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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,542 --> 00:00:01,876 [instrumental music] 2 00:00:03,837 --> 00:00:05,046 You got another headache? 3 00:00:05,088 --> 00:00:06,047 It's nothing. 4 00:00:06,089 --> 00:00:07,757 Got a new one for the overrated list. 5 00:00:07,799 --> 00:00:09,884 May even surpass Kurt Cobain. 6 00:00:09,926 --> 00:00:11,344 More overrated than the Mona Lisa? 7 00:00:11,386 --> 00:00:12,887 Definitely. Frank Lloyd Wright? 8 00:00:12,929 --> 00:00:16,141 Why is he the architect who gets to be famous? 9 00:00:17,767 --> 00:00:19,185 (male #1) 'What the hell is this?' 10 00:00:19,227 --> 00:00:21,187 I'm supposed to be on a plane to Houston. I've got a car-- 11 00:00:21,229 --> 00:00:24,065 I came to you 15 years ago for a job. 12 00:00:24,107 --> 00:00:25,108 Know what you said? 13 00:00:25,150 --> 00:00:26,526 I don't have time for this crap. 14 00:00:26,568 --> 00:00:27,819 Sit down, Harvey. 15 00:00:27,861 --> 00:00:29,654 ♪ ...right up off the street.. ♪♪ 16 00:00:29,696 --> 00:00:32,198 You said I was a state college punk. 17 00:00:32,240 --> 00:00:35,118 'Said you only took Wharton, Ivy League guys.' 18 00:00:35,160 --> 00:00:36,828 'Basically called me a loser.' 19 00:00:36,870 --> 00:00:38,913 I'm a lot of things, but a loser I ain't. 20 00:00:38,955 --> 00:00:40,081 - Your point? - Point is 21 00:00:40,123 --> 00:00:41,750 I just got off the phone with your board. 22 00:00:41,791 --> 00:00:44,586 They've agreed to a buyout offer I made last night. 23 00:00:44,627 --> 00:00:48,339 - What? - I now own 51% of your company. 24 00:00:48,381 --> 00:00:52,135 That means this state college loser is your boss. 25 00:00:52,177 --> 00:00:55,597 Guess what? You're fired, Harv. 26 00:00:55,638 --> 00:00:56,723 Now, as for the rest of you 27 00:00:56,765 --> 00:00:58,433 on Harvey's team, don't worry. 28 00:00:58,475 --> 00:01:00,101 I'm sure you can find a new home 29 00:01:00,143 --> 00:01:02,896 for your malaise and incompetence. 30 00:01:02,937 --> 00:01:05,190 [seagull cawing] As for.. 31 00:01:07,317 --> 00:01:09,027 How the hell did a seagull get in here? 32 00:01:09,069 --> 00:01:14,657 ♪ And we don't know just where our bones will rest.. ♪♪ 33 00:01:14,699 --> 00:01:16,576 You okay? 34 00:01:16,618 --> 00:01:19,621 ♪ To dust I guess ♪ 35 00:01:20,663 --> 00:01:22,082 ♪ Forgotten and absorbed.. ♪♪ 36 00:01:22,123 --> 00:01:23,708 Excuse me. 37 00:01:23,750 --> 00:01:26,586 ♪ Into the earth below.. ♪♪ 38 00:01:26,628 --> 00:01:28,296 - What are you doing here? - You ever gonna call home, Jay? 39 00:01:28,338 --> 00:01:30,799 Busy paying for your next trip to Cabo, Buttercup. 40 00:01:30,840 --> 00:01:33,468 So you still haven't talked to Dr. Lason about your tests? 41 00:01:33,510 --> 00:01:35,386 No. 42 00:01:35,428 --> 00:01:36,930 I did. 43 00:01:36,971 --> 00:01:39,307 It's bad news, Jay. 44 00:01:39,349 --> 00:01:41,351 It's the worst. 45 00:01:51,236 --> 00:01:54,447 [dramatic music] 46 00:01:58,034 --> 00:02:00,203 [flatlining] 47 00:02:00,245 --> 00:02:01,621 [cawing] 48 00:02:02,622 --> 00:02:04,082 [beeping] 49 00:02:06,126 --> 00:02:09,337 [dramatic music] 50 00:02:14,425 --> 00:02:17,720 [instrumental music] 51 00:02:21,057 --> 00:02:24,102 Everyone's talking about you and that ADA. 52 00:02:24,144 --> 00:02:25,520 Now, what's to talk about? 53 00:02:25,562 --> 00:02:28,064 How much you guys hate each other. 54 00:02:28,106 --> 00:02:29,357 That's right, we do. 55 00:02:29,399 --> 00:02:31,317 Mm-hmm. 56 00:02:31,359 --> 00:02:32,902 What? 57 00:02:34,028 --> 00:02:35,029 Morning, boss. 58 00:02:35,071 --> 00:02:36,281 Morning. What'd the ME want? 59 00:02:36,322 --> 00:02:37,782 Ever hear of Larry Kenick? 60 00:02:37,824 --> 00:02:40,618 So-called Angel of Death nurse? Jackson Hospital. 61 00:02:40,660 --> 00:02:42,537 Just fessed up to killing six dying patients 62 00:02:42,579 --> 00:02:43,663 in the last decade. 63 00:02:43,705 --> 00:02:45,707 Yeah, took 'em out with heavy doses of morphine. 64 00:02:45,748 --> 00:02:47,333 Now Frannie's reviewing all the other deaths 65 00:02:47,375 --> 00:02:48,501 happened on his watch. 66 00:02:48,543 --> 00:02:50,879 - She find something? - Guy named Jay Dratton. 67 00:02:50,920 --> 00:02:52,463 40 years old, brain tumor. 68 00:02:52,505 --> 00:02:54,299 'Died weeks before anticipated.' 69 00:02:54,340 --> 00:02:56,134 Frannie thinks his narcotic levels 70 00:02:56,176 --> 00:02:57,427 were on the high side. 71 00:02:57,468 --> 00:03:00,013 And Kenick was his nurse when he suddenly flatlined. 72 00:03:00,054 --> 00:03:02,515 So maybe he was the angel's seventh victim? 73 00:03:02,557 --> 00:03:04,809 Or someone really had it in for this Dratton. 74 00:03:04,851 --> 00:03:08,855 Otherwise, why kill someone who's literally on his deathbed? 75 00:03:09,439 --> 00:03:12,692 [theme music] 76 00:03:40,553 --> 00:03:43,139 [dramatic music] 77 00:03:46,434 --> 00:03:48,978 (Lilly) 'Where are you going, mom?' 78 00:03:49,020 --> 00:03:50,605 'Bars are closed.' 79 00:03:52,148 --> 00:03:54,067 Mom, the doctor said if you drink any more 80 00:03:54,108 --> 00:03:55,568 you're going to die. 81 00:03:55,610 --> 00:03:57,570 'It's that simple.' 82 00:03:57,612 --> 00:04:00,031 Doctor has it backwards. 83 00:04:00,073 --> 00:04:01,574 I die if I don't. 84 00:04:03,201 --> 00:04:04,452 You're staying here. 85 00:04:04,494 --> 00:04:06,246 Don't bully me, Lilly. I'm your mother. 86 00:04:06,287 --> 00:04:07,622 I'm not a murder suspect. 87 00:04:07,664 --> 00:04:10,291 I always wondered who that drunk woman was driving me to school. 88 00:04:10,333 --> 00:04:12,710 Well, maybe you should have asked your father for a ride. 89 00:04:12,752 --> 00:04:15,463 If you hadn't sent him packin'. 90 00:04:16,589 --> 00:04:18,466 He left. 91 00:04:18,508 --> 00:04:20,218 I stayed. 92 00:04:21,094 --> 00:04:23,805 Remember you used to have those bad dreams? 93 00:04:23,846 --> 00:04:27,433 I would read to you all night just to calm you down. 94 00:04:27,475 --> 00:04:28,726 I was there, Lilly. 95 00:04:28,768 --> 00:04:31,688 And now you're just making stuff up. 96 00:04:33,356 --> 00:04:36,067 My mother used to work so hard. 97 00:04:36,109 --> 00:04:37,860 Eight hours a day at a department store 98 00:04:37,902 --> 00:04:41,823 and then back home, make dinner for us. 99 00:04:41,864 --> 00:04:44,742 I was always so proud of her. 100 00:04:46,494 --> 00:04:48,288 I'll make some tea. 101 00:04:48,329 --> 00:04:50,915 I'll stay with you a while. 102 00:04:51,791 --> 00:04:54,002 I'm gonna do what I want, Lilly. 103 00:04:55,169 --> 00:04:57,672 You can't push me around. 104 00:05:08,975 --> 00:05:10,852 Fine. You want to kill yourself? 105 00:05:10,893 --> 00:05:13,354 There's nothing I can do to stop you. 106 00:05:14,897 --> 00:05:18,109 [dramatic music] 107 00:05:25,783 --> 00:05:29,579 Jay Dratton, hedge fund manager, self-made millionaire. 108 00:05:29,620 --> 00:05:31,456 Living the good life in Bucks County. 109 00:05:31,497 --> 00:05:33,291 Beautiful wife, beautiful house. 110 00:05:33,333 --> 00:05:34,542 Then cancer hits. 111 00:05:34,584 --> 00:05:36,794 Two months after the diagnosis, guy's on his deathbed. 112 00:05:36,836 --> 00:05:39,756 And he couldn't take those beautiful millions with him. 113 00:05:39,797 --> 00:05:40,965 Anything hinky in the will? 114 00:05:41,007 --> 00:05:42,550 No. Wife and son's got it all. 115 00:05:42,592 --> 00:05:44,886 Nurse found an open notebook at Jay's bedside. 116 00:05:44,927 --> 00:05:46,262 The name Louise on it. 117 00:05:46,304 --> 00:05:47,805 Girlfriend on the side. 118 00:05:47,847 --> 00:05:50,516 So far, no luck tracking down any Louises connected to him. 119 00:05:50,558 --> 00:05:52,226 Well, Scotty and Lill are out at Chester Prison 120 00:05:52,268 --> 00:05:54,729 starting with the good nurse Kenick. 121 00:05:54,771 --> 00:05:56,856 Hope they don't cough around him. 122 00:05:56,898 --> 00:05:58,483 [chuckles] 123 00:06:02,779 --> 00:06:04,238 [buzzer buzzing] 124 00:06:06,741 --> 00:06:08,826 You know, my granddad had ALS. 125 00:06:08,868 --> 00:06:11,996 He was a boxer, couldn't hold up a spoon in the end. 126 00:06:12,038 --> 00:06:13,206 - Oh, yeah? - 'Yeah.' 127 00:06:13,247 --> 00:06:14,832 Suffered for weeks before he died. 128 00:06:14,874 --> 00:06:16,167 Still don't know the point of that. 129 00:06:16,209 --> 00:06:17,794 Hmm. There's always hope, right? 130 00:06:17,835 --> 00:06:20,880 Well, you know you can put down a dog if it's in pain? 131 00:06:20,922 --> 00:06:23,007 Or a cat. Yeah. 132 00:06:23,049 --> 00:06:24,717 Why not us? 133 00:06:25,676 --> 00:06:27,011 [buzzer buzzing] 134 00:06:27,053 --> 00:06:29,263 (Scotty) 'You like playing God, Larry?' 135 00:06:29,305 --> 00:06:32,433 No, but you know what I do like? 136 00:06:32,475 --> 00:06:33,434 Dignity. 137 00:06:33,476 --> 00:06:35,311 I've seen men scream when they lose it. 138 00:06:35,353 --> 00:06:38,064 Seen women beg to die with it while they still can. 139 00:06:38,106 --> 00:06:40,066 Well, two of the six people you killed were in a coma. 140 00:06:40,108 --> 00:06:41,984 They weren't begging for anything. 141 00:06:42,026 --> 00:06:43,820 Their brains were cabbage. 142 00:06:43,861 --> 00:06:44,946 No chance of recovery. 143 00:06:44,987 --> 00:06:47,031 That how you felt about Jay Dratton? 144 00:06:47,073 --> 00:06:49,450 No. Jay was something else. 145 00:06:49,492 --> 00:06:50,952 'If anyone was going to beat cancer' 146 00:06:50,993 --> 00:06:53,663 by sheer willpower, it was that guy. 147 00:06:53,704 --> 00:06:55,581 But he was losing, in pain. 148 00:06:55,623 --> 00:06:57,500 The patient records show you checked on him 149 00:06:57,542 --> 00:06:58,876 an hour before he died. 150 00:06:58,918 --> 00:06:59,877 Probably. 151 00:06:59,919 --> 00:07:01,629 Then I left to make other rounds. 152 00:07:01,671 --> 00:07:03,297 While the morphine kicked in. 153 00:07:03,339 --> 00:07:04,257 No. 154 00:07:04,298 --> 00:07:06,342 I helped people who had lost their will. 155 00:07:06,384 --> 00:07:08,261 Jay had nothing but will. 156 00:07:08,302 --> 00:07:11,222 So you being his nurse that night, just coincidence? 157 00:07:11,264 --> 00:07:15,226 Lady, I've confessed to helping six people pass on with dignity. 158 00:07:15,268 --> 00:07:16,561 I got nothing to hide. 159 00:07:16,602 --> 00:07:19,647 He ever mention someone named Louise? 160 00:07:19,689 --> 00:07:20,773 Not to me. 161 00:07:20,815 --> 00:07:23,818 But he and I weren't exactly chatty. 162 00:07:23,860 --> 00:07:27,780 First day I saw the guy, I knew to back off. 163 00:07:28,781 --> 00:07:32,994 Well, Jay, you have a grade IV glioblastoma multiforme-- 164 00:07:33,035 --> 00:07:36,164 In English, please. 165 00:07:36,205 --> 00:07:38,916 Tell it like it is, Doc. 166 00:07:38,958 --> 00:07:41,794 You have a tennis ball-size tumor 167 00:07:41,836 --> 00:07:43,045 in the back of your head. 168 00:07:43,087 --> 00:07:44,547 (Jay) 'Okay.' 169 00:07:44,589 --> 00:07:45,673 So we cut it out. 170 00:07:45,715 --> 00:07:48,176 It's in an inaccessible area. 171 00:07:49,051 --> 00:07:50,344 'You wouldn't, uh..' 172 00:07:50,386 --> 00:07:53,097 Spit it out. I wouldn't survive the surgery? 173 00:07:53,139 --> 00:07:54,223 That's right. 174 00:07:54,265 --> 00:07:56,225 Chemo. Radiation. 175 00:07:56,267 --> 00:07:57,768 (male #1) 'Treatment isn't an option.' 176 00:07:57,810 --> 00:07:59,270 The cancer has spread to your spine. 177 00:07:59,312 --> 00:08:02,398 'At best, you have three months to live.' 178 00:08:02,440 --> 00:08:04,984 This is, uh, Larry Kenick 179 00:08:05,026 --> 00:08:06,736 'a nurse in our hospice program.' 180 00:08:06,777 --> 00:08:08,362 'He'll be at your beck and call.' 181 00:08:08,404 --> 00:08:09,947 Uh, what can we expect to happen? 182 00:08:09,989 --> 00:08:12,575 Short-term memory loss, confusion. 183 00:08:12,617 --> 00:08:14,368 Maybe hallucinations. 184 00:08:14,410 --> 00:08:15,870 [laughing] 185 00:08:17,246 --> 00:08:20,166 Is this what they teach in medical school? 186 00:08:20,208 --> 00:08:22,919 - I'm sorry? - Giving up like France? 187 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:24,337 You said tell it like it is. 188 00:08:24,378 --> 00:08:27,215 I did...and I will. 189 00:08:27,256 --> 00:08:28,549 I'm going to beat this. 190 00:08:28,591 --> 00:08:30,593 It's a simple fact, like today's Tuesday. 191 00:08:30,635 --> 00:08:33,763 Like your golf tie is absurd and inappropriate. 192 00:08:33,804 --> 00:08:36,390 'I know guys who have survived cancer.' 193 00:08:36,432 --> 00:08:37,767 'The key is attitude.' 194 00:08:37,808 --> 00:08:40,311 Defeat ain't an option. It's non-negotiable. 195 00:08:40,353 --> 00:08:42,104 I'm not saying give up hope. 196 00:08:42,146 --> 00:08:44,065 Then hope it is. 197 00:08:45,107 --> 00:08:48,236 Put me through the most aggressive treatment possible. 198 00:08:48,277 --> 00:08:49,654 Go crazy. 199 00:08:49,695 --> 00:08:52,073 Write a paper about me. 200 00:08:52,114 --> 00:08:54,992 I'm sorry I don't have better news. 201 00:08:57,411 --> 00:08:59,872 Jay, why do this to yourself? 202 00:08:59,914 --> 00:09:02,708 Gee, honey, I was sort of hoping you'd want me to live. 203 00:09:02,750 --> 00:09:03,918 That's not what I'm saying. 204 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:05,253 Bet you're shopping for black dresses 205 00:09:05,294 --> 00:09:06,254 in your head right now. 206 00:09:06,295 --> 00:09:07,505 - Jay! - What looks better 207 00:09:07,547 --> 00:09:09,966 with crocodile tears, Armani or Gucci? 208 00:09:10,007 --> 00:09:13,427 Admit it, you're rooting for the cancer. 209 00:09:14,178 --> 00:09:16,806 Cancer can't get you fast enough, Jay. 210 00:09:16,847 --> 00:09:19,225 I hope it hurts. 211 00:09:22,311 --> 00:09:24,021 Jay always that combative? 212 00:09:24,063 --> 00:09:25,398 Not to mention the wife. 213 00:09:25,439 --> 00:09:28,651 Classic rich couple. Had everything, still miserable. 214 00:09:28,693 --> 00:09:30,486 Your alibi sucks, Kenick. 215 00:09:30,528 --> 00:09:33,990 We might be back to hear a little more about dignity. 216 00:09:34,031 --> 00:09:36,200 Oh, I'll be here. 217 00:09:36,242 --> 00:09:38,869 The loving wife inherited three million bucks, right? 218 00:09:38,911 --> 00:09:41,789 Maybe the cancer didn't move fast enough for her. 219 00:09:41,831 --> 00:09:44,625 [instrumental music] 220 00:09:45,543 --> 00:09:47,753 Sounds like you and your husband hated the sight 221 00:09:47,795 --> 00:09:49,338 'of each other, Caroline.' 222 00:09:51,257 --> 00:09:53,884 Wasn't how it always was, but it's how we ended up. 223 00:09:53,926 --> 00:09:56,137 Then he gets cancer, vows to fight it. 224 00:09:56,178 --> 00:09:59,223 Jay grew up poor in Fishtown. He liked to fight. 225 00:09:59,265 --> 00:10:02,602 And maybe you liked the idea of being a merry widow. 226 00:10:02,643 --> 00:10:03,811 The sooner the better. 227 00:10:03,853 --> 00:10:05,438 (Nick) 'So you helped the cancer along.' 228 00:10:05,479 --> 00:10:07,607 If I hated Jay that much, I would've let him suffer 229 00:10:07,648 --> 00:10:08,691 not end his pain. 230 00:10:08,733 --> 00:10:10,484 Three million bucks says maybe not. 231 00:10:10,526 --> 00:10:13,279 The name Louise mean anything to you, Caroline? 232 00:10:13,321 --> 00:10:14,488 'No.' 233 00:10:14,530 --> 00:10:17,992 I know Jay wrote that down, but he wasn't lucid in the end. 234 00:10:18,034 --> 00:10:20,494 And were you with him at the end? 235 00:10:20,536 --> 00:10:22,371 I was at home with my son. 236 00:10:22,413 --> 00:10:23,789 He was grounded. 237 00:10:23,831 --> 00:10:25,166 Guy like Jay, with his love of fighting 238 00:10:25,207 --> 00:10:26,584 must have had his share of run-ins. 239 00:10:26,626 --> 00:10:28,294 It was a daily thing with him. 240 00:10:28,336 --> 00:10:30,713 Racked up a lot of enemies? 241 00:10:30,755 --> 00:10:33,758 Right into his final days. 242 00:10:33,799 --> 00:10:37,470 (Jay) 'Uh-huh. No, listen.' 243 00:10:37,511 --> 00:10:39,430 Listen to me. 244 00:10:39,472 --> 00:10:41,807 Our offer's not changing. 245 00:10:41,849 --> 00:10:44,602 We got to negotiate with strength. 246 00:10:44,644 --> 00:10:47,104 What are you so afraid of, Phil? 247 00:10:48,230 --> 00:10:49,523 Hang on. Other line. 248 00:10:49,565 --> 00:10:53,110 ♪ Sometimes I feel like I am drunk behind the wheel.. ♪♪ 249 00:10:53,152 --> 00:10:54,195 Phil? 250 00:10:54,236 --> 00:10:57,156 Yeah, your balls were on the other line. 251 00:10:57,198 --> 00:11:00,076 - They miss you. - Yo. Mind keeping it down? 252 00:11:00,117 --> 00:11:01,619 I'm trying to give my kid some medicine. 253 00:11:01,661 --> 00:11:02,745 Call you back. 254 00:11:02,787 --> 00:11:04,455 Rumor is, sick people need peace and quiet. 255 00:11:04,497 --> 00:11:05,998 You're making my daughter feel worse. 256 00:11:06,040 --> 00:11:08,167 And I'm on my second round of chemo 257 00:11:08,209 --> 00:11:09,794 and I'm walking off a puking spell. 258 00:11:09,835 --> 00:11:12,129 - So you have to do it here? - The hallway isn't public? 259 00:11:12,171 --> 00:11:15,091 Oh, alright. I'm asking you nice. 260 00:11:15,132 --> 00:11:16,592 Ask any way you like, Chiquita. 261 00:11:16,634 --> 00:11:20,137 I'll walk where I want to. 262 00:11:20,179 --> 00:11:21,681 (Jay) 'Sand.' 263 00:11:28,479 --> 00:11:31,232 Sand? What are you talking about? 264 00:11:31,273 --> 00:11:33,567 Headache, that's all. 265 00:11:34,985 --> 00:11:36,821 By the way, lady 266 00:11:36,862 --> 00:11:39,907 your daughter cries all night. 267 00:11:39,949 --> 00:11:43,577 Could you ask her to keep it down? 268 00:11:43,619 --> 00:11:46,580 So that's why no one comes to see you. 269 00:11:46,622 --> 00:11:48,624 - Excuse me? - Your best friend is a phone 270 00:11:48,666 --> 00:11:50,126 and when your wife was here last time 271 00:11:50,167 --> 00:11:52,753 she looked annoyed as hell that you were still alive. 272 00:11:52,795 --> 00:11:54,088 Thanks for your observation. 273 00:11:54,130 --> 00:11:56,215 No one's gonna give a rat's ass when you're gone. 274 00:11:56,257 --> 00:11:57,842 Dying alone's got to be the worst kind of death. 275 00:11:57,883 --> 00:12:01,971 No. The worst kind of death is dying poor in a Target shirt. 276 00:12:03,597 --> 00:12:06,767 You should be the one about to pass away. 277 00:12:06,809 --> 00:12:08,811 Not my daughter. 278 00:12:13,858 --> 00:12:16,360 Her daughter had cancer, too? 279 00:12:16,402 --> 00:12:17,820 Brain tumor. Like Jay. 280 00:12:17,862 --> 00:12:21,323 And she was helping with the girl's medication? 281 00:12:21,365 --> 00:12:22,700 A lot of parents do that. 282 00:12:22,742 --> 00:12:23,868 Less scary for the child. 283 00:12:23,909 --> 00:12:26,036 So, Amelia was handy with a needle. 284 00:12:26,078 --> 00:12:31,125 If she could give morphine to her daughter, why not Jay? 285 00:12:34,003 --> 00:12:36,881 [dramatic music] 286 00:12:39,884 --> 00:12:41,093 [sighs] 287 00:12:41,135 --> 00:12:42,261 What's up? 288 00:12:42,303 --> 00:12:44,722 It's just my mom didn't come home last night. 289 00:12:44,764 --> 00:12:47,057 Did she go back to her place? 290 00:12:47,099 --> 00:12:50,978 No, super would have called me. 291 00:12:51,020 --> 00:12:52,897 I got some feelers out. 292 00:12:52,938 --> 00:12:54,398 [chiming] 293 00:12:58,986 --> 00:13:01,363 - Amelia Flores? - Yeah? 294 00:13:01,405 --> 00:13:02,406 Philly Homicide. 295 00:13:02,448 --> 00:13:04,742 Need to talk to you about Jay Dratton. 296 00:13:04,784 --> 00:13:05,868 [sighs] 297 00:13:05,910 --> 00:13:07,953 Why do I wanna talk about that son of a bitch? 298 00:13:07,995 --> 00:13:10,080 Well, there's some confusion, Amelia. 299 00:13:10,122 --> 00:13:13,876 'Cause your daughter passed away June 21, 1998. 300 00:13:13,918 --> 00:13:15,336 Think I don't know that? 301 00:13:15,377 --> 00:13:17,713 Yet, June 28th, you're back at the hospital. 302 00:13:17,755 --> 00:13:19,048 'Same day that son of a bitch' 303 00:13:19,089 --> 00:13:20,341 Jay died from a morphine OD. 304 00:13:20,382 --> 00:13:22,051 What gives? You missing the food? 305 00:13:22,092 --> 00:13:23,093 If someone put that jerk 306 00:13:23,135 --> 00:13:24,512 out of his misery it's news to me. 307 00:13:24,553 --> 00:13:26,305 Why were you at the hospital, Amelia? 308 00:13:26,347 --> 00:13:28,933 I was back to talk about my bill. 309 00:13:28,974 --> 00:13:31,477 I had no insurance, owed 175 grand. 310 00:13:31,519 --> 00:13:32,770 Had to set up a payment plan. 311 00:13:32,812 --> 00:13:34,522 And did you visit Jay while you were there? 312 00:13:34,563 --> 00:13:36,065 Last person I wanted to see was that guy. 313 00:13:36,106 --> 00:13:38,108 But if someone took him out, I say he deserved it. 314 00:13:38,150 --> 00:13:40,319 Bad blood between you two, huh? 315 00:13:40,361 --> 00:13:42,071 Seemed like that was his way with everyone. 316 00:13:42,112 --> 00:13:45,407 You ever hear him talk about someone named Louise? 317 00:13:47,034 --> 00:13:48,744 Yeah. 318 00:13:48,786 --> 00:13:50,955 The day he went home. 319 00:13:50,996 --> 00:13:53,415 So you're coming home for good, Dad? 320 00:13:53,457 --> 00:13:54,416 Hopefully. 321 00:13:54,458 --> 00:13:55,960 I'm all done with the chemo treatments. 322 00:13:56,001 --> 00:13:57,503 Now I wait for it to kick in. 323 00:13:57,545 --> 00:14:01,257 'Cause I was gonna have some friends over Saturday. 324 00:14:01,298 --> 00:14:03,759 Maybe some other time, okay? 325 00:14:03,801 --> 00:14:05,177 Yeah. 326 00:14:07,304 --> 00:14:09,557 What is.. 327 00:14:09,598 --> 00:14:11,267 Is that a tattoo? 328 00:14:11,308 --> 00:14:13,978 Yeah, I've had it for like three months. 329 00:14:14,019 --> 00:14:15,271 You lose a bet? 330 00:14:15,312 --> 00:14:16,313 Funny, Dad. 331 00:14:16,355 --> 00:14:18,732 You look tired. Get any sleep last night? 332 00:14:18,774 --> 00:14:20,109 Not really. 333 00:14:20,150 --> 00:14:21,610 You out with your buddies? 334 00:14:21,652 --> 00:14:22,862 You know, you get cancer and now 335 00:14:22,903 --> 00:14:24,113 you're all interested in my life? 336 00:14:24,154 --> 00:14:26,824 See if you can get a little more lame, dad. 337 00:14:26,866 --> 00:14:28,909 I've always been interested. 338 00:14:28,951 --> 00:14:30,661 Yeah? Okay. 339 00:14:32,204 --> 00:14:33,289 I drove into Kensington, 340 00:14:33,330 --> 00:14:36,208 scored some blow, then I hit an after-hours club. 341 00:14:36,250 --> 00:14:39,461 Mom thought I was at the library. 342 00:14:39,503 --> 00:14:42,006 - Tell me you're kidding. - It's the truth. 343 00:14:42,047 --> 00:14:43,257 Thought you liked that, dad. 344 00:14:43,299 --> 00:14:45,301 Tell it like it is. 345 00:14:45,342 --> 00:14:47,344 Fine, Tommy. 346 00:14:47,386 --> 00:14:48,512 I'm cutting you off. 347 00:14:48,554 --> 00:14:50,890 Allowance, trust. Everything. 348 00:14:50,931 --> 00:14:53,350 Good luck buying coke with no job. 349 00:14:54,643 --> 00:14:56,228 Whatever. 350 00:14:56,270 --> 00:14:58,647 And that Beamer you want for graduation? 351 00:14:58,689 --> 00:15:00,858 Kiss it goodbye. 352 00:15:05,738 --> 00:15:07,406 I.. 353 00:15:07,448 --> 00:15:09,700 There was a woman. 354 00:15:09,742 --> 00:15:11,201 Louise. 355 00:15:11,243 --> 00:15:12,703 Great. Louise? 356 00:15:12,745 --> 00:15:14,997 Does mom know about her? 357 00:15:17,374 --> 00:15:20,711 Sounds like Jay was having hallucinations. 358 00:15:20,753 --> 00:15:23,172 Dying people need to shake things out from their past. 359 00:15:23,213 --> 00:15:25,257 They hang on until they make peace with it. 360 00:15:25,299 --> 00:15:26,634 Seems like Tommy's another guy 361 00:15:26,675 --> 00:15:29,553 who wanted dad to keel over sooner than later. 362 00:15:30,512 --> 00:15:33,390 It means the good death, you know. 363 00:15:33,432 --> 00:15:35,643 - What does? - Euthanasia. 364 00:15:35,684 --> 00:15:37,728 It's Greek for good death. 365 00:15:37,770 --> 00:15:39,980 [phone ringing] 366 00:15:40,022 --> 00:15:41,523 Yeah? 367 00:15:41,565 --> 00:15:44,318 A guy like that Angel of Death nurse? 368 00:15:45,152 --> 00:15:46,153 Larry Kenick. 369 00:15:46,195 --> 00:15:47,905 After seeing how my daughter suffered 370 00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:50,282 they should give him a medal. 371 00:15:57,623 --> 00:15:59,792 Thanks. Bye. 372 00:15:59,833 --> 00:16:01,961 She turned up. 373 00:16:04,505 --> 00:16:08,050 ♪ ...the day in the morning ♪ 374 00:16:11,053 --> 00:16:15,224 ♪ You told me that you had to leave ♪ 375 00:16:16,934 --> 00:16:19,478 ♪ I didn't know.. ♪♪ 376 00:16:19,520 --> 00:16:22,648 There's the Girl Scout of the Year. 377 00:16:24,441 --> 00:16:27,611 Where'd you sleep last night, mom? 378 00:16:28,904 --> 00:16:33,075 My mother always worked so hard for us kids. 379 00:16:35,202 --> 00:16:36,996 I know. 380 00:16:37,830 --> 00:16:41,333 Eight hours at the department store, right? 381 00:16:41,375 --> 00:16:43,377 You're.. 382 00:16:43,419 --> 00:16:45,379 You're proud of her. 383 00:16:45,421 --> 00:16:47,214 I was. 384 00:16:49,008 --> 00:16:52,511 Sorry you can't be proud of me, Lilly. 385 00:16:57,391 --> 00:16:59,435 Mom, you gotta hang on. 386 00:16:59,476 --> 00:17:01,103 You can't fix me this time. 387 00:17:01,145 --> 00:17:03,731 Every day you get a new chance to start over. 388 00:17:03,772 --> 00:17:05,524 I'm out of chances. 389 00:17:05,566 --> 00:17:07,234 No. 390 00:17:07,276 --> 00:17:08,819 It's not too late. 391 00:17:08,861 --> 00:17:11,113 It is, Lilly. 392 00:17:12,197 --> 00:17:13,991 It really is. 393 00:17:16,577 --> 00:17:17,703 It's the end. 394 00:17:17,745 --> 00:17:20,873 ♪ May be it's not too late ♪ 395 00:17:20,914 --> 00:17:24,626 ♪ Oh I don't know.. ♪♪ 396 00:17:25,961 --> 00:17:28,297 Hey. 397 00:17:28,338 --> 00:17:31,341 Then I want you to stay with me. 398 00:17:31,383 --> 00:17:33,802 No matter what. 399 00:17:35,262 --> 00:17:36,805 Keep it comin'. 400 00:17:37,598 --> 00:17:39,141 Hey. 401 00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:43,771 You'll stay with me, right? 402 00:17:45,147 --> 00:17:47,357 Yeah, I will. 403 00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:56,784 [dramatic music] 404 00:18:05,459 --> 00:18:07,503 Tommy Dratton? 405 00:18:07,544 --> 00:18:08,462 Tom. 406 00:18:08,504 --> 00:18:10,631 Detectives Miller and Jeffries. 407 00:18:10,672 --> 00:18:12,091 It's about your father. 408 00:18:12,132 --> 00:18:13,217 What about him? 409 00:18:13,258 --> 00:18:15,511 It turns out someone killed him before the cancer did. 410 00:18:15,552 --> 00:18:17,930 - 'Shot him full of morphine.' - No kidding. 411 00:18:17,971 --> 00:18:20,682 You didn't get along with him, did you? 412 00:18:20,724 --> 00:18:22,059 Not particularly. 413 00:18:22,101 --> 00:18:23,644 In fact, two days after his death 414 00:18:23,685 --> 00:18:26,146 you bought a $50,000 car. 415 00:18:26,188 --> 00:18:27,147 Guilty. 416 00:18:27,189 --> 00:18:29,024 Kinda like those Beverly Hills brothers 417 00:18:29,066 --> 00:18:30,984 took their dad out to get his money. 418 00:18:31,026 --> 00:18:34,947 (Will) 'Except they hadn't been cut out by him.' 419 00:18:34,988 --> 00:18:36,115 Not like you were, Tom. 420 00:18:36,156 --> 00:18:40,410 Look, I was at home with my mom on the night he died. 421 00:18:40,452 --> 00:18:41,495 Hmm. 422 00:18:41,537 --> 00:18:43,038 And I didn't have to kill him. 423 00:18:43,080 --> 00:18:44,873 He was already dead in my mind. 424 00:18:44,915 --> 00:18:47,501 So, what happened to the fancy wheels? 425 00:18:47,543 --> 00:18:49,461 After I spent a few years getting wasted 426 00:18:49,503 --> 00:18:51,088 and being pissed at the world 427 00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:53,298 I finally saw what I was doing. 428 00:18:53,340 --> 00:18:55,425 Repeating history. 429 00:18:55,467 --> 00:18:58,053 One night I looked into my rearview mirror 430 00:18:58,095 --> 00:19:00,722 and saw my dad staring back. 431 00:19:00,764 --> 00:19:02,850 And changed your ways? 432 00:19:02,891 --> 00:19:04,351 Lost the tat. 433 00:19:04,393 --> 00:19:05,602 Yeah. 434 00:19:05,644 --> 00:19:06,854 Look, I have a kid now. 435 00:19:06,895 --> 00:19:08,438 I didn't want to be that kind of father. 436 00:19:08,480 --> 00:19:11,483 What do you know about this woman Louise? 437 00:19:11,525 --> 00:19:14,444 No idea who she was. Neither did he. 438 00:19:14,486 --> 00:19:17,990 The tumor was doing crazy things to his mind. 439 00:19:19,199 --> 00:19:21,702 (Phil) 'Hello?' 440 00:19:21,743 --> 00:19:23,829 'Hello?' 441 00:19:23,871 --> 00:19:26,665 Jay, you ready? 442 00:19:26,707 --> 00:19:27,749 'Morning, sunshine.' 443 00:19:27,791 --> 00:19:31,420 Dude, dig the cane, huh? 444 00:19:31,461 --> 00:19:33,130 I'm loving this thing. 445 00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:37,176 When the cancer's gone, I'm gonna keep using it. 446 00:19:37,217 --> 00:19:38,635 My new trademark. 447 00:19:38,677 --> 00:19:40,429 What's the latest? 448 00:19:40,470 --> 00:19:42,014 (Jay) 'So far, so good.' 449 00:19:42,055 --> 00:19:44,641 Out of the hospital a week now. 450 00:19:45,684 --> 00:19:46,977 Feeling better. 451 00:19:47,019 --> 00:19:48,437 Maybe you should take the day off. 452 00:19:48,478 --> 00:19:51,315 The day you slow down is the day they beat you. 453 00:19:51,356 --> 00:19:53,108 But you already won, man. 454 00:19:53,150 --> 00:19:55,152 That's what my father said.. 455 00:19:55,194 --> 00:19:57,905 ...before he was laid off. 456 00:20:02,868 --> 00:20:04,786 Why do you.. 457 00:20:04,828 --> 00:20:07,998 Why do you have a motel key? 458 00:20:10,667 --> 00:20:11,877 What are you talking about? 459 00:20:11,919 --> 00:20:14,338 I saw the motel key. 460 00:20:16,757 --> 00:20:18,634 She kept it? 461 00:20:18,675 --> 00:20:20,844 She? 462 00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:23,388 What are you saying? 463 00:20:23,430 --> 00:20:24,473 Nothing. 464 00:20:24,514 --> 00:20:26,516 It's Caroline. Isn't it? 465 00:20:26,558 --> 00:20:27,976 [chuckles] 466 00:20:29,269 --> 00:20:32,064 - Like you care. - You son of a bitch. 467 00:20:32,105 --> 00:20:33,941 What kind of companies do we like to buy? 468 00:20:33,982 --> 00:20:35,984 Undervalued, underappreciated. 469 00:20:36,026 --> 00:20:37,152 That sound like a woman we know? 470 00:20:37,194 --> 00:20:39,071 - She's my wife. - It's your fault! 471 00:20:39,112 --> 00:20:40,322 And you're my best friend. 472 00:20:40,364 --> 00:20:42,950 You stopped caring about her years ago. 473 00:20:42,991 --> 00:20:44,576 Get out! 474 00:20:46,370 --> 00:20:48,789 Oh, yeah, since I'm the general partner 475 00:20:48,830 --> 00:20:50,040 'I'm buying you out.' 476 00:20:50,082 --> 00:20:53,377 Say hi to Harv on the unemployment line. 477 00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:59,383 ♪ But I'm thinking it over anyway.. ♪ 478 00:21:02,803 --> 00:21:04,304 Did your dad buy him out? 479 00:21:04,346 --> 00:21:05,555 He was in the works. 480 00:21:05,597 --> 00:21:07,808 Papers were supposed to be signed in July. 481 00:21:07,849 --> 00:21:09,851 But Jay died first. 482 00:21:09,893 --> 00:21:12,562 Look, I really gotta go pick up my son. 483 00:21:12,604 --> 00:21:13,981 Okay. 484 00:21:14,022 --> 00:21:14,898 Thanks, Tom. 485 00:21:14,940 --> 00:21:16,733 Phil plays his cards right 486 00:21:16,775 --> 00:21:18,360 he gets the money and the girl. 487 00:21:18,402 --> 00:21:20,153 And Caroline gets a new husband. 488 00:21:20,195 --> 00:21:21,405 One who appreciates her. 489 00:21:21,446 --> 00:21:25,033 But the clock's ticking on Phil to lose millions. 490 00:21:25,075 --> 00:21:26,994 Suddenly, killing a dying man 491 00:21:27,035 --> 00:21:29,997 makes a hell of a lot of sense. 492 00:21:32,416 --> 00:21:35,335 [dramatic music] 493 00:21:37,379 --> 00:21:39,464 (Nick) 'So, Phil..' 494 00:21:39,506 --> 00:21:41,883 ...you're giving it to Jay's wife on the sly 495 00:21:41,925 --> 00:21:46,305 he finds out, retaliates by cutting you out of your company. 496 00:21:46,346 --> 00:21:49,558 The company I now run? That one? 497 00:21:49,599 --> 00:21:51,643 You run it because you killed him for it. 498 00:21:51,685 --> 00:21:53,228 Hey, Sherlock. 499 00:21:53,270 --> 00:21:54,771 Jay was days away from croaking. 500 00:21:54,813 --> 00:21:56,440 But first, he was gonna fire you. 501 00:21:56,481 --> 00:21:57,482 'And a guy like you' 502 00:21:57,524 --> 00:22:00,235 has no problem killing a dying man. 503 00:22:00,277 --> 00:22:03,822 You don't know jack about guys like me. 504 00:22:03,864 --> 00:22:05,115 (Lilly) 'Lot of money at stake' 505 00:22:05,157 --> 00:22:07,909 for you and your new boyfriend, Caroline. 506 00:22:07,951 --> 00:22:09,244 Boyfriend? 507 00:22:09,286 --> 00:22:11,830 Phil. Your husband's partner. 508 00:22:11,872 --> 00:22:13,040 Risky move. 509 00:22:13,081 --> 00:22:14,833 That was one night of revenge. 510 00:22:14,875 --> 00:22:17,377 I was trying to get Jay's attention. 511 00:22:17,419 --> 00:22:19,212 - Did you? - 'Yeah.' 512 00:22:19,254 --> 00:22:21,173 He threatened to divorce me. 513 00:22:21,214 --> 00:22:24,760 But by then, his heart wasn't in it anymore. 514 00:22:26,803 --> 00:22:29,514 [babies crying] 515 00:22:32,934 --> 00:22:34,394 (Caroline) 'Jay.' 516 00:22:34,436 --> 00:22:37,689 I've been looking all over for you. 517 00:22:37,731 --> 00:22:39,858 You see the doctor? 518 00:22:39,900 --> 00:22:41,985 Said the tumor's not responding to treatment. 519 00:22:42,027 --> 00:22:44,613 Apparently, the cancer's not interested 520 00:22:44,654 --> 00:22:46,740 in my winning attitude. 521 00:22:46,782 --> 00:22:48,825 Are you gonna do more chemo? 522 00:22:48,867 --> 00:22:51,870 No. It's pointless. 523 00:22:51,912 --> 00:22:56,375 I can barely, remember those days. 524 00:22:58,460 --> 00:22:59,711 What days? 525 00:22:59,753 --> 00:23:01,338 When Tommy was a baby. 526 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:05,759 Our one-bedroom apartment in Fishtown. 527 00:23:10,389 --> 00:23:11,848 Jay...about Phil 528 00:23:11,890 --> 00:23:14,226 'it was one time and it was pathetic.' 529 00:23:14,267 --> 00:23:16,436 - I'm sorry. - 'Don't be.' 530 00:23:17,396 --> 00:23:21,525 We don't need to pretend that we have something. 531 00:23:21,566 --> 00:23:24,194 Maybe we never did. 532 00:23:26,988 --> 00:23:29,324 And you...don't have to play 533 00:23:29,366 --> 00:23:32,786 the role of faithful wife anymore. 534 00:23:32,828 --> 00:23:33,912 'I mean it.' 535 00:23:33,954 --> 00:23:35,539 - I can die alone. - Jay.. 536 00:23:35,580 --> 00:23:38,708 I have no right to put you through this. 537 00:23:38,750 --> 00:23:40,001 [grunting] 538 00:23:40,043 --> 00:23:42,087 Are they giving you enough medication for your pain? 539 00:23:42,129 --> 00:23:44,423 I'm alright. 540 00:23:44,464 --> 00:23:46,883 It comes and goes, I mean, I.. 541 00:23:46,925 --> 00:23:50,345 ...keep having these weird flashes. 542 00:23:50,387 --> 00:23:52,305 - With the headaches? - 'Yeah.' 543 00:23:52,347 --> 00:23:55,725 I'm on a beach, the wind's blowing. 544 00:23:57,018 --> 00:23:58,603 Sounds peaceful. 545 00:23:58,645 --> 00:24:01,064 No, it's not. 546 00:24:02,399 --> 00:24:06,403 I think I did something terrible. 547 00:24:13,201 --> 00:24:16,246 First time I'd ever seen Jay give up. 548 00:24:16,288 --> 00:24:19,166 He tell you this terrible thing he did? 549 00:24:19,207 --> 00:24:21,668 No. And I didn't even ask. 550 00:24:21,710 --> 00:24:23,503 We were long past sharing secrets. 551 00:24:23,545 --> 00:24:25,547 Was that your last conversation with him? 552 00:24:25,589 --> 00:24:28,341 Yeah. Two days later, he was gone. 553 00:24:28,383 --> 00:24:31,845 He'd given up on winning and I'd given up on him. 554 00:24:32,637 --> 00:24:34,473 (Phil) 'We had it out over Caroline.' 555 00:24:34,514 --> 00:24:38,185 He made his threat. That was that. 556 00:24:38,226 --> 00:24:40,228 You weren't worried he would follow through? 557 00:24:40,270 --> 00:24:43,231 He didn't have the energy to buy me out. 558 00:24:43,273 --> 00:24:47,944 The last thing he did was take a 175 grand from his slush fund. 559 00:24:47,986 --> 00:24:49,446 He say why? 560 00:24:49,488 --> 00:24:52,282 Just that it was for a woman. 561 00:24:52,324 --> 00:24:55,494 Maybe cancer boy was the one cheating. 562 00:24:55,535 --> 00:24:57,579 Was her name Louise? 563 00:24:59,080 --> 00:25:00,874 No. 564 00:25:00,916 --> 00:25:03,460 I don't think so. 565 00:25:03,502 --> 00:25:05,670 How about Amelia? 566 00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:09,466 That's it. 567 00:25:13,094 --> 00:25:16,515 (Will) 'Jay Dratton was suffering, just like your daughter did.' 568 00:25:16,556 --> 00:25:18,975 And didn't you say guys like Larry Kenick 569 00:25:19,017 --> 00:25:20,101 should get a medal? 570 00:25:20,143 --> 00:25:21,561 Doesn't mean I did what he did. 571 00:25:21,603 --> 00:25:23,855 Well, you had access to morphine. 572 00:25:23,897 --> 00:25:25,482 'You knew how to administer it.' 573 00:25:25,524 --> 00:25:27,067 And Jay had the 175 grand 574 00:25:27,108 --> 00:25:29,152 you needed to pay your hospital bills. 575 00:25:29,194 --> 00:25:31,446 You make a deal, Amelia? 576 00:25:31,488 --> 00:25:32,989 'To help him die?' 577 00:25:33,031 --> 00:25:36,660 I told you. I didn't see him that day. 578 00:25:36,701 --> 00:25:39,162 But you did see him again? 579 00:25:39,204 --> 00:25:42,123 I couldn't help my daughter 580 00:25:42,165 --> 00:25:44,251 but I could help him. 581 00:25:45,085 --> 00:25:48,046 I had six vials of morphine left over. 582 00:25:49,214 --> 00:25:50,882 That's enough to kill a man. 583 00:25:50,924 --> 00:25:52,676 I said I wouldn't do it. 584 00:25:52,717 --> 00:25:54,636 But you gave him the vials. 585 00:25:54,678 --> 00:25:56,346 (Amelia) 'Yeah, the day he died.' 586 00:25:56,388 --> 00:25:57,514 I couldn't tell you before. 587 00:25:57,556 --> 00:25:59,599 - I knew how it would look. - 'Yeah.' 588 00:25:59,641 --> 00:26:00,976 Like crap. 589 00:26:01,017 --> 00:26:03,478 Even that jerk didn't deserve such pain. 590 00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:05,730 And when was this, Amelia? 591 00:26:05,772 --> 00:26:08,024 When he came to see me. 592 00:26:09,776 --> 00:26:13,071 [instrumental music] 593 00:26:17,909 --> 00:26:19,411 You. 594 00:26:19,452 --> 00:26:21,079 I heard about your daughter. 595 00:26:21,121 --> 00:26:25,542 ♪ The day I realized I wanted to spend my life.. ♪♪ 596 00:26:25,584 --> 00:26:27,961 I'm sorry. 597 00:26:28,003 --> 00:26:31,756 And I'm ashamed.. 598 00:26:31,798 --> 00:26:33,216 '...at my behavior.' 599 00:26:33,258 --> 00:26:36,261 I want to help cover any expenses you might have. 600 00:26:36,303 --> 00:26:39,764 ♪ The flag was flying at half-mast.. ♪♪ 601 00:26:39,806 --> 00:26:41,600 No, thanks. 602 00:26:42,434 --> 00:26:45,729 I'm going to leave this check here. 603 00:26:45,770 --> 00:26:49,107 I've been very fortunate in my life. 604 00:26:50,650 --> 00:26:52,777 Please.. 605 00:26:52,819 --> 00:26:55,822 ...let me share it with you. 606 00:26:57,532 --> 00:26:59,576 What's that? 607 00:26:59,618 --> 00:27:01,661 Open it. 608 00:27:04,414 --> 00:27:07,584 I saw your daughter in the hallway one night. 609 00:27:07,626 --> 00:27:09,502 Keeping you awake again? 610 00:27:09,544 --> 00:27:11,379 No. 611 00:27:11,421 --> 00:27:13,590 We both couldn't sleep. 612 00:27:13,632 --> 00:27:18,970 She told me she saw butterflies in her room. 613 00:27:19,012 --> 00:27:21,139 Hallucinations. 614 00:27:21,181 --> 00:27:23,350 And I told her about mine. 615 00:27:23,391 --> 00:27:25,644 Just talking to her 616 00:27:25,685 --> 00:27:28,772 she somehow put me at ease. 617 00:27:28,813 --> 00:27:31,274 ♪ Old woman honked her horn.. ♪♪ 618 00:27:31,316 --> 00:27:32,567 I didn't deserve it. 619 00:27:32,609 --> 00:27:36,279 ♪ Waiting for me to fix her car.. ♪♪ 620 00:27:37,656 --> 00:27:39,449 Thank you. 621 00:27:40,659 --> 00:27:42,994 ♪ I don't know where we're going.. ♪♪ 622 00:27:43,036 --> 00:27:45,538 You want to sit down? 623 00:27:46,539 --> 00:27:50,418 ♪ I don't know what we'll do ♪ 624 00:27:53,338 --> 00:27:55,340 ♪ Laying in bed tonight I was thinking.. ♪♪ 625 00:27:55,382 --> 00:27:57,634 What was it like for her? 626 00:27:57,676 --> 00:27:58,677 Was she lucid? 627 00:27:58,718 --> 00:28:01,346 Was she...in pain? 628 00:28:01,388 --> 00:28:06,059 She was peaceful near the end, just looking at the butterflies. 629 00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:07,227 Good. 630 00:28:07,268 --> 00:28:10,730 I think they were angels waiting to take her to the other side. 631 00:28:10,772 --> 00:28:11,940 To heaven. 632 00:28:11,981 --> 00:28:14,484 I might be headed to a different neighborhood. 633 00:28:14,526 --> 00:28:16,152 [laughing] 634 00:28:16,194 --> 00:28:20,073 Hell is only for people who've forgotten how to love. 635 00:28:20,115 --> 00:28:22,200 'You can't love anymore?' 636 00:28:22,242 --> 00:28:23,493 I don't know. 637 00:28:23,535 --> 00:28:25,495 'I don't know anything anymore.' 638 00:28:25,537 --> 00:28:27,288 I keep seeing things. 639 00:28:27,330 --> 00:28:29,249 - The beach? - 'Yes.' 640 00:28:29,290 --> 00:28:33,128 And a...a woman named Louise. 641 00:28:34,045 --> 00:28:36,214 What are you doing there? 642 00:28:37,340 --> 00:28:40,552 I was...at a motel. 643 00:28:40,593 --> 00:28:42,220 I.. 644 00:28:44,139 --> 00:28:45,432 (Tommy) 'Dad!' 645 00:28:45,473 --> 00:28:48,810 [coughing] Tommy was there. He saw everything. 646 00:28:48,852 --> 00:28:50,228 Should I call an ambulance? 647 00:28:50,270 --> 00:28:52,981 No. No, I'm better. 648 00:28:53,022 --> 00:28:55,150 I'll call someone. 649 00:28:57,110 --> 00:28:59,821 (Will) 'What did Tommy see on the beach?' 650 00:28:59,863 --> 00:29:01,573 I don't know. 651 00:29:01,614 --> 00:29:04,868 But who did Jay call to pick him up? 652 00:29:04,909 --> 00:29:06,286 [sighs] 653 00:29:07,287 --> 00:29:08,663 His son. 654 00:29:09,539 --> 00:29:11,624 He took him back to Jackson. 655 00:29:11,666 --> 00:29:14,586 So Tommy was on hand in his dad's final hours. 656 00:29:14,627 --> 00:29:17,881 Along with six vials of morphine. 657 00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:27,223 [dramatic music] 658 00:29:28,767 --> 00:29:31,311 [bell ringing] 659 00:29:32,937 --> 00:29:35,982 Yeah, okay, I drove my dad to the hospital. 660 00:29:36,024 --> 00:29:38,276 Different story than you gave before. 661 00:29:38,318 --> 00:29:39,778 It was years ago. I forgot. 662 00:29:39,819 --> 00:29:44,073 Oh. You forget he had six vials of morphine with him, too? 663 00:29:44,115 --> 00:29:46,409 I don't know anything about that. 664 00:29:46,451 --> 00:29:47,869 Something's hinky here, Tom. 665 00:29:47,911 --> 00:29:52,123 You didn't forget taking your dad back to the place he died. 666 00:29:52,165 --> 00:29:54,667 You left that out on purpose. 667 00:29:54,709 --> 00:29:55,919 Why? 668 00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:57,045 If I told you 669 00:29:57,086 --> 00:30:00,215 I'd have to remember how I was with him. 670 00:30:01,049 --> 00:30:03,551 How you were when? 671 00:30:03,593 --> 00:30:05,720 The last time we were together. 672 00:30:05,762 --> 00:30:09,349 Like always, I was blind with hate. 673 00:30:09,390 --> 00:30:12,769 That's just being a teenage kid. 674 00:30:14,562 --> 00:30:18,024 The man was dying in front of my eyes 675 00:30:18,066 --> 00:30:20,693 and I was hard as nails. 676 00:30:28,618 --> 00:30:30,787 (Tommy) 'Can I go now?' 677 00:30:33,373 --> 00:30:35,291 (Jay) 'I haven't..' 678 00:30:35,333 --> 00:30:38,044 ...I haven't been much of a father, have I? 679 00:30:39,879 --> 00:30:42,340 I'm sorry I haven't been around. 680 00:30:43,383 --> 00:30:44,968 Yeah, right. 681 00:30:46,177 --> 00:30:47,846 I know.. 682 00:30:48,638 --> 00:30:50,473 ...you're always pissed off. 683 00:30:50,515 --> 00:30:53,518 'And I know where you get it' 684 00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:56,688 but you got to let it go. 685 00:30:57,856 --> 00:30:59,983 It's poison. 686 00:31:04,863 --> 00:31:08,867 Isn't the water beautiful, Tommy? 687 00:31:12,412 --> 00:31:16,249 'Take my hand, Tommy.' 688 00:31:18,710 --> 00:31:21,421 [dramatic music] 689 00:31:44,152 --> 00:31:45,695 [seagulls squawking] 690 00:31:48,865 --> 00:31:52,160 [music continues] 691 00:32:10,345 --> 00:32:11,888 Dad! 692 00:32:14,891 --> 00:32:16,351 Where'd you go, daddy? 693 00:32:16,392 --> 00:32:17,644 I had a work phone call. 694 00:32:17,685 --> 00:32:19,145 - You know what I told them? - What? 695 00:32:19,187 --> 00:32:22,690 I said I'm staying the week out here with my family. 696 00:32:22,732 --> 00:32:24,067 Work can wait. 697 00:32:24,108 --> 00:32:25,818 Yeah! 698 00:32:31,407 --> 00:32:33,076 Isn't the water beautiful, Tommy? 699 00:32:33,117 --> 00:32:34,827 Yeah. 700 00:32:49,634 --> 00:32:52,261 It wasn't a nightmare. 701 00:32:52,303 --> 00:32:55,807 Remember the week I took off work? 702 00:32:55,848 --> 00:32:58,059 We stayed at the shore 703 00:32:58,101 --> 00:33:01,062 in that crappy motel? 704 00:33:02,230 --> 00:33:03,815 I don't know. 705 00:33:03,856 --> 00:33:06,275 Sure you do. 706 00:33:06,317 --> 00:33:09,487 'We were a real family once, Tommy.' 707 00:33:10,029 --> 00:33:12,657 Promise me you remember. 708 00:33:13,992 --> 00:33:16,035 'Do you?' 709 00:33:16,869 --> 00:33:19,163 I don't remember a thing. 710 00:33:24,585 --> 00:33:27,005 I know you do. 711 00:33:28,214 --> 00:33:30,842 I know you remember. 712 00:33:36,639 --> 00:33:38,850 I should have told him I remembered. 713 00:33:38,891 --> 00:33:40,768 'Cause you did. 714 00:33:40,810 --> 00:33:44,022 So your dad was reaching out in the end. 715 00:33:44,063 --> 00:33:47,275 - You tell your mom that? - Yeah. 716 00:33:47,316 --> 00:33:50,528 [laughing] And she was so happy. 717 00:33:52,947 --> 00:33:55,199 I mean, she still hated the guy and everything. 718 00:33:55,241 --> 00:33:56,826 Which is it, Tom? 719 00:33:56,868 --> 00:33:58,745 'Happy or not?' 720 00:33:59,370 --> 00:34:01,664 'If your mom was happy' 721 00:34:01,706 --> 00:34:03,499 'maybe she went back to make peace with him.' 722 00:34:03,541 --> 00:34:05,043 - No way. - That's what I'd do. 723 00:34:05,084 --> 00:34:07,545 She didn't. I told you I was with her that night. 724 00:34:07,587 --> 00:34:10,214 Doesn't make it so. 725 00:34:10,256 --> 00:34:12,258 She went to him. 726 00:34:12,300 --> 00:34:14,218 Didn't she? 727 00:34:18,765 --> 00:34:21,017 Jay sounds like he was a real piece of work. 728 00:34:21,059 --> 00:34:22,268 [chuckles] 729 00:34:22,310 --> 00:34:24,145 - He was. - Hmm. 730 00:34:24,187 --> 00:34:26,647 Well, some people are like that. 731 00:34:26,689 --> 00:34:28,399 Impossible. 732 00:34:28,441 --> 00:34:32,070 You try to stop caring, you try to write 'em off, but.. 733 00:34:32,111 --> 00:34:34,072 ...it's always there. 734 00:34:34,113 --> 00:34:37,617 That attachment, that... love. 735 00:34:37,658 --> 00:34:39,494 Not for me and Jay. 736 00:34:39,535 --> 00:34:40,369 No? 737 00:34:40,411 --> 00:34:41,579 No, I didn't love him by the end. 738 00:34:41,621 --> 00:34:43,206 - Hmm. - I told you that. 739 00:34:43,247 --> 00:34:44,832 Not even when you heard he'd been talking 740 00:34:44,874 --> 00:34:47,335 about that week at the shore? 741 00:34:47,376 --> 00:34:48,377 The shore? 742 00:34:48,419 --> 00:34:50,379 Yeah, the three of you. 743 00:34:50,421 --> 00:34:52,507 'At Motel Louise.' 744 00:34:52,548 --> 00:34:54,258 He was probably just hallucinating. 745 00:34:54,300 --> 00:34:55,259 No, it was real. 746 00:34:55,301 --> 00:34:57,261 And it's just that kind of memory 747 00:34:57,303 --> 00:34:59,222 'that won't leave you alone.' 748 00:34:59,263 --> 00:35:01,641 Makes you keep loving. 749 00:35:02,517 --> 00:35:04,560 So maybe I did still care. What's it matter? 750 00:35:04,602 --> 00:35:07,814 I think when you heard Jay was talking about that week 751 00:35:07,855 --> 00:35:10,066 you remembered, too. 752 00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:12,985 Remembered those days when he was a better man. 753 00:35:13,027 --> 00:35:16,239 You heard that and you couldn't stay away. 754 00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:17,490 Of course you went to him. 755 00:35:17,532 --> 00:35:19,325 You don't know what I was going through. 756 00:35:19,367 --> 00:35:21,536 I do, actually. 757 00:35:22,286 --> 00:35:24,497 There's someone I...love. 758 00:35:24,539 --> 00:35:27,166 Someone I wish I didn't, but.. 759 00:35:27,208 --> 00:35:29,168 ...I can't stop. 760 00:35:30,128 --> 00:35:31,838 And.. 761 00:35:33,923 --> 00:35:36,509 ...she's dying. 762 00:35:38,219 --> 00:35:41,305 'I fought and I scrapped with her for years.' 763 00:35:41,347 --> 00:35:43,933 'Just when I think I'm done with her' 764 00:35:43,975 --> 00:35:46,227 I remember things. 765 00:35:46,269 --> 00:35:48,563 Like...when I was little 766 00:35:48,604 --> 00:35:49,730 'I'd get these nightmares' 767 00:35:49,772 --> 00:35:53,359 and she'd read "The Velveteen Rabbit" to me. 768 00:35:54,569 --> 00:35:57,697 [sighs] I felt so safe. 769 00:36:01,784 --> 00:36:04,537 It matters where the heart begins. 770 00:36:05,454 --> 00:36:07,456 You know? 771 00:36:09,292 --> 00:36:11,002 I know. 772 00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:15,089 And when it's the end 773 00:36:15,131 --> 00:36:18,509 maybe the most we can do for that person is.. 774 00:36:19,802 --> 00:36:22,513 ...help them along. 775 00:36:24,557 --> 00:36:27,059 To get peace. 776 00:36:28,102 --> 00:36:29,562 A peaceful death. 777 00:36:29,604 --> 00:36:31,856 A good death. 778 00:36:34,942 --> 00:36:38,613 I understand if you helped Jay die. 779 00:36:40,072 --> 00:36:42,074 But is that ever the right thing? 780 00:36:42,116 --> 00:36:44,702 To help someone who's in pain? 781 00:36:44,744 --> 00:36:46,162 'Who you love?' 782 00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:48,956 I don't know how that can be wrong. 783 00:36:48,998 --> 00:36:50,875 Do you? 784 00:36:52,126 --> 00:36:54,921 [dramatic music] 785 00:36:58,216 --> 00:37:00,551 You don't have to be here. 786 00:37:01,219 --> 00:37:03,054 I want to. 787 00:37:04,472 --> 00:37:06,557 Got some new ones. 788 00:37:07,225 --> 00:37:08,726 For my list. 789 00:37:08,768 --> 00:37:11,979 Oh...the overrated list. 790 00:37:13,022 --> 00:37:14,482 'No.' 791 00:37:14,982 --> 00:37:17,443 Underrated list. 792 00:37:17,485 --> 00:37:18,444 Underrated? 793 00:37:18,486 --> 00:37:24,992 Yeah, there's ice water and the TV remote. 794 00:37:26,661 --> 00:37:28,663 Those things are magic. 795 00:37:29,747 --> 00:37:31,082 'And the sound..' 796 00:37:31,123 --> 00:37:33,167 '...the sound of you laughing.' 797 00:37:33,209 --> 00:37:36,212 Very underrated. 798 00:37:37,255 --> 00:37:39,048 I miss it. 799 00:37:39,090 --> 00:37:40,549 [groaning] 800 00:37:42,134 --> 00:37:43,511 Uh.. 801 00:37:45,471 --> 00:37:48,432 Tommy told me about the beach. 802 00:37:51,811 --> 00:37:55,022 [chuckles] Louise. 803 00:37:55,064 --> 00:37:56,649 Yes. 804 00:37:56,691 --> 00:37:59,527 I remember, too. 805 00:38:00,611 --> 00:38:02,822 You do? 806 00:38:02,863 --> 00:38:07,326 Yeah, I think somehow along the way, we both forgot. 807 00:38:08,202 --> 00:38:09,745 Promise me.. 808 00:38:09,787 --> 00:38:14,625 Promise me you'll remember the guy in this picture. 809 00:38:16,669 --> 00:38:18,129 I promise. 810 00:38:19,338 --> 00:38:21,841 'And no matter how much time there is..' 811 00:38:21,882 --> 00:38:23,426 ...I'm here now. 812 00:38:23,467 --> 00:38:26,846 I've run out of ways to not.. 813 00:38:29,056 --> 00:38:32,435 ...think about the pain. 814 00:38:41,110 --> 00:38:42,236 (Caroline) 'Oh..' 815 00:38:42,278 --> 00:38:46,574 - Jay, no-- - I have no right to ask you. 816 00:38:50,411 --> 00:38:52,788 You're sure? 817 00:38:52,830 --> 00:38:55,374 It's non-negotiable. 818 00:38:59,920 --> 00:39:02,214 I love you, you know. 819 00:39:04,216 --> 00:39:06,427 I love you. 820 00:39:10,097 --> 00:39:11,557 [coughing] 821 00:39:12,558 --> 00:39:14,018 [groaning] 822 00:39:16,145 --> 00:39:17,897 Hey.. 823 00:39:19,357 --> 00:39:23,069 ...you know what I remember most about that motel? 824 00:39:23,110 --> 00:39:25,404 I remember us laying.. 825 00:39:25,446 --> 00:39:29,158 ...in bed together at night...and I could.. 826 00:39:30,576 --> 00:39:33,746 ...hear the ocean waves. 827 00:39:33,788 --> 00:39:37,708 Feel a cool breeze move over us. 828 00:39:43,172 --> 00:39:48,094 And I felt you next to me. 829 00:39:51,806 --> 00:39:54,558 [sniffles] We were both so in debt. 830 00:39:54,600 --> 00:39:56,102 [chuckles] 831 00:39:56,143 --> 00:39:57,812 'Struggling with our jobs' 832 00:39:57,853 --> 00:40:02,191 and...all I could think was.. 833 00:40:04,944 --> 00:40:07,238 Babe, we'd.. 834 00:40:11,033 --> 00:40:13,285 ...we'd already made it. 835 00:40:13,911 --> 00:40:15,371 [flatlining] 836 00:40:18,082 --> 00:40:20,793 [dramatic music] 837 00:40:36,392 --> 00:40:39,186 [seagulls squawking] 838 00:40:46,569 --> 00:40:49,363 [Paul Westerberg singing "Good Day"] 839 00:40:52,408 --> 00:40:54,785 ♪ Good day ♪ 840 00:40:56,579 --> 00:41:00,791 ♪ Doesn't have to be a Friday ♪ 841 00:41:03,627 --> 00:41:07,965 ♪ Doesn't need to be your birthday ♪ 842 00:41:10,468 --> 00:41:14,930 ♪ The next one then you won't survive ♪ 843 00:41:21,395 --> 00:41:26,525 ♪ Sing along hold my life ♪ 844 00:41:27,359 --> 00:41:29,987 ♪ A good day ♪ 845 00:41:31,614 --> 00:41:36,160 ♪ Is any day that you're alive ♪ 846 00:41:41,165 --> 00:41:44,585 ♪ Yes a good day ♪ 847 00:41:46,170 --> 00:41:50,883 ♪ Is any day that you're alive ♪ 848 00:41:52,510 --> 00:41:55,888 ♪ Asked me ♪ 849 00:41:57,014 --> 00:42:01,644 ♪ Mm you had to ask me ♪ 850 00:42:04,313 --> 00:42:09,360 ♪ In your dreams you tell me ♪ 851 00:42:11,028 --> 00:42:16,033 ♪ Tell them only you were tired ♪ 852 00:42:22,081 --> 00:42:27,294 ♪ Sing along hold my life ♪ 853 00:42:28,337 --> 00:42:31,632 ♪ A good day ♪ 854 00:42:33,008 --> 00:42:37,680 ♪ Is any day that you're alive ♪ 855 00:42:42,226 --> 00:42:45,563 ♪ Yeah a good day ♪ 856 00:42:47,106 --> 00:42:51,986 ♪ Is any day that you're alive ♪ 857 00:42:53,612 --> 00:42:56,907 [instrumental music] 858 00:43:19,847 --> 00:43:25,644 ♪ Hold my life one last time ♪ 859 00:43:28,897 --> 00:43:31,358 ♪ A good day ♪ 860 00:43:33,277 --> 00:43:38,198 ♪ Is any day that you're alive ♪ 861 00:43:40,284 --> 00:43:44,246 ♪ Its any day that you're alive ♪♪ 862 00:43:45,414 --> 00:43:46,540 (Lilly) Stay tuned for scenes from our next episode. 863 00:43:46,582 --> 00:43:49,251 [theme music] 59245

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