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We've talked a lot so far
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about the nature
of good storytelling,
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but judging from your stories,
it seems like a lot of you
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are just flapping
in the wind
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without a voice,
an instrument.
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So how do we change that?
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I know I respond
to something more real.
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Maybe something like
a spontaneous overflow
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of emotion.
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Spoken like
a true romantic.
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You give me
too much credit.
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No, if you're writing emotionally,
you're writing selfishly.
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You're not connecting
with your audience.
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So, readers don't connect
to a story with soul?
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Is it a well outlined plot
you most respond to,
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or emotion that reflects
your own human experience?
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What matters
is where it comes from.
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That it comes from you.
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That's right.
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That is right,
and in that way,
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the best moments of writing
are instinctive,
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showing who we are,
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and what it is
we're processing
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from a place each our own.
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You up for sharing?
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The church was small,
but strong,
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resting along the low
country banks
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where my father
once preached.
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On summer mornings
we'd have sunday school
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alongside
the cooling creeks,
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listening
to bible stories,
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and singing about
this little light of mine.
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I'd sometimes sneak away,
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braving the gold and green
marsh grass up to my neck,
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soft sun peaking through
patches of spanish moss,
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heat and light upon my face...
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What I imagined god felt like.
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But as the tides moved out,
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that sun shrunk away
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on the journey
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of a single day.
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Hey, you boys want some of
this while I got it out?
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Why don't you shut
the hell up?
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Whoo!
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You ready?
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Keep your panties on.
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Hey!
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Pick you up at 10?
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Yeah.
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You'll be there, right?
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- Yeah.
- Hmm, yeah?
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'Cause we need you.
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Shit.
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10.
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He'd been a friend
since seventh grade.
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But my mom returned us to these
waterways of her family.
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I got caught crying
in a hallway,
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and he chased the other
kids away as they laughed.
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Bye, Joseph! Whoo!
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A warrior
suddenly at my side.
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Most of the time
I shut myself off,
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drifting back
into a dark cloud,
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a slow fall.
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They called it depression
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and asked if I was having
thoughts about suicide.
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I lied and said no.
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Where you been?
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Nowhere.
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Allison called.
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They said you should
be there by 8.
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The pain is a curse
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handed down from my father...
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Let's remember, as the bread
nourishes our bodies and our minds,
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let it nourish your soul
and your faith.
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Looking for something
he'd never find.
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But at times, the pain explodes
out of my mind and hand.
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A sweet release.
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- What up?
- Nothing.
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I bet you $1.99
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You ain't got off
that damn couch all day.
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Asshole.
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- What are you doing?
- Nothing.
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- What did you take?
- It's nothing.
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Dick, give it back!
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I'm gonna kick
your ass, Howard!
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Right.
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You ain't gonna do shit.
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Joseph, come in.
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You all know Joseph,
Charlie's little brother.
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Yeah, what's up?
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Come to drink
all our beer and split?
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Where's Charlie?
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He's in the study.
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Go find him.
He's been looking for ya.
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Quite the charmer.
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Let him be.
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The only thing
that confuses me
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is how you got
an invite to my party.
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Joseph.
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How you doin', buddy?
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I'm all right.
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Staying in trouble?
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No.
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Oh, bullshit.
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Hey, let me go say hey
to some people.
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I'll catch up with you
in a sec, okay?
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All right.
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Where's my wife?
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Charlie was my half brother,
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abandoned by my father
when he was 10.
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He made good
by being himself,
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a wide space
between him and me.
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That's true.
It's not... it's not bad.
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You seem to have all
the answers, don't you?
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I'm not saying I have
all the answers,
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but we've all had
those moments that feel right,
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where we feel like
we're at our best,
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where we're not bogged down
with self doubt or fear.
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You know, where we trust
in the world around us.
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- Which is what?
- Faith.
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Striving for some
sense of hope, of peace.
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Okay, the eagle soaring
through the air achieves
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because of three things...
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His wings, the wind,
and his faith in both.
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All right, our role is
to accept that who we are
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is absolutely
integral to that,
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and stop fighting against
this concept of our value.
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And to recognize
that the world cannot be
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what it's determined to be
without us as we are.
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What did you think, Joe?
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I liked it.
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See there? There you go.
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Youth of america likes it.
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Yeah?
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What the hell
you doing in here?
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Nothing.
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Car's in my way.
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Fine. I had to get
jay anyway.
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You best get to cleaning
this place out
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...like I keep telling you.
- Yeah, whatever.
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What the hell did you say?
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You live here for free.
Barely got outta high school.
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Hell, you don't even have
a goddamn job.
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You startin' to amount
to jack shit, you know that?
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I don't know why you always
give me such a hard time.
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You don't know
what a hard time is.
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How is your mom doing?
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- She's okay.
- Good.
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Do you want some of this?
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Yeah, sure.
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So, are you still
thinking about school?
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Who said I was
thinking about school?
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Charlie.
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You should, you know?
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You'd do well.
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I was alone,
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but I would on occasion
take company in other folks.
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Not through easy conversation
or eye contact.
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Instead, I'd make up
stories about them,
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where they came from,
based on a sideways glance...
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Or that night,
a little more.
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How's it going?
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All right.
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You from around here?
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Yeah.
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You?
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Not far.
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Your daddy a preacher?
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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You got the head
of a preacher.
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They way it curves wide.
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Hmm.
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The holy spirit...
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It left its mark on you.
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The eye of god...
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There.
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You use that sight,
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you'll find your way.
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Best get to it.
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I saw something there...
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A light.
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An idea that would later
live and breathe...
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Forming like the crest
of a breaking wave.
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A reflection
of what floats inside.
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- Finally.
- Hmm.
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- Easy there, tiger.
- Mmm-Mmm.
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We gotta get ready soon.
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What are we gonna do?
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Pay attention...
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And we'll get paid.
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You know my
cousin down in ocracoke.
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Yeah, he's lousy
when it comes to drinking,
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but he sniffs out
the hot spots.
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Told me about
a little juke joint
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around the island
he'd been frequenting,
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and what happened one night when
they was all drunk as hell.
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And some serious smoothness
showed up with a plan.
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Tax time, baby!
Let's go!
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These three dudes
come in with shotguns
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holding the place up.
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One took on a cash box,
gettin' it all emptied out.
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The other two watched
the crowd making sure
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some hillbilly
don't play vigilante.
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Anything come up,
they all get the hell out.
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And by the time anyone
was sober enough
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to realize what the hell
was happening,
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They was long gone.
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Turns out they've been hitting
joints all over the coast,
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stealing drunk folks' money
while they was too drunk
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to do anything about it.
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And those folks sure as hell
won't call in the pokey.
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Hell, they'd bust up
the stills
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and shut her down
in two shakes.
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Wouldn't give
a rat's ass past that.
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So, they just kept
on moving,
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hiding in the banks,
the crannies.
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All anybody knew was
it was three black fellas,
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smart as hell,
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Quiet as a pack
of church mice.
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Legends.
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- It smells like pussy.
- Mm-Hmm.
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This shit's serious, man.
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What, you think
I don't know that?
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Ain't gonna do jack shit.
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How much you think
we'd get?
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Enough.
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My man.
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Uh, uh, uh, uh!
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What?
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What do you think?
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You look funny.
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Yeah?
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Well, huckleberry here
is gonna save your ass.
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- Shit.
- Shit, nothin'.
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Sick and tired of busting
my ass to buy a six pack.
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About to change that shit.
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Be a man about it.
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Puff it out a little bit.
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- Especially you.
- Hmm?
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That shit you write.
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Yeah, that's right.
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I see what you do.
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You don't wanna tell me,
ain't no skin off my ass.
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Folks look at me,
they look at my pops,
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and they figure that's
all they ever gonna get,
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a punk-ass brawler.
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But you...
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You're different.
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Step it up, jack.
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Hmm?
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We weren't
gonna hurt anyone.
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Gun wasn't even loaded.
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Courage was his weapon.
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Let's go.
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Perfect.
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I don't know.
I don't know, man.
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Look, no second thoughts.
Just get in there and do it.
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Two minutes from now
we're gonna be on our way.
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Put 'em on.
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Don't move!
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Fill it!
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God damn it!
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Come on!
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All right, then.
266
00:27:00,141 --> 00:27:01,777
That's it.
267
00:27:12,487 --> 00:27:15,287
What the hell?
268
00:27:15,289 --> 00:27:18,124
I'm sorry.
269
00:27:39,213 --> 00:27:41,847
If anybody asks,
270
00:27:41,849 --> 00:27:44,952
the name's Leroy.
271
00:27:56,530 --> 00:27:58,866
Come on! Come on!
Come on!
272
00:31:43,391 --> 00:31:45,594
That's your memory?
273
00:31:50,664 --> 00:31:52,134
And now?
274
00:31:57,137 --> 00:32:00,408
I know what it feels like
to be depressed.
275
00:32:02,710 --> 00:32:07,345
Mm-Hmm, but you have something
he probably didn't have.
276
00:32:07,347 --> 00:32:09,681
What's that?
277
00:32:09,683 --> 00:32:11,420
Your imagination.
278
00:32:24,164 --> 00:32:28,133
In response to this
memory, a story came to me
279
00:32:28,135 --> 00:32:32,438
of a quiet man
with unseen strength.
280
00:32:32,440 --> 00:32:35,908
His horn, his voice,
281
00:32:35,910 --> 00:32:40,478
like the song
that came from me...
282
00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:42,748
Seeking a home,
283
00:32:42,750 --> 00:32:45,086
a place in this world.
284
00:32:52,259 --> 00:32:54,392
Holy, shit!
285
00:32:54,394 --> 00:32:56,828
Dude, there's like
a thousand bucks back here!
286
00:32:56,830 --> 00:32:58,863
See, what did I tell you, huh?
287
00:32:58,865 --> 00:33:00,732
Maybe you ain't such
a dumb-ass after all.
288
00:33:00,734 --> 00:33:02,535
Whoo!
289
00:33:02,537 --> 00:33:04,769
That was messed up
when that guy pulled that gun.
290
00:33:04,771 --> 00:33:06,575
That freaked me out.
291
00:33:10,944 --> 00:33:13,414
You saw it happen,
didn't ya?
292
00:33:16,183 --> 00:33:17,549
Look, man,
you gotta speak up.
293
00:33:17,551 --> 00:33:20,355
All right, that could
have been bad.
294
00:33:24,525 --> 00:33:26,725
Whoa-Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha!
295
00:33:39,240 --> 00:33:41,675
Good, he's here.
296
00:33:51,986 --> 00:33:53,651
Rusty!
297
00:33:53,653 --> 00:33:56,223
- This place is a dump.
- A fuckin' rager.
298
00:33:57,258 --> 00:33:58,556
Rusty?
299
00:33:58,558 --> 00:34:01,427
- He's sleeping.
- No shit.
300
00:34:03,396 --> 00:34:05,232
Oh, what's that smell?
301
00:34:07,401 --> 00:34:08,633
I think it's piss.
302
00:34:08,635 --> 00:34:11,873
Rust! Rusty!
303
00:34:15,309 --> 00:34:16,541
Is he alive?
304
00:34:18,945 --> 00:34:20,614
- Two.
- Three.
305
00:34:22,516 --> 00:34:23,816
I got it.
306
00:34:23,818 --> 00:34:26,784
What up, buddy?
307
00:34:26,786 --> 00:34:29,857
Yeah, take a shower,
you stink-ass!
308
00:34:32,693 --> 00:34:34,963
Who the hell are you guys?
309
00:34:39,500 --> 00:34:41,432
How the hell you been?
310
00:34:41,434 --> 00:34:43,434
Good.
311
00:34:43,436 --> 00:34:45,574
I'm good, you know.
312
00:34:47,440 --> 00:34:50,376
You packin'?
313
00:34:50,378 --> 00:34:53,412
Man, that better not be
the only reason
314
00:34:53,414 --> 00:34:57,682
you come to see me.
315
00:34:57,684 --> 00:35:01,287
Of course, it ain't.
I love me some Russel.
316
00:35:01,289 --> 00:35:04,289
Yeah, right.
317
00:35:04,291 --> 00:35:05,492
What you got?
318
00:35:11,998 --> 00:35:14,066
You'll like this.
319
00:35:14,068 --> 00:35:16,271
Good stuff?
320
00:35:17,070 --> 00:35:20,338
It's the two f's of "stuff".
321
00:35:20,340 --> 00:35:22,608
Get your feet off my couch.
322
00:35:22,610 --> 00:35:26,311
Hell, yeah!
Look, it's over an ounce.
323
00:35:26,313 --> 00:35:29,615
Only 'cause your boy here
is such a bad-ass.
324
00:35:29,617 --> 00:35:32,383
Usually, there's
a ceiling on this shit.
325
00:35:32,385 --> 00:35:34,889
Ounce of that shit, too.
326
00:35:36,090 --> 00:35:37,956
Sure you got this
kinda dough?
327
00:35:37,958 --> 00:35:40,829
Yeah, I've been working.
328
00:35:43,364 --> 00:35:45,930
Hey, do you still hang out
with that chick?
329
00:35:45,932 --> 00:35:47,700
What's her name?
330
00:35:47,702 --> 00:35:49,501
- Lydia.
- Yeah, that's it.
331
00:35:49,503 --> 00:35:51,637
You all still talk?
332
00:35:51,639 --> 00:35:54,572
- No, it's been a while.
- Smart move, man.
333
00:35:54,574 --> 00:35:56,742
That chick...
334
00:35:56,744 --> 00:35:58,610
She got elephantitis
and shit.
335
00:35:58,612 --> 00:36:02,613
- That's what I said.
- Yeah? She ain't that bad.
336
00:36:02,615 --> 00:36:05,583
Her belly button's so big
you could eat oatmeal out of it.
337
00:36:05,585 --> 00:36:08,586
And get your feet off my couch!
Do I have to tell you twice?
338
00:36:08,588 --> 00:36:10,356
Do you want me
to write it down for you?
339
00:36:10,358 --> 00:36:11,557
What about 'shrooms?
You want some of those, too?
340
00:36:12,793 --> 00:36:13,995
Somebody get
the telephone, please?
341
00:36:23,503 --> 00:36:24,639
Hey!
342
00:36:25,940 --> 00:36:27,706
You the brains behind
this operation?
343
00:36:29,677 --> 00:36:32,144
Not hardly.
344
00:36:32,146 --> 00:36:34,512
You don't talk much,
345
00:36:34,514 --> 00:36:38,717
But, uh, who else would you
rather ride with?
346
00:36:38,719 --> 00:36:41,686
- Whoo!
- Hey, you watch your neck.
347
00:36:41,688 --> 00:36:43,856
All right?
348
00:36:43,858 --> 00:36:46,391
See you soon.
349
00:36:46,393 --> 00:36:48,962
Sooner than later.
350
00:36:54,934 --> 00:36:56,438
Whoo!
351
00:36:58,172 --> 00:37:00,671
Dumb-asses.
352
00:37:00,673 --> 00:37:03,941
Man, that guy's
cool as hell.
353
00:37:03,943 --> 00:37:05,878
When's the last time
you saw him?
354
00:37:05,880 --> 00:37:07,579
He's kinda laying low.
355
00:37:07,581 --> 00:37:08,783
How come?
356
00:37:10,717 --> 00:37:12,483
It was about a year ago,
357
00:37:12,485 --> 00:37:14,820
Rusty convinced me to go see
some chick, to his beach.
358
00:37:14,822 --> 00:37:18,490
He was drunk as hell
when he picked me up.
359
00:37:18,492 --> 00:37:22,126
And three hours later,
we was both gone.
360
00:37:22,128 --> 00:37:24,429
Hey! Howdy.
361
00:37:24,431 --> 00:37:25,664
Hey, you know where...
362
00:37:25,666 --> 00:37:27,699
You know where
"it'll do" is?
363
00:37:27,701 --> 00:37:30,568
Excuse me?
364
00:37:30,570 --> 00:37:33,671
"It'll do?"
It's my girl's place.
365
00:37:33,673 --> 00:37:35,740
Son, I have no idea
what you're talking about,
366
00:37:35,742 --> 00:37:37,809
but I suggest you move on.
367
00:37:37,811 --> 00:37:40,612
- Well, I suggest you...
- Oh, great.
368
00:37:40,614 --> 00:37:42,514
- Thanks for nothin'.
- Mm-Hmm.
369
00:37:42,516 --> 00:37:45,617
You gonna let her
talk to you like that?
370
00:37:45,619 --> 00:37:48,088
You know what? No.
371
00:37:54,862 --> 00:37:57,563
Hey!
372
00:37:57,565 --> 00:38:00,865
That's right, see?
373
00:38:00,867 --> 00:38:03,534
I know you know this place.
374
00:38:03,536 --> 00:38:06,104
What place is that?
375
00:38:06,106 --> 00:38:09,744
My girl's house, you bitch.
376
00:38:16,784 --> 00:38:18,519
Hey, where's the acid?
377
00:38:23,791 --> 00:38:25,757
Watch it.
378
00:38:25,759 --> 00:38:27,059
Rusty had
brought a sheet of acid
379
00:38:27,061 --> 00:38:28,726
to share with the girls.
380
00:38:28,728 --> 00:38:30,762
Now, he didn't know
what to do with it,
381
00:38:30,764 --> 00:38:33,865
so he did what any clear
thinking drunk would do.
382
00:38:33,867 --> 00:38:35,804
He shoved them up his ass.
383
00:38:44,110 --> 00:38:46,480
Enjoy yourself.
384
00:38:50,751 --> 00:38:52,684
They never found the hits,
385
00:38:52,686 --> 00:38:56,822
so they just left him alone
to sleep it off,
386
00:38:56,824 --> 00:38:58,789
but he wasn't doin'
much sleepin'.
387
00:39:36,563 --> 00:39:38,500
What you writin'?
388
00:39:41,302 --> 00:39:43,834
- Nothin'.
- Hmm? What you writin' over here?
389
00:39:43,836 --> 00:39:47,773
What is this? You gonna let
me grab it like that, huh?
390
00:39:49,175 --> 00:39:51,545
- Come on!
- I don't know.
391
00:39:53,646 --> 00:39:57,150
Just stuff.
392
00:40:06,092 --> 00:40:09,029
That's fascinating.
393
00:40:13,833 --> 00:40:15,235
Stuff.
394
00:40:43,630 --> 00:40:44,695
Ooh! Hey!
395
00:40:44,697 --> 00:40:45,831
Hey, baby!
396
00:40:45,833 --> 00:40:47,132
Your mama let you date?
397
00:40:47,134 --> 00:40:48,700
Why don't you
get bit, asswipe?
398
00:40:52,639 --> 00:40:55,072
Now that's a piece of ass.
399
00:40:55,074 --> 00:40:57,708
Whoa, dude,
who let shamu out?
400
00:40:57,710 --> 00:41:01,278
Yeah, maybe she'd let you bend
her like a suitcase, huh?
401
00:41:01,280 --> 00:41:05,820
Doubtful. Doubtful.
402
00:41:52,833 --> 00:41:54,068
Yeah, I'm good.
403
00:42:18,224 --> 00:42:20,758
A-wastin' time.
404
00:42:20,760 --> 00:42:22,429
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Whatever.
405
00:42:43,150 --> 00:42:46,150
Look, I just got a single.
This is good.
406
00:42:46,152 --> 00:42:49,354
I mean, yeah,
that's a good improvement.
407
00:42:49,356 --> 00:42:52,126
- I just...
- Oh, yeah.
408
00:42:55,795 --> 00:42:59,498
He saw me looking.
409
00:42:59,500 --> 00:43:02,266
Way to go.
410
00:43:02,268 --> 00:43:05,202
How's it going?
411
00:43:05,204 --> 00:43:06,804
What?
412
00:43:06,806 --> 00:43:08,108
Nothing.
413
00:43:09,510 --> 00:43:12,010
I'm Alan.
414
00:43:12,012 --> 00:43:13,545
What?
415
00:43:13,547 --> 00:43:15,981
The name's Alan.
416
00:43:15,983 --> 00:43:19,383
Hey, Alan.
417
00:43:19,385 --> 00:43:21,286
What's so funny?
418
00:43:21,288 --> 00:43:24,555
Nothing much, Alan.
419
00:43:24,557 --> 00:43:29,329
- I'm Rebecca.
- I'm Asia.
420
00:43:51,885 --> 00:43:55,954
My place of peace
was always the water,
421
00:43:55,956 --> 00:44:00,124
where the loud buzz of fear
and doubt washed away,
422
00:44:00,126 --> 00:44:02,561
and all that remained was me,
423
00:44:02,563 --> 00:44:04,465
Pure as a simple story.
424
00:44:14,541 --> 00:44:17,943
His horn was a gift,
beats of grace
425
00:44:17,945 --> 00:44:20,347
that sprung forth
like a fountain...
426
00:44:22,382 --> 00:44:25,286
Soaring over
a saltwater creek...
427
00:44:26,887 --> 00:44:30,091
Made closer to the ocean
with each stride.
428
00:44:36,463 --> 00:44:39,930
But when the last note
drifted down and then away,
429
00:44:39,932 --> 00:44:44,101
he was left with
the same dry sorrow
430
00:44:44,103 --> 00:44:46,938
where fear lurked,
431
00:44:46,940 --> 00:44:49,376
And touch was cold
as midnight.
432
00:44:53,280 --> 00:44:57,883
In those small hours,
he'd look up into a black sea
433
00:44:57,885 --> 00:45:01,286
dotted with stars
like lanterns on a foggy shore
434
00:45:01,288 --> 00:45:04,958
lit for the lost fisherman.
435
00:45:06,927 --> 00:45:10,028
Fix me.
436
00:45:29,016 --> 00:45:32,083
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I do. Dude,
there's no shaking the habit.
437
00:45:32,085 --> 00:45:33,318
Whatever.
Oh, are you...
438
00:45:33,320 --> 00:45:35,287
- Cute.
- Oh, are you kidding me?
439
00:45:35,289 --> 00:45:37,389
- Whoa.
- What?
440
00:45:37,391 --> 00:45:38,657
Watch it, punk.
441
00:45:38,659 --> 00:45:40,157
Sorry.
442
00:45:40,159 --> 00:45:41,458
Yeah, you're damn straight
you're sorry.
443
00:45:41,460 --> 00:45:43,330
I oughta beat your ass.
444
00:45:45,164 --> 00:45:47,000
Little faggot.
445
00:46:48,394 --> 00:46:53,164
Look at ya, a couple
of sorry sons of bitches.
446
00:46:55,202 --> 00:46:56,971
Dude, get outta my face.
447
00:46:58,204 --> 00:46:59,940
Let's go.
448
00:47:01,708 --> 00:47:03,508
Where we going?
449
00:47:03,510 --> 00:47:05,079
It's gonna rain.
450
00:47:07,414 --> 00:47:09,713
It's gonna rain.
451
00:47:09,715 --> 00:47:12,385
Fuckin' weather man
over there.
452
00:47:21,628 --> 00:47:23,293
Keepin' dry?
453
00:47:23,295 --> 00:47:25,131
My whistle
sure as hell is.
454
00:47:26,333 --> 00:47:30,135
What can I get y'all?
455
00:47:30,137 --> 00:47:32,470
Three shots of bourbon.
456
00:47:38,177 --> 00:47:39,746
Y'all get yourself one, too.
457
00:47:43,150 --> 00:47:45,286
I can do that.
458
00:48:00,099 --> 00:48:01,398
To the barkeep.
459
00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:04,237
Whoo!
Let's do this!
460
00:48:06,739 --> 00:48:09,807
- Y'all set?
- Think so.
461
00:48:09,809 --> 00:48:11,545
Keep 'em coming.
462
00:49:14,840 --> 00:49:16,441
Oh, hey...
463
00:49:16,443 --> 00:49:18,242
Where the hell
are you going?
464
00:49:18,244 --> 00:49:19,811
I gotta get outta here.
465
00:49:19,813 --> 00:49:24,684
Uh-Uh, we, uh... we have
to finish this whiskey.
466
00:49:28,855 --> 00:49:30,155
Uh-Uh.
467
00:49:30,157 --> 00:49:31,688
I can't drink that.
468
00:49:31,690 --> 00:49:34,291
Yeah, you can.
469
00:49:34,293 --> 00:49:36,797
I don't want it.
470
00:49:38,164 --> 00:49:40,768
Aw, Joseph,
quit being a pussy.
471
00:49:50,809 --> 00:49:52,846
You're an asshole.
472
00:49:56,750 --> 00:49:59,284
I'm the asshole, hmm?
473
00:49:59,286 --> 00:50:00,885
That's rich.
474
00:50:00,887 --> 00:50:03,588
You're a strange little bitch
never talks to nobody.
475
00:50:03,590 --> 00:50:05,490
I never seen you
with a chick,
476
00:50:05,492 --> 00:50:07,858
never seen you
with anybody.
477
00:50:07,860 --> 00:50:10,628
You're just lucky Howard and I
let you hang out with us.
478
00:50:10,630 --> 00:50:12,532
Fuck you!
479
00:50:18,771 --> 00:50:21,307
I'm nothing.
480
00:50:24,878 --> 00:50:27,314
You done?
481
00:50:38,891 --> 00:50:41,494
Was that so bad, huh?
482
00:52:48,355 --> 00:52:50,755
Where did you come from?
483
00:52:50,757 --> 00:52:53,360
Same place you goin'.
484
00:53:22,822 --> 00:53:25,956
This is all a gift,
485
00:53:25,958 --> 00:53:29,793
a guide to your truth,
486
00:53:29,795 --> 00:53:32,398
as real as this here
sand and sea.
487
00:53:34,032 --> 00:53:35,402
What is?
488
00:53:38,538 --> 00:53:40,838
My story.
489
00:53:40,840 --> 00:53:42,643
The one you seek.
490
00:56:22,969 --> 00:56:27,604
Hey, man.
You all right?
491
00:56:27,606 --> 00:56:29,606
Yeah.
492
00:56:29,608 --> 00:56:31,511
I'm fine.
493
00:56:32,679 --> 00:56:34,882
Where's J?
494
00:56:36,081 --> 00:56:38,048
Huh.
495
00:56:38,050 --> 00:56:39,719
No idea.
496
00:56:44,623 --> 00:56:46,025
Hey, man, you wanna
get outta here?
497
00:56:48,360 --> 00:56:49,793
We need some women.
498
00:56:49,795 --> 00:56:52,829
Good luck.
You look like shit.
499
00:56:54,300 --> 00:56:58,071
I still get more ass
than an ashtray.
500
00:57:00,873 --> 00:57:02,909
Yeah, right.
501
00:57:32,639 --> 00:57:34,307
Hey.
502
00:57:36,242 --> 00:57:37,742
Hey.
503
00:57:42,981 --> 00:57:46,052
- How's it goin'?
- Good.
504
00:57:47,887 --> 00:57:49,086
How are you?
505
00:57:54,893 --> 00:57:57,263
I'm fine.
506
00:58:15,782 --> 00:58:17,380
Stay clear.
507
00:58:17,382 --> 00:58:20,086
She swooned
for the moon.
508
00:58:23,222 --> 00:58:25,125
Always be here.
509
00:58:31,230 --> 00:58:33,367
What was that?
510
00:58:37,402 --> 00:58:39,739
Just something I wrote.
511
00:58:45,478 --> 00:58:48,648
"Swooned for the moon".
512
00:59:01,927 --> 00:59:03,429
You're sweet.
513
00:59:38,764 --> 00:59:41,097
There she is.
514
00:59:41,099 --> 00:59:44,837
Oh, shit.
She's smoking.
515
00:59:47,507 --> 00:59:50,407
Let's go talk to her.
516
00:59:50,409 --> 00:59:51,912
All right.
517
00:59:54,447 --> 00:59:56,012
Hey.
518
00:59:56,014 --> 00:59:57,447
Hey.
519
00:59:57,449 --> 00:59:59,215
Where you been?
520
00:59:59,217 --> 01:00:00,450
Just hangin'.
521
01:00:00,452 --> 01:00:02,952
Y'all should go with us.
522
01:00:02,954 --> 01:00:04,554
Where?
523
01:00:04,556 --> 01:00:06,259
We'll figure it out.
524
01:00:09,228 --> 01:00:10,260
What's up, chief?
525
01:00:10,262 --> 01:00:13,329
Why don't you tell me?
526
01:00:13,331 --> 01:00:15,365
You coming?
527
01:00:15,367 --> 01:00:16,934
Oh, where you going?
528
01:00:16,936 --> 01:00:18,469
That's really none
of your business.
529
01:00:18,471 --> 01:00:20,503
I'm about to make it
some of my business.
530
01:00:20,505 --> 01:00:22,072
That's a good one.
531
01:00:22,074 --> 01:00:24,941
You picked that
up at playschool, hmm?
532
01:00:24,943 --> 01:00:26,811
No, we got no place
for you here.
533
01:00:26,813 --> 01:00:28,479
Why don't you get
your ass back home?
534
01:00:28,481 --> 01:00:30,347
And why don't you
walk your ass back
535
01:00:30,349 --> 01:00:32,215
with your little cronies
before you find yourself
536
01:00:32,217 --> 01:00:33,516
in a situation
you can't handle?
537
01:00:33,518 --> 01:00:36,153
- Is that right?
- Yeah, that's right.
538
01:00:36,155 --> 01:00:38,892
You keep pushing,
I'm gonna lay your ass out.
539
01:00:43,862 --> 01:00:45,197
Whatever, man.
540
01:00:51,369 --> 01:00:53,239
You coming?
541
01:01:00,880 --> 01:01:03,282
A deep silence
overtook the plain...
542
01:01:04,884 --> 01:01:09,286
Filling his heart
with comfort.
543
01:01:09,288 --> 01:01:12,889
He was home,
544
01:01:12,891 --> 01:01:15,261
protected by the great oaks
that lorded over him...
545
01:01:16,929 --> 01:01:20,097
Entrusted with a flock
to pasture,
546
01:01:20,099 --> 01:01:24,168
planters and craftsmen
trekking to hear him
547
01:01:24,170 --> 01:01:27,106
speak and sing each
sunlit sunday morning.
548
01:01:29,242 --> 01:01:33,943
But darker waters
lay yet another test.
549
01:01:33,945 --> 01:01:36,914
The youngest son
of a humble maid,
550
01:01:36,916 --> 01:01:42,619
caught in the purse line
of his daddy's shrimp boat.
551
01:01:42,621 --> 01:01:45,257
What world would allow
such pain?
552
01:01:46,525 --> 01:01:48,258
Let's go.
553
01:01:48,260 --> 01:01:50,329
Okay.
554
01:01:56,369 --> 01:01:59,005
Hey, bitches! Wait up!
555
01:02:08,447 --> 01:02:12,316
What dark heart of
god lay shadow to this story?
556
01:02:12,318 --> 01:02:15,255
I think we're all
probably feeling the same thing.
557
01:02:19,090 --> 01:02:24,931
And there's never
gonna be any comfort...
558
01:02:29,001 --> 01:02:32,670
And a love
out there from god,
559
01:02:32,672 --> 01:02:36,106
but nowhere else...
560
01:02:36,108 --> 01:02:38,545
To lighten the load.
561
01:02:43,648 --> 01:02:46,383
When we...
562
01:02:46,385 --> 01:02:51,324
We stop and be still...
563
01:02:54,226 --> 01:02:57,961
And we know
that ain't quite right.
564
01:03:03,034 --> 01:03:06,135
See, all this...
565
01:03:06,137 --> 01:03:10,441
This is born...
566
01:03:10,443 --> 01:03:16,115
From some strange,
deep-Seated love...
567
01:03:18,184 --> 01:03:23,586
Some gentle hand that...
that knows!
568
01:03:23,588 --> 01:03:27,494
And wants what's
best for us!
569
01:03:30,596 --> 01:03:36,300
When fear and doubt
comes down,
570
01:03:36,302 --> 01:03:38,338
we shouldn't
be running from it.
571
01:03:41,306 --> 01:03:46,645
We shouldn't cower to that
raging beast we call the devil.
572
01:03:47,679 --> 01:03:49,713
We should be
beating it back,
573
01:03:49,715 --> 01:03:51,715
destroying it,
574
01:03:51,717 --> 01:03:55,452
with the one
weapon we have:
575
01:03:55,454 --> 01:03:57,958
Faith.
576
01:04:01,226 --> 01:04:02,394
Faith.
577
01:04:06,565 --> 01:04:12,202
Without fear,
ain't no courage.
578
01:04:12,204 --> 01:04:15,342
Without pain,
no strength!
579
01:04:16,509 --> 01:04:19,342
Without doubts,
no trust.
580
01:04:19,344 --> 01:04:22,713
We are all put
on a path to do better
581
01:04:22,715 --> 01:04:27,351
in the wake of all
that's not.
582
01:04:27,353 --> 01:04:29,318
Oh, shit.
583
01:04:29,320 --> 01:04:32,688
Will and weakness,
584
01:04:32,690 --> 01:04:35,995
and joy and pain!
585
01:04:37,329 --> 01:04:39,762
Carrying strength...
586
01:04:39,764 --> 01:04:44,603
To dry mouths
and parched lips...
587
01:04:46,371 --> 01:04:48,375
Like water in a desert.
588
01:04:50,141 --> 01:04:53,443
And like the brightest stars
in the darkest night,
589
01:04:53,445 --> 01:04:55,445
some good
will come from this!
590
01:04:55,447 --> 01:04:57,415
From all this!
591
01:05:01,487 --> 01:05:05,224
Now, go on, boy.
Go on and be free.
592
01:05:06,525 --> 01:05:08,494
Be free.
593
01:06:25,336 --> 01:06:29,375
Damn straight.
Yeah, look at her.
594
01:06:31,277 --> 01:06:33,278
So what now?
595
01:06:40,753 --> 01:06:42,555
Where you going?
596
01:06:44,590 --> 01:06:46,459
Home.
597
01:06:53,565 --> 01:06:55,501
Guess we're leaving.
598
01:07:09,280 --> 01:07:13,849
The road is long,
with a lot of bends,
599
01:07:13,851 --> 01:07:17,854
mapped in a way
we're not meant to see,
600
01:07:17,856 --> 01:07:22,358
shifts that change
everything we know.
601
01:07:22,360 --> 01:07:24,360
I could be strong.
602
01:07:24,362 --> 01:07:27,331
I wasn't useless.
603
01:07:27,333 --> 01:07:30,769
It was better
when I wasn't alone.
604
01:07:33,871 --> 01:07:37,210
Joseph. Joseph.
605
01:07:38,811 --> 01:07:40,646
Joseph!
606
01:07:53,592 --> 01:07:55,461
Where are we?
607
01:07:57,829 --> 01:08:01,266
Joseph's staying
at his brother's.
608
01:08:03,434 --> 01:08:06,436
Whatever.
609
01:08:06,438 --> 01:08:08,474
Just get me home.
610
01:08:19,350 --> 01:08:21,820
I'm sorry.
611
01:08:29,728 --> 01:08:31,631
I'm sorry.
612
01:08:48,947 --> 01:08:50,850
You be good.
613
01:08:53,484 --> 01:08:55,621
I will.
614
01:09:17,842 --> 01:09:19,979
I'll see you later, brother.
615
01:10:15,868 --> 01:10:17,437
When did you sneak in?
616
01:10:20,605 --> 01:10:24,540
Just a little while ago.
I hope that's okay.
617
01:10:24,542 --> 01:10:28,847
Oh, of course.
Everything all right?
618
01:10:35,854 --> 01:10:38,458
Yeah.
619
01:10:53,872 --> 01:10:56,376
Can I show you something?
620
01:11:20,198 --> 01:11:24,870
I released it
for the first time,
621
01:11:26,637 --> 01:11:29,906
my own meager song
622
01:11:29,908 --> 01:11:33,809
Of my own simple journey.
623
01:11:33,811 --> 01:11:38,013
A march to courage,
624
01:11:38,015 --> 01:11:40,452
warriors at my side.
625
01:11:44,789 --> 01:11:46,822
Howard started working
on one of the horse farms
626
01:11:46,824 --> 01:11:48,191
on Johns Island.
627
01:11:48,193 --> 01:11:51,561
He met a sweet girl there,
628
01:11:51,563 --> 01:11:55,165
a free spirit
who liked him.
629
01:11:55,167 --> 01:11:57,099
They settled together
at her family's old house
630
01:11:57,101 --> 01:11:58,934
on the river
631
01:11:58,936 --> 01:12:00,970
Where she paints old bottles
and scraps of driftwood
632
01:12:00,972 --> 01:12:03,475
and sells them
at a local gallery.
633
01:12:06,011 --> 01:12:09,513
Most nights they smoke
a J before dinner,
634
01:12:09,515 --> 01:12:10,847
and after a few beers,
635
01:12:10,849 --> 01:12:14,086
skinny dip
off the river shore.
636
01:12:18,923 --> 01:12:21,191
Alan became a rigger
on one of the cargo ships
637
01:12:21,193 --> 01:12:23,162
we used to watch float by.
638
01:12:24,896 --> 01:12:28,098
About eight months ago,
he'd go from a deck 50 feet up
639
01:12:28,100 --> 01:12:30,799
to save a fallen sailor,
640
01:12:30,801 --> 01:12:32,902
then held tight
the unconscious body
641
01:12:32,904 --> 01:12:35,638
while the waves
beat them both.
642
01:12:35,640 --> 01:12:38,174
The man lived.
643
01:12:38,176 --> 01:12:41,177
Alan was made third mate.
644
01:12:41,179 --> 01:12:43,746
He bought a small cabin
on one of the marsh rivers
645
01:12:43,748 --> 01:12:46,583
that used to bind us,
646
01:12:46,585 --> 01:12:49,852
returning there
every time they hit port,
647
01:12:49,854 --> 01:12:53,592
floating with the rise
and fall of tidal creeks.
648
01:12:59,997 --> 01:13:04,567
I imagined he might watch me
with pride from that perch,
649
01:13:04,569 --> 01:13:06,803
because gone are the days
of the sort of fear
650
01:13:06,805 --> 01:13:09,606
that cut me at the knees.
651
01:13:09,608 --> 01:13:13,309
It began with that bold kiss
under a comfort moon
652
01:13:13,311 --> 01:13:16,879
from the first person
I shared my writing with.
653
01:13:16,881 --> 01:13:18,781
And despite
all my doubt,
654
01:13:18,783 --> 01:13:21,985
those words didn't
strike me down.
655
01:13:21,987 --> 01:13:26,755
They would return
to me tenfold,
656
01:13:26,757 --> 01:13:30,595
with moments of connection
that brought back that warmth...
657
01:13:32,163 --> 01:13:35,365
That born again feeling
658
01:13:35,367 --> 01:13:37,737
of the sun on my face.
659
01:13:50,916 --> 01:13:55,186
It's rough,
needs some work.
660
01:13:58,023 --> 01:13:59,992
What do you think?
661
01:14:03,795 --> 01:14:05,797
It's who I am.
662
01:14:07,798 --> 01:14:10,733
The experiences
that changed me.
663
01:14:10,735 --> 01:14:14,273
Well, you'll have
plenty of those.
664
01:14:17,009 --> 01:14:21,980
Those are blessings
that came with a voice.
665
01:14:23,948 --> 01:14:25,784
Now use it.
666
01:14:31,856 --> 01:14:34,089
- He's got nothin'.
- No, man, he's great.
667
01:14:34,091 --> 01:14:35,191
Hey, Joseph!
668
01:14:35,193 --> 01:14:36,692
Hey, wait up.
669
01:14:36,694 --> 01:14:40,964
Hey, was all that real?
670
01:14:40,966 --> 01:14:43,002
Real to me.
671
01:14:44,368 --> 01:14:47,403
It's a good answer.
672
01:14:47,405 --> 01:14:49,171
Hey, let's go
grab a beer.
673
01:14:49,173 --> 01:14:51,141
Can't.
674
01:14:51,143 --> 01:14:52,409
Gotta meet someone.
675
01:19:03,028 --> 01:19:06,262
So what you got to
say, edwin and darius?
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