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(chattering)
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(rustling)
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(scribbling)
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(crinkling)
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(train clattering)
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(train clattering)
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(train clattering)
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(train clattering)
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(paper crumpling)
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(clanks)
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(clock ticking)
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(clatters)
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(tapes clattering)
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(clock ticking)
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(clatters)
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(clock ticking)
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(tapes clattering)
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(clattering)
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(tapes clattering)
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(clock ticking)
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(tapes clattering)
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(sniffs)
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(tapes clattering)
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(tapes clattering)
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(thuds)
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(tapes clattering)
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(clock ticking)
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(tapes clattering)
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(tapes clattering)
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(muffled pounding)
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(panting)
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(clock ticking)
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(clattering)
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(footsteps pattering)
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(door bangs)
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(liquid splashing)
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(toilet flushing)
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(water splashing)
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(paper crumpling)
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(clattering)
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(clattering)
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(clattering)
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(smashing)
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(banging)
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(banging)
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(thuds)
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(clattering)
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(clatters)
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(crunching)
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- [Radio] 90 with all wheel
drive for 386 per month
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for 48 months, total amount
due at signing 3,901,
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4,001 in New York.
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Taxes, entitlement,
electrician fees extra.
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Payments will be higher
for Connecticut residents.
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Visit your tri state area
Volvo retailer or call
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877-24 Volvo.
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- [Radio] CD 101.9
we're licensed to chill.
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- [Radio] It's WQCD New York.
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- [Radio] New York Chill.
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(gentle music)
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- [Radio] Hello out there, good afternoon.
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Hello to everyone, thank
you for joining me,
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I am Julie and you are
listening to Life in Fragments.
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We talk, it's a talk show.
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We don't gossip here at Life in Fragments,
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if you don't know, we
don't read books here
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and we do not listen to music.
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I am here to listen.
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(mumbling)
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Light as well it's my...
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(clattering)
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- [Radio] Call 1-800-333-4
CAT for details.
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Visit your tri state tel commcadets.
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(clattering)
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- [Radio] Ready for a new
look for the new year?
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♪ You're beautiful ♪
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- [Julie] That my advice
can help in some way.
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So let's not waste any
time, I'd like to get right
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back to where we left off yesterday.
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I hope you're listening out there Helen
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because I've been thinking
a lot since our conversation
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and I don't think we need
to get into the details
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of Helen's problem today
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but the heart of the
matter was that she knew
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that she needed the help
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but she had a lot of trouble
talking about her problem
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to anyone, she couldn't bring
herself to talk about it
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even though it was eating her up inside.
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(mumbling)
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So want Helen to know
that I totally understand
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(clattering)
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(mumbling)
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I know what it means to blame yourself
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when something goes wrong.
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I know all the layers underneath thinking
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it is all my fault.
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I know self hate.
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I know guilt.
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I know all the what ifs
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and Helen, I promise
you it's these what ifs
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that can kill you.
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That brings me to the other
call from yesterday, from Roger.
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Roger has been on the
air a number of times
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and he has been listening to
our show for quite a while.
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Roger insists that I should
open up and talk about myself.
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(mumbling)
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You talk, I listen.
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I give out advice, those are the rules.
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But anyway listening to Helen
tell her story on the air
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yesterday, you know,
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all I could think about
was my son, Jessie.
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I guess that Roger could tell
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that something was
bothering me, haunting me.
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(mumbling)
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(clattering)
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(mumbling)
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(clicking)
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(engines rumbling)
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(horn honks)
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(engines rumbling)
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(horn beeps)
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(engines rumbling)
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- I am deaf.
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I'll give you $20 to listen to this tape,
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please say exactly what you hear,
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I can read your lips.
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You can read my lips?
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I have to go, I have to go.
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I have to go, I'm sorry, I have to go.
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(horn beeps)
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(engines rumbling)
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(horn honking)
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(engines rumbling)
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- Hopefully shed a little light as well.
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It's my hope that my
advice can help in someway.
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Let's not waste any time...
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(horn blares)
(engines rumbling)
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I hope you're listening out there Helen
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because I've been thinking a
lot since our conversation.
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(engines rumbling)
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The heart of the matter was
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she knew that she needed the help,
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she had a lot of trouble
talking about her problems
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to anybody, she couldn't
bring herself to talk
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about it to any.
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(clicks)
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What?
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A little slower?
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Okay.
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(engines rumbling)
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I don't think we need
to get into the details
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of Helen's problems today
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but the heart of the matter was she knew
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that she needed the help--
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(engines rumbling)
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She couldn't bring
herself to talk about it
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even though--
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(horn honking)
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(engines rumbling)
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Eventually she said that it
helped her tremendously so.
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I think you'll hear relief in her voice.
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(clicking)
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This isn't going to work.
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To noisy.
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I have to get to work, I'm late already.
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I'm sure you'll find somebody else.
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Just find someone who talks right.
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(engines rumbling)
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Thank you Helen, thank
you for trusting me,
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thank you for letting me help
you, especially help yourself.
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I also want Helen to know
that I totally understand
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that I know what it
means to blame yourself
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when something goes wrong.
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I know all the layers--
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(engines rumbling)
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I know all the what ifs
and Helen I promise you
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it's these what ifs...
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(clicking)
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We heard this part twice already.
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(clicking)
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I don't have time for all of this.
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If we're gonna do this
we have to move forward.
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I have to go to work.
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Work.
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I promise you...
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I promise you I won't
skip anything on the tape.
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I promise you I won't
skip anything on the tape.
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Do you understand?
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(engines rumbling)
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- [Julie] So let's not waste any time.
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- [Man] Let's not waste any
time, we've heard that already.
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(clicking)
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- [Julie] I have to say
that eventually she knew--
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(clicking)
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- [Man] Helen let it all out.
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(clicking)
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We heard that.
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(clicking)
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- [Julie] I know all the what ifs.
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- I know all the what ifs
and Helen I promise you
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it's these what ifs that can kill you.
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That brings me to the other
call from yesterday from Roger.
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Roger has been on the
air a number of times
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and has been listening to
our show for quite a while.
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Roger insists that I should open up
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and talk about myself.
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Well...
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(mumbling)
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I've been doing Life in
Fragments for years now
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and time and time again my callers say.
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(clicking)
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What?
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Okay.
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I have to talk about myself.
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Well I have been doing Life in Fragments
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for years now.
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(horn honks)
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Time and time again my
callers say that they open up
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and bear their souls and
I don't share anything.
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(engines rumbling)
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There's gotta be a better way to do this.
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Let's go off of the bridge.
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Alright, we'll do it your way.
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(clicking)
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You talk I listen.
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I give my advice, those are the rules.
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But I don't know well, listening
to Helen tell her story
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on the air yesterday,
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all I could think about was my son Jessie.
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(clicking)
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Are you Jessie?
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All I could think about was my son Jessie.
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I guess Roger could tell
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been haunting me.
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Things that a few of you
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gotten to know me pretty
well after these years.
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00:58:57,585 --> 00:59:01,018
(engines rumbling)
276
00:59:01,018 --> 00:59:02,740
I haven't been able to talk to anybody
277
00:59:02,740 --> 00:59:04,443
about what happened to Jessie.
278
00:59:05,570 --> 00:59:06,570
What happened to us.
279
00:59:07,843 --> 00:59:10,313
That one day was the
hardest day of my life.
280
00:59:11,619 --> 00:59:12,919
It actually ended my life,
281
00:59:15,086 --> 00:59:17,433
that day ended life as I knew it
282
00:59:19,837 --> 00:59:21,620
and I just have to go on
283
00:59:22,756 --> 00:59:27,756
but now I feel like I can't
keep it inside me anymore.
284
00:59:28,879 --> 00:59:31,610
If I don't talk about it I'll suffocate,
285
00:59:31,610 --> 00:59:35,943
like Helen it seems like it's
out of my control now anyway.
286
00:59:38,245 --> 00:59:42,243
I've decided today is the
day to break the rules.
287
00:59:45,410 --> 00:59:49,486
And the irony is that all
these years on the radio
288
00:59:49,486 --> 00:59:51,206
I'm the one who gives the advice,
289
00:59:51,206 --> 00:59:54,060
I'm the one who helps
people on my talk show
290
00:59:54,060 --> 00:59:57,840
and right now I am the one who needs help.
291
00:59:57,840 --> 01:00:01,155
(engines rumbling)
292
01:00:01,155 --> 01:00:04,405
I am haunted by the one part of my life
293
01:00:05,755 --> 01:00:07,475
that used to keep me going.
294
01:00:07,475 --> 01:00:09,994
(horn honking)
295
01:00:09,994 --> 01:00:12,263
It's my son, my baby Jessie.
296
01:00:13,104 --> 01:00:14,920
That they hurt him so much,
297
01:00:14,920 --> 01:00:16,463
it's all I can think see,
298
01:00:20,146 --> 01:00:22,460
it's when I look at him
now I can't avoid it.
299
01:00:22,460 --> 01:00:23,653
I see that day.
300
01:00:24,804 --> 01:00:26,914
His hair in his eyes.
301
01:00:26,914 --> 01:00:30,081
The only thing that it says to me now.
302
01:00:31,290 --> 01:00:34,296
Doctors call it traumatic deafness,
303
01:00:34,296 --> 01:00:37,227
that's just a fancy way of
saying he went into shock.
304
01:00:40,150 --> 01:00:44,226
Jessie lost his hearing, he lost his voice
305
01:00:44,226 --> 01:00:46,973
and he lost his father all one day.
306
01:00:49,074 --> 01:00:51,775
He doesn't even remember it,
307
01:00:51,775 --> 01:00:54,087
I know he doesn't
remember it God bless him.
308
01:00:55,373 --> 01:00:56,466
He was only four.
309
01:00:56,466 --> 01:00:59,011
(engines rumbling)
310
01:00:59,011 --> 01:01:01,304
I would give anything for
him to have his voice back
311
01:01:01,304 --> 01:01:03,054
and his hearing back.
312
01:01:04,226 --> 01:01:08,797
I don't know what I'll do
if he never gets better.
313
01:01:08,797 --> 01:01:12,077
The doctors say he's
going to have the block
314
01:01:12,077 --> 01:01:13,677
(horn blaring)
315
01:01:13,677 --> 01:01:16,010
for a short time or forever.
316
01:01:17,820 --> 01:01:20,913
Three months ago and he
hasn't spoken a word since.
317
01:01:22,345 --> 01:01:24,143
I can barely stand it.
318
01:01:27,674 --> 01:01:30,076
A handful of pills three times a day.
319
01:01:30,076 --> 01:01:31,777
(engines rumbling)
320
01:01:31,777 --> 01:01:34,903
Every second I wish I could
black out my memory too.
321
01:01:37,180 --> 01:01:41,163
And he's listening at home
right now in his own way.
322
01:01:43,869 --> 01:01:45,821
He's going to turn on my radio show.
323
01:01:45,821 --> 01:01:48,461
(engines rumbling)
324
01:01:48,461 --> 01:01:52,418
Puts his hands on the speaker
that's how he listens.
325
01:01:52,418 --> 01:01:55,501
(horn blares)
326
01:01:55,501 --> 01:01:58,501
I guess you listen don't you Jessie?
327
01:02:00,061 --> 01:02:02,200
Sometimes I get home and
his hands are still pressed
328
01:02:02,200 --> 01:02:04,357
against the speaker, pressed so hard
329
01:02:06,570 --> 01:02:07,920
just to feel the vibration.
330
01:02:10,014 --> 01:02:14,921
And feel the only sound of his family,
331
01:02:14,921 --> 01:02:18,602
every tip was pressed
against the speakers.
332
01:02:18,602 --> 01:02:20,752
His hands squeezed so tight--
333
01:02:20,752 --> 01:02:22,310
(engines rumbling)
334
01:02:22,310 --> 01:02:24,560
And hugging sound of mommy.
335
01:02:28,865 --> 01:02:31,513
A sound he can't hear.
336
01:02:34,089 --> 01:02:37,483
He has no idea the show's
been over for over an hour.
337
01:02:40,845 --> 01:02:43,725
It's all I see, it's all I see everywhere.
338
01:02:43,725 --> 01:02:46,642
(engines rumbling)
339
01:02:49,285 --> 01:02:52,702
The look on his face when he's listening,
340
01:02:53,699 --> 01:02:57,116
pressing his hands, the look in his eyes.
341
01:02:58,720 --> 01:03:00,637
All I see are his eyes,
342
01:03:02,346 --> 01:03:04,680
the innocence is just not there anymore.
343
01:03:06,576 --> 01:03:07,743
It's blinding.
344
01:03:09,219 --> 01:03:10,503
How can I say it?
345
01:03:10,503 --> 01:03:13,477
How can I talk to him about that day?
346
01:03:14,481 --> 01:03:17,914
And I envy him that he can't remember.
347
01:03:17,914 --> 01:03:19,322
Jessie can't remember.
348
01:03:19,322 --> 01:03:22,239
(engines rumbling)
349
01:03:27,667 --> 01:03:29,763
- [Man] I am sorry Julie.
350
01:03:29,763 --> 01:03:31,780
I can't listen to this anymore.
351
01:03:31,780 --> 01:03:33,030
- It's a man's voice now.
352
01:03:40,438 --> 01:03:42,688
(mumbling)
353
01:03:44,911 --> 01:03:46,648
- It's not the radio talk show anymore.
354
01:03:46,648 --> 01:03:48,898
(clicking)
355
01:03:52,210 --> 01:03:53,990
Yeah I know that's what I've been doing.
356
01:03:53,990 --> 01:03:55,460
I'm saying exactly.
357
01:03:55,460 --> 01:03:56,293
Yeah.
358
01:03:57,290 --> 01:03:59,540
(clicking)
359
01:04:01,349 --> 01:04:05,274
- I'm sorry Julie, I can't
listen to this anymore.
360
01:04:05,274 --> 01:04:08,191
(engines rumbling)
361
01:04:14,050 --> 01:04:17,310
The most important thing
in my life is listening.
362
01:04:17,310 --> 01:04:21,720
I can't imagine being deaf,
just thinking about your son
363
01:04:21,720 --> 01:04:24,063
losing his hearing is
giving me nightmares.
364
01:04:26,140 --> 01:04:27,723
I have to erase this tape.
365
01:04:29,260 --> 01:04:32,583
Well Julie October 15th, 1996.
366
01:04:33,930 --> 01:04:35,983
This is Roger, signing off.
367
01:04:38,090 --> 01:04:39,688
Goodbye.
368
01:04:39,688 --> 01:04:41,938
(clicking)
369
01:04:46,260 --> 01:04:48,010
I think that's the end of the tape.
370
01:04:52,495 --> 01:04:54,745
(clicking)
371
01:04:56,640 --> 01:05:00,740
Well Julie it's October 15th, 1996
372
01:05:00,740 --> 01:05:01,902
this is Roger--
373
01:05:01,902 --> 01:05:04,152
(clicking)
374
01:05:05,730 --> 01:05:07,920
Well Julie it's October 15th, 1996,
375
01:05:10,183 --> 01:05:11,902
this is Roger--
376
01:05:11,902 --> 01:05:14,163
(clicking)
377
01:05:14,163 --> 01:05:15,240
Let's see it there's
anything else on the tape.
378
01:05:17,723 --> 01:05:20,992
Let's see if there's anything else.
379
01:05:20,992 --> 01:05:25,575
(clicking)
(squealing)
380
01:05:27,194 --> 01:05:28,730
There's nothing there.
381
01:05:28,730 --> 01:05:30,980
(clicking)
382
01:05:32,316 --> 01:05:34,970
There's nothing there.
383
01:05:34,970 --> 01:05:37,220
(clicking)
384
01:05:38,266 --> 01:05:41,183
(engines rumbling)
385
01:05:59,686 --> 01:06:03,325
(engines rumbling)
386
01:06:03,325 --> 01:06:05,404
(clicking)
387
01:06:05,404 --> 01:06:06,777
There's nothing.
388
01:06:06,777 --> 01:06:08,799
(clicking)
389
01:06:08,799 --> 01:06:11,716
(engines rumbling)
390
01:06:14,203 --> 01:06:16,499
(clicking)
391
01:06:16,499 --> 01:06:17,739
There's nothing left.
392
01:06:17,739 --> 01:06:20,656
(engines rumbling)
393
01:06:30,005 --> 01:06:32,255
(clicking)
394
01:06:36,497 --> 01:06:38,330
There's nothing there.
395
01:06:43,307 --> 01:06:45,390
Nothing left in the tape.
396
01:06:49,948 --> 01:06:54,948
(banging)
(engines rumbling)
397
01:06:55,271 --> 01:06:57,854
(horn honking)
398
01:07:00,641 --> 01:07:05,641
(engines rumbling)
(banging)
399
01:07:27,821 --> 01:07:32,821
(horns honking)
(engines rumbling)
400
01:10:00,136 --> 01:10:01,592
(tapes clattering)
401
01:10:01,592 --> 01:10:04,509
(engines rumbling)
402
01:12:55,608 --> 01:12:58,859
(horn honking)
403
01:12:58,859 --> 01:13:01,776
(engines rumbling)
404
01:13:51,811 --> 01:13:56,811
(horn honking)
(engines rumbling)
405
01:18:36,028 --> 01:18:41,028
(engines rumbling)
(horns honking)
406
01:20:20,384 --> 01:20:22,634
(clapping)
407
01:20:39,001 --> 01:20:41,001
(bangs)
408
01:20:43,551 --> 01:20:45,551
(bangs)
409
01:20:46,849 --> 01:20:49,016
(banging)
410
01:20:55,220 --> 01:20:57,220
(tings)
411
01:21:08,460 --> 01:21:10,460
(bangs)
412
01:21:18,483 --> 01:21:20,900
(clattering)
413
01:21:30,656 --> 01:21:32,656
(tings)
414
01:21:48,945 --> 01:21:52,278
(train whistle blowing)
415
01:22:21,502 --> 01:22:23,835
(whistling)
416
01:23:00,915 --> 01:23:04,248
(train whistle blowing)
417
01:23:09,554 --> 01:23:11,887
(whistling)
418
01:23:34,608 --> 01:23:37,941
(train whistle blowing)
419
01:23:44,478 --> 01:23:47,478
(Jessie chuckling)
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