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evenings always disappoint like this
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taxi are we coming Catrin its Melia
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we're on our way
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I'm really sorry we're late um something
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came up just as we were going out
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normally she can't bear being late for
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anything anything private everybody this
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is a richard anemia who don't you know i
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don't know you've met Sarah magnet for
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or Eddie especially no ran of course and
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this is Sylvie and they want to
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apologize for Pete Oh terribly late but
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they did have some very urgent sex that
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they had to attend to I mean when I was
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21 I said to myself if I haven't
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published my first novel by the time I'm
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30 then I should just I should pack it
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in I'm still stuck on chapter six later
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40 is the new 30 anyway was to read the
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thought of an adolescence how do you
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know anyway you know that same as you 35
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the perfect age just the time to start
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what writing or living but anything
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everything seize the moment like you
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already have the perfect relationship
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there that's your subject happiness
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I was barely aware of her that first
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night she was just a blur a slick of
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gray
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nothing
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beware of mice playoffs on the Koran go
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no no if you wanted some you should have
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got some of your own oh I want yours now
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you know I feel as if there's someone
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watching me mister huh
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would you like that to be no no we're
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going to the nude okay
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hello hello it's heavy I'm at last night
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oh yes yeah yes of course I'm sorry oh I
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was so wrecked last night you're okay
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guard interesting I thought I just
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thought I would say head out well hello
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so um do you live around here or no I
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just like to come here sometimes all
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right right okay so look um after gonna
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have this book to finish reading by
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tomorrow
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let's go to meet you
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I was frightened or passion spent until
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there was a hollow burn of class I will
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my calico she means pulsing blue in
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secret beneath my petticoats were porous
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as canvas blood would seep into the
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minute I was very precise Lilia look for
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this
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my head you sent it no idea to eat it
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okay
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that's 1200 words by Friday
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excellent now will you call them for it
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or shall I bike it round
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okay okay see you later
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folk pages
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adhara yeah no yeah I can do that
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there's this woman and it's doing my
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head in
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what are you talking about what woman
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trying to tell you having this thing
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with this with this woman no no not
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sagging not quite yeah yeah okay does
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clattering no we don't bloody know Matt
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I almost thought you two were fine we
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are farmers greedy look I know the rule
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is that no matter shag everything that
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moves until you're 30 and then settle
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down with one them had never looked at
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another woman with rusty laughter that
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is absurd isn't it ridiculous it's also
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bloody impossible you can never get it
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all for just one person can you I don't
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know I rather hope you could Lydia and
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you still believe in father Christmas
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seriously though what am I gonna do it's
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driving me crazy
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seems like you've already made up your
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mind mmm-hmm no no I'll scrub my
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marriage well you've got to break it off
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I can't Mac break it off or I'll tell
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Katherine I wouldn't I wouldn't bet on
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that if I were you I'm very fond of
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Katherine
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Oh No I still can't fuck a me we call
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the red dogs Iran's our runaway success
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hello oh hi dickon's I love these things
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no no not really we're just here because
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of Ren so uh what do you what do you do
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do you have a job I'm finishing her PhD
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oh oh and trying to write I like your
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writing in the paper
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oh that's just journalism that's good
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yeah you see things clearly you tell the
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truth
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I'd love to do what you do
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look take take my heart and give me a
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call sometime
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you know I don't know you could come
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into the office we could have a coffee
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maybe you could take some books away
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really yes yes of course really thank
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you I'm so tired I don't know what's the
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matter with me already pendulum do it
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you know that girls there again Ren's
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girlfriend if she is his girlfriend no
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you know I forgot her name again it's
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mortifying
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Sylvie I had to be always on my own
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walking I mean to people I was wondering
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maybe I could to come and see you
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sometime
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at work maybe but I suppose you're very
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busy
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no I'd like that I'm actually quite
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isolated it work it's an awful thing to
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say but I'm I think I've got a single
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friend there you're exhausted now I
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think I know what it is don't you mean I
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won't tell you now it's all right
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there's nothing bad oh wow and I felt
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even then she knew me even better than I
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knew myself
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Haley doctoring transfer it's okay
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so
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I hadn't had that dream for years I was
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on this French exchange I was 14 I was a
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bit fragile my dad he just died um Sofia
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lend me the girl that was staying with
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she if she wasn't very nice to me she
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was having this thing with a boy next
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door
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she was obsessed with him I used to have
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to trail around after them you knew what
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they were saying my French wasn't good
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enough was I I don't they were laughing
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at me the house next door where Mazarin
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did was very horrible all bare in the
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dirty and neglecting his the mother was
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strange there was a baby there I don't
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think she looked after it properly
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I didn't like it in that house Mazarin
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says oops Pookie and I don't like to
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remember it now at a crap to me one
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morning that I had been born for
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suffering my task was to receive my
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mother's displeasure even if I was
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abused dismissed
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despised I possessed the power of a
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hatred the pictures out of focus I've
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been late
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book pages oh hi
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have you uh have you done it yet someone
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packed it in with your mystery woman
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no doesn't come away with me weibull's
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what you told Katherine oh you know
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management bonding bollocks
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anyway I get spent two whole nights with
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her she's gonna let me make free with
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her body and mate I have never wanted
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anything more in my whole life it's my
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heart is pounding you're a sick man Matt
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the herehow can't believe you're going
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through with it
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it's beyond my control
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you could oh sorry I've gotta go all
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right we'll listen I'll give you a shout
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when I get back all right I know rage
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Thanks where what was before giving me
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permission I
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hello it is alright I um I said I was a
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friend she said come up oh okay yes yes
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absolutely
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fine yes um well this is it all these
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books
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what a lovely job um yes I suppose it is
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but it keeps you from your real work
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yes no this is my real work and that's
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what I get paid for I know your book
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that's your your wax you mustn't his
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face which is I know sometimes I feel a
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bit inauthentic you know I'm sorry phony
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fake yes I know what they know something
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means but you're not and your book will
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not be yeah that's bit of a strange
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conversation he says I don't think so
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mad look at the books now yes um well
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you're you're welcome to any of these
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may I take these to you what yes yes um
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of course yes you can no I'm sorry no
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sorry February 16th though there's still
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time to review it so Oh sod it
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sod it take it and we don't need to
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review her anyway she's extraordinary
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you think so I know so well you could do
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me a little review if you like really
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yeah I had 300 words I mean we don't pay
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very much thank you
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it would be a Nana bye
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hey hey oh you smell good
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I'm pregnant but really Oh God
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oh no I mean I mean excellent brilliant
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well done up Kathy Lee what can I say I
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am so pleased no you're not I am
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I am really I I was just taking it back
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that's all why he's not as if we've been
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careful lately is it remember the night
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of my daughter's party was that one it
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was yeah I'm sure it was I think I knew
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that night did feel special come to
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think of it maybe how I really am
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pleased I'm gonna be parents
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that's awesome isn't it yes
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sylvie listen thanks for getting that
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time have you done so quickly it's very
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good not it it's brilliant in fact
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anyway um are you busy right now well I
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thought we could have a coffee talk
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about what you might do next for us
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great great um shall we say rubies on
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Marchman Street 15 minutes excellent
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yeah Richard that's tricks not bad not
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bad
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and I think I may have discovered a new
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writer for the book pages fast clever
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and cheap who what's his name earning
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silver Levine she's French mm-hmm that's
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good we're all the French so arrogantly
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because they're better educated than we
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are and they know it
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speak for yourself Carter that was the
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novel by the way Oh simmering simmering
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maybe you need to live a little more you
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may be right I guess they know me thank
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you for asking me so what's your
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pressing business Oh things I really
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don't know anything about you do I why
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would you like to know why I don't know
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I just you just seemed a bit lonely are
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you on your own
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hmm and exactly so you're with Ren Ren
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no I'm not with random your friends
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someone else then sort of
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I'm very mysterious am i I don't think
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so
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and of course it's none of my business I
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don't mind you can ask me anything but
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some things I like to keep private yes
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of course I like it that you're
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interested in me well I just have this
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feeling like I like like I want to look
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after you
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is that what it is but you have Lilia to
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look after true she's pregnant isn't she
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yeah yes she she is how did you know I
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feel I have a connection to Lilia Wow
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clearly do you do
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it is complicated isn't it yes
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I'm not sure I know what's happening
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Richard
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I think you Joe
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I have to go now uh no hang hang on wait
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wait oh I'll come with you no I should
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bid for good line wait wait wait um what
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what happens next we'll see
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he's alright not busy not busy at all
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I bet to something was a baby oh thank
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you oh that's lovely it's my first baby
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present you knew didn't you
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I wasn't sure it's exciting isn't it yes
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it's not excited though he's a man
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how could he understand oh I think he
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understands a bit he's just frightened
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you can tell I'm in love with my baby
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already and he's afraid he's getting the
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push and is he no he's not number one
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anymore so why did you come and live in
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England I always knew I'd come one day
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even when I was a kid but why here I was
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looking for someone did you find them
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I'm not sure yet and you have you loved
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someone anyone
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well Richard of course and before him oh
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well before him I am I chose very badly
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I think yes I can take a long time to
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find what I really want yes
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and I'm says I think I suppose a what
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for exactly yes
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something I lost
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a long time ago
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Richard and I tell each other everything
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that is the official view in fact I
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think he does tell me everything but
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there are things that I hold back from
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him Mazarin for example I never told him
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the whole story about Mazarin and that
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house in France
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partly because I could never explain it
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to him and partly because of shame
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sophie alone decided to lend me mahzarin
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for the day so that i could have a go
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with him as it were I could have said no
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of course but I didn't I think my will
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was paralyzed I didn't know anything
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about sex then I was young for my age in
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that way
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I had to take my clothes off he kept his
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clothes on he didn't want me to touch
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him it was all him
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touching me all over with his fingers
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his tongue his eyelashes even I didn't
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know what an orgasm was I was so
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innocent I thought I was having a fit
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the first half he made me have one after
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another helpless utterly helpless from
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that day on he would take turns with us
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I knew it was wrong and felt terrible
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shame
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and yet the shame was part of the thrill
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of it and that's still not all
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hello silly it's Richard um can we meet
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are you so cold
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I like the cold you know I was so
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pleased when you're from sometimes when
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I've been a man for days
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that's speaking to anyone it starts a
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few 35-knot treaties there you know I
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feel like a coast I can say this thanks
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dude
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you're not a ghost your real facility I
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haven't been able to stop thinking about
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I've thought about you two
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this is going to snow isn't it yes yes I
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think it is
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oh look I I just
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Katrin hi
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hey Lily Lily okay um look look look III
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there was something very stupid silly
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something real stupid stupid it was just
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it was hopeless
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looks matter okay look um let's get
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married
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all right sing next week tomorrow
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what's poodle this huh
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I don't know I've just been thinking
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that I should make an honest woman of
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you what I really want is for us to stop
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being all cool and modern and and commit
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ourselves to each other absolutely but I
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thought we already had yes yes yes but I
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I want to be old-fashioned about it I
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want to make solemn vows in the church
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with you yes of course I will what do
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you mean what about your whales we can
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cancel the last minute and now you
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disappeared phoned her email - I won't
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matter I placed it on the bloody
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pavement hard like a dog nothing you
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vanished off the face of the earth well
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that's it then you're free
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I'm not I'll never be free now no she
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always gave me just enough to keep me
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desperate for more you know what women
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like anyway I think one person want to
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mess with our hair that's what I want to
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do mmm Lily it's not like that
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no no I'll catch her thank God you just
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straitly come we are both are very lucky
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really uh-huh
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I know so what is it that makes us
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ravenous at the scent of strange pussy
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what is it Carter biology they say to
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capitalism well I know it's crazy but I
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can't help myself I've cared if I found
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out she'd kill me
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well if she kicked me out anyway they
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strip down that line of that sort of
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thing is she yeah I'm a loathing and
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contempt for married men even with their
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dicks and their trousers really
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well maybe I can't kick him out he's
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gone
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maybe I will I will kick it rich pray
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God can never find out
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least we never actually did the deed but
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is that the important thing though yeah
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pretty by the important thing rich know
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but isn't it the one thing too well
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that's just as much of a betrayal
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doesn't it one may as well come all the
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way
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Rini what you you tell me I should kick
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it in you told me I should hunter down
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pin it down in just bloody well give a
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one no no come on and after all this
402
00:32:25,448 --> 00:32:26,478
brought you nothing but grief and
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00:32:26,678 --> 00:32:29,838
anxiety and there'd be more of that to
404
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come no doubt God risk your marriage for
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00:32:36,668 --> 00:32:39,198
that no I am right I'll tell you what
406
00:32:39,398 --> 00:32:42,948
you should do if you take catcher in
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00:32:43,148 --> 00:32:47,207
away for a bit with the kids get some
408
00:32:47,407 --> 00:32:55,407
quality time yeah you're right
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I should do that very thing you got a
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pencil
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00:33:19,878 --> 00:33:27,878
well Katrin one when I don't know
412
00:33:30,637 --> 00:33:32,296
how do you mean Riordan otm phoned when
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I was out and left a message asking me
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00:33:35,378 --> 00:33:38,927
to bring her back and then I ran back
415
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she wasn't there I've gotta way up there
416
00:33:47,317 --> 00:33:50,436
oh yeah yeah I think I have here was it
417
00:33:50,636 --> 00:33:53,436
uh was it you she wanted to speak to or
418
00:33:53,437 --> 00:33:54,437
me
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00:34:17,198 --> 00:34:23,527
I'm sorry I can't take your orders now
420
00:34:23,727 --> 00:34:24,727
please give me a massage
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00:34:40,568 --> 00:34:48,258
hi Peter
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00:34:48,458 --> 00:34:52,337
Oh Sylvie how are you actually Richard
423
00:34:52,537 --> 00:34:53,858
we're having a conversation itself could
424
00:34:54,058 --> 00:34:59,867
you give us a few minutes
425
00:35:00,067 --> 00:35:02,918
unless it's desperately urgent no no
426
00:35:03,118 --> 00:35:04,118
Matt hurry
427
00:35:53,986 --> 00:36:01,986
hello pasta sauce
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00:36:08,268 --> 00:36:10,226
nothing nothing wasn't take 20 minutes
429
00:36:10,426 --> 00:36:13,558
we talked about needing a piece for the
430
00:36:13,758 --> 00:36:16,736
review it probably won't happen is but I
431
00:36:16,936 --> 00:36:21,087
could I don't care about him that's what
432
00:36:21,287 --> 00:36:26,296
you worried that actually repels me he's
433
00:36:26,496 --> 00:36:27,496
like a retina suit Retton
434
00:36:30,378 --> 00:36:38,027
as I get to in trouble I don't not yet
435
00:36:40,248 --> 00:36:48,098
my shirts live each other I know but I
436
00:36:48,298 --> 00:36:51,847
can't all right it's you isn't it
437
00:36:52,047 --> 00:36:56,867
the the fragments of story in my inbox
438
00:36:57,067 --> 00:36:58,657
you don't mind I don't mind I've come to
439
00:36:58,857 --> 00:37:02,748
look forward to the mature
440
00:37:02,948 --> 00:37:07,997
well is it a novel or hopefully one day
441
00:37:08,197 --> 00:37:11,418
I did I said hopefully is bad English so
442
00:37:11,618 --> 00:37:16,218
did a house I have no idea why the
443
00:37:16,418 --> 00:37:24,418
papers a style book discourages it they
444
00:37:24,638 --> 00:37:27,307
don't like hope I think I think I'm
445
00:37:27,308 --> 00:37:28,308
falling in love with you
446
00:37:30,207 --> 00:37:32,957
I mustn't
447
00:37:40,657 --> 00:37:48,657
my head's a cart oh poor little pause
448
00:37:50,547 --> 00:37:51,547
this one in my pocket
449
00:38:05,977 --> 00:38:08,937
should we sit down
450
00:38:30,717 --> 00:38:34,097
would you like to get your other hand
451
00:39:15,898 --> 00:39:23,898
Oh g-good
452
00:39:36,656 --> 00:39:39,797
I cut off up
453
00:39:46,987 --> 00:39:54,987
I can't you must stop I walk away not
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00:39:56,906 --> 00:39:57,906
here
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00:40:32,068 --> 00:40:40,068
my girl you found her Sylvie Levine what
456
00:40:41,968 --> 00:40:46,387
a what about her be bright very bright
457
00:40:46,587 --> 00:40:49,058
yeah I thought so you do know she's
458
00:40:49,258 --> 00:40:53,498
writing for The Times as well just
459
00:40:53,698 --> 00:41:01,178
snippets but still she's curiously
460
00:41:01,378 --> 00:41:06,726
shaggable don't you think fun coming bit
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00:41:06,926 --> 00:41:10,118
mousy it wispy so what you think you're
462
00:41:10,318 --> 00:41:12,396
not very perceptive are you about that
463
00:41:12,596 --> 00:41:13,717
novel of yours is a pile of shite thank
464
00:41:13,917 --> 00:41:15,206
you for sharing that insight with me
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00:41:15,406 --> 00:41:18,938
that's all
466
00:41:19,138 --> 00:41:20,157
actually I'm taking mousy with speed out
467
00:41:20,357 --> 00:41:23,308
to dinner tonight
468
00:41:23,508 --> 00:41:26,827
thought I'd explore her in a little more
469
00:41:27,027 --> 00:41:31,888
I want to tell you how it went
470
00:41:32,088 --> 00:41:33,088
not particularly okay
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00:41:44,327 --> 00:41:50,217
it was my last week before I went back
472
00:41:50,417 --> 00:41:52,857
home it was supposed to be my turn with
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00:41:53,057 --> 00:41:54,918
Nazarene but Sophie Elaine have claimed
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her
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00:42:03,698 --> 00:42:04,698
I felt lonely betrayed
476
00:42:11,347 --> 00:42:19,157
why is he wearing a dress
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00:42:19,357 --> 00:42:24,038
body falls out busy pourquoi Hawk came
478
00:42:24,238 --> 00:42:25,668
down to go papa where's Amy - no fee
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00:42:25,868 --> 00:42:33,128
it's a girl
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00:42:33,328 --> 00:42:34,328
no he isn't Prem Oh Cara
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00:42:49,117 --> 00:42:57,117
how is the baby she's lovely
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00:42:59,077 --> 00:43:02,977
you know she's I see
483
00:43:08,717 --> 00:43:16,717
just feel it yeah I feel do you mind
484
00:43:25,518 --> 00:43:28,717
it's nice
485
00:43:29,896 --> 00:43:37,896
yes sir lovely for you
486
00:43:43,018 --> 00:43:47,488
you know I was looking for your vessel
487
00:43:48,617 --> 00:43:51,767
are you
488
00:43:53,198 --> 00:44:01,198
you don't now do you have an idea what
489
00:44:03,058 --> 00:44:06,387
yes I do
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00:44:09,248 --> 00:44:16,218
I recognized you the minute I saw you
491
00:44:16,418 --> 00:44:19,747
how could I don't know
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00:44:19,947 --> 00:44:20,947
Oh mah sorry
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00:44:39,457 --> 00:44:47,457
I was in love my head and heart were
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00:44:51,388 --> 00:44:54,007
full of her I could recall every time
495
00:44:54,207 --> 00:44:56,978
I'd seen her every moment we'd spent
496
00:44:57,178 --> 00:44:58,927
together I loved her to read to me in
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00:44:59,127 --> 00:45:00,847
that foggy little voice of hers I
498
00:45:01,047 --> 00:45:05,858
couldn't get enough of it
499
00:45:06,058 --> 00:45:08,378
I loved her gentleness that sad wistful
500
00:45:08,578 --> 00:45:11,288
look she had I loved everything about
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00:45:11,488 --> 00:45:16,477
her every button on her prim little
502
00:45:16,677 --> 00:45:17,677
schoolgirl ish cardigan and I stopped
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00:45:17,877 --> 00:45:22,238
remembering
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00:45:22,438 --> 00:45:24,927
I once Silvie had been Mazarin I was
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capable of anything
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00:46:25,157 --> 00:46:33,157
what is it do you think you think no not
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00:46:42,527 --> 00:46:47,247
very not really this is nothing to do
508
00:46:47,447 --> 00:46:49,438
with Richard anyway
509
00:46:49,638 --> 00:46:53,367
what of the time lately it's like he's
510
00:46:53,567 --> 00:46:55,037
not there you know maybe you're seeing
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00:46:55,237 --> 00:47:01,467
someone else
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00:47:01,667 --> 00:47:05,068
hey I don't know you know I often have
513
00:47:05,268 --> 00:47:07,157
dreams about that house in front and
514
00:47:07,357 --> 00:47:12,318
what would eat there
515
00:47:12,518 --> 00:47:20,518
yes of course I'm often frightened until
516
00:47:20,947 --> 00:47:24,908
dreams don't get them yes that too
517
00:47:25,108 --> 00:47:30,548
but you don't feel guilty now well me
518
00:47:30,748 --> 00:47:31,748
about me now
519
00:47:31,948 --> 00:47:39,556
and frightened there's nothing to be
520
00:47:41,817 --> 00:47:42,817
frightened about what's going to happen
521
00:47:43,017 --> 00:47:44,638
my god
522
00:47:44,758 --> 00:47:52,448
what would you like to happen
523
00:47:52,648 --> 00:47:56,828
I don't want Richard three hat no reason
524
00:47:57,028 --> 00:48:01,147
why he should be I don't want to take it
525
00:48:01,347 --> 00:48:05,108
from him but we have
526
00:48:05,308 --> 00:48:06,308
doesn't need to know anything about it
527
00:48:11,026 --> 00:48:17,668
and I've been a bit preoccupied lately
528
00:48:17,868 --> 00:48:20,398
with work and stuff and the book and
529
00:48:20,598 --> 00:48:23,247
stuff but I I really do think it's
530
00:48:23,447 --> 00:48:26,997
wonderful that we're having a baby and I
531
00:48:27,197 --> 00:48:30,057
think you're wonderful too and I'm so
532
00:48:30,257 --> 00:48:32,238
lucky I've got you I shouldn't take you
533
00:48:32,438 --> 00:48:33,438
for granted
534
00:48:47,177 --> 00:48:53,687
it's really gone look at you you are
535
00:48:53,887 --> 00:48:59,207
getting lovelier by the day you want me
536
00:48:59,407 --> 00:49:01,427
okay take this this smell of yukata can
537
00:49:01,627 --> 00:49:02,956
I make love to old woman certainly not
538
00:49:03,156 --> 00:49:04,997
obsolete lovely listen Kota upstairs
539
00:49:05,197 --> 00:49:08,317
drinks in the kitchen thank you all
540
00:49:08,517 --> 00:49:09,517
right I think I think she just do that
541
00:49:09,717 --> 00:49:16,976
hey what do you like Kathryn told come
542
00:49:17,436 --> 00:49:21,166
on come on all wrong have I you tell me
543
00:49:21,366 --> 00:49:25,907
oh man man you've got to believe me I'm
544
00:49:26,107 --> 00:49:27,856
up there was nothing going on with me
545
00:49:28,056 --> 00:49:29,776
and Sylvie I don't know what Catrin
546
00:49:29,976 --> 00:49:30,976
thought she saw one little peck for
547
00:49:31,176 --> 00:49:33,187
God's sake
548
00:49:33,387 --> 00:49:34,757
anyway I haven't seen her lately no no I
549
00:49:34,957 --> 00:49:37,247
don't believe you
550
00:49:37,447 --> 00:49:38,447
well suit yourself and come to that what
551
00:49:38,587 --> 00:49:40,747
are you being such and sorry us about
552
00:49:40,947 --> 00:49:44,627
you're no angel I was straight with you
553
00:49:44,827 --> 00:49:46,547
you are lying devious conniving little
554
00:49:46,747 --> 00:49:48,706
twat that is the issue in its purest
555
00:49:48,906 --> 00:49:50,326
form I would contend oh alright I'll
556
00:49:50,526 --> 00:49:51,526
ignore the gratuitous insult seeing as
557
00:49:51,697 --> 00:49:53,197
it's your birthday and I'm supposed to
558
00:49:53,397 --> 00:49:55,757
be a best friend
559
00:49:55,957 --> 00:49:57,307
come on Mack come on we can argue about
560
00:49:57,507 --> 00:50:00,257
this
561
00:50:00,457 --> 00:50:08,457
look hand on heart I am not having an
562
00:50:09,096 --> 00:50:11,107
affair oh no baby's head on my baby's
563
00:50:11,307 --> 00:50:12,307
head
564
00:50:18,887 --> 00:50:26,887
okay
565
00:50:28,078 --> 00:50:29,078
I apologize let's get ratted
566
00:50:36,427 --> 00:50:40,658
so rs5
567
00:50:51,247 --> 00:50:55,627
Vito and I'm good are you - oh yeah
568
00:50:55,827 --> 00:50:57,638
really well that last article photos
569
00:50:57,838 --> 00:50:59,586
from Al I'm realisation better you
570
00:50:59,786 --> 00:51:00,786
enjoyed it Yamini what can I do to catch
571
00:51:00,986 --> 00:51:04,137
up with you later
572
00:51:04,337 --> 00:51:05,918
yeah yeah of course Catrin Catrin hi
573
00:51:06,118 --> 00:51:13,977
great party
574
00:51:13,978 --> 00:51:14,978
thank you Catrin can't commit or not now
575
00:51:18,867 --> 00:51:21,867
Catherine what do you want me to say
576
00:51:22,067 --> 00:51:24,717
Richard
577
00:51:24,917 --> 00:51:26,548
I haven't told Lelia yet I don't know
578
00:51:26,748 --> 00:51:28,888
whether I will there you go
579
00:51:29,088 --> 00:51:32,038
Catherine it's not what you think isn't
580
00:51:32,238 --> 00:51:37,947
it not it it was nothing and many way
581
00:51:38,147 --> 00:51:39,358
it's over I've come nothing be over look
582
00:51:39,558 --> 00:51:43,637
better though there really is nothing
583
00:51:43,837 --> 00:51:47,728
going on between me and Silvie truly
584
00:51:47,928 --> 00:51:50,157
good Lilly is the best thing in my life
585
00:51:50,357 --> 00:51:53,518
you don't deserve her I know but you can
586
00:51:53,718 --> 00:51:55,858
try I will I am you're gonna have a
587
00:51:56,058 --> 00:51:57,507
child you're gonna be a father
588
00:51:57,707 --> 00:52:00,478
that's the only reason I didn't tell
589
00:52:00,678 --> 00:52:05,267
Lydia you've got to sort yourself out
590
00:52:05,268 --> 00:52:06,268
Richard I know I well honest
591
00:52:31,728 --> 00:52:34,728
hello
592
00:52:38,397 --> 00:52:46,397
I thought I might find you here what are
593
00:52:46,727 --> 00:52:47,848
you doing here I came to see you my
594
00:52:48,048 --> 00:52:51,927
parent catcher don't even know I'm here
595
00:52:52,127 --> 00:52:53,848
yet so he have to go
596
00:52:54,048 --> 00:53:02,048
if Ketchum sees us together and what
597
00:53:43,697 --> 00:53:44,697
deserves those things come on it must
598
00:53:44,707 --> 00:53:52,707
have been the maid's room
599
00:53:54,498 --> 00:53:59,277
look I wonder what he was like the boy
600
00:53:59,477 --> 00:54:01,847
she left yeah well I'd better go back
601
00:54:02,047 --> 00:54:09,587
down not yet
602
00:54:09,588 --> 00:54:10,588
is it just for a moment
603
00:54:13,137 --> 00:54:17,307
you know we're going to have to stop all
604
00:54:17,507 --> 00:54:18,507
this
605
00:54:25,568 --> 00:54:33,568
no no look please don't make me come
606
00:54:52,538 --> 00:55:00,538
Tommy CJ oh come on I told you you have
607
00:55:03,488 --> 00:55:04,488
to stay still right back on my back
608
00:55:04,688 --> 00:55:12,465
Oh God sleeping with me I just sleep
609
00:55:29,404 --> 00:55:37,404
with someone else
610
00:55:38,973 --> 00:55:41,773
what you want is to fuck me one day
611
00:55:41,973 --> 00:55:42,973
No
612
00:55:51,364 --> 00:55:54,544
you can
613
00:56:26,395 --> 00:56:31,685
this is a great wedding party and are
614
00:56:31,885 --> 00:56:36,094
you happy because I'm happy
615
00:56:36,294 --> 00:56:38,734
I'm yes yes I'm epic love you so much
616
00:56:38,934 --> 00:56:42,245
I'm gonna make a speech so please don't
617
00:56:42,445 --> 00:56:44,555
we said no speeches can't I proclaim to
618
00:56:44,755 --> 00:56:47,255
the world you my my my love for you and
619
00:56:47,455 --> 00:56:50,705
our wedding David can I say my wife and
620
00:56:50,905 --> 00:56:58,645
I just once just say naturally um okay
621
00:56:58,845 --> 00:56:59,845
well then then may i kiss you okay
622
00:57:05,965 --> 00:57:10,365
later hmm
623
00:57:14,104 --> 00:57:17,104
okay
624
00:57:20,104 --> 00:57:24,674
hell are you doing inviting her here but
625
00:57:24,874 --> 00:57:32,874
I smacked you in the face
626
00:57:33,275 --> 00:57:34,965
he's talking about her oh yeah BC Levine
627
00:57:35,165 --> 00:57:37,095
of course
628
00:57:37,295 --> 00:57:38,295
yeah audacity to invite her to your
629
00:57:38,495 --> 00:57:39,884
wedding party
630
00:57:40,084 --> 00:57:44,474
Sylvane Sylvane alright I didn't I
631
00:57:44,674 --> 00:57:48,914
didn't maybe Lelia invited Aaron require
632
00:57:49,114 --> 00:57:50,374
mind such as have you not worked it out
633
00:57:50,574 --> 00:57:53,374
idiot
634
00:57:53,574 --> 00:57:54,574
what
635
00:58:02,215 --> 00:58:10,215
was it her all this time was it you
636
00:58:21,025 --> 00:58:22,555
entire bloody moron what the hell was
637
00:58:22,755 --> 00:58:30,755
that about
638
00:58:41,305 --> 00:58:45,934
yeah that's just boy stuff so sorry
639
00:58:46,134 --> 00:58:47,965
so sorry so sorry oh look your flowers
640
00:58:48,165 --> 00:58:52,344
coming John enough already
641
00:58:52,544 --> 00:58:53,544
sweetheart just leave me alone
642
00:58:53,744 --> 00:58:55,585
Illya
643
00:59:02,365 --> 00:59:04,424
you
644
00:59:06,265 --> 00:59:14,265
all right all right I'm sorry
645
00:59:18,234 --> 00:59:20,755
I was as much at fault as you well I'll
646
00:59:20,955 --> 00:59:21,955
say fairer than that
647
00:59:27,065 --> 00:59:31,165
and I didn't tell you the whole truth
648
00:59:31,365 --> 00:59:33,604
about Sylvie
649
00:59:33,804 --> 00:59:35,465
even though you swore on your baby's
650
00:59:35,665 --> 00:59:37,294
head you were lying bastard I couldn't
651
00:59:37,494 --> 00:59:39,364
risk Lilia finding out so what are you
652
00:59:39,564 --> 00:59:41,434
telling me we're actually having it off
653
00:59:41,634 --> 00:59:43,835
with her were you no no we weren't
654
00:59:44,035 --> 00:59:46,175
having it off she was messing with my
655
00:59:46,375 --> 00:59:54,375
head the same as she was with yours was
656
00:59:55,135 --> 00:59:59,585
always next time next time Wow she is a
657
00:59:59,785 --> 01:00:02,185
dangerous woman you know where I first
658
01:00:02,385 --> 01:00:06,455
saw her either
659
01:00:06,655 --> 01:00:10,295
eivol who is this poor little wispy
660
01:00:10,495 --> 01:00:14,315
thing why she felt sorry for her
661
01:00:14,515 --> 01:00:20,254
ah I'm feeling sorry for the creature
662
01:00:20,454 --> 01:00:27,515
Borgia which has been acting like a
663
01:00:27,715 --> 01:00:33,835
crazy mad but he loves you very much yes
664
01:00:34,035 --> 01:00:36,034
I think he does thing is do I love him I
665
01:00:36,234 --> 01:00:38,484
used to love him so much I could hardly
666
01:00:38,684 --> 01:00:39,684
bear it
667
01:00:39,884 --> 01:00:47,354
but now you love me yes yes I did
668
01:00:53,193 --> 01:01:01,193
he just married pregnant and lovely
669
01:01:03,845 --> 01:01:11,734
woman you remember all that long time
670
01:01:11,934 --> 01:01:16,354
ago that we were together yes
671
01:01:16,554 --> 01:01:18,955
I put it on flares I'm so glad I found
672
01:01:19,155 --> 01:01:20,155
you again
673
01:01:31,183 --> 01:01:39,183
we are two very lucky man two lovely
674
01:01:43,383 --> 01:01:44,533
women Lily is a bit pissed off with me
675
01:01:44,733 --> 01:01:47,895
hmm
676
01:01:48,095 --> 01:01:51,325
that's alright
677
01:01:51,525 --> 01:01:52,525
I'm just gonna have to sort of woo her
678
01:01:52,725 --> 01:01:55,243
all over again
679
01:01:55,443 --> 01:01:58,933
mmm that's okay it's actually actually
680
01:01:59,133 --> 01:02:00,133
something to look forward to
681
01:02:00,333 --> 01:02:05,924
yeah yeah Rach so
682
01:02:07,114 --> 01:02:13,624
duty and virtue now on
683
01:02:15,674 --> 01:02:19,594
yep yep
684
01:02:20,604 --> 01:02:25,534
don't see my pimple eating better isn't
685
01:02:25,734 --> 01:02:27,094
it when you think about it the thought
686
01:02:27,294 --> 01:02:33,354
of never actually show you a bit of
687
01:02:33,554 --> 01:02:34,775
strange ever again that's never ever
688
01:02:34,975 --> 01:02:36,123
okay
689
01:02:36,323 --> 01:02:44,323
perhaps we should take it one day at a
690
01:02:50,744 --> 01:02:52,575
time yeah yeah that I'll drink okay
691
01:02:52,775 --> 01:02:53,775
Oh
692
01:02:55,654 --> 01:02:58,654
yeah
693
01:03:02,044 --> 01:03:06,465
yum glaze and chance me she cries for
694
01:03:06,665 --> 01:03:09,344
her dead papa
695
01:03:09,544 --> 01:03:11,794
and she sings no one sees fuck off crazy
696
01:03:11,994 --> 01:03:12,994
bitch
697
01:03:20,304 --> 01:03:22,334
I
698
01:03:26,294 --> 01:03:32,275
okay here's an idea let's go on
699
01:03:32,475 --> 01:03:36,835
honeymoon now
700
01:03:37,035 --> 01:03:45,035
tonight that's a terrible idea
701
01:03:51,314 --> 01:03:52,514
why oh well okay uh Bobby what about
702
01:03:52,714 --> 01:03:57,835
tomorrow
703
01:03:58,035 --> 01:04:00,614
hmm get away from it all take some time
704
01:04:00,814 --> 01:04:04,604
for ourselves just the two of us one
705
01:04:04,804 --> 01:04:09,144
want to make it up to you make water Oh
706
01:04:09,344 --> 01:04:11,124
all my crappiness you're taking you for
707
01:04:11,324 --> 01:04:14,124
granted not paying your proper attention
708
01:04:14,324 --> 01:04:16,695
for getting your pregnant getting into
709
01:04:16,895 --> 01:04:20,034
fights at my own wedding
710
01:04:20,234 --> 01:04:25,045
what do you say so we just go away for a
711
01:04:25,245 --> 01:04:28,795
bit a month maybe two look at Richard to
712
01:04:28,995 --> 01:04:35,535
be honest I don't feel like going
713
01:04:35,735 --> 01:04:36,735
anywhere with you just now I'm sorry
714
01:04:36,854 --> 01:04:41,935
Lelia tell me what I can do to make
715
01:04:42,135 --> 01:04:46,515
things right I don't think there's
716
01:04:46,715 --> 01:04:53,145
anything you can do but this will pass
717
01:04:53,345 --> 01:05:00,494
this will pass Romney I don't know
718
01:05:00,694 --> 01:05:01,694
Jesus what about him or her I don't know
719
01:05:04,575 --> 01:05:10,065
it's not just your fault it's me as well
720
01:05:10,604 --> 01:05:18,604
what tell me what it is come on Lelia
721
01:05:22,093 --> 01:05:23,664
we're going to be parents this kid is
722
01:05:23,864 --> 01:05:28,364
gonna need a mom and a dad and I want to
723
01:05:28,564 --> 01:05:30,824
be a good dad I feel sick
724
01:05:31,024 --> 01:05:33,523
when I think of us not being together
725
01:05:33,723 --> 01:05:35,393
tell me what it is
726
01:05:35,593 --> 01:05:40,403
tell me what I can do to make things
727
01:05:40,603 --> 01:05:46,484
better I don't think there's anything
728
01:05:46,684 --> 01:05:47,684
you can do I'm sorry
729
01:06:12,685 --> 01:06:19,755
how could I tell him
730
01:06:19,955 --> 01:06:20,955
I'd fall in love with a woman
731
01:06:21,493 --> 01:06:29,143
everything she had I wanted to take I
732
01:06:29,343 --> 01:06:30,343
wanted her life
733
01:06:37,704 --> 01:06:45,144
No Ania
734
01:06:47,974 --> 01:06:50,545
baby
735
01:07:14,804 --> 01:07:16,864
you
736
01:07:29,923 --> 01:07:31,983
you
737
01:07:40,094 --> 01:07:43,844
you'd be in another world
738
01:07:43,904 --> 01:07:50,372
we are in another world we always were
739
01:07:50,414 --> 01:07:53,613
it still feels weird
740
01:07:53,744 --> 01:08:00,604
you think I'm crazy don't you
741
01:08:00,804 --> 01:08:01,804
yes hmm
742
01:08:03,243 --> 01:08:06,623
do you want to go back to him
743
01:08:07,534 --> 01:08:10,703
you can if you like
744
01:08:12,513 --> 01:08:16,594
we don't need him do we
745
01:08:18,234 --> 01:08:21,804
my back hats
746
01:08:23,453 --> 01:08:26,414
come inside
747
01:08:29,444 --> 01:08:37,444
to me in service CP measure well let me
748
01:08:44,483 --> 01:08:47,283
do it
749
01:08:47,483 --> 01:08:48,483
mazey
750
01:09:42,443 --> 01:09:49,822
I thought she would come after me I
751
01:09:50,022 --> 01:09:57,024
thought you would find me again after
752
01:09:57,224 --> 01:10:01,193
all that I thought you might wild I
753
01:10:01,393 --> 01:10:04,283
didn't I discovered too late as it
754
01:10:04,483 --> 01:10:08,214
turned out that it was lelia I really
755
01:10:08,414 --> 01:10:13,964
cared about and now now she's gone did
756
01:10:14,164 --> 01:10:17,774
you know she'd left me oh yes
757
01:10:17,974 --> 01:10:18,974
I'm so sorry Richard
758
01:10:19,174 --> 01:10:26,283
you know have you seen her yes I've seen
759
01:10:28,294 --> 01:10:33,234
her you know where she is
760
01:10:33,434 --> 01:10:38,714
yes I know tell me I can't do that
761
01:10:38,914 --> 01:10:42,413
Richard tell me you are hurting me
762
01:10:42,613 --> 01:10:43,613
sorry who's she with you just don't get
763
01:10:43,813 --> 01:10:45,173
it to you
764
01:10:45,373 --> 01:10:48,434
I can't think you ruin my life no I
765
01:10:48,634 --> 01:10:49,634
think you could do that all by yourself
766
01:10:49,874 --> 01:10:56,954
when I see her next if I see her
767
01:10:57,654 --> 01:11:02,793
shall I tell the heart that you are
768
01:11:02,993 --> 01:11:09,204
missing her I think she already knows
769
01:11:09,404 --> 01:11:15,383
that come by the way as a retail today
770
01:11:15,583 --> 01:11:20,124
really how did you look like a mess I
771
01:11:20,324 --> 01:11:27,904
just thought of your part Paul Richard
772
01:11:28,104 --> 01:11:31,533
doesn't deserve that I see that reminds
773
01:11:31,733 --> 01:11:35,163
me um I need to go back to the flat to
774
01:11:35,363 --> 01:11:40,233
pick up the post I could do that for you
775
01:11:40,433 --> 01:11:44,643
no no it really needs to be me I go to
776
01:11:44,843 --> 01:11:49,583
see him no I'll them I'll go during the
777
01:11:49,584 --> 01:11:50,584
day when he's out at work okay
778
01:12:37,463 --> 01:12:42,003
Richard your foreskin we're going on we
779
01:12:42,203 --> 01:12:45,752
missed you
780
01:12:45,952 --> 01:12:48,382
Wow that rings misty anyway boys lunch
781
01:12:48,582 --> 01:12:52,712
what do you say no I'll phone your work
782
01:12:52,912 --> 01:12:56,793
listen keep your pecker up okay it'll
783
01:12:56,993 --> 01:13:00,653
work out a promise right
784
01:13:00,853 --> 01:13:01,853
well it won't blow speak soon bye
785
01:13:33,793 --> 01:13:41,793
I've been thinking what about Richard
786
01:13:48,853 --> 01:13:49,853
what about him
787
01:13:50,053 --> 01:13:55,783
well he's behaved pretty badly lately
788
01:13:55,983 --> 01:13:56,983
and then so have I
789
01:13:57,183 --> 01:13:59,293
maybe worse
790
01:14:00,314 --> 01:14:08,314
and maybe it's about time we both grew
791
01:14:13,214 --> 01:14:20,473
up and well and got back together again
792
01:14:20,673 --> 01:14:28,673
I mean I do still love him deep down
793
01:14:31,053 --> 01:14:35,363
he's my man and so on and what about us
794
01:14:35,563 --> 01:14:37,223
Sophie's my husband he's the father of
795
01:14:37,423 --> 01:14:43,363
my baby I can't bear to think of him
796
01:14:43,563 --> 01:14:44,563
falling apart like that I miss him I
797
01:14:44,763 --> 01:14:46,964
think I need him
798
01:14:53,973 --> 01:14:57,264
you don't meet
799
01:15:00,894 --> 01:15:08,894
I call him Sylvie don't be silly about
800
01:15:13,692 --> 01:15:14,692
this
801
01:15:22,373 --> 01:15:30,373
you look so lovely and well not feeling
802
01:15:36,802 --> 01:15:40,763
quite right look special breakfast Oh a
803
01:15:40,963 --> 01:15:43,293
superfood you know when the baby's born
804
01:15:43,493 --> 01:15:46,173
let's see oh the Africa and blueberries
805
01:15:46,373 --> 01:15:50,763
I fed you and her pink fingernails and
806
01:15:50,963 --> 01:15:57,473
you have bright brown eyes I hope so
807
01:15:57,673 --> 01:15:58,673
I know so drink your juice
808
01:16:00,024 --> 01:16:08,024
listen Sophie this has all been getting
809
01:16:14,303 --> 01:16:19,204
I'm getting a bit too intense I don't
810
01:16:19,404 --> 01:16:21,262
like it I love it that was unforgivable
811
01:16:21,462 --> 01:16:25,923
what you did last night
812
01:16:26,123 --> 01:16:29,003
throw my phone away I could it was just
813
01:16:29,203 --> 01:16:34,263
a phone now I get you a new one
814
01:16:34,463 --> 01:16:42,463
you said if we still have mine don't go
815
01:16:44,813 --> 01:16:45,813
home de Mer yes until the baby's born
816
01:16:47,544 --> 01:16:55,544
don't leave me please don't leave me I
817
01:16:56,774 --> 01:17:00,094
won't be leaving you
818
01:17:00,294 --> 01:17:04,294
we'll still see each other you owe me to
819
01:17:04,494 --> 01:17:09,094
stay here I owe you
820
01:17:09,294 --> 01:17:12,234
you don't remember do you what was their
821
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night together in France of course I do
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01:17:15,593 --> 01:17:18,694
you remember what we did yes of course
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remember what happened to the baby my
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little brother
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01:17:34,734 --> 01:17:42,734
you don't remember oh no no I'm gonna
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call a chick that's come on relax my dad
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01:18:10,588 --> 01:18:18,588
you know my mother never loved me not
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01:18:26,028 --> 01:18:27,627
one tiny bit was always my baby brother
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01:18:27,827 --> 01:18:35,827
yeah
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01:18:38,727 --> 01:18:40,178
do you remember him I'm not sure do but
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01:18:40,378 --> 01:18:48,378
then my mother left us to look after him
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01:18:52,498 --> 01:18:55,598
I shouldn't come to you remember only
833
01:18:55,798 --> 01:18:56,798
pretending so never really do anything
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01:18:56,998 --> 01:19:03,327
like that
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with me you remember now we left he
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moved we went upstairs for hours and it
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01:19:10,777 --> 01:19:18,777
when we came down he was dead
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01:19:23,958 --> 01:19:30,338
caught death they call it now well what
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01:19:30,538 --> 01:19:32,717
happened you weren't there Oh breathe I
840
01:19:35,947 --> 01:19:39,027
woke up and you weren't there
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01:19:44,327 --> 01:19:47,728
stop holding him - you didn't stop you
842
01:19:47,928 --> 01:19:55,928
did stop by eventually I did and then we
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01:20:12,648 --> 01:20:15,297
went back to bed and you are there what
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01:20:15,497 --> 01:20:19,198
did we do you are there just as much as
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01:20:19,398 --> 01:20:24,407
me I just squeezed in a bit and then we
846
01:20:24,408 --> 01:20:25,408
went back to bed it's all that happens
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01:20:32,418 --> 01:20:36,978
we're going back to her I thought you
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01:20:37,178 --> 01:20:39,507
loved me
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01:20:39,707 --> 01:20:45,177
nobody ever loved her like I loved you
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01:20:45,377 --> 01:20:49,197
that was it love that was just sex don't
851
01:20:49,397 --> 01:20:54,807
say that to me how can you say that to
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01:20:55,007 --> 01:20:59,668
me listen we can still be friends
853
01:20:59,868 --> 01:21:04,467
I thought you loved me it's all right I
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01:21:04,667 --> 01:21:07,158
don't know what are you doing why do you
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01:21:07,358 --> 01:21:11,667
care huh you'll be fine
856
01:21:11,867 --> 01:21:19,867
Sylvie you can't I made such a mistake
857
01:21:31,568 --> 01:21:37,428
with you hello I have to see you
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01:22:18,838 --> 01:22:26,076
hello gorgeous
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01:22:26,276 --> 01:22:27,276
get that life out of me all right what's
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01:22:27,476 --> 01:22:28,777
this all about
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01:22:28,977 --> 01:22:36,148
please don't talk to me like I was a
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01:22:36,348 --> 01:22:38,407
stranger I came to say goodbye
863
01:22:38,607 --> 01:22:41,018
you mentioned Lelia have you seen her
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01:22:41,218 --> 01:22:45,338
again yes I've seen how much it doesn't
865
01:22:45,538 --> 01:22:49,467
need me anymore listen I have to go in a
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01:22:49,667 --> 01:22:57,667
moment I wanted to give you something
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01:22:59,008 --> 01:23:03,458
what I don't know what would you like
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01:23:03,658 --> 01:23:09,968
for me it can have anything you want
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01:23:10,168 --> 01:23:12,748
that I can give you don't you know I've
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01:23:12,948 --> 01:23:13,948
always loved you
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01:23:27,126 --> 01:23:30,316
sylvie West Livia it's all sad I hoped
872
01:23:30,516 --> 01:23:32,857
we could all love each other but it
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01:23:33,057 --> 01:23:34,057
didn't work out
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01:23:34,686 --> 01:23:42,686
good you're looking a bit don't you can
875
01:23:52,476 --> 01:23:55,027
have me now if you want hmm it doesn't
876
01:23:55,227 --> 01:23:56,227
matter anymore
877
01:23:56,427 --> 01:24:03,107
I'm all yours now Sophie we could run
878
01:24:03,307 --> 01:24:05,566
away too short I can't see why not
879
01:24:05,766 --> 01:24:08,866
I have to stay here what about me I
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01:24:09,066 --> 01:24:12,516
belong with her Sylvie you and I were
881
01:24:12,716 --> 01:24:13,716
we're never going to happen
882
01:24:13,916 --> 01:24:21,237
alright you wanna sit in yeah come on
883
01:24:25,116 --> 01:24:26,116
then I can show you
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01:24:31,448 --> 01:24:39,448
she's just over there you see the high
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01:24:40,167 --> 01:24:43,428
one the pullout building flat two to one
886
01:24:43,628 --> 01:24:44,628
she's been with you of course she's been
887
01:24:44,828 --> 01:24:50,476
with you all this time
888
01:24:50,676 --> 01:24:53,708
Leslie understands we were lovers yes it
889
01:24:53,908 --> 01:24:54,908
was what about her really
890
01:24:55,108 --> 01:25:01,948
and now it's all about you know she
891
01:25:02,198 --> 01:25:09,816
wants to go back to you you should go to
892
01:25:09,817 --> 01:25:10,817
her go she has started her labor
893
01:25:14,297 --> 01:25:17,417
Richard
894
01:25:22,307 --> 01:25:23,307
what about me don't you care what
895
01:25:23,437 --> 01:25:31,437
happens to me
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01:25:54,227 --> 01:26:02,227
our baby girl perfect healthy despite
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01:26:04,007 --> 01:26:05,748
everything I guess you're thinking he
898
01:26:05,948 --> 01:26:07,007
doesn't deserve such luck
899
01:26:09,428 --> 01:26:13,898
yeah I think that too
900
01:26:20,408 --> 01:26:22,008
and that yes a book has won prizes on
901
01:26:22,208 --> 01:26:23,467
both sides of the channel and doing very
902
01:26:23,667 --> 01:26:25,368
well in the states too
903
01:26:28,516 --> 01:26:30,797
maybe to succeed like that you need that
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01:26:30,997 --> 01:26:34,297
little extra edge of craziness
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01:26:35,697 --> 01:26:41,887
we'll never get away from her people
906
01:26:42,087 --> 01:26:44,767
keep asking about oh yeah you you knew
907
01:26:44,967 --> 01:26:48,317
her really well didn't you I always say
908
01:26:48,517 --> 01:26:51,947
not that well actually
909
01:26:52,147 --> 01:26:53,147
which when you think about it is not
910
01:26:53,347 --> 01:26:55,967
aligned
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01:27:01,247 --> 01:27:02,786
Isak sometimes I wonder if there was
912
01:27:02,986 --> 01:27:07,887
anything we could have done to assuage
913
01:27:08,087 --> 01:27:10,616
that terrible need that Sylvie had one
914
01:27:10,816 --> 01:27:14,846
thing I know she has spread through our
915
01:27:15,046 --> 01:27:16,046
lives and like a stain should always be
916
01:27:16,246 --> 01:27:20,366
there
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01:27:22,947 --> 01:27:28,658
me
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