All language subtitles for Dirty.John.S01E03.iNTERNAL.HDR.1080p.WEB.H265-AMRAP_Track20

["Tonite" playing]

[door opens]

Oh, my God, this place makes me
wanna curl up in the fetal position.

-You said one drink.
-I say a lot of things.

-I actually listened to this one.
-I should have just gone home

-and had a bowl of cereal and just--
-Greyhound or Seabreeze?

Okay, if this place has grapefruit juice,
I'll pay your next month's rent.

-Hey, Ton.
-Hi.

So, anyway, one of my patients today
was getting a quadruple bypass,

and his entire family
was coming into the room,

and it was getting so annoying because...

[man] Nice scrubs.

Thanks.

[man] No, I mean, seriously.
Like, it's a great color.

Nice pants.

-You like 'em?
-Hmm.

Good.

I was kinda on the fence today.
I wasn't sure whether to go with pants,

but then I thought,
"Ah, probably. Probably pants."

What were your other choices?

Uh, barrel and suspenders.

Catsuit. Uh, some kind of
decorative, you know, paint situation.

-Shorts?
-Shorts, yeah.

That's definitely a choice
people make, right?

Let me get this straight. So do you get
different anesthesia training?

No. No, it's the same, but when a nurse...

anesthetist.

-You can't even say it.
-Ha ha ha ha.

Ha ha. You can't even say it.

I can say it. I can say it. Okay.

-But when a nurse anesthetist--
-[lisps] Anesthetist.

-Anes... Anesthetist...
-Hmm.

...administers anesthesia, it's nursing,

so it has to be overseen by a doctor.

But when an anesthesiologist
does it, it's medicine,

-so it doesn't have to be overseen--
-Okay, wait.

So you do the same job
as anesthesiologist...

-Mm-hmm.
-but with a chaperone for half the money.

Well... I mean...

-Half the money's still great money.
-Ahh.

-No one really chaperones me anymore--
-But doesn't that make you mad?

-Uh--
-I mean, that would make me mad.

I'm sorry, but I mean, I'm mad for you.

I... I mean...

-You should be paid more.
-Maybe I should go to law school, then.

-There's still time.
-Okay, you're making fun of me now.

I see.

You know, I am on the pathway to the...

materially rich,
spiritually empty existence of my dreams.

Ha ha ha.

That's not funny at all. That's just sad.

[taps glass]

[applause]

Hi. I'm Ethan. I'm the best man.

Most of you don't know him real well.

I've known him, uh,
three or four years now,

and if you talk to any of his friends,

as far as the reaction to him
getting married...

you are gonna find out they are just
completely shocked and baffled.

[all chuckle]

We are going for pancakes,

and you are not invited
because you are busy.

-No, I'm not.
-You've got your hands full.

I mean, why don't you?

If you don't want a handful of that guy,
you must be crazy.

I will see you tomorrow.

And the reason why...
I think the reason why is that we're...

skeptical people.

So...

seeing him in love
is an inspiring thing for me,

and I'm sure
for anyone who knows him, too.

-You're leaving with them?
-No.

-But you're leaving.
-Uh, yeah.

I have a shift tomorrow.

-I should really go.
-Take me with you.

-Um--
-No, I didn't...

I didn't mean it like that.
I just meant like,

you know,
let's go get a coffee or go for a drive.

Whatever you're comfortable with.
It's just...

I mean, we're having a good time, right?
I just... I don't want it to end.

Not yet.

-Yeah, okay.
-And so, in closing...

I wish you the best of everything, John.

-Let's everybody say "Cheers."
-[all] Cheers.

-May you live happily ever after.
-Thanks, Ethan.

[whistle and applause]

[man] Come on, guys.
Big smile for the camera.

[shutter clicks]

[camera shutter clicks]

[shutter clicks]

[camera shutter clicking]

I had a dream about this, by the way.

-You did?
-Mm-hmm.

About eggs?

Well, eggs served by
a beautiful, sexy woman.

What could be a better dream than that?

Maybe a dream where I could fly. Maybe.

-Here we go.
-Thank you.

-Mm-hmm.
-What's your day?

Um, I am going to meet with a client
in Mission Viejo.

What's your day?

I have a clinic in Garden Grove.
I have to help with a root canal.

You ever heard of an endodontist?

An endodontist is a dentist
that specializes in diseases of the pulp.

Pulp, as in like, your tooth--

I know what an endodontist is.
I don't need to hear any more about that.

[sighs]

If you taught me how to cook eggs
that awesome French-chef way,

I could make them for both of us.

Oh, you don't have to do that, hon.
You do so much for me already.

[seagulls squawking]

We could also get the court to enter
a restraining order for capital depletion.

You know, to stop someone
from destroying assets.

Uh... oh, okay. But that-
But that's not those, right?

No. I mean, well, some of them
do mention money, stolen money, but...

mm, these seem to mostly be threats,
harassment, intimidation, yeah.

Wait. That's what I was wondering,

you know, is it possible
that maybe that's not him, you know?

-I mean, maybe those aren't about him or--
-You mean John Meehan is a common name?

Yeah, but let's not ask him about it
just yet

because you did say that...

this one is his ex-wife, right? Tonia?

Oh, yeah. But that-- You know, that was
a very, very ugly divorce. I mean...

She... cheated on him

and then wanted him to come back,
and-and...

you know,
she fought him for custody, and...

made all kinds of accusations.
He eventually lost his job.

I'm e-mailing these to myself, okay,
so that I can print them out.

Oh, okay.

And, yeah, I thought, too,
you know, maybe the, um--

those printouts from some of those
online... forums or whatever...

maybe that could've been Tonia, too.

'Cause, I mean,
anybody can make a profile and...

post pictures and, you know,
all kinds of nasty stuff online.

Yeah. Things can get
very out of control online.

Ha ha. That's the understatement
of the century, huh?

I wish I could tell you

that I've never seen this kind of behavior
in family court, but, uh,

-people do just keep on surprising me.
-Mm-hmm.

Are you thinking you wanna file
for an annulment? Would that help?

Oh...

Um...

-Oh, I don't know. Uh...
-Okay.

That's fine. Look, I know all of this here
is very intimidating.

I do. I understand that, but I'm gonna
figure out what we're dealing with, okay?

We're gonna figure it out together.
All right?

Okay.

-Thank you.
-Okay.

Well, till then, just keep your head down.

[dog barks]

You all right?

[sighs] Please don't make fun of me, okay?

I'm not.

Remember, I told you
you don't even have to do this.

No, I do. Your dad's old school.

He asked your grandpa for your mom's
hand in marriage, and I'll do the same.

What if you throw up on him?

Ha ha. I'm kidding.

He loves you. They all do.
Why are you so worried?

Just getting married, you know?

Families coming together.
I don't know if I can do that.

You don't know if you can do what?

My family. I can't do that to yours,
like dishonor them with mine.

You know, I know you say that,

and I know you had
a hard time growing up, but--

No, you don't. You couldn't because,

you know,
your family's lovin' and supportive.

Mine were drug addicts and alcoholics.

Even before the divorce,
they hated each other.

When I was little, they hated me.
I knew that before I knew what it meant.

John...

You can't understand that because you were
raised by people to be a person.

I was raised by monsters.

Well, I'm here... to listen.

If I told you what they did to me...

you'll think about me
the same way that they did.

You won't be able to help it.

John, baby, that's not true.

I told you that I, you know,

don't talk to them much anymore,
but that's not true.

I don't talk to them at all.

For how long?

Years.

For years now.
It's just, it was either that or...

I mean, it had to be that.

Listen, I want this life with you
more than anything. I do. It's just...

If we're gonna do this...

my family cannot be a part of it. Ever.

-Okay.
-No, you have to promise me.

Because next thing, we'll have a baby,
and you'll be so in love, you'll think,

"They can share in this.
This will fix everything." But it won't.

They'll poison us,
and you can't let that happen.

So please, promise me.

I...

Yeah. No, I promise.

I promise.

[knock on door]

- Hey.
-[door closes]

You married him?

I... I... I did.

I-I-- You know, honey,
I was gonna tell you,

but I-I wanted to wait
for the right moment because you-you...

you know, you hate him so much.

Toby told me.

John told Toby.

Oh, I-I didn't know that.

No, John wouldn't have told you.

Toby went to the house
the day before yesterday.

He wanted to apologize to you.

John told him he was trespassing...

and that he no longer has an aunt,

and it was good his father shot his mother
before she could see what a loser Toby is.

-Veronica--
-John said that. The man you married--

and didn't tell us that you married him--

said that about...

our family.

I-I don't... I, you know,
I don't know about any of that.

You don't know this man at all.

Or what he is...

potentially capable of.

Do you really, really believe
that he doesn't want your money?

You don't see that's what he's wanted
from the beginning?

I-I am working through,
so I'm figuring it out.

How?

I am dealing with it...

Veronica.

I hope you got a prenup.

[door opens]

[door slams]

[woman] Not a science major?

No. I did a lot of extra science classes
outside of my major, though.

Growing up,
I worked at Stanford Med as an orderly.

So, interested in medicine peripherally?

Yeah.

And then I met Tonia and...

I've taken him through my old textbooks.
He's picking things up faster than I did.

Yeah, law school taught me
the pros and cons

of every make of luxury car,

but at this point,
I can't even remember why I went there.

I mean, if you decide I can't do this,
I... I can't go back to that.

I really need some purpose. I really do.

I will say we do see
a proportionally high rate of success

with our older students.

And you have this one
on your side, which helps.

But it's gonna be a lot of work.

More than you even know.

When I want something,
I know how to buckle down.

[door opens]

All right, just let me know
when you're finished.

I have a little cash here in the house

that I just keep here in case, you know,
there's an earthquake, God forbid, or...

How much is it?

I don't know. Maybe probably
80,000 or 90,000.

-I rented a safe deposit box today.
-Oh, yeah?

Yeah, you know, for important papers,
passports, that kind of thing.

I was thinking the cash
should go in there, too,

in case there's, like,
a fire or something.

[kettle whistling]

-Hey.
-Hi.

-How's it going?
-Good.

Just making myself some tea. I got
a upset stomach. Do you want some?

Oh, no. Yeah, sure. Thanks.

So I talked to a buddy.

Guy I met when I was trying to stop Tonia
from draining me dry after the split.

He used to not mind investing cash for me
through his firm when I needed him to.

So I asked him to, uh,

hook me up with someone out here
to invest our cash.

So that's why it's not
in the safe deposit box anymore.

Oh.

I have the text-alert option,

so I got a text today
saying that you were there.

It didn't tell me why,
but it made me realize

I hadn't told you
that I'd taken the cash out.

Oh. All right.

That's fine.

So... why were you there?

Well...

Veronica came by the office today,
and, um...

somehow she knows we're married.

So cat's out of the bag. Ha ha ha ha.

We can wear these now.

Really?

-Aw.
-Mm-hmm.

We're married.

[both laughing]

[applause]

["Unchained Melody" playing]

♪ I've hungered for ♪

♪ Your touch ♪

♪ A long ♪

♪ Lonely time... ♪

[John] Oh, here you go.

♪ And time... ♪

[man] Look at the camera.

[woman] We should treat every child
not just as a case patient,

but as if they were
part of our own family.

Thank you so much for coming.

-[man] Great talk. Thank you.
-I appreciate it. Have a good afternoon.

-[woman] Take care.
-[man] Nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you. Bye.

No, please. Sorry, drink it. I know
everyone wants to talk to you.

I'm Maggie.

Tonia. I'm a CRNA
at St. Hilda's in Dayton.

Dayton, yeah.
I've heard that's a great hospital.

Yeah, yeah. I me-- No, it is.

[Maggie chuckles]

I just wanted to tell you
how much I loved your talk. I always--

Well, I prefer the more anecdotal speeches
to the really technical ones.

And I know a lot of our colleagues
would like a little more

"Intracranial cysts in children--

peritoneal derivation
or endoscopic fenestration? Discuss."

I'm like you. I like to hear about people.

Well, I've only worked one pediatric case.

Two months old, hydrocephalus,
VP shunt placement failed.

You would not believe
how cute this baby was.

Eyelashes like swock.

Oh, I would definitely believe it.
Do you have a family yourself?

Yep. Married, two kids, both under five.

-Wow.
-I know.

-You are an American hero.
-Huh.

Well, what about you?

Um, not yet.

I used to think I was more effective
without kids.

Less emotional, in a good way.

But then, a few years ago,
I realized that wasn't true anymore.

Now you think maybe you might?

Yeah. Um... I didn't wanna do it alone,

and it took me a while
to find the person, you know, but...

we're about ten months in now,
and we're having those conversations.

Well, congratulations.

-That's gonna be one smart kid.
-Thank you.

No, thank you again for the talk, really.

Oh, it's my pleasure, and it was-
it was really nice to meet you...

Tonia.

-Tonia Meehan.
-W--

Dayton, you said. You're a CRNA in Dayton?

Yeah.

What does your husband do?

John? Well, he's actually one, too.

He travels a lot more than me.
I stick nearer home for the kids.

He's been coming to Indiana a lot.
You might've crossed paths at work.

It wouldn't be surprising at all.

Uh... heh.

[door closes]

[water running]

[dishes clattering]

Hey. How's it going?

You look wiped.
It's a good thing the kids are asleep.

Those conferences are tough, huh?
Not that looking after two kids is easy.

The latest thing
is they've taken to pinching each other.

So...

What's the latest in anesthesia care, hmm?

No? All right. We'll start smaller.

What'd you learn, hmm?

I talked to a pediatric neurosurgeon.

Oh, yeah. They're smart.

Yeah. Her name is Maggie Baratta.

[sighs]

Huh.

Are you smiling?

Okay. All right.

So you wanna get into this now?

You wanna get into this right now? Hmm?

Get into what, John?

What are we getting into? She said
you've been together almost ten months.

[exhales]

She operates two days a week.

Sees patients two mornings.

She probably makes,
I don't know, like, 500k.

You saw her. I mean,
she even looks expensive, right?

What are you even...

Wh-What are you even saying?
Are you trying to upgrade?

You're showing off. You're...

You're putting on some kind of show.
I don't know for who.

What is this, John?

What are you doing?

I don't know.

It's something.

[walks away]

I'll go over everything with you,
and I've also printed up a copy.

-Oh, my God.
-It's-It's a lot.

Arrest record's on top.

"Felony burglary, first-degree.

Felony burglary, second-degree."
What is the difference between those two?

Second is entering a commercial building
with intent to commit.

First is entering a residence.

-So both of those?
-Mm-hmm.

I knew it.

"Felony threat with intent to extort?

Felony..."

"Possession of a gun by a felon."

John's a gun guy? He has guns?

At least once that we know of,
he has been a guy with a gun, yeah.

What are all of these numbers here?

Social Security numbers he's used.

If he's been arrested
for all of these things

and he's been charged with all of them,
then why is he not in prison?

He was, and now he's not.

Okay. But, like, he pled guilty
for stalking and a gun in California.

It says that he was given
two concurrent two-year sentences.

Right. So concurrent means
he served them at the same time.

So... two concurrent sentences,

and the court gave him credit
for time served and good behavior.

So two years minus 541 days credit
is six and a third months.

Now, he should've gone to state prison,
but overcrowding,

so he served six and a third months
at Theo Lacy Jail in Orange,

and he was released.

The third week of last September.

That's when he met my mom.

So where-where did he go when he got out?
Where was he living?

I haven't found any fixed address for him
in that time frame yet.

So...

when I told my mom
I thought he looked homeless...

maybe he actually was homeless?

[beeping]

[John] There she is.
You did great, Celia. You're a Spartan.

[Celia] They get it all?

[John] Yeah. Surgeon's on his way down
to talk to you.

You got a tube going there,
so be careful,

and a pump for your meds.

How's your pain right now?

From a one to ten.
One--"I feel okay" to--

Ten? Your pain is a ten? Okay.

All right. I'm gonna take that away.

[woman over PA, indistinct]

He barely drew out the Fentanyl.
I think what he gave her was saline.

I know he didn't give her meds.

I saw him drop the vials in his pocket.
He didn't put them in the receptacle.

You seriously think
John would steal drugs from a patient?

I'm telling you what I saw.

And...

I reported it to Aikiko.
She's calling the nursing board.

Oh, my God.

Lynn, why would you?
He'll lose his license.

It was smooth, Tonia, what he did.

This was not a day-one thing.
It was just the first time anyone saw it.

[television playing]

[baby coos]

[water running]

[dishes clattering]

John is not the only CRNA
in your family, Tonia.

If this is a... bigger thing
than what I...

and it ends up with the cops
searching your house for drugs,

they could think
that you were stealing them, too.

Or at least that you knew he was.

They could take your kids.

And I know you. I know you would never.

[grunts]

Unh. John.

I'm not the one you'd have to prove it to.

[cell phone rings]

Hello.

Hi, Debra.
It's Paula Harding, the attorney.

Hi, Paula. How are you?

Uh...

I...

I'm just gonna start.

Well, that doesn't sound very good.

They're him. The restraining orders
in Ohio and California

and more in Indiana, Kentucky. All...

It's all the same guy.
It's all your husband.

Oh. Okay, well...

Are you sure?

California and Ohio, he's been in prison.
California, more than once.

-Prison for what?
-Stalking a woman.

Violating a restraining order
against a different woman.

Stealing drugs.

The online purchases were component parts
of a handgun--a SIG Sauer.

Like he was trying to buy each piece
from a different place

and use 'em all to build one gun.

And was he able to do that?
Was he able to get...

all the pieces?

I don't know.

And what-what, um--
So then what should I do?

Look, this man has sued every lawyer
who's ever filed against him.

Tied them up with complaints.

He sued his own lawyers
after they won judgments for him

so they couldn't collect their fees. I...

I...

I just can't deal with somebody like that.

I'm sorry.

Debra?

I'm...

-Okay. So that's it then?
-The annulment.

You should file on that right away.

And if you have a will and he's in it,
take him out.

If you don't have one, make one right away
that does not mention him,

and you need to make sure
he knows it doesn't.

Because if he thinks
he would be getting your money,

I don't know what he might do.

The palpitations, shortness of breath,
dizziness--

you were totally right to come here, okay?

But it's not your heart.

We're gonna give you some Lorazepam.

Anybody waiting? Need me to go out front,
bring anyone back here for you?

Husband? Partner?

No.

Well, then... you rest here for a bit,
and when I come back with your scrip,

we'll get you out of here, okay?

Thank you.

-Jeff.
-Hmm.

Can you explain to us
a little bit about John?

Shush. Someday, I'll be president,
and I will exile this man.

Okay. Let me start by saying
that John Meehan...

John Meehan's nickname
is "Filthy" John Meehan.

Ha ha.

And can you remember when you first
created that nickname and why?

Yes. Yes, I can,
but it cannot be divulged on camera.

Ha ha ha ha.

I just wanna say
I take showers now and baths, okay?

I'm a fan of being clean. All right?

[Ethan] I mean, coke, yeah.

We were in grad school.

There was studying
that some of us even took seriously.

But so a few of the guys did coke.
John did it, yeah.

Keep you awake kinda stuff.

We were young... ish.

Also, all of us in the house
thought you were great.

Honestly, we kind of wondered why
you would be with him.

Why? Why wouldn't I?

Uh... about you being nice and smart,
a nurse.

And him just like--ha ha ha ha--

just being like a dog with women.
Ha ha ha.

Is-Is that why the name?

-He never told me--
-"Dirty"? "Filthy"? Yeah, I guess.

-Dirty John.
-Ha ha. Yeah.

-Hello? Hi.
-What's up?

Second time asking for coffee.
Whenever you get a chance.

Um, but it was also about
the other kinds of stuff he was up to.

The credit cards, the yard-work thing.

Uh... what are you talking about?

He had a... like a--

He had business cards made up,
like, for roofing, yard work,

and he'd... he'd give them out
to older people,

say he'd throw them a break on--
thank you--shingling or a chimney rebuild.

Just--that's enough, thanks--
give 'em an advance for materials.

And then he'd take the money
and not go back.

-And what about the credit cards?
-Uh...

they'd come in the mail to the house,
all different names.

At first, we thought
it was a delivery mistake, but...

it wasn't.

Also, some of the guys saw him...

run into the street at stop signs

and throw himself
onto the hood of a car slowing down,

and tell the driver, "Give me 300 bucks,
and your premium won't go up."

And they did.

Um...

how was he keeping these scams straight
and going to classes, too?

Last semester, second year,
he was definitely gone,

but he might've bailed before that.

We weren't in the same classes.

Sorry.

-For what?
-I lived with him that year...

and we had good times or whatever,

but he never talked about things,
and I never asked.

I don't know why.

So... I don't know... why.

There's just...

a blank space where the story should be.

-Are you okay?
-Hmm.

Yeah?

[car engine starts]

[door opens]

What are you doing here?

If I ask you a question,
will you answer me honestly?

John, I am the most honest person
you know.

Okay. Who called the State Nursing Board?

I'm not telling you. Why would I?

If you won't tell me who it was,
it means it was you.

Oh, my God.

This is what you care about.

Not the patients whose meds you stole.

People relying on you
who you could've killed,

either because you're so out of it,
you miss something,

or because their hearts could've stopped
from the shock.

Do you know
we could've lost the girls over this?

I have it on excellent authority
that you're the one who called.

Well, I didn't.

You really sound like
you're goin' off the deep end.

How would you know what I sound like?
You don't even know who I am.

[John sighs]

[door closes]

Well, If you were me, what would you do?
Would you leave?

I'm not you.

Well--heh heh--supposing you were.

I can't make this decision for you.
Only you can.

Only you will know if you're really ready
for what might happen when you do.

Wait. Wh-What do you mean?
What might happen?

His plan is ruined, whatever it was.
You got the jump on him.

Took him by surprise.

-He's not gonna like that.
-Probably not.

And I don't know
if your daughter told you, but...

two of the restraining orders
against him...

were taken out by...

cops. Irvine PD. Women.

A detective and a uni, I think.

But still, active-duty cops.

-So it's not dumb to be scared?
-No.

Or to want to leave. And if you do leave,
it's good to have a plan.

What kind of a plan?

Stay in hotels
or places you've never stayed before,

but not the same place for too long.

-We should get a new car, right?
-And different clothes.

-Ones that blend in more.
-Her clothes do blend in in Orange County.

-It's yours that stand out.
-Snap.

Dye your hair, probably.

Or wigs. There are great wigs today.

[PI] When you come into
a crowded place, really study the room.

Try to notice if someone's following you.

Make yourself a difficult target.

I have to go because
he's picking me up from work, and...

I don't know what he would do
if I wasn't there, so I need to, um--

I'm gonna go. Thank you.

-Bye, hon.
-Look, Debra...

just get yourself out.

That's what I'd do.

Okay. Thank you.

I'll talk to you later, Ronnie.

[opens passenger door]

-Hi.
-Hey.

[glass breaking]

[John] I know you're in there. I hear you.
You changed the locks on me.

I changed them all,
so you know your keys don't work anymore.

-[hammers on door]
-You think I can't get in if I want to?

Why would you want to, John?
There's nothing for you in here,

-just the kids and me.
-You know why!

What, your drugs?

I got rid of them to protect my children.

-Let me in!
-[hammers on door]

Give me my shit!

[dogs barking]

-Give me my shit, Tonia!
-[continues pounding]

[car engine starts]

[tires squeal]

[engine revs]

[tires squeal]

[barking continues]

[girl] Mommy! Mommy!

[girl cries]

[line ringing]

[woman] Hello?

Uh, yes.

I'm sorry to call so late.

Maybe you're having dinner.

California's three hours behind,
so I thought it would be okay.

Who is this?

I, uh, I, um...

-I...
-Tonia? Is this Tonia?

Is-Is this Delores Meehan?

Oh, my God. I knew you would call.

I knew it,
and I wanted you to, and I didn't

because that means
it's all gone wrong, hasn't it?

John warned me so many times.
Don't ever call you or the kids.

Don't even try. Don't even think about it.

Is he still doing drugs?

-[thud]
-[John] Ah!

John?

[John groaning]

John?

[continues groaning]

-Call someone, Deb.
-Oh, my God!

-What's going on?
-I don't know.

Oh, my G-- Oh, my God!

[machines beeping]

With a non-mechanical obstruction in
your intestines, I worry about infection,

-which we're okay. We need to move quick.
-What about the pain?

You'll be going into surgery
hopefully tonight.

I don't understand. He was fine,
and then he just collapsed.

Is the surgery now, like right
goddamn now, because if it isn't--

We're giving you
two milligrams of Dilaudid.

I need Dilaudid-HP, four milligrams.

How long have you been on opioids,
Mr. Meehan?

[sighs]

Deb, this is insane. Come on.

-Can you tell me, Mrs. Meehan?
-Tell you...

How long has your husband
been taking opioids or which ones?

Because that's something to do with
his intestines or--

He has a paralytic ileus.
His blood work...

Could you help me
understand his history with narcotics?

I don't... I don't know it.

I don't know.

I'm on a pain-management program.

I injured-- fractured my right ankle.

I also have a spinal compression.

So ever since, I've been dealing with
a cervical... radiculopathy.

How did you injure yourself?

Iraq.

[Doctor]
I'm not sure who was helping you here,

but they shouldn't have
let this blockage develop.

Pretty bad, huh?
But right now, my tolerance is so high.

I'm giving you four milligrams
of Dilaudid-HP every two hours.

I, um... I don't think
I'm gonna stay here for the consult.

Oh, it's not a problem.

I don't want them
to have to dumb it down for John,

and I'm not very good
at thinking about blood and...

I'm gonna go to the chapel...

and pray.

Okay.

I love you.

You'll be just fine.

["Angel Baby" by Rosie and the Originals
playing]

♪ It's just like heaven ♪

♪ Bein' here with you ♪

♪ You're like an angel ♪

♪ Too good to be true ♪

♪ But after all ♪

♪ I love you, I do ♪

♪ Angel baby ♪

-♪ My angel baby... ♪
-[telephone rings]

-♪ When you... ♪
-Yes?

[John] You know why I have
this big smile on my face?

♪ ...skips a beat ♪

-♪ I can hardly... ♪
-Why, John?

-♪ stand on... ♪
-Just trust me.

Just trust me, that's why.

♪ Because I love you... ♪

Trust what?
You're not making any sense.

You'll understand when it happens.
You'll understand it all.

I won't be anywhere near it.

I'll be in Bermuda or wherever,

having a drink with a 22-year-old,
smiling like I am right now.

You should enjoy your time left, Tonia.
Your time left on this earth.

That's what it's gonna come down to.

Just... when it happens,

when you see it in your eyes and you know,

promise you'll remember it was me.

[saxophone solo playing]

♪ Please never leave me ♪

♪ Blue and alone... ♪

-Come here.
-♪ If you ever go ♪

♪ I'm sure you'll come back home ♪

♪ Because I love you ♪

♪ I love you, I do... ♪

[man] Do you have any words
to say to the wedding couple?

Just keep your eyes on him, Tonia,
and don't let him out of your sight.

♪ Angel baby... ♪

-Run!
-♪ It's just like heaven ♪

♪ Bein' with you, dear ♪

♪ I could never stay ♪

♪ Away without you near ♪

♪ Because I love you ♪

♪ I love you, I do ♪

♪ Angel baby ♪

♪ My angel baby ♪

♪ Ooh, I love you ♪

♪ Ooh, I do ♪

♪ No one could love you ♪

♪ Like I do ♪

[Rosie oohing to end]

[song ends]