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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:36,669 --> 00:00:40,669 www.titlovi.com 2 00:00:43,669 --> 00:00:47,204 Ten, nine, eight, seven, six... 3 00:00:49,091 --> 00:00:51,167 five, four, three... 4 00:00:52,253 --> 00:00:54,128 two, one... 5 00:00:54,297 --> 00:00:56,705 Happy New Year! 6 00:00:59,051 --> 00:01:01,341 Better late than never. Better late than never. 7 00:01:01,512 --> 00:01:03,469 25 minutes to go. 8 00:01:06,100 --> 00:01:08,425 Oh, my God! Would somebody kiss me, please? 9 00:01:08,603 --> 00:01:10,560 Right, Ok. 10 00:01:11,773 --> 00:01:13,517 - Happy New Year. - Thanks. 11 00:01:14,484 --> 00:01:16,358 - Happy New Year. - Happy New Year. 12 00:01:16,527 --> 00:01:18,402 Happy New Year, everyone. 13 00:01:18,571 --> 00:01:22,356 Erm... can I just say that you look absolutely fucking beautiful? 14 00:01:22,533 --> 00:01:24,942 - You look amazing. - Have you ever seen him in a kilt before? 15 00:01:25,119 --> 00:01:26,946 No, no. 16 00:01:27,580 --> 00:01:28,364 d ...be forgot 17 00:01:28,364 --> 00:01:31,199 d And never brought to mind 18 00:01:31,367 --> 00:01:32,695 Glass down, come on. 19 00:01:32,869 --> 00:01:36,404 - d Should auld acquaintance be forgot - Do you know it? 20 00:01:36,581 --> 00:01:40,531 - No. - d For the sake of auld long syne 21 00:01:42,253 --> 00:01:44,210 - For friendship! - I love you! 22 00:01:45,965 --> 00:01:47,673 Have we done each other? 23 00:01:47,842 --> 00:01:49,254 - No! - Shall we do another one? 24 00:01:49,427 --> 00:01:51,633 - Yeah. - Happy New Year. 25 00:01:51,804 --> 00:01:55,173 - My brother is so in love with you. - You always say that, Carly. 26 00:01:55,349 --> 00:01:57,224 He salivates when he looks at you. 27 00:01:57,393 --> 00:01:59,184 He's besotted. 28 00:01:59,353 --> 00:02:00,812 And he's a catch. 29 00:02:00,980 --> 00:02:03,601 He's 40. He's ready to settle down. 30 00:02:04,025 --> 00:02:05,733 And he's a lawyer. 31 00:02:05,902 --> 00:02:08,227 - How old are you again, Elena? - He's the whole shebang. 32 00:02:08,404 --> 00:02:10,030 - 35. - Oh. 33 00:02:10,198 --> 00:02:12,072 - I thought you were younger than that. - No. 34 00:02:12,241 --> 00:02:14,317 Apparently he's very impressive in the sack. 35 00:02:14,493 --> 00:02:15,952 Oh, shut up! 36 00:02:16,120 --> 00:02:17,746 I think you should go on a date with him. 37 00:02:17,914 --> 00:02:21,615 - I think we don't have that connection. - Con she just sleep with him? 38 00:02:21,792 --> 00:02:23,537 Ah! I suppose so. 39 00:02:23,711 --> 00:02:26,630 I think l just want a wedding. 40 00:02:26,797 --> 00:02:29,467 I'm trying to manipulate you into becoming my sister-in-law. 41 00:02:29,634 --> 00:02:32,504 - I am already your sister. - OK, well, fuck him, then. 42 00:02:32,678 --> 00:02:33,794 Enjoy. 43 00:02:33,971 --> 00:02:38,467 But just send him a little text message afterwards saying he's got a massive cock. 44 00:02:38,643 --> 00:02:41,264 Just so his ego isn't bruised. 45 00:02:41,437 --> 00:02:43,430 I'm very protective of my big brother. 46 00:02:43,606 --> 00:02:46,774 Hi, Siobhan. Your parents just called. Sorry, sorry. 47 00:02:46,943 --> 00:02:49,695 Er... your parents just called. They need to get back. 48 00:02:50,446 --> 00:02:51,774 What time is it? 49 00:02:51,948 --> 00:02:54,154 - Quarter to two. - No, you are not breaking up the party! 50 00:02:54,325 --> 00:02:58,371 - Actually, I'm going with you. - No, no, no, Elena. You are not going. 51 00:02:58,538 --> 00:02:59,996 Why is everyone going? 52 00:03:00,164 --> 00:03:01,742 Are you sure you don't wanna stay? 53 00:03:01,916 --> 00:03:05,333 I'll just kick Shane onto the sofa and you can have the spare bed. 54 00:03:05,503 --> 00:03:07,495 I'm happy to share the spare. 55 00:03:09,090 --> 00:03:10,965 OK, darling, well, listen. 56 00:03:11,133 --> 00:03:13,589 Text me when you get in, so I know you're safe. 57 00:03:13,761 --> 00:03:15,506 Or I'll worry. 58 00:03:26,440 --> 00:03:28,398 Hey! Hey! 59 00:03:47,837 --> 00:03:50,506 Hey. I'm sorry, he saw me first. I was right there. 60 00:03:50,673 --> 00:03:52,998 - Sorry. I'm going... - No. No, no. 61 00:03:53,718 --> 00:03:55,509 I seen him first. 62 00:03:56,512 --> 00:03:59,181 I was right there with my arm like that. 63 00:03:59,348 --> 00:04:01,056 Sorry, sweetheart, I never seen you. 64 00:04:01,225 --> 00:04:02,933 OK. Whatever. 65 00:04:03,102 --> 00:04:04,977 Have a happy New Year. 66 00:04:05,146 --> 00:04:07,021 He saw me first, just for you to know. 67 00:04:07,189 --> 00:04:09,064 - Hey, Hey - No! 68 00:04:09,233 --> 00:04:10,978 - Take the taxi. - No, you can take it. 69 00:04:11,152 --> 00:04:12,480 No, you can take it. 70 00:04:14,280 --> 00:04:15,608 - How's... - So, were you... 71 00:04:15,781 --> 00:04:16,979 - Sorry. - Sorry. 72 00:04:17,158 --> 00:04:19,566 I was just gonna ask if you had a nice New Year. 73 00:04:19,744 --> 00:04:21,701 Yeah, thank you. 74 00:04:22,371 --> 00:04:23,914 Er ...I went to a friend's house, 75 00:04:24,081 --> 00:04:26,870 and we just basically got drunk, so it was fun. 76 00:04:27,793 --> 00:04:29,170 How about yours? 77 00:04:29,337 --> 00:04:32,172 I was DJ-ing so I had to stay sober. 78 00:04:34,091 --> 00:04:37,627 I didn't know you had to stay sober if you were a DJ. You just do like... 79 00:04:37,803 --> 00:04:40,177 Like this and this. 80 00:04:41,265 --> 00:04:43,555 There's actually a lot more to it than meets the eye. 81 00:04:43,726 --> 00:04:45,553 - There is a lot to coordinate. - Really? 82 00:04:45,728 --> 00:04:47,555 - Yeah. - Like what? 83 00:04:47,730 --> 00:04:49,605 Like... I mean, there's... 84 00:04:51,192 --> 00:04:54,691 There's the tracks and level and... 85 00:04:54,862 --> 00:04:56,321 OK. 86 00:05:02,286 --> 00:05:04,196 Are you a good DJ? 87 00:05:04,372 --> 00:05:06,033 I dunno. 88 00:05:07,500 --> 00:05:09,492 I'm Jake, by the way. 89 00:05:11,754 --> 00:05:13,581 Do you mind opening the window? 90 00:05:13,756 --> 00:05:15,749 Yeah, sure. 91 00:05:19,095 --> 00:05:20,970 I think I'm feeling sick. 92 00:05:21,138 --> 00:05:22,634 S-Sorry? 93 00:05:22,807 --> 00:05:24,432 I'm feeling sick. 94 00:05:24,600 --> 00:05:26,557 Are you actually gonna be sick? 95 00:05:28,354 --> 00:05:31,023 - Yeah. Yeah, I'm gonna be sick. - Excuse me, mate? 96 00:05:38,072 --> 00:05:39,947 - Are you OK? - Yeah. 97 00:05:40,116 --> 00:05:42,785 If you just, erm... stick your fingers down your throat... 98 00:05:42,952 --> 00:05:46,903 Like, it always helps me. You just get it all out and you'll feel better. 99 00:05:47,081 --> 00:05:48,991 Yeah, but, no, it doesn't work with me. 100 00:05:49,166 --> 00:05:51,658 - I tried before, and... - OK. 101 00:05:51,836 --> 00:05:54,078 I think I'm just go... I'm gonna walk home. 102 00:05:54,255 --> 00:05:56,130 Like, the fresh air, it's... 103 00:05:56,299 --> 00:05:57,461 - OK. - ...good. 104 00:05:57,633 --> 00:05:59,757 - Will you be all right on your own? - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 105 00:05:59,927 --> 00:06:02,087 - I just need to walk. - You don't want me to walk with you? 106 00:06:02,263 --> 00:06:04,469 - No, it's fine. Thank you so much. - Are you sure? 107 00:06:04,640 --> 00:06:06,551 No, no, no. Thank you, it's fine. It's OK. 108 00:06:06,726 --> 00:06:09,181 Uh... thank you, and I'm sorry about before. 109 00:06:10,146 --> 00:06:12,103 - I'm sorry. - OK. 110 00:06:14,275 --> 00:06:16,150 Happy New Year. 111 00:06:16,319 --> 00:06:18,193 Yeah, Happy New Year. 112 00:06:18,362 --> 00:06:20,319 Thanks for sharing the cab. 113 00:06:58,319 --> 00:07:00,893 - This is a really nice apartment. - Thank you. 114 00:07:02,031 --> 00:07:05,115 Hove you got it all to yourself, or... have you got flatmates? 115 00:07:05,284 --> 00:07:07,159 Oh, no, no, it's just me. 116 00:07:07,328 --> 00:07:08,989 Cool. 117 00:07:11,123 --> 00:07:12,998 How long have you been here? 118 00:07:13,167 --> 00:07:14,994 Like, ten years, maybe? 119 00:07:15,169 --> 00:07:16,914 - Ten years? Wow. - Yeah. 120 00:07:17,088 --> 00:07:19,923 I rented it, and then the owner died, so I bought it. 121 00:07:20,841 --> 00:07:22,633 So, how old are you? 122 00:07:23,511 --> 00:07:25,088 How old are you? 123 00:07:25,596 --> 00:07:28,431 - 26. - OK. How old do you think I am? 124 00:07:29,642 --> 00:07:32,347 My age? Or maybe... older? 125 00:07:32,520 --> 00:07:33,896 Er... 28? 126 00:07:34,063 --> 00:07:35,938 - 29? - 29's good. 127 00:07:36,107 --> 00:07:37,982 Good. Good for what? 128 00:07:38,150 --> 00:07:39,562 - For nothing. - For nothing? 129 00:07:39,735 --> 00:07:41,942 - Sorry. I meant... - It's no... not nice? 130 00:07:42,113 --> 00:07:46,277 Erm... I read recently that women are in their sexual peck in their 30s. 131 00:07:46,617 --> 00:07:48,112 Whoa! 132 00:07:48,286 --> 00:07:50,160 Apparently. I don't know... 133 00:07:50,329 --> 00:07:52,785 - I'm there. - Sorry, I don't know. 134 00:07:53,416 --> 00:07:55,575 You've got a wicked record collection. 135 00:07:57,503 --> 00:07:59,460 Erm... it was my dad's collection. 136 00:08:00,423 --> 00:08:02,333 He's a musician. 137 00:08:06,679 --> 00:08:08,506 He's got great taste. 138 00:08:08,681 --> 00:08:11,932 Yeah, it's... it's his one good quality, actually. 139 00:08:15,313 --> 00:08:17,139 I love this album. 140 00:08:17,315 --> 00:08:18,810 Mm. 141 00:08:24,864 --> 00:08:26,821 - I need to go to the toilet. - OK. 142 00:08:49,096 --> 00:08:51,849 d ELVIS COSTELLO AND THE ATTRACTIONS: "I Want You" 143 00:08:55,436 --> 00:09:01,357 d I want you so it scares me to death 144 00:09:01,609 --> 00:09:07,731 d I can't say any more than I love you 145 00:09:08,699 --> 00:09:13,195 d Everything else is a waste of breath... 146 00:09:14,789 --> 00:09:16,948 Jake! You're waking my neighbours. 147 00:09:17,124 --> 00:09:19,082 - You don't care? - No. 148 00:09:19,252 --> 00:09:20,414 OK. 149 00:09:20,586 --> 00:09:22,461 You know this isn't clove song? 150 00:09:22,630 --> 00:09:26,332 It's about him being cheated on by his girlfriend and... 151 00:09:26,509 --> 00:09:28,384 and he can't forgive her. 152 00:09:28,553 --> 00:09:32,883 And then the memory just keeps, like, coming back to haunt him. 153 00:09:33,975 --> 00:09:35,351 Poor Elvis. 154 00:09:36,602 --> 00:09:38,559 - It's a wicked song, though. - Yeah. 155 00:09:38,729 --> 00:09:41,981 d ...you might fall 156 00:09:44,443 --> 00:09:46,401 d I want you 157 00:09:47,196 --> 00:09:51,942 d I woke up and one of us was crying 158 00:09:52,785 --> 00:09:54,530 d I want you 159 00:09:54,704 --> 00:09:59,746 d You said, "Young man, I do believe you're dying" 160 00:09:59,917 --> 00:10:01,874 d I want you 161 00:10:02,753 --> 00:10:08,128 d If you need a second opinion, as you seem to do these days 162 00:10:08,301 --> 00:10:10,211 d I want you 163 00:10:10,386 --> 00:10:16,887 d You can look in my eyes and you can count the ways 164 00:10:23,649 --> 00:10:25,145 d I want you 165 00:10:26,152 --> 00:10:30,814 d Did you mean to tell me but seem to forget? 166 00:10:31,699 --> 00:10:33,609 d I want you 167 00:10:33,784 --> 00:10:38,744 d Since when were you so generous and inarticulate? 168 00:10:39,665 --> 00:10:41,161 d I want you 169 00:10:41,334 --> 00:10:47,206 d It's knowing that he knows you now after only guessing 170 00:10:49,008 --> 00:10:52,425 d It's the thought of him undressing you 171 00:10:52,595 --> 00:10:56,380 d Or you undressing 172 00:11:07,485 --> 00:11:09,442 d I want you 173 00:11:14,825 --> 00:11:16,700 d I want you 174 00:11:22,708 --> 00:11:26,754 d I want you 175 00:11:34,387 --> 00:11:35,845 Morning. 176 00:11:36,013 --> 00:11:37,472 - Hey. - Sorry. 177 00:11:37,640 --> 00:11:39,597 No. How are you? 178 00:11:40,226 --> 00:11:42,101 I'm all right. How about you? 179 00:11:42,270 --> 00:11:44,227 I'm hungover. 180 00:11:46,274 --> 00:11:48,184 - You want some coffee? - Oh, yeah, I'd love one. 181 00:11:48,359 --> 00:11:50,435 - Black coffee? - Yeah, that's fine. 182 00:11:53,865 --> 00:11:55,822 Have you got a busy day ahead, or...? 183 00:11:55,992 --> 00:11:57,949 - Hmm, yeah. - Uh-huh. 184 00:11:59,787 --> 00:12:01,282 Thanks. 185 00:12:02,081 --> 00:12:03,956 I have some work to do. 186 00:12:04,125 --> 00:12:05,786 - Shit. - Yeah. 187 00:12:05,960 --> 00:12:07,668 When do you go back? 188 00:12:07,837 --> 00:12:09,628 Wednesday. 189 00:12:12,216 --> 00:12:14,173 And back to reality, yeah? 190 00:12:15,177 --> 00:12:17,135 Back to reality. 191 00:12:19,640 --> 00:12:21,266 So, er... last night was fun. 192 00:12:21,434 --> 00:12:23,309 Mm-hm. Yeah. 193 00:12:23,477 --> 00:12:24,973 Oh, yeah. 194 00:12:25,146 --> 00:12:26,937 All right. 195 00:12:28,858 --> 00:12:30,733 - Yeah. - OK. 196 00:12:30,902 --> 00:12:32,646 All right. 197 00:12:43,789 --> 00:12:45,747 d SIARA OCHOA: "Sangre Fric" 198 00:13:06,020 --> 00:13:07,977 - Happy New Year! - Happy New Year! 199 00:14:00,825 --> 00:14:02,782 - Hey. - Hey. 200 00:14:03,494 --> 00:14:05,451 - How are you? - I'm good. 201 00:14:07,331 --> 00:14:09,288 - Wanna walk? - Yeah. 202 00:14:18,342 --> 00:14:19,920 I like all your stuff. 203 00:14:21,178 --> 00:14:23,136 It's like a proper home. 204 00:14:24,932 --> 00:14:26,889 What are you doing now? 205 00:14:28,519 --> 00:14:30,476 Hmm... l could go. 206 00:14:31,272 --> 00:14:33,147 Or I could stay, it's up to you. 207 00:14:33,316 --> 00:14:35,273 - Whatever you want. - Up to you. 208 00:14:40,031 --> 00:14:42,652 I mean, it looks quite cold outside. 209 00:14:42,825 --> 00:14:44,652 It's very cold outside. 210 00:14:44,827 --> 00:14:47,034 So I might... 211 00:14:48,122 --> 00:14:49,949 ...just stay. 212 00:14:50,124 --> 00:14:51,583 Mm. 213 00:14:53,211 --> 00:14:54,753 Stay. 214 00:14:54,921 --> 00:14:56,913 Stay. 215 00:15:01,510 --> 00:15:03,468 Stay, stay, stay, stay. 216 00:15:06,599 --> 00:15:08,224 Stay! 217 00:15:35,127 --> 00:15:37,797 I want all the details. I want to know everything. 218 00:15:37,964 --> 00:15:39,838 He's just a really nice guy. 219 00:15:40,007 --> 00:15:41,633 What does he do? 220 00:15:41,801 --> 00:15:43,426 He's doing a PhD. 221 00:15:43,594 --> 00:15:45,469 How old is he? 222 00:15:45,638 --> 00:15:49,589 - 26. - Wow. Fantastic! 223 00:15:49,767 --> 00:15:52,638 I'm jealous. So, the sex is fucking amazing? 224 00:15:54,063 --> 00:15:56,982 So, is it just, like, a casual thing, or...? 225 00:15:57,650 --> 00:15:59,774 Actually, he's about to move in with me. 226 00:15:59,944 --> 00:16:01,819 Oh, my God. Really? 227 00:16:01,988 --> 00:16:03,945 - Yeah. - How come? 228 00:16:04,657 --> 00:16:07,196 Because he stayed over and he hasn't left yet, really, 229 00:16:07,368 --> 00:16:09,942 so we're gonna get his stuff this weekend. 230 00:16:10,121 --> 00:16:11,616 - Oh, my God. - Yeah. 231 00:16:11,789 --> 00:16:14,280 This is amazing. This is fantastic news! 232 00:16:14,458 --> 00:16:15,835 Yeah. 233 00:16:16,002 --> 00:16:17,710 I can't wait to meet him. 234 00:16:17,879 --> 00:16:19,836 - I'll bring him over. - Yes, please. 235 00:16:20,006 --> 00:16:22,379 - OK. - Does he mind being with an older woman? 236 00:16:22,550 --> 00:16:24,425 No, he doesn't care. 237 00:16:24,594 --> 00:16:26,005 OK. 238 00:16:27,013 --> 00:16:28,804 For fuck's sake. 239 00:16:28,973 --> 00:16:30,136 What? 240 00:16:33,769 --> 00:16:35,146 - Hi. - Hey. 241 00:16:35,313 --> 00:16:38,231 I've been texting you, you git. Where have you been? 242 00:16:40,151 --> 00:16:42,725 Is there something wrong with the lock? I couldn't get my key in. 243 00:16:42,904 --> 00:16:45,110 Yeah, it's Glynne, the fuckwit. He locked us out. 244 00:16:45,281 --> 00:16:47,238 Hey, man, how's it hanging? 245 00:16:47,408 --> 00:16:49,781 Yeah, sorry. Elena, Glynne. Glynne, Elena. 246 00:16:49,952 --> 00:16:51,862 - Hi. - Er... and this is Zoe. 247 00:16:52,038 --> 00:16:53,035 Hi. 248 00:16:53,206 --> 00:16:55,116 You're just here to collect your stuff? 249 00:16:55,291 --> 00:16:57,166 Yeah, yeah. 250 00:16:57,335 --> 00:16:58,367 Erm... 251 00:16:58,544 --> 00:17:03,420 And... all of this are things you have in the world? 252 00:17:04,091 --> 00:17:05,503 Mm. 253 00:17:05,676 --> 00:17:08,215 I like to be able to fit my life into a suitcase. 254 00:17:10,640 --> 00:17:12,217 Do you play the guitar? 255 00:17:12,391 --> 00:17:13,887 I'm not very good. 256 00:17:14,060 --> 00:17:15,721 - Show me. - No. 257 00:17:15,895 --> 00:17:17,176 - Entertain me. - No. 258 00:17:17,355 --> 00:17:19,312 - Please? - OK. 259 00:17:24,570 --> 00:17:26,362 - We're very excited. - OK. 260 00:17:26,530 --> 00:17:29,366 I'm not very good at finger-picking cos I've got fat fingers. 261 00:17:49,053 --> 00:17:51,010 Er... come in. 262 00:17:52,265 --> 00:17:55,516 Erm... you left these in my room. 263 00:17:58,145 --> 00:17:59,641 Thanks. 264 00:18:08,990 --> 00:18:10,947 Er... we should get packing. 265 00:18:13,202 --> 00:18:14,614 Let's do it. 266 00:18:19,750 --> 00:18:21,209 OK, you're on T-shirts. 267 00:18:21,377 --> 00:18:23,334 So, when did it stop? 268 00:18:25,381 --> 00:18:27,338 Elena, it never started. 269 00:18:30,136 --> 00:18:32,011 What? 270 00:18:32,179 --> 00:18:34,386 Maybe you shouldn't be doing this, Joke. 271 00:18:35,516 --> 00:18:36,798 What do you mean? 272 00:18:36,976 --> 00:18:39,729 Maybe you're not ready for a proper relationship. 273 00:18:39,896 --> 00:18:42,102 - What do you mean? That's stupid. - Is it? 274 00:18:42,273 --> 00:18:43,685 - Yes. - Ls it? 275 00:18:43,858 --> 00:18:45,815 That's very, very stupid. 276 00:18:50,281 --> 00:18:52,108 Not coming. I'm not coming. 277 00:18:52,283 --> 00:18:54,240 Look what I'm doing. 278 00:19:09,133 --> 00:19:11,090 Your dad looks so nice. 279 00:19:12,511 --> 00:19:14,386 I can't wait for you to meet him. 280 00:19:14,555 --> 00:19:16,430 He's gonna love you. 281 00:19:16,599 --> 00:19:18,556 Do you think so? 282 00:19:22,063 --> 00:19:24,055 Your mum was beautiful. 283 00:19:27,026 --> 00:19:29,980 My parents, they were crazy. They were like children. 284 00:19:30,154 --> 00:19:33,073 I had to put them in different rooms so they wouldn't fight. 285 00:19:35,493 --> 00:19:37,237 My dad was having affairs all the time, 286 00:19:37,411 --> 00:19:40,698 and my mum was just pretending like nothing was happening. 287 00:19:41,749 --> 00:19:43,327 Sounds shitty. 288 00:19:43,501 --> 00:19:46,170 I don't see why anyone would want to get married. 289 00:19:50,383 --> 00:19:52,340 How old are you here? 290 00:19:56,180 --> 00:19:58,137 - I think eight. - Eight? 291 00:19:59,350 --> 00:20:00,976 Eight. 292 00:20:05,356 --> 00:20:07,266 Jake. 293 00:20:08,234 --> 00:20:10,061 Elena. 294 00:20:10,236 --> 00:20:12,193 I have a confession. 295 00:20:17,201 --> 00:20:19,111 What is it? 296 00:20:19,287 --> 00:20:20,663 Nothing. 297 00:20:22,832 --> 00:20:24,789 Just cos you said confession. 298 00:20:26,294 --> 00:20:28,120 So now I have to hear it. 299 00:20:28,296 --> 00:20:30,372 - It's no... - Yeah, you have to tell me. 300 00:20:30,548 --> 00:20:32,423 You're gonna have to tell me now. 301 00:20:32,592 --> 00:20:34,549 Don't you dare use the photos. 302 00:20:36,012 --> 00:20:37,886 They are memories, not weapons. 303 00:20:38,055 --> 00:20:40,013 Give it here. Give it back. 304 00:20:41,392 --> 00:20:43,468 Tell me. Confess. You have to confess. 305 00:20:44,228 --> 00:20:46,185 You have to confess! 306 00:20:49,650 --> 00:20:51,525 I will tickle! 307 00:20:51,694 --> 00:20:53,272 Tell me! 308 00:20:53,446 --> 00:20:54,822 Tell me! 309 00:20:58,951 --> 00:21:02,036 - Not telling you anything! - You have to tell me! 310 00:21:02,205 --> 00:21:03,949 You have to. 311 00:21:05,499 --> 00:21:08,501 What... What if I am a little bit older than... 312 00:21:10,129 --> 00:21:12,086 ...than I said I was? 313 00:21:15,134 --> 00:21:16,879 What do you mean? 314 00:21:17,053 --> 00:21:19,010 Like I'm not 29. 315 00:21:23,935 --> 00:21:25,892 How old are you? 316 00:21:28,439 --> 00:21:30,065 32. 317 00:21:33,903 --> 00:21:36,572 - You're 32? - Mm-hm. 318 00:21:57,802 --> 00:21:59,677 I... 319 00:21:59,845 --> 00:22:01,803 I don't care. 320 00:22:03,558 --> 00:22:05,515 I don't care how old you are. 321 00:22:06,936 --> 00:22:08,893 You're gorgeous. 322 00:22:17,488 --> 00:22:19,315 OK. 323 00:22:24,662 --> 00:22:26,987 Jake? 324 00:22:31,669 --> 00:22:32,915 Joke... 325 00:22:40,261 --> 00:22:45,421 Jake, what if I was a little bit older than 32? 326 00:22:49,270 --> 00:22:50,682 Like... 327 00:22:50,855 --> 00:22:52,812 33? 328 00:22:57,820 --> 00:22:59,777 Or four... 34? 329 00:23:01,699 --> 00:23:03,277 Or 35? 330 00:23:20,176 --> 00:23:22,051 OK, how old are you? 331 00:23:26,682 --> 00:23:28,675 You're freaked out, right? 332 00:23:32,104 --> 00:23:34,062 I'm not freaked out. It's just... 333 00:23:34,607 --> 00:23:39,483 you've aged six years in, like, four hours. 334 00:23:40,655 --> 00:23:42,612 It's quite unusual. 335 00:23:50,414 --> 00:23:52,372 So, what now? 336 00:23:55,836 --> 00:23:57,663 What do you mean? 337 00:24:02,510 --> 00:24:05,547 I'm gonna be 40 when you are 30. 338 00:24:09,100 --> 00:24:10,558 So? 339 00:24:13,104 --> 00:24:17,315 So, you don't wanna be with a 40-year-old woman 340 00:24:17,483 --> 00:24:20,104 when you are just 30. 341 00:24:21,821 --> 00:24:24,360 Why not? I think you'll be incredible when you're 40. 342 00:24:24,532 --> 00:24:26,359 It's not about me. It's about you. 343 00:24:26,534 --> 00:24:29,903 You are going to want to fuck 25-year-old girls. 344 00:24:33,457 --> 00:24:36,411 So... what are you saying? 345 00:24:37,378 --> 00:24:38,660 Nothing. 346 00:24:39,922 --> 00:24:41,630 Are you saying you wanna break up with me? 347 00:24:41,799 --> 00:24:45,252 No. I'm saying if you want to break up with me... 348 00:24:47,638 --> 00:24:49,097 ...I get it. 349 00:25:04,405 --> 00:25:06,979 I couldn't break up with you even if I wanted to. 350 00:25:10,578 --> 00:25:12,535 We were made for each other. 351 00:25:15,208 --> 00:25:17,414 I mean, like, literally... 352 00:25:19,462 --> 00:25:20,957 ...our parents met... 353 00:25:23,007 --> 00:25:24,834 ...and then they had us... 354 00:25:25,885 --> 00:25:27,842 ...and then we met. 355 00:25:30,306 --> 00:25:32,263 We were made for each other. 356 00:25:34,685 --> 00:25:36,678 You're everything I've ever wanted. 357 00:25:46,489 --> 00:25:48,648 d ELEANOR JANES AND AMANDA COOK: "El Vito" 358 00:26:08,719 --> 00:26:10,048 Whoop! 359 00:26:10,221 --> 00:26:12,096 Sorry. 360 00:26:13,224 --> 00:26:15,383 Jake, do you wanna go and sit down there? 361 00:26:19,272 --> 00:26:21,348 You know what? I mean, he's sleeping... 362 00:26:21,524 --> 00:26:23,399 He's waking up. 363 00:26:23,568 --> 00:26:24,944 Not decided yet. 364 00:26:25,111 --> 00:26:27,151 - I made the pie. - I can't take any credit for this. 365 00:26:27,321 --> 00:26:30,109 - Spent all day. - Yeah, it's my final year, yeah. 366 00:26:30,283 --> 00:26:32,904 And then what, do you look for a job? 367 00:26:33,077 --> 00:26:35,201 What kind of job would you like, ideally? 368 00:26:35,371 --> 00:26:37,364 - Like, dream job? - God... 369 00:26:37,540 --> 00:26:39,497 Does it feel like you're talking to your in-laws? 370 00:26:39,667 --> 00:26:42,586 - No, we're just interested. - There's various options, really. 371 00:26:42,753 --> 00:26:44,794 Can you be a marine biologist in Glasgow? 372 00:26:44,964 --> 00:26:48,749 Carly, I think the idea's to be out at sea, not stuck in an office. 373 00:26:48,926 --> 00:26:50,836 Oh, I don't know. 374 00:26:51,012 --> 00:26:54,630 The most exciting sort of jobs are in New Zealand and Canada. 375 00:26:54,807 --> 00:26:57,560 Ah, right. So you're going to emigrate, then? 376 00:26:57,727 --> 00:26:59,719 Yeah, maybe. I don't know, actually. 377 00:27:00,396 --> 00:27:02,805 And have you discussed this with Elena yet? 378 00:27:03,524 --> 00:27:05,019 No, not yet. 379 00:27:06,444 --> 00:27:08,484 I play football. Once a week, usually. 380 00:27:08,654 --> 00:27:11,774 You should make it twice. No, infect, three times whilst you still can. 381 00:27:11,949 --> 00:27:15,781 - Whilst you've got the knees that work. - You sound like such on old man. 382 00:27:15,953 --> 00:27:17,994 Connor, we are old. We're middle-aged. 383 00:27:18,164 --> 00:27:19,789 It's all downhill from here. 384 00:27:21,959 --> 00:27:23,501 Guys, top up? Top up? 385 00:27:23,669 --> 00:27:26,458 ...after Ella Rose, it was a nightmare for me. 386 00:27:30,635 --> 00:27:33,339 Jake. Jake, just leave those, seriously. 387 00:27:33,512 --> 00:27:35,304 - Mark will do it. - It's cool, it's cool. 388 00:27:35,473 --> 00:27:37,465 He needs to burn off the energy. 389 00:27:37,642 --> 00:27:40,726 Maybe you should go and burn off some energy. 390 00:27:41,312 --> 00:27:43,436 - He's a guest. - Can you take him? 391 00:27:48,611 --> 00:27:50,023 Shall we go? 392 00:27:50,196 --> 00:27:51,738 Why do you wanna go? 393 00:27:51,906 --> 00:27:53,781 It's a little bit weird. 394 00:27:53,950 --> 00:27:55,824 Is it weird? 395 00:27:55,993 --> 00:27:57,950 A bit grown-up. 396 00:28:00,289 --> 00:28:01,785 I am a grown-up. 397 00:28:07,338 --> 00:28:09,213 Hey, guys, get a room! 398 00:28:09,382 --> 00:28:11,339 Jesus! I make my sandwiches in there. 399 00:28:13,094 --> 00:28:15,585 - What are you thinking? - Nothing. 400 00:28:19,642 --> 00:28:21,350 OK. 401 00:28:22,979 --> 00:28:24,936 I was just... I was thinking... 402 00:28:26,857 --> 00:28:28,565 ...we should just... just do it. 403 00:28:30,861 --> 00:28:32,736 Do what? 404 00:28:32,905 --> 00:28:34,732 Have a baby. You and me. 405 00:28:34,907 --> 00:28:36,568 Why not? 406 00:28:38,369 --> 00:28:39,781 Are you being funny? 407 00:28:40,621 --> 00:28:42,578 I'm not. I'm... I'm being serious. 408 00:28:42,748 --> 00:28:44,575 Let's make a family. 409 00:28:44,750 --> 00:28:46,708 I think we'd make a beautiful baby. 410 00:28:52,800 --> 00:28:54,212 We hardly know each other. 411 00:28:54,385 --> 00:28:56,260 I don't think that matters. 412 00:28:56,429 --> 00:28:57,675 I think... 413 00:28:58,848 --> 00:29:00,473 I think, why not? 414 00:29:00,641 --> 00:29:02,598 There aren't any rules, are there? 415 00:29:04,437 --> 00:29:06,762 Well, you are 26. 416 00:29:07,607 --> 00:29:09,184 And? 417 00:29:11,569 --> 00:29:13,526 Are you being serious? 418 00:29:15,072 --> 00:29:16,650 Yeah. 419 00:29:18,492 --> 00:29:19,904 Yes. 420 00:29:21,579 --> 00:29:23,240 What are you doing, Mrs Robinson? 421 00:29:23,414 --> 00:29:24,956 Nothing. 422 00:29:25,124 --> 00:29:27,081 - Nothing? - Uh-uh. 423 00:29:28,711 --> 00:29:33,125 Just cos it seems like you're trying to seduce me. 424 00:29:33,299 --> 00:29:34,758 I am not. 425 00:29:34,926 --> 00:29:36,883 - No? - Uh-uh. 426 00:29:39,889 --> 00:29:41,550 That's weird. 427 00:29:42,308 --> 00:29:44,265 What are you doing? 428 00:29:56,447 --> 00:29:57,989 Seduce you? 429 00:30:06,582 --> 00:30:08,124 Wait, wait. 430 00:30:08,292 --> 00:30:10,249 What? 431 00:30:12,129 --> 00:30:14,419 What? What? 432 00:30:16,592 --> 00:30:18,549 Let's just see what happens. 433 00:30:20,638 --> 00:30:22,050 Jake... 434 00:30:28,896 --> 00:30:30,853 I'm in love with you. 435 00:30:38,114 --> 00:30:39,989 - I love you. - Jake... 436 00:30:40,157 --> 00:30:41,569 I love you. 437 00:30:52,545 --> 00:30:54,502 No. 438 00:33:13,686 --> 00:33:15,643 I'm late. Bye. 439 00:34:24,549 --> 00:34:26,423 Hey, Tanya, who's this? 440 00:34:26,592 --> 00:34:27,838 Who's this? Look. 441 00:34:28,010 --> 00:34:29,885 Dad! 442 00:34:30,054 --> 00:34:32,011 Jake. How are you? 443 00:34:34,100 --> 00:34:36,639 - This is El. - Oh, Elena, welcome! 444 00:34:36,811 --> 00:34:39,017 - Bienvenida. - Thank you. Thank you. 445 00:34:39,188 --> 00:34:41,395 Come in, come in. 446 00:34:41,566 --> 00:34:44,235 Nice to see a different part of Glasgow, you know? 447 00:34:44,402 --> 00:34:46,478 - And er... how's the PhD going? - Yeah. 448 00:34:46,654 --> 00:34:48,611 El's whipping me into action. 449 00:34:48,781 --> 00:34:50,489 Thank you, Elena. 450 00:34:50,658 --> 00:34:52,449 Well, it's very lovely to have you here. 451 00:34:53,286 --> 00:34:56,370 - I've heard a lot about you. - I've heard a lot about you, too. 452 00:34:56,539 --> 00:34:58,116 - All good, I hope? - Mm. 453 00:34:59,041 --> 00:35:01,876 - All good. - Habla usted espanol? 454 00:35:02,044 --> 00:35:03,919 That's very good. Very good accent. 455 00:35:04,088 --> 00:35:06,129 - "Do you speak Spanish?" - Better than Jake. 456 00:35:06,299 --> 00:35:07,924 No, I'm brilliant. 457 00:35:08,092 --> 00:35:09,967 Uno, dos... 458 00:35:10,136 --> 00:35:11,548 - You know... - Tres. 459 00:35:11,721 --> 00:35:13,382 Between us. Uno, dos, tree... 460 00:35:13,556 --> 00:35:15,881 Yeah, we can get to ten between us. That's about it, really. 461 00:35:16,058 --> 00:35:17,766 It's one of our party tricks. 462 00:35:17,935 --> 00:35:19,810 - That's Jake's mum. - Mm. 463 00:35:19,979 --> 00:35:21,605 That's right. 464 00:35:21,772 --> 00:35:23,765 - And little Jake. - Look at that face. 465 00:35:23,941 --> 00:35:25,816 - Yeah. - So sweet! 466 00:35:25,985 --> 00:35:28,358 - Yeah, he's about one there. - One year old? 467 00:35:28,529 --> 00:35:30,321 Where is this place? 468 00:35:30,489 --> 00:35:33,491 Er... well, we moved there when Jake was ten. 469 00:35:34,911 --> 00:35:39,039 Jake's granddad used to own some land and he built that shed many years ago. 470 00:35:39,207 --> 00:35:41,876 - Oh. - I extended it and did some stuff on it. 471 00:35:42,043 --> 00:35:44,451 - There, that's me up there. - This one here? 472 00:35:44,629 --> 00:35:46,087 - Yeah. - Oh, my God! 473 00:35:46,255 --> 00:35:48,711 Yes, smartened it up a bit and we moved in. 474 00:35:48,883 --> 00:35:51,552 - I like that one. - Yeah. It was a beautiful place. 475 00:35:51,719 --> 00:35:55,717 - It looks like, I don't know, magical. - Yeah. 476 00:35:55,890 --> 00:35:57,349 Well, it was. 477 00:35:57,516 --> 00:35:59,343 Why did you even leave? 478 00:35:59,518 --> 00:36:04,015 Well, Jake was growing up and it used to get very cold in the winter. 479 00:36:04,190 --> 00:36:07,108 And Jules, my wife, was getting very ill at that point, so... 480 00:36:08,152 --> 00:36:11,272 It just wasn't practical, really, so we had to give it up. 481 00:36:12,657 --> 00:36:15,492 It's a bit dull at the moment. In a couple of months, it'll all be in flower. 482 00:36:15,660 --> 00:36:17,570 - No, it's great. - Beautiful. 483 00:36:18,246 --> 00:36:21,081 - Will it still take my weight? - Yeah, should do. Go on, give it a go. 484 00:36:21,249 --> 00:36:23,206 "Should do." 485 00:36:24,335 --> 00:36:26,043 Filling me with confidence. 486 00:36:26,212 --> 00:36:28,881 We could stay longer now we're here. 487 00:36:29,048 --> 00:36:30,543 - If you want. - I'd love to. 488 00:36:30,716 --> 00:36:32,508 - Yeah? - Yeah. 489 00:36:37,473 --> 00:36:39,348 That bedroom is so funny. 490 00:36:39,517 --> 00:36:41,474 Like, how you were growing up here... 491 00:36:42,228 --> 00:36:44,138 So, you were kissing girls like this? 492 00:36:44,313 --> 00:36:45,772 Give me your hands. 493 00:36:45,940 --> 00:36:47,850 I'm gonna read your palms. 494 00:36:49,860 --> 00:36:51,568 Let me read your palm. 495 00:36:53,239 --> 00:36:56,276 - What's this? - It says you've got a really bright future. 496 00:37:00,538 --> 00:37:03,408 Get in the covers! 497 00:37:11,757 --> 00:37:13,253 - I have to pee. - No! No, no, no. 498 00:37:13,426 --> 00:37:14,541 What? 499 00:37:14,719 --> 00:37:20,009 I think... I think you should stay still and just let the sperm swim. 500 00:37:20,933 --> 00:37:23,721 Like, I really felt like this was the one, you know? 501 00:37:23,895 --> 00:37:26,647 It's like when I came, it was like... It was like... 502 00:37:35,823 --> 00:37:37,568 Like a rocket? 503 00:37:46,459 --> 00:37:48,998 - I really want a beer. - Take it easy, it's very, very strong. 504 00:37:49,170 --> 00:37:51,412 - Just a sip. - I'll drink your glass of vino for you. 505 00:37:51,589 --> 00:37:53,879 Nine months of non-alcoholic cocktails. 506 00:37:54,050 --> 00:37:56,541 - Thank you, El. - You need to tell me what to do. 507 00:37:57,595 --> 00:38:00,715 - I'll give you all of my books. - Here's to the little babe. 508 00:38:00,890 --> 00:38:03,299 OK, for this new Carly. 509 00:38:03,476 --> 00:38:05,303 I'm just so tired. 510 00:38:05,478 --> 00:38:07,637 I just, like, fantasise about sleeping under my desk. 511 00:38:07,813 --> 00:38:10,304 And all I wanna eat is, like, cheese and chips. 512 00:38:10,483 --> 00:38:11,811 And bread. Anything beige. 513 00:38:11,984 --> 00:38:14,689 I felt awful all the way through my pregnancies. 514 00:38:14,862 --> 00:38:16,239 - For how long? - The whole way. 515 00:38:16,405 --> 00:38:17,948 - It's so exciting! - Thank you. 516 00:38:18,115 --> 00:38:20,108 And now there's only one of us left to go. 517 00:38:20,284 --> 00:38:22,159 Oh, no, come on. 518 00:38:22,328 --> 00:38:23,906 Jake's, what, like, 14? 519 00:38:24,080 --> 00:38:26,037 - Shut up! - You need to give him a chance! 520 00:38:26,207 --> 00:38:28,117 You need to be careful, though, you know? 521 00:38:28,292 --> 00:38:31,626 - I was off the pill for two months. - It's like me and my sister, seriously. 522 00:38:31,796 --> 00:38:34,204 Cross a man on the stairs, we're having twins. 523 00:38:34,382 --> 00:38:36,292 No, I'm super fertile. 524 00:38:36,926 --> 00:38:38,172 It's a nightmare! 525 00:38:38,344 --> 00:38:39,839 Oh, it's going to be so much fun! 526 00:38:40,012 --> 00:38:42,847 All of us with our babies. We should have picnics in the park. 527 00:38:43,015 --> 00:38:44,760 Aww! I love that. 528 00:38:44,934 --> 00:38:47,508 You're gonna have a beautiful little neat bump. 529 00:38:47,687 --> 00:38:50,439 I think I'm going to swell up like a balloon. 530 00:38:50,606 --> 00:38:53,809 Little butterfly, little butterfly feelings. 531 00:39:46,329 --> 00:39:47,787 Hi. 532 00:39:50,917 --> 00:39:53,076 El, I'm really tired. Sorry. 533 00:39:54,086 --> 00:39:56,079 I've had a really long day. 534 00:40:08,351 --> 00:40:09,762 I'm ovulating, 535 00:40:10,686 --> 00:40:13,060 so we have to do it now because it's the time. 536 00:40:14,690 --> 00:40:17,728 - Can we do it in the morning? - In the morning might be too late. 537 00:40:17,902 --> 00:40:19,527 Oh, it's too late that quickly? 538 00:40:19,695 --> 00:40:22,815 Because it's 38 hours and I don't know if I'm at the beginning 539 00:40:22,990 --> 00:40:25,861 or at the end of the hours, so I don't know how you work that out. 540 00:40:26,869 --> 00:40:28,530 So, it's, like, now. 541 00:40:34,877 --> 00:40:36,254 It's not weird? 542 00:40:36,420 --> 00:40:38,378 No. It's fine. 543 00:40:41,842 --> 00:40:43,420 Hang on. 544 00:40:55,439 --> 00:40:57,314 - No, no, just leave it. - OK. 545 00:40:57,483 --> 00:40:58,942 Let's go. 546 00:41:09,161 --> 00:41:11,072 Wait. I'm gonna give you a blowjob. 547 00:41:11,247 --> 00:41:13,240 No, no, it's fine. It's good. 548 00:41:13,416 --> 00:41:15,160 - It's good. - You sure? 549 00:41:15,334 --> 00:41:17,209 Yeah, ssh. 550 00:41:17,378 --> 00:41:19,335 Ssh. Just don't talk. 551 00:41:45,656 --> 00:41:47,234 - What's wrong? - You just... 552 00:41:47,408 --> 00:41:49,401 - You didn't look like you were into it. - What? 553 00:41:49,577 --> 00:41:51,534 Er... I was into it. 554 00:41:53,164 --> 00:41:54,872 I was into it. 555 00:41:55,041 --> 00:41:57,247 No, I need a wee. Hang on. 556 00:42:27,406 --> 00:42:29,530 I just... I don't like switching it on like that. 557 00:42:29,700 --> 00:42:32,239 - OK, I'm sorry. - It feels mechanical and weird. 558 00:42:32,411 --> 00:42:34,902 - I said it was weird. - I don't wanna do it like that again. 559 00:42:35,081 --> 00:42:36,279 OK. It doesn't matter. 560 00:42:36,457 --> 00:42:38,450 Well, it does matter if we're missing the time now. 561 00:42:38,626 --> 00:42:40,370 We can do it tomorrow morning. 562 00:42:45,466 --> 00:42:50,128 So, I'm wondering, maybe there's something wrong with me? 563 00:42:54,392 --> 00:42:56,800 What could be wrong with you? You're perfect. 564 00:42:56,978 --> 00:42:58,935 - No, I'm serious. - I'm serious. 565 00:43:03,192 --> 00:43:05,434 I just... I don't think we should worry. 566 00:43:09,240 --> 00:43:11,613 In, like, a few months' time, if I'm not pregnant, 567 00:43:11,784 --> 00:43:13,741 we should have some tests. 568 00:43:16,998 --> 00:43:17,946 OK. 569 00:43:18,124 --> 00:43:21,576 You're saying OK because you don't think we need them. 570 00:43:21,752 --> 00:43:24,956 Well, if we don't need them, that's a good thing, isn't it? 571 00:43:26,883 --> 00:43:28,341 Yeah. 572 00:43:42,982 --> 00:43:45,188 d ELEANOR JANES AND AMANDA COOK: "El Vito" 573 00:44:07,465 --> 00:44:11,131 All right, Elena Aldana and Jacoby Kendrick Wilson. 574 00:44:11,302 --> 00:44:15,383 You've both been through various tests and you're here today to get the results? 575 00:44:15,556 --> 00:44:16,933 Can I have both your dates of birth? 576 00:44:17,099 --> 00:44:19,769 Mine is 10th November, erm... 1980. 577 00:44:20,686 --> 00:44:22,312 Jake's, uh... 578 00:44:22,480 --> 00:44:24,355 August 20...? 579 00:44:24,523 --> 00:44:27,015 Uh... August 27th,1989. 580 00:44:27,193 --> 00:44:28,854 Thank you. 581 00:44:29,028 --> 00:44:31,104 Tell me how long you've been trying to conceive. 582 00:44:31,280 --> 00:44:33,321 - About six months. - Five-and-a-half. 583 00:44:33,491 --> 00:44:35,366 - Elena, ever been pregnant before? - Uh-uh. 584 00:44:35,535 --> 00:44:38,074 Including any miscarriages, terminations? 585 00:44:39,580 --> 00:44:41,537 I had an abortion. But I was, like, 18. 586 00:44:41,707 --> 00:44:46,251 Less than four weeks' pregnant, I think, like, I hardly remember it. 587 00:44:46,420 --> 00:44:47,797 But... 588 00:44:47,964 --> 00:44:50,633 Does it affect somehow? 589 00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:53,291 - Not unless there was any complications. - No. 590 00:44:53,469 --> 00:44:55,426 - And you're not married? - No. 591 00:44:56,180 --> 00:44:59,597 So, what I suggest is that as you've been trying to conceive for six months, 592 00:44:59,767 --> 00:45:04,347 and, Elena, you're over 35, you should get yourselves down on the IVF waiting list. 593 00:45:04,522 --> 00:45:08,650 That way if you still need to, you can begin the IVF treatment in six months. 594 00:45:08,818 --> 00:45:11,571 That would be the start of January next year. 595 00:45:14,323 --> 00:45:17,111 Wait, sorry, but there's nothing wrong? 596 00:45:18,202 --> 00:45:20,195 So why should we do, like... 597 00:45:20,371 --> 00:45:22,862 We weren't thinking of doing IVF, so it's... 598 00:45:23,040 --> 00:45:26,042 If you do put your names down on the list and then change your mind, 599 00:45:26,210 --> 00:45:27,955 you can always opt out. 600 00:45:28,129 --> 00:45:30,039 But it's up to you. 601 00:45:35,303 --> 00:45:36,964 What do you think? 602 00:45:38,723 --> 00:45:40,882 Well, I don't know, it's your decision. 603 00:45:41,851 --> 00:45:44,639 Well, it's both our decisions, actually. 604 00:45:53,195 --> 00:45:58,190 OK, this... Maybe this isn't how I imagined us having a baby. 605 00:45:58,534 --> 00:46:00,409 Look, it doesn't seem... 606 00:46:00,578 --> 00:46:01,990 What? 607 00:46:03,748 --> 00:46:06,832 Jake, how do you think I feel? 608 00:46:08,085 --> 00:46:09,331 I've... I've got no idea! 609 00:46:09,503 --> 00:46:12,173 Well, I'm the one who has to go through the thing. 610 00:46:12,340 --> 00:46:16,125 - Do you think this is my dream situation? - It just doesn't seem very romantic. 611 00:46:17,345 --> 00:46:19,753 Do you know what you sound like? Really naive. 612 00:46:19,931 --> 00:46:22,422 Like, you have this notion of this per... Yeah, yeah, yeah. 613 00:46:22,600 --> 00:46:24,842 You have this notion of this perfect life, or something. 614 00:46:25,019 --> 00:46:26,894 Well, life is not like that. 615 00:46:27,063 --> 00:46:29,020 So sorry to disappoint you. 616 00:46:31,776 --> 00:46:35,358 To be honest, I don't know what we're doing. Like, you are so young. 617 00:46:35,529 --> 00:46:37,155 We don't know each other. 618 00:46:37,323 --> 00:46:39,316 Don't laugh. We don't know each other. 619 00:46:39,492 --> 00:46:43,573 I mean, we should have never even started this. It's fucking ridiculous! 620 00:47:06,143 --> 00:47:07,472 Stop. 621 00:47:08,312 --> 00:47:09,890 Stop. 622 00:47:10,565 --> 00:47:12,142 Sit down. 623 00:47:21,617 --> 00:47:23,243 El, please don't cry. 624 00:47:23,411 --> 00:47:25,286 I'm not crying. 625 00:47:25,454 --> 00:47:27,412 I'm not crying. I'm sorry. 626 00:47:31,377 --> 00:47:32,540 I'm fine. 627 00:47:32,712 --> 00:47:38,134 It's just I don't want anyone else involved in us having a baby. 628 00:47:38,301 --> 00:47:42,429 - No one else is gonna be involved. - I want it to be just us. 629 00:47:42,847 --> 00:47:44,757 It's gonna be just us. 630 00:47:46,100 --> 00:47:49,102 It's gonna be fine. It's... gonna happen. 631 00:47:51,814 --> 00:47:55,682 But we just have August, September, October, November, December, 632 00:47:55,860 --> 00:47:58,695 so five, maybe six tries. 633 00:47:59,447 --> 00:48:00,775 That's ages. 634 00:48:00,948 --> 00:48:02,823 We've got loads of time. 635 00:48:02,992 --> 00:48:04,238 Yeah? 636 00:48:05,661 --> 00:48:09,529 That's how these things work. They just happen when you least expect them to. 637 00:48:09,707 --> 00:48:11,534 - Yeah. - Yeah. 638 00:48:34,690 --> 00:48:36,149 - I love it. - You like it? 639 00:48:36,317 --> 00:48:37,480 Yeah. 640 00:48:43,783 --> 00:48:45,740 Jake, she says hi. 641 00:48:46,786 --> 00:48:48,661 Hola. 642 00:48:49,789 --> 00:48:51,450 Hey, Jake, look. 643 00:48:53,960 --> 00:48:55,537 For Carly's baby. 644 00:48:56,462 --> 00:48:58,337 - Cute, huh? - Yeah, really cute. 645 00:49:04,470 --> 00:49:06,131 - It doesn't fit. - No, it fits. 646 00:49:06,305 --> 00:49:08,050 Wait, wait, wait. Like that. 647 00:49:08,224 --> 00:49:09,766 It fits. 648 00:49:10,935 --> 00:49:12,845 - Just... Right. - Pudding. 649 00:49:13,020 --> 00:49:14,562 - Come on, Jake! - Yeah. Yeah, yeah. 650 00:49:14,730 --> 00:49:16,806 Plates. OK. 651 00:49:16,983 --> 00:49:20,020 Hove you had enough, you two? 652 00:49:20,194 --> 00:49:21,226 Thank you. 653 00:49:22,530 --> 00:49:24,487 - El? - Nice and warm. 654 00:49:25,241 --> 00:49:27,317 Andrew, do you want me to clean this up a little bit? 655 00:49:27,493 --> 00:49:29,285 - Don't worry about that. - What about this? 656 00:49:29,453 --> 00:49:30,865 - Hey, Andrew. - Hm? 657 00:49:31,038 --> 00:49:32,913 This is a very nice party. 658 00:49:33,082 --> 00:49:35,039 Oh, thank you. 659 00:50:57,458 --> 00:50:59,748 We don't have to do it if you don't wont to. 660 00:51:03,130 --> 00:51:05,088 But we're in this together. 661 00:51:06,425 --> 00:51:08,501 I'll be with you all the way through it. 662 00:51:17,645 --> 00:51:19,804 I want to if you want to. 663 00:51:47,425 --> 00:51:50,094 Happy New Year, my darling. Happy anniversary. 664 00:52:25,546 --> 00:52:28,963 Again, you come to the clinic, and you go off to theatre. 665 00:52:29,133 --> 00:52:30,509 You're sedated, OK? 666 00:52:30,676 --> 00:52:32,468 So you need to have someone come with you. 667 00:52:32,637 --> 00:52:36,089 We go into your ovaries, and we empty each follicle in turn 668 00:52:36,265 --> 00:52:38,507 as we see it on the ultrasound monitor. 669 00:52:38,684 --> 00:52:42,137 Then the embryologists work to make your embryos, hopefully. 670 00:52:42,313 --> 00:52:45,646 And they'll keep in touch with you and then usually about five days later, 671 00:52:45,816 --> 00:52:48,190 you come back for your embryo transfer. 672 00:52:48,361 --> 00:52:50,152 What I'm gonna go and do is get your drugs, 673 00:52:50,321 --> 00:52:53,987 and I'll show you how you're gonna do these injections, OK, at home. 674 00:52:54,158 --> 00:52:57,160 So I'll pop out and get them and I'll come back in just a few minutes. 675 00:52:57,328 --> 00:52:59,487 - Great, thank you. Thanks so much. - OK. 676 00:53:05,044 --> 00:53:06,586 It's good. 677 00:53:06,754 --> 00:53:08,629 I didn't get anything. 678 00:53:08,798 --> 00:53:12,334 It's fine. It's gonna sound alien, but it'll be fine. 679 00:53:13,219 --> 00:53:15,176 We just do everything she says. 680 00:53:15,972 --> 00:53:19,424 Make sure that you're relaxed, calm, eating right. 681 00:53:39,370 --> 00:53:41,411 You've changed since I first met you. 682 00:53:42,999 --> 00:53:45,372 Whisky on the rocks while you shoot up, huh? 683 00:53:47,295 --> 00:53:50,213 I've got dinner For you, but I suppose you don't want dinner, do you? 684 00:53:50,381 --> 00:53:51,709 No. 685 00:53:53,885 --> 00:53:55,676 I want to do this first. 686 00:53:56,512 --> 00:54:00,130 That's the problem with you junkies, drugs always come first. 687 00:54:01,350 --> 00:54:02,809 Shut up. 688 00:54:03,895 --> 00:54:05,556 Shut up, please. 689 00:54:09,817 --> 00:54:11,608 I think if you just jab it in quickly... 690 00:54:11,777 --> 00:54:13,688 Stop it. 691 00:54:16,240 --> 00:54:19,527 It's super easy for you to soy. I mean, you don't have to do it. 692 00:54:19,702 --> 00:54:21,577 Well, I was a marine for 15 years, 693 00:54:21,746 --> 00:54:24,616 so it's actually really easy for me to deal with pain. 694 00:54:25,499 --> 00:54:28,833 Yeah, I was trained to inject into any orifice in my body - 695 00:54:29,003 --> 00:54:31,209 my eyeball, my arsehole... 696 00:54:35,051 --> 00:54:36,925 What are you doing? 697 00:54:37,094 --> 00:54:38,969 What are you doing? 698 00:54:39,138 --> 00:54:40,965 What? No, Jake. 699 00:54:41,140 --> 00:54:42,422 - Don't do it. - Hm? 700 00:54:42,600 --> 00:54:45,684 Jake, no, wait, wait. You don't have to do it. Don't do it. 701 00:54:45,853 --> 00:54:48,226 Don't do it. Don't do it. Don't do it. 702 00:54:48,397 --> 00:54:50,355 No, ple... 703 00:54:51,943 --> 00:54:53,769 Oh, my God! 704 00:54:55,905 --> 00:54:57,482 Oh, my God! 705 00:54:57,657 --> 00:54:59,697 - It hurts. - That is love. 706 00:55:01,244 --> 00:55:03,865 That is pure solidarity, that is. 707 00:55:13,923 --> 00:55:16,592 You look how I feel, desperate to get up the road. 708 00:55:16,759 --> 00:55:18,467 Yeah, me, too. I'm very tired. 709 00:55:18,636 --> 00:55:21,389 Hey, you know, I was thinking to go shopping one night after work. 710 00:55:21,556 --> 00:55:23,014 - You fancy it? - Yeah, sure. 711 00:55:23,182 --> 00:55:24,927 - Great. You want a cup of tea? - Oh, no, no. 712 00:55:25,101 --> 00:55:26,559 - You sure? - Yeah, sure, thank you. 713 00:55:26,727 --> 00:55:28,139 - OK. - Bye. 714 00:55:35,570 --> 00:55:40,612 d I'm riding down the Castlereagh and I'm a station hand 715 00:55:41,158 --> 00:55:45,703 d I'm handy with the ropin' pole, I'm handy with a brand 716 00:55:47,164 --> 00:55:52,752 d And I can ride a rowdy colt or swing the axe all day 717 00:55:54,046 --> 00:55:58,708 d But there's no demand for a station hand along the Castlereagh 718 00:55:58,885 --> 00:56:01,126 d So, shift, boys, shift 719 00:56:01,846 --> 00:56:04,634 - d For there isn't the slightest doubt... - What are you cooking? 720 00:56:05,725 --> 00:56:07,682 - It's hot. - Mm-hm. 721 00:56:10,730 --> 00:56:15,309 d So I saddled up my packhorse and I whistled to my dog 722 00:56:16,444 --> 00:56:20,904 d I made for up the country at the old jig-jog 723 00:56:21,073 --> 00:56:24,193 d So, shift, boys, shift 724 00:56:24,493 --> 00:56:26,569 d For there wasn't the slightest doubt 725 00:56:26,996 --> 00:56:31,326 d It's time to take a move with the leprosy about 726 00:56:33,044 --> 00:56:35,120 d So I saddled up my packhorse... 727 00:56:35,963 --> 00:56:38,123 Chris, it's El. 728 00:56:38,925 --> 00:56:43,421 Hey, I'm gonna be a little bit late, like, 30 minutes, I think. 729 00:56:48,476 --> 00:56:52,640 d I went to Illawarra where my brother has a farm 730 00:56:53,898 --> 00:56:58,394 d He has to ask his landlord's leave before he lifts an arm 731 00:57:00,196 --> 00:57:05,653 d The landlord owns the countryside, man, woman, dog and cat 732 00:57:07,119 --> 00:57:11,533 d And they haven't the cheek to dare to speck without they touch their hat 733 00:57:11,707 --> 00:57:14,246 d So, it's shift, boys, shift 734 00:57:14,835 --> 00:57:16,912 d For there wasn't the slightest doubt 735 00:57:17,755 --> 00:57:21,753 d Their little landlord god and I would soon have fallen out 736 00:57:23,052 --> 00:57:28,841 d So I saddled up my packhorse and I whistled to my dog 737 00:57:30,059 --> 00:57:34,520 d And I made for up the country at the old jig-jog 738 00:57:41,821 --> 00:57:44,027 You were with her. You were with her dancing. 739 00:57:44,198 --> 00:57:46,322 - Definitely. I got you an orange juice. - Thanks. 740 00:57:46,492 --> 00:57:48,485 Definitely. Yeah, well, that's true. 741 00:57:48,661 --> 00:57:51,070 - When? - I don't know. Two, three months ago? 742 00:57:51,247 --> 00:57:53,786 Oh, yeah. But that's cos... 743 00:57:53,958 --> 00:57:56,034 I'm gonna pop out and get some fresh air. 744 00:57:56,210 --> 00:57:57,836 OK. 745 00:58:00,965 --> 00:58:02,424 What's wrong? 746 00:58:02,592 --> 00:58:04,549 I don't know. 747 00:58:05,094 --> 00:58:07,585 - When' s the next scan? - Tomorrow. 748 00:58:07,763 --> 00:58:10,967 OK, but there's no... There's no bad news, nothing to worry about? 749 00:58:11,142 --> 00:58:12,554 No. 750 00:58:12,727 --> 00:58:14,684 So what's wrong? 751 00:58:16,898 --> 00:58:18,855 I don't know. Nothing. 752 00:58:19,775 --> 00:58:21,935 - I'm sorry. - You don't need to be sorry. 753 00:58:22,111 --> 00:58:23,393 - Are you cold? - Yeah. 754 00:58:23,571 --> 00:58:24,568 Right. 755 00:58:28,659 --> 00:58:30,320 Come on. Let's go. 756 00:58:30,494 --> 00:58:32,985 OK, so your scan looks great to me. 757 00:58:33,164 --> 00:58:35,785 Your follicles look like they've grown and responded, 758 00:58:35,958 --> 00:58:38,960 so I would say you're ready to have your eggs collected. 759 00:58:39,128 --> 00:58:40,504 OK, so well done. 760 00:58:40,671 --> 00:58:42,961 - So, it's good? - It's great news. Great news. 761 00:58:43,132 --> 00:58:45,208 - That's what you want. - I told you not to worry. 762 00:58:45,384 --> 00:58:47,793 So, you know, that's 24 hours off of work. 763 00:58:47,970 --> 00:58:50,545 You'll be sedated that day, so you need someone with you to drive. 764 00:58:50,723 --> 00:58:54,935 That's where you come in and you'll be expected to give your sample that day. 765 00:59:36,978 --> 00:59:39,766 Hi, it's the er... embryologist here from the GCRM. 766 00:59:39,939 --> 00:59:42,015 - Yeah, how are you? - Good, thank you. 767 00:59:42,817 --> 00:59:45,272 So, you have two grade-A blastocysts, Elena. 768 00:59:45,444 --> 00:59:47,355 It's a very good result. 769 00:59:48,197 --> 00:59:49,775 OK. But why only two? 770 00:59:49,949 --> 00:59:51,325 I thought we had, like... 771 00:59:51,492 --> 00:59:53,734 There's always a fall-off, that's completely normal. 772 00:59:53,911 --> 00:59:57,529 Poorer ones stop developing, so only the best ones make it to day-five blastocysts. 773 00:59:57,707 --> 00:59:59,332 It's perfectly normal. 774 01:00:00,710 --> 01:00:02,501 So, we'll do the transfer tomorrow morning. 775 01:00:02,670 --> 01:00:04,545 You need to have a comfortably full bladder. 776 01:00:04,714 --> 01:00:08,213 Don't wear any deodorant and your partner shouldn't wear any aftershave. 777 01:00:08,384 --> 01:00:09,926 Wall speak to you again in the morning 778 01:00:10,094 --> 01:00:12,550 when we've had a chance to see how they're doing. 779 01:00:12,722 --> 01:00:15,759 Now, what we need to do is take your name and date of birth. 780 01:00:15,933 --> 01:00:20,180 Elena Aldana. 10th November... 1980. 781 01:00:26,485 --> 01:00:30,068 Deep breaths in through your nose, out through your mouth. Good. 782 01:00:31,073 --> 01:00:33,826 Now, then. This is just a mock catheter, OK? 783 01:00:33,993 --> 01:00:36,283 So, there's nothing in it. Your embryos are not in it. 784 01:00:36,454 --> 01:00:39,242 - That's the one that hurts? - Er... it shouldn't hurt. 785 01:00:43,294 --> 01:00:45,251 Relax your muscles there. 786 01:00:50,509 --> 01:00:52,467 That's it. All right. 787 01:00:53,679 --> 01:00:56,847 Well, I've just given a signal to the embryologist, 788 01:00:57,475 --> 01:01:00,927 and she'll load up your embryo into a real catheter, OK? 789 01:01:06,275 --> 01:01:08,268 Have a look at the screen again. 790 01:01:09,946 --> 01:01:12,105 Now, what we do is wait for 30 seconds, 791 01:01:12,281 --> 01:01:14,357 let everything settle down, all right? 792 01:01:14,534 --> 01:01:16,740 And then we'll eject the embryo. 793 01:01:18,955 --> 01:01:20,283 Day one. 794 01:01:20,456 --> 01:01:24,371 'After the embryos are transferred, the cells keep dividing. 795 01:01:25,169 --> 01:01:28,538 The blastocyst begins to emerge from its shell 796 01:01:29,298 --> 01:01:31,374 kind this process is culled hatching. 797 01:01:32,343 --> 01:01:33,256 'Day two. 798 01:01:33,427 --> 01:01:36,927 'The second day is crucial because this is the time when the embryo 799 01:01:37,098 --> 01:01:41,594 begins to attach itself to the uterine lining.' 800 01:01:43,062 --> 01:01:46,396 d CIUDAD DE LA ALHAMBRAY PRESENTACION - "De Colores Se Visten Los Campos" 801 01:01:46,566 --> 01:01:48,024 'Day three. 802 01:01:48,192 --> 01:01:51,645 'On this day, the blastocyst continues to grow. 803 01:01:53,614 --> 01:01:57,316 'The woman may have fight bleeding and spotting on this day. 804 01:02:01,289 --> 01:02:02,784 'Day four. 805 01:02:02,957 --> 01:02:07,702 'On the fourth day, the blastocyst continues to dig deeper into the uterus. 806 01:02:08,546 --> 01:02:13,505 'Light bleeding may continue as the embryo invades the endometrial blood vessels. 807 01:02:15,803 --> 01:02:16,919 'Day five. 808 01:02:17,096 --> 01:02:20,513 'On the fifth day, implantation is considered complete. 809 01:02:21,434 --> 01:02:24,720 The embryo is developing vigorously.' 810 01:02:26,522 --> 01:02:29,476 Look at that little outfit, looking so tiny like that. 811 01:02:30,610 --> 01:02:32,567 I'm gonna check something. 812 01:02:36,365 --> 01:02:37,824 What does it mean if you feel nothing? 813 01:02:37,992 --> 01:02:40,531 - I don't know. - Does it mean it hasn't worked? 814 01:02:40,703 --> 01:02:41,652 I don't know, Jake. 815 01:02:41,829 --> 01:02:43,537 - You need to take it easy. - I am taking it easy. 816 01:02:51,422 --> 01:02:53,297 Fuck! 817 01:02:53,466 --> 01:02:55,341 - Oh! - Hey. 818 01:02:55,509 --> 01:02:56,672 Ohh! 819 01:02:56,844 --> 01:02:58,754 No, no, I'll do it, I'll do it. It's fine. 820 01:02:58,930 --> 01:03:00,258 You have to turn this off. 821 01:03:00,431 --> 01:03:02,258 I know. It's fine. 822 01:03:02,433 --> 01:03:04,390 See, it's fine. 823 01:03:06,270 --> 01:03:07,931 'Day six. 824 01:03:08,105 --> 01:03:14,108 'The growing embryo triggers the release of hCG into the bloodstream. 825 01:03:15,196 --> 01:03:20,700 This is d hormone that is produced by the specialised cells 826 01:03:20,868 --> 01:03:23,443 which will form the placenta. 827 01:03:25,790 --> 01:03:26,869 'Day seven. 828 01:03:27,041 --> 01:03:30,328 The foetal development is in full swing 829 01:03:30,503 --> 01:03:34,251 end the embryo continues to develop quickly. 830 01:03:35,049 --> 01:03:38,834 'As the pla... centa begins to take shape, 831 01:03:39,554 --> 01:03:43,967 'it continues to release more hCG into the bloodstream. 832 01:03:57,655 --> 01:03:58,687 'Day eight. 833 01:03:58,865 --> 01:04:02,531 'More hC... CG is released into the blood, 834 01:04:03,202 --> 01:04:08,031 'as foetal development continues and the placenta begins to function.' 835 01:04:08,207 --> 01:04:09,666 Hi! 836 01:04:10,459 --> 01:04:12,334 So, it was a long interview, basically. 837 01:04:12,503 --> 01:04:14,460 It lasted, like, two hours. 838 01:04:15,590 --> 01:04:18,508 And there were two of them and they did, like, good cop, bad cop. 839 01:04:18,676 --> 01:04:19,673 OK. 840 01:04:20,970 --> 01:04:24,007 And it finished. I went for a walk for about 20 minutes, 841 01:04:25,141 --> 01:04:27,514 came back and everyone was grabbing my hand. 842 01:04:27,685 --> 01:04:32,395 Lots of handshaking, and then they told me that I passed. 843 01:04:33,065 --> 01:04:34,561 - That's amazing! - Yeah. 844 01:04:34,734 --> 01:04:36,192 Then a few of us went for a drink 845 01:04:36,360 --> 01:04:38,152 and my supervisor bought me a bottle of champagne. 846 01:04:38,321 --> 01:04:40,195 - That's so sweet, right? - Yeah. 847 01:04:40,364 --> 01:04:42,820 It just feels like it's come at the right time, you know? 848 01:04:42,992 --> 01:04:45,827 I've just got a good feeling about... things. About everything. 849 01:04:45,995 --> 01:04:47,952 Yeah. I'm so proud of you. 850 01:04:48,664 --> 01:04:50,409 And how about you? How was your day? 851 01:04:50,583 --> 01:04:53,074 Yeah, I actually feel a little bit different. 852 01:04:53,920 --> 01:04:55,877 W-What do you mean? 853 01:04:56,714 --> 01:04:59,549 I don't want to get too excited, but I feel pregnant. 854 01:04:59,717 --> 01:05:04,712 Because my boobs hurt, they are bigger and I've been feeling sick, dizzy... 855 01:05:05,765 --> 01:05:07,722 - Really? - Yeah. 856 01:05:08,476 --> 01:05:10,931 Yeah. But we cannot get excited yet. 857 01:05:12,396 --> 01:05:13,559 No. 858 01:05:14,440 --> 01:05:15,556 OK. 859 01:05:17,318 --> 01:05:20,854 This is not a proposal, it's just a present. 860 01:05:23,074 --> 01:05:25,031 And it was my mum's. 861 01:05:28,329 --> 01:05:29,990 It's beautiful. 862 01:05:30,164 --> 01:05:31,446 I love it. 863 01:05:33,793 --> 01:05:36,166 - You really like it? - I really, really like it. 864 01:05:36,337 --> 01:05:37,796 I love it. 865 01:05:37,964 --> 01:05:39,589 Thank you. 866 01:05:44,679 --> 01:05:46,505 It was your mum's? 867 01:05:48,516 --> 01:05:52,597 d CIUDAD DE LA ALHAMBRA Y PRESENTACION - "De Colores Se Visten Los Campos" 868 01:05:52,770 --> 01:05:54,645 'And day nine. 869 01:05:54,814 --> 01:05:59,274 'By this time, the levels of the hormone hCG 870 01:05:59,443 --> 01:06:02,314 'are high enough in the bloodstream to be detected. 871 01:06:04,740 --> 01:06:06,698 'You may take a home pregnancy test. 872 01:06:08,870 --> 01:06:10,412 'So, tomorrow. 873 01:06:12,039 --> 01:06:13,997 When would the baby be born? 874 01:06:15,251 --> 01:06:17,956 - November. - Same as you. 875 01:06:29,390 --> 01:06:31,347 Do you like the name Sid? 876 01:06:32,810 --> 01:06:34,518 - For a boy? - Mm-hm. 877 01:06:34,687 --> 01:06:36,644 Sid. I like it. 878 01:06:38,691 --> 01:06:40,269 I like Alice. 879 01:06:59,962 --> 01:07:01,670 Wait, wait. 880 01:07:28,574 --> 01:07:30,200 Could it be wrong? 881 01:08:06,028 --> 01:08:07,903 I have no idea where we are. 882 01:08:08,072 --> 01:08:09,698 That was the wrong turning. 883 01:08:09,866 --> 01:08:12,440 I told you to go left but you didn't listen. 884 01:08:12,618 --> 01:08:13,734 - Yes, I did. - No, you didn't. 885 01:08:13,911 --> 01:08:15,656 - I did! - You didn't! 886 01:08:35,474 --> 01:08:37,349 Last night, I had three hours. 887 01:08:37,518 --> 01:08:39,263 I feel catatonic. 888 01:08:39,437 --> 01:08:41,098 Oh, no. Poor you. 889 01:08:41,272 --> 01:08:43,431 That's why I haven't called. I'm sorry. 890 01:08:43,608 --> 01:08:46,063 - I feel bad, I've just... - No, I understand. 891 01:08:46,944 --> 01:08:48,439 Did you get the little jumper? 892 01:08:48,613 --> 01:08:49,775 - Yes! - You like it? 893 01:08:49,947 --> 01:08:52,154 Shit, I love it. I love it! We both love it! 894 01:08:52,325 --> 01:08:54,282 - Do you love it? - Don't we? 895 01:08:55,161 --> 01:08:57,320 - You loved it. - We loved it. Thank you. 896 01:08:58,456 --> 01:09:00,448 How are you guys, anyway? 897 01:09:00,625 --> 01:09:02,499 - Very good. - Yeah? 898 01:09:02,668 --> 01:09:05,042 - Yeah, good. - You're looking gorgeous. 899 01:09:05,213 --> 01:09:06,920 I look like a fucking whale. 900 01:09:07,089 --> 01:09:08,585 - You look amazing. - I don't. 901 01:09:08,758 --> 01:09:11,131 - You... - Anyway, I'll catch you in a bit, OK? 902 01:09:11,302 --> 01:09:12,844 OK. Hey! 903 01:09:13,012 --> 01:09:14,507 Do you wanna say hello? 904 01:09:14,680 --> 01:09:17,765 I just want to say she's absolutely gorgeous, isn't she? 905 01:09:17,934 --> 01:09:19,678 Aw, look at her. 906 01:09:19,852 --> 01:09:22,427 - Where's your daddy gone? - Look at the big eyes as well. 907 01:09:22,605 --> 01:09:25,274 - I know. - She's beautiful. Look at the smiles. 908 01:09:26,275 --> 01:09:28,185 Do you want to go outside? 909 01:09:28,861 --> 01:09:30,606 - Do you wanna go or not? - Yeah. 910 01:09:32,823 --> 01:09:34,650 - I've joined a gym. - Really? 911 01:09:34,825 --> 01:09:38,278 I figured I should at least try and avoid having a heart attack 912 01:09:38,454 --> 01:09:40,032 before my daughter turns 18. 913 01:09:40,206 --> 01:09:42,246 - Before your... your daughter? - Yes! 914 01:09:42,416 --> 01:09:44,409 I'm gearing up to be a dad. 915 01:09:45,628 --> 01:09:47,669 Wow. Congratulations. 916 01:09:47,838 --> 01:09:49,334 - Thank you very much. - Yeah. 917 01:09:49,507 --> 01:09:52,260 And that's my er... girlfriend Annelise over there. 918 01:09:52,426 --> 01:09:53,755 Hm. 919 01:09:54,595 --> 01:09:56,588 It's beauty and the fucking beast, eh? 920 01:09:56,764 --> 01:09:58,721 She's the beast, obviously. 921 01:09:59,850 --> 01:10:01,262 Yeah. 922 01:10:16,826 --> 01:10:18,487 We cannot leave, Jake. 923 01:10:18,661 --> 01:10:20,322 - It's rude. - OK, so we'll stay. 924 01:10:20,496 --> 01:10:22,537 Then we have to go and talk to people, so come on. 925 01:10:22,707 --> 01:10:23,988 You go and talk to people. 926 01:10:24,166 --> 01:10:26,290 Elena, don't start. I don't need another argument. 927 01:10:26,460 --> 01:10:27,919 - Neither do I. - Then just leave it. 928 01:10:28,087 --> 01:10:29,285 - Leave what? - Just leave it. 929 01:10:29,463 --> 01:10:31,006 - What? - Don't shout. 930 01:10:31,173 --> 01:10:34,127 - Do you wont everyone to hear? - No, I don't wont that. 931 01:10:34,802 --> 01:10:36,428 My parents never, ever shouted. 932 01:10:36,596 --> 01:10:39,680 Well, we're not your fucking perfect parents, right? 933 01:10:42,435 --> 01:10:44,012 OK, fair enough. 934 01:10:57,366 --> 01:10:58,944 What are you doing? 935 01:10:59,118 --> 01:11:00,993 I need a piss. Is that all right with you? 936 01:11:44,247 --> 01:11:45,623 Sorry. 937 01:11:45,790 --> 01:11:47,202 It's OK. 938 01:11:48,751 --> 01:11:50,708 We need to stop this. 939 01:11:51,963 --> 01:11:53,374 Both of us. 940 01:11:55,675 --> 01:11:57,300 I know. 941 01:11:59,428 --> 01:12:02,264 We need to just try and forget about the baby thing... 942 01:12:03,724 --> 01:12:05,516 ...and just get on with our life. 943 01:12:08,312 --> 01:12:10,887 Cos it's doing our heads in and we're just... 944 01:12:11,732 --> 01:12:13,607 We're wasting our lives. 945 01:12:44,557 --> 01:12:46,633 d VOXHALL BROADCAST: "Fact Or Fiction" 946 01:12:48,728 --> 01:12:51,730 d I was hearing to try to comprehend... 947 01:12:53,107 --> 01:12:54,982 d BRONSKI BEAT: "Smalltown Boy" 948 01:12:55,151 --> 01:12:59,896 d ...never be found at home 949 01:13:00,198 --> 01:13:05,073 d Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away 950 01:13:07,330 --> 01:13:12,372 d Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away 951 01:13:15,046 --> 01:13:17,620 d Pushed around and kicked around 952 01:13:17,798 --> 01:13:21,215 d Always a lonely boy 953 01:13:21,969 --> 01:13:25,885 d You were the one that they'd talk about around town 954 01:13:26,057 --> 01:13:28,049 d As they put you down 955 01:13:28,809 --> 01:13:31,135 d And as hard as they would try 956 01:13:31,312 --> 01:13:35,263 d They'd try to make you cry 957 01:13:35,775 --> 01:13:38,183 d But you never cried to them 958 01:13:38,361 --> 01:13:41,030 d Just to your soul 959 01:13:42,949 --> 01:13:45,404 d No, you never cried to them 960 01:13:45,576 --> 01:13:48,032 d Just to your soul 961 01:13:50,164 --> 01:13:55,455 d Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away 962 01:13:57,296 --> 01:14:01,757 d Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away 963 01:14:03,010 --> 01:14:04,387 d Crying 964 01:14:04,554 --> 01:14:09,382 d Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away 965 01:14:11,435 --> 01:14:16,145 d Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away 966 01:14:32,623 --> 01:14:34,616 d Cry, boy, cry 967 01:14:36,127 --> 01:14:38,084 d Cry, boy, cry 968 01:14:38,796 --> 01:14:41,916 d Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry 969 01:14:42,091 --> 01:14:43,966 d Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry... 970 01:15:07,658 --> 01:15:10,446 My head is killing me. 971 01:15:54,497 --> 01:15:55,659 Matilda! 972 01:16:07,051 --> 01:16:08,712 I'll make some coffee. 973 01:16:11,764 --> 01:16:15,347 The thing is, if we do it again with the National Health, we have to wait a year. 974 01:16:16,561 --> 01:16:19,016 But if we do it privately, we don't have to wait. 975 01:16:19,188 --> 01:16:20,730 Like, we go right away. 976 01:16:20,898 --> 01:16:24,516 And I think they do it differently, so we make sure this time works. 977 01:16:26,112 --> 01:16:28,152 Where are you gonna get the money? 978 01:16:28,322 --> 01:16:30,279 I'm gonna rob a bank. 979 01:16:31,242 --> 01:16:33,199 Seriously, though, it's expensive. 980 01:16:33,369 --> 01:16:35,030 Jake wants to ask his dad. 981 01:16:35,204 --> 01:16:37,779 - Really? - I said no, obviously. 982 01:16:37,957 --> 01:16:39,914 But I think we need to get a loan. 983 01:16:42,336 --> 01:16:44,792 Well, you just need to make sure you can pay it back. 984 01:16:44,964 --> 01:16:46,625 Yeah, I know. 985 01:16:46,799 --> 01:16:48,674 Shit, my boobs are gonna pop. 986 01:16:48,843 --> 01:16:51,298 I need to feed you. 987 01:16:51,470 --> 01:16:53,463 I need to feed you. 988 01:16:53,639 --> 01:16:54,921 Are you hungry? 989 01:16:55,099 --> 01:16:57,720 Are you hungry? Yeah, you are. 990 01:16:57,894 --> 01:17:02,307 Sometimes I think it is because I'm a bad person. 991 01:17:05,151 --> 01:17:07,143 What do you mean? 992 01:17:10,114 --> 01:17:12,071 That maybe I cannot have kids... 993 01:17:13,743 --> 01:17:15,320 ...because I'm cold. 994 01:17:15,494 --> 01:17:17,452 Like my mum. 995 01:17:18,915 --> 01:17:20,872 El, you're not cold. 996 01:17:21,751 --> 01:17:23,626 You're anything but cold. 997 01:17:25,546 --> 01:17:27,503 Ssh, ssh. I know. I know. 998 01:17:28,382 --> 01:17:29,462 Yeah. 999 01:17:32,178 --> 01:17:34,135 Anyway, it will work this time. 1000 01:17:41,354 --> 01:17:42,931 Maybe... 1001 01:17:44,315 --> 01:17:46,272 Maybe you shouldn't do it again. 1002 01:17:49,028 --> 01:17:50,985 Maybe you should just try and... 1003 01:17:52,698 --> 01:17:54,655 I don't know, just see what happens. 1004 01:17:58,579 --> 01:18:03,870 But the thing is that I am missing a baby that will never exist. 1005 01:18:04,919 --> 01:18:06,461 You understand? 1006 01:18:07,296 --> 01:18:10,796 Like, I have all these dreams of my baby, of my child, 1007 01:18:10,967 --> 01:18:12,793 of how it will be like... 1008 01:18:12,969 --> 01:18:16,088 like my child with Jake. 1009 01:18:17,515 --> 01:18:19,390 Or how it will be like to bring it up, 1010 01:18:19,559 --> 01:18:22,228 or to look after him, 1011 01:18:22,395 --> 01:18:25,894 or how would I be, you know? 1012 01:18:26,065 --> 01:18:28,474 Like, all the stuff I will be doing with him. 1013 01:18:29,360 --> 01:18:31,650 And all of this will never exist. 1014 01:18:33,739 --> 01:18:35,365 And that... 1015 01:18:35,533 --> 01:18:37,490 that makes me feel so sad. 1016 01:18:40,204 --> 01:18:42,161 Like I'm... 1017 01:18:43,916 --> 01:18:46,325 ...I'm grieving a baby I will... 1018 01:18:48,546 --> 01:18:50,041 ...never know. 1019 01:18:52,049 --> 01:18:53,924 I'm so sorry. 1020 01:18:54,093 --> 01:18:56,335 I don't know what to say. I'm sorry. 1021 01:19:01,726 --> 01:19:04,051 There's worse things than not having kids. 1022 01:19:35,468 --> 01:19:37,959 OK, right, let me explain something. 1023 01:19:38,137 --> 01:19:41,175 Every year, I help hundreds of women to conceive. 1024 01:19:42,600 --> 01:19:46,681 But I can only work with good quality eggs, otherwise my job's impossible. 1025 01:19:46,854 --> 01:19:48,729 Do you understand? 1026 01:19:48,898 --> 01:19:51,353 I wouldn't advise you to pursue IVF. 1027 01:19:51,525 --> 01:19:54,777 You've got under a five per cent chance of conceiving. 1028 01:19:56,197 --> 01:19:58,072 And why do you say that? 1029 01:19:58,241 --> 01:20:03,069 The AMI-I test, it showed a... a low ovarian reserve. 1030 01:20:03,246 --> 01:20:06,034 Er... it's an indicator of quality and er... quantity. 1031 01:20:06,624 --> 01:20:09,875 We read that the... that that test is inaccurate. 1032 01:20:11,796 --> 01:20:14,666 In my professional opinion, it's... it's accurate. 1033 01:20:15,841 --> 01:20:19,792 Elena's friends are all having babies, and they're the same age as her. 1034 01:20:29,564 --> 01:20:31,438 He was talking bullshit. 1035 01:20:31,607 --> 01:20:35,190 Just thinking about his statistics, like school league tables. 1036 01:20:35,361 --> 01:20:37,236 We'll go somewhere else. 1037 01:20:37,405 --> 01:20:39,149 Where? 1038 01:20:40,032 --> 01:20:41,990 That first clinic we looked at. 1039 01:20:43,369 --> 01:20:45,611 It was even more expensive than his one. 1040 01:20:45,788 --> 01:20:47,829 That probably means it's the best one. 1041 01:20:49,125 --> 01:20:51,498 Or maybe they'll just tell us the some thing? 1042 01:20:51,669 --> 01:20:53,793 Or maybe that guy's just a cunt. 1043 01:20:58,926 --> 01:21:00,883 We'll go somewhere else. 1044 01:21:02,847 --> 01:21:04,175 Where will we get the money? 1045 01:21:04,348 --> 01:21:06,674 I told you, my dad said he'll give it to us. 1046 01:22:03,241 --> 01:22:05,198 Hey, sorry I missed your call. 1047 01:22:05,368 --> 01:22:07,657 Erm... l hope you're feeling OK. 1048 01:22:08,621 --> 01:22:10,994 I hope you're resting and eating properly. 1049 01:22:13,000 --> 01:22:14,875 I'll try you again later. 1050 01:22:15,044 --> 01:22:19,042 I'll be free at about 4 p.m. your time, so I'll try you then. 1051 01:22:20,007 --> 01:22:21,466 Or you try me. 1052 01:22:22,218 --> 01:22:24,093 I miss you. I can't wait to see you. 1053 01:22:24,262 --> 01:22:26,219 OK. Bye. 1054 01:22:35,022 --> 01:22:37,692 Ah, good morning. Or should I say, good afternoon? 1055 01:22:37,858 --> 01:22:39,270 Yeah, I remember those days, 1056 01:22:39,443 --> 01:22:41,318 lying in bed, reading the Sunday papers. 1057 01:22:41,487 --> 01:22:43,029 Ignore him. Morning, love. 1058 01:22:43,197 --> 01:22:44,905 - Get a coffee. - I'm fine, thanks. 1059 01:22:45,074 --> 01:22:46,818 So, when's Jake back from his boat? 1060 01:22:46,993 --> 01:22:49,567 - Tomorrow night. - Sorry, what's he fishing for again? 1061 01:22:49,745 --> 01:22:52,201 He's not fishing, he's observing. He's an observer. 1062 01:22:52,373 --> 01:22:54,579 - He's monitoring by-catch. - By-catch? 1063 01:22:54,750 --> 01:22:56,625 That's... That's a fish, is it not? 1064 01:22:56,794 --> 01:22:59,000 No, it is. It's a big fish. 1065 01:22:59,171 --> 01:23:01,663 - A very dangerous fish. - Yeah, a big fish with big teeth. 1066 01:23:01,841 --> 01:23:03,716 - Big teeth, yeah. - And no fins. 1067 01:23:03,885 --> 01:23:05,795 Hi, Auntie El. How are you? 1068 01:23:05,970 --> 01:23:08,924 So, I think we're just gonna do it in a registry office. 1069 01:23:09,098 --> 01:23:11,258 - You know, just with close family. - Yeah. 1070 01:23:11,434 --> 01:23:13,095 But erm... 1071 01:23:13,269 --> 01:23:16,721 I wondered if you would be my maid of honour. 1072 01:23:20,276 --> 01:23:22,151 Of course. Yeah. 1073 01:23:22,320 --> 01:23:24,277 Thank you. 1074 01:23:25,114 --> 01:23:27,985 I mean, it's more for legal stuff for Lilly and the house. 1075 01:23:28,159 --> 01:23:30,365 - But it'll be fun. - Yeah, it'll be fun. 1076 01:23:31,120 --> 01:23:32,995 Do you think you and Jake might do it? 1077 01:23:33,164 --> 01:23:35,121 I mean, you could have a proper one - 1078 01:23:36,167 --> 01:23:38,042 a dress, disco... 1079 01:23:38,211 --> 01:23:41,295 I don't know. I don't know what's gonna happen with us. 1080 01:23:42,215 --> 01:23:44,089 What do you mean? 1081 01:23:44,258 --> 01:23:45,800 Stop it! 1082 01:23:45,968 --> 01:23:48,128 He adores you. 1083 01:23:48,304 --> 01:23:49,846 He gazes at you. 1084 01:23:50,014 --> 01:23:52,387 I'd pay Mark money to look at me like that. 1085 01:23:53,351 --> 01:23:55,842 We'll see how things work out. 1086 01:23:56,646 --> 01:23:59,765 We'll see how things work out, yeah? 1087 01:24:00,816 --> 01:24:03,272 We'll see how things work... 1088 01:25:56,891 --> 01:25:58,848 Are you sure? 1089 01:26:00,353 --> 01:26:02,310 Did you eat properly? 1090 01:26:04,023 --> 01:26:05,482 Did you relax? 1091 01:26:06,692 --> 01:26:08,649 What are you saying, Jake? 1092 01:26:15,826 --> 01:26:18,200 I told you to wait so we could test together. 1093 01:26:18,371 --> 01:26:20,328 So, what's the difference? 1094 01:26:26,045 --> 01:26:28,002 This is happening to me, too, El. 1095 01:26:33,386 --> 01:26:36,256 We have to... We need to get out of this fucking flat. 1096 01:26:40,226 --> 01:26:41,851 We should get something to eat. 1097 01:26:42,019 --> 01:26:43,561 - El, come on. - I'm not hungry, Jake. 1098 01:26:43,729 --> 01:26:45,272 - Get up, come on. - I'm not hungry. 1099 01:26:45,439 --> 01:26:47,765 Please. Put your shoes on. 1100 01:26:47,942 --> 01:26:49,899 Come on, let's go. 1101 01:26:55,199 --> 01:26:57,074 What do you want to do, then? 1102 01:26:57,243 --> 01:26:59,616 You just want to sit there and be miserable? 1103 01:27:02,415 --> 01:27:05,867 I'm gonna be fine in a minute. You can go without me. 1104 01:27:12,383 --> 01:27:14,424 Yeah, can I get a... a single whisky as well? 1105 01:27:14,594 --> 01:27:16,800 - Is the house whisky all right? - Yeah, that's cool. 1106 01:27:16,971 --> 01:27:19,130 d TWO LONE SWORDSMEN: "Hey Deborah Anne" 1107 01:27:46,500 --> 01:27:48,956 Could I nick a cigarette? Is that all right? 1108 01:28:35,800 --> 01:28:40,047 d Oh, my baby, baby 1109 01:28:41,722 --> 01:28:46,931 d I love you more than I can tell 1110 01:28:47,603 --> 01:28:53,108 d I don't think I can live without you 1111 01:28:54,318 --> 01:28:59,194 d And I know that I never will 1112 01:29:01,033 --> 01:29:03,608 d Oh, my baby, baby 1113 01:29:03,786 --> 01:29:04,949 Sorry. 1114 01:29:05,121 --> 01:29:07,161 Did I wake you up? 1115 01:29:07,331 --> 01:29:11,911 d I want you so, it scares me to death 1116 01:29:12,086 --> 01:29:13,628 You've got a great record collection. 1117 01:29:13,796 --> 01:29:15,872 d I can't say any more 1118 01:29:16,048 --> 01:29:18,089 Where did you get it? 1119 01:29:18,259 --> 01:29:19,338 From your dad? 1120 01:29:19,510 --> 01:29:21,171 Wow. 1121 01:29:21,345 --> 01:29:23,386 He must've been a cool guy. 1122 01:29:24,432 --> 01:29:26,342 He wasn't? 1123 01:29:27,685 --> 01:29:30,936 Well, he has a very beautiful daughter. 1124 01:29:31,105 --> 01:29:33,015 d I want you 1125 01:29:33,190 --> 01:29:35,148 d You've had your fun... 1126 01:29:35,943 --> 01:29:37,984 Come dance with me. 1127 01:29:39,447 --> 01:29:41,487 I think we should dance. 1128 01:29:42,950 --> 01:29:45,620 - I think we should dance. - Jake, no. 1129 01:29:45,786 --> 01:29:47,613 Come on. 1130 01:29:47,788 --> 01:29:49,034 Trust me. 1131 01:29:49,207 --> 01:29:52,955 d Be careful, darling, you might fall 1132 01:29:56,714 --> 01:29:58,256 d I want you 1133 01:29:59,467 --> 01:30:04,342 d I woke up and one of us was crying 1134 01:30:04,805 --> 01:30:06,383 I love you. 1135 01:30:16,859 --> 01:30:18,900 N-No. Jake. 1136 01:30:20,988 --> 01:30:23,029 Turn the music down. 1137 01:30:23,824 --> 01:30:25,367 Turn the music down. 1138 01:30:33,376 --> 01:30:35,701 Why can't we just, for once, just... 1139 01:30:35,878 --> 01:30:37,919 just not even think, just have... 1140 01:30:38,089 --> 01:30:39,880 Just have fun? Just fun. 1141 01:30:40,049 --> 01:30:41,425 I want you to talk to your dad. 1142 01:30:41,592 --> 01:30:44,843 I want you to tell him that we're gonna pay him back his money. 1143 01:30:45,012 --> 01:30:47,053 He doesn't want it back, El. 1144 01:30:47,848 --> 01:30:51,217 Jake, I want to pay him back his money. 1145 01:30:52,728 --> 01:30:54,473 - Please. - Please don't cry. 1146 01:30:54,647 --> 01:30:56,688 El, please don't cry. 1147 01:30:57,275 --> 01:30:59,101 Please. We're gonna have a baby. 1148 01:30:59,277 --> 01:31:01,898 We're just gonna keep trying and trying until it works. 1149 01:31:02,071 --> 01:31:03,399 El? 1150 01:31:15,251 --> 01:31:17,291 I love you so much. 1151 01:31:20,339 --> 01:31:22,415 I love you so much. 1152 01:31:26,512 --> 01:31:28,553 Come here. 1153 01:31:31,976 --> 01:31:34,385 It's OK. 1154 01:31:34,562 --> 01:31:36,554 Come. Come. Come here. 1155 01:32:03,049 --> 01:32:04,461 It's OK. 1156 01:32:43,422 --> 01:32:45,546 El, what's wrong? 1157 01:32:52,348 --> 01:32:54,223 What's wrong? 1158 01:33:00,398 --> 01:33:02,142 El, what's wrong? 1159 01:33:08,406 --> 01:33:10,150 Oh. 1160 01:33:22,128 --> 01:33:24,619 I don't think we should be together any more. 1161 01:33:24,797 --> 01:33:27,502 We're not good for each other, we're not right. 1162 01:33:28,092 --> 01:33:29,718 All we do is fight. 1163 01:33:30,428 --> 01:33:32,836 That's not true. It's not true. 1164 01:33:33,014 --> 01:33:34,390 It's true. 1165 01:33:37,184 --> 01:33:38,596 Where's your ring? 1166 01:33:38,769 --> 01:33:40,430 I took it off. 1167 01:33:40,605 --> 01:33:42,063 Why? You never take it off. 1168 01:33:42,231 --> 01:33:44,355 It's not a wedding ring. We're not married. 1169 01:33:44,525 --> 01:33:47,444 - Why would you say that? - Because it's true. 1170 01:33:47,612 --> 01:33:49,189 And I cannot have kids. 1171 01:33:49,363 --> 01:33:51,689 So, what's the point in us being together? 1172 01:33:52,658 --> 01:33:54,699 We'll never be a family. 1173 01:33:55,786 --> 01:33:57,827 We're already a family. 1174 01:33:59,081 --> 01:34:03,328 El? You have to be more positive. You ca... You can't just keep being negative. 1175 01:34:03,502 --> 01:34:05,413 What are we going to do for 20 years? 1176 01:34:05,588 --> 01:34:08,162 All our friends having babies, bringing them up. 1177 01:34:08,341 --> 01:34:09,918 What are we gonna do with that? 1178 01:34:10,092 --> 01:34:12,334 We have this crazy... 1179 01:34:12,511 --> 01:34:13,923 gap in our future. 1180 01:34:14,096 --> 01:34:16,422 What are we going to do with it, huh? Tell me. 1181 01:34:19,518 --> 01:34:21,678 What are we gonna do with it? No! No. 1182 01:34:24,357 --> 01:34:26,397 I'm not a normal woman. I can't... 1183 01:34:27,235 --> 01:34:29,275 I can't give you what you want. 1184 01:34:31,280 --> 01:34:32,941 Can I? 1185 01:34:38,037 --> 01:34:39,153 - Admit it. - OK. 1186 01:34:39,330 --> 01:34:40,742 Uh-huh. 1187 01:34:41,666 --> 01:34:43,124 OK. 1188 01:34:43,960 --> 01:34:48,705 Elena, you can't... You can't... And why is that? Go on, explain it to me. 1189 01:34:48,881 --> 01:34:51,634 - Cos it's starting to piss me off, too. - Because I'm inadequate. 1190 01:34:51,801 --> 01:34:53,592 "Inadequate"? Is that what you want to hear? 1191 01:34:53,761 --> 01:34:55,043 - "You're inadequate." - Yeah. 1192 01:34:55,221 --> 01:34:56,965 OK, you're inadequate. Like your mum. 1193 01:34:57,139 --> 01:34:58,966 You're cold and you're mean and bitter. 1194 01:34:59,141 --> 01:35:02,510 And you are going to resent me if you don't have kids. 1195 01:35:02,687 --> 01:35:05,226 - Look me in the eye... - Fuck off. Not listening to this shit. 1196 01:35:05,398 --> 01:35:07,806 - Fuck you. - It's the fucking truth. Fuck you! 1197 01:35:07,984 --> 01:35:09,561 You have no trust, El. 1198 01:35:09,735 --> 01:35:11,527 You want me to be perfect, right? 1199 01:35:11,696 --> 01:35:12,942 You want me to be perfect. 1200 01:35:13,114 --> 01:35:15,024 - I'm not fucking perfect! - I haven't left you. 1201 01:35:15,199 --> 01:35:17,774 I haven't fucking left you, have I? 1202 01:35:17,952 --> 01:35:19,743 I haven't cheated on you, I'm not your dad. 1203 01:35:19,912 --> 01:35:21,869 I haven't had affairs! You're paranoid! 1204 01:35:22,039 --> 01:35:24,828 So, you will never leave me if I don't have kids? 1205 01:35:25,001 --> 01:35:28,120 Never leave me... will you? 1206 01:35:28,921 --> 01:35:32,041 - No, I'm not listening to this shit. - Fucking liar. 1207 01:35:32,216 --> 01:35:35,669 Answer... Wait, wait, wait, answer me. Wait, wait, answer me. 1208 01:35:40,892 --> 01:35:42,718 Answer me. 1209 01:35:44,061 --> 01:35:46,102 Open the fucking door! 1210 01:35:46,522 --> 01:35:48,895 - You're fucking this up. - Answer me. 1211 01:35:55,156 --> 01:35:57,196 Answer my question. 1212 01:35:57,909 --> 01:35:59,985 You're insane. You need fucking help. 1213 01:36:00,828 --> 01:36:02,785 Answer me. 1214 01:36:05,249 --> 01:36:06,910 OK. 1215 01:36:07,084 --> 01:36:08,200 OK, yeah. 1216 01:36:08,377 --> 01:36:11,913 I wanna have a baby, and if you can't have one, then I'm gonna fuck somebody else. 1217 01:36:12,089 --> 01:36:13,834 Are you happy now? 1218 01:36:17,553 --> 01:36:18,799 Get out. 1219 01:36:18,971 --> 01:36:20,846 Get out of my flat. Just get out. 1220 01:36:21,849 --> 01:36:23,475 - Fuck off. - You fuck off. 1221 01:36:23,643 --> 01:36:25,101 Fuck off! 1222 01:36:25,269 --> 01:36:27,678 - Fuck off out of my place! - What the fuck is wrong with you? 1223 01:36:27,855 --> 01:36:30,726 - Just go! I don't want you here. - Where the fuck am I gonna go? 1224 01:36:30,900 --> 01:36:32,775 I don't care! 1225 01:36:50,628 --> 01:36:52,372 If I go... 1226 01:36:53,589 --> 01:36:58,251 El, if I go, then I'm packing my bags and I'm leaving for good. 1227 01:36:59,428 --> 01:37:01,469 I mean it. I'm not coming back. 1228 01:37:02,890 --> 01:37:06,426 That's it, we'll be over - fucked, finished. 1229 01:37:08,980 --> 01:37:10,937 Do you understand? 1230 01:37:11,107 --> 01:37:13,064 Yeah. 1231 01:37:50,104 --> 01:37:52,857 You've left one tight family and gone into another tight family. 1232 01:37:54,275 --> 01:37:55,473 This will suit. 1233 01:37:55,651 --> 01:37:57,562 - What about you? - Bet you five pounds we're next. 1234 01:37:57,737 --> 01:37:59,694 You get any nice presents? 1235 01:37:59,864 --> 01:38:01,192 Want some spice? 1236 01:38:01,365 --> 01:38:03,323 That wasn't spicy enough. 1237 01:38:03,492 --> 01:38:04,988 No. No, no, no. 1238 01:38:09,040 --> 01:38:10,950 I'm willing to admit that. 1239 01:38:11,125 --> 01:38:12,833 - Smoke? - Mm. 1240 01:38:14,587 --> 01:38:16,627 - Yeah. - All right. 1241 01:38:17,423 --> 01:38:18,621 You need to... 1242 01:38:19,133 --> 01:38:20,711 - Lovely wedding. - Yes. 1243 01:38:20,885 --> 01:38:22,546 Yeah. 1244 01:38:22,720 --> 01:38:23,799 I was erm... 1245 01:38:23,971 --> 01:38:28,349 I was sort of hoping that Carly would turn up in, like, a big white meringue dress... 1246 01:38:28,517 --> 01:38:30,095 - No. - ..But... ..alas! 1247 01:38:30,269 --> 01:38:33,472 How's your girlfriend? Your baby girl? 1248 01:38:33,648 --> 01:38:36,566 - I was looking forward to meeting them. - I know. 1249 01:38:36,734 --> 01:38:39,355 Yeah, she's... you know... 1250 01:38:42,782 --> 01:38:44,028 Er... 1251 01:38:44,200 --> 01:38:46,406 me and Annelise, we're not... 1252 01:38:46,577 --> 01:38:49,745 We're not together at the moment. We're taking a bit of a break. 1253 01:38:54,335 --> 01:38:56,909 - I'm sorry. - No, it's all right, you know. 1254 01:38:57,088 --> 01:38:59,662 It's not erm... It's not a permanent thing. 1255 01:38:59,840 --> 01:39:03,340 We just... We needed a bit of time to... to sort of think things over. 1256 01:39:04,971 --> 01:39:06,881 I've been pretty... pretty stressed lately. 1257 01:39:07,056 --> 01:39:10,473 I was changing job and er... under pressure and er... 1258 01:39:11,602 --> 01:39:12,931 Yeah, you know. 1259 01:39:17,567 --> 01:39:19,477 Anyway, how's you... you guys? 1260 01:39:19,652 --> 01:39:21,396 Carly said that you weren't... 1261 01:39:21,571 --> 01:39:23,196 You're not with your fella any more? 1262 01:39:23,364 --> 01:39:24,942 Erm... we are... 1263 01:39:26,409 --> 01:39:28,449 No, we're not at the moment. 1264 01:39:29,453 --> 01:39:30,912 Right. 1265 01:39:31,080 --> 01:39:33,868 Is that... Is that a permanent thing, or...? 1266 01:39:34,041 --> 01:39:36,034 Erm... no, no. It's erm... 1267 01:39:37,503 --> 01:39:40,422 We're like you guys, like, having a bit of a break. 1268 01:39:41,966 --> 01:39:44,208 Yeah, you need that sometimes, don't you? 1269 01:39:46,512 --> 01:39:49,265 You know, if I'm being honest with you... 1270 01:39:49,974 --> 01:39:52,809 - Yeah? - The baby came as a bit of a shock. 1271 01:39:52,977 --> 01:39:56,346 You know, it wasn't planned, and er... we just... 1272 01:39:56,522 --> 01:39:59,809 We didn't have that time to get to know each other. 1273 01:40:00,610 --> 01:40:02,354 You know. 1274 01:40:03,863 --> 01:40:06,069 Anyway, we shall see, eh? 1275 01:40:09,035 --> 01:40:10,992 You look gorgeous as ever, by the way. 1276 01:40:11,162 --> 01:40:12,574 Thank you. 1277 01:40:14,207 --> 01:40:17,623 Erm... shall we go inside and have the dessert? 1278 01:40:17,793 --> 01:40:19,289 Yes. 1279 01:40:23,591 --> 01:40:25,299 No! No! 1280 01:40:25,468 --> 01:40:26,547 I said no speeches. 1281 01:40:26,719 --> 01:40:30,504 Carly said no speeches, but this is just a wee toast. 1282 01:40:30,681 --> 01:40:32,093 Here we go. 1283 01:40:33,184 --> 01:40:35,176 Marriage, hm? 1284 01:40:35,978 --> 01:40:37,604 Marriage is not the end. 1285 01:40:38,773 --> 01:40:40,979 But neither is it the beginning. 1286 01:40:41,150 --> 01:40:46,690 A relationship, a couple, has already been conceived and born. 1287 01:40:47,782 --> 01:40:50,819 Today is a... a grown-up moment. 1288 01:40:51,702 --> 01:40:53,161 Arrangements have been made, 1289 01:40:53,329 --> 01:40:55,405 promises before witnesses, 1290 01:40:57,208 --> 01:41:00,577 a commitment to negotiating life together. 1291 01:41:03,297 --> 01:41:06,548 Inevitably there has been pain... 1292 01:41:08,052 --> 01:41:09,962 was well as joy. 1293 01:41:10,137 --> 01:41:14,219 And there will be new joys and... and new pains. 1294 01:41:15,351 --> 01:41:19,646 And in the future, from time to time, 1295 01:41:20,690 --> 01:41:22,766 the relationship, the couple, 1296 01:41:22,942 --> 01:41:27,272 will need to be reviewed, to be reconceived and reborn. 1297 01:41:27,905 --> 01:41:31,073 Coming back together. Rejoining. 1298 01:41:32,410 --> 01:41:34,735 A new togetherness. 1299 01:41:35,872 --> 01:41:38,245 But worth the effort. 1300 01:41:38,416 --> 01:41:44,253 So, please... raise your glasses and make a toast. 1301 01:41:45,840 --> 01:41:47,501 Vive la diff�rence. 1302 01:41:47,675 --> 01:41:49,466 Vive la diff�rence! 1303 01:41:49,635 --> 01:41:51,510 Vive la vie. 1304 01:41:51,679 --> 01:41:52,758 Vive la vie. 1305 01:41:52,930 --> 01:41:54,259 Vive l'amour! 1306 01:41:54,432 --> 01:41:56,009 Vive l'amour. 1307 01:41:56,183 --> 01:41:57,382 All right, Dad. 1308 01:41:58,728 --> 01:42:00,768 Thank you, Dad. 1309 01:42:43,648 --> 01:42:45,724 Er... have you seen my fags? 1310 01:42:45,900 --> 01:42:47,940 I left them here last night. 1311 01:42:50,404 --> 01:42:51,863 Tea? Anyone for tea? 1312 01:42:52,031 --> 01:42:53,822 - Oh, I'd love one. I'm... - No, thanks. 1313 01:42:53,991 --> 01:42:55,699 No? OK. 1314 01:42:55,868 --> 01:42:57,245 Yeah, what's wrong with you? 1315 01:43:32,738 --> 01:43:35,609 I mean, if they had a bit of animal print, then maybe I could vibe, but... 1316 01:43:35,783 --> 01:43:37,824 What if they were in purple? 1317 01:43:38,411 --> 01:43:41,116 OK, you know when my birthday is, so... 1318 01:45:38,072 --> 01:45:40,113 - Hey. - Hey. 1319 01:45:45,079 --> 01:45:46,491 Do you want a drink? 1320 01:45:46,664 --> 01:45:47,992 Er... yeah. 1321 01:45:48,165 --> 01:45:49,992 Can I have a black coffee? 1322 01:45:50,167 --> 01:45:51,663 - D-Do you want... - No, I have one. 1323 01:45:51,836 --> 01:45:52,952 Thanks. 1324 01:45:56,132 --> 01:45:59,002 - How are you? - Er... yeah, I'm good. 1325 01:45:59,176 --> 01:46:01,134 - Yeah. How about you? - Good. 1326 01:46:06,726 --> 01:46:09,099 - Your hair is shorter. - Oh, yeah. 1327 01:46:09,270 --> 01:46:11,227 I got it cut for a job interview. 1328 01:46:11,397 --> 01:46:13,023 How did it go? 1329 01:46:13,190 --> 01:46:14,472 It went good. 1330 01:46:14,650 --> 01:46:16,192 I think so. Yeah. 1331 01:46:17,028 --> 01:46:18,570 - Hard to tell, huh? - Yeah. 1332 01:46:18,738 --> 01:46:20,315 Yeah, you never know. 1333 01:46:23,534 --> 01:46:25,279 Where have you been living? 1334 01:46:25,453 --> 01:46:30,447 Er... I've just been sort of sofa-surfing at various friends' places and then... 1335 01:46:32,251 --> 01:46:33,710 And now I'm at my dad's. 1336 01:46:33,878 --> 01:46:35,503 How is he? 1337 01:46:35,671 --> 01:46:38,460 He's well. Yeah. Yeah. 1338 01:46:43,179 --> 01:46:44,804 I miss him. 1339 01:46:52,271 --> 01:46:54,596 And how about you? How's everything with you? 1340 01:46:54,774 --> 01:46:56,814 Thanks. 1341 01:47:01,906 --> 01:47:03,863 I miss you. 1342 01:47:05,159 --> 01:47:07,116 Elena, don't. 1343 01:47:08,829 --> 01:47:10,822 - What are we doing? - What do you mean? 1344 01:47:10,998 --> 01:47:13,668 I feel so lost. 1345 01:47:17,463 --> 01:47:19,373 I said when I left, I wasn't gonna come back. 1346 01:47:19,549 --> 01:47:20,795 - I said that. - I know, I know. 1347 01:47:20,967 --> 01:47:23,292 - Why? Why not? - Because we broke up, El. 1348 01:47:23,469 --> 01:47:26,471 Because I've been living my life like we weren't together, OK? 1349 01:47:26,639 --> 01:47:29,427 - Are you in love with someone else? - No. 1350 01:47:37,650 --> 01:47:41,067 We could spend our whole life just looking for what we had. 1351 01:47:43,030 --> 01:47:44,738 - I've gotta go. - No, what? No, wait, wait. 1352 01:47:44,907 --> 01:47:48,158 - I've got a meeting. Honestly. - OK. Just stay here a second 1353 01:47:48,327 --> 01:47:49,786 - and talk to me. - I'm really late. 1354 01:47:49,954 --> 01:47:51,995 Just finish the coffee, please. 1355 01:47:58,212 --> 01:48:01,047 OK, so what? What, then? What now? 1356 01:48:01,215 --> 01:48:02,960 What do we do? 1357 01:48:03,134 --> 01:48:06,004 We don't see each other ever again? Huh? 1358 01:48:12,977 --> 01:48:18,316 Joke, you said before, and you were right, but I couldn't see that. 1359 01:48:18,482 --> 01:48:20,808 But you were right. And I can see that now. 1360 01:48:22,278 --> 01:48:24,318 We already were a family. 1361 01:48:29,035 --> 01:48:31,075 I don't want to lose my family. 1362 01:48:33,915 --> 01:48:35,955 - I've got to go. - No, no, just stay. 1363 01:49:23,673 --> 01:49:25,713 You all right, Jake? 1364 01:49:42,275 --> 01:49:44,101 We were like you and Mum. 1365 01:49:45,528 --> 01:49:47,070 How do you mean? 1366 01:49:47,238 --> 01:49:49,029 We were perfect. 1367 01:49:56,289 --> 01:49:57,950 Why are you smiling? 1368 01:49:58,624 --> 01:50:00,665 Because your mother and me were not perfect. 1369 01:50:00,835 --> 01:50:02,911 Not by any stretch of the imagination. 1370 01:50:05,089 --> 01:50:07,545 - You never even argued. - Oh, we did. 1371 01:50:08,593 --> 01:50:10,384 I never heard you. 1372 01:50:10,553 --> 01:50:12,214 We'd do it when you were in bed. 1373 01:50:12,388 --> 01:50:15,675 We'd yell at each other in the kitchen in very angry whispers. 1374 01:50:17,143 --> 01:50:19,812 And then your mum wouldn't speak to me for days. 1375 01:50:20,605 --> 01:50:24,057 She was an expert at long, punishing silences. 1376 01:50:27,403 --> 01:50:30,405 Really, Jake, everyone has tough times. 1377 01:50:30,573 --> 01:50:31,985 We had our bad times. 1378 01:50:32,158 --> 01:50:34,732 That's... That's just the way it is. 1379 01:50:38,831 --> 01:50:40,872 This is different. 1380 01:50:42,668 --> 01:50:44,127 OK. 1381 01:50:54,555 --> 01:50:56,596 I don't know how we'd get back. 1382 01:50:58,309 --> 01:51:00,053 Back to what? 1383 01:51:00,645 --> 01:51:03,266 To what we were. 1384 01:51:03,439 --> 01:51:05,515 Jake, it doesn't work like that. 1385 01:51:05,691 --> 01:51:07,767 You can only go forwards. 1386 01:51:08,444 --> 01:51:09,607 That's life - 1387 01:51:09,779 --> 01:51:12,318 the beauty and the tragedy. 1388 01:51:16,827 --> 01:51:19,366 Jake, your mum died when she was 38. 1389 01:51:19,539 --> 01:51:22,327 There's nothing perfect about that, nothing at all. 1390 01:51:28,923 --> 01:51:30,963 Do you still love her? 1391 01:51:35,972 --> 01:51:37,430 Yeah. 1392 01:51:39,058 --> 01:51:43,009 And what if you're never able to have children together? 1393 01:55:00,343 --> 01:55:02,383 d CHROMATICS: "Blue Moon" 1394 01:55:03,763 --> 01:55:05,720 d Blue moon 1395 01:55:08,851 --> 01:55:12,897 d You saw me standing alone 1396 01:55:15,733 --> 01:55:20,728 d Without a dream in my heart 1397 01:55:22,949 --> 01:55:27,528 d Without a love of my own 1398 01:55:51,352 --> 01:55:55,184 d Without a love of my own 1399 01:56:00,611 --> 01:56:02,687 d Blue moon 1400 01:56:05,408 --> 01:56:10,568 d You knew just what I was there for 1401 01:56:12,540 --> 01:56:17,700 d You heard me saying a prayer for 1402 01:56:19,672 --> 01:56:24,631 d Someone I really could care for 1403 01:56:48,075 --> 01:56:51,824 d Without a love of my own 1404 01:57:16,771 --> 01:57:20,389 d Without a love of my own 1405 01:57:23,389 --> 01:57:27,389 Preuzeto sa www.titlovi.com 102894