All language subtitles for Intervention.S21E05.Courtney.HDTV.x264-CRiMSON_track1_eng

Tina: Hey, courtney?
Open up.

You're supposed to
answer the door.

Courtney: Get out.
Get out.

Get out!

Tina: It's all about the drug.

That's all this is about.

Courtney: This room
full of meds.

That would be my fantasy.

I would do them all.

♪

tina: She's paranoid.

She's picking a lot.

Mandy: Courtney's
a dirty drug user.

Warren: She did catch
flesh-eating disease.

♪

tina: By you.
Courtney: By you .

You!

Susie: Courtney came very
close to losing her leg.

Tina: What am I giving you?

Tina: I give in, I do.

I give in all the time.

Tina: I'm gonna be right here.

Susie: Courtney isn't
gonna last too much longer.

Look at what she looks like.

Susie: Courtney looks
like death already.

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courtney: Oh!
[dog yaps]

susie: Don't let
her jump on you.

Bear, no jumping!
Courtney: No jumping.

No jumping.
Hey, no jumping.

Hope: Courtney is a very
fun and loving person.

Courtney: That's my bad leg,
you know it is!

Tina: She has that
way about her,

about making you feel
good in the moment.

Courtney: Come on, big girl!

Susie: She was daring.
She climbed trees.

Whatever she did,

she was always
so happy doing it.

Courtney: Go get it.
Mandy: Courtney loved animals.

We always called her,
like, the dog whisperer.

Courtney: Oh yes,
oh yes, oh yes!

Oh yes, oh yes!

Tina: We have one dog she saved.

She was good with all animals.

Courtney: Oh, my baby!

Oh, my darlings!
What are you doin's?

Warren: She'd always
say something goofy,

and she'd make everybody
in the room laugh.

Even without trying, she'd
brighten up everybody's day.

That was courtney.

[dog whining]

warren: Oh, he's
a whiny dog, eh?

She missed ya.
Courtney: I know she did.

Yeah, I rescued her
from windago island.

Like, she was like
way out there.

Susie: She's not funny anymore.

She doesn't laugh
as often anymore.

We have little moments,
not big moments.

The problem is that
she's a drug addict.

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courtney: Uh, I should
definitely wash my hands

before I do this.

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courtney: I can do
all sorts of [beep].

Hydromorphine,
morphine, anything.

♪

♪

courtney: This used to be
one of my best veins.

Courtney: It's a rush.
It's all through your body,

and then it's like...

I don't know,
it's really hard to explain.

You have to do it.
You wanna try it?

Mandy: Mm, the new courtney
only has one thing on her mind,

which is drugs.

Courtney: Who is it?
Rudy: It's me.

Courtney: Oh...
What are you up to?

Rudy: I don't know, man.
One of those guys is sick.

Well, just go meet him downtown.
I said, "meet him downtown?"

warren: Courtney's
always had guys,

and she went through
her share of bad ones.

Courtney: I found a little
bit on the bed there,

and I forgot which
spoon I put it in.

Tina: I think she's using
anything she can get her

hands on right now.

There's no limit.

She thinks she's
gonna die without it.

Courtney: I want to do more
and more and more and more.

Like, this room
completely full of meds.

That would be my fantasy.

I would do them all.

♪

tina: She's paranoid.

You can see that
she's picking a lot.

She's high-risk for diseases.

Warren: She uses dirty needles.

In fact, she did catch
flesh-eating disease.

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courtney: The nurses
wanted to cut off my leg,

and then the surgeon was like
"no, she's too young.

"let's try and keep it."

mandy: Like, that's your leg.

Didn't even faze her.

Courtney: One real good shot
of "ish" should do the trick.

Tina: It's all about the drug.

That's all...
That's all this is about.

♪

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tina: I've agreed to
give her $100 a week.

Since then, she's managed to
get a little bit more out of me.

Tina: I can be at work and
get 500 phone calls from her,

and eventually,
I have to deal with it.

[knock on door]

courtney: Hello!
One second!

Tina: Hey.

Courtney: I'm getting
my blood all over the place,

so excuse me.

If you give me a hundred bucks,

I won't ask you
for anything ever again.

Susie: I'm like, "tina, you're
catering to her lifestyle."

but I can't imagine
having a daughter

that you don't know
where she is

or if she's living.

Courtney: Look away, mother.

Tina: What if...
What if she overdoses,

and she dies?

I don't want that call.

I don't want to get that call.

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tina: Courtney, she was
one of my easier children.

She seemed happy.

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tina: We ended up together
really, really young,

and I was getting away
from a situation.

I mean, my life growing up
wasn't perfect.

Susie: We all grew up
with alcoholics.

My father was an alcoholic.

My mother ended up
being an alcoholic.

Tina: I had mandy
at a really young age.

I was only 18.

I got married at 19.

It wasn't a good relationship.

We weren't healthy
for one another.

Tim was...
An abusive drinker.

At the end, it was like he would
go to work and I would think,

"just die today,
like, just die ."

and then I thought,
"this is crazy."

at some point,
I have to make decision

because I have two girls,
and one on the way.

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tina: When I left,
it was a personal decision.

I didn't have a lot of
support, but I left

because I didn't want them
to think that was a good way

for somebody to treat a woman.

And then I met warren.

He was good.
He was good for me.

He was good for the kids.

♪

susie: Courtney and warren
get along really well.

He teased her a lot because
she was always a jokester.

She was always funny.

Warren: She kind of was the one
I remembered most at first

because she was
the most outgoing.

They seemed to all
be doing well,

very like, happy,
all happy kids.

Courtney in school,
she was a very smart girl.

She never had to study.

She was so interested
in loving animals.

She really wanted to
become a veterinarian.

She wanted to help animals.

Mandy: She was always
like goofy,

and like fun to be around.

Hope: We would
always play outside.

We lived on an acreage almost,

so we would always be
outside doing things.

I remember one time courtney,
she was on the dirt bike,

and she was like doing
a catwalk, and still holding on.

It was the funniest thing,

and it was just courtney
being courtney.

Like... I miss those days.

Courtney: We'd always
have a fun time.

We went sledding all the time.

I had an amazing childhood.

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tina: Courtney,
she had a friend.

He lived in the same
neighbourhood as us.

They did everything together.

They were inseparable.

And then, one day,

he was just gone.

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tina: I don't know
if I even realized

that it had affected her
as much as it had.

Warren: She was
no longer quite the same

outgoing, bubbly courtney--
more argumentative,

less time with the animals
we noticed right away.

Hope: She would start like
to skip school and stuff.

Tina: She was
hanging out with kids

that you didn't want
her to hang out with

because you knew that
they were up to no good.

Courtney: I was 10 when
I started using drugs.

The first drug I
started with was weed.

Ivanna: That's really where
it started, and from there,

it kind of escalated.

Tina: So you're trying
to control what they do

and where they are.

We had rules, but
she wouldn't listen.

She wanted out.

Courtney: So, I moved out,

and I moved into
my dad's house.

My dad, he was always my friend,

like and I would rather live
where my dad was my friend

than live in a house
that I was [beep] hated.

Tina: I probably should have
not have let that happen.

And I did.

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hope: My dad is an alcoholic,

and he would drink a lot
with my sister living there.

Mandy: There's no boundaries.

Courtney: Every night,
he would get drunk

and tell me that
I'm a [beep] up.

And I'm like "dad, if you
keep calling me a [beep] up,

"I'm gonna be a [beep] up."

♪

tina: Courtney's dad
had called me and said

that he thought
courtney was using

because he had found drugs.

So I picked her up.

At that point, all I
wanted to do was get her home.

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ivanna: She was clean
for a long time.

She wasn't even
smoking cigarettes.

Mandy: I went and hung out
with her every day

to help her, like, keep
her mind off it and stuff.

Courtney: And then
I started in school again,

and then just did my ged.

Tina: She seemed to be
doing much better.

I actually thought
it was going really well.

She held down a job
for a little bit.

Warren: She was
pulling in some money,

and things were looking
good for courtney.

Mandy: She was a good auntie.

I had just had my daughter, tia.

Tia loves auntie courtney.

Tina: She meets a boy.

He was good.
He was good for her.

He was a good kid.

We really liked him.

Warren: She dated this young
fella for probably four years.

It looked like it was gonna be
a pretty serious thing

down the road, and everybody
thought the same as I did.

Tina: She got pregnant.

She wanted to keep it
and I think

he decided he wasn't ready,

so they ended that pregnancy.

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tina: And within months
after that,

he had a baby
with somebody else.

Warren: That, to me, is really
the turning point for courtney.

Courtney: I stopped caring.

I wanted to like numb myself.

[crying]

I want to go.

Tina: Everything
went downhill here.

Susie: She just ended up
leaving one weekend,

and never came back.

That was it.

She started all over again.

Courtney: They say that you
always hate the person that

first shoots you up.
Well, I shot myself up.

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warren: She lived all over
kenora in people's living rooms,

and basements, and she
was living in a laundromat.

Tina: I didn't know
where she was at.

I had to post on social media

for her to contact,

for her to touch base.

2:30 in the morning,
a couple of months ago,

I get a call from
somebody saying,

"how fast can you get here?

"because I think courtney
needs to go to the hospital."

I phoned my sister
to come with me.

When we got there,
her leg was

four times the size
as it should have been.

Susie: I think it was like
two weeks before she even

contacted one of us
about her leg.

Tina: She was irrational.

She was screaming and yelling.

We got her in my car.

She almost busted out my window.

Tina: This could
have been prevented.

By you.

Courtney: By you .
Tina: Me?

Courtney: You, you!

Tina: How did I do that?
Courtney: Are you-- [stuttering]

mom...

Courtney: I was [beep] up.

I was seeing [beep], and
she knew I was seeing [beep].

I was withdrawing
every single day.

Every single day I was
withdrawing and withdrawing.

Tina: The doctor
came in and said,

"she's got flesh-eating disease

"because probably
she's reusing needles."

they want to operate.

It was... It was
like a horror movie.

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susie: Courtney came very close
to losing her leg, very close.

Courtney: I'm blaming you
for this, so go away.

It is your fault.

Tina: My sister didn't see

how bad this
was until that day.

Susie: When she was
in the hospital,

the guy that had come in
to take her blood,

she had known him from school,

and she's like,
"oh, you're a nurse,"

and she said,
"I should have been a nurse."

and she said,
"I think I missed my calling."

that's very sad,

because she's so young.

She hasn't missed anything yet.

She still has a chance, right?

Courtney: I got
polysporin and [beep].

Rudy: That's crazy.

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courtney: The muscle
takes a long time to heal,

but this was this, before.

And this was this.

When I woke up,
I was so, like, devastated.

It's hard to walk.

Yeah, don't do needles.
It's permanent.

Tina: She has nothing.

Like, she's...

She has no relationships
with her sisters anymore.

You think courtney's
gonna hit rock bottom.

I mean, she could have lost
her leg, if not her life.

But it didn't scare her.

It didn't even seem to faze her.

It was like all that was
on her mind was the drug.

If courtney doesn't accept
treatment, she's gonna die.

Courtney's gonna die.

♪

voice: When you hear the beep,
record your message.

Tina: Hey, courtney.
It's your mother.

I'm on my way over there.

♪

tina: I usually check in
on courtney every day.

Especially since she's
been out of the hospital,

because I don't
want her to go back

to that situation where
I don't know where she is.

Tina: Hey, courtney?
[knocks on door]

open up.

♪

hey!

Can I grab a key for six?

Yeah.

I'll bring it right back, okay?
Thank you.

Tina: The minute I know I have
to go see her, I get anxious.

My blood pressure,
I'm sure, skyrockets.

Tina: Courtney?

Courtney: Go away.

Tina: You're supposed
to answer the door.

What's the plan?

Are we gonna go get
you some clothes?

Tina: I have to work today,

so we're gonna go
downtown for an hour--

courtney: [beep] off!
What gives you the right

to come into my room like that?

Tina: I paid the rent.
Courtney: [beep] off!

Get out!
Tina: How long?

Courtney: [beep], I don't know!

Tina: Well, give me
a time, then.

Courtney: Out, get out.

I'm [beep] sleeping.

Tina: You don't look like
you're sleeping.

Courtney: I haven't
slept in days.

Tina: Let's just go get
what you need and go.

Come on, please.

Courtney: Get out!
Get the [beep] out!

Tina: How long?

Courtney: [beep]
an hour or two.

Tina: An hour?
So if I come back in an hour...

Courtney: Leave me alone.
Tina: ...Will this be different?

Courtney: [beep] off!
Yes!

Close the blinds and leave!

♪

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tina: It's either
gonna be a good day,

or it's gonna be a bad day
with courtney.

If it's good,
she's usually high.

If it's bad, she's usually
wanting to get high.

That's how we live.

Courtney: My mom doesn't
really know I do this stuff.

Like, I don't think
she knows what "ish" is.

She's kind of stupid
when it comes to drugs.

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courtney: I leave blood
in my rigs sometimes,

'cause I have lots of people
that steal coming in

and out of where I usually live,

and it's so they don't steal it.

Courtney: If you make it too
thick, you could clog arteries.

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ooh, [beep] is that ever strong!

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[knock on door]

tina: Court?

Are we better?
Courtney: Yeah.

Tina: Are we gonna go
get you some clothes?

Tina: How much money
do you need?

Tina: Your friend left?
Courtney: Which one?

Tina: The one that was here.

Oh, courtney...

What are you looking for?

Tina: Okay.

Well, 'cause we're
gonna go there anyway,

and we're gonna go
grab you some clothes.

Hope: My mom has two other
kids and three grandkids,

so she goes a little bit crazy
trying to spread herself thin

sometimes because she's
so worried about courtney.

Tina: No, you didn't ask me
to get you cigarettes.

Tina: Holy crap,
you need to just chill here.

Courtney: I know,
I have anxiety!

Tina: 'cause you're
gonna give me anxiety.

Tina: You're over
your allowance.

I'm not rich, courtney.

If I was rich,
we wouldn't even be

having a discussion right now.

Tina: Do you think things
just fall into my lap?

Courtney: You get
your hair done.

Tina: That's why I work.

Courtney: What's the difference
between giving me money

and clothes shopping?

Tina: You know what?
If it was giving you money

to eat or to pay rent...

It's giving you
money for drugs.

Tina: I let her get to me,

and I've tried
to play hardball,

but I'm not good at it.

[crying]

I suck.

Tina: Where am I
gonna pick you up, then?

Courtney: I don't know.
Tina: Well, I need a plan.

Courtney: Well, park, then.
Tina: [beep].

Tina: Don't leave me
sit here for an hour.

Hear me?

Tina: What am I giving you?

I thought you were
gonna figure it out.

Courtney: 30 bucks?

Tina: I'm gonna be right here.

Susie: Tina needs to be
in control of the situation,

but she's not.

I think courtney's the one.

It's almost like courtney
is taking tina along with her.

♪

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susie: Nice work.
There you go.

How you doing?
Warren: Good, you?

Susie: Good.

Susie: We come bearing gifts.
Warren: Yeah. [laughs]

susie: Oh, my gosh, hopey,
she's beautiful!

Oh, is she ever cute.

Is courtney coming?

Hope: Yes, I believe so.
Susie: Good, good.

Hope: I haven't seen her in
probably like a month or two.

Susie: Oh, yeah,
you're staying away?

Hope: Yeah.

Susie: Yeah, no doubt, eh?

She needs to see us anyway.

Show her what life
is all about, eh?

Yeah.

Tina: Hey!
Courtney: What are you doing?

Tina: I'm here to pick you up.

Courtney: What the [beep]?
No, I'm not going.

Tina: Why?

Can we just have a
thanksgiving dinner, please?

Courtney: What's the
big deal that I come?

Tina: Because I would
like to see you.

Do you have clothes?

Tina: You don't even
have to stay long.

Say hello to everybody,
see your dog,

and I'll go invite your friend.

Tina: If I go downstairs,
will you come out?

Courtney: Okay.

Courtney: Mom,
I did not want to come.

Tina: An hour, court.

Your friend wants to eat.
Courtney: I look like [beep].

You already told me like four
times that I look like [beep].

Tina: I did not once
say that to you.

Courtney: Not today.
Tina: Not today.

Courtney: This week.

[dog barking]

tina: Go in.

Tina: This is rudy.
Rudy: Hi.

Susie: Rudy, hello, rudy!

Welcome to the family!
[laughter]

go stick your head in there.

Susie: How are you doing?
Tina: I'm good, you?

Susie: Good.

Congratulations
on being a grandma.

Tina: I know, eh?
She's cute, eh?

Susie: Cute.
Hey!

Courtney: Hey, auntie.

I'm gonna change first
and [beep] do my makeup.

Susie: Not even a hug first?

Courtney: See,
I brought a friend.

Susie: I see your friend.
Courtney: [inaudible]

mandy: No hello to me?
Courtney: No, hello, mandy.

We're going on the deck.

Tina: Well, then,
come sit with us.

Courtney: That's why
I don't want to.

Hope: I feel like everybody
just ignores her drug use

when we're all together,

and nobody will say anything
like out loud about it,

because we also don't want
to scare her off either,

like we want her to stay
and be a part of our family.

Courtney: What was
I gonna tell you?

Hm...
I have anxiety.

Susie: Oh, she's going.

Courtney: Ba-ba-ba-ba!

Warren: You sure?
Courtney: Yeah.

Mandy: We never see her,
so everyone's like,

"oh, courtney, and courtney,
and courtney..."

and like, courtney,

she likes to push us all away.

Susie: The dog must have
been happy to see her.

Rudy: She's doing
alright, though.

Mandy: Yeah, not bad.
Susie: Are you too in her state?

Rudy: I am worse.

Susie: You're worse?
What the heck?

Rudy: Yeah.

Susie: How are you
supposed to help her

if you're worse than her?

Rudy: I don't know.

Tina: She loses weight
every time you see her,

and then you go to hug her,
and you have to be careful

because she's so fragile
at the back.

Tina: No, that's...
That's meth.

Courtney: If you guys
make me feel uncomfortable

I'm just gonna leave.

Courtney: When it's like lots of
people are looking at me,

that's when it's like
really bad anxiety.

I get social anxiety.

Tina: I want you to relax, so...

Courtney: I can't relax.
I wanna leave, so just...

Tina: Okay, well,
just come and sit, and eat...

Tina: Nobody's looking at you.

Susie: Where's courtney?
Tina: She's gonna come out.

Mandy: You never come
for dinner anymore,

nothing to do with the family.

Courtney: Yeah, but,
like, you guys

don't want to see me
like this anyways, so...

No, no mandy, I'm--

oh, [beep].

Courtney: [beep].
I hate you.

No privacy in this
family whatsoever.

And, like, you guys
are wondering why--

tina: Don't leave him
out here by himself.

You invited him.

Courtney: You guys are wondering
why I'm taking forever--

tina: Okay, okay.

Warren: This is
looking good, courtney.

Courtney: Why are you guys
waiting for me to eat?

Just eat!
Mandy: Okay.

Courtney: Drug use
is a weird thing

because everybody wants to help
you, but nobody knows how.

So... Yeah.

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susie: Courtney, come on out!

Come and eat with us.

Tina: Okay, I'll maybe package
them a little more here too.

Hope: Put them in a--
yeah, a container.

Tina: Okay.

Susie: She hurts my heart.

Courtney hurts...
Makes me hurt.

♪

susie: I feel sorry
for courtney.

I wish she didn't
have to go through

what she's going through.

Courtney: I hide because I don't
like to be around my family

when I'm like this.
[crying]

it hurts them.

♪

courtney: That's probably
the only thing that hurts me.

[crying]

♪

♪

courtney: Seriously?

She's ridiculous.
She's like,

"I'm not gonna give you money."

I'm like, "[beep] you,"
and then she's like,

"I'll be there in 10 minutes."

[knock on door]

tina: Holy crap, courtney.

You look like [beep]!

Courtney: I know.
I feel like [beep].

Tina: Till when?
Till Monday.

Tina: I'm not stupid.

I know it was gonna
go for drugs.

I'm probably not helping her
what I'm doing,

but I'm trying to
make sure she's okay.

Tina: I'm out.

Courtney: Love you.
Tina: Love you too.

[door closes]

susie: Courtney isn't
gonna last too much longer.

Look at what she looks like.

Susie: Courtney looks
like death already.

♪

♪

♪

geri: Welcome everybody.

My name is geri bemister,

and I am a certified
interventionist,

and a behavioural scientist.

About 13 and a half years ago,
I was heavily addicted,

and one foot away
from the grave.

My family got together,
and did an intervention on me,

and I've been clean
and sober ever since.

What we're doing today,

we're going to create
a unified front

to tackle courtney's addiction.

We're going to
tell her the truth

with love and compassion,

but we're also here for you,

to talk about how
this has been for you,

what this has
been like for you.

Hope, you want to...?

Hope: She's--
I miss having her there,

and now that I have kids,

it's hard because
she's not there.

Yeah.

Mandy: I see how upset
and stressed it makes my mom,

and it's hard to watch that.

Geri: What about you, warren,
how are you doing?

Warren: Well, it's been hard.

I just miss the old courtney we
used to have around the house.

Geri: What about your
relationship with tina?

Warren: Oh, it's
definitely stressed.

Tina: She's gonna die
if she doesn't quit.

Geri: She is.

Tina: It's so hard to
watch her go through this,

and it's hard to not feel guilt

when she's throwing it at you.

Geri: Right.

Do we have a lot of
addiction in the family?

Tina: Yes.

Susie: Courtney's
father is an alcoholic.

Both our parents
were alcoholics.

Tina: Mm-hm.

Geri: So, she would have had
some kind of a predisposition

likely, to addiction?

And it's not your fault.

And she had some traumas,
I understand.

She lost a friend
when she was young

in a swimming accident.
Mandy: Yeah, her best friend.

Geri: Did she ever
get any help for that?

Tina: No.

Geri: And I understand she was
in a long-term relationship...

And there was
a child that was lost?

Tina: Mm-hm.

They terminated the pregnancy.

It affected her,
and she didn't ever address it.

Geri: So, what happens when
there's unresolved loss,

and we don't process that,

every time we experience a loss,

we take the loss
that was unprocessed,

and it adds and compounds,
and it just catches up.

Tina: She went
very quickly into

where she is now.
Geri: Okay.

We've researched an exceptional
treatment centre,

thorpe, just
outside of edmonton

that's, in my opinion,

ready and equipped
to deal with courtney,

including her medical issues.

Alright.

How is she getting
her money to do drugs?

Tina: I give her a lot of money.

Geri: You give her
a lot of money?

So, you guys are familiar
with the terms "co-dependent,"

"enabling," yes?

And enabling and co-dependency

are fostered by good intention,

and that's what happens,
and it's not your fault.

It's what happens.

It's instinctual, and right now,
what's been happening

is we've been enabling
courtney...

To death.

So, courtney's in a hotel
that you're paying for.

Tina: Yup.

Geri: Enabling 101.
Tina: Yup.

Geri: That can no longer
continue, as of tomorrow.

Courtney's in control
of everything.

She controls your moods,

she controls some of
your finances.

Mom is completely addicted
to courtney's addiction.

And that stops today.

Geri: So, what's happening
is you can see the parallels

between courtney being
addicted to substance,

and mom being addicted
to courtney's addiction.

Geri: So, the program where
we're sending courtney at thorpe

has a family program.

Would you agree to go to
the family program at thorpe?

Tina: Well... I know
I need some work.

Courtney's not the only one.

Geri: Okay.
So, yes, you'll get some help?

Tina: Yeah.

Geri: Good.

The more that you guys
take care of yourself

and the stronger
that you become,

the better support you're
gonna be for her.

Warren: She knows we care,
and that we want to help her.

Geri: And she uses that against
you guys to get what she wants.

Warren: Yes, she does.

She twists it around,
and throws it back at us.

Geri: And that's part of
the addiction, the manipulation.

Courtney doesn't believe
necessarily that she's sick,

but she has to believe

that you will not do anything

after tomorrow.

And what about tim?

Is that a place where
she can escape to?

Tina: No.
Geri: Okay.

Tina: The last time,
he didn't want her there.

I don't think he
would take her back.

Geri: Good.

If she senses for one second
that you'll cave,

she won't go to treatment.

I'm not gonna lie to you guys.

What you're gonna
have to do tomorrow

is going to be the hardest
thing you're ever gonna

have to do in your life.

But remember, you're not turning
your back on your family member.

You're turning your back
on the illness,

and what we're gonna do
is get her back.

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geri: How is everybody doing?

Tina: Okay.

Geri: I just want to remind
everybody, take a deep breath.

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geri: You doing alright?

Tina: I'm ready.
Geri: Okay.

The family takes control.

United front.

Courtney: Do I have to come in?
Producer: Yeah, it's in here.

Courtney: Oh.

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courtney: [beep].
Geri: How's it going?

Courtney: Good.
Geri: My name's geri.

Courtney: You little liar!

You said you were home.

Geri: Here, you're
gonna sit over here.

Courtney: Where's rudy
gonna sit?

Geri: Rudy's gonna
sit over there.

Just give us five minutes.

Your family wants to talk
to you for a few minutes.

They have a few things
they want to say.

Hope, go ahead.

Hope: "courtney, this addiction,

"it has put so much
stress on our family.

"not having you a part of my
kids' life has really hurt me

"because I know what a great
auntie you could be to them.

"I love you, courtney,
and it kills me to watch

"this addiction
take over your life."

courtney: You guys
haven't watched me.

Mandy: "dear courtney,
my beautiful sister.

"it absolutely kills me

"to think of the battle you must
be fighting within yourself.

"you can do this because
you're strong and brave.

"I love you, courtney.

"will you accept this help?"

warren: "courtney,
I love you, kid.

"trying to write everything
in a letter is hard.

"I know to you
I've only been your stepdad.

"I've always thought of you
as my daughter.

"after finding out
about your addiction,

"I've cried many times
thinking about you.

"I'm so scared for you.

"I wish I could fight
this fight for you.

"courtney, if you do not accept
the help offered here today,

"as hard as it would be,
I will have no choice

"but to say goodbye,
but I will always love you,

"and be there for you,

"if you ever change your mind."

geri: So, auntie susie
joined us too,

and she wants to say
a few things as well.

Susie: "courtney...

"I'm here today
to say you're beautiful.

"I love you.

"you always have
been the tomboy,

"doing things your way
or any way,

"even odd ways.

"you were always
so bright and happy.

"I always looked forward
to you coming around.

"I never laugh as much
as with you.

"courtney, you have
chosen a hard road.

"you're no longer happy.

"you are sad, and isolating
yourself from us all.

"this hurts my heart to see you
becoming blameful and angry.

"courtney, will you accept
the help being offered

"to you today?

"if you do not
go to treatment today,

"auntie won't be
a phone call away.

"I will not allow you
comfort in my home.

"I cannot be part of
your life as it is now."

courtney: Come on, auntie.
Susie: I love you.

Courtney: I love you too.
[beep].

Geri: Your family will
support you unconditionally.

Courtney: They already do.

Geri: They'll support you
in recovery,

but no longer in your addiction.

Courtney: [beep].
I don't want to hear anymore.

Can I be right back?
Geri: No.

Courtney: I need to
have a cigarette.

Yeah, well, I'm pretty sure...
Geri: Not yet.

Courtney: ...I can do
whatever the [beep] I want.

Geri: Courtney.

Geri: Courtney, we
want you to sit down.

Just give us five minutes, okay?

Courtney: Yeah,
this isn't what I...

Geri: Can you do that?

Just five minutes.
Thank you.

I think mom has some things
to say as well.

Tina: "courtney,
we've all come together today

"to offer you help,

"help to find the beautiful,

"funny, courageous, young lady

"that lives inside you.

"the girl that can
make me laugh,

"save every animal that she can,

"and that cares about everyone
else more than herself.

"this addiction is emotionally
killing me inside.

"it's like watching a disease
take control of you.

"I have sleepless nights
wondering where you are,

"if you're safe,
when I'm going to

"get that dreaded call.

"I can't even imagine
how tired you must be,

"because I am exhausted.

"I love you.

"I catch myself looking
for glimpses of you,

"making sure you're
still inside.

"courtney, you are
braver than you think.

"you can beat this."

geri: So, mom just has
a couple more things to say,

court, okay?

Tina: "if you don't accept
the help offered today,

"I can no longer watch you die.

"I can no longer
take calls for money,

"for food, or for help.

"I can no longer be
part of your life.

"I will say goodbye today."

courtney: No...
[crying]

geri: You mom has
a lot of support,

and your mom's also sought out
some help for herself

because she's gotten pretty sick
during all of this as well.

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geri: So, courtney,
will you accept the help

and go to treatment?

Courtney: Do I have to go today?

Geri: We're gonna
do it right now.

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courtney: Yeah, I'll go.
Geri: That's great.

Okay.
Susie: Good.

You're doing good.

Courtney: I love you.

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mandy: You'll be a great aunt.

Courtney: I haven't
even seen her.

Look... So cute.

Hope: She wants you
to come back healthy.

Courtney: [beep].
Warren: I love you.

Get better for us, kid.
Courtney: What about rudy?

Warren: He's gonna
get help too.

Geri: Rudy's gonna get help.

Warren: We're gonna
get him help.

I'm not getting in the car
before I [beep] get-- no!

Warren: He's gonna
get help, kid.

Mandy: We're gonna help rudy.
Courtney: Well, where is he?

Geri: We'll just do a quick
goodbye and then we'll go.

Courtney: No,
I want to see rudy.

Geri: It's all good.
Let's go.

Here we go!

Courtney: No, I don't
want to [beep] go!

Geri: You've gotta
get some help,

and you've gotta get well.

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geri: They're very, very happy
that you did this.

Courtney: Yeah.

Geri: You think it's time you
started thinking about yourself?

You know you're worth it, right?

Is that hard to hear?
Courtney: Yeah.

Geri: Yeah.
But you are.

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susie: The thorpe centre
is an in-patient

treatment facility
and detox centre.

Geri: Ready?
Courtney: Yeah.

Geri: Okay.

Susie: Courtney, she
will get lots of support,

lots of medical care,
lots of clinical care.

Geri: Hey-- courtney.
Woman: Hi, courtney, come in.

Susie: And we're going to
get her back to a place

where she makes choices
that are healthier for her,

and that will give her
a better lifestyle.

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