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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,655 --> 00:00:04,829 (dramatic music) 2 00:00:04,829 --> 00:00:05,662 (radio buzzing) 3 00:00:05,662 --> 00:00:06,850 - Headquarters. 4 00:00:06,850 --> 00:00:07,710 This is district six. 5 00:00:07,710 --> 00:00:09,480 I need a detective, 6 00:00:09,480 --> 00:00:10,453 supervisor. 7 00:00:11,500 --> 00:00:12,620 Possible 0-4-0. 8 00:00:12,620 --> 00:00:14,367 Paramedics are on the scene. 9 00:00:20,690 --> 00:00:22,434 Yeah, we talked to the supervisor. 10 00:00:22,434 --> 00:00:25,767 Let him know it's one of ours down here. 11 00:00:37,979 --> 00:00:40,729 (siren alarming) 12 00:00:48,179 --> 00:00:49,304 - Hey, who is it? 13 00:00:49,304 --> 00:00:51,337 - No, no, no, you don't wanna see this, man. 14 00:00:51,337 --> 00:00:52,170 You don't wanna see this. 15 00:00:52,170 --> 00:00:53,240 - Why not? - Just stay here. 16 00:00:53,240 --> 00:00:54,073 Don't, stay here. 17 00:00:54,073 --> 00:00:54,906 - But. - Don't, don't. 18 00:00:54,906 --> 00:00:56,650 Don't, you don't wanna see this. 19 00:00:56,650 --> 00:00:57,918 - Are you? - It's okay. 20 00:00:57,918 --> 00:00:58,960 Come here. 21 00:00:58,960 --> 00:01:00,220 - Just let me, just let me look inside! 22 00:01:00,220 --> 00:01:01,585 - [Officer] You don't wanna see, it's okay. 23 00:01:01,585 --> 00:01:02,418 Stand here. - Is it? 24 00:01:02,418 --> 00:01:03,380 - Just stay here. 25 00:01:03,380 --> 00:01:04,324 - Is it my daughter? - No, no. 26 00:01:04,324 --> 00:01:06,481 - Let me look, just let me look! 27 00:01:06,481 --> 00:01:07,985 Is that my daughter? 28 00:01:07,985 --> 00:01:10,735 (dramatic music) 29 00:01:25,734 --> 00:01:28,484 (birds chirping) 30 00:01:43,286 --> 00:01:44,453 - Oh, come on. 31 00:01:48,654 --> 00:01:51,154 (man sighing) 32 00:02:01,668 --> 00:02:03,687 So you decided to give me a hand. 33 00:02:03,687 --> 00:02:04,944 - What? 34 00:02:04,944 --> 00:02:08,361 Dad, you and I both know I can't do that. 35 00:02:16,006 --> 00:02:18,770 Hey, why don't you get a new car anyway? 36 00:02:18,770 --> 00:02:19,900 - What's wrong with this car? 37 00:02:19,900 --> 00:02:22,190 - Well, Dad, for one, it has a flat tire. 38 00:02:26,613 --> 00:02:27,613 - All right. 39 00:02:32,946 --> 00:02:36,090 - How much further you think? 40 00:02:36,090 --> 00:02:37,140 - Looks like an hour. 41 00:02:38,680 --> 00:02:39,680 What're you, hungry? 42 00:02:43,300 --> 00:02:45,173 Oh what, I guess you can't do that too? 43 00:02:48,896 --> 00:02:51,100 Hey, listen, I just thought of this. 44 00:02:51,100 --> 00:02:51,973 The Three C's. 45 00:02:53,310 --> 00:02:56,120 Comforting, caring, compassion. 46 00:02:56,120 --> 00:02:57,703 For my speech, the Three C's. 47 00:02:58,580 --> 00:02:59,830 I should write that down. 48 00:03:01,650 --> 00:03:02,483 - And what? 49 00:03:04,210 --> 00:03:05,530 - And the Three C's. 50 00:03:05,530 --> 00:03:06,363 I like it. 51 00:03:08,162 --> 00:03:09,503 - You know what I would like? 52 00:03:10,557 --> 00:03:11,857 If you would keep driving. 53 00:03:13,902 --> 00:03:16,902 (people chattering) 54 00:03:22,973 --> 00:03:25,806 (people laughing) 55 00:03:27,163 --> 00:03:29,913 (dramatic music) 56 00:03:37,017 --> 00:03:39,071 - You doing all right? 57 00:03:39,071 --> 00:03:40,654 - Yeah, I'm trying. 58 00:03:42,810 --> 00:03:43,943 I saw the paper. 59 00:03:45,390 --> 00:03:46,973 12 overdoses this week. 60 00:03:48,180 --> 00:03:50,307 That's an all-time high for the city. 61 00:03:50,307 --> 00:03:52,007 - And we could sure use your help. 62 00:03:53,343 --> 00:03:54,176 - No. 63 00:03:55,355 --> 00:03:57,650 - I wish you would at least think about it. 64 00:03:57,650 --> 00:04:01,010 - Oh, I am thinking about it, believe me. 65 00:04:01,010 --> 00:04:02,743 - Look, we really need your help. 66 00:04:05,230 --> 00:04:06,063 - My help? 67 00:04:07,590 --> 00:04:09,440 I couldn't even help my own daughter. 68 00:04:10,390 --> 00:04:12,510 - Look, you're a great cop. 69 00:04:12,510 --> 00:04:16,423 Maybe take a leave, take some time off, just don't quit. 70 00:04:22,770 --> 00:04:24,333 - [Dad] What, are you gonna stay here? 71 00:04:26,800 --> 00:04:29,804 - You know how I feel about these things. 72 00:04:29,804 --> 00:04:32,328 - You know how I feel about these things. 73 00:04:32,328 --> 00:04:33,932 (son chuckling) 74 00:04:33,932 --> 00:04:36,783 - Hey, Dad, do you wanna look at this? 75 00:04:36,783 --> 00:04:39,533 (dramatic music) 76 00:04:57,040 --> 00:04:58,650 - I'm guessing you're the second speaker. 77 00:04:58,650 --> 00:04:59,483 - Yes. 78 00:04:59,483 --> 00:05:00,316 - Welcome. 79 00:05:00,316 --> 00:05:01,149 - Kirk Jonah, pleaser to meet you. 80 00:05:01,149 --> 00:05:02,700 Sorry we're late, we ran into some car trouble. 81 00:05:02,700 --> 00:05:03,710 - So, you got everything? 82 00:05:03,710 --> 00:05:05,774 - Yeah, we do, thank you. 83 00:05:05,774 --> 00:05:08,524 (dramatic music) 84 00:05:17,577 --> 00:05:18,650 - I appreciate your time today. 85 00:05:18,650 --> 00:05:20,010 Thanks so much for coming, Brian. 86 00:05:20,010 --> 00:05:21,260 - Absolutely, no problem. 87 00:05:22,569 --> 00:05:23,710 - Hey, do you mind going second? 88 00:05:23,710 --> 00:05:24,945 - Oh no, great. 89 00:05:24,945 --> 00:05:26,390 Great. 90 00:05:26,390 --> 00:05:27,670 - Are you nervous? 91 00:05:27,670 --> 00:05:28,920 - Um... 92 00:05:28,920 --> 00:05:30,160 Yeah. 93 00:05:30,160 --> 00:05:31,660 This is only my third speaking engagement, 94 00:05:31,660 --> 00:05:33,230 so it's all pretty new to me still. 95 00:05:33,230 --> 00:05:34,530 - Well, try to relax. 96 00:05:34,530 --> 00:05:35,617 I've heard great things about you 97 00:05:35,617 --> 00:05:38,330 and you bring a unique insight to this issue. 98 00:05:38,330 --> 00:05:39,310 - Oh, thank you. 99 00:05:39,310 --> 00:05:41,860 I've got a pretty good support staff around me 100 00:05:41,860 --> 00:05:43,169 most of the time. 101 00:05:43,169 --> 00:05:44,590 (Kirk chuckling) 102 00:05:44,590 --> 00:05:46,540 - As many of you know, 103 00:05:46,540 --> 00:05:50,353 about 10 years ago I tore my ACL in a game. 104 00:05:51,370 --> 00:05:54,833 And as a result, I started taking painkillers. 105 00:05:55,860 --> 00:05:58,203 I became addicted to those painkillers. 106 00:06:00,350 --> 00:06:01,280 - Hey. 107 00:06:01,280 --> 00:06:06,280 - [Guy] Hey. 108 00:06:10,863 --> 00:06:12,463 - Tell your family hello for me. 109 00:06:12,463 --> 00:06:13,490 - I'll be back Sunday night. 110 00:06:13,490 --> 00:06:15,520 - It's not gonna be that bad. 111 00:06:15,520 --> 00:06:16,620 I'm glad you're going. 112 00:06:18,700 --> 00:06:20,230 All right, love you, bye. 113 00:06:20,230 --> 00:06:21,273 - [Guy] See you later. 114 00:06:22,535 --> 00:06:25,202 (ominous music) 115 00:06:27,720 --> 00:06:28,620 - Look all around. 116 00:06:30,380 --> 00:06:31,213 Look. 117 00:06:34,950 --> 00:06:37,510 Of all of you here in this auditorium tonight, 118 00:06:37,510 --> 00:06:38,720 now listen to this. 119 00:06:38,720 --> 00:06:41,040 According to the national average, 120 00:06:41,040 --> 00:06:43,333 four percent of you will try heroin. 121 00:06:44,900 --> 00:06:45,790 Now look over. 122 00:06:47,440 --> 00:06:48,640 Which of you will it be? 123 00:06:50,760 --> 00:06:51,593 You? 124 00:06:55,150 --> 00:06:55,983 How about you? 125 00:06:59,050 --> 00:07:03,140 Now listen to this, half of all people who try heroin 126 00:07:03,140 --> 00:07:04,440 become addicted to heroin. 127 00:07:06,280 --> 00:07:08,653 And statistically speaking, five will die. 128 00:07:10,280 --> 00:07:11,113 Now look around. 129 00:07:13,590 --> 00:07:14,693 Which of you will die? 130 00:07:18,690 --> 00:07:19,923 Which of you will cry? 131 00:07:22,890 --> 00:07:24,613 Which of you will even care? 132 00:07:28,700 --> 00:07:31,233 And which of you is gonna be sitting in this chair? 133 00:07:38,233 --> 00:07:39,066 Thank you. 134 00:07:39,924 --> 00:07:43,091 (audience applauding) 135 00:07:45,894 --> 00:07:48,894 (people chattering) 136 00:07:51,637 --> 00:07:54,304 (ominous music) 137 00:08:14,096 --> 00:08:16,596 (eerie music) 138 00:08:38,146 --> 00:08:41,063 (woman whimpering) 139 00:08:49,483 --> 00:08:52,316 (woman screaming) 140 00:08:54,070 --> 00:08:56,820 (woman shouting) 141 00:08:58,231 --> 00:08:59,472 - [Officer] Headquarters. 142 00:08:59,472 --> 00:09:00,976 This is district six. 143 00:09:00,976 --> 00:09:04,072 I need a detective, supervisor. 144 00:09:04,072 --> 00:09:05,285 Possible 0-4-0. 145 00:09:05,285 --> 00:09:06,491 Paramedics are on the scene. 146 00:09:06,491 --> 00:09:07,324 Yeah. 147 00:09:07,324 --> 00:09:08,768 We talked to the supervisor. 148 00:09:08,768 --> 00:09:11,281 (atmosphere rumbling) 149 00:09:11,281 --> 00:09:12,287 - [Mike] Just let me... 150 00:09:12,287 --> 00:09:14,753 Just let me look inside! 151 00:09:14,753 --> 00:09:16,231 Is it... 152 00:09:16,231 --> 00:09:17,178 Is it my daughter? 153 00:09:17,178 --> 00:09:18,968 Just let me look, just let me look! 154 00:09:18,968 --> 00:09:19,895 Is that my daughter? 155 00:09:19,895 --> 00:09:22,645 (birds chirping) 156 00:09:36,616 --> 00:09:39,283 (ominous music) 157 00:10:43,165 --> 00:10:45,665 (eerie music) 158 00:10:46,986 --> 00:10:47,819 - Hello? 159 00:10:56,647 --> 00:10:57,480 Hello? 160 00:11:10,213 --> 00:11:11,830 - Okay, here we are. 161 00:11:11,830 --> 00:11:13,930 Let's get checked in and grab some dinner. 162 00:11:42,840 --> 00:11:43,673 Hi. 163 00:11:46,250 --> 00:11:47,100 Checking in. 164 00:11:47,100 --> 00:11:48,470 - [Woman] Last name? 165 00:11:48,470 --> 00:11:49,303 - Kirk Jonah. 166 00:11:50,680 --> 00:11:52,520 Are you gonna need a credit card? 167 00:11:52,520 --> 00:11:53,353 - [Woman] We have taken care of that. 168 00:11:53,353 --> 00:11:54,630 - [Kirk] Oh, okay. 169 00:11:54,630 --> 00:11:55,770 - [Woman] One key or two? 170 00:11:55,770 --> 00:11:56,730 - Two. 171 00:11:56,730 --> 00:11:58,460 - Hey, Dad, look. 172 00:11:58,460 --> 00:12:00,190 I got a restaurant for you. 173 00:12:00,190 --> 00:12:01,790 - No, I'm thinking room service. 174 00:12:04,258 --> 00:12:06,925 (ominous music) 175 00:12:13,693 --> 00:12:15,340 (elevator bell ringing) 176 00:12:15,340 --> 00:12:16,560 - Hey, Dad. 177 00:12:16,560 --> 00:12:18,460 Remember that time me and Mom went to New York 178 00:12:18,460 --> 00:12:20,927 and then we got stuck in that elevator? 179 00:12:20,927 --> 00:12:21,950 (Kirk chuckling) 180 00:12:21,950 --> 00:12:24,440 - [Kirk] Well, that's not gonna happen here. 181 00:12:24,440 --> 00:12:25,360 Let's hope not 182 00:12:25,360 --> 00:12:29,683 - [Jack] Right? (elevator bell ringing) 183 00:12:29,683 --> 00:12:30,766 - [Girl] Mom? 184 00:12:31,879 --> 00:12:33,648 - Out here, honey. 185 00:12:33,648 --> 00:12:34,920 (birds chirping) 186 00:12:34,920 --> 00:12:35,753 - Mom. 187 00:12:37,457 --> 00:12:39,107 Did you got to the grocery store? 188 00:12:40,320 --> 00:12:41,384 - I did. 189 00:12:41,384 --> 00:12:44,134 (dramatic music) 190 00:12:46,060 --> 00:12:47,390 - I understand. 191 00:12:47,390 --> 00:12:48,223 I'm sorry. 192 00:12:49,980 --> 00:12:50,813 I'll go. 193 00:12:53,344 --> 00:12:54,570 - I went in 194 00:12:54,570 --> 00:12:57,960 and I was gonna get the Doritos, you know, that you like 195 00:12:57,960 --> 00:12:59,750 and I was going down that aisle 196 00:12:59,750 --> 00:13:02,730 and then I went back to the dairy. 197 00:13:02,730 --> 00:13:03,563 You know, it's back-- - Yeah. 198 00:13:03,563 --> 00:13:05,050 - Towards the back of the store? 199 00:13:05,050 --> 00:13:07,550 And as I was leaving the dairy, 200 00:13:07,550 --> 00:13:10,280 I went to the left and I forgot. 201 00:13:10,280 --> 00:13:12,923 Karlye, I forgot that the bakery was there 202 00:13:12,923 --> 00:13:16,700 and so once I got there, I didn't know what to do. 203 00:13:16,700 --> 00:13:18,770 I, you know, so I ran out to the car 204 00:13:18,770 --> 00:13:20,140 and then once I got in the car-- 205 00:13:20,140 --> 00:13:20,973 - [Karlye] Mm-hmm. 206 00:13:20,973 --> 00:13:21,910 - Karlye, it was... 207 00:13:21,910 --> 00:13:23,470 And then, I'm so sorry. 208 00:13:23,470 --> 00:13:25,116 It was the worst! 209 00:13:25,116 --> 00:13:26,195 - Mom, it's okay. (mother crying) 210 00:13:26,195 --> 00:13:28,243 - I couldn't... 211 00:13:28,243 --> 00:13:32,138 When's it gonna stop? 212 00:13:32,138 --> 00:13:36,711 When's it gonna stop, Karlye? 213 00:13:36,711 --> 00:13:38,461 When's it gonna stop? 214 00:13:39,557 --> 00:13:42,307 (dramatic music) 215 00:13:51,990 --> 00:13:52,823 - What's up? 216 00:13:58,590 --> 00:13:59,423 What? 217 00:14:01,020 --> 00:14:01,853 - Nothing. 218 00:14:04,040 --> 00:14:05,273 - Dad, come on. 219 00:14:06,980 --> 00:14:07,830 What do you want? 220 00:14:10,300 --> 00:14:12,550 - I'm just trying to get my head around this. 221 00:14:14,570 --> 00:14:17,050 Hear me out, nobody just starts doing heroin! 222 00:14:17,050 --> 00:14:17,883 - Dad! 223 00:14:17,883 --> 00:14:19,030 - [Kirk] The endpoint is over here. 224 00:14:19,030 --> 00:14:20,170 How do they get over here? 225 00:14:20,170 --> 00:14:21,003 - Dad! 226 00:14:21,003 --> 00:14:23,980 - I mean, how does it get from here is this drug to using-- 227 00:14:23,980 --> 00:14:25,646 - Dad! - I mean it, I wanna know! 228 00:14:25,646 --> 00:14:28,171 - No, I know, all right? 229 00:14:28,171 --> 00:14:30,921 (dramatic music) 230 00:14:32,940 --> 00:14:35,300 I mean, shouldn't you just be focusing 231 00:14:35,300 --> 00:14:36,600 on your message right now? 232 00:14:40,040 --> 00:14:41,223 The Three C's? 233 00:14:42,560 --> 00:14:44,280 Comforting, caring and compassion? 234 00:14:44,280 --> 00:14:46,240 - I don't give a about the Three C's. 235 00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:48,180 I wanna know what happened! 236 00:14:48,180 --> 00:14:49,230 Well where you going? 237 00:14:55,062 --> 00:14:56,979 - I just need some air. 238 00:15:04,184 --> 00:15:06,767 (Kirk sighing) 239 00:15:08,135 --> 00:15:11,135 (crickets chirping) 240 00:15:12,409 --> 00:15:15,742 ♪ So far away from home ♪ 241 00:15:18,290 --> 00:15:19,930 - What? 242 00:15:19,930 --> 00:15:20,763 - Oh, what? 243 00:15:22,100 --> 00:15:23,350 Did you just hear me? 244 00:15:23,350 --> 00:15:24,190 - Yeah. 245 00:15:24,190 --> 00:15:25,323 You said, 246 00:15:25,323 --> 00:15:28,656 ♪ So far away from home ♪ 247 00:15:30,630 --> 00:15:32,120 - Yeah. 248 00:15:32,120 --> 00:15:37,120 Because hotels have a way of bringing people together 249 00:15:37,470 --> 00:15:41,023 that are so far away from home. 250 00:15:41,960 --> 00:15:43,040 - Right. 251 00:15:43,040 --> 00:15:46,260 It's almost like a home just for us. 252 00:15:46,260 --> 00:15:47,093 - Exactly. 253 00:15:47,980 --> 00:15:50,240 That's a nice way to look at it. 254 00:15:50,240 --> 00:15:51,073 - Do you draw? 255 00:15:53,740 --> 00:15:54,990 - Yeah, I do. 256 00:15:54,990 --> 00:15:55,823 I... 257 00:15:57,986 --> 00:15:59,480 Do you wanna see some pictures? 258 00:15:59,480 --> 00:16:00,804 - Sure. 259 00:16:00,804 --> 00:16:03,887 (gentle piano music) 260 00:16:11,010 --> 00:16:12,480 - This one. 261 00:16:12,480 --> 00:16:13,960 - You're really good. 262 00:16:13,960 --> 00:16:15,400 - Thank you. 263 00:16:15,400 --> 00:16:16,990 - I like it. 264 00:16:16,990 --> 00:16:20,413 - Yeah, it's just what I do in my free time. 265 00:16:20,413 --> 00:16:22,452 - It's really creative. 266 00:16:22,452 --> 00:16:23,452 You're good. 267 00:16:26,160 --> 00:16:27,310 - I'm Jack, by the way. 268 00:16:29,010 --> 00:16:30,820 Oh, I'm sorry, I guess-- 269 00:16:30,820 --> 00:16:33,010 - No, no, it's not you. 270 00:16:33,010 --> 00:16:36,200 I just don't know who I am anymore 271 00:16:36,200 --> 00:16:37,913 or why I'm here really. 272 00:16:41,376 --> 00:16:42,209 - Are you okay? 273 00:16:44,260 --> 00:16:47,053 Well, believe it or not, I know how you feel. 274 00:16:48,140 --> 00:16:48,973 - You do? 275 00:16:50,150 --> 00:16:51,660 - Yeah. 276 00:16:51,660 --> 00:16:52,493 Definitely. 277 00:16:54,170 --> 00:16:56,090 We have to have a purpose, right? 278 00:16:56,090 --> 00:16:58,053 Otherwise, why would we be here? 279 00:17:01,370 --> 00:17:02,963 - That is my mom. 280 00:17:04,070 --> 00:17:06,047 Her and my dad are both having issues. 281 00:17:09,465 --> 00:17:10,298 - Yeah. 282 00:17:12,206 --> 00:17:13,956 I know how that goes. 283 00:17:18,370 --> 00:17:21,207 I'm traveling with my dad right now. 284 00:17:21,207 --> 00:17:23,200 - You know, it's crazy, 285 00:17:23,200 --> 00:17:24,630 because I feel like I just met you 286 00:17:24,630 --> 00:17:26,340 but I didn't meet you because I just met you 287 00:17:26,340 --> 00:17:28,614 but if feels like I met you, that's what it feels like. 288 00:17:28,614 --> 00:17:29,447 (Jack laughing) 289 00:17:29,447 --> 00:17:32,070 - No, that could be true. 290 00:17:32,070 --> 00:17:32,903 - Maybe. 291 00:17:32,903 --> 00:17:34,310 - [Jack] You could've met me before. 292 00:17:34,310 --> 00:17:35,420 - Possibly. 293 00:17:35,420 --> 00:17:36,253 - Well, 294 00:17:37,921 --> 00:17:42,475 you've met me but I don't think I've met you. 295 00:17:42,475 --> 00:17:43,308 Hi. 296 00:17:44,200 --> 00:17:45,530 I'm Jack. 297 00:17:45,530 --> 00:17:46,363 - I'm Tara. 298 00:17:48,250 --> 00:17:50,012 - Nice to meet you, Tara. 299 00:17:50,012 --> 00:17:51,262 - Nice to meet you, Jack. 300 00:17:56,460 --> 00:17:57,640 - Honey! 301 00:17:57,640 --> 00:17:59,177 What time did you get in? 302 00:17:59,177 --> 00:18:00,650 - Midnight, maybe later. 303 00:18:00,650 --> 00:18:03,301 - Oh, you should've woken me. 304 00:18:03,301 --> 00:18:04,550 - I'm here now, Mom. 305 00:18:04,550 --> 00:18:05,860 - I'm glad you're here. 306 00:18:05,860 --> 00:18:07,760 Your dad will be later this afternoon. 307 00:18:07,760 --> 00:18:10,282 Hey, I got some donuts and some cereal. 308 00:18:10,282 --> 00:18:11,449 - Oh, muffins? 309 00:18:16,360 --> 00:18:17,193 Just coffee. 310 00:18:21,670 --> 00:18:23,900 - I gotta help with this class but 311 00:18:23,900 --> 00:18:26,040 you'll be here when I get back? 312 00:18:26,040 --> 00:18:26,873 - Yeah. 313 00:18:26,873 --> 00:18:27,983 - Okay, bye. 314 00:18:27,983 --> 00:18:29,650 - Bye, honey. - Bye. 315 00:18:34,595 --> 00:18:36,199 - What? 316 00:18:36,199 --> 00:18:39,016 - You're just growing up so fast. 317 00:18:39,016 --> 00:18:40,173 - So where's Dad? 318 00:18:41,320 --> 00:18:43,650 - Let me get his schedule. 319 00:18:43,650 --> 00:18:45,060 Let's see. 320 00:18:45,060 --> 00:18:46,713 He is up in Providence. 321 00:18:48,100 --> 00:18:50,960 He's fine, he's doing what he wants to do. 322 00:18:50,960 --> 00:18:53,140 He'll be home this evening. 323 00:18:53,140 --> 00:18:54,483 He just doesn't say no. 324 00:18:56,090 --> 00:18:57,040 It's good for them. 325 00:18:57,896 --> 00:18:58,740 - Them? 326 00:18:58,740 --> 00:19:00,317 - Jack's with him. 327 00:19:00,317 --> 00:19:03,067 (birds chirping) 328 00:19:05,366 --> 00:19:07,163 - [Kirk] Somebody's in a good mood today. 329 00:19:10,170 --> 00:19:11,570 - I met a girl last night. 330 00:19:11,570 --> 00:19:12,403 - Oh, really? 331 00:19:12,403 --> 00:19:13,236 - Yeah. 332 00:19:14,500 --> 00:19:15,333 Tara. 333 00:19:15,333 --> 00:19:16,166 - [Kirk] Tara. 334 00:19:18,830 --> 00:19:20,990 - Yeah, Dad, a lot like me. 335 00:19:20,990 --> 00:19:22,680 The only difference is she just got here. 336 00:19:22,680 --> 00:19:23,540 - Jonah? - Yes. 337 00:19:23,540 --> 00:19:24,373 - Mike Perrin. 338 00:19:24,373 --> 00:19:25,206 - Kirk Jonah. 339 00:19:25,206 --> 00:19:26,039 - Nice to meet you. 340 00:19:26,039 --> 00:19:27,990 I'm looking forward to hearing you talk today. 341 00:19:27,990 --> 00:19:29,080 - Thank you. - I hear you're quite good. 342 00:19:29,080 --> 00:19:29,913 - I appreciate that. 343 00:19:29,913 --> 00:19:30,980 I'm looking forward to hearing your story. 344 00:19:30,980 --> 00:19:32,280 - Thank you. - All right. 345 00:19:34,560 --> 00:19:35,393 Coming? 346 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:38,223 - I'm probably gonna sit this one out. 347 00:19:39,780 --> 00:19:40,613 - Come on, man, I need you. 348 00:19:40,613 --> 00:19:42,193 We said we were gonna do this together. 349 00:19:42,193 --> 00:19:45,103 - I know but I don't do sad anymore, remember? 350 00:19:46,600 --> 00:19:47,433 - Okay. 351 00:19:47,433 --> 00:19:48,266 All right. 352 00:19:48,266 --> 00:19:49,690 That should be about an hour. 353 00:19:49,690 --> 00:19:50,900 You wanna meet back here? 354 00:19:50,900 --> 00:19:51,733 - Sounds good. 355 00:19:51,733 --> 00:19:52,710 - All right. 356 00:19:52,710 --> 00:19:53,563 - Oh, hey, Dad. 357 00:19:54,708 --> 00:19:56,740 You know the guy yesterday, right? 358 00:19:56,740 --> 00:19:58,190 The big guy. 359 00:19:58,190 --> 00:19:59,140 Football player. 360 00:19:59,140 --> 00:20:01,260 - Oh, the Patriots player, Brian. 361 00:20:01,260 --> 00:20:02,820 - Yeah. 362 00:20:02,820 --> 00:20:03,923 Is he speaking today? 363 00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:07,543 - I don't think so, I think it's just me. 364 00:20:08,542 --> 00:20:09,397 - Okay. 365 00:20:09,397 --> 00:20:10,230 - Huh? 366 00:20:10,230 --> 00:20:11,464 - Just wondering. 367 00:20:11,464 --> 00:20:12,464 - All right. 368 00:20:18,397 --> 00:20:20,926 (water splashing) 369 00:20:20,926 --> 00:20:23,593 (ominous music) 370 00:20:27,284 --> 00:20:30,673 (wind howling) 371 00:20:30,673 --> 00:20:33,423 (birds chirping) 372 00:20:44,773 --> 00:20:48,023 (man faintly speaking) 373 00:20:49,999 --> 00:20:51,648 - Who's that? 374 00:20:51,648 --> 00:20:55,683 (man faintly speaking) 375 00:20:55,683 --> 00:20:56,683 Who is that? 376 00:21:00,148 --> 00:21:02,898 (water sloshing) 377 00:21:03,973 --> 00:21:04,806 Tara. 378 00:21:06,147 --> 00:21:06,980 It's you? 379 00:21:09,064 --> 00:21:14,064 (man faintly speaking) (ominous music) 380 00:21:26,739 --> 00:21:27,572 - Debbie? 381 00:21:29,057 --> 00:21:31,273 Did I mess something up? 382 00:21:31,273 --> 00:21:33,403 Were we meeting today? 383 00:21:35,050 --> 00:21:37,260 - No, I was just sitting. 384 00:21:37,260 --> 00:21:38,093 - Oh. 385 00:21:55,880 --> 00:21:57,372 - Dan came in last night. 386 00:21:57,372 --> 00:21:59,583 - Oh, that's wonderful. 387 00:22:01,091 --> 00:22:02,758 Aren't young people? 388 00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:06,250 Oh, I hear that he's helping 389 00:22:06,250 --> 00:22:07,910 with the football clinic later this summer. 390 00:22:07,910 --> 00:22:08,840 - Mm-hmm. 391 00:22:08,840 --> 00:22:09,673 - Great. 392 00:22:14,950 --> 00:22:19,200 You know, they say it's going to be a nice weekend. 393 00:22:21,665 --> 00:22:24,720 - I guess we could all go hiking again. 394 00:22:24,720 --> 00:22:25,553 - Yeah. 395 00:22:26,930 --> 00:22:28,563 Or do nothing. 396 00:22:30,100 --> 00:22:30,963 Nothing is good. 397 00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:39,853 Oh, hey, did I ever tell you my chicken pate story? 398 00:22:41,655 --> 00:22:43,290 Oh, now that's odd. 399 00:22:43,290 --> 00:22:45,530 Because I tell it all the time. 400 00:22:45,530 --> 00:22:46,880 One of my favorite stories. 401 00:22:47,940 --> 00:22:49,480 So, 402 00:22:49,480 --> 00:22:51,701 I was this young pastor 403 00:22:51,701 --> 00:22:53,530 and the senior pastor of the church 404 00:22:53,530 --> 00:22:57,040 was leaving town for a family emergency or something 405 00:22:57,040 --> 00:23:00,322 and he asked me if I could fill in for a funeral. 406 00:23:00,322 --> 00:23:02,276 Well, of course I agreed. 407 00:23:02,276 --> 00:23:03,109 So, 408 00:23:04,260 --> 00:23:07,360 I'm leaving my office to come in here to get the eulogy, 409 00:23:07,360 --> 00:23:09,187 right here in this sanctuary, 410 00:23:09,187 --> 00:23:11,600 and a man stopped me at the door 411 00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:13,710 and I knew right away that it was the husband 412 00:23:13,710 --> 00:23:15,213 of the lady who had passed. 413 00:23:16,100 --> 00:23:20,963 So I immediately stuck out my hand and have my condolences. 414 00:23:22,750 --> 00:23:23,583 I said, 415 00:23:25,340 --> 00:23:27,457 I am so sorry, you know. 416 00:23:28,410 --> 00:23:29,723 Was it sudden? 417 00:23:31,070 --> 00:23:32,600 And he said, 418 00:23:32,600 --> 00:23:37,600 we were out for dinner and my wife apparently had a stroke 419 00:23:37,780 --> 00:23:42,780 and she fell forward and landed headfirst 420 00:23:43,280 --> 00:23:47,383 in the chicken pate that the waiter had just brought her. 421 00:23:49,194 --> 00:23:50,203 Then he said, 422 00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:54,503 I should've never ordered her the pate. 423 00:23:56,217 --> 00:23:57,217 Then he walked away. 424 00:23:58,090 --> 00:23:59,090 Oh, Debbie, 425 00:24:00,110 --> 00:24:03,980 it took everything within me not to lose it 426 00:24:03,980 --> 00:24:05,270 right then and there. 427 00:24:05,270 --> 00:24:07,787 I mean, honestly, I didn't know what to say. 428 00:24:09,703 --> 00:24:11,707 I actually had to go excuse myself 429 00:24:11,707 --> 00:24:14,129 and go back to my office and regroup. 430 00:24:14,129 --> 00:24:17,103 (pastor chuckling) 431 00:24:17,103 --> 00:24:18,994 (pastor sighing) 432 00:24:18,994 --> 00:24:21,220 Do you know what? 433 00:24:21,220 --> 00:24:24,093 I learned a very valuable lesson that day. 434 00:24:26,550 --> 00:24:31,143 You know, if tragedy can come in different ways, 435 00:24:32,710 --> 00:24:33,763 so can grief. 436 00:24:36,290 --> 00:24:37,743 Debbie, it's okay to grieve. 437 00:24:39,370 --> 00:24:44,370 But we can't feel guilty over things that we can't control 438 00:24:45,875 --> 00:24:50,180 and we cannot control a tragedy. 439 00:24:56,310 --> 00:24:57,143 - Chicken pate? 440 00:24:59,361 --> 00:25:00,693 - Yep. 441 00:25:00,693 --> 00:25:01,839 (mouth popping) 442 00:25:01,839 --> 00:25:04,672 (pastor laughing) 443 00:25:05,743 --> 00:25:08,743 (people chattering) 444 00:25:17,633 --> 00:25:18,818 - Hi. 445 00:25:18,818 --> 00:25:20,893 If everyone could please take a seat. 446 00:25:21,930 --> 00:25:23,193 Thank you all for coming. 447 00:25:24,620 --> 00:25:26,450 For those of you who are new, 448 00:25:26,450 --> 00:25:28,490 please help yourself to snacks or coffee, 449 00:25:28,490 --> 00:25:29,490 whatever you'd life. 450 00:25:31,490 --> 00:25:33,130 We do have a guest speaker today 451 00:25:33,130 --> 00:25:35,670 but since I see so many new faces, 452 00:25:35,670 --> 00:25:38,750 I'd love to go around and just briefly introduce ourselves. 453 00:25:38,750 --> 00:25:40,890 - I'll go Ann, I'll go Ann. 454 00:25:40,890 --> 00:25:42,163 Hi, I'm Mike Perrin. 455 00:25:44,570 --> 00:25:47,203 I work for the local Honda dealership in town. 456 00:25:48,990 --> 00:25:50,770 I've been married 38 years 457 00:25:52,410 --> 00:25:54,873 and 14 days ago my life got shattered. 458 00:25:56,780 --> 00:25:59,443 My son, Jacob, overdosed on heroin. 459 00:26:01,750 --> 00:26:03,323 It devastated my family. 460 00:26:05,010 --> 00:26:07,093 He was only 28 years of age. 461 00:26:08,330 --> 00:26:10,593 28, he had so much to live for. 462 00:26:11,789 --> 00:26:13,393 He had a beautiful wife, Beth. 463 00:26:14,460 --> 00:26:16,110 Two lovely children. 464 00:26:16,110 --> 00:26:17,853 Molly, Dominic. 465 00:26:19,810 --> 00:26:22,900 Our lives are just totally shattered. 466 00:26:22,900 --> 00:26:24,657 - I need my medication! 467 00:26:25,800 --> 00:26:28,390 - We didn't know they were addictive. 468 00:26:28,390 --> 00:26:29,513 We didn't know. 469 00:26:41,566 --> 00:26:44,816 (dramatic piano music) 470 00:27:04,740 --> 00:27:06,433 - Hi, my name is Julie. 471 00:27:08,730 --> 00:27:13,723 My life partner, my wife, was a heroin addict. 472 00:27:15,710 --> 00:27:17,030 Shelly was a musician. 473 00:27:17,030 --> 00:27:18,950 She played the violin. 474 00:27:18,950 --> 00:27:20,430 And that's actually how we met. 475 00:27:20,430 --> 00:27:22,423 I dabbled with the clarinet. 476 00:27:23,580 --> 00:27:25,913 We were so happy. 477 00:27:27,550 --> 00:27:29,050 We never thought it was wrong. 478 00:27:30,220 --> 00:27:32,140 It was just our thing, you know? 479 00:27:32,140 --> 00:27:33,207 Michelle? 480 00:27:33,207 --> 00:27:36,365 And a year ago, she did it alone. 481 00:27:36,365 --> 00:27:37,198 Shelly! 482 00:27:37,198 --> 00:27:38,031 Shelly! 483 00:27:38,031 --> 00:27:40,414 And I guess she did it alone... 484 00:27:40,414 --> 00:27:41,300 Shelly! 485 00:27:41,300 --> 00:27:42,198 A lot. 486 00:27:42,198 --> 00:27:43,347 Shelly! 487 00:27:43,347 --> 00:27:44,180 Shelly! 488 00:27:45,150 --> 00:27:48,213 I found her in bed. 489 00:27:50,270 --> 00:27:51,920 She looked like she was sleeping. 490 00:27:53,140 --> 00:27:55,293 She was so peaceful. 491 00:27:58,530 --> 00:28:02,190 But she was dead. (dramatic music) 492 00:28:02,190 --> 00:28:05,003 My dad overdosed from heroin. 493 00:28:06,700 --> 00:28:08,220 I was 16. 494 00:28:08,220 --> 00:28:12,027 I found him in our house in the living room. 495 00:28:12,027 --> 00:28:14,440 I thought he feel asleep from watching a movie 496 00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:15,503 like he always does. 497 00:28:16,941 --> 00:28:17,841 He didn't wake up. 498 00:28:19,320 --> 00:28:20,280 - My name's Bethany 499 00:28:21,905 --> 00:28:24,572 and I lost my mom one month ago. 500 00:28:25,862 --> 00:28:28,183 I was at a sleepover with my friends and 501 00:28:29,080 --> 00:28:31,570 I got a phone call that my mom ODed. 502 00:28:34,820 --> 00:28:37,370 I wish I was there because I could've prevented it. 503 00:28:41,687 --> 00:28:42,520 I'm sorry. 504 00:28:46,676 --> 00:28:49,426 (birds chirping) 505 00:28:50,841 --> 00:28:53,960 (dramatic piano music) 506 00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:56,543 (wind howling) 507 00:29:06,777 --> 00:29:09,444 (girl giggling) 508 00:29:25,943 --> 00:29:26,921 (atmosphere whooshing) 509 00:29:26,921 --> 00:29:29,421 - Our son died. - Our son died. 510 00:29:31,791 --> 00:29:33,291 - [Julie] My wife. 511 00:29:37,082 --> 00:29:39,082 - [Girl] My best friend. 512 00:29:43,568 --> 00:29:45,651 - [Woman] My sister died. 513 00:29:47,091 --> 00:29:48,309 (atmosphere whooshing) 514 00:29:48,309 --> 00:29:50,642 - [Man] My lieutenant died. 515 00:29:57,765 --> 00:30:00,098 - [Young Woman] My mom died. 516 00:30:02,229 --> 00:30:03,191 (atmosphere whooshing) 517 00:30:03,191 --> 00:30:06,464 - [Older Woman] My brother died. 518 00:30:06,464 --> 00:30:09,797 (dramatic violin music) 519 00:30:19,441 --> 00:30:20,560 (atmosphere whooshing) 520 00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:22,643 - [Woman] My nephew died. 521 00:30:29,038 --> 00:30:31,538 - [Woman] My best friend died. 522 00:30:43,279 --> 00:30:46,582 (atmosphere whooshing) 523 00:30:46,582 --> 00:30:49,832 (dramatic piano music) 524 00:31:08,793 --> 00:31:11,299 - I remember seeing these before. 525 00:31:11,299 --> 00:31:13,882 (wind howling) 526 00:31:29,535 --> 00:31:32,118 I haven't seen you here before. 527 00:31:35,250 --> 00:31:36,355 - I'm Jack. 528 00:31:36,355 --> 00:31:37,454 - I'm Abby. 529 00:31:37,454 --> 00:31:38,287 (Jack chuckling) 530 00:31:38,287 --> 00:31:39,460 - Nice to meet you, Abby. 531 00:31:40,356 --> 00:31:43,100 (Jack laughing) 532 00:31:43,100 --> 00:31:44,870 - You like to color. 533 00:31:44,870 --> 00:31:46,033 - Yeah, I do. 534 00:31:49,510 --> 00:31:50,938 I love to color. 535 00:31:50,938 --> 00:31:51,771 - Wow. 536 00:31:52,730 --> 00:31:54,140 You're an artist. 537 00:31:54,140 --> 00:31:54,973 (Jack chuckling) 538 00:31:54,973 --> 00:31:55,806 - Thank you. 539 00:32:02,010 --> 00:32:02,843 Abby? 540 00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:04,860 Are you parents here? 541 00:32:04,860 --> 00:32:06,020 - My mom's upstairs. 542 00:32:06,020 --> 00:32:07,703 We come here every Saturday. 543 00:32:10,150 --> 00:32:10,983 - Well, 544 00:32:12,060 --> 00:32:13,310 it's a beautiful library. 545 00:32:14,350 --> 00:32:15,590 - You're silly. (Jack chuckling) 546 00:32:15,590 --> 00:32:16,923 Can I tell you something? 547 00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:20,880 - Yeah. 548 00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:21,950 - Close your eyes. 549 00:32:21,950 --> 00:32:22,783 - Okay. 550 00:32:22,783 --> 00:32:23,620 - It's a secret. 551 00:32:23,620 --> 00:32:24,453 - All right. 552 00:32:27,846 --> 00:32:30,679 (Abby whispering) 553 00:32:31,843 --> 00:32:34,512 (dramatic piano music) 554 00:32:34,512 --> 00:32:37,762 (atmosphere whooshing) 555 00:32:51,211 --> 00:32:53,730 (Kirk sighing) 556 00:32:53,730 --> 00:32:54,730 - [Jack] How was it? 557 00:32:56,090 --> 00:32:57,510 - Sad. 558 00:32:57,510 --> 00:32:58,640 You were right. 559 00:32:58,640 --> 00:32:59,473 - Yeah. 560 00:33:01,750 --> 00:33:04,123 Hey, Dad, I wanted to show you this. 561 00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:08,340 They're having a 5K race 562 00:33:08,340 --> 00:33:10,343 to raise awareness for a charity. 563 00:33:11,450 --> 00:33:12,300 You should do it. 564 00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:15,313 - Drive all the way back up here to run? 565 00:33:15,313 --> 00:33:16,460 (Jack chuckling) 566 00:33:16,460 --> 00:33:18,160 - You could use the exercise, Dad. 567 00:33:19,790 --> 00:33:21,030 Mom too. 568 00:33:21,030 --> 00:33:21,940 - Oh. 569 00:33:21,940 --> 00:33:23,890 I'll be sure to tell her you said that. 570 00:33:25,940 --> 00:33:26,773 - I'm serious. 571 00:33:28,330 --> 00:33:29,163 Please take one. 572 00:33:35,828 --> 00:33:38,328 (Dan sighing) 573 00:33:40,150 --> 00:33:41,850 - Dan, what are you doing in here? 574 00:33:44,680 --> 00:33:46,280 Seriously, why are you in here? 575 00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:47,363 - I can be in here. 576 00:33:49,270 --> 00:33:50,103 - Are you okay? 577 00:33:53,170 --> 00:33:54,283 - You guys worry me. 578 00:33:55,230 --> 00:33:56,063 - Why? 579 00:33:58,120 --> 00:34:01,893 - I just wish you guys would get over it, it's been a year. 580 00:34:02,929 --> 00:34:04,096 - Get over it? 581 00:34:05,500 --> 00:34:08,870 You know, it takes so much longer than you think 582 00:34:08,870 --> 00:34:10,473 to get over something like this. 583 00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:13,550 - I don't wanna talk about it. 584 00:34:14,730 --> 00:34:17,250 - You never wanna talk about it. 585 00:34:17,250 --> 00:34:19,370 Ever, and that's your problem. 586 00:34:19,370 --> 00:34:20,900 Just because you weren't here when it happened 587 00:34:20,900 --> 00:34:22,400 doesn't mean it didn't happen. 588 00:34:23,315 --> 00:34:24,148 - I'm out. 589 00:34:30,616 --> 00:34:33,283 (ominous music) 590 00:34:49,353 --> 00:34:50,573 - What're you drawing? 591 00:34:55,200 --> 00:34:56,300 Show me at home later? 592 00:34:59,820 --> 00:35:00,653 What? 593 00:35:05,350 --> 00:35:07,143 - You wanna talk about what happened? 594 00:35:11,010 --> 00:35:11,843 No, right? 595 00:35:11,843 --> 00:35:12,676 Maybe later. 596 00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:15,400 - Okay, so how'd you know? 597 00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:16,233 - Know what? 598 00:35:17,210 --> 00:35:18,150 - That was on my mind. 599 00:35:18,150 --> 00:35:20,483 - Dad, jeez, it's always on your mind. 600 00:35:24,070 --> 00:35:25,140 - You know, I was thinking earlier, 601 00:35:25,140 --> 00:35:27,220 listening to those people, 602 00:35:27,220 --> 00:35:29,390 just how selfish drug addicts really are. 603 00:35:29,390 --> 00:35:30,423 - Oh, really? 604 00:35:32,380 --> 00:35:34,600 And just what do you mean by that? 605 00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:37,030 - Choices and consequences, Jack. 606 00:35:37,030 --> 00:35:38,350 I mean, those people, they get addicted, 607 00:35:38,350 --> 00:35:40,400 they overdose, they die. 608 00:35:40,400 --> 00:35:41,840 That's their choice. 609 00:35:41,840 --> 00:35:44,610 And then the families, the families are destroyed 610 00:35:45,760 --> 00:35:48,010 and I'm sick and tired of the blame shifting. 611 00:35:48,870 --> 00:35:51,363 It's their decision, it's their demise. 612 00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:58,260 - Look, you and I both know it's not always like that. 613 00:36:00,570 --> 00:36:02,180 It's an addiction, Dad. 614 00:36:02,180 --> 00:36:03,720 You can cure an addiction. 615 00:36:03,720 --> 00:36:05,010 - No. 616 00:36:05,010 --> 00:36:06,163 It's always like that. 617 00:36:07,360 --> 00:36:10,073 It's self-centeredness, plain and simple. 618 00:36:12,710 --> 00:36:13,543 I'm serious. 619 00:36:13,543 --> 00:36:14,376 - Cool. 620 00:36:16,599 --> 00:36:19,682 (somber piano music) 621 00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:25,583 All right, Dad, take this exit. 622 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:29,380 Just take it, please. 623 00:36:32,800 --> 00:36:35,467 (Karlye crying) 624 00:36:47,278 --> 00:36:49,387 - I can't do this. 625 00:36:49,387 --> 00:36:51,470 I can't freaking do this! 626 00:36:52,938 --> 00:36:54,855 My best friend is gone! 627 00:36:57,014 --> 00:36:58,847 He's not here anymore! 628 00:37:03,410 --> 00:37:06,268 (punches thudding) 629 00:37:06,268 --> 00:37:09,518 (dramatic piano music) 630 00:37:15,543 --> 00:37:18,460 (punch thundering) 631 00:37:39,050 --> 00:37:41,967 - [Jack] That building, over there. 632 00:37:52,260 --> 00:37:53,210 - [Kirk] A daycare? 633 00:37:54,190 --> 00:37:55,023 - [Jack] Yeah. 634 00:37:59,170 --> 00:38:00,033 Park and go in. 635 00:38:02,380 --> 00:38:03,617 - [Kirk] Well, you're coming with me. 636 00:38:03,617 --> 00:38:05,340 - No, I told you. 637 00:38:05,340 --> 00:38:07,217 I don't do sad anymore, remember? 638 00:38:08,270 --> 00:38:09,710 Please? 639 00:38:09,710 --> 00:38:12,633 Go in there, tell them who you are and what you do. 640 00:38:13,883 --> 00:38:15,887 Oh, and tell them Abby sent you. 641 00:38:18,645 --> 00:38:21,585 (thunder rumbling) 642 00:38:21,585 --> 00:38:24,502 (rain splattering) 643 00:38:33,094 --> 00:38:36,344 (dramatic piano music) 644 00:38:40,015 --> 00:38:41,700 - Can I help you? 645 00:38:41,700 --> 00:38:42,640 - My son... 646 00:38:43,770 --> 00:38:44,727 I'm Kirk Jonah. 647 00:38:44,727 --> 00:38:46,520 - Hi. - I started a non-profit. 648 00:38:46,520 --> 00:38:48,160 I go around to schools and community centers 649 00:38:48,160 --> 00:38:50,320 talking to people on the dangers of drugs. 650 00:38:50,320 --> 00:38:51,450 Mostly opioids. 651 00:38:52,690 --> 00:38:53,737 Abby sent me. 652 00:38:53,737 --> 00:38:55,260 - I don't know an Abby 653 00:38:55,260 --> 00:38:57,590 but you're welcome to take a look around. 654 00:38:57,590 --> 00:38:58,710 - I would, thank you. 655 00:38:58,710 --> 00:39:00,340 - Follow me, come. 656 00:39:00,340 --> 00:39:02,293 We'll head down this hallway right over here. 657 00:39:05,050 --> 00:39:05,900 Oh, hey Ruth. 658 00:39:05,900 --> 00:39:06,733 - [Ruth] Oh, hey Janet. 659 00:39:06,733 --> 00:39:08,790 - Hey, Ruth, this is Kirk Jonah. 660 00:39:08,790 --> 00:39:10,190 Kirk, this is Nurse Ruth. 661 00:39:10,190 --> 00:39:11,023 She's one of our-- - Very nice to meet you. 662 00:39:11,023 --> 00:39:12,510 - Volunteers nurses. - Kirk Jonah. 663 00:39:13,530 --> 00:39:14,430 - So what did you need? 664 00:39:14,430 --> 00:39:15,820 - So, I wanted to go over the schedules. 665 00:39:15,820 --> 00:39:18,090 Are we doing feedings first or nap times? 666 00:39:18,090 --> 00:39:19,480 - Oh, why don't we start with the nap times 667 00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:21,271 but we'll check out room one and see what they need. 668 00:39:21,271 --> 00:39:22,307 - Okay, great. 669 00:39:22,307 --> 00:39:23,207 - Okay. 670 00:39:23,207 --> 00:39:24,110 Let's see. 671 00:39:24,110 --> 00:39:25,750 - [Kirk] Is this a daycare? 672 00:39:25,750 --> 00:39:26,880 - [Ruth] Kinda. 673 00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:29,450 The kids here are born addicted to drugs. 674 00:39:29,450 --> 00:39:30,343 Mostly opioids. 675 00:39:31,472 --> 00:39:34,389 (thunder rumbling) 676 00:39:36,550 --> 00:39:39,080 It's not their choice that these babies were born addicts. 677 00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:40,733 We've got to break the addiction. 678 00:39:40,733 --> 00:39:44,350 Because the damage that it's done is irreversible 679 00:39:44,350 --> 00:39:47,150 and there's so many of these kids that will not survive. 680 00:39:48,126 --> 00:39:51,376 (dramatic piano music) 681 00:40:05,234 --> 00:40:08,661 - I'm gonna call Mom and tell her we're running late. 682 00:40:08,661 --> 00:40:10,192 Really late. 683 00:40:10,192 --> 00:40:13,109 (thunder rumbling) 684 00:40:14,279 --> 00:40:16,890 (static fizzling) 685 00:40:16,890 --> 00:40:19,557 (ominous music) 686 00:40:25,116 --> 00:40:27,783 (door creaking) 687 00:40:34,707 --> 00:40:36,931 (footsteps thumping) 688 00:40:36,931 --> 00:40:39,764 (wheels clunking) 689 00:40:42,437 --> 00:40:44,937 (eerie music) 690 00:41:02,731 --> 00:41:04,899 - [Dan] You okay, Mom? 691 00:41:04,899 --> 00:41:05,762 - Yeah. 692 00:41:05,762 --> 00:41:07,043 Yeah. 693 00:41:07,043 --> 00:41:08,693 It's a bad habit, I know. 694 00:41:09,690 --> 00:41:10,681 You just getting in? 695 00:41:10,681 --> 00:41:12,270 - Yeah, yeah, just came in. 696 00:41:14,690 --> 00:41:17,080 - Listen, your dad's coming in later tonight 697 00:41:17,080 --> 00:41:19,820 but I was thinking, 698 00:41:19,820 --> 00:41:22,260 I'd like for all of us to go to church tomorrow. 699 00:41:22,260 --> 00:41:23,250 - Okay. 700 00:41:23,250 --> 00:41:24,750 - Yeah? 701 00:41:24,750 --> 00:41:25,980 - Yeah. 702 00:41:25,980 --> 00:41:27,239 - Great. 703 00:41:27,239 --> 00:41:29,906 (ominous music) 704 00:41:39,285 --> 00:41:41,868 (wind howling) 705 00:41:56,327 --> 00:41:59,077 (birds chirping) 706 00:42:01,606 --> 00:42:03,470 (woman screaming) 707 00:42:03,470 --> 00:42:06,500 - May the Lord bless you and keep you. 708 00:42:06,500 --> 00:42:10,223 May His face shine down upon you and be gracious unto you. 709 00:42:11,330 --> 00:42:14,380 May He lift up his countenance upon you 710 00:42:14,380 --> 00:42:15,923 and give you peace. 711 00:42:18,165 --> 00:42:18,998 - [Girl] Oops, sorry. 712 00:42:18,998 --> 00:42:19,831 - [Woman] No, you're fine. 713 00:42:19,831 --> 00:42:21,380 I'm just about out of the way. 714 00:42:21,380 --> 00:42:22,495 There you go. - Sorry. 715 00:42:22,495 --> 00:42:24,662 - [Woman] No, you're fine. 716 00:42:26,448 --> 00:42:29,198 (birds chirping) 717 00:42:49,270 --> 00:42:50,103 - Your dad? 718 00:42:53,560 --> 00:42:54,460 Where is he going? 719 00:42:56,300 --> 00:42:57,320 - Yeah. 720 00:42:57,320 --> 00:42:59,420 Mom and him used to come here all the time 721 00:42:59,420 --> 00:43:01,057 but after everything-- 722 00:43:02,970 --> 00:43:04,900 - You haven't talked to him? 723 00:43:04,900 --> 00:43:06,273 - No, not yet. 724 00:43:06,273 --> 00:43:08,780 I mean, I don't really know what to say. 725 00:43:08,780 --> 00:43:10,443 Or how to tell him. 726 00:43:11,817 --> 00:43:12,667 What did you say? 727 00:43:15,150 --> 00:43:17,303 - I told him I was sorry about everything. 728 00:43:18,890 --> 00:43:20,823 I told him I was with him. 729 00:43:22,170 --> 00:43:23,020 That I loved him. 730 00:43:24,530 --> 00:43:26,210 That he was brave in handling... 731 00:43:28,383 --> 00:43:29,216 (Jack chuckling) 732 00:43:29,216 --> 00:43:30,049 That's it. 733 00:43:30,049 --> 00:43:30,882 - What? 734 00:43:30,882 --> 00:43:31,720 - I gotta go. 735 00:43:31,720 --> 00:43:32,700 - What is it? 736 00:43:32,700 --> 00:43:34,100 - There's four C's. 737 00:43:34,100 --> 00:43:35,543 People need courage too. 738 00:43:38,730 --> 00:43:40,023 Go talk to your dad! 739 00:43:40,980 --> 00:43:41,813 - How? 740 00:43:46,543 --> 00:43:49,210 (ominous music) 741 00:43:54,472 --> 00:43:56,062 (pleasant PA music) 742 00:43:56,062 --> 00:44:01,062 - What? 743 00:44:01,370 --> 00:44:02,900 Did you say anything? 744 00:44:02,900 --> 00:44:03,733 - No. 745 00:44:07,190 --> 00:44:08,658 Why? 746 00:44:08,658 --> 00:44:10,250 You all right? 747 00:44:10,250 --> 00:44:11,467 - Yeah, I'm fine. 748 00:44:18,900 --> 00:44:19,778 - [Girl] Hi, Dad. 749 00:44:19,778 --> 00:44:20,695 - Hi, baby. 750 00:44:22,689 --> 00:44:23,606 Sweetheart. 751 00:44:25,228 --> 00:44:28,031 Thanks for coming in, sit down. 752 00:44:28,031 --> 00:44:29,756 Any new game this weekend? 753 00:44:29,756 --> 00:44:31,506 - [Girl] No, I have on Sunday, but-- 754 00:44:31,506 --> 00:44:32,369 - [Officer] Oh, okay. 755 00:44:32,369 --> 00:44:35,202 (family mumbling) 756 00:44:36,210 --> 00:44:37,360 - Thank you for coming. 757 00:44:37,360 --> 00:44:41,490 I hope you remember the church picnic next weekend. 758 00:44:41,490 --> 00:44:43,380 I'd like to see you there. 759 00:44:43,380 --> 00:44:44,230 Have a good week. 760 00:44:50,837 --> 00:44:52,104 - See you next weekend. 761 00:44:52,104 --> 00:44:53,437 Good seeing you. 762 00:44:55,599 --> 00:44:58,030 Hey, take care, man. 763 00:44:58,030 --> 00:45:00,030 Hi, see you next week. 764 00:45:00,030 --> 00:45:02,190 So you guys go ahead and head on up to the house 765 00:45:02,190 --> 00:45:03,330 and I'll catch up with you later. 766 00:45:03,330 --> 00:45:04,340 - Yeah, we'll just got together. 767 00:45:04,340 --> 00:45:08,200 - I need to bring Jack home from choir, so... 768 00:45:08,200 --> 00:45:09,411 - I'll wait with you. 769 00:45:09,411 --> 00:45:10,244 - [Kirk] Yeah, son, okay. 770 00:45:10,244 --> 00:45:11,891 - Yeah, come with me, Mom. 771 00:45:11,891 --> 00:45:13,398 - [Debbie] Okay. 772 00:45:13,398 --> 00:45:15,481 - [Kirk] Bye, sweetheart. 773 00:45:38,358 --> 00:45:40,477 ♪ All day ♪ 774 00:45:40,477 --> 00:45:42,694 ♪ All night ♪ 775 00:45:42,694 --> 00:45:47,624 ♪ Angels watching over me, my Lord ♪ 776 00:45:47,624 --> 00:45:49,750 ♪ All day ♪ 777 00:45:49,750 --> 00:45:52,039 ♪ All night ♪ 778 00:45:52,039 --> 00:45:56,853 ♪ Angels watching over me ♪ 779 00:45:56,853 --> 00:45:59,130 ♪ All day ♪ 780 00:45:59,130 --> 00:46:00,130 - How was your trip? 781 00:46:01,060 --> 00:46:01,980 - It was good. 782 00:46:01,980 --> 00:46:03,660 ♪ Angels watching over me ♪ 783 00:46:03,660 --> 00:46:05,300 - So how is everything? 784 00:46:05,300 --> 00:46:07,410 I guess you've started practicing. 785 00:46:07,410 --> 00:46:08,243 - Conditioning. 786 00:46:09,810 --> 00:46:10,962 In the gym a lot. 787 00:46:10,962 --> 00:46:12,770 ♪ Angels watching over ♪ 788 00:46:12,770 --> 00:46:15,180 - Oh, hey, do you know anything about these races? 789 00:46:15,180 --> 00:46:17,690 These 5Ks? 790 00:46:17,690 --> 00:46:18,523 - Yeah. 791 00:46:18,523 --> 00:46:20,053 I've done a few of them. 792 00:46:20,053 --> 00:46:22,036 ♪ Angels watching over ♪ 793 00:46:22,036 --> 00:46:22,869 - Hey, Dad... 794 00:46:22,869 --> 00:46:24,575 ♪ My Lord ♪ 795 00:46:24,575 --> 00:46:26,863 - I need to tell you something. 796 00:46:26,863 --> 00:46:28,647 ♪ All night ♪ 797 00:46:28,647 --> 00:46:29,665 - I'm worried. 798 00:46:29,665 --> 00:46:31,576 ♪ Angels watching over me ♪ 799 00:46:31,576 --> 00:46:33,190 - About what? 800 00:46:33,190 --> 00:46:34,081 - You. 801 00:46:34,081 --> 00:46:35,950 ♪ All day ♪ 802 00:46:35,950 --> 00:46:36,867 - Mom 803 00:46:36,867 --> 00:46:38,387 ♪ All night ♪ 804 00:46:38,387 --> 00:46:39,220 - Hey, you know, 805 00:46:39,220 --> 00:46:41,520 I remember when he first joined choir, remember? 806 00:46:41,520 --> 00:46:43,690 He was the first one to put his hand up. 807 00:46:43,690 --> 00:46:44,740 Then he played the organ. 808 00:46:44,740 --> 00:46:46,180 - Yeah, for the Christmas program. 809 00:46:46,180 --> 00:46:48,200 Yeah, I remember. (ominous music) 810 00:46:48,200 --> 00:46:49,630 ♪ Angels watching ♪ 811 00:46:49,630 --> 00:46:50,463 - What's wrong? 812 00:46:52,120 --> 00:46:53,570 - You're traveling with Jack? 813 00:46:55,750 --> 00:46:56,763 His room's a shrine? 814 00:46:58,860 --> 00:46:59,910 And Mom sniffs his clothes 815 00:46:59,910 --> 00:47:02,930 and doesn't allow chocolate chip muffins to be-- 816 00:47:02,930 --> 00:47:04,189 - Chocolate chop muffins. 817 00:47:04,189 --> 00:47:05,022 Oh, he loved those. 818 00:47:05,022 --> 00:47:06,878 - Dad, are you listening to me? 819 00:47:06,878 --> 00:47:07,790 (ominous music) 820 00:47:07,790 --> 00:47:09,320 Dad? 821 00:47:09,320 --> 00:47:10,363 Jack's gone! 822 00:47:12,880 --> 00:47:13,800 - I hear you, son. 823 00:47:15,010 --> 00:47:15,894 - Well? 824 00:47:15,894 --> 00:47:20,345 ♪ Angels watching over me, my Lord ♪ 825 00:47:20,345 --> 00:47:22,493 - Early mornings, 826 00:47:22,493 --> 00:47:24,130 outside in the garden we made... 827 00:47:26,470 --> 00:47:28,320 Sometimes he'll sit and talk with me. 828 00:47:29,730 --> 00:47:31,763 Or he'll go on the road with me. 829 00:47:33,350 --> 00:47:34,450 - Is he up there, Dad? 830 00:47:37,280 --> 00:47:38,713 Dad, is he up there? 831 00:47:41,020 --> 00:47:43,218 He's not up there, Dad! 832 00:47:43,218 --> 00:47:45,939 (Kirk sniffling) 833 00:47:45,939 --> 00:47:48,378 (ominous music) 834 00:47:48,378 --> 00:47:50,290 ♪ All day ♪ 835 00:47:50,290 --> 00:47:52,373 ♪ All night ♪ 836 00:47:52,373 --> 00:47:57,139 ♪ Angels watching over me, my Lord ♪ 837 00:47:57,139 --> 00:47:59,397 ♪ All day ♪ 838 00:47:59,397 --> 00:48:01,660 ♪ All night ♪ 839 00:48:01,660 --> 00:48:05,160 ♪ Angels watching over me ♪ 840 00:48:06,311 --> 00:48:08,811 (eerie music) 841 00:48:33,691 --> 00:48:36,451 - I guess you know something about losing a son. 842 00:48:36,451 --> 00:48:39,201 (birds chirping) 843 00:48:43,037 --> 00:48:45,620 (wind howling) 844 00:48:55,865 --> 00:48:58,615 (sinister music) 845 00:49:00,253 --> 00:49:03,003 (bird squealing) 846 00:49:09,914 --> 00:49:11,246 - Joe. 847 00:49:11,246 --> 00:49:12,940 Another, please. 848 00:49:12,940 --> 00:49:14,440 - Don't you have enough, Mike? 849 00:49:17,470 --> 00:49:18,420 - Make it a double. 850 00:49:23,120 --> 00:49:23,953 Thank you. 851 00:49:39,249 --> 00:49:41,832 (somber music) 852 00:49:51,230 --> 00:49:53,897 (phone beeping) 853 00:49:56,124 --> 00:49:58,707 (dial beeping) 854 00:50:04,930 --> 00:50:07,597 (phone ringing) 855 00:50:08,779 --> 00:50:10,390 - Kirk Jonah. 856 00:50:10,390 --> 00:50:11,943 - Yeah, hello, Mr. Jonah. 857 00:50:14,600 --> 00:50:15,800 My name is Mike Tourville. 858 00:50:15,800 --> 00:50:17,730 I'm a police officer. 859 00:50:17,730 --> 00:50:22,270 Well, I was a police officer in West Springfield and... 860 00:50:24,948 --> 00:50:28,120 Well, I recently lost my daughter to a heroin overdose 861 00:50:30,410 --> 00:50:32,110 and I'm having a really tough time 862 00:50:34,080 --> 00:50:36,613 dealing with it and I just thought. 863 00:50:36,613 --> 00:50:39,691 I found one of your flyers and I thought maybe 864 00:50:39,691 --> 00:50:41,657 that you could give me some advice. 865 00:50:41,657 --> 00:50:43,804 - I'm so sorry to hear that, Mr. Tourville. 866 00:50:43,804 --> 00:50:45,760 (birds squawking) 867 00:50:45,760 --> 00:50:46,763 I'm not an expert. 868 00:50:47,620 --> 00:50:50,760 I am learning the hard way. 869 00:50:50,760 --> 00:50:51,593 So, 870 00:50:52,700 --> 00:50:54,100 what's your daughter's name? 871 00:50:57,120 --> 00:50:58,770 - Tara. 872 00:50:58,770 --> 00:50:59,663 She was 18. 873 00:51:01,130 --> 00:51:02,023 - Mr. Tourville, 874 00:51:04,220 --> 00:51:05,730 I know this is gonna sound strange, 875 00:51:05,730 --> 00:51:07,730 we don't know each other, 876 00:51:07,730 --> 00:51:09,905 although I feel like I know you. 877 00:51:09,905 --> 00:51:13,553 But what if I told you that your daughter's not gone. 878 00:51:14,929 --> 00:51:16,179 Not completely. 879 00:51:17,200 --> 00:51:18,140 - What do you mean? 880 00:51:18,140 --> 00:51:19,793 - Please, please hear me out. 881 00:51:21,240 --> 00:51:22,643 I know this sounds crazy but 882 00:51:24,260 --> 00:51:26,493 I too lost a child to drugs. 883 00:51:27,980 --> 00:51:28,813 Heroin. 884 00:51:30,670 --> 00:51:33,850 My son, Jack, died about a year ago 885 00:51:35,870 --> 00:51:36,703 and... 886 00:51:37,910 --> 00:51:39,933 Well, he's still with me. 887 00:51:39,933 --> 00:51:42,133 - What, he's with you in your heart? 888 00:51:43,150 --> 00:51:43,983 - No. 889 00:51:45,125 --> 00:51:48,653 Like, 890 00:51:48,653 --> 00:51:49,963 like right next to me. 891 00:51:53,120 --> 00:51:57,010 - Mr. Jonah, look, I don't wanna be rude or anything, sir, 892 00:51:57,010 --> 00:52:01,150 but that just sounds, you know, kinda crazy. 893 00:52:01,150 --> 00:52:02,841 I mean, I've been on the force long enough to know 894 00:52:02,841 --> 00:52:06,347 that when someone's dead, sir, they're just dead. 895 00:52:06,347 --> 00:52:09,980 - I understand your skepticism, Mr. Tourville, 896 00:52:09,980 --> 00:52:10,813 but... 897 00:52:12,260 --> 00:52:13,903 What if I said my son, Jack, 898 00:52:15,142 --> 00:52:15,975 saw her? 899 00:52:17,770 --> 00:52:18,603 - Saw who? 900 00:52:19,470 --> 00:52:20,303 - Your daughter. 901 00:52:21,210 --> 00:52:22,043 Tara. 902 00:52:22,930 --> 00:52:23,910 - Uh. 903 00:52:23,910 --> 00:52:24,750 - Listen, I'm... 904 00:52:26,060 --> 00:52:28,010 I'm sure you have lots of questions but 905 00:52:29,140 --> 00:52:30,440 let me ask you a question. 906 00:52:32,484 --> 00:52:34,283 Do you believe in the afterlife? 907 00:52:35,380 --> 00:52:37,250 - Like ghosts? 908 00:52:37,250 --> 00:52:38,083 - Well, 909 00:52:39,010 --> 00:52:39,843 spirits, 910 00:52:40,890 --> 00:52:44,083 but essentially they're the same thing. 911 00:52:45,500 --> 00:52:48,648 - No, sir, no I do not. 912 00:52:48,648 --> 00:52:49,481 I mean... 913 00:52:50,709 --> 00:52:51,553 Well, recently, 914 00:52:52,720 --> 00:52:54,663 I have been hearing things. 915 00:52:55,770 --> 00:52:57,030 - Voices? 916 00:52:57,030 --> 00:52:58,340 - Well, 917 00:52:58,340 --> 00:53:00,370 a voice. 918 00:53:00,370 --> 00:53:02,163 - Do you feel a presence? 919 00:53:03,840 --> 00:53:06,200 - Well, I feel like I'm not alone. 920 00:53:06,200 --> 00:53:08,373 But am I going crazy? 921 00:53:10,490 --> 00:53:11,493 - Mr. Tourville, 922 00:53:12,560 --> 00:53:13,393 Mike, 923 00:53:14,410 --> 00:53:16,053 what one person calls crazy, 924 00:53:17,060 --> 00:53:20,633 another person calls awake. 925 00:53:21,830 --> 00:53:23,857 In tuned with another world. 926 00:53:25,660 --> 00:53:28,563 My son, Jack, passed on about a year ago. 927 00:53:30,570 --> 00:53:32,470 My wife, Debbie, found him in his room 928 00:53:33,930 --> 00:53:35,480 with a needle stuck in his arm. 929 00:53:36,323 --> 00:53:38,597 - I think I was on that call. 930 00:53:38,597 --> 00:53:39,960 Was he an artist? 931 00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:40,793 - Yes, he is. 932 00:53:42,035 --> 00:53:42,868 Was. 933 00:53:44,146 --> 00:53:46,343 Ah, now I remember you. 934 00:53:47,260 --> 00:53:51,797 See, I had no idea that he was doing that 935 00:53:53,180 --> 00:53:54,013 stuff. 936 00:53:55,550 --> 00:53:56,450 He was a good boy. 937 00:53:57,330 --> 00:53:58,280 He was a great boy. 938 00:54:00,180 --> 00:54:01,173 He loved people. 939 00:54:03,790 --> 00:54:05,013 Music, art. 940 00:54:06,940 --> 00:54:08,953 Just a kind soul. 941 00:54:10,650 --> 00:54:12,663 He'd go out of his way to help other people. 942 00:54:12,663 --> 00:54:14,370 Long story short, 943 00:54:14,370 --> 00:54:15,773 Jack has seen Tara. 944 00:54:16,886 --> 00:54:18,130 - What? 945 00:54:18,130 --> 00:54:20,760 - He says she's lost and in pain 946 00:54:21,980 --> 00:54:23,480 and seeking closure. 947 00:54:23,480 --> 00:54:27,670 - Look, Kirk, I'm sorry, I'm sure you mean well, sir, 948 00:54:27,670 --> 00:54:29,740 but I can't just flip from being a non-believer 949 00:54:29,740 --> 00:54:33,170 to a believer just like that, you know? 950 00:54:33,170 --> 00:54:36,040 I mean, okay, I admit I hear things from time-to-time. 951 00:54:36,040 --> 00:54:38,700 - Like what, specifically? 952 00:54:38,700 --> 00:54:43,053 - Well, I think I hear Tara talking to me but, you know, 953 00:54:44,080 --> 00:54:46,199 that's just crazy. 954 00:54:46,199 --> 00:54:48,949 (dramatic music) 955 00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:51,820 - The bag in her backpack. 956 00:54:53,340 --> 00:54:55,040 She wants to know if you found it. 957 00:54:57,110 --> 00:54:57,943 - What? 958 00:55:04,787 --> 00:55:07,454 (ominous music) 959 00:55:14,420 --> 00:55:16,652 - Mom, are you okay? 960 00:55:16,652 --> 00:55:17,485 - Mm-hmm. 961 00:55:19,763 --> 00:55:20,596 I was just thinking, 962 00:55:20,596 --> 00:55:22,700 we need to add some perennials to the garden. 963 00:55:25,060 --> 00:55:27,010 Something that'll come back every year. 964 00:55:29,610 --> 00:55:30,443 Every year. 965 00:55:32,230 --> 00:55:33,360 Forever. 966 00:55:33,360 --> 00:55:34,513 - Yeah, that'd be nice. 967 00:55:37,980 --> 00:55:39,993 Mom, we need to talk. 968 00:55:42,190 --> 00:55:43,773 - Sure, honey, what is it? 969 00:55:45,600 --> 00:55:49,210 - Until now, I've been pretty neutral 970 00:55:51,470 --> 00:55:53,250 about things. 971 00:55:53,250 --> 00:55:54,870 - Things? 972 00:55:54,870 --> 00:55:56,220 - Jack. 973 00:55:56,220 --> 00:55:57,053 About Jack. 974 00:55:58,950 --> 00:55:59,783 I've been trying to hold 975 00:55:59,783 --> 00:56:02,040 what's left of our family together and... 976 00:56:03,340 --> 00:56:06,140 I just, I can't do this anymore. 977 00:56:06,140 --> 00:56:07,980 - Oh, nonsense, honey, everything's fine. 978 00:56:07,980 --> 00:56:08,813 - Mom! 979 00:56:09,890 --> 00:56:11,083 Hear me out. 980 00:56:12,270 --> 00:56:13,973 Everything is not fine. 981 00:56:17,040 --> 00:56:21,347 For the past year, I've had to deal with Dad's condition. 982 00:56:23,770 --> 00:56:27,250 You can't even go grocery shopping or do anything 983 00:56:27,250 --> 00:56:29,133 without being triggered. 984 00:56:30,450 --> 00:56:33,120 Dan never wants to deal with anything 985 00:56:33,120 --> 00:56:35,930 so he keeps running away and I'm left here 986 00:56:35,930 --> 00:56:37,240 trying to maintain the peace. 987 00:56:37,240 --> 00:56:42,240 And it's like I'm some sort of lion tamer. 988 00:56:42,370 --> 00:56:43,203 And.... 989 00:56:44,570 --> 00:56:46,513 I can't even live my own life. 990 00:56:48,090 --> 00:56:50,883 It's just, I can't do this anymore. 991 00:56:52,270 --> 00:56:54,660 - Honey, I had no idea. 992 00:56:54,660 --> 00:56:55,973 - Of course you didn't. 993 00:56:56,970 --> 00:56:59,280 Everything's about Jack. 994 00:56:59,280 --> 00:57:01,600 The last year, that's all that mattered. 995 00:57:01,600 --> 00:57:04,060 It's like I don't matter. 996 00:57:04,060 --> 00:57:06,953 But, Mom, I'm still here. 997 00:57:06,953 --> 00:57:10,630 (somber piano music) 998 00:57:10,630 --> 00:57:11,463 Look at me. 999 00:57:17,090 --> 00:57:18,240 Mom, please look at me. 1000 00:57:19,851 --> 00:57:20,743 Do you feel that? 1001 00:57:23,770 --> 00:57:24,803 I'm here. 1002 00:57:26,140 --> 00:57:27,223 I'm alive. 1003 00:57:28,180 --> 00:57:29,643 I'm right here. 1004 00:57:30,930 --> 00:57:32,297 - I'm sorry, honey. 1005 00:57:37,530 --> 00:57:38,803 - I'm moving out, Mom. 1006 00:57:41,390 --> 00:57:43,873 For once, I need to start taking care of myself. 1007 00:57:45,430 --> 00:57:46,290 I just... 1008 00:57:48,290 --> 00:57:50,940 I can't do this anymore, this is, it's just not fair. 1009 00:57:56,151 --> 00:57:59,401 (dramatic piano music) 1010 00:58:03,130 --> 00:58:04,480 - [Debbie] Maybe marigolds. 1011 00:58:06,820 --> 00:58:08,093 He'd like marigolds. 1012 00:58:14,157 --> 00:58:16,090 - Brian, hey buddy, Kirk Jonah. 1013 00:58:16,090 --> 00:58:18,093 I missed you at the school today. 1014 00:58:20,730 --> 00:58:23,610 Hope to see you down the road, hope everything's okay. 1015 00:58:23,610 --> 00:58:25,210 Give me a call. 1016 00:58:25,210 --> 00:58:26,360 Talk to you later, bye. 1017 00:58:27,855 --> 00:58:29,580 (pleasant piano music) 1018 00:58:29,580 --> 00:58:32,280 - Hey, honey, I got the flowers. 1019 00:58:32,280 --> 00:58:33,593 They're beautiful. 1020 00:58:37,040 --> 00:58:37,943 Are you okay? 1021 00:58:39,260 --> 00:58:40,493 We need you here. 1022 00:58:41,940 --> 00:58:42,773 Call me. 1023 00:58:42,773 --> 00:58:43,893 I love you. 1024 00:58:47,010 --> 00:58:47,983 - Is that Daddy? 1025 00:58:49,600 --> 00:58:51,393 - Yeah, he'll be home soon. 1026 00:58:53,730 --> 00:58:55,480 (pleasant piano music) 1027 00:58:55,480 --> 00:58:58,171 (phone ringing) 1028 00:58:58,171 --> 00:59:00,838 (ominous music) 1029 00:59:20,931 --> 00:59:21,764 - Debbie. 1030 00:59:22,720 --> 00:59:26,250 So, did you all go hiking this weekend? 1031 00:59:26,250 --> 00:59:27,083 - Um... 1032 00:59:28,083 --> 00:59:28,916 No. 1033 00:59:31,120 --> 00:59:36,110 - Say, did I ever tell you my chicken pate story? 1034 00:59:36,110 --> 00:59:39,175 You see, I was a young-- - I didn't protect him. 1035 00:59:39,175 --> 00:59:41,870 (dramatic music) 1036 00:59:41,870 --> 00:59:43,463 That's my job as a mom. 1037 00:59:45,900 --> 00:59:48,609 I always protected him. 1038 00:59:48,609 --> 00:59:49,442 - So, 1039 00:59:50,460 --> 00:59:52,432 that's what this is all about. 1040 00:59:52,432 --> 00:59:55,010 - Yeah. 1041 00:59:55,010 --> 00:59:55,843 Well, 1042 00:59:57,801 --> 00:59:58,634 honey, 1043 01:00:00,120 --> 01:00:01,220 I don't have children, 1044 01:00:03,500 --> 01:00:04,833 but I can tell you this, 1045 01:00:06,090 --> 01:00:09,200 Jack was as much mine as he was yours. 1046 01:00:09,200 --> 01:00:10,053 - I'm sorry? 1047 01:00:11,890 --> 01:00:12,723 - Honey, 1048 01:00:14,400 --> 01:00:16,873 we don't own our children. 1049 01:00:17,931 --> 01:00:19,590 (pastor crying) 1050 01:00:19,590 --> 01:00:22,188 Of course, we like to think we do. 1051 01:00:22,188 --> 01:00:23,271 But we don't. 1052 01:00:24,140 --> 01:00:25,293 We raise them, 1053 01:00:26,851 --> 01:00:28,133 we provide for them, 1054 01:00:29,110 --> 01:00:30,290 we love them 1055 01:00:31,607 --> 01:00:33,233 and we direct them. 1056 01:00:34,350 --> 01:00:35,253 Ultimately, 1057 01:00:36,790 --> 01:00:38,253 they don't belong to us. 1058 01:00:39,420 --> 01:00:41,283 They belong to God. 1059 01:00:42,950 --> 01:00:46,800 So this new feeling or responsibility 1060 01:00:46,800 --> 01:00:51,260 that you're feeling now that you should have protected Jack, 1061 01:00:51,260 --> 01:00:53,033 I do understand it, 1062 01:00:53,981 --> 01:00:54,814 I do. 1063 01:00:57,080 --> 01:01:01,383 But you cannot add that to your guilt stack. 1064 01:01:02,920 --> 01:01:03,753 Debbie, 1065 01:01:05,320 --> 01:01:06,513 I won't let you. 1066 01:01:09,400 --> 01:01:10,233 So, 1067 01:01:12,620 --> 01:01:13,970 what else is there, Debbie? 1068 01:01:16,940 --> 01:01:17,823 - I miss him. 1069 01:01:21,564 --> 01:01:22,397 - I know. 1070 01:01:23,680 --> 01:01:26,070 - I just wished I could see him one more time. 1071 01:01:27,047 --> 01:01:27,880 - I know. 1072 01:01:28,910 --> 01:01:29,743 I know. 1073 01:01:31,930 --> 01:01:32,763 I know. 1074 01:01:45,290 --> 01:01:46,123 - Okay. 1075 01:01:46,123 --> 01:01:47,870 Son, now you be careful of the second team, all right? 1076 01:01:47,870 --> 01:01:50,250 They're gonna want your starting job. 1077 01:01:50,250 --> 01:01:52,430 And don't skimp on the morning cardio, all right? 1078 01:01:52,430 --> 01:01:53,380 - Yeah. 1079 01:01:53,380 --> 01:01:55,370 You going out of town? 1080 01:01:55,370 --> 01:01:57,370 - Yeah, two schools in Jersey next week. 1081 01:01:58,630 --> 01:01:59,463 - Be safe, Dad. 1082 01:02:00,862 --> 01:02:02,024 I love you. 1083 01:02:02,024 --> 01:02:04,774 (engine buzzing) 1084 01:02:11,576 --> 01:02:13,616 (dramatic piano music) 1085 01:02:13,616 --> 01:02:15,455 (wind howling) 1086 01:02:15,455 --> 01:02:18,205 (birds chirping) 1087 01:02:23,990 --> 01:02:26,823 (static fizzling) 1088 01:02:29,147 --> 01:02:31,536 (Tara faintly speaking) 1089 01:02:31,536 --> 01:02:32,369 - [Tara] Dad? 1090 01:02:32,369 --> 01:02:33,202 Dad? 1091 01:02:33,202 --> 01:02:34,383 Dad? 1092 01:02:34,383 --> 01:02:35,216 Dad? 1093 01:02:35,216 --> 01:02:36,810 Can you hear me? 1094 01:02:36,810 --> 01:02:37,643 It's Tara. 1095 01:02:39,180 --> 01:02:40,643 Yes, Dad, it's me. 1096 01:02:42,060 --> 01:02:43,910 It's me, Tara. 1097 01:02:43,910 --> 01:02:45,610 I just have to tell you something. 1098 01:02:47,330 --> 01:02:48,850 It's not your fault, Dad. 1099 01:02:48,850 --> 01:02:51,150 There isn't anything you could've done differently. 1100 01:02:51,150 --> 01:02:53,273 It was all me, my doing. 1101 01:02:54,740 --> 01:02:59,240 I made a mistake, a terrible mistake but it was my mistake. 1102 01:02:59,240 --> 01:03:01,670 You were a wonderful Dad and still are. 1103 01:03:01,670 --> 01:03:03,830 You will always be my father. 1104 01:03:03,830 --> 01:03:08,787 I loved you so much but I guess I didn't love me enough. 1105 01:03:10,290 --> 01:03:14,320 You have to keep going, keep living, keep fighting. 1106 01:03:14,320 --> 01:03:17,590 You can't save me but you can still save others. 1107 01:03:17,590 --> 01:03:20,820 They need you, Dad, and I need you. 1108 01:03:20,820 --> 01:03:22,420 I need you to make me a promise. 1109 01:03:23,310 --> 01:03:25,840 Go back to work, Dad, you can help people. 1110 01:03:25,840 --> 01:03:29,644 I know you can and if you do, you'll be helping me. 1111 01:03:29,644 --> 01:03:30,594 I know it's in you. 1112 01:03:32,280 --> 01:03:33,113 Thank you. 1113 01:03:34,260 --> 01:03:35,563 If you believe in me, 1114 01:03:36,467 --> 01:03:37,603 you'll always see me. 1115 01:03:39,006 --> 01:03:39,923 I love you. 1116 01:03:40,767 --> 01:03:44,100 (dramatic violin music) 1117 01:03:46,254 --> 01:03:49,004 (birds chirping) 1118 01:03:56,163 --> 01:03:57,700 - [Jack] Dan. 1119 01:03:57,700 --> 01:03:58,533 Dan! 1120 01:03:59,570 --> 01:04:00,643 Dan, can you hear me? 1121 01:04:01,700 --> 01:04:03,260 It's Jack. 1122 01:04:03,260 --> 01:04:04,093 Hey, bro. 1123 01:04:05,270 --> 01:04:10,270 Yeah, you're dreaming but so am I, I guess. 1124 01:04:10,410 --> 01:04:12,063 I know you can hear me, listen. 1125 01:04:12,913 --> 01:04:16,830 I don't have much time but I wanted to tell you something. 1126 01:04:16,830 --> 01:04:19,950 You may not show it but I know you're in pain. 1127 01:04:19,950 --> 01:04:20,793 I can feel it. 1128 01:04:21,760 --> 01:04:23,497 I can feel what you feel 1129 01:04:24,670 --> 01:04:26,223 and it hurts so bad. 1130 01:04:28,050 --> 01:04:31,493 You feel guilty for not being there, not doing something, 1131 01:04:32,997 --> 01:04:33,883 not saving me. 1132 01:04:35,113 --> 01:04:37,070 But I want you to know, 1133 01:04:37,070 --> 01:04:39,400 there was nothing you could've done differently. 1134 01:04:39,400 --> 01:04:40,233 Nothing. 1135 01:04:41,627 --> 01:04:43,333 But you can do something now. 1136 01:04:45,635 --> 01:04:47,200 Karlye needs you. 1137 01:04:47,200 --> 01:04:48,353 Mom needs you. 1138 01:04:49,435 --> 01:04:51,630 (Karlye yelling) 1139 01:04:51,630 --> 01:04:55,860 And Dad, he really needs you. 1140 01:04:55,860 --> 01:04:57,190 You'll know what to do. 1141 01:04:57,190 --> 01:04:58,023 I trust you. 1142 01:04:58,920 --> 01:04:59,843 Trust yourself. 1143 01:05:00,780 --> 01:05:02,369 Just listen to your heart. 1144 01:05:02,369 --> 01:05:04,283 It will guide you. 1145 01:05:04,283 --> 01:05:07,737 I love you and I miss you. 1146 01:05:09,333 --> 01:05:12,771 (dramatic piano music) 1147 01:05:12,771 --> 01:05:14,845 - [Kirk] Do you think it's bad? 1148 01:05:14,845 --> 01:05:16,433 - [Debbie] What're you talking about? 1149 01:05:17,536 --> 01:05:19,313 - [Kirk] I wanna know what happened to Jack. 1150 01:05:20,620 --> 01:05:22,220 - We know what happened to Jack. 1151 01:05:23,770 --> 01:05:25,930 - It's been a year and you've never cared about 1152 01:05:25,930 --> 01:05:27,740 finding out what happened to him. 1153 01:05:27,740 --> 01:05:30,607 Filed with the police for information, talk to his friends. 1154 01:05:30,607 --> 01:05:31,440 - No. 1155 01:05:35,230 --> 01:05:36,870 Look, 1156 01:05:36,870 --> 01:05:40,283 you were and you are a terrific father. 1157 01:05:41,270 --> 01:05:43,740 Don't think for one minute that those answers 1158 01:05:43,740 --> 01:05:44,920 are gonna ease the pain. 1159 01:05:44,920 --> 01:05:45,870 It won't! 1160 01:05:45,870 --> 01:05:47,343 It just won't, Kirk! 1161 01:05:49,060 --> 01:05:52,780 We have to stop trying to figure this out 1162 01:05:52,780 --> 01:05:54,713 and start with what can we do. 1163 01:05:55,828 --> 01:05:58,578 (dramatic music) 1164 01:06:03,050 --> 01:06:03,930 - Jack made me take this 1165 01:06:03,930 --> 01:06:05,980 from the library in Providence last week. 1166 01:06:11,460 --> 01:06:12,293 - A run. 1167 01:06:14,092 --> 01:06:14,925 - A walk. 1168 01:06:20,480 --> 01:06:21,800 Oh, 1169 01:06:21,800 --> 01:06:23,500 I've got that thing at the church. 1170 01:06:24,940 --> 01:06:25,773 So you wanna go? 1171 01:06:27,490 --> 01:06:28,593 - Maybe next time. 1172 01:06:31,070 --> 01:06:32,370 You understand, don't you? 1173 01:06:33,415 --> 01:06:34,415 - Of course. 1174 01:06:46,657 --> 01:06:48,688 Hi, thank you for coming. 1175 01:06:48,688 --> 01:06:50,238 - Thank you so much for coming. 1176 01:06:51,327 --> 01:06:52,327 Hi. 1177 01:06:52,327 --> 01:06:54,077 Thank you for coming. 1178 01:06:57,917 --> 01:06:59,880 - I've done this speech all over the country. 1179 01:06:59,880 --> 01:07:01,820 I don't know why I'm so nervous. 1180 01:07:01,820 --> 01:07:03,390 - Kirk, 1181 01:07:03,390 --> 01:07:05,903 you're nervous because it's so close to your heart. 1182 01:07:07,390 --> 01:07:09,970 I'm gonna go start the congregation with a couple of hymns. 1183 01:07:09,970 --> 01:07:10,880 All right? 1184 01:07:10,880 --> 01:07:11,713 You'll be fine. 1185 01:07:11,713 --> 01:07:12,843 - Thank you, Pastor. 1186 01:07:15,517 --> 01:07:18,100 (Kirk sighing) 1187 01:07:19,380 --> 01:07:20,213 Hey. 1188 01:07:20,213 --> 01:07:21,370 - [Jack] Hey, Dad. 1189 01:07:21,370 --> 01:07:22,933 - How's it going? 1190 01:07:22,933 --> 01:07:23,766 - Good. 1191 01:07:25,280 --> 01:07:27,310 So, that girl, Tara, 1192 01:07:27,310 --> 01:07:28,872 you still dating? 1193 01:07:28,872 --> 01:07:29,920 (Jack chuckling) 1194 01:07:29,920 --> 01:07:31,890 - I mean, I wouldn't call it dating but 1195 01:07:33,270 --> 01:07:34,907 she's good. 1196 01:07:34,907 --> 01:07:35,740 - Good. 1197 01:07:36,850 --> 01:07:37,683 What is it? 1198 01:07:40,140 --> 01:07:41,140 - You trust me, Dad? 1199 01:07:42,170 --> 01:07:43,003 - Yes. 1200 01:07:44,240 --> 01:07:45,073 - Come with me. 1201 01:07:46,060 --> 01:07:47,174 - Well, I have to speak in just-- 1202 01:07:47,174 --> 01:07:48,820 - Ah. 1203 01:07:48,820 --> 01:07:50,430 Comforting, 1204 01:07:50,430 --> 01:07:51,620 caring 1205 01:07:51,620 --> 01:07:53,180 and compassion. 1206 01:07:53,180 --> 01:07:54,580 Right? 1207 01:07:54,580 --> 01:07:55,413 - Yeah. 1208 01:08:03,140 --> 01:08:03,993 Close your eyes. 1209 01:08:06,500 --> 01:08:08,100 Courage, Dad. 1210 01:08:08,100 --> 01:08:11,270 Both sides of this, we need courage. 1211 01:08:11,270 --> 01:08:13,360 Courage to apologize, 1212 01:08:13,360 --> 01:08:14,440 courage to fight 1213 01:08:15,320 --> 01:08:16,320 and courage to love. 1214 01:08:21,065 --> 01:08:23,815 (Jack chuckling) 1215 01:08:26,390 --> 01:08:28,403 They can help make courage contagious. 1216 01:08:29,676 --> 01:08:33,298 ♪ Amazing Grace ♪ 1217 01:08:33,298 --> 01:08:37,910 ♪ How sweet the sound ♪ 1218 01:08:37,910 --> 01:08:40,026 ♪ That saved ♪ 1219 01:08:40,026 --> 01:08:45,026 ♪ A wretch like me ♪ 1220 01:08:46,402 --> 01:08:50,968 ♪ I once was lost ♪ 1221 01:08:50,968 --> 01:08:55,344 ♪ But now am found ♪ 1222 01:08:55,344 --> 01:08:57,826 ♪ T'was blind ♪ 1223 01:08:57,826 --> 01:09:02,826 ♪ But now I see ♪ 1224 01:09:04,172 --> 01:09:08,333 ♪ T'was Grace that taught ♪ 1225 01:09:08,333 --> 01:09:13,047 ♪ My heart to fear ♪ 1226 01:09:13,047 --> 01:09:15,222 ♪ And Grace ♪ 1227 01:09:15,222 --> 01:09:20,222 ♪ My fears relieved ♪ 1228 01:09:21,999 --> 01:09:26,519 ♪ How precious did ♪ 1229 01:09:26,519 --> 01:09:30,999 ♪ That grace appear ♪ 1230 01:09:30,999 --> 01:09:33,010 ♪ The hour ♪ 1231 01:09:33,010 --> 01:09:35,927 ♪ I first believed ♪ 1232 01:10:10,080 --> 01:10:13,263 - Tonight is gonna be a little bit different. 1233 01:10:16,770 --> 01:10:18,603 Ever since I got the phone call, 1234 01:10:19,650 --> 01:10:22,830 I've been wanting to know what happened to my son, Jack. 1235 01:10:22,830 --> 01:10:23,663 How did he die? 1236 01:10:26,600 --> 01:10:27,800 That's not the question. 1237 01:10:29,870 --> 01:10:31,820 The question should be, why did he die? 1238 01:10:34,615 --> 01:10:35,465 Well, I know why. 1239 01:10:36,680 --> 01:10:40,420 He died because he said yes one time. 1240 01:10:40,420 --> 01:10:45,420 He said yes to a deadly and explosive drug one time. 1241 01:10:45,490 --> 01:10:48,710 (dramatic piano music) 1242 01:10:48,710 --> 01:10:51,077 Your loved ones didn't want to die. 1243 01:10:52,603 --> 01:10:54,436 This drug killed them. 1244 01:10:56,203 --> 01:10:57,953 They didn't want to steal from you. 1245 01:10:59,680 --> 01:11:01,170 This drug consumed them. 1246 01:11:03,537 --> 01:11:05,587 And they never intended to embarrass you. 1247 01:11:07,100 --> 01:11:08,393 This drug was obsessive. 1248 01:11:09,660 --> 01:11:10,610 It owned them. 1249 01:11:16,380 --> 01:11:18,400 We need to make courage contagious 1250 01:11:20,143 --> 01:11:21,393 and it starts right here. 1251 01:11:22,660 --> 01:11:24,260 It starts with ending the guilt. 1252 01:11:25,260 --> 01:11:26,500 Starting to forgive 1253 01:11:27,480 --> 01:11:28,580 and starting to fight. 1254 01:11:30,820 --> 01:11:33,720 Now, together we can all make a difference 1255 01:11:33,720 --> 01:11:36,123 but the guilt ends now. 1256 01:11:40,100 --> 01:11:40,933 It's over. 1257 01:11:43,409 --> 01:11:48,409 And my son, Jack, and I, we're dedicated to this fight. 1258 01:11:48,440 --> 01:11:49,503 Will you join us? 1259 01:11:55,660 --> 01:11:56,553 All of us. 1260 01:11:57,396 --> 01:12:00,563 (pleasant beat music) 1261 01:12:14,410 --> 01:12:16,110 - Hey, Chief, can I speak to you for a second? 1262 01:12:16,110 --> 01:12:18,660 - Mike, yeah, what can I do for you? 1263 01:12:18,660 --> 01:12:19,933 - I want to come back. 1264 01:12:20,950 --> 01:12:22,580 - You sure you're ready? 1265 01:12:22,580 --> 01:12:23,413 - Yes, sir. 1266 01:12:23,413 --> 01:12:25,240 I think I can do a lot of good, 1267 01:12:25,240 --> 01:12:28,610 especially with this whole opioid thing. 1268 01:12:28,610 --> 01:12:30,970 - Okay. Well, I mean, we could use every officer 1269 01:12:30,970 --> 01:12:32,450 we have available on this and 1270 01:12:33,767 --> 01:12:36,128 I just have one criteria for you. 1271 01:12:36,128 --> 01:12:38,409 I want you to be our plug person. 1272 01:12:38,409 --> 01:12:39,559 We need a spokesperson. 1273 01:12:40,730 --> 01:12:42,420 - Well, what about Reynolds? 1274 01:12:42,420 --> 01:12:43,770 - His wife just had a baby. 1275 01:12:45,510 --> 01:12:46,790 - Okay, yes sir, sure. 1276 01:12:46,790 --> 01:12:47,630 - Great. 1277 01:12:47,630 --> 01:12:48,940 All right. 1278 01:12:48,940 --> 01:12:51,217 We have a meeting with West Mass News at 10 A.M. 1279 01:12:51,217 --> 01:12:52,810 Can I count on you? 1280 01:12:52,810 --> 01:12:54,090 - Yes, sir. 1281 01:12:54,090 --> 01:12:54,923 - Great. 1282 01:12:54,923 --> 01:12:56,433 Why don't you shave and get cleaned up? 1283 01:12:57,675 --> 01:12:58,508 (Mike chuckling) 1284 01:12:58,508 --> 01:12:59,820 - You got it. 1285 01:12:59,820 --> 01:13:01,560 Hey, can I ask you a quick question, sir? 1286 01:13:01,560 --> 01:13:02,393 - Sure. 1287 01:13:03,502 --> 01:13:04,852 - Do you believe in angels? 1288 01:13:08,200 --> 01:13:09,920 - We're at the scene of a common occurrence. 1289 01:13:09,920 --> 01:13:12,290 Unfortunately, very common these days. 1290 01:13:12,290 --> 01:13:15,790 A 21 year old female dead from an apparent drug overdose. 1291 01:13:15,790 --> 01:13:19,170 Joining us now is West Springfield officer Mike Tourville. 1292 01:13:19,170 --> 01:13:21,736 Officer Mike, what is the West Springfield Police Department 1293 01:13:21,736 --> 01:13:23,190 doing about this? 1294 01:13:23,190 --> 01:13:26,800 - Well, we live in a town of 26 thousand people 1295 01:13:26,800 --> 01:13:29,740 and last year there were 20 thousand prescriptions written 1296 01:13:29,740 --> 01:13:32,090 for pain medication, opioids. 1297 01:13:32,090 --> 01:13:34,340 That is a huge problem. 1298 01:13:34,340 --> 01:13:35,830 Thousands of people in our community 1299 01:13:35,830 --> 01:13:38,280 are becoming addicted to these pills 1300 01:13:38,280 --> 01:13:39,890 and when the prescriptions stop, 1301 01:13:39,890 --> 01:13:41,870 that's when the heroin starts. 1302 01:13:41,870 --> 01:13:43,990 So this isn't just a police problem, 1303 01:13:43,990 --> 01:13:47,480 this is a community problem but we can fix this. 1304 01:13:47,480 --> 01:13:50,290 We can fix this by having the community come together 1305 01:13:50,290 --> 01:13:53,000 and ask the questions, talk to each other. 1306 01:13:53,000 --> 01:13:55,440 They need to have the courage to ask the questions. 1307 01:13:55,440 --> 01:13:57,870 We wanna make courage contagious 1308 01:13:57,870 --> 01:14:00,370 and that's what we can do to fight this. 1309 01:14:00,370 --> 01:14:02,430 - Officer Tourville, thanks for your time, we appreciate it. 1310 01:14:02,430 --> 01:14:04,620 Powerful words, indeed. 1311 01:14:04,620 --> 01:14:05,453 Reporting live here from West Springfield, 1312 01:14:05,453 --> 01:14:09,409 I'm Chris Pisano from Western Mass News. 1313 01:14:09,409 --> 01:14:11,000 (pleasant piano music) 1314 01:14:11,000 --> 01:14:11,933 - Dan. 1315 01:14:13,280 --> 01:14:14,113 - Hey, Dad. 1316 01:14:15,250 --> 01:14:16,810 - Dan, what the heck are you doing here? 1317 01:14:16,810 --> 01:14:18,023 - I drove in. 1318 01:14:18,950 --> 01:14:20,030 I couldn't sleep. 1319 01:14:20,030 --> 01:14:22,010 - [Dan] Well you got class tomorrow, practice. 1320 01:14:22,010 --> 01:14:23,183 - I need to take a day. 1321 01:14:24,250 --> 01:14:25,200 - What do you mean? 1322 01:14:26,070 --> 01:14:27,343 - Dad, I just need a day. 1323 01:14:31,110 --> 01:14:32,010 - What's going on? 1324 01:14:35,640 --> 01:14:38,793 - Is this when Jack comes to talk to you? 1325 01:14:41,064 --> 01:14:42,943 It's okay, Dad, I get it. 1326 01:14:44,421 --> 01:14:45,254 I think... 1327 01:14:46,550 --> 01:14:48,083 I think Jack visited me too. 1328 01:14:50,770 --> 01:14:53,203 So, what do we need to do? 1329 01:14:53,203 --> 01:14:56,740 I am ready, I get it, what do we need to do? 1330 01:14:56,740 --> 01:14:58,800 - Son, you don't have to do anything. 1331 01:14:58,800 --> 01:15:00,690 - Yes I do. 1332 01:15:00,690 --> 01:15:01,523 He was my brother 1333 01:15:01,523 --> 01:15:03,320 and you can't just take my brother away from me 1334 01:15:03,320 --> 01:15:04,993 and expect me not to do anything. 1335 01:15:06,660 --> 01:15:11,483 I'm not gonna let this evil, vile drug end his life. 1336 01:15:12,670 --> 01:15:13,803 He's gonna live on. 1337 01:15:17,970 --> 01:15:19,060 - Awareness. 1338 01:15:19,060 --> 01:15:20,053 Courage. 1339 01:15:21,240 --> 01:15:22,990 Did you ever hear of these 5K runs? 1340 01:15:24,176 --> 01:15:25,276 Here, let me show you. 1341 01:15:26,807 --> 01:15:28,207 This is a flyer for the run. 1342 01:15:29,063 --> 01:15:30,080 (Dan chuckling) 1343 01:15:30,080 --> 01:15:31,770 I figured we do it at the reservoir, we love that place. 1344 01:15:31,770 --> 01:15:33,710 - Oh yeah, this is great. 1345 01:15:33,710 --> 01:15:34,730 - Yeah. - Start there. 1346 01:15:34,730 --> 01:15:35,563 - Mm-hmm. 1347 01:15:36,910 --> 01:15:40,350 - Here, let's draw it up because we need to set up. 1348 01:15:40,350 --> 01:15:41,183 - Okay. 1349 01:15:42,210 --> 01:15:43,147 - We'll start at the reservoir, right, 1350 01:15:43,147 --> 01:15:44,410 and then we'll go around here. 1351 01:15:44,410 --> 01:15:45,490 - Loop. 1352 01:15:45,490 --> 01:15:46,711 We'll need to set up tents. 1353 01:15:46,711 --> 01:15:47,860 - [Kirk] Mm-hmm. 1354 01:15:47,860 --> 01:15:48,860 - Hey, good morning. 1355 01:15:50,460 --> 01:15:51,293 - [Dan] Hey! 1356 01:15:51,293 --> 01:15:52,660 - Everything okay over here? 1357 01:15:52,660 --> 01:15:54,819 - Yeah, we're gonna have a run. 1358 01:15:54,819 --> 01:15:55,652 - Oh. 1359 01:15:55,652 --> 01:15:56,485 - A walk. 1360 01:15:56,485 --> 01:15:58,240 - Ah. - Jack's walk. 1361 01:15:58,240 --> 01:15:59,220 - Aw, that sounds great. 1362 01:15:59,220 --> 01:16:02,550 I'll tell you what, why don't I make breakfast? 1363 01:16:02,550 --> 01:16:03,383 Yeah? - Perfect. 1364 01:16:03,383 --> 01:16:05,242 - Okay, how you doing, honey? 1365 01:16:05,242 --> 01:16:06,211 Mwuah. 1366 01:16:06,211 --> 01:16:07,050 Do you want some coffee? 1367 01:16:07,050 --> 01:16:08,716 - Yes. I have some but yes. - Oh, okay. 1368 01:16:08,716 --> 01:16:10,113 All right, I'll freshen it up. 1369 01:16:14,807 --> 01:16:17,458 (dramatic piano music) 1370 01:16:17,458 --> 01:16:19,110 (water flowing) 1371 01:16:19,110 --> 01:16:20,410 - I guess you did it, Dad. 1372 01:16:21,610 --> 01:16:23,590 - [Kirk] No, we did it. 1373 01:16:23,590 --> 01:16:24,853 We did it as a team. 1374 01:16:27,969 --> 01:16:29,650 And this is just a start. 1375 01:16:29,650 --> 01:16:31,850 Every journey starts somewhere. 1376 01:16:31,850 --> 01:16:33,590 - [Jack] And ends somewhere. 1377 01:16:33,590 --> 01:16:34,590 - [Kirk] Is this it? 1378 01:16:35,480 --> 01:16:36,393 Is this the end? 1379 01:16:37,240 --> 01:16:40,535 - [Jack] Yes, Dad, I have to go, they're waiting. 1380 01:16:40,535 --> 01:16:42,670 - [Kirk] They? 1381 01:16:42,670 --> 01:16:43,670 - [Jack] The others. 1382 01:16:44,880 --> 01:16:46,310 This walk has brought closure 1383 01:16:46,310 --> 01:16:48,323 to many more people than just us. 1384 01:16:49,176 --> 01:16:50,383 We are all free now. 1385 01:16:51,856 --> 01:16:54,603 - [Kirk] You know, the first time I lost you, 1386 01:16:55,510 --> 01:16:57,410 I thought it was the end of the world. 1387 01:16:58,900 --> 01:17:01,400 This time, it's like the beginning of a new world. 1388 01:17:02,763 --> 01:17:04,933 A world you'll always be a part of. 1389 01:17:07,323 --> 01:17:08,156 Our world. 1390 01:17:10,080 --> 01:17:11,679 - [Jack] I love you, Dad. 1391 01:17:11,679 --> 01:17:12,512 And thank you. 1392 01:17:13,360 --> 01:17:14,260 - [Kirk] For what? 1393 01:17:16,030 --> 01:17:17,180 - [Jack] Understanding. 1394 01:17:18,084 --> 01:17:21,393 And for the thousands of people whose lives will change. 1395 01:17:22,817 --> 01:17:24,267 - [Kirk] I love you too, son. 1396 01:17:26,456 --> 01:17:28,260 - [Jack] Tell mom and them goodbye 1397 01:17:28,260 --> 01:17:29,510 and that I love them too. 1398 01:17:31,560 --> 01:17:33,390 - [Kirk] I think they heard you. 1399 01:17:33,390 --> 01:17:36,140 (birds chirping) 1400 01:17:41,220 --> 01:17:44,553 (uplifting piano music) 1401 01:19:21,084 --> 01:19:24,167 (somber piano music) 1402 01:19:55,236 --> 01:19:57,903 (Kirk laughing) 1403 01:20:00,303 --> 01:20:04,136 ("Oceans" by Hillsong United) 1404 01:20:08,394 --> 01:20:13,394 ♪ You call me out upon the waters ♪ 1405 01:20:13,673 --> 01:20:17,239 ♪ The great unknown ♪ 1406 01:20:17,239 --> 01:20:22,239 ♪ Where feet may fail ♪ 1407 01:20:22,550 --> 01:20:27,550 ♪ And there I find You in the mystery ♪ 1408 01:20:28,265 --> 01:20:31,749 ♪ In oceans deep ♪ 1409 01:20:31,749 --> 01:20:36,749 ♪ My faith with stand ♪ 1410 01:20:37,323 --> 01:20:42,323 ♪ And I will call upon Your name ♪ 1411 01:20:44,473 --> 01:20:49,473 ♪ And keep my eyes above the waves ♪ 1412 01:20:49,925 --> 01:20:54,925 ♪ When oceans rise, my soul will rest in Your embrace ♪ 1413 01:20:56,413 --> 01:21:01,044 ♪ For I am Yours ♪ 1414 01:21:01,044 --> 01:21:03,674 ♪ You are mine ♪ 1415 01:21:03,674 --> 01:21:06,257 (upbeat music) 1416 01:21:17,232 --> 01:21:22,232 ♪ Your grace abounds in deepest waters ♪ 1417 01:21:22,649 --> 01:21:26,180 ♪ Your sovereign hand ♪ 1418 01:21:26,180 --> 01:21:31,180 ♪ Will be my guide ♪ 1419 01:21:31,718 --> 01:21:36,718 ♪ Where feet may fail and fear surrounds me ♪ 1420 01:21:37,109 --> 01:21:40,495 ♪ I've never failed ♪ 1421 01:21:40,495 --> 01:21:45,495 ♪ And You won't start now ♪ 1422 01:21:46,277 --> 01:21:51,277 ♪ So I will call upon Your name ♪ 1423 01:21:53,527 --> 01:21:58,527 ♪ And keep my eyes above the waves ♪ 1424 01:21:59,058 --> 01:22:00,847 ♪ When oceans rise ♪ 1425 01:22:00,847 --> 01:22:05,432 ♪ My soul will rest in Your embrace ♪ 1426 01:22:05,432 --> 01:22:10,086 ♪ For I am Yours ♪ 1427 01:22:10,086 --> 01:22:14,085 ♪ And You are mine ♪ 1428 01:22:14,085 --> 01:22:15,835 ♪ Oh ♪ 1429 01:22:24,734 --> 01:22:28,479 ♪ And You are mine ♪ 1430 01:22:28,479 --> 01:22:30,229 ♪ Oh ♪ 86579