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(soft piano notes)
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♪♪
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-NIALL: You should go
and talk to someone.
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Are you sleeping?
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There's like,
uh, like a service.
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It's free.
You might as well.
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-GILLIAN: Connell?
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Would you like to come with me?
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-ALL:
Ten, nine, eight, seven, six,
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five, four, three, two, one.
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Happy New Year!
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(all cheering)
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-ALL: Happy New Year!
-Happy New Year.
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-HELEN:
Happy New Year, you.
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(phone dings, buzzes)
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Who is it?
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-Uh, it's just
an old school friend.
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-You okay?
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-Uh, yeah. It's just
a Happy New Year thing.
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-ALL:
Happy New Year!
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(cheering)
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-What do you mean?
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-LORRAINE:
Are you on your own?
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-No, I'm with Helen.
What do you mean, a body?
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Whose body, what?
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-LORRAINE:
Rob Hegarty, sweetheart.
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They pulled a body
out of the river this morning.
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(exhales)
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-Okay, why don't we talk about
how you're feeling.
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-Uh, yeah, not great.
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-I'm sorry to hear that.
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When did you
start feeling this way?
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-Uh...
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a couple of months ago.
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January, I suppose.
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-Okay.
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Did something happen then,
or did it just
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come out of nowhere,
do you feel?
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-A friend of mine killed himself
in January.
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A friend from school.
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-I'm very sorry
to hear that, Connell.
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-We, we hadn't really kept up
with each other after college.
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'Cause he was, uh...
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He was just back in Sligo
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and I was up here
and everything, and, um...
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I guess I just feel guilty
that I wasn't in touch
with him more.
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-I can understand that.
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But however you might be
feeling about your friend,
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what happened to him
is not your fault.
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You are not responsible
for the decisions he made.
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-I never even replied to
the last message he sent me.
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-When you lose
someone to suicide,
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it can be natural to wonder
if there's any more
you could have done
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in order to help this person.
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I'm sure everyone
in your friend's life
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is asking themselves
the same questions now.
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-Yeah, but at least other people
tried to help him.
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(soft music playing)
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♪♪
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-ERIC: He'd, uh,
been drinking a fair bit.
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He seemed a bit, um...
you know, out of sorts, I guess.
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-CONNELL: Right.
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-KIERNAN:
Never wanted to go home,
you know?
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He always wanted one more.
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-ERIC:
Got into a few scraps.
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Nothing serious, just...
thought it was a laugh.
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I tried talking to him, but...
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(sobs)
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-HELEN:
You look handsome.
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-Ready, sweetheart?
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-Marianne.
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♪
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-VAL: Thank you.
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(quiet chatter)
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-MAN: I'm so sorry.
-Thanks for the colors.
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You look great.
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Thank you.
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-WOMAN:
I'm so sorry.
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-VAL: Thanks, love.
Thanks for coming.
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Connell.
Good man, good man.
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I hear you're doing great
things above in Trinity.
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-So sorry.
-Good man.
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Thanks for coming.
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Thank you.
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♪♪
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(indistinct chatter)
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-How are things?
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Who's this?
-Uh...
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Helen.
Uh, this is Eric.
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-Girlfriend, is it?
-Yeah.
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-Must be your fault this fella
never comes home anymore.
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-No, it's not her fault.
It's my fault.
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-I'm just messing.
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Good of Marianne to come.
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I thought she was off
in Sweden or someplace.
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-Yeah, she was.
She's back for the funeral.
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-She's gone very thin,
hasn't she?
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Here's herself.
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Very good to have come all
the way from Sweden, Marianne.
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-It's nice to see you.
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-Do you know Helen here?
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-MARIANNE: Course I do.
We were in college together.
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Hello, Helen.
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-ERIC:
It's all friendly, I hope.
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No rivalry, I mean.
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-Behave yourself now.
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-Why didn't you introduce me
to any of your friends?
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-I introduced you
to Eric, didn't I?
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-Only after he asked.
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To be honest, you didn't
seem like you really
wanted him to meet me.
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(Helen exhales)
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If you didn't want me to come,
you shouldn't have asked me.
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-Okay, I'm sorry
I asked you, then.
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-What does that mean?
- (Connell sighs)
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- You're sorry I was there?
-No.
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I'm saying if you got
the wrong impression
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of what it was gonna be like,
then I'm sorry.
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-You didn't
want me there at all, did you?
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-I didn't want to be there
myself, to be honest.
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Look, I'm sorry
you didn't have a good time.
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But like, it was a funeral.
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Don't really know
what you expected.
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-Well, you weren't
ignoring Marianne.
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-I wasn't ignoring anyone.
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-But you just seemed
particularly happy to see her.
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-For fuck's sake, Helen.
-What?
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-I mean, does every argument
have to come back to this?
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Our friend just killed himself,
and now, you want to start
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going at me about Marianne.
Like, seriously?
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And yeah.
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I was happy to see her.
Does that make me a monster?
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-I've been very sympathetic
about Rob and you know that.
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But what do you expect me to do?
Just pretend I don't notice
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you're staring at another woman
in front of me.
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-No, I was not staring at her.
-You were, in the church.
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-It wasn't intentional.
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-Why do you have to act
so weird around her?
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-How I act with her
is my normal personality.
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I'm... maybe I'm
just a weird person.
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(somber music playing)
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♪♪
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-LECTURER:
Most of you will, I hope,
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have picked up
on the fact that...
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(voice fades,
continues indistinctly)
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This dismantling of the family
trope is fairly radical.
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The constitution itself quite
literally defined the Irish...
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(continues, indistinct)
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(Latin prayers)
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(breathes shakily)
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(groans)
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-HELEN:
Like I want to be there for you
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but you just won't let me.
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I have tried.
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And I feel like I'm holding on
to other, like,
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frankly legitimate worries
or whatever
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that existed before all this.
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Before you felt like this.
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And I can't sit on them
'cause you're feeling so low.
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That's just not fair.
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I really care about you.
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I hate seeing you like this.
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But I don't think
this is working anymore.
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I don't know if this was
all the way working before,
and now...
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all this is just like...
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(sniffs)
exacerbated it, and...
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-Okay.
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I'm sorry.
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-I'm sorry too.
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-GILLIAN: Do you have
friends here in Dublin?
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Anyone you're close with
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that you might talk to
about how you're feeling.
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-Um...
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Niall, maybe.
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He's the one
who told me about this.
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-Well, that's good.
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He's looking out for you.
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Niall.
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Okay.
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-I have another friend that
I'm pretty close with but, um...
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she's on Erasmus this year.
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-I'm sorry.
That sounds awful.
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I liked Helen.
-Hmm.
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-I did.
I genuinely did.
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I know she wasn't entirely
fond of me, but...
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it's hard to ignore
that she made you happy.
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-I, I don't know.
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I don't feel anything.
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Then I...
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I find myself crying
or having a panic attack
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so presumably, I do feel it.
Just, uh...
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(clears throat)
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It just doesn't connect.
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-I understand.
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-I know you do.
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I'm really tired.
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-You want to sleep?
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We can keep Skype on.
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Carry me over to your bed.
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(soft music playing)
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♪♪
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-Is she a friend from college?
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-We were in school together.
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But, uh, she's in Trinity
as well. It's Marianne.
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She knew Rob,
our friend who died.
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But, um...
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she's away this year,
like I said.
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(moans contentedly)
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You're awake.
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-Morning.
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(Connell sighs)
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-Is she someone you might talk
with about how you're feeling?
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-She's been supportive about it.
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And she's, um...
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She's hard to describe,
if you don't know her.
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She's, um...
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she's really smart.
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She's a lot smarter than me.
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We, we see the world
in a similar way. And, uh...
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we've lived our life
in the same place.
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So obviously, it's, um...
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It's a bit different
being away from her.
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-It sounds difficult.
-Mm-hmm.
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I don't really click
with a lot of people.
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I, I struggle with that,
actually.
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-Do you think that's
a new problem?
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Or is it familiar to you?
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-Mm.
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It's, uh, familiar.
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I would say, um...
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in school,
I definitely felt that
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feeling of isolation
or whatever. But, um...
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People seem to like me.
Everything, and...
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here, I don't think that, uh...
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people like me that much.
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Uh, like Rob,
my friend who, uh...
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um, I wouldn't say
that we clicked
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on a very deep level
or anything.
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But, um, we were friends.
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And, uh...
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I wouldn't say that
we had a lot in common
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in terms of interests
or anything like that.
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Definitely not politically,
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if we ever really
examined that. But, um...
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That stuff didn't
really matter in school.
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'Cause we were,
we were in the same
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group of friends,
so, you know?
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-I understand that.
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-And, uh, he... he did
some stuff that I, uh...
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I wouldn't have been a fan of,
in terms of, like with girls.
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But, uh...
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We were 18, you know.
We just, uh...
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we acted like idiots, and, uh...
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I think...
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I felt a bit alienated
with that stuff.
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And, uh...
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I think--
I think I thought if I...
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moved here...
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00:20:20,700 --> 00:20:22,700
I'd fit in better.
259
00:20:23,460 --> 00:20:25,460
I thought, um...
260
00:20:27,660 --> 00:20:31,100
I'd meet more like-minded people
but that just hasn't...
261
00:20:32,140 --> 00:20:34,140
um...
262
00:20:42,140 --> 00:20:44,140
(sobs)
263
00:20:45,100 --> 00:20:49,900
I left Carricklea thinking
I could have a different life.
264
00:20:54,660 --> 00:20:58,860
But I...
I hate it here and...
265
00:21:00,940 --> 00:21:02,940
I can never go back.
266
00:21:05,300 --> 00:21:07,660
Because those friendships
are gone, and...
267
00:21:11,980 --> 00:21:15,940
and Rob is gone and I,
I can't see him again.
268
00:21:19,900 --> 00:21:21,900
I can't get that life back.
269
00:21:22,580 --> 00:21:25,360
I'm sorry.
(heavy breath)
270
00:21:25,460 --> 00:21:27,460
-You don't need to apologize.
271
00:21:29,220 --> 00:21:31,220
(sobs)
272
00:21:50,660 --> 00:21:52,600
(soft music playing)
273
00:21:52,700 --> 00:21:54,700
♪♪
274
00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:30,180
-MARIANNE:
She sounds nice.
275
00:22:30,980 --> 00:22:32,980
-Yeah.
-Sounds good.
276
00:22:34,500 --> 00:22:36,560
-Yeah.
277
00:22:36,660 --> 00:22:38,200
-Well done, Niall.
278
00:22:38,300 --> 00:22:40,300
(Connell chuckles)
279
00:22:42,220 --> 00:22:44,220
How do you feel now?
280
00:22:45,100 --> 00:22:47,460
-Uh, okay.
281
00:22:47,820 --> 00:22:49,820
Just, um...
282
00:22:50,980 --> 00:22:52,980
Flat, I guess.
283
00:22:53,940 --> 00:22:55,940
-Mm.
284
00:22:56,340 --> 00:22:58,340
-What?
285
00:23:01,300 --> 00:23:03,300
-Do you ever feel...
286
00:23:03,860 --> 00:23:05,880
I don't know.
287
00:23:05,980 --> 00:23:07,980
Angry?
288
00:23:08,740 --> 00:23:10,740
-Uh, about?
289
00:23:11,140 --> 00:23:13,200
-About Rob.
290
00:23:13,300 --> 00:23:16,140
After the funeral,
did you feel angry?
291
00:23:17,340 --> 00:23:19,540
-With him?
-No.
292
00:23:20,300 --> 00:23:22,280
No, geez, no.
293
00:23:22,380 --> 00:23:25,820
I know that's... that
people feel that when someone...
294
00:23:29,420 --> 00:23:31,420
I couldn't get off Facebook.
295
00:23:33,380 --> 00:23:36,120
Everyone kept
commenting on his wall.
296
00:23:36,220 --> 00:23:38,300
-Yeah.
-Like, it made me furious.
297
00:23:39,100 --> 00:23:41,240
Like, what do they mean?
298
00:23:41,340 --> 00:23:44,960
All these people,
like advertising
their loss like that.
299
00:23:45,060 --> 00:23:48,100
And who's it for?
Not Rob, obviously.
300
00:23:49,260 --> 00:23:50,800
And, like,
what's the etiquette there?
301
00:23:50,900 --> 00:23:53,140
Should I be liking every comment
on his wall?
302
00:23:53,460 --> 00:23:56,000
-Well, it sounds like you've
worked through that anger.
303
00:23:56,100 --> 00:23:56,920
(chuckles)
304
00:23:57,020 --> 00:23:59,020
-(scoffs)
No.
305
00:23:59,540 --> 00:24:03,020
Of course, people can grieve
how they want.
306
00:24:05,260 --> 00:24:07,340
Sorry.
-I get it.
307
00:24:09,140 --> 00:24:11,140
It feels a bit pointless.
308
00:24:11,460 --> 00:24:13,460
-Yeah, I think that's it.
309
00:24:15,140 --> 00:24:17,740
And everyone
kept talking about...
310
00:24:19,460 --> 00:24:21,360
what a great person he was.
311
00:24:21,460 --> 00:24:25,940
How full of life, what
a devoted son, and I get it.
312
00:24:27,780 --> 00:24:29,780
But what, was that him?
313
00:24:32,540 --> 00:24:34,540
-No.
314
00:24:36,020 --> 00:24:38,020
He was insecure.
315
00:24:39,340 --> 00:24:41,340
Obsessed with being liked.
316
00:24:41,700 --> 00:24:46,220
I mean, I know I can talk.
But...
317
00:24:52,740 --> 00:24:54,740
I miss you.
318
00:24:57,420 --> 00:24:59,420
-I miss you, too, Connell.
319
00:25:07,060 --> 00:25:09,040
("Everything I Am Is Yours"
by Villagers playing)
320
00:25:09,140 --> 00:25:11,140
♪♪
321
00:25:22,300 --> 00:25:25,620
♪ I am just a man ♪
322
00:25:26,620 --> 00:25:29,780
♪ Tipping on the wire ♪
323
00:25:31,020 --> 00:25:35,360
♪ Tight rope walking fool ♪
324
00:25:35,460 --> 00:25:38,660
♪ Balanced on desire ♪
325
00:25:39,780 --> 00:25:42,860
♪ I cannot control ♪
326
00:25:43,940 --> 00:25:47,420
♪ These ever changing ways ♪
327
00:25:48,300 --> 00:25:52,480
♪ So how can I be sure ♪
328
00:25:52,580 --> 00:25:55,780
♪ The feeling will remain ♪
329
00:25:58,660 --> 00:26:01,380
♪ It'll always change ♪
330
00:26:02,220 --> 00:26:04,860
♪ But everything I am ♪
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