWELL CALLING.
980
01:15:48,200 --> 01:15:50,667
HI, I'M SUPPOSED
TO BE COMING TONIGHT.
981
01:15:50,667 --> 01:15:52,967
UM, I WAS SUPPOSED
TO CALL
982
01:15:52,967 --> 01:15:55,166
WHEN I ARRIVED
AT GRAND CENTRAL.
983
01:15:56,300 --> 01:15:59,700
OKAY, BELLEVUE IS CLOSER.
CAN I GO THERE?
984
01:15:59,700 --> 01:16:03,233
BECAUSE SEE,
WHAT I'M TRYING TO DO
IS I'M TRYING NOT TO STOP
985
01:16:03,233 --> 01:16:06,333
AND-- AND GET
DETOURED.
986
01:16:06,333 --> 01:16:09,333
'CAUSE I'M REALLY GETTING
DOPE SICK RIGHT NOW.
987
01:16:11,567 --> 01:16:14,967
YEAH.
ALL RIGHT, THANK YOU.
988
01:16:14,967 --> 01:16:17,233
OKAY, BYE-BYE.
989
01:16:19,667 --> 01:16:21,500
I'M SCARED.
990
01:16:21,500 --> 01:16:24,100
I DON'T HAVE MY BOYFRIEND
WITH ME.
991
01:16:26,133 --> 01:16:30,033
HE'S SUPPOSED TO COME
AND DO THIS WITH ME
AND HE'S NOT.
992
01:16:30,033 --> 01:16:32,033
( truck honking )
993
01:16:39,100 --> 01:16:43,166
GOD, SEBASTIAN,
PLEASE BE AT THIS DETOX.
994
01:16:47,333 --> 01:16:50,600
I JUST DON'T HAVE IT IN ME
TO GO LOOK FOR HIM.
995
01:16:50,600 --> 01:16:53,133
I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME
TO GO STEAL.
996
01:16:53,133 --> 01:16:57,000
I'M GETTING SICK.
I JUST WANNA GO BE SAFE
SOMEWHERE.
997
01:16:59,300 --> 01:17:02,000
( sobs )
998
01:17:14,500 --> 01:17:16,633
I'M SCARED.
REALLY SCARED.
999
01:17:18,667 --> 01:17:21,200
BUT I DON'T WANT TO--
1000
01:17:21,200 --> 01:17:23,867
I DON'T WANT TO BE
OUT HERE ANYMORE.
1001
01:17:23,867 --> 01:17:26,633
I CAN'T DO IT NO MORE.
1002
01:17:36,467 --> 01:17:40,367
DAD, CALL WHEN YOU GET YOUR
PARKING SPOT IN NEW YORK.
1003
01:17:40,367 --> 01:17:42,367
OKAY, BYE.
1004
01:17:42,367 --> 01:17:44,367
YOU CAN TELL
SHE GETS A LITTLE ANTSY.
1005
01:17:44,367 --> 01:17:46,734
SHE WANTS EVERYTHING
TO BE PERFECT, YOU KNOW?
1006
01:17:46,734 --> 01:17:49,100
SHE FEARS THAT,
YOU KNOW,
1007
01:17:49,100 --> 01:17:51,900
WHEN HER DAD SEES HER
THAT HE'S GONNA SEE,
1008
01:17:51,900 --> 01:17:54,934
YOU KNOW, THE HARD TIME
SHE'S HAVING.
1009
01:18:04,033 --> 01:18:06,200
- HOW WAS YOUR DRIVING?
- DAD!
1010
01:18:06,200 --> 01:18:08,300
- CRAZY AS USUAL, YOU KNOW.
- HEY, DAD.
1011
01:18:08,300 --> 01:18:11,333
- HI, TRACY. YOU DIDN'T
DRINK THIS TIME, DID YOU?
- NO.
1012
01:18:11,333 --> 01:18:14,700
WE PUT SOME CHANGE
IN THE METER 'CAUSE
THE PARKING LADY--
1013
01:18:14,700 --> 01:18:17,800
DAD, WE HELD THIS SPOT
FOR YOU FOR LIKE
A HALF HOUR.
1014
01:18:21,066 --> 01:18:23,367
OKAY, UH...
1015
01:18:25,233 --> 01:18:27,967
- WHAT WE HAVE IS A--
- OH, WE'RE GOING
TO BE TRIPLETS.
1016
01:18:27,967 --> 01:18:31,400
WE GOT A BIRTHDAY JACKET
FOR MATT BECAUSE IT WAS
HIS BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY.
1017
01:18:31,400 --> 01:18:33,834
- THANKS A LOT.
- THAT'S FUN.
1018
01:18:33,834 --> 01:18:37,400
JUST 'CAUSE YOU LOOK
LIKE ME, YOU'RE NOT ME.
THEY'RE THE SAME JACKET.
1019
01:18:37,400 --> 01:18:40,233
Tracy:
TRY IT ON, MATTIE.
1020
01:18:40,233 --> 01:18:42,667
LOOK, MATT,
WE'RE GONNA BE TWINS.
1021
01:18:42,667 --> 01:18:45,133
OH, THREE-QUARTER,
THAT'S WHAT'S UP.
1022
01:18:45,133 --> 01:18:48,066
THERE'S OTHER STUFF
IN HERE LATER, TRACY,
IF YOU WANT TO LOOK.
1023
01:18:48,066 --> 01:18:49,734
Tracy:
SOME COOL STUFF IN HERE.
1024
01:18:49,734 --> 01:18:52,433
THOSE GREY SWEATERS,
THAT'S MY COLOR TOO.
1025
01:18:52,433 --> 01:18:54,633
- LOCK UP THE TRUNK, DAD.
- OKAY, NOW--
1026
01:18:54,633 --> 01:18:57,066
IS THERE ANYTHING IN THE CAR
THAT SHOULD BE LOCKED UP?
1027
01:18:57,066 --> 01:18:59,900
- NO, HOW LONG
ARE WE GOOD FOR?
- AN HOUR.
1028
01:19:00,900 --> 01:19:03,633
- MATT?
- YES.
1029
01:19:03,633 --> 01:19:05,767
MATT, THEY'VE GOT IT
ON SALE FOR $1.99.
1030
01:19:05,767 --> 01:19:08,633
JUST CHECK HOW LONG UNTIL--
JUST CONCENTRATE TOWARDS THAT.
1031
01:19:08,633 --> 01:19:11,200
THIS IS WHAT WE DO NOW
BECAUSE WE DON'T GET HIGH.
1032
01:19:11,200 --> 01:19:13,000
SO WE GOT TO FIND
OTHER THINGS TO DO.
1033
01:19:13,000 --> 01:19:14,900
- YOU KNOW WHAT--
- WE DO VIDEOGAMES.
1034
01:19:14,900 --> 01:19:17,567
BUT THIS IS GOOD.
WHEN YOU WERE A KID
YOU DID VIDEOGAMES.
1035
01:19:17,567 --> 01:19:20,033
IT WAS HEALTHY FOR YOU.
YOU LEARN FROM VIDEOGAMES.
1036
01:19:20,033 --> 01:19:22,734
KNOW WHAT YOU LEARN?
YOU GOT A LOT OF TIME
ON YOUR HANDS WHEN YOU
1037
01:19:22,734 --> 01:19:24,934
STOP GETTING HIGH.
THERE'S A LOT OF TIME
IN THE DAY.
1038
01:19:24,934 --> 01:19:27,867
YOU KNOW A JOB
CAN REALLY FILL YOUR TIME
PRETTY GOOD.
1039
01:19:29,633 --> 01:19:32,834
WITH MY DAUGHTER,
CHRISTMAS SEEMS TO COME
EVERY OTHER DAY.
1040
01:19:32,834 --> 01:19:35,467
- THANK YOU.
- HAVE A GOOD NIGHT.
1041
01:19:36,900 --> 01:19:40,333
"DEAR TRACY, I AM SO GLAD
YOU ARE DOING SO MUCH BETTER.
1042
01:19:40,333 --> 01:19:43,066
BEST OF LUCK.
I WILL BE E-MAILING YOU.
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
1043
01:19:43,066 --> 01:19:45,367
PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME.
LOVE, YOUR AUNT SUPPORTER.
1044
01:19:45,367 --> 01:19:47,166
I BELIEVE IN YOU,
I ALWAYS WILL
1045
01:19:47,166 --> 01:19:50,367
AND I KNOW YOU WILL SUCCEED.
JUDY."
1046
01:19:50,367 --> 01:19:52,934
THAT'S GREAT.
IT'S MY COOLEST AUNT TOO.
1047
01:19:52,934 --> 01:19:56,800
AS MUCH AS SHE THINKS
THE WORLD HAS TURNED HER OFF
1048
01:19:56,800 --> 01:19:58,800
OR SHE'S TURNED OFF
THE WORLD,
1049
01:19:58,800 --> 01:20:02,567
THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT
WANT HER TO MAKE IT
AND COME BACK.
1050
01:20:02,567 --> 01:20:05,700
AND I'LL ALSO HELP YOU,
MATTHEW, BECAUSE SOMETIMES
IN YOUR LIFE
1051
01:20:05,700 --> 01:20:07,767
THERE'S NO REAL STRONG
MALE FIGURE.
1052
01:20:07,767 --> 01:20:10,400
WE'LL HELP YOU
AS MUCH AS WE CAN,
BUT WE CAN'T DO IT
1053
01:20:10,400 --> 01:20:12,166
WITHOUT YOUR HELP.
1054
01:20:20,900 --> 01:20:24,567
MONEY MEANS NOTHING
IF YOU LOSE YOUR CHILD
FOR LIFE.
1055
01:20:24,567 --> 01:20:26,467
AND IN THE LONG RUN,
1056
01:20:26,467 --> 01:20:29,266
WE STILL COULD LOSE TRACY
OR WE COULD LOSE MATTHEW.
1057
01:20:29,266 --> 01:20:32,467
BUT TO GIVE UP
WITHOUT TRYING
1058
01:20:32,467 --> 01:20:35,834
AND NOT PUT OUT
EVERY EFFORT YOU CAN
1059
01:20:35,834 --> 01:20:38,266
TO HELP THEM GET BACK,
1060
01:20:38,266 --> 01:20:40,967
UH, I THINK THAT'S
1061
01:20:40,967 --> 01:20:42,967
THE WHOLE THING ABOUT
BEING A PARENT.
1062
01:20:42,967 --> 01:20:45,133
YOU BROUGHT THIS PERSON
INTO THE WORLD,
1063
01:20:45,133 --> 01:20:47,934
YOU DO YOUR BEST
TO MAKE SURE THAT
THEY SURVIVE THIS WORLD.
1064
01:20:47,934 --> 01:20:50,734
AND IF THEY FALL DOWN,
YOU HELP THEM.
1065
01:20:51,800 --> 01:20:55,033
- YOU WANT SOME?
- Tracy: YEAH.
1066
01:20:56,800 --> 01:20:59,600
- HOW OILY IS IT NOW?
- NOT AT ALL.
1067
01:21:04,900 --> 01:21:08,834
TODAY WE'RE MOVING
INTO OUR NEW PLACE
OVER IN BROOKLYN.
1068
01:21:08,834 --> 01:21:12,133
IT'S MATT AND I'S
FIRST APARTMENT TOGETHER
AND IT'S A HUGE PLACE.
1069
01:21:12,133 --> 01:21:14,533
WE REALLY LUCKED OUT
AND GOT A GREAT PLACE.
1070
01:21:14,533 --> 01:21:16,834
MY DAD'S
HELPING US FURNISH--
WE'RE FURNISHING IT.
1071
01:21:16,834 --> 01:21:20,100
THIS IS VERY SIGNIFICANT.
THIS IS GONNA BE OUR HOME
TOGETHER FOR A WHILE.
1072
01:21:20,100 --> 01:21:22,800
THIS IS GOING TO BE
THE HOME WE GET MARRIED IN.
1073
01:21:24,667 --> 01:21:27,967
FOR THE FIRST TIME,
WE DON'T HAVE TO USE A CREDIT
CARD TO ENTER THIS DOOR.
1074
01:21:27,967 --> 01:21:31,100
Tracy:
WE HAVE KEYS.
1075
01:21:31,100 --> 01:21:33,433
SEE THAT?
THAT'S DOOR NUMBER ONE.
1076
01:21:33,433 --> 01:21:35,867
CHING, CHING.
1077
01:21:37,900 --> 01:21:41,567
Tracy:
THIS SYSTEM IS INCREDIBLE.
AND MY DAD GOT US
1078
01:21:41,567 --> 01:21:45,500
40 OR 50 DVDS TO START OUT
A COLLECTION, SO WE--
1079
01:21:45,500 --> 01:21:47,567
Ma
AND EVERY TIME
HE COMES, TRUST ME,
1080
01:21:47,567 --> 01:21:50,834
IT'S LIKE HIS SWEATERS.
HE'S GOING TO COME
WITH 10 OF THEM.
1081
01:21:50,834 --> 01:21:53,900
IF YOU LOOK IN MY CLOSET,
WE'VE GOT 600 SWEATERS.
1082
01:21:53,900 --> 01:21:57,000
- YOU THINK I'M KIDDING?
COME HERE.
- WHERE?
1083
01:21:57,000 --> 01:21:59,233
Ma
THIS IS OUR SWEATER CLOSET.
1084
01:21:59,233 --> 01:22:01,934
IT'S ALL SWEATERS.
1085
01:22:01,934 --> 01:22:04,333
IF YOU LOOK BEHIND
MY BED OVER THERE,
1086
01:22:04,333 --> 01:22:07,667
THERE'S FOUR MORE
BIG GARBAGE BAGS--
SWEATERS!
1087
01:22:07,667 --> 01:22:10,133
WE'RE THOROUGHLY
SICK AND TIRED
1088
01:22:10,133 --> 01:22:12,133
OF THAT
LIFESTYLE OUT THERE.
1089
01:22:12,133 --> 01:22:14,834
THIS ISN'T A WHIM AND THIS
ISN'T TO HUMOR MY FATHER.
1090
01:22:14,834 --> 01:22:16,433
THIS IS WHAT WE WANT.
1091
01:22:16,433 --> 01:22:18,767
MATT AND I STILL HAVE
SOME ISSUES WE GOT TO WORK ON,
1092
01:22:18,767 --> 01:22:21,300
BUT THOSE THINGS
ARE LESSENING
1093
01:22:21,300 --> 01:22:25,233
AND THE POSITIVE
THINGS ARE, YOU KNOW,
JUST MORE AND MORE SO.
1094
01:22:25,233 --> 01:22:28,900
- I'M NOT WORRIED ABOUT IT.
I'M NOT CONCERNED AT ALL.
- OH YEAH.
1095
01:22:56,934 --> 01:22:59,867
- Woman: Hello?
- I'M SORRY TO BOTHER YOU.
I FORGOT MY KEY.
1096
01:22:59,867 --> 01:23:01,767
CAN YOU LET ME IN?
I LIVE ON THE FOURTH FLOOR.
1097
01:23:01,767 --> 01:23:03,834
- Who is it?
- O'BRIEN.
1098
01:23:03,834 --> 01:23:06,600
- Oh.
- ( door buzzes )
1099
01:23:08,967 --> 01:23:11,300
THANK YOU.
1100
01:23:20,867 --> 01:23:24,400
I MISS MICHELLE.
WE ALWAYS COME HERE TOGETHER.
1101
01:23:24,400 --> 01:23:28,166
I WASN'T REALLY PLANNING
ON LEAVING OR ANYTHING
LIKE THAT.
1102
01:23:28,166 --> 01:23:31,533
I JUST GOT FUCKING--
1103
01:23:31,533 --> 01:23:34,200
I JUST GOT--
NODDED OUT
1104
01:23:34,200 --> 01:23:37,500
AND WHEN I WOKE UP
IT WAS LIKE AN HOUR LATER.
1105
01:23:39,000 --> 01:23:41,000
AND,
1106
01:23:41,000 --> 01:23:44,066
YOU KNOW, I KEPT LOSING
SENSE OF DIRECTION.
1107
01:23:46,266 --> 01:23:49,800
I KNEW MICHELLE WOULD HAVE
BEEN REALLY MAD AT ME.
1108
01:23:49,800 --> 01:23:53,900
SO I DIDN'T BOTHER
GOING ANYWHERE.
1109
01:24:17,066 --> 01:24:19,066
AAH!
1110
01:24:21,033 --> 01:24:23,467
I'M FUCKING FREEZING.
1111
01:24:24,500 --> 01:24:26,834
HOW COULD HE HAVE
A CONSCIENCE?
1112
01:24:26,834 --> 01:24:28,834
LOOK AT THE FUCKING
WEATHER.
1113
01:24:28,834 --> 01:24:31,600
AND WHERE IS HE?
( chuckles )
1114
01:24:31,600 --> 01:24:35,867
AND IS HE WONDERING
WHERE I AM FREEZING?
1115
01:24:35,867 --> 01:24:39,200
WHERE'S SEBASTIAN, UNDER
A FUCKING QUILT RIGHT NOW
1116
01:24:39,200 --> 01:24:42,400
SNUGGLED UP
WITH A DICK UP HIS ASS?
1117
01:24:46,934 --> 01:24:48,800
HI, ALVIN.
1118
01:24:48,800 --> 01:24:50,900
IT'S SEBASTIAN.
1119
01:24:50,900 --> 01:24:53,867
HEY, CAN I COME OVER?
1120
01:24:53,867 --> 01:24:55,900
ALL RIGHT.
WHAT'S YOUR--
1121
01:24:55,900 --> 01:24:58,400
WHAT'S THE NUMBER
OF YOUR BUILDING?
1122
01:24:58,400 --> 01:25:02,200
OKAY, I'LL SEE YOU SOON.
HA HA!
1123
01:25:04,300 --> 01:25:07,233
WHEN MICHELLE
IS NOT WITH ME SOMETIMES
1124
01:25:07,233 --> 01:25:10,333
I CAN'T FIND A PLACE
TO STAY, I--
1125
01:25:10,333 --> 01:25:13,633
I CALL PEOPLE
LIKE THIS PERSON
1126
01:25:13,633 --> 01:25:16,934
AND I HANG OUT WITH THEM
AND GET HIGH OR WHATEVER.
1127
01:25:18,333 --> 01:25:20,834
AND SOMETIMES, I--
1128
01:25:20,834 --> 01:25:23,500
YOU KNOW,
IF IT'S ALL RIGHT,
1129
01:25:23,500 --> 01:25:26,767
I END UP STAYING FOR
THE NIGHT IF THEY DON'T
BOTHER ME AND I FEEL--
1130
01:25:26,767 --> 01:25:29,333
I FEEL SAFE.
1131
01:25:29,333 --> 01:25:32,066
Michelle:
IT'S SO FUCKING COLD.
1132
01:25:32,066 --> 01:25:34,367
LIKE A HALLWAY LIKE THIS--
1133
01:25:34,367 --> 01:25:36,266
THIS AIN'T WARM, MAN.
1134
01:25:36,266 --> 01:25:39,700
I WAKE UP,
I'M FUCKING FREEZING.
1135
01:25:39,700 --> 01:25:42,633
I MEAN, IT FELT GOOD IN
THAT DETOX THE OTHER NIGHT.
1136
01:25:44,100 --> 01:25:47,734
YOU KNOW, TO GET
INTO A FUCKING BED--
TWO DAYS OF THAT.
1137
01:26:03,233 --> 01:26:05,633
IT'S THE WORSE
THAT IT'S EVER BEEN.
1138
01:26:05,633 --> 01:26:09,300
THE CRACK IS JUST KILLING ME.
IT'S KILLING ME.
1139
01:26:13,200 --> 01:26:17,033
AND I DON'T KNOW
HOW TO STOP.
1140
01:26:17,033 --> 01:26:19,767
IF I WANT TO STOP.
1141
01:26:19,767 --> 01:26:23,400
I MEAN, I'M SURE
I WANT TO STOP.
1142
01:26:23,400 --> 01:26:26,100
'CAUSE WHO THE FUCK
WANTS TO LIVE LIKE THIS?
1143
01:26:29,000 --> 01:26:32,367
I MEAN I'M NOT IN LOVE
WITH SEBASTIAN ANYMORE.
1144
01:26:33,533 --> 01:26:37,233
WHICH I--
I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE THAT.
1145
01:26:37,233 --> 01:26:39,567
I MEAN, YOU KNOW
HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM.
1146
01:26:39,567 --> 01:26:42,900
OH MY GOD,
HE WAS MY LIFE.
WHICH HE STILL IS.
1147
01:26:42,900 --> 01:26:46,433
I MEAN I'D DO ANYTHING
FOR HIM, BUT...
1148
01:26:46,433 --> 01:26:49,233
WITH THE DRUGS JUST--
THERE'S NOTHING THERE.
1149
01:26:49,233 --> 01:26:52,133
RIGHT NOW,
IT'S TOO FUCKING COLD.
1150
01:26:52,133 --> 01:26:54,500
I'M GOING ON THE TRAIN.
1151
01:26:54,500 --> 01:26:57,600
JUST RIDE BACK AND FORTH
ALL NIGHT.
1152
01:26:57,600 --> 01:26:59,533
IT'S A ROUGH PLACE
TO STAY WARM
1153
01:26:59,533 --> 01:27:02,467
BECAUSE THE COPS
GIVE YOU A REALLY HARD TIME.
1154
01:27:08,633 --> 01:27:11,066
WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL,
I REMEMBER
1155
01:27:11,066 --> 01:27:13,066
SEEING THIS,
LIKE ON TV, YOU KNOW?
1156
01:27:13,066 --> 01:27:15,100
I WAS THINKING
ABOUT IT THE OTHER DAY.
1157
01:27:15,100 --> 01:27:18,333
YOU KNOW,
LIKE THIS GRAND CENTRAL
1158
01:27:18,333 --> 01:27:21,400
AND THE HOMELESS PEOPLE.
1159
01:27:21,400 --> 01:27:24,266
I WAS THINKING
ABOUT THAT THE OTHER DAY
AND THEN I SAID,
1160
01:27:24,266 --> 01:27:26,800
"I'M PART OF THIS.
1161
01:27:26,800 --> 01:27:30,133
I AM PART OF THAT NOW."
1162
01:27:30,133 --> 01:27:33,367
WHAT I USED TO LOOK
AT WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL,
1163
01:27:33,367 --> 01:27:36,533
THESE PEOPLE SAYING,
"HOW COULD THEY SLEEP THERE?
1164
01:27:36,533 --> 01:27:39,166
WELL, HOW COME
THEY DON'T HAVE A BED?"
1165
01:27:39,166 --> 01:27:42,500
AND I'M LIVING IT NOW.
1166
01:27:42,500 --> 01:27:44,500
( trains rumbling )
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