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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,310 --> 00:00:03,810 Ripped by gabbyu's Subs 2 00:00:16,225 --> 00:00:19,228 ["Then He Kissed Me" by The Crystals playing] 3 00:00:26,109 --> 00:00:30,489 [lip-synching] ♪ Well, he walked up to me And he asked me if I wanted to dance ♪ 4 00:00:33,158 --> 00:00:37,454 ♪ He looked kinda nice And so I said I might take a chance ♪ 5 00:00:40,541 --> 00:00:43,335 ♪ I didn't know just what to do ♪ 6 00:00:44,253 --> 00:00:46,922 ♪ So I whispered, "I love you" ♪ 7 00:00:47,589 --> 00:00:53,303 ♪ He said that he loved me too And then he kissed me ♪ 8 00:00:55,097 --> 00:00:58,016 ♪ Then he asked me to be his bride ♪ 9 00:00:58,475 --> 00:01:01,311 ♪ And always be right by his side ♪ 10 00:01:01,937 --> 00:01:06,984 ♪ I felt so happy I almost cried And then he kissed me ♪ 11 00:01:07,067 --> 00:01:07,985 [music stops] 12 00:01:08,986 --> 00:01:10,779 Adventures in Babysitting? 13 00:01:10,862 --> 00:01:12,573 Seriously, Lara Jean? 14 00:01:12,656 --> 00:01:15,993 Now is not the time to be fantasizing about living in an '80s movie. 15 00:01:16,076 --> 00:01:18,954 Except for today, it's different because it's not a fantasy. 16 00:01:19,037 --> 00:01:20,372 This is my real life. 17 00:01:20,747 --> 00:01:22,040 Don't I look different to you? 18 00:01:22,124 --> 00:01:23,500 Um... 19 00:01:24,626 --> 00:01:25,502 No. 20 00:01:25,794 --> 00:01:26,878 Yeah, I don't see it. 21 00:01:27,212 --> 00:01:28,046 How? 22 00:01:28,130 --> 00:01:30,299 Like someone that has a boyfriend would look. 23 00:01:30,382 --> 00:01:34,136 You look like he's gonna be here soon and you haven't started getting ready. 24 00:01:34,761 --> 00:01:36,430 Have you even showered? 25 00:01:37,472 --> 00:01:38,307 Get out. 26 00:01:38,390 --> 00:01:39,474 [scoffs] 27 00:01:41,727 --> 00:01:42,561 [sighs] 28 00:01:42,686 --> 00:01:44,354 [sniffs] I'm gonna take a shower. 29 00:01:45,272 --> 00:01:47,649 [Lara Jean] People say fairy tales aren't real. 30 00:01:47,733 --> 00:01:49,526 -But sometimes... -[doorbell rings] 31 00:01:49,818 --> 00:01:51,862 ...happily ever after is for real. 32 00:01:52,863 --> 00:01:56,366 I've been thinking about this moment since I started reading romance novels. 33 00:01:56,450 --> 00:01:58,410 My very first date. 34 00:01:59,745 --> 00:02:00,662 How do I look? 35 00:02:00,746 --> 00:02:01,705 Perfect. 36 00:02:01,788 --> 00:02:02,873 You look fantastic, honey. 37 00:02:03,832 --> 00:02:04,666 Okay. 38 00:02:06,918 --> 00:02:08,920 [music swells] 39 00:02:11,548 --> 00:02:12,382 Hi. 40 00:02:12,841 --> 00:02:13,675 Hey. 41 00:02:15,302 --> 00:02:16,261 What's up? 42 00:02:16,345 --> 00:02:17,471 -Nothing much. -No? 43 00:02:17,971 --> 00:02:18,847 Got you something. 44 00:02:19,306 --> 00:02:21,183 -Oh, thank you. -Oh, hey, Kitty. 45 00:02:21,933 --> 00:02:22,893 This is for you. 46 00:02:22,976 --> 00:02:24,478 Gerbera daisies are my favorite. 47 00:02:24,561 --> 00:02:25,437 Dr. Covey. 48 00:02:25,520 --> 00:02:28,065 What restaurant did you pick? 'Cause I know some of the best. 49 00:02:28,148 --> 00:02:30,817 Okay, Dad... here. Put these in water. Go. 50 00:02:30,901 --> 00:02:33,153 Say it out loud. Eleven o'clock? 51 00:02:33,654 --> 00:02:34,946 Eleven o'clock. 52 00:02:35,030 --> 00:02:36,073 Okay, have fun. 53 00:02:36,156 --> 00:02:37,532 Not too much fun. 54 00:02:38,450 --> 00:02:39,326 Bye. 55 00:02:39,409 --> 00:02:41,161 ["I Can't Believe" by CYN playing] 56 00:02:41,244 --> 00:02:44,915 ♪ I can't believe, I can't believe I can't believe this is my life ♪ 57 00:02:48,043 --> 00:02:50,587 ♪ I can't believe, I can't believe I can't believe ♪ 58 00:02:51,129 --> 00:02:52,839 My gosh, I've never been to Cardona's. 59 00:02:52,923 --> 00:02:54,675 [Peter chuckles] It's a good place. 60 00:02:54,841 --> 00:02:56,301 -[Lara Jean] I'm so excited. -Yeah? 61 00:02:56,385 --> 00:02:59,805 -[Lara Jean] This is good. Yeah! -[laughing] I think you're gonna like it. 62 00:02:59,888 --> 00:03:01,932 -[Lara Jean] It's so beautiful. -Mm-hmm. 63 00:03:02,015 --> 00:03:04,017 [both chuckling] 64 00:03:07,604 --> 00:03:09,147 -For the signorina. -Thank you. 65 00:03:09,523 --> 00:03:11,233 -And the signor. -Grazie. 66 00:03:12,025 --> 00:03:13,694 Wow, they have big menus here. 67 00:03:13,777 --> 00:03:16,446 The bigger the menu, the fancier the restaurant. Everybody knows that. 68 00:03:16,530 --> 00:03:19,157 It's actually a two-fork restaurant. 69 00:03:19,241 --> 00:03:22,619 They give you the second one just in case you knock the first one off the table. 70 00:03:22,703 --> 00:03:24,204 No, that's not... that's not it. 71 00:03:24,287 --> 00:03:25,580 -That's what it is. -No, it's not. 72 00:03:25,664 --> 00:03:26,957 Watch. You ready? 73 00:03:27,582 --> 00:03:30,043 -Peter, stop. That's so embarrassing. -[Peter] Oh, my God. What's happening? 74 00:03:30,127 --> 00:03:31,712 -[fork clattering] -Peter. 75 00:03:32,546 --> 00:03:33,922 It's a good thing I have my backup. 76 00:03:34,005 --> 00:03:35,090 Uh-huh. 77 00:03:36,091 --> 00:03:37,217 [laughing] 78 00:03:40,262 --> 00:03:41,555 This is my first date. 79 00:03:45,267 --> 00:03:47,269 I've never been a girlfriend before. 80 00:03:49,896 --> 00:03:51,189 I hope I'm good at it. 81 00:03:54,609 --> 00:03:57,070 ["Lift Me From the Ground" by San Holo ft. Sofie Winterson playing] 82 00:03:58,947 --> 00:03:59,865 [kisses] 83 00:04:00,949 --> 00:04:02,159 -Hey. -Hmm? 84 00:04:02,242 --> 00:04:03,285 Give me your keys. 85 00:04:03,702 --> 00:04:05,412 Oh, you really wanna drive? 86 00:04:05,495 --> 00:04:06,913 I'm a good driver now! 87 00:04:06,997 --> 00:04:09,374 I have a fear of driving in the snow, but guess what? 88 00:04:09,458 --> 00:04:11,626 [singsong] It's not snowing. 89 00:04:12,377 --> 00:04:14,838 -Okay, fine. Just please don't kill us. -Yes! 90 00:04:14,921 --> 00:04:16,131 Please? 91 00:04:17,841 --> 00:04:20,010 ♪ Lift me from the ground ♪ 92 00:04:20,135 --> 00:04:23,221 ♪ Talk to me, I love that sound ♪ 93 00:04:26,099 --> 00:04:29,770 ♪ Out of words when you're around ♪ 94 00:04:30,187 --> 00:04:32,773 ♪ Lift me from the ground ♪ 95 00:04:32,856 --> 00:04:35,776 ♪ I've been trying to come down ♪ 96 00:04:38,695 --> 00:04:41,990 ♪ On a high when you're around ♪ 97 00:04:42,574 --> 00:04:45,035 ♪ Lift me from the ground ♪ 98 00:04:46,828 --> 00:04:49,206 [Peter] How did you know about this? 99 00:04:49,414 --> 00:04:50,749 [Lara Jean] I have my ways. 100 00:04:51,875 --> 00:04:53,877 -Okay, you write a wish... -[Peter] Mm-hmm. 101 00:04:53,960 --> 00:04:55,629 and then you send it into the sky. 102 00:04:56,129 --> 00:04:58,089 -That's not a wish. -What do you mean? 103 00:04:58,173 --> 00:05:01,009 It's not a wish. It's happening right now, so it can't be a wish. 104 00:05:03,970 --> 00:05:04,805 -What? -What? 105 00:05:04,888 --> 00:05:05,722 What's up? 106 00:05:06,389 --> 00:05:08,016 I just don't want this to end. 107 00:05:08,099 --> 00:05:11,228 You're thinking about us ending right now? 108 00:05:11,436 --> 00:05:14,397 [laughs] It's just a thought that popped in my head, okay? Just... 109 00:05:14,481 --> 00:05:16,358 Well, tell that thought to get out of your head! 110 00:05:16,441 --> 00:05:19,069 You can't think about us breaking up on our first date. 111 00:05:21,696 --> 00:05:24,658 I just don't want us to break each other's hearts. 112 00:05:25,408 --> 00:05:27,828 I promise I am not going to break your heart. 113 00:05:34,084 --> 00:05:35,752 I promise not to break your heart. 114 00:05:36,670 --> 00:05:37,796 -[kisses] -Ooh. 115 00:05:39,840 --> 00:05:41,216 -Do you love it? -I do. 116 00:05:41,299 --> 00:05:44,219 -Look at that! That's awesome. -You have really great handwriting. 117 00:05:45,053 --> 00:05:46,012 We can do it. 118 00:05:46,930 --> 00:05:49,224 -[Peter] You got it. Yes! -Whoo! 119 00:05:49,307 --> 00:05:50,433 [both laughing] 120 00:05:54,980 --> 00:05:56,231 Let it fill up. 121 00:05:57,858 --> 00:05:59,025 That's cool. 122 00:06:02,988 --> 00:06:05,115 -Oh, my gosh! -[Peter] There it goes. 123 00:06:05,532 --> 00:06:07,951 We did it. It's so beautiful. 124 00:06:09,661 --> 00:06:12,247 -You can still see our initials. -Mm-hmm. 125 00:06:14,916 --> 00:06:15,917 [Lara Jean giggling] 126 00:06:21,464 --> 00:06:24,634 I don't think I'm ever going to get used to how deep your car is. 127 00:06:24,718 --> 00:06:26,803 -[Peter laughing] It's a bit... -It's so tall. 128 00:06:26,887 --> 00:06:29,139 It is a pretty, pretty tall wagon. 129 00:06:29,222 --> 00:06:31,182 When I get down, I feel like I'm falling. 130 00:06:31,266 --> 00:06:33,977 Then you should wait. I'll come around and catch you on the other side. 131 00:06:34,436 --> 00:06:35,979 -What? -So... 132 00:06:38,148 --> 00:06:39,858 how was your first date? 133 00:06:40,525 --> 00:06:43,278 And tell me like it wasn't me who took you. 134 00:06:45,155 --> 00:06:46,823 It was... 135 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:48,158 perfect. 136 00:06:48,241 --> 00:06:49,993 -Yeah? -Mm-hmm. 137 00:06:55,332 --> 00:06:56,583 Okay, good night. 138 00:06:56,666 --> 00:06:57,834 Okay. Good night. 139 00:06:57,918 --> 00:06:58,919 Good night. 140 00:07:05,008 --> 00:07:07,594 ["You're Mine" by Lola Marsh playing] 141 00:07:12,599 --> 00:07:14,851 ♪ You're mine ♪ 142 00:07:24,527 --> 00:07:26,738 ♪ You're mine ♪ 143 00:07:29,366 --> 00:07:31,368 [Margot on phone] Flip the bigger part in your right hand 144 00:07:31,451 --> 00:07:33,411 over the smaller part in your left hand. 145 00:07:33,495 --> 00:07:35,288 Are you sure we have to dress up like this? 146 00:07:35,372 --> 00:07:36,915 You know the other kids aren't going to. 147 00:07:36,998 --> 00:07:38,875 Okay, we're doing it, Kitty. It's what Dad wants. 148 00:07:39,751 --> 00:07:43,964 [Margot] Aw, you guys look amazing. I love Korean New Year. 149 00:07:44,047 --> 00:07:45,548 I really wish I was there. 150 00:07:45,632 --> 00:07:47,050 [Kitty] Yeah, we do, too. 151 00:07:47,133 --> 00:07:49,511 -I'm gonna send you a gazillion pictures. -[Dan] It's almost time! 152 00:07:49,594 --> 00:07:50,762 We gotta go! 153 00:07:54,432 --> 00:07:55,600 My girls. 154 00:07:56,142 --> 00:07:57,644 Oh, no. Here it comes. 155 00:07:57,727 --> 00:07:59,604 Like two beautiful little roses. 156 00:08:00,397 --> 00:08:01,439 Is that Margot? 157 00:08:01,898 --> 00:08:03,650 Honey, I wish you were here. 158 00:08:04,067 --> 00:08:05,276 I do, too. 159 00:08:05,360 --> 00:08:06,903 -I love you guys. -Bye. 160 00:08:07,737 --> 00:08:08,571 [Kitty sighs] 161 00:08:09,072 --> 00:08:10,031 I did it. 162 00:08:11,366 --> 00:08:12,867 Yeah, I didn't think you could. 163 00:08:19,290 --> 00:08:21,626 Good morning. You guys look great. 164 00:08:21,710 --> 00:08:23,211 -Thanks! -Here you go, Doc. 165 00:08:23,294 --> 00:08:24,254 Thanks, Jasmine. 166 00:08:28,883 --> 00:08:29,968 [door closes] 167 00:08:43,857 --> 00:08:44,899 Wow. 168 00:08:47,360 --> 00:08:50,405 Now, don't you feel left out you didn't wear your hanbok? 169 00:08:50,488 --> 00:08:52,782 [flatly] Yes, Mom. Beyond devastated. 170 00:08:55,618 --> 00:08:58,621 [speaking Korean] 171 00:09:00,206 --> 00:09:01,291 Thank you. 172 00:09:06,087 --> 00:09:07,964 -[man] Want a beer, Dan? -[Dan] Yeah, why not? 173 00:09:08,048 --> 00:09:09,632 [Carrie] So, Dan, are you dating anyone? 174 00:09:09,716 --> 00:09:11,634 -[Grandma] Carrie! -[Carrie] It's just a question! 175 00:09:11,718 --> 00:09:13,678 That doesn't mean you have to stay single forever. 176 00:09:16,514 --> 00:09:18,725 [Lara Jean] My dad says it's important for us 177 00:09:18,808 --> 00:09:20,685 to keep our Korean heritage alive. 178 00:09:21,227 --> 00:09:24,814 But I know the real reason we make such a big effort on the holidays 179 00:09:24,898 --> 00:09:28,610 is because being around her family makes him feel closer to my mom. 180 00:09:31,613 --> 00:09:33,406 So you have a boyfriend? 181 00:09:34,699 --> 00:09:35,658 No offense or anything, 182 00:09:35,742 --> 00:09:39,037 but I always thought you were a "no dating till college" type girl. 183 00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:44,250 His name is Peter, and he wouldn't be dating Lara Jean if it wasn't for me, 184 00:09:44,334 --> 00:09:45,835 'cause he didn't even know she existed, 185 00:09:45,919 --> 00:09:48,129 but I mailed a secret love letter that she wrote for him-- 186 00:09:48,213 --> 00:09:49,631 Well, technically, she wrote five. 187 00:09:49,714 --> 00:09:52,509 Anyway, they started fake dating to make his ex-girlfriend jealous, 188 00:09:52,592 --> 00:09:53,885 and to cover up her real crush, 189 00:09:53,968 --> 00:09:56,012 but everything got weird and they started real dating, 190 00:09:56,096 --> 00:09:59,390 and now they're real boyfriend and real girlfriend and they are adorable. 191 00:10:00,892 --> 00:10:02,018 Cute story. 192 00:10:02,268 --> 00:10:04,813 A little PG-13, but cute. 193 00:10:07,023 --> 00:10:08,942 Show Haven a picture of him. 194 00:10:12,570 --> 00:10:14,531 Shut up. This is your boyfriend? 195 00:10:15,073 --> 00:10:15,907 Yeah, why? 196 00:10:15,990 --> 00:10:18,284 Dude, I hate to be the one to tell you this, 197 00:10:18,368 --> 00:10:21,621 but I saw a video of him and some girl doing it in a hot tub. 198 00:10:21,704 --> 00:10:24,457 ["Lovers" by Anna of the North playing] 199 00:10:27,919 --> 00:10:29,129 [song stops] 200 00:10:31,131 --> 00:10:33,424 Yeah, um... that was me. 201 00:10:33,842 --> 00:10:36,094 But it's not what you think. We were just making out. 202 00:10:39,389 --> 00:10:40,390 That's... 203 00:10:42,433 --> 00:10:44,018 cool, actually. 204 00:10:56,698 --> 00:10:58,575 I want some ice cream. You want some? 205 00:10:58,658 --> 00:10:59,742 -Sure. -Sure. 206 00:11:00,827 --> 00:11:03,371 [both sighing] 207 00:11:05,373 --> 00:11:06,583 [Dan] That's for you. 208 00:11:06,875 --> 00:11:07,917 Thanks. 209 00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:14,382 ["Midway" by Bad Bad Hats playing] 210 00:11:26,060 --> 00:11:28,938 When Kitty mailed my love letters, I thought my life was over. 211 00:11:29,063 --> 00:11:32,692 For weeks, I prayed John Ambrose's letter had gotten lost in the mail. 212 00:11:32,775 --> 00:11:36,196 And when I never heard anything back, I thought the nightmare was over. 213 00:11:36,279 --> 00:11:38,281 But, I guess it wasn't. 214 00:11:38,990 --> 00:11:40,325 [John Ambrose] Dear Lara Jean, 215 00:11:40,783 --> 00:11:43,953 I couldn't believe when I opened that letter and it was from you. [chuckles] 216 00:11:44,037 --> 00:11:47,165 Wow. It's been, what, five years since we've seen each other? 217 00:11:47,248 --> 00:11:50,293 Not that I'm mad or anything. I was so happy to get it. 218 00:11:50,668 --> 00:11:53,338 I can't believe how mature you were at 11. 219 00:11:53,421 --> 00:11:57,550 God, when I was 11, my mom was still putting out snacks for me after school, 220 00:11:57,634 --> 00:12:01,387 but here you were with all these complex thoughts and emotions. 221 00:12:01,471 --> 00:12:02,388 It's crazy. 222 00:12:02,972 --> 00:12:06,017 Reading it reminded me of that time that we both got locked out after school. 223 00:12:06,100 --> 00:12:07,602 -Remember that? -[wind chime jingling] 224 00:12:07,685 --> 00:12:11,814 We went to the Robertson's treehouse and read Harry Potter until it got dark. 225 00:12:12,273 --> 00:12:13,900 If I'd written you a love letter back then, 226 00:12:13,983 --> 00:12:16,486 I'm pretty sure it would've just said something like, um, 227 00:12:17,237 --> 00:12:18,947 "I liked reading with you. 228 00:12:19,781 --> 00:12:21,074 You're really pretty." 229 00:12:22,450 --> 00:12:24,244 But your letter was so much more than that. 230 00:12:24,827 --> 00:12:27,205 I just have one question: Why send it now? 231 00:12:27,747 --> 00:12:30,291 Whatever the reason, I'm really glad I got to read it. 232 00:12:31,042 --> 00:12:32,961 Yours, John Ambrose. 233 00:12:34,963 --> 00:12:36,673 [Lara Jean] Oh, my God. 234 00:12:37,131 --> 00:12:39,968 John Ambrose McClaren just wrote me a letter. 235 00:12:40,593 --> 00:12:43,846 Wait, does this mean he liked me in sixth grade, too? 236 00:12:44,222 --> 00:12:45,098 [gasps] 237 00:12:45,181 --> 00:12:46,516 Does he like me now? 238 00:12:47,392 --> 00:12:49,143 Okay. Calm down. 239 00:12:49,602 --> 00:12:51,938 It's not a spontaneous love letter or anything. 240 00:12:52,021 --> 00:12:53,648 It's more like a thank-you card. 241 00:12:54,023 --> 00:12:55,441 There's no need to respond. 242 00:12:56,526 --> 00:13:00,488 But... wouldn't it be rude not to respond? 243 00:13:01,281 --> 00:13:05,201 It would definitely be inconsiderate, so I respond. 244 00:13:05,285 --> 00:13:08,871 But, in a friendly way. Just be, like, polite. 245 00:13:08,955 --> 00:13:11,374 Thank him for his letter and move on. 246 00:13:12,333 --> 00:13:13,459 Dear John Ambrose, 247 00:13:13,876 --> 00:13:15,712 I hope this letter finds you well. 248 00:13:15,795 --> 00:13:19,340 Have you continued your interest in politics and diplomacy? 249 00:13:19,424 --> 00:13:23,553 I'm sure you're even more smart, considerate, and adorable-- 250 00:13:23,886 --> 00:13:25,471 What am I saying? 251 00:13:25,555 --> 00:13:26,723 I can't say that. 252 00:13:27,432 --> 00:13:28,683 Dear John Ambrose, 253 00:13:28,766 --> 00:13:30,977 What lovely penmanship you have. 254 00:13:31,060 --> 00:13:34,731 When I saw your name on the envelope, my heart skipped a beat, and then I-- 255 00:13:35,356 --> 00:13:37,483 [groans] I am so lame. 256 00:13:39,152 --> 00:13:40,820 Dear John Ambrose, 257 00:13:40,903 --> 00:13:43,448 First of all, thank you for writing me back. 258 00:13:43,531 --> 00:13:45,742 It's nice to be in touch after so long. 259 00:13:45,825 --> 00:13:49,078 I do remember that day in the treehouse reading until it was dark. 260 00:13:49,579 --> 00:13:53,207 You said you were House Hufflepuff, and that was my house, too, 261 00:13:53,291 --> 00:13:56,294 and I thought maybe that was a sign that we were meant to be. 262 00:13:56,836 --> 00:13:58,171 Oh, my God. 263 00:13:58,671 --> 00:14:00,048 I cannot do this. 264 00:14:00,965 --> 00:14:02,717 Do I have to tell Peter about this? 265 00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:05,803 ["Clovers" by Barrie playing] 266 00:14:07,221 --> 00:14:13,561 ♪ Clovers in my eyes ♪ 267 00:14:18,524 --> 00:14:23,654 ♪ The way the light falls On the bus on the way home ♪ 268 00:14:29,619 --> 00:14:32,705 [woman on PA] All juniors, please report to the cafeteria 269 00:14:32,789 --> 00:14:35,541 to choose your spring service commitments. 270 00:14:35,625 --> 00:14:37,293 [chuckling] 'Sup, Covey? 271 00:14:37,794 --> 00:14:39,796 -Ready? -Always. 272 00:14:40,088 --> 00:14:41,047 [clears throat] Ooh. 273 00:14:41,130 --> 00:14:43,841 -What is going on in that head of yours? -What do you mean? 274 00:14:43,925 --> 00:14:46,427 Uh, snickerdoodles. They're your pensive bake. 275 00:14:46,511 --> 00:14:48,596 -How do you know that? -I dunno. Maybe from... 276 00:14:48,679 --> 00:14:51,891 that picture you posted on Instagram a few months ago, #pensivebake? 277 00:14:51,974 --> 00:14:55,103 [laughs] Oh, yeah. That's when I didn't know what was going on between us. 278 00:14:55,186 --> 00:14:57,271 That's not what's going on now, I hope. 279 00:15:01,567 --> 00:15:04,320 Do you remember when Kitty sent out my love letters? 280 00:15:04,404 --> 00:15:06,280 Is that a serious question? 281 00:15:06,364 --> 00:15:08,574 [chuckles] No, of course you remember. But... 282 00:15:08,658 --> 00:15:11,077 remember when you asked me who got the other ones, 283 00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:13,663 and I said the last one went to someone from Model UN? 284 00:15:13,746 --> 00:15:14,580 Mm-hmm. 285 00:15:15,373 --> 00:15:17,834 -It was John Ambrose McClaren. -No shit. 286 00:15:18,334 --> 00:15:20,628 McClaren? That was my boy. 287 00:15:21,045 --> 00:15:22,296 Well, he wrote me back. 288 00:15:23,089 --> 00:15:26,509 He wrote you-- Like, an actual... Like, an actual letter? Or an email? Or... 289 00:15:26,592 --> 00:15:29,554 Yeah, like a real letter in the mail. 290 00:15:30,054 --> 00:15:30,972 Huh. 291 00:15:32,098 --> 00:15:33,307 He say anything about me? 292 00:15:33,474 --> 00:15:34,642 -Like what? -I dunno. 293 00:15:34,725 --> 00:15:37,603 Like, "Um, how's Kavinsky? How's he doing?" 294 00:15:37,687 --> 00:15:38,938 [chuckling] Nope. 295 00:15:39,814 --> 00:15:40,940 Did you write him back? 296 00:15:41,023 --> 00:15:41,858 Not yet. 297 00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:44,777 Oh, so you're, like... you're, like, going to, planning on it? 298 00:15:44,861 --> 00:15:46,112 I probably should. 299 00:15:46,737 --> 00:15:49,073 -Why? -Because it'd be rude not to. 300 00:15:49,490 --> 00:15:51,492 Then, I don't know why you're telling me all this. 301 00:15:51,576 --> 00:15:53,202 Are you asking for my permission or... 302 00:15:53,286 --> 00:15:55,955 No, I just thought it was gonna be strange if I didn't tell you. 303 00:16:00,376 --> 00:16:01,294 [giggling] 304 00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:05,631 Please choose your service commitments wisely. 305 00:16:05,715 --> 00:16:08,050 You will be representing Adler at your chosen post. 306 00:16:08,134 --> 00:16:10,219 Expand your horizons, people! Thank you. 307 00:16:10,303 --> 00:16:12,763 [Trevor] Yo! K, what's up, big boy? 308 00:16:13,222 --> 00:16:14,599 -'Sup, LJ? -Hi, Trevor. 309 00:16:14,682 --> 00:16:15,683 Yo, bro, so check it out. 310 00:16:15,766 --> 00:16:18,936 We already snagged six spots at Oakwood Market. 311 00:16:19,020 --> 00:16:20,480 Everybody's in, done deal. 312 00:16:20,563 --> 00:16:22,064 Come on. Covey, let us sign you up. 313 00:16:22,148 --> 00:16:23,691 -Oakwood? -Yes. 314 00:16:23,900 --> 00:16:26,110 I kinda thought we'd volunteer at Belleview together. 315 00:16:28,154 --> 00:16:30,323 Okay, I'm out. Uh, enjoy your fight. 316 00:16:30,406 --> 00:16:32,200 Come on, let me sign you up. It'll be fun. 317 00:16:32,283 --> 00:16:34,577 [sighing] Margot volunteered at Belleview. 318 00:16:34,785 --> 00:16:37,705 And, besides, Belleview looks better on college applications. 319 00:16:38,581 --> 00:16:41,125 I dunno, it was just the guys-- We kind of decided that 320 00:16:41,209 --> 00:16:44,253 we were gonna do Oakwood when training started. But, um... 321 00:16:45,546 --> 00:16:47,715 You should go. I'm gonna sign up for Belleview. 322 00:16:48,633 --> 00:16:50,343 -Are you sure -Mm-hmm. 323 00:16:51,677 --> 00:16:53,513 Go sign up. Seriously. 324 00:16:54,138 --> 00:16:56,432 Okay, well, let me make it up to you. 325 00:16:56,516 --> 00:16:58,643 Let's meet after practice for coffee. 326 00:16:58,851 --> 00:16:59,810 Five o'clock. 327 00:17:01,312 --> 00:17:02,313 Sounds good. 328 00:17:03,814 --> 00:17:05,316 -It's epic. -You're so lazy! 329 00:17:05,399 --> 00:17:06,359 It's epic. 330 00:17:06,442 --> 00:17:08,861 Come on, you guys. Come sign up for Belleview with me. 331 00:17:08,945 --> 00:17:11,322 Playing Connect 4 with a bunch of octagenarians? 332 00:17:11,405 --> 00:17:12,657 No, thanks. 333 00:17:13,616 --> 00:17:14,992 Oh, hell nah. 334 00:17:15,076 --> 00:17:16,827 Nah, I already signed up for the soup kitchen. 335 00:17:18,412 --> 00:17:20,331 Oh, I wrote a proposal for a new program. 336 00:17:20,748 --> 00:17:21,958 Rescue Animal Welfare. 337 00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:24,544 Chris, this is you hanging out with your dog at home. 338 00:17:24,627 --> 00:17:26,212 Yeah, a dog who's a rescue. 339 00:17:26,295 --> 00:17:28,422 [chuckling] It's genius, right? 340 00:17:28,506 --> 00:17:30,716 No, that is genius. I'm with you on this one, Chris. 341 00:17:32,301 --> 00:17:33,553 [Chris laughs] 342 00:17:38,391 --> 00:17:40,601 [Gen] Of course you would do Belleview. 343 00:17:42,270 --> 00:17:44,897 You're so predictable, Lara Jean. It's quite adorable. 344 00:17:45,439 --> 00:17:48,901 -I guess you're doing Oakwood. -Sorting through half-rotten produce? 345 00:17:48,985 --> 00:17:49,944 No, thank you. 346 00:17:51,404 --> 00:17:55,157 So, I saw on your story that you went to Cardona's this weekend? 347 00:17:55,825 --> 00:17:57,118 Classic Kavinsky. 348 00:17:57,201 --> 00:17:59,829 You know, by the time we broke up, I actually thought I was gonna die 349 00:17:59,912 --> 00:18:02,206 if I had any more cacio e pepe. 350 00:18:02,290 --> 00:18:06,961 Pro tip: If you do want to fit into your jeans come summer, 351 00:18:07,545 --> 00:18:09,505 you should probably start ordering salad. 352 00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:16,387 [Lara Jean] When Peter and I got together, 353 00:18:16,470 --> 00:18:20,224 I didn't expect to feel so insecure about his past relationship with Gen. 354 00:18:20,600 --> 00:18:22,893 But for every first I was having with him, 355 00:18:23,436 --> 00:18:25,771 he'd already had his with her. 356 00:18:28,899 --> 00:18:30,568 [girl] Sorry, are you using this chair? 357 00:18:30,651 --> 00:18:32,153 Yeah. It's for my boyfriend. I'm sorry. 358 00:18:36,782 --> 00:18:38,242 You don't need this chair, do you, Lara Jean? 359 00:18:38,326 --> 00:18:39,285 I do. 360 00:18:39,994 --> 00:18:40,828 Peter's on his way. 361 00:18:40,911 --> 00:18:42,622 -He's just running a little behind. -Is he? 362 00:18:46,459 --> 00:18:49,754 -Is anybody using this chair? -Yes. My boyfriend, he's coming. 363 00:18:52,506 --> 00:18:53,549 [door opening] 364 00:18:53,633 --> 00:18:57,261 Okay, I am so sorry, Covey. I-- 365 00:18:57,762 --> 00:19:01,349 Coach made us run the bleachers until everyone practically puked. 366 00:19:01,432 --> 00:19:02,808 Well, you could've let me know. 367 00:19:04,018 --> 00:19:06,687 [stammering] I would've, but he has that rule. 368 00:19:06,771 --> 00:19:08,898 No texting during practice or else you don't start. 369 00:19:08,981 --> 00:19:12,026 I need to play every single game, so it's kind of... 370 00:19:17,740 --> 00:19:18,783 I'm really sorry. 371 00:19:19,325 --> 00:19:22,078 I should've came up with a better plan that didn't leave you hanging. 372 00:19:22,787 --> 00:19:24,497 Yeah, you should've. 373 00:19:27,958 --> 00:19:28,959 Let's get out of here. 374 00:19:29,460 --> 00:19:30,419 What? 375 00:19:30,628 --> 00:19:31,712 -Call your dad. -What? 376 00:19:31,796 --> 00:19:33,172 Tell him you're gonna be home late. 377 00:19:33,255 --> 00:19:34,674 What? Where are we going? 378 00:19:35,049 --> 00:19:36,384 I'm taking you out. 379 00:19:37,468 --> 00:19:39,303 -Okay. Ah! -Yup. Let's go. 380 00:19:39,387 --> 00:19:41,013 -[Peter] Right now. -Okay, okay, I'm going. 381 00:19:41,097 --> 00:19:42,640 You don't have to lift a finger. 382 00:19:42,848 --> 00:19:43,891 [laughing] 383 00:19:44,809 --> 00:19:46,268 [Peter] Thank you so much, man. 384 00:19:46,936 --> 00:19:47,770 -Ready? -I am. 385 00:19:47,853 --> 00:19:49,438 -Yeah? -Come on, let's go! 386 00:19:50,564 --> 00:19:51,482 Come on. 387 00:19:51,565 --> 00:19:53,984 We are here together at Sizzler. 388 00:19:54,068 --> 00:19:55,403 -Whoo! -Here we go! 389 00:19:55,486 --> 00:19:56,779 -This is your idea! -I know! 390 00:19:58,239 --> 00:19:59,448 I love this date. 391 00:19:59,532 --> 00:20:01,242 -[yelling] -[laughing] 392 00:20:01,325 --> 00:20:02,618 Blech! [laughing] 393 00:20:03,285 --> 00:20:05,329 -All right, what do you want to do next? -Bumper cars! 394 00:20:05,413 --> 00:20:07,665 [both yelling] 395 00:20:08,708 --> 00:20:10,126 [laughing] 396 00:20:11,794 --> 00:20:14,630 [Peter] I got this. I got it! Come on. 397 00:20:14,714 --> 00:20:16,465 Come on. Go, go, go, go, go! 398 00:20:16,549 --> 00:20:17,800 -Stop it. Go! -[Peter] Come on! 399 00:20:17,883 --> 00:20:20,594 -Stop, don't. Ow, Peter! -Stop, stop! 400 00:20:20,678 --> 00:20:21,804 [laughing] 401 00:20:21,887 --> 00:20:23,055 -Go, go! -No, no! 402 00:20:23,139 --> 00:20:24,140 -[bell rings] -Yeah! 403 00:20:25,015 --> 00:20:26,642 Victory is mine! 404 00:20:26,726 --> 00:20:27,768 I win! 405 00:20:28,144 --> 00:20:30,354 -Well done. -Um, excuse me, miss? 406 00:20:30,438 --> 00:20:31,689 Could I get this, please? 407 00:20:32,314 --> 00:20:33,524 Thank you. 408 00:20:34,817 --> 00:20:36,068 -Please watch. -Okay. 409 00:20:36,152 --> 00:20:37,528 -I'm watching. -Okay. 410 00:20:41,991 --> 00:20:44,827 [Lara Jean] It's a funny thing, this relationship stuff. 411 00:20:45,161 --> 00:20:47,079 One moment, things are upside down, 412 00:20:47,288 --> 00:20:51,167 but then, like magic, there's glitter everywhere. 413 00:20:51,459 --> 00:20:54,754 And once it all settles, you're right back in the fairy tale again. 414 00:20:55,129 --> 00:20:57,131 [birds chirping] 415 00:21:16,901 --> 00:21:19,528 [Kitty] Outdoorsy, morning person, 416 00:21:19,612 --> 00:21:22,198 -consistently has good shoe choices. -What are you talking about? 417 00:21:22,865 --> 00:21:25,826 Mrs. Rothschild. I think they should date. 418 00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:27,161 She's divorced, you know. 419 00:21:27,828 --> 00:21:28,996 Happened last year. 420 00:21:29,205 --> 00:21:32,625 Right. Because Dad, who hasn't dated in years, 421 00:21:32,708 --> 00:21:34,752 is suddenly gonna start dating our neighbor. 422 00:21:34,835 --> 00:21:36,420 Sounds a bit delusional, Kitty. 423 00:21:36,754 --> 00:21:39,882 You also thought I was delusional when I suggested you date Peter. 424 00:21:39,965 --> 00:21:41,926 And, um, how did that one work out? 425 00:21:42,468 --> 00:21:44,470 They just need a little shove. 426 00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:45,679 Kitty. 427 00:21:46,180 --> 00:21:48,140 Leave Dad and Mrs. Rothschild alone. 428 00:21:48,516 --> 00:21:49,517 Okay? I mean it. 429 00:21:49,975 --> 00:21:53,145 She cut down her hedges, Lara Jean. That is a metaphor! 430 00:21:53,229 --> 00:21:55,022 Are you sure? I can just keep Henry outside. 431 00:21:55,648 --> 00:21:58,317 Can I get him anything? A rack of ribs? 432 00:21:58,400 --> 00:21:59,902 [laughs] Yes. 433 00:21:59,985 --> 00:22:02,154 -[Dan] I'll get that number. -Good boy. 434 00:22:02,321 --> 00:22:03,155 Hi. 435 00:22:03,239 --> 00:22:04,740 -Oh, hi. -Hi. 436 00:22:04,824 --> 00:22:06,617 [Lara Jean] Nice to see you, Mrs. Rothschild. 437 00:22:06,700 --> 00:22:10,204 Okay. I got Bobby's contact info. Can I text it? 438 00:22:10,287 --> 00:22:12,957 [Trina] Yeah, know what? Why don't I just put my number in your phone? 439 00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:15,084 -[Dan] Oh, okay. -[Trina] Okay. 440 00:22:15,167 --> 00:22:18,295 This guy has got a master green thumb. 441 00:22:18,379 --> 00:22:21,173 -He, uh, gave me some tips on hollyhocks. -Hollyhocks are my favorite. 442 00:22:21,257 --> 00:22:22,174 -Really? -Yeah. 443 00:22:22,258 --> 00:22:24,885 [Dan] I find them more rewarding than boring azaleas. 444 00:22:24,969 --> 00:22:26,095 [Trina giggling] Exactly. 445 00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:28,556 All right. I should probably go. 446 00:22:30,307 --> 00:22:31,809 It's nice to see you, Mrs. Rothschild. 447 00:22:31,892 --> 00:22:33,477 Oh, Trina. Please. 448 00:22:33,561 --> 00:22:34,979 -[Dan clears throat] -Trina. 449 00:22:35,646 --> 00:22:37,481 -Come on. Come on! -Well, I'll walk you out. 450 00:22:37,565 --> 00:22:38,566 Ah... okay. 451 00:22:41,068 --> 00:22:41,986 -[door closes] -Ah! 452 00:22:42,069 --> 00:22:44,697 They're gonna be in love by Valentine's Day! 453 00:22:44,780 --> 00:22:48,951 How could you possibly get that from a conversation about gardening? 454 00:22:49,410 --> 00:22:52,913 Because Dad is not a dog person. Hmm? 455 00:22:53,497 --> 00:22:57,084 ["Purple Hat" by Sofi Tukker playing] 456 00:23:11,557 --> 00:23:13,893 ♪ Purple hat, cheetah print Dancing on the people ♪ 457 00:23:13,976 --> 00:23:16,270 ♪ Rolled up at the after joint Dancing, dancing on the people ♪ 458 00:23:16,770 --> 00:23:18,606 [woman] Don't let me make you nervous. 459 00:23:19,732 --> 00:23:21,901 [Lara Jean] Margot loved Belleview because of the people, 460 00:23:21,984 --> 00:23:26,238 but there was one person she talked about way more than any of the others. 461 00:23:26,322 --> 00:23:27,615 [man] Hard to beat that! 462 00:23:28,324 --> 00:23:29,575 For most people. 463 00:23:36,916 --> 00:23:38,751 -[man 1] Ooh! -[man 2 groans] 464 00:23:39,126 --> 00:23:42,087 Why that's a Song-Covey if I've ever seen one. 465 00:23:45,174 --> 00:23:46,258 You must be Stormy. 466 00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:48,260 And you must be Lara Jean. 467 00:23:48,344 --> 00:23:50,763 Did your sister send you over here to check up on me? 468 00:23:50,846 --> 00:23:52,765 I'm volunteering. Do you know where to find Dorothy? 469 00:23:52,848 --> 00:23:54,642 How is Margot enjoying Scotland? 470 00:23:55,392 --> 00:23:57,144 I think she really likes St. Andrews. 471 00:23:57,227 --> 00:23:59,396 Well, I hope she's not just studying over there. 472 00:23:59,480 --> 00:24:01,607 I never had a bad time in Scotland. 473 00:24:01,690 --> 00:24:03,192 That was one of my routes for Pan Am. 474 00:24:03,609 --> 00:24:04,985 Were you a flight attendant? 475 00:24:06,403 --> 00:24:07,863 A flight attendant? 476 00:24:08,197 --> 00:24:10,157 That is some PC nonsense. 477 00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:11,909 I was a Pan Am stewardess. 478 00:24:12,701 --> 00:24:17,581 We served smoked oysters and caviar and shook gin martinis at 30,000 feet. 479 00:24:17,665 --> 00:24:20,042 We were the showgirls of the skies. 480 00:24:20,501 --> 00:24:21,669 Come on, I'll give you a tour. 481 00:24:21,752 --> 00:24:24,588 Oh, no, I think I actually have to wait for, uh, Dorothy-- 482 00:24:24,672 --> 00:24:26,590 The only thing Dorothy will tell you 483 00:24:26,674 --> 00:24:29,802 is where to find the first aid kit and the bingo supplies. 484 00:24:29,885 --> 00:24:32,429 If you'd like a real introduction to this place, 485 00:24:32,805 --> 00:24:33,722 follow me. 486 00:24:37,726 --> 00:24:38,936 Okay, I'm coming! 487 00:24:39,603 --> 00:24:40,854 This is the crafts room. 488 00:24:40,938 --> 00:24:42,481 And the knitting club. 489 00:24:42,564 --> 00:24:47,319 Why you would form a club to do an activity you can do alone is beyond me. 490 00:24:47,403 --> 00:24:48,612 The games room. 491 00:24:49,113 --> 00:24:52,282 Sore losers, they won't even let me play with them anymore. 492 00:24:52,366 --> 00:24:53,909 Bunch of communists. 493 00:24:53,993 --> 00:24:54,827 [chair creaks] 494 00:24:54,910 --> 00:24:56,203 Communists? 495 00:24:56,286 --> 00:25:00,666 This used to be the breakfast room until Hilda over there decided she had a gift. 496 00:25:00,749 --> 00:25:02,668 We can hear you, you know? 497 00:25:03,085 --> 00:25:05,337 But, didn't you know what we were going to say anyway? 498 00:25:05,713 --> 00:25:07,089 Ah, here's Dorothy. 499 00:25:07,756 --> 00:25:10,592 This is my very dear friend Lara Jean. 500 00:25:10,676 --> 00:25:12,720 She's one of our high school volunteers. 501 00:25:12,803 --> 00:25:14,304 -Hello. -Hi. 502 00:25:14,471 --> 00:25:15,681 Now, Dorothy, 503 00:25:15,973 --> 00:25:17,808 this one is very special. 504 00:25:18,058 --> 00:25:20,519 So, I want you to apply the same care to her 505 00:25:20,602 --> 00:25:23,105 as you do to your excellent Bloody Mary mix. 506 00:25:23,188 --> 00:25:25,649 [chuckling] You make me laugh. 507 00:25:26,233 --> 00:25:27,568 Knock 'em dead, honey. 508 00:25:27,651 --> 00:25:28,569 Thank you. 509 00:25:28,986 --> 00:25:31,113 -Getting a refill. -Make sure you eat your celery! 510 00:25:31,196 --> 00:25:33,240 -Oh, yes. -Yeah. She needs her fiber. 511 00:25:33,323 --> 00:25:35,743 Oh, no, I don't need that. I have you right here. 512 00:25:35,826 --> 00:25:37,369 -Lara Jean Covey. -Yeah. 513 00:25:37,453 --> 00:25:38,704 -That's me. -Welcome. 514 00:25:38,787 --> 00:25:40,247 -We're just waiting for one more. -Oh. 515 00:25:40,330 --> 00:25:42,499 I thought that I was the only one who signed up. 516 00:25:42,583 --> 00:25:46,503 From Adler, yes, but we have a young man from Port Smith. His name is-- 517 00:25:46,587 --> 00:25:48,047 John Ambrose McClaren. 518 00:25:52,926 --> 00:25:54,219 [Dorothy] Oh! 519 00:25:54,303 --> 00:25:55,512 [candy clattering] 520 00:26:01,226 --> 00:26:02,227 Hi, Lara Jean. 521 00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:05,564 Hi-- [screams] 522 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:08,067 Oh, jeez! Lara Jean! 523 00:26:08,150 --> 00:26:09,526 I'll get the first aid kit. 524 00:26:09,610 --> 00:26:10,736 Are you okay? 525 00:26:10,819 --> 00:26:11,820 Yeah. 526 00:26:13,655 --> 00:26:14,782 Follow my finger. 527 00:26:14,865 --> 00:26:15,866 -Oh. -Yeah. 528 00:26:17,326 --> 00:26:18,160 What are you doing? 529 00:26:18,243 --> 00:26:19,745 I'm making sure you're not concussed. 530 00:26:21,330 --> 00:26:22,206 How can you tell? 531 00:26:22,706 --> 00:26:25,375 [chuckles] I'm gonna ask you some questions. 532 00:26:25,459 --> 00:26:26,418 Okay. 533 00:26:26,502 --> 00:26:27,628 You know who I am? 534 00:26:29,755 --> 00:26:31,465 Someone I sent a love letter to. 535 00:26:32,341 --> 00:26:33,300 Yeah, that's the one. 536 00:26:34,218 --> 00:26:35,052 [chuckles softly] 537 00:26:35,135 --> 00:26:36,303 [groans] 538 00:26:38,472 --> 00:26:40,349 And, I'm gonna need that letter back. 539 00:26:41,225 --> 00:26:42,142 Why? 540 00:26:42,601 --> 00:26:45,270 Oh, you know, I just-- I wrote it a long time ago, 541 00:26:45,354 --> 00:26:47,940 and I don't necessarily remember what I said, so, 542 00:26:48,023 --> 00:26:50,734 I guess I just wanna know how mortified I should be. 543 00:26:50,818 --> 00:26:53,237 Okay, okay. I will... 544 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:55,364 I'll bring you the letter on one condition. 545 00:26:55,823 --> 00:26:57,866 Okay, you have to return it after you read it. 546 00:26:57,950 --> 00:27:01,954 I just, I need proof that someone actually liked me in middle school. 547 00:27:02,121 --> 00:27:03,247 Are you kidding? 548 00:27:03,580 --> 00:27:05,082 Everyone liked you in middle school. 549 00:27:06,542 --> 00:27:08,794 Uh, I don't... I don't really think that's true. 550 00:27:08,919 --> 00:27:10,879 You know? But even if it was, I-- 551 00:27:11,672 --> 00:27:14,341 I didn't really care about everyone. 552 00:27:15,551 --> 00:27:16,844 [Dorothy] Okay. 553 00:27:16,927 --> 00:27:18,053 How's the patient? 554 00:27:18,762 --> 00:27:22,933 Uh, she's... she's good. She's embarrassed, but okay. 555 00:27:23,016 --> 00:27:25,477 [exhales] Good. Don't want to get sued again. 556 00:27:25,894 --> 00:27:26,979 You ready to get started? 557 00:27:27,479 --> 00:27:29,523 Come on. We got it. Nice and easy. 558 00:27:29,606 --> 00:27:31,233 Good. Nice and slow. 559 00:27:31,316 --> 00:27:32,484 -Okay. -[Lara Jean groans] 560 00:27:32,568 --> 00:27:34,194 I bring it to you, you bring it back to me. 561 00:27:34,278 --> 00:27:36,155 Those are my terms. Take 'em or leave 'em. 562 00:27:36,780 --> 00:27:37,739 -Deal. -Okay. 563 00:27:38,365 --> 00:27:39,408 -Ready. -Ready. 564 00:27:42,161 --> 00:27:43,745 [Lara Jean] I thought having a boyfriend 565 00:27:43,829 --> 00:27:47,166 meant the mere idea of other boys left your mind completely. 566 00:27:47,541 --> 00:27:51,962 And yet, here I was, totally crazy about Peter, but... 567 00:27:52,296 --> 00:27:56,008 I couldn't stop replaying my conversation with John Ambrose in my head. 568 00:27:58,427 --> 00:28:00,929 I didn't care about everyone. 569 00:28:02,431 --> 00:28:05,392 [Lara Jean] I didn't want to be thinking about what might have been 570 00:28:05,475 --> 00:28:08,437 if he'd gotten that letter in middle school instead of now. 571 00:28:09,229 --> 00:28:10,397 But I was. 572 00:28:10,689 --> 00:28:12,274 So, I have a question. 573 00:28:13,525 --> 00:28:15,360 When you wrote those letters... 574 00:28:16,195 --> 00:28:17,529 who'd you like the most? 575 00:28:17,613 --> 00:28:19,198 You had to have had a favorite. 576 00:28:19,781 --> 00:28:21,325 You couldn't have liked us all the same. 577 00:28:21,408 --> 00:28:24,620 One of the letters had to have been a little more intense than the others. 578 00:28:27,664 --> 00:28:29,625 [Lara Jean] If I was really being honest, 579 00:28:29,708 --> 00:28:31,418 there was one letter that I remember 580 00:28:31,501 --> 00:28:33,795 being a little more intense than the others. 581 00:28:34,129 --> 00:28:36,048 It was mine. Right? 582 00:28:36,798 --> 00:28:37,966 [John Ambrose] It was me. 583 00:28:38,592 --> 00:28:39,468 Right? 584 00:28:46,099 --> 00:28:48,310 ["Age Of Consent" by Cayetana playing] 585 00:29:07,412 --> 00:29:11,708 ♪ Won't you please let me go ♪ 586 00:29:13,377 --> 00:29:18,173 ♪ These words lie inside And they hurt me so ♪ 587 00:29:19,508 --> 00:29:22,427 ♪ And I'm not the kind That likes to tell you ♪ 588 00:29:22,511 --> 00:29:25,555 ♪ Just what you want me to ♪ 589 00:29:25,639 --> 00:29:28,308 ♪ And you're not the kind That needs to tell me ♪ 590 00:29:29,142 --> 00:29:31,645 ♪ About the birds and the bees ♪ 591 00:29:42,197 --> 00:29:45,659 Are you sure you don't wanna add some glitter? Or maybe some pearls? 592 00:29:45,742 --> 00:29:48,495 I don't wanna go nuts, I mean this is our first Valentine's Day, so... 593 00:29:48,578 --> 00:29:49,997 [sighs] That's true. 594 00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:52,457 You don't wanna give him something super sweet and heartfelt 595 00:29:52,541 --> 00:29:54,626 and have him give you something from Rite Aid. 596 00:29:54,710 --> 00:29:56,128 Hmm. That would be embarrassing. 597 00:29:56,837 --> 00:29:58,797 You know, that's not gonna get to Margot in time. 598 00:29:58,880 --> 00:30:01,717 Well, good thing this one only has to make it across the street. 599 00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:03,760 Aw. You're giving Trina a valentine? 600 00:30:04,219 --> 00:30:06,972 Well, not from me. From Dad. 601 00:30:07,055 --> 00:30:08,223 [sighs] 602 00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:11,101 Did you already forget our conversation about meddling? 603 00:30:11,184 --> 00:30:12,060 [sighs] 604 00:30:12,144 --> 00:30:14,396 Besides, Dad's not a glitter type of guy. 605 00:30:14,479 --> 00:30:17,816 Nor were you a Peter Kavinsky kinda girl till I sprinkled some glitter on it. 606 00:30:17,899 --> 00:30:19,151 [timer dings] 607 00:30:19,693 --> 00:30:23,030 Oh, uh-huh, mmm, walk away. Go get your turnovers! 608 00:30:23,989 --> 00:30:25,574 I mean, as one of my success stories, 609 00:30:25,657 --> 00:30:27,909 you'd think you'd be a tad more supportive. 610 00:30:29,536 --> 00:30:34,166 [a cappella group harmonizing] 611 00:30:41,965 --> 00:30:47,721 ♪ I've been watching you For some time ♪ 612 00:30:48,764 --> 00:30:54,227 ♪ Can't stop staring At those ocean eyes ♪ 613 00:30:54,478 --> 00:30:55,645 ♪ Those eyes ♪ 614 00:30:55,771 --> 00:31:01,068 ♪ Burning cities And napalm skies ♪ 615 00:31:01,735 --> 00:31:06,156 Get ready, Lara Jean. Last year, Peter sent one to Gen every period. 616 00:31:06,239 --> 00:31:08,075 ♪ Ocean eyes ♪ 617 00:31:08,408 --> 00:31:11,787 ♪ Your ocean eyes ♪ 618 00:31:14,331 --> 00:31:18,168 [a cappella group harmonizing] 619 00:31:21,338 --> 00:31:23,340 All right. Let's get this over with. 620 00:31:24,049 --> 00:31:28,261 ♪ You are my fire ♪ 621 00:31:28,845 --> 00:31:33,308 ♪ The one desire ♪ 622 00:31:33,392 --> 00:31:34,851 ♪ Believe ♪ 623 00:31:34,935 --> 00:31:35,769 Oh, my God. 624 00:31:35,852 --> 00:31:38,188 ♪ When I say ♪ 625 00:31:38,688 --> 00:31:42,526 ♪ I want it that way ♪ 626 00:31:42,609 --> 00:31:47,364 ♪ Tell me why Ain't nothin' but a heartache ♪ 627 00:31:47,447 --> 00:31:51,827 ♪ Tell me why Ain't nothin' but a mistake ♪ 628 00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:56,456 ♪ Tell me why I never want to hear you say ♪ 629 00:31:56,540 --> 00:32:00,919 ♪ I want it that way ♪ 630 00:32:01,461 --> 00:32:03,630 -[applause] -Whoo! 631 00:32:04,172 --> 00:32:05,132 I'm fired up! 632 00:32:11,263 --> 00:32:12,848 -Whoa! -[Trevor laughs] 633 00:32:12,931 --> 00:32:14,391 Dude, you got spammed! 634 00:32:14,599 --> 00:32:17,561 Oh, my God. I don't even know who half of these people are. 635 00:32:17,894 --> 00:32:19,896 Uh, it's the girls' soccer team. 636 00:32:19,980 --> 00:32:23,650 Is it Kelly? Yeah, she's nice to me. I like her. 637 00:32:24,860 --> 00:32:26,111 Hey. 638 00:32:27,070 --> 00:32:30,073 Don't lose sleep over the Kavinsky fan club. 639 00:32:30,157 --> 00:32:33,493 Okay, you're the one that dethroned Gen without even trying. 640 00:32:33,577 --> 00:32:34,786 I guess. 641 00:32:34,870 --> 00:32:37,456 Just sometimes I wish my boyfriend was a little bit... 642 00:32:38,081 --> 00:32:39,708 more anonymous. 643 00:32:39,791 --> 00:32:43,044 Well, heavy is the head that wears the crown. 644 00:32:43,795 --> 00:32:45,255 I don't want it. Take it back. 645 00:32:45,338 --> 00:32:46,882 Oh, no, no, no. This is all you now. 646 00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:49,092 -But I didn't ask for it. -Nah, this is all you. It's tough. 647 00:32:49,176 --> 00:32:51,178 -Stop. Gross. -It's yours now. 648 00:32:51,261 --> 00:32:54,514 [Lucas] Well, tough. Look, I was thinking, all right.. 649 00:32:58,518 --> 00:32:59,436 [Peter] Found you. 650 00:33:02,272 --> 00:33:03,273 You found me. 651 00:33:03,607 --> 00:33:07,652 I was looking for my valentine. 652 00:33:12,282 --> 00:33:13,200 Come on. 653 00:33:14,159 --> 00:33:15,160 Where are we going? 654 00:33:16,369 --> 00:33:17,287 You'll see. 655 00:33:27,506 --> 00:33:32,093 So, I figured this is the perfect place to give you this 656 00:33:32,177 --> 00:33:36,139 because this is where it all started when you jumped me. 657 00:33:36,223 --> 00:33:37,140 Okay. 658 00:33:37,224 --> 00:33:38,475 [Peter laughing] 659 00:33:44,314 --> 00:33:46,608 [sighing] It's beautiful. 660 00:33:46,691 --> 00:33:48,068 Um, would you put it on me? 661 00:33:48,151 --> 00:33:49,236 Yeah. 662 00:34:01,748 --> 00:34:02,874 Okay, um... 663 00:34:06,169 --> 00:34:07,087 Ooh. 664 00:34:07,629 --> 00:34:09,005 Stop. 665 00:34:11,633 --> 00:34:14,594 Oh, and, uh, here is your card. 666 00:34:16,555 --> 00:34:17,597 I love it. 667 00:34:19,432 --> 00:34:20,350 One more thing. 668 00:34:20,892 --> 00:34:21,810 Okay. 669 00:34:26,231 --> 00:34:29,568 "The moon never beams without bringing me dreams 670 00:34:30,151 --> 00:34:32,195 of beautiful Lara Jean. 671 00:34:32,279 --> 00:34:35,574 And stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes 672 00:34:35,657 --> 00:34:37,867 of beautiful Lara Jean." 673 00:34:41,162 --> 00:34:42,080 Do you like it? 674 00:34:42,789 --> 00:34:45,709 Oh, my God. No one has ever written me a poem before. 675 00:34:45,792 --> 00:34:49,588 Like, seriously, this is the most romantic thing ever. I-- 676 00:34:58,471 --> 00:35:02,142 Hey, Chris? Why are we in woodshop for our Valentine's Subway tradition? 677 00:35:02,809 --> 00:35:05,729 Woodshop is the only place on campus I can stomach today. 678 00:35:05,812 --> 00:35:09,357 -Mmm. -I get ear bleeds from a cappella. 679 00:35:10,233 --> 00:35:12,152 Did Kavinsky sic them on you? 680 00:35:12,235 --> 00:35:14,988 Ah, no, he got me something better. 681 00:35:15,071 --> 00:35:18,241 Nice! Boy's got game. 682 00:35:18,325 --> 00:35:21,286 And, I got you a little V-Day gift of my own. 683 00:35:21,369 --> 00:35:23,163 -Oh, Chris, that's so sweet-- -It's advice. 684 00:35:23,246 --> 00:35:24,414 Okay. [chuckles] 685 00:35:24,497 --> 00:35:26,207 Before you go too far with Kavinsky, 686 00:35:26,291 --> 00:35:29,336 make sure you are 100 percent-- 687 00:35:29,419 --> 00:35:34,549 -No, 1000 percent sure-- -That it's something that I want. I know. 688 00:35:34,633 --> 00:35:37,093 -Trust me, I'm not-- -Actually, I was gonna say something else. 689 00:35:37,177 --> 00:35:40,513 I am trying to make sure you know how to rev your own engine 690 00:35:40,597 --> 00:35:44,684 before you let anyone under the hood. 691 00:35:47,062 --> 00:35:49,105 Chris, we all know you can't wink. It's okay. 692 00:35:49,189 --> 00:35:52,525 I'm just saying! Make sure you know how to look after you! 693 00:35:52,609 --> 00:35:54,611 Yeah, okay, I get it. I get it, thank you. 694 00:36:02,369 --> 00:36:03,370 [Trevor] Hey. 695 00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:05,121 Mm-hmm. 696 00:36:05,205 --> 00:36:08,625 Are you sure there's no other reason why you wanted to eat in the woodshop today? 697 00:36:09,167 --> 00:36:12,921 We both like the smell of sawdust and that is not a crime. 698 00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:14,047 I'm gonna go. 699 00:36:20,387 --> 00:36:21,763 I think this is yours. 700 00:36:26,267 --> 00:36:27,102 Thanks. 701 00:36:28,561 --> 00:36:29,979 [mouthing] Oh, my God. 702 00:36:30,063 --> 00:36:31,147 Shut up. 703 00:36:34,567 --> 00:36:37,821 -Oh! John Ambrose, good to see you again! -Hi, Mrs. Glick. 704 00:36:37,904 --> 00:36:39,072 Oh, hi, John. 705 00:36:39,155 --> 00:36:42,617 Today's gonna be a fun day. I have an exciting project for you two. 706 00:36:42,701 --> 00:36:46,329 Our annual Belleview garden party is coming up. 707 00:36:46,413 --> 00:36:50,583 Last year we got rained out, so we decided to move it indoors. 708 00:36:50,667 --> 00:36:52,585 So we're gonna do the garden party in here? 709 00:36:52,669 --> 00:36:55,505 Yup! Put out some potted ferns, cheese platter. 710 00:36:55,588 --> 00:36:57,257 I dunno, some twinkle lights? It'll be fine. 711 00:36:57,340 --> 00:36:59,884 But, I need you two to clear out this space. 712 00:36:59,968 --> 00:37:02,053 -It's become a bit of a junk room. -Wow. 713 00:37:02,137 --> 00:37:02,971 What is this? 714 00:37:03,054 --> 00:37:05,056 Mr. Sawoski's failed green thumb attempt 715 00:37:05,140 --> 00:37:08,560 and belongings of residents who passed. 716 00:37:08,643 --> 00:37:10,979 Alone. With no family members to claim them. 717 00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:14,858 Make two piles, okay? Trash and donations. 718 00:37:25,326 --> 00:37:29,247 When I heard "garden party," I imagined art deco elegance. 719 00:37:29,789 --> 00:37:31,958 Not a couple potted plants and a cheese plate. 720 00:37:32,751 --> 00:37:35,336 Yeah. Yeah, it's kind of depressing. 721 00:37:35,879 --> 00:37:36,921 Yeah. 722 00:37:39,716 --> 00:37:40,800 Look at this. 723 00:37:43,553 --> 00:37:47,098 Oh. Old love letters from someone stationed in Italy. 724 00:37:51,853 --> 00:37:54,856 He sent her his photo with a note on the back. 725 00:37:55,482 --> 00:37:56,816 "My darling Linda..." 726 00:37:58,860 --> 00:38:01,613 Oh, this seems personal. I feel a little funny reading this. 727 00:38:02,822 --> 00:38:04,407 [John Ambrose] Wanna read this instead? 728 00:38:05,867 --> 00:38:08,453 Remember, it's only a loan. 729 00:38:12,707 --> 00:38:13,708 That it is. 730 00:38:28,389 --> 00:38:29,265 [sighs] 731 00:38:32,352 --> 00:38:33,728 Mm. Okay... 732 00:38:40,652 --> 00:38:42,529 "Dear John Ambrose, 733 00:38:42,695 --> 00:38:45,490 do you remember the Halloween party at Matt Kaplan's barn? 734 00:38:46,199 --> 00:38:49,702 I planned my costume for weeks. I was so excited. 735 00:38:49,786 --> 00:38:51,746 I didn't tell anyone what I was gonna be. 736 00:38:51,830 --> 00:38:54,082 And then, I got there. 737 00:38:54,165 --> 00:38:57,293 It's like everyone except me got the cool kid memo that 738 00:38:57,377 --> 00:38:59,712 no one really dresses up for Halloween anymore. 739 00:39:00,129 --> 00:39:01,589 I felt so lame. 740 00:39:01,673 --> 00:39:03,800 Like I didn't fit in. 741 00:39:04,759 --> 00:39:07,679 And then, you walked in as a deviled egg. 742 00:39:07,762 --> 00:39:11,558 And I realized... maybe I'm lame in a cool way. 743 00:39:11,641 --> 00:39:13,226 And that's when I knew. 744 00:39:13,309 --> 00:39:16,563 I knew it all the way down to my candy red sneakers. 745 00:39:16,646 --> 00:39:20,316 I love you, John Ambrose. I really love you. 746 00:39:21,150 --> 00:39:23,903 Why, oh, why do you have to move away? 747 00:39:24,737 --> 00:39:28,741 Maybe someday we'll meet again, and you'll never know I felt any of this. 748 00:39:29,158 --> 00:39:30,702 But, I'll know. 749 00:39:30,785 --> 00:39:33,538 I'll always know that once upon a time, 750 00:39:33,955 --> 00:39:35,540 my heart was yours." 751 00:39:40,295 --> 00:39:42,005 I cannot believe I wrote that. 752 00:39:42,297 --> 00:39:43,840 I cannot believe he read that. 753 00:39:43,923 --> 00:39:47,385 I cannot believe he's downstairs knowing I just read what he read that I wrote. 754 00:39:47,468 --> 00:39:48,595 [door closing] 755 00:39:50,179 --> 00:39:52,140 [Stormy] Lara Jean, are you okay? 756 00:39:52,765 --> 00:39:54,851 I don't know. 757 00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:56,728 Come into my room. 758 00:39:57,061 --> 00:40:00,064 No woman should be out in public with that look on her face. 759 00:40:01,566 --> 00:40:03,610 "Maybe one day, we'll meet again. 760 00:40:03,693 --> 00:40:06,070 I'll always know that once upon a time, 761 00:40:06,613 --> 00:40:08,448 my heart was yours. 762 00:40:08,948 --> 00:40:10,325 Love, Lara Jean." 763 00:40:10,742 --> 00:40:11,784 Why? 764 00:40:12,243 --> 00:40:14,120 Why did I write these stupid love letters? 765 00:40:14,203 --> 00:40:15,955 I think it's exciting. 766 00:40:16,956 --> 00:40:18,958 You predicted that you'd meet again. 767 00:40:19,042 --> 00:40:20,251 And here you are. 768 00:40:20,335 --> 00:40:21,336 I have a boyfriend. 769 00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:25,381 So? Almost every one of my love affairs overlapped with another one. 770 00:40:25,924 --> 00:40:27,467 Well, this is different. 771 00:40:27,759 --> 00:40:29,802 Peter and I promised not to break each other's hearts. 772 00:40:29,886 --> 00:40:32,221 Oh, honey, you're always breaking someone's heart, 773 00:40:32,305 --> 00:40:33,598 or they're breaking yours. 774 00:40:33,681 --> 00:40:36,267 Well, isn't there a way to both get out unscathed? 775 00:40:36,935 --> 00:40:38,227 Not if you're doing it right. 776 00:40:39,520 --> 00:40:41,522 I think it's time we both had a drink. 777 00:40:41,606 --> 00:40:42,690 Stormy. 778 00:40:43,691 --> 00:40:44,692 I'm 16. 779 00:40:44,776 --> 00:40:46,110 Suit yourself. 780 00:40:47,153 --> 00:40:48,446 More for me. 781 00:40:48,863 --> 00:40:50,657 I'll just get you some soda. 782 00:40:50,740 --> 00:40:53,701 When I was young, the drinking age was 18, 783 00:40:53,785 --> 00:40:55,161 and you're not far from that. 784 00:40:55,620 --> 00:40:57,538 That's about when I met my first husband. 785 00:40:57,622 --> 00:40:58,581 How did you meet? 786 00:40:58,665 --> 00:41:00,416 Oh, he was our neighbor. 787 00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:01,709 And he was a songwriter. 788 00:41:01,793 --> 00:41:05,380 And I can remember sitting around our living room, listening to him sing. 789 00:41:05,880 --> 00:41:07,465 And then one day, 790 00:41:07,548 --> 00:41:10,468 I discovered that the song was about me. 791 00:41:12,136 --> 00:41:14,013 If a man ever writes you a song, 792 00:41:15,056 --> 00:41:18,267 then you know for sure that he's got it bad. 793 00:41:18,810 --> 00:41:19,936 What about a poem? 794 00:41:20,019 --> 00:41:21,521 Well, yeah. Sure. Same thing. 795 00:41:21,604 --> 00:41:24,315 A poem is just a song without the music part. 796 00:41:24,983 --> 00:41:28,069 For Valentine's Day, Peter wrote me the most beautiful poem. 797 00:41:28,569 --> 00:41:30,029 I bet you know it, too. 798 00:41:31,531 --> 00:41:32,699 [sighing] 799 00:41:33,282 --> 00:41:36,244 "The moon never beams without bringing me dreams 800 00:41:36,327 --> 00:41:37,996 of beautiful Lara Jean. 801 00:41:38,371 --> 00:41:40,331 And the stars never rise--" 802 00:41:40,415 --> 00:41:42,542 "But I feel the bright eyes 803 00:41:42,834 --> 00:41:44,627 of beautiful Annabel Lee." 804 00:41:45,837 --> 00:41:47,213 Uh, how did you... 805 00:41:49,757 --> 00:41:53,511 Your young man has very good taste. I'll give him that. 806 00:41:54,429 --> 00:41:58,016 But I'm sorry to tell you that the author of that particular poem 807 00:41:58,725 --> 00:42:00,018 is Edgar Allen Poe. 808 00:42:03,563 --> 00:42:05,648 You want to rethink that drink option? 809 00:42:09,193 --> 00:42:10,111 [boy] Go! 810 00:42:10,194 --> 00:42:12,030 [indistinct chatter and music] 811 00:42:12,113 --> 00:42:13,156 Ah! 812 00:42:15,283 --> 00:42:17,994 -[laughter] -Oh, wait, come on. What was that? 813 00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:21,748 -Let's go, I ain't stopping! -[Gen] Let's take one for Insta. 814 00:42:22,165 --> 00:42:23,541 -Hi, Mom. -[camera clicks] 815 00:42:25,001 --> 00:42:26,335 Now one for the real Insta. 816 00:42:26,961 --> 00:42:28,296 [Trevor] Whipped wonderworld. 817 00:42:28,379 --> 00:42:29,672 The secret ingredient is-- 818 00:42:29,756 --> 00:42:31,340 -Whipped cream? -That's why it's the... 819 00:42:31,424 --> 00:42:32,508 Yeah, I think you should... 820 00:42:32,592 --> 00:42:34,135 -What? -Yeah. 821 00:42:34,218 --> 00:42:36,262 [Lucas] Okay... 822 00:42:36,804 --> 00:42:39,640 Anywho, last ice cream sandwich. You wanna split it? 823 00:42:39,724 --> 00:42:40,558 Thanks. 824 00:42:41,976 --> 00:42:43,436 Dude! Every time! 825 00:42:44,020 --> 00:42:46,105 -Not into flip cup, huh? -Like, ever. 826 00:42:46,189 --> 00:42:48,649 Don't hate the player. Hate the game. 827 00:42:48,733 --> 00:42:50,068 I just said I hate the game. 828 00:42:50,735 --> 00:42:52,070 Okay. Spill it. 829 00:42:52,737 --> 00:42:54,030 I just need a break. 830 00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:56,324 From the contortions of being someone's girlfriend. 831 00:42:56,407 --> 00:42:58,076 Oh, no, what is he doing to you? 832 00:42:58,159 --> 00:43:00,828 [giggling] No, it's not like that. It's, like, mentally. 833 00:43:00,912 --> 00:43:03,247 -All right. Go on. -It's like this. 834 00:43:03,331 --> 00:43:05,541 We're here and we're sharing an ice cream sandwich. 835 00:43:05,625 --> 00:43:06,667 And it's great. 836 00:43:06,751 --> 00:43:09,212 But if Peter was here and we were sharing an ice cream sandwich, 837 00:43:09,295 --> 00:43:10,922 I don't know, I'd be thinking about... 838 00:43:11,172 --> 00:43:14,383 has Peter shared an ice cream sandwich with someone before? 839 00:43:14,467 --> 00:43:16,594 And if he has, was it with Gen? 840 00:43:16,677 --> 00:43:18,179 Does he think that I'm a prude 841 00:43:18,262 --> 00:43:20,598 if I just wanna share an ice cream sandwich? 842 00:43:20,681 --> 00:43:21,599 Maybe it's me. 843 00:43:21,682 --> 00:43:24,936 Maybe I'm the one who wants to do more than just share an ice cream sandwich. 844 00:43:25,019 --> 00:43:28,397 So the answer to all of those questions... 845 00:43:28,856 --> 00:43:30,149 is... is I don't know. 846 00:43:30,233 --> 00:43:32,485 Is this what happens in a girl's mind? 847 00:43:32,568 --> 00:43:36,072 -That's what goes on in this girl's mind. -Well, I am glad I am not you. 848 00:43:37,448 --> 00:43:39,033 And not your ice cream. 849 00:43:39,117 --> 00:43:40,243 So, back up. 850 00:43:40,701 --> 00:43:41,786 [sighs] 851 00:43:46,457 --> 00:43:48,626 -Hey, Lucas? -Mm-hmm. 852 00:43:49,168 --> 00:43:51,462 -Do you remember John Ambrose McClaren? -Yeah. 853 00:43:51,546 --> 00:43:52,630 Of course. 854 00:43:52,713 --> 00:43:55,133 I was like obsessed with him in the fifth grade. 855 00:43:55,216 --> 00:43:58,719 Well, him and Michael B. Jordan in Creed. 856 00:43:58,803 --> 00:43:59,846 [chuckles] 857 00:43:59,929 --> 00:44:02,140 I was obsessed with him in sixth grade. 858 00:44:03,933 --> 00:44:05,893 He's volunteering at Belleview with me. 859 00:44:06,519 --> 00:44:08,521 Not that it means anything. 860 00:44:08,813 --> 00:44:11,274 I'm perfectly happy in my relationship with Peter. 861 00:44:12,692 --> 00:44:16,112 It's just like the stuff that I was telling you about, like the overthinking, 862 00:44:17,363 --> 00:44:19,699 that doesn't happen when I'm with John Ambrose. 863 00:44:19,782 --> 00:44:21,033 It's, like, easy. 864 00:44:22,994 --> 00:44:25,288 But that's probably because we're just friends, right? 865 00:44:25,413 --> 00:44:27,165 You're lucky, LJ. 866 00:44:27,665 --> 00:44:30,126 -Lucky how? -You have options. 867 00:44:31,169 --> 00:44:34,380 There's like, what, two gay dudes at our school? 868 00:44:36,340 --> 00:44:37,550 I'm sorry. 869 00:44:37,884 --> 00:44:40,428 I've been thinking about my own problems and not even... 870 00:44:40,803 --> 00:44:43,055 thinking about what you're going through. 871 00:44:43,139 --> 00:44:45,224 [boy] Ah, come on! 872 00:44:45,308 --> 00:44:46,350 Listen, 873 00:44:46,809 --> 00:44:47,810 sooner than we think, 874 00:44:47,894 --> 00:44:50,771 we're gonna be out of high school and we're gonna be in the real world, 875 00:44:51,439 --> 00:44:53,608 and guys are gonna be lining up for you. 876 00:44:55,193 --> 00:44:57,028 And what makes you so sure? 877 00:44:57,820 --> 00:44:59,405 'Cause before I knew you were gay, 878 00:45:00,615 --> 00:45:02,033 I was first in line. 879 00:45:04,785 --> 00:45:08,289 Well, that was one hell of a speech just to get another bite. 880 00:45:08,372 --> 00:45:09,415 [Lara Jean chuckles] 881 00:45:09,498 --> 00:45:10,541 [call phone chimes] 882 00:45:17,882 --> 00:45:21,219 Wait, hold up. Are you guys texting each other when he's just 20 feet away? 883 00:45:21,719 --> 00:45:22,678 Hey. 884 00:45:23,763 --> 00:45:24,680 Wanna go? 885 00:45:25,181 --> 00:45:26,182 Okay. 886 00:45:27,475 --> 00:45:28,726 Bye, Lucas. 887 00:45:28,809 --> 00:45:29,852 Mm-hmm. 888 00:45:30,811 --> 00:45:32,897 Good night, you two. 889 00:45:32,980 --> 00:45:34,440 -Yes, yes! -[laughing] 890 00:45:36,317 --> 00:45:38,152 -I didn't know you were friends. -[Chris] No. 891 00:45:38,236 --> 00:45:39,904 -Nothing to see here. -Mm-mm. 892 00:45:40,404 --> 00:45:41,864 -[Trevor] Leave. -[Chris] Bye, LJ. 893 00:45:51,249 --> 00:45:52,208 Hey. 894 00:45:54,252 --> 00:45:55,169 You okay? 895 00:45:56,212 --> 00:45:58,297 Just, you were a little quiet tonight. 896 00:45:58,714 --> 00:46:00,007 Can I ask you something? 897 00:46:01,217 --> 00:46:03,344 Yeah. Of course. 898 00:46:04,679 --> 00:46:07,890 [sighs] It's about the... the poem you wrote me. 899 00:46:12,979 --> 00:46:14,897 I never said that I... 900 00:46:16,274 --> 00:46:17,608 wrote... wrote it. 901 00:46:18,484 --> 00:46:21,070 I'm sorry. Look, you were so happy 902 00:46:22,113 --> 00:46:27,785 when I read it to you, that I-- I mean, I wished that I had written it, 903 00:46:27,868 --> 00:46:30,997 and that I could actually write something like that for you. I... 904 00:46:31,455 --> 00:46:32,957 But you're the writer. 905 00:46:36,585 --> 00:46:37,586 Are you mad? 906 00:46:40,172 --> 00:46:41,090 No. 907 00:46:41,924 --> 00:46:42,925 I love it. 908 00:46:43,426 --> 00:46:46,429 That's good because even if I didn't write it, 909 00:46:47,555 --> 00:46:49,307 it's still how I feel about you. 910 00:46:52,143 --> 00:46:53,644 Beautiful Lara Jean. 911 00:47:05,197 --> 00:47:06,198 [Lara Jean] Wow. 912 00:47:06,741 --> 00:47:08,451 He's really good at this. 913 00:47:09,285 --> 00:47:11,871 How is he so good at this? 914 00:47:14,957 --> 00:47:18,127 And how does he know how to do that so easily? 915 00:47:20,713 --> 00:47:22,048 How do you think? 916 00:47:23,341 --> 00:47:25,468 You know what else he's really good at? 917 00:47:26,344 --> 00:47:30,264 [whispering] Uh, I don't wanna have sex with you right now. 918 00:47:31,349 --> 00:47:32,224 Oh. 919 00:47:33,309 --> 00:47:35,436 That's all right. I... I wasn't... 920 00:47:35,936 --> 00:47:38,397 I wasn't trying to have sex with you right now. 921 00:47:38,981 --> 00:47:41,359 -I just-- I want to put it out there. -Okay. 922 00:47:41,442 --> 00:47:42,777 Just in case... 923 00:47:42,860 --> 00:47:45,738 Give me some credit, Covey. I don't want to rush you. 924 00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:50,034 Especially not in a parked car in front of your house. 925 00:47:50,117 --> 00:47:51,827 [both laugh] 926 00:47:54,080 --> 00:47:55,831 Did you feel like I'm rushing you? 927 00:47:55,915 --> 00:47:57,833 No. Uh... it's just-- 928 00:47:57,917 --> 00:48:02,671 Remember that story about me and Peter upstairs at last year's graduation party? 929 00:48:03,798 --> 00:48:05,007 No, it's just... 930 00:48:06,801 --> 00:48:09,845 You and Gen used to do it a lot, right? 931 00:48:11,097 --> 00:48:12,807 Can we... can we not... 932 00:48:13,349 --> 00:48:14,850 talk about Gen? 933 00:48:14,934 --> 00:48:16,894 Oh, it's not about Gen, it's, um... 934 00:48:17,853 --> 00:48:18,896 Do you miss sex? 935 00:48:20,523 --> 00:48:22,233 Is there a void in your life? 936 00:48:22,316 --> 00:48:24,110 Is there a void? No. 937 00:48:24,568 --> 00:48:25,528 No. 938 00:48:25,820 --> 00:48:27,279 No, not... not at all. 939 00:48:29,365 --> 00:48:30,741 [sighing] 940 00:48:30,825 --> 00:48:33,702 Okay, think of it like this. Um... 941 00:48:34,286 --> 00:48:36,080 You've been base jumping before. 942 00:48:36,455 --> 00:48:38,874 And I've never, I've never been base jumping, 943 00:48:38,958 --> 00:48:43,254 so obviously, I would ask you about it in case it's something that 944 00:48:43,629 --> 00:48:45,506 I would ever want to... do. 945 00:48:46,507 --> 00:48:52,805 I promise if you ever decide to go base jumping 946 00:48:52,888 --> 00:48:55,599 that I would love to go with you. 947 00:49:01,105 --> 00:49:03,232 It's just a... It's a big decision... 948 00:49:04,233 --> 00:49:06,527 to jump off a cliff, so... 949 00:49:08,529 --> 00:49:09,655 remember that. 950 00:49:10,739 --> 00:49:11,657 Yes. 951 00:49:12,950 --> 00:49:13,868 Okay. 952 00:49:16,370 --> 00:49:18,122 I'm gonna walk you to your door. 953 00:49:18,706 --> 00:49:19,957 -Okay. -Okay. 954 00:49:20,583 --> 00:49:23,252 [John Ambrose] Okay, are we all comfortable? 955 00:49:23,335 --> 00:49:24,295 Everyone good? 956 00:49:24,378 --> 00:49:25,713 -Yup, -All right. 957 00:49:26,130 --> 00:49:28,090 We have a very big prize this week. 958 00:49:28,174 --> 00:49:30,092 It is a wheel of aged gouda 959 00:49:30,176 --> 00:49:33,095 donated by Mrs. Glick's son. Thank you so much. 960 00:49:33,179 --> 00:49:35,389 -[applause] -Draw already! 961 00:49:35,473 --> 00:49:38,017 [chuckling] Okay. All right. 962 00:49:39,643 --> 00:49:40,853 First number is... 963 00:49:42,938 --> 00:49:43,772 B-4. 964 00:49:43,856 --> 00:49:46,233 Don't think I've forgotten you haven't returned my letter. 965 00:49:48,777 --> 00:49:49,737 [Lara Jean] O-62. 966 00:49:49,820 --> 00:49:52,239 John Ambrose, you're not getting that back. Too embarrassing. 967 00:49:54,617 --> 00:49:55,701 [John Ambrose] B-11. 968 00:49:56,243 --> 00:49:57,328 You want embarrassing? 969 00:49:57,411 --> 00:50:00,372 Try navigating sixth grade Shakespeare with a stutter. 970 00:50:00,998 --> 00:50:02,791 I don't remember that. 971 00:50:03,167 --> 00:50:04,168 N-32. 972 00:50:06,879 --> 00:50:07,755 G-48. 973 00:50:07,838 --> 00:50:10,925 Fine. But even with a mild stutter, you were still a hot commodity. 974 00:50:11,008 --> 00:50:14,720 At sleepovers, girls used to say, "Are you Team Peter or Team John?" 975 00:50:15,679 --> 00:50:16,931 G-60! 976 00:50:19,808 --> 00:50:21,352 Yeah, that's just the thing. 977 00:50:22,394 --> 00:50:24,230 Girls pretended to like me 978 00:50:24,480 --> 00:50:26,106 because I was friends with Peter. 979 00:50:26,565 --> 00:50:27,650 I-24. 980 00:50:28,150 --> 00:50:30,027 You remember the sixth grade graduation dance? 981 00:50:30,110 --> 00:50:34,114 I couldn't believe when Sabrina Fox asked me to go with her. 982 00:50:34,198 --> 00:50:35,241 Couldn't believe it. 983 00:50:36,075 --> 00:50:39,286 But then she tried to dance with Peter the whole night. 984 00:50:39,370 --> 00:50:42,081 Even during the slow songs, when I couldn't pretend 985 00:50:42,164 --> 00:50:44,458 like we were just dancing in a group. 986 00:50:44,542 --> 00:50:45,543 [woman] Hey! 987 00:50:46,377 --> 00:50:47,461 Cut the chitchat. 988 00:50:47,836 --> 00:50:49,088 Call the numbers. 989 00:50:52,758 --> 00:50:54,051 [John Ambrose] I-25. 990 00:50:54,552 --> 00:50:56,804 I can't wait to be at an age 991 00:50:56,887 --> 00:50:59,515 where I'm not expected to think that flip cup is fun. 992 00:50:59,598 --> 00:51:02,810 Yeah, I mean, why do you think we're both volunteering 993 00:51:02,893 --> 00:51:05,145 and hanging out with the senior citizens on a Saturday? 994 00:51:05,229 --> 00:51:06,355 N-40. 995 00:51:08,148 --> 00:51:08,983 Are we lame? 996 00:51:12,486 --> 00:51:14,738 We might be a little bit. I-30. 997 00:51:17,950 --> 00:51:19,743 But, lame in a cool way. 998 00:51:19,827 --> 00:51:21,870 Totally lame in a cool way. 999 00:51:21,954 --> 00:51:23,205 -Yeah. -Are you kidding? 1000 00:51:25,165 --> 00:51:27,042 [chuckles] B-2? 1001 00:51:27,126 --> 00:51:29,086 Whoo! I got BINGO. 1002 00:51:29,169 --> 00:51:30,379 [all groaning] 1003 00:51:30,462 --> 00:51:32,381 Suck it. [laughs] 1004 00:51:32,464 --> 00:51:33,382 [gasps softly] 1005 00:51:33,465 --> 00:51:35,050 [mouthing] Oh, my God. 1006 00:51:35,134 --> 00:51:37,386 So, um, speaking of Peter Kavinsky, 1007 00:51:37,469 --> 00:51:39,888 he told me to tell you he says hi. 1008 00:51:40,306 --> 00:51:41,307 Oh, cool. 1009 00:51:42,224 --> 00:51:43,684 You guys still hang out. 1010 00:51:43,767 --> 00:51:44,893 We do, actually. 1011 00:51:44,977 --> 00:51:47,396 Is he... is he still like he was in middle school? 1012 00:51:47,479 --> 00:51:48,731 What does that mean? 1013 00:51:48,814 --> 00:51:52,693 I mean like, okay, at parties and stuff, he would always 1014 00:51:52,776 --> 00:51:54,570 take the last slice of pizza. 1015 00:51:54,653 --> 00:51:56,780 And then whenever you tried to call him out on it, 1016 00:51:56,864 --> 00:51:58,365 he'd be like, "I'm an athlete." 1017 00:51:58,449 --> 00:51:59,450 [laughs] 1018 00:52:00,618 --> 00:52:04,913 And that one time, it was my birthday and you made me those amazing 1019 00:52:04,997 --> 00:52:06,874 peanut butter chocolate cupcakes, remember those? 1020 00:52:06,957 --> 00:52:07,875 -Mm-hmm. -So good. 1021 00:52:07,958 --> 00:52:09,960 And he took the last one of those, too. 1022 00:52:11,253 --> 00:52:13,797 But we never even got mad at him, 'cause he's so... 1023 00:52:14,340 --> 00:52:15,966 Peter Kavinsky, you know? 1024 00:52:16,467 --> 00:52:18,844 Yeah. I do know. Um... 1025 00:52:18,927 --> 00:52:20,512 -And-- -Are he and Gen still together? 1026 00:52:20,596 --> 00:52:22,514 -Huh? -I mean, they must be, 1027 00:52:22,598 --> 00:52:24,391 since you all still hang out. 1028 00:52:24,475 --> 00:52:26,602 No, actually Gen and I aren't really friends anymore 1029 00:52:26,685 --> 00:52:28,479 and she and Peter broke up. 1030 00:52:29,396 --> 00:52:30,272 Huh. 1031 00:52:31,148 --> 00:52:34,568 That makes sense. No one really stays together in high school, anyway. 1032 00:52:34,652 --> 00:52:36,528 Right. And on that note, 1033 00:52:36,612 --> 00:52:38,155 -I think I should tell you-- -[Dorothy] Oh! 1034 00:52:38,238 --> 00:52:40,407 What a wonderful team you make. 1035 00:52:40,491 --> 00:52:41,742 But this is wrong. 1036 00:52:41,825 --> 00:52:43,577 All of the bingo stuff goes in the basement. 1037 00:52:43,661 --> 00:52:45,704 This needs to be cleared out for the garden party. 1038 00:52:46,246 --> 00:52:48,332 I have to go make some prune daiquiris. 1039 00:52:48,999 --> 00:52:51,001 -Hey, Dorothy! -Dorothy? 1040 00:52:53,879 --> 00:52:55,130 Did you know there's a basement? 1041 00:53:04,682 --> 00:53:05,724 [John Ambrose] Whoa. 1042 00:53:05,808 --> 00:53:07,267 Oh, my gosh. 1043 00:53:14,108 --> 00:53:17,027 Oh, there's a bust of Mozart over here. I love his new album. 1044 00:53:17,111 --> 00:53:18,028 [laughs] 1045 00:53:20,489 --> 00:53:21,407 Hey. 1046 00:53:22,491 --> 00:53:23,367 Look. 1047 00:53:26,161 --> 00:53:29,498 Forget the stupid garden party and the potted ferns. Like... 1048 00:53:30,332 --> 00:53:32,710 I think we should give the people what they want. 1049 00:53:33,001 --> 00:53:35,921 An excuse to dress up and dance like they used to. 1050 00:53:36,004 --> 00:53:36,839 Yeah? 1051 00:53:37,798 --> 00:53:39,466 I think we should bring back the Star Ball. 1052 00:53:40,259 --> 00:53:44,263 I think it's crazy that people think all old people wanna do is play bingo. 1053 00:53:44,346 --> 00:53:45,597 Yeah, totally. 1054 00:53:46,265 --> 00:53:47,349 I think it's a great idea. 1055 00:53:48,267 --> 00:53:50,060 -Cool. [chuckles] -Although... 1056 00:53:51,437 --> 00:53:56,442 to be fair, I do think that old people just really love bingo for some reason. 1057 00:53:56,900 --> 00:53:58,527 [laughs] 1058 00:53:58,610 --> 00:53:59,570 Yeah. 1059 00:54:00,112 --> 00:54:02,698 -Do you know what all this reminds me of? -Hmm? 1060 00:54:02,781 --> 00:54:04,241 Uh, the time capsule. 1061 00:54:04,867 --> 00:54:06,452 Do you remember when we buried it? 1062 00:54:07,745 --> 00:54:11,123 Uh, yeah, it was during one of our pizza parties at the treehouse. 1063 00:54:11,206 --> 00:54:12,291 The pizza parties... 1064 00:54:13,751 --> 00:54:17,296 Man, we had such good times at that treehouse. 1065 00:54:17,963 --> 00:54:19,506 Just hanging, you know? 1066 00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:22,760 Reading. 1067 00:54:43,989 --> 00:54:45,574 There's something I need to tell you. 1068 00:54:45,657 --> 00:54:46,784 What's up? 1069 00:54:50,287 --> 00:54:53,123 Um... they are tearing the treehouse down. 1070 00:54:53,665 --> 00:54:54,583 Why? 1071 00:54:55,250 --> 00:54:57,920 The Robertsons are moving out 1072 00:54:58,003 --> 00:55:00,506 and the new couple, they don't have kids, so... 1073 00:55:00,589 --> 00:55:01,465 The time capsule. 1074 00:55:01,548 --> 00:55:03,008 We should dig it up. 1075 00:55:03,884 --> 00:55:07,513 And rob future generations of the discovery? 1076 00:55:07,596 --> 00:55:11,600 Future generations are gonna have their hands full with deforestation. 1077 00:55:11,683 --> 00:55:13,101 Urban overcrowding. 1078 00:55:13,185 --> 00:55:16,980 And we'll probably be living underwater at that point, right? [chuckles] 1079 00:55:18,315 --> 00:55:19,858 But it could be fun for us. 1080 00:55:23,445 --> 00:55:24,363 What do you think? 1081 00:55:24,947 --> 00:55:26,782 Yeah, um, that's a great idea. 1082 00:55:26,865 --> 00:55:29,701 And we can invite the other people that were there when we buried it. 1083 00:55:30,828 --> 00:55:31,870 Yeah. 1084 00:55:32,162 --> 00:55:35,457 Yeah, totally. We'll... We can invite everybody. 1085 00:55:36,166 --> 00:55:37,125 It'd be great. 1086 00:55:38,293 --> 00:55:39,419 I'll bring the pizza. 1087 00:55:40,170 --> 00:55:41,797 Maybe you can make those 1088 00:55:42,422 --> 00:55:44,216 peanut butter chocolate cupcakes? 1089 00:55:47,719 --> 00:55:51,014 What makes the octopus's pulmonary system unique 1090 00:55:51,431 --> 00:55:55,352 is it has not one, but three hearts. 1091 00:55:56,353 --> 00:55:58,230 Make an incision underneath the ocellus 1092 00:55:58,939 --> 00:56:02,150 and you will see the branchial heart. 1093 00:56:02,234 --> 00:56:06,113 The octopus is a mollusk and we will get to see one of those 1094 00:56:06,196 --> 00:56:09,533 during next week's visit to the Portland Aquarium. 1095 00:56:09,616 --> 00:56:11,785 -Mm-mmm. -Okay, here. I got this. 1096 00:56:12,995 --> 00:56:14,955 So what are you doing this Friday? Are you free? 1097 00:56:15,122 --> 00:56:16,498 Uh, I'm not sure. 1098 00:56:16,582 --> 00:56:17,708 Um, why? 1099 00:56:18,458 --> 00:56:20,752 Do you remember the time capsule that we buried in middle school? 1100 00:56:20,836 --> 00:56:22,504 -Mm-hmm. -We should dig it up. 1101 00:56:23,505 --> 00:56:24,548 Just us? 1102 00:56:25,090 --> 00:56:28,802 Uh, no, the other people that... that we buried it with. 1103 00:56:28,886 --> 00:56:30,596 -So, Gen? -No. 1104 00:56:30,929 --> 00:56:33,265 I'm not inviting Gen. She posted that video of us. 1105 00:56:33,348 --> 00:56:35,684 Well, we don't know for sure that she did that anyway, right? 1106 00:56:35,767 --> 00:56:38,979 Well, I don't even think she'd come even if we invited her, so... 1107 00:56:39,605 --> 00:56:42,482 It would be me, you, Chris, 1108 00:56:42,941 --> 00:56:45,444 Trevor, and John Ambrose. 1109 00:56:46,862 --> 00:56:49,156 So you... you, um. wrote him back. 1110 00:56:50,240 --> 00:56:52,075 Funny story, um... 1111 00:56:52,743 --> 00:56:54,912 we're actually volunteering at Belleview together. 1112 00:56:54,995 --> 00:56:56,330 -No way. -Yeah. 1113 00:56:56,413 --> 00:56:57,497 -Really? -Mm-hmm. 1114 00:56:59,625 --> 00:57:01,418 Did you ask him to volunteer with you? 1115 00:57:01,501 --> 00:57:04,171 -No, I didn't even write him back. -Huh. 1116 00:57:05,047 --> 00:57:08,008 Jeez, Covey, for a girl who's never had a boyfriend, 1117 00:57:08,467 --> 00:57:10,552 you sure know how to mess with a guy. 1118 00:57:10,636 --> 00:57:12,346 [chuckles softly] Excuse me? 1119 00:57:13,889 --> 00:57:16,808 Time capsule. Yeah, let's do it, what the hell? 1120 00:57:17,684 --> 00:57:19,353 We don't know what we'll find, right? 1121 00:57:20,604 --> 00:57:21,521 Cool. 1122 00:57:24,274 --> 00:57:25,192 Watch. 1123 00:57:25,275 --> 00:57:26,276 -No, no. -Watch it. 1124 00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:27,569 -Please, I-- -Watch it. 1125 00:57:27,653 --> 00:57:28,570 Jesus... 1126 00:57:28,654 --> 00:57:30,864 ["It Hurts" by Bad Bad Hats playing] 1127 00:57:39,331 --> 00:57:41,124 [Kitty] Chocolate peanut butter cupcakes? 1128 00:57:42,000 --> 00:57:44,002 Peter prefers salted caramel. 1129 00:57:48,048 --> 00:57:49,007 [exhales] 1130 00:58:07,359 --> 00:58:08,694 [John Ambrose] Lara Jean. 1131 00:58:08,860 --> 00:58:09,987 [Lara Jean] Hey. 1132 00:58:10,654 --> 00:58:13,031 Two pepperoni pizzas! That's probably enough, right? 1133 00:58:13,115 --> 00:58:16,118 Well, well, well, if it isn't Johnny McClaren! 1134 00:58:16,201 --> 00:58:17,494 [John Ambrose] Peter Kavinsky. 1135 00:58:17,577 --> 00:58:18,745 Hey, man. 1136 00:58:20,205 --> 00:58:21,623 -Good to see you. -Good to see you. 1137 00:58:21,707 --> 00:58:23,166 -How you doing? -Good, you get pizzas? 1138 00:58:23,250 --> 00:58:25,627 -What kind? -Yeah, pepperoni, just two pepperoni. 1139 00:58:25,711 --> 00:58:26,712 It's the safest. 1140 00:58:26,795 --> 00:58:30,173 [Lara Jean] I didn't realize until I saw them standing next to one another 1141 00:58:30,257 --> 00:58:32,843 what a spectacularly bad idea this was. 1142 00:58:32,926 --> 00:58:35,178 Yo! You guys ordered 'za? 1143 00:58:35,470 --> 00:58:37,180 God, I am so hungry! 1144 00:58:37,556 --> 00:58:38,890 -John! -Yeah. 1145 00:58:38,974 --> 00:58:40,142 -You made it. -Yeah. 1146 00:58:40,225 --> 00:58:42,102 Dude, I can't believe you made it, man. 1147 00:58:42,185 --> 00:58:43,145 It's been so long! 1148 00:58:43,228 --> 00:58:47,107 Yeah, well, I mean, LJ and I planned the thing, so-- 1149 00:58:47,190 --> 00:58:49,317 -Glad you could come. -Now we're just waiting for Chris. 1150 00:58:49,401 --> 00:58:51,278 So I guess my invitation got lost in the mail? 1151 00:58:51,361 --> 00:58:54,197 Oh, my God. It's Gen and Peter! Just like old times. 1152 00:58:59,077 --> 00:59:01,121 We doin' this or... or what? 1153 00:59:02,080 --> 00:59:04,583 Why are you, uh, comin' from the river? 1154 00:59:04,666 --> 00:59:06,626 I just buried a dead body. 1155 00:59:06,752 --> 00:59:07,836 Yeah, you're next! 1156 00:59:07,919 --> 00:59:10,547 -Whoa, okay, calm down, Chris. -[Chris laughing] 1157 00:59:10,630 --> 00:59:12,883 -Let me take this. You got it. -Oh, thank you. 1158 00:59:13,258 --> 00:59:15,719 My shovel. I don't trust you with this thing. 1159 00:59:16,136 --> 00:59:19,264 -Remember where we buried this thing? -Um, you need some help? 1160 00:59:19,347 --> 00:59:21,141 No, we're good, dude. Thank you. 1161 00:59:21,224 --> 00:59:22,476 [Trevor] It's about here, yeah? 1162 00:59:28,607 --> 00:59:29,608 [metal clanks] 1163 00:59:29,941 --> 00:59:31,443 [Peter] That's not how you eat a cupcake. 1164 00:59:31,526 --> 00:59:33,403 [Trevor] No, look at that! She ate it from the bottom up. 1165 00:59:33,487 --> 00:59:35,906 [Chris] You know what? She's saving the best for last! 1166 00:59:35,989 --> 00:59:37,157 That's the way to do it. 1167 00:59:37,240 --> 00:59:39,034 -[laughter] -It just felt right. 1168 00:59:40,619 --> 00:59:43,371 Hey. Why didn't you ask me to bring the pizza? 1169 00:59:44,331 --> 00:59:46,958 All right, let's bust this bad boy open! 1170 00:59:47,542 --> 00:59:49,461 Starting with yours truly. 1171 00:59:50,504 --> 00:59:51,880 La, la, la... Oh. 1172 00:59:51,963 --> 00:59:53,507 -Who put this in? -I did. 1173 00:59:53,590 --> 00:59:54,424 It's just a bracelet. 1174 00:59:54,508 --> 00:59:56,510 It's not just a bracelet, I mean, 1175 00:59:56,593 --> 00:59:59,554 that piece of string was the most valuable thing in your life. 1176 00:59:59,638 --> 01:00:00,680 I guess. 1177 01:00:02,057 --> 01:00:03,350 Baseball. 1178 01:00:03,975 --> 01:00:06,311 -I am guessing you put that in. -Yeah, that was me. 1179 01:00:07,354 --> 01:00:09,231 This is when I hit a home run at Claremont Park. 1180 01:00:09,314 --> 01:00:11,608 Wait, I remember that! You came running off the field 1181 01:00:11,691 --> 01:00:13,735 and then you kissed me in front of your mom. Remember that? 1182 01:00:13,819 --> 01:00:16,488 Uh, no. No, I don't remember that. 1183 01:00:19,533 --> 01:00:21,660 [Trevor] All right. Yep, that's mine. 1184 01:00:22,035 --> 01:00:26,039 Ah, yes, the Linkin Park concert at the Crystal Ballroom. 1185 01:00:26,123 --> 01:00:28,291 -[Chris scoffs] Linkin Park? Nerd. -What? 1186 01:00:28,375 --> 01:00:30,210 Linkin Park slaps. 1187 01:00:30,293 --> 01:00:31,169 Oof. 1188 01:00:31,253 --> 01:00:34,881 Hey, McClaren, remember this? This is when you hopped on the bandwagon, 1189 01:00:34,965 --> 01:00:37,717 -and wore this hat every single day. -Oh, my God. 1190 01:00:37,801 --> 01:00:40,095 Wait, Lara Jean, didn't you get a Seahawks T-shirt 1191 01:00:40,178 --> 01:00:42,013 'cause you were trying to impress John? 1192 01:00:42,556 --> 01:00:43,431 Uh, no. 1193 01:00:43,515 --> 01:00:45,976 If that's true, that's really cute. [chuckles] 1194 01:00:47,894 --> 01:00:50,856 Hey, uh, McClaren, remember when you had that stutter? 1195 01:00:51,356 --> 01:00:52,357 [Trevor coughs] 1196 01:00:53,024 --> 01:00:56,153 No... I just, I noticed you don't have it anymore. 1197 01:00:56,611 --> 01:00:58,238 Yeah, well, dude, thank you. Appreciate it. 1198 01:00:58,321 --> 01:01:00,365 I'm sure that my speech therapist 1199 01:01:00,448 --> 01:01:03,743 would love to know that her methods were successful. [chuckling] 1200 01:01:03,827 --> 01:01:04,786 It's all good. 1201 01:01:09,499 --> 01:01:12,085 This is to future Chris. 1202 01:01:12,460 --> 01:01:14,546 Well, that's me. [laughs] 1203 01:01:15,338 --> 01:01:16,798 Whoa. Ha! 1204 01:01:17,757 --> 01:01:19,509 Genius then... 1205 01:01:20,760 --> 01:01:21,970 genius now. 1206 01:01:22,262 --> 01:01:23,138 Uh... 1207 01:01:23,221 --> 01:01:26,224 I don't know about that. I think a genius would know the time value of money. 1208 01:01:26,308 --> 01:01:29,060 You know how like a 20 dollar bill now is actually worth less 1209 01:01:29,144 --> 01:01:30,687 than it was six years ago. 1210 01:01:30,770 --> 01:01:32,105 -You really got me. -I know. 1211 01:01:32,189 --> 01:01:34,399 Mm-hmm. You're the last one left. What's inside? 1212 01:01:34,482 --> 01:01:36,776 Um, well, it's empty. 1213 01:01:36,860 --> 01:01:38,820 Impossible. You put something in there. We all did. 1214 01:01:38,904 --> 01:01:42,115 Well, I don't really know what to tell you because there's nothing in there. 1215 01:01:42,199 --> 01:01:44,409 Uh, does anyone want the last slice? 1216 01:01:45,660 --> 01:01:46,620 Too slow. 1217 01:01:49,122 --> 01:01:51,666 -What? -It's getting too crowded in here. 1218 01:01:51,750 --> 01:01:53,251 -[Trevor] Same. -Yeah, I'm out. 1219 01:01:53,335 --> 01:01:55,629 I can stick around and help you clean up if you want. 1220 01:01:56,254 --> 01:01:58,048 -I got it. -[John Ambrose] Oh, dude, 1221 01:01:58,131 --> 01:02:01,426 it's cool. I mean, I kinda helped make the mess. But it's fine, I don't mind-- 1222 01:02:01,509 --> 01:02:04,930 No, man. I think I can handle helping my girlfriend clean up. 1223 01:02:07,182 --> 01:02:08,266 Thank you, though. 1224 01:02:10,727 --> 01:02:12,520 I'll go down. You wanna hand me stuff? 1225 01:02:12,604 --> 01:02:13,605 Okay. 1226 01:02:13,855 --> 01:02:15,065 I'll see you tomorrow. 1227 01:02:15,774 --> 01:02:16,858 Sure. 1228 01:02:20,487 --> 01:02:23,490 Why didn't you tell McClaren that you and I are together? 1229 01:02:23,573 --> 01:02:26,034 Well, I wanted to. I tried to. There just was never a good time. 1230 01:02:26,117 --> 01:02:28,203 Yeah, there's usually not, when you're flirting. 1231 01:02:28,286 --> 01:02:30,372 Well, we weren't flirting. So... 1232 01:02:30,455 --> 01:02:33,333 Well, next time you need pizza, just ask me. I'll get it for you. 1233 01:02:33,416 --> 01:02:35,085 What is it with you and pizza? 1234 01:02:35,168 --> 01:02:36,544 It's not about pizza. 1235 01:02:36,628 --> 01:02:39,506 If he brings the pizza then it looks like you two threw the party. 1236 01:02:39,589 --> 01:02:40,966 It sort of was. 1237 01:02:41,258 --> 01:02:43,218 You can't do that, Lara Jean. 1238 01:02:43,551 --> 01:02:45,470 Not when you have a boyfriend. Doesn't look right. 1239 01:02:45,553 --> 01:02:46,388 Oh, right. 1240 01:02:46,471 --> 01:02:49,516 So, like, inviting your ex-girlfriend to your current girlfriend's party. 1241 01:02:49,599 --> 01:02:52,978 I did not invite her! Like, officially. I... 1242 01:02:53,061 --> 01:02:55,730 -I might've mentioned it. -Oh, yeah? When? 1243 01:02:57,649 --> 01:02:58,733 I don't know. 1244 01:02:59,025 --> 01:03:01,653 Why does it matter? You're the one who arranged the pizza. 1245 01:03:01,736 --> 01:03:05,115 -Okay, we're going around in circles. -Well, it's not supposed to be like this. 1246 01:03:05,198 --> 01:03:08,326 -Then, how's it supposed to be? -I don't know. Not like this though. 1247 01:03:09,953 --> 01:03:11,579 Does that mean you wanna break up? 1248 01:03:14,624 --> 01:03:16,918 Wait, what? No! Why would you say that? 1249 01:03:17,002 --> 01:03:18,003 I don't know. 1250 01:03:18,086 --> 01:03:21,589 Is that why you didn't tell John about us? So you'd keep your options open? 1251 01:03:21,673 --> 01:03:23,425 No! That's not the reason at all. 1252 01:03:24,342 --> 01:03:27,304 Okay, fine! Ever since we started dating for real, I don't know how to act. 1253 01:03:27,387 --> 01:03:29,055 I didn't read the girlfriend's handbook. 1254 01:03:29,139 --> 01:03:31,016 Girlfriend's handbook? Uh... what does that mean? 1255 01:03:31,099 --> 01:03:33,893 Like, little stuff. Like I remember Gen used to dress up for your games. 1256 01:03:33,977 --> 01:03:36,062 -Am I supposed to do that? -It's not just Gen. 1257 01:03:36,146 --> 01:03:38,023 Okay, all the girlfriends do that. 1258 01:03:38,106 --> 01:03:39,691 Okay, so, do you want me to? 1259 01:03:39,774 --> 01:03:42,068 I mean, no, not if you don't want to. 1260 01:03:42,652 --> 01:03:44,863 It would be nice, it would show that you care. 1261 01:03:44,946 --> 01:03:47,866 Oh, like sending a serenade to someone on Valentine's Day, maybe? 1262 01:03:47,949 --> 01:03:50,702 I... I didn't think that was your style. I mean... [sighs] 1263 01:03:50,785 --> 01:03:51,953 Well, it's not my style. 1264 01:03:52,037 --> 01:03:53,455 Okay, so... 1265 01:04:10,597 --> 01:04:12,265 Let's never fight again, okay? 1266 01:04:15,685 --> 01:04:16,728 [softly] Okay. 1267 01:04:16,811 --> 01:04:17,854 I got this. 1268 01:04:27,238 --> 01:04:28,281 This way. 1269 01:04:40,001 --> 01:04:43,463 [piano playing faintly] 1270 01:04:55,100 --> 01:04:57,185 [playing soulful song] 1271 01:05:24,087 --> 01:05:27,215 You have quite the ability to remain sneakily silent. 1272 01:05:32,262 --> 01:05:34,472 I know I should've told you about me and Peter. 1273 01:05:38,643 --> 01:05:39,686 It's okay. 1274 01:05:41,688 --> 01:05:42,730 Lara Jean, I... 1275 01:05:44,315 --> 01:05:45,650 I was just embarrassed. 1276 01:05:47,068 --> 01:05:48,945 'Cause I... I read it all wrong. 1277 01:05:50,071 --> 01:05:51,072 [softly] No. 1278 01:05:51,948 --> 01:05:53,700 It's totally my fault. 1279 01:05:55,285 --> 01:05:56,453 I'm sorry. 1280 01:06:10,842 --> 01:06:13,845 Since we're, um... Since we're coming clean 1281 01:06:14,637 --> 01:06:15,805 about stuff... 1282 01:06:16,598 --> 01:06:18,266 You know how you call me John Ambrose? 1283 01:06:19,142 --> 01:06:20,560 Everyone calls you that. 1284 01:06:21,186 --> 01:06:22,187 I know. 1285 01:06:23,480 --> 01:06:24,564 It's because of you. 1286 01:06:26,691 --> 01:06:27,734 What? 1287 01:06:30,111 --> 01:06:34,657 Before sixth grade, pretty much everybody called me John. 1288 01:06:35,867 --> 01:06:38,244 And then I met you, and you called me John Ambrose 1289 01:06:39,537 --> 01:06:44,167 and said how it was cool that we both went by our first and middle names. 1290 01:06:46,794 --> 01:06:48,296 I didn't wanna correct you, 1291 01:06:48,630 --> 01:06:51,758 I liked how we had something in common. 1292 01:06:53,301 --> 01:06:55,970 So I started telling people to call me John Ambrose. 1293 01:07:01,893 --> 01:07:02,936 Wow. 1294 01:07:04,020 --> 01:07:05,605 I don't know what to say. 1295 01:07:14,072 --> 01:07:15,406 Are we good, John... 1296 01:07:16,366 --> 01:07:17,492 Ambrose? 1297 01:07:17,575 --> 01:07:18,618 [chuckles softly] 1298 01:07:20,870 --> 01:07:22,247 We've always been good. 1299 01:07:22,914 --> 01:07:23,831 Lara... 1300 01:07:24,624 --> 01:07:25,458 Jean. 1301 01:07:30,630 --> 01:07:32,715 [plays quicker] 1302 01:07:32,882 --> 01:07:34,342 [laughs] 1303 01:07:45,353 --> 01:07:47,605 [Lara Jean] Are we doing Brussels sprouts this year? 1304 01:07:47,689 --> 01:07:49,649 Ah, nobody really ate them last year. 1305 01:07:49,732 --> 01:07:53,027 Kitty says Fakesgiving's all about the potatoes anyway. 1306 01:07:53,111 --> 01:07:55,113 Okay. Then, I think we're good. 1307 01:07:56,114 --> 01:07:58,658 On second thought, I'll get us some Brussels. 1308 01:07:59,158 --> 01:08:00,660 -Hi. -What you doing? 1309 01:08:00,743 --> 01:08:01,995 [Trina] You know, just... 1310 01:08:03,162 --> 01:08:04,664 making a soup. 1311 01:08:04,747 --> 01:08:06,291 -What you got there? -[giggles] 1312 01:08:06,374 --> 01:08:10,336 -Ah, these are good. -Yes, yeah, those are... those... 1313 01:08:11,629 --> 01:08:13,965 [Lara Jean] I'd never seen my dad with a crush. 1314 01:08:14,215 --> 01:08:15,842 But, there he was, 1315 01:08:15,925 --> 01:08:19,387 laughing nervously with his hands in his pockets. 1316 01:08:20,805 --> 01:08:22,348 He looks a little... 1317 01:08:22,974 --> 01:08:23,891 hopeless. 1318 01:08:26,477 --> 01:08:27,895 -Hi. -Hi. 1319 01:08:27,979 --> 01:08:31,482 I was supposed to get some Brussels sprouts but I got distracted... 1320 01:08:31,566 --> 01:08:33,276 -uh... for our... -Ah. I see. 1321 01:08:33,359 --> 01:08:35,194 -Fakesgiving. -Fakesgiving. 1322 01:08:36,487 --> 01:08:39,949 It's like regular Thanksgiving, but it's in March, 1323 01:08:40,033 --> 01:08:41,200 it's a family tradition. 1324 01:08:41,284 --> 01:08:42,619 Oh, my God, that's so fun. 1325 01:08:42,702 --> 01:08:43,911 You should come. 1326 01:08:44,787 --> 01:08:45,663 [Dan] Yeah. 1327 01:08:46,914 --> 01:08:48,750 Oh, well, I-I don't wanna... 1328 01:08:49,542 --> 01:08:52,879 You don't wanna wait till November for turkey. 1329 01:08:52,962 --> 01:08:53,963 [laughs] 1330 01:08:54,047 --> 01:08:55,798 [Dan] Right? You wanna come? 1331 01:08:55,882 --> 01:08:57,383 -Yeah, count me in. -Okay. 1332 01:08:58,176 --> 01:09:00,136 I'll, uh, I'll text ya the deets. 1333 01:09:00,219 --> 01:09:01,429 [giggling] Okay. 1334 01:09:01,512 --> 01:09:04,390 -No one says that. -That's some nice lingo. [clears throat] 1335 01:09:04,474 --> 01:09:06,476 -I'm glad you're coming. -Me too. 1336 01:09:06,559 --> 01:09:08,519 But there's something that I should tell you. 1337 01:09:09,562 --> 01:09:11,689 You know that valentine that Dad sent you? 1338 01:09:12,899 --> 01:09:14,400 Kitty made that. 1339 01:09:14,609 --> 01:09:17,195 Wait, so you're telling me that the valentine 1340 01:09:17,278 --> 01:09:20,031 that was addressed to Mrs. Rothschild in glitter glue... 1341 01:09:20,114 --> 01:09:21,032 [laughing] 1342 01:09:21,115 --> 01:09:22,116 ...wasn't from your Dad? 1343 01:09:22,909 --> 01:09:24,577 Well, that is a plot twist. 1344 01:09:24,661 --> 01:09:26,704 [laughs] 1345 01:09:26,913 --> 01:09:28,915 Wait, did Dad get Brussels sprouts? 1346 01:09:28,998 --> 01:09:31,042 He did not get the Brussels sprouts. 1347 01:09:32,085 --> 01:09:33,044 [Lara Jean] Dad. 1348 01:09:34,545 --> 01:09:35,463 [Dan] What? 1349 01:09:35,546 --> 01:09:36,714 -Get more. -Okay. 1350 01:09:36,798 --> 01:09:38,216 -That's not enough. -Okay. 1351 01:09:39,425 --> 01:09:41,177 [indistinct chatter] 1352 01:09:42,011 --> 01:09:43,638 [Trina] Mm-hmm. 1353 01:09:45,181 --> 01:09:46,391 [Dan] All right. 1354 01:09:47,141 --> 01:09:48,935 Is something wrong with the green beans? 1355 01:09:49,435 --> 01:09:51,145 Uh, they're just a little un-Covey. 1356 01:09:51,813 --> 01:09:55,024 No? I mean everything else on the table looks like it could be 1357 01:09:55,108 --> 01:09:56,943 in one of my mom's food and wine magazines. 1358 01:09:57,026 --> 01:09:58,653 -He noticed. -[Dan] He's got a good eye. 1359 01:09:58,736 --> 01:10:01,322 It's silly, we do a little thing where I get a can of green beans. 1360 01:10:01,406 --> 01:10:04,992 No, it's symbolic. I mean, it's kind of, um, for Mom. 1361 01:10:05,076 --> 01:10:07,662 Okay, it sounds like there's a story there. 1362 01:10:07,745 --> 01:10:09,163 Is there a story? 1363 01:10:09,247 --> 01:10:14,752 Oh, when I was in college, I got invited to a Thanksgiving party in a dorm room. 1364 01:10:14,836 --> 01:10:17,672 But the weird thing is, it was the middle of March, 1365 01:10:17,755 --> 01:10:21,926 and the girl hosting it was the coolest girl I ever saw. 1366 01:10:22,176 --> 01:10:23,845 Evie, their mom. 1367 01:10:24,053 --> 01:10:28,516 And she thought it was unfair that the two best holidays of the year 1368 01:10:28,599 --> 01:10:31,561 were at the end of the year, right on top of each other and 1369 01:10:31,769 --> 01:10:33,980 we should just spread the love a little bit 1370 01:10:34,063 --> 01:10:36,023 and have a potluck for good ol' March. 1371 01:10:36,107 --> 01:10:39,694 Right, and at that potluck, when everyone made homemade goods, 1372 01:10:39,777 --> 01:10:41,279 Dad brought 1373 01:10:41,612 --> 01:10:43,197 -canned green beans. -Canned green beans. 1374 01:10:43,281 --> 01:10:44,615 -Right. -[all chuckling] 1375 01:10:44,699 --> 01:10:46,659 And she made fun of him the entire night. 1376 01:10:46,743 --> 01:10:49,203 She made so much fun of me, I thought she was really mad at me. 1377 01:10:49,287 --> 01:10:52,081 But after, her roommate told you that that's just how she flirts, right? 1378 01:10:52,165 --> 01:10:54,167 See, she teases you. 1379 01:10:55,001 --> 01:10:56,043 -Is that... -Nope. 1380 01:10:56,127 --> 01:10:57,170 Uh... 1381 01:10:57,253 --> 01:10:58,463 [laughter] 1382 01:10:58,546 --> 01:11:00,673 All right, well that is a really sweet tradition. 1383 01:11:00,757 --> 01:11:03,050 -Thanks for sharing that story. -Yeah, thanks. 1384 01:11:03,259 --> 01:11:05,553 Oh, there's one other tradition. 1385 01:11:05,887 --> 01:11:08,806 Yes. Newcomers have to eat the beans. 1386 01:11:08,890 --> 01:11:11,517 -Oh, I don't think that's necessary. -Oh, it is very necessary. 1387 01:11:11,601 --> 01:11:14,395 Mom made you eat them, and Margot made Josh, so... 1388 01:11:14,479 --> 01:11:17,273 Oh, well then, yeah. [clears throat] That sounds pretty set in stone. 1389 01:11:17,356 --> 01:11:18,316 Okay. 1390 01:11:18,775 --> 01:11:19,650 Bottoms up. 1391 01:11:19,734 --> 01:11:21,652 I don't mind. I like canned goods. 1392 01:11:21,736 --> 01:11:23,446 -That makes so much sense. -[laughs] 1393 01:11:23,988 --> 01:11:24,822 To Eve. 1394 01:11:24,906 --> 01:11:25,907 Evie. 1395 01:11:30,328 --> 01:11:31,370 Huh? 1396 01:11:31,621 --> 01:11:32,455 Nice? 1397 01:11:33,206 --> 01:11:34,624 You know what? It's not terrible. 1398 01:11:34,707 --> 01:11:35,541 -Right? -There you have it. 1399 01:11:35,625 --> 01:11:37,835 -[Trina] That's what that is. -Can you pass the cranberry sauce? 1400 01:11:37,919 --> 01:11:40,463 I'll cut some turkey. Will you take this, hon? 1401 01:11:40,546 --> 01:11:42,131 -Yeah, of course. -Okay. 1402 01:11:42,215 --> 01:11:43,758 [Trina sighs] 1403 01:11:43,841 --> 01:11:45,259 [Dan] Okay, let's see here. 1404 01:11:45,343 --> 01:11:48,805 -You've done this before, right? -Dad, that's not totally necessary. 1405 01:11:48,888 --> 01:11:49,722 [laughter] 1406 01:11:49,806 --> 01:11:52,225 ["Kill This Love" by Blackpink playing] 1407 01:11:52,308 --> 01:11:57,063 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah Blackpink in your area! ♪ 1408 01:11:59,565 --> 01:12:01,859 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1409 01:12:04,278 --> 01:12:05,780 ♪ Here I come kickin' the door ♪ 1410 01:12:07,949 --> 01:12:10,034 ♪ Let's kill this love! ♪ 1411 01:12:12,537 --> 01:12:16,082 [Lara Jean] I may have had a few missteps at this whole girlfriend thing. 1412 01:12:17,416 --> 01:12:18,626 But not today. 1413 01:12:18,793 --> 01:12:20,878 ♪ Let's kill this love! ♪ 1414 01:12:22,421 --> 01:12:24,882 ♪ Rum, pum, pum, pum, pum, pum, pum ♪ 1415 01:12:26,425 --> 01:12:29,262 [crowd cheering] 1416 01:12:30,388 --> 01:12:32,181 Yeah, yeah, whoo! 1417 01:12:32,265 --> 01:12:33,474 That last one hurt. 1418 01:12:33,558 --> 01:12:36,143 LJ! Like your look. Pete's gonna love it! 1419 01:12:39,438 --> 01:12:41,148 Dude, hey. Um... 1420 01:12:41,858 --> 01:12:42,775 What? 1421 01:12:47,280 --> 01:12:49,365 I don't know how to tell you this. 1422 01:12:49,866 --> 01:12:51,242 Well, just say it. 1423 01:12:52,034 --> 01:12:53,661 I just saw Peter and Gen together. 1424 01:12:55,621 --> 01:12:57,665 They seemed close. 1425 01:12:58,624 --> 01:13:00,877 Close like, um, how close? 1426 01:13:13,931 --> 01:13:14,765 Hi. 1427 01:13:14,849 --> 01:13:16,225 Were you with Gen today? 1428 01:13:18,019 --> 01:13:19,770 Uh, yeah. Yeah. 1429 01:13:20,187 --> 01:13:21,063 Here we go again. 1430 01:13:21,147 --> 01:13:23,566 Listen, she was upset because there's some 1431 01:13:23,649 --> 01:13:25,401 things happening with her mom and her dad 1432 01:13:25,484 --> 01:13:27,695 and she just wanted to talk to someone who understands. 1433 01:13:27,987 --> 01:13:29,405 -That's it. -That's it? 1434 01:13:29,488 --> 01:13:30,531 Kavinsky! Let's go! 1435 01:13:30,615 --> 01:13:32,366 Peter, that is everything. 1436 01:13:32,450 --> 01:13:35,036 She is trying to prove that no matter what is going on in your life, 1437 01:13:35,119 --> 01:13:37,121 when she calls, you come running. 1438 01:13:37,204 --> 01:13:38,998 And when push comes to shove, you pick her, 1439 01:13:39,081 --> 01:13:40,666 you pick her every single time. 1440 01:13:40,750 --> 01:13:41,751 That's bullshit. 1441 01:13:41,834 --> 01:13:43,419 Okay? I pick you. 1442 01:13:43,544 --> 01:13:45,963 Lara Jean, when there was an actual choice, I picked you. 1443 01:13:46,047 --> 01:13:48,507 An actual choice? Like, what does that even mean? 1444 01:13:48,591 --> 01:13:52,261 She took that video, I told her that if she ever hurt you again then we were done. 1445 01:13:54,430 --> 01:13:56,641 -So you knew? -Yeah, Lara Jean-- 1446 01:13:56,724 --> 01:13:57,683 You denied it. 1447 01:13:57,767 --> 01:14:00,770 Because you guys already have so much bad blood between you two. 1448 01:14:00,853 --> 01:14:02,438 I didn't-- Look, I was just trying to-- 1449 01:14:02,521 --> 01:14:04,315 To protect her. Like always. 1450 01:14:04,398 --> 01:14:05,900 No. To protect you. 1451 01:14:06,275 --> 01:14:07,735 -[Trevor] Peter. -Covey. 1452 01:14:07,818 --> 01:14:09,236 Seriously. Let's go. 1453 01:14:09,737 --> 01:14:11,781 Sorry, LJ, but, yeah. 1454 01:14:11,864 --> 01:14:13,491 Can we please talk about this later? 1455 01:14:13,574 --> 01:14:14,742 How did she know? 1456 01:14:14,825 --> 01:14:16,994 -What? -That night. 1457 01:14:17,078 --> 01:14:20,539 I said I was going to bed. And Gen knew exactly where you were. How did she know? 1458 01:14:21,666 --> 01:14:22,917 [bus engine starting] 1459 01:14:25,586 --> 01:14:28,047 You were waiting at the hot tub for her, weren't you? 1460 01:14:28,172 --> 01:14:29,131 [Trevor] Peter! 1461 01:14:31,550 --> 01:14:34,887 You and I weren't, like, really together yet. 1462 01:14:36,430 --> 01:14:38,432 And that's why she took the video. 1463 01:14:40,518 --> 01:14:42,728 And if I hadn't come down to find you, 1464 01:14:42,812 --> 01:14:46,232 you and Gen would be together, and you and I would've never happened. 1465 01:14:50,152 --> 01:14:51,612 Maybe that's how it should be. 1466 01:14:54,573 --> 01:14:56,367 Don't say that. You don't mean that. 1467 01:14:58,035 --> 01:14:58,995 You should go. 1468 01:15:01,497 --> 01:15:03,207 -D-Don't do this, Covey. -Go. 1469 01:15:03,290 --> 01:15:06,794 No, we promised that we were not going to break each other's hearts. 1470 01:15:08,254 --> 01:15:11,882 Yeah, well, I think that we both made promises we couldn't keep. 1471 01:15:13,300 --> 01:15:14,218 [scoffs] 1472 01:15:14,301 --> 01:15:15,302 Right. 1473 01:15:21,225 --> 01:15:22,560 [bus door closes] 1474 01:15:28,441 --> 01:15:30,526 [bus drives off] 1475 01:15:41,662 --> 01:15:42,997 I miss you, Mom. 1476 01:15:45,416 --> 01:15:47,251 I wish you could tell me what to do. 1477 01:15:58,387 --> 01:15:59,722 [light knocking at door] 1478 01:16:02,850 --> 01:16:03,893 [sighs] 1479 01:16:04,226 --> 01:16:05,603 It's a quarter to eight. 1480 01:16:06,729 --> 01:16:07,688 I know. 1481 01:16:09,648 --> 01:16:10,483 [clears throat] 1482 01:16:10,566 --> 01:16:11,525 Okay. 1483 01:16:16,072 --> 01:16:17,156 [door closes] 1484 01:16:17,281 --> 01:16:19,950 [sighs deeply] 1485 01:16:20,367 --> 01:16:22,953 ["Moral of the Story" by Ashe playing] 1486 01:16:34,507 --> 01:16:36,884 ♪ So I never really knew you ♪ 1487 01:16:36,967 --> 01:16:38,844 ♪ God, I really tried to ♪ 1488 01:16:38,969 --> 01:16:40,513 ♪ Blindsided ♪ 1489 01:16:40,971 --> 01:16:42,556 ♪ Addicted ♪ 1490 01:16:42,890 --> 01:16:46,769 ♪ Thought we could really do this But really I was foolish ♪ 1491 01:16:46,894 --> 01:16:50,731 ♪ Hindsight, it's obvious ♪ 1492 01:16:50,940 --> 01:16:54,485 ♪ Talking with my lawyer She said, "Where'd you find this guy?" ♪ 1493 01:16:54,568 --> 01:16:59,365 ♪ I said, "Young people fall in love With the wrong people sometimes" ♪ 1494 01:16:59,448 --> 01:17:02,952 ♪ Some mistakes get made That's all right, that's okay ♪ 1495 01:17:03,035 --> 01:17:05,162 [lip-synching] ♪ You can think that you're in love ♪ 1496 01:17:05,246 --> 01:17:07,206 ♪ When you're really just in pain ♪ 1497 01:17:07,289 --> 01:17:11,001 ♪ Some mistakes get made That's all right, that's okay ♪ 1498 01:17:11,085 --> 01:17:13,045 ♪ In the end it's better for me ♪ 1499 01:17:13,129 --> 01:17:15,506 ♪ That's the moral of the story, babe ♪ 1500 01:17:16,799 --> 01:17:18,801 -[school bell rings] -[song stops] 1501 01:17:23,639 --> 01:17:26,892 [teacher] Everybody should be lined up in ten minutes 1502 01:17:26,976 --> 01:17:29,145 for our field trip to the Portland Aquarium. 1503 01:17:29,687 --> 01:17:32,857 Make sure to remember to bring your worksheets 1504 01:17:33,107 --> 01:17:36,610 and your permission slips. And don't forget about your buddies. 1505 01:17:36,694 --> 01:17:40,281 ♪ Some mistakes get made That's all right, that's okay ♪ 1506 01:17:40,364 --> 01:17:44,451 ♪ You can think that you're in love When you're really just in pain ♪ 1507 01:17:44,577 --> 01:17:48,330 ♪ Some mistakes get made That's all right, that's okay ♪ 1508 01:17:48,414 --> 01:17:52,459 ♪ In the end it's better for me That's the moral of the story, babe ♪ 1509 01:17:57,173 --> 01:17:59,258 [song continues] 1510 01:18:07,892 --> 01:18:11,979 ♪ They say It's better to have loved and lost ♪ 1511 01:18:12,396 --> 01:18:16,650 ♪ Than never to have loved at all ♪ 1512 01:18:16,734 --> 01:18:19,737 ♪ That could a load of shit ♪ 1513 01:18:20,446 --> 01:18:25,409 ♪ But I just need to tell you all ♪ 1514 01:18:25,492 --> 01:18:27,578 [song fades] 1515 01:18:42,635 --> 01:18:44,220 Oh. Um... 1516 01:18:45,346 --> 01:18:46,722 Do you want this back? 1517 01:18:50,392 --> 01:18:51,352 Yeah. 1518 01:18:53,896 --> 01:18:54,980 Yeah, sure. 1519 01:19:03,405 --> 01:19:05,532 -I can't do it. -Let me help. 1520 01:19:49,910 --> 01:19:51,495 [sighing] 1521 01:19:56,250 --> 01:20:01,338 ["Girls Just Wanna Have Fun" by Charlotte Lawrence, Nina Nesbitt & Sasha Sloan] 1522 01:20:02,256 --> 01:20:09,221 ♪ They just wanna, they just wanna Girls just wanna have fun ♪ 1523 01:20:11,265 --> 01:20:14,143 ♪ I come home in the morning light ♪ 1524 01:20:14,226 --> 01:20:19,189 ♪ My mother says "When you gonna live your life right?" ♪ 1525 01:20:19,273 --> 01:20:23,235 ♪ Oh, mother dear We're not the fortunate ones ♪ 1526 01:20:23,319 --> 01:20:26,322 ♪ And girls, they wanna have fun ♪ 1527 01:20:28,657 --> 01:20:32,036 ♪ That's all they really want ♪ 1528 01:20:32,703 --> 01:20:36,290 ♪ Some fun ♪ 1529 01:20:36,707 --> 01:20:40,044 ♪ When the working day is done ♪ 1530 01:20:40,127 --> 01:20:42,421 ♪ Oh, girls, they wanna have fun ♪ 1531 01:20:42,504 --> 01:20:44,673 [Lara Jean] I thought that if Peter and I were together, 1532 01:20:44,757 --> 01:20:46,592 the two of us could get through anything. 1533 01:20:47,092 --> 01:20:48,510 I was wrong. 1534 01:20:48,594 --> 01:20:51,263 I don't know if that means our love wasn't true, 1535 01:20:51,347 --> 01:20:53,223 or that we just weren't ready for it. 1536 01:20:53,515 --> 01:20:55,642 But I do know we weren't honest with each other. 1537 01:20:55,726 --> 01:20:58,228 And that I haven't been honest with myself. 1538 01:20:58,645 --> 01:21:01,523 ♪ And girls just wanna have fun ♪ 1539 01:21:06,403 --> 01:21:07,571 [phone chimes] 1540 01:21:13,911 --> 01:21:15,996 [wind chimes jingling] 1541 01:21:16,121 --> 01:21:18,749 ["Alewife' by Clario playing] 1542 01:21:19,041 --> 01:21:25,714 ♪ In Massachusetts Only thirty minutes from Alewife ♪ 1543 01:21:25,798 --> 01:21:27,883 [ladder creaking] 1544 01:21:28,217 --> 01:21:34,848 ♪ I lay in my room Wondering why I've got this life ♪ 1545 01:21:35,349 --> 01:21:37,267 [footsteps approaching on ladder] 1546 01:21:44,900 --> 01:21:45,859 Hey. 1547 01:21:46,527 --> 01:21:47,486 Hey. 1548 01:21:57,329 --> 01:21:59,456 I guess you know Peter and I broke up. 1549 01:22:00,958 --> 01:22:03,085 Yup, I heard something about that. 1550 01:22:09,049 --> 01:22:11,760 Part of the reason was because when he was with me, 1551 01:22:11,844 --> 01:22:14,471 I always thought he was thinking about you. 1552 01:22:15,848 --> 01:22:17,891 And that I would never be good enough. 1553 01:22:18,392 --> 01:22:21,019 I was convinced that he was never really gonna get over you. 1554 01:22:24,940 --> 01:22:27,401 And then I realized that 1555 01:22:27,901 --> 01:22:29,987 the person who couldn't get over you... 1556 01:22:31,822 --> 01:22:32,823 was me. 1557 01:22:41,957 --> 01:22:44,042 You probably don't remember this, but... 1558 01:22:45,210 --> 01:22:48,422 I put this in the time capsule because it's our friendship bracelet. 1559 01:23:01,977 --> 01:23:03,228 [inhales] 1560 01:23:04,062 --> 01:23:06,356 You know, you're way off about Peter. 1561 01:23:07,441 --> 01:23:09,318 He's crazy about you. 1562 01:23:09,985 --> 01:23:11,445 He tells me that himself. 1563 01:23:14,406 --> 01:23:18,327 And the reason that I call him is not to hurt you. 1564 01:23:19,995 --> 01:23:20,996 Just... 1565 01:23:21,997 --> 01:23:23,207 Um... 1566 01:23:27,461 --> 01:23:29,671 My parents are splitting up right now, 1567 01:23:30,130 --> 01:23:33,383 and it's just really confusing. 1568 01:23:37,638 --> 01:23:39,515 Peter's been through it, you know? 1569 01:23:58,450 --> 01:24:01,078 I hid this over there because 1570 01:24:01,161 --> 01:24:03,705 I didn't want you to know that I put the same thing in. 1571 01:24:10,170 --> 01:24:12,381 [Lara Jean] There's a Korean word my grandma taught me. 1572 01:24:12,631 --> 01:24:13,924 It's called jung. 1573 01:24:14,508 --> 01:24:17,511 It's the connection between two people that can't be severed. 1574 01:24:17,803 --> 01:24:19,263 Even when love turns to hate, 1575 01:24:19,388 --> 01:24:21,807 you will always have tenderness in your heart for them. 1576 01:24:22,349 --> 01:24:23,767 Gen and I have jung. 1577 01:24:23,850 --> 01:24:26,478 Part of us will always be tied to one another. 1578 01:24:27,020 --> 01:24:28,689 If I want to move forward, 1579 01:24:28,772 --> 01:24:31,733 I have to stop blaming Peter for having it with her, too. 1580 01:24:47,833 --> 01:24:48,959 [phone chimes] 1581 01:24:58,677 --> 01:25:01,179 [fireworks popping] 1582 01:25:02,139 --> 01:25:04,224 ["Crashing" by Illenium ft. Bahari playing] 1583 01:25:04,308 --> 01:25:07,185 ♪ Feeling out of control With your chemicals ♪ 1584 01:25:07,269 --> 01:25:12,316 ♪ What’s coming over me? It’s a total eclipse of rationality ♪ 1585 01:25:12,399 --> 01:25:14,568 Oh, there you are. Come in, sweetie. 1586 01:25:18,530 --> 01:25:19,906 [sighs] 1587 01:25:20,532 --> 01:25:21,575 You look amazing. 1588 01:25:21,658 --> 01:25:24,119 And you look like a girl not ready for the ball. 1589 01:25:24,202 --> 01:25:25,746 Yeah, well, I'm just a volunteer. 1590 01:25:25,829 --> 01:25:27,289 It'd be weird if I dressed up. 1591 01:25:27,372 --> 01:25:29,583 Ah. Oh, well... 1592 01:25:31,126 --> 01:25:33,629 I guess you won't be needing this, then. 1593 01:25:34,796 --> 01:25:37,341 Sort of a shame that you don't want to dress up. 1594 01:25:37,924 --> 01:25:39,635 Gosh, this would just... 1595 01:25:40,260 --> 01:25:41,803 look so lovely on you. 1596 01:25:42,804 --> 01:25:44,264 But, there you go. 1597 01:25:44,348 --> 01:25:45,390 Stormy. 1598 01:25:49,645 --> 01:25:50,812 Give me the dress. 1599 01:25:56,777 --> 01:25:57,861 How do I look? 1600 01:25:58,737 --> 01:26:00,322 The way you look 1601 01:26:00,906 --> 01:26:03,533 should be against the law. 1602 01:26:11,500 --> 01:26:12,709 ♪ Tonight ♪ 1603 01:26:16,088 --> 01:26:17,005 Wow. 1604 01:26:18,298 --> 01:26:19,257 Hi. 1605 01:26:23,720 --> 01:26:27,391 ♪ So I’m crashing here tonight ♪ 1606 01:26:31,478 --> 01:26:32,979 ♪ Tonight ♪ 1607 01:26:34,022 --> 01:26:37,359 ♪ Yeah, I’m crashing here tonight ♪ 1608 01:26:37,734 --> 01:26:38,902 You look great. 1609 01:26:39,152 --> 01:26:40,153 Thanks. 1610 01:26:40,237 --> 01:26:42,489 -I'm glad I decided to dress up. -[chuckles] 1611 01:26:42,572 --> 01:26:43,615 Me too. 1612 01:26:44,241 --> 01:26:47,160 -It's my dad's. Yeah. -Oh, great. 1613 01:26:48,203 --> 01:26:49,538 -[giggling] -Shall we? 1614 01:26:49,746 --> 01:26:50,789 -Yes. -Yeah. 1615 01:26:51,832 --> 01:26:53,166 "It's my dad's"? 1616 01:26:53,583 --> 01:26:56,336 ["You Should be Dancing" performed by the New Respects playing] 1617 01:26:56,420 --> 01:26:59,673 ♪ You should be dancing, yeah ♪ 1618 01:27:00,882 --> 01:27:03,593 ♪ Dancing, yeah ♪ 1619 01:27:15,147 --> 01:27:18,775 Come out from behind that table and come and enjoy yourselves. 1620 01:27:18,859 --> 01:27:21,737 These people are perfectly capable of serving their own punch. 1621 01:27:21,820 --> 01:27:23,280 We're supposed to be working. 1622 01:27:23,363 --> 01:27:24,489 Oh... 1623 01:27:26,658 --> 01:27:28,410 Convince her, would you? 1624 01:27:29,327 --> 01:27:31,413 -[song ends] -[scattered applause] 1625 01:27:37,085 --> 01:27:39,463 Come on, ask her to dance. 1626 01:27:39,546 --> 01:27:40,756 What are you waiting for? 1627 01:27:41,840 --> 01:27:44,301 It seems as though they want us to dance. 1628 01:27:45,552 --> 01:27:48,430 As volunteers, I think we should give the people what they want. 1629 01:27:48,513 --> 01:27:50,056 [slow song playing] 1630 01:27:50,140 --> 01:27:53,143 ♪ I've been in the woods too long ♪ 1631 01:27:54,269 --> 01:27:57,189 ♪ I don't wanna come back home ♪ 1632 01:27:58,190 --> 01:28:01,026 ♪ I'm sorry if it's inconvenient ♪ 1633 01:28:07,741 --> 01:28:10,160 -We're finally dancing. -Mm-hmm. 1634 01:28:10,786 --> 01:28:11,787 I... 1635 01:28:12,537 --> 01:28:15,332 wanted to ask you to the sixth grade dance. 1636 01:28:16,333 --> 01:28:17,334 Yeah. 1637 01:28:18,376 --> 01:28:20,462 I actually went to your house. 1638 01:28:21,004 --> 01:28:23,507 I gathered up a whole bunch of sticks, 1639 01:28:24,174 --> 01:28:28,345 and I arranged them in the letters D-A-N-C-E, 1640 01:28:28,428 --> 01:28:31,932 with a little question mark at the end. Yeah. Right outside your window. 1641 01:28:32,015 --> 01:28:33,016 [laughs] 1642 01:28:33,558 --> 01:28:35,018 And then your dad came home. 1643 01:28:36,353 --> 01:28:37,562 I'm pretty sure he-- 1644 01:28:38,146 --> 01:28:40,148 Yeah, I'm pretty sure he thought that I was 1645 01:28:40,232 --> 01:28:41,858 cleaning people's yards. 1646 01:28:41,942 --> 01:28:43,109 [laughing] 1647 01:28:44,069 --> 01:28:46,154 So he gave me ten bucks, 1648 01:28:47,364 --> 01:28:50,450 and I just, I got super nervous. 1649 01:28:50,992 --> 01:28:52,077 So I went home. 1650 01:28:53,995 --> 01:28:55,288 I can't believe that. 1651 01:28:56,581 --> 01:28:57,582 Yeah. 1652 01:28:58,959 --> 01:29:01,628 It's actually-- It's kind of embarrassing now. 1653 01:29:03,338 --> 01:29:06,424 ♪ 'Cause I'm young as I'll ever be ♪ 1654 01:29:08,093 --> 01:29:10,095 I probably shouldn't have even told you that, I-- 1655 01:29:10,720 --> 01:29:12,264 I know you're with Kavinsky. 1656 01:29:15,600 --> 01:29:16,560 Um... 1657 01:29:17,352 --> 01:29:18,687 Him and I are... 1658 01:29:21,565 --> 01:29:22,607 Oh. 1659 01:29:23,942 --> 01:29:25,110 Are you okay? 1660 01:29:25,193 --> 01:29:28,321 ♪ Like I'm awake inside a dream ♪ 1661 01:29:29,531 --> 01:29:30,824 Let's get some air. 1662 01:29:36,621 --> 01:29:40,125 ♪ Like I'm awake inside a dream ♪ 1663 01:29:40,709 --> 01:29:43,461 ♪ Like I'm awake inside a... ♪ 1664 01:29:45,630 --> 01:29:46,590 Wow. 1665 01:29:48,842 --> 01:29:49,759 Come on. 1666 01:29:57,601 --> 01:30:00,770 God, I can't believe it's snowing this late in the year. 1667 01:30:02,939 --> 01:30:03,857 I mean, it'll... 1668 01:30:04,733 --> 01:30:05,817 probably melt by morning. 1669 01:30:05,901 --> 01:30:07,152 But-- [gasps] 1670 01:30:07,235 --> 01:30:08,904 [laughing] 1671 01:30:08,987 --> 01:30:10,071 Okay! 1672 01:30:10,280 --> 01:30:11,948 -Okay. Okay. -No. 1673 01:30:12,032 --> 01:30:14,701 -You know where this is going, right? -No! No, no, no. No! 1674 01:30:17,454 --> 01:30:18,538 What are you doing? 1675 01:30:18,622 --> 01:30:19,998 [John Ambrose] Snow angels. 1676 01:30:21,374 --> 01:30:23,293 [giggling] 1677 01:30:28,465 --> 01:30:29,299 Are you cold? 1678 01:30:29,382 --> 01:30:30,550 -Yeah, I'm freezing. -Okay. 1679 01:30:30,634 --> 01:30:31,927 [both laughing] 1680 01:30:32,302 --> 01:30:33,261 Come on. 1681 01:31:08,546 --> 01:31:09,631 It's Peter. 1682 01:31:15,220 --> 01:31:16,429 I'm sorry. 1683 01:31:37,993 --> 01:31:40,078 [panting softly] 1684 01:31:47,919 --> 01:31:49,129 Lara Jean. 1685 01:31:49,921 --> 01:31:51,214 Are you all right, honey? 1686 01:31:52,132 --> 01:31:53,216 We kissed. 1687 01:31:55,885 --> 01:31:57,137 But, I... 1688 01:31:58,513 --> 01:32:00,515 I wanted him to be someone else. 1689 01:32:01,099 --> 01:32:02,308 [Stormy] Oh. 1690 01:32:03,268 --> 01:32:04,227 [exhales] 1691 01:32:08,356 --> 01:32:10,775 And now I feel like I ruined everything. 1692 01:32:10,859 --> 01:32:13,570 No, no. You're too hard on yourself. 1693 01:32:13,778 --> 01:32:16,197 Sometimes you have to kiss the wrong man 1694 01:32:16,573 --> 01:32:17,949 to know what's right. 1695 01:32:19,117 --> 01:32:20,201 I have. 1696 01:32:20,660 --> 01:32:22,996 More times than a lady should admit. 1697 01:32:25,957 --> 01:32:29,836 But what if it's too late? I mean, Peter and I, we broke up. 1698 01:32:30,045 --> 01:32:32,589 So what? Unbreak it. 1699 01:32:33,506 --> 01:32:35,300 If that's what you want. 1700 01:32:37,302 --> 01:32:38,678 And if he doesn't? 1701 01:32:39,763 --> 01:32:41,181 If he doesn't what? 1702 01:32:45,435 --> 01:32:46,478 Want me. 1703 01:32:48,188 --> 01:32:49,105 Well... 1704 01:32:50,190 --> 01:32:52,025 that will hurt like hell. 1705 01:32:52,901 --> 01:32:54,277 [sobs] Yeah. 1706 01:33:00,992 --> 01:33:03,119 Okay. Uh, Stormy? 1707 01:33:03,828 --> 01:33:04,788 Mm-hmm. 1708 01:33:04,871 --> 01:33:07,290 Can I bring you back your dress tomorrow? 1709 01:33:08,917 --> 01:33:09,876 No. 1710 01:33:10,293 --> 01:33:11,586 Because it's yours. 1711 01:33:13,880 --> 01:33:15,548 -Thank you. -Mm-hmm. 1712 01:33:16,049 --> 01:33:17,300 I have... I have to go. 1713 01:33:17,383 --> 01:33:18,384 Go. 1714 01:33:19,969 --> 01:33:22,555 ["Something Like This" by Gordi playing] 1715 01:33:45,245 --> 01:33:46,204 Peter. 1716 01:33:52,043 --> 01:33:54,546 You said you didn't like driving in the snow, right? 1717 01:34:06,015 --> 01:34:07,809 Break my heart, Covey. 1718 01:34:13,940 --> 01:34:17,277 Break my heart into a thousand pieces. 1719 01:34:22,782 --> 01:34:24,033 Do whatever you want. 1720 01:34:30,165 --> 01:34:31,166 I love you. 1721 01:34:35,086 --> 01:34:36,337 I love you, too. 1722 01:34:37,005 --> 01:34:39,257 [music swells] 1723 01:35:00,904 --> 01:35:03,865 ["About Love" by MARINA playing] 1724 01:35:03,948 --> 01:35:07,076 [Lara Jean] When you light a lantern and send it into the sky, 1725 01:35:07,160 --> 01:35:09,078 you're supposed to make a wish. 1726 01:35:09,162 --> 01:35:13,333 I thought I wanted a promise that Peter and I would never hurt each other. 1727 01:35:13,791 --> 01:35:16,294 I wanted something that doesn't exist. 1728 01:35:16,377 --> 01:35:18,338 I wanted happily ever after. 1729 01:35:19,047 --> 01:35:22,842 But I know now that I don't want a love in half measures. 1730 01:35:23,176 --> 01:35:24,385 I want it all. 1731 01:35:24,469 --> 01:35:27,096 And to have it all, we have to risk it all. 1732 01:35:28,056 --> 01:35:31,226 If I could do it over, I wouldn't change a thing. 1733 01:35:31,893 --> 01:35:35,230 Because everything that's happened has brought us here. 1734 01:35:36,231 --> 01:35:38,149 This is our story. 1735 01:35:38,233 --> 01:35:40,068 And we're still at the beginning. 1736 01:35:40,944 --> 01:35:45,740 ♪ I don't really know a lot about love A lot about love, a lot about love ♪ 1737 01:35:45,823 --> 01:35:48,201 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1738 01:35:48,284 --> 01:35:50,912 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1739 01:35:50,995 --> 01:35:55,625 ♪ I don't really know a lot about love A lot about love, a lot about love ♪ 1740 01:35:55,708 --> 01:35:58,044 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1741 01:35:58,127 --> 01:36:00,713 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1742 01:36:02,924 --> 01:36:05,885 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1743 01:36:20,566 --> 01:36:23,027 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1744 01:36:23,111 --> 01:36:25,947 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1745 01:36:27,991 --> 01:36:32,287 ♪ Started in the strangest way Couldn't see it coming ♪ 1746 01:36:32,954 --> 01:36:36,916 ♪ Swept up in a hurricane Wouldn't give it up for nothing ♪ 1747 01:36:37,709 --> 01:36:40,461 ♪ Now I'm all caught up In the highs and the lows ♪ 1748 01:36:40,545 --> 01:36:42,630 ♪ It's a shock to my system ♪ 1749 01:36:43,006 --> 01:36:46,634 ♪I don't want to run away So I stay ♪ 1750 01:36:46,968 --> 01:36:51,306 ♪ My head gets messy when I try to hide ♪ 1751 01:36:52,015 --> 01:36:56,185 ♪ The things I love about you In my mind ♪ 1752 01:36:56,519 --> 01:37:00,940 ♪ I don't really know a lot about love A lot about love, a lot about love ♪ 1753 01:37:01,024 --> 01:37:03,943 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1754 01:37:04,027 --> 01:37:06,362 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1755 01:37:06,446 --> 01:37:11,242 ♪ I don't really know a lot about love A lot about love, a lot about love ♪ 1756 01:37:11,326 --> 01:37:13,661 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1757 01:37:13,745 --> 01:37:16,706 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1758 01:37:31,054 --> 01:37:33,431 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1759 01:37:33,514 --> 01:37:36,184 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1760 01:37:37,060 --> 01:37:40,396 ["Honest" by Hanne Mjøen playing] 1761 01:37:41,439 --> 01:37:44,150 ♪ I've heard stories ♪ 1762 01:37:44,567 --> 01:37:51,032 ♪ Love's got demons But I want to see them for myself ♪ 1763 01:37:53,409 --> 01:37:58,206 ♪ Here's my secret, in too deep ♪ 1764 01:37:58,289 --> 01:38:02,835 ♪ So you might Need to save me from myself ♪ 1765 01:38:04,337 --> 01:38:07,965 ♪ What if we grow up Get a house in the hills ♪ 1766 01:38:08,049 --> 01:38:10,468 ♪ With a pool and a grill and all that? ♪ 1767 01:38:10,551 --> 01:38:14,597 ♪ Jumping on shortcuts Never gonna feel like us ♪ 1768 01:38:16,599 --> 01:38:20,937 ♪ Be honest Even if it breaks my heart ♪ 1769 01:38:21,312 --> 01:38:23,564 ♪ Even if it leaves me scars ♪ 1770 01:38:23,648 --> 01:38:28,820 ♪ 'Cause if it hurts like hell I want it to hurt with you ♪ 1771 01:38:28,903 --> 01:38:32,698 ♪ Honest I wanna see the way you're flawed ♪ 1772 01:38:33,074 --> 01:38:35,368 ♪ Even if it makes it hard ♪ 1773 01:38:35,451 --> 01:38:41,374 ♪ 'Cause if it hurts like hell I want it to hurt with you ♪ 1774 01:38:44,961 --> 01:38:48,589 ♪ Hurt with you ♪ 1775 01:38:51,008 --> 01:38:52,552 ♪ Hurt with you ♪ 1776 01:38:52,635 --> 01:38:57,932 ♪ I remember How we used to hang out ♪ 1777 01:38:58,015 --> 01:39:01,727 ♪ In the treehouse all the time ♪ 1778 01:39:04,021 --> 01:39:08,985 ♪ Kinda miss it Kinda don't ♪ 1779 01:39:09,068 --> 01:39:13,448 ♪ 'Cause now we got More story left to write ♪ 1780 01:39:15,116 --> 01:39:18,744 ♪ What if we grow up Get a house in the hills ♪ 1781 01:39:18,828 --> 01:39:21,247 ♪ With a pool and a grill and all that? ♪ 1782 01:39:21,330 --> 01:39:25,376 ♪ Jumping on shortcuts Never gonna feel like us ♪ 1783 01:39:27,378 --> 01:39:31,716 ♪ Be honest Even if it breaks my heart ♪ 1784 01:39:32,091 --> 01:39:34,343 ♪ Even if it leaves me scars ♪ 1785 01:39:34,427 --> 01:39:39,599 ♪ 'Cause if it hurts like hell I want it to hurt with you ♪ 1786 01:39:39,682 --> 01:39:43,478 ♪ Honest I wanna see the way you're flawed ♪ 1787 01:39:43,853 --> 01:39:46,147 ♪ Even if it makes it hard ♪ 1788 01:39:46,230 --> 01:39:52,153 ♪ 'Cause if it hurts like hell I want it to hurt with you ♪ 1789 01:39:55,490 --> 01:39:59,160 ♪ Hurt with you ♪ 1790 01:40:01,537 --> 01:40:03,164 ♪ Hurt with you ♪ 1791 01:40:07,418 --> 01:40:10,922 ♪ Hurt with you ♪ 1792 01:40:17,011 --> 01:40:19,096 ["Better By Myself" by Hey Violet playing] 1793 01:40:55,508 --> 01:40:57,718 ♪ I'm better by myself ♪ 1794 01:40:57,802 --> 01:41:00,555 ♪ By myself, better by myself ♪ 1795 01:41:00,638 --> 01:41:02,723 ♪ I'm better by myself ♪ 1796 01:41:02,807 --> 01:41:05,518 ♪ By myself, better by myself ♪ 1797 01:41:05,601 --> 01:41:07,979 ♪ I'm better by myself ♪ 136730

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